"I Was Surprised by My Own Death" | Elisabeth Tauss's Near Death Experience

it's also a bit of a wonder that there can be such enormous discharges also some colleagues report that they felt nauseated and a little sick while using a dowsing rod some have even mentioned that they had to vomit because the place are that detrimental that the body is overwhelmed and also in written texts there's this expert for radius Thea who is a legally sworn expert she mentions that in written texts and experts literature so to speak they advise you not to douse in places that have such a constellation as it was there because they're that detrimental suit to speak that something like that could happen again [Music] Porthos mrs. Taos in April of 2014 you had a near-death experience under unusual circumstances according to what I've read you were taken off-guard by death during dowsing and thrown off course and you've thought about it for a long time whether you'd like to speak about your experience or not now you've decided to do so I'm very grateful for that well what happened exactly at the time vice versa what thinking having in the noggin snowmen Warnock I was a dowser standing in a normal apartment in order to examine the sleep in place of a married couple I was examining charged reaction zones because if they are detrimental they can have a negative effect on the control of the immune system and the couple have decided to hire me in order to check these things when you start a dowsing session it's important to remove all metallic items and all crystalline structures because they can distort the original image like a mirror or they may also project something some whirls in other words were removed all these deceptions then as always I started putting the dowsing rod from a right to my left hand by holding it at a special marking for water namely for flowing water and at the moment I wanted to hold the rod with my right hand to make sure my starting point was clear because it's very important not to begin at a detrimental place and suddenly that was it there was a cut and everything was off from medical point of view I had a ventricular fibrillation but nobody was able to tell me the cause of this ventricular fibrillation what happened external during that time an external this means that the heart doesn't beat anymore and the heart muscle goes through a sort of jitter then information isn't passed on anymore it means that you're dead at that very moment the heart doesn't breathe anymore there is no pulse there is no oxygen that can be transported further and thank God the owners of the apartment registered that they heard a bang and came back to the bedroom they'd been in the room next door and both were professionals and reanimation they had both taken courses the last one a year ago so they reanimated me properly well a CPR and all of that happened from the outside so the couple just realized that you had fallen exactly how did you experience this my experience was like that but I was wondering why I was in a room I didn't know well the earth opened up to me and I looked inside it and saw colors and red and black an insight that I saw people who looked emaciated like grotesque masks ugly people I wouldn't have known from everyday life and then I remembered something I remembered something my father had told me I find that quite incredible that I thought of that he met people who had been released from the concentration camp in Mauthausen and he was wondering about their looks because he had never seen people like that before people that look so emaciated and at that point I was thinking no these people are not from a concentration camp they're other people and at that point I realized something and thought ah it's about dying that's what this is all about I'm in this room or everything is about realizations in hindsight I'd say it was a place of awareness and during this moment of realization it was clear to me that if this is all about death it's no problem for me I thought it's okay but I don't want to die here not here with this horrible vive an atmosphere and there's people who seem to be unreachable and suddenly in hindsight I remembered that there was a sense of relief when my husband died and so I thought all right if this is about death then I'd like to die somewhere where I can find salvation and all of a sudden I was in a new area or in something like a room it was bright and beautiful there and there I also met my deceived husband and father they were opposite of me first my husband and then my father and both were at the peak of life with their red cheeks and they greeted me with joy but at the same time there was something like an invisible fence between me and them it was something like water something he could barely see and feel I just realized that afterwards and I greeted them and they greeted me beaming at me and my father had those wise gentle smile on his face and nodded at me don't worry everything's okay it was very heartfelt and loving and then we were talking to each other I don't remember what we were talking about but while we were having a conversation I was thinking how strange dad and Javed died a long time ago why am i able to talk to them now and then I was thinking well I don't care now let's just enjoy the situation because it's pretty clear that I'm not dreaming so while I was experiencing this I was questioning it at the same time like how could this be possible