Gerald Coffee - Liberty University Convocation

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>> GERALD COFFEE: Thank you very much. Thank you. I am overwhelmed by you this morning. I hope you know how unique you are. I've been speaking for 35 years and I have never experienced a morning like this with such spiritual and patriotic emphasis. You guys are amazing, and you honor me by including me in this military emphasis Convocation, thank you so much. It's a very special occasion for me. My wife Susan and my granddaughter Emma are here in the audience with us. If they wouldn't mind standing up, I'd like to introduce them. Like most Navy pilots, I married so far over my head I can't believe it. I want to share some things with you this morning that go hand in glove with what we've been doing this morning, what Johnnie's been talking about, and what you all represent and stand for. My crewmen and I were flying a combat reconnaissance mission over the — over North Vietnam in February of 1966. Shot down by anti-aircraft fire. Captured immediately after a battle for our capture. I ejected at very high speed, my forearm was broken, my elbow was shattered, my shoulder dislocated. Many cuts and burns in the impact of a high-speed ejection, by high speed I mean, 680 miles per hour. Imagine for a second bombing down the nearest interstate highway close to the university here in your convertible with the top down at 680, and stand up in the front seat. Give you some small idea of the impact of high speed ejection. I was knocked unconscious and by the time I regained consciousness, our capture was a sure thing. My crewman was killed that day, and I was in for cataclysmic change. My captors took me to Hanoi, the capital city of North Vietnam over a period of about 12 days, stopping each morning to take cover under the camouflage netting or big groves of trees by small villages and hamlets. But the people could come out during the days and take out their anger and frustration upon me, the captured U.S. air pirate, as they called us. We — at dawn, we reached the capital city of Hanoi, North Vietnam. Continued to the suburbs of Hanoi to the very heart of the city and pulled up in front of a huge, formidable looking fortress of a prison. A prison called Hoa Lo which in Vietnamese means fiery forge. And indeed, it was aptly named. Took me out of the vehicle to the arched doorways and down to the corridors of the Hoa Lo prison to my first cell. Shoved me roughly inside, a heavy iron — heavy wooden door slipped — slammed with a note of finality, a big iron bolt clanked home in the lock outside with a note of finality. And I couldn't believe this was happening to me. Like most people, we always think it happens to the other guy. Not so, of course. The cell in which I found myself was about four feet wide, six and a half feet long. Along one wall was a concrete slab that jutted out about 20 inches, that was my bed. The foot of which was a set of ankle stocks, wooden on the bottom, heavy iron manacle that hinged down across the top that locked in place with a big, rusty padlock. One tiny window very high in the back wall with a double row of bars, through which I could see the shards of filthy broken glass embedded in the concrete on top of the 16-foot wall that surrounded the entire block size prison. A small tin bucket in one corner of the cell, no lid. Supposed to take care of my physical requirements. And that old cell just reeked of the human misery that had been there before me, I mean decades of human misery. And you can bet in those early, early days and weeks and months, I prayed a lot. But they gonna realize that the nature of my earliest prayers was really kind of futile, kind of useless. I seem to be expecting God to do everything for me rather than taking an active role to do something for myself. I remember one of my very earliest prayers of futility absurd, I remember praying "God, get me back to my family, to my country, I don't know how long I can endure in these circumstances." If I could have somehow known that I was going to be there for more than seven years, at the beginning, I don't know what I would have done. But gradually my prayers began to change and I stopped saying "why me, God?" And I started saying "show me, God." Show me what I'm supposed to do with this. What are You preparing me for here? How am I supposed to use this experience? Help me to go home, whatever that might be, as a better, smarter, stronger person in every possible way that I can be. To go home as a better naval officer, to go home as a better American, a better citizen, to go home as a better husband and father and friend to all my friends. Please God, help me to use this time productively so that it just doesn't turn out to be a void or a vacuum in my life. And after that realization and commitment, every single day began to take on a new meaning. Because now there was purpose, there were ways to be better and smarter and stronger. New insights to get about myself, about my comrades in the cellblocks around me all those years. And I'd pace back and forth in that tiny cell, I could walk three short steps and turn, three short steps and turn, called this the Hanoi shuffle, walking several miles a day that way. As I'd do that, it would sometimes occur to me that whenever returned home, there might be some opportunities to share this experience. I thought of course of my family, my friends. I never dreamed that there'd be opportunities like the ones that I've had. Like this one this morning, for