What I'd like to share today is some time, you know, spending a moment talking about the roles we play in the world. I'm glad that a couple of you were asking questions along these lines. So bear with me, because we have some really important things to share in this. The roles we all play in the world, This is very important, because we're all playing kind of a part. We're all playing a part or a role in this cosmic dance. And it's really strange, because in one respect, we are one. Just one perfect, You know, with God. It's just this perfect Presence that we share with God in reality. Then we came into the earth plane, and on our way in we seemingly refracted from this one with God into kind of Group Souls. Group souls are archetypes. Archetypes. Within any archetype there are many, many countless of millions of souls. But there are these archetypes, and then we refracted even more into individuality Individual souls and on earth. There's even spiritual teachers that are telling you the importance of you becoming an individual, very unique, and all that does is perpetuate the refraction. The truth is, as we wake up we will return into the groups, the archetypes, and then into the oneness with God. It's kind of funny, because your teachers out there, they're they're saying these things, but they're contradicting that idea. They're teaching Individuation when in fact oneness is the key. and they don't, people don't even realize they're contradicting when they talk about "honor the differences." Everybody should honor each other's difference, and so on. It's on their difference of ideas, their difference of opinions. You can't say no to that, because when you're just a human, you do need to respect each other's differences. But so that we could become no longer different if that makes any sense You see what I'm saying. You don't honor the differences to perpetuate it you honor it because in honoring it It's love and then the love starts bringing us closer together. Where we no longer need to be different It's all very messy very confusing People that are weird or you know just screwed up humans aren't gonna want to hear this Because they're gonna be like don't you dare take away my ability to be different from everyone God created us one and God is one if you insist on being different all it does is affirm. How messed up you are That's meaning. I want to be me. I don't want to be with God, which is okay. You know. That's it's called a tantrum you Can have tantrums, but it just doesn't bring you peace, so I'm not telling you there's an easy answer because it's confusing There are moments when I would say you are unique you'll hear me say that and it'll sound like I'm contradicting all we need to solve the Contradiction all we need to do is understand It which is we began as one we will return into oneness in the meantime we went from being one into variations, but the variations only came from our belief that we separated from God and from each other the problem is we Became addicted to my being different from everyone else why do I need to be different because I want to be special All that is is an insecurity talking There are people that are afraid of becoming one with God because they think I'm afraid of disappearing That might not be a bad thing if you look at yourself once in a while, your behaviors It might not be such a bad thing for you and your behaviors to disappear into love You know, but if that scares you that scares us It scares us that it scares you to think that might being one with God could be a horrible thing. That's scary so each of us though is seemingly playing a part and We have to start learning to look at that what part do you want to play if you die tomorrow? What part would you be most happy a? state of joy What would bring you a state of joy for the part you play is the part playing right now today? Enough, and so I'm going to talk a little bit about that in just a second so it's kind of like you could say there's an orchestra and Each person plays a part. That's a good example or but somebody's building a house you have electricians you have carpenters Everybody's playing a part does that make sense? so in life It's the same thing we can say you know each person we can be all poetic for a second poetic not literally but just meaning kind of Beautiful we look at this like wow from the big picture wow isn't it isn't it amazing guys That building a house. I could do a talk like yeah, you guys would think I was serious Isn't it amazing that carpenters electricians each play their part. You'd be like oh, that's so beautiful But I'm not done yet Because all it is is we're all playing a role. It's just an act and We're all just each playing apart so the orchestra each person's playing in the orchestra They're parked and when we go look at that amazing violinist until they lose the individuality and play together the Orchestra isn't really doing its fullest if you want to be a soloist so I have the rest of us there What's happening there microphone problems That's not doing it Interesting now, it's off completely This is oh and it's causing feedback, so you guys will just need to check that out later, okay? So all these head start appearing through the curtain So in the orchestra we can say each person's playing a part That's beautiful But I'm saying in a sense the greatest of them is coming out when they let go of their individuality and become part of something making sense, they're Much like us we sit and kind of praise you know How each person it's a magnificent thing look at an orchestra and all the people playing the parts We're forgetting though that it's the oneness that brings the best out of everyone But that takes letting go of our need to be special our need to stand out you Probably all have seen a movie somewhere out there where someone out you know in that Orchestra either starts blowing their part or starts wanting to stand out above all the rest and It creates in a sense no matter how talented they are it creates what we call in harmony Something breaks up something's not quite, right So when we look at the world? we should start to recognize for now for a second that everything plays its part and That means every religion plays a part So let's imagine this for a second. I'm still going to get us back to the point is