Amazing Grace - Claudette Walker (Open Hearts)

here in the city but that precludes me being able to be here when sister Lehman heard I was going to do that so would you please speak for me Friday morning and I'm like Saturday morning I'm like is it Friday yeah it's Friday Friday morning young and I said yes because I had Friday morning open and so here I am in Jesus name I'd like to talk to you today about an old subject that hopefully somebody can get ahold of in a new way and that is Amazing Grace did you say that with me Amazing Grace I was in Tupelo right after General Conference I rented a car and drove down to my parents they were superintendent of the Tupelo children's mentioned for 16 years and I grew up there and went to see them and Edna came over to see me Edna and her three sisters were the first mansion girls their mother had died in childbirth with Fay who was my age and when the UPC I opened the mansion those were the first four little girls at the mansion and we played together we had a lot of fun Patsy came over to see me and it was great reminiscing about old times but as I was driving from Nashville from Tupelo back to Nashville to catch the plane the Holy Ghost spoke to me in the car I was very exhausted from ministering to my parents and general conference and a lot of counseling and just driving along zoning out and the Lord spoke to me about this meeting today and told me to speak this message and when he did I was like wow I'll start it out with Edna it's a good place to starts with Edna now Edna's older than me she's 75 now and I'm 64 so she's older than me I was 6 years old when I got the Holy Ghost I was so thrilled to have the Holy Ghost because I'd been seeking it for two and a half years my lord and I was a faithful seeker I was in that altar just crying and begging and man I was worn out from trying to get the Holy Ghost so when I got it I was thrilled to death and I couldn't I was just so excited my daddy dance that night my German daddy who had never danced in the spirit was just a wonderful night I was basically relieved because I knew now that I was not gonna go to hell I thought I wasn't gonna go to hell but anyway I went in the bathroom and uh Edna came in now Edna being about 11 years older if I'm sick she's like 17 but now I'm telling her she's stand there I got she said really said yeah she said well now you're gonna have to be good like the rest of us and I was thinking oh my lord here I just got this Holy Ghost I've been trying to get for two and a half years and all of a sudden I got to try to be good and as soon as she said that young though I was Satan began to put me on a walk with God which was not the will of God everybody say not the will of God say not the way to do it sister Walker not just her influence but that's one thing that started me a lot of other influences in my life but my young leaders of living for God I felt like I was walking on her tightrope I knew righteousness was right right we're supposed to be righteous but I'm young and I'm ignorant so I think righteousness means being right looking right talking right thinking right all those right things and that exhausted me Edna's right it was exhausting to always try to be righteous and so I'm on the tightrope and I would imagine that I would try to be good and I wouldn't get mad at my brother and I wouldn't ask my mom and I wouldn't get mad at a mansion kid and I'm doing good I'm doing good but down there's hell and I'm gonna Majan that the trumpet was gonna blow and as soon as the trumpet blew I would lose it I would mess up my good plan and I would do something wrong to hellbound now that is a horrible way to live but I live that way not just as a six year old I live that way for a long time back in Tupelo one of the songs we sang daughter and I laughed one time I went to Virginia with her and we did mother's Memorial banquets all over the state of Virginia she drove and I rode and laughed I said Donna I laughed five hours a day with you for six and then I have to get up and preach whatwhat's about that you know we're not being carnal here but we were reliving old times and just laughing our heads off and having a good time and one of the things we talked about where the songs we used to sing boy did we have the songs man believe you me they were not like what we sing now and one of them was it was a regular sin can never enter there this is a worship song sin can never enter there all within its gates or Puran from defilement were kept secure but sin can never enter there and as soon as I said sin I could just thought that we're pointing at me but I kept trying I'm trying to be right do right look right act right think right I'm trying really really hard to please my god but my god was very hard to please in a German daddy type a thank God for all the benefits of that but there's some thanks to it too I'm in the 5th grade I bring home a report card and my report card has always except for math and there's a B in the math and daddy brags he says Wow always look at all these a sweetheart you're doing so well but what about this B couldn't we bring that up my little girl's heart was just like huh only perfect pleases father so if you translate that to your God though you love him though you honor him the majority of the time I imagine he was leaning over the balcony of heaven watching me he and the angels pitiful can you believe that