I GOTTA CHOOSE A GIRL!! | Doki Doki Literature Club! | #4

I love you or you'll always be my dearest friend I don't really know what he mean by love what I mean I might use a glove or I might not what it means I might use a glove or I might mad [Music] doki-doki club I'm finna join and get some love Natsuki you got the free booty y'all wanna sniff it it smell like gooey whoa what did I just say what good job now I know things look differently my camcorder is not working properly so I'm using my webcam you know this face where I usually scream and shake my ass for donations pause I'm using this webcam to record my face camp for this video now I may have to record a couple of videos like this just see if it works but I have been told that we are getting into the good part of Doki Duncan literature club and here we are right back in it it's already Sunday can't wait to see URIs oh I beginning I've been getting increasingly anxious about URIs upcoming visit I keep telling myself there's no reason to be nervous but it doesn't help much y'all told me to keep my game files open let me see what that even means bro I gave up so I know y'all told me to look for the game files while I'm playing this but I don't see no game files breath so I'm gonna just keep doing it if I blow we'll just look at it after I keep telling myself there's no such reason to be nervous but it doesn't help much he is clearly an introvert and also an intimate person in general there's no doubt that show open up a little bit wins just the two of us I hope she'll open up meanwhile we've been texting occasionally she was extremely apprehensive at first but it wasn't long before I was already learning more about her but pudding area side I haven't heard the theme from Saori since she left club early the other day no I saw her was she run off for like that somebody text each other all the time or anything but I'd be worried about her in the back of my mind between what's a re said and what Monica said it's like is it really okay for me to put serious feelings aside when she might need me what all right I decided to Oh uh-oh the plot thickens the plot thickens I decided to visit Saori before URI comes over rather than asking I simply tell her I'm coming over much like we've done in the past okay he said look this is my cou this is my girl I'm gonna just come over when I want and say hello once I reached her house I knock on the door anyway get myself again we used to play so often now we've made it a habit of simply entering each other's houses like we were family let's see what else she entered today the house is quiet let me get my ASMR voice on Saori isn't anywhere on the first floor so I assume she's up in a room it's already strange of her not to run down and greet me I head up to her bedroom or I finally find her sorry hi Alicia I sit down in a room sir he forces a smile but it's easy to tell that she's different there's a minute of silence between us you haven't come over like this in a long time have you I guess you're right it's been a long time not much has really changed sassy saori's room is as always as messy way wet so your resume is as messy as it's always been I also recognize the same stuffed animals in wall decorations that she's had for years now if you came over more often it wouldn't be such a mess that's because I end up cleaning it for you how come you suddenly want to come over today aren't you supposed to see hurry today yeah but wait how did you know that Suri had already left by the time we decided that last meeting Monica told me it's only natural for her to keep me informed about the festival preparations right that's true but I'm what about you aren't you gonna be helping Monica today are you just gonna sit here in your room with your fat-ass cow an angry bird of course I'm just coming here online we didn't plan to meet up or anything huh so it's just me and URI then yep there's more silence between us oh that tension though I feel the tension why does she cut off what is this right here that must be your ex-boyfriend birthday or something right there y'all know y'all girls know you'd be doing [ __ ] like that have a whole wall set up in the moment he texts another girl that that wall go to flames relax don't relax but burn it up you know I'm not saying you a dog but woof woof you know what I mean Suri stairs in a random direction everything about her behavior is really uncharacteristic I finally get to the point I'm like look I just wanted to see how you were doing after you left on Friday you know when something's wrong you can't hide it from me that's my blood I know you too well so um sir we smile shaking your head that's no good real easy huh why can't it just be like it's always been this is all my fault if I didn't get so weak and accidently express my feelings if I didn't make that stupid mistake then you wouldn't have to be worried about me at all you wouldn't have even come here you wouldn't have even been thinking about me right now but this it's just my punishment isn't it I'm getting punished for being so so I think that's why the world decided to have you come over to paint it just wants to torture me sorry I grabbed sari by the shoulders what on earth are you saying are you listening to yourself you crazy I know something happened to you there's no other explanation for you to be like this so tell me already until I know I