Evolving Out Loud with Kyle Cease

so when I work with people now I notice that when anyone has an ambitious goal like I'm going to create this company or this is what I'll write my book I can almost feel under it is a pattern that says so that I'm not unworthy right right right and I believe if you try to start anything from the bearing of that pattern absolutely life is going to knock it down absolutely or you'll get it and it won't bring you any Joy right the happiness will be counterfeit it only lasts for five minutes yes that's why so many people are starting and stopping them peace and riches blessings I am Michael B Beck with the host of take back your [Music] mind as up into [Music] [Applause] [Music] this [Music] peace and blessings everyone I love saying that peace and blessings peace is the dynamic of harmonizing good it's a quality that is seeking to express through you in pieces everywhere except where it is suppressed by limited perception blessings is a confirmation of life upon you more life on you peace and blessings we're going to go into the life question of the week as I'm welcoming you to take backy mind podcast I am your host Michael Beckwith in just a few moments I'm going to have my friend Kyle CE in conversation with him if you don't know who he is you're going to love him comic turned transformational comic turned transformational teacher love this brother love him now the life question of the week this is D from Watsonville California and she asked this I've been working with my current employer for the past year although I am earning the most money I've ever made in my life thus far the job has been mentally physically and spiritually training I desire to create an abundance of residual income so I do not have to subjugate myself to this situation in the future do you have any words of encouragement to help me now as I work with my employer that will help me push me forward into my true unfolding listen there's a couple of things I want to say to you I mean right off the bat if this is tearing down your soul then you need to look at your escape plan to find something higher and this is how you do it one and I say this about anything to anybody you always want to fall in love with what you don't want to do I should say it this way you wouldn't fall in love with you what you have to do if there's some things in your life you know you have to do it you can fall in love with it so you're looking forward to it I don't know if that's applicable to this job you have to look at it and see what is mentally draining about it what's pulling on you is it something that's against your integrity or is it just something you just don't want to do or is it a a boss that is humiliating I don't know the details but I know in life in the in the regular world there's some things we don't like to do you train yourself to fall in love what you don't like to do it creates an energy to propel you out of any circumstance that no longer is feeding you or you don't need to belong there anymore secondly look at this position that you have as funding your vision so that means what you have to have a vision your vision just can't be I I need enough money so I don't have to work anymore that's not a vision for why you've came to the planet there's something in you that wants to express itself there's a gift you want to give there's a talent you want to explore and it's a part of your vision for being on the planet and so you say to yourself this particular position right now it's funding that but you have to begin to ask what is it within me that is trying to emerge what gift am I to give what is the next step in my unfoldment this job is funding that so now you have praying to fall in love with what you don't want to do two this job that you have is funding my vision three you want to hold your employer in prayer not complaining not just thinking bad things about him or her you would hold him in prayer so that you're beginning to see a cultivate the ability to see that which is good with him here or in her so if in fact you pray to fall in love with what you have to do you realize that this particular position is funding your vision and two you're praying for the individual because they may be giving you a a lesson that you need to learn I remember I was working for the mayor of Los Angeles many years ago and I was working working in a particular Council medic office and there was a woman that was temporarily my uh supervisor she was extremely intolerant mean cutting it was a terrible thing to go to work but she gave me the muscles for unconditional love patience there were some qualities that grew out of my relationship with her that would not have grown if I did not have a person like her in my life I look back on her now as a blessing because of the personality construct that she came with she was doing the best that she can do she wanted a good job to be done but her way of communicating that to me was nasty so you know where to train me I don't communicate that way to people I try to communicate with love even if it's tough stuff I have to say she gave me that she also helped me cultivate the muscles in myself of unconditional love and and eventually I just fell in love with the individual and I would later on in life visit her in the hospital when she was very sick and uh developed a whole another relationship with her so that's what I have to offer you D from Watsonville California have a bright day we'll be right back with Kyle [Music] SE peace and blessings everyone as I said earlier I'm going to have Kyle CE with me today and he's here this is him this is him in person not on Zoom but in real life real time K CE in case you don't know who K CE is let me give you a brief introduction New York Times best-selling author K he has a gift emerging comedy and personal transformation as a comedian he had two Comedy Central specials and was voted as the number one ranking on Comedy centrals standup Showdown listen after leaving his job at an award-winning comedian K dedicated his life to helping others and created evolving out loud which is a growing community of over 400,000 members worldwide he has personally coached over 15,000 people 15,000 people a lot of people Wow and his YouTube videos have been watched over 60 million times now his mom watched 30 million of those times she I'm kidding I doubt that I doubt she watched she maybe watched a couple watch a couple and was like all right enough he's made over 100 TV and movie appearances including Jimmy Kimmel Live and his speaking events regularly feel large venues across the United States I've had the privilege of being on a couple of those stages with him he's also spoken with renowned teachers like Eko toi Tony Robbins deac chofer marann Williamson Michael Beth among many others he also been a speaker at thousands of colleges Summits and Fortune 500 conferences and I just saw this beautiful video of him and his daughter singing It's really beautiful he he's continually inspired by his daughter if putting it simply he would say that he is ever evolving out loud and on a journey to constantly find out the truth of who he is this is my friend Kyle CES Kyle welcome to take back your mind take back your mind because the mind has been stolen in hijacked by fear worry doubt you know so we come together and have a conversation about you know we have a mind we're not the mind but we want to take it back so it becomes an Avenue of awareness I love that so take back your heart too your heart your mind take back everything take back the take back your life yeah yeah I well you are obviously you know the most influential you know person for me I was a comic for years and then when I went through the shift this inner shift that I was going through where I realized there's something even higher trying to happen than the dream career I had as a stand-up comic right that you can even outgrow your dream career right you know that there's a calling that's always happening now that might be different than what your plans were before and as I was going through that someone took me to Agape one time and I saw you speak and it it was so amazing and it was just the start of everything for me and getting to know know you and getting to work with you and collaborate with you one way that I started my transformation was speaking at Agape right and combining comedy and transformation I was like I don't have to throw out the comedy but I'm not doing the clubs anymore something new is happening and you