ARIES MAY 2021 - "Next Chapter: Fear of Abandonment"

aries hi so um this is gonna be a reading for the month of may 2021 and i'll do the reading for you and then i'll close it off with a oracle card and these are general readings so they may not resonate for all of you if they do there is an extended at the end of the video you can check it out in the description box below if you want uh let's see wow this is going to be an interesting reading the overall energy for the reading the judgment um there's a lot of stuff going on here for you you've got you've got a few major arcanas here at play um there's definitely something happening something very deep something possibly very spiritual in between you and another person basically and it could be a decision that's coming into play here on your part possibly but we'll see uh starting off the reading you get the three of swords crossed by the queen of wands now this is somebody that's very very hurt and i feel like it's your acknowledgement possibly of the other person's pain or the other way around it could be the other person acknowledging um the pain that they um put you through or you know there's something in tied up to to acknowledgement of pain and not self pain more like the other person what they're going through what they've gone through and stuff like that um in your focus here the stars something that you really really want is coming to surface in the recent past the temperance card this whole journey started for you quite a while ago and i feel like it brought in a lot of change already for you but it's through this connection that things are moving shifting for you uh in your strength king of cups lots of love that you carry for a situation or a person in the immediate future happiness uh supporting this reading it's you standing in your power it feels like you almost woke up one day and you feel like a brand new person that knows exactly what they want they know exactly where their heart belongs um they know all of these things it kind of feels like that um the energy that surrounds you and you may not be aware of it the the knight of swords this is action an action-oriented card so you could be wanting to create something to make something happen in your hopes and share the six of swords you just want for things to move calm smooth you you don't want the hassle the complication of things and you want calm basically um in the potential outcome the hierophant this is very spiritually guided kind of connection or even teachings here we'll see um let's clarify let me clarify the judgment card queen of pentacles ten of cups two of wands yeah there's there's a lot of self-nurturing self-care here on your part and it's leading you to happiness you know um the ten of cups could be talking about happiness shared with another person but for now it's leading you to feeling that happiness within yourself that balance that everything you need you're finding within yourself basically and yes there's a desire to share that with somebody uh but it feels like there's a waiting kind of energy at play in terms of it almost feels like you're acknowledging that first you need to create this within yourself and then in time it's gonna come together with another person this energy this is beautiful uh let's do the three of swords here let's see what's up with this one the star the seven of wands the five of swords the pain that someone is going through is basically the source of that pain is their own sabotage their own deceptive ways their own stories that they told themselves about a situation the pain the source of the pain is in that basically and again i feel like there's a recognition of that um could be your own recognition could be you recognizing that within the other person or um let's do the queen of wands six of wands six of cups eight of cups there's a letting go situation coming up here um it feels like um it feels like a release um i'm gonna let you go and if you're supposed to be with me that's gonna happen i just need to trust so there's that release aspect of things aspect of letting someone go you know i feel like it was very difficult very but it came in it came in like a like a this is felix right here he's enjoying staying in my lab basically um it comes in as a relief as a burden dropping off your shoulders basically the minute you understand and trust that that's the process basically you would need to let someone go in order to see if they belong to you right so there's there's a whole lot of big stuff happening here for you let's do the star in your focus queen of swords queen of cups will of fortune balance big ass balance between the mind and the heart uh i feel like that was your intent that was your desire for quite some time and i feel like you reached it something's happening right now that's kind of challenging that balance um i don't know exactly what it is it could be something outside of yourself um doesn't have to to to be tied up to this person in particular it could be any aspect of your life where something's happening and it's kind of testing you out in terms of are you going to keep that balance are you still going to be balanced because i feel like it was almost like a training kind of thing of keeping your balance keeping your cool um let's do the temperance card in the recent past eight of pentacles king of swords nine of swords controlling aspect comes up here things need to work out in certain ways otherwise and it brought in a lot of pain it feels like this is a lesson that you've learned the hard way basically um seeing the ways in which you might have been controlling uh seeing the ways in which others may have been controlling but it mostly ties up to you rather than somebody else um how you may have wanted for things to happen certain ways and when they didn't you were the one that got hurt um interesting interesting very very interesting reading you got going on king of cups in your strength two of swords the moon the emperor you're very much confused here and you don't even know it uh there's a lot of love that you're carrying for a person um there's a lot of