everyone is bothering me... nothing new

[ __ ] i will slap them out of you hello everybody welcome back to my channel my name is amanda this is your first time here welcome to my beauty entertainment channel absolutely so if you would like to follow social media here's my twitter and my instagram go have fun enjoy yourself on there and while you're here go check out some of my recent videos which should be on the screen now last week i posted a video ranking all the songs on our underground days of my everything and then before that i posted i think the sixth part to my sims let's play series and then before that i made a video talking about um the vlog squad and david dobrik so yeah those are my recent videos so once again because it's been a while since the last one we're gonna do and everyone is bothering me and i'm really bothered i really am most of the time but it's been like a combination of a lot of different things one april did not exist the month of february did not exist and the entire month of april ceased to exist the last three weeks have been pure limbo and um now at the end all of a sudden that's the first thing that is severely bothering me secondly i have finals in two weeks that as a concept is bothering me but here's my thing i have this is my question to my students because i think professors are losing their minds didn't it used to be didn't it used to be that you have a final assessment at the end of the semester at the end of semester you you've learned a lot you've learned a lot and now you have to show how much you've learned through an assessment a test a product an essay whatever that's the way it's always been has it's not but i've noticed now we have fundamentally stepped away from the basics we are doing multiples why do i have a final exam and a paper and a project in every class do we not see a problem with that why do i have three final assignments in one class can you not figure out how much i've learned from just one is this illegal finals are it's it's supposed to be one thing i'm not making that up i'm not making that up because this should not be allowed to happen i literally have a final paper a final group project group project during a pandemic a group project a group project a group project a group project all white people i'm losing my mind um a project um an essay and a paper an exam like an exam on the day of the final what is that and then it's like that for all of my academic classes this year who when did we change what the definition of a final was when did we change that because i didn't sign up for this and i knew obviously i did sign up for it because i registered for the class but it's just seeming a bit unethical to me especially after a semester where we got no spring break it's been 16 weeks it hasn't been 16 minutes yet but it's gonna be 16 weeks straight of pure unfiltered hell on earth and mind you this past week has been terrible every single day mass shooting every single day black person dying by the police and i still have to go to class right i still have to go to class and the professors don't even like last semester they all did the pretending to care things at the beginning class they're like guys you know with everything going on i just hope you guys are all taking time for yourself and like you know they do all that they don't even do that anymore and it's kind of refreshing to be like back to normal of like them not caring about negroes and like that's fine but like i had to go to class yesterday or the day before whenever i'm filming like i had to go to class that was bothersome like i don't want to be here and then um yeah no so i'm bothered about school those are the school things that are bothering me because they don't make any sense why you supposed to have one final assessment and then two i don't want to be in this class i don't mean this clap but if i don't go to class i don't get participation points right i don't get participation points because those matter why participation points let me finish participation points as a concept i don't understand i've never understood okay i'll just talk about my life i um i'm a really good student yeah but i used to not talk in class i would talk like to my friends outside of class but i was taught you don't speak in class you don't speak over the teacher that's not how the american school system works then we learn my parents when they called into like parenting conferences in like middle school my teacher i'm telling you my life story my parents my two teachers bernie's are like amanda does not talk in class my parents were like what's the problem what's the problem she's still getting the right grades and she's like they are we have participation points here that's stupid why if you're getting the grade why if you don't run your mouth like these white people in class you get points taken off that's unethical i'm gonna say it i'm gonna be the one to say it that's unethical and why would i want to talk in this class any class why would i want to talk in this class i should not be punished if i don't want to talk in this class because you all bother me that's my beef participation points just in general but i'll talk if i have to because i have to because of participation points also requirements to come to class and a pandemic is stupid 16 weeks straight semester is stupid stupid i'm graduating in two weeks so it'll be over let's move on school bothers me next the first thing i want to talk about this is old but i wanted to talk about it because it relates to um i'm just it's gonna spiral into like you're gonna understand what i'm going through the first thing that bothered me so addison ray everyone knows who that is you at least know her face was on jimmy fallon like a month ago or was it i don't know how many weeks ago it was so since the original tweet of like blew up people were like it was a jimmy