created this amazing place and then this platform that I could go and show off what I did and it what one of the things that was amazing about that was I noticed how many people in the audience were people that when I was in the old field I was always trying to get to you know whether it was producers club Owners whatever and all of a sudden I'm just in this direct thing where I'm working with you and so much more success happened as a byproduct when I threw away the old thing and one of the things that I learned when I was working with a friend of mind Diego in that time when you let go of something the only reason you're stressed is your mind can tangibly measure what you will lose right but it can't see what you'll gain never it it's the ego yeah it's always monitoring what you may lose if you go for it or let go right and you know what's even more I have in my mind now if I know that I can't see what will happen I know it's the right thing yeah if I can't see the specifics that means it'll unfold in front of me yeah if I know what I'll get then my ego is making the decision I'm making it because I can see the evidence of what I'll get and so now I literally move Based On A Feeling yes not evidence right right I can feel a calling saying let go of this I don't even know why and it's never not been right you're speaking pure metaphysics here pure mysticism yeah because if you can see it as you said that's the personality dealing in the realm of the known right but if you're going within a larger feeling of it you're going into the unknown that means you become shocked and surprised about the good that gets to flow in your life right and you've never experienced it before and how about this Anything You Can Let Go of isn't a part of you anyway right right so anything you can even see is something that you're the one that's seeing so it's not you right so a construct you have about you with a certain amount of success from the past or the story of you in that old job whatever once you see it it's falling off you right right just the act of that already means it's not you and so there's and everything that falls off I notice is just replaced by God like it's not like that just goes away and there's a void right it goes away and whatever in me was holding on to it falls out with it absolutely I cry that thing out right absolutely alchemize something and then there's more the god you the now you absolutely and weirdly that God you is so much more capable of of doing amazing things than the most I'm going to strive to make it happen you you can't figure it out yeah you can't plan it out right you can't make it happen in the visible world you can make things happen right but you're still curating a life with a limited connection to reality ity yes that changeless presence life Beauty that's everywhere you're only dealing with a little tiny bit of it right but why not open yourselves up to all of it right but most many people are afraid of bliss yes because death to the circuits the circuits aren't strong enough to hold it well and it would also be death to everything you identify yourself as right like if you grew up in a family that told you money doesn't grow on trees or don't be so happy or many of those terms are so funny to me like the term too big for your britches I know what that means is you're you're getting too big for your old story right but if you think about how britches or pants work I have a six-year-old daughter at one point she outgrows them and you throw out the britches you don't shrink her back down don't shrink her back down yeah you're too big for the brdes stop eating and I and I realize the people that tell you you're too big for the britches they're the britches they're saying you're too big for me right for my egoic story right and when you finally re receive the Bliss of what you are it does cause the death of the story of I I have to be protecting myself from my childhood and this is how I do it like we've created I believe we created a protector right or an achiever or a fixer sure you have a moment of trauma like if you're a kid and you get a bad grade and your dad hits you let's say yeah you might create a character right that goes okay I need to make sure that doesn't happen again so you become this overachiever then you make the mistake of saying I I that that's who I am that's who I am that's a misidentification that can't go away now that's a coping mechanism right yeah that can't go away because if it dies then you die right but it's just a pattern and what we don't understand is quite a bit of the patterns we created were to bury I don't want to be hit or shamed or abandoned again and you know what's funny is what I think about with 2020 that was the beginning of us going into the lower darker areas meaning like I feel like in Old Consciousness in an old consciousness the highest we had was to think positive you know which was great and we needed it it was actually a step up from a victim mindset to go into an achiever as you would say by me the manifester and I'm make it happen yeah up until 2020 we had our circumstances just decent enough to not have to really look within a lot of people especially like in America could have had a decent enough job had the ability to travel go to restaurants when you want walk into a store without a mask on right and then all of a sudden no matter what you think politically what was happening if you look at what God was doing it goes okay I'm going to make you stay in your house for two years I mean to make you not have the ability to do these other external things and I feel like up until 2020 in a way Humanity was water skiing on top of the ocean of their soul right but never going in it never going deep and it was almost like we had a on story house and our goal was to make it the best house and achieve the best house in 2020 it goes we're going to go deep and we're the good news is there's a second Story the bad news is there's there's there's rats and we got to clean it out clean some stuff out but but the good news is your ability to see is bigger you're looking more through the now if you go down there if you do the work yes and and there's a split right now some people don't want to look at it so they're going to be addiction themselves it's called fly over territory right they're doing fly over but they don't want to really look at themselves they want to fly over it and I'm like show me whatever you got right you know yeah one sentence I told myself that changed my life was merge me with my soul no matter what the cost Ria that's we say rhythmia yeah that's Jerry told me to say that yeah yeah and I did and weirdly Co started a week later and all kinds of stuff I went through was going on and it made me and all of humanity in a way let go of things that they thought were them a specific relationship your parents opinion of you family members and different things and in doing that all the trauma suddenly has to come up yeah you know that's childhood trauma that thing you went through you were able to attach to other things and not ever have to look at it right but all it killed was the false you when you made up to protect yourself from the right withstanding the blows of life right yeah and I look at this time as like a lot of people think this time is there is of course challenges but this is the most exciting time because we're looking through a bigger lens yeah and the only challenge is that everything exists Ed before now just no one knew it right now we see it not only in ourselves but collectively in the media in the government and you know oh right because if you go back a number of years ago it would take five to 10 years for a truth to be revealed right now it's instant it's instant you can look at a politician and know he's lying right right now right whereas a number of years ago you find out five years oh that guy was telling a lie or yeah he was taking money from corporations in order to do this that and the other now it's all right there it's so easy to see it's all transparent and you had given unconsciously unconsciously all this Authority yeah to them yeah right just we who do I give authority to who's the the partner that's the authority who's the right uh politician politician the media just put all their project all the power out there yes and all of those people that you've mentioned they work for us right even on a literal level they work for us and it's it's so bright now yeah that there every person's got to be looking at that