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<font color="#E5E5E5">it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> December of 1999 when she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">infested our quiet Midwestern home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> father called me<font color="#CCCCCC"> from downstairs</font> I assumed it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dinner he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bottom of the stairs and</font> had his hand up in an effort<font color="#CCCCCC"> to keep me</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down the moment I saw the</font> panic in his<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew something was</font> wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want you to listen to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me very</font> carefully he said my heart started to race as he continued it's very important<font color="#CCCCCC"> that you</font> keep your<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on me you're going to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">notice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone else in our home but you</font> must ignore<font color="#E5E5E5"> her as much as possible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> almost started laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">twelve-year-old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind trying to</font> comprehend<font color="#E5E5E5"> what he was getting at</font> assuming this was some sort<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> character joke before I could respond<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> continued she's going to whisper<font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">follow you and whatever else she can to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> your attention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be very</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">difficult son</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but you must never</font> interact with her I promise she<font color="#E5E5E5"> will</font> leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> but only if you pretend she isn't</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and try not to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">promise me</font> there was so many things<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wanted to ask</font> him but I was too<font color="#E5E5E5"> frightened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">confused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I managed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to spit out okay dad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all right</font> come downstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for dinner</font> hurry<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've made us stronger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just by</font> telling<font color="#E5E5E5"> you but I had to I can't afford</font> you looking at her by mistake<font color="#E5E5E5"> just me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> focused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he barked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did as I</font> was told<font color="#CCCCCC"> and slowly crept down the</font> stairs keeping my eyes glued<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font> father as he<font color="#CCCCCC"> backpedaled into the</font> kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt the temperature dropped</font> significantly<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I reached the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first</font> floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I smelled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a familiar sickening and</font> sour scent in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> air he reminded me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> a raccoon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> died in our wall and</font> stunk up the<font color="#E5E5E5"> house for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a whole</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> week my</font> father<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I sat down at the table</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same time my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was across</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> her head hung and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her eyes stared at</font> the empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> porcelain plate in front of</font> her my mother pulled<font color="#E5E5E5"> a casserole out of</font> the oven her eyes are<font color="#CCCCCC"> swollen and tear-stained</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> kept my focus<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my family but out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eye I could see a</font> blurry<font color="#CCCCCC"> mess</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of dark matted hair and</font> sickly gray skin<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no energy in</font> the kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> drained of all the warmth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and laughter that usually accompanied</font> our meals my sister grabbed my<font color="#E5E5E5"> knee</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">under the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> table and whispered can you</font> see her<font color="#CCCCCC"> too I nodded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quiet</font> my father hissed the woman walked forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> with wet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crackling footsteps the smell was</font> nauseating<font color="#E5E5E5"> she crept towards the table</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stopping directly behind my sister only</font> a few inches away<font color="#CCCCCC"> and rested a decrepid</font> hand on her shoulder<font color="#E5E5E5"> she winced and fear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately put my head</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother served our dinner doing</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to pretend as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if everything was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay I could see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my father clutching my</font> sister's<font color="#E5E5E5"> hand under the glass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> table</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> an attempt<font color="#CCCCCC"> to keep her from completely</font> losing it my sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> spent the entire</font> dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a skeletal hand on her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shoulder</font> nearly inaudible whispers spewed from <font color="#E5E5E5">the woman's mouth and filled the room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like white noise</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's how we lived</font> for months<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing our best to live a</font> normal life despite<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ever-present</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unwanted guests even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if we left the</font> house she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was somehow able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to follow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whenever the four of us were in the car</font> she could be seen in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rearview mirror</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or standing on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the side of the road</font> my parents didn't let anyone visit never let us stay had friends homes<font color="#CCCCCC"> during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> months of Hell it wasn't easy turning down<font color="#CCCCCC"> fun-sounding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> occasions at</font> such a<font color="#E5E5E5"> social age kids at school were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> involved in getaways that I</font> usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> attended but due to this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">situation I was forced to deny every</font> single one this hurt me socially as I was soon becoming the outcast kid<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> no one wanted to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> associated with</font> meaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were more times I was</font> alone meaning there were more times<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> was there it wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> just me who was singled out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">each of us had our fair share of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heckling from her she would test our</font> patience and any<font color="#CCCCCC"> filter any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Twitter and</font> eyebrow<font color="#E5E5E5"> any tightening of lips any sign</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all that her attempts of getting our</font> attention<font color="#E5E5E5"> had hit someone</font> she would<font color="#CCCCCC"> only another person for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> least a day if<font color="#E5E5E5"> not more it would take</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> rest of us to stop them from caving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in we were able to whisper to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> another when it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> absolutely necessary</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to discuss her presence</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if she wasn't</font> too close my father made us promise to never tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was the only way</font> to quarantine<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the parasite of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attention we concluded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> infected</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a single household</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at a time unable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> be seen<font color="#CCCCCC"> by anyone outside the home</font> unless<font color="#E5E5E5"> their mind had been tainted with</font> knowledge<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her existence and learned a</font> few years later<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my father was the</font> reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> for her arrival his sister back</font> in the 70s had been infected<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> another and it followed my aunt<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">their home from 1999 for whatever reason</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my father struggled to keep the thought</font> of her at bar in turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> he brought her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into his life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ours</font> we kept the promise<font color="#E5E5E5"> of keeping her a</font> secret<font color="#CCCCCC"> from others</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was the</font> hardest thing we've<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever done all of us</font> tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> leaving the house as a group and</font> she followed we couldn't bring<font color="#E5E5E5"> ourselves</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> break our family apart</font> it was easier being together and<font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> apart<font color="#E5E5E5"> besides the comfort of being with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a loved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ones during a turbulent time it</font> also made<font color="#CCCCCC"> it so we did bolster each</font> other<font color="#CCCCCC"> if someone looked close to</font> cracking it was a foolproof<font color="#E5E5E5"> system when</font> we were together<font color="#CCCCCC"> but that couldn't</font> always<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the case there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are times when</font> you have<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be alone when you shower</font> when you go to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> toilet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or worse when</font> you sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> these were the times where</font> you'd notice a breath<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your ear or</font> wet dank air<font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly lowered and resting</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your neck this is where</font> she had her<font color="#E5E5E5"> fun</font> it was hardest<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my mother who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> stuck alone with her<font color="#E5E5E5"> while we were at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my father was at work everything</font> changed<font color="#CCCCCC"> the day my mother broke it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> snowy February night we'd finished dinner my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother decided to go to bed</font> early<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was sitting on their bed</font> making herself<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost impossible to</font> ignore<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother couldn't take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it I</font> heard a screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the bedroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">demanding that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she leave us alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my father sprinted upstairs to try and</font> stop her that was the last I ever saw of my mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> a pool of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the white</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">carpet was all that remained</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the woman</font> was still there<font color="#CCCCCC"> but my mother was gone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the following weeks she whispered to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me she told me I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see my mother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again</font> all I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do was look and ask how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> never did the reason I'm telling<font color="#CCCCCC"> you is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I</font> want you to<font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about her I saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning for the first time in</font> 18<font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cannot afford to lose my wife</font> or children to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the parasites</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I need you</font> to think about<font color="#CCCCCC"> her dark hair and gray</font> skin think about her<font color="#E5E5E5"> in your home so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that she may leave mine</font> you're<font color="#E5E5E5"> already infected and eventually</font> you're going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to notice a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> woman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in your</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> you must ignore her it's for your</font> own good I'm so sorry you we moved out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our last house a week</font> ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm glad we did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">definitely not safe there especially for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a man like me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a young family to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I think if I hadn't decided</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to get the hell out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of there I would</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> failed my family and would have</font> lost them too eventually there was nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> obviously wrong with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actually I suppose it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a regular</font> detached family home in a suburban <font color="#CCCCCC">neighborhood I think the first thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that struck me is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off about it is the</font> fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that all the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> houses in the street</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had been built</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometime in the 1980s the</font> out bit about that is the fact that <font color="#E5E5E5">nobody had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually lived there in</font> almost three<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a half decades</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody</font> had ever lived in that house but what <font color="#E5E5E5">could be wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he didn't ring any alarm bells</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apart</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from their normal sort like does the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">electricity still work and is the boiler</font> outdated on top<font color="#E5E5E5"> of that we had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to check</font> if there were any pests or squatters nope nothing there<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house was well</font> built<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hadn't let anything in so it</font> seemed at least once we were settled in we were actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> very happy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> although I find it hard to believe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now we wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be our home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good a long time bizarrely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he just</font> felt so perfect and right<font color="#E5E5E5"> when actually</font> there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> something very deeply</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inherently wrong about the place the</font> tensions began one typical<font color="#CCCCCC"> gray</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> London</font> morning my wife<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to drop off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her four-year-old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it usually</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">takes about half</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour it was the</font> oddest thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon as she shut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door behind her and I was alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I became</font> aware of a<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling that I hadn't felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before</font> you could<font color="#E5E5E5"> describe it as a feeling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> being watched<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I think it was</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> else</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling of tension and discomfort</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">arising from well nothing nothing at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened</font> no creaks<font color="#E5E5E5"> no bumps and no whispers I had</font> the heating<font color="#E5E5E5"> on it was December and was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to classic FM on the radio on</font> first inspection<font color="#CCCCCC"> it appeared to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> comfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> peaceful environment ideal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for sitting down and getting on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my</font> work<font color="#CCCCCC"> but it wasn't I felt sort of</font> agitated I suppose it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down to this being</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> new house that I had only slept in for</font> a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> nights</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I got on with my work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except I didn't I couldn't settle down</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> concentrate</font> I found myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> wandering around the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking slowly around every room</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> were a few boxes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of things that</font> still needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be unpacked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and some</font> rooms that was still quite bare<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">refused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to accept it but a tiny part of</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> subconscious expected that there was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">intruder in the house I was in the room</font> farthest away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my study so I could</font> just about<font color="#CCCCCC"> hear bucks cello suite or</font> whatever the heck it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was playing</font> upstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stayed at the window waiting</font> for my wife<font color="#E5E5E5"> to turn up in a car it was</font> incredible how<font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly the mood shifted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as soon as my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife stepped into the</font> house as soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was no longer alone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the uncomfortable feeling lifted and I</font> could actually feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> the warmth of the</font> central<font color="#E5E5E5"> heating and my tea with a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">teaspoon of honey in it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually tasted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sweet even the rain clouds which had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started the drizzle outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed</font> friendlier the next morning<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did the</font> school run just as a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> experiment I</font> was driving back when I got a<font color="#E5E5E5"> call from</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> wife</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't think she wanted anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> particular<font color="#E5E5E5"> apart from some company</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">owned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was very casual it always sounded</font> forced and she was only asking when I would be back<font color="#E5E5E5"> but in a prolonged way as</font> if she wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> call as long</font> as possible <font color="#CCCCCC">made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some idea why she was calling she</font> was getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> the feeling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font> felt it<font color="#E5E5E5"> more because women are more</font> tuned<font color="#CCCCCC"> in to these subtleties in an</font> environment she didn't mention anything <font color="#E5E5E5">when I returned regarding the feeling</font> but through her smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see that</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a tiny</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit spooked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be honest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was nothing really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just the feeling that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people sometimes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the only odd things about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it with</font> that it happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were alone and</font> that it happened to<font color="#E5E5E5"> both of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us well</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still some places are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that a</font> house that hadn't been<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived in for</font> decades<font color="#CCCCCC"> might take some time to warm up</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> its new owners I guess the next day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while my wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">groceries</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I made a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> discovery a</font> strange feeling grew more<font color="#CCCCCC"> intense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> certain<font color="#E5E5E5"> parts of the house in the</font> upstairs bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was particularly</font> strong<font color="#E5E5E5"> and there was a corridor that</font> connected the dining room and the living <font color="#CCCCCC">room where it was also quite noticeable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about these places is that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only parts of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house</font> with mirrors in them with time I<font color="#E5E5E5"> came to hate those parts of</font> the house and<font color="#E5E5E5"> those mirrors nothing new</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> for about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week I just avoided</font> being in the house by<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the same although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never discussed the fact that we felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uncomfortable being alone it was new</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> we didn't want to spoil</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our first</font> days there with negativity<font color="#E5E5E5"> but a certain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">negativity hung about the place</font> nevertheless it was not obvious<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> not intense<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it was always there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt somewhat hostile<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if we were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sharing the home with something</font> something that didn't like<font color="#E5E5E5"> us being</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> I read up online while my wife</font> wasn't looking at some places just<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> what they call negative energy apparently this<font color="#CCCCCC"> is the result of many</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things such</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as poor lighting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bad feng</font> shui<font color="#E5E5E5"> and bad things that have happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the past in the place ironically we</font> installed<font color="#CCCCCC"> brand-new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high-power light</font> bulbs my wife had a whole book on keeping good feng shui and as for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> whole bad things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happening in the past thing nobody</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived in the house before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean</font> how<font color="#E5E5E5"> could anything bad have happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font> nobody had lived<font color="#CCCCCC"> there before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at least</font> our little boy didn't seem affected he was playing<font color="#CCCCCC"> just as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happily</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as ever with</font> his toys<font color="#CCCCCC"> a work overload had preoccupied</font> me and his mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> lately so we didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spend as much time with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> usual he</font> didn't seem to<font color="#E5E5E5"> mind even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> managed to</font> invent an<font color="#CCCCCC"> imaginary friend to play with</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was this one night however when I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came home from work late to find my son</font> in bed and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for me in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> living room <font color="#E5E5E5">as soon as I came through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">greeted with a thick heavy presence</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> gave me<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bad feeling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately I knew</font> at once<font color="#E5E5E5"> that something was not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right and</font> yet everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed fine we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ate dinner</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of the television washed up and</font> then got ready for<font color="#CCCCCC"> bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we both joined</font> our son<font color="#CCCCCC"> upstairs to sleep and soon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had both dozed off</font> except<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was suddenly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> disturbed from my</font> sleep there was nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> unnatural in fact it</font> was the very call of nature<font color="#CCCCCC"> that woke me</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I needed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> use the loo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">put on my slippers and nightgown it was</font> absolutely<font color="#E5E5E5"> freezing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being a winter's</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when I stepped into the</font> bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was shocked by how cold it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was not safe how chilly it wasn't</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at myself in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the mirror</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit</font> and sat on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the toilet seat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do my</font> business<font color="#E5E5E5"> that mirror was giving me a bad</font> feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept imagining that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> see something<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around in the</font> mirror<font color="#E5E5E5"> and yet there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nobody else in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but me not even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a fly or a bug</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it happened at least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> three times then I</font> got up<font color="#E5E5E5"> washed my hands and just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stared</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the mirror for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure it eventually made me uneasy so I</font> hurried back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and actually found</font> myself hiding<font color="#E5E5E5"> my face in the duvet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> think I saw something<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving in the</font> mirror again<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next night and the next</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I think I even saw a face in the</font> downstairs hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> mirror as I walked</font> past for a split second of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew it was only my</font> imagination<font color="#CCCCCC"> definitely just a side</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">effect of all the negative energy in the</font> place it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting more irritating and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">frightening</font> so I decided a ring up one of those priests those spiritual sorts who know how<font color="#CCCCCC"> to brighten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up places with negative</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">energy in them she turned up while our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">son was at school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a frail old Japanese</font> woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> must have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 80 years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> least<font color="#E5E5E5"> her son dropped her off since she</font> was very<font color="#CCCCCC"> weak and unable to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk the</font> distance<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyway she came in smiling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">faintly and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terming us in broken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> English</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she would just take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a walk around</font> the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get used to it</font> my wife and I sat quietly in the living room<font color="#E5E5E5"> personally I don't think she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> all too<font color="#E5E5E5"> happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> checked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> by what she referred</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to as</font> an exorcist<font color="#CCCCCC"> I showed her the web pages</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> glaring negative energy and she</font> agreed<font color="#CCCCCC"> with a sigh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all it was good</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feng shui to have your house cleared the</font> spiritual woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> came downstairs after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about 10 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in spite of how boney</font> and old she was she made the place feel very secure<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> comfortable<font color="#CCCCCC"> I almost wanted her to stay</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so that we could be assured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we would have no negative</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> energy but</font> something happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> it made us wonder if</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> really was negative energies</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> making</font> our house the way it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was anyway she came</font> into the living<font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and told us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she had burnt incense in some of the</font> rooms and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she was going to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> the rooms<font color="#E5E5E5"> again just to clear out any</font> remaining negativity but<font color="#E5E5E5"> then she</font> suddenly went stiff<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a quivering</font> smile became<font color="#E5E5E5"> a screwed-up scowl and a</font> watery eyes hardened we thought she was<font color="#CCCCCC"> having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a stroke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> reached<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the telephone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to call an</font> ambulance turns out she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was fine</font> she told us<font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to touch anything or</font> move we listened and watched<font color="#E5E5E5"> dumbfounded</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> she rushed to the wall with</font> impressive speed impressed<font color="#E5E5E5"> her against</font> it she<font color="#CCCCCC"> whispered some words which we</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear and she seemed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font> receiving<font color="#E5E5E5"> a reply as her expression</font> changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and contorted whatever she was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hearing kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing good because she</font> gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> a shriek and sprang away from the</font> wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> the room darkened noticeably like</font> when a cloud covers<font color="#CCCCCC"> the Sun you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> live in<font color="#CCCCCC"> this house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ramen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grabs my</font> wife by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shoulders and shook her</font> firmly as she said this why<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked</font> as my wife was too taken aback to<font color="#E5E5E5"> reply</font> man in the walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> she shrieked there is</font> man<font color="#CCCCCC"> leaving the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walls bad man man in the</font> walls the old woman hurried<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the</font> hallway and without<font color="#E5E5E5"> even putting his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shoes on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stepped outside the house and</font> urged us that come out with<font color="#E5E5E5"> her she</font> called<font color="#CCCCCC"> a son to pick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her up on a little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Nakia phone and refused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to step back</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though she needed to sit</font> down because<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her frailty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I brought a</font> chair outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> for her and brought her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shoes out - we waited with her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I can swear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when I went inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to fetch the chair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not the only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one in that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cursed the old one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for making me so nervous</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was hearing</font> whispers<font color="#E5E5E5"> all over the house now</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her son picked her up and when he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saw</font> her in<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nervous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> state he gave my wife</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I an unfriendly look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before driving</font> away that had gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> poorly we would have</font> gotten<font color="#E5E5E5"> mad at each other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not been</font> for what the old<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said man in</font> the walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was chilling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hear that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the look of terror on the old woman's</font> face convinced us<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she was serious</font> but being modern Cosmopolitan's<font color="#E5E5E5"> we just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">agreed after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some conversation that she</font> was doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> that to frighten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us well that</font> she was just old<font color="#E5E5E5"> and batty we didn't</font> want to believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nonsense but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> phrase stuck with me man in the walls I even admit I put my ears of the wall to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see if I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would hear anything nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were more uneasy now than we had been</font> before the spiritual had come<font color="#CCCCCC"> attention</font> gathered<font color="#E5E5E5"> all day until at bedtime and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the house felt unnaturally dark as I was</font> slipping into bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> relieved that the day</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> over a cry from my wife got me out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed she rushed into the bedroom with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of utter horror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on her face man</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mirror she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screamed man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the mirror I had enough sense to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> realize</font> that she was<font color="#CCCCCC"> not talking about the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Michael Jackson hit she was genuinely</font> terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> where bathroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw it I tell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you I believe you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I believe you I had to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her I stormed into the bathroom</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked into the mirror</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was just a normal reflection there</font> was nothing there I stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while then I began to cry what's wrong</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> this bloody</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and cried man in the wall tell me is</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> a man in the wall no no there</font> isn't my wife comforted me it was just my imagination<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll bet you it's just that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">damn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hold woman coming in here and</font> telling<font color="#E5E5E5"> us all this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mumbo-jumbo about</font> men in the walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's nothing nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> all then what the hell have I<font color="#CCCCCC"> been seeing</font> this place<font color="#CCCCCC"> it feels wrong just wrong oh</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing</font> don't worry<font color="#CCCCCC"> there's nothing here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">can't be let's just get some sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what you need sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tired to carry on with this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I forced</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> to believe that there was nothing</font> funny going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> convince myself we went to bed</font> and I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> to turn out the light</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when my wife told me something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that made</font> me shudder you know Daniel my son has been<font color="#CCCCCC"> saying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some weird things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lately she said like</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> well it might