fallon we're like you suck jimmy jimmy has been and since then invited the black kids who actually made the dances via skype to come and show their choreography first off [ __ ] you jimmy [ __ ] you [ __ ] you choke one two you know how simple it is to give credit it's so simple yet everyone acts like it's the most complicated thing in the entire world when it comes to giving credit to a black person you white non-black non-black people act entitled to our intellectual and creative properties y'all walk around with the you feel that you are owning us again doesn't that sound familiar to you do you guys still act that way to this day to this day it's not about addison right like she's a terrible dancer it's not about like the point i feel like the point kind of got lost amongst non-black people black people always know what we're talking about non-black people it's sort of being like oh these black kids are obviously better dancers than addison ray why weren't they invited they're clearly better dancers it's not about that loss you lost it you didn't even happen it was never about who's the better dancer like they don't want the best dancer up there they want addison ray and people who look like her they don't want the people who it doesn't matter who was when the dance better they could be prodigies the black kids could be prodigies for all we know it does not matter we know why they chose addison radio on that show and i know people are like you don't know how much um influence she had and like her guest bought but um you knew she knew she didn't make none of those dances sorry she knew good and damn well she didn't make a single one of those dances and here's my thing you know anyone who watches jimmy fallon in 2021 has no idea who made any of those tick tock dances so by you not saying anything it's just a mission of truth a mission of truth is still a lie you just just didn't be like oh i actually didn't make these no one decided oh maybe we could put the act of the creator who made these on these little poster boards that he was throwing around like a child no no because black people aren't deserving of credit right right of course and then the day after you go on jimmy fallon or whatever the day after after you've already been on the show after you already had your slot after it already aired on national television then it's black lives matter wait a minute we should be giving people proper credit babes you were just on the show you were just on the show if you believed that why didn't you do something when you were just on the show no no stop you'll really disturb me with that [ __ ] you were just on the show and i'm not just stopping at addison ray because i don't like what influencers what influences because everyone was like um obviously the black kids are the better dancers that was pretty much the summary of all the viral tweets that went around from non-black people was the black girls or the better dancers even though we know that it's not about who's the better dancer it's about whiteness whatever but because they don't know what they're talking about they're all like the white moons are like would like quote tweet the side by side that you everyone saw the side by side and i'd be like this is white privilege dot and so are you y'all do that a lot really absol like trying to like distance yourself from whiteness distance yourself from white privilege white person pointing out white privilege that you have as well like i'm sorry i saw a lot of white beauty influencers who really have been really skating by purely on white people because y'all cannot do makeup for real for real you can't being like this is white privilege so is your entire youtube channel faves so is your entire youtube channel so was the fact that you um gain all those followers on tick tock but if a black creator with your same amount of following was to get on tick tock the ratio wouldn't be there but i'm getting to that in one singular second you are the epitome of white privilege too babes don't do that y'all i don't white p you're not any less white by saying you hate white people i hate when white people do that i'm like okay so you hate white people you hate your brother and yourself okay like what does that do for me as a human being what does that do for me as a black person you're still white like you're not nothing's changing they really it's like white guilt manifested in some ugly just like self-serve just desperate you're to be acting desperate it's giving desperado when white people do that and i'm like it won't make me like you anymore in fact it'll make me like you less because why are you distancing yourself from your privilege and white supremacy sounds like you don't want to take responsibility for how you have impacted black people in your daily lives hmm interesting and it's why it's why y'all what people get on tip top um get and on twitter as well get so upset when black people start trends and are pushed the bottom of this down and then are like why are we the bottom of the sound that we created you could do that with that reese with the um most dance trends the very recent like the ending of black movies trend the if you click on that sound it is all white people now it is all white people now but if you were to say something in the white person's comments if you were to be like um do you even know what this is referencing they get all mad right because you feel entitled to our intellectual property you feel entitled to our property you feel entitled to us right like can we discuss how all of black twitter had to rally behind julia just a year ago because y'all are about to run away with her dance with giving her app if they could have run away with the renegade with zero credit they would have and they would have succeeded we can we discuss how people had to make entire videos on the delete situation tweets had