won't be able to stop thinking about it [Music] sir he gives me an empty smile you really put me in a trap real easy but you're wrong nothing happened to me I've always been like this you're just seeing it for the first time seeing what what are you talking about sorry you're really just gonna make me say it aren't you really Zee I guess I have no choice this time the thing is I've had really bad depression my whole life oh okay okay that's the happiest people that usually be dealing with stuff you don't even know it it's the happiest people who are never asked how are you they're the ones who make people smile and happy but what about us what about us boss are you worried did you know that why do you think I'm late to school every day because most days like I can't even find a reason to get out of bed what reason is there to do anything when I fully know how worthless I am why go to school why eat well I make friends why we got there people put energy and caring to waste by having to spend it on me that's what it feels like that's why I just want to make everyone happy without anyone worrying about me Oh mmm so you're a psychic Eric to identify with you I'm there I fill you in here I feel you in here look slightly quake I see cuz burly's he know exactly how she feels for the first time he understands I'm in shock what am i walking up in my room I can't even figure out how to respond how is it possible to sell your we kept this from me the entire time that I've known her she really wants so badly for me to just not think about her why sigh Orie why is it that you never told me about this it almost feels like I've been betrayed as your close friend because if I knew I would have done anything I could to support you even if there's only so much that I could do it's like God having me I would have tried a little bit harder to make every day a little better for you so I'm your friend all you had to do was tell me tell me tell me you don't understand it all Polizzi why do you think I didn't tell you because if I told you you would have to waste effort carrying about me instead of doing important things I don't want to be cared about it's better sweet when people try to care about me it feels nice sometimes but it also feels like a bat being swung against my head that's why I wanted so badly for you to make friends with everyone else helping everyone by helping everyone be happy together is the best thing for me but then I discover something else too seeing you make friends and get closer with everyone in the club it feels like a spear going through my heart so that's why that's why I decided the world just wants to torture me every path leads to nothing but hurts well you're right that I don't understand I don't understand your feelings at all sorry but I don't need to understand whatever it takes for me to help you stop hurting that's what I'll do no bird eat see there's nothing nothing at all the only thing that could have helped as if everything could be like it always was but I was selfish I finally showed you what a horrible person I am Tish streetdance Louise I'm Ichigo eats the literature club because I was selfish and I was punished by my heart hurting in a way that I can't understand now you came here and I made you hurt just weak and selfish that's all I am that's why I'm going to accept these punishments because I deserve every last one without thinking I once again grabs on your every shoulders this time I pull her into a tight embrace come here girl oh please II sigh Orion I don't care if you feel selfish really happy that you convinced me to join the club seeing you every day makes it makes it worthwhile enough if I make friends with everyone else then that's just a bonus but please never underestimate how much I care about you I wouldn't have it any other way but say Ari isn't hugging me back despite my arms being wrapped around her Suri's arms remain at her sides like a limp noodle fresh out of a steaming bowl of water don't over she starts sobbing next to my ear oh this is my legs like Pierce babe Ronnie does like doshu and alcohol rubbing alcohol 98% no don't do this to me please don't do this I say oh he barely manages to speak between ourselves I don't know if I'm doing the right thing but all I want is for her to know that I care but I care if you have it in you to call yourself selfish then you have it - let me be selfish to release come with the bars please come with love bars these diseases hashtag love bars right here make sure that you give if you don't give the homies bars bars you gotta give the girls love bars that's why I was torquing the way that I did that's a love bars for the ladies no matter what it takes I figure out what needs to change I'll make these feelings go away and if there's anything that you need me to do then you better tell me ooh demand it yo man I'll get mad if you don't whoa relax I don't know I don't know gently Sarah we finally finally puts her arms around me in return I don't know NEP it's all really scary I don't understand any of my feelings pretty easy the only time I'm not feeling nothing that's what I'm feeling pain but your hugs are so worn and that's really scary to hold up hold up hold up so hurry lets me go as she does so I let her go as well the festival is tomorrow yeah yeah it's gonna be fun right yeah how would you like for me to spend it all with you Oh Oh smooth