answering your assumptions about me...

what's up guys it's rachel it's been a while that i am starting my video here on this spot because i've been vlogging so it feels new i usually sit down here when i have a topic in mind and i needed to get it off of my chest but this week is special because this week is my birthday week and i wanted to do something special so i asked you about some of the assumptions you have about me on instagram so thank you for sending me your assumptions about me have a little chit chat with you guys it'd be a good present birthday present to you this is like a birthday party a little birthday party with me welcome to my birthday party uh so get some snack maybe a tea because i feel like i will be talking for a long time here probably i'm not gonna be able to get to all the questions here assumptions here but i'll try to cover most of them and i'm just gonna be relaxing and talk to you as if you are here so if the video is too long for those of you who are busy we'll click off and that's completely fine this video is for those of you who care and have been sticking around and who are curious to know what i have to say to these wild assumptions so yeah let the video begin let's get to it here we go are you korean american and there was somebody else who said i'm not a negative korean speaker but no i was born and raised in korea i grew up here i went to elementary school middle school high school here and a little bit of college and then i went to the us as a transfer student and i got my bachelor's degree in the us and then i came back and then i built my career for the past seven years then i quit my job and i'm doing other stuff so yeah that is basically so see if you think about it i only lived in the us for like three years so 100 korean there we go you are quite introverted i got a lot of assumptions from you that i am introvert and i agree with you i see myself as an introvert because whenever i hang out with people i have fun when i go out but i do need the time for myself like i need to recharge but whenever i take one of those mbti tests the result always says i'm an extrovert so i don't know what is going on but um my mbti is e-n-f-p maybe um ambivert ambivert i forget the word but like it's the mix of those two my sister is introvert and i can see that i don't know also a lot of your assumptions say my friends love me and cow please that's true i hope they like me because i like them too secret boyfriend you are engaged you're in a relationship but hiding it from social media nope i am single i don't have a boyfriend if i did will i will i talk about it i don't know about this yet because that depends on so many different variables like factors so i don't know if i will ever reveal my relationship publicly i have never done that but i am 100 single i'm not lying at least i will tell you like if i am lying i don't have any romantic gene in my body at this moment and i think the feeling is mutual uh from the outside world with me so there's nothing going on romantically between me and the whole world and that's totally fine with me because i'm happy really now so um yeah probably there is nobody that feels with me that way romantically but whoever is watching this video and you know me in real life and you love me or something like that don't tell me because i don't love you because like i'm not feeling that way with anybody right now so i'll probably say no and things are gonna get awkward between us and i don't want to lose anybody because i love my friends so yeah let's keep it that way i i want to love somebody because liking someone that feeling is like nice so i like that but unfortunately and not unfortunately i just don't feel like that for right now you are bi you are questioning your sexuality well i'm gonna have to say no to your assumption because i know sometimes people say ah you you just want to be interesting so you say you're a bi but actually you're straight if i did say i wore a body then people might say that to me and that is me being not respectful enough so i cannot claim a title that i don't own you know what i'm saying i've never had a girlfriend like i only dated guys and i've never dated a girl in my entire life so i can't really say that i am i don't know what i want like i think i know anyone i am rambling i am aware of that and that is why and that is because also i can't say that i am 100 like straight because does anyone of you can 100 like certainly say that i am 100 straight because i don't think that is also not who i am awesome like gorgeous female celebrities that i see on the screen and i think they are gorgeous and amazing yeah so i am definitely attracted to them also you know what my favorite one of my favorite youtubers once said that if you're a homophobe you are probably gay i think that was idubbbz subscriber she's awesome but she said if you are homophobe you are probably gay what are you so afraid of like yeah you can like whoever you like but yeah i've never been attracted to a female friend that is in my life not in the tv or something like that but you know like who knows right maybe i'll come across a girl that's gonna rock my world like who knows no one knows i think it's about the spectrum you know like there's a long line here and if you are here you only are attracted to men and if you're here you're only attracted to women and we all are somewhere in between and can we really say we are all bi i guess yeah i think we are all bi and if you 100 like so sure that no i am here then you are probably afraid like what are you so afraid of let's not be homophobes and if you truly are good for you you know what you want good for you let's move on enough your family is rich you are a rich person well um i grew up in a family that is very normal luckily very thankfully my parents invested a lot in our education so we had chances to go abroad and study what we wanted to study my sister went to my sister was in australia when i was in the