BTS - The story of lonely SUGA, who only wants to be loved

sugar was a quiet boy but he liked basketball and sports so much that he won basketball tournament several times also he wanted to be a cultured person so he read novels poems essays and everything regardless of the genre then one day 13 year old sugar was shocked by a group's performance on TV and decided to be a rapper so he started making rap and composing in sixth grade and already in his second grade of middle school he was on stage with his friends at school festivals however those around him including his relatives at the time said everyone who makes music will ruin the house there's no way he'll succeed he will definitely fail and even his parents objected to him doing music but Suga who was enraged decided I will succeed in music and show it to them no matter what meanwhile sugar who went to high school started writing composing and arranging songs at a studio on Tego but there was no place in his neighborhood where he could learn practical music so he had to go to a studio far away at the time he was making some money doing all sorts of work in the studio but that alone wasn't enough to cover living expenses such as food and transportation in fact there was a two dollar restaurant right in front of the studio at the time and there was a one dollar noodle restaurant which was far away from the studio however if he ate one dollar noodles he could take the bus home but if he ate two dollar he had to walk home for two hours so he used to be in agony over his food choice later he was introduced to work at an underground music field with the nickname gloss in the crew D-Town but even with the performance with his team members on the stage they received so little money and sometimes they weren't paid at all and discontinued the Studio which was located in the basement at the time was often leaking when it rained and they didn't have money to put Furniture in the studio so they picked up a discarded mattress from the street and slept there and played music like that meanwhile these memories of making music in such a difficult way made him realize one thing he saw that some of the older members who worked with him were already in their 30s but they had to work another part-time job so it was still difficult to support themselves Suga thought I can't do that surviving from playing music in the Underground Music Space is impossible from this point he decided that if he succeeds with music he wants to play the role of a bridge between popular music and an underground music fields and one day sugar heard that punk she Hook was holding an open audition aside information six years later August song 724148 revealed his feelings when he left Tegu and came to Seoul on the other hand Suga was talented enough that he produced the song 518062 himself in his second year of high school surpassing the audition was natural for him thus he won second place in the big hit First National audition and finally entered big hit when he passed the audition he thought he was just going to work as a songwriter and producer but Punk she hook had more in mind for him and tricked him into signing a different contract in fact he was preparing for his Idol debut meanwhile everything was really difficult for Suga who is only 18 years old and came to Seoul alone from Tegu in order to fix his Tegu dialect he had to read the news continuously and finally fixed his dialect in two years however the three hundred dollars that his parents gave him wasn't enough to cover the food expenses in Seoul as he continued his trainee life not knowing when he would make his debut things only got worse with the company running out of money to invest in trainees his team on the brink of dissolution sugar also found out that his family was on the verge of financial ruin due to high College fees in this dire situation he did what he had to do so he worked part-time on the side and while making deliveries on a motorcycle he suffered a shoulder injury in the traffic accident on a rainy Road when he came to his senses right after the accident he realized that the tire of the car was right in front of him and it wasn't until the next day that he realized his shoulder was dislocated and he couldn't move it however he kept the incident a secret fearing the consequences like being fired as a trainee because he worked part-time in secret and had been in a motorcycle accident he trained hard despite his injury which was not properly treated on time and this made his shoulder condition progressively worse and even started to threaten his career meanwhile three years had already passed since sugar started his training Life as a trainee was already tough but the mounting pressures around him made him even more anxious and nervous the question when the hell are you going to make your debut was always in the air in the song path which was released after his debut he also expressed his difficulty before he debuted one day while practice was repeated endlessly Suga became fed up with his trainee life which seemed to be neglected by the company and said to pangxi hill I'll quit now of course he got scolded badly and was sent back to the practice room at that time sugar thought producer pong shihilk had randomly picked three members and left them alone so he blamed him for that but after some time passed he realized that bang PD gave the three of them enough time to do their own free music meanwhile during that time he worked so hard that he wrote verses every day just like the phrase one day one verse putting in all the emotions he felt at this time also he had to keep practicing dancing because when he came to Seoul he didn't have any Dance Experience considering