I cheated on my husband for another man's meat, but it only made me feel defeat, so I repented...

I cheated on my husband for another man's meat but it only made me feel defeat so I repented and became the best wife I could be but I think he's already started cheating on me I 30f have been married to my husband 27m for 5 years the affair was with a client and it lasted a couple of months I don't know why I did what I did my body felt like it was on autopilot I felt awful and disgusting and when I couldn't bear the guilt anymore I cut off my Affair partner and confessed everything to my husband he became more upset and depressed than angry and I begged him not to divorce me I proposed counseling therapy even allowing him to smash with other women but he wasn't interested he said he wanted to try to work things out and I jumped in striving to be the best wife a man could ask for I started cooking his favorite dishes leaving him loving notes and making love to him every night but his reactions are lorm at best he smiles and thanks me but he hasn't said he loves me once since I confessed he barely initiates anything and I basically have to push myself on him not that he complains two weeks ago he started coming home late very late and when he does he just goes to bed I asked him what's going on and he told me in the kindest way possible that it's none of my business I call him when he stays out but he's only picked me up once and when he did I heard a woman laughing in the background I'm starting to think he is cheating back on me it freaking hurts if he told me at least I would do my best to stomach it I deserve this after all but he won't tell me he just shuts me out a common friend told me she spotted him in a car with a woman she didn't recognize and this felt like a stab in the heart she said she couldn't describe her exactly because she wor wore big sunglasses but she recognized my husband because of his particular taste in neck ties they were talking but my friend said that from their position it looked like they were holding hands or one of them was touching the other's lap I don't know what to do if he is having an affair I deserve to know but the uncertainty is eating at me should I confront him should I try to find out more I want him to express his true emotions with me even if he hates me I still love him so much what can I do to fix this update one he left me I did what you guys suggested and beg him to talk to me initially he didn't want to but I cried and yelled so much that I ended up puking all of her he softened towards me after that incident he helped me clean up and we talked I asked him if he was cheating on me and he said he was talking with someone but hadn't done anything with her when I asked if she was a woman my friend saw him with he thought about it for a moment but said no it was another woman he met a month ago in his office I asked him how he could do that to me even after I gave him permission to sleep with other women but to just at least let me know he reiterated that nothing happened between them but he portrayed as if he was having a full Affair so I could understand his pain especially because according to him I neglected him and made it obvious that I was cheating on him he said he was suffering and it felt like I was rubbing it in his face I told him I wasn't doing it on purpose and he said that was even worse because it showed I didn't care at all he said that everything I did after confessing meant nothing and just made him think I am selfish self-centered and lack any sort of self resect I asked him if we could work on ourselves and our marriage but he said we can have counseling to sort ourselves out but the marriage is over he said he wishes no ill will on me and decid decided to end his charade because he could no longer bear to see the woman he once loved suffer like that I started sobbing again and he held me but he kept saying no when I asked him if we could work this out I asked him what he was going to do and he's moving out he already found a new place I asked him if he was going to live with that woman and he said he would but she was close enough I asked him how he could pick a total stranger he met a month ago over his wife of 5 years he said his wife of 5 years no longer exists he has to pick between two strangers and that woman made a much better impression on him I told him he was a fool and he did not know this woman would probably use and dump him he got harsh and said she's better than me for sure he said he won't tell our families that our marriage ended because I cheated but rather because we grew apart he also said that he will leave the house to me as long as I make the divorce process smooth however if I attempt to take advantage of him prolong the process or cause any issues he will disclose what I did to everyone and destroy me and my reputation this all happened yesterday and he has already packed up almost everything I can't stop crying and I can't believe this is happening this is horrible and unfair edit you guys are right in saying that I'm wrong but he is at fault too he never really wanted to fix this he used me for months and then discarded me and yet I want him back and to forgive and forget all the hurt we've done to each other as for his girl I don't think she will be good for him

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Length: 4min 14sec (254 seconds)

Published: Fri Apr 05 2024