us that is definitely a privilege that we were able to have growing up nah actually like we went there after we became a full grown up adult so yeah up until college my parents were my parents had been supporting us but after that i worked really hard for the corporate for seven solid years and you guys know i don't i'm not the type of youtuber who who does like designer back hauls or designer closing halls or i don't i don't brag you about the stuff that i have i don't spend my money on stuff i don't even like own expensive stuff that's because that is not really who i am i i'm not saying that i don't like those like good stuff i appreciate those stuff they are so pretty but i am just saying that if i had the money to buy those expensive like chanel bag let's say a chanel bag i would rather spend it on my experience like i would rather go on a trip or i would i would yeah like trips i would do other stuff i would learn a new skill um i would pay for my education stuff like that and that is because i don't have like endless amount of money most of my money that i've earned is in this house's deposit my places deposit and um i'm investing a lot of my money to the business i am having with my sister too and also like a lot of them goes into my savings account as well so i'm just managing my portfolio really well i try my best to make it make some sense and i am doing that so yeah i am not rich at all if i were you guys would have already seen me wrapped around expensive like gucci chanel stuff around me but nah i care more about my life and how i am going to live in this world like i want to support myself till the end and i just want to do a good job you sometimes think about your exes you think one of your exes is the the one that got away no i honestly don't think like that at all it's more like oh yay i dodged the bullet and i also saw your assumptions like yeah i'm looking for love so i'll like combine those assumptions and here's my answer no i don't miss any of my exes because everything ended for a very clear reason and that is that wasn't love yeah shocking i don't think i've ever been in love like actual really real love true love no i i don't think i've ever had that unfortunately and to be honest i don't know if that actually exists so here's a little analogy and this is my very first time speaking about it so bear with me if it doesn't make any sense i that means i did a very poor job however i'll try my best okay here it goes so i am a huge fan of marvel universe marvel universe rachel like circle back a little bit i will give me a second um so my favorite characters dr strange like oh my god times john super cool i love that i would love to have that my favorite character all time spiderman he's relatable like he's so cute so those superpowers are awesome and we know what they are capable of we are so fully aware of their their capabilities and their what their power allows them to do we know what it is you know what i mean however in real life does it exist so knowing what it is and whether it exists in real life or not can be two different things that is what i think about love nowadays i freaking grew up watching romantic movies in my entire life when i watch kdramas i love drama so much and the love that they portray in the media so beautiful so like it makes your heart melt right does that exist though does that exist in real life that could be a different story is what i am trying to say because we know what it is because we are fully aware of what it is to be uh to be the true love it doesn't mean that it is in here it is in the reality so i now i feel like when i watch kdramas it is also a fantasy genre to me now you know what i mean like when you watch marvel universe like avengers you don't expect that to be real yeah everybody knows we can't rewind the time or see the possible numerous amount numbers of possibilities that can happen that might happen in the future however we enjoy that so when i watch romantic movies i enjoy it i love it like it's so beautiful however it is okay knowing that it's not it doesn't exist in real life because it's fantasy oh my god why am i talking why is it even relatable like it has been stuck with me for a couple of days so i had to get this off of my chest too i don't even know if it's related to your assumption do i miss my ex no like not at all because i like i said before i don't think i've ever had that like i thought i was in love when i was with my exes however in hindsight or like evaluating my relationship my own relationship outside of the box from the outsider's point of view looking in that wasn't love that was that can't be love if that was love then why was it so hurtful toxic messed up ugly like so just terrible like it was just like a nightmare it wasn't good i i've never had like there was a relationship that is in kdrama never had that also i don't think i've ever fallen in love with someone you know like somebody is in your life and you realize oh my god this person is so smart sexy intellectual and i respect him and i want to be close to him he's so funny his voice is dreamy oh my god like am i in love like what's going on oh my god yes i am in love oh my god what do i never had that so yeah if i were to get into a relationship i probably need to get out of the fantasy and really find what is love again because it's either of this one i was just unfortunate and there is love and there are people who are having like those loving relationship though the ones that we see from k dramas they exist and i am completely wrong and that's a little promising for me too i want to believe that and second everyone is suffering and they just remember the highs and endless amounts of compromising and they fight and it doesn't go anywhere they resent each other a little bit and also like it's not healthy it's so unhealthy so um yeah well i need to redefine love but i know for a fact that if i ever get into a relationship again in the future that person is really