operator smooth operator it's what I want I promise I I think that would be nice then yes yeah sorry wipes their eyes if I could spend the whole day here I would of all days this has to be the one where I have other plans maybe I should cancel no no don't please don't if you did that then I really wouldn't forgive you but it's almost time for URI to meet me at my house at the very least do you do you want to come along and help out it would be fun to my surprise Sarah shakes her head I'm sorry I don't know if that would be very good for me today you understand right it's kind of hard for me to fully understand but I'm trying my hardest it's okay it's okay don't don't worry too much about it I'll see you tomorrow okay all right all right I see you tomorrow I look forward to it [Music] that's me when I walk out the door after all that you did it you did it you went in there and you gave her pure love bars we shouldn't call them love bars I said look that's a little too intimate we gotta call them hard bars you got hard bars I don't know if you want to give [ __ ] hard bars either you got you gotta give them those mean you got mean bars and then and then spleen no you got you got vicious vicious bars and kisses Sparta nope you got you got I say goodbye to celery and Exeter house on the way home misfit kisses paws on the May home that sounds like some Jaden Smith now no apology and I don't know if you're gonna watch this one day but like a big fan I'm not trying to give you a kiss or any of your other misfit native collective thank you on the way home I find myself still feeling uneasy but it's hard for me to keep thinking about it when URI is about to come over to I thinks I or he is right I shouldn't be worrying too much and we're definitely going to have a great time tomorrow I should just focus on what's ahead of me as I approached my house I see something that makes me feel a moment of panic URI ha thank goodness you're a little early I'm sorry if I wasn't home man why you wear this thick guys Turner neck to my crib bro say that [ __ ] for school bruh we wait from you up for a long time no I just got here but I started to get really nervous when nobody answered the doorbell you always could have texted me you know if I had known I would have reassured you and hurry more on my way home I suppose that's true I didn't think of that some reason it should be common sense to do that but I decided to ignore it anyway come on let's go inside and see you brought a lot of stuff with you that's right and did you manage to find everything I asked you to buy as well yeah pretty much at least I hope I got everything right I'm sure we'll be fine okay I take Airy to my room okay I think the first thing she does is glance around curiously which makes me feel anxious you got the TV around the bookcase you know your neck hurt and you don't get to see anything back here but she has to bend over this way to watch TV so you cuddle up behind her puts put a little meat in the buns action get that warmed up cooking and then she's warm you're warm make it happen it's so it's not so clean well I clean it before you came over so you got me that's very considerate of you to do no I mean I'll be really embarrassed in my room to be a mess while you were here mm-hmm well I do enjoy cleaning I would have gladly hoped you clean ah that would have been even more embarrassing you know you know I got it here but if you were to see Mike you would have seen my dad at our on the floor I don't know what that attack it can mean anything you want it to me I'm not finna get my video flag didn't make no money off this wait wait don't don't look in there I snatched his wrist which which was in the process of opening a desk drawer of mine she just when I found my condoms I'm sorry I wasn't thinking for some reason I was just pacing out it's fine it's fine I let go of URIs wrist damn are you stay out of their deal excuse me she puts both of her hands firmly in her lap as if making sure she's keeping track of them so um should we get started ah yes I have a few things planned that you can help with decorations and other atmospheric enhancements I had miss Varrick enhancements he's being English you know mood lighting aromatherapy candles oh wow I didn't know you plan on taking it that far of course I want to help take our guests to a faraway place although many will stop by just out of curiosity and for cupcakes I guess I'm determined to prove it to provide an experience that will leave them wanting more that's great it's easy to forget that you're a pretty intense person ah intense I guess that's the best way to put it yeah I mean look at you look at your turtleneck is that a bad thing no not at all not at all look it's something that I like about you actually it's that so that makes me feel very relieved and I'm kind of happy yeah no need to be so anxious like it's my room it smells like ass in here so make yourself comfortable fart if you need it relieve that pressure always out then and I always say no Shrek yeah you can relax a little relax I brought some things for a relaxation I was going to use them during the approach of poetry event and excuse me oh yeah like what you talking let's see URI rummages through her back she pulls out a few candles and a wooden cylinder shaped object I did some shopping on the way here so I happen to have these in my bag I plan to cover