just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be coincidence</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but what that old woman said about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man</font> in the walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> it seems to fit was</font> something that<font color="#CCCCCC"> Daniel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> has been talking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about oh really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do you know anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about his imaginary friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I chuckled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well I know that Daniel spends an awful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lot of time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with it what does</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he call it</font> again all<font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh yeah oh I realized just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then the creepy connection wall man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Daniel's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been saying things about his</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> he told me the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other day that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he's got a round face with black eyes</font> and a big smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he's really thin so</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he can't fit in the wall I found it</font> cute at the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> but now I don't know I</font> got the biggest chill<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got in a long</font> time well there's more we were in the park <font color="#CCCCCC">just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nobody else was there I</font> asked him if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to invite one man</font> for a picnic he said he couldn't he told me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman is only in her house and</font> never leaves that one made me laugh a <font color="#CCCCCC">bit when he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> but then he<font color="#E5E5E5"> gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this serious worried</font> look and said don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> worry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mummy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woman</font> doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> like you and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> daddy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he hates you</font> he says he<font color="#CCCCCC"> only likes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me I showed it and</font> took a deep<font color="#CCCCCC"> breath</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the air suddenly felt</font> colder and more<font color="#E5E5E5"> hostile you know I said</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife after a period of silence I</font> really do<font color="#E5E5E5"> think we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move out</font> I don't know if it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> just a bad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling</font> I get<font color="#CCCCCC"> about this place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or if maybe that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old Japanese woman was right this stuff</font> is creeping me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hell out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think I can sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> safe</font> nevertheless we both<font color="#E5E5E5"> managed to fall</font> asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> after a bit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more conversation on</font> where we could move to<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had dreams who</font> were mostly<font color="#CCCCCC"> just plain random dreams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> one thing stuck out is different<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> dreamt I came home to<font color="#CCCCCC"> find the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">empty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called to see if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone was home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on a few lights I noticed</font> very vividly<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was somebody standing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the living room</font> it was a man's figure very lean<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> about the<font color="#CCCCCC"> height of a child</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">facing away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> I could tell but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the light wouldn't turn</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> in that room so I couldn't see</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anymore I think it was naked in my dream</font> I called out Daniel but I felt certain that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was not my son</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared of</font> this figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the living room the dream</font> ended there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I woke up I blamed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> all the weird events they were affecting my sleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> I managed to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more shut-eye</font> after that<font color="#E5E5E5"> no dreams this time it was a</font> Saturday next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning so we had a bit of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a lion I'm getting the kettle on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font> many sugars<font color="#E5E5E5"> would you like ask my wife</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before going downstairs to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen</font> to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> some tea as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waited for the</font> kettle to<font color="#E5E5E5"> boil</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a voice caught my</font> attention it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was Daniel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was raising</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> voice I found him looking up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> mirror<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the downstairs corridor in a</font> heated argument<font color="#E5E5E5"> with somebody</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no if you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">don't say sorry I won't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your friend</font> anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> he cried hello then you all</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> there son I called to him he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ignored me outright no no no no no he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shrieked at whoever he was speaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> and I saw tears on his cheeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font> want to you're<font color="#E5E5E5"> not nice anymore</font> go away go away<font color="#CCCCCC"> he began to screech I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> want to go with you I rushed the</font> monk and lifted him up carrying him away <font color="#CCCCCC">from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mirror his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother came</font> downstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> roused by the shouting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wrong dear</font> she asked him<font color="#CCCCCC"> wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> men</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> war men</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wants me</font> to live with him in the walls he wants it take me in the wall but I told him I don't want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God I muttered handing</font> him to my wife my voice shaking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't</font> put<font color="#E5E5E5"> up this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nonsense any longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wall man</font> where the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hell are you come out here you</font> asshole I never spoken in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my son</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that before but he didn't seem unsettled</font> he seemed glad<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at his</font> imaginary friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife took him</font> upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> while I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> raged on for a bit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said when my wife came back</font> downstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> we've got to get rid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of these</font> goddamn<font color="#E5E5E5"> mirrors they're creeping me the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hell out it's okay it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fine</font> no<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's not fine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it can't be fine it's</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> a portal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or something like this</font> evil coming straight out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> them or some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crazy nonsense like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that okay okay we</font> need to calm down she showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> me let's just get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> breakfast sorted and we'll see how things go we had breakfast<font color="#E5E5E5"> in silence after a</font> while it all seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay and then</font> something happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> amazing</font> nothing nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> at all</font> there was an even a weird feeling of anxiety anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> he felt like a normal</font> home should we had<font color="#E5E5E5"> her still the next</font> day was fine too and nothing dodgy<font color="#E5E5E5"> took</font> place overnight<font color="#CCCCCC"> we kept the mirrors</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hadn't been entirely serious</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> throwing them<font color="#E5E5E5"> out I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stressed</font> out then a whole week went by and<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> Sunday again<font color="#CCCCCC"> without a single weird</font> thing happening our house was beginning to at last feel like a home<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had less</font> work so we spent more time with Daniel <font color="#CCCCCC">and he seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to forget about his</font> imaginary<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which was actually a</font> relief to us<font color="#E5E5E5"> that imaginary friend had</font> seemed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> something else it seemed</font> wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> imagination</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four-year-old we thought everything</font> was going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be fine but then something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">made us think twice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yellow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had started to grow in</font> circular patches<font color="#CCCCCC"> around the house the</font> batches were about the size<font color="#E5E5E5"> of footballs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they gave off a rotten smell we</font> decided to leave<font color="#CCCCCC"> it be for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the patches turned up suddenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font> places<font color="#CCCCCC"> and they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were too ugly and stinky</font> to stay<font color="#E5E5E5"> we called in a man to</font> investigate and sort out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mold</font> problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> and while he worked three of us</font> paid a visit to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents-in-law</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we got</font> a call from the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> dealing with a mold</font> at about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 8 o'clock in the evening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> sounded troubled and he told<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to come</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly</font> we were very agitated throughout the car journey and when we saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> policemen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> when we saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> policemen standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> our home my wife<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked as though she</font> would cry at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all that policeman stopped</font> us in our tracks<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we made our way</font> towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front door</font> stop right<font color="#CCCCCC"> there sir</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said I highly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doubt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that you and especially your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wife</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">will want to see what's been found in</font> your home you<font color="#E5E5E5"> ain't suspected don't be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afraid but I tell you mate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's ghastly</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> took off his hat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and breathed out</font> with disgust mommy daddy<font color="#E5E5E5"> what's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happening then you're kept asking we</font> just let<font color="#E5E5E5"> him back to the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went back</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the policeman and the inspector came</font> and told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come in I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">find and wear the patches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mould had</font> been there were holes in the wall men in uniform and masks were carrying small objects in plastic bags<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the mold specialist was sitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> with a cup of<font color="#CCCCCC"> coffee on the sofa</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> head in one hand he seemed deeply troubled<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at him for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought it might be better not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him what had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't need</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font> you ain't seen what you had in<font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font> walls yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me his eyes bloodshot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I never done a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> job like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bloody shocking what was in my walls I</font> asked my voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> shaking</font> tell me please<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't bear it any more</font> can't tell you<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself me buddy shocking</font> suddenly the world around me became<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> blur and I collapsed<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I came to</font> and my parents-in-law house had that been a dream no it was now<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00 in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning my son and my wife were upstairs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they told me an inspector was waiting to</font> speak to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me what happened inspector</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> was there in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my house I asked as</font> patiently as I could now don't take this <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong way sir we're not accusing you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font> things we found<font color="#E5E5E5"> date back at least a</font> decade<font color="#CCCCCC"> judging by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the state they're in</font> what did you find<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I was told once I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">promised to remain calm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind each of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16 punches</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> amol the bones of a small</font> child<font color="#E5E5E5"> had been found holed up inside the</font> walls<font color="#CCCCCC"> the children were all between the</font> ages<font color="#CCCCCC"> of 2</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> & 5 and were recognized as</font> children that<font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gone missing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> area<font color="#CCCCCC"> the past 30 years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now hearing</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> shocked me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> much as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would shake anybody in my position</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was something else in the course of that</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> something evil and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had things</font> happen differently<font color="#E5E5E5"> might have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> taken my</font> son<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the wall like those other</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I still haven't</font> gotten<font color="#E5E5E5"> over our experiences in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our son seems</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be indifferent</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole thing</font> he never<font color="#E5E5E5"> got told about the children in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the walls and hopefully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> will never ask</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so he won't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to tell him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> mentions his imaginary<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he seems to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough in our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">new home as do all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tempt fate or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a new place</font> seems just right<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing weird</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">here</font> but one thing bugs me and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think</font> it'll ever stop bugging me<font color="#CCCCCC"> as long as I</font> live<font color="#E5E5E5"> I still don't know what the heck it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I refer to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Worman</font> because the name makes<font color="#E5E5E5"> it seem less</font> frightening<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I can't get over the</font> fact that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I actually had contact the</font> paranormal entity I'm guessing it's still there<font color="#CCCCCC"> in that</font> building<font color="#E5E5E5"> fat chance anybody wants to buy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that house now after the discovery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> local headlines there's one more</font> thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few days after he made his</font> dreadful discovery the mold specialist <font color="#E5E5E5">arranged to meet me in my workplace</font> he seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> deeply disturbed and told me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had something to quote dead</font> strange to show me it was a picture he had<font color="#E5E5E5"> taken on his mobile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone on the day</font> he had been<font color="#E5E5E5"> at her house</font> he was a picture<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the mirror in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">corridor although the quality was a</font> little grainy her face could<font color="#E5E5E5"> be seen</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> clearly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the mirror</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you just popped up at the bottom corner</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mirror a white face with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a wide</font> thin-lipped mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> and large black eyes</font> it looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> very clean neat teeth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> appear to have a nose or any hair</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but perhaps it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just because of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quality of the image it was grinning</font> broadly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and his eyes were wide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">picture was taken from an angle so that</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> photographer could not be seen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the face and the rest of the room but</font> what scared me most about the face was <font color="#E5E5E5">the fact that it was there it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there real photographic</font> evidence of<font color="#E5E5E5"> something paranormal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our home all that time saw the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bugger in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the mirror and I didn't know</font> what the bloody hell it was so I snapped <font color="#E5E5E5">a shot and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ran out of the bloody</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> that might explain to me he seemed</font> shaken now I'm not sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> why he showed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perhaps he was frightened and</font> just wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get it off his chest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps it was just fascinating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> incredible<font color="#E5E5E5"> to him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't care really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because now that I've seen photographic</font> evidence<font color="#CCCCCC"> I won't stop thinking about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I never truly actually believed in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> paranormal<font color="#CCCCCC"> until then but now I'm</font> open-minded<font color="#CCCCCC"> I say my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> prayers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going to bed every night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being superstitious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> avoiding creepy</font> places<font color="#CCCCCC"> and walking under ladders and</font> everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I only have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one mirror in my</font> house now in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom and I avoid it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like the plague</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to mention that I</font> practice<font color="#E5E5E5"> methods designed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to keep my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home free of negative energies</font> my wife likes that<font color="#E5E5E5"> and after all it is</font> good feng shui <font color="#E5E5E5">and sometimes only sometimes when I am</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone at home and it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is quiet I press my</font> head to the wall<font color="#E5E5E5"> and listen carefully</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then I look into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mirror for a while</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just to make sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there isn't anything</font> else there<font color="#E5E5E5"> perhaps you should give it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">go too after all some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> houses are strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and some houses have been there for a</font> very<font color="#CCCCCC"> long time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with enough time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I think things come into existence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> empty places<font color="#E5E5E5"> that shouldn't be allowed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to exist you may find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that those walls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that protects you from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> elements</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day or in fact home to something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that you might need protection from and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where mirrors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess they are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like doors into the wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they show you</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> only what is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind you but what's</font> behind them trust me if<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see any</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> faces in the mirror there's a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">possibility there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could be something in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your walls afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my advice just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brush</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your teeth quickly</font> you it started as a joke<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife and I</font> hosted a lot of parties and if you<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever</font> done clean up after a party you know that people leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> things behind hats and</font> coats constantly scarves purses whatever <font color="#E5E5E5">one time I found a pair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of prescription</font> glasses<font color="#CCCCCC"> stuck between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the couch cushions</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they were thick lenses too like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Felmy</font> thick<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know how the owner made it</font> out of the front<font color="#CCCCCC"> door without them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone how they drove home a lot of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll get a call the next day or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going hey</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I haven't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seen my jacket lately did I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave it at</font> your<font color="#CCCCCC"> place but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one ever</font> claims it and Jenny and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I Jenny's my</font> wife we weren't about<font color="#CCCCCC"> to call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone</font> who was at the party<font color="#CCCCCC"> to ask if they're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">missing whatever we found so we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> chuck it<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a wooden chest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we've got in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and leave it in there until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone does</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come looking so recently we</font> had a winter<font color="#CCCCCC"> party and someone left</font> their pants here now<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was not that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kind of party so I was pretty surprised</font> to find<font color="#E5E5E5"> a pair of pants lying around</font> afterward there<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> snow pants</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kind</font> you wear<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your clothes to keep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> warm and dry and they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> folded up and</font> stored in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> someone probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> had shown up in them to</font> stay warm<font color="#E5E5E5"> then taken them off since they</font> got<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside</font> between the warmth of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> house and the</font> warmth of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the alcohol</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they must have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forgotten to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> put them back on when they</font> left at the end of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night Jenny</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">flipped through her pictures from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">evening but didn't have any shots of</font> anyone wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> those pants so into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trunk they went as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jenny was tossing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them in she commented</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I bet we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">close the whole person with what's in</font> here we laughed but<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I got to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that she was probably right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so later on</font> I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the trunk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and sure enough</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in addition to the pants</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had a</font> button-down<font color="#E5E5E5"> shirt multiple jackets</font> several hats<font color="#CCCCCC"> a pair of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gloves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple</font> of scarves<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two pairs of shoes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font> Jenny was out of the house that night I put the shirt and a hanger<font color="#E5E5E5"> hung the</font> jacket over<font color="#E5E5E5"> it clip the gloves to the</font> sleeves and the pants<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bottom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> wrapped a scarf around it<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I hung</font> the whole thing up in the hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> popped</font> a hat on<font color="#CCCCCC"> top and put some shoes beneath</font> it the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pants hung just to the ground so</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> first glance it really did look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> someone lurking<font color="#E5E5E5"> there especially</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> the lights off<font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard the door slam</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when Jenny got home she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> started to call</font> out a greeting<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it abruptly cut off</font> in a shriek I came into the hallway laughing to find Jenny<font color="#E5E5E5"> standing there</font> with a hand to her chest<font color="#CCCCCC"> glaring at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the clothes Tommy swung quietly off to</font> the side real funny she<font color="#E5E5E5"> said you about gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heart attack</font> I'm very sorry<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said but I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was laughing</font> much too hard for her to<font color="#CCCCCC"> believe me</font> yeah you will<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she said with mock</font> seriousness but she was laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> too now</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was past the initial shock</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anyway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was all extremely</font> funny right up until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got up in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">middle of the night to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the toilet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shouted loud because Jenny</font> had moved my clothes<font color="#CCCCCC"> tummy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the</font> bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and posed it sitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> toilet<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the bedroom I heard sleepy</font> laughter do you<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what happens when</font> you scarce one who's on his way<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> I demanded rags are under the</font> sink<font color="#CCCCCC"> clean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up whatever you need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Jenny</font> called back<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lesser man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to</font> clean up I have<font color="#CCCCCC"> iron self-control</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I told her is</font> that why you screamed loudly<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough to</font> wake me<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she teased</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't dignify that with a response</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">also I didn't have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one so this became a</font> thing Jenny<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I would move the dummy</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> and after a while it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to scare</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other anymore we named him</font> Albert and he was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> a feature of the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few weeks we'd put him in</font> the kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dining room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wherever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> home a couple of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> days ago to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font> the clothes<font color="#CCCCCC"> slung to my chair in front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> TV with one of my beers in his</font> glove<font color="#E5E5E5"> I just got another beer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a</font> seat on the couch Jenny came in later and said you're not<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to move him he</font> was here first<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shrugged he ridiculous</font> Jenny told me and took Albert's beer he's not<font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna like that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jenny laughed what's he gonna do</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was a couple of days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said</font> yesterday<font color="#E5E5E5"> I came home to find Albert</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hanging by the picture window at the</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his clothes were</font> splashed with something red<font color="#E5E5E5"> and there</font> was a dripping knife wedged in one of his gloves<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a pretty gruesome</font> sight and I applauded<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jenny's ingenuity</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did he get you honey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called no</font> response<font color="#E5E5E5"> obviously she wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about to</font> give up<font color="#CCCCCC"> the choke that easily hey the</font> stuff is dripping on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said loudly enough for her to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and wherever she was hiding</font> I think it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> thin the carpet still</font> nothing so I got a paper towel and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wiped</font> up the<font color="#CCCCCC"> quote-unquote blood then took</font> Albert's knife away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> him whatever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jenny had used really did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was starting to get</font> uncomfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> honey okay you got me</font> jokes over<font color="#E5E5E5"> still no response</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking I went through the entire house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and couldn't find her anywhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car was out front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but jenny was just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">missing</font> I called<font color="#CCCCCC"> her phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it rang</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> to voicemail when she still hadn't shown<font color="#CCCCCC"> up by</font> midnight<font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> starting to get panicked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd called a few friends but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no one had</font> heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of sleep and then figure out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do in the morning I laid down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font> out the lights<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was falling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I heard a slight noise in the</font> hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened my eyes to see Jenny in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the doorway where have you</font> I started<font color="#E5E5E5"> turning on the lights but my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">voice died in my throat</font> it wasn't Jenny it was Albert<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the doorway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my room swaying</font> slightly back and<font color="#CCCCCC"> forth above</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his shoes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the knife was back in his hand my heart</font> was hammering<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was obviously just</font> Jenny<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking the joke too far but when I</font> called out<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she didn't</font> answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> my fear spiked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I took those</font> clothes down<font color="#E5E5E5"> carried them downstairs and</font> even though I knew it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was totally</font> illogical<font color="#CCCCCC"> I burned them in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fireplace</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I expected Jenny to come out and laugh</font> at me once I<font color="#E5E5E5"> got the fire going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">least to chide me first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stinking up the</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know why they packed snow</font> pants with but it smells terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you burn it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but the fire burned down to</font> ashes<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was still alone</font> I slept<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a bit and when I left for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">work this morning there was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> sign<font color="#CCCCCC"> of Jenny and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she still wasn't</font> answering her phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I called the police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to report her missing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and they're</font> supposed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sending</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone over to</font> take a<font color="#E5E5E5"> look around and interview me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> guess<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope they get here soon because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just heard a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> noise from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upstairs</font> and when I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look the door to our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walk-in closet was standing open hanging</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the bars</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> aligned in two neat rows</font> or a<font color="#E5E5E5"> dozen of Jenny's outfits shirts</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">still on the hangers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pants clipped below</font> she was lined up on the Neath the <font color="#E5E5E5">bedroom door only logs from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">inside.what I closed it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and used my tie</font> to tie the knob<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the banister in the</font> hallway I was going to leave the<font color="#CCCCCC"> house</font> but there's a coat rack<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I really don't think<font color="#E5E5E5"> I lined up my shoes</font> underneath<font color="#E5E5E5"> it like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hope the police get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it soon</font> you <font color="#E5E5E5">I've been a national park ranger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> close to<font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> decades</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> protocols have</font> changed a lot in<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> write this</font> just to<font color="#CCCCCC"> try to keep people safe so the</font> next time you venture<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the big</font> outdoors<font color="#CCCCCC"> let me tell you about the last</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">park I worked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I can't be too specific</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about the location</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my job sake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyway we</font> had clusters<font color="#CCCCCC"> of campsites that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> rotated<font color="#E5E5E5"> annually the idea was to prevent</font> one group from getting overused<font color="#E5E5E5"> and worn</font> down let nature regrow a little bit the winter<font color="#CCCCCC"> had just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> passed in our big summer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">season was a few months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away I'm sent</font> out