we're all one But for a moment, let's learn to respect But here's how I want to explain this if I tell you you need to just respect everyone's beliefs It respect everyone's needs respect everyone's individuation That sounds very good, and it is okay to do if that's where you are, but that's only the start What starts to happen? Then is as we grow we stand back and we see a bigger picture to it? All we don't just say well. I guess I have to honor your beliefs. I have to honor it's like still a duty an Obligation there's a point where you really get it where you no longer are having to honor people's anything What starts to happen is you honor because you see it for what it really is for example I'm gonna honor each religion now. Here's what somebody could do. I'm a such and such religion I'm religion X or spiritual beliefs X and I honor your beliefs Okay because they're separate from mine, but I honor them that's not the highest yet. Why do you honor them well because we should Really underneath it is I I don't believe in it what you're doing at all, but I just wanted to seem nice That's not the highest man, so check this out what if we start to realize all religions and belief systems fall under an Archetype there are earthy ones fiery ones hairy ones and so on watery ones and so on The each of them thinks the other is wrong by the way But it's very intriguing so you know I could sit here and say guys we need to honor paganism Catholicism all the earth traditions Islam this religion that really we need to honor them all and they sound like they're separate things that I'm telling you to honor but wait Each of them falls into an architect. There are earth religions, which is your root chakra? There are water religions Which is your emotional chakra? There are fire religions or thought systems or belief systems that are your fire chakra there are air religions that are your air chakra so that the Buddhist you might go all Buddhism so amazing I Love wearing my mala beads that doesn't make you a Buddhist. You're just kind of I Won't say so You're just wearing mala beads. It doesn't mean you actually practice it You know people don't actually Understand these things there are people that say my religion is healthiness, and then they light up a cigarette I eat all organic foods You know yeah, you know and and and it's so strange there are people in this to this town I've met many who actually as they crack open a beer are telling people about how important It is to eat hummus or whatever that stuff's called. You know you know it's like really People just don't really get what they're doing, but here's what I'm saying is cool All the religions that you think one is better than another They're all actually right here found in your own chakras Every earth religion is an expression of my root chakra my earth Center There's no Buddhism. That's better than another all Buddhism is an expression of our Art Center love and compassion. That's all it is It's not it. Can't be better than anyone or anything else. Do you see what I'm saying name anything and It's one of our chakras particularly our for human chakras. Tell me anything you like doing oh, I like gardening Usually you might consider that I'm not saying anything's restricted only to one chakra, but tell me you like garden Tell me you like health food. It's probably a root chakra thing because you're dealing with your health your physical self Tell me you're into the power of the mind. I'm really into that law of abundance the law of manifestation Oh, that is a mental chakra nice job Just mental chakra. I'm not dissing it. I'm just saying it's just here There's nothing that's actually better than anything else so everything looks like let's respect each other's religions You don't need to respect them see them for what they are Everything is nothing but an expression of who we are our soul refracting into religions And I have them all within me you're not one religion, and I'm another We're all all of them. You just think you're one of them or another and you've heard me make fun of traditions and really sometimes, but not because I don't respect him I Make fun of him when each of them thinks they're the only one Right it's just like you know there's that joke you can apply any particular religion into it But there's that joke you know where someone says Someone passes away And they go before the gates of heaven you know and they're saying you know they die and it's like well We have to see you know if you're if you're welcome to come in and at some point they determined Okay, you're welcome to come in you were a good whatever will make many a catholic or whatever. You're a good Catholic You know and so come on in and there are all the other Catholics. Oh? my god and all the Catholics are celebrating because they're the ones that made it to heaven and Then there's this you know wall over here, and they can hear some partying on the other side of the wall and the guy says What's the party going on on the other side although? There's a Protestants they think they're the only ones here do you know so it's kind of like that each person thinks they've got the only thing and Hear what I'm saying I'm not teaching respect the other guy's beliefs I'm saying the other guy whose beliefs are yours too You follow what I'm saying. They're all everybody's just playing roles. I'm Not a pagan now. You're my pagan. I'm not a Catholic you're my Catholic all your just expressions of these parts of myself and That allows me to start to see the hypocrisy in any of them to say What does that reflect in me that I might work on but also the honorable pieces? To really sit and go god. What humans do is go they're happier than me. I'm gonna join their religion You already have it. You just haven't learned to absorb it yet You don't have to join their thing and go well now that I wear what they wear I'm gonna be happy, and it doesn't happen I Remember one time when I was a kid, and I went to a particular church or Center and was visiting and you know I was listening to everybody and they're talking about their traditions and their beliefs in whatever whatever and I remember that I looked and I went There was one thing out of the whole Experience at this petite our church that blew my mind And it wasn't doctrine and it wasn't Dogma it was