Peace be to you!
I wish to share with you the testimony of a Muslim lady called Fatimah who was inflicted
with a critical illness but she was miraculously healed after a short prayer by a Christian
lady. Christian shall be defined as "a person who
declares Jesus Christ is God by the Holy Spirit of Truth who dwells inside the soul of the
person concerned." In accordance with the Principle of John 16:15,
the Spirit of Truth will speak for Jesus Christ who co-owns every word of His Father YHWH.
As the Nature of YHWH does not change with time based on Malachi 3:6, as Elohim said
"For I am YHWH, I change not"; the Three in-unity as mentioned in John 16:15, have co-existed
originally and eternally as One. In John 16:15, Lord Jesus said:
"All whatever that the Father has, is Mine; on this account I have said to you that of
Mine, He (The Spirit of Truth) will take and will show you." (AEV)
There is no legal right for any person to speak for another person without his or her
permission called the power of attorney under the law.
So I shall put the words of Fatimah into avatar in order to conceal her true identity. I was born as Fatimah daughter of (Imam) Muhammad. My father was an Indian and my mother is a
Malay. So I have two cultures: I have the Indian culture as well as the Malay culture.
My mother comes from Malaysia. She was born and brought up in Malaysia and she came to
Singapore. And my father was born and brought up Singapore but his family comes from Kadinalu
in South India and my family comes from what is known as a priesthood family like in the
scriptures you have the Christians who have one tribe known as the Levites who take care
of God's people and God's ministry. My family comes from a priesthood so my great-grandfather
what's an Imam in a mosque. My grandfather was an Imam. My father was an Imam and today
my brother is an Imam in a mosque and I have two brothers and two sisters. I am the eldest
in the family. And as a young girl growing up, I was also
trained to be a religious leader because my family comes in that line. So I used to teach
children and also women how to do how to study the Quran, anything particular to the religion.
And if everybody fasts for 30 days in a year for the Ramadan month, my family
and I particularly will be fasted for forty to forty-five days in year. So it's a continuous
one. Today I am known in fact as a staunch and
a fanatic Christian. I was a very staunch and fanatic Muslim. Because that's what I
know and I grew up with that and that's what I was. So it doesn't matter where I was.
I would drop to my knees to pray five times in a day and the, my family was known to be
someone that always helping someone in some ways. So I thank God that I do come from that
background because the disciplines that I went through as a Muslim is helping me a lot
now. As a Christian and sometimes I think Muslims
real in general but the Christians to shame because many things that Muslims do are the
things that we, Christians are asked to do and this is the things that God wants us to
do. But we are not doing it but the Muslims are doing it.
And I learned as a child growing up many of the disciplines over there and today I thank
God that I came from that background because it helps me to understand what
Christianity is all about. And I apply, in fact, all that I learned as a Muslim being
a Christian today. So there is so much that the Muslims can teach
us in being what a Christian is, because they do not. You know tell you what to do
but they live their life and they show us what it means to love God.
As a Christian you have to be, someone who accepts the Lord (Jesus) then you become a
Christian. In Muslims you get born, I mean, as a Muslim you don't get converted.
You are born; when you get born in the family, you're a Muslim. It's accepted you are a Muslim.
So you grow up as a Muslim and you do not doubt at about this God. About this Allah
that is being talk about. So we grew up with that.
One day, when I was in my early 30's probably about 32 or 33 (years of age). I've just finished
my responsibility towards my family. Ah, in helping my sisters and my brothers finished
education. You know, finishing whatever, as the eldest sister I was, to my siblings, to
help them come up. And my youngest brother who is 13 years younger
than me, he was born very late. 13 years younger than me, has finished his
10th Grade (Secondary), as you call it over here, the Cambridge School Certificate.
I was like, wow! I'm free now. I'm going to conquer the world!
Because I have been tied down with family responsibilities and now, I was ready to go
and do whatever I wanted to do. And as I was thinking about this, I even have you know,
gone to the Travel agents to find out way I can travel. I love to travel but never have
been out of Singapore. Not even to Malaysia till
that age. Because I just stayed in Singapore all the
time. So as I was thinking about it making plans, I was struck down with the disease,
not just want one, two of it. No, three of it; one was that I was diagnosed with what
is known as, Osteoporosis which was depleting my bones at a very drastic rate. so much so
that my, my bones were just, you know, it was like, as though, just being washed out
from my body. And I was wobbling and my joints were all
swollen up, and was not able to move around. Then the other thing that I had, was diagnosed
with, was Rheumatoid Arthritis, that had again attacked all the ligaments in all my joints
and the, it was all reddish and the third thing that I had, was Leukemia of the blood.
And all three came at one goal. I was like, what in the world is happening!
And of course, as a Muslim, I should have just taken it and lied down and died because
Muslims' religion is a fated religion. Whatever is, given to you, you just accept it. You
have no say about it. You see my concept of God, being a Muslim, was he is a God and he
is way out there. And he's a holy God. You know and we, as human beings we cannot
come into his presence. Because we are sinners. So there is a big gulf between us and God.
So there's no way you can go to him. You can pray. You can, you know stay but you have
to stay at your place. You can't come to him.
You know that kind of a concept that we have in Islam.