and I tried to connect it to the real world people who had a near-death experience often report that if they meet their relatives and friends they don't appear old and frail but rather at the peak of life did you have a similar experience yes especially my father he was more than 80 years old when he died and during the near-death experience he was at the peak of life I'd say it was about 50 years old at the time he was 50 I was at an age where perceived him as quite strong he'd probably been stronger before but for me as a child he seemed very strong and healthy and the same applied for my husband he appeared strong and full of joy and he was beaming both were beaming what happened after you had spoken to them what else did you experience can you still remember well I experienced a number of sequences one of them had a very deep impact on me I'd been on a holiday to Greece with my son who was 13 years old at the time he was reading old Greek mythology at the time and there was this moment when we had a chat and I explained to him the psychological and spiritual significance of these Greek legends he's a spirit or a Lipitor I think the creation sang and at that moment I thought but actually I haven't really read them I just know what other people have told me about them and what the summaries I've read say my son is better informed than I am and nevertheless I thought sometimes during moments when you've got access to knowledge that's bigger than your own and I want to stay there I think we spent a whole day at least felt like a whole day we spent a whole day dealing with this topic and it was very enriching and I almost had the feeling as if Zeus himself was sharing all this knowledge with me in hindsight it's just a feeling or an interpretation are there any other interpretations that you can remember yes I used to be a psychiatrist and was specialized on people who hadn't made traumatic experiences and others Kume I had a conversation with one of my brothers it had also gone through a near-death experience and a rough patch in life I told him come on you should deal with this problem otherwise you want to progress in life let me treat you and he didn't want you because as you know it can be harder to talk to somebody about something if you know them well so it was understandable but I kept bugging him that long until he agreed and I did an EMDR treatment with him which is a psychotherapeutic technique and it worked really well and after coming back to real life I told him about this and he said but while all these things were happening to me he decided to go through all the stations that had led to the drama he'd felt trapped in and sold them it's just made me up as it is mr. cannon isn't Afghanistan as its Sun retrospect that felt like wow this was highly effective well in one way or another was this some sort of decision that urged you to do it oh yes a decision that made you want to go back into your own body I see no that didn't happen I just chose death well in that place of awareness it was pretty clear to me that it was about death and I decided to do it but it was never something like being sent back or being rejected but it was well I just say I met God himself personally this I'd say that was the hardest part of all for me because I'm not religious or devout in the Christian sense I know there are powers and energies that effectuate something and that there is something on the spiritual level that influences me and vice-versa that's quite clear to me but God Himself I can't even tell where this is coming from I've always had inhibitions or problems to take it like that and then there was the situation where it's a we stood face to face to each other but I didn't perceive a being but more something like an energetic light something like a cloud and when I realized that this was God or the source of light I thought gosh he really does exist what am I gonna do now there was this realization that came over me and I was shocked about the situation because I thought now I've got to change my whole life I felt pretty much out of control of my own life but he did I don't know if he I just thought of a situation he didn't send me back directly indecent please make my name fresh dry banana but during the conversation with my deceased husband there was a situation that reminded me of a cartoon or whatever like Scrooge McDuck he receives a kick in his bum and I landed back on earth and it was alive again well it was like a push a swing that transported me back and my husband was the one who had the honorable duty to do that I described it like that but it wasn't a rejection it was just part of this flow this event so you hadn't been religious before rather you've been more like an atheist well I was always wondering about things especially as a child about how things work because people would tell you many different things I grew up in the countryside of southern Styria and enjoyed going to funerals it was like an adventure for me the things that happened there and how death worked I was very interested in it I regret it I wouldn't experience death because then I'd be dead but this is a little different I don't think that I was religious and today it's also difficult for me I haven't found the right to prote so you had the feeling that you had to change completely yes to what extent what did you think about if I had to become religious but I had to believe in all those things that had