the windows and black paper and use the candles to light the room I think that would be amazing don't you yeah that would be really neat what's the one thing though oh this it's a diffuser for essential oils how familiar are you with the Rama therapy not familiar at all is that so it's one of my favorite contributors to Parvati it's one of my favorite contributors to a positive atmosphere depending on the oils or herbs you choose you can change the mood of the air itself you can even feel it permeate through your body relaxation positive energy romance reflection both it's almost like magic URI takes a cylinder and pushes the switch on the bottom in just a moment a thin ray of vapors begins to sprout through a small hole on the top wow that smells wonderful what kind of mood is that one for this is a Jasmine essential oil it smells a little sweet and flowery right yeah I mean that's a good way to describe it sure you got them buzzed bazoombas though I'm trying to get in that when does this get scary I'm trying to pee my pants I want to be scared but y'all are making me read about the air aromatherapy and oils galore I need to see what's up under URIs dress I don't think she got a breast or a chest it's real late it's real late brother this video might be a little raggedy I'm be honest with you I'm finna power through it I'm gonna power through I chose Jasmine for the event because it provides more than relaxation Jasmine enhances your emotions and helps you feel them flow through your body you feel one way and your heart powers more heavily don't you think it would be perfect for sharing our palms it does sound suitable but you seem to know a lot about this so I trust your opinion with anything Jiri smiles gently clearly enjoying herself she again reaches into her bag and pulls out several spools of thin ribbon what are those for well did you purchase the origami paper I asked you to get yeah I have it over here we won't be using that paper for folding origami what I'd like to do is write a different word on each paper we'll need about a hundred of them oh yeah what would those be used for Yuri well I'm going to cut pieces of ribbon to hang from the doorway of the classroom then we can fasten the paper on till the ribbons to create a doorway curtain wouldn't that be beautiful it would also catch the eye of those passing by the room it may attract some to peek inside your he's actually pretty good at event planning bro when I was in college majority of my time in college was not about books or tests or essays it was about event planning I tell myself I was gonna have an enriched college experience cuz you know my family I'm the first in my family to graduate from school shout out to me and I'll shout out to my family but you know how am I gonna get my kid to go to school that's the thing bro one day school might not even be important it might not be a thing I was think about this the other day I might be going off on a tangent but imagine like as YouTube and like social media grow like people's businesses are either gonna have to adapt or get left behind and like think about it like most of the stories we will be shopping at or online like online stores you go to your website gives your favorite clothes and get your youtuber merch easy Guinea calm I got you hold up let me let me do a little brand merch advertise me easy game volume one shades easy gang comm on my head on my face you've already got glasses on but your shameless plug it says easy game volume anyways that's what I'm saying like why even how I'm a business breath cuz I don't want to get left behind at the times all right let's say let's say like it gets to the point where schools have to have social media it's like I did social media following for you to even go play go play basketball basketball for more football forum like they have to prove themselves to you first that's what like the internet is forcing people to do is like y'all decide for yourselves whether or not you want to support them or you want to go to the school or support their business it's all on you so your is actually my point in all this is URI has a good business mind when she's like I people even walking by the classroom I'm gonna put shimmers in front of the door bring the asses inside now we got new members good thinking Harry like if I was a like if I was a star athlete I'd be like bro you got to show me your playbook what plays are we gonna run this season before I go go with this school over here that's my point bro the world is changing bro it's changing in front of our eyes and y'all grew up in this that's crazy to me alright let me stop rambling it may it may Shrek see so no yep that's really creative I had no idea be so good at this Siri it's that's oh well I suppose I do get a little intense as you put it URI giggles with red cheeks he says just me or is she more relaxed when it's just the two of us maybe see excitement she feels me sharing something that she enjoys here's a marker bellezza you can write any characters you want I'll help you once I'd finish cut in the ribbons all right sitting on the floor together the two of us get to work I carefully draw a different character on each paper doing my best to manage my bad handwriting URI unravels a long strand of red ribbon to her desired length then she reaches into her bag once more pulls out a pocketknife the knife is strangely