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Hi everyone it's going to be a very chatty  one today. I filmed a video around this time   last year maybe a bit later actually saying let's  talk about life while I clear out my wardrobe. I   filmed one a few years ago saying let's do origami  and talk about things, so today I am going to be   making something which I'll talk to you about in  a second and I also just want to talk to you about   life things. As an aside before we get into live  stuff does anyone else feel like their smart   speaker is judging them? I don't know if it is  or if I have been watching too much Black Mirror,   reading too much dystopian, I am reading Klara and  the sun at the moment so that may have something   to do with this but I've been feeling this way  since way before I was reading that book, so   for context Mr M and I during ‘the times that we  find ourselves in’ have been playing lots of board   games and we tend to play a game called Battleline  every lunch time because it takes five minutes to   play and it's got to that point where it's a game  that we like playing but you're not thinking about   it too much while you're playing, it's great.  Anyway so we always ask our smart speaker to flip   a coin before we start playing to see who's going  to begin the game and that's fine. Every day:   heads, tails, whatever and then one day I asked  the smart speaker to flip a coin and it said “no”   and I thought oh they can't have heard me  properly so I asked again and they said   ?why don't you flip a coin?” Oh excuse  me, that’s the doorbell ringing. How cute,   those were flowers from my mum, I'll show you in  a bit, we've taken it in turns to kind of send   each other flowers during this past year, not  very often but you know every couple of months,   so that's really sweet. Anyway what was I saying?  Yeah so I asked the smart speaker to flip a coin   and one day they said “no” so I asked a second  time and they said “why don't you flip a coin?”   so I asked a third time and it sighed and  it said “I'm a very intelligent device   and all you ever ask me to do is flip a coin”  which also is not true (not the intelligent part   but the only asking it to flip a coin part) and I  wanted to pick it up and throw it out the window,   I really did. I know that it's a programming  thing, it's programmers having a bit of fun,   right? If the device has asked this question  a hundred times make this be the response,   so I was like “okay. well they've had their  fun now, I'm sure that won't happen again”   but it does it keeps happening but it's different  every time and it won't be every day it'll be   once every couple of weeks when I say flip  a coin one day it said “I've lost my coin”   one day I asked it and said “I don't feel  like it” and it really I don't know I mean   obviously it's just the way the world  is at the moment… it is funny but also   not funny, really not funny. I didn't enjoy  it, my fault for getting a smart speaker,   clearly going to take over the world, my goodness.  Anyway let's talk about why I have this material   here and what I'm going to be attempting to make  this afternoon and it involves a little bit of   a story time so this time last year Mr M and I  started going for walks at 5 00 a.m every morning,   a year ago last week was when I started shielding  so it's been over a year of shielding for me   and 5 am was the only time of day that I knew I  could leave the flat and not run into people so   we were getting up early, crack of dawn,  sometimes before dawn, going out and   walking for about 45 minutes and coming back home  and then we'd be inside for the rest of the day   and we're really lucky we live in London  but there is a small wood nestled at the   end of our street which feels otherworldly and  that has been so precious to us this past year   and oddly it has fed into something that  I've been thinking about for several years   anyway which is how I process things, how my mind  works. I'm very pattern based, I constantly draw   parallels between things, trying to make sense  of stuff and I think that writers do that, it's   why we are writers, we are constantly  drawing lines you know “if this happened,   what knock-on effect would that have here?” and  I think humans do that to some extent anyway,   we want to make sense of our own stories, our  own narratives and other peoples’ we want to   make sense of the world around us and when  things don't make sense that's really scary   and unnerving, and it's why I love studying  the history of fairy tales so much because   stories and folklore like that is often borne  out of misunderstanding, the need to understand,   of fear and trauma: hansel and gretel was born  out of plagues when people were abandoning their   children in churches because they couldn't afford  to feed them; hans christine andersen wrote the   little mermaid because he was in love with his  male best friend and he wrote a story about   wanting to be like “everybody else” and fit in  but having to sacrifice parts of himself to do   that and ultimately that would mean he would die.  