he trained hard and worked too you'd assume he slept soundly at night but the truth was that he was so plagued by fears about the future that he couldn't sleep however over time new members joined the team and eventually they made their official debut under the group named BTS no more dream was the title song which BTS members made together along with bang XI hook Aram and Suga who are active in Underground Music before worked so hard that they repeatedly wrote and erased the lyrics of No More dream nearly 20 times [Music] PD hoped that the member's own feelings would be expressed in their music and asked them to write them down every time so BTS made songs and lyrics each member and everyone together and Suga who had started composing since he was a teenager performed with other hip-hop Crews on several occasions and could even produce before that was the only member of BTS who had everything under control at the beginning of their debut because of this he had a lot of responsibilities at this time and used to State before the others don't think that there will be a huge response also don't be discouraged even if there is no big response and His Wish really came true when BTS received the Rookie of the Year Award with great attention with receiving the rookie award in their debut year the future of BTS seemed bright however at the time BTS struggled for a long time with fellow rappers and reporters who sarcastically criticized them even in public saying if you're an idol you're an idol what is a hip-hop Idol your job I'll just shut the front door come on foreign foreign [Music] RM and sugar had been active in underground hip-hop for a long time before their debut so they were especially Prejudiced and sarcastic about their activities as hip-hop Idols so of course sugar was also reluctant to become a member of an idol group in the first place fact he said this when he remembered his early debut days actually after my debut as an idol I'm still very worried I've always had a victim mentality I thought I've been doing hip-hop since I was young now that I've become an idol people will see me differently won't they since it was a hip-hop Idol Suga thought that the only thing that could break that prejudice towards BTS was good music so he became more obsessed with music work and around this time there's an incident that shows that he was really sincere about music it was during the year-end schedule that his appendix ruptured and he had to undergo surgery in a hurry afterwards while hospitalized for appendicitis he worked even in the hospital room and eventually completed the song Tomorrow this song which she had been writing since he was a trainee was suga's favorite song and it also features the lyrics because the dawn right before the sun rises is the darkest which fans like and in the second mini album of the school series Suga presented jump which he wrote with RM when he was still a trainee six months later in their first full-length album he produced his own song let me know before recording he even gave advice to the members on how to portray the feelings right while singing it [Music] additionally Reign the first song which mentioned sugar shoulder problems also contains the memories and feelings of his trainee days foreign and from that point on sugar was fully immersed in music and spent all his time in the studio the broadcasting station and at home he even said that he spent three straight days in the small Studio which was about 35 square meters and never left except to use the toilet he even said that those days were pleasant and beautiful leaving a sad impression when I have enough time I'm happy to be able to work all night I feel most comfortable and happy when I work in the studio anyway I don't have many friends haha I might have been more immersed in music because I wanted to be proud in front of my family and fans this is the only thing I can do and I am so happy to give joy to many people by playing music however he was not only immersed in producing music in the case of the title song at the time danger he practiced the choreography for 16 hours a day so he truly was diligent in all areas and in the most beautiful moment in life part one nurtures released eight months later he also presented other masterpieces lyrics from moving on a song that was written while thinking of his mother received a lot of attention [Music] he also performed other great songs in the most beautiful moment in life part two it was so hard that he wanted to run away while changing the verse 20 times in 15 days in the studio but he finally made it and that was the song never mind a song that he produced himself Dead Leaves however after making a comeback with the most beautiful moment in life part 2 his harsh sleeping schedule which consisted of less than three hours of sleep a day became a problem foreign [Music] Suga and V who had been active since then canceled the 2015 Japan concert due to health problems such as dizziness during rehearsals just before the concert [Music] [Music] hello guys [Music] [Laughter] foreign [Music] sugar remembered hurting fans by not being able to stand on stage due to appendicitis before so he said that he had to go on stage no matter what but everyone around him including the medical staff stopped him in the end in front of countless fans who gathered to see BTS he was so angry and felt so sorry that the concert was canceled because of him but even after this day he said that he had no memory of getting good sleep because he felt guilty for hurting so many people and that he would even wake up from his sleep in cold sweat however his actions that followed left a deep impression on fans in January of 2016 when all the