When we start this journey off, I mean
there's all kinds of intellectual ways that people can talk about the journey of life on earth, and what has happened and hasn't happened, and so on.
But really, when we come into this journey, there's this concept of
separating from God. You can't really separate from God, I mean let's be clear
about that. When we talk about separation and whatever else, even struggles on
earth, they're not things that are real. They're not things that actually,
ultimately have power over us, but we need to respect for now that they seem
to. So once upon a time, the children of God seemed to have separated from God.
Yeah you know, and there's so many layers of this conversation that I could go
into, but we seem to have separated. Now when we do that, God's reality remember
is just absolute Peace, Love, joy, abundance. I mean it's this whole concept
of blissful oneness. So if you're trying to separate from that, you're gonna have
something that's contrary, something that's contrasted to that. And we call
this good and evil, but it's really not. What happened is when we seem to have
separated from God it's you know it's kind of like a child who's mad at their
parents and says well I'm gonna I'm gonna run away from home you know and
you pretend to go you know you're like as far as your backyard but you know you
you leave and and you bring a little lunch or you you know you're in your
mind you're doing something in reality it does it's not real in reality you're
still genetically connected you can pretend you're not but you're not and we
can't separate from God but what we did was we said well we'll show God we're
separating from God because we wanted to know believe that there could be
something other than love so we said to ourselves well what if this is fantastic
this whole blissful thing but what if you could separate what if we could
separate from God what would happen just the concept because thoughts create just
because we think it what if then it started happening and when that happens
you since you can't leave God you have to have created something it's called a
veil a veil through which we flew through so to speak and into a now
created expanding universe you know so God didn't say let there be light and
create a Sun and the moon and galaxies and stars and it took its children roll
them up like dice and toss them into the universe and said good luck that's not
what happened we said I wonder what life would be like outside of God there is no
outside but you can create a veil you can think what up manufacture it
make-believe so we fly through a veil into a limited
universe away from God's unlimited reality that veil it's very important to
understand that veil because there is no such thing as good and evil
there's only good and a veil all bad negative destruction hate hurt racism
etc all of that is nothing but veiled reality if you can lift the veils Buddha
said you know heavens all around you just lift the veils to see it that's the
point you didn't really go anywhere you just
put up a veil and said I'm I'm pretending I'm somewhere else I know
that I'm an infinite being but I'm gonna pretend I'm limited I'm gonna pretend
that everybody seems to have power over me but me I'm gonna pretend that what
would life be like if I were a victim of germs I couldn't even see I'm an
infinite being I created we co-created the entire universe and then we act like
a germ can kill us it doesn't make any sense or due to my sinful nature gosh
you know I've been have to have karma you know or a hell to go and burn in or
whatever this is not God thinking these things up love cannot come up with these
kinds of weird concepts but we went through a veil we fly through this veil
and then the Garden of Eden stories explaining it the Garden of Eden creates
this concept of now there's a garden because we've now come out of heaven
where Semih in semi heaven and and God comes in visits Adam and Eve mankind
visits the garden on occasion what that means is I used to be one with God up in
here symbolized by the upper three chakras and then I seem to have left
descended from heaven down into my heart Center
which is called the Garden of Eden and in the Garden of Eden God used to come
down and visit God you know us Adam and Eve but then Adam and Eve end
up biting from a tree an apple I mean you know seriously it's not an apple
that's evil God didn't say you can have anything but apples you know doesn't
make any sense that's like a an evil produce guy don't stay away from my
apples you know they take anything else from the produce department don't touch
those apples I've shined him up and everything so that's not what happened
the Apple it wasn't even an Apple got changed to an Apple it was a pomegranate
but it's true the original stories were pomegranates because of the number of
seeds in a pomegranate and so what had happened was don't eat from a fruit
that's going to be the thought the belief in the tree of knowledge which
means you guys are out to try to become self art like individuate instead of one
you want to know of your individual ego you want to create individual ego
instead of oneness so we separate from heaven because we're wanting to know
what life would be outside of oneness so we come to earth and we're in the garden
and we're told don't eat from the tree of knowledge which meant the tree of
judgment this is really good advice it wasn't God forbidding something good it
was this argument don't bite from the tree of judgment because once you start
judging what happened to Adam and Eve out of the garden which means heart
center now we're not even in there anymore
we dropped now into our lower three chakras our physical emotional and
intellectual selves that's what happened we went through a veil and dropped into
Eden and then through another veil and dropped into earthly experience a very
seemingly limited earthly experience so the story of the Garden of Eden and the
trees of knowledge which is judgment or the tree of forgiveness you know the
tree of life they call it but it's the tree of forgiveness so you have
two things to choose from and the Bible says okay guys look since you think you
now have come to earth tell you what you you have two things that are going to be
talking to you all the time one is going to be patiently waiting only speaking
