Sometimes I need too much from the wrong place. Sometimes I'm thirsty. I love God, and I know he's my shepherd and
I'm not supposed to be in need, and I have his Spirit, but sometimes I have to admit
to you I'm kind of thirsty. Look at your neighbor and ask them, "Are you
thirsty?" Not you. You're filled with the Spirit of God. We get thirsty, and it's no surprise we get
thirsty. We're weak. He knows our frame. We're made of dust. We came from the dust. We get thirsty in the dust. Dirty, thirsty people. That makes sense, but for Jesus to say, "I
thirst…" When he said it, the Bible says the soldiers
around the cross came to him. He said, "I thirst," and there was a jar full
of sour wine, cheap stuff, what the executioners drank while they were waiting on the person
to die. This was the second drink Jesus was offered
on the cross, but the first one he refused when he was on his way to the cross. When he got to the spot where they would drop
the vertical beam and attach it to the horizontal beam… Because the cross works both ways. I taught you that two weeks ago. When he got to that spot, they offered him
a drink. This drink was, the Bible says, mixed with
myrrh, which was meant to drug the person going to the cross. The women would prepare it often as an act
of compassion or kindness. When they offered him this drink, perhaps
in mockery, for he called himself a king… Mark tells us in Mark 15:23, "They offered
him wine mixed with myrrh, but he did not take it." Maybe he saw it as a trap, because he was
focused on finishing what God gave him to do. When he got to the cross, he refused to drink
and said, "I don't need that." I want you to do something for me. Everybody do this. I want you to get something in your mind that's
trying to keep you from being on the path of your purpose. When I say "three," push it out of the way
like Jesus pushed the cup of myrrh and say, "I don't need it." One, two, three. "I don't need it." He said, "I'm not drinking that. I'm going somewhere." With his gaze set on the glory of God, he
went toward the cross. Now it has been six hours since he first got
to Golgotha, and he says, "I thirst." Remember, this is the same voice of God that
created the clouds and filled them with condensation. This is the voice that has the power to flood
the earth, and only Noah and every animal on the boat gets out of it alive, and he thirsts. We're surprised by it, or at least we should
be. We're surprised when they come to him and
there's a jar of sour wine and they offer to the Lamb of God who was slain before the
foundation of the earth… You need to understand that what happened
on the cross didn't start on the cross, and it didn't end on the cross. The cross was pointing at the prophetic fulfillment
of the purpose of God that existed before time began. They take a hyssop branch, which was what
they used on Passover back when they would take the blood of a lamb and put it on a doorpost. They took that branch that they would put
the blood on, and now the Lamb of God is bleeding. It's not the shadow anymore; it's the actuality,
the revelation of God. The fullness of God is hanging on a cross
in the form of a man, and they give him vinegar to drink for his thirst. They put it to his mouth, the same mouth that
spoke them into existence, and they gave him vinegar to drink. How could he be thirsty? How could God struggle with a human sensation
like thirst? If you want to write something down, write
down struggle. To really understand why he said, "I thirst"
on the cross, you have to start in the garden of Gethsemane. The garden of Gethsemane is where he went
out to pray before he drank the cup of suffering. It's one thing to come to church and talk
about a calling. Sometimes a calling is like a beautiful cup,
but what's in it when it comes time to really fulfill your calling… Let me break this down, because y'all are
looking at me cross-eyed and stuff. It's one thing to pick out a name for your
baby; it's another thing to have to raise them in middle school. It still didn't work. I'm trying really hard to bring this right
where you are. It is one thing to write down his last name
with your first name and think about how awesome it would be to be "Mrs. So-and-So," but it's
another thing to deal with his bad breath and his bad spending habits and realize that
his mom didn't teach him how to put the seat down on the toilet after he used it and work
out the mechanics of marriage in the context of the calling, not just the excitement of
the concept of something. Sometimes, while we are very excited about
the concept of being used by God… Stay with me, because this sermon is about
to do something deep down in your soul. I feel the Spirit of God saying to somebody
today, "What will you do with the cup?" Jesus had a cup he didn't want to drink, and
he prayed in the garden. He prayed, "Father, if there's any other way
to get this done, let this cup pass from me." The cup that was full of the wrath of God,
the just punishment our sin deserved. He drank it, but he struggled to drink it. Do you know how I know he struggled? Because he prayed, "If there's any other way,
let this cup pass, but if there's not, if I have to drink it down, if I have to suffer,
if I have to go to the cross, I'm going to the cross. If I have to be mocked, I'll be mocked. If I have to be alone, I'll be alone. If I have to cry, I'll cry. If I have to struggle, I'll struggle. Not my will but yours be done." The Son of God is thirsty, and he's thirsty
because he's trapped. He's trapped in a place we're all familiar
with. He's trapped between what he wants and what
God wills. Have you ever been trapped? Three honest people. Three thirsty people. All of the thirsty people make some noise. Just be honest about it. Remember, it's only those who hunger and thirst
who can be filled. It's only those who know what it's like. He got down in that garden, and he prayed
so hard about it, and he hurt so much about it, while Peter, James, and John slept on
the side, but Jesus prayed. The Bible says he prayed to the point that
his sweat was like drops of blood. He struggled to surrender. He was trapped in the garden between what