So, I'm, but for some reason and I thank God that I had the fighting spirit because when
I reduced to this, I was like, no way because
I have struggled a lot as a child and I struggled along even in my young adulthood to, you know
be as support for my family and I didn't what you call, I could not even get married
because of my family and responsibilities. So I was like, I am free now and I'm going
to live my life and this sentence of death was something that couldn't accept So though
as a Muslim and though as a religious leader, and knowing all the things, I was like, my
(fate) was up to heaven. I say, how dare you do this to me?
How can I possibly accept this? It's my time to live. And you take away my life and you
can't and as I was some thinking about it, one of my friends, you know, the person that
I know as a friend came to my mind. I used to be a teacher in a college and the,
and in this college there was another lady who used to be there, as a teacher. Every
time we will come into the, what you call, the teachers' lounge. She would be seated,
well, the other side and I'd be sitting over here.
Not that we hated each other, is just that there was a competition between her God and
my God. And she's an Anglican (Christian) and
a very, when you look at her, there's no way you want to compete with
her because she's a very nice person. She will come in, she before she sits down
at her table at the sitting lounge and I know that she's
praying. She would just stand there for a minute with her eyes closed
& with her hands clasped like this, & she'll be saying, I don't know what she says.
I know she's praying and then after that she will sit down and then
you know, she, anything I talked to her initially was like
in every sentence she had the word "God" like my God can do anything. There's nothing my
God cannot do. There's no impossibility with my God. I got
really irritated with her. You know, because there is no sentence, nothing
you can share with her where the word God is not brought in.
Where God is not talked about. So for her, her God was her everything. But
she was just someone was pushy or someone, you know, who is very vocal. She
would just say in a very gentle way. But you see, for me I was a Muslim
& my God was greater than your God, you know, so and I was dressed as a Muslim.
Right now, today you can see my hands and my face. But in those days you can't.
My hand was very long & I was all that you see the Muslims here.
I was the same way over there. you know, everything covered up. And I go
to work like that and the only men that can see me uncovered
in that sense will be my brother & my father that's it. But other than that
nobody else's allowed to see. So we had this understanding without making it very clear.
you keep your God to yourself and I'll keep my God to myself.
You stay on your side and I'll stay on my side.
We worked like this for 10 years in the same college.
Okay I mean, we respected each other but we would not talk about
nothing, you know and I will I go like this is, with my finger whenever I talk to
her, you don't talk to me about your God. You know that kind of thing. So when I was
struck with this sentence of death, she was the one that I
was thinking of. But, by then I've left the college. It's already two years
that I have moved out from that college and I don't know where to contact
her. Of course being a, intelligent woman that I think I am, I should
have gone to the directory to look for her.
You know her phone or something. But it didn't occur
to me. I just lying down in bed at home & I just, I wish I could speak to her. I just
thinking like that and the phone rang, in my house and my brother
comes and says your friend is on the line. I was like, I'm
not interested in talking to a friend I said okay I'll just take the phone
and guess what? She's on the line. Okay, it's 2 years
that have passed by since I've seen her or spoken anything and I don't know
where to get in touch and I'm just thinking okay and then she comes on a phone!
I was like, really is you? Then I said I just thinking about you and she said yeah,
I was thinking about you too! Then I said, that unusual and I said "Can
I come over because I need to talk to you?" You know,
I got something on my mind and I need to. She said: Yeah, sure come on, over
and I dashed all the way down to my flight, and then I
picked up a cab and I dashed over to her house. She's staying near the airport.
just like, am, if you're taking a, a taxi, probably take you about an hour to
get there. Which means it's really quite far and I get to her house and she,
she knows I like to take tea. It's been 2 years, she still knows I like to take
drink tea. She's making tea for me. She said: Take a seat
You know, I'll make the tea and she's making the tea.
And I'm sitting in the kitchen with her and I was like, will you please sit down.
I want to talk to you. I'm not interested in your tea. I got to talk
to you. She said: Yeah, go ahead, talk to me.
and I with tears pouring down my face, and I'm telling her within 3 months the doctors
have said that I'm dying, I'm going to turn out
as crippled and I'm dying and you know, she is still going on, with
the tea. And I said: you're listening? She said Yeah. yeah.
And I was like, did you hear that I'm dying? She said: Yeah, I heard it. Then I said; Eh,
then she comes up with her classic statement. But with God,
with God, yeah I want to hear your God, what can your God do?
Can your God do something for me? And she says: Yeah, He can, there's no problem.
All you have to do, is just tell Him. And He will work it out.
I said: Really? Then I said okay. Please sit down & pray. And then I said.
Are you supposed to do something like maybe pray for me? Can you pray for
me? I'm asking her: okay. She said: Do you want me to pray for you?
I said: Yeah, that is why I came all the way here.