even even if you don't want to like you even if you don't want to it's still right there in the room it's right there versus the old days when you had three channels that told you what the news is right and now yeah that's a whole another conversation but did you did you grow up religious or spiritual or you know I didn't I I I grew up with a family that was big in the entertainment industry my dad's uncle was the prop man for Gallagher you remember Gallagher the sledgehammer okay comedian and his mom was a famous Puppeteer she was on the Carol brnette show and did really cool stuff I have an uncle that's a jazz musician who's amazing and what that did was created a field for me that it's a given that I could be an Entertainer do this yeah and made it a normal thing my dad was incredible at just creating companies out of thin air I would watch him just literally come up this is the idea and then this huge company would form out of nothing right right and so that luckily was also filed in my body I'm just con Creator so I was doing standup at 12 years old um and working frequently at 12 and at 15 I remember having this moment where I said to a comic I said um how do Comics make good money and he said well uh corporate parties and he goes but you're probably too young I just heard the first part how do I do corporate parties yeah and I was like okay well there's the Chamber of Commerce that's where companies meet so when I was 15 I was in Redmond Washington I called the Chamber of Commerce and I said could I get the mailing labels for all the businesses MH they said yeah it's 25 bucks or whatever and then I made a flyer and said having a corporate party looking for entertainment call Kyle CE and I sent it out to 500 people at 15 years old I'm suddenly doing Sears Nintendo Microsoft Lexus like giant corporate party I think they were shocked when a kid showed up right right right right right right and did you negotiate the fee before yeah we'd sit there and you know this is my price and it was funny because I didn't develop any um stage fright or you can't do that till I was a grownup you know because I started as a kid it was just a given right and I just would create everything out of thin air I remember making a demo tape to do voiceovers for radio and kids games and I put it inside a crackerjack box and I sent it to all the producers in Seattle all of a sudden I'm doing kids educational voiceovers you know for computer games you had no you had no no in you it was just all possibility I was the best thing was I was oblivious to the way that we think that says it's not that easy right there was none of that in that had gotten caught in your brain yet right and my first audition was for a movie that I booked called 10 Things I Hate About You was huge teen movie I didn't have an agent I didn't have a head shot I didn't have any experience but I didn't know that's a problem right so when I went in there I was just like they're so lucky to have me and I was just this absolutely unconscious you a lot of movies too right there's a lot of movies and TV appearances and different things on Comedy Central and and stuff but yeah 10 Things I Hate About You was a big one also not another team movie but the funny thing was I never used all the you have to do it this way you have to have an acting coach you have to have an agent in fact when I moved to LA after I booked those movies I got an acting coach and they told me you can't just do it that way you can't do that and I couldn't book Anything For Years cuz you you they tried to fit you into a box they wanted me to become exactly like you they wanted me to you have to say the line exactly how they want it and it almost took away the Jim Carrey part of me that was the unique me and then I had to like undo you know all the it's not that easy you know that's interesting I when I went to um a school of ministry I wouldn't take the how to speak class the homo letics class and I assistant Dean said you you have to take this class I said no no I don't want to speak like anybody else right I'm going to speak like me and she said what are we going to do about this I said I'm already doing uh seminars and things like that before they were even popular yeah I said I'll just give you a tape of what I'm doing then you tell me if I need to take the class yeah so I gave her the the stuff and she came back she says no we don't need to take the class she said but can I take your seminar yeah you know because I didn't want to be pigeon hold I mean I don't be pigeon hold into you're supposed to talk like this you know and so I understand I understand that Dynamic it's almost like that that world has a given there's not a source version of you and man do we know what we're doing we just need to know that we know what we're doing absolutely and know the knower within yes so living out loud or is that evolving out evolving out loud that emerged that emerged when I let go of stand-up comedy yeah I remember when you were going through this transformation yeah yeah the first thing I did and none of this is an endorsement for a specific diet because I believe the factor was actually that I was evolving but what I did decide was I said in 2010 I said I want to see what happens if I go raw vegan for 90 days if and I think the reason this was so profound for me was because as a child I felt I got the most love and attention at restaurants like I felt like my dad was in his head more in the house but when we went to like a Mexican restaurant I had my dad's presence right so I unconsciously associate love to restaurants and eating right so when I went raw vegan you know that took that abil that pattern away because there were so many times where I just stay at home or I just you know make something really quick and for 90 days I said I'm going to go raw vegan and if I eat one cooked thing or an animal product I'll give away $110,000 that was my way of getting on the island and burning the boats give you you gave yourself a demerit or something right yeah and when I did that after the first 30 days what was really crazy was someone walked by me with a hot dog and I smelled just chemicals and metal yeah you can smell it my taste buds changed and I started going what does this imply that's a big question I ask it's very close to what's trying to emerge out of me yeah what does this imply if your taste buds can change after 30 days can you change your habits could you change so I started noticing everything that felt slightly heavy or addictive like being on Facebook or or you know whatever so I said okay no Facebook so I started Letting Go you can measure what you lose you can't see what you'll gain I got to about day 45 I was supposed to go do a comedy club that weekend and I felt this frequency in me that used to get excited about it feeling that it feels heavy like I was like I don't want to get on a plane I don't want to go sit next to a Applebees for a week and then perform and do a morning radio and all this and I noticed that all of a sudden on a scale of 1 to 10 it dropped from being a 10 in my heart to like a five which means that I've ascended to a frequency where it's now heavy MH so I had to follow the pattern of okay when you let go of it you can measure what you lose you can't see what you'll gain so I told the comedy club I'm not coming this week MH I had no idea what I'd do but it felt right right the next week I heard my body and my heart go you know what if you combine comedy and transformation then I heard the ego but the ego was quieter the ego goes yeah no no one's done it the way you want to do it and my heart goes yeah no one's done it right nobody done that's your field right right right so this idea came where I had my friend come and film me making videos for 500 of the colleges that I had performed comedy at literally I said by name to every College hey this is for Diane Johnson at North Idaho University this is Kyle CE I want to come to your school and do the lecture circuit they were all excited I was saying their name and stuff I had all these Comics saying to me why aren't you doing the comedy clubs what are you making these videos for and then maybe a hundred of them said yes at a much higher rate and all colleges you're talking the colleges yeah so all of a sudden you know instead of doing comedy clubs for a week for 3 to 5,000 all a sudden doing one college for like 10 grand you know and they all were coming in and all of a sudden you started happening in that time like I was working with you