''The Hell Town Experiments: The Complete Story'' | EXCLUSIVE EXPERIMENT CREEPYPASTA

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so my dear<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> journey through</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Helltown experiments comes to an end</font> this evening<font color="#E5E5E5"> but what an ending we have</font> in store<font color="#E5E5E5"> now last time I left you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ultimate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cliffhanger do we turn left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> do we<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well the good news</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> both options are explored<font color="#E5E5E5"> this evening</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> right you have two alternative</font> endings coming up now for those<font color="#E5E5E5"> of you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who are new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the series don't worry</font> I've put everything together in<font color="#E5E5E5"> this one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">video and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for those eagerly awaiting the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outcome</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can skip right ahead to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">final chapter so my dear friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">last time sit back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> relax with your</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">favourite drink</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because it's time to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">listen the sounds were deafening and</font> sharp against my eardrums<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh shut up</font> I yelled<font color="#CCCCCC"> holding my hands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my ears but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it didn't snow sometimes it would get</font> quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had time to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything but right now I wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> kill<font color="#CCCCCC"> that harsh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> vibration they brought</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the loud banging would not cease</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> halls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wore life to screams in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> distance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and weird</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> growls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> a white room with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fluorescent</font> lighting<font color="#E5E5E5"> chained to a wall by my left</font> ankle<font color="#E5E5E5"> it didn't hurt much just some</font> bruising<font color="#CCCCCC"> around where the chain</font> connected itself to my body<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was long</font> enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I could walk about the room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but go no further than about two feet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door to the prison I now called</font> home the lighting was<font color="#E5E5E5"> that sort that glared</font> at you and made you<font color="#E5E5E5"> skin look green it</font> hadn't been<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned off in the five days</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'd been there i sat in the same clothes</font> I'd worn the day I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> missing ripped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jeans in a band t-shirt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a group called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Catherine Wheel</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> British shoegazing group I'd listen</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> for years even though they'd broken</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up some 15 years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago it was one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> favorite t-shirts<font color="#E5E5E5"> early now my clothes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dirty smelling of sweat shit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> temperature in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room would go from 90</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to 55</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it drove me crazy</font> it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> blanket on the bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but not</font> thick<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> keep you warm</font> I couldn't get<font color="#CCCCCC"> my jeans</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off past my</font> ankles because<font color="#E5E5E5"> the damn chain was in the</font> way I shouldn't be here I kept telling myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it went on deaf ears as I was</font> the only<font color="#CCCCCC"> person in the room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it held a bed the toilet no sink and I</font> got visits<font color="#CCCCCC"> from a mysterious attendant</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would bring me food by shoving it</font> under<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through a box when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> to eat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was never the same time</font> as though it<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't like a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way</font> you had time breakfast lunch and dinner <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to relax</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in bed and the</font> clock on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> set to a 1:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a dinner plate with mashed potatoes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">green beans and something that resembled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">red meat and gravy was shoved under my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door through the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little flat box that</font> made a click when<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> opened and closed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was no rhyme or reason to any of</font> it and even<font color="#CCCCCC"> though I was hungry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> wouldn't eat any of the food especially <font color="#CCCCCC">not after hearing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the stories about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> be in it or rather what it was</font> made from I would take sips on the water in small amounts<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was afraid it</font> was drugs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that if I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sip small</font> amounts then<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever they were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do to me would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not take effect right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was flawed logic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sense at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just an idle curiosity</font> on my part<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brought me here and for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I had only myself to blame</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part thanks to a good friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drew had called me out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blue and asked if I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meet her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coffee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I met her at some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little coffee</font> shop downtown<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when I saw her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized that I</font> barely recognized the very last time I'd seen it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> it a cookout at my place</font> nearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> two and a half years ago she'd</font> come with her boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> Bill and we'd</font> all had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> really good time</font> they'd been newly<font color="#E5E5E5"> engaged the day before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so it had been a bit of a celebration</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well that was the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I had seen</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> she suddenly stopped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> returning any</font> of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> calls and texts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not long after</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> cookouts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I let it go at the time</font> and at first I was admittedly a little <font color="#CCCCCC">hurt then I made myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move on I</font> thought it was strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> given how we had</font> a long<font color="#E5E5E5"> history together some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 20</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font> worth of friendship well people change though<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe something in her life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> changed<font color="#CCCCCC"> she didn't have time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">longer because it does happen even with</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> that have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been good friends for</font> as long<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meet so out of curiosity</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went along just to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see what she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had to</font> say<font color="#CCCCCC"> after so much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past she had</font> always been<font color="#CCCCCC"> gorgeous too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long dark hair</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bright</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blue green eyes and a figure to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that woman coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through the door</font> of that cafe on this<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold cloudy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Ohio</font> afternoon<font color="#E5E5E5"> was not the girl I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had grown</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she now adorned short greasy</font> hair that was buzzed on both sides and it put on<font color="#E5E5E5"> about 25 pounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at least I</font> know it sounds like I'm judging<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not</font> but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> mean we all gain weight as we get</font> older but<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be honest she looked sick</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she came in looked around and found me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">right away</font> she smiled<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I stood up to hug her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">smelled a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little musty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> wore dirty dress<font color="#E5E5E5"> shirts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an overly large</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">button-up sweater</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ripped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jeans and</font> sandals<font color="#CCCCCC"> I already thought it was strange</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was snowing outside something</font> just didn't fit<font color="#E5E5E5"> with her and I'd</font> wondered what had<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to her she</font> sat<font color="#CCCCCC"> in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our booth and I</font> ordered us to a<font color="#E5E5E5"> coffees</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> waiters brought over a little tray</font> of cream and sugar<font color="#E5E5E5"> hmm how have you been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I asked her and I was excited to see her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">regardless of how bad she looked okay</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except I'm tired a lot she said looking</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> never meeting my games are you</font> still with Bill I asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> inquiring about</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> boyfriend she seemed to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid of</font> my question and started to move nervously in the booth<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the room like she was expecting someone</font> to come through that<font color="#CCCCCC"> door I looked at</font> her more intensely<font color="#E5E5E5"> Oh</font> Bill's doing great<font color="#E5E5E5"> he got a sales job</font> and lives in Oregon<font color="#E5E5E5"> now she smiled at me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I knew she probably wasn't telling the</font> truth<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the way she seemed sad at my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">question I was sorry that it sounded</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like they had broken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't ask any</font> further questions<font color="#E5E5E5"> so what about you she</font> asked you're still working for<font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mom</font> at the shop<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worked for a law firm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now oh I see she said looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at me this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I noticed her eyes were wet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> though she were crying or about to cry she wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> interested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my life I could</font> tell she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but she really</font> didn't care<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed oh hey you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seem a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little sad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everything okay</font> I mean I<font color="#E5E5E5"> haven't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seen you in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drew she looked down for a long time</font> and when<font color="#E5E5E5"> her big blue eyes look back up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tears were streaming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font> I want a new medication<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the doctor</font> says it takes a while<font color="#CCCCCC"> to kick in</font> depression<font color="#E5E5E5"> is fun she said in that</font> sarcastic tone<font color="#CCCCCC"> she'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had most of her</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was why we'd become such good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends we were similar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that way</font> we were both<font color="#CCCCCC"> Punk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rocket ships with</font> tattoos<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a flair for sarcasm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I never recorded having been depressed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before though that just wasn't her and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">touched her hand sympathetic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see</font> by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the looks of it she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> using all her</font> strength not to<font color="#E5E5E5"> run out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> curl up into a fetal position<font color="#E5E5E5"> well I'm</font> glad<font color="#E5E5E5"> you decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see me anyhow I</font> missed you she looks up<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> turned and stared out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window of the</font> cafe I followed her gaze and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't see</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> she began to solve</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uncontrollably at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I threw a</font> 20 on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the table wrap my arms around her</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> took her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when she and I got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the cafe she stood with her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my shoulder just crying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">okay I'm here I said holding my friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no you don't understand I can't be here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why I came I was stupid</font> please forgive me I just don't know what <font color="#CCCCCC">to do anymore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I looked at her knowing this woman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing in front of me was a shadow of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my former best friend</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> clearly mentally unstable woman was</font> in dire need of a professional<font color="#CCCCCC"> it scared</font> me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> bit even from the way she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">acting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> understand what you</font> mean<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not crazy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know you're</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thinking that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not I don't think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you're crazy I'm just worried can you</font> take me home<font color="#CCCCCC"> she asked I took the bus</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> really told her wait around for the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next one it's over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an hour away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I nodded</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and took her to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car and helped her</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the passenger seat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had it in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">direction of an apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she told me</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was living in now when we pulled up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the complex I asked her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if she needed</font> help<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting in she said nothing she</font> just drew<font color="#CCCCCC"> drew you okay I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never will be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she stopped talking and I</font> looked at her<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was biting the skin on</font> her index<font color="#E5E5E5"> finger harshly and her finger</font> was bleeding now drew honey<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> she licked a finger and then began <font color="#E5E5E5">sucking on it like she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enjoying a</font> meal<font color="#E5E5E5"> she closed her eyes as though in</font> ecstasy<font color="#E5E5E5"> I put my arm on her shoulder and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she stopped she looked up at me</font> helplessly<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's get a band-aid here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'll help you out of the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran to</font> her side<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car open the door and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took her into her apartment when we</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside she sat down on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a mattress</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> the middle of the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no</font> other<font color="#CCCCCC"> furniture and only a blanket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the mattress</font> she did have a<font color="#CCCCCC"> first-aid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that looked</font> as though it<font color="#E5E5E5"> had been left behind by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> previous<font color="#E5E5E5"> tenant to the apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> dusty<font color="#CCCCCC"> I found it under the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sink</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I wrapped her finger up with it and then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she looked up at me and smiled you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">always were the good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one yeah if you say</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember it a little differently</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said rubbing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sleeve of arm tattoos</font> no you were cousins your mum she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> like the<font color="#E5E5E5"> nicest woman look you still</font> have that tattoo we got at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> County</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Fair by that traveling salesman psychic</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> began to chuckle all up around to</font> show me hers it was barely<font color="#E5E5E5"> there because the rest of</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was covered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with scars from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> looked like attempted suicides<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> have to<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me I'm not going crazy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">please can you help me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't even know</font> what else<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at her and</font> smiled<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could never get that tattooed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">over who doesn't love a creepy circus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">clown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hetty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked at my own they are</font> being crudely drawn and then tattooed on <font color="#E5E5E5">us the same stupid stick figure clown</font> named creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> as an inside joke okay tell</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> then what happened to you drew she</font> looked down at<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bandage figure and her</font> hair flopped<font color="#CCCCCC"> over there was a scar over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her left ear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looked as though</font> something had cut her scalp<font color="#CCCCCC"> and deep too</font> do you<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember when we were kids</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we go</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> to brandywine falls at night and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just wander</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around while crazy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy used</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to tell us about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he'll tell how the</font> National Park was part of a<font color="#E5E5E5"> chemical</font> spill cover-up<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the only reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> existed<font color="#CCCCCC"> was to cover up the mistakes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the auto companies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that were dumping</font> toxic waste<font color="#CCCCCC"> now recall the story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> growing up in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> mid-1970s</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they wanted to clean up the wooded area</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now Cuyahoga Valley</font> National Park there were a bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> companies<font color="#CCCCCC"> that were dumping waste into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rivers and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grasslands</font> and so a group<font color="#E5E5E5"> of citizens petitioned</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cleaner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when it got turned into</font> a part both citizens<font color="#E5E5E5"> were forced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> leave their homes<font color="#E5E5E5"> the homes were</font> demolished or converted into park ranger stations<font color="#E5E5E5"> he left a lot of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty space</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and a lot of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> space for rumors there was</font> one about Satanists that went on a killing<font color="#E5E5E5"> spree and killed a bunch of kids</font> in a bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is now haunted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as it just</font> sits at the end of some woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the chemical waste caused a bunch of</font> mutants to be born<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">three-headed fish in the river</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> supposedly weird packs of Bigfoot creatures<font color="#CCCCCC"> living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the woods and weird</font> lights in the sky<font color="#E5E5E5"> the town was nicknamed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hell town or mutant town and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remember</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all to be ridiculous what does all</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with anything</font> I asked her trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hold</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scrunched up look on my face that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just had to be there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm getting to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that she said looking up at me annoyed I</font> kept quiet while she told me the rest well<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your cookout</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bill and</font> I decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go to brandywine falls</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> just to hang out the moon was out</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was gorgeous</font> it was almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning and we'd been up</font> all night<font color="#CCCCCC"> so do you remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when crazy</font> Andy used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell us about the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he saw the grasslands monster at</font> Kendall<font color="#E5E5E5"> Lake I nodded as she continued</font> well that night bill and I were<font color="#CCCCCC"> walking</font> towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> falls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as we were descending</font> the stairs of the park<font color="#CCCCCC"> we heard</font> something make this<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird like whooping</font> sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> I freaked out thinking it was</font> coyotes or something bill was<font color="#E5E5E5"> never much</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a planner so we were ill-prepared and</font> didn't have<font color="#E5E5E5"> any flashlights so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I used my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone's flashlight as I directed it</font> towards the sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw it there was a</font> figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feet tall or at least</font> he stood<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dark and blended into</font> the surroundings bill and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I freaked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running as fast</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as we could back at the stairs and went</font> straight<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the parking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when we got</font> up the stairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> we booked it to the car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> course<font color="#CCCCCC"> it didn't end there I looked at</font> her and<font color="#E5E5E5"> by this time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had begun to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">play with her bandaged finger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tucking in</font> the band-aid<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see blood peeking</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> from under it</font> well insisted we<font color="#CCCCCC"> go back to that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">park and see if we could find out what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was he was sure it was a monster or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just been drinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we liked sleeping it</font> was probably just<font color="#CCCCCC"> a trick to the eye but</font> not for<font color="#CCCCCC"> Bill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we went back the next</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">day and we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found nothing he texted crazy</font> Andy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he told us he'd seen some weird</font> prints not<font color="#E5E5E5"> far from Beaver Marsh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> used to be a dump site or something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so bill swore up and down that he would</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bottom of whatever it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> god</font> I wish I'd kept him from<font color="#E5E5E5"> going back</font> there she began<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sound scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> could hear the anxiety rising in her voice it's okay<font color="#CCCCCC"> to continue later if you</font> want I said no I want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hi I need</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to I looked at her nodding as she went</font> on bill went<font color="#CCCCCC"> off-trail from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bike</font> path that<font color="#CCCCCC"> day and we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found this narrow</font> little path with some<font color="#E5E5E5"> tall grass along</font> you could see<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you and at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the very end of it it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just a</font> clearing and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ground was really muddy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the centre with footprints</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only not</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> any footprints</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were large in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that claw like markings at the end of</font> the toes almost like a<font color="#CCCCCC"> burglar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to go back but he insisted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> followed them with<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't want you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I just had this bad feeling about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but</font> I couldn't stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> him when we got to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the footprints ended there was a large</font> stone wall that<font color="#CCCCCC"> had a bunch of grass old</font> sticks and animal bones<font color="#CCCCCC"> all around it</font> underneath it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> rusty metal door</font> bill insisted on me helping<font color="#CCCCCC"> him get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> open<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I helped him when we opened it</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a tunnel that led underground</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were these markings on the walls</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> scratches</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on them and I could see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">traces of blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stopped and refused to</font> go any further but<font color="#E5E5E5"> bill wouldn't believe</font> me he kept saying to me look<font color="#CCCCCC"> behavin</font> look what we found <font color="#E5E5E5">this is so cool this could be an old</font> bunker of some kind or<font color="#E5E5E5"> and top secret</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tunnel where they stored weapons</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">World War two oh I knew better though I</font> knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was nothing of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kind</font> we followed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that tunnel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for what seemed</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> hours and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was nothing there</font> there were no<font color="#CCCCCC"> doors off to the side of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it no alternate routes just straight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> and down we were going further down <font color="#CCCCCC">underground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was so dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> -</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls</font> of the tunnel<font color="#E5E5E5"> would old heavy stone and</font> the only light we had was a small flashlight the bill had brought<font color="#CCCCCC"> with us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she kept talking and playing with that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bandage every time she bled she would</font> pause and suck on the blood that<font color="#CCCCCC"> seeped</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> her index finger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cringed washing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him though he made me sick to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my stomach</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to see her take pleasure in it finally</font> we got<font color="#E5E5E5"> to an area where there were metal</font> bars<font color="#E5E5E5"> and what looked like an even larger</font> tunnel on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other side of it we had</font> reached a dead<font color="#CCCCCC"> end and so we turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but just as we were turning back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a dark shadow making the</font> already dark tunnel even darker and then we heard it she'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> stopped talking and</font> began to<font color="#E5E5E5"> cry tears streaming down her</font> pudgy cheeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and put</font> my hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her back and she stopped me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ripping my hand way instead she grabbed</font> me by the wrist<font color="#CCCCCC"> and pulled me closer to</font> her face<font color="#E5E5E5"> you have no idea what lives</font> under these streets<font color="#CCCCCC"> Carolyn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> please</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked at her for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a long while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font> pulled my hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from her grip that</font> thing is what really happened to<font color="#CCCCCC"> bill</font> what are<font color="#CCCCCC"> you saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some creature killed bill no no bill</font> became what that creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> is they inject</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things into people it's what got him she</font> stopped and started<font color="#E5E5E5"> licking her finger</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I blinked and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a deep breath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend was losing it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave but before I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to see if leaving my friend alone would</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay I searched around the room and</font> look for her bottle of meds<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sure</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> she needed I look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back at her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> she was again sucking on<font color="#CCCCCC"> that damned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bloody finger I opened her medicine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cabinet</font> and when I did I<font color="#CCCCCC"> found a ton of</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> medications</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there must have</font> been 30<font color="#E5E5E5"> bottles in her cabinet all</font> prescribed by the same<font color="#CCCCCC"> doctor a doctor</font> Zozo she had to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> hallucinating all of this</font> so my<font color="#E5E5E5"> best friend of 20</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years had had a</font> mental breakdown<font color="#CCCCCC"> well I guess it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happens</font> sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked up at her inside I</font> walked over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and sat down next to her and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">used a towel I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found to clean her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> womb</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she looked up at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then her eyes</font> saddened<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm sorry for seeming like I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">don't believe you so what happened next</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I asked her as I held on to her hand in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the towel as his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing came closer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">growling and hissing the metal bars</font> lifted and these guys<font color="#E5E5E5"> in white lab coats</font> grabbed us and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then injected us with</font> something that caused us both<font color="#E5E5E5"> to pass</font> out when I awoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was in a white room</font> strapped to a table<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bill was nowhere</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be found they started me on injection</font> therapy right<font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> what injection therapy<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping this</font> story had a reasonable explanation<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> make the babies she looked down and tears streamed from<font color="#CCCCCC"> her eyes do you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> I had over<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well maybe 20 of their</font> babies<font color="#E5E5E5"> she looked at me and began to cry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had no choice but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arms then she was clearly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> traumatized</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that much I knew but once she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told me</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> sent chills down my spine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look at</font> what they<font color="#E5E5E5"> did to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> she pulled down her pants<font color="#CCCCCC"> and called up</font> a shirt to<font color="#CCCCCC"> show me large scars that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked as though they'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been repeatedly</font> gouged with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a sharp object</font> bill wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> any better</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on some weird medications they would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only let him see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to mess with both of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us</font> they took amusement in it<font color="#CCCCCC"> they liked to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see us together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only to be separated the</font> last time I saw him<font color="#CCCCCC"> he had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these huge</font> growths coming out of his face<font color="#CCCCCC"> and arms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he'd started growing hair and when he</font> got unruly they shot him dead in front <font color="#E5E5E5">of me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was alone after that she trailed</font> off then looked up at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking if it were okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continue</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I nodded again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they kept me around for