<b>SID: JEANETTE MEADOWS</b>
<b>SCORED IN THE TOP 10%</b> <b>ON INTELLIGENCE TESTS</b>
<b>UNTIL SHE</b> <b>DIED ON THE</b>
<b>OPERATING TABLE.</b> <b>WHEN SHE RETURNED TO LIFE,</b>
<b>SHE DIDN'T KNOW</b> <b>THE ALPHABET. IT TOOK</b>
<b>HER EIGHT MONTHS</b> <b>TO LEARN TO </b>
<b>JUST TAKE A BATH.</b> <b>IT IS A MEDICAL MIRACLE</b>
<b>SHE CAN THINK</b> <b>AND SPEAK SO CLEARLY.</b> <b>[MUSIC ♪] </b>
<b>NEXT, ON THIS EDITION OF</b> <b>"IT'S SUPERNATURAL!"</b> <b>LIFE AFTER DEATH</b>
<b>EXPERIENCES AND ANGELIC</b> <b>COMMUNICATIONS</b>
<b>ARE ON THE INCREASE.</b> <b>TERMINALLY ILL</b>
<b>PATIENTS WHOM DOCTORS</b> <b>HAVE GIVEN NO HOPE</b>
<b>ARE UNEXPLAINABLY CURED.</b> <b>PEOPLE ARE BEING</b>
<b>MYSTERIOUSLY PROTECTED</b> <b>FROM NATURAL DISASTERS.</b> <b>SID ROTH, YOUR</b>
<b>INVESTIGATIVE REPORTER,</b> <b>EXAMINES THIS</b>
<b>INVISIBLE WORLD ON</b> <b>"IT'S SUPERNATURAL!"</b> <b>SID: HELLO, I'M SID ROTH,</b>
<b>YOUR INVESTIGATIVE</b> <b>REPORTER, AND I'M SPEAKING</b>
<b>WITH THE MOST AMAZING,</b> <b>AMAZING CIRCUMSTANCES.</b> <b>IN 1977 - YOU THINK</b>
<b>YOU HAVE PROBLEMS!</b> <b>JEANETTE MEADOWS, WHAT</b>
<b>HAPPENED TO YOU IN 1977,</b> <b>IN A FEW-MONTH PERIOD?</b> <b>JEANETTE: IN TWO MONTHS</b>
<b>AND 11 DAYS</b> <b>MY BEST FRIEND DIED, I</b>
<b>FOUND OUT I HAD GLAUCOMA,</b> <b>I BROKE MY BACK</b>
<b>IN TWO PLACES,</b> <b>THE DOG GOT STOLEN,</b>
<b>AND MY ONLY CHILD,</b> <b>ANNETTE, DIED AS THE</b>
<b>RESULT OF AN ACCIDENT.</b> <b>SID: WELL, HOW OLD</b>
<b>WAS ANNETTE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: ALMOST 16.</b> <b>SHE DIED 13 DAYS BEFORE</b>
<b>HER 16TH BIRTHDAY.</b> <b>SID: IT MUST HAVE</b>
<b>BEEN REALLY HARD.</b> <b>JEANETTE: HEARTBREAKING.</b>
<b>WE WERE BEST FRIENDS.</b> <b>SID: HOW DID SHE DIE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: SHE WAS</b>
<b>STRUCK BY A TRUCK.</b> <b>SID: DID SHE HAVE ANY</b>
<b>PREMONITION THAT</b> <b>THIS MIGHT HAPPEN?</b>
<b>THAT SHE MIGHT DIE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES. SHE TOLD</b>
<b>DEBBIE UP THE STREET THAT</b> <b>"WHEN YOU TALK TO THE</b>
<b>LORD, HE TALKS TO YOU.</b> <b>HE, ME, I'M READY.</b>
<b>I'M GOING TO HEAVEN."</b> <b>AND DEBBIE STARTED TO CRY,</b>
<b>AND ANNETTE SAID,</b> <b>"NO, IT'S OKAY. HE</b>
<b>TOLD ME I'M READY.</b> <b>I'M GOING TO HEAVEN."</b>
<b>SID: AND YOU KNOW,</b> <b>THE PICTURE I SAW OF HER -</b>
<b>ACTUALLY, SO MUCH LIKE</b> <b>THE GLORY OF</b>
<b>GOD WAS ON HER.</b> <b>JEANETTE: IT WAS.</b> <b>THE PICTURE</b>
<b>WAS TAKEN 1-5 DAYS.</b> <b>IT WAS IN HER CAMERA</b>
<b>IN HER ROOM,</b> <b>SO IF I HAD JUST GIVEN THE</b>
<b>CAMERA AWAY</b> <b>WITHOUT TAKING THE FILM</b>
<b>OUT OR LOOKING AT IT,</b> <b>I WOULD HAVE MISSED ONE OF</b>
<b>MY GREATEST BLESSINGS,</b> <b>BECAUSE YOU CAN SEE</b>
<b>THE GLORY OF THE LORD</b> <b>ALL OVER HER.</b>
<b>AND SHE SAID,</b> <b>"MOMMY, UNLESS I'M</b>
<b>DOING SOMETHING FOR YOU,</b> <b>I'M IN CONTINUAL</b>
<b>COMMUNION WITH</b> <b>MY HEAVENLY FATHER."</b>
<b>AND I THOUGHT,</b> <b>WELL, MAYBE I SHOULDN'T</b>
<b>HAVE HER DO, YOU KNOW,</b> <b>THE USUAL THINGS</b>
<b>SHE'S SUPPOSED TO DO,</b> <b>AND THEN I THOUGHT,</b>
<b>"NO, NOT RIGHT WAY</b> <b>TO RAISE CHILD; BACK TO</b>
<b>ORIGINAL PROGRAM."</b> <b>SID: BUT YOU BEGAN TO</b>
<b>HAVE SOME PHYSICAL</b> <b>HEALTH PROBLEMS.</b>
<b>WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I BROKE MY</b>
<b>BACK ON MAY 27, 1977.</b> <b>SID: HOW'D YOU BREAK</b>
<b>YOUR BACK?</b> <b>JEANETTE: I SLIPPED</b>
<b>AND FELL,</b> <b>AND I NEVER BROKE ANYTHING</b>
<b>BEFORE IN MY LIFE,</b> <b>SO I HAD A HARD TIME</b>
<b>BELIEVING THAT I BROKE IT.</b> <b>I MEAN, I KNEW I WAS</b>
<b>IN TERRIBLE PAIN,</b> <b>BUT, YOU KNOW, IT WAS JUST</b>
<b>A FOREIGN CONCEPT.</b> <b>SID: I MEAN, HOW MUCH CAN</b>
<b>SOMEONE TAKE?</b> <b>YOU BROKE YOUR BACK, AND SO</b>
<b>WHAT DID THEY DO FOR IT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, IN THE</b>
<b>BEGINNING YOU JUST HAD TO</b> <b>REST AND THEY GIVE YOU</b>
<b>PAIN PILLS, AND THEN WHEN</b> <b>YOU GOT A LITTLE BIT BETTER</b>
<b>THEY WANTED YOU TO</b> <b>HAVE THERAPY. AND FINALLY,</b>
<b>AFTER IT DIDN'T HEAL,</b> <b>THEY OPERATED,</b>
<b>15 MONTHS LATER.</b> <b>SID: AND WHAT HAPPENED</b>