So can you kind of pray for me? She said yeah, okay. And I'm seated, I wear
glasses as you can see but my, my eyesight
is improving. So I don't have to sometimes put on my glasses.
and I'm looking at her with my eyes open. She with her classic way
of praying she sits down, fold her arms like this
closes her eyes and she prays. Until today I can tell you exact words she
prayed that day. She says: "Father, your daughter has come
home. Please help her to know who you are,
and help her to come home to you completely in every way,
in Jesus' Name I pray. Amen." and you know like, you finish? She says, yeah
I was thinking to myself, somebody who's got a headache,
short prayer like that, is okay. I'm dying, you know.
and I thought, maybe suppose to have long prayer so that
you, I don't know. I mean I was thinking, you have to talk to God a lot, okay!
and that was it. She didn't tell me anything about Jesus. She
didn't tell anything about any God. Anything, nothing okay. That was
her prayer,that was it. And I was like, nothing happen. No thunder,
from Heaven. Or what you call, lightning; nothing, nothing,
nothing happened at all. And I'm like, and then she said okay drink
your tea. And I'm having my tea. What in the world did
I come here for? I felt very disappointed
Um, I can use all the "D" words. I was Disillusioned Discouraged. You know because I come all the
way here, thinking that you know something is going
to happen and nothing happened. okay and then after that she says: I'm very
busy you know, can we see another day? So not, you know, I was
in that kind of. I thought she would spent time with me. I got dismissed
some more! So, this time I didn't take any cab. I didn't
take any bus. I started walking not knowing what to do, okay, I was really
Um... I mean if somebody is dying I don't know what you're supposed to say.
But I know what I'll say, the next time and I see someone who's dying.
So I walked home that day. I don't know how long it took me.
I just dragged myself home and went off to sleep. The next morning I
had a doctor's appointment so I went off early in the morning to the
doctor. So, from 8 o'clock right up to 12:30 (pm)
they did a lot of tests on me, like blood scan, bone scan,
I don't know what scan all these. So many test they sent me from one
one lab to another lab. And I did all the tests and I finally
came back at 12:30 (pm), the doctor says: Can you go out and have lunch,
whatever it is, come back in an hour's time, we have to do more tests on you.
And I was like really, very retired. Then I said
yeah but why? You already finished everything. No, we just need to do some
more (test) on you. So can you please come back? I said okay
So I just went out to the canteen to have something and I came back
and 1 o'clock again from 1:00 to 5:30 (pm) all over the same test, everything that was
done in the morning. was re-done on me again, in the afternoon
and then after that about 6 o'clock they call me into a small room.
It was really very lighted task. We had a 6 or 7 doctors in their room
and they put up all these scans they have done. All my
and my, what you call, my bone scan. Everything they put it on the,
the place there, and they would say: This was done on you
a month ago. This was done on you are two weeks ago. This was done
1 week ago and this is done in the morning! And this was done in the afternoon. And I
was like I'm tired okay and I'm like,
I want to go home. I'm interested in biology class, right now.
you know, I say so what? I'm not even paying any much attention to it.
I'm just tired. You know, so a whole day have been there.
The doctors said: Would please take a look? I said: Yeah, so what?
Suddenly, the bone structure caught my attention. I looked at the first one, it looked quite
bad. The second-most was worst. and the one that taken last week was terrible.
You see, my bone structure at the joints especially my,
here, my wrist and my ankles, the bone has become like spikes,
and it was getting very difficult for me to walk, or to function because I was
all swollen up, on my neck, right all the way down. I was
really in a very terrible (state). I was like, then
I looked at the one that was taken in the morning.
It looked perfect. Then I looked at the one in the afternoon,
it looked perfect too. And I said: Is that me?
Is that me? "Yeah it is. That is why we need to talk to you."
I said: Yeah, really what? "Are you seeing any other doctors? Are you
taking any other medication? They did not give me any medication in this
hospital for two months, they were looking at me.
All they did was to give me some Aspirin that's all and painkillers.
So I was telling, look and and I was going to blurt out
given all my money to you. I got no more money to give, what other doctors?
I'm not seeing any other doctors. Suddenly, it hit me. She prayed for me yesterday.
You know, I was like, all my so this God is really God. And I'm
I like not listening anymore to the doctors. I dashed
out of the hospital's room and I go to the corridor. And I'm talking
about 20 years ago, okay, my friends and those days we don't have cell phones.
Cell phones just came around... In those days you have to go to the public
phone, to make phone calls. So I dashed to the phone, I put in a coin
actually I didn't have any coin. There was a guy standing
there,making a call. I pushed him aside. I said: I got to make an urgent call.
Then I was turning up, no money. I got money from him in fact,
and you know, to make that call and I made the call to call this friend and I
got her on the line, I was saying I'm healed. I was screaming at the top of
my voice, in the corridor. Everybody there, can hear
me: I'm healed. and she said: Yeah, I know. I was like,
You know? What did you know? Hmm, God can do anything...
God! you know, I want to hear about this God. You got to talk to me about.
Yeah, yeah call me another time because right now I'm busy too.
She's a Tuition Teacher. She was teaching people,
students. So, I was so excited. I didn't go back to that room they probably
were looking for me. But I walked out from there and I think, I looked
at myself after that, there was no more swelling in me. nothing.
okay there might have been in the daytime when I came in there.
I did realize it okay. But I was, what, what the word we use, born-again?
I was really born-again at that time. I had received healing.
You know, I was so excited. I was like, wow, He is God!
"He is really God and He has healed me and I am okay."
I was really excited okay and I'm still excited till today.
Okay, so again, that day I walked home from that hospital. I was excited that I am healed
now. I was well and I walked home that day. And I would like to tell you that the
very next day itself, I accepted God and I became a Christian.