beautiful the silver handle has an intricate pattern of waves etched into it the blade itself is gently tinted blue that's no ordinary pocketknife it looks really fancy uh.well embarrassed URI looks away what is it you're gonna think it's weird URI whatever it is I already think it's weird tell me about it to meet each their own you know if you promise you won't be weirded out yeah I promise all right the thing is I'm kind of into knives they're just so pretty I can't help it I don't know what it is the combination of craftsman craftsmanship and feeling of danger maybe what am I saying please don't think I'm weird for this hah you're laughing at me no no I'm not laughing at you it's just funny how nervous you get about sharing it's well it's an interesting thing to be into I guess but I think it kind of suits you suits me yeah it's kind of intense besides it's a really cool looking knife I can't deny that it is isn't it URI relaxes her expression once again would you like to hold it sure I'll check it out URI carefully hands me the knife with the handle facing me I take it and turn it around in my hands it feels heavy and extremely solid where do you even get a knife like this right you got it from that little blue [ __ ] from God curious of his sharpness I feel the point of the knife with my index finger releasing why did you do that I didn't expect it to be this shirt would you carry this in your pocket not getting poked in the spleen with it through your jean pocket I barely touched it at all it's my fault I should have warned you thus knife is extremely sharp it can cut through skin like it's paper oh no a small drop of blood trickles down the side of my finger URI takes my hand and gives the woman a closer look if she does what I think a freak like her would do it might turn me on ah she stares at it and noticeably fidgets if you're squeamish I'll go wash it off now ah without warning [Music] without warning URI puts my finger in her mouth and licks the wound yeah that turns me on a little bit I know it's nasty i nose grows but URI honestly if I was really releasing a situation and a girl like year he did that to my finger I'm smashing and I'm not pulling out you want to play with my blood play with my seeds it's so late right now I apologize the things that I'm saying probably need to give sense to sensor ties I don't really know if that's a word but I'm a try URI drinking my blood just gonna drink something else let me show I feel her tongue curl around my finger okay startled I instinctively pulled my handbag governments uh-oh please please forgive me I wasn't thinking I URI lowers her head her face burning up URI that's the most embarrassing thing I've ever done how could I do something like that I'm sorry I'm sorry ah sure it was a little weird in it took me by surprise but I guess she was just trying to help right yeah yeah I think you're overreacting a little yeah actually uh uh she doesn't lift her head what if she doesn't recover from this for the rest of the afternoon all right you know what this might be stupid thing to do but I do it anyway I take Erie's hand and lick her index finger in return but lazy did you really just do that no we're we're even [Music] you're he's just looks at me like I did something wrong I knew that would be a bad idea if not for the sweet aroma of the Jasmine oil the air would be extremely heavy right now you're so weird breezy URI giggling huh URI calling me weird I have no response to that where do you keep your bandages I don't think I need one and actually it was a tiny cut oh look it already stopped bleeding I see as relieving the tension is quickly lifted we each resumed our respective activities I watched your reason I've cut through the ribbon like it's nothing but air meanwhile I continued to make progress on the paper after we finish attaching the paper to the ribbons we lay them all out side by side it looks better than I expected and will be very effective as the door curtain it looks great good thinking coming up with this URI ah thanks it's just something I saw online really are you ready to move on to the next task yeah let's do it what did you have in mind I'd like to create a banner that's why I asked you to buy the pain tablets that's right one of the items during had asked me to buy was a kit of watercolor paint Ablett's will need about six cup of water to put each of the tablets in do you mind fetching those for us of course not six couple Cisco some water I'll be right back in a minute thank you very much oh and just a little bit of water is okay if you fill the cups up too much it would be too diluted I'm finna go get cups taking her his advice I decided to use small plastic bathroom cups rather than full-size glasses I put them on a plate to catch any paint that drips then bring it back into my room Yuri yes I come in to see Yuri quickly unrolling her sleeve pulling it back over our arm nothing your face is a little red is it too hot in here or anybody oh no not at all there's nothing wrong so let's mix the paint yuri hurriedly dismisses me and takes it upon herself to unwrap the tablets dropping them into the cups I thought we would do something simple that would look very nice I'd like to paint a gradient across the banner starting with the colors for sunrise than daytime than sunset in night time once it dries I'll write an inspirational quote across the banner