sad multifandom || was i not good enough?

look you are an empty empty hollow shell of a woman i mean what the hell are you doing in my house if you ate me so much why the hell are you married to me what the hell are you doing carrying my child [Music] it was one kiss and it meant absolutely nothing baby i did such a stupid thing it was a stupid thing i'm so sorry you [Music] fight for jesus what's gonna happen 10 years from now how can i ever trust anything you say again i'm done with you i'm done get out get out i love you or when you love someone you work it out you don't just throw it away you have to be careful with it you might never get it again [Music] you know what i can do with this [ __ ] [Applause] some girl somewhere right now [Music] she's going through you know what you're feeling and i don't want her to die [Music] promise me that you will tell him how we met and how you used to make me laugh daily he needs to know that you weren't always so serious aaron it's me a toy you can play with when you're bored or lonely or horny i am not the girl that i get at the end of the movie i am not a fantasy you want me earn me have to do this you have to do this for me i'll never be able to forgive you for dying [Music] and you didn't [ __ ] care i did no you didn't or you never would have done it i was hurting and i didn't think about who i might hurt an evil thing truth please tell me please tell me she's just blind screw with my hand please tell me you didn't really cheat on me especially i hate that i am poisoned for anyone who dares to care about me especially you left me you chose addison i'm all food back together now i make no apologies for how i chose to repair what you broke you don't get to call me a [ __ ] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] you need to forgive yourself i can't why i don't know how to and you know i never want to have nothing in my belly my whole family is half everybody got different fathers and mothers my two sisters my brothers you could hardly tell who's who could never sit down talking about popping mama doing your papa your mama my papa my mama and i never wanted that for none of my children here it is your choice it's simple her or me don't be angry with me i am angry with you and i have a good reason to be angry with you you can't do this you can't um no i can you don't love me you never left me yes i was i did i i cheated but it's over now it was a lie it was all a lie it's not easy for me to admit that i've been standing in the same place for 18 years i've been standing with you i've been right here with your toy i got a life too i gave 18 years of my life to stand in the same spot as you don't you think i ever wanted other things don't you think i had dreams and hopes what about my life what about me don't you think i would cross my mind and want to know other men that i wanted to lay up somewhere and forget about my responsibilities that i wanted someone to make me laugh so i can feel good you're not the only one who's got wants to need you have to you have to choose me erica okay everyone needs to see you choose me erica i am finally famous don't ruin this for me i don't cheat on you i take care of you and john and i'm responsible and you're not in love with me if that's what you're going to say you were not in love with me again where i have to go against every single thing that i believe in again because i love you stop loving me i can't you acted like you cared about me but you don't even respect me you're flaky and [Music] and you can't keep a boyfriend [Music] and you can't keep a job and no one likes you and and you're going to end up alone and you deserve it because you're a superficial selfish and prejudiced person when you get sad you run straight ahead and you keep running forward no matter what the people in your life slow you down [Music] [Applause] [Music] i'm doing everything i can to change and every once in a while i managed to convince myself that i'm a better person [Music] you

Channel: Khwezi Shenge

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Id: wIsNepIEeo4

Length: 7min 49sec (469 seconds)

Published: Sun Jun 13 2021