things had to trend on twitter just for one black girl to get the credit that she deserves that's what the tick tock app does for one black girl get the credit that she deserves we just had social media on on fire and the girls that stole her [ __ ] nothing not taken away from them at all that's life right now that i'm on tick tock but see it's all going to really it's all going to really second that's bothering me tick tock i want to cook a lot more now because i'm bored obviously and because that i've noticed way more things way more things it's bothersome being a creator on technology seems like hell on earth that's one very sorry that seems like hell on earth but good luck to y'all not only are things being stolen on mass not only are non-black people creating entire platforms off of stolen content tick tock is going around just banning black creators for no reason like every single day for the past two weeks on my for you page a different account that i follow gets banned and they're just talking from my their spam account that's why i'm account pops up on my on my page and they're like i got banned for no reason or or if they don't ban them they banned them from the creator fund so you can make no [ __ ] money and it seems the one a couple of the ones i just saw um people were getting their videos like their videos weren't done getting views that they were talking about um anything that's happened this week they weren't ticked off wasn't letting people see it at all and when they spoke about it in a different video video gets taken down account gets a video gets taken down they get banned from the creator fund what are you supposed to do now what are you supposed to do now what are you going to take with someone's entire income because they wanted to speak about racism that affects their daily life but that's tick tock right tick-tock hates actively hates black creators that's one secondly tick tock and most tick tock and youtube do this this is how their algorithm works they only push content from black creators so they push this type of content more if they're in pain or screaming or about to cry one of those three there are so many black creators who have made tick tocks speaking about their life experience as a black person and it blows up for they just they just talk about their feelings of black person and it blows up and they continue to do that speak about their life experience think about like what they've what they've experienced with other people experience about how you know that but that wasn't why they created their tick tock in the first place that was just the video that happened to blow up right like and that there's a reason why it was that video that blew up like there are people that um that are whole singers singers and half their followers don't know that they sing because tick tocks don't put though doesn't put those videos on the for you page that is so sick if they'll put a video of a black woman about to cry her eyes out but won't post a video of her just just existing as a person there's a there's a tick tock does it on purp youtube does it as well what videos of black creators they actively push are different it's not all it's not all the same it's all the same and all of a same tick tock is a really big culprit of that it'll like perhaps leads me to my next point which is very important are you following your favorite black tick tock creator this is more of a call to action all right this is my call to action not are they showing up on your for you page have you hit the follow button to follow their account i need you to go check now i need you to go follow all of their account because i don't think some of you guys are every time i find a new black docker because my 40 page is as black as possible um i click on their profile to see if this is like a pattern it is 4 million likes 5 million likes 3 million likes 6 million likes 30 000 followers you guys are going to hell that of course there's going to be a ratio of it's not going to be one-to-one it's not it's not where everyone's aware of that that's how social media works but these ratios those insane ratios only happen to black creators that is literally the death the textbook definition of all of the impact none of the credit why aren't you following them and i know tick tock is weird because it doesn't like draw you to follow creators it's an endless liking sequence there's no drawing people to follow the creator and help with the creator in that way ted talk is just like just you know get distracted by the scrolling you won't even notice a tiny little plus button it's kind of small actually and the ratio of course gets even worse when we bring up colorism texturism featurism fat phobia of course y'all like to act dense about that of course but the ratio gets even worse it only happens to black creators those in that that's insane four four million likes for the one i just saw 4.5 million likes 35 000 followers how does that happen why don't you guys do the first bare minimum act of support which is a follow they're funny enough follow them this is a call to action go on your for you page and follow all the black people that you see if you like them because they keep showing up on your for you page but you just haven't followed them it's i don't even swipe to the following tab they'll still show up on your for you page and you might even see videos that you would nev you would never see videos once you follow them you'll see videos that you would never have seen before especially in relation to like sync like black people having other talents making videos talking about other things you don't see those videos unless you follow them because tick tock will not show you black people existing they'll show you the crying they're not going to tell you this you have to follow i'm going to see that and i know it's just something i think as