and you had me do a talent show and I spoke at a talent show and all these other offers were coming in from other people in the audience that had other seminars and at every event I did everyone else would ask me to go do another gig and then what was really big is I had a huge agency and I have a rule that if I'm justifying keeping something I have to let go of it right because you shouldn't have to justify that's your mind explaining why you're ignoring your heart right because things that I do like this career I don't apologize or explain to anyone I have a six-year-old daughter I it wouldn't it be weird if I was like well she gets good medical so I'll keep being her father right but we do know what it's like to be like I hate hate this job but I will get a promotion or you know uh this guy is mean to me but he took me to a nice dinner once I'm I'm using justification right to explain why I'm ignoring my heart so I had this one agency that I could justify that I could keep because they were getting me auditions but they didn't want me to do this transformational speaking they wanted me to go back to Comedy and I heard my heart go should I let go of them but no one lets go of them they're the this is like they handle Tom Hanks right and I felt this thing in my heart that just goes I'm going to let go of them and I told them I'm dropping you and they were like no one drops us you know I was like I know we're not droppable yeah we drop you we drop you and and my justification was well they give me auditions the next day gate called me which is for people watching Jim Carrey and eart tole got together and formed now Jim Carrey and eart tole is the most if those two had a baby I'm what would be born right that's the most Kyle thing and they're also the most opposing energies right you could say on a scale from meart tole to Jim car how excited are you about this right so you wouldn't even think they'd get together but it almost looked like once I trusted God and followed this thing and let go of the agency the world started mirroring what was going on inside of me absolutely that's what it does right so then I do this talk and now I've let go of my you know I've let go of my diet I've let go of needing to Market on Facebook I've let go of my comedy clubs I've let go of my agency so I didn't feel any less worthy being with them do you know what I mean I didn't I was like you feeling yourself I mean I'm someone who's passed those addictive way of eating I'm someone who's even bigger than my agency or at least my tie to it and so when I spoke on that stage I adli the whole thing and it was just like this crazy set and then people in the audience were producers they started offering me parts and I was like my justification was to keep the agency because get those parts to get those parts that I would have auditioned for these were just direct offers for parts and I started seeing that when you let go right this is the the proof it like you just create a space where it all just comes to you and the second book I wrote is called the illusion of money why chasing money is stopping you from receiving it right right I believe we create so many hurdles for God and for people to get to us that you can't just receive how abundant you are and it literally is just mirroring when your ego tries to force it and make it work so much is just trying to actually just happen for you it is happening we're inhibiting it yes we're not we can't stop it from happening right we can only stop it from happening through us right so you just opened yourself up but you did something very unique when you were in comedy to become the number one you start you did a very special thing about calling out people's names I mean you you've been very creative in your career the whole time yeah and you you want to know something really weird is I had an idea last week that was really creative and I actually heard heard something M I heard a higher thing go that's an ambitious childhood me that is mirring what my dad did and it was God saying would you trust me and not do this ambitious like last week I had this idea I was like I'm going to write down a hundred people with big podcasts that I'm going to put on my podcast and have them on and I just saw I mean I'm connected to a ton of comedians I know and different speakers and all these things and I noticed it was the kid kicking in and doing the stuff and I heard a me come in and go I don't want you to do that it goes would you would you just trust me that direct God has something better like so believe it or not I I heard through the ambition because I was like this is the next step of my life and something higher goes would you just trust me and sit and I started crying out the boy I started just being present for him because I was like God was saying not that it's necessarily bigger like as far as stadiums or something but God was going I have bigger than that I need you to even surrender that remaining amazing way that you have like can you even be with that amazing magical thing as a pattern right right right that's interesting even as I talk about I can feel energies and patterns that are like that little boy goes it's almost like he's saying if I do this and he does it very successfully then my mom will see me yeah so when I work with people now I notice that when anyone has an ambitious goal like I'm going to create this company or this is what I'll write my book I can almost feel under it is a pattern that says so that I'm not unworthy right right right and I believe if you try to start anything from the bearing of that pattern absolutely life is going to knock it down absolutely or you'll get it and it won't bring you any Joy right the happiness will be counterfeit it only lasts for five minutes yes that's why so many people are starting projects and stopping them you know how many people are like right now it's like what's the next answer I'll start this relationship or I'll start and they get three days in and it's because God is showing us that pattern too much that that thing that might have been the way to do it 50 years ago it doesn't work anymore because it's to bury something it's to bury or protect and who you are is the answer right that's the and people are starting to discover yes that they can get AB b c and d but that's not who they are right now that's the added stuff that's not the real stuff right yeah one of the big shifts that I had in 2020 on is to shift people from if they have a pattern that feels unworthy I feel like old self-help goes we're going to become worthy right you know I have them saying out of the pattern is you're allowed to be unworthy in my body you're allowed to feel abandoned in my body you're allowed to feel abused lost in my body because the pattern wants to know that it's loved by you in this now the pattern is just a knoted energy right there's only one thing going on right it's either being uh convoluted or it's or it's flowing so it's not evil No No in fact Darkness just means unseen that's all it is you just can't see it it's just it's just a limitation of the light flowing through yes but there's no opposite right yeah absolutely right tell us more about evolving out loud what is it yeah I mean I know what it is but I want them to know what so evolving out loud was what formed after as I kept Letting Go letting go one of the things that happened also that you know of course is apparently unlimited content wants to talk through you yeah I do six day events with not one word planned you know everything just comes through evolving out loud's premise is that I'm really coaching me MH have you ever given someone advice and then you learned from the advice you gave you always get the first blessing yes when you're giving anything to anybody sometimes you give people advice they're not even asking like if someone say to me I have a stomach ache and I'm like I think you should break up with her and they're they're like I'm single and you're like okay this must be for me if there's a you that gives the advice right and then the you that learned from the advice there must be two 's there's a higher you and then the egoic construct that's following the advice most people teach from I learned this and this is the offering I'm like here's what I'm about to learn I'll be talking from right at the edge of pain I'll be talking right in the edge of vulnerability and I'll work through stuff right there you know or be with what I feel even Revelations and insights everything birth which