Former Bad Boy Artist Rips Diddy and Exposes What Happened Behind Closed Doors At Bad Boy Records.

[Music] Freddy P happy to have you on the platform my man what's happening man happy to be here hey man we finally got she on the platform man I've been trying to get she on the platform for a good minute now man oh man I'm glad we made it happen I just be when I look in I'll be telling people like man go ahead and hit Sean you hit this guy right here he gonna get it done cuz you hit me bro I ain't man I'm a talk circles I'm you know yeah shout out to Sean man for making this happen man cool dude so before we get into the interview refresh the audience memory on where they might know you from wow I'm from um I'm Freddy P you know from Making the Band Platinum um group I'm from Liberty City Miami Florida I'm like one six of the band always been the one that was like you know stand offish always the quiet one you know how that be you always got one in every group yeah you was the quiet one that didn't care man you a care who Diddy was man but I gotta ask you speaking of Diddy how you feel about the situation he going through right now it was to to me to me honestly and this ain't no slight it's just I I like I like to see people get they do they just do like if he was innocent I'd be speaking up like leave that man alone because I hate bullies but if I feel like I don't feel like he guilty I just feel like bro it's there like all them people ain't lying and then you know when the person Li because they don't you know when the person lying they ain't going into to detail like it's certain things and people always trying to blame Cassie like no bro like you ain't never been around a billionaire before so you can't be around that you don't know how to judge that situation when somebody like it's kind of like the dude youever seen the commercial they hold a daughter like gota be quicker than that you got they gonna keep dangling the money in your face you going to kiss like the carrot in front of the rabbit you see the food you gonna keep chasing it and eventually you gonna feel like why would I quit and I done got to the 12th grade like who gets to the 12th grade and quit school so if you go through so many levels of embarrassment you know whateverit whatever you whatever you want to call it and then you get to where you feel like I'm I surpassed a lot of stuff I done did the worst of the worst you go to feeling like okay I want to be compensated but um far as his crib man I just feel like man um they deserve it you know what I'm saying you see he quiet you got to look at the surroundings like people like why his friends ain't talking why first of all everybody know this been we been talking about this since I was a kid everybody fing know you know what I'm saying ain't no sit around to be acting like it's brand new right now that [ __ ] irritates me when I see [ __ ] scared to speak up and all them nigas freaks all and when you see the one speak up for them is because they got [ __ ] to hide and they know when this [ __ ] come around on me or if this come around on me I don't want I know you know I'm going be looking for for alliances I'm going be looking for people to step up for me you get what I'm saying what's crazy to me man some of the names that's popping on I see hard y'all don't know who harp is I do this a [ __ ] who threat like me and this [ __ ] don't have real like words to words like me and them [ __ ] don't went through real yeah yeah yeah yeah like me and n n Diddy you know what I'm saying n Diddy threaten me he um because I'm type of person like bro you could if any around me bro you gonna see anybody I'm around they gonna be like ask Fred to ask because he listen to you or I don't know what it is bro so it's like everybody around was like I guess of sometime walking on eggshells around me and Sh and I guess in some in in some what he had to feel he had to take back control of what his environment because when he got back in there was more like every time I'm I'm in a mood [ __ ] is like and he was like yo Playboy money what you think n told me some [ __ ] about um and and what's so crazy is if a [ __ ] you like this right you laugh at a like man get your funny ass by me boy shoot you you know I'm saying this [ __ ] threaten you it hit different you hear what I'm saying like and I'm a Gangster like I done been in real real I done seen it I ain't got to talk about it just tell you ain't nothing he can show me that I ain't seen you get what I'm saying so when he said this to me it hit a nerve it was like it was on some [ __ ] like um one day I woke up I was in a mood I'm in the studio I'm snapping whatever I don't want to be you know when you r a bunch of goofies you a street [ __ ] sometimes you don't want to be around the nerd sometime the Nerds irritate you so so I'm in that [ __ ] I'm just I'm just frustrated with a lot of [ __ ] that's going on anyway we get in a situation he go to we in front of everybody n like um he was like man money um man what you think you bad or something he was like [ __ ] I buy every house on your block shut every light off on that [ __ ] and when you come out every time you come out that [ __ ] you'll get popped so when another [ __ ] tell you some [ __ ] like that you like get your animated ass out of here goofy ass you feel saying when he tell you some [ __ ] like that you go to picture him purchasing every house you go to picturing every light on the Block going off and that silence me and for you to make that people ask why I left the B like that's why I left the B like that's why I didn't do like we got into that my next time I got the chance to go home cuz I could I had to you know you a gangster it's like you know when you got your gun on you got to play it off sometime so I had to play it off I F I tried to man listen I don't even want to talk it's because I I don't know statute limitations and stuff like that but I tried to get his puss you feel what I'm saying he didn't know he was threat he pretty I'm pretty sure he know now you know he probably been living in Miami long enough he know now who he was threaten he know how how I'm rocking but at that time you know what I'm saying he ain't know what my mind state was I ain't got BR I ain't come for I I would be the one to put you on the news and me you get what I'm saying that's how I felt at that time like boy you threaten me like nigas in the street don't threaten me I'm going to war real killers and they they they ain't out there like this nigas I know standing on business and you that's how I felt like oh I got to have you and later on that night I was trying to take his ass out you feel me like me and my dog god rested his little his soul we was in like a G wagon and he had a little two tws I had a little pistol on me whatever I had the Mac he had whatever was waiting on this [ __ ] to come out cuz we had a meeting at at 1:00 that night so I had knew in my mind that okay we got into this early that day so my time frame was let me get back so from like 11 no we got out there like 10:40 something so like 10:40 something we first we had to do you know do little homework whatever whatever make sure we could get right back to the West Side Highway cuz it was like these little um alleys and Sh so we had to do our homework cuz out there you got to make sure police ain't Park and walking around and standing on a block in Manhattan so my mindset was different it's dumb right now and I'm glad I didn't cuz I probably would have died or got a prison sentence or something like that but it's just how he had me feeling after the conversation like and he said some other sh he was like uh he was like uh I somebody he was like what he was like n he was like you could walk out the studio right now and somebody just walk up and pop you he like I don't want to see you die or nothing like that but n in the knee of something he was like you better basically like you better control yourself like you better humble yourself and I been there I know how it is when when when you Apex and you at the top with the big dog he he got you know he he probably he ain't really want to do that our relationship was different you get what I'm saying like I was quiet he he respected me he never really disrespected me I seen him disrespect I seen him disrespect a lot of people I seen him talk crazy to a lot of people he had a lot of respect for me you know what I'm saying um when we hung out we talked about Thug like you know we hung out one time we went out to a club and he put me one to the one on my own you feel me like um he like um he bought me I'm at the end of some couch it's like a it's Dame Dash just a bunch of [ __ ] just like dark as my type of environment but it's quiet as everybody M their own business and it's like a horseshoe couch and he at the top of that [ __ ] with like eight [ __ ] and Sh I done seen puffy do some wild [ __ ] I seen puffy like fingeres in the club like in front of everybody like I seen puff do some wild [ __ ] I ain't never seen no man on man but in my mind I already knew what was going on around me I just didn't know it was hard I I didn't know it was certain Nicks and now when I'm looking at them I'm like oh he done got all of them see when I when I'm hearing what he offer I'm like oh he done got them all when he see all these rappers out here with this money popping up mysteriously and they looking like good investors and all that no [ __ ] on that Diddy package pen you get what I'm saying oh yeah you see [ __ ] getting houses [ __ ] offering 20 $30 million for your butthole [ __ ] like that you know what I'm saying that's crazy and I can understand most of them [ __ ] pause no Diddy I I can't understand but I can understand most [ __ ] most [ __ ] is weak most [ __ ] Ain't from that you get what I'm saying they only there