a</font> while<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I could keep reading</font> those things<font color="#E5E5E5"> you know what the really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucked up part is I still loved</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> though they were an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> abomination</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> stopped being useful<font color="#CCCCCC"> to them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> couldn't have<font color="#E5E5E5"> any more mutant babies</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because my reproductive organs had shut</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they let me go instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of giving me</font> my freedom<font color="#E5E5E5"> they keep me alive they used</font> to feed<font color="#CCCCCC"> me hormones and weird drugs</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pregnancies I think but I'm</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure they were building some sort of</font> army<font color="#CCCCCC"> of super soldiers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they keep me here</font> in this<font color="#E5E5E5"> drug</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fueled prison she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trailed</font> off staring off again<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> suddenly she began to convulse<font color="#E5E5E5"> and fell</font> over onto<font color="#E5E5E5"> the makeshift bed we were</font> sitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> on blood fell from her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> male her eyes turned white and she</font> stood grabbing at me her face came to life<font color="#E5E5E5"> ravenous and her teeth began to</font> grow<font color="#CCCCCC"> in two points</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I quickly stood up in</font> horror and tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to back away but she</font> chased me<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the kitchen and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was grabbing a knife to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> defend myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she stopped</font> I'm so sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said suddenly tilting</font> her head<font color="#E5E5E5"> down slowly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bing bang ping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> small silver<font color="#E5E5E5"> marble fell from her nose</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> then another and another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they felt</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I stood in disbelief</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">watching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they rolled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around until they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">finally rolled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into each other</font> sticking together like magnets<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> never seen anything so weird in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">although my best friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to eat me</font> was right up there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I then noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the corner of the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> white camera in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> corner and it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowly turning in my direction within</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seconds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door slammed open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and three</font> men in black<font color="#E5E5E5"> suits came in and behind</font> them was a nurse<font color="#E5E5E5"> drew was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shot in the</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the head</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something that</font> looked like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> giant needle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and fell dead</font> on the spot in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they said nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as my</font> best<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laid on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> floor blood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dripping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and her white eyes glazed over in bliss</font> she was dead now<font color="#E5E5E5"> and finally happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> feeling a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> traumatized myself and</font> I quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drew had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the truth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man came in then wearing</font> a white coat<font color="#CCCCCC"> I assumed he must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have been</font> the same doctor<font color="#CCCCCC"> that had prescribed all</font> of those drugs <font color="#CCCCCC">dr. Zozo that was the name on the jacket</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over to true begged for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> pulse<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then wrote something down he</font> then turned to me and<font color="#CCCCCC"> looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> nurse nodding <font color="#CCCCCC">I was only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just beginning my journey the</font> nurse came over and shot me<font color="#E5E5E5"> out with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I passed out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hear</font> them talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I fell over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into him and</font> he helped me<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> arms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hmm good choice with this one he said</font> when I awoke<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was here in this</font> fluorescent shithole<font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font> leaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> against the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drew had just been a decoy and I was the</font> prey if I'd been<font color="#CCCCCC"> smarter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would have told my</font> latchkey friend of<font color="#E5E5E5"> two years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fuck</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead I had to pacify my curiosity of</font> seeing her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat there in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this room</font> wishing I'd just left when my<font color="#E5E5E5"> instinct</font> told me to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hell out of Drew's</font> apartment why was I<font color="#CCCCCC"> always a good friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well this</font> sure would teach me as I<font color="#E5E5E5"> sat that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dwelling in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> self-loathing the lights all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went it was black as night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">couldn't even see the hand in front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> face it was the only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time that this</font> place had<font color="#E5E5E5"> been quiet since I'd arrived</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would have called up for a nap<font color="#CCCCCC"> but then</font> it began the emergency lights came on <font color="#E5E5E5">and blinked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on and off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beeping sound and no sound of people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">running like you'd imagine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> instead it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> deathly quiet and the only sound was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my heart and beating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat there</font> watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> and waiting for someone to come</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> check on me I expected</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it since I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was of some use to them but no one came</font> then<font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard there was a sound like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sticks hitting the ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it reminded me of when you're in the</font> woods and you step over dried leaves and crack sticks in half as you<font color="#E5E5E5"> walk</font> it was slow<font color="#E5E5E5"> but then I could hear</font> snorting and my door opened with a loud bang<font color="#CCCCCC"> I set up taller in my bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could barely move<font color="#E5E5E5"> even if I'd wanted to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I wouldn't be able to because I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still chained to this damn war</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't make out<font color="#CCCCCC"> what it was but it was</font> tall<font color="#E5E5E5"> at least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eight foot or so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> make<font color="#E5E5E5"> out an outline</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of pointy quilt like</font> hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> just sticking up like a porcupine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it didn't appear to have hair on his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">chest and neck but his legs were very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hairy and the feet were like giant bird</font> wings<font color="#E5E5E5"> only they weren't claws as it</font> steps<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer the emergency lights came</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room and then I could get a</font> good<font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing the toes were</font> fused together into three toes the toenails were long and<font color="#E5E5E5"> yellow in</font> appearance but resembled an emu<font color="#CCCCCC"> or some</font> other giant bird<font color="#CCCCCC"> its hands were humanoid</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the nails were long like a cat or</font> some large red line<font color="#E5E5E5"> the skin eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forearms of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> greenish-brown</font> and appeared<font color="#CCCCCC"> scaly the face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> non-existent<font color="#CCCCCC"> just a skeleton</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eye was still there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more silvery in red</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as though it had a light bulb in his</font> scalp they were both sunken in like a<font color="#CCCCCC"> skeleton</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the other eye was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a complete void of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blackness</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you could literally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see</font> nothing except a dark black<font color="#CCCCCC"> the jaw bone</font> had very little skin left<font color="#E5E5E5"> on it and the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cheekbones were pointy as if the</font> skeleton bones were now a part of some sort of exoskeleton it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> similar in his look to an</font> insect-like a beetle<font color="#E5E5E5"> the only thing that</font> resembled anything human was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the skin</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neck it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still human-like</font> and intact<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stared up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> face</font> as it came closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> I let out a sound it</font> was a song<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it caught me off guard</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I hadn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> realized I was crying</font> it got right up into my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sobbing face and</font> let out the loudest<font color="#E5E5E5"> most powerful growl</font> that took the wind out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> me it was so</font> loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> it caused the bed to shake and the</font> walls to move as though an earthquake had hit<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was shaking from fear that it</font> now gripped me fully<font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shocked myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I touched his</font> neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> fearfully I sought out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the void</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> met in that second soul to soul</font> the only thing moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> was the drool that</font> fell from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the creatures long sharp teeth</font> my hand trembled as it touched<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> scales<font color="#E5E5E5"> all along his arms and then it</font> leaned in again backing me into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the wall</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bed it gripped me hard by</font> both my shoulders<font color="#CCCCCC"> and helped me there as</font> it smell my neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I looked up again</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> those strange eyes as it pinned me</font> against the wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> I waited for my last</font> breath<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come only</font> I saw it now more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than before there was</font> a familiar scar<font color="#CCCCCC"> near the neck line and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">an infinity tattoo</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with initials D and B</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I looked at it trying to understand what</font> I was seeing now then uttered<font color="#CCCCCC"> a sound my hope would</font> pause it in his tracks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and bring me my</font> saving grace bill you know feeling you get when you realize you're dreaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> or that's</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> you experience is just that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dream like flashbacks of trips with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> family<font color="#E5E5E5"> my first kiss my best friends and</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school my first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">concert my dad died</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> she was moving<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Arizona songs from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">soundtrack of my life running around in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get my eyes closed and it felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like an eternity as time had slowed down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it reminded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me of a mark pellington</font> music video<font color="#E5E5E5"> where everything is frozen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> said the lyrics in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> head is my life</font> passed before my<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a random</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Lana Del</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Rey song</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> began playing in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head I felt</font> it breathing in my face<font color="#E5E5E5"> this thing that</font> he used to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bill as I transcended</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> another time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and space in my mind it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my little escape just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ghost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Charon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anywhere else but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here I taught myself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as my mind sang I have no idea why I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> but every time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scared I would</font> harm inside my head it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> nervous<font color="#E5E5E5"> reaction to whatever bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing</font> was happening<font color="#CCCCCC"> around me I remember doing</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a little girl hiding from my dad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd broken the lamp I hid</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew what was coming next and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could feel it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flash match</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> belt<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it unleashed against my backside</font> at this<font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my mind I</font> could hear this song now<font color="#E5E5E5"> lyrics about</font> taking something that doesn't belong to <font color="#E5E5E5">them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt it now in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this violation as</font> he came closer to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's done I</font> remember the crying<font color="#E5E5E5"> the snot and the</font> salty tears<font color="#E5E5E5"> as my face became</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a stri</font> sticky mess after I'd cried that<font color="#CCCCCC"> day so</font> hard that my<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> caught</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up matching my</font> back sighs I hated my<font color="#E5E5E5"> father then just</font> like I hate mice now<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> learn from years of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trauma how</font> to consumers is that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd hid and I'd</font> recalled my father's rage and how he grabbed my arm<font color="#CCCCCC"> hitting me across the</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then felt sorry as I covered in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my closet I was stuck in that corner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just as I was now my life had been one</font> trauma after<font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and now am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I being</font> here in this prison<font color="#CCCCCC"> with this monster</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now that was the icing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the cake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd</font> read in a book<font color="#E5E5E5"> that people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> experienced trauma<font color="#E5E5E5"> react to it</font> differently<font color="#CCCCCC"> as years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pass my reaction</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now was to close my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sing in my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as tears fell from my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes just as</font> they did<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was a girl a distant</font> sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> taught me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my transcendence</font> into the<font color="#CCCCCC"> nether world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more clicking on</font> that hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor there were more steps</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and more growling I didn't want</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> open my eyes but I couldn't help the</font> morbid desire to know what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> about to</font> happen to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> I looked up into<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes that would lead</font> you straight to<font color="#CCCCCC"> hell and I could almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feel the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fire it brought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with them I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have given anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it for it to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my father</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his drunken worst</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rather</font> than this creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> beyond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my old</font> friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> bill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with four doglike humanoid</font> creatures<font color="#E5E5E5"> they move slowly into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sniffing around on all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">effortlessly walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up the walls of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room like a spider</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ceiling</font> at once crowding the<font color="#CCCCCC"> pall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">five with eyes only on me and I awaited</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my fate to be dismembered at any second</font> bright yellow<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes glowed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> darkness and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the creature formerly known</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> bill opened his mouth wider to reveal</font> a second set of<font color="#E5E5E5"> teeth he leaned in and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt those teeth nuzzling themselves in the nape of my neck and I felt a<font color="#CCCCCC"> sharp scratch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I began</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> likely cut into my thin</font> skin<font color="#E5E5E5"> breaking it easily blood dripped</font> down my neck but instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> biting me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was like he was using<font color="#E5E5E5"> his mouth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to smell</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> not to taste me the four other</font> creatures high-alert<font color="#E5E5E5"> licked their lips</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked directly at the blood on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they're excited eyes sparkled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they did not leap onto me almost as if</font> they were waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the cue from bill</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then I heard a sound from the</font> hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was something oddly familiar</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as I listened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt the grip I had on</font> me lesson<font color="#E5E5E5"> and all five creatures turned</font> their head towards the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> in unison</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sound of a music box was playing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dance of the sugarplum fairies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a man</font> appeared in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door and I could only</font> see his<font color="#E5E5E5"> silhouette</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know what</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> more terrifying the creatures or the</font> man with his music box<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosie Oh Rosie</font> come now you two<font color="#E5E5E5"> boys Tom leave our</font> guests alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> they all stopped and slowly</font> retreated toward the doorway<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> creature formerly known as<font color="#CCCCCC"> bill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slammed</font> his<font color="#E5E5E5"> hand against the wall behind me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">causing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it to crack and release the</font> screw that held the chain that was <font color="#E5E5E5">connected</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the creatures all scurried</font> towards the man and he used some sort of sign language<font color="#E5E5E5"> for hand motions to</font> redirect<font color="#E5E5E5"> them out of the room and down</font> the hallway to where I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">man came in and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hit a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> button on a remote</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then a light went on and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got a good</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> at him</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo he was wearing a strange</font> smile on his face as though<font color="#E5E5E5"> slightly</font> amused<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was prepared to die I was</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> ready to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave this world</font> never I would feel sorry<font color="#CCCCCC"> for my friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family who I knew would wonder what had</font> happened to me it would<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on to be a</font> mystery<font color="#E5E5E5"> like one of those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> n</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upon shows like 48 hours yet I was only</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the next phase of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my journey I was</font> shaking in terror<font color="#CCCCCC"> still as this man</font> approached me<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was tall and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had light</font> blue eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> his shoulders were wide as he</font> towered over<font color="#CCCCCC"> me casually with his hands</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pockets of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his white lab</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> I'm sorry his voice was light and<font color="#CCCCCC"> gentle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">excited and like to find new ways to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">break out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their cages</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">especially</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosie he walked toward me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was still frozen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unable to</font> move who the hell was Rosie did he mean <font color="#E5E5E5">bill he was coming closer and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I saw</font> the chain was no<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer attached to the</font> wall I grabbed it<font color="#CCCCCC"> and swung it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> tried my best to hit him<font color="#E5E5E5"> with it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hey</font> please stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hurt you he</font> held up<font color="#CCCCCC"> his other hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and grip</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> chain with the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> earth what those</font> things I finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get out my</font> voice cracking and<font color="#CCCCCC"> my throat desert-dry</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he looked me dead in the eyes and tried</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to appear docile</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as he held the chain</font> music seems to<font color="#E5E5E5"> calm them down we think</font> it's something<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their ears</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it's hypnotic to them and they become</font> easier to<font color="#E5E5E5"> control</font> you're safe now don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> worry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said slowly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting a large</font> ring of keys out and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then coming over to</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> he grabbed my leg</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fast and held my</font> foot in<font color="#CCCCCC"> his hands before I could kick</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> away he looked at me and cracked a</font> smile and unlocked the chain connected to my ankle he rubbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> it for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a second</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and then looked up at me</font> it's okay<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's get out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of this cold</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">why don't we the last thing I wanted to</font> do was go with him<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt I had no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">choice</font> I've tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen him and control those</font> beasts<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was afraid if I didn't comply I</font> may<font color="#E5E5E5"> end up shredded meat I slowly got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out from where I was and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he grabbed my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to help me out I released it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I found my feet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Zozo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I followed him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> watch for any creatures to come out we <font color="#CCCCCC">walked down a long hallway and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realised I now knew why I'd heard all of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sounds of growling we passed glass</font> cages and<font color="#E5E5E5"> in each room was a different</font> atrocity<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a man that looked as</font> though half of his face were made of metal<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he had something protruding</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> his skull in another cage was a</font> cat-like<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman with two tails and a very</font> long we<font color="#E5E5E5"> pass for robotic humanoids in</font> others and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dog men toward the end in</font> the very last<font color="#E5E5E5"> room before the end of the</font> hall was<font color="#CCCCCC"> bill or what you used to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">built he grabs down in the corner</font> staring<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the little box</font> he never even<font color="#E5E5E5"> noticed me as I stopped</font> and stared at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wondered if he was</font> in pain<font color="#CCCCCC"> having gone under such a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dramatic transformation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dr. Zozo gently nudged me away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> directed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to continue</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> following him</font> Karen or is it miss<font color="#E5E5E5"> Evans you go by he</font> asked<font color="#CCCCCC"> absent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mindedly as he fidgeted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with those keys he had now taken back</font> out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> his pockets I gave him a confused</font> dirty look and<font color="#E5E5E5"> held my arms crossed in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front of me he looked down at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> creeped up into the corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of his</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> miss Evans</font> he sighed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my name is dr. Zaz offski but</font> everyone here calls me dr. Zozo <font color="#CCCCCC">foreshores why should I care</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what your</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">name is I said just looking at him</font> wishing he spontaneously<font color="#CCCCCC"> combust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he took a deep</font> annoyed breath unlocked a large wooden door and led me into<font color="#E5E5E5"> an office just at</font> the end of the hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unsure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what to expect</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and feeling a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tired hungry and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pissed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off the very</font> fact that he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was pretending to be nice</font> made me hate<font color="#E5E5E5"> him even more this was the</font> same man<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I presumed to turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bill</font> into whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was now I instantly</font> became<font color="#E5E5E5"> sullen at the thought of poor</font> bill or rather what used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Annalise will be in here shortly to take</font> you to get ready ready<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">snapped I won't need to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> examine you to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure you are healthy enough for the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next step where in the hell am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">underground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hundreds of feet to be exact</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I scouted him too angry to cry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> realized<font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly that I had no choice</font> now whatever<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going to do to me</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> be done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a short petite woman came</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> wearing a nursing uniform her dark</font> hair was up in a bouncy ponytail and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> quickly noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> a large scar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> wrapped itself around her neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> it looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had branded her entire neck</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she had me follow her and I went back</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the hallway only we took a</font> detour<font color="#CCCCCC"> past the creatures and found</font> ourselves in a beautiful room with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">king-size bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a large bar a shower</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> green plants<font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dawning the room there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was a window but it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> covered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by a</font> wooden<font color="#CCCCCC"> lion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon as I stepped into</font> the room my feet were embraced<font color="#E5E5E5"> by the</font> warmth of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor I stopped at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door and looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down the warmth I felt</font> didn't match the cold hard tiles<font color="#CCCCCC"> just on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the hallway or from my</font> previous living quarters heated flooring it's nice isn't it<font color="#E5E5E5"> she smiled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to water and she began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to run</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a bath in</font> the large hot tub<font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah unless you'd</font> rather have a shower<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think though that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hot tub is the best option</font> she said stopping momentarily<font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bath sir</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sounds nice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said meaning</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it but I felt on edge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there are towels</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> there and we have numerous shampoo</font> soaps and creams for your<font color="#E5E5E5"> body and phase</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">use what you want she lit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up giant</font> lavender smelling candle<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh just leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your clothes on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the floor here's a robe</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hospital gown I shivered thinking</font> about what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> awaiting me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after my</font> relaxing<font color="#CCCCCC"> bath</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I took my bath</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and as I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">washed my long bleached hair I thought</font> of my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> drew how did you do it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I said out loud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to admit to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the warm water was soothing</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me after my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the prison sir</font> tears fell from<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes and then after</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour I got a knock on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I jumped and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat up wiping the tears</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my face it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Anneliese again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dr.