I was sitting there in the office Listening to the elders talking you know the importance of and the dogmas and I was like okay, you know okay? You know I respect that school I get it and I looked outside and I watched this gal walking down the sidewalk she stopped no, she didn't know anybody could see her, but she stopped and she looked at this rose and she just And you can just see her like AHA, and I was like That's my religion Everything she was experiencing was in that moment though. I absorbed it I was like wow I was absorbing her absorption of the rose See I don't have to become the religion to have that rose bush outside. That's too literal So I'm like realizing. You know all these religions are just expressions But I wonder if there's any other expressions beside besides a traditional religions. Let's say There's something that I talked about called Christ consciousness The Christ Center is not one of these for Christianity is It's the emotional one Christianity is not the highest vibrational of any of these and I wouldn't even get into what wait Michael said the Buddhist one was the heart. That's above the others. Hey, you know what if I was a practicing high integrity? Pagan of a root chakra versus a hypocritical Buddhist of the heart, I would take the root one I won't call one higher than another it depends on whether you're practicing it or not if it's real or not However Christ consciousness is not a religion. It's a consciousness And Christ consciousness is in the throat Center. That's the throat chakra That's the Christ Center. It's I'm not don't get me wrong. I'm not pushing any a jesusà thing or a Christian thing I'm saying the consciousness this thing we call the IM presence of God or Christ consciousness Don't lower it to any other names, but something holy God consciousness Krishna consciousness, I am consciousness Christ consciousness anything like that, but don't call it anything else don't call it Gandhi consciousness Don't call it Michael consciousness because those are still human levels don't call it a religion If you're gonna Understand that there's a higher one. It's not a thing that's higher it's a consciousness, and that's when we learn to surrender to God in a more complete sense and Yet, I'm on the earth. I choose to I being many meaning any of us I Choose to identify with this divinity Let me know my divinity and that's not a religion or a dogma, but I ask everyday for God You know remind me of my divinity show me what does divinity? Do how does it act how does it feel? How does it respond and that becomes our focus and? In that we can still look upon the world meaning the lower chakras We can still look upon the worlds at the world and say wow It's it's all ok see I don't have to be a human Pretending to be accepting of other religions. I actually understand the roles we all play I'm in this Christ consciousness. I don't know if any of you are dumb Wednesday night, I do this um online course the development of the inner Christ's course and in that course just this last Wednesday somebody brought up a particular name in all the Kabbalah you can identify with each of the placements of the Kabbalah the levels of consciousness you know and You know the tree of life and you can identify An angel to each of these each Center. You know is this angel or that angel but? It's very interesting a lot of people don't understand the real roles of angels in the world It's roles they play then even the angels are playing or role their messengers of God there are people that can bridge the absolute consciousness to the human mundane human playing But you and I are supposed to be living angels We're not supposed to be humans needing the help of the angels. We're supposed to become those angels that some people worship We're supposed to start embodying that neugog That means I have to wear white all the time And I wonder if I should buy one of those fake pairs of wings no Amanda. That's too literal. You'll just look kooky It's how do you become more angel like? It's learning to let things not you know bother you so much, but why because you're stoic no The only way we can actually grow and learn to not let this world get to us so much is learning to see through it See it for what it is Not just I'm gonna practice not reacting Then you're still just stuffing something and trying to not react the key is to actually understand it to not get all fuss doubt about it because you get it everybody's playing a role and The angels played their roles in Archangels versus angels regular angels, and you know people don't even realize like the name Michael That's that's only the human name for Michael He has another name that people don't know there's a secret name for Michael that most people don't know or there's a name in all Of the kabbalah tree. There's you know all these? Hebrew names for all the angels, but there's one that's not a hebrew name but nobody understands. Why his name is Metatron and They wonder. Well. How come there's all these angelic things, but there's this one guy who is angel. You know that's not Named like the others with hebrew name could because Metatron means beyond the matrix and it's because it's the angel that's not even it's like a bridge to the human world, but it's beyond this world and Metatron is in in ancient lore the actual of the angelic name of jesus Who then? pierces through the veil Awakens everyone to their christ self potentially so here He is playing the role of Metatron which is I am beyond the matrix? which is why I can die wren resurrect and come back because I don't believe in this I See through it I've always said Jesus didn't have to go They want this walking on water, okay Man, I hope this works, okay You know he didn't have to like make himself walk on water. It's like in the book illusions by Richard Bach There's an interesting part where he says you know I'm gonna walk on water and swim in the earth When you understand it's not there you can do anything. You don't make yourself go, okay? I I'm gonna do that one trip that technique. I learned in yogi school. I'm gonna walk on water. You don't there's not a doing Involved when you really get miracle-working, it's as though more like you know a secret The waters not even there, so how can I not decide? I'll just walk on it because it doesn't matter. It's