example. Exceeding all of my dreams. But I thought to myself, "OK Coffee, what are you gonna say?" How can you possibly condense the essence of an experience like this, maybe 30, 35 minutes, and say anything that really makes any difference at all? I didn't know that — the answer to that question the whole time I was in prison. The answer never really occurred to me until I was final repatriate in February of 1960 — 1973. Seven years and nine days later, I came home, I looked around and saw that so many changes had occurred in our country during those specific seven years. It was late '60s, early '70s, incredible turmoil, chaos, disillusionment, misunderstanding in our country. But I began to realize that the nature of my incarceration, the key to my survival, was worth sharing. The key to my survival, not surprisingly for you folks especially, was faith. When I say faith we automatically tend to think a spiritual and religious faith, and that's certainly part of it. But this context I'm talking about four specific aspects of faith. First of all, faith in myself. Faith in myself to simply do what I had to do. The second aspect of faith was faith in one another. Faith in those men in the cell blocks around me, my fellow American, my fellow POWs. Faith in my family, half a world away. The third aspect of faith was faith in my country, America. Her basic institutions that our national purpose and cause at any given time. And the fourth aspect of faith of course, faith in my God. Certainly, the foundation for it all. Let me just give you a little insight into each one of those aspects of faith this morning in the time that we have because faith was certainly the key to my survival, and can be for anyone's. Keeping faith in myself that I simply did the things that I had to do. Faith in myself to obey the American fighting men's code of conduct, now the American fighting men's and women's code of conduct. Which outlines our behavior and requirements and, and, and exacts the, the things that we need to do in those kinds of circumstances as a prisoner of war. By minimizing my value to the enemy, they looked at us as resources to be exploited for military information, of course, early on. But for propaganda the entire time. It was just another level of combat. We all realized that we were still in combat but a different nature. Minimizing my value to the enemy, to the best of my ability. Staying as good of shape as I possibly could, staying in good physical shape. Doing those — walking those several miles on my cell each day, doing pushups and sit ups on my little concrete slab each day. It led — at least as many as my diet or injuries might allow at any given time. Staying as good as physical shape as possible, learning the value of good physical conditioning. Staying awake and alive intellectually. Early on I thought my brain was going to atrophy from lack of use. Just the opposite took place, we devised all kinds of ways to stay busy and active and vital and thoughtful. Sometimes I would be so busy. We'd do memorizing, we're memorize the names, over 600 men that were there with us so that ultimately when we release, if they weren't all released, we could tell who the men were who were the POWs. Passing information through the walls from cell to cell by tapping from cell to cell. Studying foreign languages, science, mathematics, petroleum engineering, art, history, any, any knowledge that any man had to pass on and share with fellow prisoners there. It became like a small university in downtown Hanoi. When I was released, I went to UC Berkeley for a couple of years getting a master's in political science. I figured if I could survive seven years in a communist prison, I could hack two years at Berkley too. It's almost wrong. Using that time productively, recognizing that it was an opportunity. When is the last time, for example, you had a chance to saw — to, to endure, to experience solitary confinement, and the advantages of solitary confinement. Does that sound weird? But it's true. What — last time you took a, a chance to go see your favorite little nook of the campus here, just simply sit down and think about your life and how you got to where you are and why you have the strengths and weaknesses that you do. It's best to maximize those strengths and where you're going in the future. Never underestimate the value of solitude, in moderation. Used that time as well to learn, as I said, to learn everything that we could from one another by tapping information through the walls. One of my friends there was a real Godsend, when he was a mom — when he was just a youngster, his mom forced him to learn a brand new poem every year to recite it at the Thanksgiving family reunion. He hated it, but like most moms, she had the hammer, so he did. He passed some of that classic poems, poems to us. Poems like the “Ballad of East and West,” “Gunga Din,” Rudyard Kipling’s poem “If,” you've probably heard where a father's giving advice with his son. Especially the verse in the poem “If” it says "if you can force your heart and nerve and sinew to serve their term long after they are gone and yet hold on, when there's nothing left within you but the will that says to them 'hold on.'" Hold on. William Ernest Henley's poem “Invictus” which says in part "out of the night that covers me, black is the pit from pole to pole, I thank the God I knew to be for my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not whence nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeoning of chance my head