we can hang it on the wall behind the podium at the front of the classroom Arne what are you gonna write well it will be more fun to surprise you Yuri smile as I mean if you say so Yuri after rolling out the banner banner Yuri and I kneel on opposite sides so we don't get in the way of each other what I feel like they like setting me up to do like some sacrificial this feel like like sacrificial right now it feel very sacrificial year uses oppression adds a few dots of different colors across the banner to serve as a colored guy when we paint this kind of reminds me of elementary school painting on a banner with watercolors feels a lot like the art class projects we had back then it's relaxing ah I'm sorry if this feels too childish no I didn't mean that at all it's kind of fun you know yeah it is fun I'm glad you feel that way too URI stops painting for a moment thinking to herself for me I don't need to go out and do crazy things to have fun in fact I usually don't even want to I just like when we can spend time with with one end up with one other person what even if it's something simple like reading it doesn't even matter if we don't talk much I'm the same way just having a friend next to me feels deep just having a freak next to me makes me feel things I think that's all that it takes for me to be happy is that so even if you're in are quite different I can understand where she's coming from I feel that way about things like anime and games were simply sharing the experience with someone can make me happy I think I feel the same way girl URI smiles gently I knew you'd understand URI leans over the banner to grab an unused paint brush but I move at the same time causing my head to bump into hers oh sorry sorry sorry the house it happen to your own room yeah sorry here he goes back and I quickly lift my hands and surprised are you hurt no no I'm I'm not hurt it just startled me that's all sorry I should have asked you to get it for me it's not your fault Oh your face there are droplets of paint on URIs face and neck is there something on my face yeah I accidentally got paint on you sorry it's totally my fault I'll get a towel right away I rush out and fetch a small towel then I deadpan it with hot water I return to my room and kneel back down in front of her oh yeah chill road this picture of that damn chill at this picture what face is that don't ever look at me like this when I'm trying to clean paint off you actually this is the perfect cleaning paint hello that's a reference for something else here I pat down URIs face and neck with the towels ah something wrong it's how I just didn't expect it sorry I am gonna use cold water you wouldn't expect that either having finished I start to retract my hand but year he suddenly holds my wrist look at it look at her look at her holding my wrist look at her face URI odd Oh Terry oh shut up wait huh just for a little longer it feels really nice I keep my hands still against URIs neck she looks into my eyes it is an intense expression that I recognize from when I feed my meat and I watch them videos and the Nathan a bus that's what it looks like don't play yourself almost as if she's lost in a daze enveloped by her own thoughts this video gonna give you monetize Bryce is way too late in the day hurry we try to do this morning she breeze gently have to slightly parted lips what is happening is that the aroma that Jasmine are giving me this dizzy feeling URIs gentle fingers wrapped in my right around my wrists sent a tingling sensation through my arm and suddenly her face seems to be much close to the mind that it was just a moment ago ah URI slowly pulls away sorry I've been feeling a little light-headed today I didn't mean to space out it's fine the moment is over as soon as it began URI picks up her brush again but her movements seemed clumsier like she's unable to focus I remained silent for stood to guard the event that just transpired we're trying to call my meet down from being full staff I hesitantly retrieved my own brush and continue following URIs example I should do it I finished filling the night sky with white dots that looked like stars looking at the banner as a whole it's very pretty and natural looking I think it came out better than I expected I'm really happy with all with the results yeah me too are you gonna add the lettering now ah not yet it means to try first that's true but won't that take a while well perhaps it will be best to leave it here then have you bring it in the morning I can do the lettering in the classroom before our event starts is that okay that's totally fine wonderful in that case I don't think there's anything more for us to do you true instead of like a glad it's over was I wrong to assume that you were at least enjoying yourself a little bit no it's not that I'm just glad that we managed to get everything done I see I am too I was a little concerned about time I need to start making dinner soon so you don't have any time left I was secretly hoping we would have the time I have to finish his money good he's trying to do some freaky things to her cou he wants to try to make them cool lips cry eyes ha ha well you read things to herself I think it would be too irresponsible for me oh my gosh so wait much longer I'm sorry I always thought people [Music] thumbs up the video for that boot for that last love Barbara I me heart boy that's a heart