Healing the Heart & Soul Intro Class

Alright, thanks for being here. We have folks watching live, and we're also, got quite a few people attending in person. We're starting tonight, is a free introduction. So what I'd like to do with a free introduction, it's to our course online, our next online course, Healing the Heart and Soul. And I've written books on this, done lectures on it, workshops on it, and so on. So it's a really broad topic, far more broad than we could cover in a night, or even in a few weeks. But as always with our online courses, we cover as much as we can, going as deep as we can as thoroughly as we can, but two nights, the free intro. But to me, it's important to understand that the free intro always when it involves me doing a free intro, it's not an ad. iI's not an advertisement. It's not one of those. "And if you sign up now here's what you could have heard. I like folks to feel somewhat complete so we will, in a sense, cover some material and feel like tonight we learned something. We gained something. Even if you don't do the online course. Obviously, doing the online course means going further and farther and deeper, and there's just so much more to it because it's several weeks, but what's nice is it's only a handful of weeks to where we're done in a month. So this course will start tonight. It's a free intro, and then it runs through the month of May. The great month of May to great times the spring ish kind of feeling new beginnings, a good time to be doing a course related to healing the heart and soul. What I wanna do is we'll start with this, and that is... I'm gonna also read just a couple of quotes from the book I wrote on this topic. But let's start with this. The concept of healing really is best characterized or described or defined as emptying our cup and refilling our cop. A lot of people don't know that for some reason. And what they do is they involve themselves with healing, they call it healing, but they're only doing the digging of the old, which is powerful. There's tears and they're go, Oh my god. I went to a counselor, a healer, and a lot of tears came up, I think it's great. Memories came up. I think it's great. Past life. Memories came. All of that is great, but that's the digging up, but usually don't garden by just digging up ago. That was great. Wow. Dog, all the roots and Leeds and rocks out of my garden. Now, it's just sitting there kind of just doesn't make sense. Usually you'll plant something new. But if you plant only do the planting and no healing of the old garden, so to speak, even the metaphors and parables of Jesus described the weeds and the rocks choking out the life of the things that are trying to grow the metaphor of the seeds falling on the ground. They gotta fall on fertile ground. So that's kind of what I like metaphors a lot. It just comes to me a lot. I've never read or taken a course in life's metaphors. It's just how my mind works. But it's a beautiful way to have the mind work, understanding parallels of things, deeper meanings, connections to things. It's kind of cool. So gardening is a great metaphor for healing instead of me trying to prove that you need to uproot and re plant and argue it with people that maybe healers or scholars on healing. Instead of me trying to argue, I don't need to own... all I'm gonna say is imagine gardening. Why would you just do one and not the other? And that's it. Then the argument's done, it's over. It really takes working the old and bringing in the new. Now, on that note, both the digging of the healing, the old and working on the new are always made more effective when you do it with god. And that's gonna sound like religious and some healers. Some counselors, they're gonna be, oh, this is religious, and they'll shut this off right now. And those aren't people I would go to, nor what I recommend you go to, not because they don't have a technique they might, but trying to do anything without the deepest spiritual power behind it. And I don't mean it's religious or preachy. I don't mean you have to do like the Our Father in front of your clients before every healing. If it's not where they're at, it may not be the best thing for them. Maybe they would just need you to hold quiet presence and you're holding the consciousness as though you were doing prayer without words that could turn them off. And I'm not saying allow them to control everything in your sessions, but I am saying that you have to bridge with people, which is another important topic. So first healing involves emptying the LD refilling with something new. What could possibly know how to heal more deeply than God's spirit? The divine mother, anything you wanna call it, even you angels, whatever. Just don't use fire hydrants and tree branches. If you're gonna use some other name, let it be sub line guys. Let me call it something cool. God, angels. But when you start going lumber or not, everything's gonna have the same power, isn't it? Let's be... I'm exaggerating to make a point, where is it in the middle that it becomes okay to say, I think I've gone too far away from spirit, and I'm just... I'm gonna pray to the Holy acupuncture needles, and I bow to my needles. I'm gonna bow to my massage is at what point? You say, wait a second. This has gotten silly, where's the power behind? Where's god? Spirit, the divine, the holy spirit, or whatever behind. Let's go to that to help us with our healing. And I do think and acknowledge a lot of people you bring in Master's or light beings, angels that's about as low, for lack of a better word is I would go. I wouldn't try to channel my deceased Anson uncles, go to god, try to get the highest presence you can in the healing work you do. But I'm not preaching a technique. You're not gonna hear me say, you've got to do this or this or this per se. We're gonna talk about ways to reach the sole. Because even though we're talking about digging up the old and replacing with new, which is a theme I using just about everything I do, even though we're talking about replacing, dig up the old and replace it with new. Yes. Do this with guidance, try to get in a deep state of mind so you can bring the highest possible as a healer, even as a friend or as a parent. It's not the key. You have to be a licensed therapist or healer, I'm talking about just as people just learning to put the little self aside and let something more powerful and efficient come through efficient. Sounds like a weird word for some people when it comes to healing efficient. Sounds like a technical term. It sounds linear, kind of left brain dish, mechanical, and it isn't what I mean by efficient is something that knows how to really find the stuff more thoroughly, more pain free as possible. But to get in there, Spirit sees it, spirit knows it. The Divine Mother Knows this. The Holy Spirit knows this. God knows this, your deceased ends that you might wanna channel or your second grandmothers, and whatever second departed this and that your dearly departed I... it's fine. There's spiritual beings, but they're not illuminated... when they reach the other side, they're just dead grandmother's name. They don't suddenly have on all knowing this. And again, I'm exaggerating to make a point go to spirit, go to god, try to be in a state of surrender when you do healing work of any kind, when you do counseling work, even befriending a person. Even if a person comes to and says, man, I'm really struggling. Can I talk to you for a minute in that minute without them even knowing it, you can learn to just drop in. And just in the back of my mind, I'm smiling, sure, how's it going? But in the back of my mind, it's like, okay, God be with me, meaning into your hands. I surrender this moment, everything that that person is gonna say, help me to see it as you want me to sit. Help me hear just the right things. Help me give just the right advice. Help me be really present as much as possible, and that's it. That means I'm surrendering to doing the best work I can. And again, it's gonna sound like I'm already talking about people that are licensed in train. I'm talking about being a person, being a good person, call spirit, and let's something very powerful and spiritual happen, a miracle that's called. So technically, people sort of think miracles are reserved for parting. The red CEO don't remember or don't realize that a miracle by definition, is a shift from something that's not so good and healthy to something that's good. And healthy, I say just I'm giving a generic description, not so good and healthy could mean an old pattern, an addiction, it could mean hurtful behaviors, traumas and wounds. And so any of that shifts into something else, an illness that's going to become an illness, or that's gonna become somehow fatal, perhaps who knows, is all of a sudden shifted and it doesn't go that direction. In other words, there's a problem that has a likely not so good outcome, and yet something shifted. You had a different outcome. So let's say there's this boulder, I've shared this metaphor, many friends, but there's this boulder at the top of the hill, and let's say this would be your car when the bolder gets dislodged, kaboom, goit's role. Have you seen boulders given the physics of this going towards your car and then going in reverse? Not typically the physics of it is it started moving. All you can do and count on is how many seconds it'll be before it matches your car. That's pretty much all you can figure out. And if it's not too close, you'll have enough time to, well, look at that. That's gonna hit sometimes it's so sudden you don't even have the time to figure that out. So boulder, car inevitable, that's what we call a problem in life, man. I have a relationship and there's just no communication, inevitable problem. I have this health thing, but I just don't wanna get it looked at. I'm not in the mood problem. It's gonna result in something not so good. I continually mistreat the neighbor's dog. It's gonna happen one day, you're gonna be on a wall and that thing got out and you're going to have to deal with your being mean all the time to that do. It's just There's a problem waiting to happen. And one of the issues is humans, for some reason. Just assume if you deny that it's there, it won't be there. If you minimize that it's there, it won't be there. And that's what humans tend to do, minimize ignore, and whatever, trying to avoid that does not work it dislodge as it rolls down masses, your car, and then humans proclaim why me, I wish I would have known and all that. And sadly, we do that because we're so scared. We're so afraid of taking responsibility, but nothing ever happened without it building up. The Boulder didn't just... it wasn't there when I parked my car, somebody put it there, it doesn't work like that. The Boulders there, you might have known, no, it looks safe and you left your car there. You might have put your car there knowing you had a dream the night before that something was gonna happen to your car and you still ignored. There's all kinds of signs and premonition, and sadly, people ignore, and then the Boulder dislodge. But when the Boulder dislodge, it's going towards your car and a miracle is described as here comes the inevitable, and it doesn't happen why something had to have changed it. This is called nature, physics, natural, and this is called supernatural, where something changed, what didn't seem like it could be changed. Sometimes that's something uses laws of the Earth and physics. That doesn't mean it's not supernatural, that just uses the laws and physics to get there. Other times it uses laws that are beyond physics, but it's amazing what it happens. We show up to our friends and gatherings, Oh my god, I gotta tell you this story because it's so freaky and cool and all inspiring, but technically it's supposed to be happening all the time. Okay. So let's breathe that one in. When I say it's supposed to be happening all the time, you can take that like, oh, but it doesn't and you can get bumped or you can get excited and go. Wow. Really? Yes, you can actually start creating these more often during this course. We're gonna share some videos along the way, and some of them are involving how to create more miracles like that. But a miracle is a shift where something that shouldn't have happened