Soul Contracts

right so as we're going to get started i'm going to share on uh today a topic that's somewhat popular but as is often the case in this world it's misunderstood we're going to talk about soul contracts but before i before i get to that um related to it but on another level it's very interesting to me because this world even even the so-called spiritual community the spiritual folks you know those who feel dedicated to self-help or awareness and development so on there's still such a void in really understanding things so you know like with soul contracts um you know there are people who just go well okay you know what i invented this whistle you know and it dissolves soul contracts you know no it doesn't no it doesn't you have to dissolve soul contracts you know people are thinking like if you use colgate as toothpaste it dissolves okay it does not it doesn't do that humans have to recognize the world can only change but through our consciousness changing the outer world reflects the inner world of what of us if you want to change contracts of any kind karmic or whatever you change consciousness not toothpastes you change consciousness you don't brush away your soul contracts so that said it's not to say that these other things aren't at all valuable certain gemstones or semi-precious stones or whistles and gongs and those things are helpful as being exactly what they're called tools they're not the thing they're tools and this has been really disputed and challenging for people since the beginning of time you've had you know the challenges with israelites worshiping you know images and they have to be told the image doesn't actually do anything and then they're told you know no just let it go and get back to god right so we're not what the way i am i'm not into i don't like shaming people so if you know if you've got some sacred object you know some square box that you painted purple it's a shoe box and you painted a purple sprinkled glitter on it and you pray to it i don't care i'm not the type that's gonna say you know how dare you worshiping a shoebox i'm not going to shame you i'm glad that you're doing something for your greater good congratulations but i'm also going to talk about the consciousness behind all things is the ultimate power we're made in the image of god consciousness has power not shoe boxes not toothpaste and so forth it's consciousness so when you want to break up contracts you change consciousness well how do you do that mainly through forgiveness forgiveness is the main thing that changes your mind you can do other things and it can help but consciousness mainly changes minds and people you know you can say well i don't think i have any major contracts i think i'm over all that being in a body is a contract being in a body you know so don't think you're immune to it just because you know you wear white or purple or whatever you know you're spiritual you know it that's not what makes you immune to this it's consciousness so we have to break up all these patternings that we live under such as money doesn't grow on trees that's a contract who decided that well it just doesn't who said there's some people going oh you're moving you know to a new property oh but this property has has this and it has that it only has what we decided that it has the building doesn't have power we do oh but but and they come up with this whatever sacred geometry oh but it's pointing three degrees north and that's on my moon has started that and my astrological i don't care i really don't what happened to the forefathers of this country let's line washington dc to the stars and to the elements of you know all the free masonic secret society stuff and there was a point where one of the forefathers just said you know what you guys are overthinking this because the building has to be just three feet further to stop and he just stuck a pole in the ground and said that's where it's going to be just let go of all these patternings i can never get over this issue of somebody that hurt me that's called a contract what are you gonna do when they don't come back with you in the next lifetime what if they get over you you know i forgave myself for what i did to them i feel free and you're like never you'll never be free what are you gonna do you think you can drag them back consciousness controls it all if they're done with you you've got to find somebody else with a similar grossness to come back into your life know and you got to put it out there on this this job site network on the other side you know uh um dysfunctionalcontracts.com on the other side you know you're not going to get the person you've been wanting to drag here and people like to drag other people back oh you're not getting away with what you've done to me and what'll happen is when you go oh my god they threatened your mind can get hooked because fear is the greatest virus so when somebody threatens i'm going to get you back for this people can hold for lifetimes a bond with someone else how scare them intimidate them create fear and they'll succumb but there's a point where somebody can say wait no i'm done you know you just have to have enough of an epiphany that says i decided i'm done and be done they'll have to hire somebody else you know you can send him a card i'm really sorry about this you know but you know i know you thought i hurt you and now this might even hurt more because i'm not coming back with you you know don't really send people cards it's just an example because you're only gonna upset them more but you can know that you know like you'd be done now everybody has done this at least once in their life free at last free at last thank god almighty free at last everybody's done it at least once i hope but likely and here's how you'll know you've done it when you don't feel any charge you don't feel any uh god i don't know if it's done then it's not i wonder if i owe them then it's not done i think they owe me then it's not done and if you think that i would like off the hook with something i did to this person but you're holding some grievance with somebody else your tendency and pattern to hold grievances of others will automatically make you susceptible to being held for grievances to others that are holding you responsible make sense because judge and you're judged so it's easier said than done to say i want to free myself of contracts i want to free myself of that the ones i owe you see what i'm just doing right there not the ones that are owed to me i mean come on so if somebody owes you a million dollars you know you want that money and somebody else shows you a thousand you're not letting them off the hook that's how that's why jesus gave that example in a couple of parables where he was saying how dare you hold others accountable when i let your debt go he was using a sort of a metaphor of god you say to god god the owner of all this land of the property i work the ranch you know the ponderosa and uh you know you've got lauren green kind of playing the god roll and you know it's it's it's bonanza it's an old show some of you probably not old enough to remember but okay see there we go well all the seniors like me are coming along to the sun anyway you know so it's like uh you know this concept of how dare you and it's not that god actually is threatening you or something it's the the universe is saying how dare you