Let's divorce. I was wrong. We can't divorce. I won't leave you with
nothing. You are Zi Yan's dad. Our son and I will be worried
if you are not doing well. I will have our son's custody for
sure. You can have the fireworks company. The tea plantation is mine. We will split the money
after we sell this apartment. As for your parents, you
need to explain it to them. Don't talk like that. I can't live without you or our son. Forgive me one more time
for the sake of our son. This is unforgivable. Why didn't you think about
our son when you cheated? Do you have to go this far? Let go. Why are you always like this? From our dating, our
marriage, to our company. Everything, every decision between us, every step, wasn't it decided by you? Then what am I? Your
subject? Your supporting actor? Why are you always so condescending? All of these years, you
never looked up to me. I wouldn't dare dream of it. You
never even looked at me as an equal. I just wanted to be a good designer. You said we must work for ourselves. So I quit from the best
team and became Chief Xu. We lived a good life these past few
years. The blue fireworks in your heart is the top level of this building! All I wanted
was to create the most gorgeous fireworks. Haven't I compromised or sacrificed? I convinced myself to do
it for you and for our son. Are you done convincing
yourself that's why you cheated? I'm not trying to look for an excuse. Now the story has played out like this, I'm
going to say something I've never said before. Okay. Say what you want to say. I'll listen. I really wasn't sure when
we started this company. Every time, Accounting asked for you or when You You discussed the company's direction with you, <br> <i>(T/N:
"You You" refers to his secretary at work; Not "Lin You You")</i> Was it not the case that you signed it first, and
then I got to sign? Even if you were not around, I knew who was really
in charge. I am not dumb. Our company's strategy,
our son's education, even whether I got to have dinner or what socks I wore...
you decided everything! Am I a man in your eyes? I'm not. Xu Zi Yan is your younger son
and I'm your older son, right? I've suppressed these
words for a long time. So now I've said everything. You're finally honest. So this is what you've
thought about me all along. So we have an irreconcilable
problem between us, right? Your affair was simply
the way you expressed it. Even without Lin You You, we won't be
able to continue like this either, right? I was living in a fantasy
of a perfect marriage. This is perfect. Then let's get a divorce. For the both of us...
it's a kind of release. Just go. You can go anywhere you want to. I don't want to see
you in this house again. I'm sorry. I won't get a divorce. I won't let my son grow up in a
single-parent family without a dad. Understand? I will never choose you. I don't understand. I don't understand. Don't go. Xu Huan Shan. What are you doing? You can't go. Xu Huan Shan! Xu Huan Shan! Get off the car! Xu Huan Shan, you ba♪tard! Dad. I did wrong. You can beat me as you want,
but I am not getting divorced. Tell me what you did. How dare you hurt my daughter? Look at what you did. Are you still a man? Divorce! There's nothing else to say! Dad. I can't. Gu Jia is the love of my life. In my heart, I know that very well. I don't know what happened to me. What's going on? I know you will not forgive me. But what about Zi Yan? He is just a kid. He
needs a complete family. Save it. He is my grandson. I will raise him. You are dead to him. Dad. Gu Jia lost her mother
when she was a young teen. It greatly affected her.
Zi Yan is still so young. If we break up, what will happen to him? Dad, can you give me another chance? Help me. What if you don't have the child? Try it. Listen carefully. This is my last warning. If you dare touch my
son again, I'll show you. What's this? This? Big Sister You You gave it to me. Big Sister You You? - She came to see you at the preschool?
<br>- Yes. I quite like Big Sister You You. She was so good at telling stories, but she said. Daddy will have his own
family. What does that mean? Let's go. Teacher Sammy. Zi Yan's mom, you are still here. - I need to tell you something.
<br>- Sure, go ahead. Our family has a special
situation right now. Besides me, I don't want a
stranger to get close to my son. It's a safety precaution your
preschool should have, right? Yes, we have done that.
