- There's just a baby right there that- - It just came out, Jason. You can just see the placenta
all over the damn bison. This is amazing. This
is the miracle of birth. Up on all fours for the first time. Whoa. While we were just driving by, we noticed the herd was near the fence. We came over to see what was going on, and there was a baby. It was just born, and
just moments ago stood for the first time. You have to forgive my enthusiasm. When we were planning
our trip to Fermilab, America's premier particle accelerator, I wasn't exactly expecting
to run into a herd of bison. This is a national research facility where they smash particles
together at near-light speed. But once you drive through the gates at Fermilab, you're immediately confronted by visually striking architecture and a menagerie of sculptures, and apparently newly born
calf taking its first steps. This odd juxtaposition
is somewhat by design. When Fermilab was established
in the late 1960s, its director, Robert Wilson,
wanted to position it as a facility that was operating at the frontier of scientific discovery. To ensure that metaphor was
lost to no one, he worked to transform the lab's
newly acquired 6,800 acres in the suburbs of Chicago into a quintessential American prairie replete with farmhouses, tall grasses, and an increasing bison population. Wilson, a veteran of
the Manhattan Project, wanted to change the
image of physics research from the secrecy and barbed
wire fences of Los Alamos to something open and free and accessible, where the goals were neither
military nor commercial, but simply to further our
understanding of reality. And so as one academic put it, he literally built a scientific utopia in order to build a scientific utopia. There's something really
cool about this being a place where we study the constituent
parts of reality to the best of our knowledge. And here, we're seeing
the moment of birth. The best part is they said that they would name the bison after me. And, yeah, it's an honor. In this episode, we'll meet
some of the people working at the frontiers of
high-energy particle physics. But it's not really explanations
of how all this stuff works that I'm most interested in. What I want is to better
understand the personal motivations and philosophies of the
people doing this work and to talk to 'em about
humanity's eternal search for meaning and purpose in our vast, miraculously
complicated, rapidly expanding, and incomparably mysterious cosmos. This is "Dispatches From The Well." Chicago has a rich
history of messing around with the constituent parts of matter. It was here at the University of Chicago that a group of scientists led by Enrico Fermi created
the first controlled, self-sustaining nuclear reaction- the rest is history. Today, I've come here
to find out what kind of people turn up on a
rainy Saturday morning for a lecture on particle physics. - Good morning, everyone. Welcome back, it's great to see you. Next year, I'm going to be a
postdoc in Notre Dame there, so I was driving around to see
where I might want to live. And of course, I was also
visiting the university and they asked me to give a
talk about my work on Thursday. So I just can't stop
talking about physics, but I wouldn't want to. - It turns out that it's not University of
Chicago students but this group, which includes retired
teachers, artists, machinists, and even local church leaders
are students just the same. They're here seeking answers to some of life's biggest mysteries. - The big questions that we
want to ask is how did we go from this homogeneous,
uniform, hot, dense plasma to what we see today. Yes? - And when postdoc fellow, Seth Koren, ends his hour-long lecture, people are far from ready to leave. - How do they say that the
farther one are moving faster? - I certainly appreciate
that this is a difficult sort of thing to get your mind around. - And even though Seth
fields a litany of questions from the audience, they're
still hungry for more. - That was my question, what it was. - Yeah, so the point is, again, that we have this
expansion of the Universe. So if the Universe were
static, then indeed- - I think the sentence is actually saying that the galaxies have
a mass that is larger. There's something really
familiar about being in a room like this. I grew up attending a really small church. I can remember sitting in
rooms not so much bigger than this one where someone was upfront at the lectern giving a speech about the mysterious
attributes of the Universe. And afterwards, people would
descend on the presenter and try to get some additional insights or at times offer their own. So it's pretty inspiring to
see people with the same sort of zeal but applied here
to things like the behavior of subatomic particles
of the earliest moments of the Universe. But what is it they're hoping to find out? Are they trying to
understand quantum mechanics or are they looking for something deeper? Fermilab's first director, Robert Wilson, was no stranger to the idea that efforts to unlock the mysteries of the material world
could impact humanity in a profound way. In 1969, he told a visiting
documentary crew the following. - 'The main application of