happened. Anyway, the shift in the greatest sense is a shift in consciousness. Okay. It's not just an external ship. So if you say, for example, okay, I would like something in my life to be changed. Meaning let's say I have a sore... I would like a miracle and have my knee fixed. Well, that would be a physical shift. My knee is now shifted. It's gotten adjusted or it's gotten... it's pain free or whatever. But that's people that are praying for physical shifts where in fact, what we're supposed to be praying for is an internal shift. One reason is that an external shift does not necessarily guarantee you're gonna get an internal shift, but an internal shift will likely manifest as an external shift, meaning go to the source, figure out the internal thing that needs to be changed. And then usually the outside will change, or as it's commonly stated in a phrase, when you get the message, the messenger disappears, the messenger is the illness or a problem. You see what I'm saying so far, it's like, this is a consciousness thing. It's an inside job. So I really wish my knee were and hurting hurting. So I think I'll put an ointment. Wow, that works miraculously button. It's Atman. It has a numbing effect, and that's not a miracle, but let's just say it feels like one because I'm no longer in pain. So that's pretty cool. Because. You shifted pain level. That's pretty cool. But what if, when the ointment wears off, the pain comes back and that's one thing we haven't really figured out on this planet is we need to get fed up. People are fed up with a lot of things on this planet, but they're not fed up with things that don't work. They'll just get a second injection of 15th surgery, an 80 second relationship, and they'll just keep doing it. It's a weirdest thing. But when you have an internal shift, it becomes more efficient because that's what I use that... that's why I used that word earlier. True healing is efficient, meaning, now it will take less effort, less money, less strain, less worry, less of everything to get to the place you wanted to get to. Why? Because I figured out what was behind the relationship issue, the illness, the pain, whatever it happened to be, I figured out what's behind it, that's why I call it soul level healing. You're getting to the sole of it shakes. It's the heart chakra where you find the soul of everything. When we say, we have an ace, a physical lake, that is a root chakra experience because it's your physical chakra. You have a physical pain. I have a physical chakra to reflect that pain. When I have an emotional issue with a friend or partner, whatever it is, or I just in my person, like an emotional issue is the emotional chakra. You see what I'm saying so far? So if I just talk to somebody about my emotions and release some of those emotions, I worked at it on an emotional level. If I work on a physical thing, I worked on a physical level. I didn't get to the soul of it unless I got to this, all of it just because you go tell so much better. I don't need to really work on that inner stuff now. Okay. Well, so be it. But there's a likelihood that thing will come around more often or come around again and again till you get to the soul of it. I'm not saying only get to the soul of it. I'm gonna say, get to the soul of it. And you can also do the others, for example, instead of saying, Oh my god, I've hurt my knee. Let me do some soul work on it. And I do some inner soul work on it. Let's say that I have some successful insights and feelings shift and epiphanies. Wow. But the knees still saw. It's okay for you to also rub the dang thing, puts a ointment on. It were a brace until the body catches up with the inner healing I did. It's okay to still take your meds. If your bipolar or depressed, it's okay to have your acupuncture. And if my knees hurting and I did my inner work, it's okay to get a massage, get some work done on it. Not a problem in a sense. We're not saying that So level healing replaces other, and I mean this tacky, lesser forms of healing. I don't mean lesser is in bad, lesser meaning they're not as deep to the core, so it's cool. Go ahead and do the soul level. I'm not saying don't engage in lesser or other forms of healing. I'm actually saying, do the soul level and the others are a great addition. That's all take an aspirin, even when you have a headache. It's not a problem, but work on the sole level stuff. Go ahead and do your chamomile to help you sleep at night, but let's also look at what's keeping you from sleeping. Okay. That's it. Alright. Now on that note, the soul level healing concept is related to the heart chakra. Because if we just use the metaphor of shockers for a moment, if we tune into who we really are, the God self, it's like saying, I'm identifying with my upper chakras. Now. Once Upon A time, we went from being only a perfect God expression and we seemingly dropped down out of heaven itself into a place called the Garden of eden, Eden is the place of my heart and soul. If I'm just gonna use some Metaphors and examples from the Bible just real quick and other sources from wherever who knows where I'm gonna get these things. But in the moment, the Bible tells us and other sources tell us fables and stories and mythologies. They tell us about this thing happening where mankind seems to have gone into a sleep. That's when we first dropped into the garden of eden, and in eden, we're not in Kansas anymore. We're like, we're not having anymore Toto, we're somewhere else. But in that garden of eden, we still could have woken up. But that garden is a story. It's a metaphor of us biting from the apple of illusion. In other words, in the garden of eden, we bit the Apple meaning, we bit the illusion. We found that we are flawed, holy up here, flawed here, and here's where we made our choice here in our soul is where we made our choice. How do I know that 'cause the garden, you had two trees, one to believe your holy and one to believe you're not got that so far. So now if I've chosen the tree called the tree of life, it's the tree of forgiveness. I'm still holy, then I would be able to still feel no experience God in its completeness, in my everyday being in life. Perfect. However, if I bit from the apple and choose to buy into the apple, by into the beliefs of the tree of knowledge of good and evil, if I draw from the tree of judgment where I'm judging that I am less than holy, all I'm saying is, here's what's gonna happen. Everything actually does roll down hill meaning divinity dropped into my heart, and in my heart, I chose to believe that I'm less than holy guess where it went. It rolled down hill all the way to my physical being, and it manifests as aches and pains, and aging and financial issues and everything else at that. But where did originate in god? No guys, the problems never originated in god. It originated when we decided to believe unlike god. Did that make sense? That's what judgment is to have beliefs that are not matching gods, because God's beliefs are always love and holiness, mankind decided, well, you know, we have our own opinions. Okay, that's it. That's where we had our problems start. We're gonna choose to have our own. We understand there's love, but we want to have our own opinions and splits into politics, and it splits into arguing and debates and disputes and this and that. It becomes, this is... and that's all the time. There's the one knowingness of god, and in the oneness, you cannot have illness. So technically, you could say, it's three parts. I am as God created me, I'm not so sure. Oh, crap. The results. Now what humans do is all these results, I'm sick. What's the one on? I have a flu. Oh, I must have caught it from my child. What a nice sentiment to blame your illness on your child. That's kind of judgmental. Think about it, the poor thing, they're like, I'm just sleeping. I didn't do anything. I'm just like, I'm just sleeping. I didn't do anything, but I caught my cold from you. I have financial issues because of you. I have this because of that. I have this because of that and so on and... and that's how humans try to survive by projecting all their stuff anywhere except here, and meaning the heart and soul, if you project it anywhere. But here you can't fix it. Why? Because everything else of the other shakers in an outer life is only a hologram of what's gone on in here. My beliefs are being projected into my life. We try to go, okay, look, there's a projection, there's a projection. It's called an injured foot or whatever. Let's bandage it with another projection called advantage. And then we'll just be fine. All you're doing is using shadows to play with shadows, it doesn't make any sense because they're just holograms, healing the heart and soul means. Let's practice getting back to the heart of the matter. What are the beliefs in me that are likely spawning this thing creating this thing, projecting this thing. Anything that is the topic. We'll use some shamanic soul retrieval in the workshop in the course. We'll use some tracking exercise. Well, we use some really cool things. Something I haven't done very often that we're gonna do is we're gonna look at not only tracking you call it core issues and core beliefs behind these things. But once we look at it, we look at our life and say, let's say I have in my lifetime, Let's Pretend I've had 100 challenges just 100. That means an ace, an issue, a breakup, or what 100 issues in my entire life. Usually people have 100 per day, but let's just pretend you had 100 in an entire lifetime. Now a human being will describe it as 100, but in reality, when you track them back, you'll start finding. Those hundred experiences are actually all rooted in more like 10 deeper patterns of yours, you see, for example, let's pretend one pattern is low. Self worth, low. Self worth can manifest as rejection being unlovable, breakups, divorces, and whatever else you think is a problem. It could even manifest as illnesses. I have an illness somewhere. Let's say my heart. My lungs are something related to... I'm just feeling like I'm unlovable and it affects these organs. Perhaps just as an example, it could affect your baby to for that matter, but wherever it affects you, it's affecting you. So it could be physical, financial, emotional, manifestations, relationship, manifestations, all of those hundreds of things. But when you track it, you go, I don't have a hundred problems. I've just got 100. But in this course, we're gonna go further and learn how the 10 are actually only like two. And when you get that, you're like, oh, I am so on to you. You're saying to yourself, man, I am so on to you. And it's so beautiful because the more fragmented you become, the less chance you find yourself. Absolutely, even if you start looking for yourself, the ego has fractured you into so many pieces. There's no chance you're gonna find yourself even that beautiful phrase. I'm on the spiritual path. I'm trying to find myself just a good luck, because if yourself is 100 pieces and it isn't, it's hundreds of thousands of pieces. You can't find yourself. You're too fragmented. At least when we look at it this way, when we go here we go. It's all coming together. When you go and you dig up the roots of something. Think about it guys, logically rationally. When you dig up the roots of something, the flannels start dying, meaning the LED heats, the poison begins to fade on those things because you dug up the roots. I try to just only deal with the flower heads of something that are gonna be bringing about more weeds in your life, try and only nip off the top. It doesn't work. These are tubers sometimes, but they're growing and they're aggressive and they show up anywhere. Think of that gardening. Metaphor, God look at gardening. It's so much easier to raise weeds than anything nutritious. That's a metaphor of life. I would love to have a wonderful relationship. Me clear some space here. I'm gonna plant it right there and water and feed. I love you relationship and the plants will respond to your love. As you know, in case you don't know that it's true. The plants respond. There's a vibration love. So it's growing and it's grown, and then away we or we got you, and we put it out, and then you miss doing this for one day. Now there's three weeks, but you get'em. But when him, you