you asked me to let you off the hook you begged and pleaded and i said your debt is forgiven and then you left here and went to someone else and told them you wanted to collect on a debt now this isn't actually god being you know harsh like it would sound in a parable of the bible it's making a point it's saying to your consciousness you yourself are saying to yourself what are you thinking your heart and soul knows you want it off the hook from your debts but then you let your ego hold others indebted you see it's not actually uh being in the sky in conversation like that it's really the soul that wants to be free the ego that says no so the conflict is within us so these con this concept of of soul contracts we are making contracts before we come into this life and we make them while we're in this life you know there's even this concept in the old school in the tradition which is um the sins of one generation are visited upon the second and third generations so in old school traditions and you know the israelites and some old school traditions they looked at it this way and here's what they said the sins of the father will pass down to the children how am i responsible for what they did that's the way it is that's a contract too you can break that but nobody will because they're so entrenched in you cannot break soul contracts and they're not even knowing that that's what that is everything other than god is a contract it's temporary contracts end they expire at some point well we tried to make a contract of permanent separation from god that never expires which is completely dysfunctional but at the end of the day the all that matters is the consciousness of god and in god there's only peace there's only love god is my creator and he loves his child god is my creator and his child loves him and i use the the pronoun loosely i don't mean him all right so how nice is that god loves its children its children love god it sounds like a nice statement but it's actually factual we don't act like we love god well we do we go it's sunday and you know namaste and you know that's not what it means to love deep down beyond human behavior even the nimrods that you see on the news these days everybody on a soul level loves and longs for god it's their egos that are out of control what we need to let be out of control is our love for god out of control meaning oh i'm home that's what needs to be abandoned just wild abandoned back into the love of god and just practicing this idea this feeling like what if what if it's true that i still love god and god loves me and now again watch there's the human oh that's kind of nice no no i mean deeply get it god absolutely loves me more than anything else in the new universe because i am the only thing in the universe me meaning not singularly me being the collective of us god loves us oh what michael means is you know like a parent that goes on you people you know i guess i'll just love you anyway no i mean god says i love you so much you could never actually change and become messed up well that starts to feel even better what does that mean though it means that we have dreamt up a world just like in hinduism this has been all dreamt up just like the indigenous aboriginal people of australia we are the dreamers of the dream this is all dreams which is going to be called either a happy dream or a nightmare it's a happy dream at best a nightmare at worst but it's still a dream you still wake up eventually and when we wake up we're home and god the sound of god the this thing we call the universe the one song universe one song of god the one song of god is love and it's never gonna change no matter how messed up we are or act it'll never there's just underneath all the rude weird behaviors of humans underneath every political election not in the election beneath it there's this sound of love you know like just this tone this god chant we have all kinds of chants i hate people i hate republicans i hate democrats those are our chants i hate meat eaters i hate vegetarians you know we have all kinds of chants but the good news is all it is is it never actually adds up to anything it's just this like weird nonsense to god so god has this tone of love and that's all it can ever have because god loves the children it created not in the traditional sense where it loves you but one day we'll send you to hell you know and and don't think that that's just christianity a god that loves you and makes you come back karmically is still sending you into hell so it's it's not good any version of human version of god isn't good well god's so infinitely loving it just keeps giving us a chance to come back that's not god's will god's will isn't to say well you still messed up but if you go back and try again and you'll still likely screw up i'm gonna still love you that's still not god god is looking at us going this is so strange you guys actually think you can be other than divine i'm just going to wait until you decide to get over that which is breaking the only contract that was ever actually made the belief that we could be separate but under that contract was made every other one i'm unlovable nobody will ever want me i'm damaged goods i've been abused as a child nobody would want me these are all contracts we're making up self-worth issues and then finances and i don't just mean personal ones universal laws gravity is a false contract because it implies that a law of physics has power over you and it does not but it seems to just know the truth but respect the illusion don't go jump off a cliff and say i'm going to prove it this has no power over me because what i'll do is you know what'll happen is about a half a second after you land they're already making arrangements for you to come back and work on that same thing again listen they're going to send you back as a bird you want to fly hey [Laughter] anyway so the soul contracts can be made before we even get here and some of those are related to the sins of one generation upon another now some of us go well that's really you can tell that's old school i don't believe in that but you do because that phrase was used more than once biblically and one of the meanings which i've shared before but one of the meanings is the sins of one generation are passed to the second and third generations why didn't it say it's passed to the first generation following the last because you're not going to be your own child in most cases when it says the sins the karma is going to be passed to the second and third generations it means you still need some time to come back into another life and reap the the karma of your own actions all right so you we're going to come back and we've got these agreements before we we get here your family has money it doesn't have money what you have to understand is some of you go well i was brought up in poverty and i i'm very you know sad for people being brought up in abuse or poverty or harm or whatever it happens to be war whatever it happens to be heart goes out to that of course but on some level we believe that there's something we need to pay and we sign contracts i don't know if you've ever been in a position where someone said you know you want to buy this car oh yeah look like it's easy no problem you know you want it whatever cars cost thirty thousand dollars twenty thousand dollars whatever there no problem we're gonna get