</font> Seuss I would like to know if you<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and to let you know he's ready</font> whenever you are I stepped up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and out of the tub dried</font> off as fast as I could tossing on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the gown and the road I</font> followed her back<font color="#E5E5E5"> toward the room and I</font> was so<font color="#CCCCCC"> nervous as to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what would come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next</font> I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> vomit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right on the floor I</font> managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it together as I stepped</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the doctor's office when I saw</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed he was writing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked up and smiled kindly</font> at me I noticed he looked younger than<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably was as I noticed bits of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grey</font> peeking out from atop his head his eyes were piercing<font color="#E5E5E5"> blue almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reptilian and he had a tan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">election he was tall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and much taller</font> than I'd noticed the first time I suppose<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have tried fight or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">flight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was too</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">exhausted I guess that was the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> plan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> along<font color="#CCCCCC"> to wear me down to acts of trauma</font> he towered over me<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he led me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to an</font> examination<font color="#E5E5E5"> room just off his office he</font> stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a second and then proceeded to</font> gently remove my<font color="#E5E5E5"> robe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I helped him take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it off and he smiled kindly again down</font> at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I have to say you were already</font> doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> better than I expected you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> are one of the only ones that<font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't</font> screaming and crying for<font color="#E5E5E5"> your life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me to let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you go please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> please</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't kill me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said flatly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rolling</font> my eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> is that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what you want to hear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the damsel in distress</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this place had</font> already broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> me making me feel dead</font> emotionally five days in a Cell chained to a wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do that to a person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">not at all I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly</font> what we are<font color="#CCCCCC"> looking for you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are much</font> stronger<font color="#E5E5E5"> than even your friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drew was</font> you mean my friend that<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> murdered he</font> looked down inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sorry about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Drew</font> I truly am but<font color="#CCCCCC"> we should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have known</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> she turned signs of imbalances</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> to speak I felt even more<font color="#E5E5E5"> angry if this</font> was his way<font color="#CCCCCC"> of apologizing he was doing</font> a shitty job imbalances I just shook my head<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's get this over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said completely removing the front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> gown - he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just stood staring at me as</font> though he'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> never seen a woman before I</font> was sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> that wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the case though</font> he'd had plenty<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time to test and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">examine drew before she became useless</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't need you to be naked for this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly looked down embarrassed putting</font> my gown back up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to cover</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my chest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything for you</font> doc<font color="#E5E5E5"> I smiled in my sarcastic trademark</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">style I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already felt violated what was</font> one more violation<font color="#CCCCCC"> my freedom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">privacy had already been stripped from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me I just need</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to look at you and check</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> signs of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> illness</font> you didn't need for nearly a week<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> must be a healthy specimen<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the next</font> step<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want to put my hands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> feel around<font color="#E5E5E5"> for any physical</font> abnormalities I'd start with your hand he smirked<font color="#CCCCCC"> looking down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at my scowling</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was gentle as he moved his hands</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> checking and feeling around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my nose and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cheekbones</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before he moved</font> towards my shoulders<font color="#CCCCCC"> I seem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uncomfortable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was glad because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> deserves so much<font color="#CCCCCC"> more I saw him I my</font> tattoos<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he appeared to be studying me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he held up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my arms one by one and looked</font> at my<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrist</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tattoo the one that drew and</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> shaved yeah drew has one of these two</font> he said looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me sympathetically it</font> was like he was trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to understand the</font> relationship<font color="#E5E5E5"> she and I shared as if</font> human emotion was foreign to<font color="#E5E5E5"> him she was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like a sister to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I said looking him</font> directly<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the eye I watched his body</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">language as he felt my neck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he refused</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to meet my gaze</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he sighed</font> uncomfortably he had me lie<font color="#CCCCCC"> on my back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as he checked my stomach and then</font> noticing the scratches on my neck from <font color="#E5E5E5">bill or whoever it was now he pulled out</font> glasses<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the pocket of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his lab coat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he put them on to get a better look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> neck and then as he turned my neck to</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the other side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt a sharp pain on my shoulder ouch</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said sitting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up he looked at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pulling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back the gown so he could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> look at my back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you have an</font> enormous<font color="#E5E5E5"> black bruising on both your</font> shoulder blades<font color="#CCCCCC"> we don't have to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">continue</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> today I want you to get some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">food in you and get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some rest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he gently</font> covered me with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my robe and then turned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pulling out a jar and handing over a</font> large white pill I'm not taking any of <font color="#CCCCCC">your weird trucks</font> I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> backing away from him it is a</font> Tylenol 800 with<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cody</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were coming</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> handy as your muscles he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said with</font> a crooked grin turning away<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me I'm</font> glad you find this amusing<font color="#CCCCCC"> he turned to</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> then and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw the serious look on</font> his face he wrinkled up his brow<font color="#CCCCCC"> looking</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't find any of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> amusing miss Evans<font color="#CCCCCC"> none of us wants to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be here we're all here against our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will be a war for now he walked out</font> slamming<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind him and I sat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there alone when I got back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Annalise had already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> washed my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clothes</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> dried them they were sitting on my</font> bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> with a new change of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clothes and</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> other things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was provided with</font> books DVDs<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other things to occupy me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">which meant my stay was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to be a</font> lengthy<font color="#CCCCCC"> one I noticed the window again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> straight toward it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I lifted the</font> blind<font color="#E5E5E5"> expecting to see a real view then</font> with disappointing reality<font color="#E5E5E5"> realizing it</font> was a screen<font color="#E5E5E5"> that showed a view of the</font> Cuyahoga<font color="#CCCCCC"> River</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> watched birds fly in the scene I</font> turned and just<font color="#E5E5E5"> went to sit down I heard</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a knock on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door I stood and went to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open it i half expected it to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Anneliese only this time a man was at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door he had weird hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was roughly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">four feet tall and had a tray of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> food</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was wheeling in</font> he had large<font color="#E5E5E5"> amounts of hair or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ha-lo</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for his body</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't help</font> staring it<font color="#CCCCCC"> dr. serves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've said to make</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got the best there's shrimp</font> scampi <font color="#E5E5E5">buh-burn crusted salmon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cheese a bottle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> red wine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he says it's your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> favorite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down at it and noticed it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a</font> favorite<font color="#E5E5E5"> of mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a brand that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> made<font color="#CCCCCC"> from grapes grown in volcanic ash</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">earth would he have known that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how long</font> had they been observing<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to take me</font> I guess maybe druid<font color="#CCCCCC"> planned this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> while<font color="#CCCCCC"> filling him in on every minor</font> detail of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my life I felt violated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yet</font> again and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the thought made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me sad angry</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and at the same time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> empathetic I knew</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she most likely felt like she had no</font> choice<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thank the man and he left as I</font> made sure I<font color="#E5E5E5"> locked the door from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> my fate may have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sealed but</font> I could wait no<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> growing</font> hungry my belly had taken over<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ate</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never eaten before and then I</font> opened the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bottle of wine and didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even bother to worry about pouring it</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a glass I chugged on it hoping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> would numb me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I then went to lay down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feeling overwhelmingly nauseous and</font> before I knew it I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in a deep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep</font> something woke me in the middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> night it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a sound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom I couldn't see</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it was pitch-black in my</font> room it sounded as though someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> near the floor by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the foot of my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> breathed heavily and I pretended to be <font color="#CCCCCC">asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping it wouldn't bother me</font> it wasn't the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same type of creature I'd</font> seen<font color="#CCCCCC"> before it was completely different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in size and behavior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was sniffing</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor and then on all fours</font> it crawled away<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bedroom door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> laid there<font color="#CCCCCC"> frozen unable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> there until<font color="#E5E5E5"> what I guests to be morning</font> had come<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wooden shades on my fake</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> rose as if someone was remotely</font> controlling them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see the fake</font> sky<font color="#E5E5E5"> in clouds</font> acting just<font color="#E5E5E5"> as the sky would in the</font> early morning hours<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat up and looked</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly and</font> looked at the room as<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fake morning</font> light<font color="#CCCCCC"> reenter illuminated I got up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">put on one of the outfits and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a leaves</font> at left for me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I shivered almost afraid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wondering what that could have</font> been in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> room last night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Anneliese she seemed like a</font> nice girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I wondered why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that scar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around her neck I was still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to understand what dr. Zozo had</font> meant when he said<font color="#E5E5E5"> none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of them were</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> of their free will</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I've still scared of whatever it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> that had been in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> room sniffing around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> checked the door and it was locked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just as it had been the</font> night<font color="#CCCCCC"> before as I stood trying to</font> understand what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> going on there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> knock on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door I jumped and then</font> slowly opened it it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was only Anneliese</font> thank<font color="#E5E5E5"> God</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my let out a sigh of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> relief</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> let her in and<font color="#E5E5E5"> she had a breakfast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tray</font> with her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I smelled the coffee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that</font> was the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing I grabbed to be</font> honest I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that hungry after</font> my curious visitor<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was about to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wheel the tray away and she stopped I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glad you like the sweater it looks good</font> on you she said<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiling up on me she was a</font> sweet but<font color="#E5E5E5"> a very strange little woman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here it is warm I was cold it was Drew's</font> favorite<font color="#E5E5E5"> too she said the man looks sad</font> I was taken off-guard by her comment<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I looked down<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the sweater I had on</font> I hugged myself feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer to Drew</font> than I had in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years were</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> two close</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I asked oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no but I got used to her she</font> wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> so nice to me sometimes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she said</font> as she touched her neck subconsciously<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> nodded sympathetically<font color="#E5E5E5"> at her my</font> thoughts went back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the day when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Drew</font> had morphed into a creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> and out of a</font> horror movie I wondered if Drew had been on her way <font color="#CCCCCC">to becoming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like Bill Oh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> F</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Seuss I</font> would like to see you at 9:00 sharp<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> after you have eaten your</font> breakfast she rolled the tray out <font color="#CCCCCC">closing the door behind her I looked in</font> the mirror<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiling at my reflection as a</font> light bulb<font color="#CCCCCC"> went off i sat down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drawer of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> vanity</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they've given me I wanted to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look</font> presentable<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know perhaps if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I charm my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">way into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his good graces maybe I could</font> get<font color="#CCCCCC"> out of here sooner they had several</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shades</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of foundation and I</font> chose one<font color="#CCCCCC"> that would make my skin appear</font> as though I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> some color I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look healthy and well attractive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put</font> my long hair on top<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my head I had</font> some final touches of blush pinched my cheeks and walked out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door toward</font> the doctor's<font color="#E5E5E5"> office</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought about telling doctors also</font> about the<font color="#CCCCCC"> accounts with a thing in my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room but out of distrust</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept</font> it to myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> and there when I got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his office</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I knocked and he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asked me to come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in at the side of him</font> sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> I instantly<font color="#CCCCCC"> found I didn't have the</font> strength<font color="#CCCCCC"> to even feign niceness</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sit down</font> miss Owens<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought we could get to</font> know<font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other a little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perhaps</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> admit about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yourself</font> he said<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiling as he sipped on a cup of</font> coffee why don't you tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> me about yourself</font> first I said finding<font color="#E5E5E5"> it hard to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trust him even</font> though I secretly suspected<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't as</font> menacing as I'd first thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like to know about me why are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing this to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked down and</font> then stood up<font color="#E5E5E5"> pouring another cup of</font> coffee he reached for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a second cup and looked</font> at me holding<font color="#CCCCCC"> it up in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> offering I shook</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he sat back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down with only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his cup in hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought we could</font> proceed<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> further testing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> today</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> start you on injections to see</font> how well you do on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first round you</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> answer my question</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said feeling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> defensive I heard you</font> miss<font color="#CCCCCC"> Evans I think you already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know why</font> you are<font color="#E5E5E5"> here human beings aren't meant</font> to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laboratories with other humans</font> doing experiments on them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean what</font> the hell did you<font color="#E5E5E5"> do to build you mean</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Rosie why are you calling him that he</font> was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> human being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with a life and a name</font> honestly it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a name drew came up with</font> she had a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a dark side and a</font> twisted<font color="#E5E5E5"> sense of humor drew was still my</font> friend and look how<font color="#E5E5E5"> she turned out he got up</font> and came over<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me then placing both</font> hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my shoulders</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you are nothing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you are ten</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times stronger than</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was already even physically and</font> mentally<font color="#E5E5E5"> within a few hours I already</font> knew that<font color="#CCCCCC"> drew had chosen you for a</font> reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> you are the one that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> change</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things and fix all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this he looked me</font> dead in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> eye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> earnestly tears were</font> welling up in my eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I looked at</font> him it made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid to think of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what this</font> could all mean<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought back to Drew</font> and her<font color="#CCCCCC"> scales</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her misery only made me</font> even more<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified change what what am</font> I supposed to change<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be a better</font> baby factory<font color="#CCCCCC"> yeah for who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that controls all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us I looked at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> in horror trying to understand what<font color="#CCCCCC"> he'd</font> meant<font color="#E5E5E5"> she is the one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you don't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disappoint it is happening soon I could</font> see the<font color="#CCCCCC"> desperation in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his eyes he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't lying about any of this because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he believed it and how even I believed</font> it at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this point just by looking at him</font> what's coming soon I asked fearfully<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shift</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is coming Karin and we need survivors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">please understand I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do any of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> to hurt you instead I do it<font color="#E5E5E5"> to save us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said and thought about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it for a long</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">why I figured I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to lose</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going anywhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not for a</font> long time if ever again<font color="#E5E5E5"> my life belonged</font> to them<font color="#E5E5E5"> something in me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> broke and I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know why I did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I just held</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out my arm helplessly he nodded in</font> understanding put on a pair of<font color="#CCCCCC"> surgical</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gloves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and pulled out a large syringe</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from a small suitcase he walked over to</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> thank you Karen</font> we all thank<font color="#E5E5E5"> you I let him roll</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeve</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he injected me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with something I felt</font> it burn instantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes I</font> saw only<font color="#E5E5E5"> blackness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was the</font> beginning of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the experiments I learned</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they were trying to fuse</font> metal of some<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind with our blood tissue</font> and bones<font color="#E5E5E5"> they wanted to create</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> machines</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> look like humans</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">androids but instead of robots they were</font> born and<font color="#E5E5E5"> not manufactured they needed</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be strong and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost immortal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the metallic material was a new form of</font> blood<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had no idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was made</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it had to be what had fallen out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Drew's and I was that day whenever it</font> hit the air it hardened like clay<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> were so<font color="#E5E5E5"> many failed tests using only</font> human DNA however<font color="#E5E5E5"> so they had the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> idea</font> of combining<font color="#E5E5E5"> human and animal DNA the</font> animal experiments caused a lot of complications<font color="#E5E5E5"> it hadn't been perfected</font> yet <font color="#E5E5E5">even though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dr. Zozo taught me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyday</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I believe that is what</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> to Bill he was an accumulation</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> failed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> experiments</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I learned what had happened to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Drew also</font> which was they had tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to change her</font> DNA because as their mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> the more she</font> was like the<font color="#CCCCCC"> creatures she was breeding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the better the chance of their survival</font> however<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes the creatures will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font> ready to be born<font color="#CCCCCC"> although</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never natural births as they had an</font> incubation time of<font color="#E5E5E5"> three months and they</font> would be cut out<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes they would</font> attempt to<font color="#E5E5E5"> break</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ins</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that is what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eventually prevented drew his body from</font> being<font color="#E5E5E5"> of any further use however my</font> injections were painful<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was one</font> failed attempt<font color="#CCCCCC"> at turning me after</font> another<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get my blood</font> to fuse with<font color="#CCCCCC"> this new blood doctor Zozo</font> was becoming more frustrated<font color="#CCCCCC"> over time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was unusual as everyone that had come</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> me always changed in some</font> capacity<font color="#E5E5E5"> soon he would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> realize that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was as useless as<font color="#E5E5E5"> drew and that is what</font> scared me<font color="#E5E5E5"> one afternoon we sat and</font> talked over dinner<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we'd grown closer</font> to each other<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only out of necessity</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he ensured me that he would be here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> step of the way perhaps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ignorance on my part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I were in this together it was only</font> made clearer<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I noticed he too had a</font> weird scar<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the back of his neck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> ignored it<font color="#CCCCCC"> though</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and when Anneliese</font> brought in our dinner trays<font color="#E5E5E5"> I sat across</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with him with my dinner try not to stare</font> at his<font color="#E5E5E5"> skull</font> if I hadn't been a prisoner<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have</font> thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was at the Four Seasons</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dinner was a charred steak with steamed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">vegetables</font> he opened a bottle of<font color="#E5E5E5"> wine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and poured me</font> a glass<font color="#E5E5E5"> of dark red so it's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> also how did</font> you end up here<font color="#E5E5E5"> here anyway I asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Wow</font> that isn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> a very pleasant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> story he said</font> smiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me shaking his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> suppose<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's just I know nothing about you and</font> you know everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> about me doesn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fair I don't even know your name</font> do you have a first name no that's easy <font color="#E5E5E5">it's Charles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> everyone back home used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> call me Charlie for some reason I thought it was a benissa<font color="#CCCCCC"> I smiled I liked Scrooge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began to laugh you should smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Karen I hate it when guys say that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> mean it<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said wiping his mouth well</font> what's wrong with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my face the rest of</font> the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> like oh if you'd smile you be</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shit and guys say I</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to be rude he said</font> seriously<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm just giving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> shit<font color="#E5E5E5"> so tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me how did you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was leaving an ob/gyn conference in</font> Pittsburgh<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my car got a flat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> changing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the tire when a black sedan</font> pulled up offering me<font color="#E5E5E5"> help it was a</font> woman and<font color="#E5E5E5"> her husband they were dressed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like they were going to a fancy dinner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it should have been a clue but I led the</font> husband<font color="#CCCCCC"> help me with getting the jack</font> under the car<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then out of nowhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> feel this sharp<font color="#E5E5E5"> pain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in mine there</font> when I woke<font color="#E5E5E5"> up I was here that was eight</font> years<font color="#CCCCCC"> ago well I learned why I was here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was like you I haven't had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">normal conversation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone let</font> alone a woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> in eight years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I'm</font> used to always talking about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the testing</font> this is<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first time I've told anyone</font> how I came to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I hate</font> thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> about my life on the outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but I don't mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling you he said</font> sadly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just started looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at him and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then suddenly I didn't feel hungry</font> anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't like feeling sorry for</font> him it went against my big escape plan<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> excused myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying I was tired and</font> retreated to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room I changed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around 3:45</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard the door</font> creep open and I could<font color="#CCCCCC"> feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I was lying in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mouth I</font> was lying<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my side which gave me a</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> view of where its location was and</font> I could see it watching me<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the</font> floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> it just stayed in the corner so it</font> seemed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> hours it didn't move at all</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> just sat there i wanted to call for</font> dr. Zozo but<font color="#CCCCCC"> i was too afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to move or</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> make a sound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then slowly and</font> methodically<font color="#CCCCCC"> it creeped closer to my bed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">i was too terrified to move and my</font> breathing began to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> heavier it stood</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly and it appeared to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a man</font> it was large<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">glow-in-the-dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> metallic yellow I'd</font> first seen with the dog<font color="#CCCCCC"> men I heard it</font> snickering and snorting strangely <font color="#E5E5E5">whatever or whomever it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was it was now</font> or never<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned on my bedside lamp</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> to my<font color="#E5E5E5"> astonishment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo</font> he stood wild<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of me his eyes</font> were a strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> yellow-green</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he was</font> just grinning and panting<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up in</font> horror<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then moved to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the bed I found a shoe on the floor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and threw it in his direction hitting</font> him in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> head he shook his head</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly and then looked up at me his</font> face slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to return to normal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there were no more yellow eyes or wicked</font> menacing grin on his face he<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to</font> realize what was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">clearly embarrassed I'm sorry Karen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">please</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lock your door when I leave and</font> make sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a chair in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of</font> your door every<font color="#CCCCCC"> night before bed and do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it now he said running out quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slamming the door behind him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> shaking and then I began to<font color="#E5E5E5"> solve</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> moved a chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then sat down on a small sofa in my room</font> I tried to stay awake as long<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could hear sounds outside my door all</font> night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> banging on my door over</font> and over<font color="#E5E5E5"> as though he or something else</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside that door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to get in it</font> was a long night<font color="#E5E5E5"> but eventually it got</font> quiet I finally found myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> dozing as I</font> stared alador<font color="#E5E5E5"> I awoke later in the</font> morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> and found myself still on the</font> sofa<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't moved an inch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from where</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd sat I'd fallen asleep watching and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waiting for him to try and come back to</font> do<font color="#CCCCCC"> God</font> there was a knock that<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearly set me</font> into hysterics<font color="#E5E5E5"> it didn't matter that</font> every night and day I was surrounded by weird creatures yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to look in dr.