No, I started looking around. I didn't make any appointments with my friend after
that. I started testing this God. I looked at my mother she
had fallen and she had a swollen ankle. And I didn't
really pray out loud. I just thought into my heart if you're really God,
you will heal her, okay... That's all I said. Next morning, I woke up
and went to see my mother. She's okay she's healed. Then I started going
around looking at my auntie. Then my uncle. Then my brother. Each one,
okay for the next 10 days, I tested this God,
Gideon only tried 3 times but I tested for 10 days,
whether He is really God. I said: If you are God, if you have healed
me, you can heal. So I started doing this for the 10 days.
Then after that, I started reading the Bible. I had a Bible that was given to
me when I was 16 or 17. I can't remember and usually I throw
stuff away when we moved. But even though when we moved house,
I apparently did not throw this Bible away and I remember that I had this Bible.
So I went into it and I picked it up. It was the King James Version.
The "thee" & the "thou", you know. Though I'm brought up in the British Way
of learning the "thee" & "thou" is not my cup of tea. So
I had a hard time reading the Bible. But my friends within two weeks,
I have finished reading the Bible 50 times! I started from Genesis, I'll read and come
to Lamentations, I don't want, skip it. Then I'll go to: Songs of Solomon. Songs of
Solomon is really a love story. I was like, good God this is a Bible. What
is this book doing in this Bible? Is this really a Bible? Oh yeah, it says is
the Bible. So, you know, I'm an Indian. Okay though I don't
speak the language. I didn't grow up speaking the language. I'm
very conservative. So when it comes to the language, was really very
explicit and I asked Him, God talks like that? Then, so, I would skip the ones that I'm not
very... don't want to read. I just go over; I will
go back. But I'll come back to the New Testament. I wanted to know who is this
(historical) Jesus! I really wanted to know who He is. So I would
go back again. I read the Gospel, I read. Then after that
I walked up and down in my bedroom, and I'd talk to Him you're really Great. You
came among us. And you reveal yourself to us. That kind of thing.
You know, I was just talking And came, a time,
I just felt that I cannot stay as a Muslim any more.
I had to accept this God. So finally one day, when it was about by 3 weeks now,
coming to the 4th week. I got up
I go to bed very late any way. But that day, I, about 12:30 or 1:00 am, I went to the kitchen
in my, our flat and I have learned, I read the Bible so well.
I know where, each one the story is, and every thing.
I turned to the book of Acts Chapter 9 and I opened it up and I
put it on the floor on the kitchen, and I was telling God I said: Look this guy
is a real rotten guy. This guy killed so many of your people. But you were
so marvelous. You know, you came and you helped him
to know who you are. He saw you and after that he became
your servant. And he knows, he wrote all the other epistles for you.
You see I'm not saying that I'm going to serve you. But you see
I'm born in this family, all I know is Allah. All I know it's about
this god. But you see it is not he who's god. You're God. So now
you have to help me to see you the way, this guy saw you!
Now until I see you, I am very sorry but I cannot come with you!
Alright, and I don't think I finished my conversation with Him!
Because that night, that kitchen that I was turned it, standing on,
didn't look like the kitchen any more. Suddenly there was a
great Bright Light that flooded that whole kitchen
that I was standing. And I mean today, as I look out I thank God for the sun
that is out, and I appreciate the brightness. But it was nothing
like what I saw, that day. The whole place was just, it's such a glorious
Hmm, what you call, Light that flooded that place,
and in my mind I said I'm thinking like but where are you? I saw the Light. I'm seeing
I'm standing in the midst of the Light.
I can't see the kitchen any more. It's a beautiful place I don't know where it is
and I'm standing, and I think "But where are you?"
This is what is going on in my mind. As I'm thinking. where are you? I hear this
loud voice that came through the window,
was the loudest. You probably have loud speakers and you're hearing
me loud and clear today. But that voice that came through was much
louder it was quoting me John 1:1 "In the beginning was the Word and the Word
was with God and the Word is God." it may not mean anything to you but it meant
a lot to me because Jesus Christ, the Son of the Living God is,
was a stumbling-block to me to receive Him as God because we, Muslims
cannot believe that God can have a Son! (Note: "The Son of God" is a Title conferred by YHWH
God) If God has a Son, then He must have a wife.
That means He is a mere, human being. He can't be God.
I couldn't accept that but that Word gave me insight. He gave me a revelation
"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was God and the Word is God."
and He gave me the clarification that I needed that understanding that I needed that He's
GOD. But you see, I still didn't see Him and I still stood there, I said: Where are
you? Okay, I wasn't satisfied with just the Light.
I wasn't satisfied with that Word. I wanted Him I wanted to see Him. And
it wasn't very long that split seconds He stood in front of me. He was, even if you
ask me how He looks like. My friends, my English language is perfect!
And I, when I think, I think like in English. I don't speak any other language more than
English. But I don't have any word to describe how He looks like.
He was such a tall person, you know, and you're so glowing, so beautiful,
so handsome. I walked this Earth, I've been to so many
countries, I still can't find anybody who looks like Him, okay.
and He stood there, just before me, and I was captivated by His Eyes!