not real So for us to overcome this world to rice others from the dead or derives ourselves from the dead. It's not a trickery it's not what level of intensity you furrow your brow and Command it per se it's actually a belief system so we're each playing roles, and and there's a point where we start to go I Look at the world and just start to go wow I mean. This is this is intriguing You know look around One day all the filters will be gone and nobody will be playing roles anymore Believe it or not, but right now. We look around go a child a fireman a gardener a religious person a neighbor Somebody driving down the street in a car that's barely working another person's Gliding down the road and they're perfect Rolls Royce and all they are is rolls. They're us all they are it's images It's not actually the way it seems to be Everybody's just kind of playing again. Good guys bad guys it's actually just roles and That's why that ho oponopono Prayer of ancient Hawaii is saying I'm sorry in in its prayer because it's saying I'm sorry for Allowing my mind to believe in the role that you're projecting When you played sick Oh, you're sick poor thing. Let me try a prayer that might help You let me try some bodywork that might fix you means I already bought that you're sick now. I'm trying to fix you That makes no sense let me confirm that you're sick, and then try to fix it The sickness and the belief systems are all in the mind. They're over the roles we play they're all in the mind So it would be better if I can retire you from the role of being sick Then it would be for me to try to fix your sickness That's why medicines can't work, but that's just another role Hi, I'm a well educated physician It could be a five-year-old that comes up to you and and hugs you with love that might heal you But it might be the physician. They're just roles and when we start to realize the poor person the rich person the well-educated the non educated they're all they are is people playing roles and Again when those roles look like they're a limitation a sickness a problem, they're presenting it to us in Part to say would you help me lift this burden and when you go? Because they don't say that would you help me lift this burden they say? Guess what I've got some big problems all it sounds like it, which means you just affirmed it I'm sick. Oh really you okay. No. They say it's terrible. It sounds terrible let me affirm that for you Oh, oh my goodness, and now everybody's pitching in to that Underneath the the appearance of a sickness, that's there's deeper words going on which are I'm scared can you help me not believe in this and That's where the Holy mind makes miracles happen Because there's a part of you saying Despite what you think is happening? I'm Surrendering that belief for us for us. I am allowed to choose to change something for us I can change it for me or for us I can't change you because you have free will but I can change us because we're connected So I can say I'm sorry. You know. I don't have to verbalize it this way, but sorry you feel sick I see that as a calling today, and I'm gonna step up and help Despite the way things look guess what you're as. Holy as anyone else you're as holy as the day God created you as holy so let's go ahead and let this go and and Imagining, that's why some people that do affirmations where they visualize people becoming really healed and whole you know that's why they start To heal often because you're actually getting closer to real consciousness when you're affirming people's health When you're visualizing them looking really perfectly healthy you're still practicing technique, but it's a higher technique So we're all Part of that original Christ that God created that original child of God are children of God And we're playing all these roles, so think about it today when you're driving. Do you think about it? If you're in a grocery store parking lot look at the different roles It's a fascinating thing to sit back and watch people. There's one lighting up over there You know cigarette cuz they're an addict, too. You know to cigarettes. There's another one that's got children You know newborns the diaper you know in the car, and they're fixing them up to take him in their stroller And and it's it's kind of humorous to watch it all Wow, look at us We all are playing roles, and then when you can see that for what it is There's this attitude adjustment and you drop it all and you start to realize God underneath it all imagine that we're all just beings of light not doing anything but being and You imagine it there was a person in some other countries starving and war all around him But when you see that in everyone, there's this being of light. There's nothing of the word that can touch them They're just sitting in holiness outside. It looks weird and dark and scary, but inside. There's nothing that can touch our real being So there's this you know there's this presence of all these beings of light, and we've just forgotten how to see it So we learn To drop the rolls we learn to drop the rolls of good guy and bad guy and you know people living in the light Are just people playing that role for now people living in the dark who are angry and hateful They're just playing the role now I can say this and I can end it right there and some of you could go yeah That was kind of amazing You know the idea of just forgiving and letting go of the roles people play, and you'll you'll act like you got it then you'll go home, and you'll watch a speech by the President or Someone like that and you'll go home. This doesn't apply to them it does Everyone's just playing roles Believe it or not let go the judgments of This one and that one this one should defeat that one and in or in an election or this one should be that one in A game you know a baseball game or whatever and not get caught up in it anymore. It's kind of funny If you think about it From Heaven's standpoint these people hitting a ball with a stick and running around bases and people going nuts over it You know when you're in heaven you're like Like seriously This is the only thing they could come up with for a Sunday afternoon or whatever days they play baseball you know it's kind of funny and When you really see it it almost becomes more enjoyable because you can sit there with