Brie shall we go out?? Should we go out?! Can we get two breakfast wraps ?
-sure today I'm craving a breakfast burrito, which I don't normally crave so I found a place nearby that serves them and we did a takeaway Brie!! what's this? What's this?! Oh...the sausage is huge? It's not really American bon appetit! we can't find the breakfast burrito like the one from LA, in London, it's a shame, it was so good - It's just English breakfast, They put too much brown sauce. Everything tastes like brown sauce There was a reason it was cheap... It's salsa. Pico de gallo use chipolata sausage and chorizo. So these are things that are only talked about in mom blogs or pregnant women forums, but there are physical changes that come after pregnancy. Belly coming out, gaining weight, breasts getting bigger, we know all that. I know, but what I really didn't know is..... You get so gassy!!!! Haha I get SO gassy and I can't hold it! if i hold it in, it hurts me it twists your insides so it's so embarrassing when I can't hold it So does the fart come out a little bit? NO it comes out a lot, like a motorcycle rumbling. right? vroom vroom vroom!!! Really, when I sleep at night, or middle of the night
- yes, it got louder at night these days I have to wake up to let the gas out It comes out that much. That's why sometimes it comes out so loudly that I feel really sorry for Josh. At first, I was embarrassed, but now I'm not really lol It's.. so awkward. It's very awkward I have no choice but to do it even in front of my friends! I can't hold it! - It's just nature I didn't know it would cause this much gas! Hmm, this is it!! - It looks much more delicious. This one reminds me of that one I ate in LA -Awesome
-I enjoyed it so much in LA -It looks so good. Amazing, of course
-Really, but this is the only thing I wanted to eat today. I'll have melon after this
-Did you tell the viewers that we went out and bought it earlier? show them the leftovers. The baby was not happy so i ended up not finishing it - Wow, look at the fat though. Did you see the difference? Look at the difference..this one is fake-looking english breakfast sausage, a fried egg, and mooshed hash browns, but this...ah, you can't see it well on the camera, but it's scrambled eggs, avocado salsa, sausage, chorizo, chipotle, and guac - thank you baby, this is it!!! I wanted to eat this - oh that's good.
- the scrambled eggs, tomatoes, and sausage! -It's less sickening as well it has the sourness, crunchiness, this texture it's this! If I wasn't pregnant, I would have eaten it and moved on. I would be like 'ok, that was not good' and that's it. I wouldn't make another breakfast burrito but I learned the hard way that I have to eat whatever I'm craving for Like, I can't just have rice or Korean food when I'm craving for burrito..and vice versa. -when you were sick it was crazy! - It thought of pregnancy craving as more extreme craving for food, normal cravings you literally, when you try to eat other foods you either couldn't eat it or your would reject it or you would just eat it and throw up straight away - yeah
-it's been a learning experience...this journey I think I'm extreme though we call it 'morning' sickness for some reason? why is it morning sickness? Why not just pregnancy sickness - maybe one person only got morning sick in the morning? That's right - i mean, that's possible -you were worse in the evening
- Yes - your life basically was reduced trying to survive some days, it's doable, and some days were really really hard and as soon as you feel like you are getting better and get some hope suddenly you'll get 3-4 bad days in a row Brutal. And it lasted for like two months. People don't prepare you for that But it's kinda done so... -hopefully for now this is so much better
I couldn't even cook before he had to only eat cold foods! I was like, don't even toast bread! just have it cold have cold chicken breast if you want protein.
DON'T EVER HEAT ANYTHING UP! Now you have much more good days than bad days, yeah I have more energy, I feel normal but throughout all that, you've been so supportive I just didn't know how you would react if I'm really sick. But I was touched a lot of times like, how you would go all around central looking for the specific crisps I wanted - that took a long time lol You would drive me even for a really long time to go to a specific location to get whatever I was craving for -oh yeah, some of them were really random and...
- But you took really good care of me. I just didn't know..cuz we didn't have an experience like this. Ever. so was mildly surprised..not mildly,,,positively surprised? What do you call it - touched?
- I was touched - I was ...impressed ? - The hardest thing definitely was not driving around for three hours trying to find you some food - So what?
- It's just seeing you go through all that was really hard You were very independent and active, but you liked doing things and achieving things, meeting people but suddenly you couldn't do anything. You being so powerless to do anything about it The first time every time you would get up vomiting in th enight if I get up with you I would hold your hair and pat your back idk if that's normal to pat the...? Anyway, because basically you were vomiting so violently, I wanted to support you...bring water..anyway but it went on for so long where it reached the point of...okay I just need to try to support you in any way that i can because it was like a battle that you're fighting but largely, there's not much i could do I couldn't really stop you from vomiting, and I couldn't make you feel better in certain days...even though I wanted to I was really hankful for my team. Bit random we planned to take some time off but they were really gracious and let us take more time off and thankful to our subscribers still subscribed to our channel even though we didn't upload for super long just giving us time and space. Letting me having a period where I could support you Even though I didn't feel like I couldn't do much but just being with you felt like it was good But you were great. I mean... I didn't have to do much.. you just...fought your way through - It was not easy
- I had to keep watching other people saying that it was going to end - yeah keep reminding yourself that
- Because it just felt like it wasn't gonna end. For some people it doesn't! I was really scared that it was going to happen to me. So I said...let's just have one! Psychologically, it's difficult you know?
when it's this thing that it's supposed to be really good thing, needs to be celebrated but you did great. I'm proud of you Since you kept talking about morning sickness, I lost my appetite
- Ohno!! You should enjoy this! It was so delicious! Suddenly, I remember everything I threw up - I'm sorry. Doggo, it's okay~ Oh, it's so delicious. Thinking about that makes me feel nauseous again. Think about how delicious this is. California breakfast burrito and iced oat latte... Do we have decaf? - No, it's okay. you remember that? I don't know if it's because of the hormones, but I feel like I 'm getting ugly. I think it's because of the hormones. I'm not alone, it's normal to feel like that most pregnant women feel this way, but I feel like I'm a bit unkempt. it's challening...
-i think that feeling is natural. because you have no control the changes in your body. Body changes happen, and I've been telling you, you're gonna get a lot bigger, and you have no control over that But you're still beautiful, and also right now you don't even look hardly any different -No, I'm getting bigger. Just...
- Even now, it's the same as when I first married you, I think you're even more beautiful whatever! I just have to remember, when I was worried that my body would change forever and then you told me idk if you remember, It will continue to change. It's gonna get wrinkly and saggy...' You'll lose all your muscle, and sag
- that's right, you'll get wrinkled... it will happen even if we have a baby or not I need to keep remembering what you said I just forget sometimes... - In the moment, it's natural. It's okay. Just need to remind ourselves... I'm afraid my breasts will sag!!! I'm not a naturally a skinny person - But when I get older...it's okay
- I'll still love you - That's right...oh??
- baby moved? -Maybe the baby agrees. 'It's going to sag anyway!'