Dax - The Abyss (Official Music Video)

Everything I ever did I always gave it my best I don’t know if anyone relates but the feeling   that I get is like a truck sitting on my chest wondering how much do I got left  My last call my last step  I’m not gonna wait just to see what’s next  I go hard cuz today could be my last breath  We do life and we can’t relive it We only get one chance if you   blink then you might just miss it Many people come and go they all just visit  don’t ever expect nothing different Just listen as I paint this image   that you’ll all revisit ya my glass half empty but   I still might sip it I was traumatized  What would you of said when you  was looking in my mommas eyes?  Nothing Ya I might of   said I was ok but I probably lied So this pain is how I harmonize  Making impact that’s what I personify and  yes I’m making music that you cannot just   define by the numbers on my Spotify All of this pain I just wanna be happy  momma almost died the same day that she had me Driving to hospital she swerved and crashed badly  Doctor said I miracle while looking at my daddy I was zero when I first dodged death  I was 6 when the devil told me watch my step Couldn’t sleep I was scared to go inside my bed  Fighting demons i was hearing things my head So back to doctor he didn’t have a diagnosis  So my whole damn life I felt  lost while fighting psychosis  Talking to myself hoping nobody would notice Mom said pray every time heard the voices  Life or death everyday I swear I made chocies Knife in my hand trying not to lose focus  Playing basketball religiously  to drown out the noises man  Lemme explain that it's like laying on train tracks Grabbing Guns contemplating blowing ya brain back  Eyes closed shut watching everything fade black people stepping over you you feel like a place mat And let make it clear  God is the only one that I’ve ever feared But you start to get paranoid and look over   ya shoulder when these people have  been hurting you for so many years  So I had to escape If you listening I know that you relate  It’s that feeling that you get like your life  and existence was all just one big mistake  I felt trapped and I couldn’t find space I went and got lost in the things I’d create  Ever since I was a kid People hated and they judged everything that I did  So I went into my mind and created the abyss Man I swear I did  how the hell you think I make all these hits It’s cause I’ve been broken, beaten, dragged,   laughed at, scorned, burned and kicked So I get reach in this endless pit  Of hurt and pain from all that shit And that’s the only reason that you people come   here or for Gods sake even know that Dax exists This is how it feels to drown  This is how it looks when your  lost and you can’t be found  The abyss was a place I’d visit but I went  so much that I’m gone and I’m stuck here now  This is not music This is not dope  This is me begging y’all to throw me a rope So I can try to climb out the place where I came   in life when I spiraled and first lost hope Let me explain  I’ve been dax so long I get ptsd  when somebody says my real name  But I guess that’s the price you pay I didn’t want to be like this  But I guess it is what it is inside the abyss

Channel: Dax

Views: 3,140,421

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Length: 3min 31sec (211 seconds)

Published: Fri Aug 18 2023