to check<font color="#CCCCCC"> the sustainability of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">campsites to decide which ones need time</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> recover</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which ones we can open</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up winters here a cold not too many</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">people camp during the winter</font> aside from rugged masochists<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Boy</font> Scout troops led by<font color="#E5E5E5"> people who believe</font> they are<font color="#E5E5E5"> rugged masochists I didn't</font> expect to<font color="#E5E5E5"> find much out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ordinary</font> the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> site was clear and ready to go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as I'm trekking to the next site I see</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what looks like some debris</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and junk</font> down away in the river valley <font color="#E5E5E5">looks like some jackasses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> set up an</font> unauthorized camp down<font color="#E5E5E5"> there usually</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when that happens they leave garbage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">smoldering fires this is going to be a</font> pain<font color="#CCCCCC"> to clear up I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> approach seeing the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tell-tale wreckage of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what must have</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> one hell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a party</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scattered</font> everywhere the skeletons of tents still raised up and blood<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop and time stops with me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rules of blood are spread out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along the</font> ground<font color="#E5E5E5"> makes the signs of something</font> heavy<font color="#E5E5E5"> being dragged into the brush</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> pour my radio off my belt<font color="#E5E5E5"> and pause then</font> I pull my Glock 22 out of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> holster</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> rack one round I'm a certified law enforcement officer <font color="#E5E5E5">but I haven't had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> use my gun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a</font> long time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I quickly look around for any</font> movement<font color="#CCCCCC"> then get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my radio and call</font> in for backup<font color="#E5E5E5"> while I wait</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I listen silence silence in nature isn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good break it quiet when they sense a</font> predator<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope all the birds are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> still on my<font color="#CCCCCC"> accounts my edge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forward</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking for anyone or anything a</font> shredded<font color="#CCCCCC"> plastic cooler a tent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font> been annihilated<font color="#CCCCCC"> with more blood</font> splashed on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls and inside people</font> died here<font color="#CCCCCC"> and know it you can't lose</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that much blood and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just walk off but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> shreds of clothes and a little</font> viscera<font color="#E5E5E5"> drawing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the goddamn flies</font> here but no people<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've seen bears</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Romans through camps and destroy</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> that looked edible there are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wild hogs here that could trails of the</font> deep brush nor even more dangerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the Bears but this is an either of them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the devastation here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's just too much</font> some scourge of God came through<font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and just ripped everything to pieces</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back up arrives</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm sent to</font> report to HQ<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even brought medics</font> out there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know why there's no</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> here to save one of the new recruits</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from vomits at the scene I'm glad to get</font> the hell out of here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I get back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> HQ is</font> a buzz only<font color="#E5E5E5"> four people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work here but calls are</font> ringing<font color="#E5E5E5"> printers printing and the air</font> feels electrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> the manager sees me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and signals me to his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> office his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pale</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ashen looking with bloodshot eyes I sit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down by his desk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he goes through the</font> door unlocks it I've never<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen him lock</font> that door he asks<font color="#E5E5E5"> me what I saw and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talam</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> uninterrupted he looks even paler</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afterward and his hands tremble a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there's a very long pause</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I expect</font> more questions<font color="#E5E5E5"> he doesn't ask any my</font> leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hear the door locked behind</font> me after a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few minutes my harem called</font> someone up and a long low conversation ensues<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him again</font> where it<font color="#E5E5E5"> comes down from on high we were</font> assigned<font color="#E5E5E5"> the new manager one who excels</font> of what he calls crisis his first order of business<font color="#CCCCCC"> a controlled burn of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> unauthorized camp and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> site's closest</font> to it I'm not arguing I watched the smoke rise in the distance <font color="#E5E5E5">and pray that's the end of it</font> new orders relocate the existing<font color="#CCCCCC"> camp</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sites</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closer to HQ before we do that we</font> stake out a few trail cameras at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the new</font> locations<font color="#E5E5E5"> just to make sure it's not in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of some nesting ground we put</font> up a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few cameras pointed at the hog</font> trails<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the brush for good</font> measure<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple days pass</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we go out to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">collect the footage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> new manager takes it</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> and start studying it in his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> office</font> a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> hours into reviewing he freaks</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming and yelling gets on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone calling up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the line spitting</font> more obscenities he<font color="#E5E5E5"> spends the rest of the day and that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> office calling up</font> scientists and planners next morning I show up<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a meeting manager doesn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">look like he slept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> massive changes afoot</font> he lays out our new plans including massively bright<font color="#CCCCCC"> lampposts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> circling the</font> park border<font color="#E5E5E5"> as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as flood lights</font> around the ranger station<font color="#CCCCCC"> campsites need</font> to be moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> even closer in clear lines</font> of sight<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the light if possible my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">button telling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him that defeats the</font> point of going<font color="#E5E5E5"> camping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if you're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on a short walk through the grass</font> then setting<font color="#E5E5E5"> up so close you can see the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parking lot he tells me to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shut up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it's just the start</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> closes at sundown<font color="#E5E5E5"> sharp also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're now</font> required to<font color="#CCCCCC"> have a long gun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on our</font> person at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all times</font> now<font color="#E5E5E5"> this isn't uncommon for Rangers to</font> carry an ar-15<font color="#E5E5E5"> or a Remington 870</font> shotgun<font color="#CCCCCC"> going out in the deep woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there are wild and rabid animals out</font> there <font color="#CCCCCC">the real</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> concern massive park goers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these aren't your chill neighbors who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hide a few plants behind the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tomatoes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this spectrum</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">large-scale suppliers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we would like</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> privacy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dislike law</font> enforcement<font color="#E5E5E5"> so anti-government crazies</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you think we have no right over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font> true<font color="#E5E5E5"> patriots</font> both groups<font color="#E5E5E5"> have a few common points</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they tend to be well armed they do not</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> lawmen and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they won't shy away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> taking<font color="#E5E5E5"> a potshot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as some dump or Ranger</font> who<font color="#E5E5E5"> finds himself in their fields keep</font> in mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> Eliot Ness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mr. I fought Al</font> Capone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> won got scared of busting of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Al</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> packing moonshiners because they</font> constantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> sniped at him in the</font> foothills<font color="#E5E5E5"> they shoot to kill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those are</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> reasons we keep big guns around not</font> routine patrols<font color="#CCCCCC"> I drew the short</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> straw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and got the overnight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shift manager</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tells me more changes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to protocol</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will</font> be listed when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> return overnights used</font> to be easy<font color="#E5E5E5"> monitor the radios bust up</font> the parties if needed check for poachers if they're operating nearby make sure the forest<font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't burn</font> down<font color="#CCCCCC"> my clock in and per instructions go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the gun cage my things have changed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our shotguns</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have new rifled barrels so</font> they can<font color="#E5E5E5"> handle the solid slugs we've</font> been issued that's the kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of firepower</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you want to take down a charging bear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">god forbid you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ever needed the ar-15 s</font> have been stepped up to the old<font color="#CCCCCC"> 15 round</font> magazines have been<font color="#E5E5E5"> replaced by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 30 round</font> ones<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone even snuck us in hollow</font> point rounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> makes no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> goddamn sense</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shooting in the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you need Full</font> Metal Jacket ammo<font color="#E5E5E5"> so the rounds don't go</font> wild when<font color="#E5E5E5"> they touch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at wagon hollow</font> points just exists to do more tissue damage<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is ridiculous</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">overkill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we're not in a war zone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> don't need this firepower next to the radio<font color="#CCCCCC"> there are new instructions we're</font> not allowed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to directly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> respond to</font> emergency<font color="#E5E5E5"> calls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reply figure out</font> what the issue is then we report<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a new phone number I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> recognize</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time passes slowly</font> tonight<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not even allowed to leave</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> building and</font> or Sun up a few uneventful nights pass the new<font color="#E5E5E5"> flood lights and lampposts are</font> frying<font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes it's so bright</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a blind man could see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a week later some</font> kids roll<font color="#CCCCCC"> into the lot they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab their</font> backpacks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and start hiking up the ridge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I know what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were up to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no one is</font> booked to<font color="#E5E5E5"> campsite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cheap</font> young ones going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on a campout that will</font> be a raging party<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wait</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the sundown</font> to go<font color="#E5E5E5"> confirming they're not out for a</font> day hike<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> call my manager to report he</font> instructs me to call the new number<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reports up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to them now</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Curt voice answers the phone</font> he asks my<font color="#E5E5E5"> Park then pauses he asks the</font> issue<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bunch of kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on an unauthorized</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">site</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll go break it up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can see</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> campsite out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the ridge right</font> now no do not leave the<font color="#CCCCCC"> building</font> do not attempt communication<font color="#E5E5E5"> that is all</font> reports if there are any developments right after daybreak<font color="#E5E5E5"> the manager</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> writes</font> up it's clearly early have you seen them <font color="#E5E5E5">did they leave no the class still there</font> let him<font color="#E5E5E5"> rest they're probably all</font> hungover<font color="#CCCCCC"> curse it's nonstop and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> goes</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make a call I'm outside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up the ridge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he exits the</font> station one<font color="#E5E5E5"> ar-15 his hand another one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strapped across his back walk on his hip</font> he marches<font color="#E5E5E5"> single-mindedly toward his</font> car I<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what in God's name he's</font> doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he isn't listening or</font> responding<font color="#E5E5E5"> he takes a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jerrican of</font> gasoline from his car<font color="#E5E5E5"> marches up the</font> ridge<font color="#CCCCCC"> I yell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after him it's a no reply</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I consider following him but that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doesn't seem like a good idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go back</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and call the number</font> the same<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kurt voice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the same direct</font> questions yeah the<font color="#E5E5E5"> manager just went up</font> for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> campsite armed to the teeth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> carrying gasoline<font color="#CCCCCC"> what the hell do I do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stay there do not interfere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backup is</font> inbound<font color="#E5E5E5"> reports</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if there are any</font> developments about the same time I started<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see</font> smoke wafting<font color="#E5E5E5"> off the ridge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two vans</font> right into the lot at a screeching speed it doesn't men heavily armed<font color="#CCCCCC"> and armored</font> exit<font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly I go out to check who are</font> you guys what's going on the men are all <font color="#E5E5E5">lined up with that impeccable military</font> precision<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a commander I</font> assume exits the vehicle last he says which direction did he<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> I mean he's up there<font color="#E5E5E5"> my point at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">increasing smoke the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> men fan out and</font> start jogging<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ridge</font> I hear rifles cocking as they leave<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> tried to shout after<font color="#E5E5E5"> them but no</font> response<font color="#E5E5E5"> look at the van they came in</font> large nondescript<font color="#E5E5E5"> they just say do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">response team on the side I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no later</font> they<font color="#E5E5E5"> return dragging the manager with</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> he's bound in zip ties he screams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> did what needed to be done trust me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's worse than they thought we</font> can't stop this<font color="#E5E5E5"> burn it all they throw</font> him into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back and sedate him</font> the commander approaches me<font color="#E5E5E5"> my neck has</font> bristling cold fear I need to see the office<font color="#CCCCCC"> all computers and anything with a</font> hard<font color="#CCCCCC"> drive is coming with me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> video tapes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I need those two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> i</font> unlock<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door and they ransacked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> place everything gets taken printed reports from the<font color="#CCCCCC"> last few years</font> disappear into<font color="#E5E5E5"> those bands the video</font> tapes<font color="#E5E5E5"> get bagged up and held by the</font> commander himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> he studies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the gun</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cage</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cute you're out of your league</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me scoffs</font> finally they found<font color="#CCCCCC"> everything they</font> looked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the commander tells me call</font> the number tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's contained you need a new</font> supervisor<font color="#CCCCCC"> also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't talk about this to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they leave just thank you the</font> fire brigade<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few news</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vans show up</font> the fire is<font color="#E5E5E5"> contained the news reports</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">say rumors of missing campers are</font> unsubstantiated at this time still the <font color="#CCCCCC">rumors alone are enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to scare off</font> this season's campers the quick change up of managers is chalked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> bureaucracy<font color="#E5E5E5"> the press dies down after a</font> week or two<font color="#E5E5E5"> the new manager is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very good</font> at dealing with<font color="#E5E5E5"> them thankfully with no</font> new campus and<font color="#E5E5E5"> are now even shorter open</font> hours we can get more<font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> done around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there rebuilding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the station took some</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just set up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the new camp</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sites they're practically spitting</font> distance from the station<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> dramatic happens for a few days then<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> a whim the manager tells us to set up <font color="#E5E5E5">some cameras around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the station and the</font> camp sites there's usually so much<font color="#E5E5E5"> human</font> activity around<font color="#E5E5E5"> there all you see are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> raccoons</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe the rare Hungry Bear well we humor</font> him and set them up all<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple</font> of days pass<font color="#E5E5E5"> we collect the footage I</font> play poker<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the rookies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font> the manager watches hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> of footage of</font> an empty brilliantly illuminated<font color="#E5E5E5"> parking</font> lot then he gets to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the footage around</font> the station screams come<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the office</font> we barge in and he's stamping on the camera hard drives to bring<font color="#E5E5E5"> things I</font> can't understand<font color="#E5E5E5"> along the lines of</font> told me it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was clean safe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no recent</font> activity here bullcrap here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gonna do it barks at us to leave later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">makes a call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rocky goes up to the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and listens in rocky comes reporting</font> back yeah he's<font color="#CCCCCC"> demanding a transfer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> says</font> they lied to<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about they</font> didn't do their jobs properly<font color="#CCCCCC"> he's not</font> prepared<font color="#CCCCCC"> or equipped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here then I just</font> heard the phone click and some sobbing I was later my manager exits the office his shoulders are slumped defeated<font color="#E5E5E5"> we cut</font> our hours<font color="#CCCCCC"> even further</font> practically<font color="#E5E5E5"> open on weekends only we'll</font> have a full<font color="#E5E5E5"> staff ready those hours but</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> skeleton crew the rest of the time</font> campus are<font color="#CCCCCC"> required to check into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of</font> the closest sites no campsite<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> they're told to<font color="#E5E5E5"> leave we're not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">authorized to leave the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> station after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dark under any circumstances</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">emergency do not call 9 on one call the</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> and do exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what they say we</font> draw straws<font color="#CCCCCC"> for who gets the overnight</font> shifts why we need to stay overnight<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> we can't do<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything is beyond me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ask</font> the manager about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it he just said that</font> standard protocol is to<font color="#E5E5E5"> have someone on</font> hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> to report any irregularities</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">overnight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have to work my overnight</font> shift<font color="#E5E5E5"> and keep my phone close the number</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dialed in ready if I need to call it is</font> a bad night I just wind up pacing<font color="#CCCCCC"> around with my</font> shotgun<font color="#E5E5E5"> glancing into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bright</font> floodlights<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to see what's past</font> them I hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> crickets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it relaxes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">prey is quiet when predators are around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's a long night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> manager draws the short straw he seems<font color="#CCCCCC"> resigned in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the end we all have</font> to take<font color="#E5E5E5"> a turn</font> he brings<font color="#E5E5E5"> the brightest damn tactical</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">flashlight I've ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seen said he bought</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> just because he's afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the dark</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he isn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really he's afraid of the</font> things in the dark call<font color="#E5E5E5"> a 3:00 a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's him</font> here now and bring guns<font color="#CCCCCC"> wow you have a</font> damn<font color="#CCCCCC"> Arsenal now oh I swear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to god I</font> screwed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up oh man I think they're</font> attracted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the light</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I called that</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> and all they said was back would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be here in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> morning damn damn god</font> damn<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hear the pacing staccato of</font> gunshots<font color="#CCCCCC"> the pause war gunshots</font> screaming scuffling the line goes dead I<font color="#CCCCCC"> caught</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the number and neuters voice</font> answers look<font color="#E5E5E5"> I work at the park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font> got off the<font color="#CCCCCC"> phone with the manager I</font> just spoke with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> manager what can you</font> report<font color="#CCCCCC"> something bad happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> serious<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard gunshots</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we will have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backup there as soon as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> possible</font> did he say anything else yeah he said he thought they were attracted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the light</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doesn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sense to me</font> interesting thank you for your report <font color="#E5E5E5">the bog is now closed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you will be reassigned goodbye click</font> officially the park was closed to be <font color="#CCCCCC">rescheduled for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a controlled burn that</font> the old trees<font color="#E5E5E5"> die and make room for the</font> new ones<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was nothing in the</font> official<font color="#E5E5E5"> report about what happened to</font> the manager on duty the public understanding was bureaucracies needed to be shaken up<font color="#E5E5E5"> on occasion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no one asked any more questions I had</font> transferred to a new<font color="#E5E5E5"> park halfway across</font> the country<font color="#E5E5E5"> change of scenery</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and beautiful they've got some odd rules</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> too don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go far after dark don't</font> carry a flashlight<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm concerned about</font> why why can't<font color="#E5E5E5"> you use</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a flashlight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> night when you need one they won't tell me be safe everyone [Music] you downward spiral<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't even notice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was in hell my first year every day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seemed the same - one particular detail</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing good happened ever</font> I had a secure job relationship<font color="#E5E5E5"> and life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we fell apart all of those little doubts</font> I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> about myself ate away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at me until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there were full-blown paranoia</font> then<font color="#CCCCCC"> it became reality</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my company kept</font> suffering loss after loss<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> problems were eventually pinpointed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> being solely<font color="#E5E5E5"> my fault after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I lost my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">job I lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fiancee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my best friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and no one seemed to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side every</font> person in my life<font color="#CCCCCC"> was cold and distant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even the little things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were awful food always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tasted</font> terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> my favorite shows were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> canceled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and something in my apartment always</font> needed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be repaired each day was cold</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with the rainy overcast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the nights</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> eerily dark with no stars or</font> moonlight there is absolutely no<font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoyment in hell</font> but the first year is child's<font color="#CCCCCC"> play</font> compared<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the rest</font> silence during the second<font color="#CCCCCC"> year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I came to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font> possible conclusions<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first was that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had gone completely insane</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the second was that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was no longer</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same world</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> born into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> started in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning when I powered up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the TV</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the morning news</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was on but I</font> couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> hear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned the</font> volume<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to max still nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I set the remote down and I couldn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even hear him at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> table he started to</font> panic and immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> assumed I lost my</font> hearing<font color="#CCCCCC"> i spoke aloud but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> i was able to</font> hear my voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> just fine i walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the corner store everyone stopped what</font> they were doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked directly at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me everything froze like time was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">standing still my stomach turned a sea</font> of people stared in my direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">their faces were a jumble</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of features</font> eyes noses<font color="#CCCCCC"> and mouths all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> swirled in a</font> mess of<font color="#E5E5E5"> flesh hair and teeth even if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these</font> monstrosity<font color="#CCCCCC"> z'</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> i couldn't they remained</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> dead silence was everywhere I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and every person stopped and turned in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction always watching my every</font> move<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> misplaced eyeballs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> L was</font> studying me and it only got worse <font color="#E5E5E5">seclusion if you've ever wished you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">could be in complete seclusion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll be</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first to tell you it's not worth it</font> one day out of nowhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was completely</font> alone no<font color="#CCCCCC"> jumbled faced people animals</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cars or</font> life in general<font color="#E5E5E5"> the world was a holler</font> reminder of what used to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be with no</font> plans in mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> I started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wandering the</font> Depression started<font color="#CCCCCC"> to wear me always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea what was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on</font> where I was eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was too much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the loneliness weighed down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and me I</font> gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> up I jumped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off the tallest</font> building<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could find</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I felt the entire impact of the fall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> heard my bones shatter but<font color="#E5E5E5"> death never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came after three agonizing days of lying</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cold black asphalt the</font> excruciating pain started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to fade and my</font> body remained intact<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though it</font> should<font color="#CCCCCC"> have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> completely mangled</font> shadows the suicide attempt<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> accelerate things<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> awarded with</font> one luxury<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that term lightly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could hear sounds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again it wasn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worth much in an empty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> world but</font> nevertheless<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it returned but like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything in hell</font> there was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing allowed the shadows to</font> terrify me<font color="#E5E5E5"> on unimaginable levels I'm</font> not really sure what these<font color="#E5E5E5"> things are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I can try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my best to describe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you know that feeling when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're</font> walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a dark room or going down a</font> flight of<font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs in a creepy basement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the feeling that something is right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> start moving a little</font> faster to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the light multiply</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> fear by a hundred<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would catch glimpses</font> of them out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the corner of my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eye</font> tall black<font color="#E5E5E5"> humanoid figures darting</font> quickly behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> buildings or trees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could feel them getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer the</font> creeping paranoia consumed me one night <font color="#E5E5E5">I was taking a shortcut through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> complex the entrance doors</font> were open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a flickering fluorescent</font> lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> partially illuminated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the narrow</font> ground floor hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> halfway down the</font> corridor<font color="#E5E5E5"> the lights went out and</font> darkness washed over me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hair and the</font> back of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> neck stood straight up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> had the unmistakable feeling of something<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I prepared to run</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was too late with a high-pitched</font> howl<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the shadows had me it's cold</font> dead hands wrapped around my arms<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it</font> sank its teeth<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my skull</font> the pain was indescribable<font color="#E5E5E5"> I thrashed</font> around in agony<font color="#E5E5E5"> as more shadows emerged</font> from the open apartment doors in my fit of pain and terror<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pulled my head free</font> from the fangs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stumbled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my feet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I ran</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what seemed like hours I</font> learned quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> that traveling in the</font> evening was no longer<font color="#E5E5E5"> an option</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font> barricaded<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself in any shelter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> find every night the shadows always <font color="#E5E5E5">pasted around my doors until they would</font> leave<font color="#CCCCCC"> each morning as the dull gray</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cloud covered sunlight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drove them off</font> abyss eventually my nomadic lifestyle <font color="#E5E5E5">was impossible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to continue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I unlocked</font> the door of the small two-bedroom house <font color="#CCCCCC">I'd been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleeping in and walked outside</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> raining it was always raining</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">despite all that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd been through what I</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> took me by complete surprise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first change was the gates</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> black</font> iron bars<font color="#E5E5E5"> that surrounded the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood they extended from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ground and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rose impossibly into the sky</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was trapped the second thing I saw</font> what the jumble faced people they had returned<font color="#CCCCCC"> dozens of them were lined up on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the streets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in perfectly straight