Till that moment, till that day, I'm thirty-plus at that time,
I've never known what is Love, okay I've never heard anyone say they love me,
not even my family, not even my parents, not even anyone. Because I, whatever I did
for my family at that time was duty and obligation, not love. But this GOD was
standing before me, and I was consumed by the Love that was flowing from
Him, and I was completely drawn into those Eyes
that He had and He looked at me with that Love
and the moment, I found myself as a baby in His arms, holding me and He brought me
back into the past to help me to know once and
for all, that He is God, and there is no one other,
like Him and what He brought me, was when I was a twelve-year-old
girl, I found myself as a twelve-year-old. I was
struggling with life and I thought there was no other way and I
was getting ready to commit suicide. I was standing by a river that was swollen
up because we had a storm that day. And I was going to throw myself over that
river and end my life and I remembered that day, there were two
hands that came and pulled me back. It was in the night and
I thought it was a ghost and I ran all the way home and He said, as
He brought me back to that scenario, He was telling me: I was there with
you then, I am here with you now,
and then He took me back to another stage, when I was 28 years old.
This time, I was going to commit suicide from the highest building.
Because in Singapore, we have just started tall buildings, you know
and it was known at that time, many people committing suicide by
jumping off the buildings. Twenty-eight years old, I was with another
crisis in my life and I didn't know how to handle it. Again
I was getting ready to jump and again that time, there was a hand that
came and pulled me back. GOD said again: I was there with you then,
I am here now. And my friends, there was it, that settled
the issue for me, that He is GOD, and I went down on my knees
I had no one to lead me in Sinner's Prayer, anything.
But I just went down on my knees with tears pouring down my face.
"You are my GOD and I give my life over to you."
"From henceforth, I will walk with You." "I and You". That was my decision that I made
in 1985, in April. And two weeks later,
in a week later, I went for baptism from then on,
for the next two weeks I suffered. I suffered I've never suffered before.
Because I know what it means, to become a Christian. I didn't dare tell
my mother. If there is any one person that I have loved
in my entire life, is my mum and she was the one that I didn't
want to disappoint. But next morning when she got up after that
day then I have made my commitment to GOD she got up in the morning
as she comes to me and she says "You have become a Christian." I didn't tell
her because she can see from my face and I have
changed. There was something about me that told her
and she's a woman who doesn't know anything about being a Christian.
In Singapore, when you say a Christian, it means a Catholic, not a Protestant,
because they (Catholics) do not recognize the Protestants as Christians.
I do, I didn't know what to tell her. I didn't know how to explain.
All I could do, was say "Yes" and with that she took a knife from the,
the kitchen's drawer that was there. There was one the biggest knife. We have
lots of knives in our home and she took out the knife, she put it on
the table she said "You take the knife, you kill me, then you walk out that door."
When I said "No, I can't do that." She said "If you don't then I have to". And
she took that knife and she came at me. She's a woman was only four and half
feet. But that day she became such a strong person,
She's a very sickly woman but that day she became like a tiger!
She said "You have to die because you cannot live any more."
"I cannot let you live any more." And in the struggle, she was cut, I was cut
with the knife. And all I could think of, I didn't know what
to do. I just screaming my heart out. But I remembered what
my friend had said "Call on His Name and He will come." And I
screamed for His Name "JESUS, I need You". And as I said "JESUS!"
She fainted and she fell. That was the day that I had to pack my things
and moved out from my house. Because of, probably my age or the things
that I have to go through. In one day, in a moment, I lost my family,
I lost my community, I lost my friends. I lost my job.
I was declared dead to the MUIS (Majlis Ugama Islam Singapura)
which is the Council for the Muslims over, in Singapore. For the next two
years, I cannot get a job. Next two years I cannot live any where.
Because I was considered as "Dead" because my, every particular about me was
wiped out from the government in Singapore, and I had
to hire lawyers to go and fight back, to get back my identity.
in Singapore. And the next 2 years, as I struggle, you know, I'm not a crying
person never was, because whatever pain that was, I always thought
that I can work it out. I worked it out. But, when I met GOD for the
next two years, I did nothing but cry every day. Cry because
GOD had to break the self-individuality that I had become.
He had to take away the pride and arrogance that I had become. I was a very nice person
but inside there was so much a bitterness and hatred
and anger inside of me which I didn't know that I had
grown up with. So GOD had to take that all away. For the
next two years, He watched over me, like a mother-hen over her chick. Every day
I will receive dreams, I will receive visions what is going to happen.
My brothers two of them put things, they were very young
at that time. They didn't know what to do. But in order to protect the family's valor
they had to kill me so they tried many ways to kill me.
One of my brothers, one who is in the middle of the first one,
the first brother in the family invited me to his home and GOD showed in a vision when
they were going to do. They prepared food with poison and I asked
GOD what do you want me to do. GOD said "Eat". I said okay I will eat. And
they were seated around me seeing me eat that food and I was going,
supposed to drop dead but I didn't I wash my fingers,
and I said "Thank you" and I walked out. Another time my mother invited you know, one
of the top imams from the Middle East to come and exorcise this "devil" that were supposed
to be in my, in my life. And man walked in, he doesn't even walked
in very far. He just stands over there and he sees someone standing by my side in
white, and he turns to my mother and he says that the "Power" (Holy Spirit) that is with
her is greater than the powers that we have. And my friends, the greatest joy that I have
today, is not that I know this GOD. I thank GOD that
I know Him. But the greatest joy I have is that I can
communicate with Him in prayers. And this GOD is not a
God just communicates in a monologue, is a dialogue.