been told to me in Christianity and of course I know that you can't take everything literally is it Etsy lumen well all those stories have got more of a symbolic character to me but if I accept them it would be really a fresh start for me that's the era in law and funk for me harshly it happens automatically because of my experience and then ratio hits me and tells me what are you doing here this is nonsense what's going on here well I'm still feeling torn in this respect ambivalent but I think I'm allowed to I've still got some time so you associated this encounter with God definitively with the Christian belief system no well in retrospect yes but when I experienced it no it didn't have anything to deal with religion but it went for beyond that well it was the energy of every life no matter if it was a stone as human or earth itself as a being something along those lines so religion would be a crutch to get closer to this experience yes it's an attempt to give the unspeakable a name and to offer people a bit of guidance in life something along those lines well it's always a bit clumsy if you try that let's go back to changing one's life did this trigger other thoughts too such as I should live a more responsible or an even more conscious life I'd always been very interested and had made an effort to be and stay conscious of life canta for her and cannot get mentally then I was always able to value my situation that I live in Europe that I live in peace I'm socially secured I was always able to value that so that wasn't anything new to me it was more about the internal side with me well there was one change for sure I woke up from my coma with the portion of humor so to speak it's like a resurrection for me because I can just laugh at topics and conflicts that happen in everyday life I don't like any laughing well of course they still keep me busy and stressed me but it's all relative eyes now they don't bother me that much anymore that's the main change for me so you just collapsed while dowsing in this apartment and then you were sent to hospital what were the physical results of this event I think there were two aspects one of them was the fact that the heart didn't beat anymore at that point blood hasn't transported anymore and the blood thickens due to the CPR several ribs were broken yeah and the blood vessel was torn which injured the lung internally meaning the lung was pretty much over flown with blood I think it was a big challenge for the doctors for the emergency team because they couldn't just inject a blood clotting medication because I would have bled to death internally if it had bled even more at the same time one no even to thromboses developed and one of them went through the heart this is called spontaneous recanalization it pressed itself through in what way ever after doses developed in the right arm and after a while no blood could pass through it anymore and the start of the limbs which weren't provided with oxygen anymore I think this was only visible in hospital and this emergence it tamed these two people I must have been at the apartment within ten minutes so that worked for really well and they fought for me I think they only took a break after 20 minutes and stopped but all together it actually took 45 minutes until the heart started beating again peace does have to be like a table at the top I think they had to use the different brew later three or four times which is a huge strain to the human organism I was very lucky this didn't cause more damage and in hospital they find out that the arm had turned black which is hard to recognize when somebody is in a coma because when you're in a coma the skin color looks different the coma was artificially supported it was artificially supported yes and I was cold as well I was cooled down so I wouldn't waste too much oxygen at least that's what I think happened and by the time they realized there was a black coloration cost by thrombosis it was already the next morning I think it had already started at 7 p.m. and they only realized the next morning forgot sake this is very critical they said but what would they do with me and the hospital I was in they didn't have a vascular surgery award and they had to transfer me if they didn't manage to clean my blood vessels I would die from poisoning or the other option would have been to amputate the arm if nothing else was possible well simply true necrotic well it started - so that took the to transfer me to the other hospital and there they even had a swinging bed they strap you into the bed and at least that's what I was told because I don't have any memory or a conscious experience of that then they tilt the bed so the blood and your lungs flows from one side to the other at that point the upper alveoli can breathe and then the bed tilts to the other side at least that's how I imagined it if this assumption is correct I'm not so certain by doing that they tried to clean the blood streams but it was already too late so all they could do was to amputate the arm well I didn't really experience this consciously but fortunately it turned out that way because they wouldn't have transferred me to this hospital and there I was able to survive thanks to the swimming bed what they did was they pumped pure oxygen into the lungs but nothing got there so as always provided with too little oxygen that's worth it's even more surprising how little the damages because for a long period