the work here is spiritual, if you will. It's because in a philosophical sense, in the tradition of
Democrates, we feel we have to understand in the simplest
terms what matter is. In order to understand who
we are, we must understand what we are. And we would expect that, that would be the practical application, that everybody has a
desire to know the answers to these very simple,
fundamental questions, and we can satisfy that curiosity of man.' - There's a lot about the landscape here that's really interesting
like these ridges in the Earth where you can imagine the
tunnels are for the particles to be run through. Oh, there it is. Very formidable building. It kinda looks like something
out of a sci-fi movie. Particle accelerators are
essentially high-tech racetracks for slamming protons and neutrons into targets like carbon and metal in order to flush out
even smaller particles that are normally hidden from view. Then, they study those particles, and they do this over and over again. Rinse and repeat. Now, I fully get that the people at Fermilab, they do pure science. And if you look at the experiments that they're involved in,
read the press releases, or watch the videos they produce,
they're heavily technical. There's not a lot of
emotional language there. But I'm curious about how
their work makes them feel about the world around them. It has to influence the way
they think about their own sense of meaning and purpose, right? For my own part, I think trying to explore the smallest parts
of matter is pretty amazing and mind-bending. And I suspect some of the people at Fermilab are thinking the same thing, and I'm intent on finding out. Where better to start than at the top? Bonnie Fleming is Fermilab's
Deputy Director of Science. I'm a little bit in awe. The space is really cool.
- Beautiful. - Where are we standing?
What is this building? - We're in the Fermilab
atrium of the high-rise. We call it the "high-rise," and it is where many
scientists and engineers and the mission and the
mission support side of the lab work. - So there are a number
of particle accelerators. Where does Fermilab sort
of sit in the hierarchy? - Well, in the U.S., we are the center of
U.S. particle physics. We are the Fermilab National
Accelerator Laboratory. So the the high-energy physics
that we do that's based on U.S. soil is done here. - So you all are studying protons here and the various parts of the proton? - We're studying the
building blocks of matter. - Okay.
- Proton is one part of that. Quarks make up the proton. And there's six quarks, which are six of the 12
building blocks of matter. There's another six building blocks, which include the electron
family, let's say, including the neutrinos. And it's those 12
building blocks of matter and how they talk to each
other that we're studying. - What Bonnie's talking
about here together with the force carrier
particles like photons, gluons, and bosons is what's known
as 'the Standard Model.' It is our, quote, "current best theory" to describe the building
blocks of the Universe, which is to say in another sense that it is somewhat subject to change. Scientists here at Fermilab
are constantly looking for subatomic particles that
may complicate our picture of the Universe that don't
seem to follow the rules. Can you talk to me a little bit about some of the discoveries that have
been made here over the years? - Absolutely. The top
quark was discovered here. That was hugely important. It helped us finalize the six
quarks that constitute half of our 12 building blocks of matter. The tau neutrino was discovered here. That's a third of the three neutrinos that, again, helped
solidify our understanding of the building blocks of matter. We knew it was there, by the way. - When you say you knew
it was there, is that because we had the standard
model and it sort of predicted that these other things would be there? - Yes, we had a theory
for the standard model that predicted a certain
class of particles, and we'd seen in detectors all of them except the tau neutrino. - These predictions
Bonnie is talking about essentially come down
to basic mathematics. After a series of particle collisions in the 1970s, scientists noticed that some energy had
basically gone missing. They could not account for it. This suggested the existence of previously unknown particles. But it was only through years
of subatomic detective work that scientists were finally
able to balance the books, so to speak. - So right now we're walking through the accelerator directorate on our way to where it all starts, which literally is a can of
hydrogen that has protons that you spray across an accelerated gap. So they start from velocity
zero and are accelerated up to near the speed of light. The protons start there
at the proton source, and they travel through the
LINAC, the linear accelerator, which is along this hallway. And that's below grade
and beam is running, so it's in a running tunnel. Right now, the beam starts
in there, basically. Hard to see it, but it
starts in the beginning of the LINAC tunnel. - Are you all running
experiments like 24/7? - Absolutely. - Yeah, interesting. - When the beam is on,
the experiments are on. - Okay.