is bloody but I'm bowed. It matters not how straight the gate, how chart with punishment the scroll. I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul." Sound familiar? That's the point, we are the masters of our fates, we are the captains of our souls, accountable and responsible. Faith in myself there to simply plant my feet and, and, and to, and to not lose faith in what I was doing there and to gain strength, to plant my feet and say once and for all, that's right and that's wrong and by God I know the difference. And not allow ourselves to sway back and forth with what may be stylish, or fashionable, or, or politically correct, but to take that the things that we each know down deep are right and just and moral, no revelation for anybody in this, this hall, but that kind of faith in ourselves. Translating my prison experience to my daily life since I returned home. At one time or another, we're all POWs. Prisoners of woe, as in, “Oh, woe is me, man.” I wish that hadn't happened. I wish I was doing something else. I wish I was somewhere else. But for now, it might not be possible. Sometimes you simply have to — it’s a matter of change. But in the process, learn about ourselves. Understand how strong we can be. We stayed so busy in those cells in Hanoi learning as much as we could from each other, that sometimes we'd go to slab at night, not go to bed we'd go to slab at night, and I'd say to myself "gee, I didn't get done everything I wanted to do today." In a cell by myself. Keeping faith in myself. Faith in one another. In order to keep faith in one another, to maintain our military chain of command we had to communicate with each other, but if you were caught communicating, you were punished severely. By punished I mean you'd have to go to interrogation, they would torture you to sign an apology for breaking the prison regulations. And you know, the guy had 17 apologies in his file cabinet behind him but you know, you'd always make him force you to do it the next time, you'd never give in. Never surrender, always go back and fight from the beginning again. Never surrender. And — because communication was so important, I want to explain to you how we did that. We used a little system that we called tap code. Tap code is not Morse code, it's based upon 25 letters of our alphabet. We throw away the letter K because we can use a C interchangeably, it makes the same sound enough of the time. Arranged those remaining 25 letters in five rows of five letters each. As you're looking at it, it would be A through E atop the cross — across the top row, F through J in the second row, third row of letters, the fourth row of five, the fifth row of five but — Z in the lower right-hand corner. It'll be five horizontal rows and five vertical columns of letters all in the same square. It's not that high-tech, hang in there, guys. A was in the top row, and the first — the top row in the first column, I want to tap on an A on the wall, I tap once for the row, and once for the column so A was one and one. B was in the first row but the second column over, one and two. C, first row, third column over. F was second — oh that was F, I'm sorry, I got ahead of myself. F is the second row, first column. C was, one and three, first row third column over. N is right in the middle of the square, third row, third column. Three and three. Z, down in the lower right-hand corner then would be, would be, five and five, right on. Fifth row, fifth column. Let's say I'm there, inspired by you guys, I want to tap out the word Liberty University. We talked about you guys all the time. L-I-B-E-R-T-Y-U, Liberty U. How about Training Champions for Christ? T-R-A-I-N-G — which was an abbreviation for the -ing suffix. Champions, C-H-A-M-P-I-O-N-S. For, abbreviation. Christ, C-H-R-I-S-T. How about go flames? O-F-L-A-A-M-E-S. How about ... All right, how about America? A-M-E-R-I-C-A. We tapped so much that ... you'd come back from an interrogation, and maybe the interrogator had let slip some news going out here in the world and you got to show it, show it, to share it with the rest of the guys in your cell block. The guard is shove you back in your, in your cell, close the door, lock it. You watch the shadow disappear in the crack of the door to make sure he left. You hurry over to the — well you didn't have to hurry very far, it's right there. Call up the guy in the next cell, of course, you got an American over there. You pass on that news, wait a few minutes, put your ear back on the wall, the whole cell block would sound like an office full of professional secretaries pounding on their computers as that news being passed from cell to cell to cell. You spent hours on the wall with that guy next door. You get to know him and love him like your own brother. And when he was over there down and hurting and being punished for whatever the reason, his ankles locked in those stocks at the foot of his slab, his hands cuffed tightly behind him, sometimes backwards, and he'd been like that for three weeks or a month, you get to your wall frequently each day and you tap to him. G-B. God bless. And he knew that also meant "be tough babe, hang in there. I love you and I'm praying for you." And you bet you were. And then he knew that you needed him for the very same reasons. He would always be there for you, too. Every night when things quieted down before you go to sleep you tap to the guys that beside of your cell, they tap to you first, whichever. You'd exchange G-N. Goodnight. G-B-A, God bless America. Every single