broke off the roots of some of them. Now there's 200 the next day and so on. And you know what you're gonna do eventually. Oh, I don't have time for gardening today, but I still see you little plant that I planted high. I still see you, but I just don't have time. And what's happening is you're getting tired of dealing with the weeds, and this is what human beings do all the time. Oh, I'm on a new path. I'm gonna be healthy from now. I'm gonna start tracking my stuff. I'm gonna start looking at my issues. Are becoming responsible just until there are enough weeds called people around you, they annoy and you just go, you know what? I really wanted to start a new year's resolution where I was gonna start looking at my stuff. I just didn't realize there was so much of it, so I don't wanna do that anymore. And that's a humans do. And you can do that. You can do that. That's what gets free. Well to do that. But that's why Jesus is saying in, of course, in miracles, everyone has to reach their pain tolerance at some point. Reaching bottom does not just mean an addiction. Reaching bottom also means I can see where I have let my life, my relations or whatever, get out of control, not just my addictions, all of it's an addiction. You're not just addicted to drugs and alcohol. You're addicted to screw up relationships, do your addicted to terrible communication. You're addicted to having bills. You can't pay, Believe It Or not. Why is it called an addiction? What you think? It's not 'cause you don't feel like you're getting a high out of it. I don't feel the same stimulus. Cocaine versus a bill, they're not the same thing are the same. You actually get a chemical rush every time you get the dang bill, you can't pay. It's not a good rush, but there's a chemical release when you get the bill and go, and there's something about it. Someone inside is addicted to that juice. It could be your ego, obviously not your soul, but somebody's feeding off of it or you would go, oh, that tasted bad. I don't like the taste of getting bills. I can't pay. Let me do something about that. And you change your consciousness. Humans are so far more messed up than they could ever imagine addicted to unhealthy things like this. You wouldn't think you're addicted to court us all. You wouldn't think you're addicted to adrenaline, but it's true, unhealthy chemical Russia. And when you track that and look at it and say, well, I'm not addicted to anything, but I tend towards, let's say it's low finances. I've even known people who, let's say I work on somebody and they go seriously for people to even say that you work on and all, then they go, god, I just feel like I'm taller, this one person said The other, I feel taller and I feel really light. Okay. Now the question's gonna be, how long can that last? And here's what happens, swear based on people's testimonials and all what happens. I feel like I feel to now they go home and they're feeling really happy partners, not in a good mood. Here's what happens. They start to wanna hide a little bit so they don't shine too brightly and upset their partner 'cause that wouldn't seem very compassionate partners. All upset. You don't wanna go really. I feel great, but I'm really struggling. Well, sucks to be you. I feel great. You don't wanna do that. So you go, that would be un compassionate. So I'm gonna start standing a little more like this again, and you start compacting again and your shoulders drop in again, and then when your shoulders drop in, it starts pulling on that low back issue you used to have, and it was gone for a couple of days 'cause you did some work on this or whatever. And see there's an addiction. I'm gonna just fall right back into my addiction to being small or whatever else it happens to be so healing. The heart and soul isn't though just about healing the deep tract issues. It also involves what we call holistic healing. Nothing is holistic. If it doesn't involve the heart and soul. I know that sounds like I'm putting everybody out of business, but it's true. All the people say, well, I'm holistic because I make herbal teas for illnesses 'cause I'm holistic. You're not holistic. You're still using a physical or for a physical element, which is great. Great, good. Let me have something. Okay, great. Don't call it holistic. If it isn't holistic, how could it be holistic if you're leaving out any part of my being whole means hole, H O L here I am. So the problem is that most people don't know how to get to the soul, you, it really... people just don't. How do you get to the soul? And because they don't, they figure, we'll just segment it off and then say, this is holistic. And everybody buys into it because they don't know how to reach the soul and you don't know how to reach the soul. So we'll just ignore that and call what we do have the ability to access. We'll call it holistic and everybody will buy it because we're all enabling the fact that none of us know how to get there. There is a way to get there. It's actually not that complicated that there is a trick to it, and it takes consistent effort practice because we're always ego's always taking us a little off course a little off center. So it's important to learn how to track things tracking and looking deeper does not mean I'm gonna obsess on inner issues, but it does mean I'm willing to look at the deeper issues behind things. So Holistic means all of me. And so when I'm talking about this heart, and so I don't just mean only the heart and soul 'cause then that too is not really holistic. Holistic would mean let's look at the issues in here and also, do you need a hug? Holistic would mean, let's look at the issues in here and I know a good acupuncturist. You see what I'm saying? So you get to the core, but you also utilize the other things that would help the person believe in the healing or speed up the healing process. Is that making sense? And that's kind of cool 'cause if you think about it, it allows everybody to have some space. It allows everybody a little bit interview the, sound healing, inner healing, and inner healing and surgery. Oh no, no. We don't believe in surgery 'cause we're holistic. Holistic means whatever. You can't say surgeons are not allowed. I know that's gonna be against somebody watching her library or online, but it's true. Everything has its place. Don't shame it, or you'll be drawn to it. Don't shame it. I don't believe in any of the medical stuff. Those people are out for money. That's true. They are. And often they are. And then you're gonna need surgery 'cause you have issues with him and you're gonna be facing yourself. And if you say their crap never works, you're gonna be the one it might not work on. I'd rather put some belief in them. I'd rather say, yes, doctors case you ever need one. You wanna be able to Carmichael attract a good one. So I would just put out some good words, if anybody's listening out there, any universal doctors, I really like You guys, it wouldn't hurt. But at your casing, I always thought this was so cool. Edger Casey would tell people occasionally that they would need surgery on her occasions. He did. But when he did, he would say he would describe the process that they were needing as surgical forces. You didn't call it surgery. Surgical forces. Why? Because it's an energy. It still has an affect. I know linearly, we go, MEC problem may have me cut out problem. I know that's how we see surgery and the Medical profession, but the truth is, does anybody really take time to look at what's happening energetically? Is it not also possible that that thing that they're cutting out is a disturbance in the body? It is a mass, or it's a disturbance of some kind that's inhibiting energy flow, that this thing is made of energy as well, and it's going to use its form of energy to move this other, this disturbance out of your body. Is that making sense to me, give it some... allow ants, just give it some allowance. Surgical forces. He called emotions, sometimes emotional forces, because he was almost more like a Rudolf Steiner type approach. He was seeing it all as an energetic process. Everything interacting little wheels within a bigger will. It's a holistic experience. Pretty beautiful, pretty powerful. We're honoring all those extra things if ever in this course or tonight, I'm sounding like I would... Diane one of them not at all. I do know that some things are just so limiting in the way they approach it, but that's the way they approach it. That doesn't mean you have to approach it that way. So keep an open mind, I believe, in miraculous healing, faith healing, this kind of healing and that kind of healing. But if you don't reach the heart and soul, you have not reached the core. You have not reached the root, even if you surgically forced removed something from a body, you didn't necessarily get to the core right, all that I'm healed and you might never get that on us again, but you will carry the pattern with you into another lifetime. Because if the patterns are there, the beliefs are there to cause the patterns. You can't. Surgically remove a belief system, so you took out a problem. Good for you. I'm all for it. I think it's great. And did you remember to also work on the soul? Well, I don't need to now 'cause I'm fine. Bummer. I'm sad for you man 'cause I know it's gonna likely show up in some other form. So we wanna be open minded and be willing to see the deeper issues behind things. Again, it's not an over analyzing process, but we wanna be able to see the inner issue, the core issues, as I call them, the word core comes is where we get the word heart, the core. It's the heart of something, the core of the apples, the heart of the apple, the core of your issues is in your heart and soul. Right? We're gonna talk about just a quick scan of some things. We're gonna talk about how using the metaphor of crucifixion is like dealing with life's traumas when you've been traumatized and not healed. And let me say this, the definition of trauma is any time you experience something that lacks loves presence. It's not just when somebody overtly abuses you it is traumatic, ever to not feel the presence of God or the presence of love that's traumatic. It's just the metaphor. And I remember this, I shared this once before somewhere, but I remember this odd thing happened, I think, must have been first grade and came home from school, and it was like the last day of school, if I'm not mistaken his last day, but I came home excited like, hey, and this is so sad to describe this. I walked in the house was entirely empty. It was like a bad version of the grinch, histone grisman. There wasn't one male needle hair, NSEP out, cleaned out refrigerator, gone beds, gone, everything, gone, no people. All I could do is back up into a corner and fall into the ground and just shaking cry, like What just happened. Nobody did anything overtly. But you noticed that something was still happening. Trauma is not always when someone's doing something to you, it's how we experience something lacking loves present. And for all I knew, especially given my family are they did on the vet. So for all idea it was real. You know, scary and all that some people watching would go, well, I've never had anybody harm me, even when you're an infant wanting fed, but somebody doesn't realize you're as hungry as you are, and they think you're just crying for someone. Maybe you have a wet tie and they ignore you. That's actually traumatic. I'm not saying they are vernal overtly are trying to harm you, but your experience of the incident is traumatic. There are people watching here and all over the world that aren't watching for that matter, that have had trauma being in a relationship with someone thinking, this isn't even the person I wanna be in a relationship with. But I'm here. So I gotta be here. That's traumatizing 'cause it lacks loves presence. Getting a bill you can't pay is scary, scary. All of this lax love's presence. A miracle is, how do we see what's happening, sort of break it open, dismantle it, I call it and give it up and have it replaced with something different. That's all. That's a miracle. I remember somewhere along the way, when I was little, I wandered out the house and across the street across the Main Street over to an amusement park. My family is like, where did