[music, singing in Spanish] [music continues] - I grew up in Tijuana on the border with San Diego. I would cross the border every day to go to school in the US. As a child, I was constantly marked by my border identity, not belonging to anybody, not belonging to the US or Mexico. - [speaking Spanish] - A lot of my work
is about visibility, having more people see themselves or their struggles mirrored. I think the borderlands mean, like, really opposing
things to people. Growing up on the Mexican side, I kind of experienced it a lot
as a place of death. [stirring music] As a place that divides families. You make a migration north and you end up in this place that is more beautiful than anything you've ever imagined, but for the most part,
people kind of get smacked with just the reality of the border wall. And I think that constant influx of new groups of people
makes the borderlands a really experimental place for how societies can recreate themselves. [soft music] When I started thinking about
a new project, I just kept thinking about the heaviness of bearing witness to
these horrible things on the border. I wanted to make a piece to physically expel these things
that I had unearthed and this scar that I kept digging open and digging open. The glass pieces make up a suit. The headpiece is inspired
by Mesoamerican imagery. The huarache is designed to fail, so it's designed so that as I walk in it, it starts to break. When I was little, I never knew that art was a career path. I never knew that that was something that you could really do. I really wanted to study
something artistic that my parents
could understand and appreciate. That's how I got into studying
furniture design. In the beginning of my furniture career, I was felting folding chairs. It was a way of incorporating my border identity into a design object. Taking a temporary,
really cold industrial thing, but transforming it into
something that was sensual and colorful and comfortable and warm. Making furniture was this place where I could really control the outcome. You kind of look for places
to control the world when your world is uncontrollable. For a long time, I didn't know
that art could actually make a really big impact on society. It wasn't until I met my mentor,
Michael Schnorr, who was one of the original founders of the Border Art Workshop. Michael had been working to make a stance against
Operation Gatekeeper. - We are a nation of immigrants, and we should all be proud of it. But we're also a nation of laws. - Operation Gatekeeper
was a strategic reinforcement of the US-Mexico border
that forced migrants to cross through the desert
rather than jumping across and running through residential areas. The first year that they adapted
Operation Gatekeeper, more people died crossing the border than the entire 75 years of
Border Patrol history. [somber music] Michael was showing us
how people were using art to make political statements
to change society, but then also talking about
the physical space of the border as like a theater
for discussion. I started thinking more about
taking back the fence and changing it from being a space of pain and trauma into a generative
place that we could reclaim. [soft guitar] After I left San Diego, Tijuana,
for a long time I thought about how to help shape the narrative about the border that was currently happening
during the 2016 election. So I founded AMBOS, which stands for Art Made
Between Opposite Sides. [ding] [ding] [ding] - I wanted to work
collaboratively with other people using the border as a starting point for that conversation. We did a project called the Border Quipu. The Andean pre Colombian
system of the Quipu were calendars, counting system, language. But I wanted to use it to visualize our connection to each other, recording our, like, daily
migrations to the north and also physically represent people that participated in the project. What are your thoughts when you
cross this border? Sometimes I think about how much
time I spend here or if my son will have to do this too. We ended up having close
to 10,000 people participate. That taught me so much about the vastness of our community
on the border, but also the many ways that governments have failed to protect people. [quiet music] - If I leave, like at 9:30,
10:00, traffic won't be as bad. - If you get those in time.
- Yeah. Years ago,
I started making these bracelets for the museum gift shop. It's a nice way for us to make like a little bit of extra money. All of these little efforts
help us be able to do all the nonprofit stuff
and community based work and more like social justice based work. One of the beautiful parts about craft is that it's usually something
that gets passed down. A lot of us whose parents migrated, we don't have lineages, like I know my grandma's name
and that's it. So I really gravitated towards exploring the importance of community and of sharing one's knowledge. When you go in, we'll just say one inch. - Got it. Got it. - And so they can
learn how to-- how to take care of their friends, just like you learned, verdad? After having a child, I now think about the world
you leave to somebody else. [speaking Spanish]
You can keep it in there. I have a responsibility now
beyond responsibility to myself. Knowing that has really affected
work that I do, thinking about how to be more
empathetic and thinking about what it means to be part
of a community. One project that we've done
over and over is this performance piece where people stand in a line and they cover
their neighbor's hand and felt while their hand is being felted by their neighbor. It kind of becomes about what it means to touch a stranger or what it
means to care for a stranger. That moved into me, having myself felted, to get closer to what it feels
like to felt something. How does my body take that experience that I'm usually putting onto
an inanimate object? You have the big one,
or should we just try with two? My new piece is called
Metabolizing the Border. I wanted to make a piece
that would force my body to deal with the border
through all of the five senses. So you're forced to see through
the fence only. You're forced to breathe
through the fence only. You're forced to hear through particles of the border fence. - Will that be good?
- Yeah. You can't escape the border. I'm going to be walking back
and forth along the border on the US side, wearing all of these glass pieces. - I want to see the pictures.
- Yeah. - It looks like a really
weird ass alien baby señora. Okay. I'm like...anxious. I'm nervous about the, like, physical demand on my body, and I'm nervous about like
the emotional demand. But...yeah. - Did you sleep okay? - It's really hard to fall
asleep. I don't know if the performance will be something that's cathartic, to put out there what I've been
carrying invisibly. Help me pull this part up
a little bit more. There is a really crucial need for us to keep talking about the border and to keep exploring what the border is and what the border can do
to a person's body. [glass shatters] [mellow guitar] I think art can offer a physical and emotional outlet. [glass scraping] By letting people see all of
the pain that I carry, I'm hoping that it'll help people empathize and think a little bit more about how we're all
connected to each other. [no audio] In a lot of the work that I do, I engage communities, but this piece, it's a personal piece
that I wanted to do for myself. That really helped me process
a lot of that pain and try to get to a point of healing. I needed that. [soft guitar] - Look at you!
- [laughing] [stirring music]