For this, you may be at ease. He said that there was a woman
today that gave him these two books. Today? Was it a really young woman? She said she wants a tour with her kid. She said she lives in the same
neighborhood as you and knows your son. Zi Yan just talked a bit with her. Don't worry. We won't let just
anyone get close with your son. I need to emphasize this again. I hope nothing like this
will happen in the future. I understand. Thank you. Zi Yan, say goodbye to your teacher. Bye. <br> - Bye. I didn't bother to deal
with your little games. It's just cheating. A capable woman deals
with her unfaithful husband. Only an incompetent woman
would deal with the home wrecker. I came here because you messed with my son. You've crossed the line. So your bottom line isn't Xu Huan Shan. I love Xu Huan Shan, I can wait for him. I will take him when you let him go. He can't read your little games, but I can. What do you mean by
showing my son these things? Are you telling him that his parents
are going to divorce? I'm telling you. If anything happens to my son's
mental health or if he turns autistic, you would be surprised by
what a mother is capable of! Do you know how Xu Huan Shan
begged me to let him stay? Don't even think about it. I know. He said you're not divorcing
because you have a child. What if you don't have the child? Try it. What if you don't have the child? Try it. Listen carefully. This is my last warning. If you dare touch my
son again, I'll show you. I have canceled the lease. The
landlord will take it back in three days. If you want to maintain a little dignity, you'd better run back where you came from. Can I go home with you now? I asked you to come back to
tell you three things. One, this thing can't be forgiven. And I won't forgive you. Second, this thing
must be resolved at once. She can ruin my marriage,
but she can't harm my son. She dared to work at the front desk
and go see my son at the kindergarten. She knows where we live and
where our son goes to school. I will not treat her as
a regular home wrecker. I want her out of this city. I'm not resolving it for
you. I'm doing it for my son. Third, after this is resolved, we'll go get a divorce. Uncle. Lin You You, right? Thank you for seeing this old man. I have heard what happened. I came to see you partly because I am a man. I have been there. Secondly, I am a father of a daughter. I want to say a few things from my heart. You make your own decision. Okay? Things are pretty clear now. Xu Huan Shan and my daughter's
marriage are having problems. But to be fair, no one has a perfect marriage. The important thing is whether
the two of them are still willing if they still want to make this work. Huan Shan has clearly told me that he is willing to come back
and work on his problems. A man would never look back
after making such a promise. The more you cling to him, the
more he wants to run away from you. You will lose everything in the end. Eventually, you would only blame or even hate each other. Young lady, I think one should know when to quit. I can't quit. I will never love anyone more than him. Others might not believe you. But I do. <i>Timing and Subtitles brought to
you by Nothing But Thirty Team @Viki</i> ♫ <i>Oh my love, Oh my
love, Nothing but thirty</i> ♫ [Nothing But Thirty] <i>[Shanghai Cultural Development Foundation's Major
Cultural and Artistic Creation Investment Project]</i> [Episode 41] So Miss, I would like to tell you. People should know when to quit
after learning the difficulties. I can't. I won't be able to meet a
person who I love more in this life. People may not believe
you, but I believe you. Jia Jia's mom has passed
away for almost twenty years. I stayed single all the
time. I've been waiting. What am I waiting for? I'm waiting to
be buried together with her after I die. What kind of relationship is
between Jia Jia's mom and I? We were assigned to the same workplace. Then we fell in love with each other. Then we got married. Then we had Jia Jia. Then she died. Then I live on until today. What is happiness?
Happiness is the whole family sitting on the grassland on Sunday eating fruit and enjoying the sunshine. Really. You are 22, 23 years old? I think your parents definitely
hope you have a sweet romance, have a good marriage. You tired yourself like this in
Shanghai. How heart-broken they will be! Miss, you have a long way ahead! Don't narrow your
possibility at the beginning! Other's life is other's life.
Other's family is other's family. What you snatched is not
as good as you imagined. Don't drown in a small puddle
before you see the ocean. What do you think? Take this time and calmly
think about it, okay? Sister, I don't think before I speak. When I
say this, don't think that I'm not on your side. It certainly is Brother Shan's fault.
Nobody should forgive a cheating partner. Everyone also denounces mistresses. But if you say Brother Shan is a bad guy, I drive for him everyday.