BTS members were given a vacation he went to londok in Japan where the concert was scheduled after visiting Kobe's Concert Hall out of remorse and regret for not being able to perform due to his sickness he once again left a long post on Twitter which touched many fans especially Japanese fans meanwhile in an interview with the media Outlet when asked if he cried recently he replied when I came to Seoul I couldn't really see my family and even though my parents came to Seoul specifically to see me I was so busy that I could only talk to them for three minutes and then I cried because it was so sad and the year after this interview he found his parents on the last day of the most beautiful moment in life concert on May 8th Parents Day and bowed down and shed a lot of Tears meanwhile he says this at the end of their hugely loved album series I think if there's a beginning there's an end I personally think that this album series is the best album of my life but if water is stuck in one place the water is bound to rot so I will come back with better music and Suga as he promised shocked the public with his incredible music afterwards and that was August d ude Suga started music at an early age so he went through a lot of difficulties compared to his peers but he usually didn't Express his feelings well however he always wished that their singing people would realize the difficulties he experienced in his past and about the human Min Yoon GI behind BTS he was neither sugar nor minyungi but agusty the name he used while showing his dark past and not hiding anything he had never even mentioned a single mental problem or the shoulder accident in the past so right after the release of the album the impact on fans was tremendous 140503 at dawn a song about his social phobia and his past history a song with sad lyrics so far away last a song showing his darkest inner side and at the same time captures the most difficult days of his life with me due to the unique sentiment in Korea at the time about being a close person it was never easy for an idol to show his mental problems or his pain but maybe because he felt that he couldn't speak freely about his past because it may have made a heavy burden after Augustine people around him including producer Bank Shi hook said suga's personality has become very bright even Suga himself said one of the best things I did in 2016 was the release of Augustine's mixtape and he was so satisfied with it when people around him were worried that his mixtape was too strong he answered like this I've been through so much since I was young but I don't express those things very well I always wanted someone to know that and it seems to be solved with music I think music is an excretion that's why I made August D without hiding and as a result I feel at ease of course fans love this mixtape fans loved him even more when they learned that Suga who only appears on screen is by no means a special being different from us but rather just a normal human suffering pains fears and problems like everyone else on the second studio album Wings he participated in writing and composing many songs but his solo song First Love was especially loved and he recorded the song tears burst out in the second half but he was able to finish recording while crying really loudly in addition in this song his hard past appeared once again making fans who couldn't get out of the shock of the last mixtape shed tears again foreign loved for fire received the grand prize for the first time at the 2016 melon music award before their debut Suga and RM were at home watching the year-end awards ceremony one day and cried out when can we get the grand prize and eventually they won the first grand prize that day and less than two weeks later BTS received another grand prize at the mama Awards he went on stage without much thought but after receiving the award Suga who always held up a stronger image for his younger siblings Shrugged and shed the most tears after winning the award perhaps because he remembered his hard days a few months later in a broadcast Suga said I want to get on the billboard and actually a month later His Wish really came true [Music] and the Billboard Music Award BTS became the first K-Pop group to receive the Billboard top social artist award of course it was great to receive the grand prize on such a big stage for the first time and to receive the Billboard Award after their debut but unfortunately the pressure he felt also started to mount in fact during the wings tour Suga said so many titles such as the first time in the K-pop history everything is good but it's so burdensome and a little bit scary but to wait was even harder for him one day they got told that they would be the first K-Pop group to perform at the American Music Awards one of the top three Awards ceremonies in the United States you would think that this was something to celebrate but not for Suga due to the nature of the idol industry where Idols do not have a long lifespan in the field he thought that his life as a singer would gradually end after winning first place on a music show and holding a few solo concerts and when things he could never have imagined continued to happen he became even more scared of that situation if there was a senior who had this experience first he would have asked but he couldn't even ask because no one had walked the path that BTS had walked the weight of being famous was so heavy that he said the day I made our U.S debut through the amas was the most nerve-wracking experience and yet that day held a lot of meaning for him in this way BTS successfully completed their U.S TV debut stage by presenting the title song DNA off their new album at the 2017 