Is there a supernatural
dimension? A world beyond the one we know? Is there life after death? Do angels exist? Can our dreams contain messages
from Heaven? Can we tap into ancient secrets
of the supernatural? Are healing miracles real? Sid Roth has spent over 35 years
researching the strange world of the supernatural. Join Sid for this edition of
It's Supernatural. Sid: Hello. Sid Roth here. Welcome to my world where it's
naturally supernatural. My guest was such a broken,
wounded woman. She spent 50 years, 50 years not
knowing that God loved her and most of that time was in church. Then she went to Heaven, was
hugged by God, sat in God's lap and found out that she can to go
to Heaven every time she prays and found out she
can teach you how to go to Heaven. Anyone interested? [applause] You know, many of you as you
grew up, you had imperfect parents. You know why they were so
imperfect? They had imperfect parents. But it has to stop somewhere. But Judy, you always felt you
never measured up. I think it kind of started with
the fact that you had a learning disorder. But in your family, the thing
that really, really got you, almost sabotaged you from the
beginning is you believed a lie. Judy: Yes. Sid: Tell me about that. Judy: Well my mother was
painting our living room and in the kitchen she left a cup down
and it had turpentine in it. And I got up from a nap. Sid: How old were you? Judy: Oh about three or four. And I drank the turpentine and
almost died. They took me to the hospital,
pumped my stomach. But after that my grandmother
was taking care of us and she put me on her lap, and she told
me. Voice of Judy's Grandmother:
Your mom left the turpentine on purpose because you're no good. Sid: Why would she say that? Judy: She wanted my father to
take me away from my mother so my grandmother could raise me. Sid: So you had to live with
that lie. Judy: Yes. Sid: And I understand you had so
much trauma in your life from the learning disability, the
special classes, the fact that you think your mother wanted to
kill you, which wasn't true. But you wrote a letter to Dear
Abby. What did you write? Judy: I asked her why my dad
didn't like me because he treated me so mean. And it didn't matter what he
did, he just didn't like me. And I asked her why doesn't my
father love me because I try so hard. And my mother found the letter,
and she took it to my dad. I honestly thought he'd say, oh
I do, she just does dumb stuff. But instead, he bellowed out. Voice of Judy's Dad: Maybe I
could love her if she wasn't so stupid. Sid: Whoa. Judy: And that was a maybe if
she weren't so stupid. So I didn't even have, well if
you're not stupid I could love her, but maybe if she weren't so
stupid I could love her. Sid: So she does what everyone
else does. They get married and they think
it will be like Hollywood and one of the first things her
husband says to her, "Look, I only married you so you could
cook for me and you could bear my children." Just out of curiosity, what
affect did that have on you? Judy: I gave up. I really thought that if I could
get married somebody would love me, but that was kind of like
the final straw for me that well nobody could love me and I just
thought with the help of the enemy telling me more lies that
I was just a person that couldn't be loved. And there was just something
about me that nobody could love me, so I lived like that. Sid: Then she had an encounter
with what she calls pure love. Tell me about that encounter. Judy: Well we had just gotten
back from Toronto and I had an experience there. Sid: By the way, Toronto was
having a revival-led time and people that went there were
overcome with the Spirit of God, had experiences that were
life-changing. So you just came back from this
life-changing, did you have an experience there? Judy: Oh yes. I was worshiping one night. I had my face up and I heard a
voice say, "What are you looking up for? I'm right here." And I looked down and Jesus was
standing in front of me and he had his hands out. So I took his hands and I just
kept singing to him, and I put both of his hands in mine and
then just was caressing his, and I felt the nail scars. And as soon as I recognized what
it was, he leaned forward and said... Voice of Jesus: You see this? I
did this for you. Judy: Personally, he did it for
me. You know how we can all think,
oh yeah, he died for everybody, but he personally did it for me
just like he personally does it for everybody. So I had come back to Redding
and Benny called me up to share, and I have always been afraid of
people, so afraid because I didn't want them to know I was
stupid. So if you don't talk very much
then they can never find out. And so she called me up. There was 800 people in the
audience and I was walking up there, and I thought, I'm not
scared. I'm not scared at all. And I got up there and they were
setting up, and I'm looking at all the people, and I thought,
that was really strange. But at that time I was delivered
of my fear of man of being in front of people, talking to
people. So I got done sharing and I
would suppose that it was Bill and Benny praying for me. I don't really remember, but I
was down on the floor. And I thought, well, hmmm, what
do I do now? I'm down here on the floor on
the stage and they're going on with the service. And I'm thinking, well do you
just sit up? Do you stand up like nothing
