Music to Fake Your Own Death to - How to Disappear Completely

what's up yo welcome back to the song machine i'm your host steak man how to disappear completely the question itself is one of morbed curiosity and intrigue we've all thought of before and you can't convince me otherwise but very few people actually have the balls to do it or radiohead i don't know what you're into i don't king shame here but we aren't here to talk about tom york not today anyway the phrase isn't just a question for those faced with extreme adversity or hardship it's also a musical project that arises similar feelings of morbid curiosity the music is a living breathing metaphor asking the question how and what would happen if you disappeared without a trace this is the musical project known only as how to disappear completely now a double-edged sword i've seen with the legendary caretaker video is the music i get recommended from it it's a double-edged sword because i get a lot of interesting scary music recommended to me from the comment section but the downside is i get a lot of interesting scary music recommended to me from the comments section now you take one look at me i bet i don't strike you as a fan of experimental drone music and you'd be writing that assumption but ever since everywhere at the end of time i've grown a love and fascination for music in that vein more like a callous actually so the comments overall did put me in a crossroads because i'm not about that existential music all the time i like me some bops don't get me wrong but i think it was time i returned almost a stockholm syndrome way but a recommendation that i got that really intrigued me that made me want to investigate more was something by the name of how to disappear completely a name that i've heard before when i was doing the research for everywhere at the end of time they would usually come up in the conversation around very dark ambient music that lurks around the internet so i put on my pool floaties and prepared to dive back in the droning pits of hell i escaped back in june but the music presented does indeed have a deeper layer than just the sensing pads heard on the surface i said i was gonna put on my pool floyds and god damn it i'm gonna do it so i present you the question how does one disappear completely how to disappear completely is an electronic music collective based in poland and that's where the first issue starts that's pretty much it that's pretty much all we know now if you thought the caretaker james leland kirby was an elusive beast at least photos of him exist he had a background he had visual documentation he had proof that he existed how to disappear completely is about as off the grid as you can be almost like they disappeared completely also side note i'm only comparing how to disappear completely on the caretaker because of the elusive nature of their music and the dark ambient genre endeavor i had to put myself through but again i'll explain please be patient this video is particularly challenging because there is such scarce information on the group or their mission statements and the only reason i stumbled across this project is because the comment section but as fate would have it i have indeed encountered these gentlemen before last year to be precise much like you're doing right now i'm breaking the fourth wall isn't that spooky haha okay give me your wallet and much like a lot of music i find online the art of this album got me intrigued and really fascinated because if you're gonna have something as dope as this on your album better be pretty epic i stumbled upon the group's most popular video how to disappear completely mayor de revs 2 full album 2017 and you heard me right i did say too this is another multi-face series the video uploaded by the big piccolo man on july 29 2017 has an extremely respectable one and a half million views but adding to the mystique of how to disappear completely this isn't their youtube channel and they don't really have it an official channel because all their work seems to be spread across the internet on miscellaneous youtube channels because the big piccolo man seems to specialize in live metal and drone music performances and mirror f2 seem to just hit the youtube algorithm correctly not only is the documentation of their music scarce like i mentioned before info on this group is even more scarce the only information we have from the group is from the assorted youtube channel descriptions and possibly are bestly the group's official bandcamp page no interviews video or text no live performances and i don't even think pictures of the band makes exist in my last huge dissection video i credited those who i researched from like jazz and solar sands but legit no videos about this group exists i'm going in completely blind and with all this material at my hands you'd think we have more clues to knowing these people are but soundcloud is just for the music and the facebook and twitter pages are mere clones of each other only giving updates on the music and retweeting people that they've worked with in the past pretty run of the mill but one constant across all their social medias was a go-to phrase that i found in almost all of them quote how to disappear completely is a live collective based in poland the name of the project is based on doug richman's book originally released