Sixth Question:
'Kindly give a straight reply. Does God exist, or not?
Yes, or no? If yes, how best to realise Him
in this life?' It's a lovely question, isnāt it? 'Kindly give a straight reply. Does God exist, or not?
Yes, or no? If yes, how best to realise Him
in this life?' Man throughout history
from the ancient Greeks, from the ancient Sumerians,
has had this idea of God. Right? I'm not at all sure whether in the Upanishads
they mention God at all. Or is it a later invention? You understand? So, what is God? We are investigating,
I am not attacking God. I am not denying God, but we are investigating
whether there is such a thing as God. Who invented God? Did God invent us,
did God create us? God, who is omnipotent,
omniscient, eternal, merciful, just, all goodness.
Right? Thatās your concept of God. And if you say, he has created us,
then we are part of his image. We are part of him. That is, we are omniscient,
generous, loving. Right? And eternal. Are we?
Or we think we are? You understand my question? If God created you,
he must be an extraordinary entity because he wants you to lead
a terrible life. You understand my question? If God made you,
why are you like this? You must be extraordinary
human beings, mustnāt you? Beautiful, full of joy, excitement,
full of delight, but you are not. So either you have created God,
or God has created you. But if you examine very closely,
you have created God. In India, there are about ā I was told there are
about 300,000 gods and more. Every local person
has his own god. So, sirs, we have created God. See the irony of it. Thought has created God and then thought worships the image
which thought has created. Which is, to worship oneself
and call it 'God'. You understand all this? 'The better part of you is God'.
Right? I wonder if you understand this. First of all, letās be clear. Have you created God? The local gods,
round the corner, or the local god in Rome,
or in Tirupati, or wherever, you have created them,
havenāt you? You're so very uncertain,
arenāt you? So frightened. If you say, 'We have created',
then you are scared stiff because you have created
out of your fear, that. Out of your fear,
you want security. You want safety, you want to feel
there is somebody looking after you because you are afraid.
You follow? So you create that,
and then worship that. Just see what you are doing! Going to Tirupati and
putting all your money in the bag. Do you think
gods want your money? Sir, look at it all. You have nothing to offer but money,
garlands, prostrations, rituals. Right?
You have nothing else to offer. Have you realised the tragedy
of this, sirs? If you love, not God,
thatās very easy to love God because it's an abstraction,
it has not much meaning. But if you loved, that very love
is God, that very love is sacred. You wonāt go outside
to look for God. You understand all this, sirs? And the questioner wants to know
if I believe in God. I donāt. Because 'God' is not something
created by man. There is such a thing
as eternity, which is to be outside of time. Right, sir? For that you must have a mind, a heart that is completely free
from all the burdens of life. Right? From your vanity,
your arrogance, your selfishness. You follow, sir? And we say, we are not capable of it,
tell us what to do. You are back in the cycle,
somebody to tell you what to do. Sir, you're in a jungle, you have
to walk through it by yourself. And for that you need vitality
and vigour and strength. Not belief in God, in goodness ā belief has no place
where truth is concerned. Q: Then what is atman, sir? Atman, about which we have been
hearing even Annie Besant in the past. Atman. K: Who is that? Q: The conscience inside
each of us. K: Who is atman? Q: The conscience inside
each of us. K: Is conscience atman? Q: What they call a soul. K: Soul. Which soul? The sole of a shoe?
Or soul? I donāt know what you are
talking about. Q: Atman. K: At last, you are all
getting excited! Because your belief is
being attacked. You are not meeting the challenge,
but you are resisting it. You think there is something
inside you which is permanent, which is the light of God,
which is nameless, etc, etc, call it 'atman', 'soul', 'light',
whatever you like to call it. That there is inside you,
in your conscience, in your brain, in your mind, something which is not worldly,
which is not of thought. Right? You believe that, donāt you?
Yes, sir? Q: No, I donāt believe in it. K: Why? Q: There is no such thing. K: How do you know? Q: (Inaudible) K: Childish.
Just belief, belief, belief. What kind of brains have you, sirs? Donāt you want to find out? Donāt you want to investigate
into the truth of this matter, whether there is soul, atman,
whatever you like to call it? Just believe.
If you believe, what value has it? Suppose I believe I have got atman,
or whatever it is, 'super-atman' I would call it. I believe in that.
What value has it? In my daily life
what part does it play? I am miserable, I am confused,
Iām lonely, anxious, in agony, whatās the point of my having
a belief in atman? If I am free from all that,
completely, then I shall find out. But to suppose I am,
it becomes so childish. For Godās sake. And we are all grown-up people
ā jobs, children, wives. Q: (Inaudible) K: What, what, what, sir?
I donāt understand what youāre saying. Q: So many great peopleā¦ K: Ramana Maharshi and who? Q: Ramakrishna. K: All right, sir.
What about them? Q: They lived a simple life
(inaudible) K: Sir, would you forget
all these people, including Ramana Maharshi,
whatever the other gentleman was? Would you forget them? What value has their life
to you? You have your life to live,
not their life! God, what kindā¦? And when the people say
they have attained ā whatever they have attained ā
how do you know? Q: You have also said
there's some timeless eternity. K: Ah, I have said it, sir.
Donāt believe it! Q: That's not fair, sir. K: It is not fair, I know,
it is not quite fair. But, sir, just listen. Sir, truth is something
you cannot experience. It cannot be told to you,
the word is not that. But if you live on words,
it is that. You understand? The word is not that,
like the word ātreeā is not the tree. I can describe eternity, blah, blah,
but the word is not that. But we are satisfied with
the word. Right, sir? You love with your heart,
with your mind, with everything that you have,
you love somebody, and you tell me of that love, and I accept the words
but I have no... ā the flower isnāt there,
the perfume isnāt there. You see, sirs,
you have leaders: religious leaders
and political leaders. I donāt know why,
why you have leaders at all. Ramakrishna, whatever gurus that
you've had, one after the other. This country is full of them. And why do you follow?
You understand? If once you realised that you are
responsible entirely for yourself, that you are in a jungle,
literally in a jungle, where you have to make
your own way out. There is nobody to lead you, then you forget all this: the examples,
the books, everything, because you have got vitality,
strength to go through. But the moment you depend
on leaders, you become weak. If once you realise it,
in your heart not just intellectually, then you are a man,
a human being, free to walk straight! But we donāt want all that. Sir, it's so simple
when you think of it all.
Is there a text of this? His sentences are clubs of truth.