- What would be the point? - Yeah. - So these are all the
support equipment that we need to be able to power the LINAC, so the LINAC can accelerate
particles on the first of their path around the
particle accelerator complex to get to near the speed of light. - I'd love for you to talk a
little bit about the diversity of research that takes place
at a place like Fermilab. - There's lots of different ways you can do particle physics. By the energy frontier,
the highest energy beams. By the intensity frontier,
very intense beams where you use things
like neutrinos and muons to probe the standard model. By cosmic experiments,
where you look up at the sky in a variety of different
ways to figure out the myriad of things we don't know
about the Universe, including dark energy and dark matter and the 4% of the
Universe that is described by the standard model. Relatively small compared to all the stuff that we don't know. And therefore, things
at the smallest scales and things at the biggest
scales across the Universe. - Yeah, I think a lot about
my daughter, and for her, like I know more than
anyone else in the Universe, she has an expectation
that I can answer all of the questions. And when I give her, "I don't know," there's profound dissatisfaction. And sometimes, it seems like
she's a little disappointed. And it's just her perspective seems to be just use your phone,
it'll tell you what's going on. And there's a sense in which
a lot of science education, like in public school, when I think back on my own experience was the dissemination of information. Like here's all the things
that we know about the world. And the fact that this
is a body of knowledge that is constantly evolving, that there are things that will
be challenged and overturned and new things that we will learn. It may have been something that was said, but it certainly didn't
feel that way given the kind of rote way that my education happened. - I know exactly what
you're talking about. When you take a physics class,
intro physics 101 in college, you're solving problems that
were solved a long time ago, and you're reading it from
a book that's maybe even on its 5th edition or 10th edition. And you have to learn, in my
case, the language of physics to be able to do physics. But we have to be able to
not just tell young people and the public in general
how little we know or how many open questions
there are out there, but also teach them as early as possible about what it really
means to be a scientist. A scientist is not answering questions in a book where the
questions are already solved. It's much different than that. Research is there's no manual. You have to go into a lab
and figure out what to do. And my own education felt very rote until I started doing
research and I realized, "Oh, nobody knows the answers
to all these questions and nobody even knows how to answer them. You have to make it up as you go." And that's what inspired
me to be a scientist. - Yeah, I mean that
sounds like an invitation to do something, yeah.
- Yeah, yes. There's a whole bunch of stuff to do, and it's really interesting
and we make it up as we go in a positive way. But what you're trying to do is answer the unanswered questions, and there's a ton of 'em. - 'Go big or go home might be
Fermilab's intellectual motto. Our focus is on the big
unanswered questions of science. Questions like, "Why is there something rather than nothing?"' - Don Lincoln is a senior
scientist at Fermilab. He's also a host of hundreds
of Fermilab YouTube videos on everything from dark
matter to quantum foam. - 'Atoms, like the ones you see here, make up all of ordinary matter.' - He's also part of the team that discovered the Higgs boson, the last missing piece
of the standard model. Since Fermilab sits on 6,800 acres of mostly empty farmland, I thought there must be a good place here for some stargazing. So I dragged Don and my new
Unistellar telescope out to a structure known
as the 'Proton Pagoda.' Don, thank you so much for
agreeing to come up here to actually do a little bit of stargazing. - Yeah. - Maybe you could tell
me a little bit more about the facility here. You're kind of the face of the
place in a lot of respects. You're like the guy who
I know from YouTube. - 'So here I am in the
middle of outer space.' - Has anyone ever drug you up
here to do stargazing before? - Not up here. No, no. - What is this facility? - Well, this particular facility
used to be the control room for our beam lines. So the original accelerator
would accelerate the beam in a circle, and then shoot it
out like a sling to a number of targets, and this
would control the beam. So now, it's just sort of