he go? You? They couldn't find me. Everybody's all of that was traumatizing for them. Now, it wasn't traumatizing for me yet 'cause I'm meandering around just kind of exploring, but it didn't end up traumatizing to me because whoever found me at the amusement park bought me an ice cream and help me until they figured out the security and the police who was a kid and all that. So in something that could have been traumatizing wasn't... and yet it was for the people who didn't know where I am. So there's times you're traumatized with just by not knowing, you know those words. It's not knowing that's really the toughest part. Nobody's doing anything. There's not an action happening in un around you, but you're in this void of unknowing. It's like a nightmare. Having a nightmare. And being in your bed, there isn't actually a creature under your bed. Well, why aren't you gonna go pee 'cause just in case you're in a mind that is traumatized by a nightmare somehow, which incidentally, the nightmare is telling you about something else that we could look at, but you're in your bed, you're all... she's shaking sweating and all that. You're experiencing a trauma. But humans, what they do is eventually light comes through the window. It's morning. Oh, I don't have to be so afraid 'cause if you're under there, I know you don't like daylight 'cause the movies say so now you can't get me. That's almost like the silly mindset of an adult who's not wanting to get out of bed because of a nightmare. Oh, it's Okay now 'cause the lights on like, are you thinking This through? This is like the people that couldn't go in a swimming pool after they saw jaws. First of all, there isn't a big fish looking for you, but if there were, it couldn't get through the dream. But many of us on this planet when a little less often in the water humans, man, and it's the same with the nightmare. But guys, it's the same. If nightmares can make you a little apprehensive to get out of bed, what happens when your nightmare is a bill? You can't pay what happens when it's... I just don't know that I'll ever have a partner, a life mate. I... it becomes a thing like the creature under the bed. Terrified. You may not look sound, feel, think as terrified, but you are. And then it starts to become a pattern. Think about this, what if I'm just gonna use that metaphor of the nightmare? So what if you're getting used to it, having nightmares all the time, had'em for years. I have these disturbing dreams, and then I wake up shaking and then I usually wanna get up and go to the bathroom, but I can't because I'm told to too scared now what guess? What? So 20 Years later, you go to The doctor, I hat's going on, well, you seem to have some incontinence issues or bladder infection, and they give you medicine and you go, oh, it seems better. Do you understand what happened? It's a pattern years of this thing. Not getting out of bed because of your fear. What we could do is, let's say you come to me for a session, how Michael. I've got the ISA bladder effector. Okay. We look at that, we talk about it, we start tracking it, then we start remembering, oh, this isn't the first time that you felt irritated, a bladder infection. And when else did you filler it did? I was feeling anxious. I felt anxiety and irritation through anxiety through trying to stay in bed and repress this or that or the other. And we see that this is an ongoing pattern for you. If we can find the roots of the fear that brought about the dreams in the first place, the dreams alike go away. The bladder infections will likely go away and you probably wouldn't have to be on the medication. To me, that's miraculous healing. I'm also okay with you saying, I don't believe in any of that. Just give me my medication and amount of pain. Hey, I'm happy to hear your out of pain. I really am. I'm not gonna be like, well, somebody will be back tomorrow looking for me to people. If that's all that people can do, it's okay. The old school isn't gonna buy into this new stuff. The old she even the old school that calls themself new school doesn't totally buy in this concept of, let's look at the deeper stuff. It's okay. It's fear. It's the lack of discipline to wanna look at oneself. It's a lack of responsible behavior. So I get all that. So if you know people that say, look, I would love to believe in all that, but for now, I'm not there. So I just need to go and get this done or that done. You support him in that, because even your love in supporting people where they are is a very beautiful thing and could bring them more miracles than if you reject them. I'm not talking about enabling something for them. I'm just talking about supporting that. That's where they're at, dealing with life life's issues. Life's traumas is like a crucifixion. It's a good metaphor. It may sound religious. It's not meant to be religious, it means something kicks your butt. There's life's traumas. There's also dealing with emotions. What we're gonna do in this course. I'm in a couple of times, say this, just for the people watching that wanna get it into this other piece. We're gonna talk about why people don't heal accessing the past. We're gonna talk about some emotions like loss betrayal, regret shame, depression. So we want to investigate these deeper things. We're also gonna go not only into the crucifixions of us 'cause we don't wanna just stay in the problem, the pain, the issue. We wanna learn to track that, get inside up root that and start resurrecting coming into a new life, and then that'll help us launch into learning more and more about healing. And then eventually, our ascension, crucifixion, resurrection, ascension, our Ascension means, Oh my god, I'm living a completely different life. Now, I would say most everybody, not necessarily everybody, but most everybody that does these courses with me online courses and five day in tenses and all that. I love hearing the fact that they say, this has worked. This is like an ongoing thing. It is working. I have changed the way I do this, that or the other. It doesn't mean you're immune to everything on this planet. Things happen. People don't say I took one online course and guess what? I never had another gray hair stuff happens. And it's gonna happen, but they'll say things like, I understand why I get to it more quickly. It doesn't bother me as much. And now I have someone who's in my life who's loving and safe, losing her with me, graying with me or whatever, whatever it is that they wanted to consider or describe as an improved life, finances. Your life should always be looking like this in outward. It's better and doesn't have to lottery and crash, and it doesn't have to flat line, and it doesn't have to go down hill. It's just this beautiful, higher and higher. I should look like that. And if it doesn't, it's likely that you either aren't uprooting the things that need uprooted or you up root, but you forget to put new seeds of something new when your life isn't improving. It's always about one the other or both. So there's a time something's going on in your life, take time to ask yourself, have I really taken time to look at this? I was just kinda hoping it would go away. Why don't we go back and look at that? Why don't we dig into that a little bit? Excellent. Now you'll go, Oh my god, as soon as I caught on to it, it's gone. Congratulations. Other times something's going on and you're going. I looked and I've journaled, and I met, and I did this, and it's just still lingering. Have you planted any new seeds? Oh, that's what it is. I haven't put any energy into where I wanna go. All I did was what? I didn't wanna go got it seconds later, perhaps bam, miracle. And it shifts other times, maybe you've neglected both, but if we're going to call ourselves sincere about our path, remember this, the path in life, the spiritual path, the path and self improvement is not just chanting and owing. It's healing as well. That's called the spiritual path and the healing path. You cannot just do one and be a holistic person, so much ignorance, even in the spiritual community, the groups that by all their granola and whatever at the Health stores, and they do yoga and they go Look at me, I'm healthy, they do no spiritual work. They're not holistically healthy. Oh god. Well, I don't really believe in that. I'm just into wholeness really, but only on a physical emotional level. What about your spiritual self? You're not feeding that by with spiritual connectedness. So they're missing that or the other way around people that do nothing but Oman chant and neglect their bodies, holistic experience, the physical emotional work, the lower shockers, you know, physical emotional shocker is in the first couple of things, the healing, and then the spiritual is in the next couple of chakras. So we don't just want our work and we want the heart working. We don't just want the heart working well what the root working. We want all these systems working collaboratively, cooperatively healthier and healthier. So holistic also involves learning to things from all sides. Guys, if you have an ache and you do an herbal pack on it, and it's not working, think about acupuncture. If that's not working, think about massage. If that's not working, maybe it's some myofascial working, maybe whatever of this world do things spiritually and materially don't shame or neglect one or the other. If you're gonna call it holistic live holistically, then one of the tricks in healing. And we're gonna cover this more in the course, but I still wanna cover this today. We have to look at our unknown fears of healing, which most people would say, well, I don't have any of that. There's all kinds that people would never wanna believe or there. If I'm an addict and you tell me I'm gonna go in the program, why would I be afraid of the program? No big deal. I'm open. I wanna be done with this addiction. Take time to breathe with that for a second. What kinds of things might I be afraid of? And you can use your head and go, I have none. That's just resistance. What might you be afraid of? Here's just an example. I'm not even dealing with alcoholism, but I can still tell you if I were an alcoholic and I were going into a program, the kinds of things that would intimidate me from going into the program first, there's a likelihood you're gonna tell me. I have to probably hang out with different people. I don't want to lose my friends, my little ego. I'm afraid of losing my friends. Okay. What else is there? Well, my friends that are gonna go, oh, are you one of ours? They're gonna laugh at... I'm gonna be humiliated. That's another fear you see. Now I'm gonna hang around with strangers and who are they? And are they gonna judge me? Or they're gonna look at the stuff that goes on. There's a five year old that's gonna be bringing stuff up. There's a 15 year old, it's gonna break there. Failure. There's one of my parents gonna think all that stuff. And that's only one topic. Me going into recovery, you have an illness and you say, I'm thinking, I'm gonna have surgery for this. And you'll always have someone, oh, well, no surgery is not organic, man. Oh, that's a shame. You gotta rethink that. Let me show you some things online that will tell you how horrible of a decision that is. And there's always somebody, but then do the other. And there's gonna be a group of people telling you the opposite. It's not just, hey, you know what, what it's like when somebody recently asked me, "Michael. surgery, no surgery, which should I do?" Everybody I know is telling me different stories. I just said, "You know, really, that's not gonna matter, what they're all telling is not gonna matter at the end of the day. Which one can you live with best in your own heart and soul?" And they instantly went, "Oh, that's it. Got it." Because they were being bullied and badgered, and they were being pushed and pulled. And I said, one of those decisions, even if you live, you're gonna be pretty ticked off 'cause this is a person that would get picked up. You're gonna be ticked off that you even did that one thing that you don't believe in. Did that make sense? So I said, you better pick the one that you most believe in and then be peace with it because you could even... you might even die if you pick that one, but you'll die at peace. I'd rather