I am IN LOVE with my older SISTER

hey guys my name is Arthur and I'm a victim of the Freudian taboo yeah I really love my older sister and not as a sister and I really think I need help me and Vicky don't have a very big age difference just five years this is neither forwards nor backwards we can't be friends but we could find some common interests so that things were okay somehow we managed to do it Vicki seemed to see me as one of her dolls I was just a little bigger and able to talk our parents were very happy that she was growing to be a good mom in the future I don't know what the connection between dolls and motherhood was but okay let it be because I don't think my problem started because of our mother-daughter games and doll tea parties the main problem was that me and Vicki shared one room because our parents didn't have enough money for a bigger apartment while we were growing up it's difficult to be a teenager and not notice female body parts whenever possible even if they belong to your mom or sister and here is one room Vicky who has never been too shy and who could change her clothes right in front of me because she thought I was still too young to understand and feel anything despite the fact that by the time I already turned 14 and I did understood all this what's more I saw all her things just fine my sister was pretty she could easily be compared to some Instagram models I definitely looked at her especially when she was going on dates and dressing up in those weird short dresses of hers wearing nothing under them and she had a surprisingly light cheerful character constant jokes in her head and the ability to open many locks with a hairpin don't ask me I have no idea how come the girls at my age from my school somehow got lost in her background they were small not attractive enough not smart enough anyway just not enough and out of the blue my brain decided hey dude let's fall in love with your own sister that's a cool idea so it planted in my body all the necessary hormones and some other stuff causing love okay I'd get over it maybe I would even grow up someday or just go home and move out as soon as possible but then the jealousy came out and this was the real monster seriously unnerving me and I had no idea how to deal with it except eliminating the cause of jealousy I turned into a little evil monster I guess Vicky really was a great sister as she tolerated my quirks she even calmed me down when I was already crossing the line but it didn't comfort me at all because I knew she was going to her boyfriend and sometimes she didn't come back home for the night by this time I was already 16. I was still sane and I didn't go crazy so I decided to act radically if I can't make my sister give up everything for me then I can definitely keep all the guys away from her and I started messing with her guys with someone it was like enough to just talk in a high voice maybe even use a pepper spray and a voice recorder but things were much more difficult with her regular boyfriend at that time and I had to really set him up so that the police caught him red-handed I knew he carried well some forbidden stuff with him in his car Vicky told me about it so as an honest citizen I informed the police Vicky didn't wait for him to get out of prison by the way no one accused me of anything because I was always nice and fluffy I was never guilty of anything yeah but I still had to be constantly on the watch for the newbies coming to our home I worked out five star stalking skills as well as blackmailing ones not that she had many fans but still there were some Daredevils dating a pretty girl like my sister I didn't think I was doing anything wrong at the time and actually my attempts to get the guys away from her looked as weird as possible I just acted on my feelings and that's it my conscience didn't even bite me mostly because I didn't see any really cool guys around Vicky and then she decided it would be a great idea to move somewhere else she even agreed with the embassy and at her college that she would go somewhere in Italy for a year like an internship or students experience exchange stuff like that you know I didn't like it at all and I couldn't think of anything better than to pretend to be sick perhaps even fatally I had money I had saved up over all those years and it was very easy to find a doctor who would write me the necessary certificate even though I was still a minor anyway I got a paper about the disease that was not really fatal but the one that required a long-term treatment and I accidentally left it in the hallway of our house so that my relatives would see it as I had planned everyone started panicking and feeling really sorry for the poor little me of course I had to hang out in hospitals and pump out a couple liters of blood for tests but while everyone found out I was not sick the time for Vicky's departure had already passed I don't know what would happen the next year but so far I've won no don't get me wrong I knew perfectly well that my relationship with Vicki would never turn into something um unnatural and yeah I'm still waiting to get older and move out of my house I hope that one day my personal hell will end or burn me from the inside out but so far it's easier for me to just do it this way stay next to Vicki without some disturbing things nearby write your thoughts about my story in the comments if you have any ideas on how I can stop loving my sister I'll be happy to read them and guys don't believe that love is something cool no sometimes it's never cool at all for none of its participants

Channel: Teen Stories

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Id: 1S7323H5Qfw

Length: 5min 31sec (331 seconds)

Published: Mon Jan 16 2023