rows</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were different though in groups of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">four dressed in black robes they walked</font> hand-in-hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards a massive swimming</font> pool sized hole<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the ground without</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hesitation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a group of four or fallen and</font> after a few seconds the<font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> group would</font> follow suit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned around to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head back</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> the home but I couldn't the iron</font> bars had somehow closed in and<font color="#CCCCCC"> were just</font> a few feet away<font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> towards</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> people and so the bars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across the</font> street<font color="#E5E5E5"> and moved in closer as well</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was pushing me towards the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> panicked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and grabbed the bars with both</font> my hands and<font color="#CCCCCC"> began to shake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">didn't budge I started running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">entire perimeter looking for any way out</font> the bars<font color="#CCCCCC"> began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to move ripping through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the earth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and concrete pushing me closer</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer to the dark abyss by this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grows of people were gone I</font> planted my feet in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ground and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> began</font> pushing with all my strength<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bars</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">continues to force me closer to the</font> endless hole<font color="#E5E5E5"> despite my efforts after a</font> few moments<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was too late I was right</font> on the edge <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clawing at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> begging</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for help</font> accepted the inevitable fact that I was going to descend<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the darkness but</font> just before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell a flash of light</font> blinded me electric pain filled my chest <font color="#CCCCCC">I woke up in an emergency</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room back on</font> earth<font color="#E5E5E5"> according</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the paramedics</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dead for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few seconds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I began rambling about all that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> seen and been through nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> seems</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">acknowledge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or believe me this story</font> it's not<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lesson</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not telling you to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">change your life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or be a better person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> warning with nothing in your</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">life is going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well it might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> coincidence you may be in hell [Music] you I'm going to tell you about a town a town<font color="#E5E5E5"> you should never go to for your</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">protection I wouldn't tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you the name</font> or location<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'll tell you this if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you ever think you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> might be in this town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get the hell out of there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> it happened some years ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my way to visit an uncle hide never met</font> meandering around<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to read a</font> rather confusing map<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I ran out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gas</font> stupid I know<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I can never make heads</font> or<font color="#CCCCCC"> tails of those damn things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> dangers<font color="#CCCCCC"> of hitchhiking were</font> disconcerting though there<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't much</font> choice<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I didn't bother fussing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> it and started up the<font color="#E5E5E5"> road the midday</font> Sun was oppressive my<font color="#E5E5E5"> fore head ached</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from all the squinting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my clothes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were soaking up a gallon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of sweat my</font> tired arm<font color="#E5E5E5"> hung lower and lower as did my</font> hope of hitchhiking<font color="#CCCCCC"> a ride</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but in the</font> distance<font color="#CCCCCC"> came into view</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a red pickup</font> truck<font color="#E5E5E5"> please stop please stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I repeated</font> sticking my thumb out as far as<font color="#CCCCCC"> it would</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> as the truck grew closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I waved my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">arms around until it eventually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slowed</font> down and stopped in the road<font color="#E5E5E5"> let your</font> car back there<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's the friendly old</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coupe from behind the wheel yes sir I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ran out of gas hop in we'll get you some</font> of the next stop capi<font color="#E5E5E5"> what a nice guy he was he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">liked to talk about his family but they</font> were entertaining stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> his son was</font> fighting<font color="#E5E5E5"> overseas and I could tell his</font> kindness<font color="#E5E5E5"> was inspired by the admiration</font> he felt for my generation<font color="#CCCCCC"> heroes he</font> called us<font color="#CCCCCC"> he wouldn't catch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lines though always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shy away from danger</font> I didn't tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cappy that didn't want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">disappoint him after some time I started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to wonder when this town would show up</font> and I expressed my concern<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it might</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be too far</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away it didn't seem to bother</font> Cappy<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess he had nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> better to</font> do still never found out where he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> headed the road was getting bumpy then turned into<font color="#CCCCCC"> two brown strips with grass</font> down the middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could finally see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> town<font color="#E5E5E5"> peeking over the wild fields</font> pitiful yet quaint<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was textbook</font> small-town<font color="#E5E5E5"> America faded blue houses</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with white trim a few brick-and-mortar</font> businesses with hand-painted signs<font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">square big red barn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Whitechapel on a</font> hill<font color="#E5E5E5"> cars were parked here and there</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> without tires though I didn't see</font> any people<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> I wasn't surprising<font color="#E5E5E5"> for such a remote</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hamlet what did surprise me was that</font> despite<font color="#E5E5E5"> the barn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't see any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">animals there was no official fueling</font> station<font color="#CCCCCC"> but we found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> garage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> a gas pump<font color="#E5E5E5"> out front Cappy kept</font> apologizing for lending his gas can to a neighbor<font color="#CCCCCC"> while we search through the</font> cluttered garage<font color="#CCCCCC"> a rancid odor would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come and go making me sicker</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each time I</font> better go find<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said and tell</font> them what we're doing so<font color="#E5E5E5"> they don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">think we're robbing the place really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> wanted to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away from that smell</font> look for a<font color="#CCCCCC"> cask and in case I can't find</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> Roger that</font> the town<font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed deserted but I could</font> hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> voices echoing from somewhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I</font> followed them<font color="#E5E5E5"> two children appeared from</font> the tall grass<font color="#E5E5E5"> chasing each other down</font> the road<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the distance was an apple</font> orchard<font color="#CCCCCC"> with kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running to and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fro</font> tossing apples at each other<font color="#CCCCCC"> some of</font> them on all fours<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he approached</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laughter and playful screams came from</font> all sides<font color="#E5E5E5"> it seemed like a normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> child</font> behavior<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then I noticed they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all wearing dog masks there were a few</font> children<font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting at a pint-sized picnic</font> table<font color="#E5E5E5"> playing with something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that looked</font> like cake smashing<font color="#E5E5E5"> it in their hands and</font> smearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> it on their clothes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I assumed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the cake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the masks and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> occasional party<font color="#E5E5E5"> favors</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that there was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">birthday party going on trying to seem</font> as non-threatening as possible<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> strolled<font color="#CCCCCC"> over and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attended to question</font> them I'm sure someone begged that<font color="#E5E5E5"> cake</font> to be eaten<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> played with I said</font> trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like an authoritative</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parent the children stopped what they</font> were doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked up at me I got the</font> shivers<font color="#CCCCCC"> the way they all turn their</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heads at the exact same moment all</font> wearing those dog masks and these one cute cartoon dog masks the<font color="#CCCCCC"> attentive</font> realism<font color="#E5E5E5"> lend them a disturbing quality</font> I'm sorry but could you<font color="#E5E5E5"> nice children</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">take off those masks for a minute the</font> kids looked at each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other then back at</font> me I<font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> embarrassed so</font> whose birthday is it one of the children<font color="#E5E5E5"> made a little</font> yipping noise oh it's you<font color="#E5E5E5"> another child</font> mimics the other then it's you hmm is it your birthday<font color="#CCCCCC"> a third child joined</font> in maybe it's all your<font color="#CCCCCC"> birthday he's</font> they didn't seem<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> listening and</font> continued to imitate<font color="#E5E5E5"> puppies finally I</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little testy all that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walking in</font> the heat had already worn me down<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now these kids were poking at a beehive</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if you listen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if they saw you being so rude</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why don't</font> you take off those masks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and act like</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> not dogs the kids started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> yep louder<font color="#CCCCCC"> then transition to wharfs</font> followed my short<font color="#E5E5E5"> barks stop that</font> where are your parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have car</font> trouble<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I need an adult right away</font> the children<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't heed my requests and</font> instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> threw cake in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> face and tasted</font> horrible <font color="#E5E5E5">in hindsight I don't think it was cake</font> fine then<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I find your parents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they're going to hear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all about this it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> like they didn't even know what I</font> was saying<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but all the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">children that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had been there</font> frolicking now standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> side-by-side</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blocking my way instead of telling them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to move I simply walked to the left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then attempt to go around them but as I</font> went<font color="#E5E5E5"> one way so did they and as I went</font> the other way so today cut it<font color="#E5E5E5"> out I didn't want to</font> push them<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were just kids</font> I'll give you brats to the count of <font color="#E5E5E5">three to move or else I'm going to walk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">right through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my children stood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there and said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing then was living</font> more than<font color="#CCCCCC"> a dozen gaping at them in all</font> those masks it was so surreal<font color="#E5E5E5"> no two</font> masks were alike<font color="#E5E5E5"> each one was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different breed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of dog with expressions</font> ranging from docile<font color="#CCCCCC"> to enraged as I</font> started counting<font color="#CCCCCC"> three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a few of the children began making faint</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">low grumbling noises I continue to count</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down to and more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> children joined in with</font> the nasty growls<font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave a heavy sigh</font> knowing<font color="#E5E5E5"> they weren't going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to move</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">alright then one all at once the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">children began barking loudly I was</font> startled by how ferocious<font color="#CCCCCC"> and angry they</font> sounded stop that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> commanded they only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bugs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> louder one of them took two rotten</font> apple at me you<font color="#E5E5E5"> know it the other kids</font> followed suit<font color="#E5E5E5"> and soon I fell victim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> the spoiled fruit version<font color="#CCCCCC"> of an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old-fashioned stoning I started to yell</font> wait till I<font color="#E5E5E5"> find your parents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an apple to the face before I</font> could finish a few kids pushed me while I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> distracted and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my balance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they all rushed me kicking and</font> scratching that does it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was done</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fooling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around what the hell is wrong</font> with you kids I yelled<font color="#CCCCCC"> shoving them one by one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ground but they remained unfazed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">continuing to kick and scratch and make</font> those irritating noises the cacophonous howl and fierce barks<font color="#E5E5E5"> made my blood boil</font> I started<font color="#E5E5E5"> striking the children not</font> caring about their safety<font color="#CCCCCC"> or what their</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">parents would do in retaliation after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realizing what I had done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran off to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">find Cappy the children chased me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> town they were just kids but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> spooked<font color="#E5E5E5"> as all hell the masks the noises</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't even stop when I hid them I</font> caught sight of cabbies truck<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> didn't see him the children were<font color="#E5E5E5"> gaining on me as I</font> tripped and<font color="#E5E5E5"> fell again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was surrounded</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by those violent brats</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was too many kids on me my</font> cries for help brought no<font color="#CCCCCC"> assistants take off those goddamn</font> masks<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> harlot</font> attempting<font color="#CCCCCC"> to pull one off it was tied</font> on tight barking turns<font color="#CCCCCC"> out laughing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there might be other adults watching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mocking me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instead of shooing away their</font> insane offspring my anger<font color="#E5E5E5"> was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reaching his threshold and the children</font> suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> stopped attacking they all</font> turned their heads in the same direction <font color="#CCCCCC">and ran off together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> howling cheering</font> joyfully<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stumbled to my feet</font> inspecting myself for scrapes and bruises<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cappy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I shouted looking all</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around my voice echoed for miles the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">children were out of sight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran back</font> towards the truck<font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to find him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still searching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the garage I stopped at</font> the general store<font color="#E5E5E5"> first to see if anyone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but no one was inside they</font> didn't seem to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be in business shells</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were mostly empty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and caked with dust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> checked in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> back nobody there then I</font> heard some kind of opera coming from outside <font color="#CCCCCC">I peered out the window but didn't see</font> anyone so I opened<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door a little and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">turned my ear I was sure something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> going on<font color="#CCCCCC"> with those kids the only noise</font> in the whole town was coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> one direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me knew I should</font> go back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the carriage but I wanted to</font> see if the<font color="#CCCCCC"> children were being scolded</font> for their behavior I followed the echoes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said I clearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kotero</font> anguished scream the screaming continued as I banged on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the nearest front door</font> hey is anybody<font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font> please magic open up aggressively<font color="#E5E5E5"> locked</font> there was another house about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 yards</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I banged on their door as well</font> still no one home<font color="#CCCCCC"> or they just weren't</font> answering<font color="#CCCCCC"> I circled the house pounding</font> on the windows but<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was no use I had</font> to make a decision what would a Harrow do<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asked myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and horrid towards uncertainty the</font> commotion<font color="#E5E5E5"> was coming from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afar house at</font> the bottom<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a hill near</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the orchard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> ran so fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> I nearly fell head over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heels though I hesitated when I got to</font> the house the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door was wide open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> there were dug masks on the ground<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> needed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happening but I</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> prepared to find out I thought oh</font> I'd yelling for help again<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Cappy</font> but I couldn't make<font color="#E5E5E5"> a sound when the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screaming died down a little I crept</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> porch steps and beaten but didn't</font> see anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside masks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> littered the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">floor</font> god help me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just leave where</font> would I have done without a vehicle<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> not like I<font color="#CCCCCC"> could've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Hawaii cabbies truck</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had to go in my footsteps made the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">boards creak</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I knew they wouldn't</font> drown out the ruckus<font color="#CCCCCC"> a trail of masks</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">led me closer to the disgusting sounds</font> and through the dilapidated<font color="#E5E5E5"> house to an</font> open door<font color="#E5E5E5"> leading down into the basement</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a stench beyond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> foul almost knocked me</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> listening closely I tried to</font> identify<font color="#E5E5E5"> what was happening it was those</font> kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure growling barking</font> whimpering slobbering<font color="#E5E5E5"> now and then a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gurgly desperate moan of agony</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> come through <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> to see it with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my own eyes</font> crouching a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I crept from one wet</font> sticky step to another<font color="#CCCCCC"> a single light</font> bulb illuminated most the room and didn't quite reach the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs so I knew</font> I'd be hidden<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the darkness the floor</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> covered in muck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's lost around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a few of the children scampered</font> through it<font color="#E5E5E5"> tossing handfuls of it and</font> each other most were gathered in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">centre underneath the light it seemed</font> like they were eating something<font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> feeding rather<font color="#E5E5E5"> I watched in disgust as</font> the children<font color="#CCCCCC"> toured the meat blood</font> dripping down<font color="#E5E5E5"> their chins</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> squirting</font> on their faces<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God their faces</font> how can you have an underbite and an overbite at the same time the turnip noses<font color="#CCCCCC"> and far</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apart eyes it was hideous</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beyond that they all had various facial</font> deformities of<font color="#CCCCCC"> which I'm not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> equipped to</font> describe but laughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> was almost more</font> horrifying than anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> because it</font> meant they were having<font color="#CCCCCC"> fun I say this</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew what they were eating I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> knew I couldn't see what was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> left of his<font color="#CCCCCC"> face and his clothes were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ripped to shreds but I knew I knew that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you were eating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cappy</font> I covered my<font color="#CCCCCC"> mouth and tried not to</font> scream<font color="#E5E5E5"> or reg gagged a few times but I</font> didn't draw attention my body tensed up so bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hardly move but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weld</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to inch backwards up the stairs through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the kitchen and the front door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I pray to God those kids wouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I assumed I was free once I reached the</font> door but the most gruesome fellow<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> standing there at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bottom of the</font> porch<font color="#E5E5E5"> steps he wore a ghastly beard and</font> a toothless<font color="#CCCCCC"> smug grin his frame was</font> massive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could smell him from nine</font> yards away<font color="#E5E5E5"> at first we just glared at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">each other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> swear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he had a wooden I</font> expected him to lunge at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me instead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> pulled a small whistle from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the front of</font> his overalls he pressed it to his lips <font color="#CCCCCC">and seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blow into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him but there</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> no sound</font> sobbing and stumbling<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran from house</font> to house<font color="#E5E5E5"> banging on every door the</font> joyful<font color="#CCCCCC"> roars of the children were drawn</font> closer so I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> refuge in the store</font> they raced<font color="#E5E5E5"> all around like it was a game</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of hide-and-seek while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I barricaded</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back room waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> those monsters<font color="#CCCCCC"> to give up the search</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> front door rattled a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> times and I</font> suddenly realized I was a sitting duck <font color="#E5E5E5">in there if that big guy broke in I</font> still don't know why<font color="#CCCCCC"> he never came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually the voices</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and footsteps</font> faded away in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the town fell silent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> once</font> more night came<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be heard howling in the distance I</font> wondered<font color="#E5E5E5"> if they knew where I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> simply<font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting until I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> came out to</font> terrorize me my thoughts of pork happy and how delighted he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was to help a total</font> stranger he didn't deserve<font color="#E5E5E5"> to die</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> such a grisly manner<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wanted to find</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that gas can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more than ever not so I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could escape so I could burn that house</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> hell I wanted to burn the whole</font> damn town the howling past<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I snuck out the back</font> door crawled on my<font color="#E5E5E5"> belly to the woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">planning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to wait for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sunup</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hiking</font> to our main road there<font color="#E5E5E5"> are no lights on</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I spied from the trees I</font> was worried the children like a wandering at night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never find my way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a single silhouette</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could just barely be seen coming closer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I could hear the rustling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeds it was one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of those savages</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hesitated to run</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Ferenc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that hear me and alert the others</font> there were a few rocks of substantial weight near my feet so I picked one<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and held it tight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and listened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> child<font color="#E5E5E5"> snatched up an animal that left</font> from the brush<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they gnawed at the</font> poor creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> and moved in they snarled</font> and growled as they ate masking the crinkles of dead leaves<font color="#E5E5E5"> beneath my feet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I held my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stepping into arm's</font> length<font color="#E5E5E5"> or slowly lifting a rock over my</font> head over<font color="#CCCCCC"> and over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I bashed a child's</font> head beyond recognition <font color="#CCCCCC">I never thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could do that to a</font> child<font color="#E5E5E5"> especially with such abandon but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't do it<font color="#CCCCCC"> so much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my own safety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I did it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Cappy the Sun began to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rise and I observed the boy's body when</font> I saw him<font color="#CCCCCC"> lying gold limp on the ground</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head caved in and bloody</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I regretted what I'd done sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> a damned cannibal but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt like I'd</font> stoop to their level<font color="#E5E5E5"> I murdered a child</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I can never take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that back</font> bits of laughter echoed from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the town</font> startled<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran off in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">direction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tired and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hungry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had trudged</font> through the fields<font color="#CCCCCC"> and over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hillsides</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Sun was directly overhead</font> now and then I'd hear the<font color="#E5E5E5"> faint sound of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">an engine though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't find a road</font> the weight of everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> that had</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it difficult to go on but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that weight lifted a bit when a wrench</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came into view</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the horizon as I</font> approached<font color="#CCCCCC"> the unwelcome sound of</font> children playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> echoed across the</font> meadow<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you were galloping here and</font> there making strange noises<font color="#E5E5E5"> it seemed</font> like normal child behavior but then I noticed they were all wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> horse</font> masks you <font color="#CCCCCC">I should have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been studying but instead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was browsing a heap of websites to</font> check for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the various Black Friday sales</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if there was a time to spend a heap of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">money on things I didn't need it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> this weekend<font color="#E5E5E5"> on top of that I was</font> keeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> an eye out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on potential items</font> for Christmas<font color="#E5E5E5"> my guilt of all the</font> overworked retail staff and delivery drivers<font color="#CCCCCC"> I weighed my avarice for cheap</font> goods<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was fully relaxed usually my</font> family were<font color="#E5E5E5"> all doing their separate</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> distracting me from whatever</font> I did<font color="#CCCCCC"> for fun on the family computer but</font> this time it was all mine<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was</font> happily alone around<font color="#CCCCCC"> me were various</font> oven cooked quick meals<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a heap of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">snacks usually reserved for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> families</font> movie nights<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was in charge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of watching</font> the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> while my parents are away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> took raiding the kitchen as payments for my amazing service my job was simple make it<font color="#E5E5E5"> look like the house was occupied</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the family were gone there had</font> been a string<font color="#E5E5E5"> of suspicious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behaviors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reported around my neighborhood so my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">parents wanted to be extra careful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the unhealthy habit</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring at a</font> brightly lit<font color="#CCCCCC"> screen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was very</font> noticeable<font color="#CCCCCC"> when another light into the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">room I turned to see the curtains</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> front<font color="#E5E5E5"> window glowing this meant one</font> thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the motion detector out front had</font> picked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> movement I turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back knowing</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood had a number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of dog</font> owners<font color="#E5E5E5"> including the neighbor next door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Gary who usually cut across our yard</font> rather than weave around<font color="#E5E5E5"> his flower</font> arrangements an annoying<font color="#CCCCCC"> habit but one</font> we got used to<font color="#E5E5E5"> I turned back and</font> returned to scrolling through the many sales pages<font color="#E5E5E5"> of Amazon when the glow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">clicked off however not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it came back to life this made me pay</font> more attention<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to read into the</font> details when a dog walker strolled past <font color="#E5E5E5">they usually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only set off the detector</font> once if it went off a second time<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">meant one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing in my head a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dog was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going to poop on the yard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hated this</font> as this usually ended up as my job to <font color="#E5E5E5">sort out as the rest of the family were</font> squeamish at the thought an excuse<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could never<font color="#E5E5E5"> prove</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was false</font> I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> this as my chance to catch</font> whoever did this in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> act</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I briskly made my way to the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ready to peek at the culprit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I pulled</font> the curtain aside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was taken aback</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> how<font color="#E5E5E5"> different the scene in my front yard</font> looked compared so how I'd imagined it there was no dog in the yard<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there</font> was still<font color="#CCCCCC"> something which seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> setting<font color="#E5E5E5"> off the sensor it was a person</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> adult figure standing ominously</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the middle of the yard</font> barely illuminated and teetering on the edge of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the motion light sensor I stared</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wondering what was going on I</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to call out and see if they</font> needed<font color="#CCCCCC"> help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too irrationally</font> unnerved<font color="#E5E5E5"> to gather attention I settled</font> on just slowly dropping<font color="#E5E5E5"> the curtain and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting back to my computer hoping they</font> thought the place<font color="#E5E5E5"> was vacant as I stood</font> there behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> the closed curtain the</font> light soon dimmed out and I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> this as</font> my cue<font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave</font> however as I turned<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> light soon burst</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> life once more lighting up the window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">miss time though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I jumped back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and let</font> out an audible Yelp as I did<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my heart</font> raced my eyes widened<font color="#E5E5E5"> as adrenaline shot</font> through me something was<font color="#CCCCCC"> different this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> rather than the light simply</font> lighting up the whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> window in a dull</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glow through the entire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> curtain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> was a dark spot in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of the</font> curtain was the silhouette<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a person</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">very close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the glass looking like</font> they<font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stare in and there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was no way they weren't aware I was in</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a flight-or-fight response like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bursts of the front door to check if it</font> was locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> and to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> relief</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> added<font color="#CCCCCC"> the latch to be extra-careful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and used the safety to be more cautious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my