in 1985. so at this point in my investigation if this was scooby-doo the mystery machine will be leading me to my next clue like the ones and zeros told me to do i found the source material a book titled how to disappear completely and never be found by the aforementioned doug richmond the book is available on amazon if your curiosity demands it and you got 20 bucks laying around and lucky for you i did now i think my intuition was correct in saying that this book was a pretty big factor in understanding the band's methodology of making this music so essentially from reading the book i can say it's broken down into like who what where why kind of format who disappears who are they running from where do you go why someone would want to do this and how to do it and essentially erase your past quite an interesting read if i'm being completely honest uh i don't read a lot i don't know if that's i don't know if i come off as a book reading type but i don't read a lot and this book if you want to like have a nice little like that's not that much that's like a little little couple pages it's like a hundred ish pages if you want something nice and easy to get back into book reading i highly recommend this i don't read a lot so having something that kept my attention like this was almost a necessity i think it kept my attention so well not just because i'm making a video on this but because the concept is so foreign and abstract that no one really talks about it a lot really i'm not saying i'm going to i'm not i don't plan on running away anytime soon i mean i don't plan on it but we don't know what the future holds but if you need to it's good to know how it's like sex ed you don't want to learn what it is as soon as you're about to do it you feel me do some research beforehand but the book is essentially mr richards going through stories of people who have done this and compiling it into a nice little how-to he said in the book that the way he went about finding the information was he just went to like city streets and like posted like legit like post flyers and it's just like if you disappeared completely and successfully please call this number and that's pretty much how i research this entire book all the people that are talked about in this book have disappeared completely it's broken down into a few different sections like who disappears and why how the mechanics are disappearing creating a bulletproof new identity coping it's pretty much your all-encompassing guide to just become a psychopath and just get the [ __ ] out of wherever you are you know having this book and like reading it i realized how much of a morbid question that this truly entails it's pretty much the step before dying is what this book is if you are completely [ __ ] in your life and you have no last resorts this is it this is all you got and that's really really was like weird when i'm holding the book and imagining people in situations that are getting chased by the mafia or something or they're about they need to figure out a way to get the [ __ ] out before they die and just imagining someone just like frantically shaking and reading this book really put me in the mind state of oh [ __ ] this is gonna be a trip but i'll give this book one thing it did put me in the proper state to listen to the music but you don't have to get the text before the class it's not a required reading but nonetheless let's actually get into some music on this music review channel so i have a confession i was purposely misleading you about what this music actually is it's called building suspense read a book once in a while you [ __ ] cretins to boil their entire discography down to a few words it's essentially ambient drone music and they haven't hopped on this ambient drone music wave like the rest of the heartbroken indie kids how to disappear completely has been making music for quite a long time almost a decade with her earliest band camp release being on july 1 2012 with the unrest ep now this is where i come to an impasse with conflicting information you see how to disappear completely has a lot of music and i wanted to commit to listening to their major projects but here's my fork in the road folks band camp and spotify tell different stories band camp has their entire discography and it's a lot of music 11 albums dead end angels colder and arterial in 2013 oblivion slash rights and insomnia in 2014 lux asunder and dust lost ghosts and echoes vol 1 in 2015 within without and noxicarna in 2016 and dusk union and reunion in 2017. and a quick side note the artists who created these album covers are [ __ ] beautiful they're incredible and tells a story on their own right just as much as the music so huge ups to those album covers but i'll dive a little deeper into the main album covers put my tinfoil hat on and tell my little conspiracy theory but with each album averaging out in about an hour give or take if i wanted to listen their entire studio album discography i would be listening to 11 hours of music now despite my career choices i'm not clinically insane so i cannot do that if there's an uproar for me to review the rest of the major projects i might have to make a part two but this video is going to be way too long the way it is so i decided to focus on the main projects on streaming services spotify to be exact so i wanted to do my best