a Smile in your heart watching the game and not caught up in it And you you know that there's a description of this it's called being in the world But not of the world and that's what we're talking about Everybody's just playing these roles In the world not over the world And if you've got a child at school today, and you know you should go pick them up. You shouldn't go well They're just roles. I'm I'm actually not the parent It's just temporary roles, you know you know the kids with an umbrella in the rain, you know mom's done it You know dad's must be having another holy experience Because they surely aren't here picking me up. You know So The last part of what I want to share is this that the realization that we're separate from God Can refract and again we went from one with God to greater groups collective groups and archetypes to individuals but One of the most helpful things that's ever brought people towards a greater understanding is when they get back to groups So it's right that you become part of a group some people say oh, that's old school. No no it's going home When you learn to get along in groups So it's right to not just do your solo prayer meditation Things out on the Red Rocks and learn to come and sit in a group of people But that's just a symbol of a deeper thing. We're doing which is groups of love Learning to love more people When you start to study people? Originally it was wrong to take us from oneness into groups and start saying you're this kind of group in that kind then we became Individuals, and we split even further but going home. There's a right way to do it there's a right way to be an individual and a wrong way the individual who's selfish or I want to be special is in their wrong mind ego mind the one that says I Have we're all here to present the presence of God to each other and I do have a unique way of doing it that's different from you, and you different from me That's a healthy uniqueness not a specialness of ego, but then we start going towards groups Which is like this to say you there's? astrological types Planetary Titus Bach the Bach flower Creator he found that there are archetypes of people and he realized Flower Remedies would work for different groups of people There's any a grand types See what I'm saying goddess types God types Mythology right so archetypes can help us learn now about ourselves because we realize as much as I seem like an individual when I start to realize my Archetype it can tell me more about myself my astrological archetype can tell me my potential weaknesses or gifts and obviously I need to learn of the weaknesses and to retire them and nurture the gifts or Enneagram type or whatever else is out there, so these are just momentary pieces we're just you know we've got to get to a place of retiring them but probably the most important archetype to understand is this there are really only three and I'll narrow those down 12 astrological archetypes X number of you know psychological types and all that They all fall under three things being totally awake Waking and sleeping and Most people are not totally awake, so it narrows it down to two. Are you sleeping or waking and? I think it's safe to say at the very least we all do a little of each There are days fully awake physically But when I'm asleep in consciousness meaning we're not in touch with our divinity Or the divinity of the other people around us. That's sleeping But I could say I'm waking that's a pretty yeah waking didn't mean. I'm totally awake, and I never sleep So you have a decision to make if you're with me on this today decide I would say dare don't air towards I'm totally awake uh You know even if you are just risk it you Might not be as perfect as you might have hoped So I would say ask yourself. This are you a person committed to being asleep or waking and? That's kind of cool because no matter what your other astrological archetypes are and your Enneagram types are and whatever other types you could be grouped into I Know that I'm committed already to the archetype of waking and that's kind of cool Honestly even God understands there are children that are asleep and those that are waking and Wills that they all wake up eventually that's great news, but I'd rather if I'm going to choose one. Let me be waking and not sleeping That's why sometimes. There's biblical references. Don't be asleep when God comes for you You see because in that moment when you could have had a blissful boom epiphany. You know reaching enlightenment in some form or another Asleep doesn't mean you're literally sleeping in bed it meant Try not to be erring towards the sight of acting and thinking from a person who sleeps mentally spiritually Do your best to stay awake do your best to live the awakening process? so Waking and sleeping and Those you know even those who are awaking have errors and slipping here and there let's accept that however People that are sleeping We have some problems Because people that are asleep deserve the exact same love as you have for the people you see that are waking People that are waking should be loved by us because of their commitment to wake up don't you agree? People that are asleep. What do they deserve love and compassion because they're asleep. What would you want if you were sleeping? hate Judgment, I mean someone help me Even in a moment when I'm scared and suffering in some way. Don't you typically want to an answer of some kind? That's that's what we're talking about both. Groups of people want truly want and deserve love one love and appreciation Thank you for your commitment man to be a person who's waking or love and compassion when someone isn't living up to that place and When we look at The group of people that are sleeping you could say what happens is of course the miracles touches on this a little bit But when when people believe they separate from God they're going to have What's called fear? there's only love and fear and Truly there's only love and fear love means you know who you are and fear means you've forgotten and now you're afraid So therefore you don't want to hate anyone when they're acting up because they're not really acting up. They're acting out because they're afraid You know and you wouldn't say to a child who's had a bad dream. Oh, this is gonna be bad tomorrow I'm gonna