<b>AT THE OPERATION?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, FIRST,</b>
<b>BEFORE THE OPERATION,</b> <b>I HAD A COMPLETE</b>
<b>PSYCHIATRIC EVALUATION TO</b> <b>MAKE SURE I'D SURVIVE.</b> <b>THEY GAVE ME A</b>
<b>CLEAN BILL OF HEALTH,</b> <b>AND THE DAY I WENT FOR</b>
<b>SURGERY I PRAYED BEFORE -</b> <b>WHILE THEY WERE WHEELING</b>
<b>ME DOWN THE HALL -</b> <b>AND I ASKED GOD, I SAID,</b>
<b>"IF IT'S OKAY,</b> <b>CAN I SEE MY DAUGHTER</b>
<b>AND MY GRANDPARENTS?</b> <b>IF IT'S NOT, FORGET I SAID</b>
<b>ANYTHING.</b> <b>I JUST REPENT NOW IN THE</b>
<b>NAME OF JESUS." AND</b> <b>AS SOON AS THEY</b>
<b>STARTED THE PROCEDURE,</b> <b>THEY GAVE ME THE</b>
<b>FIRST SHOT.</b> <b>MY SPIRIT LEFT MY BODY, AND</b>
<b>I WENT THROUGH THE CEILING</b> <b>OF THE HOSPITAL INTO THE</b>
<b>PRESENCE OF THE LORD.</b> <b>SID: WHAT WAS HAPPENING</b>
<b>TO YOU MEDICALLY,</b> <b>THOUGH, FROM A DOCTOR'S</b>
<b>VIEWPOINT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THEY HAVE</b>
<b>TO MEDICATE YOU</b> <b>REALLY STRONG BECAUSE</b>
<b>THE SURGERY I HAD</b> <b>WAS VERY BLOODY, SO</b>
<b>YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE</b> <b>IS REALLY LOW, </b>
<b>LIKE ABOUT 40.</b> <b>I MEAN, IT'S JUST REALLY</b>
<b>LOW, BECAUSE</b> <b>THEY TOOK BONE OFF</b>
<b>THE BACK OF MY RIGHT HIP,</b> <b>AND I'VE BEEN CUT THAT FAR</b>
<b>FROM ABOVE MY WAIST,</b> <b>ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE</b>
<b>END OF MY SPINE.</b> <b>SO, I MEAN, YOU DON'T</b>
<b>REALLY NEED TO BE</b> <b>IN YOUR BODY, </b>
<b>AND I KNEW THAT.</b> <b>SID: BUT DID YOU DIE ON</b>
<b>THE OPERATING TABLE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES. WELL, I -</b>
<b>AND IN THE RECOVERY ROOM,</b> <b>TOO, BECAUSE I WAS IN</b>
<b>SURGERY FOR FOUR HOURS</b> <b>AND IN THE RECOVERY</b>
<b>ROOM FOR FIVE.</b> <b>I CAME OUT NOT KNOWING</b>
<b>MY ALPHABET.</b> <b>I DIED LONG ENOUGH TO</b>
<b>HAVE A BRAIN INJURY.</b> <b>IT TOOK ME EIGHT MONTHS TO</b>
<b>LEARN HOW TO TAKE A BATH</b> <b>AND GET IT</b>
<b>STRAIGHTENED OUT.</b> <b>SID: BUT WHEN</b>
<b>YOU DIED, YOU</b> <b>SLIPPED OUT OF YOUR BODY.</b>
<b>WAS IT PAINFUL OR SCARY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO.</b>
<b>IT DIDN'T HURT TO DIE.</b> <b>WHEN I CAME BACK INTO</b>
<b>MY BODY, IT DID HURT.</b> <b>SID: SO, YOU SLIPPED OUT</b>
<b>OF YOUR BODY - </b> <b>JEANETTE: NO, I WENT</b>
<b>SPEEDILY, THROUGH</b> <b>THE CEILING OF THE HOSPITAL,</b>
<b>ESCORTED BY TWO ANGELS</b> <b>INTO THE PRESENCE</b>
<b>OF THE LORD.</b> <b>SID: WERE YOU FEARFUL</b>
<b>AT ALL?</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO! NOT AT</b>
<b>ALL, AND IT HAPPENED</b> <b>SO QUICK; I MEAN, IT'S</b>
<b>LIKE THE BLINK OF AN EYE;</b> <b>THE SPEED OF LIGHT.</b>
<b>IT WAS THAT FAST.</b> <b>NOW, WHEN I CAME BACK</b>
<b>INTO MY BODY,</b> <b>I CAME AT A SLOWER SPEED,</b>
<b>BUT WHEN I WENT THROUGH</b> <b>THE CEILING OF THE HOSPITAL,</b> <b>IT WAS JUST, BLINK.</b> <b>SID: WELL, YOU KNOW, IT</b>
<b>SAYS IN THE BIBLE, "TO BE</b> <b>ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO</b>
<b>BE PRESENT WITH THE LORD."</b> <b>YOU EXPERIENCED THAT. SO</b>
<b>WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING</b> <b>YOU SAW OR FELT WHEN YOU</b>
<b>LEFT YOUR BODY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THE TWO</b>
<b>ANGELS ESCORTED ME IN</b> <b>[MUSIC ♪] TO BE WITH THE</b>
<b>LORD. AND HE TALKED WITH</b> <b>ME, AND THEN I GOT -</b>
<b>I CAME OUT THIS WAY,</b> <b>WENT DOWN THIS WAY AND</b>
<b>OVER THIS WAY,</b> <b>AND I WAS IN A GARDEN.</b>
<b>AND MY GRANDPARENTS</b> <b>AND MY GREAT-GRANDMOTHER</b>
<b>WAS THERE, AND</b> <b>THEY LOOKED YOUNG, LIKE</b>
<b>THEIR WEDDING PICTURES,</b> <b>BUT MY GRANDDAD</b>
<b>HAD HAIR.</b> <b>I MEAN, HE ALWAYS</b>
<b>JUST HAD FRINGE.</b> <b>SID: I UNDERSTAND.</b> <b>JEANETTE: AND THEN,</b>
<b>I MEAN,</b> <b>I THOUGHT I WAS GOING</b>
<b>TO GET TO STAY.</b> <b>I DIDN'T KNOW I COULDN'T</b>
<b>STAY AT THAT TIME, BUT</b> <b>ONE ANGEL CAME WITH ME,</b>
<b>AND WE WENT OVER THIS WAY</b> <b>AND DOWN THIS WAY, AND</b>
<b>THERE WAS THE GARDEN,</b> <b>BY A RIVER - AND THAT'S</b>
<b>WHERE I SAW MY DAUGHTER -</b> <b>AND WE WENT WADING</b>
<b>IN THE RIVER.</b> <b>AND WHEN YOU GET OUT OF</b>
