Channeled Divine Masculine Message to the Divine Feminine: RUDE AWAKENING! PLUS a Few 22’s

thank you so much for tuning in this isn't going to be a super super long reading today but it might be fairly at least an hour you know how i roll guys ah why do you always stick so in today's reading um i'm going to be channeling a divine masculine message to you feminine and keep in mind in a divine masculine message the divine masculine can be male or female it depends on the person and how they're resonating so if you're resonating more with a male energy that's fine if you're a female um straight or gay does not mean anything um being a dm mostly just means you want to take control you like to have a plan you like to be logical and tactful practical very grounded into reality and you know when it comes to matters of the heart things have to make sense they can't just feel good okay they feel good it's kind of a feminine trait um you do struggle with um i would say making decisions based on your heart and your feelings you also may struggle with um just going with the flow with spirit and following his lead okay so there's a few things that you know divine masculine have struggles with mostly they have struggles with believing in things they cannot see and trusting that those emotions and those feelings are real and good sometimes there's some fear attached with femininity um and mostly when masculines inherit that fear it does stem from a childhood situation and usually with a mother but it doesn't always have to be mother could be a just a significant female role model it could also be just multiple sisters you've had bad experiences or just not good ones you know not great ones so there could be just inherited issues um but mostly for the masculines i feel there's a lot of silence bottling up emotions holding on to fears um not ready to let go and just fly um kind of just scared to leap okay like bungee jumping right and a lot of masculines may love bungee jumping but they wouldn't necessarily love jumping into a relationship with someone they feel isn't grounded they wouldn't love jumping into that so um again yeah male female that's just a masculine trait so today i'm going to be channeling a message from the dm to the divine feminine and whatever message that you get coming in that you should take that that should be for you from your dm okay i'm gonna have to get in the moment there but i saw a message about a hospital hang on i took my 11 year old daughter to the hospital last night for mental purposes getting her the help she needs angela oh my gosh i am so sorry i was supposed to do your reading yeah um the other day and i know we couldn't get together live i didn't realize you were going through family issues like that i am so sorry um about that i am prepared to do your reading today if you want to do it angela live you know so we'll just see what happens we're going gonna do the channeling first i'm so sorry about that angela my heart goes out to you okay are all the 22s over no they're not over sandy i'm gonna finish a few of them today and then tonight because um sun vale had to work till 6 pm her time and i don't want to miss people that have to work it is a weekday you know so i'm going to go ahead at 7 p.m tonight mountain standard time and take care of the people that have to work because i want them to be there i want them to be feeling the energy i want to feel their energy and i want to pick up on them you know with them actually here so i'll wait so later today i have eva lashandra amy murphy um kb i think rosa vanessa shonda unless shonda is lysandra i don't know if that's two and the same then i have jessica diana natalia and of course then belle l so those are all the people i have left i'm gonna do part of that today if you guys are here okay if anybody else wants to jump in later tonight you can you guys can jump in um just a few of you maybe i'll open up about five slots okay if anybody else wants to tonight you certainly can looks like i'll have a lighter flow tonight hi marco michael dorado hi okay so this is the dm message let's go ahead and chime in spirit please guide and direct me with a message from the divine masculine to his divine feminine please connect me to his energy to his mind to his heart and by his and by him of course it can be a female that's just kind of how i get into the moment channeling with spirit spirit please help me open a doorway to channel this energy from the divine masculine divine masculine what do you want to say to the feminine okay bottom of the deck is work so the divine masculine right now is just really focused on work focused on making that money again you guys have been hearing this tune for ages it's still the same that's a masculine for you they are headstrong they are feet dug in or what's the term heels dug in and certain about certain things and when it comes to work when it comes to creating pentacles into this physical manifestation yes they are always very serious about it it's always important to them it's always something they're gonna have to deal with it's part of their karma divine masculine please come in please help me use these cards to channel your energy to give a message to the divine feminine give me a message to your divine feminine please give me a message to your divine feminine please give me a message bottom of the deck over heel the over heel over here is the wheel it's like the wheel of fortune right moving forward also kind of talking about the chariot um things are moving okay they are moving right on along right ahead you may not feel like that but they are they feel like they want to tell you i'm getting ahead in this world i'm making something of myself okay please give me a message from the divine masculine to the feminine divine masculine speak to me through these cards what do you want to say to the feminine what you want to say to the feminine okay bottom of the deck for the masculine the grass isn't greener on the other side so they're getting getting confronted with something very serious i feel like there's a confrontation now the channeling is starting to come in i'm being confronted with my shadow side i'm being confronted with a heavy dose of reality check um i'm starting to see things and what i'm feeling is the lens came off divine masculine's like hey you know divine feminine i've been blind i have been blind i haven't seen what you've seen it didn't make sense what you were telling me it didn't compute it didn't the dots didn't connect i wasn't feeling nor seeing what you were at all i saw something completely different but lately uh all of a sudden this this fog lifted and all of a sudden i can see clearly i'm seeing very clearly our situation and what you were talking about and who this person is and who i am and who's around me and i'm just seeing things that i haven't seen before and it's really awakening so there's just clear crisp like good morning you know clear crisp good awakening for the masculine spirit please go ahead and guide me in more of this channeled message from the divine masculine let me channel you masculine what are you going through what do you want to say what do you want to say give me a message to your feminine or at least spirit let me tune into the masculine's life that's a lot wow do you guys think i should take these because that's that's a lot seven cards one for every day of the week i'm just gonna take them shiitake mushrooms all right you guys are like yeah take them take them stuff get all those little cards all right we go and take them so bottom of the deck here is past life connection so you guys have a very deep connection and and you feel it but here's the good news they feel it wow that's big they feel like there's something connecting you even at its smallest point it could be a big point for some masculines some masculines are like oh stuff i feel it i know it i'm super spiritual some other masculines are like stuff i'm barely getting a glimpse i'm barely understanding past life connection this masculine energy has been looking into past life they've also been looking on life after death experiences okay um they've also been looking at near-death experiences and mostly just like maybe a near death but they feel like i've been researching that you know and i want to find out more and i want to learn a little bit more about what this life's all about by people who have claimed to have gone on the other side so this masculine is definitely doing some heavy research or at least watching tv videos messages channels um things of that nature that talk about this maybe it's just coming up but your masculine's kind of having a sp your masculine excuse me i seriously can't talk what the hell your masculine's having a spiritual awakening some it's on a very small level others obviously it's more serious bottom of the deck for the mermaid oracles is soul cage so your masculine is being pulled away from their dark dark place of being asleep um being unaware being distant not seeing or hearing or feeling your energy for some time now feeling very alone your masculine feels like you're coming to the rescue or your masculine feels like at least a spiritual presence is coming to their aid pulling them out of their darkness so this is the awakening this isn't a rescue escape from captivity and restriction if your masculine was in some kind of captivity let's just say jail or some place where they didn't want to be but they felt kept they're getting pulled out for some of them it feels like karmic hell there might have been a karmic relationship they felt trapped and stuck in they're getting pulled out there's definitely an escape and a leaving kind of energy with this all right so i'm going to leave that there and let's start pulling up these messages i know you guys are excited i don't know what's up with my throat today i know it's just spring first message is from the dm is double edged sword reaping what i have sewn and tasting my own words ooh wow so this is like just a heavy dose of karma right i feel like that the masculine is just dealing with karma so much not the karma you'd like to think where he's getting he's getting paid back for some dirty deeds not that kind of karma the karma where he created his own world now he's got to live in it and he doesn't like it the karma that you reap what you sow the karma that you made your bed now you have to lie in it okay this double-edged sword means everything that he's reaped like i'm not reap i can't talk um i said to you disrespectfully maybe cursed at you maybe told you off maybe said some very hurtful things to you uh maybe the divine masculine has put you down maybe the divine masculine has gotten impatient or angry the divine masculine has said some things to you that let's just say he's channeling he regrets saying okay and the reason he regrets saying some of those things to you and doing some of those actions to you is because those actions are getting done towards him slash her and those actions are being you know felt very deeply very painfully also some of the words that your masculine has told you he's getting told so you know what those words are but the masculine says i have some serious regrets because i am certainly tasting my own words at this point and it doesn't taste good it just does not taste good i know it's not a good thing because the grass isn't greener so there's this awakening um okay here comes the channeling i didn't think you were the one i didn't think you were the one for me i didn't think that we were meant to be i did not believe you were my soul mate i did not believe in this foolish tarot card reading past life living spiritual connection divine love twin flame divine soul super connection i didn't believe in it i still have questions about it i'm not on board with it all but since you've been gone i have definitely gotten a taste of my own medicine some of the things that i've done to you i've had done to me by the person i chose to be with over you some of the things i've said to you i've had said to me it was almost like showing me a mirror of how ugly my soul had become at one point it was very dark i know that this path i've been walking trying to teach you lessons trying to teach me lessons trying to heal us trying to take on this karma had divine purpose but somehow i got lost because while i was in this world of teaching us lessons and taking on karma i got sucked into negativity like a vortex i got lost and spiraled down as if i was in some kind of a tornado or hurricane out of control spinning spinning spinning down down down down getting sucked down and i couldn't pull myself out i got really dark um and i stopped knowing myself i felt like i was high all the time because i was out of body i just didn't feel like i had control over what my body was doing i was just going along for the ride so now i've definitely reaped what i've sewn trust me on that one the next card here is karma is hitting me hard right now see there you go it's just a confirmation with this card yeah the karma that what this is guys is everything that they've said to you done to you that hurt you and they didn't think twice about it they just walked away didn't think two times about it now karma with the will of fortune is hitting them now it's like hello good morning we're gonna pay attention to all those things now so they're all coming down on the mask and like a ton of bricks it's a rude awakening and i think that's the perfect title for this reading for the masculine it is a rude awakening okay it's not a kind loving peaceful graceful blooming of an awakening this is a rude awakening the next card we have for the masculine here is the karmic is finding out the truth so yes this reading very much has to do with the third party and i channeled it earlier in my message i said whoever i chose over you has dished something back out to me that's what this has to do about the karmic is finding out the truth now if you're looking for a channel divine masculine with less troubles with less drama um and not a third party situation this is probably not the ideal reading for that hey guys can you open the door i texted mike can you text him i said that maybe we could go over at one but if you guys can't wait that long then mom will take me but that's what he said oh so i was planning because he said while you were at work what time i could go over there yeah oh okay is one good or no do you have another appointment no one could work i could use meditating if you want to go to i do yeah okay yeah okay but i don't know how we're gonna fit all the kids in the car oh yeah you guys can go but um just wait for me a little bit though so you don't need but mom will give me a ride but i do wanna help [Music] okay sorry about that guys um happy to make plans for this afternoon my brother needs some help getting some