child I don't know I just think it's hopeless I mean I honestly did my god most of the time had a frown on his face when he looked at me my greatest fear in life obviously was then I would miss the rapture anybody ever been gonna miss the rapture when I was little I'd wake up and I'd think in it I didn't have heart trouble then I'd have heart trouble about the rapture my little heart would and I would get up and I would run into the bedroom and if I saw two lumps in mom and dad's bed oh good we're in hallelujah thank you Jesus you didn't come yet and I'd go repent and go back to sleep I'm not exaggerating to make you laugh this is how I lived and in traveling this country I thought it's because I'm 64 and old in another whole generation I found out sister Christie that the devil is still the devil and he is still subtle and it is still his job to try to twist the minds and the hearts and the spirits of God's beautiful daughters and convince them that living for God is absolutely exhausting and that you may not be able to do it and after all your trying you might not make it anyway that is a lie from the pit of hell that I want to dispel today I want to tell you who you are I want you to stand up in God and realize the power you have I want you to stand up and realize you have power over every lying spirit of the devil we are not weak so the end time is bad it's bad and it's getting worse but you know what what I read in this book is that in the end time God's people are going to be strong and we're gonna do exploits that's what I read and that's what I'm gonna believe but in order for us to go forward we've got to dispel and get rid of any garbage and our spirits or our minds or our emotions or our bodies or anything that has to do with something that does not agree with what this holy holy word of God says we have times it's um going slow so I'll tell you how bad it was I went to youth camp when I was 11 years old wasn't supposed to go to I was 12 but I was almost 12 and so the guy at the youth camp told dad I could come a few months early I was so glad to be there I couldn't wear heels yet but I had these little kind of sort of like these like that and I felt so good had little anklets on and you know just looking kind of dressed up had a little grown-up hairdo like the teenage girls and it's thrilled to be their first time to be away from home for five nights in a row well turned out to be four nights but anyway I was big enough I can do this and we'd go to the concession stand we'd get hotdogs would get pizza after church and we'd worship in the alternate hang with the big girls and they looked so pretty and some had boyfriends which I wasn't into yet but I thought someday isn't that cool and just you're just getting in the zone getting ready for that teenage stuff you know I made it fine till Thursday night on Thursday night the Evangelist who was this big nothing against whatever but he was as big as this pulpit he was huge he had huge lungs and he turned his mic up as loud as it would go and announced his sermon tonight I'm gonna take you on a tour through hell now let me preface this by saying hell is real Jesus talked about Hell more than anybody else in Scripture and I could go there if I decide to but it will be my decision and I'll have to walk past the Grace and the mercy and the blood and the for parents and the long-suffering of Jesus for a long time to get there and once you think I don't believe in Hell there's some wacko doctrines out there about that but anyway he's preaching now he's very graphic he's an incredible storyteller and he has us hanging over this edge of this deep deep precipice and our fingernails are clawing trying to hold on it's very hot it's very slimy and the the pit of hell is down there and the flames are coming up and we're all holding on and we're trying to barely make it which was my concept and living for God anyway hanging on by the hair of my chinny-chin-chin and we're barely trying to make it and sure enough in in his sermon it happens we all for some reason only god knows what the reason was but we all miss the rapture and we're all like plummeting down into hell oh well I'm terrified we go in the hill and he goes takes us all in this one room and there's in there there's pilot and pilots wife and she's got fingernails he said that word that long it was amazing I remember thinking wow that's amazing and then he explained to us why because then how there are no fingernail clippers there's nothing in hell but the devil's Jude and I never thanked God for fingernail clippers but I always clip my nails toenails and fingernails on Saturday night and I sit down the next Saturday when thank you Lord for so she can get something good out of every scary sermon but anyway he was preaching and we're down in hell and she's clawing pilots just going wow we're in half and it's all your fault and I'm thinking if he would just quit preaching I would get in that halter and I would repent more than I've ever been at God I would get my heart so right with you but I'm too proud to go up there all by myself so I wanted to quit preach it I don't want to go in the middle of the sermon and so finally he's preaching and preaching and preaching and and he and then he starts in Revelation my Lord that was another hour he went from the beginning of Revelation every beast that could come out of every seat came out every horn