night. Tap goes first you can flap your clothes, flap, flap, flap, flap, flap, flap, flap, sweep the floor, swish, swish, swish. Communicate to the whole cell block at one time as gravy like a broadcasting system. We developed another unique aspect of tap code called vocal tap. Vocal tap. This is the way you translate those taps on the wall, one through five to five noises that we tend to make as people anyway. They translate it like this. You make the right noise with the right number and you can always communicate. [tap] [cough] [tap, tap] [sniff, sniff] [tap, tap, tap] [uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-um] [tap, tap, tap, tap] [khucsch] [tap, tap, tap, tap, tap] [a-choo] So, you'd cough and hack and sneeze and spit and you know, I was standing in a small courtyard one time waiting to be interrogated, a guard about six feet away from me, his rifle slung over his shoulder, waiting for the interrogation. And through a very high window in the cell next to me I could hear a guy coughing and hacking and spitting and sneezing, he sounded like he's about to die of pneumonia, but he's telling me that just before he'd been shot down the Green Bay Packers had won the Superbowl. And this, and this was 1966, the year the first Superbowl. I didn't even know what it was, but I knew who won. Communicating, making it a sacred obligation to teach each man how it works. In one case the guy in the cell next to me, the new guy who got moved in didn't know, didn't know how to communicate so I had to whisper. I would set up a little clearing so then I whispered out my window so that he could hear me, "Hey, new guy, cell number eight, listen up." He said, "Yeah, yeah, I hear you, who's that?" So, I introduced myself and got his name I said, "Listen, we can't talk like this all the time. It's too dangerous. Somewhere on your wall you see a little 25 letter matrix." He said, "Yeah, I thought that was a calendar or a game or something." I said, "How we communicate, you tap first for the row then the letter. A is one and one, B is one and two. You study it, I'll call you this afternoon." He said, "OK, I'll be ready." So, we sign off. So, that afternoon I went on one end of the roving guards are off on the far corner of the prison, I give him a call. Got my ear on the wall, I'm waiting. Pretty soon through my window I hear "four one, three two, four four, one five, two two, four one, three." "No, on the wall dummy, on the wall." I hate to say it guys: he made Air Force general. Tap code was our lifeblood. And the importance of communicating by keeping faith in one another. Faith that every other man was doing his best to maintain the same standards of resistance that you were. Keeping faith in one — and in our daily, our daily lives, faith in one another right here at home. Communicating openly and honestly based upon faith in each other. Saying what needs to be said, for example. Not what we think somebody wants to hear. That kind of faith in one another. The third aspect of faith was faith in our country. You say, “You know, how can you have faith in your country?” Every day there, for the seven years and nine days, through the loudspeakers in each cell located right on the wall, with no on-off, or volume switch, we heard everything that was bad about the United States of America. All the negative, all the sleaze, all of which we sometimes have the least to be proud. Where do I — every antiwar statement by entertainment celebrities and politicians. Learned about all the antiwar statements coming from home. About the antiwar movement, heard about the assassinations of Martin Luther King and Robert Kennedy in 1968, of course. All the things that made us feel so badly about what was going on at home here without us. And sometimes after four, five, six years over a wave of negative propaganda about our country and our cause, you have to say to yourself "wait a minute man. Don't believe that junk. You're an American, you believe that, that's your home. This is not the place to change your mind, dummy. Keep faith." And I reached into my past and I latched onto the words that a high school history teacher once told me about all the reasons our country had been able to stay strong and to endure for almost two centuries at that point. Or something my Boy Scout master had told me about all the reasons to be proud of our country, the freedoms that it guarantees, not only for ourselves but so many other countries, so many millions of people around the world. Keeping faith in my country was tough there sometimes but I had many reasons to do it because the alternative was so obvious around me each day. Seeing communism up close and personal. For seven years and nine days convinced me that we were right to be there in the pursuit of that cause trying to — for the cause of freedom for the people in South Vietnam, that it was worth it and worth doing. Worth doing right. And it's just that a real shame that we gave our — gave that victory away. We turned our victory into defeat, politically, after the war. Keeping faith in America. All the reasons to have faith in our country. Today, all the reasons. 