things settled in his school room for his my nieces he's got four girls that they need help and i've got my kids over there and we're all moving stuff around and hanging things and helping siblings are helping the siblings out okay so anyways um i'm sorry they were leaving i wanted to catch them before they left i don't want them to go right now without me so anyways like i was saying if this is a third party situation which i know it is and it's not your situation then just understand that right now i'm pretty sure i'm pretty darn sure that the rest of the reading probably would not match for you at all and you'd probably leave me a comment like this is not my situation or this is totally not our situation or this is definitely not my reading you know so i just want you know ahead of time i know that you don't have to comment that i'm aware of that i'm giving everyone a warning right now that if there is no karmic involved it's probably just not going to resonate okay so anyways the karmic that your masculine is dealing with is finding out the truth what kind of truth is this karmic finding out about well mostly i feel it's a lot of the things you already told them i'm getting this message that you have spoken to this karmic or you have spoken to your masculine about this karmic situation and about who you're masculine is so i feel like there's been a three-way conversation or at least a one-on-one and then they talked about it like i feel like you guys have all talked about certain kinds of information about each other and i feel like you were accused of being a liar you were accused of not being honest or truthful i also feel like the accusations you were putting out there and some of the things that you said happened were not believed they were not believed at the time you were accused of being many dark things and i don't want to get nasty but i am going to say you were accused of being mini dark things and terrible names terrible things that hurt your soul hurt your spirit okay they did not make you feel very good about what you were hearing and all you were doing was being honest about it the masculine at the time did not want to see that that that reflection in fact the masculine didn't even believe what you were telling them about themselves here's the weird thing i'm channeling here that the masculine was just like what you think i wanted to do what with you you think i wanted what with you you think i wanted what oh my god i don't know where you got that from i don't know why you even thought that i don't even know why you went there did you actually think that that's what i wanted going into this you're wrong you are so wrong you know like the masculine was kind of like that like what a joke i can't even believe you would assume those kinds of things you know and you're just looking at the masculine like i mean jaw dropped to the ground right jaw dropped just mouth wide open that's what i'm picturing how could you say those things how could you even be that person how are you sitting in front of me right now or over the phone right now expressing yourself like this how could you accuse me of these things why would you say i would say anything that was ridiculous or rude or stupid or ignorant or absolutely not obvious and you're just sitting there shocked and then your masculine puts you in a very bad spot a spot of embarrassment and ridicule a spot of being a fifth will a spot of being unwanted and undesired you are put in a very bad position and you were made fun of in some sense and you were talked about and joked about in ways you shouldn't have been and anyways i feel like that that kind of embarrassment and ridicule or heartbreak is what the divine feminine is waking up about and making peace with and healing with and the divine masculine's karmic is finding out the truth that you are actually telling the truth okay now the masculine i feel is still a little bit lost in disbelief and in denial so your masculine's just like ugh that's not what i thought that's not how i feel that's not what i wanted jesus why does the feminine always think that that's what i need and that's what i want and the feminine thinks she knows everything or he knows everything you know you know the feminine doesn't know about me you know again that's this childish denial kind of um defensive energy the masculine still goes there but it's a little bit different today because um now the masculine is definitely getting kind of a little bit payback he's experiencing some of the things that he did to you which is what i just described but by the karmic so the karmic is making the masculine feel like a fool or an idiot or ridiculous assumptive um and the the karmic has just kind of got the upper hand and the karmic is just like oh you sir have no clue i can't believe you thought i felt this way about you i can't believe you assumed that it was gonna go this way i can't believe you thought i was okay with that i can't even believe that about you um i can't believe i even trusted you or believed you you are a b c you know the karmic is putting on a list you are basically trash you are a liar you are full of i i believe that really came out of the karmic's mouth you're full of okay um i can't believe i trusted you i can't believe i've been in this situation with you i can't even believe i put myself here and then there's this little tearful show the the karmic starts to put on the tears ah [Music] you know what was me what was me for being here because with the karmic it's always about the karmic poor karmic poor little karmic not the masculine not the feminine those people who are they the karmic is always worried about the karmic very narcissistic this person likes to run out of the door dash out of the door and wants the masculine to go chase her or go chase him she also does this little number where she speeds off in the car like god forbid i'm going to get in a car accident or god forbid i'm going to you know go off a cliff or god forbid i'm never going to come back or god forbid i'm going to go somebody else like you know you're going to have to come chase me so this karmic likes to play games and the masculine is used to always getting back in the car and chasing the karmic or calling the karmic on the phone repeatedly what are you doing come back we are being ridiculous you know so there's a lot of problems at home and let me just say it's the words extra extra extra extra this karmic is very extra and the masculine is just like god why did i not see this before why did i not realize that karmic is so freaking extra and that's this rescue from the soul cage he was kind of stuck in this this karmic hell and i say karmikel because it really feels like a hell of his own making or a hell of her own making they created this environment they created this relationship they're a manifesto they manifested this entrapment okay they manifested this living karmic hell and so now there's this rude awakening how do you like your living hell and i don't think they like it so let's just keep going on here with this the courting man so the masculine's like i'm i look good stuff like do you know who you're channeling let me just sit down and tell you who you're channeling okay because first of all i've got my together look at me i am together i have you know head to toe amazing wardrobe number one amazing wardrobe like i look i'm shine i am shining i am just shine okay my hair is always nice put together i smell excellent i'm well manicured okay i take care of my health my body my appearance my vehicle is very well taken care of i'm very um neurotic at times but for good reason i like it that way keeps things in order keeps my life together it makes sense um i'm always on time or early i don't like to be late okay so the masculine's like i just i appreciate someone who is timely i appreciate someone who is you know they say they're going to be there and they're there so the masculine is just you know very well put together on the outside so he wants that respect coming in and it could be a she but it's like i am a valuable person i'm also getting my time is valuable okay so my time is very valuable very very valuable i'm very important and you need to honor that yes and with everyone watching please get on my community page how do you see my community posts how do you see my community page you hit the bell icon and you subscribe if you are subscribed and you have a bell icon the little bell you will know when i have announcements of live readings free readings surprise readings readings you can get in on by paying um those are good things to hit the bell icon about some of you guys don't want to miss that so please subscribe and hit the bell icon so you can know when i post a community post it's like a pin on facebook it comes up the newest is always first okay guys let's keep going the next one here is family so the masculine's like okay i'm i'm a family man i'm a family woman like i am all about my family i stay in touch with my family i am always on top of birthdays and events my friends maybe his friends are his families also like i'm hearing a lot of friends are like family but family is just super important and whoever gets in this masculine circle is his world or her world so we have a very family oriented being i cherish children i cherish friends and family i do think there's some distortion between what family is i do want to speak on that and mostly here's what i want to speak on i want to speak to the libras i want to speak to the aquarians i want to speak to the gemini's i want to speak to the leos the aries maybe even touch a little bit on the um sagittarians but look at all those one sevens aries libra one seven aquarius leo one seven gemini sagittarius one seven do you know in the vedic astrology on in the vedic chart the north indian that makes a star it makes an x this way and one right down the middle it makes a star these signs why are these signs always dealing with friendships i'm not going to go into the details of the astrology of all that but i do want to say this friends are too important to a lot of those people too important and if a lot of you guys struggle with family issues you're going to cling to friends but you know who doesn't give a about friends taurus scorpio pisces virgo cancer capricorn look at that you know why a lot of them don't really give a about friends because they have more important matters they have family they have work okay pisces virgo is always very focused on their work and their deep connections and their focus pisces and virgos are always very focused people even though pisces tends to wander in fantasy well that means pisces is very focused on fantasy very focused on emotions and spirituality that's still focus just not where other people would have it um and then you have the scorpio taurus well hello they're very focused on work of course but they're also very focused on their creativity and making more of themselves constantly transforming themselves into something better and stronger and then capricorn and and cancer those are the people that are extremely focused on working home work and home work and home they like to deal with home and work and whoever's in that inner circle that's who's important so the other signs that i've mentioned you guys have a struggle with focus on your center on your core and what i mean by that is a lot of you guys will deposit friendships into your core which i think is normal i mean spirit created you to be like that created you to be diverse and friendly and have multi groups multi people in your life so that's that's good you know that's you're doing what you're supposed to do but when it comes into readings like this sometimes you put friends before family mm-hmm and sometimes you put your friends as family which you might be forced to which means you have family issues you see what i'm saying friends wouldn't be before family if you didn't have family issues friends wouldn't become your family if you didn't have family issues so i'm going to go ahead and dive in to say here with this masculine energy you have family issues and please don't keep running and running and being in denial about that because the first thing to fix a problem is to say i have one i have one and now you can fix it but running away and being in denial and pretending like you don't have family issues is not what the doctor ordered okay so anyways i definitely am tailing some family issues here for the masculine we have courting man and family how can you constantly be courting when you have a wife and children mr courting man or vice versa a husband and children you know or even if it's not a an actual spouse but how could you be courting when you have a lover that you share children with let's get down to the nitty-gritty like what is happening was there a divorce did you get shunned from a wife or a husband did you get pushed around abused what was this reason that you had to step outside of a family circle and look for something else and i'm not saying you don't have an excuse if you're abused mistreated or you got married and you didn't want to or you're married to someone you're not in love with and you just married for some ulterior motive like money or fame or fortunes you know those are fake reasons to get married and i understand that if you get married with someone for those reasons and you have children with them yeah i can see why you're stepping out a lot of masculines get married early and young you know 20s very early 20s or younger because they got their person pregnant and all they were trying to do was drink have a good time or just live live young wild and free they were really into someone sexually and did not know themselves soul wise didn't know themselves as a human person that wasn't here on this earth for physical satisfaction but they were here for a sole purpose you know those people that you know are younger and have not realized what they're really here for yeah they tend to get someone pregnant or if they're female they tend to get pregnant they tend to get pregnant by someone who is good looking who's charming who portrays this you know masculine hunk kind of energy and they kind of just want to be with that energy forever it's not necessarily love as much as it is just attraction everyone has these situations pop up but the difference here with this masculine situation is [Music] um you're still stuck in it how old are you have you gotten out of that mentality you know and mr or mrs cording masculine quoting man have you stepped out of that because i see family and then i see courting so i see family and i see cheating now cording is a lot different than just looking at porn sites which are completely nasty i don't recommend that um you know looking on tinder plentyoffish.com or facebook yeah those are big forms of cheating they are