that than live and hate myself for choosing the thing that I didn't believe in causing me to be held, there are all kinds of forms of healing, and I think you should... everybody should learn to hit things from all sides. But in this course, we're going to not just talk about inner healing, soul level healing. It's holistic, it's healing the heart and soul, because that's an important theme to this. But I could have called it healing, body and soul, but that's just so broad. It's hard for people to imagine that you can cover all that, but you can. And one of the things we're gonna learn, and one of the things I'll even explain here, so that it feels like we've covered it, is that if you just beam into this planet right now, you've heard me share this metaphor but before, but if you beam into this planet right now and you're just like, you know this, like in a movie where an angel manifest and it's flowing hair and Robin wings, and just... there's this whole pulsation of light. Hello, beloved, that kind of trip. That's how you would look, if you just beamed in. There's just this, an open energy thing going on, but the way Earthworks is as soon as a trauma, which is anything that lacks, loves presence. As soon as someone kicks you, spit on you, shame, you hate you, whatever, whatever, whatever the whole wing expensive thing starts to kind of tighten, and then it starts to tight. Do you understand what I mean by that? You get a feeling for that, watching online as well tune into that. You can be all really cool and pure, but it doesn't take much to shut you down, but it is much that happens to do so on this earth. It's not one or two things that shuts you down, it starts tempting you from the first bam. It starts tempting in a shut down a little, but it's the consistent or what I'm gonna call Persistent traumas that get to us. You're gonna be affected by trauma in one of a couple of ways. It's persistence, it's intensity, or both intense and persistent. And you could be like, oh, I am the presence of love. Look at me. I'm the president, bam, bam, bam. Persistent or intense or both. And pretty soon you're like, I don't know who I am. You start with is, I am that I am to this, so I don't have a voice or confidence you're just shutting down. And that's exactly the way the ego world wants it to be everybody without divine identity. Everybody living with constriction, but the constriction doesn't just no metaphor me going like This band, Bamba shutting you down. Also watch what happens. Every joint doesn't move as freely tendon, start to tighten your... or starts to tighten your Ari's supposed to be out here, but it starts to look like it's more like right here and it starts getting holes in it. Believe It Or not, punctures. It starts getting like You're the Starship enterprise. And the soul is like, can't take much, motivate captain 'cause the blows from life. It's like the shields are down getting. We can't take on any more. It's like shaming and hitting and harming and abusing, and it just takes a toll. So the Starship shields are down the starboard side, shoulder down the AFF children and whatever. Yeah, your shield, tart to drop. There's holes in them. That's what Ora workers sometimes do. They'll say, oh, there's some blocks here. There's such and such in your... or that's what they mean. They're finding the effects of trauma essentially. And what's a bummer is once the trauma has blown a hole in a part of your ra, it's not done now that you have a hole in your... or you have new problems coming from having a hole in your ra. What kind of problems are all kinds? For example, you have less of an ability to have psychological shields that's say Back off when people bug you, you're now like Back off Tino 'cause I've a whole right here and you're welcome to get in there. That's what happens. Holes in your ora, low psychological, badgering people, draining your energy. It's true when you have your shields up. They're like, they come flying in with their little psychic vampire heads and trying to suck into your energy and their teeth. They just break their teeth on this beautiful, bright light ora. But when it weakens, it means it's not just your energy systems. When my Ora weekends, it means I'm losing track of who I am. See that I don't know. I know who I am. I am that I am versus... I'm not so sure, and I'm not so sure allows other people to go, oh, well, we'll help you out with that. You are so valuable to us and you're going really, which means we're hungry. Can we suck on your RA and get some energy from you? Yes. As long as you like me, that's where that relationship comes from, lack of boundaries 'cause your RA is your energetic version of boundaries. If I have low psychological boundaries from life's traumas or is affected. And also if I have low internal health core, I don't just mean like muscle port. I mean core in my knowing of who I am, if I've got that, it just really lifts my energy systems as well. So my energy systems are fed. They're not wrapping around me, your... or doesn't just wrap around you. It emanates from you and whatever is of inside trauma hurts. Other things that have happened to you and believe systems, the or US gonna reflect its energy systems change. So back to it, I'm standing here, I feel pretty great. And then one thing after another after another, I know people that have had stellar childhoods, rare, but it happens. Stellar chat, wonderful parents, supportive parents, encouraging parents. Everything was fine in certainly got married because they still had someone bring up stuff or til they went to college 'cause then they were raped or something else or something else. It's true, you can have a decent life for 10 years, 00 years, 30 years, 40 years. At some point, the world is gonna try to find a way to get to you. And when it does, it's almost like saying, the more stellar you had of a life, the more shock you're gonna be in when you find the other. So it still gets you just the shock of it being different is enough to cause hits on your systems. But when it does, however it happens, whether it's early or later past, life, stuff even comes in with us and can cause some weaknesses in our being. So here we were supposed to be able to be radiant, but then my trusting breath, my vitality, my confidence, hey, how are you guys doing? Bringing light into people's lives. Great, banana, banana, bam here and there. And then pretty soon it's... you kinda look like somebody I could say hi too, but you might not say hi back. So I'll just not do that. Oh, you look like a nice person. Hi, slap your hand and you're more and more becoming meek, or there's some people that don't become make they just go, you know what? Screw it. Nobody's gonna get to me anymore. In fact, if anyone is gonna kick anyone, it'll be me taking you. So life has now made you either into a victim or a victimizer. You see, that's all that happened. One is not any better than than another. Everybody likes to talk about how bad victimizers are. Victims are no healthier. And if there weren't victims, what would the victimizers work on? Both are an issue. And both come from the same place. The victimizers only reached a point where they got fed up with being victims. So both are hurt people. I'm not saying that means that's okay. There behaviors. Okay. I'm saying both are hurt people. And again, I'm doing my life a low low, a low. Now watch carefully, because this can go so many different directions, but let's say that it tends to be that when I... from when I was young, for some reason, guys, I know this is gonna sound little grid ut. Let's just say for some reason when I was little, my mom puts on my shoes and she unknowingly put the shoes on too tight whenever we went to Let's say, family outings, like events, Church and whatever. Now those events, these family events, let's pretend when we went to family events, family members were arguing, somebody got drunk every time there was abuse. There was shame. Everybody's yelling, why do you always have to drink it or event? And now where is the kid feeling it? The shoe laces are too tight. So this whole event is getting absorbed unbeknownst to them and lodge down in their feet. So 40 years later, they don't know why, but they have terrible fee always in pain. It causes them to limp. The limping causes their hips to go out of joint, their hips, going out of joint causes back eggs, and the back cakes are causing tightness in the neck. Then tightness in the neck is causing vision issues. You see, and then when you go and do deeper work on it. Sometimes the holistic experience is to go, this is so bizarre. I went and I was working on some vision issues, and I found out it was connected this to this, to this, my shoes being too tight. Now how many of your friends and family members are gonna go, oh, that makes total sense. They're gonna be like, Oh god, you went to somebody. And so down I didn't you. I is. Because the kid is doing this. It's gonna constrict somewhere somewhere by the same token arguments at the table all the time. And a parent says, you eat that, boom. You're gonna maybe have your digestion affected so many arguments. Where is it gonna affect? You could affect your shoulder your pinky finger, but why the stomach may be because you were trying to eat at the time of the upsets. So it lodges where it's most repetitious ly showing up. It tells us that's where it lodged and it could lodge there, but it could also be connected somewhere else down downstream or upstream, depending on where we're at in the body. So there are these deeper connections as much as the stories could be seemingly more BT or really hard to hear some of the most vivid ones. I think someone I knew they started realizing in their relationship. There were fights, but the fights seemed to be more often when they started looking at it in the kitchen. And then when they looked at it more deeply, it was in the kitchen where this person, when she was a child, one day was sitting up the table kind of pouting, and the mom walked in and said, what's wrong with you? And the child was gonna say, he's molesting me. And he threw coffee on her and burned her to keep her from talking. So her reaction to the kitchen arguments. In other words, the kitchen was not a good place. So her wound is not in the shoe laces or wherever else we're using in our metaphor, hers is the kitchen becomes a bad place. So that means as soon as she walked into the kitchen, it was an accident waiting to happen. She was already charged for some people in the bedroom to be sexual is I'm already charged for other people. It's at a beach amongst people just you having fun, you don't know where it's gonna be 'cause you don't know exactly. Sometimes your mind is gonna literally make a connection. Oh, you know there's a trauma in the kitchen because of what I just described right? Other times it's not connected directly at all. It could be something behind something, being something did something and so on. It could be like, I get triggered every time I walk in the peaceful woods. Why would that be? Somebody's gonna say, oh, you're probably living in the widener, which... and the catholics. Burgundy does that one anymore. Okay. It could be. It could be, but you track it and you find out it might not be a literal memory. You might say, why do I get upset when I walk in the peaceful quiet woods? That's where you're supposed to feel. Great. Here's why 'cause maybe you never had peacefulness in your life. So now when you get to it, you don't know what to do with it or how to relate to, and it upsets you. So maybe that's what it's about. An indirect connection. You see. So you have to be willing to go like this open. I'm open to seeing what's going on. So the trauma has these effects. There's a guy who I saw many years ago and he came to me and he said, I have stomach problems. I've tried medication, I've done this done that. I don't know what's going on. So did some healing work on him and felt better. It did some hands on and he felt better. But then I had him also go inside and tracked, and in this particular instance, forgive the vividness or whatever details. But he said, okay. And he started crying. And I said, okay, what's happening? What do you remembering? He said, well, I got it. He said, okay, when I was a kid, I had this