consumers of tick tock we should just become more aware of because especially because we're all about giving black people credit they deserve the whole time we're going to start fully supporting it every way we can especially it's so hard for black people on social media in the first place so like i really really want us because i had to do it too because i'm like because one it came by accident one day i clicked on someone's profile by accident one day and i saw that crazy ass ratio and i was like this is a problem it's a problem and it's bothering me go follow the black people on your tick tock don't just be like every one of their posts but no follow change that change that and change that now call to action all right that was a lot next thing i talked about this on my podcast on my patreon so apparently um the white man has a further hold on y'all than i thought i was really i was just saddened by this tweet by this john worked we just sat in so i did not know this was a thing but apparently it's a thing to some people that braids aren't good enough for your birthday like apparently braids are like too dirty for your birthday what is that i'm not the i'm not saying everyone get mandatory braids for your birthday not saying that but why are you guys using texturist phrases it's always always that and anti-black sediments to explain why you don't want braids for your birthday the natural cultural hairstyle why is that and i know it's we've been taught this our whole life so i'm like it's like who do you blame because this has been taught this has been taught it's something that you as an individual have to work to unlearn i just thought a lot more of us were working to unlearn that because something we're taught you don't just come up with the idea that braids are not appropriate for your birthday out of nowhere you're talking that [ __ ] but i'm like we need to actively unload that because that tweet the tweet that i saw it was completely went viral it went viral before people even started being like this is kind of [ __ ] up to say so i was like a lot of people believe that that's really really dangerous i thought someone being like y'all would wear dirty ass braids to your wedding day like that's just depressing to me just a present to me your own cultural hairstyle oh and the whole this is my point like the concept of braids is so massive there are so many types of braids there are so many styles of braids there are so many things you can do with braids just knock off an entire section of hair because this the white man's thinking no that can't be f a life without braids cannot be fun you're gonna go to a tropical island in a lace front some of you all are better than me though not hair though i would pass out pass out from heat it's cooking i would pass out from heat so you know we are all different people but brains do serve a purpose babes and they're fun they're fun you don't have to do [ __ ] with your hair like they're really fun they're really fun to do i would encourage you maybe try a different braiding style that because there's so many that's why i was like how are you just going to be like no to a whole subsection of hair like i didn't braids cornrows box braids to it like they're so there's so much that just was really that was really sad it was really sad to me and i was like that's oh like i thought we were doing better but no next thing i wanted to talk about um so i've talked to black men again again again so a couple days ago makaya was murdered by the police in columbus ohio rest in peace peace and thoughts with her families to lose a child so young abolished the police you know my that's you know that 16 years old 16 years old calling for help from the police i was 16 four years ago and i had to go to class after that happened professor sitting there smiling like nothing just happened like nothing just happened whatever i wanted to die back to my point y'all really disgust me now you believe the police now black men believe the police now black men are on the police's side and want to hear the police's side of the story well she had a knife well this well that why because a black girl is the victim and but then but then if we say anything it's shaking and crying you want to see a black man shake and cry tell him he has privilege in any way they'll shake his shake and cry they will shake and cry and follow her onto the floor believe me been in college for four years they will shake and cry y'all hate black women you hate what other what other explanation do you use for doing something this evil that villainizing a 16 year old black girl that is evil it's because you hate black women and you hate black girls now you're making a turn to an adult you're villainizing her you're cracking jokes at her expense because she's a black girl and because she's a fat black girl y'all's fat bobby was through the ringer yesterday or two days ago whenever this was now no one understands self-defense right people are coming to your house to jump you and you're gonna sit there no you're not the same [ __ ] who would tweet i would punch a [ __ ] out if he looked at me the wrong way all of a sudden don't know what self defenses or preparing to not like no one understands that anymore because it's a black girl because you guys hate black women if you're not justifying her being this is the thing if they're not justifying her being killed they're either trying to justify shooting her one time instead of four or firing a taser on a 16 year old unhinged behavior because you guys hate black women but when we say that hey look you guys hate black women no no but just last week this was literally last week um someone tweeted it went like someone tweeted um what i just said if you tell a black man it's privilege they shake and cry and they were shaking and crying in their mentions all [ __ ] day all day oh whenever people