and our generation needs to stop being psycho and um narcissistic and stop doing that to our spouses to our lovers we need to start being more respectful of that person spiritually when they're not around so our culture has really been degraded and it's hard to be spiritual in a culture like that it's very hard but we have to strive to be better than the rest okay we have to strive to do that um but for the masculine energy here this this isn't even about that childish stuff it's about disrespect by courting an actual human being um sending them flowers showing up at their door arranging a visit going out on a date having dinner sending poetry letters um flout you know whatever that's courting courting is also letting another feminine person out there believe they're trying to create a home and a family which is what they already have and whether this happened in the past or it's happening now the masculine is paying for that karma karma is hitting them right now because what they've done their person is doing to them if they courted other people while in a marriage or family union relationship the person they're in connection with is now courting or being courted by somebody else so there's a little t for you there's a little truth there for you um they're experiencing it why because what goes around comes around why because like attracts like and when you are that vibration that vibration bounces right back to you in a mutual mirroring hey i'm just like yeah vibration kind of like you are what you eat but this one is you are experiencing what you give out it will come back so this double-edged sword is a boomerang um and that's kind of what's happening here at the masculine and and like i said keep in mind with being a masculine you could be a female or a male so there could be some females out there that are the masculine they are the masculine and they're experiencing this situation okay anyways i just want to say that whatever's going on in this masculine reading we have someone that generally has a family and goes out with other people other women or other men this person goes out of their way to court them so there's communication and there's connection with others while in a family unit this again stems from some kind of a childhood family broken family situation you don't understand how important family dynamic is until you're messed up and a lot of people in our culture are going to be awakened on what a family is supposed to look like and why is that so important everyone is really hung up on free will and being who you are expressing who you are just being wild and free with no borders no limits no limitations no boundaries really the law of the universe is full of boundaries and limitations respect and we should respect those things because we don't want to cause harm so the whole universe has boundaries and limitations to not cause harm when people go past those boundaries harm is caused and it messes up a dynamic and it ends up being a spider web that grows and grows and grows and grows wider and wider it's just a huge web of problems when you have broken family relationships it leads to all kinds of psychological spiritual problems with trust with union with commitment with honor with um divine connections it leads to all kinds of different problems where people tend to go off and jump into their desires they feel like they have nothing holding them back oh i have a desire ah i'm just gonna go with it oh i want that ah just gonna go do it you see there's no boundaries no limitations there's no respect there's no honor and the family unit is supposed to create an honor state of mind a respectful state of mind it's supposed to create this and there's a way to conduct that family because the way you conduct this family is how you're going to conduct your own home and it's supposed to be like a cookie cutter you know a mold every cookie is going to be different and decorated different but it's going to be a mold and the mold is the foundation picture i have a house cookie cutter like in the shape of a little house it's just the shape of a house and i can make 12 different cookies all in the shape of the same kind of house but when i get the icing and i make the outlines of the windows and the doors and the colors i can change all those houses to be all completely different but the foundation stays the same it's a good foundation for a home and that's what's being messed up here the foundation is all up and so this masculine is creating other cookie combs little cookie cutter homes this person's creating other up foundation homes that's the problem and i hope i'm making myself clear because a lot of people have a lot of disagreements on that but that's what it is and that's why it's a problem so we have a family dynamic that is all up does that make it the masculine's fault no sometimes his parents or her parents the you know they messed it up they messed up the family dynamic sometimes it's the grandparents that messed up the family dynamic and it followed their parents and now them and so on this is a terrible cycle and i feel very bad for the children in this cycle because the children are going to be the ones carrying on just carrying on anyways i feel like the masculine is suffering with this and doesn't know how to create a healthy foundation let's keep going yep fancy free but i'm free stuff i'm free to do whatever i want i'm free to be who i want to be i'm free to fly where i want to fly i'm free to love who i want to love i'm free to change my mind i'm free i'm totally free i'm a free bird well i don't know how free are you how free are you mr soul cage in captivity and restriction you're escaping from it you're freeing yourself from it i'm glad that you're freeing yourself from some restriction that didn't make you happy but are you free from your karma are you free from your karma there's a lot of karma even when you're a child you're having the karma of your mom and your dad you're going to have some freaking karma okay there are seeds planted inside of you growing before you even blink you inherited karma you inherited it you were born with some of this you didn't do anything to cause it your father and your mother and their father and their mother and their father and their mother gave you karma right when you were just planted here on this little planet okay so you already had a bag of to deal with coming into this world and then as you're trying to make your own way and create your own little foundations how could you i'm going to give an example and this is not everybody this is not everybody it's an example it may not even be with the story but i want to describe it the best way i can for the people that are not following there's a man that was born here in a family that was based on love and attraction they were madly in love and they met during the summer and it was a summer romance and the other person was a teenager very young in love and the other person had some experience mid-20s well they ended up dating for a few months and the girl became pregnant let's just say at 16 17. um she was told that he was madly in love with her she fell madly in love with him she grew up from a broken home she grew up from a home that was separated she was adopted she was a foster child she was abused she had dealt with attempted rapes physical abuse mental abuse she had been in the system so when she met this gorgeous person who was good looking and charming and in love with her she couldn't help but want to just fall in love and leap and start her own family a family that she never remembered having she was adopted as a baby she never remembered having a family the man that she fell in love with came from a family of broken parents parents that his father was always drinking and cheating parents that his father had many other children outside his marriage but stayed married out of tradition because this was the the 30s the 40s the 50s it was it was a different time so this person stayed married but always had affairs and very abusive then one day as he had 12 children with his wife he left home to be with a younger woman in a different country never came back so see the man suffered his family dynamic was broken the woman suffered her family dynamic was broken then they fell in love yes i want them to stay super with me every night and stop walking in the morning come here stressing you out i love you and your cheeks i love you i'm not getting out of here i'm working uh-uh oh i'm sure look i have you a cute little bunny book look get that okay i have to work you can't can't be in here no come on i'm working you're interrupting right now what's good okay well we're going to go see cousins in a couple hours so i need you to go sit down and be cute go see sumo i love you in the world go see your lizard why because you guys can play mario together going how can you play mario you just sit down with him and play mario it's not too proud i know he gets to sit with you check on him see how he's doing okay okay sorry about that i'm stressing him out he says okay um so anyways this family dynamic's all messed up uh example right they're going to come together and make this family right what the young teenage girl doesn't realize is that the man she's fallen in love with in my example already has a woman with a child or children at home so he's out there courting her taking her on dates making love to her telling her he loves her making her feel like she's the most special human being in the world he's older wiser more mature but he still has a lot of problems we talked about how up his family was so he's already created a family dynamic he already has a wife and children at home or at least a woman and children at home okay already and now he's created another one cookie cutter like a stamp do do do stamping all these issues and so now he's created another family now this doesn't always have to be blood some people are dating someone courting someone that already has a family and then they create a family with you by being with you around your children you know adapting to them like his own or her own sometimes you bring that person into the fold and it's like you've created another family because they know your mom they know your dad they know your kids they go on trips with you family outings you know they they cuddle up on the couch with you and your kids like sometimes it's not necessarily blood that ties you but it's it's the family dynamic okay so anyways back with the example now what's the teenage girl to do what is she to do she's pregnant she's in love the man tells her um it's not polygamy because that would mean polygamy is where two women want to be married to one man that's polygamy or maybe multiple women want to be married to one man that's not what i'm talking about um that's polygamy marriage and multi-families this is a disrespect this is a mess a disaster this is a lack of responsibility this is not polygamy because polygamy at least they marry the person buy them a house and have a schedule with them and honor both their wives which i think is sick and stupid and crazy but whatever um this is what the am i gonna do now and this kind of a person is gonna ask themselves what am i gonna do am i gonna leave this other family that's sitting at home waiting while i'm busy courting this other person and i'm am i gonna go start a new family with the new person what about the kids at home right now well their family's gonna get all up then there's the clock divine timing yep now that family's all up okay now you got two maybe three maybe they've done this multiple times okay um [Music] but let me tell you he's confused as and doesn't know what to do he's at this point he's running around like what did i do i was being free as a bird no restrictions i was just living my life i had a family at home i was out there having sex with somebody else falling in love it was real i was just fulfilling my desires i was making my body feel so good i was fulfilling my mind my soul i felt like i had it all and now it's gonna come crashing down now i have to make a decision but what if i just lie to this family for a while what if i just lie and pretend what if i just tell them that that's not happening what if i put this other woman on hold help her get an apartment or a house you know give her some money show up you know a couple times a week um yeah i'm gonna have some fights when i come back home but at least i get to kind of have the best of two worlds for a little while until i can make sense of what i'm gonna do with my life and the situation but then it's too late it all comes crashing down i mean that's when the karmic finds out the truth that's when family number one finds out you're a lying fool you lied to me you didn't really love me you're not really here you're not really committed who are you i thought i knew you i thought you were going to work i thought you were with your friends i thought so many other things i didn't think that you were out there courting somebody else and starting a family so let's just hurry up with the story right long story short this family gets ruined he goes to this other woman with the new child makes that work for let's just say a couple years then she has another child so he's got two more children plus the two he has in the previous home he's got four kids two families okay then he wants to go out and do what cookie cutter court another woman because he's not happy at home because the woman at home just like the other woman at home want one thing from him respect loyalty work come home be part of this family dynamic be loyal life's not about you it's about the family but this person has a up cookie-cutter dynamic because all he knows is his father didn't honor that he had 12 kids and another marriage and many many more and his father probably did the same thing so this goes back generations generations so he doesn't know and as much as he is charming and courting okay it doesn't matter it doesn't matter how good he looks it doesn't matter how good he speaks doesn't matter how on time he is doesn't matter how much money he makes he still is up from his family dynamic but this person goes around really attracting i mean these women come coming in like flies okay flies to they come flocking around the courting man oh he's so good with kids oh he's so gorgeous look at him oh my god he can wear a suit oh lord look at oh my gosh oh my god when he makes love it's just puts you in another world you know so women are just flocking he feels like he's just the right absolutely but he's not he knows he's all up but on the outside he's portraying a whole different story so anyways as people come flocking to him thinking he's such the family man he's actually just the courting man he doesn't know how to create a home and this is where it's sad because he doesn't know