<b>THE RIVER AND YOU STEP</b> <b>ON THE GRASS, IT PUSHES</b>
<b>DOWN JUST LIKE YOUR GRASS</b> <b>AT HOME, BUT THEN WHEN</b>
<b>YOU MOVE YOUR FOOT</b> <b>IT'S UP AGAIN.</b> <b>SID: IT HAS THAT MUCH LIFE</b>
<b>IN IT.</b> <b>JEANETTE: IT'S - EVERYTHING</b>
<b>IN HEAVEN IS FLAWLESS.</b> <b>IT'S PERFECT. IT IS - THE</b>
<b>COLORS ARE MAGNIFICENT.</b> <b>THEY'RE SO VIBRANT.</b>
<b>IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL.</b> <b>AND THE MUSIC IS SO</b>
<b>CLEAR, YOU CAN -</b> <b>IF YOU TRY TO SING ALONG</b>
<b>WITH IT, IT'S ALMOST LIKE</b> <b>YOU CAN'T KEEP UP.</b>
<b>IT'S JUST AWESOME.</b> <b>IT'S JUST LIKE - IT'S THE</b>
<b>PLACE YOU BELONG.</b> <b>IT'S WHERE YOU WERE</b>
<b>CREATED TO BE,</b> <b>IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE.</b> <b>SID: NOW, OUT OF</b>
<b>CURIOSITY,</b> <b>YOU SAW SOME OF</b>
<b>YOUR RELATIVES.</b> <b>DID - WERE ALL YOUR</b>
<b>RELATIVES IN HEAVEN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO.</b> <b>THE LORD TOLD ME A LOT</b>
<b>OF MY RELATIVES</b> <b>DIDN'T MAKE HEAVEN.</b> <b>SID: HOW'D THAT</b>
<b>MAKE YOU FEEL?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I THOUGHT,</b>
<b>THAT'S REALLY TOO BAD,</b> <b>BUT WHAT CAN I</b>
<b>DO ABOUT THAT?</b> <b>I MEAN, I DIDN'T REALIZE</b>
<b>I WAS COMING BACK.</b> <b>SID: OH, YOU THOUGHT</b>
<b>YOU WERE THERE!</b> <b>YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD A</b>
<b>ONE-WAY TICKET!</b> <b>JEANETTE: YOU BET!</b> <b>SID: DID YOU WANT TO</b>
<b>COME BACK?</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO. </b>
<b>ABSOLUTELY NOT!</b> <b>BECAUSE IT'S SO PEACEFUL,</b> <b>SO BEAUTIFUL, SO GLORIOUS.</b> <b>THE LOVE OF GOD JUST</b>
<b>PERMEATES EVERYTHING.</b> <b>I MEAN, IT'S LIKE - IT'S</b>
<b>LIKE YOU'RE CREATED</b> <b>FOR THAT. IT'S SO</b>
<b>HARD TO EXPLAIN.</b> <b>SID: I HAVE FELT, LIKE</b>
<b>RIGHT NOW,</b> <b>A PRESENCE OF GOD ON ME,</b>
<b>BUT HOW DOES -</b> <b>AND YOU'VE FELT PRESENCES</b>
<b>OF GOD ON YOU.</b> <b>HOW DOES THAT COMPARE</b>
<b>TO HEAVEN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, WHEN YOU</b>
<b>FEEL THE PRESENCE OF GOD</b> <b>ON YOU, IT'S NOT ALL THE</b>
<b>TIME.</b> <b>BUT WHEN YOU'RE IN HEAVEN,</b>
<b>IT'S ALL THE TIME,</b> <b>AND IT'S SUCH A WAY OF</b>
<b>LIFE THAT IT</b> <b>SEEMS NATURAL, EVEN</b>
<b>THOUGH IT'S SUPERNATURAL.</b> <b>I MEAN, I KNOW I'M</b>
<b>PROBABLY</b> <b>TALKING IN RIDDLES.</b> <b>THE NATURAL THING SEEMS -</b>
<b>IT JUST SEEMS,</b> <b>OR RATHER, THE SUPERNATURAL</b>
<b>SEEMS NATURAL IN HEAVEN.</b> <b>SID: WHAT DID THE LORD</b>
<b>TELL YOU AS TO</b> <b>WHY YOU HAD TO GO BACK?</b> <b>JEANETTE: HE SAID HE</b>
<b>HAD SOMETHING</b> <b>DIFFERENT FOR ME TO DO,</b>
<b>AND WHEN I WAS FINISHED</b> <b>I COULD COME BACK </b>
<b>HOME AGAIN.</b> <b>SID: JUST OUT OF</b>
<b>CURIOSITY,</b> <b>ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO</b>
<b>COMING BACK HOME AGAIN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES, SIR!</b> <b>SID: WHAT IS THE FIRST</b>
<b>THING YOU REMEMBER</b> <b>WHEN YOU WENT</b>
<b>BACK INTO YOUR BODY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I CAME</b>
<b>THROUGH THE WALL OF THE</b> <b>HOSPITAL AT A SLOWER SPEED,</b>
<b>AND I REMEMBER FEELING</b> <b>MYSELF AND LOOKING AROUND,</b>
<b>SEE WHERE I WAS,</b> <b>AND EVERYTHING LOOKED</b>
<b>VERY GRAY.</b> <b>AND I THOUGHT, WELL, I</b>
<b>NEVER CAME THROUGH THE</b> <b>WALL OF ANYTHING BEFORE,</b>
<b>AND MY BODY WAS LAYING</b> <b>OVER THERE ON A GURNEY,</b>
<b>AND I HAD NO PAIN</b> <b>AND NO BRAIN INJURY UNTIL I</b>
<b>GOT INTO MY BODY.</b> <b>SID: AND THEN WHAT DID</b>
<b>YOU FEEL?</b> <b>JEANETTE: EXCRUCIATING</b>
<b>PAIN.</b> <b>SID: HOLD THAT THOUGHT.</b> <b>YOU'RE GOING TO FIND OUT</b>
<b>ABOUT WHAT THE LORD SAID</b> <b>AS FAR AS WHEN</b>
<b>HE'S GOING TO RETURN.</b> <b>BE RIGHT BACK AFTER THIS.</b>
<b>[MUSIC ♪]</b> <b>WE'LL RETURN WITH</b>
<b>SID ROTH AND</b> <b>"IT'S SUPERNATURAL!"</b>
<b>RIGHT AFTER THIS.</b> <b>[MUSIC ♪] </b> <b>SID: HELLO, I'M</b>
<b>SID ROTH,</b> <b>YOUR INVESTIGATIVE</b>
<b>REPORTER.</b> <b>I'M SPEAKING TO</b>
<b>JEANETTE MEADOWS,</b> <b>WHO DIED ON THE</b>
<b>OPERATING TABLE;</b> <b>INSTANTLY LEFT HER BODY,</b>
<b>AND SHE WAS IN THE</b> <b>PRESENCE OF JESUS.</b>