when you ask it to which is the Holy Spirit or Divine Mother just waiting
holding you in her womb patiently saying I'm holding it no matter what you do and
the other one is the tree of judgment so the mother saying each of the Tree of
Life it's called the tree of forgiveness so the mother is asking constantly honey
let me help you forgive today and she doesn't mind that you're not in the mood
to forgive she doesn't mind that you're kicking people are being kicked not
because she likes that for you she's just saying I'm still holding you you're
kicking and being kicked I'm really sorry you chose that today really sorry
you're experiencing that today when you're ready let me know and I'll help
take you into something else called forgiveness and we're saying basically I
don't need your feedback right now I'm still having some you know some of the
fruit of judgment I would consider the tree of forgiveness if people didn't
take me off so much the tree of judgment so this is constant this is a constant
process then the mother just in her infinite patience is holding us and so
we're hearing about in the Garden of Eden we're hearing things like you know
the serpent the serpent you know evil is tempting Adam and Eve she attempts Eve
and then she goes and turns and temps Adam and so on all this is that's really
happening this thing called the serpent the evil it's just the veil so so who
created the veil we did so there isn't an evil force against us but in the
illusion of life it'll seem like there is it'll seem like it why well that's
answered in a movie called the neverending story because the
neverending story when they're talking about you know the hero
Atreyu the hero in the story is talking to that what seems like the villain this
beast that's attacking and you know killing people or whatever and he says
are because they know that the nothing and that's a great name for it then
nothing is taking over so when this hero meets this be
he says are you than nothing he says oh no well then what do you who are you and
what are you doing here oh well then nothing is mankind's lack
of power when they no longer believe in imagination and power they start to
become afraid and when they're afraid which is what the nothing is doing when
they're afraid they're easily controlled so this beast is saying essentially like
I'm the devil roll I'm the bad guy but I'm only able to exist because the
nothing has taken over people's power but what's it called nothing
so illusion has no real power over us but because it seems to end disheartens
people there are human beings that love stepping into that going well you all
seem so messed up I think I'll take you over you're also susceptible I'll be
your your your victimizer today not just globally even in our households when
people sense that you have a light about you they just go this this person gonna
be easy to mess with and they abuse a lot of times they're called whipping
post scapegoats in families because they look a little more easy about things you
know they don't want to they don't want to go after people they know might knock
them over the head and return they're gonna look for people that have a little
bit of peace because they feel safe attacking such people this doesn't come
from God and this isn't God ordained this is created by us we wondered what
life would be like if we were separate from God and the answer is and so it is
it now it happened and now we're all in the world as victims going what are we
going to do to fix this when in fact you got a bite from the tree of life and
forgiveness the world will not change by politician it will not change by new
economic ideas it will not come from the AMA it's going to come from us forgiving
all of those types of things and then what it sounds like is I'm telling you
be the passive ones who allow all these abusers to continue abusing not at all
because you can get in a loving state of mind and still saying not today it's
okay to do that in your household or wherever else it's
okay to say no no no thank you but watch because this world men it's
just so controlled by such darkness and for so long
it's designed to dishearten people and this is no easy task for us to take on
this idea of forgiveness it's no easy task you're not asked ultimately just to
forgive one person or somebody that has annoyed you in your life when you get
past that you start having to work on forgiving the collective not just my
abandonment everybody's not just my loneliness everybody's you know and then
you think geez you know we people should be grateful I even worked on one or two
people now you're asking me to work on you know forgiving everyone everyone
there can't be one ounce of lack of forgiveness or it the the the evil the
veil is being fed so there's a veil between us and God who created it we did
what are we gonna do about it tell God to make it go away God doesn't
see the veil see we do so God's saying you can return anytime in fact as far as
I'm concerned you never left you all just think you did you know you know
it's like a comedy movie you might have seen I can't see or it was on the three
stooges at least five times I can't see I stick I can't see open your eyes
oh look guys you can see you know just open your eyes your eyes are closed
that's why you can't see so God's saying man I'm really voting for that just lift
the veil open your eyes so when we came in and through a veil
our eye our divine eye closed and we opened two new ones but because there's
two it means we see through duality everything is now good and bad not real
good god but I perceived good and bad so when we come to this earth and we rely
on our senses any senses but let's say especially the eyes the vision you can't
even see clearly I know what's going on here you know we need one of those lines
you know we need nobody ever has an accurate answer once they say that
because their senses are telling them what they need
then their senses are telling them what would fix it you know here's the problem
here's the solution but both times their eyes are closed you can't see through
the eyes of judgment and ever have a good answer you can't see the eye
through the eyes of judgment means when you think that there's a problem and
it's oh it's a bad problem this one's even worse than yesterday's you're
already saying it is powerful the only solution in that sense is I don't know