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Zozo space</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it scared me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd</font> begun<font color="#CCCCCC"> to trust him I slowly walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the door who is<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> it is<font color="#CCCCCC"> Annalise</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with your breakfast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door and she came in acting</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a usual chipper cells</font> I wondered how<font color="#CCCCCC"> she could be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so happy in</font> a place like<font color="#E5E5E5"> this how could anyone be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happy here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this was the place that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> the monsters were made that haunted your nightmares<font color="#E5E5E5"> all those years people have</font> thought that the park harbored freaks mutants and Bigfoot<font color="#E5E5E5"> well they were no</font> longer<font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy to me and I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought of what the source</font> could be that kept them all here who was this mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> a doctor of spoken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of who</font> was she I thanked<font color="#E5E5E5"> enemies and she left</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I didn't eat I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a long time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">staring off into space</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the true</font> magnitude<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my situation was just</font> hitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> me i sat there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when I heard another knock it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Anneliese again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what could she possibly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want irritated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door what is</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh I'm sorry dr. Zozo wants to</font> see you as<font color="#CCCCCC"> soon as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you can get dressed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was sick to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my stomach</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the last person I wanted to see was</font> dr. Zozo<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hands shook as I stood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and dressed had opened the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go</font> down the hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> to where his office</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> as I had a hundred<font color="#E5E5E5"> times before when I</font> got there the<font color="#CCCCCC"> person I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found was neither</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the doctor</font> nor<font color="#E5E5E5"> that creature he was the night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font> instead I found<font color="#CCCCCC"> a man with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his head in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his hands</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saw me come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> the door he stood up his face<font color="#CCCCCC"> taught me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything I needed to know it was the</font> look of a defeated<font color="#CCCCCC"> man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this has to end</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Karin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this wheel hand now he stated this</font> last part firmly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was final by his</font> tone<font color="#E5E5E5"> my first thought was how is he</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to kill me by the look in his eyes</font> I knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bad was about to happen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what are you gonna do to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I truly</font> feared what this<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor who might do to</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> made</font> his acquaintance<font color="#CCCCCC"> I need you to come with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me and say nothing</font> just follow me I looked at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> too</font> frightened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to even move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now Karen we</font> don't have much time<font color="#CCCCCC"> he screamed at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> went with him<font color="#E5E5E5"> without</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> argument just</font> following down<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hall into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was blocked off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by another</font> dark man creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> he growled at both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I saw its teeth open as it</font> crouched down<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">attack I backed away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then doctors</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">also began to whistle and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hum</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> achoo</font> it tilted its head and seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to calm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the whistling we got past it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">showed a glass door behind us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he led me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to an elevator and when we got in he hit</font> the button<font color="#CCCCCC"> 800 I figured this meant 800</font> floors<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just stared at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> disbelief</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you noticed the strange fearful look on</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> face</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay where are you taking me he just</font> looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the numbers on the elevator</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seven</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eighty seven eight one seven eight</font> two<font color="#CCCCCC"> and up and up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we continue to rise we</font> were up at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the top and the door opened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the middle of the woods</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how was</font> this here<font color="#E5E5E5"> and no one knew about it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt<font color="#CCCCCC"> a vibration from under me is the</font> ground shook from below where we<font color="#CCCCCC"> stopped</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't have much time here just go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> run</font> as fast as your feet will carry you <font color="#E5E5E5">don't worry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about anything keep going</font> and don't look<font color="#E5E5E5"> / what what about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">experiment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> won't they come looking for</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I'll take care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of ants</font> you were never<font color="#CCCCCC"> infected</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you should be</font> fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I swear it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you took out a pen and a piece of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paper</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> his back pockets he wrote down some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">numbers and handed it to me I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down at the paper and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it had random</font> numbers on it<font color="#E5E5E5"> 7 8 11 31 801 what is this</font> if you<font color="#CCCCCC"> run into any trouble at all I</font> want<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to call this number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it will go</font> to someone who will contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> me in case</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of an emergency</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just go Karen and live</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you never deserved any of this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I see that now</font> I saw him holding<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he looked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at me and smiled Thank You</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> charlie</font> I managed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say calling him by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> first name<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the first time ever he</font> ran back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the door and when it shuts</font> there was some sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> camouflage that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">made it look non-existent</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the cold and looked around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was too afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> to question</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any of it so</font> I ran I ran<font color="#E5E5E5"> till I found the main road</font> in town<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no desire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got someplace I felt safe</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> called my friend Andy from a bar phone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> valley district I no longer had</font> any of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> things my car was a piece of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">junk anyhow so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why I didn't worry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Drew's apartment</font> I reached Andy on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first ring it</font> wasn't hard<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get a hold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of him he</font> lived not more than<font color="#E5E5E5"> a mile down the road</font> when he picked me up<font color="#CCCCCC"> we went back to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">place I've made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up some story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that some</font> guy had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been dating had left me stranded</font> at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the park after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a fight in typical</font> Andy fashion he made fun<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the smell of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that hit you hard as soon</font> as you<font color="#E5E5E5"> went in yes you could smell the</font> rotting garbage in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my kitchen among the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> things jeez</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone die in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I pretended not to know what he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talking about I pulled out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the garbage</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> took it outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could see that I</font> had a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do as I looked around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was exactly like the day I'd</font> left<font color="#E5E5E5"> to meet drew for coffee hmm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> certain that so much had<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had lost track</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of time how long had I</font> been gone three months<font color="#E5E5E5"> was it I didn't</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> know anymore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because all the days had began to run</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the next so Jamie wants to get back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I told her I wasn't</font> interested <font color="#E5E5E5">I can't stand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cheetah's I just ignored</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him</font> as I looked around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room he continued</font> babbling<font color="#CCCCCC"> about all the things going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life and well I pretended to</font> listen<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rude</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> right now I needed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone to</font> collect my thoughts<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jamie you say she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always a nice girl I said how absent</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mindedly I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the refrigerator</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> found a beer <font color="#CCCCCC">I handy-dandy one and took one myself I</font> sat<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the bar in my kitchen just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at Andy as he talks nothing felt</font> normal to me anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> did you hit him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> E</font> he finally said<font color="#CCCCCC"> no I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sorry</font> you mean<font color="#E5E5E5"> about Jamie no I asked what was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with your eye my eye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> huh it's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably mascara</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fact I've</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been crying</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> badly it seemed mascara doesn't do</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a person</font> your eye looks<font color="#CCCCCC"> weird do you wear</font> contacts now no what are you talking <font color="#CCCCCC">about I laughed a little and went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> the bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> I turned on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that is when I Soren's</font> my left eye<font color="#CCCCCC"> was silvery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a metallic</font> ball<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> faded in and out between</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gray</font> and silver <font color="#CCCCCC">I stood horrified and didn't move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> long time I just stood looking at myself <font color="#E5E5E5">in the mirror I pulled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down my lower</font> eyelid to see if there was some other explanation no no<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I thought I was</font> free<font color="#E5E5E5"> now no no this wasn't happening so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I told myself my hands shook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> reached into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my back pocket for the</font> piece<font color="#E5E5E5"> of paper</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doctors those who had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">given me in case</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of emergency</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> another thought then<font color="#E5E5E5"> hmm could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I trust</font> him what if he made me go back I never wanted to see the<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> as long as I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alive then I</font> thought long and hard about it he let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go and well that had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mean something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would made the<font color="#CCCCCC"> call when Andy had left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I pretended I knew they was like that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know some part of new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> contact-lens lion</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was out now that I'd forgotten I</font> was wearing them yes it was dumb<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think of another explanation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I could tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't believe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me he</font> ignored it<font color="#CCCCCC"> and stayed until close to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">midnight just talking to me about his</font> girl problems<font color="#E5E5E5"> and telling me random</font> stories that felt I<font color="#E5E5E5"> shouldn't have I'd</font> forgotten how much<font color="#CCCCCC"> Andy talked when he</font> left I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was tired</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I figured me calling the number the</font> doctor had given<font color="#E5E5E5"> me could wait until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">morning I had strange dreams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that night</font> they were mostly about<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo and the</font> creatures that still haunted me even now in my nightmares<font color="#E5E5E5"> I awoke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to birds</font> chirping outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> my window it had been</font> so long<font color="#CCCCCC"> since I'd heard that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound and</font> it was beautiful music to my ears<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I</font> remembered my<font color="#CCCCCC"> eye I got out of bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">went straight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom to see if</font> maybe by some<font color="#CCCCCC"> miracle it had gone back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to normal my hope was dashed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and only</font> replaced with more despair<font color="#E5E5E5"> not only at</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> I changed color to almost a metallic</font> silvery tone<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the skin beneath it had</font> begun<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sink in I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasted no time in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finding that number and I picked up the</font> landline phone I had in my kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> dialed it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was shocked to hear someone</font> answering<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost immediately hello said</font> a woman's voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> yes hello I'm looking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for someone a dr. Charles</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Oh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure</font> if I<font color="#E5E5E5"> have the right line</font> I'm sorry Karen that mother wants you to know he is<font color="#E5E5E5"> no longer with us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and with that the line went dead</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in line at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the local coffee shop</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of the mall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was nearing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the holiday season</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being late November</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and all the crowds were insane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wearing my large sunglasses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling like</font> Audrey Hepburn<font color="#CCCCCC"> in Breakfast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Tiffany's</font> motif<font color="#E5E5E5"> and II was at the game shop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for some game he insisted he had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to buy I decided against my better</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">judgment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell Andy because I knew he</font> was the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> person in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> would believe me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was the most</font> non-judgmental person<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he was the</font> granddaddy of all conspiracy theorists he loves stuff like<font color="#CCCCCC"> the story I told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">all the mystery of it he literally had</font> every episode of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the x-files memorized</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they told me he'd always suspected</font> something was<font color="#E5E5E5"> off about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the real</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tail</font> I stood there<font color="#E5E5E5"> watching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> obnoxious teenage<font color="#CCCCCC"> girls did in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they wore the latest upscale</font> boots and coach<font color="#CCCCCC"> purses</font> one had on an overly<font color="#CCCCCC"> large pink fuzzy</font> sweater jacket and the other adorned a <font color="#E5E5E5">gray North Face coat and heads why is he</font> doing he<font color="#E5E5E5"> hasn't texted me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back yet he</font> said the one wearing the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pink coats hey</font> what can I get you<font color="#CCCCCC"> ask the barista</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the girl in pink<font color="#E5E5E5"> um I want to know</font> what's in the vanilla<font color="#E5E5E5"> latte</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh no don't</font> get that get the<font color="#E5E5E5"> caramel macchiato</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> said the one<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the North Face jacket</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yeah I rolled my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and waited for as</font> long as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could before my patience wore</font> out like what's in the mint mocha that's the one in the pink coat<font color="#E5E5E5"> excuse me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">interrupted throwing $3 on the counter I</font> need a large plain black coffee<font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these two decide</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I turned to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girls who were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both</font> standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> there with their mouths</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gaping</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> latte is just milk with a shot of</font> coffee<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> marker</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> basically hot</font> chocolate with a shot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> coffee and an</font> espresso<font color="#E5E5E5"> is just a shot of coffee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> basically make a gob of coffee and <font color="#E5E5E5">squeeze it into tiny little shot glasses</font> in the same way your brain cells are fitting in<font color="#E5E5E5"> there now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> barista here is the<font color="#E5E5E5"> $3 for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my nan</font> specialty coffee<font color="#E5E5E5"> which I'm sure I'm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">giving you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dollars more than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">overpriced coffee is worth I didn't know</font> if it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the experiments causing my</font> lack of<font color="#E5E5E5"> patience but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a</font> grouchy grandma in the presence of these obnoxious<font color="#E5E5E5"> adolescents the woman hand me</font> a coffee <font color="#E5E5E5">and I walked off I went to a table in</font> the food court<font color="#CCCCCC"> why did I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> agree</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy to the damn mall if only the</font> presence of<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the holiday shoppers</font> would keep me occupied<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead of</font> thinking of my unbearable fate as an experiment by a mad scientist finally <font color="#E5E5E5">Andy came over to where I was sitting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hey sorry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took so long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was this</font> huge line for this game<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know if I</font> didn't get<font color="#E5E5E5"> it for my nephew and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> sister would kill me I shrugged<font color="#CCCCCC"> yeah</font> it's cool I'm in no hurry<font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat there</font> eyeing the girls I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> insulted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and not</font> feeling one bit guilty<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something inside me had switched off any</font> normal emotional feeling was<font color="#CCCCCC"> i depressed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I in shock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was it the experiments</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taking hold of my feelings now by the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">way I didn't care I was just happy not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be locked up anymore I did wander</font> with some sadness<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dr. Sosa</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was okay</font> he may have<font color="#E5E5E5"> been a mad scientist</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but he</font> had been put in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> situation against</font> his will<font color="#CCCCCC"> just like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Drew and myself not</font> to mention what had happened to poor bill<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he was babbling as usual and</font> now the topic<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> conversation was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some Marvel comic book</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he bought at</font> comic-con <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> love Danny and I appreciated him but</font> sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> you would never know he was a</font> 34 year<font color="#E5E5E5"> old man finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the topic of</font> conversation<font color="#CCCCCC"> turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to music and he</font> showed<font color="#E5E5E5"> me an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> article about Marilyn</font> Manson<font color="#E5E5E5"> and how he fired Twiggy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font> stared at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then my mind zoned out</font> to the dog men and their love of music <font color="#E5E5E5">Andy do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you mind if we go now no I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sorry for going on and on I just can't</font> believe the world we live<font color="#CCCCCC"> in I still</font> can't believe what<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened to you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> looked at me and<font color="#CCCCCC"> touch my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hands from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across the table it's okay I'm sure</font> we'll<font color="#E5E5E5"> find a way to fix this we have to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looked at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and in typical</font> Andy fashion smiled at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then we</font> left<font color="#E5E5E5"> them more he went back to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> part of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me just wanted to</font> avoid it<font color="#CCCCCC"> it had all these reminders of</font> the underground<font color="#E5E5E5"> bunker or whatever you</font> want to call it it was scary and I would not<font color="#E5E5E5"> be able to sleep again for a long</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> without seeing dr. Zozo at the foot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my bed in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the way he was the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last</font> night I'd slept<font color="#E5E5E5"> there his eyes were so</font> menacing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and threatening it wasn't the</font> man I'd thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> of as a friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did I</font> consider him my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> was it just</font> Stockholm Syndrome<font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean it could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot worse than if I'd not had a</font> protector<font color="#CCCCCC"> like dr. Zozo he pulled into</font> the parking lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> complex</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already gotten dark</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> how was this even possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">winter was here already with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font> shorter days and<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer darker and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font> menacing nights I hated the dark now<font color="#CCCCCC"> and all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fears</font> it carried with<font color="#CCCCCC"> it I now knew that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> monsters from your<font color="#CCCCCC"> nightmares were real</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forever changed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you see</font> what I've seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> he will never understand</font> the depth of panic<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the nighttime</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">comes here was my little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font> nestled in a small area not<font color="#CCCCCC"> far from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was known as hell town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out of Andy's car after bidding him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">goodbye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then making my way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sidewalk and into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> building I jogged</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stairwell and soon I was in my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment it was the one my ex</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sam had</font> picked out when we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> together</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few years ago he had moved out about a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year ago now</font> well I'd kicked him<font color="#E5E5E5"> out to be more exact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was after another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> argument over money</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and then I discovered he was popping</font> pills again that all his income<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> being used for<font color="#E5E5E5"> his new habits was worse</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> being cheated on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my opinion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to show</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for it except</font> the fights<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the long nights of not</font> knowing<font color="#CCCCCC"> where your partner was he would</font> stay out late at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his new</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> mostly dealers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">till</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 4:00 5:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even 7:00 in the morning</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wasn't always like that at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> least not in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the beginning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally kicked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him out</font> when he failed to come up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> his rent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for the third month in a row and I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">carrying a spark financially I didn't</font> want to live<font color="#CCCCCC"> like my mom had so I kicked</font> him out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and never saw him again</font> a week<font color="#E5E5E5"> later he died in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car crash</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> being so messed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> his car went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over a</font> bridge<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he died on impact</font> looking around now at<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apartments</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the memories both good and bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> left me with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a surreal feeling nothing</font> felt real anymore <font color="#E5E5E5">I look to the pink pillows on my ivory</font> couch<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the clean wooden floor it</font> didn't feel as<font color="#E5E5E5"> though I belonged here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anymore</font> I walked into the bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and as I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to run a hot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bath I passed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the mirror I</font> stopped to<font color="#CCCCCC"> look at myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was so strange to me now the silvery I</font> was striking<font color="#E5E5E5"> and although I tried to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> beneath it I couldn't find</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> I recognized to me the silvery</font> I was more me<font color="#E5E5E5"> than the blue one that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> there before it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I took my bath and</font> nearly fell asleep while in it I managed <font color="#CCCCCC">to get out before I drowned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and found</font> myself sluggishly walking to my<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom</font> when collapsing on my bed falling asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> instantly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something not long after I passed out</font> was he moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> something was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font> sense it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know how I knew but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it just outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> bedroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> window was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this little branch</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tapping at my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> side he didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> perhaps my paranoid<font color="#E5E5E5"> setting and</font> eventually it<font color="#E5E5E5"> would go away but right</font> now I was suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> very thirsty and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needed a drink</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of water as I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">towards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen down the long</font> hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that is when I</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> it in the pitch-black there were red</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I is glowing at me from the living room</font> it was an outline of something<font color="#E5E5E5"> humanoid</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> glowing eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I quickly</font> began to panic<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stepped into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> kitchen grabbing a large butcher's knife <font color="#CCCCCC">creature</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't move an inch he just</font> stayed there in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the corner staring at me</font> just glaring then something strange happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I stood there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness between this creature and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">myself I could read its thoughts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only I</font> quickly learned it could also read mine <font color="#E5E5E5">and it jumped up into the air and landed</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the ceiling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I held up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my knife</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> screamed at it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't give a shit what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you are just get the fuck out of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house if you don't I will cut you from</font> your neck to<font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> torso</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed my</font> front door was wide<font color="#CCCCCC"> open and as I</font> noticed this<font color="#E5E5E5"> it jumped down and ran out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the door</font> I quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned on the light in my</font> kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> and as I did I could hear it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">running or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rolling down the stairs to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the ground floor making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a weird</font> bird-like sound as it went I ran to survey the room to<font color="#E5E5E5"> ensure there</font> were no<font color="#CCCCCC"> other surprises waiting which I</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> matter of seconds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closing and locking the front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font> I stood shaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> unable to steady my hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as it still held tightly to the night I</font> took a deep breath<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked around my</font> apartment <font color="#CCCCCC">I no longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt safe there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore I</font> picked up the new cellular<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mall earlier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and called</font> Andy<font color="#E5E5E5"> he picks up on the first ring</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Andy can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you come get me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment I have to get out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> here shit<font color="#CCCCCC"> yeah on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my way he sounded as</font> panicked as I was and within<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was calling me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the parking lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> grabbed what items I could find<font color="#E5E5E5"> and ran</font> out the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure I locked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it on</font> my way out<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got to the bottom of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the stairs I sped up fearing what could</font> be down<font color="#CCCCCC"> there still waiting for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me I</font> told Andy in detail about the creature <font color="#E5E5E5">and he suggested we go someplace far</font> away<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to drive to ourselves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to Hocking Hills where his grandpa had a</font> cabin<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was isolated and Andy felt that</font> maybe it would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> a great place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hide</font> me whatever<font color="#CCCCCC"> that creature was it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> out to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt as though it was</font> sent<font color="#E5E5E5"> to spy on me in the now two weeks</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or so since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd been out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Helltown</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laboratory</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd had no contact with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything there since that phone call to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">reach dr. Zozo I fell asleep on my way</font> to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> cabin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while Andy drove us when I</font> awoke there was a sunrise<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming up over</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> road we were was glaring in my face</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the car feeling mildly</font> disoriented<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he saw me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and handed me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a thermos with coffee in it I'm always</font> prepared<font color="#CCCCCC"> he laughed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">jeez I bet you're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just loving this</font> little adventure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> love</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to well it's