happened? And then I thought do you roll
off? [laughter] And I thought, oh would I be a
holy roller then? [laughter] So I thought, oh I'll just sit
up, but I couldn't get up. And then at the end I was just
relaxed and I happened to open my eyes, and I saw his Glory. I don't know how I knew what it
was, but I knew it was his Glory and it was the most beautiful
thing I've ever seen in my life. And I kept saying, look, look at
it, it's so beautiful. Sid: Now we read about his Glory
in the Bible, but it's one thing to read about it, the other, I
think what you're saying is it's an experience. Judy: Yes. God doesn't want you just to
read the Word. He wants you to experience the
Word. Every time we experience the
Word we have more faith. It adds faith to our lives. Sid: So he was holding something
in his hand. What? Judy: A rock and he was knocking
on it, and it started cracking like an egg and it all fell off. And inside the rock was a heart
and it started very slowly beating again. And he said, "This is my church
and this is what I'm going to do to my church." Voice of God: I'm going to take
the rock from off its heart and it's going to come alive again. Sid: Now you had this encounter
you told me about with the Glory of God, with the love of God. You became almost a changed
person. One day you're laying across
your bed and you see a door. Take it from there. Judy: I see this door and it
opens about a foot, and something comes out and it lands
on me, and I stopped praying and started worshiping God. But I'm thinking this is so
strange. I feel so good and I'm
worshiping God in a way that I had never talked to him before. Sid: So you had a degree of a
breakthrough and this door keeps showing up. And one day the door opens and
what happens? Judy: I moved into this place. I saw two figures. They were shadowy figures. One I knew was the Father and
one was Jesus, and I just talked to them. We talked. I thought I was making it up. I thought somehow in my
imagination I was making it up, but in order to imagine anything
you kind of have to think of it first and then you run with it
and put things in. Sid: Of course. Judy: I wasn't imagining because
this all surprised me and every time I'd lay down and start to
pray that's where I would be with them and I'd talk to them. Sid: Tell me about the time that
Jesus hugged you. Judy: When I see him a lot he
hugs you and he, I can feel his arms around me. Sid: I haven't had this. You're provoking me to jealousy. You know, you're doing what the
Bible says. The Bible says the gentile is to
provoke the Jew to jealousy. Okay, so you're normal. But tell me, I kind of get a
little of it just from you telling me. What is it like for God to hug
you? What is it like to feel his
love? Judy: It's the best. It took me a while to learn,
quite a while to learn that when I go to him and I can sit on his
lap any time I want to, and I just take in all of this, and
then when it's over I'm back, and it's like I'm full of peace. Sid: I have to tell you, as
you're telling me what occurred and occurs quite often I'm
feeling that peace come off of you into me. You know what I believe? I believe that in just a little
bit I'm going to have you pray for everyone that wants this
prayer in our studio audience and watching, and I believe that
something tangible is going to happen to them. Judy: Yes. Sid: In fact, when we come back
I'll have her pray for you. We'll be right back to It's
Supernatural. We now return to It's
Supernatural. Sid: Well Judy, you went to a
meeting with someone that's been a frequent guest on It's
Supernatural, Randy Clark. You went somewhere. Tell me what happened. Judy: Yes. I could feel the Lord's presence
very strongly and I thought well the best thing for me to do is
lay down somewhere. So I laid down and Jesus came
and said, "Would you like to
go somewhere?" I said yes. And off we went and we came to
this place and stood there, and a portal opened up, and behind
this portal was a beautiful garden, just, it was just
beautiful, and it was a big portal. And I started at the side, and I
was just looking at everything as I went by, and when I got to
that side I saw my dad. Nobody could have ever told me. Sid: The one that told you, you
were stupid, the one that rejected you. Judy: Yes. Nobody could have told me he was
in Heaven. I wouldn't have believed them. And there he was. And my first reaction was,
"You're here!" Sid: Oh no. Judy: And he said, "Yes, I just
made it." Well he knew about the Lord, so
and he knew he was dying. So any time he could have
accepted Jesus, and obviously he did. Sid: So Judy, you saw your dad
and you're surprised he's there. Judy: Yes. Sid: What happened next? Judy: I don't know why, but I
started to turn around and he called my name. Voice of Judy's Dad: Judy. Judy: And he said. Voice of Judy's Dad: I am so
sorry. You're beautiful. I love you very much. I am so proud of you. Judy: And then the portal
closed. Sid: Had he ever said that to
you in your life? Judy: Never. Never. Sid: Okay. The portal closes. Then what? Judy: I looked over at Jesus and
my grandmother was standing beside him. Now I knew she was saved. I knew she lived out her life,
the rest of her life for the Lord. And she came over to me, and she
just said... Voice of Judy's Grandmother:
I'm so sorry. Judy: And then it was over, and