<b>SHE SAW HER DAUGHTER.</b> <b>WHAT WAS IT LIKE TO SEE</b>
<b>YOUR DAUGHTER?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL,</b>
<b>I WAS DELIGHTED.</b> <b>I MEAN, WE WERE JUST</b>
<b>TELLING EACH OTHER</b> <b>HOW MUCH WE</b>
<b>LOVED EACH OTHER</b> <b>AND WE WERE LAUGHING</b>
<b>AND GIGGLING.</b> <b>YOU KNOW, WE WADED IN THE</b>
<b>RIVER AND JUST, YOU KNOW -</b> <b>SID: WHAT DO YOU MEAN</b>
<b>"WADED IN THE RIVER"?</b> <b>YOU JUST TOOK YOUR</b>
<b>SHOES OFF AND - </b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I DIDN'T</b>
<b>HAVE ANY ON THAT I</b> <b>KNOW OF, AND WE JUST WADED</b>
<b>IN THE RIVER AND WE JUST -</b> <b>YOU KNOW, AND WHEN WE</b>
<b>GOT OUT ON THE GRASS,</b> <b>YOU KNOW, WE STEPPED</b>
<b>DOWN, AND IT WAS PERFECT</b> <b>WHEN YOU MOVED YOUR FOOT.</b>
<b>AND THE RIVER WAS JUST</b> <b>SPARKLING GEMS - I MEAN</b>
<b>DIAMONDS, RUBIES,</b> <b>EMERALDS - ALL KINDS</b>
<b>OF BEAUTIFUL THINGS.</b> <b>IT'S JUST - AND THE STREETS</b>
<b>WERE SOLID GOLD.</b> <b>THEY'RE NOT PAVED WITH</b>
<b>GOLD - GOD'S NOT CHEAP.</b> <b>SID: AND DID YOU SAY</b>
<b>ANYTHING TO YOUR DAUGHTER?</b> <b>YOUR DAUGHTER SAY</b>
<b>ANYTHING...</b> <b>JEANETTE: WE WERE TELLING</b>
<b>EACH OTHER HOW MUCH</b> <b>WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND,</b>
<b>OF COURSE,</b> <b>I MISSED HER, BUT,</b>
<b>YOU KNOW,</b> <b>IN HEAVEN HOW CAN</b>
<b>YOU MISS ANYTHING,</b> <b>YOU KNOW? BUT WE </b>
<b>JUST COULDN'T -</b> <b>WE NEVER COULD STAND TO</b>
<b>BE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER.</b> <b>IN FACT, THE PAST YEAR</b>
<b>BEFORE SHE DIED,</b> <b>WE HAD PRACTICED SPENDING</b>
<b>TIME AWAY FROM EACH OTHER</b> <b>BECAUSE I KNEW ONE DAY SHE</b>
<b>WAS GOING TO GO AWAY</b> <b>TO SCHOOL OR GET MARRIED,</b>
<b>AND IT WASN'T,</b> <b>YOU KNOW, WE HAD TO HAVE</b>
<b>A BALANCE IN OUR LIFE -</b> <b>A HEALTHY BALANCE.</b> <b>SID: DID THE LORD TELL YOU</b>
<b>ANYTHING IN HEAVEN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b> <b>WELL, BESIDES ABOUT MY</b>
<b>ANCESTORS,</b> <b>THAT A LOT OF THEM DIDN'T</b>
<b>MAKE HEAVEN.</b> <b>SOME OF THE OTHER THINGS</b>
<b>HE SAID WAS THAT</b> <b>IT HURT HIM WHEN WE DIDN'T</b>
<b>SPEND TIME WITH HIM</b> <b>AND BE INTIMATE WITH HIM,</b>
<b>AND I THOUGHT,</b> <b>WOW, THERE'S SO MANY</b>
<b>PEOPLE THAT ARE</b> <b>CHRISTIANS - OR SAY</b>
<b>THEY'RE CHRISTIANS - </b> <b>I WOULDN'T THINK THAT ONE</b>
<b>OF US WOULD MATTER</b> <b>IF WE DIDN'T SPEND TIME,</b>
<b>BUT WE FORGET,</b> <b>BECAUSE IN OUR NATURAL</b>
<b>THINKING WE CAN ONLY</b> <b>SPEND TIME WITH SO</b>
<b>MANY PEOPLE, BUT WE HAVE</b> <b>A GOD THAT'S OMNIPOTENT</b>
<b>AND OMNIPRESENT,</b> <b>AND SO THEREFORE HE HAS</b>
<b>A GREATER ABILITY TO</b> <b>FELLOWSHIP WITH US THAN</b>
<b>WE DO MAYBE TO</b> <b>FELLOWSHIP WITH A</b>
<b>ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE.</b> <b>AND, I MEAN, I DIDN'T</b>
<b>REALIZE HE WAS THAT HURT.</b> <b>I GUESS I DIDN'T REALIZE</b>
<b>HOW SPECIAL WE WERE,</b> <b>OR WE ARE, TO HIM,</b>
<b>TO THE LORD.</b> <b>SID: IT MUST HAVE BEEN</b>
<b>VERY, VERY DIFFICULT</b> <b>FOR YOU TO LEAVE</b>
<b>THAT TYPE OF LOVE</b> <b>AND COME BACK TO EARTH.</b> <b>JEANETTE: OH, FOR SURE!</b> <b>BECAUSE IT'S PERFECT!</b>
<b>IT'S FLAWLESS!</b> <b>IT JUST ENGULFS YOU.</b> <b>YOU JUST FEEL SO MUCH</b>
<b>A PART OF EVERYTHING.</b> <b>THAT'S WHY I REALLY</b>
<b>DIDN'T THINK I WAS</b> <b>GOING TO COME BACK.</b> <b>NOW, I DIDN'T GO</b>
<b>ALL OVER HEAVEN.</b> <b>I DIDN'T SEE EVERYTHING.</b> <b>BUT, I MEAN, I JUST FELT</b>
<b>LIKE SUCH A PART OF IT.</b> <b>I MEAN, JUST EVERY ATOM OF</b>
<b>YOUR BEING JUST FELT LIKE</b> <b>IT SHOULD BE THERE, IT</b>
<b>SHOULD STAY THERE.</b> <b>IT JUST IS</b>
<b>INCREDIBLY AWESOME.</b> <b>IT'S LIKE THAT'S WHAT</b>
<b>YOU'RE CREATED FOR:</b> <b>THE FELLOWSHIP, THE</b>
<b>WORSHIP OF THE LORD - </b> <b>SID: WHAT A SHOCK IT MUST</b>
<b>HAVE BEEN WHEN YOU</b> <b>FOUND YOURSELF BACK</b>
<b>IN YOUR BODY.</b> <b>WHAT IS THE FIRST THING</b>
<b>YOU THOUGHT OR FELT</b> <b>WHEN YOU SLIPPED</b>
<b>BACK INTO YOUR BODY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: I REALLY</b>
<b>COULDN'T THINK CLEARLY</b> <b>BECAUSE I - I WAS THINKING</b>