amas foreign the fact that BTS was the first Korean group to be on the stage and that they performed a song composed entirely of Korean not English lyrics at the amas was such a great achievement but with it suga's burden increased too immediately after finishing the AMA stage performance he returned to his hotel room and cried in the shower he wasn't crying out of a wow I finally did it feeling but rather shedding tears because he was scared of what was coming next he had achieved more than he had ever dreamed of the billboard the Animas Etc but when most stars Peak they fall to their lowest so as he showered he thought what am I going to do now which was incredibly hard on him recalling that time he said this I cried in the hotel that day I felt like this is not what I wanted because I didn't want to be in such a burden some situation it's such an honor and I'm so grateful on the other hand I also thought is right is this really what we've been hoping for as a singer he just did his job diligently but when articles that read things like the Patriots who contributed to South Korea BTS appeared he started to think the next album should be better the next one should be better and after struggling with that pressure he would even think why did I start music which drove him into a deep crisis furthermore on the last day of the Wings tour final which had been going on for 10 months was sugar feeling pressure or was it appreciation to the fans well as the member spoke one by one the other members shed tears but sugar cried the most foreign [Music] foreign crowned [Applause] [Laughter] [Applause] um together [Music] [Applause] despite Sugar's aforementioned wish I hope there will only be days to smile in the future the members seriously considered the disbandment of the group possibly due to the increased stress and pressure that the BTS members were under foreign who previously said in his song Have a Dream every time now sent a slightly different message than before perhaps due to the changes and hard times he's been through um foreign just be happy and this was the song from the third full-length album Paradise regarding the song he said the world induces infinite competition even though it has never taught us how to dream Paradise is a song I made thinking of those who are exhausted from infinite competition all those games out loud the third studio album which included this song was ranked number one on the billboard 200 for the first time since its release and in an interview at that time Suga carefully answered the question what's your next goal and the other BTS members seemed very surprised to hear his response so what's the next next step for BTS Next Step yeah the next the next step Next Step yeah exactly maybe Grammy grab a watch this time next year will be like so the Grammys yeah we'll see randomly is like a whole another world so okay I think I think he I think he said it first time right yeah so yeah he's not joking baby before they were just joking around never imagining what would happen later though as sugar said they would be nominated for a Grammy award three times after BTS reached the top of the world the member struggled for a long time in the midst of this incredibly successful period they had deep doubts and were very skeptical about the marketing of BTS in an interview ahead of the release for their third album before hitting number one on the billboard 200 Suga said the following about the interest and expectations they were met with looks like I'm flying too high I see too much see too far I thought I would always be happy above the clouds but when I looked down I get scared sometimes he used to struggle with similar concerns but after this interview BTS became the first Koreans to top the billboard 200 and the pressure increased with that as well a little later in the BTS dinner party video Suga expressed his feelings as follows um of course everyone had a hard time thinking do we really have to disband the group but among the members suga's fear was greater in a different sense foreign for a long time what would I be able to do if I was alone when I'm not working for BTS and every time he thought there was so little I could do without the other members he was deeply concerned about being left alone and sometimes when he was by himself the fear came over him very strongly and the emotional chaos that weighed on him the fear he had to deal with were reflected in the song Tear foreign is actually known to the public as a song reflecting the feelings of a person in a relationship who has broken up but it was actually a song written by Suga that reflected on the times where he had worries about the group's supposed disbandment afraid of being left alone at the beginning of the production when everyone listened to the song together they all shed many tears below are some of suga's rap lyrics from the song Tear this is a real you and this is the real me now that I've seen the ending I no longer hold grudges I woke up from a sweet dream and I closed my eyes we know what to say the answer is already there but it's always difficult to choose that answer fortunately however the BTS members were able to get through this difficult time and even come out of it stronger because they spoke openly about the concerns of each member without hesitation always respecting each other's thoughts meanwhile through the repackage album of Love Yourself Suga presented seesaw a song about a breakup and after that BTS started their love yourself concert tour around the world because of his experience as a trainee Suga tended to have a fear of crowded places even up to this point strangely though he didn't feel the sphere as much in the concert hall and he