I thought, what a loving God. He could have waited until I
died and saw my dad and my grandmother, but he wanted, he
wants me, he wants everyone so whole and healed from the inside
out that he gave me that experience before I even died to
know that my dad loves me. Now I know he's in Heaven. I know my grandmother is in
Heaven. I can't wait in a sense to see
him and talk to him. Sid: Well Judy, you say everyone
can go to Heaven and you speak on this, and all over people
have these heavenly experiences. Tell me a few. Judy: Well there was a boy nine
years old. His name was Miles and I went
and did a session on a Saturday night at his church, and they
all had really nice little trips. And the next morning he went to
Sunday school and he asked his teacher, can we go back to
Heaven. So she had all the kids lay down
and led them the same way I did, and he went to Heaven, and Jesus
brought him a piece of pizza. And because he was so allergic
to dairy, if he put milk on his skin the skin would peel off, so
allergic to fruit, anything acidic at all he just absolutely
could not eat. His mother took an Epinephrine
pen everywhere they went. He's been air flighted out of
his city to a bigger city for hospital visits. And he, so he told Jesus, "I
can't eat that. You know I'm allergic." And he said, "If you eat this
I'll heal you." So he ate it in this heavenly
experience. He goes home and he tells his
mom what happened. She goes and gets a bowl of
pineapple sherbet. Sid: I don't know if I'd be
brave enough to do it. I mean, he could die. Judy: He could. Sid: Because he's allergic, you
told me to the dairy and the pineapple. Judy: Yes, both. And she's a woman of great
faith. But she did have her pen ready,
that Epinephrine pen ready, and he ate the whole bowl. He was totally healed, totally
healed. And then I got an email from the
pastor about three months later, and the mother didn't tell
anybody, but the child also had diabetes. And the mother said, "If Jesus
healed him of that allergy I know he healed him of the
diabetes also." So she weaned him off the
insulin, took him back for the checkup and the doctor says, "I
don't understand this, but he doesn't have diabetes anymore." Sid: You know, your faith level
just soars when you have an experiential knowledge of God. In every area your faith level
soars. But tell me about the person
that asked you to bring a note to Heaven. Judy: Yes. Our senior associate, Chris
Balatin, it was getting around that I was having these
trips and all. So he brought a napkin to me
where he had written a note to God. It said, "Dear God, this is your
son Chris Balatin. I need some money. Love Chris." Sid: He really had faith for you
to take it to Heaven. Judy: I don't know if he was
teasing me or what, but I'm going, oh Chris. And so that night I'm just with
the Father, and the Father said, "Where's the note?" And I went, and it was in my
hand. Sid: But you can't bring
anything to Heaven. Judy: You can't. Sid: So how was it in your hand? Judy: I don't know. Sid: I know you don't know. Judy: So I went and gave it to
him. And he started reading it, and
he threw back his head and started laughing, and he says,
"I love Chris so much. He makes me laugh." And I thought, do you realize
when we do funny things he laughs. That just so tickles me that he
can do that. And so after it was over he
didn't say anything except that. But the next week, during the
next week somebody gave Chris a thousand dollars. I do not take notes. Do not send me your notes. Sid: I was just going to say,
any of you want to give her a note to take to Heaven? Oh I see some hands going up. How about you? I believe that there is going to
be great miracles that are going to happen as you pray for people
to be free of lies and to experience this heavenly
visitation. And it is for everyone. You're sure? Judy: Yes, everyone. Father, I pray right now that
everybody out there that's listening to this. Sid: Can I get in on this? Judy: Oh yes. Sid: Okay. Judy: Everybody out there and in
here would have a real experience with you that would
experience your love that as they're sitting there right now,
including that lady that's sitting on her couch in her
living room watching this that's at the very end of her rope, she
reminds me of the cat that's hanging on, that God is going to
touch you right now, all of you, with his peace and with his
love. And he's going to give you an
invitation, come up here, just like he did John the Revelator. He's winking his finger at you
saying, "Come up here because I want to love you. More than anything I want to
love you. I want you to know my love. I want you to be healed on the
inside from all the lies that the enemy has told you that are
not true." Even if you have what you think
is evidence that it is true, it's a lie. You are totally, completely
loved by God and right now I just release this on all of you. Amen. Sid: This is the beginning of
the rest of your life walking in love. Sid: Next week on It's
Supernatural. I have three people that operate
in the gift of miracles and anyone by themselves would have
been enough. But when you put these three
together one could put a thousand to sleep, but two can
put 10,000 to sleep. What can three people that
operate in miracles? Here's what I know. We're going to have more
miracles than we've ever had in the history of our ministry. ♪♪