how to make that shape of the foundation of the family that needs to continue down the line so now his kids are all up and what are they going to go do they're going to go do the same he's going to have a few up family relationships and now his children are going to grow up and within 18 years they're gonna go up and start their own families okay she's gonna go out there and maybe meet someone just like daddy or if it's a son he's gonna go out there and meet someone just like mommy putting up with or treating her like you know however the dynamic works for you but it's going to continue and they're not going to be able to make a cookie cutter shape either and neither are their kids so this is why our generation is really up right now and this whole fancy free do what you feel do what makes you feel good everybody else we have one life you only live once right yolo this generation is all up because people are not creating healthy family dynamics and it's creating an array of drama in multi-family homes multi multi and it's funny because people care more about animals today animals and plants than they do about people people want to bash the family dynamic but all the while they don't want to get breeders they don't want to deal with breeders that's abusive they're creating dogs in bad conditions um they don't want to deal with artificial inseminations with animals that's that's just so mean it's cruel um you know they don't they don't like that you know our culture is like save the animals but what about save the people no one is focusing on family dynamics what's important for children they could give a what family home their children is in oh they live in a up family with to this and to that and you know one one mom one dad oh you know it's normal that's life we get over it we move on we're stronger for it are we really stronger for it are we stronger for it or are we broken for it i don't know my spirit is saying we're broken we're broken for it we have to focus on creating good old-fashioned healthy family dynamics and that gets back to the basics of the divine masculine and the divine feminine a healthy family dynamic okay and that's what's been broken here and so anyways this this masculine that i'm dealing with it's just broken and anyways let's keep going doing what you feel and doing what you want is not the answer okay the next card here for the masculine reading is the ax breakthrough and this is that rude awakening because the divine masculine is saying how do i fix these problems how do i heal my family's karma how do i heal my karma well the first is to acknowledge you actually have it acknowledge you have some drama that you need to work on acknowledge that it needs to be cut the f out get rid of it deal with it and that's this root awakening with the axe um breakthrough by the way if i didn't mention that breakthrough the next one here is moose position of power so the masculine is in the position of power to axe the karmic relationship acts the bad habits and fix his or her broken life and that is this escape from the soul cage because i really think the soul cage is the karma it's the karma the masculine inherited it's like a bubble of brokenness and he's escaping from it he's changing that dynamic so he's breaking his own karma or he's breaking his parents karma the next ones let's get some messages from the masculine i am restless and anxious i want to make things right see that's that axe that breakthrough i'm scared too many changes too fast like i said earlier it's all coming down like a ton of bricks i miss you dearly oh trust in me i'm figuring out my feelings see it's all part of the process not saying he's got it all together today but he's figuring it out or she's figuring it out the divine masculine is figuring it out i want to feel worthy of you because he does feel so broken or she does and it makes them feel dirty it makes them feel grimy it makes them feel less than going through life carrying all this karma just makes them feel like they have just a toxic weight on them they've got to let it go this freedom this breakthrough this soul cage release moving out of toxic energy yeah they definitely want to stop this bad habit the next cards let's go ahead and reveal them time out so they're finding some time to get away from everything to separate to do some isolation strong virgo vibrations with this card sisterhood friendship allies compatible souls loyalty joy and delight we talked about the friendship drama i know there's friendship drama with this masculine i want to go ahead and channel and say this masculine has friends they shouldn't have and puts friends in positions of power and impositions of family again because they're broken my little little dragon was staying on the on my couch in my room with me that's nice and he keeps going under my butt oh well don't do that i almost got squashed away i had to get him out of there okay good i wish you're still alive and i still put them on though so we just still and he was doing good and holding on to my phone again that's nice and i put him back in his cage okay and then hold him again and pull back in his cage he was a good little wizard you're good so i'm going to tell you that i want i want a super smash with me can you tell please um i will when i'm done with all of this no can you give this to your lizard here give him a present put it in his little cage that's to you guys it says dream what so you could have good dreams but wash it in water so it gets cleared off why so it could be clean okay okay all right sorry guys all right so um yeah i told you friendship issues were a problem here and again it's coming in friends kind of come in here and make the whole situation worse it's like not only does this masculine have family problems family dynamic issues it may not be exactly the story that i mentioned but somewhere along the lines of it not only is there problems at home now the poor masculine here has to dragon friends that may have been adopted like family or just getting their advice or they're the ones taking the masculine out to go courting and like introduce them to other people knowing he or she already has a family dynamic so there's this why are you letting your friends influence you in such terrible ways again it's having to ask the friends cut the karma cut the it's also this whole thing is about being honest finding out the truth i think this whole message is about the masculine having to just get real about being broken get real to his friends and his lovers about being broken and the karmic that's you know maybe in the midst of all of this is finding out the truth because here's the kicker the divine feminine already knew this the divine feminine does not fall in the line of the karmic the karmic is just someone you experience karma with okay you're experiencing karma with someone they are assigned to help you learn these lessons the divine feminine or divine masculine is someone that you cure issues with that you walk through life with as part of you it's kind of like that's part of your soul okay for many twin flames you already know this divine soul mates you already know this um twin flames carry this energy really heavy especially but if you can imagine part of your soul is connected to your your pets your animals or part of your soul is connected to your children then please know that your soul is connected to your divine masculine it's just one little web of connections it's not something karmic that can be picked up and put down it's all one it's all one it's all part of one you know just like the right hand and the left hand are part of the same body well the masculine and the feminine are part of the same soul just two different hands doing two different things so the feminine already knows about these problems and is working on her or his own problems because they've also got some other dynamics going on maybe even the same i don't know but the feminine also has up brokenness that they're working on that's their you know hand that they've been dealt the masculine has their hand that they've been dealt and you guys are working on figuring these things out but like i said earlier the first thing to fixing a problem is addressing you have one well the masculine is having a rude awakening and at least addressing at this point i have a brokenness problem so the karmic the other person that's in the midst of all this is learning that truth maybe with the masculine or just on their own but the karmic is finding out that this masculine is broken and there's drama and there's issues and i feel like the feminine has discussed with the masculine and the feminine some of those issues but the karmic didn't want to believe it at the time she just he or she just didn't want to believe it at the time and the karmic could be family could be a lover could be friends uh whoever this karmic is very important to this masculine um whoever that person is they're finding out okay so we're going to move on here to this next card adrift letting go allowing a higher force to take charge for a time so the masculine is just loosening up and letting go um this is pretty much the same as this this is escape and rescue letting go time out it says solitude time alone contemplation and awareness and then we have the acts the breakthrough and then we have i want to make things right i'm restless and anxious i am scared with the wheel of fortune moving forward that there's too many things moving too fast but i miss you dearly um trust in me that i want to be with you and i'm figuring out my feelings and when i figure these feelings out i'm going to be there for you because i want to be worthy of you okay let's go ahead and see what movements the masculine is going to be making for you 10 of pentacles earth sign energy legacy so the masculine is definitely this is the family dynamic the dna and the history of the masculine okay so the history of the masculine um his forefathers her forefathers whatever um mothers you know what i'm saying whatever you know how it goes um look this is all about the family history the family dynamic there is a history and a lineage here okay that's being changed didn't i say wow karmic karmic yeah there's a karmic involved just confirmation okay confirmation karmic card okay that there is history and lineage and connection with the karmic there is family ties family connections with the karmic cleanse yay they're cleansing they're getting away they're walking away they're moving on they're pulling themselves away from this karmic plight okay temperance this is taking a lot of time energy moving forward yes we are moving forward in progression three of pentacles stepping up progressing moving forward very slowly into a death scorpio vibes okay we are moving into an ending slowly moving into a karmic ending what is this outcome going to look like here for the masculine huge soul transformation huge huge huge soul transformation this is like the best i'm sorry i yelled and it was loud um two of wands the path hell yeah masculine is getting on the path on the right track literally on the right track in this card getting on the right track making a decision to get the hell on with life we've got to make a decision and actually start taking action on it not just thinking about it talking about it but being about it being about this transition i'm loving it and i think this is why we have will and movement moving forward okay this is not all talk this is the walk it's actually happening and yes bottom of the deck you guys sought it well you saw it what the hell uh twin flames okay you guys and i talked about it earlier i said for a lot of people twin flames know what the hell i'm talking about deep soul connection boom here it is bottom of the deck overall under all energy for you guys here confirmation for your soul this is a twin flame connection period period and this is why probably many people are not going to resonate exactly with this reading because you'd have to be in this dynamic to be here if you're not it may not be resident resonating for you so there's that confirmation okay definitely a twin flame relationship you can't get your way around that one um spirit please guide and direct me for this transformation show me this transformation of this divine masculine focus didn't i talk about focus i mentioned that earlier in this read focus we have staging we have very strong sagittarius vibrations in this reading today virgo saggy i mentioned the others earlier um the ones that would come up the ones that i what was it pisces virgo um taurus scorpio gemini sagittarius and aquarius leo those dynamics those dynamic relationships are really going to be strong today for this divine masculine channeled message okay um so when we have this focus energy the masculine is absolutely focused on moving into this death transformation the ending of the karma the ending of this bad broken cookie cutter dynamic uh bottom of the deck is overall under all success congratulations uh this is like the sun card a really happy freaking card this is a time to just get happy guys yes you've done it you've succeeded you've figured out your karma you've put your finger on it you know what it is now you're focused on solving it guys this masculine says you know feminine i may not have all the answers right now but i know my problems okay i'm well aware of them rude awakening wake-up call hello good morning i know what they are karma's hitting me in the ass and in the face literally that's how it feels smack in the face maybe this karmic has smacked them like i feel i'm feeling a smack in my face like that's how it feels there may be a literal slap i don't know but there is this sudden breakthrough axe awakening knowing and damn finally i'm getting free from the soul cage okay all right masculine you're putting your finger on it it's a lot of changes really fast and it's slowly progressing into where you need to be but you are anxious because you finally figured it out you know what you need to fix can we just take a moment of hallelujah amen thank you like for the masculine to finally figure this dynamic out do you i mean most of you like oh they should have already known no this is big hearing something and accepting something are two different things i can hear to someone talk all day long but not apply what they're saying to my life this is applying okay this masculine has been awakened and aware they've heard they've listened they see and they're not just shoving it off okay like okay i've heard that a thousand times it's wow this is really my problem wow this is heavy um this is me this is me or this is my forefathers and four mothers this is me i need to accept it and i don't want it and i don't want my son to carry this and i don't want my daughter to carry this and i don't want this karma to leave me and go