bring up how black men actively oppress other members of the black community no one knows what we're talking about but y'all would go and do this instantly this was instantly let me bring out massage more you know what we're talking about but you do because you do [ __ ] like this you gaslight us and then enact the same violence you guys lighted us about days later hours later they know what they're doing and it's sick and it's sick because you got because if we god forbid were to ever ever give this energy at all to a black man what this disgust it would be hell on earth it would be hell on earth but they're allowed to do this to us why why that's why you need to know who you're who you're in solidarity with babes this is why being a bird helps no one doesn't even help you because when you when they're saying [ __ ] like this about a 16 year old girl justifying a 60. that is hatred babe that won't go away by you like like like giving in is that what that is or like like that the patriarchy won't save you either that being a bird doesn't work they hate women they hate women you doing x y and z is not going to make them hate not hate you if they hate women if they hate women they hate you no matter what you're doing no matter what you're doing it might be pacified a little bit but no please please please we you know i don't this is vile it was vile it was vile you guys are really gonna burn in hell it was vile 16 years old 16 years old now because you want to actively continue to oppress all of us because why else would you do this why else are all views of black men on the side of the police now you believe the police when it comes black men believe the police when it comes to the police enacting violence onto when it comes to violence being enacted on the black women and black girls please shot her she's a villain you believe the police when it comes to rape and sexual assault but in nothing else all of a sudden the police know what the [ __ ] they're doing when it comes to rape and sexual assault all of a sudden they know what they're doing they didn't they don't know in this aspect but the police are the perfect people to go to in this aspect you guys don't know anything you don't know anything and you hate black women because why else would you side with the police if you don't hate black women that is deep seated hatred for black women i don't know what you want me to say and they'll get pissy and mad whenever you bring up black male privilege but it's about me now someone else can deal with that not really me all right and it takes me to my next thing and that takes me to my next thing black women aren't taken seriously ever look at how people are speaking about the 16 year old child last week black women should get weapons to defend themselves again it's because black men don't want to when that um female fast food worker was being chased around by a grown man and all the quotes were like well you guys wanted equality you should carry on weapons to defend yourself now never mind we never said that go on and choke somewhere but i might bring up massage and war in terms of police violence nobody knows what we're talking about but whose name got bastardized all of last summer arrest the cops who killed brianna taylor on mugs on t-shirts and captains of people's [ __ ] nudes like she wasn't a real person that's what happens to us right and it's the same people the same this is what really bothers me the same people who post the the aristocats who killed brianna taylor which via mean via meme as that was always posted say things this is a language means things say things like black men are dying at the end of the police yes they are but black women are as well i don't this is what you guys don't know how do you say that but you have an arrest the cops that kill brianna taylor can the infographic five scrolls up on your instagram it doesn't make any [ __ ] sense people were doing that yesterday with the trial they were like black men are being killed by the police and finally an example of justice about 17 things wrong in that sentence about 17 things wrong in that sentence about 17 things wrong in that sentence but if you scroll up on their instagram page they definitely haven't arrested cops that killed brianna taylor infographic somewhere from last summer what happens to us we're made into memes whose death did that happen to whose death did that happen to who's death at the hands of the police that that happened to it wasn't it it just didn't just happen to be brianna taylor's you know how else this happens we're made into memes black a black woman tells a story on national television about being forced to get an abortion by a clearly abusive man and is made into a meme within 15 minutes and now the meme is all over the internet being used by non-black people her pain her pain but we're overreacting when we're saying digital blackface we're overreacting with why is every meaning you use of a black person a black person in pain or a black person just existing what is funny about a black person just existing we are just overreacting this is what was really jarring to me is because y'all heard the whole clip the whole clip leading up to the double homicide which was out of nowhere like that was that was crazy how do you say that to somebody you heard the whole clip heard the full context and still were like yeah that's definitely memeable and appropriate to joke about and then are confused of course of course act confused when the show starts using mrs promotion and starts showing us more clips of that woman being made fun of even more because y'all open the floodgates on her they are going to use this woman's trauma as their advertisement for the for this show because you guys open the floodgates on her by making her into a meme within 15 minutes of the clip coming out the woman it's crazy to me because sometimes i've