of time I couldn't breathe by myself and if you look at me now I'm quite okay what was waking up like how did you experience that well I'd say waking up was wonderful one that I was like it hits my I was lying in hospital and all of a sudden I felt somebody stroking my left arm and I heard a voice Elizabeth wait Elizabeth wake up and I was thinking Christian why does he tell me to wake up I'm not sleeping you know I'd been busy I'd been on several excursions it had been adventurous and I'd been really busy with various things and above all I've been able to do and read things so easily so you've been in the middle of a near-death experience yes I'd been in the middle of it all and then I suddenly felt somebody stroking my arm and I heard somebody's voice and I was thinking misschien why is he telling me to wake up and if I'm sleeping what is he doing in my bedroom well there was this connection and I'm still fascinated by that even today it hit me right away like what is it doing in my bedroom he's not supposed to be there and he was the one who had to fulfill this difficult task and tell me what had happened and after waking up the first thing I checked was if it was really true that my arm had been amputated well if it was really gone was it true I hadn't experienced it but somehow I still knew about it and there was this huge bandage and I thought yes okay okay it's true you know it was this recognition yes it's true of course it was sad I thought by myself let's see how this is going to turn out but it wasn't shocking I'd say it was a bit as if a part of my soul had already experienced it it wasn't it wasn't that horrifying for me the whole situation wasn't that horrible even then when I was lying in hospital or when I began to realize what had happened at that point and during that situation I hadn't even thought of my son because we had just talked to each other he was fine he was 13 years old the father had already died as well it wasn't an easy situation but my family and friends took over and handled everything they really made sure I'd get the opportunity to recover in hospital in Congress leaving her talk to me so our winner I was shocked though when my friend told me you're in hospital because she had a heart attack that's in fact test when I heard that I thought a heart attack I don't believe that it was like telling me I had green hair well it was really like that I couldn't really make anything of it and an ECG creates another image depending on whether you've had a heart attack or a ventricular fibrillation what was it like when you woke up in your own body again how did you deal with all those experiences were you aware straight away that you'd had a near-death experience did you know this yes I was aware of it I didn't think of the term but I was certain that I had experienced something like that and nobody questioned it either people in my surroundings had heard of it as well well I was woken up very abruptly because I was in the middle of working and I had at the beginning I wasn't able to speak because of all those devices I don't even know how long everything took well I didn't get some time to sober up and wake up again so to speak but it was an intensive care and I remembered a motorcyclist I had perceived during my coma he was here and suddenly he disappeared I thought he came back and disappeared again and then he came back and at that point I thought look he's got a friend in intensive care and it comes here to stay overnight during the day he drives around on his motorbike and he returns in the evenings surely it's also a way of doing things at least that was my interpretation but later on I heard that he had been gravely injured and that they had to reanimate him several times and in the end he still died so you see I experienced a lot also with other patients It was as if I had been connected with them on a mental level how did you get the idea to connect the ventricular fibrillation with dowsing when I became a bit more mobile in hospital I was released from intensive care and put into intensive monitoring then came a time when I was able to lift myself up a bit and look at the rest of my body lying on the bed and it was then when I noticed a huge laceration on my shin and I thought wow I don't even remember that I'd fallen and hurt myself capped at all that I see and if I let some get soaked its own head so I asked the nurse was this caused by the defibrillation yes yes she answered I think they didn't even take my question seriously but this bothered me it was like you know when you look at a tree that was hit by lightning it usually gets tear that turns into a bruise and over grows and that is what it looked like and at that moment it was pretty clear to me I see it must have come to an energetic discharge here at that moment I touched the dowsing right with both hands the endogenous field or electrical field must have closed itself and when I thought of this possibility it was pretty clear to me that this was how it had happened later on I also talked to electricians and biologists but when I asked doctors it wasn't that helpful to me they didn't really have much time to deal with my concerns as far as I'm aware it's not even known by the community of radiesthesia ins but these things can happen it's also a bit of a wonder that there can be such enormous discharges also some colleagues report that they felt nauseated and a little sick while using a