that could come out came out it was just terrifying but he finally got done and extended his altar call and I was the first one yeah I remember I came right up under this pulpit I was sliding in by the time I got there there were children on top of me bodies on top of me we're just we're piled everywhere we were praying we're repenting we're begging oh god please forgive me for anything and everything that I'll do anything and now there's nothing wrong with repenting and we do need to repent but I'm gonna tell you how bad my fear was we're talking here a stronghold of here they say a stronghold every but we're all scared sometimes I had a stronghold of fear in my life concerning my relationship with God so it's all over the moon by the way had turned to blood during that sermon of course as everything else had happened so we get to the dorm and I've repented I talked in tongues I heard myself and I used to think was like oil in the car that you pull it up and so you can speak in tongues you wrapped you're reading like how that goes up just keep talking in tongues and then it becomes I'll go sort of my idea so we got to the dorm and the older girls were getting ready we're all getting our jammies on we've gone by the concession stand had our food and we're looking out the window and the big girls going hey come here they're like 15 16 17 come here Claudia look what we'll go over and there's a big huge moon right on the horizon but it's a Mississippi Harvest Moon we used to call it it's sort of yellowish orange II getting darker by the minute tangerine II on the way to red look the moon is turning the blood and what he preached has come true Claudette we have all indeed miss the rapture I am going crazy I have never been crazier in my life I am absolutely terrified I'm shaking I'm 11 years old having I believe a nervous breakdown if you can have one at 11 I'm going crazy so the counselor comes in and she's tying two ropes all right what's going on here well the big girls had to confess well we told the little ones the Lord had come why he didn't come I'm here aren't I and I remember thinking I don't know if she'd make it she's so grouchy so besides fear I had a problem of judgmental critical spirit so she all the other kids are more sane than me she calms them all down everybody go to bed it stuns midnight go to bed everybody go to bed except me there ain't no common Claudette I am weeping I am sobbing I'm getting sick at my stomach so she said what will convince you that the rapture is not taking place if I can just dog to Daddy now our camp then the camp done and I went to was in Tupelo was in the same town as the mansion was so daddy lived in town so she said okay I'll go call him even though it's after midnight so she puts a dime in the phone it's this thing and hung on the wall young people you put a dime in it and go ding giggling you and you can talk to humans and it's got a cord but anyway she put it in and she she calls the house and I'm standing there right by her and she's calling midnight in Tupelo I'm 65 next Saturday fifty everybody years ago ring ring ring ring ring about the fifth ring I'm like sick as a dog would and all over her house shoes I'm puking up my hot dog I'm puking up my potato chips and my brownie and my coke and she's going stop it kids stop it kid she was so mad at me so she calms me now and she kind of goes look just you're losing it here please tell me where could your daddy be the rapture I promise you is not taking place sister where could he be I thought of the name of this one diner that was open after midnight and she called him and sure enough daddy was there talking to some preachers hallelujah she said by the Klepper i cannot calm your child down she's disturbing the doorman I want to go to bed I'm gonna pack her clothes would you please come and pick her up I'll be waiting outside I got kicked out of my first youth camp on Thursday night because of my stronghold of fear I was so glad to see him and leave that Oh grouchy counselor I tell you I ain't going nowhere ever again there's my daddy and he's my gauge of the raptures taking place and grew up and learned some things went to API got a degree in theology learned a lot of things about the oneness learned a lot of things about mighty God in Christ doctor not all kinds of things three years of training six and seven hours a day was wonderful but somehow in those three years nobody here bothered to teach one class on the amazing grace of God we just missed it somehow in that generation I was 26 my husband was associate pastor in Cincinnati Ohio Rick flowers was there preaching he preached a message on Mephibosheth and that just touched my heart so much just read you a little bit here before we go on it feels good to slow down think I'm gonna cut all my lessons in half I talk way too fast anyway second Samuel nine verse five this is when King David wants to show kindness to some of Saul's family Jonathan's family he loved Jonathan so much he sent any fetches Mephibosheth out of the house of maker the son of amia from lo debar down to verse seven and David said unto him now this is Jonathan's son who is a fear not for I will surely show thee kindness for Jonathan thy father's sake and I'm gonna restore to you all the land of your father and you will eat at my table continually verse 13 so Mephibosheth dwelt in Jerusalem for he did eat continually at the king's