talked about this before and i'm like not everyone knows the full context of every tv show clip because you don't know you haven't watched all of tv but we heard the entire full context of that video you heard you saw the woman crying her eyes out detailing her trauma on television and still we're like yeah i'm gonna mean this i'm gonna mean this we're gonna mean this and now it's on all reaction vids on twitter under the caption [ __ ] crunch okay wait did i screenshot it i think i did screenshot it basically it's under because they have to put a caption of the video it's basically like [ __ ] crying that's the caption of the video is [ __ ] crying let me see if i can find it i think i put it on my private scrolling hmm yep [ __ ] turning around crying like are you for real serious what the [ __ ] joseline hernandez julian cabaret tv show covering her mouth questioning her that's how they describe this woman relaying her trauma on television because y'all did that hurry moving on next thing nancy pelosi should never speak next thing anti-vaxxer so i made a video about anti-vaxxers a year ago that was really crazy it was before any of this happened um and that was i made that video because someone tweeted that babies can get alzheimer's from vaccines and so as a woman of a woman of stem um no i didn't think it could get any worse than that tweet but it actually did it actually did now the girls are saying that peop i need you to listen to this people are miscarrying changing cycles entire reproductive processes are being affected by what you may ask by standing next to someone who got the vaccine not getting the vaccine yourself no but standing next to someone who got the vaccine like airdrop i don't really know what i'm supposed to say to that because i don't usually when i hear like that like i did in the first my first anti-vaxx video you like try to get in somebody's head and just give reasons to explain like why that thought process how it can be explained a different way you can't with that you can't with this i'm not even understanding where this comes from people are telling their 85 year old grandmothers not to take the vaccine because the twitter account told them not to the twitter account told them not to because it transfers period cycles like bluetooth in jesus name we pray and jesus made me pray that can't happen just so you know i would encourage you if you're someone with a period and you don't really know what a period like is you don't know how it actually works there's a lot um for example crash course if you use that for any science experience science class in your life they have videos on how periods work like how the lining roughs what happens in a period what hormones cause a period to happen it's not standing next to someone who has a vaccine going to see things like gnrh lh f8 you're going to see stuff like that you're not going to see standing next to someone with a vaccine in your period cycle i would encourage you this is actually like sex education one of my things a lot of people who have periods don't know how periods work i would encourage you go look it up you can also if you want to this the miscarry stuff might be a little bit more traumatic if you don't want to see that you can also look up on youtube how that stuff actually works it's not this way i'm not forcing you to do anything but if your information is coming from people who don't know what they're talking about as in they're not ob gyns but they're talking about they under they now know that vaccines are changing entire reproductive processes um no i'm gonna have to say something amanda's gonna have to say something because um this is beyond me now that's dangerous please this is just besides the vaccine stuff if you're someone with a period and you don't know how periods work i would really encourage you to look that up so just in case something that you can know so you're not this doesn't happen all right next thing oh we're almost finished we're ending in hell um next person person person that's bothering me james charles i have spoken too much about james charles in the past two months too much but i have to because he's a predator james charles is a predator he is a self-admitted predator he is a self-admitted felon youtube has temporarily demonetized him y'all really moved slow as molasses but she had to let him get his checks and balances in order right his affairs in order whatever so he's temporarily demonetized um great um that temporary part is just i don't like that i don't like that i don't like that temporary part um because like that means he might come back someone like that should not have a platform of mostly children someone who uses their dating has used their audience their uh a nice but but what but i target audience is 13 year old and you're 22. weirdo weirdo someone like that should not have access to a youtube channel with like the target audience of this channel is 14 15 16 year olds which is apparently the boys the children that he wants to date because he's a predator gotta go morphe also kicked him out i guess after he got his affairs in order anyway i think he's coming with his own makeup brand anyway so like that really doesn't matter sorry like the morphe he made his money off the pallet he made his money off the pallet like that how was that effect like i don't i was like okay that relationship was probably nearly done anyway like okay the youtube demonetization is probably the biggest thing that happened because like that's james charles is like thing i feel i don't know because i'm like the temporary really scares me because i feel like they're going to silently remonetize him and when he comes back his videos will just be monetized again like in the late summer when like he'll just be monetized again just like two summers ago so like i'm scared i would ask youtube to grow a spine but it's fused