to recreate the endurance exercise that made the caretaker video so interesting plus mirror res has three parts so i'm going to take that as i need to listen to them in order with no interruptions a little over three and a half hours for the trilogy so i'll use this as an endurance exercise because i ain't [ __ ] with no more six and a half hour [ __ ] and after the separate setting i'll listen to the fourth album reaching almost five and a half minutes with the fourth album all combined but itself reaching over one and a half hours four albums a three album trilogy and a mysterious fourth album built from the skeleton of the three without further ado let's dive into the first of the trilogy mayor de revs won now a bit of context on this record in this series of records for that this album was released on april 21st 2017 and contains 12 tracks like i mentioned before extremely limited information about this whole music thing exists but the small amount of information we do get is from the group's official band camp the description for meredith revs one reads mirror revs music for insomniacs a study in deliberately soothing textures designed to give the listeners space to find stillness and collapse into rest late night lullabies how to disappear completely presents merida revs the first installment of sleep music almost 90 minutes of new music composed and recorded over a 12-month period a song per month last year recording this album we wanted to keep it as simple as possible using minimal amount of gear as possible we genuinely appreciate your support and hope you enjoy the new music as always thanks for listening more volumes of meredith revs are likely to appear in the future so with that cryptic information laid in front of my yeezys i think i attended most of the prerequisite classes so i was ready to start the album listening process now going into it i was expecting much what i thought the caretaker would be something that would get under my skin and make me feel like oh [ __ ] i'm in trouble but no quite the contrary actually i felt the sense of calm and relaxation but i felt too relaxed if that makes any sense for instance multiple times throughout the listening of part one i found myself about to do things like write something down or text someone but i was for lack of a better term catatonic like i had free reign to move but my mind was saying you don't want to do that you want to sit here and get swallowed and that was essentially my state for the remainder of the meredith revs trilogy i do have to be honest the diversity in sound was something that intrigued me the music is just similar enough that when certain songs break the mold a bit it's quite noticeable and makes me go oh okay let's see we've got the first few tracks of the album set the stage for the majority feel and sound for the remaining of the project the songs vary between high and low vibrations with angelic chords and choir pad music but the first song that really got my canine ears perking up was the track revere also side note i'm not sure if this is a different language or i'm just dumb so please bear in mind i can barely speak english let alone any other language so if a professional redditor out there tells me that i said everything wrong i'm doing my best leave me alone revere was the first track that sounded noticeably dark the intro is like you've just done something bad and the guilt has washed over you as you know oh [ __ ] i'm [ __ ] expect a lot of metaphors in this video too by the way another tracker set of tracks rather were seraphin one and 2 because not only are the longest tracks on the album but they have the same name as the skeleton album that i'll go into later seraphin 1 starts off with this ambient white noise and then slowly swells in this pulsing almost rotating synthesizer like you just escaped from prison and the rotating watch towers looking for you and i'm not trying to skip around so i'll explain seraphin 2 at the end of this section since it is the last track of the album the song riva was a head scratcher because after listening to the 15 minute epic that was seraphin this track was only two minutes the song started off with what only sounds like screams only to evolve into angelic choir music as if your pain has stopped you're going to heaven because you are suffering swelling louder and louder as if the music is coming from heaven and your spirit rises up so you can hear the music more and more clearly the song almost has this uncanny ability to make me feel like underwater the bases in the song remind me of something that would play inside of an abandoned ship almost reminiscent of the sounds of robert eggers the lighthouse very low basey rumbles signifying that death is upon you i made my girlfriend listen to it and get some culture after being assaulted with a young gravy for an hour and a half she said quote this feels like i'm drowning while staring at the surface of the water slowly being dragged deeper and deeper as the breath leaves my lungs and i'm about to die but i'm okay with it quite poetic hollya was what i was expecting to hear throughout the whole project the song has a more industrial noise tinge to it very mers-bow-esque with these harsh industrial screeches and scrapes presented but they're buried in the mix so it doesn't jump-scare listeners this song feels more machinery