you this and they get you all excited and you sign the paper you think you're gonna get it your payments are going to be 300 a month great they come back apparently you have some nicks on your credit but we have some good news we have another company that will do the loan it's a guido and sons and it's only for 85 percent interest we can arrange you still get the car they want you to not think about the we just sign and you still get the car and and i as a kid i remember going 18 that sounds good you know i mean you know as a kid i'm like okay because they made it sound like this is all you can do house loan as a kid you know or whatever it happened to be first house you know i just went well they're telling me that's all i'm i can deserve and i have to or else i don't get what i want we all do that even in between lives as well as when we get here we're willing to sell ourselves short in so many ways it's really disturbing but not to make ourselves victims instead to say i think i'm going to change this and all of a sudden miracles happen how much you make per hour it's it's like the so many other paradigms the jim carrey story of you know he wrote himself a 10 million dollar check and kept it in his wallet first of all actors that were major actors your al pacinos of the world didn't even make 10 million dollars at that time how could a comedian make 10 million it's not possible and he was the first to be paid 10 million dollars for a movie here he had written himself a check he had to say i don't believe in the old contracts i believe that anything's possible think about that and this this has been true the nerds we made fun of in school own the world you know whether it's the steve jobs or the bill gates or whoever these guys are you know it's it's incredible because that which was not possible became possible someone had to believe in it and they did they did they never for some reason they always believed that this was possible so in a perfect world you'll have everybody supporting you when you want to break contracts family contracts abuse contracts you know stereotypes racial whatever it is when you go and fight those things you're actually not breaking the contracts when you fight for equality what a women's rights or whatever the topic is if you go fight to save the forest the fight binds you into a contract with guido and sons okay it does you resist not evil is the way jesus is saying it what he means by that is try not to get caught in the fight to break the contracts or you're now bound to courtroom dates constantly to fight and break that contract like for myself when you say to me if you're a woman and you say to me i applied for this job they pay women less than they pay the men my brain doesn't even comprehend that concept i'm not trying to be better than anybody i'm saying literally my little brain can't do that like it's incomprehensible i couldn't imagine paying somebody differently because of anything you know i mean your roles would be different ceo maybe then you know an employee of some kind but i'm just saying it doesn't really compute so the best thing we could be doing is stop computing along those lines stop adding to the problem and stop fighting the problem get over the problem break the contracts in the mind that make you believe those old things well but my parents went through a lot of that and i'm sorry they did now heal it and release it so that it never happens to anybody else go and fight against you know child abuse you're going to be hard-pressed to get through that without having bruises you know it's a it's a a disgusting reality world and so forth along those lines go and try to fight for it against it and so on and you're gonna find yourself carrying a burden why there's so much depression in social work because you're getting in to fix something they will not let you fix and it's going to have fatigue it's going to have an effect on you nursing you know what what is nursing about it it's a it's a form of being a healer and yet to be treated like you're something less by others that think they have a higher role that doesn't make any sense you know next time just say well i'll tell you what um since you're you know treating me like this it's kind of odd here's what i need you to do i need you to go and do the bedpans doctor you know or whomever it is you know and i'm not dizzy because there's doctors that are kind too but it's like you know you go do the bed pans let me do the surgery you know whatever like um it's get it in the consciousness because that's where the changes happen but we make contracts you're not just funneled into those positions without somewhere in the mind believing i believe money doesn't grow on trees when i come here everybody's going to prove it to me you see what i just said there everyone on this planet is going to confirm your belief systems and your belief systems will create contracts the contracts aren't the power it's the belief behind them so coming to a place of i believe anything is possible realizing oh my god i there's contracts i made before i got here there's large and small contracts contracts i made before i got here and ones that i made when i got here but there's large and small contracts for example hey you want to do lunch today sure that's actually a contract you have an agreement whether it's in here or verbal or in writing it's a contract so if i say to you we're definitely going to do dinner sometime this week now it's not the same as death contracts marriage contracts it's just dinner but every contract you make mentally financially verbally in writing contractually every contract that you don't fulfill it becomes a leak we've done talks just on that just leaks they become leaks now if i tell you oh yeah yeah definitely let's do lunch and we don't especially when i know i'm not gonna do lunch there's a leak out of me energetically there's a leak like you could say like a cord a tentacle or cord running from me to you and that person even though outside they're like oh i totally understand deep inside they're like reeling it in you promised me lunch you never showed up and there's energy being pulled from you you might go well i don't believe in that i don't care these are contracts that exist in the archetypal mind of man it's happening stop making the contracts instead of spending time pretending that you didn't make them i just don't believe in that i deny that but you did you make a contract when you're gonna die it's never ever an actual surprise other than to your cognitive mind your soul's like oh yeah this is exactly on top and your conscious human self is going oh i can't believe this is happening to me i can't believe they left no let me check because you know contracts you know the acacia record no this is right on time yeah this is apparently according to the contract they're cheating uh five years ago three years ago last month and today your divorce yeah this is all there you know if you go to your edgar casey acacia record reading they're like oh it's it's all making sense or as they would say everything seems in order you know but small contracts dinner it's still a leak but it is not as intense as a life and death or marital relationship agreement so you have small and large contracts the uh the ones of death are ones that people are going to have a hard time with because you don't remember that contract