really you know punishment for you for being afraid of your green that makes no sense But humans when they become adults we're less compassionate Look the baby's afraid had a bad dream that adults afraid and had a bad dream I want them to be punished, but oh look at the cute, baby. It doesn't make sense because they're the same The adult who acts out is only acting out because they've forgotten who they are and they're afraid I'm not saying you justified the behavior make it is somehow, okay? And say let's have more of it sometimes you have to restrain situations and set boundaries on situations But inside it doesn't mean you have to hate them somehow Wishing for them the experience of love because that's what they forgot. It's as simple as that So all human beings thought we separated from God and There's only two emotions when you know who you are You're in touch with love when you don't you're in touch with fear fear then refracts into a couple of things anxiety or depression In Psychology you could say there's people that are you know the awakened humans? But we let that set remember I said waking humans waking and sleeping humans but when we believe in separation even when you're waking and definitely when you're sleeping the Psychological profile would be you're gonna suffer from one of two things neurosis or psychosis Which one of you is neurotic every one of us every One of us because the neurosis is another sick the psychotic just briefly the psychotic the problem and sad thing about any of us living out the psychosis is Because a psychotic is going to have problems, but they're going to believe them They start believing things that aren't there start telling truths that aren't true It's they really are the extreme of separating from God and being in the fear rather and the sleeping There really really no you have to understand all of these people are bad all of that race are bad all of this you better Watch out or else They start really believing in it all and that's the fear perpetuating itself is that making sense? But less extreme than the psychotic is the neurotic and the Neurotic is just kind of aware. There's a problem We've separated from God. I'm afraid We're separated from God. I need to worry about it and Now I'm neurotic now. I don't need to worry about it. I need to fix it. I'm neurotic So the neurotic is going to be the person either overly worrying and trying to fix it or collapsing under it and then that becomes what we call anxiety and depression if any of us in this room and it applies to all of us in this room there are moments of anxiety and There are moments of depression and without realizing it anxieties is a form of mania and depression Is itself something so everybody's a little manic depressive? Because if you win the lottery you're going to be kind of manic It's over you know excited excited, but if someone steals your lottery ticket depressed Everybody swings a little bit But what we call clinical is when it swings so far out you start to lose yourself And it takes you I cannot control the anxiety Are those bad people? No, I said love and compassion It is a bummer it is sad But our job is to say despite the way it looks What are they really calling out for in their psychosis, or if it's a form of you know the neurotic or or you know? you know Be that becomes anxiety or depression god. I mean think about it stayed like I said before stayed back a little bit Everybody's just playing roles They're scared or they're not scared They're in a state of love where they're afraid that love's not there and when they're afraid love's not there they become neurotic or psychotic Who's the day all of us So I want to play a role of waking and when I see people acting a bit Neurotic it's kind of funny now Just like the Catholic and the this and that they're all just shock runs The neurotic is any of the anxiety in any of us or depression and it happens to all of us Even if you say oh, man I'm one of the waking ones. You know how I know that because I meditate every day at exactly 2:00 a.m. In the morning I meditate and I make sure I meditate for 15 minutes and all money padmi and boom Shakalaka And I eat just right and I you're neurotic Yeah, I get that you're waking but you're still a little under the neurotic side No, I'm not I'm perfecting myself. That's what neurotics do You're anxious, that's all you are you're anxious why are you trying to perfect yourself because I believe in the spiritual you're worried poor thing You all right? Well, I was till I talked to you Now I'm starting to feel depressed. Oh, so you're bipolar like the rest of us In just one conversation you swung both. You know that's called rapid cycling in psychology see so Sit back and realize guys waking and sleeping and sleeping becomes fear and fear becomes these the psychosis and neurosis, or it becomes the anxiety and the depression not Clinically depressed people yeah, they're included. I'm saying all people when you start to worry and try to fix yourself. You're becoming kind of neurotic Which is still a belief in the separation? More and more we learn to say You show me God Man, I I went this way I went that way I tried this I tried that oh my god I'm kind of exhausted from my spiritual path. That was supposed to be filling me It's exhausted me and it's kind of interesting because some people and more likely everybody you could say but some of us it's not just the neurotic or the depressed or I mean the Anxious or depressed we clearly go from one to the other to some degree or another But even in a person's life it can become full alone You can be so depressed that you become anxious When you realize I'm depressed nothing's working nothing though. I'm depressed. I'm depressed. There's a point where you realize oh My god. I've now completely lost hope and it looks like you're gonna sink But you're also suffering from anxiety even if you don't realize it, but you'll start manifesting anxiety symptoms You see and you can be anxious anxious anxious got it perfected Got a worry got a worry and eventually you're gonna crash, and you'll become depressed so do you want to really label these people do you want to really label this group from that group and Catholic from Protestant and Depressed from we're either waking or sleeping Waking, thank you for your