Narcissist open up PORTALS

[Music] welcome back to angel Angela and today's topic is going to be the narcissus opens up portals so what do I mean by portals I mean the narcissus relationship whether it's a relationship with a partner or a family or a friend they all open up portals to a higher self of consciousness so say you have a bad relationship with your narcissus mother you're going to be able to see things that happened be you know within your immediate family you're going to see things that maybe others don't experience or maybe you're going to see the outcome of people who lived in a positive light and lived in a negative light and both of these people went through the same circumstance as you did but they had different results in the end based upon the way they think and based upon their consciousness and their energy as far as relationship wise there's different scenarios there's different experiences there's different losses when someone is conning you and even being in a relationship with a con artist because that's really what they are while you're in the relationship with this person your level of consciousness most likely was really low - a lot of beings a lot of situations around you maybe in the world things that are important of you you know that means something to you now when being with the narcissus they need to reap benefits from everything and everyone everything that belongs to you belongs to them they have a very delusional way of thinking and in that delusion they need someone to approve their delusion so what better person to do that than you since you're close to them right and a lot of times you're going to find narcissus talking bad about others you're going to maybe even see them scheme other people or do something bad to someone close around them a close friend a close relative you're going to see different signs of fakeness you just assume that they won't do it to you because they tell you everything right but see they don't tell you everything they basically tell you lies and sometimes it gets to the point where they gossip so much it's almost as if they turn into your best friend and that's why you believe you have a connection with them but it's not a connection they're just pouring out everything they have out onto you yet the things that they're pouring out onto you or make believe they're not even true they just they're just basically talking just to talk or thinking malicious of others just to think malicious of them narcissists see they like to especially around other narcissists they like to gather around and talk crap about people and a lot of times when you're around these people you don't really say anything or sometimes they have a very charismatic funny character about them that you might even laugh and think it's funny because you're you're not thinking that they're serious or they're wishing harm harm on anyone so your level of consciousness is not it's not really thinking broader than what it is and the more you go through it you know there's something wrong but you're still tolerating the narcissist to talk bad about others you see them spaz out on people or talk ish out of nowhere but do you overlook those things we live in a world where bad is bad and good is good but a lot of times we overlook a lot of things and see the narcissist is a portal to a deeper state of consciousness the narcissists are are the type of people who talk bad about others but the same things that they talk bad about others happens to them and they also go through those things and you're sitting right next to them grasping that but not processing it because your level of consciousness isn't there but see when the narcissist fails you when they betray you it finally opens up your eyes to oh this person was calling me this whole time everything that they were doing to others they were doing to me - so now you're opening up yourself to a higher state of consciousness because you're going through a different portal now the world doesn't seem the same anymore everything seems differently you're more cautious with your words you don't wish turn things on others because you know it can come back to you you realize that it's not about where you come from what you've been through it's not about any of those things about how you look it's all about whether you're good or bad we all have a little bit of bad in us and let's not sit here and act like we're just all good as good as I try to be I know that I have something in me but I know it's not nothing close to what the narcissist experiences and goes through and what we try to do is kill those emotions off especially after dealing with a narcissist even if you if they open up this portal you're standing right outside the door right outside the portal and you're like I see it but I'm scared to go in I'm scared to go into the portal we do that to ourselves because the narcissist and flicks fear upon us they wake us up but at the same time they instill fear in you so it's kind of like being halfway you know you're you're kind of one foot in the door and one foot out the door because now your consciousness everything is different everything the reality of things can also be painful and hurtful but once you realize that everyone is living within a battle within themselves there's something they hate about themselves or something the narcissist told them to hate about themselves or things that the narcissist hated that are now something that you think about all the time and now that now you feel all the hate all the passion they hated upon certain things maybe now you have an extra passion because they reflected those things upon your life and maybe before then you already were experiencing those things but those emotions were enhanced once the narcissist came in because they either fed on it and they fed on it and they wanted to feed on your weaknesses and and make them bigger than what they are so now when they're gone not only do you have the insecurities of what they put upon you but also the