table even though he was lame in both of his feet and when rip flowers read that I'd read the Bible through but that is just passed right over me and my trying to get through the Bible reading I didn't get anything out of it but that night I got something out of it I saw a lame boy I saw a lame boy who had never done anything for the King he just got born but because of the Kings favor he said I want you I loved your daddy I loved your line and I loved you you come and eat at my table even though you're a lame you don't deserve anything but I'm gonna give you everything you're gonna eat just like I did and something in my spirit of a 26 year old lady begin to go home what would that be like I want that Lord I want that and just a few weeks after brother flowers preached I was rocking in my green rocker where I prayed it was an old rocker aunt Beulah gave us ancient and ugly but it was comfy and I would kneel or rock every day rather sit in that rocker and pray and one morning in my prayer time not that he speaks to me every day because he does not but that day he did he said Claudette my grace and my completeness these I am going to teach you and at first I was like your grace and your completeness so I'm honest with him I said Lord I'm sorry but I know I know about that I know about grace he said really what sweetheart do you know about grace um it's amazing Amazing Grace how sweet the sound it sounds sweet and it's amazing I know that he said what else do you know I said um I know Paul wanted it to be to everybody almost every pistol Paul wrote at the end he would say grace be to you and grace be to you I thought it was a salt shaker and at the end of every epistle you just had to throw a little grace on little grace for you little grace for you a little grace for you makes everything taste better little grace said you know anything else I said not really it was the end of the conversation a year later I asked the Lord because it was New Year's and I always try to gear up for the new year and look back over the old year that we all do spiritually and I'm saying Lord you told me a year ago that you were going to teach me your grace and your completeness but it's a year later I don't know anything more all I know is that it's amazing that Paul wanted to beat everybody you have taught me one thing and then the question was are you willing to suffer nah no no no no we are not talking about the same at the same class of course is here Lord no no nobody wants to suffer no see we've been taught about grace and completeness and haha blown stuff but it's what I wanted to learn but because he's God and I know his voice I said okay we read this sentence to you any foundational change in the structure of your spiritual life will require a pulling up of roots a major surgery you'll have to go through recovery and you will experience relapses I'm going to read it again any foundational change in the structure of your spiritual life especially when you're dealing with your foundation and God was about to rip up my foundation will require pulling up of roots it'll require major surgery it'll require recovery and you will have relapses and a year later I was suffering not just physically that was part of it the greatest suffering was in my spirit in my mind in my emotions I won't bore you with the details but I asked the Lord one day in prayer Lord where am I he said Claudia you are languishing on the back doorstep of the palace of my grace how did he know that word went and it wasn't a good word if you're languishing somewhere it sounds sad anyway I looked it up in Webster it means to lose vigor or vitality to become weak of active force to live under distressing conditions to become slack or dull to suffer with longing for something and then I tell you this not because I was spiritual I tell you this because God gave it to me because I was desperate when you are desperate enough and you need an answer from God God will paint a picture on the wall if he has to he will put a video on your dining-room wall he did for me and the reason I'm telling you all these years later this story is not because I can't think of anything new to say it's because I've never told this story here at this conference and the Lord told me years ago Claudette's that vision was not just for you that vision was for my daughter's until the day you die I want you to proclaim it because I want my daughters to live and where I'm telling you man in this vision so listen up it wasn't just for sister Walker it was for you in this vision I had a baby on my back I had a newborn baby who will be 30 lord help me how's the child seven I think you'll be 37 Monday and I had Jonathan and a Papoose thing like on my back and I was leaning inside of a screen door there was a hole in the screen door I was leading inside the screen door I was so weak I literally could not get up but I could tell it was a kitchen by the smells and I was thinking oh if I would just have the strength to crawl in here and get a bite to eat I could go back to work that was my idea and right behind this building to the far right in the back was a field and people were out there with hose they were working really really hard and I realized and saw at the edge of the field that I had dropped my hoe to come in and try to get something to eat and I walked over there and then I had strength in my vision I began to stand up and I