Andy's memory

[Music] I think I'm well I'm a very different person I'm much melech comment about things I just I'm well aware than I've ever been in my life or what I can got and I don't want to lose it again [Music] [Music] your close family yeah 30 plus I know your dad is here today and he's very supportive of you but tell us a little bit about your family relationship well it's some unusual relationship we just um just we always hang out a lot together if I'm in Miami with my brothers you know we're not we're not like a party type family we don't you know do our own thing we all stick together and a typical night with me and my brothers or if I'm in Miami because they live down there I live in Los Angeles would be just to stay in and pick up the guitars cups of tea to television stuff like that but always there for each other [Music] during the drum break he actually said to me can you believe this craziness can you ever leave it all and I thought no see credible isn't it decent man I'll never forget this [Music] just to get out in front of an audience again is a wonderful thing in the time where I was pretty reclusive and I sat at home and you know I started getting moments of itchiness you know didn't stir crazy I gotta get out working again and Here I am I had a dream once that anybody would die and it scared the Helen to me it was just shocking that he a guy so young had to leave so early and I remember the morning when I got the news but we burn in my brain and in my heart it was a great kid the only fears I have letting myself down not so much people I mean I've already done that an awful lot is to it's very important now that I do what I know I have to do and that I don't fail this is a kid who will learn to fly three months before he died so it's hard to say that it was too much drugs or too much drink however that was his problem towards the end he went into a downhill spiral he went he just went into drinking about as much as he could and then after he died we found out that he had a heart disease and that he knew this that he'd known it for that for the last couple of years but he'd never told anybody the loneliest feeling I felt was when his coffin was left outside the the thing the wall where they put the coffins inside the wall and we were driving away and I looked at the wall no no just saw there was no one else there just his coffee my neck against the wall and I felt like he'd been abandoned and we all wanted to go back and just stay with him because he's by himself with these strangers in green coats that are coming up and it was so eerie [Music] I'm grown up immensely in a very short time and the man is 28 I feel sometimes like I'm 48 or 50 I mean you know maybe under an awful lot more by the time I'm meadow I've often said although I know it's not entirely true I've often said that Hollywood is the reason that Andy died you know it's a very dangerous environment for someone that's susceptible to drugs or has an addiction type of personality because you can get anything you want in Hollywood you know and it's it's readily available and and while he was in Miami the whole time of making records it was it was good and he was good and he was healthy and he was leading a healthy lifestyle and at some point he got him with the wrong people and decided he had to live in Hollywood and went to Hollywood and from then on everything started to go the wrong way [Music] we kept with Oh baby if we go back to work we can you know get resented or something and I had I was playing the strings and it was very beautiful by Robert just I crying and I just saw it crying I can't complain anymore we went out and about a month later we came back in and then we did I wish you were here gravity and that was difficult to sing very difficult but we wanted to sing it we wanted to do it [Music] once you lose someone of your own blood I think it changes you radically I didn't think the spiritual lesson and the soul growth I think is the term whatever they say whatever whatever the term is I think I think you you grow deeply inside and you never really forget [Music] we're not the same people we were before we got standing he was very close to us we miss him miss him singing with us in our own alone time [Music] my goal is to have happiness around me are you happy now are things together is it going better I think of course I was very depressed when Anne came down with Joseph yeah at the moment now with my own show happening again there's television offers again in the works yeah I'm happier now than I probably been since my big depression before Joseph [Music] you've learned your lessons well I hope so but I mean life so death is all one big lesson I think but I suppose I have had a lot of experience yeah I'm just not gonna get hurt like I did or like I was hurt before I'm not about to go through that again [Music] so if there's anything to be learned is that nothing lasts at all you

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Length: 8min 8sec (488 seconds)

Published: Tue Mar 10 2020