fears that you already lived with before they came in they enhance those things so now you have certain triggers or you find yourself doing certain things and then later on you feel bad about doing it because you're wondering that's your feeling like man that's not that's not me why am i doing that or why did I say that that's not really me that's because they instilled that fear and and those emotions that they had in you they bit you they're vampires they've they bit you and it's kind of like a venom but see the thing about us the people that have the light our light is too bright we can overcome that evil we have a choice we can overcome that evil that we have that sometimes we even might feel like it's spreading and that's why some people feel like a Maya narcissist it's not that it's that you're waking up to the reality and you're stepping into this new portal that you have to walk through and and make a choice of who you want to be who do you want to be you have a choice you can do anything you want to do regardless of your past that doesn't define anything your present but in order to to walk through that portal you have to accept your experience you have to own up to it you have to admit to yourself that you're not perfect that some stuff you didn't you didn't bestow upon yourself and that and that you make mistakes and that you make mistakes it's is simple you you make mistakes and sometimes you you might say stuff that you don't mean but it's up to you to change those things that makes make those sacrifices after leaving a narcissist you go through a lot but the narcissist is the portal through a higher self of consciousness or else you wouldn't be able to be here at this point where you understand that what you do comes right back see the narcissist comes back to their victims because their karma always comes back so where do you go when your karma comes back you know that you come back to someone that you remember cared about you because you know now you're at your lowest so it's our job to step into consciousness after this relationship walk into that portal and create our reality there is never a limit to us educating ourselves and understanding that there is always going to be different portals of our life the portal of life itself being birth to understanding the difference between you know hot and cold you know the different seasons when not to touch fire because you might you know just you just might get burned you know that's something you have to learn when you're a kid and this is how your level of consciousness is growing and when you're young you you have all this imagination in you you feel as if you can do anything you can fly you can you have magic you feel magical you have all these feelings in you and you have the capability of doing anything you want but what happens is that most of us are our spiritual process gets interrupted by these demonic possessed people you know from childhood growing up you know on to adulthood you know because as you're growing up in your learning most evil behaviors judgmental behaviors you know anything that comes from a negative state of mind it comes from someone older than us and these are people who are infected with this disease and they want to stop you this will be the people closest to you that will try to stop you from entering these portals but see a lot of us look at these relationships in a negative light because the mistake that a lot of people do is that they never heal they don't learn from it they think they know everything and then they jump onto the next narcissist and they get conned again and it's a level in a cycle that keeps going on and on but once you reach that level of consciousness about who these people are and how that it doesn't matter how you look this spirit goes from person to person feeding on your fears feeding on what you think is something that is keeping you down something psychologically whatever it is way I however whatever you think it is whatever your fear or insecurity might be this thing feeds off of that it's your job to eliminate narcissistic people around you whether it's your mother or your father your brother your sister whoever it is because until their level of consciousness is where yours is at they are opening themselves up for an infection that is not the infection of the soul and and it's not you know curable at some degree once you give yourself all the way in so you can't be one foot in and one foot out you have to make a choice because sometimes we do things that we might think are you know oh they're not as bad as the narcissist the next thing you know you start asking yourself are you because you start seeing that a lot of their characteristics have rubbed off on you a lot of their beliefs have rub up rubbed off on you and then they just left you like that so that's what they want it to do they wanted to put those beers on to you most of the things that you're insecure about are things that the narcissists made you insecure about they enhance those things it's your job to go through this portal and actually accept everything and stay at that level of consciousness and understand that you're always that the universe will always have ways of you to have more and more information but you have to you know you have to grasp each each thing at a time before you get there so I want to I want it to leave you guys with that message we all have a choice just because we've went through the same things it doesn't mean that we are all going to end up in the same in the same category because it's all about your mindset and the things that these narcissists do it's not okay at all but it definitely opens you up to a higher state of consciousness and that's all I wanted to kind of get across to you guys so I hope you guys enjoyed this video give it a thumbs up like don't forget to subscribe and I'll talk to you guys on my next video bye [Music]

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Length: 18min 30sec (1110 seconds)

Published: Thu Aug 08 2019