the Yogi's for how many years now stop trusting your senses and they became
masters of the physical realm some Yogi's even became masters of the astral
realm Jesus awakened to Christ consciousness
which is the master of all realms that's how he's different but Yogi's spent this
time saying don't trust your senses man that's gonna mess you up in this
dimension this realm don't trust your senses and of course in miracles' on
over and over and over and over in the workbook lessons and the texts are
talking about seeing perception and seeing because it's trying to explain
the world you think you see first of all doesn't really exist but the world you
think you see is always going to look like it has power of some kind your
senses that's hot that's cold that looks pretty that looks ugly you can't see
through judgmental eyes and ever have an accurate conclusion because as soon as
their duality as soon as there's two eyes as soon as that they're coming
through eyes of what we'll call perceptual eyes perception it means my
opinion in my opinion that person looks good in my opinion that person looks bad
none of that is God's reality because God would say what person who you
looking at because I love God God which is light all he can see is light we
think we're limited so all we see is limitation because a Jewish saying you
don't see things as they truly are you see things as you are so we're always
seeing through our own perception of course the miracles go so far as to you
know to tell you even warned you I'll use the word that before you even
at something your mind has already determined what you're gonna see this is
a bad experience this always goes wrong oh you better look out for it's saying
our mind already has opinions around these things then it's not you know
they're that saying you know oh I'll believe it when I see it no you
see it when you believe it you only see what you believe
and some of us go that's not true at all that can't be proven yeah you're right
it is hard to prove especially since even medical science can't for the life
of them figure out how the eyes work they go we don't know why but the eyes
are upside down the I see upside down well isn't that a funny metaphor for the
Course in Miracles saying you see everything backwards it's not an
accident that our eyes see upside down it's not an accident that our eyes
actually are working on opposite sides of the brain you know they don't just go
straight to it's like they cross over everything's flipped around I can't see
anything as it truly is unless I surrender the way I'm seeing things and
ask for divine mine to be restored to me so I can see differently you know I
think I see this or that I think I know what the problem is or the solution
might be but I don't know ah the vulnerability I don't know oh that's so
cool it sounds like such a low condescending
affirmation and it's the one that takes us the highest I don't know is what
Jesus meant when he said you know for example I have myself am nothing I don't
know but God does so if I say the little I doesn't know then surrender it even if
Billy the way he says it in A Course in Miracles how do you know if you need to
surrender something just ask how you're feeling and if you're ever feeling
anything less than absolute stellar love and peace then you probably could risk
surrendering your perception and then what you got to lose well maybe I could
figure it out oh that has helped you know the head it just can't even
find a good date you know it can't seem to sort out a lot of you know things on
this planet and you're gonna fix the world
you know what we need is a little more this a little more you know like
Einstein said you can't fix this world with the same mind that created it
our separated Minds created a separated world separated from God is not a good
thing it's not a great criteria you know we ought to try creating something that
has no love peace or joy I mean what how could you expect that to go well and
this is what the the hurt the scared children of God did we create out of a
place of fear so we can't see clearly when we're in judgmental mind the veil
itself becomes like a cloud and so even if you start a new day today woke up
after a good night's rest when you open your eyes they're already seeing through
clouds so you can't see clearly so start the day saying not my eyes but yours not
my will but yours not my mind but yours it's it's not impossible in fact it's
it's inevitable that all beings will eventually put back on the mind of
Christ a meaning our true identity how nice that I don't have to be the one to
to fight things I mean look at look at so many spiritual programs and the ones
that call themselves spiritual talk about I'm going to inflate myself into a
high level of spirituality I'm gonna start a affirming that I'm amazing I'm
sick fabulous and cool-looking you know aren't I I'm abundant I'm prosperous and
then you still get sick I'm amazing and a loved one still dies where how come
you didn't fix them mister amazing you know stellar perfection there you know
you're looking great you got your stickers on your bathroom mirror that
say I'm wonderful but who's the IE that you're talking about so the other route
is to say I don't know anything I don't know my value and then the other people
out there the spiritual thinkers they're going to say that's a terrible
affirmation you do no you're amazing and there's a point
where you reach bottom these people all need a 12-step program
all these all these spiritual P they need a 12-step program where they say I
don't know and what I do the only thing I do know is that I can't figure it out
so I'm gonna call on a higher power so Jesus puts it the last shall be first
and the first shall be last make yourself great and you're already lost
as soon as I perceive myself to be wonderful in my opinions because who's
the you know me that we're talking about here if in my human limited opinions
I think I'm wonderful and great I'm already gone I've already put the veil
so thick between reality and illusion I can't even know the real me the one
that is great what I can do is strip it all down and just say I don't know
so this prayer of humility is the one that takes us home I don't know I don't
know is only half the sentence really because it's I don't know but God does