commitment to waking in a loving self forgiving way not an anxious neurotic way a loving kind of a way, or we're people that are forgetting and we're falling into the fear and we're becoming neurotic and anxious and depressed and You see it's all the same those people deserve love and compassion Who are those people sometimes it's ourselves? just relax Go easy on yourself I'm trying to be the perfect Catholic good relax That's just one chakra You know it's just one shock right. I'm kind of depressed. Oh, you mean one of your chakras is a little low today Let's ask God to help fill that Center up. Well. I was going to but I was going to try to fill it myself Neuroses Let's ask God man. Let's let's check it out. Let's just go to the source of all life and goodness Trying to fix it ourselves even in our spiritual kind of well just one more thing I need to do to become spiritual is still neurotic so relax and and laugh at this it is it is laughable It really is if you think about it. Just look at the world Look at the people out there who have to I've got to go out to the Red Rocks today because that makes me, holy Bring my six-pack to my back You know there You don't know how to fix yourself you like Einstein said you can't fit Yourself with the same mind that messed you up. It just doesn't work You need to call on something else like they say in the 12-step programs Call on something beyond yourself so call on the power of the thing that remembers your holiness Not just something that knows a little more the internet Mersenne knows more than you and it's all messed up Don't just go out to things that no more what I'm saying is go out to the thing to that remembers Everything the truth of who you are go to the thing and that Thing isn't really we learn a going out anymore It's you find it here. Okay. I'll go here. I'll be a hermit and go find myself You actually can't anchor it till you bring it to others? So all of this started with the idea We're separate we became grouped Souls groups of souls and group souls and then refracted into individuals Now we have to learn how to become healthier individuals Filled up with the presence of God more and more then take that individual Skill your mastery of that and you still have to bring it to groups learning to hang out in groups women's groups a 12-step group a group like the group in this room a group via the internet You're still learning to go beyond your own little problems and fixings that are all fake and coming to a place of more and more of the truth of God experienced not just with one but with more and Beyond that there's only one more step complete oneness again But this is halfway there Learning to sit in the collective and be at peace Being with groups of people and still be at peace break bread at lunch with each other after you know here You know after the service break bread. You know took to be around people at a different capacity Even in my own life my own teachings my own. You know I can blame my lifestyle because it's very easy to do that It's very simple. I've been on tour forever man I've been a tour for 30-something years teaching and this Center that centered but always on a plane the next day When I came to sit down, it's you know it's I meant with the same people every week So what was I gonna do with that? well what I'm supposed to do take that which I attained in my ability to Stay in the moment get on a plane again and hold that presence as best I can from town to town and Then it's another challenge to do it with the same people over and over that making sense. It's another it was another lesson Never one that I was like oh my god. This is challenging. Just it was another lesson it had its challenges in some ways but just like okay so for me to kind of hang out and mingle with folks and You know it's a new level of hearing things Talk and gossip and silliness and whatever else you know and you know but but to do it huh you have no idea you Have no idea it was different, I mean to be brutally honest at the risk of you all horribly judging me There were there were you know when I sat in one place long enough and People are like wow we really like this guy's teachings. You're gonna. Go through things like we really like that. That's great I'd like you just to stay with that There's also people that go oh my god is so amazing we have to just have more of him And you know you know rip off my hair and take it on put in photo. Well. You know Whatever I actually had someone Do that once but anyway it was so sick but It got to the point that it was a little weird the first couple of years to the point Where we had folks you know? Waiting and wait, you know did pulling and every week pulling and mmmm-hmmm. You know I mean, it's a weird story to share but There's a second story window Right there in the back office a couple of times. I had to jump out of to get to my car That's how weird things got the first year or two I was here I mean it felt weird like I'm having to jump out a window but it seemed like the Safest that's a weird wait word to use It would seem like the safest the healthiest to do so nobody felt hurt and all that if I could get out of here eventually and Then that changed to where I can now come out and hang out with you guys at the tables during lunches I know it might sound silly you know, but this is a weird story. I'm telling you we all have our tests We all have our graduations and so forth for me to have a group of people a Couple hundred every weekend that we can trust each other at the level We do is not always easy because of the stuff that projects and slips around this way in that way But I just committed to doing it and we all have to commit to doing that Find healthy safe ways. Well. This wasn't always healthy a couple individuals weren't quite. You know okay? but Still made it happen So create the safe for groups for yourself because if you find ways to stay away from Healthier safer groups you're staying in the individual time always in your home always locked away it's actually a lesson you're something you're not getting and you will have to come back and do it and I don't mean going to unsafe family units for example if you distanced from family But if you have an unhealthy family say goodbye and give some distance, but find one that's not unhealthy You have