The Most HEARTBREAKING Reasons SAS Recruits Sign Up | SAS: Who Dares Wins

number six next is number six jake what's the matter i'm at stuff i think i will struggle with things that involve heights i am scared i'm completely out of control go with it stand up straight do not start so much lean forward yes stop i'm a very emotional guy i think when i get scared it could be one of the ones that cries quite a bit ah that's not straight i'm trying stuff don't come off back do what i tell you now stand up straight lean into it nowadays i express my emotions very easily i'm going to be sick use your legs strength but until two or three years ago i never did call come on no come on jake move forward get momentum move get your right arm out move forward get momentum move get your legs back diabolical pathetic so tough don't be sorry what the was all that the highest is my biggest fear you're not listening up here fear's the number one emotion that we use to get us through if you can't harness it there's no place for you here i'll try harder next to myself well be lucky if there is next time off over there move move number six move before arriving on the course each recruit undertook an extensive psychological assessment all right we've got number six yes stuff [Music] after his emotional reaction to this morning's task chief instructor ant has asked to review number six jake's results [Music] there's a couple of things that kind of really stick out which is why we wanted to kind of talk you through stuff one of the things is your emotions number six one minute you up here next minute down here would you say that's a pretty accurate description um yes off i think today i knew it was going to be a real struggle from the off someone asked me a question just straight away lump in my throat you know a few tears why so last july i lost my girlfriend in a road traffic accident um so um you know normally i'm alright to talk about it for some reason today's really tough before before i met emily i'm an ex gear red big boozer like city broker you know like an idiot and then when i met her i'd been so we got off all the gear and i really started to make take a turn you know this was my soulmate she uh she passed around an electric scooter i bought her we're here to push you forward because we see something can you i don't want to see you go go back into the accommodation few deep breaths away you go thank you good effort keep it there number six thank you [Music] losing emily has affected my life in every single way imaginable [Music] i lost my heart it felt like and i have no idea what i'm going to do now [Music] i i all i know what to do is take it day by day the final recruit is number 25 a mus oh a copywriter and amateur thai boxer keep looking along the rope you've got this i believe i can overcome anything fight training gave me mental toughness well done keep going they taught me no matter what happens you can keep going [Music] it's your choice always whether you give up or whether you carry on there you go good work good man there you go okay as he reaches the other side a mus begins to struggle for breath stop shaking look up take a breath take a breath look around you look around you're okay you've done it you got it can i sit here for a second yeah caution sit down have you got water no it's not there all right you've done it calm down breathe breathe breathe easy got it stand up now get your burgers on guys and get on the track over there let's go on the journey back amus starts to hyperventilate get this get get a medic go and get the doctor we've got a one guy who's uh having a panic attack okay chief medical advisor sandeep is called to help amus well your panic attack started after you finish the task yes why do you think that's happened got no idea duck seems really backwards to me what were you doing out there when this happened it's climbing a rope and your life's on threat that's how you felt yes who did you think about when you came back like kids to look after the recruits sundeep has their full medical records i've got an idea of what i think is going on i want you to work out for yourself so you know and understand this okay what happened last year i got sick what was it answer so last year you're fit and well healthy guy right future ahead of you agree yes doc suddenly people say actually you could die tomorrow yes doc you agree yeah did you have counselling after that no doc you talked to your family about this no why not i feel like i'm the strong one in my family and everyone else relies on me so i don't want to burden them up with my issues it kind of shook my belief in a way of how my life should be i'd always felt you know i'm in complete control here i know what i'm doing i'm making the decisions i know where i'm going and this is just you know had this curveball thrown at me out of nowhere was like well it kind of made me look at it as i'm not really in control i only think i am you've been through an awful experience you haven't quite processed it it's really quite raw isn't it if you want to be the strong one for your family you can be right you just got to enhance that strength right okay and the way you're going to harness that strength is by admitting that you need help yes anything you're doing on this course okay until today staff i'd agree with that you've got a long way to go on this yes sir but you can tell you're a team player i left school and played football for five years staff before i played just dog city lovely place born and bred i'm a stroke unfortunately i never broke into the first team why just weren't good enough you know you can blame or you want different things that happen along that path but my my mind was um too full of other things um what other things when i was 11-ish i was i was pretty good football at that age i was getting a lot of interest and i ended up playing for a local team and they had a particularly good coach unfortunately the the coach turned out to be a prolific pedophile and for two ish plus years i was a victim of that um and uh so i've denied it due to the embarrassment and um i did that for 25 years and um it just fought me off really another victim went to the national press we had the same abuser and i tweeted him and said mate good on you being brave and she remembered me and i had a ten minute conversation that's the first time i've spoke to anybody who understands it and that was it that allowed me if he's got the strength to go on national tv i had it i had to stand next to him and do it with the rest of the boys that came out so i did and it good best thing ever did good on you i thought when i said it once i fight to stand on the top of a mountain shouts about it what you've gone through and to come on there and do what you're doing everybody's been proud everybody excuse that brave it's sort of amazing i don't see a victim i see someone that's extremely brave that's extremely keen what you've done is courage being honest with yourself frees you as an individual doesn't it and that's how we defeat them with success yes sir this will be your turning point because you are very very capable of doing that god uh i've got to carry the last 25 years with me hey you're top man you're stuck before that before so could you keep going ugh and there are days that i wake up and it's a challenge it ingrains itself in everything [Music] i just wish i'd had the strength of character to have raised my hand and been the one that actually got him arrested because somebody else had that strength and did it and save the rest of us [Music] [Music] you

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Length: 13min 57sec (837 seconds)

Published: Sun Aug 08 2021