know and so now you're surrendering to God you're surrendering to the Christ
within ourselves but to God you do know and that when your ultimate ly when
you're praying to God for answers like that you're really you're really
speaking to the Holy Spirit of God the Divine Mother that's the one that's been
given charge to find a way to bridge us to each other end to reality so by
saying I don't know all of a sudden everything starts all the veils all the
layers of illusion and karma and whatever all of them bow you know we
hear it happening to Buddha and Jesus talks about it in A Course in Miracles
where when you start to wake up trees would even bow to shield you from the
Sun and it's like that not that it literally has to be so but it's how life
feels stuff doesn't get to you like it used to
people don't burn you with their solar rays of anger hateful words you just
feel sheltered you feel shielded that's what it means so we're hearing that
we're taking care of learning to just say I don't know mother can you show me
I had amnesia the mother knows you sees you she's like hi honey and we're
like lights are on but nobody's home I'm I'm I'm a bad person
oh no no you're not silly you know you're my son and I'm holy and your holy
made in my image so she has this perfect image of us we're struggling with guilts
and shames and Karma's in the past she's trying to tell us that stuff has no
power over you we're trying to convince her that it
does and every time we look at another human being and say God that person's
not attractive you're you can't be accurate because you're already seeing
through eyes that are veiled and when you say that person's well that person's
very attractive you're not even seeing the real them
the only time you know you're really seeing people is when you see and feel
light when you look at him light when you look at them and see them and you
know what you'll see and feel is peace and my awakening doesn't come the way
people think Christians are waiting for the rapture so they can be taken away
from all the evil people on the planet and then the New Agers are way waiting
for the Ascension it's the same thing I'm still waiting to get lifted away
from all the root and bad people but the reality is you can't go anywhere even if
you ascended your next life they're still gonna send you back because you
still have people here that you do not see as total light you can't become
light unless you put on the consciousness of light you can't fake it
you can't go I'm ready for a higher dimension own money padmi bloom
chuck-a-luck oh here we go you know it you don't just chant your
way to heaven they don't go well we have a chant or let them in no matter what
the real consciousness is a chant or who you know that's not what happens they go
oh god another one chanting you know because they can hear the subtext oh
money padmi I don't like you owe money padmi I don't like you they can read the
subtext there's issues going on so the test is going to be even if you chant
your way to the gates of heaven when you get there they're gonna ask you to turn
around and look back at the earth how did it go I'm not so good I didn't like
this type or that type even if it's not you don't want to use the words idea
like well they're just gonna say tell us what you see that's the test
just turn around tell us what you see if you can still see colors and genders and
ugly versus attractive and so on you haven't gotten anywhere I don't care
what color you wear purple or white pure colors I don't care if you have a
new-age air cut you're still sent back because you still see issues in people
and people are us if we see issues in them limitation of any kind we're seeing
limitations in ourselves who decided there were limitations in other because
you only see through yourself so if I'm seeing it in you it means it's in me and
if it's in me and I haven't put on the eyes of forgiveness for myself and
others then I have to come back because obviously I still believe in a fallen
world so there's no real easy escape we are of that consciousness or we're not
so we are looking into this world and saying how can I see things differently
ask ask the Holy Spirit ask Jesus or whatever you feel you can believe in ask
God in some form you know god I'm seeing something that's terrible there's you
know storms and fires and droughts and all kinds of things you know and and you
don't say okay I won't turn on the TV now I'm holy that doesn't work you don't
have to sit there and watch and go I got it I got to go and get a car full of
food and drive there and fix everybody that's not necessarily gonna help have
you put on the eyes of forgiveness how about looking saying you know there's a
storm or a hurricane or whatever it happens to be Wow just like Jesus
walking out Jesus didn't go ah man the Apostles are out in a boat and the waves
are tossing this is going to be a tough miracle especially since I get seasick
oh Jesus no so and then he goes walking out there's
gonna be a tough one that's not how our divine mind really sees things what it
needs to do is go first notice Oh Oh a storm a hurricane a death a sickness
whatever it is notice that you see it there's nothing wrong with that because
it's the truth on the human level it's how we perceive it own it but then turn
it over this is how I see it one of my children you know they're
they're sick or one of my children you know this is how I see it but God show
me how you see it and then not everybody gets up and walks because human beings
are not at the consciousness yet to completely restore people but what
happens is show me how to see this and then you have a child that's a drug
addict or a parent that's ill and passing away they don't all get up and
walk in our clean and sober what happens is you start to feel a shift in here
like despite the way things look to these eyes everything is okay in this
eye and it's quite amazing it's not manipulated it's not forced into
activity you don't have to do special you know incantations per se you can do
any extra things you like but it's all in the mind it's a shift in
consciousness Wow you know storms hurricanes whatever it is this is this
is sad this is dangerous well that's how I see it but if I try to take action or
react to it in any way as though it has power then even with my best intentions
I'm actually adding to its power it seems to have over us what we have to do