I know him very well. He is not the kind of
person to create such a mess. He always thinks of going back home
early except for work and business. Normally other women are not female to him. I think this time, I think it's because you were busy with the
tea factory and neglected to take precautions. This is generally like a good
student strictly controlled by parents. Suddenly the parents go out for business. So he is set free to have fun but causes
trouble that he himself can't manage in the end. He finally has someone
solving the problem for him. Really. Sister. He is pitiful these days. I feel distressed for him. By the way, this is the biggest
thing he didn't tell you. Sometimes, when he got back
home and stayed downstairs. He always asked me to play the
game with him for half an hour. He said he wanted to adjust his
mood for you and his son at home. There is nothing else. I never knew he plays games. It turns out that a guy can always hide
something away when he wants to do it. Why did I make it worse? Sister, I want to say that
Brother Shan did this because-. Chen Xu, we won't go to
the nursing house today. Okay. [Front Desk: Lin You You] ♫ <i>I already tried really
hard to understand</i> ♫ ♫ the darkness of this hidden city What do you need help with? I need an immediate flight. What is your destination? Anywhere, as long as it's immediate. Changsha? Okay.<br>♫ <i>I heard that serious
women are the most beautiful</i> ♫ ♫ <i>but who can understand
my difficult situation?</i> ♫ ♫ <i>The heart has courage
to control but I have none</i> ♫ ♫ <i>Looking at myself being
silly and being left speechless</i> ♫ ♫ <i>Don't be discouraged,
it's my biggest comfort</i> ♫ ♫ Humble or noble ♫ ♫ <i>I must bring regrets
along and keep soaring</i> ♫ ♫ The broken dreams at night surround me ♫ ♫ The tears and voices are quarreling now ♫ ♫ <i>I am my own fort and
no one can destroy it</i> ♫ ♫ Love will be my honorable defense ♫ It seems that you have
quite a lot of wishes. You already blew a lot of candles. How much alcohol are
you going to sell tonight? I am not a sales person. Are you here to hit on me? No one really cares about the age. What do you want to drink? I'll buy it. How about this, "what do you
want to drink? I'll buy it." ♫ The broken dreams at night surround me ♫ <i>Being young is really nice.
Who wouldn't like being young?</i> Do you like me? ♫ Love will be my honorable defense ♫ Wife, where are you? Do you need me to pick you up? <i>Why did you turn your
phone off? Call me back.</i> Gu Jia, where are you? <i>It's fine if you ignore my WeChats,
but at least tell Xiao Qin where you are.</i> Gu Jia. This is the first time since we met that you didn't pick up. <i>I've waited so long and
you still haven't replied.</i> These days, I can't see you at the office or at home. All the flowers at home are dry. The diffuser in the bathroom ran out. I can't even find you when I call you. <i>There's almost no trace
left of you at home.</i> Gu Jia, am I really losing you? Are you on the clock? Yeah. Where to? To the Airport. Are you picking up someone
or catching a flight? Catching a flight. There's one flight to Shanghai
at 9:30 pm. I think we can make it. 9:30 pm? You definitely can't make
it. It's 40 minutes from here. Can you drive faster and give it a try? Sure. Let's try. Alright. Thank you. Ma'am, what are you... I am not going. See? I told you we can't make it. ♫ I didn't tell you, Time flows linearly ♫ ♫ Maturity found me, ♫ ♫ Love became a rare guest ♫ ♫ When you meet one, ♫ ♫ just happily go on a wild goose chase ♫ ♫ Not like me, With no way out, ♫ ♫ should I keep going forward? ♫ Let's get divorced. I have told him I want a divorce. Where are you now? Should we go to your place? It might take some time.