is why we deliver it so clearly because we're we're realizing that's the thing in the middle of it I'll never forget an event that I did you know because I know that God has way better than I could ever write right like the universe this is Miracles are normalized when you're in surrender well we have an event coming called Miracles normalized and that's because I find that when you undo strategy when you undo your plan when you undo your way when you undo your have to and you're in surrender you still collaborate with it you're intentional I don't mean people hear that and they get passive and just sit on the couch start drinking but like you you still follow the highest truth so you're participating as you would say too but I believe and I've seen too much evidence of this that that God has so much better than my strategy and so there's a world available where Miracles are just normal you know when you see you think of something and it you think of a song it comes on then everyone goes I can't believe it what are you really saying I don't believe this right I don't believe in this we got to make it normal you're speaking my language exactly right I talk about that a lot we went want to normalize the miraculous we want to normalize The Joy yes we to normalize the things that shock and surprise because right now many people have normalized fear yes worry doubt suicide rates are up in certain certain places certain age groups they've normalized a sense of Separation what we're seeking to do is break people out of that yes why don't you normalize Joy try it for a day yeah try it for three days try it for seven days try for 90 you know I have a thought when you mentioned suicide that's something that I have that was really big because I've felt that many times I think when people go through breakthroughs it's just a part of it like it's often you go through Suicidal Thoughts yeah and I realize something huge it's never you that's suicidal it's a pattern yeah it's a pattern and and it's because it's time for that pattern to actually die absolutely and so for instance if if like a way that a pattern that I've had is is a feeling of a bonding with my mom that I feel like protected me like she was my best friend so then I'm like please see me world to match my mom right and sometimes if you if you have a friend that doesn't respond and you have that pattern going or you don't feel heard or seen you start to feel off unwanted unloved now the old me would be like I'm going to I'm going to use ambition and get loved and be seen I'm going to do something to make this happen the new me I take the circumstance away so the circumstan is okay let's say the circumstance they're not calling me back right then I undo the circumstance and I be with what do I feel that is it that's the teaching right so I go I feel unloved I feel unwanted has nothing to do with him then the third stage is I tell it you're allowed to feel unwanted I'll walk around for the day with this pattern feeling it's it's stabbing me yeah I feel so unloved and so unwanted and I'm just like you're allowed to feel unwanted in my body it's learning that I'm with it and I love it even if it's a failure even if it's unloved right because we're on this planet to learn love right so then I'm the third stage where I'm like you're allowed to feel unwanted whatever this thing might feel sad for a while but it's intentionally sad in other words to be alchemized yes and then the fourth stage I have is merge with the now because I become the now I'm the now I'm the space much more than I'm the one that's overcoming the pattern in fact you can't overcome the pattern because that's the pattern trying to stay alive right right the ego's like let's get over this the pattern dissolves the pattern dissolves and it's out and it's always out of love yes it's never out of you ambitiously getting rid of it right and I have learned that what you just described though is a waking walking meditation yes you're abely observing something without trying to get rid of it or resist it you're observing it you're letting it be what it is and then it dissolves yes because you're more aware that you are the awareness yes you're not the stuff passing through yes you know I I had some dental surgery a few months ago was eight hours but I went into meditation and the dentist said we you know we can do this in two or three parts you can come in you know like few weeks apart I put you to sleep I said no I I'm not going to go to sleep we're going to do it all now so we sat there and they had the Mind bone from one side they do a whole lot of stuff and I just would not I I I felt totally into this sensation of what they were doing I mean I had anesthetic anesthesia but um I felt totally into it and and didn't avoid any of it just was with it all the way through he was finished and they said you look like you were on vacation I said I felt everything you were doing I felt the I felt the intensity of it but I didn't label it pain yeah I just labeled it sensation yeah or so so when I go into the dental office there they come out people come out the different people they say this is the guy this is the guy that sat there for all that surgery that's what you're recognized for now you might go back with yes thank you you had the dental so but but you're describing that in terms of the pain yes in terms of the sadness in terms of all of that you're not trying to get rid of it you're just looking at it all this subjective energy it literally can't work anymore if it's seen right right if it's seen you see through it it's almost like the bad guy at the end of a movie yeah the bad guy gets louder yeah but he's that's because he's caught and he's like yelling at all his assist sees him you know and it's like yeah ego gets louder cuz it's breaking that's what's happening in our society yes that's exactly how I see it that's exactly what's happening now I call it pseudo Powers yes are losing their grip right so they have to do more and more and more and more to control the people right but they're losing cuz people are waking up that we both know this they wake it up 100% to pull off Darkness you need secrecy you can't be seen right right and you need time right but we're moving timelines and and so whatever strategy was implemented in the 90s that they're trying to pull off now 30 they were trying to do things 30 in advance 30 years in advance and we're sitting here waking up like if you have a plan to hurt someone in a year from now but within that time they find out about it they're going to put in protective measures and you can't do it absolutely so that's what's happening it's like there's way too much food out of the pot and you can't get it back in anymore can't get it back in and then that'll make the people within the groups that'll turn into whistleblower you can just feel the flip of the whole thing it's all happening yeah I love that we both see it that way well basically you know the Earth itself has become so dynamically alive it's vibrating at a higher frequency which means time the timeline has changed yes because it's going more into the now right which means all of what you just described can't they can't accomplish it because they can only accomplish it in time and space right but that doesn't exist right like there's plans for next year isn't that funny I can't plan tomorrow you know what I mean like like but you but you see I can pretend to yeah just to make people comfortable dude and the amount of times that I'll just be like I'll tell my team whatever they're what decision we make and I'll hear I don't know because there's more factors coming yeah I don't know like I there's a zero thing I can tell you and I'm fine with saying I don't know right you know there there's a thing about I don't know that people are scared to say I remember seeing a video Once where Jimmy Kimmel was on the street asking people questions about things that that didn't exist right like he would say and they make it up they' make it up he would say he would say were you upset when Obama and Kim Jong-un had a sleepover last night and all these people go I couldn't believe it and they're making up they and I was just like why don't you just say I don't know right I think of my dad when I was a kid I Billy Jean was on the radio and I said to my dad when he says kid is not my son what's he saying what's the kid my dad goes the chair and I go chair the chair is not my son and he goes yeah now this is why I don't know would have been a