There are so many things to talk about there and   I've spoken about some of those things in my  history of fairy tale series which I'll link   in the description box down below, but for a  while I've been working on a non-fiction book   that discusses my my personal feelings towards  storytelling and what fairy tales I clung to   as a young disabled child who was in and out of  hospital, what storytelling meant to me and the   patterns that I saw in the media around me that  I was consuming. So a roundabout way of saying   this time last year when we were going for  our 5 a.m walks, I was hunting for meaning   everywhere and it was so weird because meaning  would seem to present itself and I'm not saying   that the universe was telling me things, I'm not  saying that everything happens for a reason I'm   really not saying that at all but I am saying that  we will look for meaning and we will take comfort   in the meaning that we find and the forest  was providing me with so many of those things   which was very …I was going to say ironic but  mostly just apt given that I was also writing   about fairy tales, and the importance of the  forest, and how human beings have historically   interacted with forests, why western fairy tales  are mostly set within them, why they're considered   to be such a dangerous place where anything can  happen in the dark and we were walking there   early in the morning when no one else was there  and it really did feel like we were stepping into   other worlds. I was writing pieces about it so  it felt like we were walking into the belly of a   fairy tale every single morning and I was finding  strange things there, was this flower that was   carpeting one small part of the forest andI  looked them up and they were wooden anemone,   let me read you what I wrote actually because  that will make more sense In the forest,   we come across a bed of Wood Anemone. The  seeds of this plant are mostly infertile,   so stumbling across large amounts of it  is seen as proof of ancient woodland.   I crouch down to look, feeling the soil  underneath, which is soft, and this — according   to Lewis Carroll — means that these flowers  cannot talk because they are fast asleep.   The Wood Anemone’s sepals are white, not green,  which gives the appearance of petals — in fact,   they look like pale, white buttercups. They  are delicate little things. Greek mythology   tells us they sprouted from Aphrodite’s tears,  as she wept over the death of Adonis. The Romans   believed that the first to flower, every spring,  should be plucked as a charm against infection.   Folk would herd the ghostly flowers into their  arms, proclaiming: “I gather these against   all diseases!” The flowers would then be tied  around the necks of the sick while they prayed. It starts to rain, so I stand up to go home,  pulling my coat close to me. The Wood Anemone   closes itself in wet weather. Folklore would have  us believe that this is to keep fairies safe and   dry inside their flowers. And even though, like  all anemones, the Wood Anemone is poisonous,   it is said to have medicinal properties,  especially against respiratory infections.   Ingest too much, however,  and you will die. In China,   they call Wood Anemones the flower of death. It just felt so strange to research the flowers   that I was finding and find this particular  flower which was about grief but also about   respiratory infections and death and infertility,  it was very strange given that COVID was happening   and as I've mentioned briefly before  our IVFgot cancelled because of covid   and that hit me really, really hard, it hit  me so hard because it had been something that   had been on the horizon for such a long time you  don't just say “hey nhs I'd like to do some ivf   please” and then that happens, it's not that,  it takes years and not only because of funding   and the processes you have to go through for that  but also ethics boards and things because we're   doing pgd which is pre-genetic diagnostic testing  to make sure that the child that we have doesn't   have the medical condition that I have for a whole  variety of reasons which again I'm not going to   get into here, so it’s been years and not only as  I said the funding, but also medical stuff for me,   having scans to make sure that it would be safe  for me to be pregnant, so there was a lot of stuff   that went on for years and mentally preparing  for it and then we got there and COVID… and ivf   clinics were shut down and then when they opened  again I was still shielding, I'm still shielding,   so couldn't go, the referral length is now a  long time, but there was a lot of stuff going on   but going into the woods there was something that  happened which was so, so bizarre, we were going   as I said every morning and we started to see this  fox cub every day, this fox cup who was quite far   away to begin with very mischievous, it seemed  like he would play hide and seek with us, he   would literally jump out of the hedgerows and then  when we got closer he would jump back in, he was   behaving like a playful dog would and foxes can do  that and especially in london where they are very   used to hanging out around humans, raiding their  bins, they're not scared of humans anymore, so   I started to I suppose place meaning on this fox,  not in a very serious way but it came to mean a   lot to me to see that fox cup every morning when  we went for a walk… you know if we saw this fox   club things may be better, I used to do that as a  kid too, I think it's a coping mechanism for many   people who have anxiety and especially medical  related trauma, you know you try and come up with   these almost magical spells for yourself: if I  do these things then things will work out better,   and you know that that's not going to be true but  it's a bit like a comfort blanket, it's like why   people with anxiety enjoy watching the same things  over and over again because we know what's going   to happen at the end and we can relax more while  we're watching it; I used to watch the same things   and read the same books all the time when I was a  teenager I think specifically for that reason. So   I saw this fox… this is a very long introduction  to this video, hi, I saw this fox every day   and every day it started getting closer