and people love acting like feeling like victims so it's going to seem like a loved one passed away and and they just it happened to them the doctor bad guy he made a mistake well if you could check the contracts it's there you know i'm sorry i know it's not easy to hear but it's all there there are no mistakes in this sense so somebody got hit by a car accidentally you know it's all it's all in the contracts there are some anomalies sometimes we've come in and we're told there's going to be three possible ways out there's going to be one when you're 30 one when you're 43 and another one you know it sometimes that happens but that's still in the contract some people it's really clear this is when it's happening but other people you have a few options this one's going to happen and it's going to come as a result of depression over the loss of a partner who leaves you and your job is to try to get past it and not die you see but it's still somewhat predictable it's there that this is going to be a pivotal moment it's almost like saying the veil is going to be very thin that day and you could easily easily puncture through it and go to the other side if you do you will have failed your test that relates to other people having power over your heart your love if you succumb to it it's you're not bad but you'll have to come back and deal with lessons related to that so each contract you break or try to break in the negative sense meaning try to ignore or or not take responsibility for each of those will create another whole set of life contracts so it all gets very very strange and we have you know past contracts even future contracts as well as present con past some past contracts are like vows now some people are new agey you know they wear purple glitter in their hair and you know feathers and kind of cool things they walk you know around safeway with a drum you know all kinds of cool things because they're goddesses but they're sometimes broke financially so they're like i'm not broke i'm free what they don't realize sometimes is a vow in a former lifetime as a nun still prevents them from allowing money to come into their lives so they're really wonderful souls but with no money and you know that's just because people don't get me or that's because i'm an artist all these stories around no you sometimes have vows you've taken in other lifetimes and vows even in other lifetimes seem like they have a very strong grip people have sexuality issues now because they were monks in another lifetime you know they have fear of god because of another lifetime i'm using vows as a reference right now you know there's vows that people have made in other lifetimes i vow uh i'm your older brother our parents died i'm going to watch over you forever i didn't realize how long that was you know six lifetimes later i just i'm just an employee we work in the same place and i just feel like i have to watch over you and fight for you to get your raise and you know not anybody gossip about you you know that sort of thing the brother the overseer the older sister or whatever their siblings you know these vows let's watch i remember a vow we i took uh a simple vow like in uh eighth grade a vow because that's when there was a lot of peer pressure happening and a guy that i knew moved into the area and he was kind of not fitting in so i was trying to kind of you know take care of him and help him fit in a little bit better but at some point i saw him saying yeah you know the kids at school that bug me all the time they're doing a lot of drugs and smoking you know and i said i'll tell you what you know so we agree we'll make a vow no drugs dude no cigarettes no let's not succumb to that kind of stuff and so let's make our consciousness which is more philosophical spiritual um let's make that our ideal yeah no problem you know i think within a year you know he became an addict you know so it was like but that's still an example of hey you and me man let's let's make it through this you can have a sponsor asking a person in recovery you know can you make a vow let's really do let's get through this and it's a sort of a vow it's a healthy vow there are healthy vows one day it will happen you won't need any such things even healthy vows because there will be no option to do anything but love for yourself and others total love experience between god self and others you know soul contracts can be perceived to be there and you know perceived meaning it seems as though it's there and sometimes they're experienced but soul contracts we have to understand even though i'm saying they're an illusion which they are they can be broken released which they can be that doesn't mean i'm denying that they don't feel like they have a strong grip today just like an addiction you can say to somebody do you know that heroin is not really good for you yes i do okay lynn stop it right now ready go you know there's this all this effect the body wants it your body loves some of these vowels the body the mind the the whole like viscerally we're bound to these vowels you can say um there's a vowel i have to my ex i can just never get get over them they keep showing up in my conscience my dreams and so on and you think that they would be just ready just let's let them go guys vows are visceral they they lock in with tentacles it's very cancerous in that sense so you don't just go okay done you would like it to be done but the vow is between two or more people or you and something else but it's it's not just in just imagined as far as the mind knows for right now this is something that is connected i have a vow towards a building i have a vow towards a person a group these vows are very tentacle-like so even though i might say i don't want any contracts and vows in karma it's another thing entirely to remove them and the more a vow and a contract and karma has woven itself into your being the harder it is to remove it not unlike cancer some people they go in exploratory and they go this cancer is so everywhere in your body it's like the old joke about rust holding a car together you have more cancer than you have body so we can't remove it you're just done and that's a contract but my point is that's how contracts feel the indebtedness i have towards my sister from 18 lifetimes ago and i said i'll always take care of you and yet today it's visceral god i just so weird or my husband or wife partner you know people that uh you've enslaved in some other lifetime and now they're back pay you know payback is hell right and so sometimes they come back two different ways you might have enslaved someone somebody or they may have enslaved you sometimes we reverse the roles to get them back which is not good but we do it other times you come back and keep repeating the pattern for how long how long do i have to be your slave you bought me as a slave in the middle ages and you still treat me like i'm a slave well what i was saying about how visceral it is logically you know you don't want to be there anymore as a slave to somebody and they treat you like you're their slave meaning like a certain you mean nothing or whatever it happens to be the pattern and in some way you're the one who has to say wait a minute i too am so enmeshed in this pattern it's as though i don't have any other identity but being a slave so you're in it too you're buying into it too is that making sense there's