a pretty archeological, or not archeological, but
architectural feature. - Yeah. - And maybe archeological
too 'cause it's pretty old. - All right, I'm gonna get this can out before it gets too dark and I
can't actually manipulate it. Don, I wonder if you could talk to me considering we're messing with the telescope here- - Sure. - about the connection between astronomy and particle physics. - You know, the connections between astronomy, particle physics, and in the astronomical
things mostly cosmology is truly profound because what we do here in colliding our beams together, we are actually able to
recreate the conditions of the Universe a very
small fraction of a second after the Big Bang. So we're essentially
understanding, you know, how the whole thing came to be. We can't do that out there. We can see what the Big
Bang has turned into. But here, we can really
turn back the clock and see what it was like
right after it happened. - One of the frameworks that may help us understand
the behavior of particles in the early Universe
is quantum mechanics. Quantum theory is notoriously difficult to wrap your head around. Even Nobel laureate, Richard Feynman, a pioneer in the field, had this to say: - 'There was a time
when the newspaper said that only 12 men understood
the theory of relativity. I don't believe there
ever was such a time. On the other hand, I
think I can safely say that nobody understands
quantum mechanics.' - I talked to Doga Kurkcuoglu, a theoretical physicist working
in quantum here at Fermilab. Do you feel like anyone really understands
quantum mechanics? - You don't understand quantum mechanics. You just get used to it. - Uh-hmm. - And then, that's what's
actually kinda happening to me. - Were you always interested in math? - Yes.
- Yeah? - I actually first wanted
to be a mathematician. However, I like decided
not to do that because if you do something wrong in
mathematics, you are stupid. If you do something wrong in physics, you can say that, "My theory did not agree with the experiment, I'm
going to think more." - So talk to me about just a
conventional day for you here. What do you do exactly?
What does it look like? - Since I'm a theoretician, first, I try to solve some equations on pen and paper for a physical phenomena
that I'm trying to solve. And then, try to like see if the pen and paper calculations match
with the actual toy model that I'm creating on computer. - What do you think that means? The fact that mathematics
can so accurately represent the world around us- it just feels so kind of
tangible and absolute. It's just, it's purely conceptual. - Well, that means like basically
mathematics is a language to understand nature. I mean, I don't know what
else to say about this because I don't want to go into real philosophical discussions. - But you get to see and think about all of the really unusual elements of reality on a regular basis. I'm curious about how it
makes you see the world. - I mean, it is really kind of
difficult question to answer. I mean... - But do you think that the work that you do gives you a
different kind of appreciation for the mystery of all there is? Or at some point, is it
just, it's work? It's a job. I'm curious about it. - I really don't know how to answer that. - No? - Yeah, no. - Okay, okay. All right,
I think we gotta run. - Thank you. - Thank you so much for
your time. I appreciate you. Doga's obviously a little uncomfortable with this line of inquiry. I mean, I'm not a physicist, so I can't help but think
about some of this stuff from a different point of view. Considering the accelerator
lab's longstanding embrace of art and design, I thought maybe an artist
might be more on my wavelength. Ricardo Mondragon is
Fermilab's artist in residence, and he's a sculptor who
transforms the harmonies found in the Universe into physical matter. - I feel that art and science, it's just a matter of perspective. You can talk about color
in the sense of a painting. But if you go deep enough,
it becomes a science. My dad studied a postdoctorate
in molecular biology. - Okay. - And he works with
electromagnetic fields. So part of some waveform
generators I have in my studio, my dad has in his studio. So that was sort of an early
introduction to physics. - What about physics is
most intriguing to you? - For me it's I think physics
is the closest we've ever been to understand a little bit
whatever we can understand of the Universe. - It is kind of interesting. I mean, you have the Universe where you have all of
this energy, it's waves. Eventually, you find,
you end up at matter. - Exactly. - And then, the matter
starts walking around. It's thinking thoughts.