to james charles's ass so don't think that can really work oopsie wish people cared about children no okay two things i'm adding this section who is amanda judging this week who was managed judging this week so if people were bothering me i'm now saying who i'm judging for this week all right one talk about this on my podcast pete judging i'm heavy people who had amazon pride ready and able to watch them them the lena weights show the night the nightmare it's literally a night everything i've heard about show i will never click play on that in my life and i haven't heard nothing but horrifying things about that show i don't know what's wrong with y'all but you were ready willing and able and everyone had prime everyone had prime to hate watch that but when sela in the space came out everyone said that prime was an inaccessible platform we could even take it further no amazon prime was inaccessible in march for selling the spades but you had it you've already had prime for months in december when the wilds came out first group of people that i'm judging second year with people that i'm judging um i don't know who needs to i don't know who needs to hear this you cannot use humor to cope with someone else's trauma doesn't work that way it barely works for your own trauma i'm letting you know right now if you're using humor to cope with your own trauma it's barely working it's not working for you so why would it work for somebody else's trauma why do you feel comfort you're an [ __ ] you're an [ __ ] if you want to be an [ __ ] to yourself that's fine but now you're being [ __ ] to someone else about their trauma what gives you the authority to make jokes about somebody else's traumatic experience nothing judging you again i really want to emphasize it's not working for your own trauma it's not it's not last person i'm judging is sam from falcon winter soldier i'm watching i'm re-watching falcon with soldier on my patreon um i'm like watching all the episodes and uploading them hmm just judging him as a person as an individual judging him because [ __ ] bird really you're making us look bad but i wasn't expecting too much in the first place but you know the show's kind of good i will say that so it's kind of good um but i am judging sam's a character entirely entirely so those are the people that i'm judging this week oh fine now let's go into positive things my positive thing for this week is about my is of books this is the book cinderella is dead i would like everyone to read it and it's amazing the reason why i want everyone to read this book is because i want this to be turned into an amazon prime limited series immediate i i'm telling we read this last month for my book club on my patreon we're reading get a life chloe brown for the month of it's april right the month of april this will be february because once you read this book you will also want an amazon prime limited series and i need to start my campaign asap all right also if you watch falcon in the winter soldier one of the characters in this book a lot of people who have read this book want her to play constance in this book while i'm here i'm going to read you the summary because you are listening to me and i don't think you guys are going to look it up so i'm going to read it for you it's been 200 years since cinderella found her prince but the fairy tale is over now teen girls are required to appear at the annual ball where the men of the kingdom select wives based on a girl's display of finery if a suitable match is not found the girls not chosen are never heard from again sixteen-year-old sophia would much rather marry aaron her childhood best friend than parade in front of suitors at the ball sophia makes the desperate decision to flee and finds herself hiding in cinderella's mausoleum did i say that right there she meets constance the last known descendant of cinderella and her stepsisters together they vow to bring down the king once and for all and in the process they learned there is more to cinderella's story that they ever knew before this fresh take on a classic tale will make readers question what they've always been told about happily ever after and root for girls to break down the constructs of the world around them read it and that summary there is like there is so much more shade in this book there are so much more [ __ ] in this book there's twists everywhere how many pages is it like 300 and 385. i read it in like two days that's my positive thing for the week because i think everyone should read this book there's an audio book too and like it's fine maybe i should read it i loved it i haven't read good life glory brown yet i'm reading it next week before the book club for that but yeah that's my positive thing i don't have anything else positive to say yeah so yeah that's about it thank you guys so much for watching um yeah i hope you enjoyed enjoying the relative work i kind of talked about some bad [ __ ] because a lot of things were bothering me like actually i haven't done one of these in a while so i had more but also a lot of this stuff is relatively new because it all happened in the last week um so yeah that's in my video thank you guys so much for watching i hope you had fun and enjoyed let me know what bothered you this week for the past two weeks or whatever and yeah so if you would like to follow me social media here's my twitter my instagram go have fun enjoy yourself on there and while you're here check out some of my recent videos that should be on your screen right about now go have fun enjoy yourself um if you want to subscribe to my patreon i'll be in the description box down below and i think that's it so yeah thank you guys so very much for watching and i will see you guys in the next one bye [Music] you

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Length: 46min 33sec (2793 seconds)

Published: Sat Apr 24 2021