something in you that thinks it's valuable to be in that position so you have to essentially go through counseling and healing to to where you don't just say i don't want the this old pattern you have to get used to the idea of not having it again you can't just wish you didn't have a heroin addiction nor a codependency you have to actually be over it and then simultaneously loving the other alternative why would i let go of i want to get away from eating meats but i know i can't because i need protein and protein and meats and i know you know my body i get headaches if i don't eat protein so you're not ready for it because you already believe there's too many negatives for you making that change you have to be willing to be done with one and really really truly are ready for the other and one of the scariest things of all is to say i don't know what my life will be like without that but it's got to be good that's the attitude there's got to be this i don't know what it'll look like but it's got to be good obviously better than this but it's got to be good if i'm trusting in god because when i let go of old patterns i have the right to create new ones and here's the big problem with that the universe aborts a vacuum so when you try to get rid of old patterns and then just sit there going okay i think i got rid of that pattern today you just sit around waiting you left a void the pattern goes sneezed out and the pattern's just kind of floating around going there's no other hosts here and it comes back here you know that's the analogy jesus gave about you cast out a demon it wanders the desert and it'll come back to its original home that's what that means patterns addictions you must put up a sign that says no vacancy and what's no vacancy mean i've already got something new having replaced that so i didn't just go that's it no more meats ever i also replaced it with maybe a veg a vegetable form of protein it's not just uh no heroin it's and when i feel the craving i'm going to do some meditation you know replace it with more positive contracts because for now we still believe we need something the day is coming where nothing is needed but god itself and i don't just mean in some worshipful relationship we become one with that thing that is god so there's positive contracts there's negative contracts and here's another twisted piece positive contracts are easier to break than negative ones because that's a contract we have we have a contract to believe that negative ones are harder to break you know it's easy to positive you know it's easy look how look how people are so compulsive to be attracted towards you know god there's people that have really wonderful families and households loving parents and they still they still have to say i i have to find out what life is like outside of the safety of my home even if they had a decent home they got to go out there and try something else humans have egos and ego is destructive so unfortunately and the way i've put it before when i've talked about this the brain what they understand in medical science is the brain treats negatives like velcro treats positives like teflon that's completely unfair that's completely unfair you agree that's completely unfair it should have been the other way around that is also a contract we allowed our ego to make good seem like something that's fleeting teflon out and negatives i can't get rid of them right i can't get rid of them look look look at the human race someone that's got some really heavy duty cancer and watch them try to deal with that and then some positives try to you know watch the people's reaction to positives it's like you can have a great day one negative can throw you off you can have a great day one negative you could have a 99 great day if something is enough of a button it'll just be like oh you know can really throw everything off and that's that's the destructive consciousness of human beings with the ego that's why human beings can meet and go oh i love you and i love you too and i love you and i love you too and then oh your hair's out of place i want a divorce you know it's it's it's not the hair out of place what happened is gradually i let that that velcro stick a negative a negative and you know it's like what we call filters and the filter becomes just blackened with dust and and that's my relationship now so one day we go god look at this filter this is terrible i'm going to get rid of this car this house or whatever over a filter the filter collected stuff because that's what filters do and the filters of our mind oh there's a oh i don't like the way you said that collecting all the stuff we don't like about somebody one day going oh you know it's over for whatever reasons and all it was was an accumulation of judgment resentment hurt okay so positives and negatives and i'm sorry to say the negative ones seem harder to break contract wise but they're not really they just seem that way my suggestions would be start creating the habit of creating positive which would be like saying healthy habits but start creating that start thinking in terms of what can i do differently because the negatives will seem harder to break and here's why because negative contracts all contracts mind you but these negatives are stored in your seed atom in your heart they're stored in the acacic records they're stored in your subconscious mind all of our stuff is stored which one is it that doesn't feel good negatives well think about this if if my body's feeling really great right now most people barely notice when they're feeling great you know i remember uh just yesterday yesterday or the day before i remember doing this i remember walking through my house going god i just feel great but most people don't know that they feel great but have an ache you can have a splinter walking around go oh my god again with all this splinter and not get over it so a negative seems to hang in there it seems to get our attention my suggestion though is to try to flip it the other way start acknowledging when you feel great when something feels great when something seems wonderful you had a great conversation with somebody oh that's my favorite song you know just just enjoy singing it get used to the positives why aren't people already used to the positives because we came in under the number one contract that were separate from god so everybody subconsciously is always waiting for the other shoe to drop for the end to come oh look uh winning lottery ticket here yeah probably now all my former family members are going to come up money from me and you know that's what the head starts doing oh god my divorce isn't final now they're gonna get half of this now i only get 50 million dollars you know wouldn't you know it that's that's this world guys so be careful it can only change by us you and i are going to have to get used to weaving ourselves to the positive patterns and cutting ourselves away from the negative patterns patterns are even stored in our glands our shockers our cells of our body that's why i'm saying it's so visceral but when the cells of your body are feeling great most people don't notice it so yet you've got to make yourself feel things and think things that you're not used to thinking and feeling so this stuff gets stored everywhere my body my muscles you know the glands of the body in fact the soul when it gets a body it you