to provide most [ __ ] can get drunk and get took care of most [ __ ] uh without money can get slapped the around in their Hood like without money no [ __ ] ever SLA me in my hood before you could go ask my Ops and them don't like me to this day but they gonna tell you one thing about him that [ __ ] ain't nothing to be played with boy he gonna get in he gonna get it in don't let him you feel me but and I'm give them their respect you know what I'm saying like I know they stand on business you feel me it's just what real [ __ ] do but him he going he going to pick on weak [ __ ] he and he keep I I I see the difference of the relationships he have with them he he rather have and I get it cuz I like hanging with Nerds like sometimes when you a gangster you want to be around the cool [ __ ] when you look at J everybody like the N Jay Hood is a [ __ ] from Chicago he always talk about King V and they like well how these two n mix like well when you a [ __ ] like van you want to be around the coolness you don't want to be around the gangsters the the the the fake Thug [ __ ] cuz you know what you really about you on 10 so a little minor subject that this [ __ ] might want to argue with somebody your mind is we F to go I'm going to go jump in this car take care that because it ain't even about the man the man the Mind State don't come from wanting to be a killer and want to be a thug is come from paranoia and not want to get caught first people think you like that because you just like that no you like that because you threaten my life and N I take it more serious than everybody else like I feel you might come so I'mma come get you on way that you never seen before or I'm going attempt to like you know not me I'm just saying that's what that's how that's how I would handle it you know right right but yeah just the B track didy he told you directly that he'll buy every house on your block and every time somebody come out they'll get shot hell yeah he said I shut every light off on that [ __ ] now picture that you go to picturing it it's him you like oh this n can really do this [ __ ] be like what the it ain't like no [ __ ] in the hood man trust me man get put up that was a different threat right there that was a because you got to understand the man got more social the man got more itinerary so all that fake I would tell my son you know you gonna live to be 42 if you pick and choose your battles wi not be the most gangster [ __ ] in the room ain't no such thing as the badest man in the world because it's always somebody like your uncle or somebody like your daddy and it's somebody that's 10 times worse than us who ain't got a conscious who don't care about God you know what I'm saying oh okay so that's the reason why you left the group cuz I was wondering cuz I remember that episode where you called up the bad boy offices and you was like yo I quit and I was wondering what happened so that's the reason Diddy he said that he'll kill you they know what's up they know why I left um actually all okay so the day Chappelle all that sh happened the same week basically like I was waiting to get home I mean I think it happened two weeks three weeks but whatever it was my my time frame was to get home you get what I'm saying because it was like when I get to the crib this now I'm going to go to war like you feel me like my mind was like I'm G try to kill this n like that was my my mind back then God forgive me but I was like I'm G try to kill this boy just let me make it home God let me make it home I'm G do whatever whatever I got to do whatever go wherever but the next time I go home ain't coming back and what people a understand was I was the only one couldn't go home that's where my frustration was coming from I Love rap rapping like they know everybody know I stay in the studio everybody from whatever environment they know like once I get in that [ __ ] cuz I do songs like this you know what I'm saying everybody know I just love to I love to do it but I know like I'm I got a mentality like where I'm G be like on some sh real quick like no eold [ __ ] e cold [ __ ] though he cold [ __ ] but but but but but he got he got money a lot of them [ __ ] a lot of them [ __ ] is cold [ __ ] that I know for a fact a cold [ __ ] that's why when I speak n better not play with me like I'm gonna touch you on your shoulder play buty I'm not gonna play with you I'm not g to do all the internet game we gonna see what it's about you know what I'm saying I'm gonna make you drop the bag that's why I told 50 that day man give me the money 50 just give me the give give me you ain't go to give me money give me the brand say play with you because you ain't got no no real connection down here a lot of would even talk to you if they know you was affiliated with me and I ain't saying I'm some big but they know who really in these streets and who really who really could get 300 going who really could put 300 men together you feel me and they all goingon to be family and real family real connected all through one man you know what I'm saying yeah this one man on to a lot of different Clans you get what I'm saying and they not from from family on from stepping on from he the one I called when I was when I wasn't like this I said why you that's used to protect me when I was a kid that's my uncle like you get what I'm saying these [ __ ] is out here you know they know who really run the city that's why you know I'm tell a lot they could they they they got it because they got the money but a lot of [ __ ] they know forth fin seen Captain seen C about to die I a seen it all n i Sav your [ __ ] life that why I be looking at you like they like bro you don't even know [ __ ] you saying my dog doing 35 right now [ __ ] you know what I'm saying and when he do when his case he caught was BR right in front of everybody he don't give a he was already accustom in prison and I was trying to let when I when we walked up we we see C at the parade and walked up on C so we talking to him but he don't know me and c not on no weird he just thinking we storting C cuz we at that time we we taking traps we we this what we doing like we wasn't asking for nothing from nobody this what we doing everybody knew what car what in it's like we used to hit the block I'm not trying to be funny there like Debo coming like them n TR to rob you that was the mentality because that what we was doing every day that was our job like for for for like from like 6: in the morning we getting up we catching pict a [ __ ] out there trying to go to work getting their lawn chair everything together like you know how [ __ ] do lawn services we catch they ass out there blowing their trucks up God forgive me I don't want to take from The Working Man and [ __ ] like that but it's a cycle man sh I got to eat too strongest dog got to eat go get a job you go get a job I ain't working for no CH you crazy yeah that's crazy for me to hear that man because I mean if you saying that he told you that he'll take your life I don't know I mean maybe it's not for a fish that he has something to do with Tupac do I mean I don't know man that's crazy man what you think about that and my [ __ ] eyes I'm G keep it real with you and I don't want to get no indicted because I don't know sh I really don't know sh but I could talk you know from a uh subjective level I could speak from as a as a as a from from from from the outside I could talk um uh I'm G keep it real with you gang I don't know how they gonna prove it I doubt if they could be able to prove it unless and this what I keep telling people he didn't pay Cassie for what she knew I mean for what she said he paid her for what she didn't say because if you already put they say she had already the lawsuit had already been out there so he she basically leaked and that that she leaked was horrible so guess that she didn't tell us was about so imagine what the sh that she held them was about you get what I'm saying because she had to have some leverage after sh you done told everybody now why would I pay you paying you you get what I'm saying but I paid you because I need you to shut up basically you let the air you let a little air out the tire but you let me know [ __ ] I got the real information remember that night you said oh yeah cuz you see what he did with L Ro he told L Ro I did I I did this I did that so it ain't farfetched for him to be on told Cassie way more than that if that's the type of character you are so you got to understand people who never shot nobody they gonna talk about shooting the same person every time they get a chance but shot a lot of people you know they G to forget their situation they G to forget stuff people got to tell their story trust me they got to yeah you ain't going to remember if you if it's what you do you ain't going to remember unless you sitting with the homies and y'all like you like oh I forgot about that you know what I'm saying but a [ __ ] like kill me so you know it got to be true because he what this what I be saying about the details and lies why would L ra a [ __ ] who probably wasn't even nothing about 15 or 10 at the time bring up that specific situation like it had to be said to him why would you even care D been through a lot of sh why would L Ro want to make that night up about him saying that I did that so if l got that I'm pretty sure Cassie that Cassie got that's why the fs want them because she a get paid for what she know she got paid for what she didn't say and what did little r say he said Little Rob was just saying he saying like oh he shot the [ __ ] in the club or whatever whatever but everybody been you know that night the [ __ ] been saying she got shot people keep talking about why they coming out now y'all never battled a billionaire just I had lawyers wouldn't even Sue this [ __ ] right now statue limitations I