I forget what I DO when I am ANGRY

hello friends my name is Daniel and I want to share with you my huge problem that makes my life a burden I hope you'll support me in my childhood I was an even-tempered child my parents were happy because I could really get along with everyone from wild dogs to old ladies in the park and I've never had the desire to hurt someone even after I grew older at the age of 12 when guys my age used to fight actively at the drop of a hat I prefer to settle conflicts by talking I've never been humiliated by fights because I'm quite large and athletic by nature and if I wanted to I could easily put someone right out with one blow but I didn't see any sense in it perhaps I would feel great among hippies because their philosophy was so close to mine people should love each other instead of fighting I liked and respected sports but I simply didn't understand all these fights so my parents suggested I start training and weightlifting that helped me to use both my broad shoulders and strength the truth was that from regular trainings I only became bigger and more massive and many people began to keep away from me my friends even joked that I had the soul of a cute Daisy in the body of a giant but when I was 15 my parents and I had an accident nothing serious we just broke the car and got a couple of fractures between the three of us then the doctor diagnosed a cerebral commotion and displacement of the vertebra so I had to walk in a plaster collar time passed and I continued to live normal life but one day while walking with friends I discovered a terrible thing some robbers approached us and demanded to give them our money and phones as usual my friends put me forward one of the robbers pushed me and the last thing I remember was some kind of darkness that came over me I woke from the trance on a pavement covered in blood the robbers around me were beaten - the state of vegetables with fractures and other greetings from my fists and I really didn't remember anything my friends came to me only after 5 minutes before that time they were hiding under the benches and looked really scared they told me that the whole massacre was organized by me they said that I was just furious heard nothing and only methodically kept beating the robbers even when they stopped showing signs of life one of them took out a knife and tried to hit me from the back and I almost pulled his hand out of badi my friends shouted at me and tried to stop the fight but when I turned to them they decided that it would be better to hide then we ran away and didn't say anything to anyone about what happened there it emerged that the robber survived and tried to tell the police about me but no one believed them because they were criminals and I wasn't besides I was in good standing with anyone who knew me and then it began to appear constantly being angry I could lose control and rushed at the offenders and then I couldn't remember anything but despite this I still remain to be the person who didn't have the anger in their nature at all I never liked to be involved in any conflict the worst thing almost happened when my ex-girlfriend said that she was in love with another guy and wanted to leave me I loved her so much that it would have hurt me in the usual state - and when I heard her words I almost crippled her and beat her fortunately her new boyfriend knocked me out with something hitting my back I then thanked him sincerely for that I didn't hide out from the police I even went to the police office myself what for of course I don't remember anything but I understand perfectly well that I am dangerous for society I was not judged because I was not an adult I had a couple of months left until I was 18 but I was sent for medical treatment I was happy to hear that in general the doctors told me that I was definitely ill I'm not great with medicine but the problem was that this old injury had wrung out something in my head and the hormones stopped doing what it should i became aggressive and dangerous for society nobody knows how to treat me except for isolation in a psychiatric hospital well I decided that I didn't want to live like this I learned to be a cabinetmaker it turned out to be a very meditative profession I also study yoga and try to leave the house less and avoid getting in touch with people I really don't want to go to the psychiatric hospital at a young age and live with the thought that my abnormality can kill someone in fact I placed myself under house arrest it cannot be treated but it is not my habit to give up I'm still struggling and I hope in the future to have a normal family children and a beloved wife in the meantime I prefer to throw out all of my anger into my work click on the like button if you wish to support me and friends remain human even if a beast wakes up in you live in peace with yourself and bring good instead of aggression

Channel: Teen Stories

Views: 206,584

Rating: 4.8862276 out of 5

Keywords: animation short film, short animation, animated channel, actually happened, actually happened stories, pain, problems, stories, story, storytime, true stories, difficulties, scandals, dilemma, friends, friendship, animation, childhood, conflicts, high school, training, I forget what I DO when I am ANGRY, hide, lose control, meditative

Id: wMWwO9LQ6vw

Length: 4min 31sec (271 seconds)

Published: Wed Aug 21 2019