- Exactly, exactly. - And making art about waves and music. - It's sort of like the scientists. It's like a bunch of cells
looking at each other in the microscope. It's just sort of a reflection. - It's kind of wild. - It is. - See, you get it. I get it. Sometimes, when I talk to
some of the researchers, it's like, "Yeah, isn't
that wild? Isn't it weird?" "Well, yeah." - It's just so normal to them. - Yeah. I can understand how proximity to the extraordinary can
actually make something seem a lot less unusual. But Rachel Pfaff comes to particle physics from a totally different angle. She actually started out
shoveling walks here at Fermilab and now works as a technician
in the neutrino division. For her, being part of the
science here is still a thrill with one small exception. - Rachel, do you have
anything that you need to, are you... - I have a meeting at two,
but like, it's a Zoom meeting, so I don't wanna go anyway. - Okay. - I mean, I'll be honest. - Okay. - Does anyone wanna go to those? - No. - Okay, I was gonna turn it
on and work while it was on and hoped that they didn't call my name. - How do you describe your job
to people when you meet 'em? - It would depend. Like if I wanted to impress
someone or if I wanted to just like, play it down. 'Cause if I wanted to
play it down, I'd be like, "It's kinda like Homer Simpson but with a particle accelerator." And then, if, yeah, if I
wanted to like impress someone, I'd be like, "Well, I just, I drive a particle accelerator, you know?" - Is this something that you would have ever
expected like 15 odd years ago? - Absolutely not. Yeah, I certainly didn't
like plan this career path. - Yeah. - It just sort of happened. I had been past the control room before, like when I would shovel the walks. And so when I applied, I just
went there and I was like, "Hey, I wanna work with you guys." And I guess that left a good impression, and they decided to hire me. And it's such a cool job in operations 'cause you get to learn like
all about the accelerator, the whole complex, the experiments, just how things work here. And so it gives you this
really cool overview, and it's also like being in school again. And sometimes, I'm gonna
have to watch a YouTube video to figure out what I'm doing, you know? - Uh-huh. - But it's nice because the, I don't know if it's
just working in science, but there's like this feeling that everyone's working together. And so if you don't understand something, like someone else will be like, "Oh, you could do it this way," you know? - Uh-hmm.
- And everyone's just trying to figure it out. - So there's a real sense
in which all of the work that you've done here is, it's the stuff that makes all of this research even possible. Do you ever think about the
role that you're playing in this research that's happening? - I mean, sometimes I do. - Yeah. - Knowing that, you know, I'm putting my hands on stuff that this accelerator beam goes through. Like that's, I really just
like being part of it. Like I can look back and say, "Okay, I'm not like the
physicist or whatever, but like I was part of
this huge experiment that all these people from all
over the world are part of." Like that's pretty cool. I
can feel good about that. - Yeah. - You know, I was building
and turning wrenches while I was pregnant with my daughter. And then, so I got like
before and after pictures, like me pregnant with the modulator, and then me, I brought my daughter in and like took her picture
with the modulator. And then, I had did the
same thing for both my sons. - You find that at all strange, like such an extraordinary
effort being made to study what might be the smallest bits of everything there is? - It is crazy that you
have to do something so big to understand something so small. - Yeah. - And I don't know- - Unimaginably small. - When I talk to my dad
about it, he is like, "Those particles are all just pretend." It's like, it's like... - Is he joking or is he serious? - I don't know. You know, that's the
thing with the old guy. But it is hard to, it's like you can't see it. You can't point at it. But, yeah, you do this whole
effort just to like prove that this stuff exists. I don't know. But I
think it's cool, though. I mean, someday, maybe 50 years from now, like we'll understand
things about the world that we didn't understand before, and it'll be a direct result
of the stuff we're doing here. - One of Fermilab's projects that may change the way we
see the world is called 'DUNE' or Deep Underground Neutrino Experiment. - DUNE is a best-in-class
neutrino experiment that's addressing some of the
most fundamental questions in particle physics and, I
would say, physics today. - Neutrinos, first discovered in 1956, are nearly massless particles. Trillions of these things are passing through your body every
second, leaving no trace because they so rarely