can't even go back and get millions of dollars that they owed us that we could have SU for but no lawyer would take the case I had one your lawyer we sat on the phone sat down my heard my whole story he said man said just like he said man I ain't gonna lie man you got a good case man I'm pretty sure you'll win he's like I can't do it fored he was like I I know some bad boy lawyers you know I live around this environment he just explained I'm like why y'all so scared of this P [ __ ] I know Su know you know Jimmy know all you know he [ __ ] you know what I'm saying he just he just got the money he can he can control the environment yeah I do recording that lawsuit that little Roy he said that Diddy told him personally that he shot that female not shine so you think it's possible that Diddy he was P talking to Cassie about Tupac yeah drunk nights she got all your secets that's your [ __ ] my man my [ __ ] know every every every the [ __ ] know about everybody [ __ ] that I can remember you hear me so I'm I'm pretty sure like it ain't that you it's just that as a man a n be like I don't do this I don't do crimes around females but you know uh when you got a [ __ ] a wife or whatever my you cry sometimes you get what I'm saying you go through [ __ ] like when you when you come from a life where your mama gone your daddy gone you know what I'm saying you get older I mean just day by day getting older is scary you because you scared to lose your brothers now you scared to lose this you don't want you know what I'm saying and that's why I'm like I am about my family cuz it's like I rather die before y'all you ain't let no take you from me and it go like that and if it do then you know I rather be crash out but my people's be you know be trying to keep me around yeah I mean you make a good point man if somebody was telling me that same thing some weeks ago man they was telling me that you know Diddy and Cassie you know they dated for a long time and they was telling me like yo can you imagine all the pillow talking he did to her I'm pretty sure I'm pretty sure he probably let her know what a about a where the bones buried he probably said a few times yeah or probably cried to her a couple times cuz that be on your soul you know you cry about when you got bodies on you cry bro I don't give a what no n say you might be act hard around the crowd but you know when especially when you get older you go to think you got to answer to God you like like you go what the was I was doing like and then you try to write your wrongs you know but I'm pretty sure you see him turning into brother love try to write his wrong [ __ ] like that but it's too late bro bro like people get mad why y'all trying to tell black brother down ain't nobody trying to tell down le Lebron ain't nobody trying to tell down mother Lamar just one MVP to the second one ain't nobody came out try to tell him down all these successful Brothers ain't nobody trying to tell Steph Curry down ain't nobody trying to tell down the person without a story my thing is it's like slavery if it's your actions how you offended that I'm telling what you did I don't want to endured it we endured it it sounds harsh coming back out verbally but it's action so imagine how we felt when you physically uh extracted it on us we just dealing with telling our story and it sounds so harsh it sound like we trying to kill a legacy we trying to no BR I'm telling my story I'm not making nothing I can see about making something up and try to make him look bad no I'm actually telling you what happened if it sounds harsh to you then you can look at him how you want to this is his actions I'm not asking you to look at the man harsh I'm not saying judge him I'm just telling my truth truth my truth offending you my truth saying no I'm just telling my truth bro a lot of them n man all these rap [ __ ] they fruity to me man and I don't want to you just look at it bro the whole list of them all them brother all the fruity man all them [ __ ] was fruity the whole time they knew it when I hear when I hear certain rumors about certain nigas I'm like yeah you can see it for sure so when you hear the gay rumors about Diddy you're not surprised I always tell people this I've been telling people this don't forget the gangster he got a lot of Lous in him he ganger Licious but don't forget the ganger part the [ __ ] still a ganger now you hear me regardless about every whatever definition you want to describe a ganger whether it be a mob boss a hit a hit a shot caller whatever the [ __ ] get it done and he'll get it done that's that's evidence he'll get it done and and the [ __ ] are fed you get what I'm saying so he not don't you see n conducting they s like that and caring about like that CU they not worried about doing no time it's a federal agent he know he been an agent he know that that man working man that man not worried about going to jail that man just got a hand [ __ ] over he don't he's a he got a Handler man that man if anybody who can't see that puffy as aing agent a man been dodging jail and he's a scary [ __ ] that can't take jail he shows you that by sacrificing [ __ ] up on them that's like say no no no I can't go he got clust he give him claustrophobia so imagine what he'll do to stay the up out of there yeah he going to sit in the DA office plus he trying to prove to these people that he's a civilized he's a productive uh citizen now he's not no Thug people got understand what he went through at that time what he went through at that time you know he had a different perception when shooting guns in the club and he almost lost a lot nobody want to nobody want to touch him we I look at mace everybody it don't matter who it is he a make more money with with them that he made with the band brand and Ma I love ma that's cool [ __ ] that called me when I was and gave me a call that inspired me bro when I was really down the only called me did he feel like he's above the world but God just reminded him who really run see the devil what Diddy was thinking all these years was man I'm missing that that's what the devil do he parade you around you don't know he there until he actually desert you see the whole time you thinking you got the power you thinking you did this I can't be sto watch all the videos you thinking you the whole time it's your God he parading you around because when I get ready to drop you I'm to parade you in front of the same crowd that I'm to make you look bad for you look good for 40 years I hope you enjoy those good days however the 20 years whatever it been I paraded you around for 20 years just to drop you from 25t that's basically what the devil did to him he left them deserted he used them and abused them build this build this uh his uh track record buil the nasty bu made him feel untouch I got you you good nobody could bother you power kept growing ego kept growing kept building luggage kept building luggage kept building luggage and guess what the devil do I'm through with you there nothing you can do for me no more I'm gone I'm on to the next now you in front of your people they calling you no Diddy you going your son's about after you die your son still to feel this your grandkids going to feel this you going to be having stories told about you as if you're the boogy man cuz you were you were you robbed people bro like you you you you got no Talent you rob people bro like I don't care what nobody oh Diddy pick the best thing Diddy ever did I can't lie to you he made me work harder that was that was no no more than what a drill sergeant would do you just you know no write write more write three verses to it you didn't write it for me you just turned me into an animal you you get credit for turning me for making me channel to level then yeah I gave you that but it was in me already you just showed me how to channel it now you talk about uh we talk about actual greatness like what are you doing like what are you what did you write like what did you what did you bring besides finding the talent anybody could have done your job is all I'm saying you were replaceable you anybody could have done what you've done anybody with morals hip hop would be in a different state of different state if it was anybody if it was Ice Cube handed those keys it would be a different state right now it wouldn't have been no shiny he introduced the hom phobia to to our game we wasn't like you know we was Hardcore he got paid to do that the agenda started with him everything you see going on right now was puffy from the flamy suits the colorful outfit because he knew what C was doing to him he was trying to make it acceptable so man I'm pretty sure I don't heard stories about them all Mary J all them got real rough stories about this man like and they can never tell like you know what I'm saying that I know cuz I been in the circles I've been I know you can't hide it from me I just I'm a Ganga I can't you know I never sit on sit on the stand and tell no judge nothing about you nothing like that you know what I'm saying it's just I know like you you you you a whole he's a whole [ __ ] like he he's a he's he's a evil [ __ ] but he only do it because he got the money and I tell people if puffy had to live like me he'd be dead by not you get what I'm saying if puppy came from my environment Off My Block and he things W handed to him he'll be dead by now that's how I look at him use a cold [ __ ] you know that right you could if me and the r were reversed I'll be a God and You' be [ __ ] dead by now so that's why I feel like I'm 100% more man than you because I survived in worse conditions than you I didn't have anything handed to me you can't even fing do three months in jail bro you lose youring mind bro he ain't got he can't survive no [ __ ] jail bro [ __ ] talk about he'll be a boss he'll be this they gonna