love that you want to offer to a situation but um you're carrying a lot of confusion and the confusion is right here under the moon card the moon hides things so i feel like you're not fully aware that you may be a little bit all over the place when it comes to this so you're um pretty clear in regards to how you feel but keeping things up here and that this level doesn't allow you to to experience the love that you're feeling basically no let's do the sun in the immediate future the devil the five of pentacles the two of cups yeah what's standing in the way is your own fear i feel like that's a big one that you may need to work on uh pretty much so far i see you understanding a lot of things and coming to um a deep understanding of certain aspects and big-ass lessons that benefit you next lesson for you would be to address this issue of abandonment fear of failure fear of this person leaving me it's tied up most of the times it's tied up to this desire of wanting to have somebody um sharing love life with us uh fears do show up at those times and especially this one of abandonment like who am i to to um to convince them to be with me or they're going to leave me anyway anyway because and it it's not only tied up to our own fears that were developed off of some beliefs we carry from way back when we were probably kids and uh our mom or our dad left us to go to the store or whoever took care of us left us to go to the store and we were out there for two minutes we took that as oh my god they left it could be that simple we just don't go there because as adults we're like of course they went into the stores and i had to wait outside or whatever the case you know for us it's logic as adults for a little kid that doesn't know just mama and dada that's abandonment right there you know so this is a big one that you may need to take a look at because you're tying that up with your desire to share your life with somebody let's do the king of wands and the supportive energies temperance card the death card the four of cups you're going through a big ass change that's taken away from that sense of always feeling unhappy always feeling discontent about this that and the other things aren't working out i'm always unhappy when will i be happy it doesn't matter right because you will um but living in that sense of always being unhappy you're holding on to an energy that's not going to allow you to see something else because it's always in there right um so it feels like you're coming to an end of this sense of discontent that you were hanging on to through this whatever experience you're having right now let's do the knight of swords in the hidden energies the six of swords the page of cups the three of pentacles you're laying off uh that controlling aspect that let's do things like this you know uh expectations are dropping control is dropping on your side and i feel like you're opening up to something to whatever this situation wants to present itself at so you could be just going with it as a friendship or whatever it is you know you're taking it as it comes you're taking it as it is uh instead of putting that control aspect on it or the expectation part on it i feel like you're dropping that um not completely but you're starting to let go of control here the idea of control at least for the six of swords in your hopes and fears you get the judgment card the two of pentacles and nine of pentacles yeah you're you're you're working on it yourself a lot and there's this aspect of self-empowerment there's this aspect of independence and there's always i mean you still want this person in your life people kind of got that idea of oh if i'm free if i'm independent if i don't need anybody else or if i have somebody else then that's going to take away from that no it doesn't have to you can still be your own person you can still be independent you can still feel free that's the point finding that person that you can share that with um so i feel like you're getting into that place there's a little bit of a struggle for you to get there but you're getting there regardless the more you drop those expectations and fears and the need to control for the hierophant in the potential outcome you get the justice the ace of wands the four of wands yeah things are gonna get really balanced really good looking in this connection i have no idea what kind of label it's gonna have uh what kind of shape it's gonna come in for the two of you but things are gonna feel balanced the connection is very deep at a at a energetic level between the two of you how it's gonna look on the surface doesn't even matter the energy behind it is looking like it's pretty strong pretty good there's there's definitely a bond there strong one um the more you work on yourself ben that's the result basically and you are uh let's see here let's see what the universe has ace of wands eight of wands the hangman yeah there's your desire here and i feel like it's being communicated somehow uh right now you're not taking it you're not going for it you're not creating this opportunity of movement but you want to definitely and in the potential outcome it's looking like it's there it's included in the package of stability beautiful energy there of balance between the two of you so it's included there for now it's just talk basically it's just an idea or um you know kind of considering it or taking a step back and thinking about how to do it basically um it's gonna come it's gonna come on its own this energy of movement in this situation because remember as you shift as you move the situation moves because you're tied up at an energetic level you move up they kind of follow you know because i see them in the same boat here energetic boat so let's close it off with the oracle card from the lantern oracle and you get metamorphosis power and strength lie within our surrender to change that's what you're going through right now so that's what i have for you aries hope this helped and i'll see you next time bye

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Length: 17min 25sec (1045 seconds)

Published: Sat May 01 2021