instead is ask this is how it seems but show me how you see it and all of a
sudden you realize wow I'm now in a holy state of mind and I feel a peace that
surpasses understanding in me when I'm in that divine state I can now say into
the the storm or into the hearts and souls of people peace peace be still and
know that I am God peace it's okay people will still die and they're still
going to be trees burning and hurricane blowing other trees over but you're
saying that despite the way things look somewhere there's the peace of God I
know that I know it why don't I see it peel the layers lift the veils so so
really just like healing occurs if you speak to a person and say you know
person says I have a fever if you know anything really about healing you'll say
a fevers to burn away a virus it's a possibility right so when people say
there's issues going on on the planet when you start to see it from another
level you realize this is what we somehow have attracted in our lives and
it's what people believe they need right now I'm not saying it's good nor bad all
I know is none of its true in God's eyes there is no fly or butterfly that has to
die on the behalf of a spider and there's no storm that has to take place
we created these things and they will not stop without us changing our
consciousness you can't just get a longer fire hose to put out another fire
that's not how you fix it human beings are just so twisted in so many ways
human being no no human beings want to think about limiting birth rates but
keep their birth rates going so you're all empowered to do what you want to do
now there's no water and when there's no water people are complaining about
something out the cost of water in bottles and storms just one cycle
creating another cycle becoming more and more problems so we're not going to fix
the world through physical worldly means it's in consciousness we're all destined
to learn to be in the world but not of the world and it's not easy because the
world's going to constantly tell your senses that there's a problem even if
your eyes are blinded you don't have vision you're gonna hear about it and if
you don't hear about it somehow the tensions and other people psychically is
still picked up in your sixth sense and their senses beyond the sixth sense but
my my senses pick it all up you feel it emotionally astrally psychically you you
see it in vision and so on the world's just
so messed up and one reason it's trying to do this is because it's trying to
convince us it's called tempting us evil tempts us no the veil tempts us to
believe in it because the veil would disappear if the devel disappears then
there's we're all home but for the veil to disappear it can only come through
forgiveness we put the veil in place we have to forgive ourselves for putting
the veil in place and we're going well I'd get to that but we have problems on
earth the veil is acted out through the stuff on earth if you have a small
number in your checkbook you know like a minus sign you know if you have a small
but zero doesn't mean enough zero so if you have a zero in your checkbook it's
going to be evidence to your mind because your intellect is one of your
sick sick not six six senses the mind the intellect oh I know that mean what
that means zero that means I don't have enough this world is like that it shows
you you're still too heavy you're not gaining weight when you need to because
you're sickly you're not doing this right to that
right here you know illness prevails it's constant all it is is the veil
tempting us to believe that it is real meaning not a veil up in the sky believe
it or not as I stand and you you can see me you look at me there's a veil between
your eyes and me when you look at each other there's a veil between every one
of us it's almost like a spiritual fossa in the body
it's a tissue that veils everybody's eyes nobody can see each other anymore
unless through the eyes of forgiveness you know wow that person is hot do
great-looking as soon as you think you're seeing them they're just
appealing to your opinion of what looks good I mean it's just opinions if we ask
to Picasso everybody be all tubed you know that would be kind of weird I mean
can you imagine that dudes my new you're hot you know
I mean it's all perception none of it's true
none of us is great-looking or not great-looking this is this is a veil
you're only seeing what your eyes would believe it's going to see today and that
includes with each other so instead of saying wow I would like a partner that's
great-looking ask whoever my partner is I would like to see them as they really
are I would like to see you through God's eyes that needs to be my living
affirmation and aspiration I want to see everyone as they truly are and then
everybody starts peeling layers of the veil I only showed you that I was an
addict I even said it constantly I'm an addict and now I peel that off I'm a
mailer I'm a female or on black room way these are convenient veils that we put
on ourselves as well I'm going to show you some one that I want you to see
they're called masks forgiveness allows the masks to come off one after another
and never it seemingly you know never-ending - they just keep dropping
they keep falling away you know Jesus told the Pharisees of the time the the
leaders of the time they were the politicians the lawyers and so on you
know it's an interesting statement he makes to them because they're saying you
know they're arguing with him we're the leaders of Israel we know what's right
and he I'm just paraphrasing but he says if you would say I cannot see anything
you would be innocent flawless but because you claim to know everything
because you claim to see the truth and speak for God your sin remains and
that's when they were like Oh kill this guy quickly like they were so mad at him
and all he was saying really was if you would try the I don't know you're
already halfway home but because you shut that down you don't have an open
mind and you say we know the laws of Israel better than anyone else
they were the lawyers the politicians the the you know the powers of the time
because you people think you know your sin remains and he wasn't saying sinners
like in the traditional sense he was saying your eyes your flawed your flaw
because you think you see because you're holding on to your perceptions and your