not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like I have anything better to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font> now<font color="#E5E5E5"> he smirked</font> when you go back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work with your dad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to have a normal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">conversation hoping we can start back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> in March<font color="#E5E5E5"> spring and all the weather is</font> better<font color="#E5E5E5"> hey we're here we slowly pulled</font> into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> longest driveway I'd ever been</font> on it was at<font color="#E5E5E5"> least half a mile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long and</font> was surrounded<font color="#E5E5E5"> by woods on either side</font> it was noticeably<font color="#E5E5E5"> darker in between</font> these<font color="#E5E5E5"> trees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we pulled up to the house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a cabin with a giant</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wraparound porch it was much nicer than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'd pictured in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the cabin was</font> newly<font color="#E5E5E5"> built and was large</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fit</font> two families<font color="#E5E5E5"> we usually come here at</font> Christmas<font color="#E5E5E5"> or the fourth of July he said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">helping me out of his car it's gorgeous</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Andy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why did you never invite me here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before I teased</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I honestly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never thought</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it he laughed when we got in the</font> cabin<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apple trinkets</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">all over the kitchen</font> it had a large island made<font color="#E5E5E5"> of oak and it</font> matched the trim<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the walls and</font> cabinets<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was also a large upstairs</font> with an equally large balcony and the living room<font color="#E5E5E5"> had high ceilings with</font> animal<font color="#E5E5E5"> heads on the walls it was your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">typical hunting lodge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jeez</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grams</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rich or something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Andy well he did</font> start the company<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad and I work for</font> he said grabbing a beer it's 7:00<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> morning man<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said laughing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you want one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">freak he asked me pointing at my eye yes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I said dad seriously</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we sat in the</font> living<font color="#E5E5E5"> room watching movies most of the</font> day<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying not to think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the fact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that just hours before my past had</font> returned<font color="#CCCCCC"> to horny that creature was</font> something they'd cooked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the lab</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> it the entire day remained like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this well into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the evening it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just hanging out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of no</font> it was quiet<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we had a little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">barbecue on the grill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just the two of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like we'd done back in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day we sat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drinking beer most of the day and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">filling up on junk food</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before I knew it</font> dusk<font color="#E5E5E5"> had come we went inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lock the</font> doors<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hung</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around watching movies</font> and talking on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> big couch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> stretched around<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> you know it's too bad salmon drew<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> like back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the day we used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> have so much<font color="#CCCCCC"> fun what happened to you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and Sam I cringed not wanting to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it nor did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I really want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to talk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about it</font> Andy<font color="#E5E5E5"> people just grow apart when you two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was so good together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always wondered</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what could have happened to break up the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wonder couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Oh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said it's more</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">complicated than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> I said placing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my beer on the coffee</font> table yeah I know<font color="#CCCCCC"> hey I'm gonna head upstairs</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let me know if you need anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Andy you are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lifesaver</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I meant it I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he winked and turned</font> to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> up the stairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when I heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a large glass window in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living room and a large white curtain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">covenant there was a thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> we looked at each other and then</font> we heard it again the thought again then something sliding down the glass <font color="#E5E5E5">making a squeaky sound</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my goat I felt</font> sweat on my forehead<font color="#CCCCCC"> suddenly as Andy</font> slowly walked toward<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before he reached with the curtain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pull it back there was another thud on</font> the back door we turned toward the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was a little apple patent curtain</font> hanging<font color="#E5E5E5"> on it it was sheer and you could</font> see a figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the other side of it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that appeared to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outline of a</font> woman what the fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he looked at me</font> an isolated cabin in the middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> woods<font color="#CCCCCC"> geez what could go wrong I joked</font> making light of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> realizing all too well<font color="#CCCCCC"> that something</font> was very wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he grabbed a shotgun</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a cabinet loading it he was about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to walk toward the back door when he saw</font> the woman bang her head on the window <font color="#E5E5E5">she hit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it with a hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then hit her</font> head on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the thick glass as she was doing</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was another thud from the</font> large window in the living<font color="#CCCCCC"> room and he</font> yelled towards the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have a gun and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> use it get off my porch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Andy look</font> upstairs there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a large window at the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the stairs with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a cabin and there was</font> thud after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that coming from that window</font> to the sounding thoughts came in unison as<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever or whoever they were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">continued to hit every wall on the</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the cabin I walked back into</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen</font> Andy and I stay<font color="#E5E5E5"> close freeing that one</font> false<font color="#E5E5E5"> move could end in something much</font> worse<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at the back door I saw it</font> then there was an outline of a woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> with long black</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hair</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> hitting the glass over and over</font> until blood spilled out from its skull<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">splash of blood seemed to grow as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> creature<font color="#CCCCCC"> hits again still again the</font> creature didn't seem to stop even though it must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been painful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">amount of blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed from the</font> upstairs window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could get a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> better</font> look at one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these things it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">female creature with black scraggly hair</font> it was wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> a hospital gown was</font> holding on to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> spider-like manner as the dog men when they had walked<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that day</font> when I'd seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> bill it had a scrunched in</font> nose and the skin was charred<font color="#CCCCCC"> as though</font> it had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> set on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fire one time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I stood</font> frozen and then from<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind us on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other side of the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it began this</font> time two creatures<font color="#E5E5E5"> approached the front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door and they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too were in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital gowns</font> of some kind but the same hair and faces <font color="#E5E5E5">this time I got a good look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> you've ever seen the<font color="#E5E5E5"> movie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> The</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Exorcist</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the faces of the demonic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> child the</font> yellow eye is a sickly skin the gross teeth and unnatural<font color="#CCCCCC"> humor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> strength well</font> that's what these creatures resemble the creepiest thing of all they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font> same<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was as though</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they'd been cloned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shit it's getting in and his hands were</font> shaking<font color="#CCCCCC"> as he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stood with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a gun facing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the back door</font> I stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and looks at the window</font> suddenly there<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a small fracture in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the glass</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it slowly traveled up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost in slow motion getting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">larger and larger until the glass gave</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> the glass fell out</font> shattering<font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the kitchen floor the</font> creature stuck its head<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside the newly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">created opening in the door</font> and grin<font color="#E5E5E5"> eerily at the both of us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the glass separating us I knew</font> then and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there it was over and he tried</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> failed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to shoot it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the gun went</font> off it barely<font color="#E5E5E5"> even grazed the creature</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was coming in the door and others</font> were now behind it<font color="#CCCCCC"> i mouthed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the words</font> I'm sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> to Andy as the ghoul began to</font> crawl inside the broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and soon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were going to be upon us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I freaked</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> backing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy and crumbling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the floor I held</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my knees and</font> hid my<font color="#E5E5E5"> face in fear of my own coming</font> death and he was yelling at me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get up</font> and run<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't move I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closed my</font> eyes began to harm [Music] Mandy<font color="#CCCCCC"> screams sent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it so far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the</font> world closed in on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the paralyzing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fear gripped me and I stopped breathing</font> I couldn't even seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> to move even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though</font> everything in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> mind told me to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and run as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fast as my feet would carry</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hear more bumping against the</font> cabin<font color="#E5E5E5"> over and over as though the walls</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to cave in from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vibration</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one of the creatures stopped suddenly as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she slowly put her arm through the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">window of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cabin door unlocking it</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the out the side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she crept in</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> with that Cheshire Cat grin on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her chart and scabbed over faiths her</font> yellow teeth had small points on them <font color="#E5E5E5">she crept closer to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Andy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly she</font> began<font color="#E5E5E5"> to laugh as she slowly walked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">toward the both of us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Andy was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing</font> above<font color="#CCCCCC"> me in some sort of shock of his</font> own<font color="#E5E5E5"> as these creatures were trying to</font> enter<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cabin at every chance they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">could get it reminded me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">infestation of wasps with their hive</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minds all set on one goal to harm us</font> the woman stopped unexpectedly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> tilted her head down at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was still</font> humming<font color="#CCCCCC"> something and stopped smiling as</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> stood there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> realized I was</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing it until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard it it</font> triggered<font color="#E5E5E5"> the others to stop as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> if they were all communicating<font color="#E5E5E5"> with each</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other</font> I looked up at<font color="#E5E5E5"> a fiend standing within</font> six feet<font color="#E5E5E5"> of Andy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my cell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she seemed</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be interest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in what I was doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as if</font> she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly being calmed and that's</font> when I remembered dr. Zozo telling me music become the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dogman creatures</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps it too was something that these</font> creatures will be<font color="#CCCCCC"> calm by I acted</font> quickly and<font color="#E5E5E5"> yell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> - Andy Andy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go turn on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> music or the hell are you talking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ask me questions</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just go do it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now trust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to hum or whistle any tune at all and he</font> seemed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be confused but luckily he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ran</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> his stereo and turned on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">radio</font> at first it was some DJ talking about the weather<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it on Andy</font> he caught my cue and quickly turned the station<font color="#E5E5E5"> some classical music came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on and</font> the creatures stopped in their tracks <font color="#CCCCCC">they seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to calm almost instantly one</font> of them began swaying back<font color="#CCCCCC"> and forth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> other that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was upstairs trying to</font> break into the window on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> second</font> floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> dropped from the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font> at Andy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he looked at me unsure as to</font> what the hell was going<font color="#CCCCCC"> on music calms</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him it was something doctors</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> also taught</font> me we must get out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> here now</font> while we can if that damn<font color="#CCCCCC"> radio stops we</font> are in trouble<font color="#E5E5E5"> where are the keys to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your car I asked him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frantically he</font> reached into<font color="#CCCCCC"> his pockets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grabbed his</font> phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we both seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take deep</font> breaths<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to walk past them</font> before we did<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he grabbed the remote</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the stereo and turned the volume up</font> to max<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> made sense</font> so the creatures outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> could hear the</font> music<font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the most bizarre thing</font> in the world<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were all standing in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">place as though someone had pressed</font> pause on them<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they could not move</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they looked at Andy and we slowly walk</font> past the others that I<font color="#CCCCCC"> notice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were just</font> outside the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> they must</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have been 20</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or 30</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of them and they were all just</font> standing there<font color="#E5E5E5"> we got into Andy's car</font> and sped out of the driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> within</font> minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> we reached the highway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> neither one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us said anything for a</font> long time we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid to move still</font> even though we were no longer<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> immediate danger<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he finally pulled</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a truck stop diner to get gas</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> some coffee</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we entered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the small diner and there was</font> no one<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> there was a sign that<font color="#E5E5E5"> said seat yourself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so we found a booth and sat down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Andy dug into the menu and I just stared</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> space</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure what to say I'd</font> forgotten about my freaky<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye and when</font> the waitress<font color="#CCCCCC"> came over to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> table</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> saw her glance at me and then<font color="#E5E5E5"> roll her</font> eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> hi there my name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> April and I'll</font> be taking<font color="#CCCCCC"> care of you this mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what can</font> I get you<font color="#CCCCCC"> two she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said in a slight</font> southern<font color="#CCCCCC"> accent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two coffees an order of</font> pancakes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and whatever she wants said</font> Andy slightly annoyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked at him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I could see he was pissed off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked up at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the waitress</font> and told her I<font color="#CCCCCC"> only wanted coffee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy</font> are you<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what the fuck what</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened you better hope they're</font> gone by the<font color="#E5E5E5"> time my grandpa goes out</font> there shit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have to call him make a</font> police report<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know I can't do this</font> Karen he got up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> grabbed his cellular</font> phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> and walked away from me I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watched</font> the waitress come over with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the coffee's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she looked at me then looked away as</font> quickly as she could<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was trying to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">make an effort not to stare at me but</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was making herself more obvious as</font> she looked down<font color="#E5E5E5"> avoiding any eye contact</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all you said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your name was April oh</font> yeah honey said the young girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> sure I was at<font color="#E5E5E5"> least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years older than</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was you don't happen to have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> cigarette do you I<font color="#CCCCCC"> hadn't smoked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a decade</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but right</font> now I could use<font color="#CCCCCC"> a shot of bourbon the</font> smoke<font color="#E5E5E5"> badly well I do can you keep this</font> between us though my<font color="#E5E5E5"> boss thinks I</font> stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> smoking he said I was taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font> many smoke breaks<font color="#E5E5E5"> she pulled out a pack</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of menthol cigarettes and her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lighter</font> with a snake<font color="#E5E5E5"> on it she handed me a</font> cigarette<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the lighter make sure I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get this back this is my favorite</font> lighter<font color="#CCCCCC"> I lit up right in the middle of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the diner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even though it was a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> designated no</font> smoking zone<font color="#E5E5E5"> a smile at her got up</font> handed her lighter<font color="#E5E5E5"> and walked outside</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my cup</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coffee I'll be back in</font> five <font color="#E5E5E5">Thanks I said I saw Andy sitting on the</font> sidewalk<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was talking to someone then</font> hung up when I came<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hugged</font> my arms to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was freezing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wearing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only a sweater since we'd left so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly i sat down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the sidewalk of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the diner next to Andy I hand in my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cigarettes</font> he didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> blink an eye as he took it I'm</font> sorry Andy<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew I should have kept</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> all to myself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">No I'm sorry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't mean to snap you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back there it's just I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never been</font> more scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my entire life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">imagine how you must feel I need to go</font> back and he looked at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a second</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> then shook his head I have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to Andy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if there's a way to fix</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I want to see if I can find dr. so so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> need his<font color="#CCCCCC"> help I have no idea what they</font> did to me it wasn't working<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> thought I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> immune</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know you need</font> help<font color="#CCCCCC"> but what if that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is dead I</font> guess<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find out what do I</font> have to<font color="#E5E5E5"> lose at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">oh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no matter where I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go they find me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> need to<font color="#CCCCCC"> find out why I can't live like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this forever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do you know how to find</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that place again</font> he asked yes he was in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods at</font> indigo<font color="#CCCCCC"> lake I want you to take me there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now and he just looked at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and nodded</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">putting out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cigarettes</font> we went back<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the diner and then we</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> ready to go back to where it all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began as we drove we got closer to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">destination</font> I had longed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> forget I had no idea how</font> I knew where<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was but I knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly</font> how<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entrance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> underground<font color="#CCCCCC"> facility I could feel it now</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with everything in my be as we drove</font> closer and closer<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was like a switch</font> it was going off in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> brain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he kept</font> looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me in the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> checking to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see if I was okay we slowly</font> pulled up to indigo lake park and when we pulled in<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see a dim light</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the restroom area he turned off his</font> engine<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I slowly opened the car door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I walked slowly out the short gravel</font> driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I crossed the train</font> tracks the train station<font color="#CCCCCC"> was on my rights and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across from it was the beautiful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lake</font> that used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be a mining quarry it was</font> said there was still<font color="#E5E5E5"> old equipment at</font> the bottom of<font color="#E5E5E5"> that Lake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and just up the</font> road was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> beginnings of the abandoned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hell town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cringed thinking about what</font> was under this beautiful<font color="#E5E5E5"> huh</font> what lingered under the towns<font color="#E5E5E5"> that made</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> hell town was a top security facility</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was led by mad scientists all</font> working for some<font color="#E5E5E5"> she-bitch they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> referred</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the mother I had to find out who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or what she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and why she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was doing</font> this in my naive brain<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really believed</font> in my heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could fix it</font> I turned to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy who was walking behind</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's so pretty at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> moon<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's hard to believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that trail and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beyond those woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lies</font> hell I said<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him you say everything is</font> underground<font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah as far as I could tell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no what's that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he pointed to a red light</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this sky</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> near the moon a plane I said</font> you ever<font color="#CCCCCC"> see a plane that red</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe it's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just the angle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps within seconds the light</font> disappeared<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then we both felt a very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vibration</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moving</font> under<font color="#CCCCCC"> the ground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beneath us I looked at</font> Andy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he looked at me as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what now I grabbed Andy as we ducked</font> into the tall grasses<font color="#E5E5E5"> that grew along</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the size of the lake just as the ripple</font> hit the water the vibration from under the ground got more intense<font color="#CCCCCC"> as a light</font> from beneath<font color="#CCCCCC"> the water glowed I held</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to auntie's arm as we sat looking at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">water it was a bright bright light they</font> began to glow from beneath<font color="#CCCCCC"> the lake and</font> then it<font color="#E5E5E5"> went out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went to stand up but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a sudden change in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">atmosphere around us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no sound</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that we can make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outs and there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> pain in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head and he held on to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ears as though they hands</font> I noticed it<font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the large black shadow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was now taking the place of light</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that had been there only seconds before</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> large was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rising from the</font> water slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and as it did it created</font> only<font color="#E5E5E5"> blackness around it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as it rose</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> the lake came a large cube shaped objects and it<font color="#E5E5E5"> cast a shadow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the</font> both of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us it was roughly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the size of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">medium-sized house he came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and out of</font> the water<font color="#CCCCCC"> and soon it floated over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he just hovered that making not a</font> single sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> nor did it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lights</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we watched it for a good five minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it slowly began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to disappear</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> our very eyes it faded out and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then we could once again see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the moon in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> sky a red light appeared in the sky</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then a second</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one joining we</font> watched as the<font color="#E5E5E5"> lights joined into one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and slowly floated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the forest in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> distance and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he let go of his ears</font> and all was seemingly normal again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it came from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I had no</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doubt it came from where I was going I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looked and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he dead in the eyes and he</font> seemed to understand<font color="#E5E5E5"> are you really</font> gonna<font color="#E5E5E5"> go back in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yes I have</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't want you to go Karen how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would I know if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay I'll make</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find a way I don't want to use</font> our phones<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid they'll</font> track you down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hurt you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said</font> looking up<font color="#E5E5E5"> into his brown eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I swear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if I don't hear from you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a few days</font> I'm calling the police <font color="#CCCCCC">I hugged him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> promised</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to find a way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to reach him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to let him know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked past the lake and gulped as I</font> turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> from Andy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and walked to a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ward</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hell I walked up the hill of the paved</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">path and entered the woods that soon</font> engulfed me it was so dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to</font> concentrate<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my whereabouts to ensure</font> I could find the spot that<font color="#CCCCCC"> doctors</font> already released me from<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a few</font> weeks before it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was as though there was</font> a transmitter<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I seemed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">think about the door that I needed to</font> find and then I could see it<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> mind's<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just knew where it was I</font> had to find the<font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I walked a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yards and I found myself going off a</font> paved<font color="#E5E5E5"> path deeper into the trees there</font> was no longer a path to follow<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font> branches and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> logs of long dead trees</font> gave me a harder path to create for <font color="#CCCCCC">myself I struggled against</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cold as</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> as the search</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the secret</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my fate I had been so tired of being</font> who I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> any of this had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happened to me I guess</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> best thing is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> careful what you wish for I touch</font> my face<font color="#E5E5E5"> and felt sunken in slightly from</font> the diabolical changes going<font color="#E5E5E5"> on inside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">them my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body