I am in Changsha now. Do you know we've been looking for you? You sound very calm now. Are you okay? I am calm because I figured it out. What did Xu Huan Shan say? I won't change my mind
no matter what he says. But I must have Zi Yan's custody. Are you gonna take all the properties? No. We were married. I won't hate him even if we break up. I have thought about this. But hearing you say like
that still makes me... Gu Jia, I said I would
support you no matter what. But I am supportive of
this decision you made. Getting divorced is a punishment to him. Not getting divorced will
be a punishment to you. I have been someone's wife, someone's mom, and someone's daughter for so long. I just wanna be me now. When do you plan to come back? In a few days. I will go back once I
gather myself together. You must tell us how
you are doing every day. Love you, Gu Gu. Love you too. Bye. Bye. Bye. ♫ <i>After growing up, what do I
use to determine I am not lost?</i> ♫ ♫ <i>There is no goal in
discussing about owning.</i> ♫ ♫ Eyebrows are not even furrowing ♫ ♫ Counting how many autumns are left ♫ ♫ on my finger ♫ ♫ Don't stumble again and again ♫ ♫ <i>Women's cleverness is
all lost in a good fight</i> ♫ ♫ Loneliness is round anyways ♫ ♫ <i>Meeting up will happen
sooner or later anyways</i> ♫ You really want to divorce? Even though I am not important, we have Xu Zi Yan. I considered it carefully. Can I live in peace with you for the kid? Actually many couples can manage to live
together even though they have estrangements. But I can't. Because our ten years
earlier was too great. I don't want to be on the decline from today. How I trusted you before, is like how I distrust you now. I don't want to tell our son someday, I didn't divorce your dad because of you. Gu Jia, you said, the last ten years were great. Forgive me this one time. You can't change what has happened. We can't go back anymore. Before I thought the most beautiful
blue fireworks in your heart, only set off for me. But now this belief collapsed. I just acted on impulse. That really didn't mean anything. But it is important to me. It's like a thorn, spiking into my heart. It would splash me with
blood if I pulled it out. It hurts me every time
when I see the fireworks. Our marriage did not fail. It's ended. I have drafted the agreement. It become effective once signed. Hello? What's wrong? The firework factory has exploded. Print out these insurance policies for me. Sister Jia. Chief Yan called. The press is there. The casualties have been verified. Work on that. Got it. How are the casualties? Two workers are dead. Three
workers are in the hospital now. Life matters the most. Let's
get the compensation done first. Did they find out the cause? Yes. It wasn't the production line. It was the last batch of blue
fireworks. It has been raining lately. So the humidity went up. Got it. Xiao Xu. Sister Jia. How much money do we have in the account? Less than 2 million. It's the year-end now. There're many uncollected
receivables. <br> Our current orders will be affected too. We might be facing liquidated damages. It's not looking well now. I got it. Give me the exact
number. I will figure out the rest. Got it. I am on it. Sister Jia, the attorneys are downstairs. They need to go through the steps with you. Take him to the conference room. Got it. The attorney is here. It's over. The company is over. I am over. I solved all the challenges for you before. But this time, you can only deal with it yourself. Honey, do you want me to get him? No. Gu Jia, I am sorry. Number five. Okay. Your beard is so long.
Why didn't you shave it? Clean yourself up, okay? Okay. Are my parents healthy? They're all okay. Rest assured. It's just that our son says he misses you. He wants to video chat with you. There's no need. My
current state is unsightly. Since I'm in here, I can't
take care of anything anymore. All the responsibility
is on your shoulders. I already shut down the company. The employees' severance payment
has been taken care of too. The compensation wasn't
as much as I thought. The money from selling
the house is plenty enough. The tea factory has
started to regulate normally, it's enough to pay for me
and Zi Yan's living expenses. Don't worry! It's just three years' time. Behave well! Strive
to reduce your sentence. After I'm released, I don't know what I will be able to do. Stop overthinking. You are a really good firework designer. Just treat this time
as closed-door training. As long as your spirit is still there, anything can be restarted. Huan Shan, for us to get to this point, I also reflected on myself. It's not all your fault. I've also made mistakes along the way. Let's divorce. I'll have the lawyer draft a new document. After I sign it, I'll send it to you. ♫ <i>I already tried really
hard to understand</i> ♫ Okay. ♫ <i>To demonstrate the time,
be lonely and cut the line</i> ♫ I'll hang up now. ♫ <i>I heard that serious
women are the most beautiful</i> ♫ ♫ <i>but who can understand
my difficult situation?</i> ♫ ♫ <i>The heart has courage
to control but I have none</i> ♫ ♫ <i>Looking at myself being
silly and being left speechless</i> ♫ "I'm sorry." <br>♫ <i>Don't be
discouraged, it's my biggest comfort</i> ♫ ♫ Humble or noble ♫ ♫ <i>I must bring regrets