dowsing rod some have even mentioned that they had to vomit because the place are that detrimental that the body is overwhelmed and also in written texts there's this expert for radius sphere with a legally sworn expert of indica she mentions that in written texts and experts literature so to speak they advise you not to douse in places that have such a constellation as it was there because they're that detrimental suit to speak that something like that could happen again I don't think it would because it came to your discharge well I think there were at least four or five zones that met exactly at the point I wanted to start it and so it came to build it an amplification and it's a bit similar to you can compare it to well the example isn't the best but it's just an image if you've got the sin and take a magnifying glass and point the magnifying glass towards the Sun you'll create a hot spot you can even make fire with this is something under inverted commas harmless like the Sun or let's say a harmless constellation can be that amplified by a convex layer of glass that it starts to burn and so if several zones come together that's pretty clear to me that it can come to discharge especially because I had the scar which was second for me may I quote you i experienced healing and transformation because of a brother death has death become a brother to you is it part of normal life what's your opinion of death today yes it was very touching what had happened to me as well and the thought I had well first death has got a dissolving effect and so far as we stop to breathe and that we as humans leave our body however at the same time there is a form of death for something new develops interested and I made the experience that this coma and thus dying process was something like a resurrection where I was like to take my body with me and ever do that something I should really include and my body was healed in other words I experienced a healing of physical complaints I always used to have several allergies they've completely disappeared I didn't suffer from them anymore unless I behave like a wild boar when I eat but that would be my own fault then and I was free from all the mental baggage that everybody carries around with them I woke up from my coma without any of that baggage that's why dying has got a different character when I died and observed death from my own experience it was like a liberation and there was this lightness I was moving around with or I thought of it and it was implemented isn't that a brilliant story and all those physical things make everything heart all the material things but on the other side I do enjoy that I'm here that I'm able to experience all the things that I'm experiencing now have you become more relaxed yes a lot in many regards although that doesn't mean that I'm calm all the time I can get quite angry too how has this experience affected your life in the long run such as your occupational activities or your relationship to other people well in a week for after waking up from my coma I talked to one of my brothers but taking care of me and who had made sure my son was being looked after and told him andreas you need to get me out of here I've got to work you know I was self-employed and I knew how much money I had in my bank account so I couldn't just stay in hospital for months it just wasn't possible and parts of my thoughts went straight back to everyday life and how it could be organized but at the same time on the one hand I fell asleep when I was listening to somebody and that while I was in a seated position and on the other hand I was so weak and tired when I was sitting that I just fell to the side I was in such a bad physical condition I can't even explain it and it took me a long time to recover I almost spent three months in hospital and it took me at least two years to recover more or less reasonably in other words to be able to walk longer distances to Hoover I can't tell you how exhausting hoovering is hoovering was disastrous I was just covered in sweat now hoovering isn't the problem at all but all those physical activities were very hard and also mentally I've got a bad memory so sometimes I don't remember what people have told me and I might ask them curiously tell me what is this but that's pretty harmless compared to my previous state job-wise other people realize more than I did that I wouldn't be able to talk again the same way as before I wouldn't be able to do to my lacking memory performance and relationship-wise that was a huge gift because all the people I knew no matter how close we'd been well with the ones that were closed to me like my siblings and close friends it was obvious that they'd carry and support meeting me and she took red meat so consult our consensus before come on yeah but even people who were not close were full of care and love it was a totally new aspect of life for me because I felt kind of love that I hadn't felt before [Music] it was a love towards myself but also fundamental love towards people animals but also trees plants beings towards everything anybody mention didn't Ian about the environment and flans something bees and I'm good would you relate this to your encounter with the light well I wouldn't be able to name the cause of it well it can't really tell at the moment it's simply that the feeling of love has been a lot clearer ever since and I've also received clearly more love I had encounters while