<b>CLEARLY BEFORE I GOT BACK</b> <b>INTO MY BODY, ABOUT COMING</b>
<b>THROUGH THE WALL OF THE</b> <b>HOSPITAL AND FEELING</b>
<b>MYSELF TO SEE IF</b> <b>I HAD SUBSTANCE, BUT</b>
<b>AFTER I GOT INTO MY BODY,</b> <b>MY HEAD WAS FOGGED</b>
<b>UP. I COULDN'T THINK.</b> <b>SID: WHAT DID THE DOCTOR</b>
<b>SAY HAPPENED</b> <b>TO YOUR BRAIN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THEY SAID</b>
<b>I HAD A</b> <b>CLASSIC BROCA'S APHASIA.</b>
<b>SID: WHAT IS THAT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: LACK OF BLOOD</b>
<b>AND OXYGEN TO THE BRAIN.</b> <b>IT'S LIKE WHEN A PERSON</b>
<b>HAS A STROKE OR THEY DIE.</b> <b>SID: NOW, BEFORE</b>
<b>THIS SURGERY,</b> <b>THEY EVALUATED YOU</b>
<b>PSYCHOLOGICALLY,</b> <b>AND AS FAR AS YOUR</b>
<b>INTELLIGENCE, AND</b> <b>WHAT DID THEY TELL YOU</b>
<b>ABOUT YOUR INTELLIGENCE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: DR. RYBACK HAD</b>
<b>SAID THAT I WAS IN THE</b> <b>TOP 10% OF THE NATION</b>
<b>IN INTELLIGENCE.</b> <b>SID: AND AFTERWARD, HOW</b>
<b>BAD WERE YOU -</b> <b>AFTER THE SURGERY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I HAD</b>
<b>POOR INTELLIGENCE,</b> <b>I DID NOT KNOW</b>
<b>MY ALPHABET.</b> <b>I COULDN'T REMEMBER THE</b>
<b>MOST SIMPLE THINGS.</b> <b>I COULDN'T REMEMBER - I WAS</b>
<b>TRYING TO - IN MY ROOM</b> <b>THERE WAS A TV,</b>
<b>AND I WAS TRYING TO</b> <b>PUSH A BUTTON ON THE</b>
<b>TV BUT I COULDN'T.</b> <b>I WAS TOO WEAK AND SLEEPY.</b>
<b>I WAS TRYING TO FIND WORDS</b> <b>BECAUSE I KNEW I NEEDED TO</b>
<b>HAVE WORDS, AND SOMEBODY -</b> <b>I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THE</b>
<b>MEANING OF THE WORD "NO".</b> <b>I THOUGHT IT HAD MORE</b>
<b>THAN ONE MEANING</b> <b>SO I NEVER SAID "NO" BECAUSE</b>
<b>I JUST DIDN'T KNOW</b> <b>WHAT IT MEANT. I SHOOK</b>
<b>MY HEAD</b> <b>AND THEN THEY'D SAY,</b>
<b>"DON'T MOVE!" SO, I MEAN -</b> <b>SID: WHAT ABOUT JUST</b>
<b>SIMPLE TASKS, LIKE EATING?</b> <b>WERE YOU ABLE TO DO THAT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: I WOULD - WELL,</b>
<b>NOT IN THE BEGINNING -</b> <b>BUT SOMETIMES I WOULD</b>
<b>STICK MY FACE WITH A FORK,</b> <b>AND IF I WANTED TO</b>
<b>SMELL SOMETHING,</b> <b>I WOULD HIT YOU</b>
<b>IN THE FACE.</b> <b>NOT INTENTIONALLY, BUT IT</b>
<b>WAS VERY EMBARRASSING.</b> <b>I WOULD JUST HIT THE</b>
<b>PERSON IN THE NOSE.</b> <b>SID: IS IT - BUT, YOU KNOW,</b>
<b>TO COME FROM THAT -</b> <b>FROM HEAVEN! AND THEN COME</b>
<b>BACK TO LIFE LIKE THIS.</b> <b>I IMAGINE YOU WANTED TO</b>
<b>GET BACK "HOME" REAL FAST!</b> <b>JEANETTE: YEAH, WELL,</b>
<b>I CRIED A LOT</b> <b>AND I PRAYED A LOT.</b> <b>SID: SO, AND WHAT WAS</b>
<b>GOING ON WITH YOUR BACK</b> <b>AT THAT TIME?</b> <b>JEANETTE: I WAS IN</b>
<b>EXCRUCIATING PAIN.</b> <b>SID: HOW DID YOUR HUSBAND</b>
<b>TAKE THE DEATH</b> <b>OF THE DAUGHTER?</b>
<b>YOU'RE NOW AN INVALID,</b> <b>YOU CAN'T EVEN DO</b>
<b>NORMAL FUNCTIONS;</b> <b>WHAT DID YOUR HUSBAND</b>
<b>DO ABOUT THIS?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, HE WAS</b>
<b>TRAVELING IN BUSINESS</b> <b>SO I DIDN'T SEE HIM</b>
<b>A WHOLE LOT,</b> <b>BUT HE WAS - BUT MY</b>
<b>GIRLFRIEND SANDY</b> <b>WAS TAKING CARE OF ME,</b>
<b>AND SHE TOOK CARE OF ME</b> <b>IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE</b>
<b>FOR THREE WEEKS,</b> <b>BUT IT WAS MORE</b>
<b>LIKE THREE MONTHS.</b> <b>BECAUSE OF ME DYING,</b>
<b>I NEEDED MORE CARE.</b> <b>I MEAN, I WOULD WALK -</b>
<b>I WOULD TROT -</b> <b>THIS IS MONTHS AFTER -</b>
<b>MAYBE TWO MONTHS</b> <b>AFTER THE SURGERY,</b>
<b>AND AFTER I DIED.</b> <b>I WOULD BE WALKING AROUND</b>
<b>THE STORE AND I WOULD</b> <b>FORGET WHO I WAS,</b>
<b>WHERE I WAS.</b> <b>I WOULD GO TO SIGN MY</b>
<b>CREDIT CARD AND SANDY</b> <b>WAS WITH ME, AND</b>
<b>YOU KNOW, SHE SAID,</b> <b>"SHE'S REALLY WHO SHE</b>
<b>SAYS SHE IS."</b> <b>OR, YOU KNOW, "WHO</b>
<b>THE PLATE SAYS SHE IS.</b> <b>SHE'S JUST, YOU KNOW" -</b> <b>SID: I MEAN, EVEN NOW,</b>
<b>HOW ARE YOU FUNCTIONING</b> <b>SO ARTICULATELY WITH WHAT</b>
<b>HAPPENED TO YOU,</b> <b>TO YOUR BRAIN?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, I'VE HAD</b>
<b>LOTS OF PRAYER,</b> <b>SPEECH THERAPY, LEARNING</b>
<b>DISABILITY THERAPY.</b> <b>I'VE BEEN TO SCHOOL</b>