He talks back and he comes and He's delighted whenever we are with Him.
And He longs for us and when my "call" came I didn't know what I was
going call to be because by then I was already thirty-plus
and I was thinking I'm old, GOD.
I probably was like Moses. GOD, I'm old, maybe you should call somebody
else But GOD called me and I came into ministry.
I came into a full-time ministry immediately and I thank
GOD for the various people that GOD placed in my life who helped me, encouraged
me. And all those things that I said that I lost,
GOD double that to me 100 fold. Today I have many homes that I cause my home.
I call many families that are my family. I call many brothers and sisters
who are still know, many out there in the world
not just by the hundreds, by the thousands. They are there who know me and who have encouraged
and helped me. So today I take the message to a world that
needs Him And there was not the only first time that He healed me. I mean that was the
first time He healed me. In 1993 I was asked to go for another surgery
in my stomach. Umm, I had to remove a hysterectomy. Again I told GOD, "GOD, you
have to work this out If this your will, I will go for it. But if
it's not, Father you're the surgeon. You take care of it and a couple of days I
didn't have to go for surgery. He healed me. In the year 2000, I was leading
a prayer team in Israel and at that time when I left
for it I was just told by the doctors that I had cancer in both my breasts and I was,
it was third degree, very aggressive and they, they had no choice but to just cut off my
breasts and I said okay I'll go for this you know, trip I will come back and we'll
talk about it. When I was in Israel, I was in one of the,
what you call, hotels that was facing "The Wailing Wall" and as I was facing that
I remembered how Solomon when he built the temple, he said
even when the foreigners come and face this wall
and if they pray, Father you will answer them and I
stood by the window of, what you call, the hotel room and I said "GOD,
though I am saved, I am your child. I'm still a foreigner. I'm not a Jew, Father.
I'm a Gentile. So Father, as Solomon said I'm a foreigner,
I'm standing here and I'm believing in you GOD,
you can touch me, you can heal me and He did. He put me to sleep the whole day
that day I didn't know what He was doing but He did His surgery on me.
So when I came back to Singapore, no surgery! So I can share many many testimonies what
God has done But many that He's still doing today. He's
a great GOD and He's a wonderful GOD and we have much to thank Him for.
And as I was sharing, as I was told that today is a "Thanksgiving Day"
I was thinking of Ephesians Chapter 5 verses 18-20.
It says "Do not get drunk on wine which leads to.
Ephesians 5:18-20, that is what I was in our thinking of all and I wanted to
just end with this. "Do not get drunk on wine which
leads to debauchery, instead be filled with the Spirit, speak to
one another with Psalms and this what you are doing today.
You are, singing Psalms and you're worshipping and you're praying,
hymns and spiritual songs, Sing to make my what you call, music in your heart to the
Lord. Always giving thanks to God the Father for everything,
in the Name of our Lord Jesus Christ. And I was thinking, of giving thanks
I have so much to thank GOD for. I have so much
and people tell me, you know, your testimony is great, it's fantastic
It is but GOD when He came back for Thomas and Thomas wanted, I mean I was a Thomas and
I still am in many ways As I walk with Him and I wanted signs. I wanted
proof and without that proof I didn't want to believe Him.
Now was He upset with Thomas? No, He said "Look
touch, feel and know that I am GOD. But He finished His sentence by saying
"Blessed are those who are going to come without seeing me
and that many many who are coming to know God today
without seeing but they believe because they have that faith.
And so many who can thank God and we can thank God for so many
And in our lives do we just thank God for only the great things He does?
What about the days that I am just able to get up in the morning?
I thank GOD for the health that He has given me.
I thank GOD for the Sun that is shining. Thank God for that, the beautiful day that
He has created especially for me. I thank God for the food that I'm able to
eat. They are many they have no food I thank God for the work that I have. I thank
God for the friends that I have. I thank God for the family they God has given
me. I thank God for everything, for small
and great because all things are because of who He is.
I thank God not just when the time is good but I thank Him
all the times, always for everything even for the bad times that comes my way
because those times are the times that I learn, that I grow
then I move on with Him because if I don't have those bad times
I will never be able to appreciate Him. I'll never be able to learn
the things that He wants to teach me, show me how to go
and I need to be drunk, not with what the world has to give
but I need to be drunk with the Holy Spirit because He is the one
that gives us the strength, He gives us the courage, He gives us the boldness.
He is the one who moulds us and as I stand here today with you
Was I going to be here today? I didn't know. I and I don't think I am being here
by chance either, because every moment is divinely arranged because it is He (JESUS)
who is the author and the finisher of our faith because it is He who loves us with an
everlasting love. And what I have to share may not be just for
you here but maybe some thing you want to take with you to
someone that is going to know that He is GOD. Has GOD done great things? He has and one
And I spent six years in Madras in the nineties. I first came into india as a missionary
and I spent six years there, and one of my greatest
testimonies that I would like to share is, one day
you know, as a team we were in Madras and we were having crusades. And I remember one
night after the team has left, was the last day of crusade.