senses you're already mistaken as soon as you affirm that there's veils how
could you see anything truly and how can you tell other people about God if you
have veils over your eyes so he says you're better off saying I don't know
that doesn't mean if your children say do you love me Mommy I don't know you
know I don't mean you say it in inappropriate ways or inappropriate
times or in ways that people would not understand it you know mommy what's 2+2
I don't know they go back to school my mommy doesn't know it 2+2 is it I don't
mean that I'm talking about an intention in consciousness it you know my my
speaking for example I teach and speak I am grateful that I don't I don't believe
there's ever been in me a thought where I think to myself God I really know a
lot I feel like the only reason I know anything is by affirming I don't know
meaning when I stand here or wherever am at at doing this account counseling
session I don't get into my head someone said to me on tour recently Wow how do
you remember that we did a session like eight years ago and how did you remember
these details I don't I really don't it just starts downloading when I'm sitting
with a person to get 99 point something percent at the time I just sit down and
it all starts coming back I mean I've had people hi I don't know if you
remember I said yo you ever had a husband that was in and he was living in
one state and you were living in another and you're away
they're like that doesn't know it's not my memory trust me on that you know I
it doesn't my mind I don't have capability really an easy time just
memorizing stuff terrible in school I didn't want to memorize anything I
didn't like the idea whether it's memorizing you know calculations never
even got past you know a basic arithmetic I mean I never even got into
division and it worked out no I never I could never figure that out but if we're
in a board meeting or if somebody's asking me you know well so we have this
amount and this this hands - 15 hundreds of little I'll
go it'll be about 333 and it'll be really close it can just happen luck or
just I have to leave it to somebody else because if something's being asked of me
it's not like God goes you go Michael gods like we better send him some help
because I don't know that's not a disempowering statement
I don't know means there is something that does by my saying I don't know I'm
filled with something that does and then we're all powerful really I don't know
when you go and sit with a sick person god I don't know what would you have me
say today what would you have me say to this person you see it's I don't know
it's a strange kind of a line to walk because it seems like you're just
walking a thin line of I don't know but yet I do my intellect says but but just
say okay just chill for a minute and let's wait and what happens is we start
to receive inspiration because when you say I don't know you've actually put
down the fruit of the tree of judgement and knowledge meaning I know and you're
picking up the fruit of the tree of life which says but God does so you're saying
God you feed me the fruits of the spirit the fruits of God consciousness and in
that man everything starts to download we start to realize we know things
there's people online that say God you know how do you know this how did you
teach this or whatever it is I try as often as I can to explain it's really by
just stepping aside and saying I don't know well how could Casey do what he did
edgar cayce he would say he had a technique there are Yogi's that have
been interviewed about Edgar Cayce they said that's an advanced yogi technique
that Casey would literally take his ego human self and detach from it set it
aside then he was able to read all the knowledge all the Acacia crackers of any
topic past present or future but it was a technique of stepping aside from the
ego self or the human self if you want to call it that that's all it is and
it's not challenging it's not difficult just a little humility
a little willingness god I don't know but show me God how to show me how to be
a single mom today instead of I wish I had a partner I don't want to have to be
a single mom why it's bad it looks bad who said well my mother said well tell
her to go marry somebody then you don't need your okay so you asked spirit to
show you that you're okay even if you're dying I'm afraid then admit it I'm
afraid then what just finish the sentence I'm
afraid yet I trust in you God I want somebody to be healed and fixed but I
trust in you God it looks like my finances aren't going
well but I trust in you Trust doesn't mean and be sure to fix it
I'll leave you a note like cookies for Santa I'm gonna leave you some cookies
to say you know I want you to visit this house it's not like that it's more like
I don't even know what the problem is I think I do and if you want any feedback
Lord let me know because I can talk for hours about the problem but you don't
need to god says I got it there's really only one problem we were told by Jesus
God already knows what your problems are and people thought oh so it's like again
it's like a Santa God knows whether I've been naughty or nice God knows what my
problems are I don't even have to name them because they're plentiful I got a
list but God already knows that's not what he meant
Jesus was saying God already knows that the problem is and there's only one you
think you're separate from God and it takes the form of everything you can
imagine but you just think you're separate that's the only problem so the
only solution would be no separation how's that accomplished forgiveness is
the only technique that works meditation is good in its right Reiki is wonderful
for its thing all things have a wonderful experience or purpose on the
planet Earth the only thing that takes us home and restores our vision even
while on earth is forgiveness because forgiveness is saying I take
responsibility for my part in creating the veil and for shedding the layers of
the veil and as the layers of the veil shed I start to see light through the
veil that sometimes the veil is varied that's for most human beings but
meditation and healing and love and so on they it thins the veils a bit nothing
as much as forgiveness because forgiveness is the counter to the things
that put those veils in place so we learned to take ourselves into a new