next immediate reaction was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to call</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no way I wanted to</font> handle this situation<font color="#E5E5E5"> by myself</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I patted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down my pockets to which I</font> remembered there were none thanks to the <font color="#E5E5E5">pajama</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bottoms I stole from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> girlfriend I had no pockets which usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> meant</font> I left my unattended phone on the computer table<font color="#CCCCCC"> I carefully meandered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back to the living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> PC but I barely</font> got part<font color="#E5E5E5"> way across the room when I</font> stopped dead in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my tracks</font> the light from<font color="#CCCCCC"> my brightly lit PC</font> monitor was casting a shadow I knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> it shouldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was the long</font> shadow of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> person standing in the</font> living<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> the fear set in<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the figure had</font> already gotten inside out of reflex<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> flicked my head<font color="#CCCCCC"> around back to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">window and confusion set in the</font> silhouette<font color="#CCCCCC"> from before was still there</font> standing<font color="#E5E5E5"> eerily still in front of the</font> illuminated windows curtain I jumped again<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the sight of this</font> since I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't expecting it at that time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around and sadly my reaction made a</font> sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard another sound of response</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and turned to see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the figure in the</font> living room react and started heading in my direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up any semblance of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stealth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and ran to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the front door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screaming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the house to</font> stop whether these two<font color="#E5E5E5"> figures were</font> working together or<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't my</font> concern<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that moment all I thought was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I felt trapped in my house and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my head I had a better chance in the</font> open outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> world then confined in a</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> house while unlocking the door the</font> person in the house started screaming back he screamed at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stand still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was naive of him to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> would listen this only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made me move</font> faster<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing the only way to survive</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be to do the opposite of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted I managed to fumble the front</font> door open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ran into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the darkness</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside the motion light seeming to have</font> clicked off while I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> messing with a</font> front door lock I took a chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ran</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> tall figure outside now standing</font> back in the middle of the grass once<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> source<font color="#E5E5E5"> of fear now a beacon of hope</font> if there was a suspicious person <font color="#E5E5E5">entering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my house and this person was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone who might have been trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> warn<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got right up to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and turned</font> back to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front door now feeling a bit</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> secure knowing I was with someone</font> the abnormally slow motion light finally reacted to my movements and flashed on hitting me in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the eyes when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes</font> adjusted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized who I was squinting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at standing in the front door was my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbour Gary who my parents gave about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dorky to in case of emergency he</font> screamed at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me over and over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a late</font> warning to stay away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the figure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outside my house my heart sank deep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> the pit of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my stomach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bile rising in my</font> throat<font color="#E5E5E5"> not just from the panic of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realisation setting in but the rotting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">smell emanating from the figure beside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me I dared not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look up at its face but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seeing the twisted rotting skin on its</font> hand by its side was enough to paint the picture<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I'd made a horrible mistake</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I took one last glance at Gary</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see</font> how he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going to help me he just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mouthed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's sorry and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> closed the front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard the front latch click</font> I picked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> on a slight movement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a head turning and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my direction</font> I just carried on staring forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> denial my view of the front<font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font> blurring<font color="#E5E5E5"> of Terry eyes</font> you <font color="#CCCCCC">I always enjoyed my Sunday visits with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grandpa</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't able to take care of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">himself anymore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so the family hadn't</font> moved him into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a retirement community</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> independent person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grandpa had</font> made a big fuss<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moving in at first</font> however<font color="#E5E5E5"> once he started to get to know</font> the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> residents and learned about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all of the activities</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that went on in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the home he felt a little better about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">being there after grandpa moved in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> would visit<font color="#E5E5E5"> him every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sunday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> join</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the weekly game challenge the</font> game changed<font color="#CCCCCC"> depending on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> week</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sometimes it would be gin rummy all the</font> times it was shuffleboard sometimes it was bingo the games<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> chosen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ahead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of time by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the residents from a list</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that had all</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the games available written on it</font> when the<font color="#E5E5E5"> game was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> decided upon the</font> entire<font color="#CCCCCC"> hall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would be converted into an</font> arena<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the game of choice this week</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the residents had chosen to play</font> backgammon<font color="#E5E5E5"> admittedly not one of my</font> favorites after<font color="#CCCCCC"> we played a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few rounds</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the weekly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> game</font> grandpa<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I would get some lunch from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the retirement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home dining hall and then</font> head back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to his room so he could tell</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> all of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his favorite stories grandpa</font> told all sorts of stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> about gnomes</font> fairies<font color="#CCCCCC"> Giants and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> supernatural</font> creatures<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the urban</font> legends<font color="#E5E5E5"> like the alligators living under</font> the sewer he had heard while growing up in<font color="#CCCCCC"> New Jersey</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was always great fun</font> hearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> grandpa stories and I always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> forward to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing a new one</font> every<font color="#E5E5E5"> week</font> the years<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed and I entered high</font> school<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't stop by to visit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grandpa</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Rose often anymore because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I became</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> busy</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out with friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">homework</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and starting the date girls for</font> the first<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though I didn't have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> amount of free</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time as when I</font> was younger<font color="#E5E5E5"> I would still try to visit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandpa</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> often as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could in join in</font> on the Sunday games<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have lunch</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with Grandpa and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listen to one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of his</font> tall<font color="#CCCCCC"> tales when we went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to his room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was older</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I still loved listening</font> to his stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> it seemed like he would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never run</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of subjects to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk about</font> he even told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about his experiences as</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> pilot in World</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> War two it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always</font> great<font color="#CCCCCC"> fun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listening to the trouble he</font> got in as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> pilot flying on the</font> billboards to see how low he could make his personal plane that he bought after <font color="#CCCCCC">the war go finally it came time for me</font> to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> off to college I would not be back</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a while so I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to spend a lot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of time with grandpa</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that his health had taken a turn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> worst</font> but he never<font color="#E5E5E5"> brought it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up I never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brought it up either because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like to think about the fact that</font> grandpa's<font color="#E5E5E5"> health was fading I visited</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> like usual</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until the last day I</font> had free before<font color="#E5E5E5"> the start of the new</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">semester this would turn out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> visit and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I would never forget we had</font> our usual<font color="#CCCCCC"> schedule</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by a game chat over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lunch about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all of the new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things in</font> both of our<font color="#E5E5E5"> lives go back to his room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a cup of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coffee but two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scotch</font> cookies and one of his tall tales we sat at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the table next to one another</font> dunking our cookies into a hot coffee <font color="#E5E5E5">and into them one by one today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grandpa</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seemed more introverted than usual he</font> hadn't really<font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much over lunch</font> either<font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that this was because</font> he was having<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his bad days well</font> the days when<font color="#E5E5E5"> his bones ached</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he had</font> a hard time<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't think this<font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw grandpa promptly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eating</font> the cookies in front of him and<font color="#E5E5E5"> give me</font> the most serious look<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd ever seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font> give me<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put down my</font> cookies as<font color="#CCCCCC"> well and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> whatever it was grandpa was about to tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> it cleared his throat and<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a gray tone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said you are older</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now Thomas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you are</font> about to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go off to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> university and</font> experience a whole<font color="#CCCCCC"> new chapter in your</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> that is why today I have to give</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> some advice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I smiled and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> urged for</font> him to go on grandpa nodded and continued where he left off you are the first<font color="#CCCCCC"> person I'm telling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself I would only tell</font> my most devoted grandchild the story in the hopes that they would<font color="#E5E5E5"> not make the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same mistake I did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in life and you must</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">promised me that you will only tell this</font> story to<font color="#CCCCCC"> your most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> devoted grandchild so</font> that every generation<font color="#E5E5E5"> is given a fair</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">warning remember post made sure I was</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep the promise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I swore that I</font> would on my life and then he continued on you know about your grandmother<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you you were only five or so when she</font> passed away at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> he paused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when he</font> saw my expression changed the bit after patting my shoulder for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he went</font> on yes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I miss her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too I always loved her</font> dearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> it is at my old age</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've had</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of time to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reflect</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my past</font> actions<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish that when we were married</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could have treated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her better if I had</font> treated<font color="#E5E5E5"> her better maybe she wouldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have turned out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was taken aback a bit by his statement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what do you mean</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Grampa side this is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what I wanted to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talk to you about some advice I want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> offer for you<font color="#CCCCCC"> as you head off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">world</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make a life for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yourself you see your grandmother and I</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> married in the 50s in those times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">men were king of the house and their</font> wives had to attend to<font color="#E5E5E5"> their every need</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm not saying it is right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it is just</font> the way things<font color="#E5E5E5"> were back then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was the</font> same<font color="#E5E5E5"> as most men of that era</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was fresh</font> out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the military service from World</font> War<font color="#CCCCCC"> two and had just settled down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> your grandmother we bought a cheap house under a government<font color="#E5E5E5"> program to encourage</font> homeownership and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got a job working at</font> an office unfortunately<font color="#E5E5E5"> like most men of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the era</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was always very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hard on your</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> who like most</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> women of that</font> era<font color="#E5E5E5"> stayed at home I always demanded the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">best from her the best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> housework the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">best meals</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the best hosting when we had</font> neighbors<font color="#CCCCCC"> over I insisted that she</font> always dress<font color="#E5E5E5"> up wear makeup</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and put on</font> her fine jewelry<font color="#E5E5E5"> when managing the house</font> no wife of mine was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to be a slob</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and get me mocked by the neighbors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking back now I realize how silly I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was to demand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all of that of her but I</font> suppose we were both victims<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> culture of<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I think my</font> strictness<font color="#E5E5E5"> got to your grandmother at</font> times because<font color="#E5E5E5"> there are occasions when I</font> would see her weeping to herself as she made dinner in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen when she was</font> like that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I would leave her alone I had</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> suggest that we watch one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her shows on the Women's Network or</font> listen<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cooking show</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the radio</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but my suggestions always just made her</font> more<font color="#CCCCCC"> upset so I learned to give her</font> space<font color="#E5E5E5"> and choose in one of her moods</font> however one night she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was so upset</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> she burned our meal even after burning <font color="#E5E5E5">it she still served it in both of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> dishes<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the table and sat down to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eat</font> her own<font color="#E5E5E5"> portion still weeping as she</font> shoveled the<font color="#E5E5E5"> burnt pieces into her mouth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this was unacceptable to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a chastised</font> her for what she had done<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back in the kitchen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a new</font> dinner for both of us I told her if she<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't get herself</font> together<font color="#CCCCCC"> to simply make me a sandwich</font> that ought to calm her down a bit it was then that<font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> changed in her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> tears<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly stopped and a small smile</font> crept over<font color="#E5E5E5"> her face she laughed a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I laughed along to my whole</font> situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a bit comical I apologized</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> being strict and she shook the whole</font> thing off<font color="#E5E5E5"> she brought the dishes back to</font> the kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> and set forth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to making a</font> second meal which when served for the second time was up to her usual<font color="#E5E5E5"> quality</font> of cooking<font color="#E5E5E5"> after that incident</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't cry again she went</font> about happily<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> housework</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">preparing the meals when she was</font> chastised<font color="#CCCCCC"> she would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just smile and say</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she'd do better she was the model</font> housewife<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was around that time when</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my good friends Jerry went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">missing your grandmother knew his wife</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Edith and together they got all of the</font> housewives involved in trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> put up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fliers and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the like but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately Jerry was not seen again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was a few months later when another</font> one of my friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> Stan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went missing the</font> housewives got together<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and tried</font> to find him with<font color="#E5E5E5"> little success after</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> excitement died down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the men were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not found no one else went</font> missing from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood it became</font> somewhat<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a local mystery</font> none of the men had a reason to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> missing<font color="#CCCCCC"> they both worked at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">office</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I did and they both had</font> stable home lives<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to this day the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about the</font> circumstances<font color="#E5E5E5"> surrounding their</font> disappearances incident did bring the <font color="#CCCCCC">community closer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> together the housewives</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ended up forming their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own Club which</font> became a national sorority it was open for many years and during<font color="#E5E5E5"> that time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">donated a lot of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> its time helping less</font> fortunate people<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the community</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who always wondered</font> what happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Jerry and Stan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> were good<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sad</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> lose them it was when your</font> grandmother's health started failing <font color="#CCCCCC">many</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years later that we got to talking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about my old time friends</font> yeah<font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandfather paused as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if the</font> subject<font color="#E5E5E5"> was hard to talk about but when</font> he saw my concerned expression<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> continued on don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> worry about me lad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'll be okay now where was I</font> oh yeah<font color="#E5E5E5"> many years later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I were talking about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jerry and Stan and that is when she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brought up all of the great</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things she</font> cooked<font color="#E5E5E5"> while we were looking for them</font> the mouth-watering<font color="#E5E5E5"> roasts she had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">prepared and fed to all of the members</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the search party</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the roast beef</font> sandwiches she had packed<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font> lunches<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took to the office</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the blood</font> pudding she had made<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the neighbors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she went on like this naming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off all of</font> the different meats she had cured and served<font color="#E5E5E5"> to people of the years I recalled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all of her meals with warmth what was a</font> bit confused<font color="#E5E5E5"> to why she would have</font> brought<font color="#CCCCCC"> it up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking about</font> my old friends and that is when the smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> came over her</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> that same smile that had come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> her face at the dinner table<font color="#E5E5E5"> those many</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago an unsettling kind of grin</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that seemed to reach in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tug at my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very soul they've already been cooked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dear she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a crackling uneven tone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I felt myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> retch abit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a thought</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> consuming the terrible thing I had</font> your grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> just chuckled and</font> continued on I cooked them along<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people you complained about</font> and your job remember how you complained about<font color="#CCCCCC"> stan</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> jerry getting promoted before you i</font> took<font color="#CCCCCC"> care of that did I I made sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">supervisors who were bullying you moved</font> away of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> they didn't really go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anywhere other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my cooking part I</font> always<font color="#E5E5E5"> made sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to cook a perfect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of all the naysayers just for you</font> grandpa<font color="#CCCCCC"> stubbed his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tail to retch a bit</font> and I stared at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth open I</font> could feel the<font color="#CCCCCC"> color draining</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point I was visibly shaking</font> when<font color="#E5E5E5"> he got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ahold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> himself he</font> continued on shortly after your mother told me<font color="#CCCCCC"> she passed away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> peacefully and</font> asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> that same creepy smile was</font> painted<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her lips when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found her</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> her funeral came and went a last</font> words<font color="#E5E5E5"> haunted me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to know more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> started reading<font color="#E5E5E5"> through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her old journals</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I learned that the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Women's Club</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> had formed<font color="#CCCCCC"> the Jersey whitehat Club</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> very dark practice that they put into</font> place should any man<font color="#E5E5E5"> give them a hard</font> time <font color="#E5E5E5">it was not above them to punish him in</font> any<font color="#E5E5E5"> way possible they outlined all of</font> the ways they could punish<font color="#E5E5E5"> their</font> significant others boyfriends<font color="#E5E5E5"> or other</font> troublesome men in their lives there were recipes for poisons instructions on how<font color="#E5E5E5"> to psychologically</font> torture people<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was so many dark</font> things I read<font color="#CCCCCC"> in those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> journals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> don't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> want to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> repeat them one of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">their most twisted games</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was taking a</font> friend of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> troublesome men in their</font> lives<font color="#E5E5E5"> and serving it to him in the form</font> of food they had all<font color="#CCCCCC"> sorts of recipes about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cooking and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> preparing human beings</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font> journals<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some of the most horrible</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have ever read</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have burned them all if I didn't</font> have to<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in to the police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">station</font> for evidence<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's what I did instead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the police read the journals</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over in</font> complete disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> journals<font color="#CCCCCC"> with the specific conditions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> keeping my family<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the media and</font> the investigations<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told them that was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the only way I would hand over the</font> evidence since I knew the head of the local<font color="#E5E5E5"> police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> station he pulled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> strings<font color="#E5E5E5"> and focused much of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> investigation on the living members of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sorority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like your grandmother's</font> best friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Edith they investigated the</font> local Jersey white hat<font color="#CCCCCC"> club</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and brought</font> in all of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the current</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> members for</font> questioning<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family sat on the</font> sidelines<font color="#E5E5E5"> watching the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">disbelief as you know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Edith had been one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our close family friends for years</font> everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> was shocked that she was</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> a member of such a dark cult if</font> they knew everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I do about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your grandmother they would have been</font> more horrified fortunately that was not a truth<font color="#CCCCCC"> that any of them had to bear</font> later the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out that every</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">chapter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the sorority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">United States was still practicing the</font> dark rituals<font color="#E5E5E5"> written in your</font> grandmother's journals they were able<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">successfully shut down the sorority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after being active for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">those years but I heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recently a new</font> club had started up under a different name this is<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> advice I want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to give</font> you if<font color="#E5E5E5"> you meet a girl wearing a white</font> opal<font color="#CCCCCC"> stone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shaped like a moon on a left</font> ring finger<font color="#E5E5E5"> under no circumstances have</font> any relationship with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a reporter and</font> whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> club she's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> affiliated to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police that is their secret calling card</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just to be safe</font> yeah<font color="#E5E5E5"> grandpa paused to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drink of a</font> glass of<font color="#E5E5E5"> orange juice beside his coffee</font> to calm his nerves<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then continued on</font> never I repeat never mock a girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking her to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you a sandwich</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">demand anything from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a tree -</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Rico</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Letta</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">- as she pleases</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if I had learned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> kinder to<font color="#E5E5E5"> your grandmother</font> all of those years<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago I wouldn't have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">created the months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that she became</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font> kinds of the ladies in your life grandson the consequences for doing <font color="#CCCCCC">otherwise are dire with this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grandpa</font> fell silent <font color="#E5E5E5">his hands were wrapped around the glass</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the orange juice for support but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were visibly shaking I was shaking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">too all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this was too much they're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taken I can only sit there staring at my</font> grandfather<font color="#E5E5E5"> in silence</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every time words came to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> quickly left me two<font color="#CCCCCC"> of us didn't talk</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rest of our visit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I simply got</font> up from the table and walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my car</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when it was time to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leave the words of my grandfather's</font> story<font color="#CCCCCC"> echoed throughout</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind and the</font> long drive home<font color="#CCCCCC"> four years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after my</font> visit<font color="#E5E5E5"> and shortly after I received my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bachelor's degree</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandfather passed</font> away<font color="#E5E5E5"> attended the funeral in the late</font> spring<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole family was there my</font> mother my<font color="#CCCCCC"> father</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brothers my</font> cousins<font color="#E5E5E5"> my sister and her husband of</font> course<font color="#E5E5E5"> more obscure family members were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there too like my grandfather's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sisters</font> the cousins three or four times removed <font color="#E5E5E5">another assorted relatives your standard</font> fare for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the typical</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gatherings</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was an open casket funeral so the</font> family could<font color="#E5E5E5"> come up and look at him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> peacefully</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in his new home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I came</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and paid my respects I silently</font> promised my father<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I wouldn't tell</font> what I knew to<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone in our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family and</font> thanked him<font color="#CCCCCC"> for all of the good times we</font> shared it was then<font color="#CCCCCC"> that one of my female</font> cousins came up and paid her respects to <font color="#E5E5E5">Grandpa - she tried to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lighten the mood</font> a bit by teasing<font color="#E5E5E5"> me about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> finding a</font> girlfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told her that I was in no</font> hurry to<font color="#E5E5E5"> find one and she rolled her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eyes as she went to talk to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the other</font> family members I got a sight of <font color="#E5E5E5">something white on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a finger</font> my heart started<font color="#E5E5E5"> beating loudly in my</font> chest<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the sight of it it was an opal</font> stone<font color="#E5E5E5"> cut in the shape</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a moon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> wore<font color="#E5E5E5"> it on a left ring finger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my eye</font> shot around the rest<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the room</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> aunt's wore the ring my female</font> cousins watering my grandfather's sisters wore it as well even my my <font color="#E5E5E5">mother wore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> my head started<font color="#E5E5E5"> spinning as I realized</font> that all of the female members of the family<font color="#E5E5E5"> were the same whirring I felt my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heart pounding louder and louder in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> chest my grandfather<font color="#CCCCCC"> had made a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mistake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not getting our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family involved</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> investigation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought washed over me</font> as I saw more family members into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">funeral house wearing that infamous ring</font> and the walls<font