interact with other matter- that is how small they are. And when DUNE comes online in 2028, Fermilab scientists will fire neutrinos from Batavia, Illinois
through more than 800 miles of rock towards a
detector in South Dakota. The goal is to figure
out if neutrinos are part of the reason that matter exists or why there is something
rather than nothing. - Something happened
in the early Universe. So we ended up with a tiny
little bit extra matter, some asymmetry, which is good because that's what we're made of. Us, all the stars, everything
we see in the Universe that's comprised of
standard model particles is the matter-dominated Universe. We don't know what happened
in the early Universe to cause us to live in this
matter-dominated Universe. But DUNE is a project that
will address, in short, I really like to say it, "Are neutrino's the reason we exist?" I've been talking about
this project and involved in this project for a long time. And every time I talk about
it, I get really excited about it because it's sort of astonishing to talk about these
huge, really hard things that we're doing, and we're doing them, we're building the experiment to be able to uncover the mysteries of
the neutrino and therefore, we hope, the mysteries of the Universe. - Yeah, I get a very clear sense
of the extraordinary effort that goes into a project like this, and all of it being directed at answering these really
fundamental questions that, in a way, humans have
always wrestled with. Has your perspective on
the Universe, broadly, on kinda the nature of the big questions that we ask and why we ask them, has that changed much at all? - It has in the sense
that I am more humbled than I ever have been. I think about what a
tiny spec we are in space and in time and how little we know, and I become quite humbled. And I feel lucky that I can work with people here, people in
the international community, to build huge projects that can try to help us understand a little
bit more about the Universe. - What about the role of physics in terms of the way it interacts
with philosophy, broadly? Is there a role to be played there? - I think our job here
is the physics side. And maybe, first of all, that's
what we're supported for. And for me, that's sort
of the way I think. I talked before about asking, "Are neutrinos the reason we exist?" That's a very fundamental question. If I ask more philosophically
about, you know, why neutrinos are the reason we exist, I feel like that's outta my purview. I hope that's not a disappointing answer. - No, it's not at all, no. Do you have to make a choice
with respect to questions that are that big as to whether that is going to be
something that inspires you to keep going or it's kinda
depressing and disheartening in some respects 'cause you know that there'll always be another question? - Oh, it's never disheartening. - Okay. - It's true, you answer one question and you create many more. I've never found it
disheartening. It's the opposite. I find it inspiring. Maybe it's daunting,
but it's always daunting in an inspiring way. There's always more to learn, and the important thing is to think of the next right question to be able to advance down the road. - But federally funded
multi-billion dollar projects like DUNE aren't the only way
to better understand our place in the vast mysterious cosmos. You can get a long way with good company and a quality telescope- at least when the clouds
aren't conspiring against you. So in order to get this thing going, the first thing I have
to do is find a star, which I've just finally acquired one. - Yeah. - And it's orienting. - It's extraordinary
that we just see the one. - Yeah. We got the thing set up. We're gonna see what we can see. - Yeah. - And it's already starting to, yeah, there's a couple of
extra stars out, great. Well, Don, I'm curious. When did you first know that you were gonna become a scientist? And did you have any
sensibility about what kind of scientific investigation
you wanted to do at that point? - Hey, like most kids, I was gonna be a paleontologist. - Okay. - 'Cause dinosaurs are just freaking cool. - They are very cool. - But then, I really
started getting interested in these existential
questions, these big questions. The questions of life
and death and creation in the Universe. And by the time I was a teenager or so, I was really sort of hooked on physics because they were really
mind-blowing things. I mean, you know, quantum
mechanics and special relativity. And then, I started learning about things like the Big Bang and things. And so these really big,
bizarre questions hooked me. And there was no question,
I was gonna do science. - Do those same questions
still drive you today? - Yes. - Yeah?
- Like, oh God, I wouldn't do this if I
wasn't still fascinated by precisely those questions. I would love to know the answers. - Has your work informed your perspective? - I mean, I'm a scientist
because I was big interested in what you call the
existential questions. - Yeah.