state of consciousness when that happens I'm going to share a quote from the
scriptures for you everyone who has the eyes will be able to see the truth this
is from Isaiah everyone who has eyes will be able to see the truth and
everyone who has ears will be able to hear it then the eyes of the blind will
be opened and the ears of the Deaf unstopped and then there's another this
is from first corinthians now we see things imperfectly right now we see
things imperfectly like vague reflections in a mirror but eventually
we will see everything with perfect clarity and all that i now know is
partial and incomplete but when my mind and vision are healed i will know
everything completely just as god now knows me completely those two quotes
are summarizing everything i just share right now i don't see things completely
vague smudges on a mirror clouds whatever you want to call it
veils of up something that obscures my vision but the time is going to come
when that's all cleared it's not yet saying in here how that happens it's
through forgiveness all the stuff on the glass that i'm supposed to be able to
look through it should be clear and all of those pieces all the stuff on that
glass every time I forgive I'm clearing something off that glass and through
that I'm starting to see more and more and more clearly forgiveness has to be
authentic you can practice meditation but you can actually come out of
meditation as hateful as when you went in forgiveness is meditation put into a
practice where you can't really fake it I mean you can try to fake but if it's
authentic forgiveness it's not it's gonna take those veils off I can still
be hateful after I meditate it's not a best thing to do is it but I can still
actually do there's a lot of people that do that I meditate all the time I'm
amazing you're not you know I don't like you so that
doesn't work but meditations designed to get you to
the place that forgiveness would like to take you it's just that it's not always
practiced from the highest place the deepest place it can be go to good
teachers there's some we know Margie and others you know that that want to teach
you that at in an authentic way forgiveness you just can't use as
forgiveness as much in a non sincere way forgiveness means I'm stepping up saying
I recognize this is what seems to be this seems to be an issue and I accept
that there are deeper layers of this than I even understand so I'm giving
this all to you God it's all it is an acknowledgment that something is and
that I've played a part that this is deeper than I know sometimes you'll have
revelations of what did happen what why this did happen a past life something
mapping a childhood memory you know sometimes the past will come up and show
you the pieces of stuff behind it but I do not have to have that only if it's
relevant like when I do sessions with people sometimes one in every so many
I'll download the past life stuff if it's relevant if we're talking about you
and somebody in your life right now and we need to deal with that that's what
we're gonna talk about but if there's a past life piece then I'll go there and
it's the same here all I need to know is there's an issue and I accept that
there's deeper pieces to it than I may know right then new pieces may come up
but they may not that's okay then I third give it to God
surrender it all to God what I seem to be seeing this isn't God if I see you as
having even sniffles cold you know it's a cold or flu sniffles that that's not
actually happening in heaven people aren't walking around with issue tissues
in heaven blowing the notes because they're sick it doesn't happen in heaven
but why is it here because we live through a veil or seeing everything
obscured and it's our destiny to see things purely I mean it's cool it's our
destiny so do it now don't wait till you go to heaven because you won't get to
heaven if you don't do it now practice here and now look at people God
that person's pretty hot looking but that's not real this is pretty fun good
one because it's a veil the veil is tempting the evil is tempting me not oh
my god you know evil in that person is tempting
me to look at them we did that as priests and hurt each other in them Dark
Ages you know everybody was all freaked out about temptation women are tempting
us so you know they put them all to death that didn't work
now it's called projection Freud would have a heyday on the dark ages but we
won't go there anyway anyway it's just projection you know but instead that
person looks but wait no matter how beautiful you think they look it's
nothing in comparison to the light on the other side of the veil you know I
see that that person looks a certain way isn't that funny I got hooked by that I
got hooked by looks is that what I am am i a veil guy you know is that all I
wanted one I went dark like a dark skin like over my eyes that don't allow me to
see things and and that's why in ho oponopono the hawaiian prayer you would
say to that person oh my god sorry about that not verbally but in our mind sorry
about that for a moment there I was looking at you as you you were ugly or
you were hot looking and I'm sorry about that please forgive me
the truth is you're gorgeous and light I love who you really are and thank you
for letting me do that see it's letting go of my opinion of you
but that's true even if its financial somebody says if I have financial some
and we feel it sometimes shaking in our being we feel the hurt and the sadness
let it come through let it just move through cry yet scream it don't deny the
human part but be willing to surrender the human part to God and see it
differently that's all I'm not saying like some people you know stuff those
emotions and show that you're a spiritual advanced master not at all
because if you're stuffing things that's not very masterful because it still
means it's in there cry it and sigh it surrender it and then welcome something
else in now that I've cried or side or even looked with large eyes that how
beautiful how unattractive I think you are I
was mistaken I'm so happy to be mistaken any time I think I see here or whatever
from my senses I'm automatically mistaken because the senses are
controlled by the ego itself the veils the veils tell the senses what to see
let go of the veils in the senses they disappear and my eye is open and I start