isolate that [ __ ] ain't no boss he gonna be cutting a check like he doing now cutting the check for safety the moment he feel like he's a man he can't nigas is GNA go right up in him f finger his ass yeah that's real talk but I gotta ask you the cheesecake situation was that real he really made y'all do all that walking for a cheesecake yeah it it came it came with it came with resistance It came it came with Rel reluctant but we we were very reluctant but um we did it cuz like I say man people got understand at that time we hav't did so much man waking up 6 in the morning training you know walk walking around bookling screaming biggy lyrics at 6 in the morning just feeding the homeless Wasing Swiss beats car washing cars all type of [ __ ] yeah we had to did so much initiation kind of like getting to the 12th grade and quitting and that's why I felt Cassie is like I done did all this okay I'm close to where I should be you get what I'm saying and that's how he dangled it around in front of you that's how he got you he always make you feel like it's right here you don't want to leave the situation because if you leave you don't have nothing save nothing nothing everything you've done you might as well keep going just to get something from it because everything you've done so far falls on death doors there nothing coming from it you done had orgies and everything you done did to please this man show him you love him and truthfully you see he's selfish any person that love you ain't to share you I don't give a with nobody say oh that person don't love you man oh your [ __ ] don't love you your [ __ ] selfish your [ __ ] using you when girls like oh I'm thesing with my [ __ ] that [ __ ] never had [ __ ] before that use his [ __ ] to get [ __ ] because he never had a threa before a [ __ ] who got [ __ ] since high school one time I got chased out of school cuz I'm bowlegged or whatever they like about me I got chased out of school when I first walked in that [ __ ] by the baddest [ __ ] in the school up smashing you think online go ask everybody about shenica Lawrence go ask everybody about me shenica Lawrence you know she was that [ __ ] in high school she was her and I had her and then after her it was every girl who was her in my life like I had him you know what I'm saying Kea CLE I knew Kea F I ain't gonna get into like kha I think I took her to the awards I had choa kicked out or some [ __ ] like that when we was younger and she was crying or whatever whatever I took her to the awards with me before she was famous y think she used to drive like a green little Lexus or some [ __ ] like that you know what I'm saying she pulled up in Li limo I had she was my company you get what I'm saying there a lot of you know saying it's a lot of man n be just talking real ganger don't you know bro he had y' watching Swiss beats cars hell yeah n we watch Swiss beats car you see how I said that [ __ ] we did it man we had to learn we had to learn biggie every word I don't know why we did it I guess it was good TV you know what I'm saying a lot of stuff was for good TV and that's what happened like that's why people don't understand like me and puff the reason puff don't like me I'm the only one puff never spoke to since the B like but one time like probably twice but it's because like I don't know if it's you know like it was back in the day somebody should say something like I don't know if it was like something they should say amongst each other but somebody who worked that bad boy came and told me like they like man they like boy that [ __ ] come come to New York and he ain't in the studio boy we shut the studio don't let that studio we don't know what's on his I guess you know saying like you come to New York used think I was crazy man I had the MTV lawyer scared to meet me and she used to be in the building with me because they wereing us over bro and they'll see me on camera reacting to it and now those people don't want to meet me you get what I'm saying like the Dave Chappelle I was on the couch with Dave I got a picture it was me Dave I was on the couch with Dave when he came up with that they didn't think of that he he he acted that out that day when he asked us to come on the show it was me him Red Man j r or somebody we was smoking on the couch inside of a party was like just chilling and he was telling us about his favorites and we laughing we joking and Sh he was like man I want to do it man he don't know I'm trying to get home [ __ ] if I go home I ain't never coming back Dave but I seen that's God I'm like why this N I said cuz I'm plotting already I already know my ticket Monday my ticket Monday I mean Sunday I'm gone I know I ain't coming back because the N threaten me so I'm like damn why da want to do this right now because I really want to do this [ __ ] but I'm like boy when I go home I know I ain't coming back I ain't coming back and that's why it's the only reason I was on da Chappelle they tried to ruin me so bad bro D Chappelle reacted me they wouldn't even let him drop it you see how he did Doon Doon was there but they let him do it he to me they wouldn't even let him drop it third season like if you go back and listen to the old music every song that I wrapped on they replaced it with like a techno beat to make me sound bad they was killing my brandit like that trying to make me sound off but it was too late like people already knew what I was capable of know what I was made of like a lot of things like is self-explanatory like you could like one of the reason I knew puffy didn't really me like he didn't like me like that's what I knew he could have changed my life bad boy two soundtrack I got a song on there it's called um the devil keep on with me that's my song I used to walk out the street singing that song before it even had a hook a beat before I met puffy some just say 4 in the morning walk with a pistol from the store for my brother get him dutches like that so I scream this loud that song that why the devil keep this is something I just to chant but anyway long story short in the movie it's a part where they having a shootout and you see them going around wall and the Haitian Standing There He Go Around the wall and he say and the devil's in my house and he said oh my God put Nelly song in that [ __ ] 12 time I knew N I knew something funny about that sh wrote the song this not like Nelly or something but he literally could have put me in that movie and that song was on the soundtrack and it fitted the scene why the Devil Keep oning with me and he talk about why the let the devil in my house whatever the J saying hat was saying when they was having to shoot out in Bad Boy too but I knew right then I said yeah this is selfish you feel me I knew most Scorpio [ __ ] like that though the ones in November not October n October women and Scorpio women and October nigas is cool but them November nigas is different I do not get a my son one and we love each other the death but if he was my son we'll be hitting head yeah man what was the situation where bad boy stal they was cheating y'all about keeping the money from promo shows and giving y'all 20K to split tell me about that oh um like I said I heard about that um I didn't know about it at the time if I know about it at the time i' robbed everybody on my mama I would have Stevie J all them you [ __ ] is [ __ ] I be acting like they gangsters and this and that they is [ __ ] d i ra all these [ __ ] I have took this is what I do I have took I have can you your face and took that [ __ ] off you and I'd have made you be a [ __ ] You' had to go sit in the courtroom against me [ __ ] I make gangsters I make gang I want to see what you about bro I don't pick on people who I think I I could that I know I could dominate I I'm the [ __ ] in the class who quiet as watch you throw papers at people watch you pick on people and waiting for you to try me bro I want the bully bro I want the B ass my [ __ ] I know God going to let me get away from what I'm going do to him I don't want the innocent [ __ ] bro so what exactly happened yo like how was they doing yall dirty with like the split like break that down for the people oh you just hitting us across the head uh yeah like um they they was telling us like we was doing promo shows so we was like we switch like three cities a day sometime like we doing shows we doing we doing we leaving breaking up next you got to be in this city we doing uh After parties we we doing whole time we thinking we getting five six bands a piece you know so that's why we trying to hustle so hard whole town getting 100,000 80,000 70,000 120,000 130,000 and and giving and not even you know taking 20 out of it and busting the rest taking the 70% and giving us the 30 to bus oh you is [ __ ] you understand what I'm saying bro a a [ __ ] robbing you bro that I don't I don't like these [ __ ] I cat any one of them on the Alle they gonna give me they gonna give mine back I Gotta Have It Off you if I catch any of at the right time in the right environment where I could get it everybody s puffy you know what I'm saying because I know he a fed and if I ever have a bad situation with puffy I just gota I just got to go left with him all the way and be on the news I can't even play with that so I just rather not you know like but I'm going keep trolling you cuz [ __ ] you owed me you took from me I'm one [ __ ] that can mention your name and make money off this mother for the rest of my life cuz that [ __ ] owe me so I don't want to hear people tell stop mentioning puffy I'm gonna mention that [ __ ] ass [ __ ] till I die that [ __ ] owe me he don't owe you he ain't take nothing from your kid don't tell me nothing about him you hear me don't tell me nothing about a [ __ ] who took something out out my mouth oh get over it I'm over it I'm getting money I ain't