better answer because for 20 years I thought Michael Jackson was upset about a chair that someone gave birth to your dad didn't want to say he didn't want to say I don't know so I'm I just watched him maybe he didn't want you to think about somebody having a baby out of wilock or something I don't know I but my dad was very good at just being like I'm going to ad lib the wrong answer because saying I don't know is too humiliating but it's spiritual growth because the second you access I don't know you go to a different frequency you actually you you you what you do know is in the way yeah of what's here we don't know what we don't know so it's better to live in that realm because that's where all the goodies are yes the goodies are in the realm of the I don't totally I mean look at so many things that I have experienced and loved in my life I didn't know they existed right or the possibility of them existing until they came into manifestation for me like this is beautiful but it wasn't on any it wasn't on a vision board or anything it wasn't like I want I want to do this you know it was like it emerged out of conditions within me right that then created the external condition for meet this person this to happen this to unfold for me to go to that country whatever it was yes but at the time prior I didn't even know that right and that's where the joy was and we we sit here with a knowing of I don't know but even better than that is an ongoing intention but I know it's amazing yeah one of the big things for me also is my biggest intention truly as you said when you were reading that intro is to know what I amh I want to know instead of know what I can do because that'll be a byproduct that's it I want to know what I am that's it I I'm fascinated by knowing what I am and then every single thing whether it's seemingly good or bad is moving me towards more of what I am yes right so and the more expression of who you are as well yes yes absolutely because there's just some remaining Distortion here that I already know is here so I already know it's going to go I think Hawkins said David Hawkins said it's because you desire Enlightenment that it's your destiny and the Buddhist said something very similar once you even hear the word Enlightenment yes your destiny is curated already right you know and then you hear it on different levels you hear it and then uh you're inspired by it and then you develop some kind of intention or practice once you hear it it's over for you yes it's over for the ego don't no don't say that word around me I have a video on YouTube called the calling and its point is that if you have callings but then you say this sentence that's not like me to do just so you know it's not like your pattern and the fact that it's calling to you right is that's you and what you've done isn't you isn't you right right it's a temporary launching place this strange attractor field pulls you the question that's you it's you it's you pulling you yeah the the question that I like is um how can it get better than this yes eego thinks something's going bad yes or whether you think something's going really well because you're an infinite being there's always more yes so how how can it get better than this and I literally see that all the time even with the like sometimes you'll feel major triggers in trauma but that's because it's about to be alchemized right but with everything going on even what you said like the dark force is trying to run the world right I'm like what's trying to happen yeah what's trying to be birthing what am I midwifing yeah you know and and I also believe too quite a bit of this it's birthing through you like each person it's almost like we're each in our own simulation cuz it's like the same day that you purge some Revelation in yourself and get something the external has the exact same story yeah you see it everywhere everything suddenly matches like a big Ro shock test oh yeah I know what that is and it's so big to me to only literally that's the main thing to work on that's the first thing is just what am I and my connection to Source that's it not what can I do not how do I build the business like sometimes God will tell me we're not working like it might be like throw out the company you know or might be like take time off so you can show yourself because the ambitious mind goes I just need to get more yeah but God will be like I need you to show me you don't need this now and it will only give you what you need legitimate needs yeah I call those legitimate needs because what you want is sometimes immature right it's immature wanting that if you do get it doesn't provide any Joy or any lasting Joy or it's filling a a childhood pattern like I now my dad sees I'm legitimate now you know what I mean now my dad says good job now my mom sees that I'm enough like it's a weird weird premise that like if you were a kid and you're bullied at school and then you go to a certain type of uh make it happen type seminar and they say something like you're going to show them who you are your motivation is still them I got something about that because I talked about different stages of motivation and one of them is I'll show them right that creates the pollution of Separation yes you know then you know there's another level of motivation I'll do it for them like kids or whatever I do it for my family that becomes martydom you get burned out the highest level is actually your Soul's Calling You To Be Yourself yes you know there's no pollution there because you're still in the sense of Oneness you know and it's all win-win-win that's nature right like there's no pollution there's no you know it's it's perfect and what you directly with God in not in competition or better than or less than comparing any of that ironically is so much better than you in your competitive state but you are completely free of in fact you're encouraging through your actions everyone else to be in that same space and your vibration is lifting right people become better in your presence they don't even know why yes they feel light they feel love they feel seen right and you're just laughing you're just hanging out yes yeah it's it's true the days that I you know I meditate pretty much two hours a day and the days that I really get some good meditations in I notice people around me just start tearing up yeah you know there's a release there's permission they'll start saying even if I didn't tell them I was meditating I got to start meditating more you're just like seeing that mirror yeah all the time I have a thing with meditation I call breakup single soulmate I don't know if I've ever told you this breakup single soulmate so I know when I meditate for an hour I always make sure I at least get an hour MH and don't interrupt it like don't don't grab the phone in the middle right absolutely the first half an hour is a breakup it's a breakup with an egoic constr I got you so I'm aware right that I'm meditating and it's I'm know that it it's going to be painful for a minute because everything I thought I was is about to be peeled off of me it's like when you pull that thing off the watch you realize there was a cellophane yeah after 30 minutes so if I get to 30 minutes almost always around 30 minutes it's like for 15 minutes okay there's no egoic construct there's nothing else it's kind of like it's just free and single right at 45 minutes I have what I call 45 46 minutes soulmate meaning like million dooll idea shows up next step unlimited worthiness total abundance the actual truth of what you are that was here but was clouded by your your you know what I mean so when I meditate people always say to me I don't know how you have time to meditate how are you doing two hours a day and I go I don't know how you have time to not right because I will think to myself when I wake up God I got to call this person this person then I listen to silence for two hours and I go I don't have to call any of those people oh you know the ones to call or like the ones that I was going to call out of like fixing something some trauma or please see me that's all gone and I'm only doing what my heart wants to do versus what I think I have to do out of some obligation that's a trauma pattern right and so I I go I don't know how people can carry all those suitcases all day and manage because like literally every meditation is me going okay here's yesterday's suitcase the same track because people will say to me you meditate every day I said yes he is you like a Superman how can