to find and reverse the process of what became separation and fear Find people that don't scare you Create it by my even telling stories like I have about these bizarre experiences of mine in Sedona It's helped people to become safer for me to hang out with because I've always liked people and I thought this will be great But it didn't stay great people started getting kind of odd They would literally come over and keep interrupting Conversations when I'm talking to some of you because they couldn't Not be standing right next to me interrupting all the time, and it would be like you know what? Never mind, cuz it's better for you guys to not be interrupted all the time and have these odd behavior So I thought I'll give you guys some space, but then all of a sudden. I'm not with you So I had to go through my way of finding a way to heal it find your way of healing that which keeps you separated and That includes this room Make sure you take a moment to hug and say, thank you If you have a healthy family unit at home let them know once in a while how much you appreciate That they're safe and nice people because it's not always like that out there It's kind of nice when I sit with people strangers and they talk about things I have no interest in I can say you know in high school I remember more and more having that belief that like man people just are into really ridiculous things but I learned to be in love with the people that are really into things I Loved that they loved something and I don't even care what it is anymore at one time You know I'd be like that doesn't really make sense why would you be into that? But I had to grow out of that tomb so find ways to Appreciate to love love and appreciate love and mingle with it instead of looking for one more reason to not do something Find a way to make it safe for your life safer Even if it's in your workplace work what you can to make it fun safer and all that but if it doesn't work you only change what you can and Accept what you can't so you've done your work. You feel good. Don't judge the people still there and find another place. That's better Keep coming out Into those archetypes to where the archetypes are eventually going to disappear as well and then everything's done that makes sense today I Pray so and thanks for enduring that is our story We're going to have a moment of meditation setting aside all the stuff of the world as usual And even though brief let's make it vivid Imagine that we've taken ourselves One with God at one point One one with God Not even trying to analyze what that means it's a feeling One with God Bliss and love And joy and abundance One with God and that means with all And God is good. It's not a duality so it doesn't mean one with negative or hate One with all that's really good and Good means love based one with love And at some point We wondered what it's like to be separate from this Which is silly but we did? wonder what it's like to be separate from this bliss this oneness and imagine We fly away. Let's say from heaven and dimension and into the universe But in the universe don't see yourself as a little individual see yourself as a massive being with many beings within you and We're all in these groups these archetypes They later get to be known as god and goddess archetypes Aphrodite and Hera and Greek you know and and the Egyptian archetypes and Norse archetypes They're just describing gods and goddesses, and they're archetypes that we were once part of And further and further into the universe And imagine seeing earth in the distance And as we reach the atmosphere of Earth We suddenly burst into a countless number of souls To become you and me and we enter the earth plane and we begin incarnate But seemingly separate And Then take a moment just to look at all the different types of individuals. We've had From the Jesus to the Hitler Mystics and harmful people Well known around the planet and individuals in your own home mean Some magical Wise crude Imagine what we've seen now guys look in the streets of cities and alleys the fear people live in the darkness and The multi-million dollar homes We started as the same, and we're playing all these roles And it can mean that if someone has a good day They all have a bad day if they had a good lifetime. They might have a bad lifetime Let's be Different by being unique by not buying into all this right now. Let's say to ourselves in our hearts not today Imagine this not today and imagine your soul rising out of your body hovering a bit higher up a bird's-eye view not today and imagine looking upon the earth and watching the mansions and the cardboard boxes that some people sleep in disappearing and no longer having that distinction not today a Country with war and a country without war not today Let's retire it all Retire skin colors Go as far as you can courageously go Retiring all the roles Really people in hospitals as well as people healthy of gems not today everyone released No information No limited and Ultimately no one needing to be anxious or depressed Afraid Not today Today we answer all expressions of fear Which is the dualities? We know? all expressions of fear answered with love and compassion Love and respect love Imagine All these beings rising in light with us off the planet and Being now part of a light that has such a bright aura its aura in meshes with another aura They all overlap to where you can't tell us apart anymore And we become these bright glorious beings that melds into a bright bright glorious being Just a being Just this radiant light Going home coming home No one left behind all of us back to bliss Are we certain that we have it that we understand it all we have to do is this It's now my commitment to live as though this is my truth Even while still in the universe and on the earth I will Confirm that. This is my new consciousness by practicing it every day And then this I truly become a light worker And we close with imagining how God would feel knowing it's children made that commitment God's not a being But it is a consciousness What does that consciousness feel when it knows all it's children? That refracted and struggled and played roles are giving up the roles to become one again And That's the greatest gift. We can give the heavens and Heaven says. Thank you, and we say and so it is