9-11 changed everything, really. It should, it should sharpen — it should heighten our understanding of our country is worth defending. Our country which embodies our way of life, our beliefs, our values, is worth defending. And sometimes, worth dying for. Keeping faith in America on a daily basis in spite of the inputs we get each day, should be easier than we sometimes make it. Keeping faith in America, like we did in Hanoi. The fourth aspect is faith in my God and in some audiences I have to say "now look, this is a very — I realize — very personal thing, you know." But, but in this audience, I don't have to say that, obviously. Keeping faith in my God is very plain in its face value. The first two English words that I saw scratched on the wall of a cell there by another American had been there before me were two words with an equal side between them. And that little formula simply said God equals strength. God equals strength. And for me, that really worked. I'll tell you, I was never, ever totally alone. I could always find a little bit more strength when I needed it. And every man had his own personal, spiritual routine on a daily basis but for sure, every Sunday morning the senior officer in each cell block would pass a certain signal on the wall. Church call. Wait a few minutes for it to circulate to the other cells then every man would stand up at his own cell, if we're able to, and at least in some semblance of togetherness, we'd all recite the Pledge of Allegiance to our flag. One nation under God. Recite the Lord's prayer. And frequently, the 23rd Psalm. Focusing upon that part of the 23rd Psalm, "thou preparest a table before me in the presence of my enemies. Anointeth my head with oil, my cup runneth over." As you looked at the communist officers and guards who kept us there, we recognized that in spite of the fact that we were the ones incarcerated, it was our cup that runneth over. Because we knew that someday, whenever, however, we'd return to a beautiful and free country. But they're living out their entire lives in that country. There's — yeah, the economics are good in Vietnam now and their, their businesses have come along but they don't have freedom. They don't have freedom of thought, freedom of expression, freedom to assemble, freedom of the press. And that freedom doesn't come free. Those seven years under communism taught me many lessons about my spirituality. Easter time of 1966, I was taken to an interrogation room to sit down across the table from a very old and venerable Vietnamese priest, Father Jean Baptiste Ho Tam Dien. Had a little wispy beard and rimless spectacles that walked in and he's sitting at a table with a blue cloth and a dish of candy and some fruit on the table and so I'm — he’s there supposedly to hear my Easter confession. I sat down, I could see the reflection of the Vietnamese officer standing behind me. They were telling him that it was his Christian duty to help me. It was my Christian duty to write letters of propaganda to my family and to the GIs fighting in South Vietnam and to cooperate with the, with the communists. He knew that he was being used but he was fighting for his survival just like I was. Before I left in that night, he passed me a little plastic rosary, with the crucifix, you know, and the beads. I took it back to my cell with me and had it for about three months before it was taken away. But while I had it, I derived a great deal of comfort from it. Not just spiritual comfort, that of course, but also learned that whenever I was being punished, whatever the reason, and my ankles were locked in the stocks in the foot of my slab, and my hands were cuffed tightly behind me, and I'd been like that for days and days and days. I found that, by using that little rosary as a key, I could open almost any pair of handcuffs that they could find to put on me. Truly. In the middle of the night my, my buddy in the next cell would be down on his hands and knees clearing under the crack of the door, watching for the feet of the guard so I could unlock my cuffs and put my shoulders forward and maybe rest and get a little sleep. And then the next week I'd be down on my hands and knees clearing for him while he got out of his handcuffs the same way, or his way. Those seven years taught me that we cannot conduct our businesses, we can't defend our country, we can't educate our youth, we can't make our country a success in a spiritual vacuum. God equals strength. That's the last line of defense. I found that it works, and can work for any of us. Faith in myself, faith in one another. The kind that allows us to communicate openly and trustingly with one another to solve problems together. Faith in our country, America. Understanding its history, its traditions, its value, and the fact that freedom is not free and that is requires sacrifice. And faith in my God. Those four aspects of faith constituted my key to survival. This morning, my mission is to simply plant the seed of belief in each of your minds. That had that somehow been you in my little rubber tired sandals all those years, with the same training and orientation going in, you could have survived that experience for the same reason that I did. We all come equipped, believe me, it's inside of you. You just bring it forth when it's necessary. And for your help all those years, I knew that I would be serving your prayers, the prayers of your parents and your grandparents. And for the values that you stand for. Those are the ones that sustain me. And I want to thank you so very much for being there for me, I felt every one of your prayers. And thank you so much for this privilege this morning, for your help all those years. God bless you. And God bless America. Thank you. Thank you so much. It's you guys. Thank you. Thank you.
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Published: Fri Nov 15 2013
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