not supposed to be doing what I'm doing though so that [ __ ] everything around him call friend they know how I stand I've been saying this loud and if got to problem we ain't got to do all this you know we ain't got to get get the fs involved got to get the police involv nothing you just DM it dog we'll link up shoot that [ __ ] out and the man who walk away say self-defense dog that's it that's how we handle that sh dog I'm tired of these fake ass gangster these [ __ ] is fake they've been faking for so long they've been faking for so long I watched these [ __ ] turn into characters I used to know these nigas nobody y watch turn into actual characters for a brand like they're not nigas is not like that but I don't try to [ __ ] a money up but I know give me an M I'm G show you who is who give me a my my all right so I was hooked up with this guy name Tom he used to manage like um dir wisky money Melo he was like a business manager for Melo I think at the time and um uh Mark CU and a lot of the cows players I mean the mavage players and me you know we I'm just friends with him through a friend of mine and we in we kicking it he's showing me all the shoes he got from Melo whole closet full of shoes he don't even wear that he got from Jordan everything that come out from Melo Melo don't even like he got a closet and closet of this just all Jordans all type of Jordan so we just discussing like you know the future of everything that was coming about and how to make you know man still rich day bro like that's just people that I would have been still affiliated with people I would have been making money with I probably would have been probably worth a good 30 million right now good 30 40 million right now and just the the startup money they took it bro I work for it people act like oh why you mad bro it's not like I'm asking for nothing no these people paid us what we was worth and these people took it from us yeah I'm upset about that it ain't like we seen a [ __ ] money and wanted some of his money then I can understand why y' y'all should have signed for it no n we signed for it we went through it we took we took all that we took the weals so even after that when we got our just deserve they still took that and that's what that's that's was enough to change lives the M the brand made so much fing money bro when you do second season third season you're supposed to renew for way more money bro they knew we didn't have that type of knowledge but he's doing it he's going to MTV getting from 8 10 million or whatever first one was to 40 to probably 70 by the time Danny Kan again he probably got 100 you get what I'm saying people don't understand how big it was we was the first you seen on TV that that you seeing on YouTube getting reactions out of people and that that was us so imagine at that time without YouTube and one source to find to get to it through MTV the ratings of the first show that give you natural reactions from Nick in the hood playing with in the hood and see how it get you see what it get you it got you a bunch of fights a bunch of drama UPS Downs tears jail cases all type of [ __ ] right it was the first time seen on television my [ __ ] and you took it and made it look like it was something you did I can understand you my out a 43 million bro even if you took 33 and bust the 10 my [ __ ] that just what a Ganga would have did but you a [ __ ] and then I see you around here doing getting vacations and [ __ ] like that you buying [ __ ] is this and that and K this and that I look at all them I don't give a [ __ ] of it's a dollar every time he get you [ __ ] son he get one of Y son he give y some of one money they don't care if it's a dollar y'all got my money on you that's how I feel about it I'm gon feel about it if it's 10 cent every I got 10 cent in every drink y'all everying drink in yall refrigerator I got 10 cent on that [ __ ] and I ain't getting nothing for it with you walk around laughing at me that's what made me want to rob you n and take from you [ __ ] you know what I'm saying but I I just feel like that R snake you feel me like I I like being a man about I like looking the [ __ ] in the face and taking that [ __ ] and telling what you gonna do about it but you you know I'm living for under to God now man I ain't got time for that God forgive me for even inviting that energy back in my life but them nigas when I talk about them [ __ ] and all this friendly ass didy [ __ ] and all the [ __ ] who could have helped me make some money I laid on the cross for you [ __ ] ass you know what I'm saying they W looking at Miami only reason Dev J came to my heard de Jam Come of Miami before they even got here I got ready to quit told me straight up what are you doing you know what you know what you represent right now you know what you doing you got Death Jam want to go to Mi looking for talent right now you know what I'm saying open the doors for [ __ ] these nigas these I had to go first of all you [ __ ] was not in New York I was up there nobody was in New York they had trick Thug Holiday posted nobody else was in New York nobody no T nobody was up there you know what I'm saying then they started playing little John I was up there why they used to call us Bas man I up there when the transition was being made we wasn't accepted like that you know what I'm saying it was so different I was they never heard a [ __ ] from Miami like that you know we was known from pop that [ __ ] and trick that e and all that you know trick the holiday and all that the real gutter the real gutter but they never heard a [ __ ] speaking Tupac like you know what I'm saying like well trick was speaking Tupac trick speaking gut talking about with int y supposed to be on cold level [ __ ] it ain't no I'm telling you I ain't trying to here and talk to you go do go listen to the music me put me on the track with them you think I'm lying why you think one never get on the track with me they think C never put me on the track they know I killed them [ __ ] way before I was famous I was the only [ __ ] in the studio nobody knew all nigas was big Miami nigas famous Miami [ __ ] I was a little robber [ __ ] you know saying the [ __ ] who was putting money behind me he wanted me to do a song with all these Miami [ __ ] so he paid them no he had a shop and they wanted to sell their records in his shot because he had sound scan so he did a swap and I'm in that [ __ ] I'm watching all the all these Car City nigas doing they thing all the car all watching I going that [ __ ] everybody left out that [ __ ] I go to rapping I finish my verse everybody in that [ __ ] who the f that is oh I get everybody Florida I got respect for my I got saying my my my I don't even see Ross man that I feel like Ross suck as far as like you know we Miami myig you funny you know I feel like you got a little bit into the glit and the glamour you start walking with the [ __ ] start bringing the back to the high and Sh love you start walking with the [ __ ] you know saying n if it's me I'm G smile in that [ __ ] face and come back and do for the what you like no my and I took that person I took it like all right n you I listen to you don't listen to [ __ ] everything that's inside them nigas I'm with it if you start wearing beefing with them [ __ ] tomorrow with you I don't give a who you are and it ain't no hatred thing where I want to kill no [ __ ] like and that's that's the that's the only difference where I feel like I my respect level for Miami artist and what you know Ross uh crew and [ __ ] like that you know we all really with each other with a lot of [ __ ] that he with so I never really went in or disrespect him or nothing like that whatever but he know like he know if he really if he don't know that he ain't in the street like he's supposed to be but if he in that street like he's supposed to be then he know you know he know we press you know put you know you know you know it's a lot of respect though we gangsters both of us gangsters you know what I'm saying it's a lot of respect though you know we understand we get the situation I guess you know it is what it is his action show me he know you know he on that side you ain't come back even though a [ __ ] you know I get it I ain't grw up with y'all [ __ ] but still was D you see with this same you n a come back and do a verse that show me something right that you [ __ ] a reach out for a verse where you at boy like y'all do all y'all went to all the local artists in Miami and push them [ __ ] off ain't none of them [ __ ] with me I had to leave Miami to show them that I had to go to a [ __ ] they idolized and they couldn't even get to look at them in the club get him to sign me for them to respect me would even look at you [ __ ] in the club he was a God to you [ __ ] I had to go in front of that [ __ ] do my thing I had to leave Miami Miami me like you feel what I'm saying I'm from the city dog nigas from the city don't get on you see you see the [ __ ] from the city they don't with us Car City don't BR County car city do not follow the city they do not they scared of like they know they know they know they know who really they the city is on some Street like okay they going to put some money in the pocket they need young a know young down there really living like that you know what I'm saying so they know what they know where we come from like it's like me bro like when I was growing up we went to live in Carol City for peace my [ __ ] not saying Car City you know cuz I know Car City bang I know real you know they know I know Car City banging I been out there with the gang I'm I'm stepping in the mud it's should be out there [ __ ] I I got so you know what I'm saying but they know the difference bro like we the whole city know the difference different we ain't got to talk it's a different type of [ __ ] that come