was really happy there BTS embarked on a 10-month tour in which they only slept for a few hours while still performing at full capacity and traveling all the time when they were on tour in the U.S bts's influence had grown to such an extent that the American Morning News reported their schedule so Suga later said this in a broadcast it is also a lot of pressure I take it to a certain extent but I start to feel the pressure and burden that I have to be a morally perfect person as well as flawless endless tours later Suga continued to work on songs in his hotel room given that Suga had been making music for such a long time you'd think you'd get tired of it but he wasn't and music remained his greatest joy I started music because I liked it but in a way it's become a love-hate relationship sometimes I don't like this job but then I like it so much that I can't seem to live without it if I think about living without performing or music I would get bored quickly but aside from his words my life is music there was still a void that music couldn't fill and that was the loneliness and emptiness he felt if we look at BTS the most famous group in the world and focus on Suga most people think oh he has a perfect life that leaves nothing to be desired but just as everyone wants what they can't have he too has things to Envy others for for most of us it's normal to travel eat outside and go to the movies with family or friends and we take it for granted but for him these things are still very special however unfortunately unlike other BTS members Suga wasn't lucky enough to have truly close friends so he enried others for their normal lives foreign [Applause] their fourth studio album came out soon after 10 months of intense touring but suddenly BTS faced a completely unimaginable situation kovid at that time all artists face an unprecedented situation yet BTS showed their best side Suga continued to show outstanding songwriting qualities in the fourth album and the solo song interlude Shadow reflected the pressure and fear they all felt after their success and this earned him a lot of love after the release of their fourth regular album a big tour was planned with all preparations completed but due to the worldwide pandemic everything had to be canceled this was very frustrating for all members but sugar found refuge in music again still during the covid-19 era Suga who spent most of his time in the studio presented his second mixtape D2 in just four years under the name August d ER listening to the 10 finished songs the company dismissed the album saying it had too many swear words but P debunk shihilk offered him words of encouragement if you want you can do it so sugar revives the songs again and finally he could publish it also on the D2 album Suga clearly wanted fans to think sugar makes music putting a lot of thought and effort into it openly showing his train of thought just like before what was really decisive however was the previously unknown loss of his best friend who was a drug addict and only became known through this album and with the Twitter he became the first Korean solo artist to enter the Billboard Hot 100 and billboard 200 simultaneously and reach 100 million YouTube views in one month [Music] what do you think a song aimed squarely at the Press at a time when they were constantly publishing articles about BTS and people are songs that contain what minion GI wanted to say as a human being not as sugar from BTS and of course dear my friend the song that broke many people's heart [Music] sugar who is well known for not having any friends expressed every moment he went through in his music and dear my friend tells many stories such as his best friend who went to prison for drugs and was released in the middle of a snowy winter Suga soon lost his only friend because he tried to drag him into his drug use this song shocked the public and made them wonder is sugar really that honest and later while talking about the behind the scenes of D2 through V live when he listened to Dear my friend with fans a fan said this song is so sad and he left a short message when a fan later heard show this statement I'm not sad she left a comment I think the reason he's not sad anymore is because he's been crying so much that he can't be sad anymore he cried so much that he had no more feelings Suga please just be happy and this drew a lot of attention from the people meanwhile with dynamite a song released after August the 2nd album BTS reached number one on the billboard 100 for the first time [Music] of course it was great to win first place on the Billboard Chart but his anxiety grew one channel and suddenly big hit made an official announcement that Sugar will have shoulder surgery he shoulder was in really bad shape at the time during the overseas tour he endured pain injections in each City he moved to but the choreography for their new album including the song's Black Swan and on were so intense that he couldn't use his arms after the choreography anymore even the day after he accidentally slept on his left side his left arm was so damaged that he couldn't use it at all however there was another decisive reason for the shoulder injury which had been a problem for eight years while filming a commercial for beverage there was a scene where he was holding a 500 milliliter plastic bottle with his left hand but his shoulder was so sore that he couldn't even hold that one bottle so at that time he pondered can I continue to live with this and decided to get surgery Suga who needed absolute stability after the surgery couldn't participate in broadcasting activities after the release of the B album but he made many people happy with a good song telepathy conveys