Surviving a Triple Amputation: Cameron Clapp

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We're celebrating my 14-year Anniversary Alive Day. It's very special. In celebration of 14-years of survival. And... It's pretty significant. I'm stoked about it. Yeah. In about a week it will be his Alive Day. And that's what he's chosen to call the Anniversary of his accident. It's his Alive Day because he got to be alive instead of dead. Which could have gone either way. And I think it's kind of his Alive Day because it's his rebirth. Part of Cameron's thing is that he was really reborn on that day. His body changed, his attitude, his outlook on life changed, physically and mentally. I have all the necessities, all the tools that I use everyday. My X3 knees, my sockets that fit around the limb. And my arm... My conventional everyday prosthetic arm. And these are my everyday walking legs, called the X3, there's a 6-7 day battery life. I drive my car with these. No hand controls, just a regular vehicle. Silicon lining, the liner goes over my arm like that. So this is a type of suspension, how it's suspended from the body. This little sock goes over to keep from sticking. So, this pin on the end of the liner it's going to lock down inside of this arm, right here. And this is the harness with the cable, so that's how I move my elbow. Or if I have it locked that's how I open the hook. When I shrug my shoulder it unlocks it or locks it in place. So, when it's locked then I have the control of the hook. I pull the legs on and the legs will be held on by suction. I need to get my weight up and over on the knees. If I had one leg I would just stand up, put my weight into the leg and pull it on. But because I'm missing both of my legs... I need to get onto knees, so I just cross my legs like this... I make sure that I have my valves. And I'm going to kick over. Get onto my knees like this. So then I'm on my knees. You can see my skin right here. I put the valve in there Now I can get myself up. And I'm good to go. I remember the first time I put on my legs totally on my own. I had to figure it out by myself. I just had to process the trial and error and figure out how it worked. It took over 30 minutes just to get on one socket. It's been 14 years and I'm doing more than I possibly could've ever imagined. Even before when I had all my legs and arms. The police came to our door in the middle of the night, so it was pretty horrific. And... It's really hard for me to think about that scene. And... And then going to the hospital. I think that... Well Bill says... So it must have happened, the Chaplain came in to comfort us... because we were going to lose our son. Getting hit by a train, drunk at 15 years old... that was instantly the biggest challenge of my life. Everyday having to live as a triple amputee, yeah that's a challenge. Are they still challenges? I don't know, I mean, I just like to think that it's part of my story and we all have our own story. The prosthetist, who is the one who make the prostheses, instead of having any kind of hope for Cameron he just told us, "Cameron is just not going to walk." We were in the doctor's office looking at the magazines and there's an article about a boy who has both of his arms but, he's missing both of his legs above the knee. He's swimming and rock climbing, he's just doing stuff. And we said to this guy, "What about this kid?" Who happens his name was Rudy. We were like, "What about this kid?" And the guy says to us, "Oh, Rudy, he's one in a million." We were like, "Really? Buh Bye." And we left and we never went back to him. And then we just started doing tons of research to found out who would see Cameron as, you know, as potential... and not as like, you know, "You're not going to walk so don't even try." When I first saw Cameron, I evaluated him and said to myself, here's a kid with guts, energy and drive. How did they make out this kid is not going to walk again? In fact I said, "Cameron literally within hours we can have you up and going." So we got working with him and that evening he walked out of our office. And he's never been in a wheelchair since. I was amazed with him. A gutsy young kid did absolutely awesome. First it was really hard and there was a lot of frustration and struggle. I melted down, I was overwhelmed and I would cry. I wiped the tears from my face. But I never stay in a deep dark depression. I would always pick myself back up with positive energy. What am I going to do, focus on my goal and eventually I'd get there. I was able to transform from a train wreck into an athlete of multiple sports. Cameron pushing boundaries that's like his whole life. But this was a whole new world. A world of amputees and prosthetics. And then once he learned how to walk, they said, "What else do you want to do?" "Do you want to run?" Okay, "Let's get you running." "What else do you want to do?" "Walk up and down the stairs?" "Okay let's do that." I was raising the bar, I was pushing the edge of the envelope of what a bilateral above the knee amputee had ever done. Like walking down stairs without holding onto a hand-railing. Just step-over-step. Whoa! We did it! Cameron works hard at doing what he does, but he pushes us even harder. His expectations are very very high. So he has helped us pioneer new concepts. Stuff like sockets, how the prosthetic device interfaces with his body. He comes up with ideas on how to make it more flexible, more dynamic. Areas inside of the socket that as his walking and running his muscles can fire into the various compartments that he