color="#CCCCCC"> felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more and more like</font> they were closing in on me you <font color="#CCCCCC">a man came into my house last night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> one who let him in but I don't know</font> how this happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know I would</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> let a stranger someone whom I've</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen or heard of before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come into</font> my home like<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> especially at such a</font> late hour<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have a sensible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> person just</font> as much as everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> else</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and yet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I did</font> let him in there<font color="#E5E5E5"> are some gaps in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">memory but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> best to describe</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> events of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last night maybe it'll</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">help us get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a better</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> understanding of</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened but something tells me it</font> won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> make a difference</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't remember</font> whether<font color="#E5E5E5"> he knocked on the door or rang</font> the doorbell<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then again there's also</font> the possibility<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he didn't do any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> those<font color="#CCCCCC"> things I only recall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the door with my hand already</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the doorknob yet not quite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure how I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gotten there in the first place or what</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> prompted me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get off the couch I</font> was just there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and all I can say is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">somehow I knew there was someone on the</font> other<font color="#CCCCCC"> side of the door and that they</font> were waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the porch for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to let</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them in I know I tried forming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> certain</font> thoughts in my head such as what am<font color="#E5E5E5"> i</font> doing or what's going on<font color="#E5E5E5"> but they always</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seemed to fizzle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before completion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead my actions and speech seemed to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> under some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of outside influence</font> my hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't let go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorknob</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you get to twist it and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> finally let the</font> stranger inside <font color="#CCCCCC">I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask who is it but the only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing I blurted out was yes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the man on</font> the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> side of the door replied</font> immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if on cue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm here to see</font> your house there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a strange air of</font> familiarity<font color="#CCCCCC"> to his voice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yet at the</font> same time<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a smothering violently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uncanny aspect to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it it sounded deep it</font> distant friendly<font color="#E5E5E5"> but intrusive this</font> immediately raised<font color="#E5E5E5"> some flags but any</font> and all concerns<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd have would</font> disappear<font color="#CCCCCC"> just as quickly as they'd come</font> I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say I'd be calling the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> if he didn't leave but I</font> literally couldn't utter<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of those</font> words <font color="#CCCCCC">I couldn't even say no the more I tried</font> to speak<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mind the more confused I had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">become the effort I was making was such</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could feel cold sweat forming all</font> over<font color="#CCCCCC"> my body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of course were the words</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> came out of my mouth on their own I</font> can see him I can visualize him in my <font color="#E5E5E5">mind but as soon as I try picturing or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">describing any of his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> traits</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel like</font> something pushes me back something's preventing my own thoughts <font color="#E5E5E5">and memories of him from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> becoming fully</font> formed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that alone is simply too</font> terrifying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> comprehend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> opening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door I remember</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is very tall I didn't even</font> see his<font color="#CCCCCC"> face immediately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I saw was</font> his chest he was tall very tall<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> grabbed the top of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> doorframe and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">slightly ducked underneath it as he</font> walked into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my home it was slowly</font> closing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door behind him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> locking</font> it shut my door frame stands about seven feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one who</font> assembled it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm six one he was tall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more than I'm able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say and his face I</font> know I saw it whether willingly or not<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I can't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">despite knowing fully well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that there</font> were many alarming things about it no hair<font color="#CCCCCC"> very distinctive eyes and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mouth his</font> skin both its tone and texture<font color="#E5E5E5"> were just</font> maybe a mask was it something sewn into the skin<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> can't be sure <font color="#CCCCCC">there was something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inherently revolting</font> and dangerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> about his face that much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure of it made me feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> terrible uneasiness<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the pit of my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">stomach</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but yet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">another thing that I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> voice or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">express no matter how much I tried he</font> didn't have any kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of odor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> him but he exuded this<font color="#E5E5E5"> absolutely</font> impenetrable<font color="#E5E5E5"> unfathomable madness and</font> incomprehensible<font color="#CCCCCC"> dimensions Christ I</font> don't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what I'm trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">here this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all sounds so insane</font> I don't know how<font color="#E5E5E5"> long we stood in the</font> entryway<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my home almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in absolute</font> darkness<font color="#CCCCCC"> if it weren't for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moonlight</font> coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> through the windows behind him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> know we stared<font color="#E5E5E5"> at one another for a</font> while but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I can no longer see his eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember only<font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness dripping oily</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">smeared darkness all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around the corners</font> of his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> show me where you eat he</font> asked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I found myself standing in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living room the man had his back to me</font> as he slowly<font color="#CCCCCC"> ran</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dining</font> table as if tracing an invisible line<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't do<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but watch as I</font> stood there<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely still as an</font> unseen force<font color="#CCCCCC"> prevented me from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moving</font> this will do he said it suits you I replied<font color="#E5E5E5"> words once again coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> my mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> without me having a say show</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> where you sleep he asked fear instantly tightened its grip<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside my chest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not because I would</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> leading</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him shortly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without being able to do a thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> it but<font color="#E5E5E5"> because my wife was sleeping on our</font> bed the mere<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought of seeing this dark</font> figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> standing in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our bedroom and she</font> slept was simply too<font color="#E5E5E5"> much to bear but I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> powerless</font> the next thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> I recall is standing</font> outside my<font color="#E5E5E5"> bedroom the door was wide</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I could see the man inside as he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowly approached my wife's side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bed while she slept</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the blankets</font> he's<font color="#CCCCCC"> at right next to her mattress</font> creaked under his<font color="#E5E5E5"> size and white my wife</font> called out to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and I could immediately</font> tell she was terrified beyond words<font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> the sound of her voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could tell that</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> too wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quite saying what she</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say she wasn't moving or</font> making any attempts to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of bed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even in the presence of this terrifying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stranger</font> we were both equally helpless<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sensing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the concern we felt for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one another said to her do not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be upset</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I came to see your house as he said</font> those<font color="#CCCCCC"> words his face drew closer to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hers</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop him entering the</font> bedroom was all I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to do but I</font> found my<font color="#E5E5E5"> hands gripping the sides of the</font> doorframe<font color="#E5E5E5"> preventing me from taking a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">single</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> step inside dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thoughts flashed</font> through my mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when I heard him</font> mumble some words<font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized he was</font> merely whispering something<font color="#E5E5E5"> into her ear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I say merely because he could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have done</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything he wanted to her at that point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he wanted to and yet the words he</font> spoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as bad as anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">else</font> she started sobbing<font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly at first and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then uncontrollably as if an unspeakable</font> thing had been done<font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Saab's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned into screams and screams</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">became piercing shrieks it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heartbreaking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my helplessness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> found myself thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> how I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> die then in there if I had the chance<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't understand anything anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> who</font> was this<font color="#E5E5E5"> man what did he want</font> and what could he have<font color="#E5E5E5"> possibly said to</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> wife to elicit such a reaction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> her I just wanted all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of it to end and</font> that's when he turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> his head to me and</font> said show me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the children now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> like my heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> got caught up in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> throat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had forgotten about my kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until he</font> mentioned them<font color="#CCCCCC"> he stood in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> between their</font> beds<font color="#E5E5E5"> is my wife's violent shrieks could</font> still be heard coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> from down the hall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but my kids were somehow still asleep</font> the strange man stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> tall before me</font> perfectly still he would turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head</font> slightly to the right and then<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as he observed each of my two</font> daughters<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what felt like a painfully</font> long<font color="#E5E5E5"> amount of time good children he</font> whispered he moved without<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound and stopped as</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> left their room to look at me in the</font> eyes once<font color="#E5E5E5"> more as we both stood out in</font> the hallway good flesh this is<font color="#CCCCCC"> a good</font> house his words made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> snap back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reality</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were back at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entryway but this</font> time around<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was the one with my back</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font> not him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he laid the back of his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">softly on my shoulder and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> its weight</font> felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> infinite you will now pass</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ownership of this house unto</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me it's not</font> so much what he<font color="#CCCCCC"> said but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how he said it</font> there was a certain sense<font color="#E5E5E5"> of complete</font> and utter finality<font color="#CCCCCC"> to that statement I</font> knew that if I<font color="#CCCCCC"> gave him what he wanted I</font> wouldn't be forfeiting just my home but a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> of other things as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe</font> everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to do something and I</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how exactly I managed</font> there was no word for my sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> mental</font> state at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time so I don't think it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was a conscious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> effort at least</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> entirely this man he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> after something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he seemed to want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my house which</font> appeared to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be good enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for him for</font> reasons<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were beyond me but I could</font> only say what he wanted to hear this is a good house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I repeated there was a</font> brief pause yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said you deserve the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">best house I continued his face inched</font> closer to mine as he bent over slightly yes there are better houses<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said</font> he stopped abruptly<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as if frozen</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> time for a few seconds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember his</font> head producing a slight twitch which would have gone unnoticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> so damn close<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me down the road I said</font> as I shot a<font color="#E5E5E5"> log to the side he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">straightened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> himself up his eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> fixated on a window behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and what</font> lay beyond<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he did I found that it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">getting easier for me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my own</font> terms<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I kept at it better houses</font> bigger families his head<font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly turned</font> to face me<font color="#CCCCCC"> once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again and I could tell</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to verify how factual my</font> statements were he walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> past me and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> window where he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stood</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> silence I realized then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that my wife</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screaming anymore</font> I heard him mumble something but I couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> quite make out what he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saying</font> except for the word<font color="#E5E5E5"> skin things he then</font> took a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> steps back before approaching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the door I will go see more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> houses in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">robbed the door and opened it I couldn't</font> believe he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> actually leaving you can</font> sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font> as he said those<font color="#CCCCCC"> words I felt a crushing</font> wave of exhaustion<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly coming over</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but barely</font> registered anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> as my body went numb</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I saw this massive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> figure once again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ducking under the doorframe as he</font> stepped onto the porch he said something else<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his way out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I wasn't able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make out what it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font> nor<font color="#E5E5E5"> did I care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was just glad to see</font> him gone my wife<font color="#E5E5E5"> startled me awake as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had fallen asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the memories<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the previous night</font> slowly came back to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hoped that it</font> had been<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a nightmare coupled</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a brief sleepwalking episode even</font> though<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing of the sort had ever</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me in the past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it took just</font> one look<font color="#E5E5E5"> at her face to know that it had</font> been real<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it she didn't remember</font> seeing<font color="#CCCCCC"> much as she had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never left the</font> bed but she<font color="#E5E5E5"> remembered enough the tall</font> man the indescribable<font color="#CCCCCC"> terror the words</font> that wouldn't come out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the body that</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> move his face our daughters on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the other hand was seemingly oblivious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to everything that transpired so we did</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> best to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not freak them out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too much</font> we made sure they weren't hurt<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there</font> was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> no way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we could send them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after what happened</font> we made up<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lie and said the school</font> will<font color="#E5E5E5"> be closed for the day</font> maybe the whole week my<font color="#E5E5E5"> wife and I sat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down and we both tried to figure out</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hell had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened but we kept</font> hitting the same mental barriers we thought what's about calling the<font color="#CCCCCC"> cops</font> would we<font color="#E5E5E5"> be taken seriously we can</font> barely<font color="#E5E5E5"> describe the man even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though his</font> image is forever<font color="#CCCCCC"> burned in our minds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more we tried discussing it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the less it</font> makes sense but<font color="#E5E5E5"> at least we agree on</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> we are leaving today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> won't find us<font color="#E5E5E5"> here if he ever comes back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he can take this house and claim it as</font> his<font color="#E5E5E5"> own</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't care but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much</font> as I'm willing<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> compromise we will</font> never go<font color="#CCCCCC"> through this again</font> not if we can help<font color="#E5E5E5"> it who knows what</font> he'd do to<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> you it was an<font color="#CCCCCC"> utterly normal day for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me well</font> actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd gotten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a parking ticket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> the jury<font color="#CCCCCC"> summoned so it was a pretty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bad</font> day for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me however neither of those</font> would seem of<font color="#E5E5E5"> any consequence when I got</font> home at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end of it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">computer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> infected but maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm going a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little too fast let me take a step back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and we'll start from when I returned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from work that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as always the things</font> I did was<font color="#CCCCCC"> go through the mail</font> feel free to<font color="#E5E5E5"> imagine my aggravation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the summons here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it didn't help either</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but everything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> else was junk mail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> bills whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> just one of life's many</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">joys preferring to relax a bit before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dealing with them I went straight to my</font> computer<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do well nothing at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there's some browsing check my email etc</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing nothing can be good for the soul I</font> noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my computer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running much slower</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">than usual</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> though certainly slower than</font> it was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> yesterday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my first reaction</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at my taskbar to see if my</font> antivirus was updating or maybe Windows <font color="#E5E5E5">was downloading new features or</font> something you know the usual<font color="#CCCCCC"> culprits</font> but alas no such luck I tried to put up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the slow speeds</font> for a while<font color="#CCCCCC"> just wanting to get a level</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to deal with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">troubleshooting this thing yet another</font> nuisance<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this day that seemed so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ripe</font> for them eventually<font color="#E5E5E5"> my patience reached its limit</font> though my attempts to<font color="#E5E5E5"> relax at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terminal having crashed and burned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> went to address this problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> determined to find a way<font color="#CCCCCC"> to wind down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> it killed me upon<font color="#E5E5E5"> opening the my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">computer folder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a red flag raised my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">harddrive had no free space left on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> at all to put<font color="#E5E5E5"> things into perspective</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> a one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terabyte internal hard drive</font> with almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing on it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got this</font> computer<font color="#E5E5E5"> from a friend of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mine much</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">takea</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I and while I don't know nearly as much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about computers as she I know that a</font> terabyte is a lot of space and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that my</font> entire<font color="#CCCCCC"> computer didn't even use ten</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">percent of it yesterday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clearly</font> something was going on and I suspected some kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of virus or</font> malware<font color="#CCCCCC"> I've heard there are some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there that will create garbage data on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your system flooding it with pointless</font> files<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fill it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and make it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> run</font> slow<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wondered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what possible</font> benefit<font color="#E5E5E5"> there could be in this but my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend told me there are some scammers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who will infect a computer with one of</font> these<font color="#E5E5E5"> viruses then try charge you a fee</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to clean and speed up your PC</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fortunately I hadn't received any such</font> contact yet still my<font color="#E5E5E5"> suspicion seemed</font> grounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and performed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> scan with my<font color="#CCCCCC"> antivirus program a full</font> scan sure one might think<font color="#CCCCCC"> a quick scan</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be faster but if it didn't turn up</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was then forced to do a</font> full scan afterwards it would<font color="#E5E5E5"> just wind</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> taking longer than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if I went with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> full scan from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> start kind of a</font> roundabout logic<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I just wanted to</font> get this resolved<font color="#E5E5E5"> so that I could</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> just relax</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my computer I</font> went to watch some TV for a while nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> good on I really just wanted to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go browsing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours later I heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the little scan complete chime from my</font> speakers<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> examine the</font> results<font color="#E5E5E5"> no viruses no malware</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> baffled<font color="#CCCCCC"> however there was one thing of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">note on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the screen one file could not be</font> scanned<font color="#E5E5E5"> due to corrupted data values the</font> window had three<font color="#E5E5E5"> options</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">list report</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and dismiss</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I clicked list</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to see the details of the file</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> showed a file that made up a bunch of square characters square square square square square anima<font color="#E5E5E5"> was the file name</font> this was no file that I put there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm sure it wasn't there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd never installed any kind of language</font> extensions on my computer so the file name was written in characters from some other language maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> Japanese or Arabic</font> or something I'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> also never heard of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">duck anima file type</font> but that could wait the file location <font color="#E5E5E5">was listed in some secluded subfolder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> system32</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's where viruses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> to hide out<font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I made my way to the</font> folder<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> examined the file as expected</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it read as an unknown file type my</font> computer didn't know what program<font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font> open it not that I had any plans of <font color="#CCCCCC">doing so just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yet besides what surprised</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me more was the file size a rather a</font> lack<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one there was no file size</font> listed that<font color="#E5E5E5"> is it was just a garbled</font> mess of text if you<font color="#CCCCCC"> could call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it looked like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some sort</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of glitch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe there was some kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of special</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">characters I'd seen people make</font> signature<font color="#E5E5E5"> art using what looked like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">garbled masses of text before one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> first things I<font color="#E5E5E5"> learned about computers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is that a computer does what you tell it</font> to not what you want it to<font color="#E5E5E5"> but is</font> everything happens for a reason someone had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> program this behavior</font> make it<font color="#E5E5E5"> display like this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know</font> what the file was but I knew I didn't <font color="#E5E5E5">need it spamming up my system</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> sure I was doing so of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> having</font> found the little<font color="#E5E5E5"> bugger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately</font> deleted<font color="#E5E5E5"> it all the problems went away I</font> was able<font color="#E5E5E5"> to browse in peace once again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the traffic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ticket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was overturned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> managed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> weasel out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my cherry duty</font> that's what I'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> like to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say instead a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> Windows message popped up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the file could not be deleted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">access was denied there was no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> question</font> at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> definitely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> virus<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried and tried but nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">did was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> able to get rid of the bugger</font> after four attempts<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second window</font> appeared over the<font color="#E5E5E5"> usual cannot delete</font> message<font color="#E5E5E5"> this one was formatted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like a</font> Windows message<font color="#E5E5E5"> except that there was no</font> title in the top bar of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was only one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> word of text</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stopped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this was accompanied by two choices yes</font> or<font color="#CCCCCC"> no I considered my options but</font> knowing that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was a virus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it</font> wasn't willingly going to allow me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">delete it</font> I chose yes thankfully the window terminated<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it should have and I went</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the explorer window I decided to</font> do some research<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I probably</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> should</font> have done<font color="#CCCCCC"> before messing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that file at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all in retrospect putting up with the</font> incredibly<font color="#E5E5E5"> slow browsing speed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">search for the file name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by copying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> characters when that turned up nothing <font color="#CCCCCC">I just tried to search for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> animal</font> file type<font color="#E5E5E5"> which I'd never heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of no</font> results maybe this was some<font color="#CCCCCC"> brand-new</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kind of virus maybe the antivirus</font> software hadn't found a way<font color="#E5E5E5"> to recognize</font> it yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> and no one online had encountered</font> it thus far<font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was his very first</font> victim<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was outraged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is just</font> perfect<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said to myself being all sorts</font> of vulgarities the likes of which would <font color="#E5E5E5">have resulted in no less than a dozen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slaps from even a salty sub nuns</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't want to deal<font color="#CCCCCC"> with this right now</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't want to deal with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it ever but I</font> especially didn't want to deal<font color="#CCCCCC"> with it</font> now<font color="#E5E5E5"> I left the computer for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font> after that<font color="#E5E5E5"> to just find some other way</font> to wind down I wasn't that successful<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next day I</font> was still<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty annoyed but I was at</font> least<font color="#CCCCCC"> a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> level-headed than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was the day prior<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this was my</font> weekend so I would have plenty<font color="#E5E5E5"> of time</font> to figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> this out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I called up the friend of mine who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gotten the computer from and she</font> attested<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she had no knowledge of</font> any such file on<font color="#CCCCCC"> it nor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of how it could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have gotten</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she did offer to help</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> troubleshoot it thankfully after I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">told her all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I had done thus far</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty convinced of my theory</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was some brand-new kind of virus</font> without<font color="#E5E5E5"> any currently known method of</font> dealing<font color="#E5E5E5"> with it unfortunately she wasn't</font> nearly skilled enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> to try picking</font> apart<font color="#E5E5E5"> an unknown virus fresh off the</font> market<font color="#CCCCCC"> so her helped end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it there great</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing left to do I decided to</font> experiment<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a file it took a full</font> day to back up<font color="#CCCCCC"> my important files and a</font> separate<font color="#CCCCCC"> drive hopefully without the</font> virus carrying over<font color="#E5E5E5"> with it and the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following day I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able to start</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dealing with the thing the file wasn't a</font> standalone<font color="#E5E5E5"> executable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it would have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">run by itself when I double clicked it</font> having<font color="#CCCCCC"> no knowledge of what program the</font> file was intended<font color="#CCCCCC"> to run with I started</font> cycling through all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> programs on my</font> computer<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find something that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work</font> first up was notepad<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I've found a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of unknown files can be read in text</font> format<font color="#E5E5E5"> this one turned up as a bunch of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the missing character box symbols again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so it could be read</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as a text file but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in another language I guess</font> that's a start<font color="#E5E5E5"> for lack of anything else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to try I continued through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the