the meaning of being the half happiest when BTS meets armies [Music] since then BTS has achieved its third and fourth Billboard 100 number one achievements with life goes on and butter at the same time that the members military enlistment approached Suga started to prepare for his solo career also he participated in writing composing and producing size that that I like that as he participated in the that that's choreography for their fans he didn't show any sign of pain stating I filmed the music video purely for the armies who are watching even though his shoulder was still not fully recovered after the surgery BTS was at its peak of popularity and influence topping the billboard four times with dynamite permission to dance life goes on and butter they even met up with President Joe Biden at the White House suddenly they declared the temporary suspension of BTS all the members had a hard time for their own reasons but in suga's case he had been working on songs for eight years since his debut in 2013 so he said really I have nothing more to say in order to be able to be active for a longer period of time was obviously necessary that each of them got their time out but it was difficult to express their position because they felt so sorry for the armies however numerous articles written by Korean media afterwards made it even more difficult later in a broadcast Suga stated this about the Articles after our last announcement of the temporary suspension of activities articles such as BTS activities suspended in tears and even rumors of a disbandment began to appear one by one so I was a little scared but it's not like that we're really just taking a short break and the fear came because people seem to be advising us to take a rest forever however at a time when everyone was feeling sorry with those incidents something even worse happened to Suga as bts's military enlistment approached a verse from Augustine's D2 album what do you think got a lot of attention in Korea although BTS had long stated that they would enlist in the military the media and lawmakers regarding their military enlistment made the issue of bts's military enlistment or exemption the biggest social issue in Korea at that time the phrase which includes swear words in the song was put on the screen and there was even a debate among lawmakers saying why do you keep mentioning bts's military exemption even though BTS Suga says he is going to the Army himself also the lyrics which contain swear words written by Suga appeared on the main screen of Korean news almost every day at that time of course with the arguments of these legislators his song lyrics containing profanity and the news articles circulating daily the public was particularly interested in suga's military Affairs and began to ponder his next move and after that an article appeared stating that Suga was working as a social worker rather than an active duty Soldier due to a shoulder injury so the media and the public began to criticize him in fact before BTS debuted the song adult child which he helped compose and wrapped in included the lyrics the reality is a healthy first class Target for active duty why am I just unnecessarily healthy these lyrics began to resurface and were seen as problematically to explain further in Korea every man must undergo a physical exam before being drafted into the military if you receive a first class result on the physical exam it means you have no physical problems and enlist as an active duty military conscript and if you get a grade 4 or lower it's difficult to serve on active duty so military service will replace you as a community service staffer however sugar received a grade 4 in the physical examination after his previous shoulder surgery and it was decided that he would serve in the social service Personnel when sugar was 20 years old he received a first class score on the fitness examination but after his shoulder operation he had to repeat this examination which resulted in a Grade 4 which is why who is only suitable for social service this is why the situation blew up in Korea as many people didn't know about the injury and thought sugar was just taking advantage of his celebrity status only a handful of BTS fans knew about his injury and his physical issues that occurred after such as when he couldn't even hold the 500 milliliter bottle properly because he hadn't been properly rehabilitated and treated for nine years despite knowing all the context the behavior of the Korean media at the time which incited the public with provocative titles was really disrespectful some of the public who criticized Suga said does it make sense that a previously healthy body just so happened to suddenly deteriorate right before he goes into the army basically Social Service Personnel is just another form of military service so it shouldn't matter however even though some of them were aware of this they just wanted to include a successful BTS member in their negative headlines Jin as the eldest brother also enlisted first and over time the issues surrounding suga's shoulder became public knowledge and criticism fell silent after Jin's enlistment in the military as all the members started solo activities Suga also started preparing for his solo activities in earnest he announced the start of his first solo World Tour among BTS members and released Augustine's third album D-Day in three years agusty's previous albums focused a lot on the past but this D-Day album shows that he is finally moving on from the past and focusing on the present the album was named D-Day with the meaning I will no longer struggle with the past that I can't fix and the future that I can't predict and from now on let's live