can be very active with the prosthetic device. So he pushes us and as a result he has helped, i would say literally, thousands of other prosthetic users in the United States and around the world to be very successful with their prosthetics. The hill kind of starts over there we don't have to drive we just walk up there and run up. Do a couple sprints up and run down. I have an immense amount of gratitude for my family because all that we've been through. So my return is to participate in the half marathon and to show that, hey I've been able to make it, you know... this is who I am today and I couldn't have done it without your help. And to run side by side with my sister is going to be pretty amazing experience. Okay... So, I'm going to switch to my running legs here. This is a carbon fiber running foot with a 3S80 running knee. It's specifically designed for running. So, I'll just pop it on, and I'm just gonna tigthen these set screws socket and... get them nice and tigth There you go. That little part you just flip it up and now it's locked. Does this part rotate inside here? No. Your regular legs have a computer chip for a knee right? Exactly. These ones are hydrolics? Yep hydrolics. As soon as that knee flexes it's going to swing forward instantly. So it's going to be there for you. The only time I ever fall is when I get lazy and I catch my toe and I just trip. Then my foot will not come forward because I catch my toe on something. And then, boom I'm down. Runners will tell you like, when you, you know, you have your 'runner's high' or wherever, you get into like, a rhythm and definitely after a few miles you kind of lose yourself. With Cameron, his mind has to be thinking about every step for hours, which has got to be hard. I mean, kind of run to get away and to not think, and... Cameron, I think it takes a lot of thinking. I do enjoy the running, however I'm thinking about, you know, the technical part of it, the techniques, what's going on underneath me, if I'm doing all of the preparation so then I'm not chaffing my skin, and getting breakdowns, there's a lot to think about. But ultimately I get to a place where I'm just running and I have that rhythm and I'm just, I'm in the zone and in my element. And I'm thinking really positive thoughts. I've got to take care of something. You've got to take care of some business? Yeah. Should I turn around? Nah I've just got to drain some fluid. Oh yeah that felt amazing. That felt pretty good. Game on! The weather's starting to cool down a bit, it feels good. On the way to see the family at my mother and father's for brunch. And I'm super stoked everyone's getting together, reuniting. My mom is such a tough lady, and she has got so much love for all of us kids. All of her children. And she just exudes love for us. My mom has been very tolerating of all my bullcrap. And all of my shenanigans and me being a hooligan growing up. And she is damn resilient. Wooh! Here we are, home sweet home! I never saw any point in eating three bowls of spaghetti. But I get some carbs and just drink a lot of water and eat your veggies. That's about it. I'm on the egg department. Eggs-ellent! He doesn't have that overachiever personality where he's got to be better than everybody else in everything he does. But he just has a drive to do the things that he likes to do. It's hard for me to comprehend that he can actually run 13.1 miles. Yeah I mean, a mile is like insane, like really you can do that? I love you mom. He doesn't have anything to prove to anybody. He doesn't have anything to prove to his family. We all love him. And he's more than proven himself to us a million times over. Not that he ever had to but he has. He wants people to perceive him as capable, but that's always been his goal since his accident, that he is capable in the world. At the beginning of his recovery when he was younger, so much of the purpose was physical, now he's building up his insides because that allows him to give to other people. And that's what he's all about. He's being able to give to other people. And now he has also an extra purpose in his life. Not only is he living his life, he is living his life in honor of his brother Jesse. To our family, to life and to the marathon tomorrow. Maybe it'll be a good half marathon, Camille. My brother is with me in every fiber of my makeup, no matter where I go or what I do. Because not only am I like an exact duplicate model and creation of my brother being identical twins. So we're one in the same, we shared a womb together. We were born and we were brought up. But also in that spiritual sense, in my heart and in my soul he's always there with me and that gives me some comfort, and really gives me a peace of mind. Cameron and Jesse were very fun, active... popular hooligans. Very sweet and generous boys both of them. But they did like to live life on the edge, those two. Both boys struggled with... substance abuse and... that's what caused Cameron's accident. Or led up to Cameron's accident. And... So Jesse definitely struggled with that and it was hard for him, you know. And unfortunately that's the way things turned out for Jesse. I know deep down inside in my heart, in my soul that my brother Jesse, my twin brother, did exactly his part in my life story. And I am forever gravely indebted to his service to me. Because I wouldn't know that true brotherhood and love that two twins, twin brothers have, without that experience. Now... I could've been a lot better of an example in other respects in regards to my own decisions. Of course, you know... Did I portray