Barbara it's probably my fault sorry for being such a slow worker no it's not your fault at all and the important thing is that we got everything done right yeah so I shouldn't be disappointed nor anything gathering all our things URI seems to look a little down caste I understand why cuz we both was ready to get it on and you blew the moment it sounded like she rarely gets the opportunity to spend time with friends in a relaxed environment but that doesn't mean this is the last time it can happen once URI packs up I walk through out the front door thank you very much for having me today no problem I'm glad I was able to help just let me know if there's anything else you need me to bring tomorrow I will well then URI fidgets I guess I'll see you tomorrow wait I kind of say that without thinking about today it's fine that we didn't have as much time as we want it because we can do this again smooth smooth whenever you want you can come over oh we can go out somewhere I forgot you don't like going out much and I've stumbled over my words URI simply smiles bashfully in any way look you know what I'm trying to say so you're very thoughtful really you see URI takes a step closer to me then briefly squeezes my hand I kind of like that about you well how am I supposed to respond to that let me let me decide let me give me an option to choose but I don't even get a chance to as URI suddenly pulls back sorry uh-huh i Polizzi Saori just no just just now we weren't it's ok Bradley Zee I just stopped by to say hi um well it's nice to see you I'm sorry but I'm already on my way to leave oh really that's too bad I'm sorry but we'll all be together at the festival tomorrow so so that's fine right of course sorry beams yeah so I'll I'll see you tomorrow clearly Amber's Yuri hurries off your you just blew the whole spot just now acting like that did y'all see how fast she just can jump from in front of us home were you going that fast dinner can wait now she knows that him so I was just up there getting a little talky top okay so Yuri waves a goodbye after say Yuri I thought you didn't want to come over today well I tried staying in my room but my imagination was being really mean to me so I had to come here and see for myself see what what are you talking about you know how much fun you were having with Yuri and how close you got to her he makes me really happy but you've made such a good friends that's all that matters to me sorry has been heartbroken wow this is this is a stupid [ __ ] though is that sigh or he put me through a [ __ ] test she was trying to see just how far I take it with these other women why wouldn't you just tell me how you felt from the beginning in that way I can tell judge for myself who I want to choose but you want to play these games with me these little kitty cat meow meow ass games if you knew you wanted me then don't put me on your friends cuz I'm not singing I'm a dog but sorry is breaking her own heart you had me all to yourself we walk to school every single day just tell me how you feel girl that's all they take tears start to fall down sigh or his face it's all that matters to me why am I feeling this way Burrell easy I'm supposed to be happy for you why does it feel like my heart is splitting in half it hurts so much everything hurts someone's this would be so much better if I could just disappear sorry don't say that it's true poor lazy if I wasn't here that you wouldn't have to waste your sympathy or be you wouldn't have to put up with me being selfish Monica was right I should just whoa Monica Monica was right about what sorry what else what I said before is true I'm not gonna let this continue kanya buddies like this isn't the burning your mind is making it out to be it's something that makes me happy is something that I wouldn't trade for anything else so even if it takes an entire lifetime I'm gonna be by your side and see you don't feel any more pain but sorry looks away but I put a hand on her shoulder to be assured I'm scared I'm really scared what are you scared of sai Horry I'm scared that that I might like you more that you liked me sorry it's true isn't it oh wait can I started to like you too much I did this to myself facts the big bats I just said that big facts pretty easy I'd like you so much that I want to die that's how I feel and and that's enough sorry I don't want you to hurt anymore I slide my out my hand why I got to slide it i slide my hand down sigh or his arm and squeeze her hand in my own all that sweet that's sweet do you remember how I said I always know what's best for you do you still believe me wordlessly sigh or nods even if you don't understand all of your own feelings I know what you need the most right now and that's what I'm gonna give you [Music] they want me to nothing to catch me slacking save it I love you or you'll always be my dearest friend I don't really know what he mean by love what I mean I might use a glove or I might not what it means I might use a glove or I might not I might use a glove or I might not [Music] Saori I might use a glove or I might not all right I love you are you always my dearest friends I'll be honest I clearly love her brother the way that I've been talking to her the way that I'm always there for her trying to make sure that she's there and I'm in a good mental space the way that I always promise her forever by her side he's in love