going shopping that were astonishing for example even with complete strangers where we just smiled at each other and were surprised at what was happening during those encounters that's something that's really changed a lot I've also made interesting experiences with marginal groups because suddenly I was one of them I'm disabled now yes I'm one of the disabled people I used to live above a bakery and went shopping there quite regularly and there used to be those two men I'm just telling you this because it's so funny those men were regular customers I used to drink a few pints of beer in the course of a day and when they saw me for the first time they were shocked which is understandable if you'd known me before and suddenly there was a part missing a what caused a shock and they were talking amongst each other Jesus she used to be such a beautiful woman had said it as if this was over now this was very amusing but I also experienced a few touching moments I was already released from hospital it was at the very beginning shortly after the release at that time I didn't go straight to him and take care of my son this was done by a friend of mine who was staying in our apartment for seven months she was living with him so I had time to recover I was living at my brother's and my mother's for a while she was still alive at the time so went to the main square of grodd's and got off the tram and I thought it was June and I thought to get off the tram and walk for a bit because it was such a nice day and during this walk everything was touching it was the first time I was outside after my release and I saw the sycamore tree I was deeply touched I'm still tearing up today it's remarkable how powerful a tree can be and what's behind this power I can just say it was touching and I think at that point something opened up in me and I would call it healing it was like feeling something deeper and people or beings that surround us even if I can't see it I can still feel it and so I was walking along hand gasa the main shopping street and Gratz and there was a beggar standing in front of the church he stared at me I used to give him some change regularly so was looking at me he was horrified and all of a sudden he died to me and said I'm so sorry it was unbelievable we didn't really know each other but this was an encounter that hadn't been possible before well and so far I've had beautiful encounters with people and it's really opened up something in me you've also tried to process your experiences from an ideological standpoint and classify them you drawn connections to the Book of the Dead by the ancient Egyptians and also to legends of the Mayans which link can you see here well the image of brother death is definitely a Mayan tradition there you've got brother death and sister death black and white Kimmy it's basically one being split into two I'll forget that this way brother death is the one who dissolves but not just in the respect of death he also supports us to dissolve mental armor yeah so we can end those harding's and crustaceans and sister death is explained in a way that if person dies his or her soul leaves the body then cut off a list and simply put the soul is treated and healed that's my experience and then the person is reborn for the kingdom of death and rebuilds the body the cells and the being of such and that's the sisters job the white Kimmi well that's a very brief summary of Mayan tradition and in the ancient Egyptian mythology there is the faith and resurrection and rebirth here the furrow goes through this every night oriented on the Nile because the Sun rises in the east and he goes with the Sun because he represents the Sun and at night he travels with the carriage through the kingdom of death and as assessed within 12 hours there he meets the beings of death in the kingdom of death and if he passes all the tests they also weigh his heart and check whether he did enough good deeds well if he passes these tests he's allowed to resurrect the next day I think parts of this mythology are quite appropriate for my experience and oftentimes you can see carvings of lotus flowers and papyrus at the entrances of graves which are a symbol for a new beginning in other words the plants the flowers are a new beginning so to speak so when the deceased is brought to the burial chamber he or she passes these plants namely papyrus and Lotus and thus is provided or confronted with a new beginning so death is part of a bigger cycle death is yes or it also leads to proper new beginning are you planning to work with a dowsing rod again I'd like to because this energetic field are these energetic fields that can be perceived also have healing aspects and many healing areas beautiful spots and the detrimental ones are like day and light light and shadow and if something is detrimental which depends on the surroundings you can't say that a water vein is generally something evil the opposite is the case if you've got a water vein in your apartment you're lucky because it revives and cleanses it from an energetic standpoint anyway I'd like to do dowsing again but I don't know when yet I can imagine doing it again if I felt more secure and stable but I probably wouldn't examine sleep in places anymore mrs. Taos thank you very much for your openness I wish you all the best and thank you very much for this interview you

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Published: Thu May 21 2020