<b>A SECOND TIME</b> <b>IN MY LIFETIME.</b> <b>IN FACT, ONE DOCTOR SAID I</b>
<b>HAVE A UNIQUE OPPORTUNITY</b> <b>TO HAVE TWO LIFETIMES</b>
<b>IN ONE;</b> <b>TWO EDUCATIONS, TWO</b>
<b>OCCUPATIONS,</b> <b>AND TWO FAMILIES.</b> <b>AND DR. RYBACK AT NIH</b>
<b>IN BETHESDA, MARYLAND</b> <b>SAID THAT IF ANYONE COULD</b>
<b>BE IN MY RECOVERY ROOM,</b> <b>CHART IT'S </b>
<b>MEDICALLY IMPOSSIBLE</b> <b>FOR ME TO BE THIS WELL.</b> <b>AND HE ALSO HAS A</b>
<b>PRIVATE PRACTICE.</b> <b>SID: BUT YOU TOLD ME THAT</b>
<b>YOU SPEAK MOSTLY</b> <b>BY THE SPIRIT OF GOD</b>
<b>RATHER THAN YOUR MIND.</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b> <b>BECAUSE IF I - IF</b>
<b>YOU WANTED ME TO -</b> <b>LET'S SAY YOU WERE</b>
<b>HAVING A MEETING AND</b> <b>YOU WANTED ME TO</b>
<b>SPEAK TO PEOPLE.</b> <b>I WOULD HAVE TO WRITE IT</b>
<b>OUT LIKE A REPORT</b> <b>AND READ IT, PROBABLY.</b> <b>SID: SO HOW ARE YOU</b>
<b>SPEAKING TO CLEARLY NOW?</b> <b>JEANETTE: I BELIEVE IT'S</b>
<b>THE SPIRIT OF GOD,</b> <b>BECAUSE IN THE NATURAL,</b>
<b>WHEN I NEED TO</b> <b>DO SOMETHING, IF IT'S NOT</b>
<b>A PRETTY MUNDANE THING,</b> <b>I HAVE A TIME</b>
<b>GETTING IT TOGETHER.</b> <b>YOU KNOW, I DON'T ALWAYS</b>
<b>HAVE THE RESOURCES</b> <b>TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I'M</b>
<b>SUPPOSED TO DO</b> <b>TO FIX SOMETHING OR</b>
<b>DO SOMETHING,</b> <b>OR I MIGHT </b>
<b>OVERLOOK A POINT.</b> <b>SID: WELL, I UNDERSTAND</b>
<b>THAT THE LORD TOLD YOU</b> <b>[MUSIC ♪]</b>
<b>ABOUT HIS RETURN.</b> <b>HE TOLD JEANETTE EXACTLY</b>
<b>WHAT THE TIME WOULD BE</b> <b>OF HIS RETURN.</b> <b>WE'LL BE RIGHT BACK AND</b>
<b>DISCUSS THAT.</b> <b>[MUSIC ♪]</b> <b>SID: HELLO,</b>
<b>I'M SID ROTH,</b> <b>YOUR INVESTIGATIVE </b>
<b>REPORTER,</b> <b>AND I'M HAVING FUN WITH</b>
<b>JEANETTE MEADOWS, BECAUSE</b> <b>JEANETTE, BY ALL RIGHT,</b>
<b>SHOULD BE A VEGETABLE.</b> <b>IN FACT, A DOCTOR </b>
<b>TOLD YOU THAT.</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b>
<b>DR. ROBERT BROWN.</b> <b>HE USED TO BE AT</b>
<b>ST. JOSEPH'S HOSPITAL</b> <b>IN PORT CHARLOTTE. HE</b>
<b>TOLD ME BY ALL RIGHTS I SHOULD</b> <b>BE A VEGETABLE.</b> <b>SID: BUT YOU'RE</b>
<b>FUNCTIONING JUST FINE.</b> <b>OH, JESUS TOLD YOU</b>
<b>ABOUT HIS RETURN!</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b>
<b>SID: I ALMOST FORGOT!</b> <b>WE'D HAVE SO MANY</b>
<b>UPSET PEOPLE!</b> <b>WHAT DID HE TELL YOU?</b> <b>JEANETTE: HE SAID, "I AM</b>
<b>COMING SOON - </b> <b>SOONER THAN YOU THINK."</b> <b>SID: SO YOU REALLY </b>
<b>BELIEVE THAT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b> <b>BECAUSE MANY PEOPLE THAT</b>
<b>ARE OLDER THAN ME HAVE,</b> <b>YOU KNOW, HAD THE LORD</b>
<b>TELL THEM THAT,</b> <b>AND SO I FIGURE IF</b>
<b>THEY'RE OLDER THAN ME,</b> <b>THEY'RE CLOSER TO HEAVEN -</b>
<b>NATURALLY SPEAKING -</b> <b>THAN I AM.</b>
<b>SID: WELL, I MEAN,</b> <b>I CAN SEE WHAT GOD</b>
<b>DID WITH YOUR BRAIN.</b> <b>I CAN SEE BECAUSE YOU</b>
<b>WALKED IN HERE JUST FINE</b> <b>WITH WHAT GOD DID WITH</b>
<b>YOUR BACK.</b> <b>YOU WERE SUPPOSED</b>
<b>TO BE AN INVALID</b> <b>THE REST OF YOUR LIFE.</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THEY</b>
<b>SAID IT WAS MEDICALLY -</b> <b>THEY WERE SURPRISED.</b>
<b>IT WAS A MIRACLE</b> <b>THAT I DIDN'T HAVE A</b>
<b>SEVERED SPINAL CORD</b> <b>BECAUSE EVERY TIME -</b>
<b>THEY DIDN'T KNOW THIS</b> <b>UNTIL THE OPERATION -</b>
<b>EVEN THOUGH I HAD</b> <b>ALL THE TESTS, BECAUSE</b>
<b>EVERY TIME I REACHED UP TO</b> <b>GET SOMETHING OR STOOP</b>
<b>DOWN TO PICK SOMETHING UP,</b> <b>THE L5 VERTEBRAE</b>
<b>LITERALLY FLIPPED.</b> <b>SID: AND WHAT ABOUT</b>
<b>THAT GLAUCOMA?</b> <b>DO YOU SEE OKAY?</b>
<b>JEANETTE: YES, FINE.</b> <b>SID: YOU KNOW, WE WERE</b>
<b>TALKING ABOUT A NEPHEW</b> <b>OF YOURS, SOMETHING</b>
<b>VERY AMAZING.</b> <b>YOU WERE DRIVING A CAR.</b>
<b>HE WAS IN THE CAR.</b> <b>TELL ME ABOUT</b>
<b>THAT EXPERIENCE</b> <b>WITH YOUR NEPHEW.</b>
<b>JEANETTE: OKAY.</b> <b>HE HAD A VISION OF HELL,</b>
<b>WHILE WE WERE</b> <b>DRIVING DOWN THE ROAD.</b> <b>WE WERE TALKING</b>
<b>AND HE GOT REAL QUIET.</b> <b>HE SOUNDED LIKE</b>
<b>HE WAS CRYING,</b> <b>AND I SAID, "CHRIS, IS</b>
<b>SOMETHING WRONG?"</b> <b>HE SAID, "AUNT JEANETTE,</b>