driven and the last song of the album was the aforementioned seraphim two the last track much like seraphin one is long as [ __ ] but this one is considerably more dark and depressive and almost hopeless in a way extremely simplistic like yeah you just went on a self-reflective journey with this and yeah [ __ ] you bud here's 15 minutes to make you think about how much of a piece of [ __ ] you are and reflect on the mortality you your friends and family are all going to face the song kind of acts like the end of credit to the album much like the outro tyler creator's flower boy but it makes you want to kill yourself i mean more anyway i believe that the album cover matches the journey that the music is bringing you on if we follow the order from doug richmond's book on how to disappear one of the first things he says to do is to remove all remorse from your mind put on a mask as to not leak the information and prepare for your departure on the bandcamp cover i think it reflects the message this individual is putting on a mask as to not release the information that they're about to make the journey and get out of dodge like saying yeah honey everything's fine of course i love your meatloaf and the fact you cheated on me the past is the past a bit of a jokey way to explain things but hey if this was a serious video the entire time this would be a pat channington video doubt is the enemy of escape you need to make sure that this is exactly what you want and putting on a face is the only way to make sure that you yourself can know this is what you want while your face on the outside shows a different story to the world but speaking of getting out of dodge we come to the end of the first record and move on to the second luffy pad mirror de revs 2 was released on july 28th 2017. no new information to be had so i'm going in rona rubber this is the bandcamp's most popular release amassing the respectable 1.5 million views on the previously aforementioned youtube channel the record starts with aslin in silver dust much like the previous album's intro a sweet melodic song puts me in the state of relaxation just ready to have some wholesome good times trapped in my own head one of the songs that really popped out to me was pandora because of the simple fact that this was the first discernible vocals that i could find super slow down vocals added more texture to the song almost vaporwave-esque there's a point around about a third of the way through the track where it goes from a deep sound to a high sound something that would unsettle me much less put me to sleep luna was a track that caught me off guard because this is an instrument there's a discernible instrument that's not a synth sound a larps and called chipley we got a piano boys a piano in the background of luna man look at us now do you think we'd be here i didn't but just as i thought this couldn't get any wilder we get a chorus a synth-led chorus i'm not [ __ ] you this is not a chord this is a melody are we on australia why the [ __ ] is everything upside down what is going on i'll just start to like freak out a little bit when i heard this so so far if i had to pick one of my favorite songs luna is around the top of the list even though it kind of defeats the purpose to pick a favorite song because they're supposed to be listened to as wallpaper music but but due to the diversity of the track this is going up there another track with the same diverse instrumental palette is riona the track has a synth chord passage a vocal choir passage back to a core passage back to choir then a melody passage and back to chord it's a song structure we must really be in the salty splatoon because shit's getting real goofed and right as i thought [ __ ] couldn't get any wild we got a legit noise piece and door is a legit white noise piece of music much more poignant than the white noise song from meredith revs one the noise in this one cannot be ignored so far we're on a hot streak of songs that break the mould of this insomniac state i found myself in a quick shout out to ivo for a low pass filter on the track sounds like if we're sticking to the theme of someone running away from life receiving a phone call from some of their past life and and their speechless that they found them lalia gives us an anavon housewolf vibe with these woodwind style synths and instruments and just like that we get to the final track once again on the album the mysterious seraphin 3. much like seraphin 2 from meteor f1 it works as an end credits of sort purposely to wash over you and to reflect on what you just listened and continuing my cover conspiracy to tie this in the cover looks to depict a protagonist looking through a frosty glass window as if they're getting one last look at the past life before they make up their mind and can't go back as they will never see their past life again as the train chugs on and as slow since come to an end we close we finish the second album we'll move on to the last album in the meredith revs trilogy meredith rose 3 was released on august 3rd 2018. the last installment of the trilogy and something interesting about episode three if you will the band camp description read more volumes of meredith revs are likely to appear in the future now you can see where i'm going with this because the past two records would have follow-ups to them but mere s3 