Justin Foley 💙 "are you afraid?" [season 4]

your essay indicated that you face down a number of personal challenges talk to me about that I was addicted to heroin Justin sports it always been good for Justin the thing that made him feel alive I'm Justin are you just smoking up are you shooting it to your a joke on the field and I'm an addict go back to what you were doing before go do some drugs like white trash do your mother has also struggled with addiction well if you got a junkie mom and a deadbeat dad my mom is a junkie and her boyfriend is and not a very nice guy soon give a [ __ ] about home doing a horse yeah she has it's about your mom here she passed away yesterday we got the call this morning you're making a mint trying to oh I don't maybe you feel like I can I've got all this on me and I don't know how to get out from under way the history of IV drug use and sex work to avoid testing sex work I had sex with men for money Justin never spoke to you about the time he spent homeless that was on the streets and I needed money sometimes they would do stuff that we didn't talk about my name is Justin Foley and I'm a survivor I just felt like I was five again edie it was all before you know I'm like really [ __ ] up all I do is mess up your life but I was afraid afraid of losing my best friend my girlfriend my entire life I'm gonna keep trying not to die you can take care of himself okay always has he's 17 years old how you been doing lately you I'm uh I'm alright yeah you okay am i okay be okay ah no man up no I'm not [ __ ] sad I've lied to you I'm just gonna let you down everyone always stop I didn't ask you to come looking for me I came to the [ __ ] alley for [ __ ] Ruiz and I hate myself [ __ ] hate that I feel this way you say I'm not right but you weren't even the same person anymore you come back from rehab and you break up with Jessica and you narc on me multiple times and maybe this is your next thing maybe you're the one who wants a confession you're [ __ ] using again [ __ ] you you know I'm clean look clay I know I'm the last guy to tell you not to do drugs it's just weed it sound like I'm shooting heroin in a [ __ ] alley in Oakland yeah it's only a matter of time before I [ __ ] everything up and just become a junkie again who the [ __ ] are not Elena your mom and dad my mom and dad they're not your [ __ ] parents so stop pretending they are they know what you are you're not fooling anyone Justin Tim may never trust you that's why they drug tested you you're just a white trash piece of [ __ ] Justin nobody in this world gives a [ __ ] about you you've got nothing and nobody I just felt empty and messed up and alone could have [ __ ] died like anyone would even care at this point just feels like like no one believes in me like no one trusts me that night you felt more alone than ever you could scatter her ashes in the river I don't thought you want anything okay I don't need some [ __ ] service so that you all can feel better about some broke junkie being died of chases [ __ ] you pull that trigger and there's no going back I have been going to all my meetings I have been checking in with the counselors I'm doing good wait what just it's okay it's okay what can we do okay really yeah thank you dude I'm worried about you yeah yeah what my folks could get you like I don't know they have like addiction god I don't want to spend that for repairs but we should do something I don't want them to know I relapsed if I go to Sanderson it's free you're going to go just because it's free when I'm poor I don't want to cost your parents any more money and I don't want to take away from something that that should be yours hang on Justin we're working on it but thank you I don't recognize this I don't know who this is it's me trying trying to get better you want me to go you got a reason to stay I can't give it to you you got to find that for yourself playing Tony they found me and then save me I probably need more help for talking it helps think so I hope so just don't forget to be a kid too this is the guy who once said colleges from people who couldn't get a job I didn't think I was good enough and I think they deserve the future before you never thought you were good enough you're always such an arrogant [ __ ] yeah those are probably related I got in way to go kiddo that's fantastic we are so happy for you you have done so so well you have shown such Florida too that will serve you well in college where did I just get really lucky hello yes way to burn the moment Bobby bracing the lovely let us remember Justin for his accomplishments on the football field and the basket report pedis remember his smile that I told melted a hundred hearts and that we are so happy to have they saved my life path right first equation quick and work times that you what are you trying to be alive don't love anything more than life okay but that's also justin has tested positive for HIV and based on his symptoms we believe it has progressed to it like it was the end of the war justin is is is sick and it was Justin Foley died of a disease that from its inception the violence disease and Islam is quite advanced and we're also starting to see if you had spent on logical symptoms the goal is to keep them as comfortable as possible and manage the symptoms as best as we can I just made it clear I will actually see ghosts imagine and he's never getting any batteries [ __ ] behind when I would say to them [Music] [Applause] are you afraid I have I supposed to do this way how are you clients like you said you'll survive bring you hopes we hold my head bro [Music] you

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Id: 4lRGvlJOf_k

Length: 7min 58sec (478 seconds)

Published: Sun Jun 07 2020