along and keep soaring</i> ♫ ♫ The broken dreams at night surround me ♫ ♫ The tears and voices are quarreling now ♫ ♫ <i>I am my own fort and
no one can destroy it</i> ♫ ♫ Love will be my honorable defense ♫ Wife. Please forgive me this time. Please help me. I want to end things cleanly with her. Help me. Help me. I don't want to listen to
anything you say right now. I don't believe a word of it. Not a word. I never thought that I'd have such a
shameful scene in my life. I will never forget how I feel today. I had Xu Huan Shan ask you out today because he said he was wrong. He wants me to show up and
help him take care of it. I also don't want someone who threatens
the safety of my son to stay in this city. Some things, need three people
to sit down and talk it out. Otherwise you won't
understand, and won't believe. Lin You You, the issue
between us is all my fault. I really regret it. I'm
older than you by so much. This whole thing is my
fault. Please forgive me. And let me go. What did she threaten you with? You said that you love me. Lin You You. I'll say it one more time. I love Gu Jia. I don't care whether or
not she can accept me again, or divorce me. I will make up for
it sincerely for the rest of my life. I won't leave her. Xu Huan Shan, can you tell me the truth? All that I'm saying is
the truth. You should leave. What's the meaning of this
meeting you set up today? You feel that you won, right? Have you ever understood
the man beside you? Are you worthy of the good he does for you? Besides the fireworks he loves
most, his biggest happiness is eating. But you? You don't even let him eat dinner. He like to play soccer. But ask him. How long has it been since
he went to the soccer field? Where did your confidence come from? Where
did you get your holy compassion from? You think you can save him, right? Take a look. All these
photos are of our dinners. Lin You You, that's enough! The number of photos there are represents the number of
nights we were together. You think I'm abusing him
because I don't let him eat? Do you know that this
man has a fatty liver? He's just over thirty but he
already has moderate fatty liver. Even the insurance upgrade won't take him. I don't let him eat
dinner, but I do it with him. How many days he didn't eat dinner
is how many days I didn't eat dinner. What's the meaning of showing me this? You want to settle accounts with me, right? Okay, then let's calculate. How many dinners did you eat together?
How many times did you get a room? The cost of the hotel and your
rent. List out every single one. Every penny he spent on you is
our joint property as a couple! I have the right to make you give it back. I forgot. You just graduated
and don't have money, right? Your youth is still worth
some money. It's on me. Gu Jia, end it here. I'll delete all her contacts right now. Lin You You, you should leave. [Unkown Number] <i>I always thought that if
I was just a bit braver,</i> I could always keep you by my side. <i>In my heart, I will always remember
every moment I've been with you.</i> I understand how difficult it was for you. <i>If my departure is going to
help you achieve one of your goals,</i> <i>I will live in another city and
still support you nevertheless.</i> I have one last request, send me off. <i>All my courage has left
me in leaving this city.</i> <i>I want to see you one
more time before I leave.</i> [Enquiry] Stop waiting. The person
sending you off is me. You read my text? He doesn't dare to come. Xu Huan Shan let you read the text? We're both women. Who can't
understand the situation? Even though you're taking your suitcase
around, you didn't buy a plane ticket, right? Yes. I made this my last opportunity. I bought a plane ticket for you. Take it. Did you come instead of Xu Huan
Shan just to send me this plane ticket? What else do you want to tell me? I'm a few years older than you. When I was
your age, I never thought about these things. Living in this world, a person is brought
up by their parents until they are 18. After 18, they depend on
themselves to make a living. They work for their food and home, start a family, take care
of everybody, and repeat. Comparing to your blue firework tattoo, this is way more important. At my age, I don't have
to think about those things. Then how about when you meet
someone who you will marry? When he asks about your
past, how will you answer? Gu Jia, just let me apologize, okay? I am the one that is in the wrong. I
shouldn't have messed up your family. When I first saw the blue firework, when I first met Xu Huan Shan-. He gave you a band-aid
when you first met him. You thought to yourself,
this man is so nice. But do you know why
would he carry one around? It's because my son used to be a little careless.
I repeatedly told him to bring band-aids with him. You thought the blue fireworks
were extraordinary and romantic. That's what we founded together
ten years ago as our goal in life. Do you love this man or do you love what another
woman's impact left on him? Gu Jia, I actually admire you. Every word of yours hits the target. You're the kind of woman I want to be. If there wasn't a Xu Huan Shan, maybe we could even be friends. Except there's no maybe. Your
flight check-in is in an hour. If you've thought it through,
you can go to security. May we never meet again. [Front desk: Lin You You] [May we never meet again]
