REN feat Bibi - CRUTCH (cinematic reaction)

I know from Face Value you guys think and he's a man of course nothing nothing could could break him down but it does that was me 6 months ago broken mentally and physically I was knocked down couldn't get back up I had no clue where or who to turn to that inner demon kept reminding me that I was never going to get back up that I wasn't good enough and that I was a failure and that the world would always reject me but then something happened I had realized that doing these reactions started to break down these walls that I had built around me for years I started to see that life will always have its ups and downs but it's what we decide to do during these difficult times that defines us you have to tell yourself that you are more than good enough you have to break these chains break these generational curses and just live my friends I had to learn to let go of the past to release myself from broken and shattered Memories that haunted me it's not going to be easy fixing all the damage that's been dealt but we have to start somewhere and what a better place to start than here and now from within with each other show love my friends not hate let the journey Begin The Healing Begins now what's going on beautiful people Jesse Prince Jr back with another reaction video as promised the ones that uh reached out a lot of you reached out and you wanted me to react to crutch so that's what we're going to be doing today I'm humbled to be here as always uh the video that you just watched was my ups and downs but ever since I created this channel I've had more UPS so it's thanks to you and family friends everybody that's watching that I've made it this far nobody um can tell me any different that anybody who has built an empire built it alone I'm sorry but they would be lying and I would be lying if I said I didn't have help along the way and that's what this channel is about not just reaction videos I kind of want to get that clear that not only am I you know a content creator independent filmmaker father brother you know son uncle whatever but I also I want to be that light just like the these reactions that I do to these artists these amazing artists such as Ren right now that we're fixing to react to he um he's a beacon of light and hope and there's a lot of people out there that need that right now a lot of you people like me and uh it's definitely helped out because I uh I reached out I reached out to you I reached out to family members and those that are close to me and I just want to say that it's okay reach out if you need to talk to [Music] somebody but I am happy I'm humbled to be here I'm doing much better as you saw in the video those are my inner demons I've been fighting them been fighting them for long time now but I know that I'm not alone and it's awesome to have a community that cares and reaches out and the comments have just been phenomenal I won't go too much more because I know you guys came to watch a uh a reaction a cinematic reaction anyways let's go ahead and jump into the video we're going to be reacting to Ren's uh featuring BB I think that was his ex-girlfriend at the or his girlfriend at the time and the song is titled crutch so here we go wish me luck I heard uh it's pretty it's pretty um pretty powerful so that's what we're here to do let's dive deep let's go [Music] beautiful Boll shots the piano is [Music] beautiful maybe if I [Music] move maybe my troubles won't follow me I've got n to lose cuz everything turned to dust around me my hope it got so bruised my hope got so bruised that opening line that he said um he says maybe if I move my troubles won't follow me mine was the complete opposite that's why I say like depression anxiety and all these other things are Universal but they're all they're all like different too but mine was like maybe if I don't move um my troubles won't follow me deep lyrics oh my God just Deep lyrics and the B- roll on here is just beautiful cuz everything turn to dust around me my whole pit got so bruised cuz circumstance held me and it drowned me I'm searching for the glue to try and fix these broken things around me wow these shots are like I don't know they're just very powerful with him laying there on the floor and just you know he doesn't want to move he's trying to move beautiful let me go back hold on let me go back just a little bit okay so they got one key light I'm telling you this was shot beautiful this is so interesting this is future Jesse talking by the way uh hope you guys are enjoying the video so far but I just wanted to point out that I didn't even like recognize this but this Ste that you're looking at is a concept steal for my upcoming film they still linger that's a hell of a coincidence and I just wanted to point that out like really quick I know you guys probably are like we don't really care and that's all good but I don't know I guess what I'm trying to say is it's funny how the universe aligns when the stars align that they align crazy coincidence cuz if you look at Ren he's in the same manner as the leaves and then the light is that same key light orange and everything but yeah I took this picture probably about when did I start writing this film back in 2018 yeah crazy all right guys back to the video enjoy I'm loving those b-roll shots but the the lyrics are just trying to hold it together right now but the lyrics are beautiful back searching for The Clue to try and fix these brok things around me those close-up shots beautiful he's trying to get up my love if I lose my mind I'd be so ashamed if you witness I'll try my best for [Music] you to try and keep my head but my God is slipping an unspoken [Music] truth I feel my body de dying as the clock keeps ticking and everything I know it's painted with a fear that is so for nothing could I interrupt uhoh if the weight should get too heavy I'll help hold this but I'll walk with you my [Music] love into the fires of hell if it would ease the bur but please don't lose your trust the man I know is brave so don't you die say you're fold and I can be your crutch until we both grow old and the curtain close oh hold on I know I just heard a drop right there but that whole scene where