was now something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> someone's little<font color="#E5E5E5"> experiment I had a hard</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking dr. Zozo had done it</font> purposefully<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me I saw the look in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> eyes that<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning he was scared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lost in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thoughts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then as I tried</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take my mind off what I was doing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's when I felt it</font> it was like the natural<font color="#E5E5E5"> air went out of</font> the woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> that surrounded me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feel a warm invisible spot in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rest of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> area which was cold and<font color="#CCCCCC"> icy from the</font> first snow that day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I approached slowly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the trees began to fade</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from view in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the darkness I could see an exit sign up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here suddenly in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> distance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as though</font> I were looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that elevator</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with the glass</font> doors came into view<font color="#CCCCCC"> I grabbed my phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">prepared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to play music or something in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">case one of those dog men met me at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> end of my elevator journey<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stepped</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">onto a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> concrete platform</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then I</font> could see the facility<font color="#E5E5E5"> is clear as the</font> hands in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of my face a white</font> fluorescent<font color="#E5E5E5"> light came on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as soon as I</font> stepped inside a doorway<font color="#CCCCCC"> just off the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">platform I pushed a button on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">elevator and a door open I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a deep</font> breath<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Now or Never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was a camera on the inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">elevator</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well it didn't look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before something was different about</font> this already it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a new security</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feature and under the camera was a</font> screen<font color="#E5E5E5"> a robotic voice came over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> speaker inside the<font color="#CCCCCC"> enitre</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> please</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">activate it said so completely</font> unemotional<font color="#E5E5E5"> and direct</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know</font> what to do<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I knew within an instant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that the security feature would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cause</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whoever was now in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> charge to be upon me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">within a matter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of seconds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I bent over</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see the screen and if there were any</font> buttons I could pressure<font color="#CCCCCC"> override it's</font> not sure why I thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> that suddenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> had never<font color="#E5E5E5"> been a technical person yet</font> somehow I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to understand this a</font> red laser suddenly came<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and scanned</font> my face he seemed to stop and linger <font color="#CCCCCC">around my left</font> activation<font color="#E5E5E5"> is a go said the strange</font> robotic voice as the elevator closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> its</font> doors on me and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> began to descend into the pits of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hell I wondered what was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the other</font> floors<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I descended to the underground</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and back to the place I had only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> dreamt about in my nightmares<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there was a familiarity about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was bordering on comfortable I</font> knew what to<font color="#CCCCCC"> expect</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even though I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scared to death I had</font> to find out since and maybe even<font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font> dr. Zozo<font color="#CCCCCC"> and see if there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a cure for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whatever was going wrong with me now</font> there was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> jolt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the elevator</font> stopped and the doors<font color="#E5E5E5"> slowly opened</font> there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> already something different</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when the doors opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to that</font> hallway<font color="#CCCCCC"> I become so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> accustomed to I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> see a thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as the lights they once used in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hall</font> were now gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was pitch black</font> slowly steps out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the elevator and all</font> the glass cages were now dark they all had green glowing handles on all the doors<font color="#E5E5E5"> it appeared to be a new</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">security feature as well my heart was</font> beating<font color="#CCCCCC"> so fast as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I walked slowly down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hallway I was hoping to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find someone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that had worked there when I had been</font> held captive<font color="#E5E5E5"> so far there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was no one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I walked down that lonely dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stretch of hallway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I peered up at the</font> glass and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my breath was taken back as</font> one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> those odd creatures stared back</font> at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> from a corner with a glass cell it</font> was in the eyes glowed<font color="#CCCCCC"> like a panther</font> and when it appeared closer to the glass and<font color="#E5E5E5"> put its face into view</font> I nearly fell back in shock<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> gasped he seemed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> realize the familiar</font> voice and put his hand up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the glass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked at his now claw-like hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a</font> long black nails and the hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> around his</font> knuckles black<font color="#E5E5E5"> and long the hair on top of his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now longer - yeah he seemed to</font> whisper<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sent you back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he exclaimed</font> through silvery pointed teeth<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I could</font> now see as he got closer to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> green</font> glow of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door-handle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what did they do</font> to you I asked now seeing his<font color="#E5E5E5"> face he looked</font> like some cat-like<font color="#CCCCCC"> beast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or maybe it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more reptilian I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea to be</font> honest<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there is still time for you</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> why on earth would you come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> he asked with a<font color="#E5E5E5"> growling voice I pulled</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> my phone and turned on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> flashlight feature<font color="#E5E5E5"> located at the bottom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my screen so he could see my face I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">turned it around</font> pointed the light at my face and when he looked at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> it took him a second to</font> realize what was wrong when he<font color="#E5E5E5"> did he</font> looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> upon me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with empathy and then</font> shame Oh Karen<font color="#E5E5E5"> what have I done nothing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I didn't agree to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you I said tears</font> welling up in my eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> I put his hand up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the glass and I put mine up to his</font> never had there been two<font color="#CCCCCC"> people so</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and yet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now so</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same because of</font> circumstance<font color="#E5E5E5"> never had I ever wanted to</font> touch someone so badly<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this glass was like the Great Wall of</font> China<font color="#CCCCCC"> we stared at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each other for a long</font> moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> and his eyes were still the</font> doctor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had become so familiar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all those months his eyes glowed in the</font> dark now<font color="#CCCCCC"> but they were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> has to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be a way to fix this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can you help</font> me <font color="#CCCCCC">Oh Karen you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> should never come back</font> they will kill you it's a chance I have to<font color="#CCCCCC"> take I need answers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who is the mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">can I find her can she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> he looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> past me and then at me Karen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a tall man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> others behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and they were coming my</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole light came on and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then the</font> tallest of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> three I could see was a</font> doctor<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had red hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and light brown</font> eyes he had an evil glare in his<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes as he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> approaching me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grabber tranquilized that one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he will be</font> upset<font color="#CCCCCC"> when she's taken and we don't need</font> his outbursts again<font color="#E5E5E5"> last</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time he nearly</font> broke the glass how are you<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked</font> I could see<font color="#CCCCCC"> doctor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Zozo noticeably</font> agitated and pacing back and forth<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking of how to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost read his mind his cat-like</font> reflexes became even more<font color="#E5E5E5"> obvious when</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he jumped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ground all the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> to the bunk bed in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his cell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't</font> noticed how tall the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cage cells were I</font> watched in disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> as he then jumped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">toward the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the glass</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">everything in him and he cracked the man</font> with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> red hair laughed and the two</font> men shot at<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo causing him to fall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with a loud thud is he dead</font> I asked in a panic<font color="#E5E5E5"> no he'll</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be asleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said the man with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the red</font> hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> then he said I'm back to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> glass</font> cage and yelled yeah that's right<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> I've got<font color="#CCCCCC"> something you want mer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to play</font> nice next<font color="#E5E5E5"> time or no toys for you to</font> play<font color="#E5E5E5"> with he laughed wickedly who are</font> you I asked looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> up at him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm dr.</font> Randall<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm the new doctor in charge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after this loser screwed everything up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he wasn't supposed to let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but he</font> did because he's weak<font color="#E5E5E5"> and apparently</font> took a liking to you <font color="#CCCCCC">I guess</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eight years with no play will do</font> that to a person<font color="#CCCCCC"> if you know what I mean</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> winked at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laughing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as though he</font> were the funniest person in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> world I</font> looked at dr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Randall he was young</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> young<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was very much on empathetic</font> within seconds one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the two men</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> realized<font color="#E5E5E5"> where his henchmen shot me with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a needle before I could run I was slowly</font> becoming<font color="#E5E5E5"> unconscious the lights in the</font> room spun around and<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> becoming so dizzy and then<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing just</font> black to the authorized men of science<font color="#E5E5E5"> be that</font> which<font color="#CCCCCC"> belongs to science</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> world to the</font> child who believes himself wiser than his parents to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man who acknowledges</font> no masters to that dreamer who thinks <font color="#E5E5E5">and prays by himself life is a universal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">communion and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in such communion do we</font> find<font color="#E5E5E5"> immortality he who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> isolates himself</font> is given over<font color="#CCCCCC"> to death</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thereby and an</font> eternity<font color="#E5E5E5"> of isolation would be eternal</font> death by<font color="#E5E5E5"> awoke strapped to a table naked</font> and my head was killing me there was only a sheet covering<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> ripped through my bones like a</font> razor blade<font color="#E5E5E5"> it felt like I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was in a</font> freezer<font color="#E5E5E5"> being preserved like frozen meat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just waiting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be thought my legs and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arms were strapped to a metal</font> examination table<font color="#E5E5E5"> and deep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down I knew</font> I'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> reached my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end game sudden fear</font> gripped me that I had made<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> die a</font> mistake coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> what Dora<font color="#CCCCCC"> died opened to invite this</font> into my life<font color="#E5E5E5"> what an earth was I</font> thinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I now knew I was in the hands</font> of pure evil<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could feel him behind me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I sensed there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone in the room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with me</font> when I<font color="#CCCCCC"> turn my head</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the direction</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could sense him</font> dr. Randall<font color="#E5E5E5"> stood behind me just</font> watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> me his bedside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> manner was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> far removed<font color="#E5E5E5"> from dr. Zozo and I could</font> feel<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ice in his veins</font> I just trembled there suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> realizing</font> it was getting colder by<font color="#CCCCCC"> the second</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> heard him move in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he</font> injected me<font color="#CCCCCC"> with something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it burned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I became instantly nauseated they're my</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> pants</font> soon the pain will subside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moaned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feeling so ill that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't move my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was spinning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my body began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> ache<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could suddenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feel my hands</font> shaking<font color="#CCCCCC"> as though they had a mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">their own I began having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I could</font> only guess must have been a seizure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt my<font color="#CCCCCC"> body disappear beneath</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> eyes rolled<font color="#CCCCCC"> back in my head I began to</font> tingle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and feel the loss of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feelings</font> slowly move over my body it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was barely</font> noticeable<font color="#E5E5E5"> at first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feel</font> burning<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my abdomen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I heard him laugh at me instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">helping me are reaching out to see if I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he seemed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take sick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pleasure</font> in watching me suffer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just laid there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after feeling weak and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wishing I could</font> die<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pain from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my abdomen went down</font> my lower back to my legs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he came</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and directed a small flashlight</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it burned my retinas and I</font> couldn't blink<font color="#E5E5E5"> my biggest fear was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he had cut off my eyelids because I</font> couldn't seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> to feel the skin above my</font> eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized he had my lids pinned</font> back so that I couldn't close<font color="#CCCCCC"> my eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the desire to blink was gone because</font> whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had given me stopped any</font> feeling in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes I slowly began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> realize after<font color="#E5E5E5"> the painful sensation</font> I was now paralyzed<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over my body</font> I thought perhaps I was dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I was</font> seeing myself being given an autopsy <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately I was still alive as I</font> heard rubber gloves being put on with a squeaky elasticity<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the movement of</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> undoing the buckles around my ankle</font> he moved toward the bottom<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the table</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and put my legs in stirrups</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to</font> breathe and<font color="#E5E5E5"> pant in fear of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come next</font> he began to<font color="#E5E5E5"> examine me humiliated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font> laid<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was limp as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> felt the</font> pressure<font color="#E5E5E5"> of him using</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his hands to</font> examine the inner parts<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my body</font> he was so matter-of-fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was being done to an animal I</font> fought off the urge to<font color="#E5E5E5"> cry not that I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have felt the tears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running from</font> my face anyway it looks<font color="#CCCCCC"> like you have</font> never had any<font color="#CCCCCC"> children and that may be</font> an issue<font color="#E5E5E5"> first-time mothers always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had a</font> hard time<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's face it let's face it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the babies you will have will be like no</font> human<font color="#E5E5E5"> child</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laughed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to himself and then stood</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the top of me he came very close to</font> peering into my face he was so close I could smell<font color="#E5E5E5"> his bad aftershave at least</font> you're<font color="#CCCCCC"> good-looking that always makes it</font> easier on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mate it is nature after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all no one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wants to fuck an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ugly girl he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">treated me like I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a piece</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of garbage</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he didn't care one ounce what happened</font> to me I'd been scared before but<font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font> this man<font color="#E5E5E5"> touched me I felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like I was</font> being assaulted he didn't care at me or my well-being <font color="#CCCCCC">ah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there we are look you're almost ready</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for him now the way you were changing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you'll be ready physically at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> least the</font> sudden feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> began to come back to me</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could feel my legs heavy and my</font> mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> is it just drooped opened suddenly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">becoming wet with saliva</font> he pulled the pins from<font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes without</font> any warning screamed he pulled down<font color="#E5E5E5"> the sheet that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was over the top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and just stared at me then without</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> any</font> rhyme or reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> he put his head on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">chest I swallowed hard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tensing up my</font> arms were still strapped down beside<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as I took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in short breaths my eyes was</font> sucked<font color="#CCCCCC"> dry as tears began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to slowly well</font> up in them you<font color="#E5E5E5"> have a healthy heart</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> beet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">carrot that will be efficient</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when you</font> have to run for<font color="#E5E5E5"> your whole life I just</font> looked at him in disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> and when he</font> noticed he smiled and patted my cheek <font color="#E5E5E5">that stupid glove still on that he'd</font> used to examine<font color="#CCCCCC"> me yes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you will run they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like the chase</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when they want to mate</font> leaning up away<font color="#E5E5E5"> from me pulling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off his</font> rubber gloves<font color="#E5E5E5"> he undid the straps my</font> arms were in and pushed my legs together <font color="#E5E5E5">putting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sheet back over me</font> do you like<font color="#E5E5E5"> games</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen I love games</font> especially Marco Polo<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was always my</font> favorite he laughed<font color="#E5E5E5"> giddily</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> respond<font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my lips couldn't move</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and my body was still weak my head felt</font> like it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explode suddenly</font> and my teeth hurt<font color="#E5E5E5"> he pushed me up</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> from where I laid causing even</font> more dizziness<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can tell by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the look on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your face that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there is a good</font> possibility you have he<font color="#CCCCCC"> threw a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hospital</font> gown at me to put<font color="#E5E5E5"> on he walked over to a</font> screen on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I could only</font> guess was a hospital chart of some<font color="#CCCCCC"> kind</font> then I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> a woman screaming from</font> another room near<font color="#E5E5E5"> my oh goody another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> being born<font color="#E5E5E5"> my little shadows that's what</font> I call them<font color="#CCCCCC"> you know they're mine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I make them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he walked out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly leaving me alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to cry</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I clung to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital gown</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> fresh hell was this how<font color="#CCCCCC"> many were there</font> here in the same position I<font color="#CCCCCC"> was in I</font> tried to get up from the table<font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the cold hard floor and that's when I</font> saw it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my fingernails were very long and</font> black<font color="#CCCCCC"> claws almost what had he given me</font> I knew something was changing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in me and</font> I felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> so much despair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> suddenly I</font> managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stand up and put my gown on</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as the door opened I backed</font> up and into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> examination table</font> I was scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Annalise she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> timidly walked toward me</font> with a look<font color="#E5E5E5"> of concern</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> ok</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she asked me what do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> snapped<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm sorry about dr. Rendell he</font> can be a little crass<font color="#E5E5E5"> why are you here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> mean why are you<font color="#E5E5E5"> in this place what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> did</font> you do to deserve<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked</font> her still holding my gown against<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> skin trying to unsuccessfully cover my nakedness<font color="#E5E5E5"> and shame look I know that</font> this may seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> hard to understand but not</font> all of<font color="#CCCCCC"> us are here against our will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> of us are just<font color="#E5E5E5"> grateful for not being in</font> the place we came here I can help people <font color="#CCCCCC">like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you in the real world</font> I'd be the queen<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heroin exactly like</font> I was before<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother found me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">your special carrot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or you wouldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here</font> she chose you<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a reason who the hell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Anneliese came over and helped me</font> put on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my gown gently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then put a</font> robe around<font color="#E5E5E5"> me you'll meet her soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> once</font> you've passed the<font color="#E5E5E5"> test</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she knew you</font> would be back<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know she said simply</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> low it didn't matter she was telling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me something devastating what do you</font> mean doctors<font color="#CCCCCC"> also didn't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but they put</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something in the injections that would</font> make it work<font color="#CCCCCC"> even he didn't know it he</font> would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> stopped it and he's a purist</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he likes things to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and so that</font> is why he's in the situation he is<font color="#E5E5E5"> in he</font> asked about<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> I told him you<font color="#CCCCCC"> were in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> good hands</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> far from<font color="#CCCCCC"> being in good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hands</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> realized I quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> had been betrayed by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Anneliese as well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had no more friends</font> here now I thought as I looked down<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the floor slowly moving my eyes up to my</font> blue feet and legs<font color="#E5E5E5"> my toenails were</font> faded yellow black<font color="#E5E5E5"> and blue as if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they've been hit with a hammer</font> I used to once take such good care of <font color="#E5E5E5">them with pink nail polish already in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> summer time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a zombie something was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font> with my face<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I didn't want to see</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was the curiosity was driving me</font> insane <font color="#E5E5E5">and so I looked at my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reflection in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">glass that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> surrounded the examination</font> room I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in</font> my hair was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> only thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> resembled my former<font color="#E5E5E5"> self</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I cried inwardly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I saw my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> skin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font> body<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was thinner than I was used</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> and my once full cheeks were<font color="#CCCCCC"> boney and</font> sunken I was taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a new wing of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> underground lab<font color="#CCCCCC"> Annalise took care to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ensure I was made to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> comfortable but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the room was cold and very Hospital like</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't the same room I'd been in</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> and part of me longed to be back</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> where I felt safer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I laid down and</font> cried myself to sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dreams of him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night I could never see his</font> face but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew some form of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Beast</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I always felt those teeth inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my</font> neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the claws inside my back the</font> cutting of flesh in a<font color="#E5E5E5"> mating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dance of</font> some sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pain didn't bother me in</font> those moments<font color="#CCCCCC"> either</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then the cold</font> harsh reality of<font color="#CCCCCC"> who I had become always</font> woke me <font color="#CCCCCC">I saw eyes looking back at my own yellow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and black</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tears I woke in a</font> sweat and then the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> opened just as I</font> thought incredibly sick to my stomach <font color="#E5E5E5">dr. Randall was coming in I wanted to</font> run<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before he reached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me he</font> approached me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and whipped off my blanket</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was blood on the mattress</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font> clue why not good you her ready<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said</font> smiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a tour nurse wearing a</font> black uniform<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind him and he wore a</font> black<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor coat ready for what I asked</font> in a panic<font color="#CCCCCC"> the game's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no get up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was led against</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my will to a room with</font> the cube-shaped box<font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood watching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> lit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up light blue as I walked into</font> the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was some sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laboratory</font> with high walls made of<font color="#E5E5E5"> glass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and there</font> was strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> equipment that reminded me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a science</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fiction movie he opened one</font> side of the black<font color="#E5E5E5"> cube with the blue</font> illuminating light<font color="#E5E5E5"> and shoved me in</font> slamming the door to the opening<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> now crouched in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a three by three foot</font> shaped box<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slam my hands on</font> the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it wouldn't open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell the</font> air began to leave my lungs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and now no</font> matter<font color="#E5E5E5"> how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hard I tried I could not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> that door<font color="#CCCCCC"> open you can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open the box</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Karen if you have the will to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> live his</font> voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> came into a tiny speaker inside</font> the box you<font color="#CCCCCC"> have to use your mind and</font> knocked on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time with</font> my fists<font color="#CCCCCC"> and still nothing I heard his</font> menacing laughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> taunting me as I tried</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kicking it as well my fingers were soon</font> bloody<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the air was going out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> lungs quite quickly from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the panic I</font> felt as though I were<font color="#E5E5E5"> being buried alive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you bastard let me out he laughed again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have the dreams began yet</font> I paused then how did<font color="#E5E5E5"> he know no they</font> are quite natural I can<font color="#CCCCCC"> assure you if</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't have the scent and the desire</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> mate you will be of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no use</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to any of</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they will kill you ripping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> piece<font color="#CCCCCC"> by piece I started to cry again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and then I closed my eyes when I did</font> something in my brain clicked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> know if it was desire or ability<font color="#E5E5E5"> or both</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> suddenly I could now see how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> box</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> although I had no idea how I</font> knew what it was I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do I</font> concentrated on the particles<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> door