And I was asked to speak for that day and the next day
we were supposed to what you call, go on, giving out leaflets.
So there we go tracting, to talk about the Crusades.
But that night as I was in my room, I was in one of the parsonages.
you know, upstairs and I was still standing there, just talking to God.
There was a lady, a young girl. I can't call her lady. She's about 16 or 17 years old
who walks up that spiral staircase, comes to where I am
upstairs and she's carrying a baby in her arms but that baby has got the skull
what you call, split in two and the brains were spilling out
and she comes and stands in front of my door. She knocks on my door
and when I open and I see that little girl with her baby in her arms.
"What do I do? And I remember my friends, as I shared with you
I told my friend I was dying and I wanted a long prayer.
But here Dead has already taken place The baby is dead and she's standing and she
said "This evening you said your God can do anything
"Can your GOD do something for my baby?" She has, she's being married to a guy who
was drunk and he had taken that little baby at three or four months old and thrown it
against the wall. She's standing before me, your GOD, you said
your GOD because she's come to the crusade that evening and she heard my
preaching and she says: Your GOD you said you can do
so with tears pouring down my face I didn't even dare take that baby
in my arms. I say God, with my eyes open I say God, she has come not for me.
She's come for you. She's come believing in you she's come trusting in you Father,
you have to do what you promised, your child believes in you, though she doesn't know you
GOD and at that time I saw a hand that came out and this hand, the hand was so beautiful
that came and just touched that baby that skull.
As it touched I saw a recreative miracle takes place before my very eyes and this was in
1993 in Madras. You see, the test is not whether we know Him
but do we know Him inside of our heart that He is really GOD and when we say that He,
there is nothing impossible with Him. Do we really believe with all that we are?
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According to Fatimah, she had seen Jesus Christ face-to-face & heard the voice of God
speaking "In the beginning, was the Word; & the Word was with God; & the Word is God."
The love of Jesus Christ has expelled the Disbelief from her soul
ever since the encounter, that Jesus is God. In other words, Jesus Christ converted Fatimah
to Christianity by baptizing her with His Holy Spirit.
Regardless of Fatimah is a Catholic or Protestant, there is only one Spirit for the Jews and
Gentiles, whether slaves or free and all of us have
drinked in one Spirit vide 1Cor 12:13. That one Spirit is the Holy Spirit which Lord
Jesus Christ will baptize every believer based on Matt 3:11.
In Acts 1:5, Lord Jesus said to His disciples: For John baptized with water;
but ye will be baptized with the Holy Spirit after not many days."
The Holy Spirit proclaims that Jesus is God, even as He has spoken in the Gospel, "The
Word is God". When Lord Jesus said: I and My Father are
One, in John 10:30, the Holy Spirit spoke through Him
and explained Himself in John 10:38 "that ye may know and believe,
that my Father is in Me, and I (am) in my Father. "
The concept of the Spirit of the Father inside the Son, and the Spirit of the Son inside
the Father means they are united as one Spirit. 1Cor
6:17 "But he that is joined unto the Lord, is one Spirit." (KJV)
Romans 9:5 "And from among whom, Messiah appeared in the Flesh, who is GOD over all;
to whom be praises and benediction, forever and ever; Amen."
By virtue of 1st Corinthians 12:3 and Romans 9:5, no man can say "Jesus Christ is the Lord,
and God, except by the Holy Spirit". Basically, there is no Catholic and no Protestant
in the sight of God because whoever can say "Jesus Christ is the Lord", he or she has
been baptized into the Body of Christ by the Holy
Spirit of God. Of course, the Holy Spirit has not removed the "free will" from the Christians
and hence they are still influenced by the doctrines of the church concerned.
The confession of sins before the father of the Church is effective for the peace of mind
that the sins have been forgiven. But Fatimah was
alone praying in the kitchen of her home when no man proclaimed her sins were forgiven
but Lord Jesus Christ did it Himself. John 20:21-23. And Jesus said to them; Peace
be with you. As my Father has sent me, I also send you. And as He said these things,
He breathed on them, and said to them: Receive ye the Holy Spirit. If ye shall remit
sins to any one, they will be remitted to him;
and if ye shall retain [those] of any one, they will be retained."
The power to forgive sins must be guided by the Holy Spirit as Lord Jesus Christ breathed
upon His Apostles the Holy Spirit before the authority of remission of sins was proclaimed.
Fatimah is authorized to speak for Jesus Christ as she has the Holy Spirit inside of her
which the religious teacher from the Middle East cannot exorcise Him from her. If
the Holy Spirit is not a person, why the family member of Fatimah requested for exorcism?
The holy scripture is fulfilled in the life of Fatimah as He who is in her is greater
than Satan who is in the world. 1Jn 4:4 But ye children, are of God; and ye have
overcome them, because greater is He who is in you, than he who is in the world.
But Muhammad had no right to put words into the mouth of Jesus, the son of Mary as
mentioned in Quran 61:6 who falsely proclaimed to the Children of Israel that "I am the
messenger of Allah." Quran 61:6 says: And remember, Jesus, the
son of Mary, said: "O Children of Israel! I am the messenger of ALLAH (sent) to you,
confirming the Law (which came) before me, and giving Glad Tidings of a Messenger to
come after me, whose Name shall be Ahmad." Yusuf Ali Translation.