list</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> programs<font color="#E5E5E5"> next up was Windows Photo</font> Viewer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> expect anything to</font> happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> since the file had been opened in</font> notepad<font color="#E5E5E5"> that meant it had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kind of text-based file rights well</font> somehow<font color="#CCCCCC"> Photo Viewer was able to read</font> the thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it came up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> image</font> of a nice little<font color="#E5E5E5"> suburban house</font> somewhere if it weren't for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the subtle</font> cultural hints like the buildings in the background<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the style of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mailbox</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would have assumed it<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> American</font> suburb unfortunately there wasn't any kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> text anywhere in the image so I</font> couldn't determine<font color="#E5E5E5"> the country of origin</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I tried to move the window to the side</font> for later<font color="#E5E5E5"> but accidentally closed it</font> instead so I tried to<font color="#CCCCCC"> open the program</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Photo Viewer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it works</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> but this time I got a different</font> image this one of the inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a car</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">driving on a brick road from the drivers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perspective</font> how was this possible<font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> assuming the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">file could be read in both notepad and</font> photo viewer<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's just one file opening</font> it should come up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with the same result</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">each time if this was a virus it seemed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to mess with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the functions of my machine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something fierce</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the file once again in photo</font> viewer and this time I got a string of big bold white symbols on a black <font color="#E5E5E5">background I could be wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure they were Russian characters</font> is that<font color="#CCCCCC"> where this file is from Russia</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> images - unfortunately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">image so I couldn't copy the text and</font> paste it into a search engine I was curious though<font color="#E5E5E5"> I decided to take a</font> screenshot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the text so I could look</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> it later</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one bring screen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and mspaint open later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to pace what I'd copied but</font> again the image<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the same this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time it was a young woman dressed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> formal<font color="#E5E5E5"> attire looking at the camera</font> expectantly <font color="#CCCCCC">it was the craziest thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> this file appeared on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> screen it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a new image from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I used the undo</font> and redo keyboard commands to quickly erase and repays<font color="#CCCCCC"> the image over and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> every time it was something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a grocery store a theater</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone's living room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking into</font> a mirror<font color="#CCCCCC"> a pair of gravesites</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after that</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I refreshed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the image I</font> got this<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a black screen with</font> white text<font color="#E5E5E5"> that read get out this made</font> me jump a bit was this supposed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> addressed to me is this what the Russian text<font color="#E5E5E5"> before translated to someone had to</font> preload<font color="#E5E5E5"> all these images into a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slideshow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and program them into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> file<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe there were images of this</font> message in all sorts of languages<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> these were<font color="#E5E5E5"> just the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two I happen to</font> encounter first<font color="#E5E5E5"> still something about</font> the big bold white text message got to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I shut down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paint still I was</font> curious now<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to know what other</font> programs<font color="#E5E5E5"> might be able to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open this file</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I tried Windows Media Player Next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hereis of how it might interpret the</font> file apparently read it as audio but <font color="#E5E5E5">curiously</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the little seeker bar didn't</font> move as the<font color="#E5E5E5"> vial played the time count went</font> up but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bar stayed at the far left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like it might if it were playing some</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online live stream the audio was</font> a very clear recording of several<font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Russian</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hearing yet I was now</font> more certain<font color="#E5E5E5"> of what language</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was it</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> also a hint that I heard dishes</font> clanking<font color="#E5E5E5"> and liquid being slut as the</font> word washed<font color="#E5E5E5"> came up from time to time I</font> could only assume this was a recording <font color="#E5E5E5">of some family dinner or something why</font> it was in the file<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea</font> the audio was pretty mundane after five minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> or so of nothing particularly</font> interesting<font color="#CCCCCC"> happening I closed out and</font> this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried opening it in VLC</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> media</font> player<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time it was read as video</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't know why it would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> any different</font> between the two<font color="#E5E5E5"> players but the same</font> thing happened in<font color="#E5E5E5"> BLC</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whether time count</font> went up but the bar<font color="#CCCCCC"> never moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> due to</font> my computer's<font color="#E5E5E5"> infection the video ran</font> extremely<font color="#CCCCCC"> Chapa Lee but what I could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">make out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to be a first-person</font> view of someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting in an office</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">working on an assortment of paperwork</font> at times<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw the viewers reflection on</font> his computer monitor<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it looked to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same man who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was looking at himself</font> in the mirror<font color="#E5E5E5"> in that image</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> appeared before curious<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see what</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I skipped ahead with the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seekbar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to find the other parts</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the video but as soon as I tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> move it<font color="#CCCCCC"> from its position</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> glued to the</font> left of the side window VLC crashed and I was forced to shut it <font color="#CCCCCC">down when I did another Windows message</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had appeared beneath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the window</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> no<font color="#E5E5E5"> title in the top bar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only one</font> line of<font color="#CCCCCC"> text</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stay out again the options</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were yes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and no just to see what would</font> happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time</font> I clicked<font color="#CCCCCC"> No</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that may have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> mistake the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't close but out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nowhere my computer started worrying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> if it were under<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> incredible strain</font> and the screen<font color="#E5E5E5"> practically locked up I</font> tried moving my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mouse but I was unable</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of this stay out window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which still at both options selectable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking that maybe the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> computer was</font> having trouble processing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the command</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that once again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clicked no this time the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reaction was even stronger countless</font> message windows<font color="#E5E5E5"> began popping up over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> current one all of them identical</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stay out stay out stay out stay out one</font> after another<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rapidly began popping up</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the last slowing my computer to a</font> literal snail's pace <font color="#CCCCCC">I tried to move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the mouse and it very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very slowly crawled its way away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the no button</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to just end this</font> calamity<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point I got it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> meander over<font color="#CCCCCC"> the yes command</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and finally</font> clicked it just like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> windows</font> stopped appearing and the hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> drive</font> stopped wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and everything seemed to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">go back to normal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or at least it went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the way it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was before I clicked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no the file was still there and it still</font> had to be taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> care of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I tried</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> once again to delete the file</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> time a message popped up reading -</font> not with the only clickable option being <font color="#CCCCCC">okay odd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this message was different from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one I got last</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I tried to</font> delete it trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> X out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> message window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did nothing so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I reluctantly clicked ok</font> and it closed I tried copying<font color="#CCCCCC"> the file</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> onto</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a drive</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">moving it off my computer but I'd then</font> received the Windows error<font color="#CCCCCC"> message</font> telling<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that the file could not be</font> moved because it is being accessed<font color="#CCCCCC"> by another</font> program<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same message came up when I</font> tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> just moving it to the desktop for</font> easier access <font color="#CCCCCC">I was curious to see whether this was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">true or not and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actually I hadn't taken</font> a look at<font color="#E5E5E5"> my processes to see if maybe</font> there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> something going on there that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was making</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my system drag so much I</font> opened up task manager<font color="#E5E5E5"> and switched over</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the processes tab and sure enough at</font> the top of the list<font color="#E5E5E5"> was one called</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anima</font> it was taking up almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> a full 100%</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> my computer's processing power<font color="#CCCCCC"> did that</font> mean<font color="#E5E5E5"> this file was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not only occupying my</font> whole hard drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> but most of my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ram as</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> how big was this thing without</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I chose to end the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">process this resulted in another Windows</font> message<font color="#E5E5E5"> no title this one said please</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know these titleist messages weren't</font> written<font color="#CCCCCC"> by any purely surprise winner</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the clickable options</font> were no and no<font color="#CCCCCC"> again unable to exit i</font> clicked one of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> two knows and the</font> window closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> underneath it there was</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> typical</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Windows message asking me if</font> I was sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted the force and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> process glad that the virus didn't interfere<font color="#E5E5E5"> with this function</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I clicked in process and my hard drive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">word for a moment then just like that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the process vanished my CPU usage went</font> back down<font color="#CCCCCC"> to its normal levels</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> finally I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to use the Machine</font> freely again however file was<font color="#E5E5E5"> still there</font> the folder I could have deleted it then and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> check it once again to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure that no one else had encountered</font> this little buggy yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> so now that I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at almost full speed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did</font> another search for dot anima<font color="#E5E5E5"> file type</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still no results on a final hunch based</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> process I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I tried doing a search for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just anima</font> all this returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> was that anima was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Latin word but functionally translates</font> into English as soul when I read<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">all hit me like a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ton of bricks</font> but file<font color="#E5E5E5"> it couldn't possibly have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> cut it was that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the anima file</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a human</font> soul<font color="#CCCCCC"> and had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be some kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of prank</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">played by someone trying to horrify</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people for a cheap laugh all of this had</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be programmed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a great big illusion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">messing with my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> systems functionality</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and creating all of these pop-up</font> messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> images and files just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a trick</font> me into<font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a real</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> digital format of course very</font> idea<font color="#E5E5E5"> is preposterous even if there were</font> such a thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a haunted computer or</font> some military experiment to extract a human soul into digital format<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's</font> no reason no way it would<font color="#E5E5E5"> wind up on my</font> computer<font color="#CCCCCC"> how could that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even have come</font> about granted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no better</font> explanation of how such a virus could <font color="#E5E5E5">have found its way into my system</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">logical side of me knows better than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> in some pranksters games but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still the possibility however small it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">may be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still haunts me what if it really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had been a person in their life their</font> memories their<font color="#E5E5E5"> thoughts and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feelings if</font> so what had I just done<font color="#E5E5E5"> by ending</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> process<font color="#E5E5E5"> and terminating it from my</font> system this wasn't something I<font color="#CCCCCC"> wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about I was determined to just the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">leaper file so I would never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to</font> think<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it again but before I did</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I had to no curiosity got the</font> better of me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I tried running the</font> file again<font color="#E5E5E5"> in all of the programs I</font> tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> previously no bad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now read it as</font> an empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> document no matter what other</font> program I used he read only<font color="#E5E5E5"> as an empty</font> black screen with faint static<font color="#E5E5E5"> audio</font> there was nothing left nothing [Music] you <font color="#CCCCCC">I never really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> considered myself to be</font> much of an explorer<font color="#CCCCCC"> or even a</font> particularly<font color="#E5E5E5"> brave man however that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hasn't seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop me from getting in</font> the predicament<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago but my girlfriend of</font> four<font color="#CCCCCC"> years left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me for another man and</font> she really<font color="#E5E5E5"> was the last tether keeping</font> me grounded<font color="#E5E5E5"> to any semblance of a social</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">life don't get me wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have friends</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd love to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but most live</font> across<font color="#CCCCCC"> the Metroplex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about an hour's</font> drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> so it's a rare day when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> effort<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drive out there and even more</font> rare<font color="#E5E5E5"> to have them drive out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see me</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've gone</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the stages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breakup</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sorrow self-pity hopelessness and anger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it even after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a look at myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided there were a few things I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font> improve<font color="#E5E5E5"> and although I'm not in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">particularly bad shape now what did the</font> school my physique<font color="#CCCCCC"> does something more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attractive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> women this is a problem as</font> I'm a<font color="#E5E5E5"> fairly lazy man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and everything in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be handed to me but I've</font> learned to<font color="#E5E5E5"> put the least amount of</font> effort into any and all the<font color="#E5E5E5"> activities</font> as possible<font color="#CCCCCC"> so rather</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than buying a gym</font> membership<font color="#CCCCCC"> and taking the 5-minute</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drive</font> down the<font color="#CCCCCC"> road I decided I'd simply</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> build</font> myself a home workout center<font color="#CCCCCC"> and do some</font> ab blasting in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I only</font> recently<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved in this place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about a</font> month before<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eggs left me sharing a</font> two-bedroom with absolutely no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one it</font> lies<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the far corner of the complex on</font> the second story<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the balcony gives</font> me an excellent<font color="#E5E5E5"> view of the enormous</font> soccer fields and the woods beyond that the<font color="#CCCCCC"> only problem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is the landlady lives</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">underneath me and I learned fairly</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the whole home gym setup</font> was a bust<font color="#CCCCCC"> as almost immediately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> doing reps with the<font color="#CCCCCC"> weights our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> BOTS</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard the crotchety old woman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> banging</font> on my floor with a<font color="#E5E5E5"> broom handle</font> commanding me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> keep it down as</font> irritating<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it was walking on</font> eggshells all<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time I supposed it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">understandable so I opted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to cut corners</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some other way and rather than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">smart</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing and hitting the gym</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes</font> turned to the vast fields<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doorstep the fields was simply massive</font> stretching back several<font color="#CCCCCC"> hundred yards</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surrounded by dense woodland on all</font> sides<font color="#CCCCCC"> other than the front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which faced</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartments</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the equally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> large</font> parking lot which was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sunken in such a</font> way as to be unseen<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the main road</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> led to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> October</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I first checked out</font> the fields<font color="#CCCCCC"> I live in Texas so it doesn't</font> get cold here until<font color="#E5E5E5"> December if at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I had plenty of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> familiar</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> winter hits</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I only</font> went at<font color="#E5E5E5"> night preferably past midnight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 1:00 a.m. when the large</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">floodlights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were shut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down and all the</font> late night teenagers were done with their shenanigans<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would slip through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the thick rapid fence</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that shuttle II</font> guarded my apartment and disappear into the<font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this time I felt</font> amazing<font color="#CCCCCC"> completely uninhibited and alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just the way I liked it I would bring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my weights do laps around the field</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> heck<font color="#E5E5E5"> I even brought a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> buddies out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there once or twice to have some drinks</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and play soccer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> once it had cleared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> and although I will<font color="#CCCCCC"> admit going out</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> in pitch black alone with nothing</font> but the moonlight<font color="#E5E5E5"> could be slightly</font> unnerving at times<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was far better</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than the alternative</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at least at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first</font> as my isolation grew my sleep schedule <font color="#E5E5E5">strayed from the norm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it wasn't long</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself awake at odd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night and about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week ago was a</font> particularly rough one after fruitlessly lying in bed for<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hour and not</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling my eyelids flutter once I</font> realized my efforts the<font color="#E5E5E5"> four</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeeeep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a futile and I found myself</font> crawling out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bed at 1:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">morning</font> it's strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> many of the times I find</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> drawn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the field</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's almost as</font> if I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> not in control of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body</font> movements or even my own thoughts<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> throw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on a jacket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in preparation for</font> the chilly embrace outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I glanced out</font> my bedroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> window finding to my</font> bemusement<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the floodlights in the</font> field<font color="#E5E5E5"> still on because it was so late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> figured one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the workers must</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> forgot to<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the light for the</font> night and initially he<font color="#CCCCCC"> thought little of</font> it grabbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone and headed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside I</font> was feeling strangely courageous that night confidently strutting<font color="#E5E5E5"> out onto the</font> barren field<font color="#CCCCCC"> dropping off my shirt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my jacket near the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> edge feeling like the</font> biggest man<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and after</font> putting some music on my<font color="#CCCCCC"> phone I headed</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> center of the wasteland after</font> expecting to see someone out there waiting for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me the overpowering</font> luminescence of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floodlights combined</font> with a sharp contrast of the utter and complete darkness of the forest encompassing it made for<font color="#E5E5E5"> an odd</font> sensation indeed but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I still found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">myself walking to the center of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">field and simply observing my</font> surroundings<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the darkness in the</font> early hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the morning it is easy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for one's mind to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> play tricks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on them</font> and it was not uncommon<font color="#E5E5E5"> for me in the</font> past<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do a double-take over my</font> shoulder whenever I thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw a</font> shadow<font color="#E5E5E5"> sprinting for the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">need to see a harmless flag</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or feel a</font> wave of fear<font color="#E5E5E5"> crawl up my spine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font> heard a<font color="#E5E5E5"> rustling behind me only to</font> discover<font color="#E5E5E5"> a plastic bag in the breeze but</font> this night<font color="#CCCCCC"> felt different</font> the glaring<font color="#CCCCCC"> lights cast long dark</font> shadows<font color="#E5E5E5"> across the field and as I</font> marched around<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold and alone with only</font> David<font color="#E5E5E5"> Bowie blaring from my phone to</font> keep me company I felt remarkably uncomfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kicking a soccer ball around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fields</font> but less<font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> strongest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> wind<font color="#E5E5E5"> hit my shirtless body leaving me</font> shuddering involuntarily but this was <font color="#CCCCCC">met</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by a loud climbing sound of metal on</font> metal from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the edge of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">field which halted my shuddering almost</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I stood still as a statue</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with goosebumps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly forming up my</font> arms as I mentioned it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> not uncommon</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> there to be noises</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around the field</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night am i quickly rationalized</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that the wind had knocked something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">against the large metal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> garbage can at</font> the edge of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the field creating the</font> clanging noise I had heard earlier and I continued with <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work out still in the zone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what alert David Bowie abruptly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shuts</font> off jarring me into glancing at my phone <font color="#E5E5E5">damn it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought out loud</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the battery had died</font> that's when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard the clanging noise</font> again and my head snapped back<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards</font> where<font color="#CCCCCC"> I perceived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the noise to have</font> originated<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> I waited<font color="#E5E5E5"> several seconds no win this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> for those who don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know a large</font> field such as<font color="#E5E5E5"> this it's nearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">impossible</font> it's a pinpoint where a noise is<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from because of the effect echos can</font> have in such a wide unobstructed space but I had the distinct<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling it was</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming from the garbage can at the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of the field</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no fun for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> without</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glancing back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font> pocket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and started jogging away from the</font> center of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the field and back towards the</font> hole in the fence<font color="#CCCCCC"> that led directly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that's when it happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the flood lights went out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I kid you not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> single one of the damn lights</font> turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> off instantly here I was damn</font> near naked eyes watering from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cold</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and goose bumps covering every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inch of</font> my body<font color="#E5E5E5"> when darkness took the field</font> that's my jog turned into a sprint I felt exposed<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone and oh so</font> vulnerable<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not a feeble or cowardly</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I knew anyone or anything out</font> there messing<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me so late at night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be even crazier than I was I</font> still had about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hundred</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yards to run</font> when I glanced behind me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know</font> whether to be grateful<font color="#CCCCCC"> or terrified</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I saw nothing in the shadows of the</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> but either way I ran harder and</font> faster<font color="#CCCCCC"> than I had no long long time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terror was so severe I completely forgot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab my shirt or jacket but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately relief overtook me once I</font> entered the premise of the complex <font color="#E5E5E5">squeezing through the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> broken fence</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">racing up the stairs and slamming and</font> locking the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me</font> breathing heavily I stumbled over to the kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> table</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> legs and lungs</font> both burning with white-hot<font color="#E5E5E5"> pain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> shaken<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was alright after on a</font> shirt<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost completely forgetting about</font> the one I left<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind and started</font> boiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> some water for some tea and I</font> knew I could finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> relax</font> and that's when I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knock-knock-knock three knocks on my</font> door <font color="#E5E5E5">my front door at 2:00 in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the morning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> law</font> enforcement that was the first thought ad they had finally busted me for <font color="#CCCCCC">trespassing</font> all those times<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I figured if I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> can't<font color="#E5E5E5"> explain myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe they'd let me</font> off with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a warning I walked over to my</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and grabbed my doorknob</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something stopped me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from turning and</font> hauling it open instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> I lowered my eye</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the circular</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> peep hole in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figuring I might as well see who it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before I opened my Shaklee backed away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the door</font> with goosebumps<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately reemerging</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in my arms and neck as the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> familiar</font> sensation<font color="#E5E5E5"> of dread radiated throughout</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> body I glanced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the door to make</font> sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was locked and for good measure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ran up and threw on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deadbolt when a</font> second series of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the thumps reverberate</font> it throughout<font color="#E5E5E5"> my small apartment my view</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the peephole had been completely</font> black<font color="#E5E5E5"> meaning someone had covered it for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a reason that God only knew but it</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get my jacket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and shirt</font> the next day when the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Sun was high in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sky bringing some semblance of</font> warmth<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> order to the world the field</font> is full of<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents and kids happily</font> playing soccer<font color="#E5E5E5"> but my articles were gone</font> along<font color="#CCCCCC"> with any signs that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone or</font> anything was out there<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was five days ago and every night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since the lights in the field have</font> remained<font color="#E5E5E5"> on until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fail</font> and every single<font color="#CCCCCC"> night at the same time</font> I hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> that metallic clanging in the</font> field whether there<font color="#CCCCCC"> be wind or not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">followed soon by that familiar thudding</font> Amador<font color="#CCCCCC"> I suppose going to my apartment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">immediately after was a poor choice as</font> now what if<font color="#CCCCCC"> is out there in that field</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knows who I am</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and knows where I live I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know what to do I think I should</font> move<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe I'll move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with my</font> parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get away</font> and and I'm terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was this</font> morning<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really sent me over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">edge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened my door at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 8 a.m. in order</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to head to work when I nearly stepped on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something I picked up a ragged piece of</font> cloth apprehensively<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking it to be a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">garments of some homeless vagrant when</font> it dawned on me although horribly mutilated<font color="#E5E5E5"> and torn to</font> shreds<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was still recognizable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> dropped the cloth in<font color="#E5E5E5"> horror</font> it was my<font color="#E5E5E5"> jacket</font> even now as I write<font color="#E5E5E5"> this I regret to</font> inform<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hear