and  closer to us, obviously we weren't going to feed   it or pet it or anything like that, it was just  delightful that it trusted us and it was really   lovely and then one day when we went on our walk  there is a field before we get to the woods and   when we got there the field was covered in litter,  so much litter, cans and plastic bags and bottles,   people had clearly had a party the night  before and absolutely trashed the place   and it was upsetting for a whole number  of reasons that someone would trash nature   in that way at any given time but especially when  it felt so valuable to everyone who lived nearby,   this green space was everyone's sanctuary, and  when we got there and we saw all that destruction   and our fox club wasn't there, it was the  first day he wasn't there, he'd been scared off   by the people who had had this all night party  and I was furious because I hadn't brought   any bags or anything to pick up rubbish, why would  I have done that? And I couldn't go around picking   everything up, I was shielding, I couldn't  touch loads of other things, so Mr M and I   said to each other we'll come back tomorrow and  we'll bring gloves and bags and we'll tidy up,   so the next day when we went we did bring gloves  and bags, we went to tidy up and someone else   had already tidied up quite a lot of it but  there was still some rubbish so we started   tidying up all of the plastic bags, crisp  packets, everything and as we were doing it   the fox cup reappeared and he came out and he was  watching us tidying up in this really puzzled way,   like “what are you doing?” and then when he  realized that we were taking the things away   he started to steal the pieces of rubbish, so  he would run really close to us and he would   take a plastic bottle and then he would run back  to the hedgerow and he would hide it somewhere   and it was this game and obviously it felt kind  of bad that I was taking his rubbish away that   he now wanted to keep but it's not good for him,  obviously, so we continued to pick up everything   and then when there were only a few pieces left  he picked up a can and he was chasing round   around it was almost like he was inviting  us to chase him and so we were chasing   this fox cub round and round the field trying to  get this last piece of rubbish and eventually he   just collapsed in a heap completely out of breath  looking like a happy exhausted child and it was   the most peculiar moment but in that moment  things kind of felt okay, they felt okayit was   a strange moment of joy… so this is all to say in  a roundabout way that strange things have happened   in that wood that have helped me this past year  when things have felt very desperate and not okay,   and last week I was very low and went for a walk  in the woods it wasn't at five in the morning but   it was near sunset so it had this beautiful  light and I was walking along and something   caught the corner of my eye and I was like  “what is that?” and I walked into the woods   and a family have made some fairy clothes, they've  made some fairy clothes and they'd put them on   a washing line and they'd hung them between  two trees and it was just really adorable,   you have to be really looking for it, you have to  be paying attention to the surroundings to see it   and as I crept around the corner of that washing  line of fairy clothes I realized they'd also made   a little wooden fairy door and they'd put it up  against a tree trunk with a number seven on it,   seven is very important when  it comes to fairy tales,   and they left that there too and I just thought  it was so wonderful and childlike and amazing,   and I decided that I would make some fairy  clothes too and I am going to attach them to   this some string and then I'm going to go  to the woods this afternoon at sunset and   I'm going to hang up another washing line of  fairy clothes in the hope that whichever child   put that up it brings them some joy when they  see that. Let's start with a pair of trousers,   this material in case you're wondering I've cut  some corners of my head scarves because when I   wear headscarves I fold them over the tops of  beanies so I never use them in their loose form,   so cutting a bit a tiny square from each one is  actually absolutely fine, so that's what I've   done. Let’s start with a pair of trousers. Mr M is  also going to make a fairy door out of some wood   which he's not going to do today, he's goingto do  in a day or two, so we can add little bits to this   fairy forest as we go. I asked on instagram  for questions I said I was going to be doing   a chatty video where I make things and did you  have any questions about anything that you wanted   to ask me? So I have those questions here that you  sent in and someone said ‘do you prefer cooking   or baking?’ and I'm not sure actually I think  baking is newer to me, I've only done that in   this last year really but I enjoy doing both and I  especially enjoy blending both of those things so   one of my favorite things to make is kebabs which  I do with the meatless farm company mince and   tomatoes and cucumber, garlic sauce and chili  sauce, and then I'll make flatbreads so it's   savory and it's cooking but it has an  element of baking, I guess ,same with   things like pizza or making pasta, I enjoy  making pasta from scratch and that is cooking   but it involves you know making things with  flour, so here's a little skirt. This weekend   I have made some hot cross buns let me show  you… oh my god they smell amazing, it's the   first time that I've made hot cross buns from  scratch so they have fruit inside, citrusy smell   as well and they have this glaze on top which is  quite sticky and you can have them with butter.   