- The big questions. Questions that were
originally theological, and then philosophical but
are now becoming scientific. - Well this is interesting, Don. One of the things I've been
most interested in is talking to people like yourself who
work on these big questions about the way their
perspectives have been informed by the work that they do. And some of your colleagues
are less inclined to talk about this kind
of stuff than others. - Yes, of course. Well, they wanna be taken
seriously as scientists, you know, don't speculate. But I can tell you, I grew up
open-minded about such things, which is why I did study
philosophy and theology and so forth in college. I have minor degrees in those. But as time went on,
I became disenchanted. What I've grown to
understand is the importance of skepticism and confirmation. Because it's very easy to have an idea, and it's very easy to find something that validates your idea. - Uh-hmm. - And you're the easiest person to fool. So the hard thing, and this
drives people around me, you know, friends, nuts, that, you know, I don't believe
something right off the bat. I have to sort of show that it's true from several different directions. So the scientific method has
really been important for me. I mean, not just in
science, but in all things. 'Cause I really, when I believe something, I wanna have a reason to believe it, not just 'cause it feels good. - Uh-hmm. - And now, I have to be critical. Well, for one thing,
what you learn dealing with other scientists is if you're not critical, they will be. - Uh-hmm. - So you don't wanna look
like a fool in front of them. You wanna, when you show them something, you ought to be right. - Is there still room for awe and wonder? - Oh, certainly, certainly.
- Yeah? - I am constantly amazed by
the fact that we're here. I mean, the Universe
didn't have to be this way. I mean, it could have been the
laws of nature didn't allow for atoms, didn't allow for us. Stars could have burned too fast, and then we wouldn't exist. I mean, it's amazing that
everything we see has to work just right for us to be here. If matter didn't exist, you
know, we wouldn't exist. So it kinda has to be true that
because we're in a Universe that we're in, the laws have
to allow for us to exist. But nonetheless, the intricacies
of how this all happens, Carl Sagan's famous,
"We're all star stuff." I mean, we are the debris of stars that lived and died billions of years ago. There's a certain majesty in that. - But then, there's also like
the Stephen Hawking quote about us just kinda being chemical scum, which I suspect he was trying to allude to the kind of
vastness of the cosmos and the
get-us-away-from-an-anthropocentric
perspective. But at the same time, there's
just a little less romance in that sentiment than I'd like. - Yes, it's true. If you're really cynical, humanity is not crucial to the Universe. If Earth disappeared tomorrow,
the Universe would continue. Other stars would burn. You
know, galaxies would form. We are not the center of true creation. We're the center of our creation. - Hmm. - And that's important to us. But in that sense, I
would agree with Hawking. I suspect that the
Universe is full of life. In fact, I think I could
argue reasonably well that life exists out there. Intelligent life is probably
rare, but it must exist. And so out there somewhere,
there's other eyes or something similar looking at us and probably asking
exactly the same questions. - Yeah, well, I suppose until then, we kinda keep looking
up, keep contemplating, keep finding reasons to be
amazed by the happy coincidence that we are here. Whether or not we're able
to figure out exactly why we're here. - Yeah, I think it's important
that everybody should once in a while go out and look up at a clear midnight sky and wonder. - A little clearer than tonight. - Ah, but we see the Moon,
and the Moon is pretty too. - Yeah, and I'm grateful for the company and the conversation, so
thank you very much, Don. - I've had a wonderful time. Thank you. - There's something kinda seductive about particle physics. The idea that there are still
so many mysteries surrounding something as fundamental
as physical matter, the very stuff that makes up you and me, and it's kinda wild. It's no wonder that over
the past hundred some years, scientists have devoted so much energy to solving those mysteries. And one day, those answers may
help us to fully understand how our Universe came to be. But it may not get us any
closer to understanding why it came to be. And what I've come to realize is that, that is probably okay. - We hauled the telescope out. Brought it all the way to Chicago. As it turns out, there's quite
a bit of cloud cover tonight. What I'm really grateful for is the fact that so many people are
determined to keep searching for answers to really daunting questions that have always been of great importance. Who are we? Where are we going? What are all the things made of? And why can't I find a clear
sky to use this telescope? - Okay, cool, yeah. - Just take it off the stand. There you go. All right.