is the last one so there would not be more volumes of meredith revs to come so i was curious what description 3 would read the third description has the normal information but an additional segment at the end that reads dedicated to the loving memory of dora since the band is so secretive i don't know who this individual is but something tells me to just leave it alone and keep this in the back of my mind while i listen to it but nonetheless rest in peace the last album starts with the continuation of the asylum saga at this time aslan ascent levon is another one of the tracks that have a special little melody or something else for me to sing my teeth into the super high pitch melody contrasts extremely well with the very low bass tones of the chords alira kicked me to high gear with a special transition point about halfway through the track i've noticed as we progress into the trilogy the music has been getting ever so slightly more complex in sequence which has more consistently allowed me to retain attention over these multiple hours holla starts off very creepy with this almost piano string screech like a surf a clipping song no no [ __ ] that no that was scary as [ __ ] oh my god hell no please tell me you got that oh my god my door's open by itself i did not plan that that was so [ __ ] scary okay now i'm spooked it's almost like a nose [ __ ] i'm scared now but it evolves and incorporates these scratching sounds with these ambient drones i was thinking while listening to this what if they just decided just [ __ ] put in a loud jump scare or terrifying wall of noise something off clippings latest album intro that would give people genuine heart attacks so when that idea popped in my head halfway through the listen i it had me a bit spooked i was looking over my shoulder metaphorically saren was lullaby-esque with the almost glockenspiel parts almost like a disney princess getting sung to sleep or something probably the most relaxing on the record if i'm bold enough to say arya was something of an ambient interference noise overlaid with very quiet pads something that put me on the edge of my seat ready for the final track seraphim 4 is another extremely long closer to the record with this uncanny ability to make me feel like i'm underwater why do all of these songs make me feel like i'm underwater or underneath the earth like i was buried alive and i could still hear the vaguely humanistic noises i'm set in place at the will of the elements like an american horror story when a woman who was cursed with immortality paid the ultimate price when she was buried alive and when she couldn't die she was forced to live all of eternity hearing the remainders of humanity as she was forced to live underground and just watch in front of her eyes her life passed by and speaking of buried alive my final part in the album cover story are protagonists or antagonists depends on how you look at it had their past life catch up to them from forces unbeknownst to them whoever wanted to find them did and was not happy about it killing them and burying them in a desert breaking bad style as the soil covers their face in their shallow grave now that's what i call music but we aren't just finished yet but i promise listen to the three meredith revs albums but a story i'm still waiting to finish is the skeleton album seraphin serafin was released on march 13th 2019 and is the last major project to date how to disappear is released now starting this i was excited to go to the band camp page for more information would this be like the previous three releases would this be something completely different will this be a trap album i have no idea this is the internet anything's possible i was correct not about the trap rap album but about the change the new description reads mir direvs seraphin a dream will free us from our chains mysterious and infinite a sweet trembling runs through us as if an echo center from the depths of our despair a study and deliberately soothing textures designed to give the listener space to find stillness and collapse into rest how to disappear completely presents seraphin a coda to our experimental sleep music project meredith revs series to be honest with you we've been considering and wanting to make this kind of record after recording sheriff and two on the first volume of meredith revs material for this album was composed and recorded over the last two years during myriad of rev's recording sessions the end result is almost two hours of music that we hope you'll enjoy as much as we did recording it as always thank you for listening and your support dedicated to the loving memory of mark hollis after reading the new description i could see where the difference lies between these two ventures whereas meredith revs had ups and downs of emotion some were uplifting some were dark some were mysterious and some were even hopeful constant for seraphin is relaxation and sleep i can't exactly dive too deep into the individual songs because each track is far too long and isn't expected to be judged separately thus them being all titled the same thing while miranda revs was made for experimental sleep seraphin is the master of it it is a perfect way to leave your body in the middle of the night there is no sinister undertones or scary electronic noise courses the album encompasses pure sleep with the absence