to see the real you and there's nothing nothing nothing on earth the most
beautiful sunsets and whatever nothing on earth are unearthed compares to the
beauty that we have within ourselves I mean there's a beauty in each person a
light that's so gorgeous it's beyond human comprehension
and that's a light that we will inevitably learn to see in in ourselves
in each other let's take a few centering breaths now just setting aside all the stuff of the
world here the words I am on the inhale
relaxed on the exhale several times at some point will shift from seeing
through the eyes of judgment which isn't really seeing at all to seeing through
the eyes of forgiveness but believe it or not one day we won't even see through
the eyes of forgiveness because there wouldn't be anything left to forgive and
that's when we'll be seeing as God sees now let's imagine ourselves feeling being
filled with light the light of God just feeling light not too dense anymore and we look upon the world and we see
people that we've had challenges with throughout our life events that were
challenging anywhere in our life for a moment we acknowledge this is how we see
with our human eyes this is what seems to have happened we don't pretend that's
not so it's just it's what seems to have happened and then we hear words along these lines
from our soul beloved father mother god this is how I saw this person or
situation in my life it could be world wars and politicians
anyone that comes to mind bring it on whomever they may be they are my test
today these individuals are my test today I'm being tested it's my destiny
to pass the test but can I do it today so I look at these individuals in this
world the challenged in my history they can even be people that are just
sick starving any image of less than holy see them and
again with these words from our soul I am determined to see this person or
these people as God sees them I am not comfortable with what I was seeing in
this world I'm not comfortable with seeing sick people and starving people
financially stressed people that is not God's will and I do not feel peace
well I simultaneously see pain because pain is not peaceful so I look upon the
world in all its things and people and issues and I'm asking you father mother
God you can take from me divine mother my old way of seeing unplug all the
previous wiring about these kinds of people men or females males or females
Republicans Democrats wealthy broke lift it from my mind and see all those same people see their
density in their bodies fading away no matter who they were see their bodies
fading away but remaining pure light father mother God let me see this person
in these people as you see them let me see them as you see them and take a
moment to allow this light inside these people to gradually raise and rise and
rise raising level raising consciousness rise to higher and higher levels see it
happening this light welling up we are told in the teachings of Christ
consciousness that when we can't see that light in individuals it's because
it's reflecting unhealed stuff within ourselves we're allowed to hold on to
the unhealed stuff but then we won't be able to see people differently if we
can't see them differently we cannot see ourselves differently we will remain in
the problems so I am determined to see this person differently I'm determined
to see them as God sees them I surrender all previous experience judgments and
opinions and watch this light evoking from deep within this person and imagine
this that what previous image they gave you was nothing but this their soul was
saying I am in pain I'm hurt hateful angry whatever it is and I'm in your
life for no accidental reason I'm in your life on one level because my pain
somehow resonates with yours but also I they're saying I actually believe and
trust you to be the one who's going to allow me out of this frame that I'm in
believe it or not the most irritating hurtful people we've ever known in part
they were in our I was begging for us to release them
from their hurtful appearance so grant this to them how could I deny you love
we're not forgiving or saying this to their ego selves we already said goodbye
to that their ego self is a hurtful self and it's not the real self so goodbye
what we're saying that we love and are willing to see though is the light
within them Wow that light has been trying to get out from behind a veil
that they created so they came to someone else who has their own veil us
and said would you free me and we said no but today we have another opportunity
out from behind the veil I will help you lift the veil brother sister you are not
financially strapped you are not physically ill it just looks that way
you are not the perpetrator only that's the ego I see a light in you that's
looking and calling to be free and I'm so grateful that you relied and trusted
in me today I'm honored so be free so instead of saying be free and feel peace
and love to only people we like we're affirming it to everyone equally and then imagine this person saying this
to you besides thank you have you looked in the mirror lately no
I and imagine them holding up a mirror and all you see is radiant light because
that's what you accomplished when you release them to that light as I am
healed I am not healed alone we're all in this together and I forgive myself
for ever believing that my life would change if only the good guys were around
me and the bad guys were sent away we're all in this together and we all rise
into consciousness of God together and so it is take your time slowly opening
your eyes how's everyone feeling good nice I pray
that all of that made sense but especially the meditation because it can
be challenging to hear the idea of the concept of you know everyone testing us
it's hard to believe but it's true that even the most rude hurtful people were
somehow begging their victims to release them from being victimizers it's hard to
believe that not by pretending that what they're doing is okay by looking past
the veil of what they're doing to the light that's in them and believe it or
not if we don't do that those people are going to stay hurt and hateful and do it
again if somebody who doesn't release them what's gonna make them be different
when they come back so through true forgiveness we actually
release people into healing all right