lucky because that means i've thought about it and even like knowing all this i decided to jump in that's a huge compliment to that guy and also i think i am a pretty good partner um this is a future like message to my future boyfriend very flirty when drinking or drunk how do you know well when i drink i think i am being myself but you know as we know when we drink you get loosened up and you feel more comfortable yeah it's probably me but um that is why i don't really try to drink one-on-one with a guy friend of mine because i've had bad experiences where they where they like move forward and kiss me ew and next day like i hate it and i hate the fact that i allowed them to do so like i didn't stop them and why ew um so it is pro so yeah i assume that i get flirty or [Music] sloppy a little bit when i drink because like those situations happen afterwards so a lot of blings are probably on my side as well but i hate that so i promised myself that i won't drink with a guy there is a friend of mine if we are not dating you know what i mean yeah but i guess i get flirty but i don't do crazy stuff like you see in movies like uh you like them i touch i don't do those things or i don't even like reveal any nah i am just being myself maybe i'm not maybe they weren't being nice or ah who knows eh i just feel really friendly with the person that i am drinking with you know i feel like i can talk about anything and everything with this person at this moment you are my best buddy i really feel like that when i drink so intimate in intimacy the level of intimacy goes a little higher when it comes to drinking with okay your data subscriber hell yeah why not of course are you data a subscriber you guys are awesome but to be real yeah like that doesn't change anything for me somebody says you have road rage and i know that there were a couple of you guys more than a couple but your assumptions about me was me having road rage and gotta say yeah it's kinda true like i showed a little bit tiny teeny tiny bit of my road range in the vlog but if i'm being completely honest with you you saw the tip of an iceberg like um driving in seoul sometimes makes people insane and crazy and i am one of them well like i drive responsibly i respect people and i don't do like crazy stuff but it is other people that are crazy and sometimes i swear quickly because they are not in my car they can't hear me um so yeah like it's very passive i gotta say uh when people drive like that brings not the best color from them so yeah that's my answer i admit that i have a little bit of fire and i drive people frequently talk to you on the street just because they think you're pretty literally never happened in my lifetime no this doesn't happen if people talk to me on the street it is definitely not because they think i'm pretty it is because they are trying to sell me something or recruit me to their cult or like it's one of their scams or like their weirdos so yeah okay this doesn't happen but it is flattering so thank you that was funny you are a dog person you prefer dogs to cats yeah how do you know i had never had a cat in my life and i had two dogs growing up and i love the relationship that i can build with dogs you know like i love them and they love me unconditionally and i like the feeling that i am needed why dogs love us so much we are the universe to them and i don't know like i love the feeling of being loved by dogs i want to be loved i just love the connection that i get to build with my dog so i would love to get a dog adapt a dog once i move out of this apartment because we are not allowed to have a job here but yeah i really want a dog you dream to be a girl group member i always admired kpop stars from the generation one like i was really into k-pop from the very beginning but also at the same time i thought it was for somebody else and i am i was very realistic about myself like i am not good at singing and my dancing is not phenomenal like my singing is around the average i'm not horrible but i am very short to be a singer so i thought yeah i should probably stick to studying and yeah but you know when you daydream you always think about how i wonder what's that like or yeah what could that be because their lifestyle is so shiny and sparkly so yeah i admire that and i'm still a huge fan of kpop and i follow them but i can't really say that i've tried enough to have that oh my god so the camera died and i don't even know how long i've been talking to you guys it's probably been such a long time and this video is gonna be super long but i'm not gonna try to make it like shorter than it needs to be because hey it's my birthday so i can do whatever i want right but it is not my birthday today that i upload this i was going to upload this on my birthday which is march 21st but i scheduled another video on that day because it wasn't necessary but uh this is like a week after but i am filming this before my birthday so yeah long ass video and bear with me because it's my birthday hope you liked it and although i still have so many assumptions here that haven't been answered but my camera died and i realized like i don't also want to make it like that long so i'll sign off here and plus i need to film my patreon video now so yeah ooh cheap plug right so go check out the patreon page patreon.com rachelkim and i upload a new video every week where i answer to all your questions that you leave on discord so yeah head on over to patreon.com rachelkim and let's hang out there it's a really fun community i'll leave a link in the description box make sure to check it out thank you so much for watching the video i had a lot of fun thank you for leaving the assumptions and yeah i'll see you next week peace out love you and goodbye

Channel: Rachel Kim

Views: 14,362

Rating: 4.9666204 out of 5

Keywords: answering your assumptions about me, reading your assumptions about me

Id: 7kJ8Xsntpgw

Length: 26min 24sec (1584 seconds)

Published: Sun Mar 28 2021