of noise it plays right into my theory of the album cover this is our protagonist at death and this is what they see nothing they see the absence of music they've been spending their whole journey trying to escape from their moral existence and disappear from the past life whereas the one thing they seeked out most would be their demise you ended up doing the ultimate disappearing act going out breaking bad style in a hole as you're about to die and the dirt covers your face we can hear what they're seeing we can hear the only true and foolproof way to disappear completely and that's what this is about meredith revs is the process from start to finish on how to disappear you put on a face and decide your fate you take one last look back at your past life you end up either living happily ever after as your new life as someone else or you end up caught and when someone does catch you and they aren't happy seraphin is the life before death the dirt covering your eyes your inability to see any concrete figures just abstract shapes mira revs is the auditory guide to disappearing completely and never being found over my listening sessions for this music i found myself forgetting them listening to the music i found myself in a catatonic state for almost hours at a time i started listening to aslan and then and in a blink of an eye i would have just listened to an entire hour and a half album it opens a larger conversation about ambient music that i don't think i have time in this video to explore but i definitely will in the future so stay tuned so i found it interesting how music can make you feel in such a way that makes you contemplate about your deepest thoughts while you simultaneously experience the absence of thought the music says a lot without really saying anything it's a very interesting phenomenon that very little can equate to the closest thing is probably meditating and i did indeed meditate to this music and it just made a lot of sense to me whereas meditating you want to remove thoughts from your brain the best way to remove thought is an album designed to now a question that i got a lot from the caretaker video was do i recommend this album for caretaker i'd say it's a tough call depending on how much time you have and depending how well you can mentally take a dementia simulator if i were asked do i recommend how to disappear completely i'd say absolutely because unlike caretaker you have a preconceived storyline weaved into the music where you're supposed to feel a slow mental decline and you're supposed to feel the horrible and terrifying effects of this disease but for how to disappear completely you can plug in whatever narrative fits your type of experience you create the story you insert your own characters you insert your own storyline you insert you it was supposed to be listened to while one sleeps but i cannot have reflective music playing in my brain i would think way too hard and it would be impossible for me to fall asleep so if one of you brave soldiers want to give it a try please be my guest and tell me about it because because my brain will not let me sleep in complete silence but yeah that was how to disappear completely uh i've got some new reading material so that's pretty cool i got some new music to listen to on a rainy night drive and i got a backup plan in case this whole youtube thing goes to [ __ ] catch me in el salvador as a little wheat farmer so in conclusion listen to and support this band and if you took the challenge with me like what you hear try and support them they have a bandcamp page where you can buy their stuff and they have so much more music if you need to scratch your itch then go check it out if you want to read the manga the anime was based off of doug richmond's how to disappear completely and never be found is available on amazon also sidenote if i had a [ __ ] quarter for every time someone in my life saw me reading this book and asked me are you okay i have two gumballs by now i would read this book at work and just knew that customers in the shop would get slightly concerned when i saw this employee reading a book about how to [ __ ] disappear but overall i would say this is a pretty positive experience so unless you're going into this ready to have an existential crisis then you should have an overall positive experience because it's unlike caretaker it's supposed to be a negative experience you're supposed to realize how [ __ ] up and sad that this disease is whereas this is the opposite this is a positive experience it's meant to calm you and put you in a different state of mind where that's where it gets dangerous if you create a negative state of mind then you could have a negative experience so it's kind of like a bad trip on drugs you kind of have to take it if you really want it to make sense to you describing it only gets you so far but it all depends if you do want to disappear completely hey what's up thank you for watching i appreciate it uh i was meaning to do a video like this for a while the script has been sitting in front of me for a very long time but it was something that it needed to feel right you know it needed to be the right time for me to record this and this is the right time it did take me a very long time because i had a lot of different ideas for the script and a lot of different ideas for shooting locations