it knock-knock-knock</font> you <font color="#CCCCCC">I have always been a scrawny person</font> since I was in elementary<font color="#E5E5E5"> school granted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">due</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> semi-decent sense of humor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was never bullied<font color="#E5E5E5"> well to the opposite</font> sex I was never deemed attractive or <font color="#CCCCCC">dateable friendzone was the nation i</font> inhabited<font color="#E5E5E5"> and until the age of 25 I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely fine with it</font> of course I craved the attention when it <font color="#E5E5E5">came time for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> homecoming dance or</font> prom but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> always managed to get a</font> friend that went with me has a pity <font color="#E5E5E5">after high school I went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to a local</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">college and graduated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five years later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> ran out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fun so I worked in sales</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after my sophomore year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make enough</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">money for my last two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years on my</font> graduation<font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked back on the</font> years I<font color="#E5E5E5"> spent in college and immediately</font> felt regret every day<font color="#E5E5E5"> after my classes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would just go back<font color="#CCCCCC"> home and eat dinner</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with my parents and go to my bedroom</font> where I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> spend the whole night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">serving the web and reading I made a</font> couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> date</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> hinted terribly but I just felt like I <font color="#CCCCCC">never truly utilized college for all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> its worth<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was accepted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into an</font> out-of-state<font color="#CCCCCC"> college but I decided</font> against<font color="#E5E5E5"> it because I did not want to get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of my comfort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> zone</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to find a job that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">went along with my major</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> English and</font> found that it<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> impossible</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get a teaching job in the town I</font> lived in after four months<font color="#E5E5E5"> of looking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for a job</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any job was as</font> good as any<font color="#CCCCCC"> and went to the local</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">electronics store for my old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> job back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the manager was more than happy to take</font> me back as I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the top seller</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every</font> month I was there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't like to go out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and make friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> definitely</font> good at making<font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spend their money</font> when I<font color="#CCCCCC"> came back for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my first day back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later I realized it was a</font> completely different crew except the manager there were three salesmen<font color="#CCCCCC"> Mack</font> Vance and Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the manager</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Anthony before I came back in Mack was</font> the top salesman<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the past six</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we automatically did not like each</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other</font> Vance was the lowest<font color="#CCCCCC"> salesman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but he</font> always cleaned the store up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and made</font> sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inventory was correct</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan was the middle tier salesman</font> and we became fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends there really</font> isn't much<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talk about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the world of</font> sales<font color="#CCCCCC"> people come in looking for eggs</font> object and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> sell them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eggs object</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while trying to add on necessaries</font> sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll get them to loosen on</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> original budget and go for a</font> higher end model that is<font color="#E5E5E5"> about as far as</font> sales really<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to me it gets me a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">paycheck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I could pay the rent my</font> mother and father<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly started</font> charging me<font color="#E5E5E5"> three weeks into working</font> there Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked me if I wanted to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go over to his house hang out and drink</font> a couple of beers<font color="#CCCCCC"> I agreed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and after</font> work we<font color="#E5E5E5"> went there and turned on a</font> couple of movies<font color="#E5E5E5"> while downing beer</font> after beer after<font color="#E5E5E5"> three hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided it was time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go home but Jonathan</font> rationalized with me<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the dangers</font> of driving<font color="#E5E5E5"> drunk he brought out two</font> pillows and a blanket<font color="#E5E5E5"> he pointed at the</font> couch<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I sat back down he put the</font> blanket<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bellos beside me and told me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">goodnight while he walked back to his</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember snapping awake I have this</font> thing ever since<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was young where I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would slightly open my eyes in case it's</font> already<font color="#E5E5E5"> bright but I found the room to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I slightly glanced up</font> trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to figure out where I was but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what I saw made me close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely and start shaking little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jonathan was standing in the hallway</font> while staring<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me I waited around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slightly opened my eyes once</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> to see that he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going back into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his room</font> the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning I woke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the smell</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> bacon I quickly got out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of bed and</font> went<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cooking and</font> looking like his<font color="#E5E5E5"> normal self so I just</font> let my paranoia<font color="#CCCCCC"> slide off and I asked</font> him if<font color="#E5E5E5"> he needed any help with a wave of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his hand he just told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to sit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">enjoy my hangover</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">couch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was done cooking and we</font> ate<font color="#E5E5E5"> bacon and pancakes we went to work</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> after breakfast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and by the end I</font> completely forgot about<font color="#E5E5E5"> him staring at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me in the middle of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the night the next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weekend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he asked me if I wants to go out</font> to a<font color="#E5E5E5"> club</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an hour away from us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without hesitation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him yes I told</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would wear my black suit to look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">extra spiffy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and while laughing he told</font> me he would pick me<font color="#CCCCCC"> up from my house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 10:00</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 10:15 I heard him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> honking and I</font> went outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> car when I</font> saw him I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to take a double</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was wearing the exact<font color="#CCCCCC"> same thing as me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">black suit and a white button-up shirt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ignore it we got to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">club at 11:00 right as the doors are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open and before it was midnight I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">having the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my life</font> for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first time in my life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> meeting girls<font color="#CCCCCC"> that seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to take an</font> interest in<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and I even got to dance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with a couple of them the only thing</font> that really threw<font color="#CCCCCC"> me off was that</font> Jonathan<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to be staring down every</font> girl that even gave me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the slightest bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of interest and too Jonathan came up to</font> me and told<font color="#CCCCCC"> me it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time to go home so</font> I went to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bar to pay off my tab</font> while I was paying my<font color="#E5E5E5"> tab a girl that I</font> danced with earlier<font color="#E5E5E5"> came up to me and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">slipped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me a piece of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paper in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pocket</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> giving me a light peck in my cheek</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I know I blushed</font> but I maintain<font color="#CCCCCC"> my composure enough to</font> give her a wink<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a smile when I got</font> into the car<font color="#CCCCCC"> I took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out the piece of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paper and show Jonathan nearly bouncing</font> in my seat with<font color="#E5E5E5"> excitement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was definitely a girl that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would not mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dating he asked me what</font> she looked like<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I told him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shorter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than me brown hair</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> green eyes then I started to explain</font> to him how pretty she was but I had noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> he changed his expression from</font> happiness <font color="#E5E5E5">it's what seemed like anger the whole</font> car ride<font color="#E5E5E5"> was filled with old silences</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and sideways glances from Jonathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt like he<font color="#CCCCCC"> had gotten a bit too weird</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for me so I started to avoid him at work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it worked for the first three days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noticed that he had started to follow me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> driving home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would</font> see his car from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a distance away</font> sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was lying in bed I</font> would spot<font color="#CCCCCC"> a set of ice coming from the</font> trees in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of my house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but every</font> single time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would walk up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would see the eyes vanish I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really know it was him until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saw a figure with bright green shoes</font> running down the street<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know Jonathan</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the only person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have ever seen wear</font> bright green shoes<font color="#CCCCCC"> there were the shoes</font> he wore whenever he went out running <font color="#E5E5E5">whenever he exercised</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be the best day to</font> approach him and tell him<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I noticed</font> him following me<font color="#E5E5E5"> have to work and</font> looking into my window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to</font> tell my only and best friend that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> appreciate it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just give me some space</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to normal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that next</font> day<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store was closed the store</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> closed because Jonathan was found in the middle of the night by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police with a</font> giant gaping hole<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his chest his heart</font> was removed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and placed in his mouth</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whereas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how it should have been was a</font> credit card<font color="#E5E5E5"> from our store the magnetic</font> strip was rubbed off and the name of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> card was grinded off on his stomach<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a series of cuts to reveal a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little note</font> was it worth the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sale I know I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> give</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some space but I never</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> him to die he was my only best</font> friend in the grief<font color="#CCCCCC"> that filled my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heart</font> when my<font color="#CCCCCC"> manager called and told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me the</font> news caused me to hang up<font color="#E5E5E5"> on him and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fallen on my bed with deep subs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> world was crashing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down on me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he ever knew how much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> really meant<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me today</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is the day</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan was found dead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided</font> to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the mall to clear my head</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> went<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside to my car found a letter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stuck in my window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I grabbed the letter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">read it in my car hey Dan I'm sure</font> you've noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I ain't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> following</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been acting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weird around you I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you spent over you saw me staring</font> at you on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> couch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just wanted you to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know that on the first week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mac</font> convinced an older woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make an</font> $8,100 TV purchase using<font color="#E5E5E5"> our store</font> credit card the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next day the woman came</font> back with the TV it had a big crack<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of the screen</font> she told<font color="#E5E5E5"> us it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had come that way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">normally we just return it and get our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">money back from the manufacturer but Mac</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did not want to lose out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">commission it was the last one we had in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to have the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upper</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hand on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you she starts at the begging</font> plea<font color="#E5E5E5"> to just take the TV back and let</font> her buy a cheaper model<font color="#E5E5E5"> she told him</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> she didn't even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have the money</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> pay the monthly<font color="#E5E5E5"> bill he just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> she was out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of luck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made her take</font> the TV<font color="#E5E5E5"> back into a car that night she</font> killed<font color="#E5E5E5"> herself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clutching</font> remote in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the left hand an empty bottle</font> of pills in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her right hand</font> the daughter came in<font color="#E5E5E5"> three days later it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was your day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off but Mack was there she</font> went<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to him and told him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the</font> death of a mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't seem sad</font> but I could tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was not here to ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about what can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about the bill</font> with a smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> she asked who the salesman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was in the asshole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her it was you</font> described what you looked like with a smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> she skipped out the door and drove</font> off in a red sedan<font color="#E5E5E5"> when you spent the</font> night I woke up to the sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a car</font> engine starting up around<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2:00 a.m. I</font> looked out the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window and saw that same</font> red sedan<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we were going to the club</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I saw the red sedan following us</font> when you described<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me about the girl</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> gave you her number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it matched</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> she looked like exactly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure you</font> were safe so I followed<font color="#E5E5E5"> you home and I</font> kept to watch over you tonight<font color="#CCCCCC"> I invited</font> her over<font color="#E5E5E5"> I took the piece of paper</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> wrote<font color="#E5E5E5"> you her number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on and texted her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said she will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be here at 2</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. I</font> know I may not<font color="#E5E5E5"> be alive when you read</font> this but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want you to know that I love</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know we haven't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been friends</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for long but just know that I acted like</font> a creep around<font color="#E5E5E5"> you because I wanted to</font> make sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> you were safe</font> you I'll<font color="#CCCCCC"> ethnics this one kid who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always had</font> bandages<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrapped around their whole head</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> covering his face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remembered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">name is Wilbur</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 12 year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old boy never</font> left his house sometimes he looked out <font color="#CCCCCC">of his bedroom window on the top floor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and all of the kids who would play</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside while Wilbur sat and watched I</font> remembered his window<font color="#E5E5E5"> had metal bars on</font> them so there was no way he could climb out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his bedroom windows he sometimes</font> communicates it to each other<font color="#CCCCCC"> by writing</font> to each other<font color="#E5E5E5"> on pieces of paper since</font> what we can't hear me<font color="#E5E5E5"> because the</font> windows were<font color="#CCCCCC"> locked</font> Wilbur<font color="#E5E5E5"> only does it when his parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">aren't around since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're weird</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> mother and<font color="#E5E5E5"> father were one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those</font> parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were insanely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy about</font> science and chemistry according to Wilbur<font color="#E5E5E5"> they would stay in</font> the basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> and work all day and night</font> except at the times where they had to give Wilbur some food<font color="#CCCCCC"> daily now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they're</font> not treating<font color="#E5E5E5"> him like an animal his</font> parents were just<font color="#E5E5E5"> very busy they told</font> Robert<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he shouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> make contact with<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone until his face</font> got better he told me that he accidentally slipped on<font color="#CCCCCC"> one of his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">parents's chemicals and fell face-first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ruining his appearance and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his parents</font> feared that he<font color="#CCCCCC"> would be made fun of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> the other kids in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the neighborhood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember one time<font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple of all the</font> kids were throwing rocks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and pebbles at</font> his windows<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughing and pointing at</font> Wilbur<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he looked down at them he told</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me that they'd do it a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few times but</font> he's used to<font color="#E5E5E5"> it but to me he's a great</font> guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> and still is I have never been</font> inside his house but he showed me<font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font> cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff he collected like comic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> books</font> he had lots of them <font color="#E5E5E5">from Marvel to DC to other non superhero</font> comics<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a huge superhero fan even</font> said that he<font color="#CCCCCC"> felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a superhero</font> a normal<font color="#CCCCCC"> human being who became affected</font> by dangerous chemicals<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then became a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">powerful superhero he once wrote on a</font> piece of<font color="#E5E5E5"> paper and had it put up to his</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he pretended to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a superhero</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had a collection of action figures and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">video games that amazed Wilbur he told</font> me that he never<font color="#E5E5E5"> played a single video</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">game in his life which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quite sad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> also told me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his baby sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took</font> them away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> him before he could play</font> them and burnt them<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of his eyes</font> Wilbur had a mean babysitter named<font color="#E5E5E5"> miss</font> Fitzgerald<font color="#CCCCCC"> a tall mean lady who never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">liked kids at all this started before</font> his face<font color="#E5E5E5"> became messed up he told me she</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> basically</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kid's nightmare of</font> all the things I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has done miss</font> Fitzgerald had babysat many kids before <font color="#CCCCCC">and trust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me it was not pretty well</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we're told me that the last kid she</font> babysat a<font color="#CCCCCC"> four-year-old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she made a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">live through seven hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of Hell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Wilbur</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that miss Fitzgerald staffed her</font> and surrounded a bed with a few bear traps and the worst thing that happened the parents didn't know<font color="#CCCCCC"> about her deed</font> she would lie to<font color="#E5E5E5"> them just to get paid</font> of all the things I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> heard she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a</font> foul<font color="#CCCCCC"> cruel woman with no soul</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at all and</font> now she had<font color="#CCCCCC"> to babysit this poor guy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Ruba was old enough to make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his own</font> decisions<font color="#E5E5E5"> except for some his parents</font> apparently<font color="#E5E5E5"> hired an evil witch the</font> parents had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to Texas to a science</font> convention so<font color="#CCCCCC"> Waldo was left alone with</font> her one time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was writing about her to</font> show him but then I saw miss Fitzgerald <font color="#CCCCCC">also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really pulling him away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was the rest of my day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to him the next day I</font> looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> through my window to see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Wilbur I</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone lying down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on his bed</font> looking at the person's<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrapped head</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I banged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my fist in the window trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get well was attention he slowly sat up</font> on his bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> wiping away tears from his</font> eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> he seemed to be crying which that</font> gave me a thought I had a worried look <font color="#E5E5E5">at my face as I saw the bruises all over</font> his arms and legs<font color="#CCCCCC"> a faded dark tone of</font> purple he went to write something<font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> piece of<font color="#E5E5E5"> paper then as well but finished</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">writing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he went up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> pressed the note<font color="#E5E5E5"> against the glass what</font> he wrote terrified me the whole situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> still burned in the back of my</font> mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> something I knew I wouldn't forget</font> he wrote<font color="#E5E5E5"> help me what made it worse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> that his handwriting<font color="#E5E5E5"> was scribbled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto</font> the paper<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was almost illegible well</font> we kept banging on the window with<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> other hand then suddenly I saw someone else<font color="#E5E5E5"> run</font> into his bedroom next<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> you know who<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in both</font> of a big chubby<font color="#E5E5E5"> hands in one hand was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lemon and then the other was a pair of</font> scissors<font color="#E5E5E5"> what miss Fitzgerald did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrified me even more miss Fitzgerald</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ran up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to well Bert grabbing his head</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">holding it still I saw him screaming in</font> pain<font color="#E5E5E5"> and fear so I knew I had to do</font> something at the same time I couldn't <font color="#E5E5E5">stop watching she used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her scissors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> cut open<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bandages and unwrapped them</font> off his head and threw them to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> made me vomit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something that's second me I was utterly</font> shocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> at looking at well was real</font> deformed face his whole head was<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely covered by</font> bandages and what was underneath <font color="#CCCCCC">I knew the purpose too I saw his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost melted off show the dark red</font> layer underneath<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can only imagine his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">face looking like melted cheese on a</font> cheeseburger<font color="#E5E5E5"> well his whole face even</font> one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his eyeballs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were burnt a bit the</font> chemicals<font color="#E5E5E5"> messed him up badly miss</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Fitzgerald sliced the lemon in half with</font> the scissors pinning<font color="#E5E5E5"> Wilbur down on his</font> bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> then she threw the scissors to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">side next to the bandages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and held his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head with one hand with the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she squeezed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lemon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> onto Wilbur's head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> his eyes into the red layer of his face the painful<font color="#E5E5E5"> expression</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on his face his</font> loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> muffled screams his face stinging</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the acid of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lemon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> juice she</font> used the other lemon to squeeze<font color="#CCCCCC"> under</font> his face again torturing<font color="#CCCCCC"> Wilbur</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> extreme pain <font color="#CCCCCC">I decided to bang my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fist on the window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which was a bad idea miss Fitzgerald</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looked over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bedroom window right</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I jumped back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she noticed me she</font> ran back out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the bedroom shoving</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Wilbert down as he screamed and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> agony</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> pain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew what she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I ran out of my bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and ran</font> downstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> the good thing about this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was that my parents don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> Wilbur</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the fact that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they are</font> at work for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little bit I locked the</font> front door hoping that miss Fitzgerald <font color="#CCCCCC">wouldn't burst into my house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around for the house phone but as I was</font> a loud bang<font color="#E5E5E5"> rang in my ears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font> behind myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the door noticing her</font> red sweaty face and a curly<font color="#E5E5E5"> blond hair</font> by the looks in her eyes and<font color="#E5E5E5"> knew there</font> was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be some trouble</font> she kept banging up the door nearly screaming her head off<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally spotted</font> it next to the couch on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the coffee table</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I ran towards</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> dialing 9-1-1<font color="#CCCCCC"> says sounds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Miss</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Fitzgerald's threatening screams were</font> heard from<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font> waiting for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few rings I finally hear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> operators voice usual greeting from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a 9-1-1 operator</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i started explaining</font> the whole situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> from beginning to</font> end<font color="#CCCCCC"> as quickly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and clearly as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> possible</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they told me to wait patiently</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as the</font> police will arrive at my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> soon</font> it took<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few minutes for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the police to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arrive at my house not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only did they</font> arrive<font color="#E5E5E5"> but my parents arrived early from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">work as well apparently they got a call</font> from the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> explaining my situation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and decided to come home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">extremely worried and frightened they</font> asked me more<font color="#CCCCCC"> questions about it and the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">police did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to explain everything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from being friends with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Wilber</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to how</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left him with an abusive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">babysitter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to what she tried</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do but</font> an hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> later a police officer came to</font> me he had<font color="#CCCCCC"> something he wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> about the horrible atrocities that took <font color="#CCCCCC">place next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door the truth about the</font> babysitter<font color="#CCCCCC"> the parents and Wilber was</font> truly shocking based on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the evidence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they found</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Wilbur's parents weren't his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actual</font> parents at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> they adopted well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're</font> from an orphanage<font color="#CCCCCC"> that's out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> town</font> only<font color="#CCCCCC"> to perform an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> experiment on him it</font> was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason why they moved to takes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us to hide a babysitter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> miss</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Fitzgerald</font> was part of the experiment<font color="#CCCCCC"> too in fact</font> Wilbur<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first kid to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> adopted<font color="#E5E5E5"> by the scientists they had done</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">illegal experiments on those orphans and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was to find out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how much pain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a child</font> can<font color="#CCCCCC"> take before death based on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cause</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the age of the child 38</font> children between the ages of 2 and 13 were reported missing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Wilbur was one</font> of them there were security cameras on <font color="#E5E5E5">the outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and inside of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> they arrested miss Fitzgerald<font color="#E5E5E5"> the child</font> cruelty<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the deaths of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> many children</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and are on the case to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find the two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scientists</font> all of that<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> who would have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> killed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if I</font> didn't call the<font color="#CCCCCC"> police apparently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Wilbur</font> also tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> lie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything he told me he was trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">protect himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was sent to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a new</font> trusted family<font color="#E5E5E5"> a married couple who</font> lived out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of town since then I never saw</font> him again until now <font color="#CCCCCC">20 years later I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bar to get</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few drinks by myself when a man</font> approached<font color="#E5E5E5"> me remember me</font> he said that<font color="#E5E5E5"> familiar man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> smiling at me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I smile back realizing how long it had</font> been since I last<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Wilbur</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in fact he</font> looks<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a nice healthy man now</font> without his bandages<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a brown</font> haired man<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sky-blue eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you almost</font> looked like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a complete stranger</font> after that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we talked and drank a few</font> glasses<font color="#CCCCCC"> finally speaking to each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> in person<font color="#E5E5E5"> Wilbur and I knew that nobody</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would try to keep us apart</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> scientists and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the baby sister are</font> probably locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> away right now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> I still<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't stop thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that this man would have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> killed<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I didn't help save his life</font> [Music] <font color="#E5E5E5">you</font>
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