I gave a lecture once at an Orlando conference
where the whole point of my lecture was to deny as emphatically as I could and as categorically
as I knew how the existence of God, and when I began that lecture, I said, âWhat my task
is today is to convince you folks that God does not exist.â âHuuh?â came this gasp from the crowd. âWhat are you talking about? What kind of game are you playing with?â âIâm not playing.â I said, âThe worst thing that we could ever
have happen to us is to discover that God exists in the specific meaning of the term,
âexist,ââ because the term, âexistâ, in our language has derived entomologically
from the Latin, âexistereâ, which means â âexâ means âout ofâ and âstereâ
means âto standâ. So somebody who exists is somebody thatâs
outstanding â but outstanding in what sense? Well, what was meant by this word philosophically,
centuries ago, going all the way back to Plato and before Plato, was the idea that there
is being, pure and simple, and pure being depends on nothing for its ability to be. It is eternal. It has the power of being within itself. It is by no means creaturely. The thing that characterizes creaturely existence
is not being, but becoming, because the chief character trait of all creatures is they change. Whatever you are today, you will be different
ever so slightly tomorrow, and today youâre that much different from what you were yesterday,
if itâs only that youâre twenty-four hours older than you were at this time yesterday. Now, the idea of existence says to exist is
to stand out of something, and the idea meant to stand out of being, so that something that
exists is something that has one foot in being and the other foot in becoming, or in nonbeing. Unless itâs connected somehow to being,
it couldnât be. We wouldnât be human beings; weâd be human
becomings. But if it were â had both feet in being,
it couldnât be a creature. Now, the point Iâm saying is is that we
donât want to think of God like this. If you ask me, âIs God?â I say, âYes, of course God is.â But does He exist? Not in this sense, because that would make
Him what? A creature, a dependent derived existence. But rather, we say God is here. God is being, not becoming, not changing. He is eternally the same, and so we say thereâs
one being. Now, within that being are not three separate
existences. Remember the difference in the prefix; âexistâ
means âto stand out of beingâ or ânon-beingâ, but the word that the theologians use with
respect to the Trinity is not the word, three existences, but three subsistences; that is,
underneath the pure being of God, at a lower dimension, we must distinguish among these
subsistences, which the Bible calls Father, Son, Holy Ghost. Not three existences, not three beings, but
rather, three subsistences within that one eternal being.
Well, I'm uneducated but isn't it problematic to talk about God and what is, and then circle Trinity into just one part of all that is? If God is *being*, eternal and unchanging, whose doing is *becoming* and the process by which they come together into a "creature"? Wouldn't it make more sense to have one subsistence be the eternal unchanging source (Father comes to mind), one subsistence be the becoming (I'd like to say HS, but also I'd rather see *becoming* as the lines and not a blob) and one be that which emerges (the Son, sort of)?