somewhere else after i go i want to end it i want to heal it i want to cleanse it by the way temperance and cleanse are a deep healing a deep cleansing um temperance you know this number 14 major arcana is the fix-it angel the fix-it angel archangel raphael the archangel of hearts the archangel of feelings and emotions and families he's here so he's here to say yeah we're going to fix this hot mess we're going to cleanse it we're going to get rid of this karma once and for all in this lifetime we're going to cleanse it we're going to get rid of it it will not follow and i can assure you that in this reading there is going to be an ending of this very toxic karma it's not going to continue and i saw a card that popped up look at that when i was lifting this card underneath it conclusion the end contracts these are both contracts karmic contracts are getting solved they are getting solved guys and the masculine is very very focused on fixing these problems i'm going to channel real quick before i read these cards uh feminine i apologize for hurting you i apologize for putting you through a lot of these pains that i have you're not the only one i don't want to make you feel like you're just like everybody else because you're not but you're still not the only one that has suffered because of this i am carrying a very heavy karma it's heavy on my heart it's heavy on my mind it's not easy i may come off to you as selfish or i may come off to you as an but really i'm just carrying this very heavy burden and weight and it's not who i want to be it's not who my heart desires to be it's not who i seek out to be i need you to give me a little break here and understand this is a pattern this is something i fall into because i'm not cautious because i'm not awake because i'm not aware and i'm in denial because of those stupid childish things that is why i'm having these issues i'm aware now i'm waking up i'm maturing and mature enough to know these are my problems i'm mature enough to know that i do want to fix them but i'm telling you and i know you're tired of hearing these things but it's the truth there are too many changes in my life and it feels too fast you have to understand i work on a very earthly dynamic logic reality sense practicality so when emotions are flooding me and life changes are just happening one after the other simultaneously it's a very big wave and it feels like a tower and it is a lot it's emotions plus reality it's double for me and i'm really trying hard to get a grip of this what may be easy for you is not easy for me so you have to see the other side of this dynamic i am getting my karma i am seeing things i am waking up and i am progressing but you're gonna have to give me some time here with the temperance card give me some patience the angels are working with me i'm awakening it's a rude awakening death is not easy it's hard i'm gonna be going through some grief i'm gonna have to let go of things i'm gonna have to cry i'm to have to heal i'm going to be emotionally destroyed and most likely i'm going to be physically destroyed with my finances and my environment that's going to be destroyed that's a lot to take in at the same time i know that i can't keep doing what i'm doing i can't keep creating this cookie cutter of arrangements i've got to stop so i know that there's nowhere else to go for me but forward and that's really hard to do but i'm gonna do it i love you i miss you dearly i need you to trust that i'm figuring this out i'm figuring out my feelings for you i went to a place where i felt detached from you and i felt like i wasn't close to you anymore and i felt like i didn't even want to address our feelings i didn't even want to go there anymore i did put our emotions down and aside and i put them somewhere and i put them under lock and key all bottled up and i haven't dealt with them and i have been ignoring them and you have been pushed aside absolutely and i've been dealing with my reality more than anything um that is what's being put in front of me right now i'm opening up that bottle if you can imagine hearing the sound of a jar being unscrewed with the top that's what i'm hearing i'm hearing a jar being unscrewed at the top and then the feelings come out so this person is having that axe awakening breakthrough feminine as i unfold my feelings as i search for them and figure them out and i figure out if i really am in love with you or i am not i have to make better decisions for myself and i'm just telling you that it doesn't matter how i feel about you i know i'm going to change my life but right now i'm figuring out my feelings i have to know what i want but where my heart is leading me at this time and where it's swaying and every time i unfold a layer and another layer and another layer because feminine i'm working in layers here every layer that i unfold i realize how much more i care about you how much more i miss you how much more i did you wrong how much more i did myself wrong how much more i've hurt how much more i've been hurt and then i get to these places where i want to be worthy of you because as i unfold layer by layer my feelings for you what starts to be unveiled is how beautiful you are how patient you are how understanding you are how forgiving you are how loving you are every layer i unfold i see more beauty and it just really awakens me and i'm also learning how beautiful spirit is and how loving spirit is and how beautiful emotions are so i'm really just getting into this right now and it's really awakening for me um and the more i learn about love and the more i learn about forgiveness and kindness and goodness the more i learn about that the more i see how wrong i've been and how dark i've been and how ugly that's been and that's my karma me actually having to see it feel it review it that's so hard and it hurts me that's my karma looking at the mistakes looking at the wasted time looking at the words left unsaid looking at the feelings and emotions bottled looking all these beautiful things and i've let them go and i've it's very hard for me and it makes me feel upset and it makes me angry and i have to deal with that disappointment and then i become full of regret and remorse and guilt and anger and i get in this place of almost like i'm lost again i get in this place of i give up i can't do it but then i'm awakened by spirit again with the archangel raphael that anything's possible and anything with love is possible and not all is lost and not all time is gone and that you're still there and my purpose is still there and i can fix this and that makes me feel strong so as i go through this moment of cleansing out my mind my heart and my life just know that success is around the corner and i will be with you i do see a reconciliation with you as i am being saved from my soul cage where i felt imprisoned in a karmic trap i'm coming out i know we have a past life connection and i never want to be parted from you again once i figure this out look at that two of cups destined lovers that's who you guys are twin flames dust and lovers wow it's beautiful okay um so that's my little channeling there a message from the dm to you hope i did you justice i'm gonna go ahead and read these oracles we're going to do what is this number 17 focus right now the masculine needs to focus my child when you draw this symbol it is a wonderful sign that with focus you will achieve what you want if i give you an arrow and a bow to use how will you shoot and hit your mark this is a reminder that you must let go of all distractions and have the courage to give it your all your arrow will be drawn to whatever you focus on so keep your eyes on the target however remember that you can't control every outcome just as the wind can influence the path of your arrow there are many factors determining the course of your plans to achieve anything you must focus take aim and let go and that's what the masculine is doing now again that's just a warning that anything can happen right now he's focusing on getting rid of this karma and fixing it and getting out of his karmic trap okay that focus is good he's going to keep his eye on the target but what if something comes in to disrupt that focus what if the wind shifts what if something else happens we have to keep in mind don't focus on the outcome as much as you're focused on fixing and healing an issue okay the next one here is number 39. success yay um you must celebrate now as i do for you have achieved success guys accomplishments are yours and you are in a position to reap the rewards of hard work this symbol of success reminds you that hard work pays off being true to yourself and refusing to compromise will yield good things choosing this symbol is a wondrous sign that all is well in your life the symbol requires you to keep working hard lest you lose the knowledge you have gained now is not the time for slacking off keep going and celebrate even in the smallest tiniest victories be proud of yourself as i am proud of you and remember everything you choose will come to be realized so choose wisely i'm loving it i love it i think it's pretty much good to go i'm going to get one romance angel and then i'll just move on to a couple names my phone is dying so i'm probably just going to get a couple um right now and then we'll finish the rest tonight at 7. so i'm really excited i'm so excited okay pay attention to the red flags there is deception all right guys um this is what's being dealt with for the masculine right now okay so in this masculine reading the karmic is finding out the truth all right and all those things that were deceptive are coming out and the karmic is definitely aware and paying attention to the red flags but so is the masculine masculine you are aware of the deceptions of wearing a mask you're aware of the deceptions of your karmic wearing a mask you understand the fakeness and you understand the cookie cutter karmic trap that you've been in and you're watching the signs and the synchronicities that are all around you making you aware of your situation so that's really what you're in right now masculine just someone in your life is wearing a false self mask in your relationship and you are now paying attention to those red flags because those signs are cautioning you that the person you either married had children with or got with or left a family for or whatever your situation is that karmic person that you are currently with that person's fake or there's deception or you're fake and you're deceptive towards them but whatever the dynamic is for you honey the signs are cautioning you guys and that's why i think inevitably this karmic situation will found her and we have the letting go from the soul cage you have the adrift which also speaks of letting go again you have the ax a breakthrough three of three pentacles moving on progressing forward the will of fortune moving on and moving forward and change freedom which again speaks to me about letting go and moving on cleanse after the karmic card touching each other we have commitment with the ten of pentacles karmic following ensue after saying you're committed to a karmic and then i have cleanse okay which is letting go at the very end over here we have death so there is a current karmic commitment that you're in hun it's going to be over like i'm just letting you know that that is that is going to be over very soon it is ending and you're just you're accepting that you're learning that you're also learning that that karmic situation that you've been in was just a part of a cookie cutter dynamic and it really wasn't fulfilling and it wasn't healthy and it wasn't good and you realize that it was just a karmic dynamic and you want to break that now by all means embrace your children wherever they are with whomever they are embrace your children because you're going to have to heal that karma that you've put into them into their lives you're going to have to help them heal that dynamic and my best advice for you is when they're the right age talk to them about your mistakes talk to them about your path and your forefathers path and talk to them about what's good and what's right and what's healthy and show them from now on what healthy looks like show them from now on what good looks like and what making the best out of a bad situation can look like so that way they can go on in life and not continue that cookie cutter and i said life didn't i or knife i don't know one of the other you know what i mean i can't talk lately i love you guys thank you so much for watching this reading thank you divine masculine for tuning in thank you divine feminine for tuning in to the masculine's message to you please like and subscribe if you haven't already hit the bell icon so you're aware when i have lives and offers and all kinds of goodies um that's it thank you so much i'm gonna dive in now and do a couple of my 22s before my phone dies i love you all and remember like i always say this love is a journey not a destination so just keep swimming all right guys all righty then we are done with the reading today do you guys like the cards i picked for this reading i hope you liked them i hope you liked the cards i picked i always worry when i do readings i'm like which cards did i pick which ones do they want do they like these ones i don't know but i try to listen to my intuition and pick the right ones all right you love them yay prepare for a world rocking fun i love it hi transformation queen you're here doll i'm going to start with you you're the first one i saw and i know you paid yesterday so let's do it transformation queen um hon what was your question my sweet i didn't see it in the notes so just spit it out here what what was your question that you need answers to all right i put your name down girl look at you just coming in and then we have chandra chandra are you lashandra or or just chandra because i had all the chandra pay so i didn't know if that was used well let me know okay all right oh my channeling was incredible yay oh marcus that's her okay great you want to know uh my karma i have to complete for me to get my love girl i do remember that question okay i'm sorry girl all right transformation queen baby what karma does transformation queen need to complete so she can get her love so she can get her love on keep in mind um it's you and your love they gotta complete their karmas too but let's go ahead and get it let's get it done let's get her done i think for you i want to pick this particular set also i feel like spirit wants to give you some advice with the akashic records spirit's also telling me that you need to have um a reading done with someone that can tap into your kashic records um maybe that's me i don't know but someone that um can kind of tune in to your past life maybe just for peace of mind but i'm going to try to get into your cash equipment