I like to have them with butter and a little bit  of cheese, not cheese melted on top, just a side   of cheese, is that weird? I don't know. Anyway  I spent a long time making those this weekend   because they need to be proved three different  times but I had lots of fun and I think I will   make these in a reading vlog soon so I can share  the recipe with you because I altered the recipe   that I was working from because of the ingredients  that I had to hand and they worked out really well   so I will share that at some point soon. Someone  suggested that I make (because I mentioned on   instagram also that I was going to make fairy  clothes) someone asked if I would make dungarees   I mean I have to make dungarees right? So I will  try and make some actually one of the questions   was also have I purchased anything recently which  I love and that has reminded me that down here is a parcel that has been quarantining  that I purchased from lucy and yak where   I get most of my dungarees from so this is  not a pair of dungarees they always send   their clothes in material that's been left over  from making saris in factories and they make   drawstring bags with the saris which  are amazing and you can use them for   wrapping gifts or keeping your clothes safe  whatever, I often use them for gift wrapping,   but what I have bought from lucy and yak  and what is inside this story is a jumper,   I have recently bought two jumpers from lucy  and yak the last one I think I wore in my last   video and lots of you said you really liked  it especially because it matched the cover   of one of the books that I was holding up but  I bought this other jumper and oh my look at it I think it's me in a jumper, it's quite autumnal  I guess because it does have leaves on and it is   orange but I love it so, to answer that question  that's what I bought recently and thoroughly   approved of. Someone asked me is mr m's work  book related? Absolutely not, it is not though   he does work with language and I don't mean  that in a translation kind of way, he's not   a translator, he doesn't work with foreign  languages, but his job is rooted in language   itself so I guess there are similarities there  but I would say minimal ones. Another person says   “what did you study at uni, where did you go,  was it your first choice?’ I went to edinburgh   university to study english literature and  wherever I was going to go I wanted to study   english literature but when I applied I  applied also to cambridge and to durham   and to nottingham I think and northumbria.  Northumbria was my backup option for if something   happened with my health or with anything else  and I wanted to stay at home because I'm from the   northeast of england and to be fair edinburgh it's  not that far away either and durham I guess is   also not very far away at all but less commutable.  I would like a pair of dungarees in this color. So   yeah I got to the interview stage at Cambridge,  so I did my personal statement all of that stuff   and I got through to the interview stage and I  have never been so intimidated in all of my life,   it was just so out of my comfort zone, I  was from a small village near sunderland   in the northeast and I thought it was  really important to get dressed up,   I felt like educating rita or something, I went to  cambridge really dressed up and just encountered   lots of people from private schools who were  wearing trainers and jeans and t-shirts and   clearly hadn't worried about the way they were  presenting themselves to go to this interview,   so I realized I was wearing completely the  wrong thing, really, I thought that being   smart was a good thing but apparently it was not  and I went to the interview and just completely   fumbled my words. I just was unprepared, not  for the intellectual questions that they were   going to ask me, but just the environment  itself, I'd never been in an environment   like that before and I fluffed the interview and  I didn't get in, I mean I was predicted to get   the highest grades butI didn't get in, I was not  very good at I guess articulating those feelings   in the moment, plus as I said I felt very  intimidated and I was a shy person back then,   I was not a confident person, so it was not for  me at that time was Cambridge. I also applied to   durham but didn't get in there but the quite nice  thing, strange thing, again trying to find meaning   when there is no meaning particularly to be  taken from these things, is that mr m also   applied to cambridge and to the same college that  I applied to, we had our interview the same day,   we didn't meet each other but we had our interview  the same day, and didn't get in, we applied to   the same college at durham and didn't get in,  and then we both ended up going to edinburgh   and living on the same corridor in halls and then  started dating and got married so you know it all   worked out quite well in the end, plus edinburgh  university is amazing, would highly recommend it   to anyone, we had the best time, it is the most  wonderful city and if I could move back there   I think I would. Kind of on a similar note someone  said what is your relationship to your accent,   speaking as someone whose accent also changes? And  someone else said I've noticed that your voice has   changed over the years of you being on booktube,  is this related to your accent or not? It's   actually two separate things, so as I mentioned  I'm from the northeast of england so I did used   to have a mackem accent, not a really really  strong one because my dad grew up down south,   my mum's family are from the northeast  but I definitely had a mackem accent   or geordie