and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> seam that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> locked it shots</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could envision it undoing the very</font> molecules<font color="#CCCCCC"> that held it together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font> bang<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door flew open from where I was</font> I crawled out as fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I could and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then two men grabbed me let me go I</font> think<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a break</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you can let</font> her go good work<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said chuckling and</font> then<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking out of the room the tour</font> nurse led me out of the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and back</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my own bedding had been changed and</font> there was a fresh gown on the bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> I could go to the bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> she forcibly put</font> me in a shower<font color="#E5E5E5"> shutting the shower door</font> behind me I wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure if there was about to be</font> another<font color="#CCCCCC"> test but then I felt the steamy</font> warmth of the shower<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I closed my</font> eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as I was enjoying it</font> she shut it off and then took me out of <font color="#CCCCCC">it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drying my hair roughly and pushing me</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed nodding for me to put on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she took my dirty things with her</font> she shut and locked the door behind her on her way<font color="#CCCCCC"> out I heard it then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a voice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so gentle and wore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jaren me strong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is only temporary I had no clue where it</font> was coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said on my bed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I saw a strange blue orb</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come into view</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it flew above</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my head and danced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font> it reminded me<font color="#E5E5E5"> of when a child blows</font> bubbles and the bubble floats up into the air<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then forced the ground and</font> pops<font color="#E5E5E5"> the blue orb flew into the wall</font> behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and disappeared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was stunned</font> by its beauty<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though it seemed</font> unreal<font color="#CCCCCC"> like so many</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happening around here I leaned back and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fell back to sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worn out and physically</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tired</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw him</font> again this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls were caving in</font> around us and even though we<font color="#E5E5E5"> were still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in an</font> embrace<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pain that was about to</font> happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the floor didn't seem to</font> matter it had to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it is when I was told</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> the greater good I woke again in a</font> sweat<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had only a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few moments to</font> collect my thoughts before<font color="#E5E5E5"> the evil</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">red-haired dr. Randall came in to fetch</font> me how did he always<font color="#E5E5E5"> seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to know when</font> I'd had one of those dreams<font color="#E5E5E5"> he seemed to</font> arrive almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately following my</font> waking up he came<font color="#E5E5E5"> in and sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my bed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> chance to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> they put his freckly hand on my<font color="#E5E5E5"> leg</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began to rub it Karen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think today you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shall learn to swim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now it is crucial</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you pass these tests</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he smiled his slimy</font> smile at me and even though he was so young maybe in his mid to<font color="#CCCCCC"> late</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> twenties</font> he scared the hell out of me after <font color="#CCCCCC">everything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd seen and experienced he</font> was the only monster that I was afraid <font color="#E5E5E5">of get up Karen let's go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stood shaking</font> unsure as what to do with myself he took a hold of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> arm with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his large</font> hand and<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I knew it I was being</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> to another laboratory this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one had</font> a giant<font color="#CCCCCC"> swimming pool in it I felt my</font> hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> sweat and my stomach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> churned as I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quickly what plans he had</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me floating above the large indoor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Olympic sized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pool</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was another cube his</font> two henchmen<font color="#E5E5E5"> Tweedledee and Tweedledum</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd nicknamed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them in my head stood</font> like robots<font color="#E5E5E5"> each with one of my arms in</font> their muscular hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> they pushed me to</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> edge of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the pool and then there was</font> a slight loosening on my grip as one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> them pushed a button to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bring the cube</font> closer to me there was no step instead they undid<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door to the cube</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and pick</font> me up<font color="#E5E5E5"> tossing me inside of it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> lowering it slowly down <font color="#CCCCCC">mmm-hmm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sink or swim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font> I heard the doctors menacing laughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> took<font color="#CCCCCC"> a deep breath</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> human</font> beings<font color="#CCCCCC"> kill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live up to three minutes or</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any air</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yet</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> superhumans</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is that what they</font> were<font color="#CCCCCC"> making me into and you I could do</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I concentrated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I close my eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I'd done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before and tried not to care</font> that the water was quickly rising to my chin<font color="#E5E5E5"> something was different about this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">test however and I knew then my gifts or</font> whatever they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> would not work this</font> time oh come on<font color="#CCCCCC"> rabbit you can do it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sink</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I can see another gorgeous latina lady</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that would make a beautiful substitute</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">within seconds my entire hair was</font> covered with<font color="#CCCCCC"> water</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the only bonus of my entire had been</font> covered<font color="#CCCCCC"> with water</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is that I couldn't</font> hear his annoying voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had only one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought besides impending doom of death</font> how did he know about my friend from work<font color="#E5E5E5"> Louisa</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she and I had worked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> same law firm<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Cleveland</font> she was the personal assistant<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> head attorney and I was the data entry clerk<font color="#E5E5E5"> that is before I became a lab rat</font> I would never let<font color="#CCCCCC"> him go to her so I had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to think of a way to escape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and do it</font> fast <font color="#CCCCCC">what a cover</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my ears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth as</font> darkness settled<font color="#CCCCCC"> all around me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and for a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">split second I welcome death only death</font> meant<font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> death</font> I knew then they would not stop<font color="#CCCCCC"> until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they finish what they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> plant I became</font> calm suddenly as though I could somehow meditate<font color="#E5E5E5"> finding a sword of Zen I</font> imagined<font color="#E5E5E5"> air coming into the cube and I</font> saw it in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind's eye causing it to</font> blow apart<font color="#E5E5E5"> like an air balloon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would soon pop</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard the screeching of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the air</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">entering the cube and then it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bursts</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just as I did envisioned it in my mind's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eye</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kicked the bottom beneath me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> pushed myself to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> top of the deep</font> pool<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I reached the top my lungs</font> filled up with<font color="#CCCCCC"> oxygen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I so desperately</font> craved<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearly passing out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Tweedledee and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Tweedledum jumped in to fetch me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw</font> dr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Randall come over and reach his hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to pull me out of the pool I pushed</font> it away<font color="#E5E5E5"> using all my strength to pull</font> myself out he just stooped down<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get a good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look</font> at me he nodded and gave me a wink<font color="#E5E5E5"> good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rabbit are you wet because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pool</font> are you just happy to see<font color="#CCCCCC"> me he laughed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go fuck yourself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Pig I like your</font> enthusiasm<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone else will to</font> take<font color="#E5E5E5"> her to the cage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I scouted him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> didn't care where he decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was determined to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fight if I had to</font> what more was that<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> test</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd passed</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> all Tweedledee and Tweedledum led</font> me to a large glass cage with a divider <font color="#E5E5E5">in it on the other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whore a creature</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh well I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure it was crouched in the corner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and was missing nearly all his hair with</font> a long Frankenstein monstrous scar <font color="#E5E5E5">running</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along the left side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of his scalp</font> was this<font color="#E5E5E5"> another scare tactic well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would show them<font color="#E5E5E5"> what was one more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> booby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">man it was Tweedledum that pushed me</font> into the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> with brute force and a</font> smile he had on his stupid<font color="#E5E5E5"> mouth made me</font> spit<font color="#E5E5E5"> into his face he didn't like that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and hit me across the face</font> I fell to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cold hard tiled floor it</font> was lined with<font color="#CCCCCC"> white sand black tiles</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a chessboard blood fell from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> hitting the white of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the tile</font> and he looked so revved<font color="#E5E5E5"> I realized I had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sharper incisors like a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vampire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happen how did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I not notice</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at him with a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would murder if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> given</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> opportunity I started to envision</font> him catching on fire<font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> would spontaneously<font color="#CCCCCC"> combust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he noticed a</font> blister on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the top of his hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> immediately backed out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room as</font> soon as he did<font color="#E5E5E5"> my powers were useless</font> dr. Randall came over to the glass window<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rabbits he shook his finger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at me now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I make my mother proud why did</font> he say hello to your<font color="#E5E5E5"> new friend rolling</font> my eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the glass he was facing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't move as though he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> full-blown catatonic dr. Randall</font> left me alone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then the lights in the</font> room dimmed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and besides the man on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the divider</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the darkness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and sat on my</font> twin<font color="#CCCCCC"> bed that they'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> furnished me with</font> out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> boredom I looked up at the man</font> what was<font color="#E5E5E5"> his deal hey you I yelled</font> he didn't respond<font color="#CCCCCC"> he just stood there in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the corner with his back to me hey man</font> what's your<font color="#E5E5E5"> deal what creature of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night are you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dog man Panther man lizard</font> man<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to laugh it was so</font> ridiculous I went to the corner where<font color="#CCCCCC"> there was a</font> toilet<font color="#CCCCCC"> realizing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nature was calling me</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I sat there I looked over to the man</font> who was still just<font color="#E5E5E5"> standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there when I</font> finished my<font color="#E5E5E5"> business</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cleaned off and</font> stood up walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer to the man from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my side of the divided glass</font> there were holes<font color="#E5E5E5"> in it so I knew he</font> could hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> me he still didn't move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> gave up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and went to lie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> lying<font color="#CCCCCC"> there just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up at the</font> ceiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt him then</font> the man turned towards me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and finally I</font> noticed he had<font color="#E5E5E5"> yellow black eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cat the rest of his face was normal</font> except he too had large in sizes<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> were vampiric in nature<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then shook his head oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> will you learn<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen I looked over</font> annoyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then hope rose in my soul it</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> doctors oh so well I live and</font> breathe<font color="#CCCCCC"> Charlie so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so i sat up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> walked over<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the glass to get a good</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look at him if only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you would have</font> stayed away he said looking wounded<font color="#E5E5E5"> how</font> could I my<font color="#E5E5E5"> glows like metal I was hoping you</font> could fix this I see now that<font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> case he stepped closer to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> his face</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> the same except now he had no hair</font> and his eyes were like<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nocturnal</font> creature<font color="#E5E5E5"> are you okay I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> see you hurting<font color="#CCCCCC"> he said and he's</font> typically overly concerned<font color="#CCCCCC"> toe</font> I think it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> obvious at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point I can</font> take care of myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jesus man you don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like shit</font> I said astonished at how bad he looked as his face got closer to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> glass what</font> had they<font color="#CCCCCC"> done to him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hmm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I will take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that as a compliment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Thanks</font> he managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to smile I mean you look like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just gave you a lobotomy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what did</font> they inject us with do<font color="#E5E5E5"> you know I had so</font> many questions<font color="#CCCCCC"> I believe they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> become<font color="#E5E5E5"> stronger for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the final step</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it is</font> the only way<font color="#CCCCCC"> she will know that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> endgame</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so to speak I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> get it why did they stick you in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here with me oh you are top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> readin arrow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Karen if you work for her tell me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> aren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> that naive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why do you think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> locked you in here with me he<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to laugh</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">embarrassed isn't it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a little hard</font> considering<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's a large sheet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> glass between us I laughed nervously it's okay Karen it's not at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> top of my list of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things to</font> do her<font color="#E5E5E5"> right now he said rolling his</font> eyes at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think if we work together</font> we could get out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> here in one piece</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're right but why would they think</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> would happen anyhow the injections</font> can make you a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little what is the word I</font> am looking for here charged<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's okay</font> you can say<font color="#E5E5E5"> horny</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to crack up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Oh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in all seriousness do you have any idea</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if there's a cure for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what they've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> done</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> us yes I believe there is you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to</font> get through mother to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you though</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> is a large area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> beneath</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where we</font> are<font color="#E5E5E5"> that as a room made of all blue</font> lights<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have seen it only once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">can get in there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you have a better</font> chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> of finding it where it is from</font> there I cannot say for<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure in the</font> meantime dinner has arrived<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a short</font> heavy woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> that came up to the glass</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wheeling a large cart with two dinner</font> trays on it<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sort of stew and</font> bottled water <font color="#CCCCCC">how nice of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them to give us the four</font> start treatment<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we were now living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> cages<font color="#CCCCCC"> like the animals they turned us</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> I took my bowl and sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my bed</font> the woman soon left<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I looked at this</font> Jew<font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even eat it I was</font> realizing<font color="#E5E5E5"> how hungry I now was and I</font> looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> over to dr. Zozo</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who was</font> devouring<font color="#E5E5E5"> it like a beast</font> I watched him licking<font color="#E5E5E5"> it up like some</font> sort of dog<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then he threw the bowl</font> down on the ground <font color="#E5E5E5">he looked up at me as I just watched him</font> in astonishment<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had soup on his face</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and as he wiped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it off his chin licking</font> it off his<font color="#E5E5E5"> hands he looked over at me</font> better eat up you will need your strength<font color="#E5E5E5"> what's in it</font> I asked looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the mystery meat in</font> my food who cares<font color="#CCCCCC"> just don't think about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font> eat I ate it slowly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and sipped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> water<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was provided and then got</font> extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> tired</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then laid down I</font> felt better<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I wasn't alone</font> anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> having him here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even if it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the glass</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> great comfort to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked up at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ceiling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I realized they were</font> acclimating us to each other<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> betta</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fish</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was in college I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> used to</font> have a friend that<font color="#E5E5E5"> would breed betta</font> fish one thing you learn is<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's a mate</font> them you must place the male and female <font color="#CCCCCC">in bowl side-by-side after a time the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">excitement will grow and the male will</font> sometimes jump from<font color="#E5E5E5"> one side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bowl</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to where the female is to fertilize the</font> eggs she lays if I was right<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what they were doing to us</font> are you asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an hour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or so no I can't sleep either well you</font> want to play word games<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laughed</font> what do you have in<font color="#CCCCCC"> mind I have no idea</font> I spy<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe sure</font> you first I Spy something<font color="#E5E5E5"> yellow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font> easy<font color="#CCCCCC"> your eyes damn you are good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> chuckled<font color="#CCCCCC"> ok my turn I Spy something</font> white<font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls no guess again your hair</font> he laughed <font color="#E5E5E5">no my home I'm picturing it now in my</font> mind's eye<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just want to go home</font> I'm done<font color="#E5E5E5"> playing these games</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I regret</font> ever meeting<font color="#CCCCCC"> drew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never be in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> mess the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing I guess is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> met you you've<font color="#CCCCCC"> been a good friend to me</font> I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> beginning to cry he sat up in his</font> bed and<font color="#CCCCCC"> walked over to where I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sitting he came over to the glass and</font> put<font color="#CCCCCC"> his hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen you will find a way</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know you will me what</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about you I'll make my way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I always do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> turned away from him<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bed and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> began to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sob I just wanted to go home it was like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something was breaking me in half there</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> so much I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> longed still to do in my</font> young life<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this was not it if I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closed my eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tried to sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I woke</font> up in a sweat<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could feel him his eyes</font> were on mine and there was something<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> air</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> electricity I was afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look at him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in this moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he scared me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my car</font> he uprooted<font color="#E5E5E5"> my very being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was hard to</font> fight what was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> glass cracked<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I could stop it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> the room seemed to devour the both of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> arms before I could stop it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were no longer in control</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> ourselves<font color="#CCCCCC"> whatever they had given</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caused an animalistic need that went</font> beyond basic attraction <font color="#E5E5E5">I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> felt his arms around me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blacked out when I awoke from the fever</font> pitch of the moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> evidence of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> crime we committed</font> against each other<font color="#E5E5E5"> was all around me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walls had cracks in them and there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">glass covering the floor the amount of</font> blood was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the most alarming thing about</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was naked except for the blood that</font> covered me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and in the corner</font> lay a man<font color="#E5E5E5"> possibly dead at least I</font> thought he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was what I approached him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was too afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> to touch as he had gashes</font> all over his body<font color="#E5E5E5"> and glass in the</font> bottom<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I look for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to wrap myself in I grabbed a sheet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and put it around me I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sore all over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I crouched</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over him</font> he was still<font color="#CCCCCC"> breathing thank God I put</font> my hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> over my mouth in a panic</font> I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> fast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paced footsteps coming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the cage was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open just a bit and I wondered if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> the result of our actions<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want</font> to leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo there on the ground</font> possibly susceptible to elements<font color="#E5E5E5"> of this</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> but in that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment I had no choice</font> I looked at his<font color="#CCCCCC"> face and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his eyes were</font> closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> they stroked his head I'm so</font> sorry<font color="#CCCCCC"> I must find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a way to fix this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">please</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> forgive</font> I kissed his forehead<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ran from the</font> room my<font color="#CCCCCC"> heart broke for him and all that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he had endured I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had to find the cure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and a way to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stop these madmen when I</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the end of the hall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font> behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> bloody footprints covered the</font> hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I knew no matter where I went</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they would find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I took</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off my sheet</font> and wiped my feet clean<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> clean off<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so they couldn't see</font> which<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction I had gone in I heard</font> dr. Randall he'd found<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo in my</font> head I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> it then I could hear dr.</font> Zozo talking to me telepathically<font color="#E5E5E5"> how the</font> hell was this<font color="#E5E5E5"> possible run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Karin you</font> must run find mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are coming at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the hallway there were two</font> choices<font color="#E5E5E5"> left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right what choice should</font> I make I turned right down the hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> nearly slipped on the blood from<font color="#CCCCCC"> my legs</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> feet I tried to keep the sheet</font> wrapped around me but he kept slipping I could hear dr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> Randall's footsteps</font> behind me but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept hearing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the voice</font> of dr. Zozo inside my head<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling me to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">keep going till I reached the end I felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and found myself crawling towards the</font> blackness of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of the hall</font> I could feel it<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a strong</font> vibration of some kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I heard</font> mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> come to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I have much for you to live for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> voice Karen I kept</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going further and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">further into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the void</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then I could</font> no longer hear dr. Randall's footsteps behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me it was as though she were</font> blocking<font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from me I stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and slowly</font> walked what a steel door is wide is the <font color="#E5E5E5">hall itself it slowly slid toward the</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> then opened into a dark room and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smell that caught me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guard</font> at first it reeks of death and decay<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could see her<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever this mother was</font> there's a brown<font color="#E5E5E5"> slimy thing that was</font> slithering<font color="#CCCCCC"> across the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it stood</font> slowly and the skin from it hung from her as though<font color="#CCCCCC"> she were melting she was</font> yellow<font color="#E5E5E5"> and filled of pus as though she</font> were an infection with eyes her dark black eyes were<font color="#E5E5E5"> almond</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shaped and they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just glared at me as she came closer and</font> closer then she slithered toward me and I got a really close<font color="#E5E5E5"> look her breath was</font> the worst thing as<font color="#E5E5E5"> she opened her mouth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when she did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she revealed five sets of</font> teeth and her tongue was black and gory with rotting flesh<font color="#E5E5E5"> she looked deep into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my eyes I couldn't look away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I clung to</font> the sheet that was still wrapped around me but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't move to run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew</font> then and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there she was the queen of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hive and any wrong move I made would end</font> up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me on the cutting room floor</font> Karen<font color="#CCCCCC"> Evans Kevin Evans what a fine</font> sight<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my weary eyes a raspy voice</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">livid what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you want my voice tramped</font> your body and<font color="#E5E5E5"> your soul of course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I will</font> reward you for<font color="#E5E5E5"> all your efforts Karen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you are already my child of darkness</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what are you talking about I looked at</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> I studied you for a long time</font> I never wanted your friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> I only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted you I'd led them to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to find</font> you and I saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inside</font> Drew's mind<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew then who you were and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what you were meant to be but I thought</font> you only<font color="#E5E5E5"> just found me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well Shh she said spitting goof or her</font> mouth into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my face when she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shushed me</font> don't you recall<font color="#E5E5E5"> from an early age</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> desired things of a dark nature<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> your father was beating you<font color="#E5E5E5"> to death</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you called out to me you wished for me I</font> was the voice inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that told</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> all good things come to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those who</font> wait<font color="#E5E5E5"> did you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ever wonder why his cancer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">spreads so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was your fairy</font> godmother my sweet my sweet sweet Karen <font color="#E5E5E5">then you wished for Sam to die and he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was gone from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life like a mosquito</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being squashed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no now I never wanted Sam</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to die I loved him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ah but you did not</font> the night he<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to take what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font> his when he spread your legs against your will and then his drunken body got <font color="#E5E5E5">into that car to never be seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again you</font> wish then he would not make it<font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font> alive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no I just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted him to get