<b>I'LL TELL YOU IN A MINUTE."</b> <b>I SAID "OKAY", AND HE</b>
<b>SAID THAT</b> <b>HE SAW HELL, HE FELT HELL,</b>
<b>AND HE SMELLED HELL,</b> <b>AND HE SAW TWO PEOPLE</b>
<b>THERE HE KNEW.</b> <b>SID: WHOA!</b> <b>JEANETTE: AND HE SAID THAT</b>
<b>IT SMELLED LIKE SULFUR,</b> <b>THAT THE PEOPLE HE SAW</b>
<b>THAT HE KNEW DIED AND THEY</b> <b>HAD ON THE CLOTHES THEY</b>
<b>HAD ON WHEN THEY DIED,</b> <b>AND THEY WERE ALMOST</b>
<b>BURNED OFF.</b> <b>I SAID, "HOW DO YOU</b>
<b>KNOW WHAT THEY HAD ON?"</b> <b>BUT I DIDN'T ASK </b>
<b>HIM THAT THEN.</b> <b>I ASKED HIM THAT LATER.</b>
<b>BUT HE SAID</b> <b>"YOU KNOW", AND</b>
<b>HE TOLD ME HOW HE KNEW.</b> <b>AND THEN - BECAUSE HE HAD</b>
<b>SEEN THEM ABOUT THAT TIME</b> <b>JUST BEFORE THEY PASSED</b>
<b>AWAY,</b> <b>SO HE SAID THERE WERE</b>
<b>DEMONS BITING PEOPLE,</b> <b>HAD LONG TEETH AND CLAWS,</b>
<b>I BELIEVE HE SAID,</b> <b>AND HE FELT THE</b>
<b>HEAT OF HELL.</b> <b>THIS IS ALL WHILE</b>
<b>WE WERE DRIVING</b> <b>DOWN A MOUNTAIN ROAD.</b> <b>SID: WHAT WAS HE LIKE</b>
<b>BEFORE THIS EXPERIENCE?</b> <b>WAS HE A VERY</b>
<b>RELIGIOUS TYPE OF BOY?</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO.</b> <b>SID: CLOSE TO GOD?</b>
<b>JEANETTE: NO. A LITTLE BIT,</b> <b>BUT NOT REALLY. HE</b>
<b>SAID - FIRST HE SAID,</b> <b>"I'M NEVER GOING TO</b>
<b>DISOBEY YOU AGAIN."</b> <b>I SAID, "WHAT?" HE SAID,</b>
<b>"I'M GOING TO DO EVERYTHING</b> <b>YOU ASK ME TO DO." I</b>
<b>SAID, "CHRISTOPHER!"</b> <b>BECAUSE IT HAD SUCH</b>
<b>AN IMPACT ON HIM.</b> <b>SID: JEANETTE, YOU REALIZE</b>
<b>THERE ARE PEOPLE WATCHING</b> <b>THIS RIGHT NOW, AND SOME</b>
<b>OF THEM ARE EVEN LAUGHING,</b> <b>SAYING, "HAH! THERE'S</b>
<b>NO SUCH THING AS HELL!"</b> <b>WHAT WOULD YOU </b>
<b>SAY TO THEM?</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, NO MATTER</b>
<b>WHAT YOU BELIEVE,</b> <b>ONE SECOND AFTER YOU</b>
<b>STOP BREATHING,</b> <b>YOU'RE GOING TO KNOW THE</b>
<b>TRUTH OF HEAVEN OR HELL.</b> <b>I DON'T CARE WHO YOU ARE</b>
<b>OR WHAT YOU ARE.</b> <b>YOU WILL NO LONGER BE</b>
<b>AN ATHEIST,</b> <b>OR WHATEVER YOU THINK</b>
<b>YOU ARE.</b> <b>ONE SECOND AFTER YOU</b>
<b>STOP BREATHING,</b> <b>YOU WILL KNOW THE TRUTH</b>
<b>OF HEAVEN AND HELL.</b> <b>SID: YOU KNOW, I'M</b>
<b>THINKING,</b> <b>AND I'M REFLECTING</b>
<b>RIGHT NOW, AND</b> <b>I'M SAYING TO MYSELF, YOU</b>
<b>STILL STRUGGLE A LITTLE BIT</b> <b>WITH YOUR MENTAL ABILITY</b>
<b>BECAUSE OF THE</b> <b>BRAIN DAMAGE</b>
<b>THAT OCCURRED,</b> <b>SO YOU TOLD ME YOU WERE</b>
<b>100% DEPENDENT ON GOD</b> <b>TO FUNCTION BECAUSE YOU</b>
<b>OPERATE THROUGH YOUR SPIRIT.</b> <b>BUT YOU KNOW SOMETHING,</b>
<b>JEANETTE?</b> <b>I BELIEVE THAT WHAT GOD</b>
<b>HAS DONE WITH YOU IS</b> <b>A GREAT BLESSING, BECAUSE</b>
<b>MOST OF US ARE SO</b> <b>DEPENDENT ON OURSELVES,</b>
<b>AND WE DON'T RECOGNIZE</b> <b>THE NEED TO BE </b>
<b>DEPENDENT ON GOD.</b> <b>JEANETTE: I KNOW. YOU</b>
<b>KNOW, I WONDERED IF</b> <b>THAT WAS WHY I HAD TO DIE:</b>
<b>THAT I MIGHT BEAR FRUIT.</b> <b>I MEAN, IT SEEMS KIND OF</b>
<b>A DRASTIC MEASURE,</b> <b>BUT, I MEAN, WHEN YOUR</b>
<b>BRAIN JUST SWITCHES FROM</b> <b>SIX DIFFERENT THINGS</b>
<b>CONTINUALLY, AND YOU'RE</b> <b>JUST, YOU KNOW, WHEN</b>
<b>YOU'RE SUPER-INTELLIGENT</b> <b>IT'S REALLY HARD TO TRUST</b>
<b>GOD SOMETIMES.</b> <b>AND EVEN THOUGH I</b>
<b>HAD FAITH,</b> <b>I BELIEVE - WELL, I KNOW</b>
<b>I'M CLOSER TO GOD NOW.</b> <b>ABSOLUTELY CLOSER, BECAUSE</b>
<b>I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO PRAY</b> <b>AND ASK GOD TO SEND</b>
<b>SOMEONE TO HELP ME IF</b> <b>I NEED TO DO SOMETHING,</b>
<b>AND I HAVE TO ASK GOD</b> <b>FOR HIS WISDOM FOR</b>
<b>THE SITUATION I'M IN,</b> <b>TO KNOW WHAT TO DO,</b>
<b>AND I HAVE TO WAIT</b> <b>UNTIL I HEAR BECAUSE I</b>
<b>CAN'T TRUST MYSELF.</b> <b>AND I KNOW I CAN'T</b>
<b>BECAUSE IN THE PAST</b> <b>I DO SAY THINGS BACKWARDS;</b>
<b>I GET THEM OUT OF ORDER,</b> <b>AND I KNOW MY WEAK POINTS,</b>
<b>AND I KIND OF HAVE TO</b> <b>GUARD IT, YOU KNOW.</b> <b>SID: WELL, JEANETTE,</b>
<b>BETWEEN YOU AND ME,</b> <b>IS THERE A PART OF YOU</b>
<b>THAT'S ANGRY WITH GOD?</b> <b>BECAUSE HE COULD</b>
<b>(SNAPS FINGERS) LIKE THAT</b> <b>YOU COULD BE PERFECT</b>
<b>IN THIS EARTH.</b> <b>JEANETTE: NO. I'M NOT</b>