accent kind of interchangeable, so I  would speak like this “this is how I used to talk,   I used to have an accent like this and I still  have such a soft spot for the northeast accent   and can slip into it and I enjoy writing poetry  in that kind of dialect and performing that”   but I don't speak like that anymore and it's not a  conscious thing that I did. I lost my accent quite   quickly after starting university. I'm someone who  when I speak to someone who has a different accent   to me I will often imitate that accent which can  be embarrassing I think it's an empathy thing and   yeah anyway when I went to university nobody  else that I was speaking to had a geordie accent,   everyone was speaking in lots of different  kind of accents and that just meant that   I started speaking in entirely different ways and  it wasn't because I didn't want to speak like that   and nothing like that it just happened and now  this is how I talk. I suppose you wouldn't be able   to place geographically where I was from, you'd  probably assume that I was from somewhere further   south, but I still have short a's so I'd never say  baaath or paaath very weird just ‘bath’ and ‘path’   and I don't feel weird about that  accent except for when I go home   and I get on a bus and I have to ask for a ticket  and I will put on a geordie accent and say ‘can I   have one of the Nook please?” because I would feel  so self-conscious not having a geordie accent,   so that's when I feel self-conscious about it but  not the rest of the time. It is very very strange   and for the person who said that they noticed  that my voice had changed over the past few years   that's not related to my accent it's actually  related to EEC, it's a very minor thing but   I have a very dry throat now which is not really  combatted by drinking lots of water it's just   the way that my body works it's related to my  eyes being drier and my eyesight and all of that   because it's all connected, so I now have quite  a gravelly voice which I didn't used to have,   kudos to you for noticing that though. Okay  so we've got trousers, dungarees and a skirt,   let's make a t-shirt. Someone asked in fact  I had quite a few questions along the lines   of this particular question: what does your sight  loss look like for you at the moment? And someone   else said I know that you were learning braille  what technology has helped you as well? okay so oh this is actually quite difficult  to cut… so for any of you who are new   I am losing my eyesight and I have made  videos about that which I'll link in   the description box down below. Sight  loss is a very strange thing because   I think or rather I know that society  thinks about it in quite a selective   way. I think that when we think about losing  our vision we think about darkness, blackness,   not seeing anything and I think the statistic is  something like 90% of people who are blind can or   do have light perception, can see certain things,  it may be just outlines of light or where light   isn't, it may be specific colors, it's very rare  for you to see nothing at all if you are blind.   I am as you may be able to tell nowhere near that  at all but that's just something I wanted to flag   before talking about side loss because I think  there are lots of misconceptions about sight loss,   and I think also when we think about sight  loss we think of it as a painless thing, I   don't mean emotionally painless at all but I mean  physically painless, that it's a malfunction and   then we just can't see for whatever reason and  that's not the case for me personally. The way   that sight loss works for people with eec syndrome  is there are quite a few different factors as I   mentioned with regard to my throat being dry  your eyes become very, very dry, so I have to   lubricate my eyes with drops every hour every day,  I can't see in the morning when I wake up unless   I use eye drops, I can't open my eyes without them  in the morning without getting a corneal abrasion.   I have blepharitis which is a separate issue  but that causes vascularization which is   probably the only bit at the moment that that  you personally could see if I showed you my eye,   in fact I'll put a I'll put a picture here you  want to see my eyeball, okay this is my left   eye and you can see the vascularization  there which is the blood vessels and   that's relating to having blepharitis so I have  vascularization now that I didn't used to have,   my eyelashes grow into my eyeballs  which they didn't used to do,   I have lots of corneal abrasions and scarring and  it's particularly bad on my left eye, my right eye   is actually doing all right. I've got a very rough  little t-shirt two-toned t-shirt I'll do close-ups   of these in a bit. The process of me losing  my sight is actually through damaging my eye   because the cornea can't replace itself properly  because it's so dry and I get all of these   these scarrings and then that transcends into  something called limbal stem cell deficiency   which is an incorrect programming in  my genetic makeup which means that   (like with my hair loss, with alopecia) my body  will replace the corneal stem cells with scar   tissue as a means to protect itself, and there is  no cure for that, corneal transplants don't work   so that whole process is very painful not just  emotionally but physically I can't tell you how painful it is sometimes. Ao anyway what  does my eyesight look for me right now   my left eye it's like… I'm just looking at it and trying to  work out how to describe it to you,   it's like constellations, that's how I would  describe it, my cornea is so scratched and scarred   I have it's like having loads of floaters,  everyone knows