from Liberty City [ __ ] that come from BR County ain't saying nothing about BR well BR got little Snappers now but still it's different type of [ __ ] back in the day that come from my everybody the say all on the same [ __ ] now every want shoot from window with a switch you ain't gang you ain't walking down nothing God forgive me don't do none of that [ __ ] but yeah biggie what you think about that situation him getting killed how you feel about the people that feel like he went to LA too soon and did he put him in that situation I think that was the dumbest ever I think did he did it on purpose and me knowing puff me knowing puff I know he did it on purpose I I think uh I think puff sacrificed the man I know it sound farfetch I was one of the people that a believe he did it to Kim so I get it you know but when I look at that situation is like it don't make no sense it don't make no sense nothing else makes sense like why like you're not cut like that you a [ __ ] we all know you're a [ __ ] those who really know you know you don't want no real drama you doing that sh he act like that now because the world soft you get what I'm saying it ain't the sh nice it ain't the gangsters out here no more it's the controlled environments and slapping around little rods and [ __ ] like that but big Mee a out you see you see what he did Big me kill your best friend you get him a deal like he's a [ __ ] you get what I'm saying that's not saying me disrespecting him his actions this is the definition of his actions he's a [ __ ] I was there should told you you couldn't come out you was scared we had to press we had to put press on for you [ __ ] you think I'm lying go ask Brion be with Ross yeah n oh man listen man you think I'm lying that n [ __ ] man [ __ ] man when I mention n name n know what's up me man [ __ ] know you know what I'm saying yeah I rock with [ __ ] I have N I got respect from nigas that terrify these [ __ ] I got respect from nigas who these [ __ ] wouldn't even this they talk back to I done stood in the face with gangsters who these [ __ ] wouldn't even talk to me and this [ __ ] me and these [ __ ] in the room face to face like whatever it is who it is what we F to do I'm by myself I'm go ask gz about me the first time he seen me n I'm in La standing downstairs by myself deep they 100 deep down there [ __ ] I see 211 all smoking my cigarette out there I ain't moving I I walk in the crowd always been like this since I was 16 I go to the club I walk through your crowd [ __ ] I'm not that I got to see everybody face I want to see your temperature you really living like me you know what I'm saying so why you think he second face bigie he a [ __ ] somebody had to die bro he knew he knew somebody was going to die about it it's just the all the war man you know I was death I was a park fan and I'm I ain't going to lie my brother was a big fan and still to this day like that you know but my thing is you wouldn't hear me if it wasn't for biggie so I never take them little teenage conversations that I used to have but back then it was all park it was everything that's against PK Park taught me to rap Park taught me to write just listening to him de mama taught me everything I I needed to know to become an artist I was listening to Dear Mama and um man we we were staying with our Auntie at the time we was in child services so it's like secondhand treatment not saying my aunt treated us bad but you know how it is like we not her kid you get what I'm saying like but she doing what she can so we in that [ __ ] missing our M and [ __ ] like that and when I heard them Mama it's just like I could picture everything for putting money in your mailbox it motivated you want to get up and get more it was like it was a movie through worries my and I had never seen that I'm on the ground in a dark room and I'm playing a song I could picture houses I could picture the mailbox I could picture everything never had seen a video did nothing and I'm like how the F he did that and from that day on like I always been like a fan of music but from that day on I think I was like um 11 years old I just went crazy I had photos like photos and photos I should just like the WR I love poetry like I like the right so what was the situation that turned you off when it came to Diddy like what made you hate Diddy my problem is I'm a lawyer Nick right right so U by didy by Diddy signing me and changing my environment my situation I always went about it until 2018 I always had went about it like I I I die for that [ __ ] like you couldn't you would before 2018 you couldn't find a video of me ever disrespecting puff ever because I was just grateful I was grateful regardless of what I'm still alive cuz of puff y'all know my name CZ of puff blah blah blah it wasn't until I seen the money when I seen the money and N was like oh he made 43 million off us he made 43 million on the second season alone we did three seasons with that guy we built the brand that he ran off and not only Randolph and was successful so who came out us was it Day 26 or Danny Kane I want to say Danny De Kan yeah it gotta be Danny De Kan Yeah so basically it's like you rolling off the steam right now what I can say about Denny Kane was you can either drop the ball and not be hot or could be hotter than everybody expected and they was hotter than everybody expected but they came in with steam they didn't have to you get what I'm saying so when you came when you come in and you got steam behind you already rolling from fans they already got a brand they already got a fan base they now they thirsty for what's next and when you come and people can gravitate to you oh this ain't bad I like this and then you see the tal you see where it's going boom boom boom but we created the brand the brand was tried before us Oldtown go look them up on YouTube won't find them my mama you w find him but people try to say oh why you crying let me remind y'all something when didy met us he was worth $43 million 43 to $50 million when Diddy got through with the Making the Band brand he was worth $300 million ain't going say we got money from we know Sean John sold and then the LI start taking off we talking about the stuff that catapults you when you need money to make more money see puffy only gift is they gave him the money and we still like that to this and with our family members one of our family members make it everybody on his dick cuz he the one with the money now we following br br in the hood out the hood get the football player we following Brother Luke because we all need leadership we don't know the way out we come from nothing so when we find somebody with the way out we're trailing him that was his only his only skill was and this CH getting on my nerves too y'all but his only skill was that he was the gatekeeper they handed him the money at a time when Hip Hop was low Nick didn't never heard of $100 million you get what I'm saying proba Jordan only you get I'm saying how weize him because our people follow the money we follow the one we glorify what other community where Malcolm X that you see a leader being considered a actor a Entertainer a movie Whatever a football athlete why are all our leaders considered to be athletes them [ __ ] are not leaders they're Justice not no disrespect to their profession but your Justice your entertainers your death for my entertainment I can turn you on and off when I want I say you today LeBron and love you tomor that's your job youly compensated for it guess what you're not you're just getting through a miror 60 70 years of comfort that's it you can't take it with you it's not it's it's paper you die you don't even know what happens next you just got to believe that you're going with God but you don't you can't take nothing with you so they pay you for your talent and like that but basically you're still another human that's why I glorify nobody like right right so how did you find out that Diddy stole that money from you like how did you know that he stole that much like what's the backstory behind that for the people that don't know um so we so y'all know we can't get back together for so we kept trying we trying to get back together we trying to put it have one of them moments where yo we need to do it we go to do it and um I think we needed contracts people to see the contract so it B out the contract with Sarah had all the contract in the basement or whatever at that time I don't know nothing about the contract I KN nothing about the one contract all I know is get mying money make sure my percentage is right after taxes make sure my money right I just knew to how not to get not the verbiage but how not to get so Sarah had the contracts and she was going she was like yo and she was like you know he made 43 million off of so we all on the phone I'm like get out here so they screenshot and send it to me and immediately I want to killing it it like immediately like you got understand like where I come from like Nick never robbed me like you not GNA play with me like I felt like you play with me like that and my thing was more of a disappointment because I feel like bro like we was like family my [ __ ] like in our eyes you get what I'm saying like like little vulnerable kids my you did us like that so looking at everything from from from a higher level looking down on the situation as oh I oh they was playing with oh we was just oh oh it's me or you [ __ ] I'mma show you know what I'm saying so not like me let me show you something you didn't know I kill my mentality just instantly F like N I got to have you like you did that because of who you is that's how I feel like you wouldn't have did that bro like you wouldn't have played with me if you was no regular [ __ ] bro you were just ride through the if I could come to your [ __ ] house without the police [ __ ] you wouldn't play with me like that bro I can guarantee that I know that [ __ ] for sure he a he not like that like I was in the I was with Jimmy H I was with his goons like I know him I was the first n out my contract he knew I was out my contract three four months after I left I was with the sliders he know I'm talking about the bird men of Miami these [ __ ] with all emotion the [ __ ] with everybody check in with them my Bros I'm one of them nigas who get that car when it's time to Rob your ass when it's time it was me and my [ __ ] when when Jimmy know when Jimmy been to we don't have to pull up in the club we don't have a bird man down them n don't even know slim hugging he he like in the club with a [ __ ] that's from that state called street from my grandma house you don't even know who on you on that's a real Gangsta right there you hear me he got that [ __ ] on 16 on them in the club they know they straight because they with my dog my dog going to put us in up and I left that [ __ ] and I had one of them boys I think Jim Jim on his homeboy somebody had him my 40 I had a camouflage 40 I don't know if you know if it was me that gave it to him or whatever that was me put that in your hands and make sure y'all was good that night oh you feel I'm saying I been with baby blue not baby blue got jump we up the put pistol in front of the police I'm talking about n I'm talking about three feet away my cousin about to get his head blowed off cuz he about to die about me you feel what I'm saying cuz the [ __ ] tried to press baby blue and I stood up to them and they like Fred so I'm like Fred y'all know me y'all trying me like man we from town my n so he went to telling me he know my my my little cousin quisha or whatever I mean qu what he went telling me you know my little cousin qu and he got a baby with or whatever so that's how me and him went easing the situation down but while we talking our nigas into it you get what I'm saying he with like 30 wild young [ __ ] I'm like with four five real hard hitters you get what I'm saying about we just walking blue to the club they wanted us to come we we on we on a bus with uh BM I'm like in there handing out 20s like they handing that [ __ ] out like like like Sprites [ __ ] on my mama I'm in that [ __ ] we on the board on the tour bus headed to the club we just left the mansion and while we at the Mansion they P out two pounds of weed on the table and say everybody roll up before we go to the club it's like 40 people in that [ __ ] rolling the [ __ ] up I done been in environments with meech walking that [ __ ] you feel me like going in the refrigerator they take a n to the refrigerator like and I'm seeing [ __ ] I never seen in my life like the [ __ ] is this [ __ ] got champagne bottles everywhere you know what I'm saying one thing about me I I've never done a peel I don't do wild drugs I smoke weed get I'm saying I used to smoke dirty back in 2004 my dog got killed I never touched coat since I used to sell coat heavy but ever since my dog got killed for the night he the night before his funeral rest in peace Joe night before his funeral I left it alone because I feel like his death could been prevented I I was trying to tell him I even tried to hand my dog a pistol before he left out of yard I'm like bro you can't be can't be walking around with no nine piece on your waist like no we good he talk like Mickey Mouse and Sh like no we good good because he was he had him hand and you know he just feel like n know how to play with I'm like bro it's a different field you playing in you can't be riding up on nigas and then you let he was just dealing with a lot of snake nigas and we never found out that taught me something like no matter what you do it don't care how bad you is how many guns you got you not that's why they call it creeping for a reason you not God will put you in a situ it took a long time for me to even know who killed my brother you get what I'm saying you could be the best man in the but you it'll take you seven eight years just to see a face you get what I'm saying it don't it call it creepy for a reason bro and I don't care how bad you is like anybody could get God you know it's an element of surprise you have to wait for an attack to even react so if you that's why I'm like that you see me in pictures and everything I don't do no man close to me I don't do your hands going in your pockets I'm I'm ready to bang your ass if I'm at a light and I'm out of town you gonna see both windows in the back seat drop and I'm in the middle of that [ __ ] with two of them I don't play like that you ain't I made a comment long time ago like if I was in that car with Park yeah all that sh we don't stop at real lights we' been living like that ask them about me in Miami we don't stop at no red light leaving the club the reason being for one reason I'mma know who behind me yeah I'mma get funky on them first two lights you hit them lights like me boy you don't like you don't light me up yeah you can go ask ma go ask anybody Brian mcken is a football player I had that [ __ ] in the May back doing 100 while I'm out the window with the steak anybody anybody hit left right wrong I'm G to te ass up bro God forgive me go I'm just saying like that night you know God forgive me tell me about the situation where you knew you couldn't trust Diddy cuz he was talking [ __ ] about other band members to you oh um yeah man so you know like I said I was having one of my episodes and I was to the point I was like man I don't want to be in no group you got understand being in a group when you a [ __ ] who like I say I come from anything you can feed me water and rice I'm good let me get to the bag I'm happy I'm happy to get to the bag I'm not saying I'm easy to deal with they used to have a saying about me and N right they be like both of y'all n y' man they used to compare us because we both we both talented passionate about this say only differ with me only difference with you and N is man he say man if we F to go somewhere and we tell y'all to put y' pants on N gonna put his pants on and come hop in the car you you gonna be putting your pants on you got to ask where we going what time we coming back what we doing why we going there say man people might find that difficult okay that's cool but in my life I look at it differently you know like I want to be aware of situation I've really done in life I can't be sitting up in certain places I can't go to no club and have fun like everybody do ha you know what I'm saying I don't know if a [ __ ] done made the call or what that's my life I don't party I don't go out I don't do what you n with with with what civilized folks get to do I just feel like a lot of sh these [ __ ] did I wouldn't have done and when he called me in that room that day I just knew when this show with like when I get up out of here I'm gone like like okay he was basically like oh man Sarah can go back there he was just saying s can go back to Detroit let her husband pimp or some weird sh like that I'm like I don't really know nothing about they like he like think I give a [ __ ] about him you think I give a [ __ ] about a choer you think I give a [ __ ] about you think I give a [ __ ] about if Sarah go back to [ __ ] Detroit and her husband pimp he's like no [ __ ] he like I want you to be my solo artist I want Babs and he's like Babs and that's going to be my Bonnie and my cloud of the East Coast he was just like breaking it down he's like that's he's like this what we going to do after this he just breaking it down I'm in that [ __ ] like so I I a have a problem with his plans my problem was in the contract if I don't get out of my contract he can resign me for whatever I want whatever he want and that's basically what he did to n you don't have no negotiating power you you get what I'm saying so I knew once the B was over with his plans oh you can just throw me back in the contract for 50,000 you get what I'm saying like no I need to I needed to get broken I need you to break this on TV verbally for the royy that way I don't have to go through the contract like everybody else you get what I'm saying like I need you to verbally break this it's a verbal agreement because it's worldwide it's on TV and you stamped it by putting it out so it's like if I if it had that uph hold in the court of law I'm pretty sure what I had to get them I had them get him to break my contract on television I had to get him to kick me out the group I proba at the time my strategy was to resign for better numbers but I had to get him to kick me out the group but then when he went through the threat and it was like oh n you know yeah cuz you got to understand somebody you got love for you go through something with and then what me him never had a problem he just was taking up for everybody else everybody else was scared and he had to restore order and that day up everything up our friendship oh okay so that's where it started between you and did it why do you think Diddy black ball you why you feel like that I know I'm black ball come on man K Ross all these [ __ ] ain't never did a song with me these the same [ __ ] I first came back Ross I see the club all white suit [ __ ] stopped me going to the bathroom what's up [ __ ] love you boy who show Big Love This before he was you know dealing with dealing with the dler and all them they little circle of friends of resources because a lot of them just rich off resources I ain't knocking I ain't saying Ross is Ross you know we all know Ross can flow whatever but a lot of them got more money than they should have off resources they ain't selling no records ain't nobody checking these ain't nobody jumping at they clubs ain't nobody jumping for their records they ain't got no sh that when they die [ __ ] going to be bumping you get what I'm saying like it's C