know it's ready to inhabit a new body it actually downloads into your chakras relevant information to each chakra and just to keep it simple let's say a segment related to each chakra for each you know segment of the body okay root chakra pelvis and so on okay solar plexus this area stomach pancreas spleen okay just as an example heart lungs and the heart you know but the heart chakra with the heart organ the lungs and so on so the soul says here's the stuff we're bringing in from previous lives and stuff related to heart and this segment of the body it downloads to each chakra its information relevant to that segment the segment could mean that particular organ it could mean that particular gland it could even mean that area of the body that area so if in another lifetime you were literally stabbed in the back or emotionally psychologically figuratively stabbed in the back the soul carries it downloads it to that area of the body and says around 30 years old like a time released capsule around 30 years old it opens up now who's going to help facilitate that oh there'll be somebody perfect often the one that stabbed you last time except this time they may not have a knife this time it's all you know romantic you know you have a hard time getting over it i just feel like you you betrayed me you stabbed me in the back well that could be because last time you stabbed me you stabbed me physically and in the crusades and i'm stabbing you emotionally in this lifetime what has to happen is you and i have to say no indebtedness to anyone or to me if anybody out there feels like you need to to to get the the karma cleared one way or the other let's ho oponopono let's say the hawaiian prayer and be done if you want to continue carrying it i won't be there see so i love you i'm sorry i love you please forgive me thank you something along those lines cord cutting it's called cord cutting but that doesn't mean just because you go oh he's talking about cord cutting soul contracts cord cutting great and you go to sedona you get with some weekend shaman you know who's going to do a rattle and burn some sage and go you know around your body and go you're done you're not done energetically etherically theoretically you're done but if you subconsciously don't want to be done think you still owe someone or still have a resentment the courts just get reattached you'll feel like 24 hours of wow i feel great then you go back to la or wherever and it all seems to come back and you think sedona i got to move there it's so magical it wasn't sedona man it's you reattach the cords and that happens all the time people say why why did it feel like i felt so good and now this stuff's coming back you know that's that's hurt that's what it is it's hurt i feel bad that i hurt you i feel bad that you hurt me it's hurt speaking and it doesn't want to let this stuff go it wants retaliation so how can i once and for all kind of clear it's not just a ceremonial cord cutting which helps it's a tool forgiveness number one where it's where we started half an hour ago forgiveness all right there's other things you can do you can do retrospection exercises at the end of every day look back over the day anything that i engaged in verbally think you know just even in thought physically actions anything that was off stop go back surrender all ego investment to any of it and see it happening differently god i was just doing great i had this great meditation on and on and on and then oh then my ex called if they hadn't called i would have been fine so dear lord make them never call again no that's not actually healing because god's going to go let's triple the calls next week you know because your healing is what matters not getting your egos away so instead it's like oh geez i see it man they called and i immediately felt tight in my stomach i answered and they said you know you you seem you're like you're being harsh at me you know and i know i'm not i'm i'm being loving right now you're you're projecting but they might pick up that tension without you realizing it they they might pick up that you got tents when they dialed your number so you know you're still engaging at some point retrospection exercise let me go back and say oops and see it differently and here's the value of that you wired the neurons in your brain by thinking that i handled that call better you're wiring the neurons and making it a possibility more so next time did that make sense you're actually wiring it in your brain that didn't go so bad it did but you're rewiring it you know what that's called a mistake what's a mistake in hollywood take two just do it again oh god i blew it again take three a mistake just means do it again jesus says and of course in miracles think of these things as mistakes not sins not unforgivable sins just errors let me try that again and when others blow it i wonder if i could visualize them doing differently as well because when you have a program and a contract of somebody being a certain way they will inadvertently step into the contract that you have for them believe it or not i think of you as a rude person you'll never be any different makes you that way now you could walk in the room you could be out there blissing out having a great meditation in your morning time going god i just feel like i'm such a different person last five years of my life and then they find you and they go god you just trigger me and you no i didn't even do anything you might have you might have been holding a pattern of that person when they stepped in the room because their will wasn't strong enough yet they weren't fully recovered from their heroine yet they stepped right into that addiction i remember a very popular singer who was a heroin addict and i remember him saying yes i'm in recovery and i i no longer do heroin and the interviewer is going great that's really he goes no no if you had some on you right now i would do it he said this isn't easy i'm working on it but i'm not done and then he ended up back in heroin and died you know this stuff of life you think it's just what's what's easy for you to say i would never be doing heroin and die like that yours could be some x that you obsess on you know so you can't judge another person's addictions because you'll have your own weaknesses or whatever you'd want to call them so there's cord cutting exercises you know forgiveness retrospection exercises cord cutting exercises even the purging when you're in the dark night of the soul when you're going through life-changing crisis not just the existential kind but i mean dark night of the soul man you just everything seems to be collapsing in your life that is a period of purging that's another way of doing cord cutting if you do it right if you walk through the dark night properly not as a victim but properly look at it as like a process of cleansing clearing um and and i'll even add one more try not to create more cord cutting just stop creating chords how well just in a nutshell recognize that this world is valueless this world has nothing of value because it doesn't even exist not because i'm putting it down it doesn't exist the world is nothing but a television monitor that mirrors three-dimensional holographic images of our beliefs and where we are in our life if we're evolving and growing and expanding in consciousness the world will reflect it if we're still dealing with