bruh I love you huh those are my true feelings so there's no way you could like me more than I like you I should have realized it sooner let me look at her I'm still from the pipe URI but spending time with everyone at the club making new friends and having fun with you every day it helped me realize that you were the truly the most important person to me that's why I'll accept any of your burdens as long as we can continue like this every day with you by my side URI walks around with big-ass blades in her purse do you have that for um yeah enemies with you by my side then I know we'll both be happy but Li Zi suddenly say are we wrap your arms tightly around me Wow easy is this really okay yeah babe I Jose already in my arms and pull her closer you'll never have to let go of me again I love it I'm a romantic to brown I gotta be honest with you I love love and this is just so romantic oh my gosh I love you for li Zi I want to be with you forever me too I feel shy always grip around me weakened a little bit what is this sorry I'm supposed to be happy right now I always thought this would be the happiest moment for me but why even now why would the rain clouds go away they're not going away at all breezy it's okay sigh all Reaper it might take some things but it might take some time for things to get better again but no matter how long it takes I'll be there every step of the way it's all that matters right now okay I trust you sir re and I slowly release each other so I guess that makes the festival tomorrow our first date huh [Music] what are you saying I don't want to think about those things you know I want everything to be the same as it's always been even if we really are a couple I don't know if I could handle anything more right now it's really new and scary to me I understand we'll go whatever pace suits you best hey Polizzi sarah gazes at me once again smiling sadly even if I get really really sad this is the best thing for me right uh-huh I don't really understand what Sarah means by that are you saying that this is making you feel sad sorry I don't know I don't understand what I'm feeling it felt like a bunch of thorns when you told me you loved me she knows I didn't mean it maybe she knows I didn't mean I don't know but that's why I want to trust you you know what's best for me yeah I do that's my promise I say that but in reality I've never felt more uncertain when it comes to Sai or II I know that I love her and she loves me but I'm having as much trouble understanding Cyrus feelings as she is then why did you tell her that she loved her that's not a a live look it's not my job to sit there and try and understand her feelings if she doesn't understand I'm her own damn self that's something gonna drive me crazy and then eventually when she figures it out we've probably gotten through so many arguments and fights over it because she doesn't know how to put it into words so I'm probably gonna get blamed for her feeling depressed and sad when in reality she's depressed and sad with her own damn self huh this shit's really stinks bro I gotta stop getting close to this [ __ ] who eat a tic-tac Bloo where did your hair go you used to have hair a few months ago [Music] funk booty ass scalp you got even though I can come further I keep wondering I should be doing something more something different I know these thoughts will continue to plague me until things are back to the way they are is that what Suri meant by not wanting anything to change I don't know but I know that I'll give it everything I got Suri is the most important person to me and I do whatever it takes to have a happy future with her it's the day of the festival and we are going to save in this third slot just in case we want to go back and change this answer I think this was a critical answer to the ending of the game which our hope is this next episode all right guys well there you have it another doki-doki episode I got some more videos coming out this week happy Monday for y'all this video doesn't get there on Monday if not having a Tuesday this week I got doki-doki I got I got some Sims action I'm gonna start uncharted in a problem I'd like to finish dokie so there you have it I'm gonna start doing a lot more streams on Twitch moving my live streams to twitch just want to say that one more time I'll probably lies him again on here for about two more weeks just to get those live viewers the transfer over to twitch but after the after that two week mark definitely starting in August I will do only live streaming on Twitch YouTube is changing Brad and I'm not saying that it's on its way out YouTube's gonna be here forever but I just think I need to start diversifying my investment the investments I'm putting in myself so if I'm putting all my eggs in YouTube that's not really diversifying anything it's not even late but I'm pretty tired I hope that this video wasn't too lame and I'm paying that's a bad choice of words that's video wasn't too too late back that's what I'm looking for about yeah more videos this week love each and every one of y'all if you are new please subscribe for more videos if you enjoyed this video please give it a thumbs up and as always I love each and every one of you yeah you and I'll see you in the next video peace out

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Length: 56min 45sec (3405 seconds)

Published: Tue Jul 24 2018