today all right spirit what does lashandra need to do to complete her karma oh okay oh girl you got a devil in your life capricorn check my dental records okay let's see what's going on girl i do see some capricorn cancer vibes in here i don't know what's up with that but um just on a karmic note when you get a capricorn cancer vibration for what karma you need to deal with it's definitely going to be home and work home and work are some of the karmas that need to be dealt with um i'm definitely hearing the word independence and self-sufficient and maybe even like an entrepreneurship starting your own business owning your own home those are some things that i think if you don't already have you need to do or your person has to do okay but cancer capricorn vibe here very strong we have the home and union four of wands i do know um that this is something that has to happen so if you if you don't already own your home think about getting a known in your own home if you don't already have your own business think about getting into your own business but those are some things that i think need to happen in your life i was just doing a reading yesterday for my aunt and it was really daunting it was just shocking to me it was it was amazing but i looked at her basically her husband's her kid's father's chart and i saw that in his karma he wasn't fulfilling okay oh you have two businesses yay girl do you own a house shoot you're already halfway done if that's that's the deal you're already halfway done but you know um what i was trying to say here is when i looked at his chart he was supposed to be like a paramedic or a nurse or a doctor and he never did it he just never did it um he tried but he got into some trouble and he wasn't able to fulfill it i think he wanted to be in the military and he wanted to be a paramedic he never got to do that so the rest of his life was just problematic um anyways this is kind of how i feel if you don't address and you've already got the owning of the business down but if you don't address owning a home and having that all together then this karma needs to be cleared okay um so transformation queen i'm doing i'm doing you girl i'm not doing somebody else this is you um okay so what i'm saying is you already own you did i get the right message from the right person yeah i'm reading tiffany didn't she say she owns her own business or did i read somebody else's comment and think it was her because i could have done that on accident oh chandra oh boy i have two businesses sorry i got confused there but transformation queen these are the cards i pulled for you okay so i'm sorry i'm just gonna focus on you here um so tiffany your karma here is owning your own home and having your own businesses okay this is gonna be a part of your karma if you have not already done that then this is a goal that you need to focus on we have the hanged man here so you're waiting um what's holding you back it looks like you might be dealing here with a knight of swords which is a libra okay someone you're waiting on someone to like maybe better yourself or just be in commun communication with before you can move forward on this then you have seven of swords there's deception deceit and escapism here tiffany and then you have here the ten of swords okay so this is another issue and so you really need to push forward in this um transformation queen i'm looking into starting my own business and home okay well there you go this is this is going to be part of your karma are you waiting on an air sign especially a libra to get into your life and communicate with you um before this happens i feel like i feel like there's communication that you're waiting on happening if maybe okay so yes a libra ghost did you okay there you go tiffany this libra tennis swords this is ghosting ghosted you betrayed you um this emotional setback has put you back from having that business and owning your own home and secretly i think your business you know what it's going to be you you already have seen it you visualized it it's a secret though you have a business that you haven't talked about and to be honest i think that's good sometimes telling family and friends about the business you see for yourself is not a good thing because they might shoot you down put you down or tell you it's unrealistic or tell you some just like everyone told me when i started this business don't you don't have to tell anyone what it's going to be but you're just going to go ahead and do you and it's going to happen two of pentacles though is weighing the pros and the cons and just waiting in limbo okay kind of on the fence so whatever business you're trying to create it's on the fence and with the capricorn the devil card um it's the right thing for you and you can't let go of this dream you can't let go of this vision um transformation they will steal my ideas exactly i don't believe in telling everyone your business i don't believe in telling anyone about your business like literally your business i don't because they can get smashed and trampled and and the vibe can get ruined um you're in the midst of manifesting but a lot of your focus has been on the sleep right here um you desire in your heart to have a happy family with this person and you've already envisioned this family okay maybe you already have a family with them i don't know but you've envisioned the ten of cups so you've already seen it felt it you know it it's it's like it's literally happening just in a different realm okay in a different dimension this visualization this manifestation is already existing but it hasn't happened in this dimension um so your focus on that is very hard for you to detach and because you have high feminine traits high divine feminine high priestess traits you are a part of your other world okay in dream and in a higher dimension of meditation you're already a part of it so it's very hard for you to disassociate what's coming to my mind is one division and how wanda made her own world with vision and her two kids in the disney uh you know one division series i don't know if everyone saw it i don't know if everyone has disney plus but if you haven't seen one division you know what i'm talking about just google it anyways um she created her own little world and it's already happening for her but it's not our reality and that's kind of how i feel for you uh tiffany is that you already have your one division reality you already have this whole dynamic of what a home and a life and a work and a family would be with this person um and because you can't disassociate from that vision the other stuff aren't happening here in this world the other things are not taking place um so anyways you're very attached to him and to your reality and to your spiritual family with the four of wands home and structure are so important to you super super super um if the home situation is not right everything else goes wrong i don't want you to go believing that i want you to get inspired by movies like um what is it with will smith and his son um happiness no the pursuit of happiness because he didn't have and he pursued his business and his dreams and it happened and he was sleeping in you know public bathrooms um and shelters and really pushing himself so get inspired by movies like that because you don't have to have your home situation settled before you can create your own situation uh what's in store for you is the six of ones honor public you have a public business coming up for you you're waiting to you're a little bit scared to be on camera um it might be a weight thing but you actually had dreams of being on camera you had dreams of being on stage you had dreams of being a model you had dreams as a younger person of being vibrant and in the limelight okay some strong leo vibes there um but it seems like lately you've been carrying some barriers a lot of cortisol a lot of depression a lot of sleepless nights have led to this um but it seems like you're afraid to be put on camera okay but you should not be put yourself out there it let everyone see your transformation you're the transformation queen whoever the you are now that shit's gone you're transforming into who you're supposed to be period and who you want to be i think who you want to be is more important than who you're supposed to be so as you transform okay that's going to be beautiful and inspiring to many many many many many many people and your business is going to touch many many people you're going to help people um your business may even be along the lines of like a youtube channel maybe starting off with something like that and spiraling off and growing a business online and then business in person that may be your ticket but you've been afraid to step into that uh because you think your emotions have gotten the best of you you think your home life is just not prepared and ready um when i started this business i started with nothing i had one deck of cards and a room and a table you know and a sheet girl and i i started it with a shitty ass iphone very old um i'll show you the freaking phone i started this with whoops i even have my daughter's uh which you can call it um phone case yeah this old ass freaking iphone i started my business with this in one deck of cards one traditional deck of tarot and i got my going because when you're divinely guided you're gonna make happen it's gonna happen anyways don't let don't let little things detour you you're going to get creative and you're going to start your the way you need to okay you're going to push forward and you're going to get through this um you're going to be happy that is going to come up for you 10 10 there's a new beginning on the horizon okay your focus needs to be on your commitments to yourself and your business and your home there also needs to be a stronger commitment to you at home okay not the love life situation um oh i got a double in there what the hell i pulled that out so you need to definitely page of wands go forward passionately towards what you want don't worry about this connection at this time once you've transformed a lot of your life even while you're in the midst of it that person is going to get back in communication with you and come around so what i'm hearing is once you start moving forward towards your own business which is going to help you on your own home if you haven't already this person's going to start coming into your life night of one saggy energy vigorous and passionate coming towards you i know it doesn't seem fair and everyone watching is like oh not fair that when you start doing good this person wants to unblock you and come around um that's her business it's her journey and it's her life it's not for us to judge each soul has their own weird dynamic their own weird situation and it's not because he's coming in for financial gains he's coming in for her transformed as a new empowered strong individual that has followed their calling and started curing some of their karmic situations so for anyone that has you know judgments on that don't worry about that um well both of my questions get answered yeah what was your other question um [Music] i know please right now ask me no i can't right now why because i'm right here hold on hold on um transformation queen what was your other question let's see let me go back up oh there's too many um okay what was the other question i'm sorry there's like too many comments that came in after your question that i can't find it in time [Music] uh okay so marcus what's your other question i i just spent like 60 seconds scrolling and i couldn't find it i don't want to spend more [Music] oh shoot i'm just wasting time here um my phone's gonna die i may have to continue this uh questions in a couple hours i have to go here at one i have to go at one to my brother's and help and then i'll be back and i'll just finish him tonight at seven day day 10 22 what's our connection okay girl all right let's go ahead and get that one what's our connection all right what's our connection spirit please show me the connection with day day girl you keep getting ten of cups you must have strong cancer somewhere ten of pentacles ten of cups the sun okay so i think day day definitely has some virgo leo cusping energy somewhere um but mostly what i'm hearing here is you're very much a mother to this person i don't know why he sees you as a mother as the mother or you remind him of his mother or he just sees you as a very divine empress mothering nurturing kind of person um i think your 10th house is really really like major in your life your 10th house is pretty big um but what i'm feeling oh your rising sign is a cancer okay that makes sense a lot of cancer so yeah it's natural believe me i'm a cancer tropical it's natural to have people see you as a mother and a nurturer when you're in that vibration but your connection with him is about growth in family um i don't i think you guys were a family in a past life i do see a parent-child dynamic between you guys i want to go really deep into it but i just feel like there's a a child mother dynamic do you feel that connection with him there could be a past life connection where you know one of you guys was the child at one point with the sun card he sees you as his happiness i even think the sun means a son in a past life maybe you guys shared a son in a past life or you're gonna share a son in this life but there's just this mothering and the sun dynamic and um he definitely feels like he's connected to you from a past life um as a husband or just a role of responsibility a role of caretaking okay so there's just a caretaking king of pentacles ten dependables i must take care of you okay go ask brandon please i can't with the with the magician card okay you need to go in the living room with him i'm almost done [Music] i'm gonna pull um let's see one more clarification here with day day so yeah past life you are my queen and it's funny because your name is transformation queen uh yeah he definitely feels like you're his queen his queen of pentacles but you're the empress coming in okay but you and daddy he sees you as his queen and may even call you his queen okay but he sees you as that because the queen in his life is a mother role okay um and yeah he's healing some past life trauma and you're helping him as a mother role again i feel strongly comfortable saying you had a mothering connection with him in a past life very well may have been his mother or the mother of his kids at the least but um yeah your connection with him is that that is your connection are you guys meant for another beginning it's quite possible the magician is a new beginning it is what you want it to be you have an opportunity to make this relationship a marriage if you want if you want to make this connection a really committed connection i think um he'd say yes i do feel