what a floater looks like,   loads of those but almost like they're joined  together by lines as well so it is like having   constellations on my eyeball which sounds very  beautiful but isn't particularly beautifulI Ot   helps if I'm reading things in a lower light  because bright light obviously makes those   more visible to me and it means that it's  more difficult for me to concentrate on text   and therefore my eye gets dried out even faster  and tired and it gives me a headache, but it's   not it's not bad yet, it's just definitely  worse than it used to be, this past year   it has accelerated quite a lot which has not  been a fun thing to have to come to terms with,   but as for the question about learning braille  which I am doing because it's easier to do that   as a sighted person, it's a good tool to have  but of course as the rest of the question was   what technology has also helped you? I've been  looking into assisted technology just because   I want to learn about it in advance and there  are so many amazing things out there, I will   actually link molly burke's channel down below  where she talks about how she uses technology   as a blind person. Apple products in particular  are incredible for accessibility for this reason   but accessibility and technology is something that  I've been thinking about more recently anyway not   just to do with my eyes but because  my hands are deteriorating too because why would it just be one thing  when it could be lots of things?   I have been looking at technology-based  things and I've been sharing that with some   of you and I know that's been helpful and not just  technology-based things but tools in the house and   things that I use in the kitchen, utensils  and how that interacts with ectodactyly,   so my assistive technology has been for  eyes but mainly for my hands and it's been   interesting to explore that, so I bought a stylus  for when I am creating thumbnails especially on my   iphone and I bought this Sugru which I mentioned  in a favorites video which is it's like play-doh   but it sets really hard and this is great for  grips if you need a better grip on something. For   my phone I've been definitely using voice to text  a lot a lot more, that's the primary way that I   now use my phone and obviously anyone can use that  you don't have to use it because your hands hurt   or you're finding it difficult to type or you have  you know sight issues you can use it for any any   reason you want to, and I'm sure that lots of you  probably do use that, so for instance “hey siri,   send a text to my mum” “what do you want to say?”   “hi mum comma thank you for the  flowers comma they're really lovely xx”   “your message to mum says hi mum, thank you for  the flowers, they're really lovely xx okay ready   to send it? Yes I do have my mum in my phone as  mum campbell that makes a quite a lot of people   giggle, but something else that I use which again  may be very obvious but when I mentioned it on   instagram as accessibility some people didn't know  that this was a thing that you could do and they   said that it was really helpful so if you have  a message open here, voice text is just here,you   press this so “hello comma I am speaking and you  are typing out the things that I am saying full   stop I hope that you are having a great day full  stop new line new line what else can we talk about   question mark let me show you how else you can  type full stop.” The voice recognition on apple   products is really good um but what you can do  is instead of typing each individual word you can   drag between so let me ….I mean this is a weird  angle so let me see so “thank you, this is another   way you can type” so you can do that instead  and that saves you like pressing each individual   letter, it's definitely less strenuous to do and  something that I personally find very helpful is   using inverted screens where the background is  black and then the text is white that's helpful   to do on my computer if I'm looking at a lot of  text but yeah as I said there's a lot of assistive   technology which is amazing and a lot of it is  not stuff that I that I need to use now at all   but it's great to be able to learn how that works  in advance um and know that that's there for me.   I've just done four pieces of clothes but I  think I might just leave it at four for now   I'm going to attach those to this um and let's go  and put the flowers that my mom sent me in a vase   and then we can go to the woods and  we can hang up these fairy clothes. Oh pals, this is very anticlimactic.  I really thought that I had   some small wooden pegs that I could use to  attach the clothes to the string but I don’t.   The only things that I have are various  paper clips but I don’t want to use those   because they may hurt some animals, so I’m going  to have to order some small wooden pegs online and   then take this to the woods later this week. So if  you would like to see how this project turns out,   follow me on Instagram and I will post a picture  over there, and I will also post a picture of   the fairy door that Mr M makes too. Let’s  go and look at the flowers my mum bought me. I hope that you enjoyed this video.  I'm not really sure how to categorize   it apart from I suppose life chats, life  update whilst making some fairy clothes.   I would love to know how you are in  a comment down below please tell me   let's have a chat and I will see you for another  bookish video very soon sending lots of love bye’
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Channel: Jen Campbell
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Published: Mon Mar 22 2021
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