All Muslims are advised to cross-check against the Holy Bible as to where is the verse
which Jesus Christ explicitly said: I am the Prophet of God? Lord Jesus Christ said: I
am the Son of God in John 10:36. But Muhammad disputed and cursed Jesus Christ and God the
Father in Quran 9:30 since the Father conferred Jesus Christ the aforesaid title as "The Son
of God". Jinns did not curse Jesus Christ regarding
His Title as the Son of God as they knew Him by Name and Title. The Legion of jinns cried
with a loud voice and said: What have I to do with thee, Jesus, thou Son of the Most
High God? I adjure thee by God, that thou torment me not. For He said unto him, Come
out of the man, thou unclean spirit. " Mark 5:7-8.
But Jinns are liars because they serve the Devil, a murderer and liar. Jinns would call
Jesus by Name and by Title as "the Son of the Most High God" as they know the scripture
of Psalms 82:6 regarding the appointed judges
and prophets, are "The sons of God". When the jinn speak to Muhammad who did not
know the scripture vide Quran 34:44, he may speak lies to this ignorant man!
Jesus Christ revealed the nature of the Devil as the father of lies which God did not put
words into his mouth. John 8:44 Jesus said: "Ye are of your father
the Devil, and the lusts of your father ye will do. He was a murderer from the beginning,
and abode not in the Truth, because there is no truth in him. When he speaks a lie,
he speaks of his own: for he is a liar, and the father of it.
Quran is believed to be partly given by jinns to Muhammad, who overheard from the Jews and
the Christians. Jinns are not a race created by God besides angels and mankind, as falsely
taught in the Quran in order to conceal their true identity and origin. Jinns are fallen
angels who refused to serve Lord Jesus Christ but they serve Satan as their lord.
Jinns are evil spirits who like to steal from others. Quran 72:1 is a proof that jinns can
steal and overheard the scripture readings of the Jews and of the Christians without
their knowledge, even as they overheard the Quran.
Quran 72:1 Say: It has been revealed to me that a company of Jinns listened (to the Qur'an).
They said, 'We have really heard a wonderful Recital! "
Quran 46:29 Behold, We turned towards thee a company of Jinns (quietly) listening to
the Qur'an: when they stood in the presence thereof, they said, "Listen in silence!" When
the (reading) was finished, they returned to their people, to warn (them of their sins).
Quran 46:30 They said, "O our people! We have heard a Book revealed after Moses, confirming
what came before it: it guides (men) to the Truth and to a Straight Path."
By virtue of Quran 46:29-30, Jinns have heard the Gospel of Jesus from a Book revealed
after Moses confirming what came before it. So these jinns have overheard the Gospel and
one of the chief jinns came to inform Muhammad about the Gospel and the Torah.
But none of the jinns can say "Jesus Christ is the Lord", as they serve Satan as their
lord. The Holy Spirit has spoken to Apostle Paul by the principle of John 16:15 and
he wrote it down in the holy scripture. 1Cor 12:3 Apostle Paul wrote: I therefore
inform you, that there is no man, that speaks by the Spirit of YHWH, who says that "Jesus
is Accursed": neither can a man say that "Jesus is the LORD", except by the Holy Spirit."
In order to disprove the Holy Spirit who says Jesus Christ is the Lord, Muslims are hereby
challenged to find one jinn who can say "Jesus Christ is the Lord". Paul will be proven to
be a false apostle if a true jinn who identifies itself by Name and then declare
"Jesus Christ is the Lord." Muslims believe that there are good jinns
and evil jinns like a human race. If so, why there is not a single jinn who can say
"Jesus Christ is the Lord"? Once again, Muslims are
reminded that no man can speak for Jesus Christ except he or she can say Jesus Christ is the
Lord. Since Muhammad cannot say Jesus Christ is
the Lord as nowhere in the Quran, bears such recitation, he must be possessed by a powerful
unclean spirit. Jesus Christ is the Lord, Muhammad is a false prophet speaking against
Jesus Christ in Quran 9:30 because he had an unclean spirit.
So Quran contains the recitation of jinn-demons and not of God since the Law of God cannot
be broken that "Jesus Christ is the Son of God" vide John 10:34-36.
I customized an avatar of woman with head-covering because the Holy Spirit of God teaches that
every woman should cover her head when she speaks for God.
In fact head-covering is basically to be used during prayer and prophesying
which is speaking under inspiration of God. 1 Cor 11:4-5 "Every man who prays or prophesies
with his head covered dishonors his head, and every woman who prays or prophesies with
her head uncovered dishonors her head for she is on a level with her whose head is shaven.
1Cor 11:9-10 "Neither was the man created for the woman's sake,
but the woman for the man's sake. For this cause (reason) ought the woman to have on
her head [the mark of] authority, because of the Angels."
It is good to share the truth to the world so that the Christian faith can be strengthened
and the Kingdom of Christ may be extended to the people who have not known the historical Jesus Christ and not the non-historical Jesus in the Quran. Amen!