he's being rejected by you in some sense maybe or you're feeling rejected by him okay but between you guys there's a rejection okay and you feel like this is just a hopeless a hopeless situation um but he definitely feels the love connection to you and it's not hopeless again finances and home are very important okay the 410 access um believe me uh once the situation gets settled with the home and the like the business home and the business once you really do start settling that karma many of these things are gonna work out um i just feel like there's an energy of independence that needs to be had i also feel you may have been pretty wealthy in a past life and in this life some of the karma is you're not not as much as you you were at one point it's a lot of wealth for you in a past life at one time um okay so let's see what her comment is and he goes to me i dream about him almost every day no transformation queen ah tiffany okay i get it so yeah you're super connected to him spiritually um this does look positive there's some some very positive we're going to be happy 10 10 and then the sun i mean those are all very positive cards for a new beginning this is in the midst of healing and growing so you're in progress this is going to take some time you're pregnant with desire you're pregnant with the business you're pregnant with having your own foundation your own home you're pregnant with all of these desires and it is going to happen once you create some kind of a foundation for yourself here it seems like this is going to manifest in a new way there's going to be a new beginning so anyways the sun is coming out you're going to have some satisfaction with your relationship with him that's what i see that's what i see for you girl that's your connection with him okay um let's see i'll just do one more here before i go i think my phone is about to die but let's see okay so let's see who's here is who's been waiting here angela j are you here angela are you here yeah there you are girl okay let's do you because i know you've been waiting since yesterday i didn't you missed it all right i still have a few more names i'm gonna get to tonight at seven but um at least around seven so angela let's go ahead and dive into you i feel like i want to start off um with the romance angels but what is your question spirit show me angela's love future outcome show me angela's love future outcome okay oh girl bottom of the deck reconciliation you're welcome transformation queen thank you so much love um then you got honeymoon okay honeymoon and reconciliation that's coming in for you all right girl my question what's going towards me and love been single for a while see how i channeled that girl damn do you see that i was like what's coming in your life in the future for love and then this happens girl i think you might reconcile with someone um maybe you've already known this person before okay someone from your past is returning to your life uh there's definitely someone you've known before i get the feeling it was a relationship but it was maybe an older relationship okay this happened some time ago this person may top pop up at the right time and there may even be talk of a vacation enjoying the bliss of a holiday together so this person that you're going to meet you may meet meet on vacation um or you may um may just want to go on a vacation with this person okay but show me what's coming up for love for angela show me some details about love for angela oh yeah it's definitely a reconciliation from the past look at this six of cups um yeah you definitely have someone could be cancer vibes for sure someone that you're nostalgic about someone that you've known for some time someone that you miss or misses you someone you still think about or have emotions tied to and someone that he has emotions tied to is you so um three of juan's expectation okay this is coming in you should expect it you've been single for five years girl i'm getting like maybe you knew this person in high school maybe you knew this person you know in your younger twenties at an old job um maybe you know you're this person's knowing you on facebook for a while um and really hasn't you know asked you out or it hasn't been the right time um something along that dynamics possibly but this is definitely somebody that you've known before as definitely a deep connection and divine timing is at play you were supposed supposed to meet this person at a divine time yeah will a fortune and there is a reason you haven't been with this person um after all this time and all these five years you've been on a path of empowerment you've been on a path of independence you've been on a path of just having your own business having your own life making your own way owning your own home being strong in who you are all of those things like you've been on this path of empowerment and independence now that you're getting strong in who you are you know who your soul is you're very founded and who you are as a being uh this is a time for some movement to come in divine timing thank you gwenevere for the 9.99 thank you girl um we have here taking time bomb okay this is ready to happen it's ready to explode you're ready to let this be and just be birthed you're like ah yes i need this i need this in my life bring me this energy i'm so ready uh bottom of the deck ace of wands girl girl i'm just saying okay um i really feel this person some strong fire vibes i'm gonna go on a limb here and i'm just gonna say this is the leo this is a leo um for vader september birthday for sure september birthday um in tropical you know it's august girl you know it's august but there's gonna be someone born or you know between august and september okay that might be a sign or you might meet this person around that time frame august or september but you have i feel strongly a leo coming into your life okay that's what i feel coming and i feel like you've known this person before it could just be a past life connection or could be the past period you've you've known this person before it's not a brand spanking shiny new person this is someone you've already known their name you've already known them okay uh you said you paid for somebody else i didn't see that in the comments um do you want me to get to that person now since i'm doing you or like i'm all confused what do you mean you paid for someone what do you mean girl or did you have a second question or what was it what was let me see what was this i know aaron miller paid for joshua but i didn't know you did pay 44 so you had a second question was it for someone else um dang i wonder who it is but thank you so much you're welcome yeah you paid for the 44 honey was that your second question or for someone oh thanks to angela hi steph i'm asking about my twin flame thanks to angela okay all right well angela yeah i would like to know who that person is too um i know this person has some strong leo all right so let us know keep us in touch search your your folders search your uh your facebook see who's been flirting with you see who's coming into town um see who you run into some of these things happen later i did a reading for someone by the name of diana and uh i did a reading for her like a year ago and she just messaged me wow it finally makes sense see sometimes these readings haven't happened yet they're going to happen just reading the future here so keep in mind you're going to know who it is when you know who it is okay all right and then carol spirit will let you know that's right girl um all right carol chapman so let's see what's going on with your twin flame let's see what's going on with the twin flame show me the twin flame here for carol ooh eight of cups someone walked away he's walking away possibly there's a walking away if this has already happened we'll see what this means in this reading eight of cups knight of swords ten of swords okay somebody's ending a marriage did this already happen for you did you already end a marriage or is this person married and ending a marriage okay we have some leo i'm sorry i can't talk today uh libra scorpio vibes going on sumo hey sumo okay sorry guys the dogs are in heat i've already talked about that um so anyways we have somebody here carol that is leaving a marriage flat out walking away from a marriage uh libra scorpio is very prominent here um this is a situation that has been going on for quite some time it's finally getting some peace and some rest with the world card it's about to be over so i definitely feel like if you're not aware of this have you been aware that your twin flame is in a marriage or in a committed situation that they're walking away from he could be walking away from a leo oh yeah he could be walking away from a leo third-party situation uh five of pentacles oh and then you have three swords yeah this is something that he's been trapped in for some time is this your situation like i don't know no sumo does not have to go potty sumo is looking at my other dog my brother's and sister-in-law's dog rose who's a female and she's in heat so no he does not have to go potty okay he's just howling for her okay that's what that is um carol this makes sense to you okay hi diana vickers thank you for the 22. yay i'll take care of you tonight at seven that would be so wonderful um anyways he's giving her the love call um carol is this you leaving a marriage in a situation that you've been in for quite some time or is this your person i need to know who is in the marital seat so i can channel this reading a little bit better directed towards you because i want to direct the reading but i don't know if i should direct it towards your person or direct it towards you okay um yeah i love queen you're about to cash at me for tonight it sounds great thank you so much yay all right um no he left okay so did he leave you or is he seeing someone after you carol did he get in a relationship after you or has he been single since he left you or do you think that this is definitely him currently leaving a situation so that way i can direct your reading better oh aaron miller's here get out of here okay we were not married but he emotionally left and then i physically left not sure if he's with someone but i think he's been single carol okay well carol i don't know how where you are of his situation but if you've been separated from this person more than eight months and less than seven years okay this person has been in another relationship or you have because there is a third party because now i can direct this message directly to you you said he left you okay he left you emotionally he left you sometimes i feel like a deep connection is a spiritual marriage so it's it's very much along the same lines um but this feels like the walking out of a commitment and three of swords is classic heartbreak classic third party heartbreak he's been thinking a lot about your connection and he's been thinking about reaching out to you knight of swords he does want to take some action but with this five of pentacles despair he feels like the door's closed with you because there's been abandonment he feels absolutely that he has abandoned you walked out on you blocked you just cold-hearted shut you out stabbed you in the back and betrayed you he also realizes clearly from what you've told me you're unaware of him having a third party so because you're unaware um thank you dominique i see you girl thank you so because you're unaware of what he's been up to um he's afraid to even reach back out seven of swords because he he has to lie and be in denial um about what he's really been up to what he's really been been doing um he hasn't just been traveling the world single and loving life and being spiritual and taking baths and showers and in the mountains and under waterfalls you know filling god's glory okay he's not been living his best life uh that's not been him he has been in other commitments and um possibly two more since you okay there's been a lot of dishonesty in his life um he's been very dishonest with you i also feel like there's somebody in his past that he connected to um that he may may or may not have shared an x with you like when you met him but there was a there was somebody in his past that he's always been connected to and i do feel like he's never really gotten over that breakup and i feel like that has been wounding him for years even before he met you he had some wounding from a past relationship and he's really had a hard time to get over that and deal with that and heal it um so he's definitely gotten into different kinds of relationships but not wholeheartedly um and so he's definitely certainly been missing you and thinking about you um but he's ending a current situation flat out let me see um okay spirit tell me a little bit more about him and carol um carol you said um correct that's who i thought it was i thought about her just the other day oh see you're connecting to her yeah somebody from the past um spirit tell me a little bit more about carol's situation with this person playfulness yeah this might have been someone he knew young or it's like there's like a youngness to all of this this person and tell me about carol tell me about carol getting to know each other better give your relationship a chance carol he needs to give you guys a chance this is a beautiful relationship between you guys work on the partnership see he knows he needs to work on being a better partner period i've got to be a better partner um i can't bring my playfulness my childishness is also leo energy but i can't be like that i i need to be more clear-headed i need to be more clear-minded i need to be honest you know he has a silver tongue he's very good at talking um he's very good at being like you know um how do you say like um you know the charmer right the charmer um the quarter the one that just really can sweep you off your feet like he's really good at that um he's just not good at intimacy um so man he can court your ass off but when it gets time to get really close and really deep i feel like and let's just be real carol whenever you try to get deep with him on a soul level like past life family history um what does your heart tell you uh spiritual energy what happens when you die like deep you know what i mean um that's when he kind of builds a wall stack stack stack stack stack it's like you know i don't want to go there i don't i don't want to go that deep okay i like to get intimate with you in many ways but i don't like to get that deep this is some of the wounding he's had past and i feel very strongly past life drama for sure like mostly i feel like it's this world for him it feels very past life i even think he has memories of maybe having a past life he feels uncomfortable talking about it i might even say his family uh might have some stories of him as a child telling stories