karma and cut cords and whatever uh it'll reflect that so try not to put value on things that don't have value that's that's not easy that doesn't mean become like completely shut down cold overly stoic hi mommy i love you that's an attachment dear just get over it you know that would not be good now you'll have to come back in another lifetime you know and do that deal with that it's that's not that's not healthy i'm talking about play the game but recognize nothing in this world has power over me nothing things that make you feel lesser than good they do not you just think they do so you're in a relationship a parasitic relationship with things like that what about the ones that seem like they do it's a codependence i am as god created me i am a holy being and so are you all we're doing is working on remembering that today i'm not doing very well at that that's called a bad day today i'm doing really well at that that's called having a good day i'm not attached to either because my good and bad days are only reflections of how i'm doing at the end of the day the end of the all the days i am as god created me so i feel just great i'm applying for a loan i really really want the loan wait i am as god created me that's all let me get back to that identity consciousness rather than if i get the loan i'll be happy you created a co-dependence meg is that making sense all right so coming sort of towards a close you know forgiveness and all these other pieces to consider to end these things it's not just the ceremonies it's got to be the consciousness and nothing changes consciousness more dramatically more effectively than forgiveness watch videos and stuff of myself or others or the book i wrote on the book of love and forgiveness to learn because i'm not talking about flippant fine i forgive you i'm talking about the process the actual process of recognizing forgiveness letting go of what we think others are about the power that we thought they had i'm not saying they didn't harm you they didn't hurt your feelings i'm not saying pretend nothing happened i'm saying at this point this is what seems to be and i'm done letting it have power over me start there because then then you can bring in the next step which is and what does have power connection connection oh but they left me and they hurt my my connection to god could never allow me to be lonely so this codependence with somebody has no power i know it seems like it does but that's just my old beliefs i see it i give it to god and i replace it with a belief in oneness you know call in something different so you'll know that you're getting this you will know that contracts are ending in ending a few ways one the sting lessons the sting that things have the buttons seem like they're they're less intense and less often i don't seem like i get my buttons pushed as often you start to feel that way and when they get pushed i don't go totally nuts over it you know it's it's kind of like that i mean i remember the first person that seemed like they were interested in me romantically is probably eighth or ninth grade or something like that and they lived farther away and um but we met one place and then they left so now you know the relationship was like hi no you hang up no you hang up you know one of those things so so we did this but one day they called and i came home and as is often the case the doors were locked i should have took them taking the hint from my family then but you know i was often locked out so i couldn't get in the house in time to answer the phone oh my god for a few minutes i was just like life had ended oh god joe i can't believe it all and i missed the call and now i never they may never call again you know like bizarre bizarre i mean it's embarrassing to even think i would have ever done that but i whatever you know got to tell somebody so so it's like how weird and that was a very extreme emotional outburst and uh it lasted only a few minutes but it also could have lasted longer it only shortened because somebody walked in one of the other family members showed up and they heard me what are you doing um you know i'd make something up i didn't want to be like my heart was broken because i missed a phone call you know um that would have never gone over well so it's like you know wow you know snap out of it and to realize well that's what we do about everything everything in this world we think has power i've seen people devastated because their show is not on today you know like my grandmother used the word my soaps my soaps aren't on there's a you know an inconvenient thing about a horrible earthquake that killed a million people and i where's my soap you know you are the soap granny oh no but anyway if you find the opposite instead of feeling better remember if it's not going away be careful guys it can mean that you're not wanting to let people off the hook it can mean that you're not wanting to take responsibility these are the reasons why the cords aren't going to be cut you might not want to let somebody off the hook you might not want to be taking responsibility you know uh and that one alone is going to be enough to sabotage you know people's healing one last one is if you start to clear contracts one of the things you're going to notice when you're improving but you might not want subconsciously is something called instant karma when you start clearing contracts it means i i'm not buying into anything that's a you know a share anything that's payment you know like a credit card you know payment no what you're saying subconsciously is i'm done with that the universe is going to say so what you're saying is that if ever you do something you're open to instant payment plan right right car you know instant karma oh yeah um be careful what you ask for be careful what you pray for i think it's brilliant personally but not when it's happening you know instant karma you know you a little something and then bam and it comes right back on you but that is actually one of the most pers consistent signs of major spiritual advancement it sounds horrendous but major spiritual advancement because what you're saying is i want no contracts no payment plans i want to stay clear now that means nothing's allowed to be held up for another lifetime which means you're going to have what's what's going to feel tempt you to feel like a victim because i remember as a kid going you know a friend steals a piece of bubble gum if i steal a piece of i get caught i was always like wait i literally literally said god this is unfair everybody else gets away with everything i mean it was like that as a kid later on i realized thank you because i have no debts that's the way it feels and everybody else that got away with it's going god these bills keep arriving you know every week every day every month and i'm like this is amazing i don't have any bills that's how it feels all right please take a few centering breaths and just breathe into these few concepts please we have the right to choose karma and contracts so choose them if you want but as you're quieting your mind and you're drawing yourself within ask yourself if that's truly what you want karma negative contracts patterns of a negative nature take a moment to own that you can see even if you're not sure of examples just own that you you can probably see them contracts vows just own yeah i i could probably see where