favorite little, my family bought me this little sheet and it was my favorite low and I loved it. Load didn't took care of it, and baby didn't all that. And they used to tease me, I'll stop being like treating it like it's a baby, your best friend, Juan anal, and so on as ones one a one day come home from school. They killed it cooked. It made a meet it. So his stomach was still affected because he never got over it understandably so, but he didn't get over that. So his stomach is not... you understand, think of, this is my relationship with him. Look, I have a stomach, but you have a relationship with your stomach. You don't just have a stomach, you have a relationship like in Chinese medicine, you don't just have organs. You have Chi un experience, you have an energy stomach. You don't just have a stomach. It's a whole experience. They don't just say like in Western medicine, oh, you have a stomach ache. They'll go, well, your stomach Chee is slippery and slightly warm like What did what? But when you look at the ancient text, these are all important stories, like metaphors and mythologies about the stomach is robbing cheat from the liver, because the relationships, this guy didn't have a stomach picture. This, he had a relationship with the stomach, and the stomach was... I hate that you ate my animal. Right. I know it wasn't my fault, but I'm wrong and bad for doing it. Yes, it was forced on me. It's not the point to a child. They personalize things so much, and so he can't have a peaceful relationship with his stomach because of the non things. Just like a person, molested male or female, their genitals become somehow shamed, but you didn't do it, or there's times we've missed behaved in our lives talking about when you've been views, and then all of a sudden it's like, it's all shamed. This thing happened. I can't see it the same. It's totally, totally understandable, but it is in God's will that you shame any part of your body. If Jesus shows up with the guy who's got the stomach thing because he ate this animal, Jesus isn't gonna say, well, that's okay. Just leave it good. Jesus is gonna say, let's find forgiveness. Let's find forgiveness. Let's find... let's reconnect you with your lamb. That isn't really dead. You didn't kill it. You didn't devour it. It's okay. Right? It's not your fault. Jesus would want to help him find peace with the stomach, not say, oh, well, that's life. Toughen up. Keep a stiff upper lip. Walk it off, buddy. Okay. Is that all making sense? So everyone in this room, everyone on this planet has this same thing. So the metaphor I typically use is one time I had this plumber coming over and he was doing some plumbing or whatever, and he accidentally banged one of the pipes on something. And then he, as I got to put that back on the truck, I said, well, just bring them. We gotta use it. Right. You said you need to put it in. Oh no, we can't use that one. I'm like, why? He said, well 'cause it dinged on something. I'm like, is that some weird superstition I didn't hear about? He said, no, no. When you slightly even slightly dented, if it's going to burst, that's the place that's gonna burst. Got that. It's a weak point. The weakest link and your body is that pipe. Where did it get dented? Where did you constrict when they were yelling? Where did your muscles constrict? Where did your nervous system stopped working? Did you clench your job? Because they were abusing you, that sort of thing. What? Where did it go? Your loans? Perhaps some people, some people you freeze and you freeze so much. You might freeze once what's this started you know, and then freezing more and freezing more and freezing more or what it does, it could even make your glands stunt and stop growing. I'm 110 years old, there's all the shelly, I'm startled and freezing, freezing, freezing. And then I notice, and again, don't personalize this 'cause this might apply to... it might not... you can't say it's always the same outcome from the same cause 'cause we're all different and things can vary a bit, but because of the freezing and the holding getting tense around you guys yelling it mere, ll the time, here's what happens. Stunt it done enough to wear pretty soon. Mike lands essentially are told, don't upset, dad, mom, or whomever, and the glands are like, what? Okay. If your gland stuck at 100 and you're a male, your genitals might not develop fully. Your breast of female might not develop fully male or female. Your voice might be a little more timid. You know, I'm not trying to wrong what you if you have to have a live voice, not might not be from this, but it could be things like that. You can be so stunted, you might never develop further intellectually, and your ability to read you're actual learning reading might stunt and you never got... there's some of us that can't write any better than if we were 10 because we froze somewhere back then. Okay, take a breath. Shake off your hands 'cause some of you I can tell they're leaving your bodies. That's. True, I see some of you are going into shock and I don't want you to do that. Careful you're not hearing this to send you into shock and the people watching online. You gotta take this and just breathe and go, wow, this is kind of heavy. Tama is not a light thing, but we're not here to obsess on trauma, but we do want to and need to understand it more holistically, all the stuff that can happen. So in the course, we're gonna take time, and by the way, if you don't do the online course, there's still the five day intensive called Healing and mastery check that out because we're gonna do some really cool things there. In fact, we can do some physical exercise and release things that we're gonna do there, techniques that we can't easily do in the online course because they're filming it and it's hard to move the cameras around at all. So there are some things we can do in one that we can't do in the other and vice versa in doing a few week course. We can do things that we're not gonna be able to do in the five day care, so they have their pros and cons each, but there's this whole idea of, if my... let's say my solar plexus tenses 'cause a lot of us tens to the solar plexus, to during trauma, there are exercises you can do to help open up the solar plexus. And if you can't do the course and all that or the workshop five day, that's okay, just discover some things to help open up. Yoga helps you open up. Now, if when you're doing yoga, all you're thinking about is whether your color coordinated. It's not gonna work as well. But if you do yoga from the heart and soul and say, you know what? And even tell instructors if you're using an instructor, look, I know everybody else is memorizing awesome as they're doing postures and whatever. It's beautiful. Great. I would like to take some time with each of my postures to allow some stuff to happen. That doesn't mean you're necessarily going to have to bank on the fact you're gonna have deep emotional process, but I just wanna be open to whatever 'cause the ideal thing is you go into a move, a posture of whatever you would like to cost and a posture, you go into a move a stance in the stance, you kind of go into it. And then the idea really is you go in and then you back off slightly and just hold and let things kind of unwind. You don't go into a stance to push, push, push to sell his stretch, stretch, stretch 'cause I'm becoming more limber. That's linear. Go in back off slightly and breath and see what starts to happen. So you might go, okay, I'm gonna do... let's just say I'm doing is an art, takes me stretching this way. Now when I'm doing it, what's gonna happen is my mind is gonna go, hold on, there's a little tension. We start going now I'm not gonna bread either 'cause I'm gonna hold 'cause there's a little tension. Breathing not breathing is not helping you. So just go from this thing and back up a little into where you can talk again and then just kinda maybe slowly drop into it. So now I can still talk while I'm doing this, and I make little micro adjustments. A rib just opened up and I felt a rush of energy when I straightened back up and this joint kinda dispersed kind of opened up. That's what you're looking for when the solar plex is really bound. A really helpful exercise is to find something a good sturdy chair, couch a handrail out here. We have those annals. There's a perfect, nice round shape. If they're the right height, you want it to be the height where you can bend backwards over it once you bend backwards over it, you just let yourself just fall open and breathe. You're opening the solar plex, which also in your back, has constricted now a person into posture, various forms, a posture help. They're gonna talk to you about how gravity pulls all this, especially the solar plex together, but that's actually not normal. That's not organic. That's happening because of gravity or grave events in our lives. We're compressing because look at me, I just arrived. How is everyone doing? I feel so great you here for a little while and you're just like, Oh man, this place is a downer. You're compressing because this place sucks. There's just so much tension. People are yelling, kicking, you, shaming you, and you're hiding and you're compressing 'cause the way of the world is on your shoulders and you're just compressing. So part of healing besides the inner hart. And so part of healing is to take the intention to heal of the soul and bring it to the body too. So I'm gonna arch backwards and practice just breathing and letting that open up. And you say, let me try that. Oh no, that's do pay funit. I'm done then. Maybe do it even less of a bend and breath and hang out there for a while. Don't run from it because something's tender, just back it off a little bit and go with it. See, let it unwind the idea really with tissue release, joints, muscles, whatever any kind of tissue release is to really find it, relax into it and let it surrender. But remember, it has a memory that you might not even be consciously aware of. So you could say, well, I wouldn't want tension in any of my joints. So I'm doing a stretch and I'm stretching out this hip. I don't want it to be constricted. I'm open, it's just stretch. You don't realize that maybe maybe you had some shaming related to your pelvis somewhere along the line and now the muscles hold. And now the public loans are kinda glued in place. So you go to a work body worker, or you're doing some Yoga and it kind of gives and pops and you go, oh, that was terrible. Now I'm in pain. You don't know that. Sometimes you let go of something. One of you just emailed facebook. I think a message just the other day and said The beautiful story about how they were doing a lot of personal work, internal emotional work and all that. And then they realized that was stuck energy, and it actually popped open. So learning to discern that it's alright, just don't force, and then you're not likely harmed or harming yourself, but try to go to a place and back off a little bit and let it come out. But what is the it? Do you have to know when it's coming out when you approach a cave? Because you've got to go into this cave to get your car keys. It fell in there 'cause you can't leave if you don't go get a... so you go into the cave and then all these back am running out. You don't have to name them all as they're running out of them, flying out of the cave, let them fly out, get your keys. So if stuff comes out, when you're doing yoga, tears, you do not have to know. You do not have to know what it is that you're crying over or feeling. You don't have to know, don't forget that. But here's the catch, you have to be willing to know what that means is, I Don't Have To know, but I have to be willing to know means I'm not afraid of it. So if it does reveal what it is, I'm open. And that's partly what it means by god, the holy spirit, or Jesus, or whomever saying to you, and many different sources. Let me stand with you and watch your stuff with you. Let me stand with you and we'll watch it together. Oh, but I'm scared of looking at my past honey. I know you are, but I'm here. If you get too scared, close your eyes turn and snuggle in, and I'll hold you for a minute. When you're done being scared, we'll open up breath, open our eyes, and we'll do it again. Your pace is fine, but