went over and looked and when I got to the field I stood there longing to go back to work the Lord spoke to me in the vision and said Claudette you have been raised your entire life in this field and all you've ever had to eat is the toil of your own hands but you are not a hired servant you are a princess you're an heir to everything I have you're an heir to everything that I am like what no visions things change quickly and all of a sudden instead of a baby on my back he's a little boy about three and I'm holding his hand and we're walking along the side of this building and I don't even know where I'm going but it's a huge building when I get out front and look it was the most beautiful building I've ever seen in my life it was pure white marble pure sturdy white and there were steps going up about this long and about that high but you could climb forever because the ascent was so gradual and I took my little boy and we started walking up that but we started walking up that said Lord where is this he said Claudette this my dear is the palace of my grace and when I got to the atrium it blew my mind I tell you I'd never seen food like that food it was good housekeeping squared and all those fancy bon appetit magazines and stuff I've never seen food like this there were tables everywhere and they were piled with the most lush and beautiful food and I was starving to death and the Lord said pull up a chair I want you to eat here for there of your life and I'm like Lord but what's the deal what's the deal I'm supposed to he said no I want you to sit here and I want you to eat continually at my table and my dream of chef a chef that come true and the Lord said you're never going to be able to earn this you're never going to be able to work your way into it you just come here because I have favored you because I have called you do you belong here clay you see however the robe of a servant he has to earn it he's got to work really hard to get that robe and when he gets it its course and it's Scratchy it's burlap looking stuff I've got a crazy old rope around the middle and just sandals that aren't comfortable and but a queen a princess oh wow the dressing felted weave custom-made we have people to hang our clothes up in the closet and and I'm like whoa Wow god this is incredible where in the world is this gonna lead me Lord what's gonna happen I didn't know but I knew that the Lord had spoken to me and I knew that he was calling me to a new place in his spirit I knew he was ripping up a foundation that had been ever so carefully built by Satan in my life that caused me to live in fear in my relationship with God I read somewhere that truth usually lies right in the middle of two very angry ideas somebody's over here trying to prove their case somebody's over here in truth general he's right there in the middle you think about it Jesus who said I am the way the truth and the life he just kept walking in his truth essence said he was right down the middle of his life doing what was true speaking what was true being true the crazy Pharisees were over here going to hang Sadducees up here going you know everybody's always mad trying to get him join their camp and he won't join anybody's camp because he is the camp and he's in the middle just walking forward in absolute truth and in this discrepancy of thinking in and a thought process that had been fostered in my spirit and in my mind from a child I told you my God was a terrible task mess he had a he had a club in his hand he was just waiting for me to do something Wow he was gonna get me an exaggerated sister Walker no I thought about that I thought about that a lot I thought God was always gonna beat me up at the same time the Lord gave me this vision don't have time to go into all of it but the first National Youth Congress was in 1979 I taught a lesson in depression husband taught on prayer we had breakout sessions whatever but when we came back in for the breakout sessions to the main auditorium there was a powerful move of the Spirit and several of our elders had preached that afternoon and I was just so troubled about all this in my mind it's one thing they had this great vision Christy it's like oh wow but I get up in the morning and what's different in my life how am I gonna how am I gonna move different how am I gonna think different how am I gonna change how am I gonna go from being what it was to be in what you're asking me to be I didn't have a clue it's like going to a college signing up for a course you see at the angel will have learned all this stuff you're like whoa you know say it's in Egyptian and you can't speak one word of Egyptian you know but they're telling you at the end you're really gonna get this you're not going you know you get up the next day you don't know how to say hi in Egypt get me Egyptian or anything you know so it was like God was showing me a course he wanted to take me on but I had no idea how to get there no idea whatsoever so at the same time that I'm looking for the way to live in that palace and pull my little self up to that wonderful food and throw away that creepy old robe I born wrong her life and get my new velvet gown on and I was really hoping a part of the plan would be lying in the chaise lounge I did I thought I could just imagine the chaise lounge and servants I used to be one but the servants would pop the grapes in my mouth and fanned me with the