about a past life before he was you know five like younger than five like there may be some history like yeah he acted so mature or he dressed up and played you know this character and you know he just has this very old soul kind of energy um and so anyways he's got some connections in the past life uh and when you try to get there you try to scratch the surface and get under that he's just like hey you know that's my wall quit quit building that and so he kind of goes into these superficial relationships that they don't want to dig that deep but you want to dig that deep you want to go in to this work on this partnership you feel like he's the one the one okay you've already met the partner you seek and i feel like this is a very deep connection here you have getting to know each other as you reveal your innermost selves to each other your bond deepens and i think that's what's lacking and that's what's missing and that's what you're trying to work on you're trying to get to that point are you is the question right are you going to be able to get to that point let me just get that uh because eight of swords he is stuck cat's got his tongue he doesn't want to talk to you he doesn't want to come to you because he doesn't he doesn't know how to deal with admitting to you that he's gotten in touch with someone in the past and there's been other people like that might hurt you that might push you away he's afraid of that and he's also afraid to talk to you about hey max i see you on there too great um he's also afraid to talk to you about his deep dark secrets and connections anyways what's going to happen is he going to reach out is he going to reach out to carol girl three of wands yep expectation and four one's union but this is not what you think it is um this is just a reunion like a reconciliation okay um three of wands i definitely feel in a matter of three to four weeks i'm definitely hearing april april it's gonna happen in april he's gonna reach out to you he's probably going to go by your house or he's going to give you a call and say hey i was driving around the area and i thought of you you know there's going to be an excuse about you being at home i think he may even want to come over for a visit that may happen this may seem a little shocking right now because you haven't heard from him um but this may very well happen because he has been thinking about you and you're connecting with him you've already mentioned you thought about his ex recently that popped into your head because he's preparing on what to say to you about her okay um you've already been feeling a deeper connection like something's gonna happen like oh my god i feel like this is weird we're building up to something we're building up to another connection yes you are you're feeling that um so it's building up it's climaxing and it's going to get there so he is going to reach out to you um i don't know what else to say but that he is um it's going to happen so look at that you met in april of 2013. oh my gosh that's crazy and then he might show up again in april uh you know why because divine timing right um fate weird weird little happenings weird little happenings it's like a doorway opening girl okay i'm gonna do aaron miller before my phone dies because i've been trying to get you girl since the last reading i'm like aaron aaron erin where are you aaron aaron are you here so let's get you done so i can just cross you out girl um and then tonight i'll finish the rest okay all right it is a closed list now uh i'm not accepting any more okay so that's it guys thank you so much though all right so aaron miller are you here oh you're welcome carol okay so erin where are you girl are you here are you still here because she popped in and said hi if i lose her again oh she went back to work of course she did markers of course she did hi laura man if aaron miller went to work man i missed her again i feel like spanking my own self right now um yeah she had to work that's okay i'll catch her tonight if you see her let her know she'll be the first one on my list tonight okay all right guys well that's it for today i should go i should go ahead and get ready to go to um my brother's house oh hey erin you're back you're back do you want to do the reading now or do you want to wait till tonight love she's here you want to do it now erin it won't take that long uh just give me your question so i can cross you off girl and then eva would be the first person tonight so eva if you're watching you'll be the first person tonight on the list and um then lashandra you okay go do you okay go what just check in on josh and i okay yeah let's do it we're gonna check in on josh and you spirit please connect me to aaron miller and josh please connect me to aaron miller and josh please connect me to aaron miller and josh aaron miller and josh erin miller and josh aaron miller and josh yeah too yeah bottom of the deck two of wands the path getting on track uh josh is getting on track he's currently having some issues getting his life together and in order he's trying to make sense of a lot of clutter in his life he's on hold right now he's really focused on finances you and him mirror that probably a lot um he's currently in hiding he's mia he's just really focused and he likes isolation right now so he's just trying to get his together and he doesn't really like being around a lot of people lately he does not like crowds okay he's also been avoiding you uh mostly because he's just busy working so a lot of it is i'm busy working i'm doing the grind um then i go home and i have things i have to take care of and i'm again he's in this vibration of isolation he just wants to avoid people even you he's just it's not anything like i don't know he's going through something very weird okay let's get more the moon card yeah isolation loner going through emotions howling at the moon at night he's going through a lot of emotions that's what he's going through so he's currently addressing a bottled up bottle of emotions and he's unscrewing the top he's unscrewing the lid getting into it he wants to know what's up three of swords there's some heartbreak he's dealing with okay so he's really suffering he's really going through pain his chest is just he's got a lot of stress and anxiety aces swords that's gonna that's gonna go away okay i think this transit really messed with him um once he gets through this anxiety situation he's going to be able to come towards you four of cups four pentacles look at that 44. you've been seeing 44 or he's been seeing 44 aaron but it has been something solid is coming together there's a foundation being built page of wands he's currently going after his dreams and his passions he wants a raise at work or a promotion or he wants to start his own business but he's wants to level up in professional terms okay then i have here night of swords god got a lot of cards here um he's taking moves really quickly towards who he wants to spend the rest of his life with he's thinking about commitment he wants to commit to someone that can build he can build a life with so he's really thinking about a house a future house three of pentacles he wants a very big house i definitely feel money is here is he part of a family that has a lot of money i feel like he does i feel like the house he wants is no normal house i'm seeing a very huge front door uh like these big steps i even feel like like marble i don't know like it just it feels very big to me uh the front entry in the front door feel like 20 feet like it's just very tall very big you know or more he's dreaming of this he's manifesting this he really wants to make some good money and have a very nice home he's currently thinking about moving and getting into um a very big home okay so he really wants to upgrade upgrade for real okay he really wants a serious upgrade career money life status that's his focus he's really just on the grind i think he's been working out okay so he's really been tuning into his body so just physical and he really wants to master that he's mastering himself he's seeing how far he can push himself how far he can endure he's testing his endurance anyways he is thinking about a commitment with somebody that would fit his new lifestyle that he's trying to create knight of cups he's ready to make a love offer um he wants to make a love offer this might even be an engagement or just a relationship who am i going to spend my life with i think there's a lot of questions in his head the page is i'm curious what do i want i'm really striving to say that he's figuring out what he wants and he's searching his secret desires he has not figured out his feelings yet but he is let's get a question about how he feels about you okay how does he feel about you i dream of you all the time so there's this very deep spiritual connection with the moon card and then i have uh sorry about that let me just close the door real quick okay sorry about that okay um so he dreams of you all the time and uh we have please be patient with me okay so please be patient with me and yeah he just needs some more time um also we have spirit is helping me it's kind of how he feels about you okay bottom of the deck it will happen in divine time so again yeah he's just asking for some some more time girl um he's just really focused on himself but i'm sure you're asking well how does he feel about me emotionally because we're not talking right i don't think you guys are talking so what is his feelings towards you emotionally free yourself oh worth waiting for how many confirmations do you need look at that both of these talk about divine timing like he's really just missed your schedule i'm getting a bunch of kisses um for yourself it's time to take back control in your life i want a shrimp milk and a bowl of milk oh oh you wanna okay little sweet baby kick i'm done okay okay do it do it do it do it okay so anyways aaron miller okay so he loves you and all i have to say is how he feels about you he just needs more time to figure out his feelings um spirit's helping him figure them out this is really the truth how he feels about you is i am thinking about you i miss you but please be patient just give me some time here time time time time time it's all about time for him i really think this relationship is worth waiting for my advice on the proper kind of waiting is just doing you freeing yourself uh god when you're in a vibration of just beauty and joy and freedom and zest and just going for the gold for yourself like whoa that is so i can't even describe the level of attraction not just you know physically sexually but just the attraction of a soul to a soul that is intoxicating it is you can't get it you can't get enough of it um so i think once you are just vibing in that vibe boom he's he's he's there because he's trying to get into that vibe loving himself being endurance you know just going for the gold uh trying to attain more and it's like when both of you are on that vibe boom you're both going to attain it together like clockwork um so anyways um i do think he loves you he misses you he's really healing he's got some hurts some old wounds um i feel like he feels bad about some things he said to you and that that does cross his mind um he doesn't want to reach out and let you know that yet but he does think about some conversations you've had and that's really the only relationship he's having [Laughter] he's not having another relationship um intimately okay the relationship that he's having is with you but it's spiritual and it's mostly just right now kind of replaying the past feeling stuck reflecting uh getting a different perspective and just trying to fix himself but when he thinks about love or he thinks about a connection with someone connection with a woman it's you and he definitely thinks about some hurtful things that he said and he feels bad about it and he kind of thinks to himself you know i want to make it better for her i would like to fix those things i would i would like to fix myself you know i think he's very heavy on the criticism for himself so as he looks at you yes he feels bad for hurting you but mostly he gets this anger and he's like am i really that much of a idiot did i really say that am i that much of a dumb ass like what is my problem what is my problem why can't i just get you know close to someone and mostly it's a reflection on me right me me me it's him that's justice that's hangs man he's looking back at the truth of himself and he knows in some sense that you're there okay but he needs to fix himself and he knows that that's the real key reaching out to you and apologizing is nice but it's not going to fix it it's not going to fix him it's not going to fix you he's smarter than that he's a very intelligent person he's very smart he comes across like very brilliant a super earth air energy just so masculine um so he's like you know what i'm not going to reach out like a dumb ass with nothing i need to fix myself when i'm better i'm going to reach out when i'm better when i'm healed that's my plan knight of swords and i will reach out right now i'm just figuring out what i really want what i desire because i'm manifesting and to be honest aaron he's manifesting he's manifesting a life for himself and that will inherently attract you this is all in divine timing um you i think are also on that vibration the same i think you're manifesting i think you're growing i think you're diligent and focused and determined and i think you're growing and building and just being amazing that's drawing you guys closer and closer together so i think you're both vibing on the same vibe um you're both free from each other but attached because your souls just are okay you just are it's divine but you're both feeling very free from relationships he's free of a relationship and so are you and you're just loving yourselves that's really your current vibe um i think you have something to look forward to with this man in the future i do think you guys are going to have a relationship long lasting committed in a very nice home very very nice home and enjoying a very nice life together to be honest i do think that's your future i think that's the the path that you're on so anyways that is your reading aaron um i love you guys i'm gonna go my phone is about to die maddie's bugging me he needs milk he needs a nap i need to get dressed and go to my brothers um and all this all this i'll see you guys tonight at and um i'll finish the rest of you guys there okay i love you guys thank you sandy um you did cash up twice today oops i thought i had uh add my question and notes yeah you can do that sandy or just put your question in the comments that works i got you girl okay i gotta go guys i love you thanks so much bye oh gosh

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Published: Mon Mar 22 2021