i played that out and then tried to find a decision inside that says this is no longer from my greater good and it never was all the things we just covered the reasons you might want to keep patterns not wanting to let people off the hook not wanting to take responsibility not wanting to have instant karma more often just look at that and are you able to say i don't buy that anymore the negative contracts and vows would imply that you would rather be in charge of your life because you don't trust god if you let go and let god god's not going to have any vows for you god's not going to have any debts for you but we're not used to that so it seems scary but it's not it's really just accessing the control freak inside can we do it can we do it what will i do if i don't have bills showing up i might not even need a mailbox anymore that's different that seems weird i would be weird to not have a mailbox so i need some bills this is the kind of thinking we have if i come to earth i come here partly because of karma if i don't have karma i'll have no reason no excuse to be here and then my gosh what would i do i wouldn't be able to see my kids my cat and so forth or can we trust that we would still be able to be anywhere we want to be but freely happily joyously prosperously we can keep any and all of them but if we can make a different choice we're saying this from our soul heavenly father mother god i do understand how where and why i sometimes have felt indebted to others or them to me i know that at times i wanted to be debt free but not as excited about freeing the debts of others in this moment i am calling in the power of the divine mother calling upon her spirit her holiness to well up within me and or descend upon me and become this ovum this egg of light around me clearing all ties not of bad people out of my life freeing all the holy children of god none of you owe me anything i owe you nothing we are free and we're one how could i owe myself we're one and if anyone comes to mind that youth go not that one take it with you and use it for more healing later but am i willing yes yes yes yes as best i can yes yes to all of them yes done clear karma contracts issues limitations all the beliefs of the past i'll still play the game i can still pay bills i can still know that gravity isn't something to challenge too much but deep deep down in my soul today i affirm none of this has any power over me whatsoever and i feel a celebration inside free at last free at last we are all free at last thank god and when i move forward today i'm alive not the walking dead i'm alive nothing sucking energy from me nothing draining my pocketbook nor my mind free at last and i ask you holy spirit do all that you can to help me refrain from going back to the compulsions and addictions of those former patterns and so it is thank you guys all right we're just going to do our closing prayer as we're preparing for that um by the way there's a tape called the cd set called spirituality volume 4. it has a talk on forgiveness and judgment be careful what you ask for prosperity and abundance and karma and contracts so if you'd like more on these types of talks uh topics then you could look at that dvd set okay all right we're going to do our collection and our closing a closing prayer all right please be as generous as you can any extra donations you can make would be great we can put them towards our establishing a new place we've got obviously a lot of expenses in creating the new place but beautiful man it's really really you're gonna love it okay unless you have any contracts to this place i recommend cut them and let's create some new ones all right so holding your love offering to your heart and soul the wording for the prayer is on the front of your bulletins or is posted online together please divine love flowing through me blesses and multiplies all that i am all that i have all that i give and all that i receive and so it is thank you all right so it'll only be a minute the blue bags are for the love offerings donations if you're in the room the baskets are any for any extra donations uh we help out you know people lesser means or towards special projects like the new place while they're passing those out um you know i can just say that the um the new place it's probably i mean so much of us are you know we're doing a lot of the work that it saves a lot of uh funds that otherwise would have to be spent uh the whole process of renovations probably three weeks that most people would take three months to accomplish but for all kinds of reasons we we won't wait three months first of all we're nowists um second of all second of all um you you end up paying more if you take longer you know because you're paying for two buildings so just responsibly financially speaking um it's done sooner um but still it's it's you know maybe 100 grand you know to get all that done so all the donations you know are great we probably um unity um has as you know is paying a lot of that but the donations from everybody else we'd love to get it to match what unity's putting into the change uh renovations and what everybody else is donating but you know uh soon enough we we might be able to reach that if everybody just continues to be generous so we appreciate it and you can adopt specific topics you know you can adopt landscaping you know more foliage or a water fountain or you know whatever topic somebody wants to see us have there within reason you know some of them we can do something we can't but whatever we can okay um but anyway thank you guys so we're gonna just do our closing prayer all right ah you can please stand folks online please please hear this try not to just when you're at home you know sitting in your living room and kind of half hearing the prayer we want everyone worldwide because this is now a worldwide ministry as we're we want everyone to really feel it what i'd like to see happen with our new property and with our new experience online too and i've had this idea since around the year 2000 but the technologies weren't there i want these experiences online to feel like this is your sacred experience this is a sacred sunday service for everybody so you're in the room yes and it's wonderful yes but online do your best to imagine that screen becomes something you're sort of teleported into and it becomes this sacred experience i really want to make that happen and not keep this in any form like the world does linear i'd like this to become a multi-dimensional experience for the folks online like it is here for us okay so we're all doing this together all right just centering on gratitude smooth and clear and clean within a couple of weeks we'll be back to playing music live having music here [Music] connecting and connecting at a deep level let's picture color connecting us and sounds and tones all around the world the people here simply are able to anchor it physically but everyone around the world joining us [Music] the feeling of gratitude the light of god surrounds us the love of god unfolds us the power of god protects us the presence of god watches over us we are the presence of god wherever we are god is i am we are and so it is thank you so much god bless you all you're welcome thank you thanks guys online we appreciate your help and support thanks for joining us see you all

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