she disappeared out of nowhere that and then you know of course the title of the song is crutch I can only imagine I can only interpret you know cuz like I said everything is universal but different for everybody I got the lyrics pulled up right here she says could I interrupt if the weight should get too heavy I'll help hold this burden I'll walk with you my love into the fires of hell it would ease the burning but please don't lose your trust the man I know is brave don't you dare say you're folding I can be your [Music] crutch his lyrics are powerful until we both grow old and the curtain's closing all right let me go back just a little bit cuz I want to enjoy the cinematography he looks like he's freezing I don't know what time of the year that they shot this or anything uh I guess I'll check it out in the description when we're done but looks like he's freezing and um I saw a little bit of the Goosebumps but those close-up shots they're just they um to me it's like very uh emot like intimate very emotional you know the way that that camera rolled off of his back and he's you know he was on that floor the way that he was and he was he's trying to get back up very powerful look at this shot right here this is just beautiful how that light just highlights both of them and ren he's man he's obviously a young man in this video and he's grown so much into the fires of hell if it would ease the bur but please don't lose your trust the mind I know is brave so don't you die say you're folding I can be your Crut until we both grow old and the curtain closing [Music] taking pills maybe it w maybe my won't follow me my love I give to you every single inch of my soul while it BL baby I'm [Music] confused but I know in your heart I find Rel baby if I [Music] L my mom would you stay with [Music] me [Music] wow I know that this video is back from 2016 um I did read that much on the description I didn't I haven't checked into uh the full description I know a couple of you reached out and said to read the description so let me uh let me just catch my breath um when she disappeared for me it signifies you know you're naked you're you have that person and to me it's like a relationship that's ended and and it could be a friend it could be a lover it could be a family member just someone that was like really close to you and they leave this is the description uh that you guys told me to read so we're going to check it out right now that was shot or this was shot with no budget at the end of a freaking freezing October I knew I knew he was cold man I knew he was cold so this was shot with a no budget at the end of a freaking freezing October felt like I was going to get hypothermia lying on the cold slate for a few hours serious case of Mind Over Matter indeed my friend indeed big UPS to you man serious case of mind over matter but so happy in how it turned out the song came out about it uh came about after a nervous breakdown following lots of visits to emergency room and some scary health problems it's a song for anybody who has faced any kind of mental challenges depression anxiety or health struggles with the while in a relationship and all the fears that come along for the ride with that it is also a song for the courageous and wonderful people who support their other halves family or friends during times of crisis in whatever context I hope my music helps uh take some of the weight from anyone suffering and help people feel less alone wow that's what I got from it that was my interpretation um you know what I just said a while ago uh before I read that description that was my interpretation of it and everybody's free to have their own obviously so Ren that was his um that was his interpretation of a relationship and I saw him taking those pills and those action shots where he was just you know he was just all over the place a lot of anxiety a lot of depression and then you know the person's gone you know all I can say is just you know look out for one another look for the signs when somebody is even even if they're happy you know you always want to tell somebody especially if you're close to them and and this is just me this is uh this is something that we do down here but you know I tell people all the time that I love them doesn't mean that you're in love with them it just means that you love them you care for them and if that's one thing that I can do on this channel is to promote positivity and just you know being able to reach out and call call on somebody when you need it you know and that's what you guys are that's what you've been for me you've been my crutch and I hope I can be that Beacon for you guys to you know spread positivity and uh I know we're going to rage sometimes because of life you know what happens in life but if I can um I would really like to be that you know one of those symbols of uh of Hope very powerful video thank you guys for sharing that with me Renegades and uh other YouTube uh members that you know you really don't call yourself Renegades but you know you're an avid viewer of mine and uh well I guess she would be a renegade I don't know I don't I don't mean to put labels on people but it's a hell of a label it's an awesome label it's a very positive label but thank you for watching thank you for subscribing thank you for being here thank you for giving me your time and your energy I appreciate every single one of you um I'm just humbled humbled to be here and great job Ren seriously my hats off to you to you and uh BB Big Ups to you guys for freezing your butts off out there to make this video I'm going to go ahead and like it I wish I could like it like a thousand times you win great work man great work brilliant and those lyrics man just deep deep deep deep all right guys stay up Stay Gold take care God bless you we'll see you in the next [Music] one

Channel: CINEMATIC JESSE

Views: 3,554

Keywords: reaction video, rapper, uk rapper, reaction to uk rapper, first time listening to ren, reaction to ren crutch, crutch reaction video, mental health, video about mental health, video about mental illness, ren crutch reaction, heartbreaking story

Id: DpIJ7l9N9As

Length: 20min 23sec (1223 seconds)

Published: Sat Apr 06 2024