don't believe that this stuff has power over you. That's what it means. You don't have to identify every side every cry, but you have to be willing willing that if a memory comes along with it, are you okay with that? No, no. I only want issues to work out that I don't have to remember. Now that means you've placed an order. I only want some of my issues to heal and not others. And that's putting conditions on it, which the bummer with that is you've just stated, these have power over me. And I'm not saying it's easy to do. Nobody who has an easy time, remembering some of the most grew, some things they have ever heard seeing felt this life or another. Obviously, it's not necessarily easy breezy, but we learn as we learn to heal. And as we learn the efficacy and the value of healing, we're less afraid of the stuff that stands in the way of our healing you won't be as afraid of a memory when you know that if I let this go, what replaces it? See if people only do the digging up the roots and not replace it, they'll never know that there's much of a value of digging it up. Yeah, I've been digging up stuff for years minute, so I have in hard. Wow. Why aren't you going? Yeah, man, I did. I took up this stuff. We didn't know that was there. And looking me now, most people don't see it that way to act that way, because when they do focus a lot on healing, all they do is bring up the stuff and this stuff wasn't good the first time around, it's not good and any better now. So that's why there's sometimes feeling so heavy about having been on the spiritual path. So let the stuff come do your best. If you have moments when you're scared, just own it. Wow. That one kinda scared me. Freaked me out. How did you know you were scared? It's not just 'cause they started shaking. Sometimes you're scared when you found yourself raging shutting down scared can have all kinds of responses, just the way a dog bites. It's not like the dog went. I'm kind of mad it lights more often when it's scared then when it's angry and it's the same with people healing the past in all these different forms and getting close to a clothes here guys, but it's stored in the body. We learn to find it, we learn to open it up. We'll talk about some techniques like that. We'll do some of that in the other courses, but it's about discovering where these things might be, letting them resell themselves, as well as finding them and then releasing them, let them open up and let them release, but also learning to see that in other people. And that's another one of the cool things that we're gonna learn. But that's important to learn. Learning how to see it, learning that if a person has a tendency, short breaths to notice it and that it might be about something. Now, what I don't want to do is be teaching or training or encouraging people to start analyzing others and judging them. Hey, look, I've got a short breath person over there. I bet. I know what's happened to them. You don't wanna do that stuff where you're a look. Some of the shoulders are tie, but this is what happen. That's rude. And it's not been invited. So we're not looking for that. But I am asking for us to learn, to open our minds and to recognize every single person is sending out messages. Of course, in miracles refers to it as the body is a messenger. That means it's a symbol. So if I stand here and speak to you and say, hey, how's it going? And mannerisms and body language, posture, accessories, or non accessory, whatever it happens to be everything about me, every trickle believe it or not tells you something about me, this is what the Bible means by every hair is numbered. Everything is perfect perfectly in place based on who I believe I am. I really feel pretty good about myself. So Bala and I look like this, and it's not over compensating. I just feel great. I feel alive. You're likely gonna look like that. You're not gonna... god, I really feel great about myself, and I really feel confident in all things, and I think I'm loved by others that doesn't fit, and I'm not putting down our body language and our body types and all that, but it all every bit of it plays apart every cell of fat, every tense muscle, every freckle, every grey hair, not just the good, the bad things, it's all of it. The fact that I breathe fairly freely is a great sign that I can't breathe at all is not a good sign, but I wonder what it's about instead of calling it good and bad, what's it about? And so I have this tendency, I have a pain here. My elbow got hurt once and it never got over it. When you have the old war injuries, they call it when you have oet's an old football injury. It's not just a football injury, it's something that's come back. There's a great scene and it's part of the story of Arthurian nights. That's a great scene in the movie Ex caliber, where lance, a lot has been falling around with the king's queen, the wife. So lanceit's been fooling around. So he kinda goes, This Is Not right. So I'm long story. Sure. He splits and goes off on his own. It gets away from his shame. His guilt takes him out of living the life of the grail. Christ consciousness I can't have Christos is I've been falling around doing note things, so he splits and he goes within himself in his own way, goes into a dark night of the soul. Now, some years later, the King and others have decided it's time to come back to life from trauma, all of our traumas, the Kings trauma, his wife, being a queen, being on faithful, the Queens traumas of being a face on her guilt, the traumas of the kingdom being overrun by mean people, all this Trump is happening. And they said, you know what enough is enough. We've got a hell that's where personal finds. The green says, I got it. Personable means to pierce the veil, the veil of hurt, illusion, wounds, you ego. She pierces. The veil says, guess what? Anthe downloads that to the king, the king's calf. Ars, let's come to life, man. Let's stand up for what's right. So they go to battle their final battle, if they were fighting off evil forces and Lana lot shows up. Now here's the trick inline in the movie, the way it's portrayed. When lance, a lot was off kind of in his dark night of the soul, he accidentally rolls over when he's sleeping onto his sword and it punctures him. So we almost died, but they patch up. He fixed it, he's fine. Now, years later they're into battle and they're all fighting off the bad guys. And yes, we're winning. And so on lance, a lot falls and he's dying, the king runs over, Are you wounded? And he says, it's an old wound. See. So that was the great part of that scene. He was saying, this isn't a wound that one of these guys gave me, this is a wound I gave myself, I'm dying from my guilt. So we have wounds and regrets and shames, and they come back and get us. How do you know when they're coming back? Well 'cause you're sitting in your doing a class and serious work. And yeah, sometimes, but you could be sitting in a dentist chair and it can be cranking on a tooth, trying to pull that sucker or drill, and it's like pain pain. They're pulling in. The tooth won't come. You do something like this. Hold on, doctor giving just a sec and you kind of just... and it may be spontaneous, or it may be chosen process, but whatever it is, you're laying in that chart. They're drilling, they're pulling in. All of A sudden, A memory comes up and most people that was weird and they ignore it. It's so brilliant. Now, I'm not saying, you say, hold on dormant, cut this process coming through. I'm gonna need to do some breath work in some crying, right? Give me you might. You might. They might understand it, but if you don't do it, when you get home, do not ignore that. Something happen. So what did happen? You go home and you journal it and talk to our friend away, and you go, god, you never believe it. I was laying in the chair. They were trying to extract a tooth. It wouldn't let go. And I just, all of a sudden, as flash popped into my mind, and then the tooth went, what was the flash? I remember that someone, my husband, my wife, my dad, my SAT school teacher. Someone used to treat me poorly, and I used to just think you cannot have me. You can get away with controlling me right now, but you cannot control all of me. So my tooth like, that's right. We're not in going, man. It's fighting the fight and you saw it, it let go. But you're going to take some time at home and say, wow, I'm sorry. You're a memory of mine. And I got it. You see that whatever the case may be, but all of it, it's not just body things. You're at work. This one person once said to me was that work, Michael, I need some help with a shoulder injury, something. It was on his shelf and it fell off and landed me the show. Now that's just the linear thing. You can't argue that guys. It's a thing. It's an object. It fell off a shell, hit them on the shoulder. They had a shoulder injury. We went inside and looked at it because the thing that didn't just fall off and hit them, they hated that job they wanted out of their so bad they're mind created. I know it's hard to believe an object on the shelf that would could fall off, hit them on the shoulder and send them on to disability. It's not just like Organic ailments or whatever here, accidents, incidents, everything is numbered. Everything is laid out perfectly to reflect our consciousness. So the person who says, god, I've got some hip things going on. Often hip things have to do with moving forward in your life. Yes, generally don't stereotype, please. But generally eyes would have something maybe to do with what I'm seeing or not seeing in my life. Here's what I'm hearing, what I'm not hearing, shoulders, shouldering, responsibility, things like that. Knees, humility, Neal and humility. That's saying feet feet have to do with your understanding. I'm not understanding something he could get injured. Why would feed have anything to do with understanding 'cause your feet are under your standings, your legs, so ponds and plays on words and all those things. They're often very strategic in their meanings, but you have to have a mind that can have enough imagination to go. What could that mean? Not just the play on words, Robert's brilliant at that. The gentleman over there, he's brilliant at finding the words to the meetings. Other words, not just brilliant, and it's not just the words and the meanings, it's also your own symbolism. So low back for you could be shame, but your low back could also be, which is often common. I'm not feeling very supported in my life. And so my low back goes out or gets tired or is injured, not feeling support it. And as I said, The shoulders could be shouldering responsibility. Does that all making sense? Then look at what this course or what tonight is covering? This is a talk about What healing the heart and soul is really all about. We're talking about how to see the Body at so many different ways in so many divine and on so many different levels, symbolism holistically, stomach. I'm just not stemming this. Well, there's a reason why babies throw up all the time. They go, I don't like this place. They're throwing up toxins out of the stomach. True. Where do you think the tech... what do you think the docs N's represent... we're not in Kansas anymore, I'm in this world, I don't like this. And they spit it up. And then when you have people to go, I have an issue, a needing disorder. I constantly make myself throw out. You had this one family bring me a kid once and they're saying, I help her help her. She keeps tell her to... she's beautiful. She keeps making yourself throw, so she'll lose way and tell her she's bit of like, oh, have a cherry told her that. But yes, I go then that didn't help did it. Apparently that wasn't it. So silly honey, you really are beautiful. Oh, well, how? I didn't know that. So now I'm just gonna stop this binging on merging or tie. They've heard that. So I help the child to understand there's a certain person in your life and the person is a perfectionist and they push you and they push you. And for a child it's a very vulnerable nervous system. And they say, I can't stomach this, but I can't say mom, dad, whomever. I don't wanna hear it anywhere. That doesn't go over in most households. So the child tries to swallow at all and they can't, so they find their own little secret way to put it