only in the present and that day is today however when BTS announced the temporary suspension of their activities Suga said there's nothing more to say now so the preparation process for the D-Day album was particularly difficult producer pangxi Health even asked Suga who is obsessively making music you're incredibly successful now but when you're feeling miserable about making music now then what the hell are you working for days after days of just making music and torturing himself finally got him into a crisis in particular in the case of the title song hegum it was a song that he had already made three years ago at the time of Detroit but the finishing process was very difficult the album release date was getting closer and when nothing worked out he was so desperate that he went alone to the mountains to work and in the end sugar finished the album and returned to Seoul but for some reason listening to the songs in Seoul again did change his perspective it was so awful for him so he gave up on it and delayed the release date he completely retired from making music for a period of time and was even hospitalized receiving IVs for a fast recovery maybe it was because he was on a break but all his senses were awake and fresh now so when he listened to the previously discarded records again he felt they were very good that's how he decided to release the D-Day album with the thought now I really have to let go of these things I've been holding on to for three years in keeping with the title track higgum it has two meanings an instrument name and to liberate from forbidden things and contains the thought let me liberate from the things forbidden by Society after the release of this song he didn't listen to it himself because by the time it was released he had listened to it more than ten thousand times however there's one song he still enjoys listening to and that's people from his latest album D2 and the song he made with those similar feelings was people part 2. [Music] amygdala a song for people who have suffered until now due to a trauma of the past and for those still living in the past [Music] sugar wrote the song's news to bring Comfort to those who are struggling in all sorts of ways including his Juniors who are now working in the music industry and people who are facing personal challenges just like himself with this song Suga wanted to convey the message everything is fine and everything will be okay [Music] foreign was let's focus on the present not the future or the past because after the release of D-Day he said I think I'm really growing up now that my earlier anger and confusion has gone and calmed down in 2017 he once said there are times when making good music isn't always easy it's difficult tiring and even lonely the songs that are created like this make people happier that's why it's stressful and six years later in 2023 he answered a question about the driving force behind making music non-stop with I have seen many reactions from fans such as I was able to survive the most difficult days of my life thanks to bts's music however if I continue to present new music there are many people who still gain strength and change their lives out of it that's why 99 of my reason to make music is for the armies who listen to it sentences like that show how precious armies are to him and it's clear that his affection for the other members is extraordinary when people who don't know sugar very well see him they may feel a sense of distance due to his cold appearance in fact he said right at the beginning of his debut that he likes to be alone and he often uses the lyrics I don't give a in his songs and he often showed that he doesn't care what other people's views are however the same person who always says that he always enjoys being alone seems to actually want love and attention more than anyone else anyone who has followed the person Min yoongi for a long time knows this very well what a loving and Humane person he is at BTS his warmth can often be seen by watching the BTS members self-produce shows and in the forest he said I don't really like fishing but jyn likes to fish with me so I'm happy to see him happy when j-hope and jimin started playing a game he was the one who closed the book he was reading and came down to make snacks for them and when the members gathered together to drink he went into the kitchen alone to prepare food for them and actually he was the one who cooked the most every time they traveled even when Aram asked him do you have a dream you want to achieve as a human Min yoongi he cherished the members most and said no matter how much time will pass until we become grandfathers my dream is to be with the seven members also Suga once said this I don't know how to comfort others when they cry I'm not used to being comforted because I always cried alone if I have a tough time it's okay to struggle and cry alone because I'm used to it but seeing the members around me having a hard time is several times harder like this he cares for the armies and other members more than anyone else in his heart but Suga is not able to express it well but wouldn't he desperately want someone to know his real heart in a previous fan meeting a fan handed sugar a paper with the title how to handle Suga and Suga himself wrote these instructions please be nice to me please love me please Adore Me I hope that Suga who looks cold on the outside but has a warm Soul more than anyone else will no longer shed tears and have to suffer alone and I'm ending this video with the hope that you will be nice to love and adore the person Min Yoon gave more than anyone else foreign

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Published: Thu Jun 15 2023