God had spoken and what his flesh wanted. "I'm thirsty." Of course he's thirsty. When you sweat like that, you're going to
be thirsty. I mean, if the Son of God sweated like that,
what makes you think you're going to go through life and never break one yourself? We think we're just supposed to fulfill our
calling and never drink the cup. We think we're supposed to have a vision but
no vinegar. The Son of God is sweating drops of blood,
and we're supposed to be able to sleep through life? It's a struggle. He said, "I thirst" because he struggled. I know he was thirsty. He's fully God, yes, but he's also fully man. In other words, he's trapped, because he's
God, but he's wrapped in flesh; because he's glory, but he's wrapped in frailty; because
he's eternity, but he's trapped in time; because he's spirit, but he's trapped in a body. Sometimes I feel trapped, because what I want
to do I can't do, and what I do I hate, and what I want to do I don't have the will to
do. I'm trapped. I'm thirsty. I'm tired. I'm weary. He struggled. See, I'm not very comfortable with this. I don't like it. I don't really want to see a God who struggled
like I struggle. I like that stuff where he opens his mouth
and says, "Shut up!" to the wind and the waves. I like that, because that makes me think he's
just going to walk into my situation… "Ssh!" Smooth sailing. But when he says, "I thirst," now I see him
identifying with my shame, and it causes me to look at myself not as I wish to be but
as I really am. Now I have to picture him carrying my shame. Shame will make you thirsty. Shame will make you try to fill something
with the words of people that can really only be fulfilled by the Word of God. Shame will make you forget who you really
are. Of course he was thirsty. He was carrying your shame. To an untrained eye it looked like he was
carrying a beam that weighed 80 pounds, and he carried it up a hill. This is from Pilate's palace where Jesus was
sentenced by the Roman prelate. He had already been handed over by Caiaphas,
the high priest. He has been going back and forth all night. He sweats in the garden. He heads to the cross. He gets there. They offer him something to numb the pain. He says, "No. I'm focused. No, not yet." He pushes the drink aside, thirsty as he is,
carrying my shame. Eighty pounds. It weighs a lot more than that when it's in
your soul, a whole lot more than 80 pounds. It'll weigh so much you can't even look people
in the eye when it's in your soul. He carried it the length of six and a half
football fields from Pilate's palace to Golgotha. Of course he was thirsty. Come on, I can't even do a set of kettlebell
swings and not take a sip. Of course he was thirsty. Of course he said, "I thirst." You know what? This isn't the first time Jesus said he was
thirsty in John's gospel. Can I tell you a story? It's a Bible story from John, chapter 4. It's interesting, because Jesus is going somewhere,
but he goes around to get there, and the place where he goes is called Samaria. This is not a normal place for a Jew to go,
so the fact that he went there was kind of surprising, but nobody asked him why he was
doing what he was doing, because by this time his disciples knew that everything he did
he did on purpose. That's going to come back, and that's going
to be very important when I finish this little sermonette today. Everything he did he did on purpose. The Bible says he had to go to Samaria. He had to go. Why? Why did he have to go to Samaria? Why did he have to go to the cross? Why would he go out of his way to Samaria
where a Jewish person would not normally go? Why would God go where he was least expected? Do you ever wonder why God would bother with
someone like you? Have you ever asked that question, "Why me,
God?" Any parents who have ever asked God, "Why
me? Why would you call me to raise a kid when
I feel like a little boy myself sometimes?" The interesting thing to me about this little
excursion Jesus takes is that he's going to Samaria, he sits down when he gets there,
and he waits by a well for a woman. Let me tell you something about this woman. She's coming out in the middle of the day. The only reason you would go to the well in
the middle of the day in a hot climate is so nobody else would be there, because you're
ashamed to be seen by people. So she's going out in the middle of the day
to get some water at a time when she doesn't think anybody else will see her because she's
thirsty. She's not just thirsty for water. She's thirsty. She's thirsty in the Urban Dictionary kind
of way. Jesus sits by a well, waiting for a woman,
and sets a trap for a thirsty woman. She comes up and says, "Oh crap! I thought nobody would be here. I don't even know this guy." Have you noticed how everything we've been
studying in the Scriptures is Jesus showing up to people who didn't even recognize him
when he did? Just showing up. Then he does something unthinkable. Talk about a thirst trap. Jesus, the living water, sees this woman coming,
knows what kind of life she has lived, and yet he doesn't say anything about that. He says, "Hey, girl." A little modernization. He said, "Give me a drink." She didn't like that very much, so she got
really deep. Here's what you do when God speaks to a place
in your life. When God starts speaking to you, you get theoretical
and abstract, because to be specific, to really have to deal with the issue, is actually sometimes
painful. So she's like, "Hey, how is it that you, a
Jew, ask for a drink from me, a woman from Samaria?" In other words, "I know you're not talking
to me." That's what the woman is saying. "I know you're not talking to me." You can feel that way sometimes. Some of you sit here and listen to me preach,
and you think it's for your wife. I'm talking to you, buddy, thirsty self. Everybody in here is thirsty. Some of y'all get it through sex. Some of y'all get it through success. Some of y'all get it through religion, but
I have to tell you something. The person you're sitting next to is thirsty. It's not a sin to be thirsty. It's just where you go to get your fix that
determines whether or not your soul will be satisfied.