caught by the cops he</font> he never<font color="#E5E5E5"> hurt me he never did</font> my voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> trout off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only recalling what</font> my mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> had wanted me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember yet</font> Sam had hurt me that night and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him to stop but he didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> recalling it now with a clarity<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font> desire<font color="#CCCCCC"> for she was filling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind with</font> darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> it wasn't as concrete as all</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> we'd had rough sex before plenty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> times he wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> Raby it was just sex kinky</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> that's all it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt it after you</font> got the call<font color="#E5E5E5"> do you recall what it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Karen her voice slithered like a snake</font> relief<font color="#E5E5E5"> I bowed my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head in defeat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> tests were to prepare you for this moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> the more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we studied you the more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we made you compatible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me and my</font> kind you see Karen<font color="#E5E5E5"> we come from a far</font> off place<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this planet is due to</font> descend into<font color="#E5E5E5"> dust</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just want to take</font> what is mine<font color="#CCCCCC"> before it goes like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Lucas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">God you make me sick I backed away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess you could call us that but</font> look at<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything I've done and will do</font> for you I will give<font color="#E5E5E5"> your body and soul</font> everlasting life<font color="#E5E5E5"> you will have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> control</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all things this is a gift take it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked around the<font color="#CCCCCC"> room trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to find a</font> way<font color="#CCCCCC"> out of there she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> could move away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you ungrateful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wench</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she grabbed me by the throat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> her black nails cutting into my skin you<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> carrying the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> child that</font> will be born<font color="#E5E5E5"> where we are going I had to</font> have an insurance<font color="#CCCCCC"> policy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it is going to</font> grow no<font color="#E5E5E5"> matter what you say and when it</font> is ready in<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten days or so it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will crawl</font> out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body and leave you into dust</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the rest of your kind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I ran</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the door and my sheet fell off</font> me I didn't care<font color="#E5E5E5"> how I was naked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all I</font> cared about<font color="#CCCCCC"> was getting the hell out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this room and away from this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> evil demon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the ground began to shake at that moment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I fell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the floor</font> I could hear things coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your way</font> Karen but first<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm collecting my insurance</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she stepped over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her bony</font> finger she began to cut into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my womb I</font> screamed loud then and on the other side <font color="#CCCCCC">of the steel door I could hear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hitting against it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> may</font> want to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> with the rest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of your friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Karen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with one swipe of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> door opened revealing every single creature that had been born in this place they were just standing there waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her to give them instructions</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one swipe of the hands and they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">splitting me into pieces the pain was</font> getting worse<font color="#CCCCCC"> as she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continued</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to cut</font> into me and then I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> it again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doctor Zoe's</font> voice you<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the key</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girl</font> you must remember what you<font color="#E5E5E5"> are what we</font> made you you are the key<font color="#CCCCCC"> I closed my</font> eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> just wishing that I would die</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> she-bitch cut into me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt it</font> growing in me then there was a power suddenly inside me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> revealed to</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know why I was able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doctor Zozo</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I thought maybe it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because of what we'd done back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in that</font> room when we became<font color="#E5E5E5"> connected</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> somehow I</font> could feel her strength<font color="#CCCCCC"> weaken she was a</font> weak thing and that is why<font color="#CCCCCC"> she needed me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could see it so clearly now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> stopped for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leaning into my</font> face <font color="#E5E5E5">Karen are you thinking you can stop me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">can he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hurt any stop all of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us that's</font> when I saw them every creature was in that<font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway beginning to come closer</font> and closer to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I clung for life</font> beneath<font color="#CCCCCC"> her grimy fingers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> still clutched around my neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> as the</font> other one made a large incision<font color="#E5E5E5"> into my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">abdomen I closed my eyes I began to</font> recall things<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my life and things that</font> had changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> me the tests the cubes if I</font> could get out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of those I could get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of this mess I had to I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly racked</font> my brain for all<font color="#E5E5E5"> information and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it all</font> came so fast but one thing stuck out<font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> I closed my eyes recalling a</font> session where dr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> Zozo gave me a test</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> I derived it Karen it is called</font> remote viewing do you know what that<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I suppose that's gonna be another</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lessons hey Doc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it is a</font> visualization<font color="#E5E5E5"> method the military uses</font> it from<font color="#E5E5E5"> time to time to find out</font> information using<font color="#E5E5E5"> their mind some of the</font> drugs<font color="#CCCCCC"> we have given you will help us</font> determine<font color="#CCCCCC"> if they are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in fact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> working</font> let us begin he'd held up a photograph<font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen what is</font> this seriously<font color="#CCCCCC"> a mouse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay what is this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up another one this time of a</font> rabbit<font color="#CCCCCC"> rabbit what's that duck I joked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he smiled and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they went on to another</font> one <font color="#E5E5E5">lizard what's the point of this one more</font> he said impatiently<font color="#CCCCCC"> and held up a blank</font> photo of white it had nothing on<font color="#CCCCCC"> it at</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> is this a joke</font> there's nothing on it<font color="#CCCCCC"> no Karen humor me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look at his deeper what do you see</font> what is the first thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> that pops into</font> your head<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea by sight</font> Karen I want<font color="#CCCCCC"> you to close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your eyes then</font> draw<font color="#CCCCCC"> on this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> piece of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paper what you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> closed my eyes and drew a woman with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">short hair standing in the kitchen</font> shed orange juice in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her hand and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> pouring it for two boys<font color="#CCCCCC"> I focused on</font> them further and<font color="#CCCCCC"> realized they were</font> twins<font color="#CCCCCC"> he watched me gulping hard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taking</font> a deep breath as he focused on when I was finished an entire random scene had <font color="#E5E5E5">unfolded before both our eyes he looked</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> it for a long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then looked up at</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen can you tell me what this is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> woman she's in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her kitchen there's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a big</font> bay window<font color="#CCCCCC"> a counter and two boys</font> they're twins both with light<font color="#E5E5E5"> brown hair and greenish</font> eyes like your<font color="#E5E5E5"> blue-green eyes he looked</font> down for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was my wife and</font> twin sons<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not seen them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eight</font> years<font color="#CCCCCC"> well my wife left me a long time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my work took over</font> she and I divorced a year before I<font color="#E5E5E5"> found</font> myself here<font color="#E5E5E5"> remarried to a nice guy</font> Marique he's good with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the boys but my</font> boys were always<font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge part of my life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they were toddlers when I came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here this</font> is the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first and last time that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I will</font> see them what do you<font color="#E5E5E5"> mean the last time</font> you'll see<font color="#E5E5E5"> them I'd asked sadly Karen I</font> will never<font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> you gave me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> chance to see my kids one</font> last time I'd forgotten<font color="#E5E5E5"> it soon after it happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but he taught me something that I now</font> knew how<font color="#E5E5E5"> to use remote viewing to find a</font> way out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of him I began to envision the</font> thing that could stop<font color="#CCCCCC"> her I smelled it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then the creatures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> began to scream one</font> by one something was hurting them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw in my</font> mind's<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye the tunnels the other floors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">contained tanks of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> formaldehyde and</font> gasoline which was used to heat the <font color="#E5E5E5">tanks to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> keep the creatures inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> warm<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a womb</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I concentrated on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font> then and in the gas lines<font color="#E5E5E5"> I envisioned</font> the fires heating up higher and<font color="#E5E5E5"> higher</font> I saw her glaring<font color="#CCCCCC"> into my eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she stopped holding my name I was</font> becoming<font color="#E5E5E5"> too hard for her hand to touch</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I concentrated on burning them each one</font> by one I didn't care the<font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming worsened and they began to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scatter all around the halls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away from the building</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I held on still</font> concentrating<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her and then her weak</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disposable body began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to literally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> melt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was sweating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> profusely and the blood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on my abdomen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had begun to clump</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> was a loud<font color="#CCCCCC"> explosion and then there was</font> the fire the fire came down each<font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnel quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">destroyed everything in its path</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I moved</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from my spot quickly running down the</font> hall before<font color="#CCCCCC"> the fire could get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Zozo</font> my fears were suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> realized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the</font> man I had grown to love in a weird way was now dead at my feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> his body to eat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move he'd been caught up in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">smoking heat from the tunnel explosions</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I use my hands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to close his blue green</font> eyes and then I ran<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my life down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I went to go from the room</font> dr. Randall was laying<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his back as</font> his legs were ripped<font color="#E5E5E5"> from his body</font> look what your boy did<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> he said<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me before I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turn to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked at him for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> long second and then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kill me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he screamed</font> as I walked out and ran down the hall my body slid down the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway as I slipped</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> blood and have a unmentionables at</font> the opposite end<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were bodies of</font> creatures just lying dead<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to slow</font> my pace to step over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moor I paused</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> only a few seconds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bill his</font> body limp and debt<font color="#E5E5E5"> just like the rest I</font> was saddened<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no time to think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I ran to her I knew I could find an exit</font> I found the<font color="#CCCCCC"> tunnel that led</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> sewers<font color="#E5E5E5"> above ground I could hear that</font> bitch behind me<font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before I jump</font> backwards as she crawled<font color="#E5E5E5"> to warn me in a</font> mushy mess of burning fire<font color="#CCCCCC"> I blew her a</font> kiss<font color="#CCCCCC"> as she spread apart like a feather</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> wind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I jumped down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a last shoot</font> that led to the sewer tunnels<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I felt</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> water</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boil behind me as I fell</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I landed into the gross smelling</font> sewer tunnels<font color="#E5E5E5"> that led back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the end</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the water treatment plant there was a</font> huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> explosion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew then than I had</font> done it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had ended the hell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">made for so long under those grounds</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to call Andy after the smoke</font> had literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> cleared some hikers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> found</font> me wandering around and I'd forgotten I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> naked</font> it would have been embarrassing<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I had</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through so much already and he</font> sped up the drive so fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost hit</font> an older gentleman with<font color="#CCCCCC"> his Walker</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Bauer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tapped I he said as he hugged me after</font> racing<font color="#E5E5E5"> toward me thank God it's over</font> I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> crying happy tears into his chest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he and I stood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there for a long time and</font> eventually<font color="#CCCCCC"> the smoke was noticeable from</font> the streets<font color="#CCCCCC"> and soon police and</font> government cleanup crews arrived<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> no clue<font color="#E5E5E5"> how much our government</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knew</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about what had gone on under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those old</font> towns known as hell town<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had no idea</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I didn't care there was one thing</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> concerned me when I finally did</font> make<font color="#E5E5E5"> it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> regular doctor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some mad scientist that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was I was in</font> fact pregnant by this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd moved in</font> with Andy for protection<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after all that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had happened to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me I woke up every night thinking that I</font> was back<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feared what</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of child I might have my fears</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually subsided when it didn't try</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> break out of my womb</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so-called three-month mark I'd had so</font> much about nine<font color="#E5E5E5"> months later and some</font> extra my baby boy was born <font color="#CCCCCC">I named him William after my friend bill</font> it seemed fitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> for some reason my son</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was completely normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my surprise he</font> have no weird cat-like features<font color="#E5E5E5"> dog</font> lizard<font color="#E5E5E5"> or even loves of some alien</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she-bitch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> however there were strange</font> things about little<font color="#E5E5E5"> Willy as I called</font> him one of them being<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> highly</font> intelligent<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was far more intelligent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than all the children by the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font> old enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go to preschool</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to keep dark sunglasses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on him to cover</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> his eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it all began at around six</font> months<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started to change one</font> day and the<font color="#CCCCCC"> blue green eyes he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> born</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> we're now a metallic silver</font> he was sweet<font color="#CCCCCC"> but when he looked at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with those eyes it put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> those few months I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in Helltown</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laboratories</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as time went on there were</font> other things<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what I ended up homeschooling him in the</font> end<font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now he's in the backyard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">playing with his new toys while I write</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> I suppose there's nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to worry</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he likes to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> play games</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> the animals <font color="#E5E5E5">it's like he's communicating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with them</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his mind not to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mention there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was the</font> day I found<font color="#E5E5E5"> him playing with insects</font> there were these ants that<font color="#CCCCCC"> kips</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> getting into my kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> and no matter</font> what Andy did they just kept<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> one day <font color="#E5E5E5">Willy went outside and we got to stare</font> at them<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a long time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Parthian took was around my house and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you see my powers began to</font> fade<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that Willy got old</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that doesn't sound like anything to</font> worry<font color="#E5E5E5"> about right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean I do love my</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> boy and he brings me such joy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">although I have to say I'm aging quite</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and at a much faster</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rate than</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> women in their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> early</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 30s just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> other day I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> Willy to the playground</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a woman came up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and asked if I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was his grandmother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that would have been quite upset</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just love my little boy so much Andy</font> stays away a lot these days<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he works</font> longer<font color="#E5E5E5"> and longer hours in the office he</font> doesn't like to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Willie much</font> he says the kid<font color="#E5E5E5"> is a freak</font> I don't think Willie is a freak I feel like he's a gift because<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> he'll tell before<font color="#CCCCCC"> dr. Zozo and dr. Wrenn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was told I couldn't have children</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right now I'm getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ready to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> Willy to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the park he has a playdate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a little girl named</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Sarah I'll see how</font> far<font color="#E5E5E5"> I get though my bones are quite weak</font> as though something is sucking<font color="#CCCCCC"> their</font> life out of them yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can break</font> my spirit<font color="#CCCCCC"> because after all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> perfect<font color="#E5E5E5"> little boy come mama</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font> you to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> park says Willie as he takes</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay well he I say standing up</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get my car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> keys</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he looks at me</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> with those metallic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes and I hand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little black glasses I love the</font> park mommy and I love you I<font color="#CCCCCC"> reach down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and kiss his little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forehead and I love</font> you my sweet sweet son so there<font color="#E5E5E5"> you go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thank you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for sitting with me through</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these three and a half hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fantastic story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you happy with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ending well if not don't despair because</font> like I told<font color="#CCCCCC"> you there's the alternative</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">did we turn right or did we</font> so skip<font color="#E5E5E5"> ahead to after the end credits</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listen to the alternative ending and</font> of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll be back again with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> real soon with another<font color="#CCCCCC"> story but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite all for me this evening nice</font> to say<font color="#E5E5E5"> that for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a change okay see you</font> all again soon but for now<font color="#E5E5E5"> bye bye thank</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> so much for choosing to spend your</font> time listening<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now if you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enjoyed</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> doctor creeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> experience then come</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find me on Facebook come chat with me on</font> Twitter<font color="#CCCCCC"> listen to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> background</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> music</font> and download<font color="#E5E5E5"> it if you like on</font> soundcloud<font color="#CCCCCC"> drop by the store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pick up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> t-shirt<font color="#E5E5E5"> and importantly if you've got a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">story you'd like me to read send it to</font> dr. cretins<font color="#CCCCCC"> voles subreddit I set up so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could read your stories</font> looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> forward to seeing you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">real soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so come check</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font> you hello hello<font color="#E5E5E5"> if anyone can hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> won't</font> you please radio in my name is dr. Charles azovstal<font color="#E5E5E5"> some know me as dr.</font> Zozo<font color="#E5E5E5"> around here and seven days ago the</font> world ended<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh of course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you can't hear</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> you are all dead I just hope to god</font> that maybe one<font color="#E5E5E5"> person out there is alive</font> and listening<font color="#E5E5E5"> for signs of life I tell</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am alive I know this is going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sound odd but after looking through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> rubble<font color="#CCCCCC"> I found my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend Karen Evans</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> diary<font color="#E5E5E5"> she has a lot to say but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> gone now<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I cannot find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her you see</font> there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a nuclear blast caused by our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">labs that wiped out everything thanks</font> true for the mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I should</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">start from the beginning well she didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">listen to me you see my friend Karen was</font> trying to escape<font color="#CCCCCC"> but she was manipulated</font> into following<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wrong path when she</font> last saw me to run and get help<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> help us escape the evil<font color="#E5E5E5"> dr. Randall she</font> turned left instead of right<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I</font> tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell her she ended up in the</font> clutches<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the blue goddess mother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have no idea what transpired then and there between<font color="#E5E5E5"> those two but when I saw</font> Karen<font color="#CCCCCC"> again she was not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen the mother</font> had somehow devoured her very soul her essence none<font color="#E5E5E5"> of this is going to make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sense to anyone out there if you can hit</font> her ramblings of a man slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> her going</font> insane before she disappeared<font color="#CCCCCC"> she came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she seemed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things that Karen</font> never knew<font color="#CCCCCC"> Karen please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> save yourself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> said it was far too<font color="#CCCCCC"> late to save her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then she was already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the clutches of</font> the alien<font color="#CCCCCC"> life-form that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had come for</font> her she looked clean clear and<font color="#E5E5E5"> already</font> affected by the blue alien that stole Karen's very existence and put herself <font color="#E5E5E5">inside of Karen it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possessed</font> she had no love in her soul<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though</font> she pretended to care<font color="#E5E5E5"> she had kissed me</font> on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> forehead as though I were a pet</font> dog<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be honest I am not sure what</font> bothered<font color="#CCCCCC"> me more the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that she no</font> longer<font color="#CCCCCC"> gave a shit about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me for real</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> the fact that she<font color="#E5E5E5"> treated me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as some</font> event<font color="#E5E5E5"> OCD doctor you shall love Akane Oh</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and with that her skin began to change</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">color don't worry I will fix you she'd</font> said before looking over the wounds<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> endured prior to her meeting the</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> or will be right with the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> world</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> makes everything all right why don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you come with us she had asked in this</font> singsong<font color="#CCCCCC"> tone of a voice</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no Karen please</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">listen to me she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> isn't going to help you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she will use you up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until there is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nothing left of you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her eyes had glowed</font> blue with tears in them I know<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know</font> some part of Karen was still in there if <font color="#E5E5E5">only I knew where that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> right before<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> explosion dr. Randall</font> had found Karen and tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> kill her he</font> was a<font color="#CCCCCC"> bastard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I can only imagine the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things he had done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to Karen when he was</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> with her if I could have killed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he would have been dead already you see</font> a deal of<font color="#E5E5E5"> some sort must have been made</font> by mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Karen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soul for</font> everlasting<font color="#CCCCCC"> life the only thing is I can</font> still feel<font color="#E5E5E5"> her even though the mother</font> took away Karen's body<font color="#E5E5E5"> I can still feel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soul I know that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bastard Randall did</font> something he always had a back-up plan <font color="#E5E5E5">he wasn't gonna let his latest conquest</font> go unscathed<font color="#CCCCCC"> mother or no mother thing</font> is where is she whose body to her soul float into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> high Fanny</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I can still feel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> desolate planet I'm</font> living underground now waiting for sundown<font color="#E5E5E5"> to try and find my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way out of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">here I just don't know what to do there</font> are<font color="#CCCCCC"> many things about science</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and man we</font> do<font color="#E5E5E5"> not yet understand there are in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fact</font> alien races that want to harm<font color="#E5E5E5"> us or at</font> least<font color="#E5E5E5"> take what does not belong to them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mother took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Kara's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body and she took our</font> unborn child with her<font color="#E5E5E5"> that child should</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be the least of my worries</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lord only</font> knows what brand of<font color="#CCCCCC"> terror would bring</font> to this world between<font color="#E5E5E5"> what they did to</font> me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> what they did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the mutants</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">likely just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like everything else here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disfigured entities with barely any</font> humanity left<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I fear what I will find when I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get to</font> the top<font color="#E5E5E5"> back on land and out of the</font> tunnels what kind of<font color="#CCCCCC"> earth will await me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> precautions and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> taken care</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to myself as I am now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> barely able to</font> walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried using</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the computers but all</font> systems are down <font color="#E5E5E5">yeah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only thing I found was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an old radio</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I could use for communication</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hello</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hello I think I can hear you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is someone there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is anyone there</font> no not anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I keep thinking I hear</font> someone or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm hoping against</font> hope that<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone is up there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> can help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me find her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though</font> I know it is doubtful<font color="#E5E5E5"> please Jesus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Christ</font> is anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there I think it's been</font> nearly 2<font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks now I keep placing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">checkmarks on this old laboratory wall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm hoping that maybe today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be a</font> better day<font color="#CCCCCC"> that maybe I would in fact</font> hear someone out there<font color="#E5E5E5"> they can give me</font> hope my coordinates are<font color="#CCCCCC"> forty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one point</font> two<font color="#E5E5E5"> six two nine two degrees north</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minus</font> eighty<font color="#E5E5E5"> one point five five eight seven</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two degrees east if you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are out there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">search those and then go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> underground by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">800 feet wait I hear you</font> is someone there<font color="#CCCCCC"> Charlie yes this is</font> Charlie<font color="#CCCCCC"> Charlie's a saskia it is a</font> woman's voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> faint as though coming</font> from a<font color="#CCCCCC"> far-off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> distance it sounded</font> broken as though it<font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now</font> Charlie this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is Karen please help me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you</font>
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