you do that all I said no if I was Superman I wouldn't have to do this right if I was a Superman I wouldn't have to meditate I just got lasered i' fly and right all that stuff I said but I that I I have to do it what I what I call what you just describe after a period of time I could say the bottom drops out it's like f the bottom just drops out and I'm just and every day for the first part of the meditation you watch as your mind scrambles with watch I'm looking at it I'm looking at it you know and then I don't let it get up and say you need to you need to call you need no no then the bottom drops out and I'm good I'm good and then what needs to be taken care of will be taken care of Grace happens yes sometimes it's taken care of before I can do something yes you know it's like it's the answerers oh it's okay we got it you're good you just reminded me of something I'll never forget when one time I was at rhy me I did iasa MH there was a woman that I dated in 2012 it was very sweet woman and when we broke up we didn't you know we we broke up but we still hung out every day so the words were there but the actions were still she she and I are hanging out by default and I noticed I had this pain in my body when it came to the idea of moving forward because if I actually moved into a new relationship or like stopped that I could feel my fear of her feeling abandoned which is actually my projection of me being abandoned right right right so one day she's waiting for you to get out of here yeah probably yeah probably she's like could you go I hear it spiritual whatever so one day I do iasa and I get nauseous cuz you throw up sometimes MH and I see an image of her swimming around in my stomach then I throw up and she comes out of my mouth and I see her flapping around like a fish with her head in the bucket right I then float over her bed and I tuck her in and like I decide I'm moving forward and I break off and I realize I feel completely free of the abandonment thing the next morning she text me that she met a new person ah it was almost like my it was the I believe it was this my unconscious tie breaking off freed me mhm and so psychically freed her too it freed her too yeah and that's real stuff that that that these chords like I believe in our body our little trauma patterns that the Universe goes I got to get that out of you so I'm going to take away from you anything that you think is the answer to your life so you can see you're enough without it absolutely meaning like if you're like who I am is my money mhm but that's all covering up some trauma like whatever we see that a lot the Universe goes I'm going to take that from you you know if a guy walked by me with a glass of water and was like I'm worried I'm going to drop it you would help me by taking it from me and everything that you think you have that is the answer to your life you cannot lose this person you cannot lose this relationship this job the universe has to remove from you so you can see you're alive still without it but then also look at the pattern that comes up right and you can finally be present for it and heal it then weirdly a lot of times better or more money can come in but it's not the answer to your life you are absolutely right this has been great man you're great evolving out loud tell us tell us how people can learn about that where where can they find you the best thing I have the best thing I'm doing is something I'm proud of I've done for five years now it's called the absolutely everything pass MH it's my online membership mhm it has every course that I've ever done every I mean we probably 20 courses there you know different Live Events courses different things entrepreneurial also I do a live event every Sunday where I do a talk and then a meditation I answer questions on Wednesday we do a thing on Tuesday and Thursday called it's totally possible where people get into a room and with each other they just list it's totally possible that I'm freeing myself it's totally and when they do this exercise it's crazy and we do hot seats where I'll bring someone on and I'll shift them in front of the audience right there's about a thousand hours backlogged of content now and you know there's about six events live a week that you can just pick and choose and come on um for the public it's 795 for a year because we're running a huge thing here there's thousands of people on but if anyone here wants to get it there's a a code Beckwith that will make it $299 for you didn't know this this is this is a surprise yeah I just well I just came up with the team and like we'll give a discount because anyone that knows you is I love them I mean you were so special to me I've done a ton of podcasts and I do them almost all on Zoom when I heard that you want to do one I was like I'm coming into town man you're a huge part of what I needed to get the tools to find what I was and I know that I really believe there's a part of me that wouldn't have known what I've learned and I don't know if I would be alive and I know that many people tell you that but you having the courage to say yes to that you know created the space for me to do the same and I just needed one voice you know and you were the one I mean i' I've worked with a lot of transformational speakers but you became like a close friend you became someone I could talk to and I was going through really hard times you became so many things to me and just this person that means so much to me so I'm grateful for you and I know I know your life is people telling you that but know that I'm I appreciate you and I appreciate I I remember I remember those moments and I've watched you evolve through that through that that that darkness and all those those those heavy moments but you took it on and you took it on exactly the way you've just taught here today you've actually went in embraced it watched it uh allowed it to dissolve and allowed you to birth yourself yes in Greater capacity it's beautiful there it's it's weird now you're touching all these people because of that too well that so that means that you are too you know what I mean cuz you're in this right so that's going and anyone that inspired you at first it's a crazy thing it's a crazy thing we were just I was just talking about that with somebody that dinner with somebody and they you know were ask me about I have have people out there satellites I have teachers I have practitioners I have ministers I have all these people then I have people who started their own organizations that came through me and she said you know you can't really put a number on the people that you're touching right because all these people are touching millions of people and you help get them started you know so and here we are I don't know how many people we'll talk to but so many that's going to talk to some many people right you know I mean imagine if one person saw this and started meditating a couple hours a day yeah you know that that changes the whole world not scare them start where you can start where you can then build up I you know one thing people say is funny but but if you do too that's great my mind is too busy to meditate that's funny that's kind of like saying I'm too chubby to go to the gym right I promise you if you go that's going to change right right but one of the things I noticed that when people meditate sometimes they'll say I didn't get anything yeah I know I didn't get anything that's a whole another topic well just meditation itself and I think that's the practice is going can you do it what God's trying to show you is can you undo your agenda yes and meditate because because it's that guarantee that you'll get something that actually traps you yes it's that I I'll take a job because I see what I'm getting paid versus like I want to know what I am I don't know what the money is yet you're making yourself so magical and unique you're going to be worth so much more but it's undo the agenda if youate and you go I didn't it's actually trying to show you your pattern that's addicted to getting things right it's bringing that to light yeah yeah absolutely becomes another addictive pattern right and so you're the one that sees that the meditation is about letting go it's about it's about letting go spiritual growth development unfoldment is not about gain all growth is about letting go yes patterns perceptions limited points of view traumas interpretation of traumas whatever you're letting all that go yes and then what's there is pristine it's already beautiful