<b>ANGRY WITH GOD AT ALL.</b> <b>SID: WHY NOT?</b> <b>JEANETTE: BECAUSE</b>
<b>I LOVE HIM.</b> <b>SID: IT'S ALMOST - THAT'S</b>
<b>AN ILLOGICAL QUESTION.</b> <b>IT DOESN'T COMPUTE,</b>
<b>DOES IT?</b> <b>THAT'S A TOTALLY ILLOGICAL</b>
<b>QUESTION.</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THE DEVIL</b>
<b>COMES TO KILL,</b> <b>STEAL, AND DESTROY;</b>
<b>NOT GOD.</b> <b>SID: AND WHY ARE YOU HERE</b>
<b>ON EARTH, AND NOT IN HEAVEN</b> <b>WITH YOUR DAUGHTER,</b>
<b>WHO YOU LOVE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: BECAUSE THE</b>
<b>LORD WANTS ME TO SHARE</b> <b>MY TESTIMONY AND TELL</b>
<b>PEOPLE WHAT I SAW,</b> <b>AND THAT HEAVEN IS REALLY</b>
<b>REAL, AND THAT WE'RE</b> <b>GOING TO BE WITH HIM</b>
<b>ONE DAY IF WE CHOOSE.</b> <b>SID: GOD'S CALLED</b>
<b>YOU TO DO THIS.</b> <b>JEANETTE: YES.</b> <b>SID: WOULD YOU LOOK INTO</b>
<b>THAT CAMERA STRAIGHT AHEAD</b> <b>OF YOU AND TELL PEOPLE THE</b>
<b>REALITY OF HEAVEN AND HELL,</b> <b>AND THE LOVE OF GOD? </b>
<b>TELL THEM.</b> <b>JEANETTE: WELL, THIS IS A</b>
<b>WAKE-UP CALL TO THE EARTH,</b> <b>TO EVERY PERSON.</b> <b>EACH ONE OF US IS A BREATH</b>
<b>AWAY FROM ETERNITY.</b> <b>AND IT SOUNDS SIMPLISTIC</b>
<b>TO SAY IT'S LIFE OR DEATH,</b> <b>OR HEAVEN OR HELL, BUT</b>
<b>YOU'D BETTER KNOW WHERE</b> <b>YOU STAND, BECAUSE WHEN</b>
<b>YOU STOP BREATHING,</b> <b>IT'S GOING TO BE OVER.</b>
<b>IT'LL BE YOUR LAST CHANCE.</b> <b>THERE'LL BE, YOU KNOW,</b>
<b>NO OTHER OPPORTUNITY,</b> <b>SO MAKE YOUR PEACE</b>
<b>WITH GOD NOW,</b> <b>BECAUSE GOD LOVES YOU.</b> <b>HE WANTS TO COMMUNICATE</b>
<b>WITH YOU AND BE INTIMATE</b> <b>WITH YOU, AND HE JUST</b>
<b>LOVES US SO MUCH THAT</b> <b>WE CAN NEVER EVEN -</b>
<b>HE LOVES US MORE</b> <b>THAN ANY EARTHLY</b>
<b>PARENT FIGURE OR FATHER,</b> <b>AND THINK HOW MUCH WE</b>
<b>LOVE TO BLESS OUR CHILDREN.</b> <b>I COULDN'T DO ENOUGH</b>
<b>FOR MY DAUGHTER.</b> <b>SHE WAS AN</b>
<b>EXEMPLARY CHILD.</b> <b>SHE COULDN'T DO ENOUGH</b>
<b>FOR HER MOM OR HER DAD.</b> <b>SHE WAS JUST A</b>
<b>WONDERFUL CHILD,</b> <b>AND I MEAN, GOD LOVES US</b>
<b>MORE THAN THAT.</b> <b>HIS LOVE IS PERFECT, AND WE</b>
<b>NEED TO RECEIVE THAT LOVE.</b> <b>IT'S SO, SO IMPORTANT,</b>
<b>AND I JUST BELIEVE</b> <b>I'M SUPPOSED TO TELL</b>
<b>PEOPLE THAT THERE'S</b> <b>SUCH A WONDERFUL PLACE.</b> <b>I MEAN, HE'S ALREADY</b>
<b>TOLD US IN HIS WORD,</b> <b>AND HE SENT </b>
<b>PEOPLE BACK BEFORE.</b> <b>BUT IT'S SO IMPORTANT TO</b>
<b>JUST SEEK GOD</b> <b>WHILE HE CAN BE FOUND.</b> <b>SID: AND YOU KNOW,</b>
<b>THE ONE THING THAT</b> <b>REALLY AFFECTED ME</b>
<b>THAT YOU SAID,</b> <b>IS THAT JESUS TOLD HER</b>
<b>THAT HE'S HURT</b> <b>THAT YOU DON'T</b>
<b>SPEND TIME WITH HIM.</b> <b>I MEAN, THAT'S HARD</b>
<b>FOR US TO FATHOM!</b> <b>THAT JESUS IS HURT.</b>
<b>AND YOU THINK,</b> <b>"WELL, I DON'T HEAR</b>
<b>ANYTHING",</b> <b>"I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING",</b>
<b>SO WHY SHOULD I</b> <b>SPEND QUIET TIME </b>
<b>WITH HIM?</b> <b>WHY SHOULD I PRAY TO GOD,</b>
<b>TELL HIM HOW</b> <b>MUCH I LOVE HIM?</b> <b>HE'S HURT. </b>
<b>HE'S HURT.</b> <b>I TELL YOU, HE'S HURT</b>
<b>BECAUSE</b> <b>HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH.</b>
<b>SPEND TIME WITH HIM.</b> <b>TELL HIM - YES, JEANETTE?</b> <b>JEANETTE: AND</b>
<b>SOMETIMES EVEN WHEN</b> <b>THERE'S NO COMMUNICATION</b>
<b>BETWEEN YOU.</b> <b>IF YOU'RE JUST KIND OF</b>
<b>SITTING THERE IN THE</b> <b>PRESENCE OF THE LORD, AND</b>
<b>YOU'VE JUST LET THE LORD</b> <b>KNOW YOU'RE GOING</b>
<b>TO STAY THERE.</b> <b>YOU HAVE A HALF HOUR,</b>
<b>WHATEVER,</b> <b>TO SPEND. SOMETIMES HIS</b>
<b>PRESENCE JUST ENGULFS YOU,</b> <b>THAT YOU FEEL THE PRESENCE</b>
<b>OF THE LORD AROUND YOU</b> <b>EVEN THOUGH</b>
<b>THERE'S NO ACTUAL</b> <b>VERBAL COMMUNICATION.</b> <b>AND IN HEAVEN YOU CAN</b>
<b>SPEAK BY THOUGHT TRANSFER,</b> <b>YOU CAN SPEAK BY THE</b>
<b>WAY WE'RE SPEAKING.</b> <b>SID: BUT THE ONE THING WE</b>
<b>DON'T HAVE</b> <b>IS ANY MORE TIME.</b> <b>I'M GONNA TAKE THIS TIME</b>
<b>TO WARN YOU:</b> <b>YOU DON'T KNOW WHEN YOUR</b>
<b>END WILL COME,</b> <b>SO DO SOMETHING</b>
<b>ABOUT IT NOW!</b> <b>CRY OUT, "JESUS!"</b> <b>THAT'S WHAT YOU SHOULD DO.</b>