out. So they're not having an eating disorder, they're having a parent disorder, they're having an experience disorder. So in this, again, we're learning. God. Look at this guy is looking how multi level all this is not an accident, these things, it's all starting to come together. I understand now, even if I've only been sitting here for an hour and a half or whatever, I actually get this to a new level. Don't eyeball people and look at their neighboring. What's that? What's that mean? Don't like sit around and analyze people, but just sit back and be in all like, wow, I get it now. You can look, if you must from a distance and see people, if that's your learning technique to look at people and just watch people watching so that you're learning never for analyzing your judge and judging, but it's one way you can learn. Look at that body posture. You can study that a bit more if you choose. You don't have to, but you can choose to. But it's more about the whole experience, our issues down here in the world, our reflection of what's going on in our belief, systems in our heart and souls fixing things on the material level will only be a band at approach. No matter how hold is to get scenes will. I'm using organic things like still cap for a headache as opposed to aspirin. So that means I'm holistic. No, you're still eating something for heading and that's good to do. Small cap didn't work. He was an ask for. Great, great, good for you. But did you track anything down? Did you look at the roots? Did you look inside to see what the belief systems are about? And again, I don't know how to see the belief systems then here's what you can do. I at least acknowledge that they're there. This is how cool this is. God says, well case, you guys really wanna sabotage yourselves. You don't even have to figure it all out. I'll accept just good intentions as follows. You can just say, I know that there's something more behind this and whatever it is I'm giving it to you. See, you get to eat, you get to actually read the answers in the back of the book and do the test in the sense that you don't have to say, well, I'll show up in a minute. God, let me do my work and figure out what this is about. All you have to do is say, I accept that there is something in here that's likely behind this, and I'm giving this to you, whatever that this is, and all the causes bad giving it all to you. And it's enough. Does it help. Though to know the things, yes, because it triggers more multi dimensional things for us, but you don't have to have that. Okay. If you choose not to study anymore, learn anymore here anymore about this, and you only get that one simple prayer concept. I see something's going on in my life, whatever it is. And I accept that there's more behind it that I don't know, whatever it is. I'm giving it all to you, God and I asked to have it replaced with something better. That's enough to raise it up a bit, turn it around and give you something new. It'll work at least to some degree and it will work, but it's even healthier to be willing to be a participant in this. I know something's going on. There are some deeper issues. Am I willing to see those. Wow, it's bringing this up and this up and this up, and he's okay. Well, there's that too. It comes some tears and some will, some feelings and whatever, and process it a bit, then surrender it. Now you've done so much extra gardening besides the first example I gave where it's a little lighter weight. I've done so much gardening now. I've made so much more room for a new life, so you're likely gonna see an even greater outcome when you've done more work. But if for any reason, you don't know how or camp choose not to even that one prayer will at least move it in that direction. But from tonight, things are deeper things to... it's better. If things go to the heart and soul, and if things are done more holistically, meaning my heart and soul stuff, your heart and soul stuff will tend to surface and it'll surface. As you've found a lot, you cry a lot. You have an eric. Again, This is happening that's happening or shoulder issues back issues. What part of your back? Why my stomach doesn't seem to digest, just go, wow, I did that mean something. You just look at the wording, there must be something. I'm not digesting something I don't dig, that's happening, and I'm just not stacking it. And the words, you got a lot of gall. Gallbladder and so on, and these emotions bladder infections might be... might be related to irritation, something's irritating you emotionally, it goes to the bladder do that enough, and it goes to the kidneys. That means that anger is really getting into my system. Whatever else it is, knees elbows, they symbolize things my right hand and right side of the bi, my right hand is related to the things I'm doing, my left, the things that are being done to me. So an injury to one or the other can help lead me into knowing more about myself. What's happening? Oh yeah. I tend to have more injuries to the writer left. That doesn't mean you sit around and go, let me analyze this for hours. Why the Right side? Nothing comes to mean. You're sitting there to spending hours. It's called obsessing if it comes to you. Great. If it doesn't just surrender it anyway, I didn't... it didn't go away. Great, but you did good job. Now if it comes up again for another injury, give it up again. Just do your part, even if you don't know how it's working or how much it's working. Do your part to be responsible show up and show up holistically? Is that all making sense? Everything a nose means something different than your mouth teeth different then. And we're not just in the waking life when you dream I trip last night on my teeth, I can't quite bite into that could be a symbolism, or I'm so angry. I broke them all because I'm grinding and I like that. All of these things, a nose for business. But a nose can symbolize something else as well face. What if I dream that I looked in the mirror? I couldn't see my than maybe I'm not facing something, all kinds of symbolism, and that's how we actually could and how we will inevitably, we will get to this place to learn to live with that kind of consciousness where we see the connectedness of things, they don't see aptat. So like the song, there's a little black spot on the son out there, whatever. It's my soul out there. There's a little black son. Remember that there's a black wing goal with a broken back. Of course, it's my soul out there. So the police I've stood here before, in the pouring rain, I'm looking at this river in this creek and this bird and this. And every time he names an item, the background core says, that's my soul out there. And that's what we're learning to do. He was reading synchronicity for by Carl Young when he wrote these songs at that time in his life. But he's writing that saying, wow, I think young is saying that there's a connectedness to everything. Yeah, pretty much. And that's what we have to learn to see the front is different than the back. Your front yard is different than your backyard. The attic is different than the bathroom bathroom is different than the kitchen. Everything has its space place and significance. I keep having this a leak in my basement. Pretty cool. It doesn't feel very cool, but it is the basement. Maybe it's the basement is where we store sigma. It represents subconscious leaking water is typically emotions. So you got something leaking. It's heavy, it's good symbolism. I demi have a pond. It's beautiful waterfall, but it broke and all the water was stagnant. It means something. Everything in life not to over, analyze, but it all has a significance and we have to learn to dance with it. What's really happening? I'm standing here, here's the front of my body. Here's the back of my body. Really? Maybe the front of me is the back of you. If you're all part of me, do you see what I just said there? Maybe this is connected to that. Maybe when I look at the trees, that's my soul out there. And that is a part of me. What am I seeing in that tree? Oh, there's such beauty. And yet those branches out there, you can just tell they've been there for a long time. It's reminding me of my inner strength. And my experience is the tree rated infested with termites and a different symbolism. But everything connected. Let's remember to be in awe of the magic and the beauty of things 'cause that's my soul out there. Wow. That person has such a beautiful smile. That's great 'cause that's a part of me. And that person is so prosperous. That's great. That's a part of me. When I own those things, I bring those positive to me. And then when there's God that person is injured. Look, that person has a bad day. That person only has one leg, etcetera. You're supposed to be able to say That too, is a part of me. What is it showing me so that I can take it in here? And what it's showing me is poor thing that actually didn't teach me anything. What does it show and reflect me? So I take it inside. I process it for myself and I then let it go. And the process of what's called in prayer whole Popo means I'm able to see somebody walk in on crutches and instead of poor thing. Can you get them a chair? It looks like, I can't get them a chairing. That's great to care them. What you're supposed to do is go, oh, day you're the one who manifested the injury for me today. You are my leg injury. You are my back injury in Hoon upon. That's why you're saying, I'm sorry, please forgive me 'cause it means there was something I needed to learn, didn't see it and it manifested on the outside and you caught it for me. It's a really deep concept man, it's heavy, which is why you say, Hey man, I'm sorry about that broken EG thing. That was me not really taking blame, but what I'm saying is you're saying in the hologram of life, you are reflecting something to me had I not needed to learn that you might not be showing up in my room while I'm sitting here. You say what I'm saying with that, whether it's seemingly negatives or whether it's positive, you soak them and you draw them in. You own them that way they become completed, and now the person could get up and walk and not have a broken leg anymore because you... the observer got the message. So the messenger, meaning their leg injury can disappear, tell and this is their messengers. When you get the message, the Messenger can disappear. Himi'm your stomach issues again and again and again, your knee issue again and again, whatever it is, get the message and it goes, oh, well, I guess I'm retired. Right. Thank you. Now I can go on vacation and it goes away. That's why healing is an inside job healing is a spiritual psychology form of healing. We're healing the internal, not just the thing on the outside, so I pray that this has made sense. I think we've covered some with breath and vastness and depth to... so I really appreciate you guys tuning in. If you didn't sign up, you should. There's a discount I think may be available. I'm not positive, I think up til like midnight tonight. There's a discount. So sign up. You don't have to have the book, but there's a book called Healing art, and so you can get that. We'll go from there. Remember, also join us will be doing our Sunday services usual, 95 Pacific time. So if you're here in town, join us here. We also have these services at noon. If you wanna join us 930 on noon, but 945, we go live and then this course will start immediately. Next Wednesday will be our first class, and we'll do a handful of Wednesdays and we'll be done lots of deep work. Lots of deep learning. You'll discover this maintenance program and it's a way of life. You don't make it your only thing. It just becomes a tool on your tool belt, but a really good one. It's a way of life that helps you keep up with stuff that otherwise would undermine okay so, many blessings pieces with all of you. And we'll see also a bit. Thank you.

Channel: Michael Mirdad

Views: 11,256

Rating: 4.8367348 out of 5

Keywords: healing the heart and soul, Healing heart and soul, Soul-level healing, spiritual healing, what is soul level healing, healing at the soul level, Healing the soul, multidimensional trauma healing, soul-level trauma healing, how to heal heart and soul, healing trauma

Id: dSgCkRrdZJ8

Length: 113min 55sec (6835 seconds)

Published: Sat Apr 28 2018