ain't got no [ __ ] that's gonna be bumping 20 years from now when they die typ for them [ __ ] to be getting that kind of money and and and a lot let me just stop it's just a lot of [ __ ] is is is friends because a lot of got that money because they friends and I knew Diddy Diddy told me he was gonna kill my character you think you gonna go back to Miami you think you gonna be this you think he gonna be that [ __ ] I got I own Miami I run Miami so basically what they did they just came back here what he came back did he came back put all his support resources friendship and they thought this was just genuine love this [ __ ] was doing this out of hate for me at first this is how he built his relationship with them out of hate for me trying to push me under the ground because I said you get what I'm saying it was all malice at first now they best friends Buddy Buddy Buddy Buddy [ __ ] helping get M and and I look at them [ __ ] like you [ __ ] a even if you did that you [ __ ] ain't come back and and even put a on a verse or nothing so you [ __ ] y'all feel some typee of way basically AC your AC saying something to me without your words when I see you nigas it's like a what's up or when I hear certain about you it's like old [ __ ] was showing love but when I see [ __ ] like I talked to c one day like this your city come down to the studio like you ain't G let me in no studio with y'all you know you ain't G let me in that goddamn Studio you [ __ ] more worried about I'mma do something to you I'm the most I'm more loyal than any one of you you ain't cut like me I ain't never s slam a I ain't never sit in the car and back door no [ __ ] I ain't never had had a friend that I tried to kill you know what I'm saying I don't do sucker [ __ ] if you [ __ ] don't come from what I come from you just know I'm I'm I'm I'm green light all time like I'm just somebody you can't play with want to be around they can slap and play with put water on when he sleep and all that you can't play with no gangster like that like I don't come from that you know what I'm saying my friends don't play with me like that they play with each other like that but they don't play with me like that for some reason I guess they got a different level respect for me how I conduct myself and then you got think about it like I a lot of these nigas a lot of the bro like a lot of [ __ ] know like I went past 40,000 which one of went past 40,000 to get a deal I went past 40,000 I got cut I I got something home so they could pick more people for me to go against you get what I'm saying and had to beat that wave so I ain't just come on no second wave and got no I I went down that [ __ ] I tried out I was out there selling dope I had a speak out there ain't I ain't know about it a week before I ain't know about know making the B even when I signed my contract I still a know it was a group I went down there only person that left him down here was me and Nino Brown the [ __ ] y'all called Nino Brown he was rich kid at the time we the last two nigas I seen all them [ __ ] coming downstairs God want time I see I see all these nigas walking down see all these [ __ ] In the Venue Piccolo I seen them all their hands uh coo there a bunch of leaving up out that [ __ ] I was crowded I wasn't supposed to get in when I went there it was like 4,000 people out there I'm looking at some that's impossible theing elevator is imp imp impenetrable whatever they call it right you know you can't get through you can't even get through the it's the escalator filled with people so I just go up there and let me tell God working how it would meant for me to be I went up there somebody put on some Beats and I had been a type of Nick like I said the dude P me in colle paid me to stay out of trouble because I used to go on the free market freestyle and walk right out that [ __ ] and have a crowd every like who the f that was so IED do have fun do call radio station do the same thing people like who the [ __ ] was that and we sit back and listen to laugh and [ __ ] like that so when I winning that [ __ ] same you know I just knew I just knew like like like I said man like I went past 40,000 I knew it was gonna be easy I knew from day one that I it wasn't gonna be something I was gonna be doing forever it was like I my like where I come from nothing last forever nothing has ever last for me nothing I don't give a how good it's going so when I came in that situation I was already looking at it like I'm looking for the the the end I'm waiting on the devil to surprise me he's not going to let me be happy you get what I'm saying I got to did too much you know what I'm saying he don't want me to be happy I'm celebrating with God I'm screaming God loudly I always been on God side one of God warriors on God Warrior who not afraid of him I done been in my dream talk about with chills and try to save a life talking about with chills where I see him somebody on the second stairs I go up I save as I'm saving the [ __ ] and this was so real that it just I Reon I remember the G because it show me what how my heart really is with nobody around and as I got her out the door [ __ ] was at the top of the store like a old school house like a uh Plantation type stairs and he's standing up there he just turned his head and look toward me and I just turn off [ __ ] and I just rushed you know what I'm saying and then I woke up but it was just my heart at the moment talk about tears in my eyes everything I just sa some my life I been in the club with [ __ ] with gunshots I done sto on top of [ __ ] like saving [ __ ] lives like and it seemed like God don't want the one that that's trying to come home he taking the innocent you get what I'm saying I I've been doing to come home forever but it's something else he want me to do I always told people I said when I die I'm going die rich I'm going die successful I'm going die I'm rich I don't know what he want me to do but he gonna get me there regardless I ain't even G to see it coming there something he want me to do because I experienced stuff that that the youth gonna have to hear they don't want to hear from no preacher they don't want to hear from no [ __ ] who's sting it down they want to hear from [ __ ] who oh he really stepped on sh he really yeah how you got out of that they want to know they want to know why you like that people admire me they want to know why you not like everybody else who I hear do this or move like that done that you allegedly done like why you like that like I'm God first bro on God first bro God all day God N I talk to God all day all day that's my best friend like when I'm in the house people don't know this the thing is a lot of us know how to hear the devil you know what I'm saying let's go out let's go that [ __ ] up oh [ __ ] ho we can hear that sh all day let's go get a drink let's go to the liquor store let go get some weed you can't hear God you can't hear God when he saying man spend time with your kids who man finish your work first you can't hear God God telling you to do the hard stuff that you need to do we can't a lot of people can't hear God God said don't go to the club that night you still go you lose your life or you lose your sister cuz you got fight with somebody not your sister gone he was trying to tell you not to go I feel like everybody who died between Co was their fault everybody who died outside maliciously between Co from violence was they fault wasn't for y'all to be sick and scared of each other it was for y'all to sit down he was trying to preserve life he was weaving he was you can see he was picking you come with me you stay you this you that so the people who didn't listen and let him do his work they they got hurt in the meantime they in the meanwhile they got hurt on the outside they got the devil they was listening to the devil they weren listening to God they was going to the club get shot up I seen a girl next to her get shot up do Co he got shot argu with some [ __ ] they argu with the they got time to go to car they got time for all this they arguing with the [ __ ] the [ __ ] come walk down on she over the crying she walk down my first reaction wasn't oh her kids look at this dumb ass [ __ ] you had all this time God was really giving y'all time to leave y'all anytime you look at a video on reaction video on YouTube you could always see the warning before everybody die like a [ __ ] who went to the airport and he trying to get in the thing the engine sucked him in he kept fighting for his you fighting to die God telling you no you fighting for your death it happens a lot go back and look at a lot of videos you gonna see a lot of [ __ ] get out king V it's a lot of sh like it was telling you no you poed like you got to take the signs but you can't hear God you don't have that gift you don't you don't have the gift to hear God that's an ability that's a blessing we all can hear the devil we I walking out this door right now somebody come oh oh what that said A P I hear the dev real good but you gota have you gota be a special person to be able to hear God God gonna tell you how I tell people oh how you know it's a God good and evil how you feel about people how you feel how you feel about people that rap kids soon as you here you want to strangle them right you want to kill them right and if you don't something something wrong with you that's how [ __ ] in prison feel they the worst to the worst but you coming up for that you touch the innocent child it irritates your soul right because that's the god in you you don't need no book to tell you how what God look like he in you he got have ability to heal yeah but we F to W this up man I gotta go man I got business calling me man appreciate y'all I'm come right now gang all right

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Published: Tue Apr 30 2024