a good example in my rehabilitation as a multiple amputee and learning how to walk and become independent? Yes, I was great at that. But it didn't mean that I made other good choices. I made a lot of mistakes, I'm not perfect nobody is. But I've learnt a lot and I've absolutely changed a lot since my brother passed away. And that's another part of why I'm grateful for where I'm at now because I've learned so much from him. I've learned that if I live that lifestyle I'm no better than dead. I almost died and I'm lucky because I have a second chance. I've lost three limbs but it's an opportunity now I can learn from my mistakes. I don't have to repeat that cycle of destructive behavior that's going to eventually kill me like it did my brother. And so, he in turn saved my life, I wasn't able to do that for him. All that I've been through, I couldn't do that for him. But, god damn it, he can do it for me. Okay, that is why my brother is so important to my life story. There's nothing more that I can do but live a life absolutely to it's fullest. And to make good decisions and not waste my life. How are you feeling about tomorrow? I'm a little bit nervous but I'm really excited. Are you mentally there, are you physically there? Yeah I'm mentally there, physically I'm prepared. A good way to celebrate my "Ampuversary." In the amputee world we call it "Ampuversary." The "Ampuversary"? But that's my Alive Day. It's absolutely something to celebrate life. You know, personally, for me it's been a process... and... after my accident I had a lot of guilt and shame for myself because I had caused such turmoil in our family. And having the family witness what I went through and have such an emotional trauma for everybody... I know that was painful. And so, for me to have this opportunity now, to have really come so far from that point in time. This is a healing process for me. Sister: Everybody feels guilt. You can't live your life thinking about the "what-ifs." Everybody, you, me and mom, everybody, has to stop thinking about the "what-ifs" and just live your life. And kind of let go, it's in the past, you can't change what happened. But you can change who you are now and just move forward, and continue on. Yeah everyday is a new day. And absolutely that's what Jesse always told me. He said, "You know what, no matter what tomorrow, the sun will rise again..." "and we're guaranteed it's a new day." I always remember that. Today we have 1652 participants and we have 17 different countries. Give a big round of applause for the crazy people running the full marathon. In the beginning I was nervous. I haven't run that much distance races with Cameron. There's so much stuff going on, we didn't even get to the crowd until 5:59am When the gun went off at 6am we were just barely ready to go. 5, 4, 3, 2, 1! Good luck everybody! Everything went smooth, everybody loved seeing him, he got a lot of props from runners and from spectators. He's really slow up hill but then, when he hits a down hill I can barely keep up with him, he's really fast. Running next to him for two hours and 45 minutes, I think you get a really good grasp of like, wow this is his life, like every second of every day. You know what I mean. Just being side by side listening to him and feeling his vibes. Everything that he's having to do to run that we take for granted. It just really reminded me, wow this is his life and it's pretty difficult. And being right next to him doing that whole thing, just reminded me of that. We're about two hours right now. We've got about three miles to go. A little bit more than that. I'm covered in sweat. There's people in the community spraying with hoses cooling us down. Passing out apple, bananas and water. It's really hard for him to walk, he's got to run. Here let's go. Hold on. Alright we've got to run. We're just standing here walking. Cameron thanks every single person that hands him water, he thanks every single person. He waves and acknowledges everybody on the side of the road that's cheering for us. He aknowledges every person. He's like a some personal Messiah, he just says, "Blessings" to everybody. Thank you for your support! He's just really thankful and really aware of everybody that's encouraging him. His whole life, his whole hard work and dedication, you know... he goes around the world and mentors kids, mentors adults. His whole life is a challenge. He doesn't have to do this kind of challenge but he takes it on himself. My muscles are fatiguing right now. I've got to push through. I for sure learn to not sweat the small stuff because there are definitely harder challenges do deal with. - Thank you. - Good job man. It definitely makes you feel like you have somewhat of a purpose... to brighten people's day or give them good attitude. - I'm so happy it's done! - Woohoo! Maybe they're hung up on pretty little things... that really in the big picture is not a big deal. And they see me and it just changes their whole attitude. Really what the perspective is in life to live life to the fullest. I came out here and everybody is pushing themselves to the limits. And that's what I love about it.
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Channel: Attitude
Views: 1,639,501
Rating: 4.9053364 out of 5
Keywords: AttitudeLive, Disability, Amputee, Amputated, Prosthetic, Independence, Sport, Physical disability, My Alive Day, Cameron Clapp, Half marathon
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Length: 28min 45sec (1725 seconds)
Published: Tue Jul 26 2016
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