and a lot of weird like uh sneak-o-type vibes one of my favorite youtubers right now but you know sometimes it just doesn't go to plan but november has been really greasing my [ __ ] staying real good uh with music merch school and this but before i head out i do want to mention a few things biggest thing that i want to mention right now is my patreon i do indeed have a patreon it's a at a bucket of jake the link will be in the description because the search function on patreon is dog [ __ ] so if you want to seek me out give me a couple extra dollars for the content you watch i would extremely extremely appreciate that i'll try my best to update it all the time if i don't keep me alert on that because i do not want to just have it as a sponge and absorb your money it's got a lot of cool goodies like new content bonus content early content and you can have your name at the end of the credits as an executive producer like as i'm doing right now maybe scrolling across the screen as i speak another thing i really want to mention is my music jake joseph music has really been popping off ever since you guys found out about birdsong and i could not be more thankful thank you so much for listening to bird's song cause it's my first song get over a thousand and i can't wait to look back at that and say wow that's a very small number but if you're watching this but if you're watching this this means i can officially announce that my new album super jail comes out march 6th and i'm extremely excited about it i've been working on this project for years plural years i've been working on this with songs getting put together in such a way that i needed it to be perfect to fit the vibe almost and it's finally ready the debut single from the album is out now it's called the ooze it's available on all major streaming services and it's available on my website jakejosephmusic.com all the links and stuff are there and they'll be in the description and there's gonna be merch coming which i'm extremely excited about still trying to iron out the logistics of it but when it does happen it's gonna be crazy shout out to my instagram bucket of jake if you wanna check it out you know give me a follow i usually i try to keep up extremely well at the engagement i'm always answering dms asking questions to people and just you know basically just trying to connect with my fans very closely one-on-one that's at a bucket of jake and on my twitter i have twitter at jake joseph music i just kind of combined the two for that one if you're so inclined to check twitter even though i'm not there a lot and also if you're watching this then i've probably surpassed 50 000 subscribers it's funny watching the caretaker video and hearing me say oh we just got to 2000 subscribers a lot of people point that out but i am shocked how that piece of music has changed my life and i the only person i have to thank is you the listener so if you contributed to this and you know who you are then i'm extremely thankful and i know all youtuber you know thank yous are sound very ingenuine but i understand because i don't know how to say thank you in a more genuine way because you have legitimately changed my life so thank you for that along with youtube i have my podcast the big fish podcast it's available almost every wednesday as you're watching this i believe the latest guest i had on was vinyl rewind we talked about a lot of cool stuff about his hair we had viewer questions we talked about traveling it was a really wholesome good time so that's up right now on major streaming services links will be in the description the big fish podcast and the next guest i have on is a small indian musician that goes by the name of earl elliot he's a really cool guy and we talked a lot about the etymology of language and how language affects the human body and how it affects the human psyche it was really cool i really recommend giving that a listen because it was way more wholesome than my show usually is so give it a listen but other than that i just thank you for watching i appreciate it merida revs really kicked my ass so if you like this video give it a like you know give it a subscribe because it helps me out i'm gonna make a lot more videos in this style with weird ambient or albums with really cool stories so stay tuned i'm really happy and i was really excited to do this i really wanted to add a specific part to the story but i don't think that's gonna happen today because i'm looking at the raw recording and it's gone past easily 50 minutes so this is gonna be a doozy so i think i have another video that is gonna fit very snugly with that topic so yeah stay tuned for that other than that thank you for watching i really appreciate it i know all youtube thank you sound fake but i don't know how to make it sound more to anyone so thank you for watching i appreciate it all my links are in the description as long as you support meredith revs on their bandcamp social media and other platforms then you're good to go so thank you for watching i appreciate you super gel out march 6th the ooze out now big fish podcast every wednesday instagram at a bucket of jake patreon at a bucket of jake thank you i appreciate it and have a pleasant day [Music] [Music] bye

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Length: 35min 22sec (2122 seconds)

Published: Sat Nov 28 2020