you can't even you can't add anything to what God has made you can you can reveal it you know what's amazing to me too is that your evidence of if you keep following that you know obviously it's going to keep releasing false parts of you and you just keep growing that's why you look younger as you keep going like I think of the people that clearly have a Consciousness like I think of like Esther Hicks Wayne Dy they got better as they kept getting older yeah that's what happens in this work though and I remember one time this is I'm not to talk negative but I remember one time a guy that was a singer I met he was a singer from an old band and he wanted me to know he was that guy but he wasn't the now and I could tell that he was like I need you to know I'm this famous thing from a while ago yeah yeah yeah and I think sometimes that when we go I'm that past thing we're now stuck to it and we're missing out on this yes and and then it's like speeding up the Aging yes it's almost and because he was off tune singing it it was like that God part was gone because he was more the fame from the past then then now he was a caricature of himself right and that's why even though I'm like I've done so many cool things yeah and you've done so many cool things we're just now just now getting started just just getting started just now yeah and it's like what's coming and and I don't know I'm just what's now but like what what's leaving is absolute false use get younger and younger I know I should shut up no we keep going on I was just thinking this like a week or two ago uh This Feeling came over me I get this feeling when something new is about to take over my life and I can remember I was at a camar and that feeling came over to me and then Agape got birthed I can remember it came over me a couple of weeks ago and it's and it came over me and a couple of days after that I can feel it on me now it's like I don't know what it is but I heard it speak through me on Sunday and it just the energy just went wow and it just flow and so I'm just sitting I'm not trying to make anything happen but I'm aware that something is something is being born in me right now I'm I trying to figure it out right I'm just saying come on I've already said yes to it yes yeah I'm with you completely it's so weird to be like so many things have happened happened and there's they nothing compared to what's what's arising right now and the biggest thing I told my audience that I learned from you is that one question which is a clip they can see on YouTube also where I talk about you yeah called the greatest question I've ever been asked right what's trying to emerge out of you you know a way I see that is like a caterpillar is on a stick right and there's a wall blocking it right the victim caterpillar will turn around and go away right the buy me make it happen achievement caterpillar is going to crawl over it no matter what right right our caterpillar and through me or as me is going to sit there for 11 days and become something El that this thing is irrelevant now right you fly away right so this is the different stages like really like oh like something's happening to me I remember you did a comedy thing on those four stages at one point oh yeah remember that I mean the to me by me through me as me four stages and I have my own interpretation too I wonder what the comedy was I I can't remember you hit the little boxes you were you were I called you in and you did this whole thing on the it was beautiful yeah I mean you owned it and it was beautiful well I feel 2020 for me was the shift from through me to asme yeah because asme includes the negative yeah you know the patterns right I used to just keep going to higher vibration out of some away from you your whole Humanity High here is the new high yeah right like it used to be like I'm going to get it so good and get higher and higher that's like being in Vegas and going I'm going to win all the time the goal is also to get out of Vegas with the winnings in the depth of the spirit there's no high or low right just is yes and and God in the now sees all of it so it loves even the shame in your body and the guilt it can't see anything different right we better stop I know we're going to have to cease right now oh and I forgot to mention the website go if they want absolutely everything Pasco to absolutely everything. TV and you can join me there and you'll be a guest on it yes I'm going to be a guest on it yes and please come I promise you the biggest comment we have about it truly is how much money people save or how much money people spend when they don't have it because they make higher level decisions so they stop buying the alcohol and stop buying the addictive things and moving to a higher place in their soul and making bigger decisions so join us on the absolutely everything pass absolutely he's a strong Instagram presence as well right yeah yeah yeah I'm there and all kinds of stuff but you're the best man I love you love you too brother it's always good I'm glad you flew in to be with me I I couldn't do this on Zoom man you're too special thank you yeah peace and blessings everyone life is magnificent Let It Shine through you taking back your mind from worry and allowing yourself to feel into a greater awareness that life wants to live through and as you peace and [Music] blessings blessings to you this is our moment of meditation and you may have seen an underlying but not hidden theme of take back your mind almost every guest that I have uses the word meditation all of the beings that I bring forward to have a dialogue with who are in the world uplifting inspiring healing transforming lives they all use the word meditation so far I probably 100% so this is why meditation is so important to this particular program it's difficult to go out into the world and to make things better if you're unhealed if you're not better if you if you're not having insights into who and what you really are you can go out and you'll make a mess based on your unhealed places within you so meditation is extremely important discovering what you are who you are where you are why you are the W's who what why where and when so as you meditate as I teach in my meditation classes those things open up what are you you are an emanation of the only life that there is you can call it God you can call it Source you can call it life who are you you are a unique expression of the what this presence doesn't repeat itself so you are the only you that will ever exist where are you at the very center of the cosmos the very center of it because the center is everywhere why are you you exist to actually reflect the entire Cosmos according to your unique pattern when are you meditation now past the present and the future are tenses in time there's the past there's the present and there's the future there are people who live in the past there are people who live in the present and there are people who live in the future but none of those three tenses are the Eternal now there's still bits and pieces of that which we call time let's turn within bring your attention away from the world establish a vibrational intention to wake up from the intoxicated sleep of separation from Life become keenly aware that this genius body is doing so many things on a subconscious level you're not consciously extracting oxygen nitrogen and hydrogen from the air to keep the body alive no that's happening automatically subconsciously you're not consciously pumping your heart no that's happening on the subconscious level but you're grateful for it the body's breathing presently the the present is a doorway to the now [Music] [Music] come we come out of the past the past is where shame and blame live we come out of the future the future is where ambition and anxiousness lives we come out of the present the present is where vanity or embarrassment lives you're embarrassed in the present or you can be vain in the present but the Eternal now life Beauty love abundance Joy Eternal qualities of the spirit now now [Music] now [Music] we give thanks for the nness of this moment and we allow life capital L life to have his way with us that we can live in the vibration of spontaneous goodness and so it is peace and blessings everyone life is [Music] good remember to support the main sponsor 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Channel: Michael Bernard Beckwith

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Length: 71min 53sec (4313 seconds)

Published: Wed Nov 22 2023