big fans and I'm like who this palace stuff is for me hallelujah you know but somehow that didn't seem right either so I wasn't sure what was true sister Marlene I didn't know at the same time I'm seeking God my husband I'm fasting and praying oK you've told us this but what do we do now help had some friends come by has been a gone to Bible College with him hottest singing group in the UPC shouldn't say hottest you'd say most anointed singing group in the UPC at that time forgive me they were anointed they were they were they were powerful the one girl the lead singer who came to my house that day I've rarely heard a human Saint with more anointing when she was saying she's dead she's going to be with the Lord now you thought this scan was gonna come off of your body the sister sandy you'll your wave me it's 11 is it time okay just stop me we're gonna finish this afternoon she would sing with such a 19 and authority it was two sisters and a brother incredible things would happen what'd she say Thursday was our fast day we didn't have a casual relationship we like boys and had fun doll that each other's weddings and stuff but I'm a week we've fasted every Thursday we've been lay on her mom's trailer floor when my father was present at gateway college and seek God we were close in the spirit we've talked about the kingdom we talked about the work of God we talked about our dreams for the kingdom this is the kind of relationship she and I and her husband and Marvin had and so she knocks on the door when she knocks on the door here we've been seeking God about Grace and asking God show us what you're talking about open the door and I went because I hadn't seen her in over a year and her hair was up to here the hair that used to swish her ankles she had makeup on come on Ian and I went to the bathroom to cry so we come back the table we're gonna meantime we're not gonna address it it's their problem not mine so we're just talking about a little boy their little children blah blah blah the weather you know what do you talk about and all of a sudden her husband's like well we know you and Claudette we hear she said this vision and that you guys are studying about grace Marvin said yes we are we're intensively studying the word about grace right now I said well we just want to let you know we found it we have arrived that was whether spears are saying we've arrived then they got up on their soapbox which is where they all preaches from their soapbox and begin to talk down to us and instruct us how we were in B word on bondage they were free telling us about all the carnal things they were doing now on the world pleasures they were participating in and the whole thing spirals down to such carnality that I'm getting sick at my stomach and I'm thinking if that's grace I ain't taking the course Gunn I'm sorry but if you sent them by inform me when we knew he hadn't so my husband simply said you know what I love you he traveled he and this man traveled and sang in a trio four gateways I've always loved you I always will but we're on such different pages so what I found so far of my study of the grace of God is nowhere near where you guys are living in what you're doing and I'm very sorry of this disagreement I will always love you but I will never agree with you and they left and we saw them precious few times after that God is not that org in the sky God does not have a hammer he's not just hoping you'll mess up and knock you that's a satanic live from El but neither am i saying neither is he a jolly ol grandpa who's gone senile and his grandkids can kick him in the shin and sin doesn't matter to him anymore and he just loves everybody do whatever you want God doesn't care he's just a senile old grandpa in the sky he's changed his mind about what he said in this book are you kidding me that too is a lie from hell sin is sin it's always been sin God is a holy God God wants us to live holy act holy right holy be holy so here we are in the middle God teach us so I'm sitting there I tell my husband I'm not leaving this auditorium seated thousands just going back through him I'll come there when I get there I got to know I gotta have something God I've got to know what to do next I hear them I don't believe that and yet I don't want to be what it used to be I don't know how to get to where that Palace thing you showed me was so pretty good how does it affect my everyday life my thoughts my attitudes my spirits because visions are no good unless they're enacted in your life unless you can think like the visions they want you to think unless you can act like the vision once you think visions are just useless you got to work them out your life and I said God show me show me show me show me and I just sit there in utter silence for a long time but I'd made the Val ain't leaving here till I hear or something and I guess he figured I'd get pretty hungry in a few days so in his mercy he said go home yes and study the life of Prince Charles huh I mean this is pre die nobody knew who Charles wasn't nobody cared he's some kid in England going to college who has a big nose that's all unknown who cares but the Lord said go home and study his life this is a good breaking point sister sandy shoulda five after or no okay we'll do five after we'll eat lunch and I'll tell you what I learned about Prince Charles after lunch thank you've been a wonderful audience I know this is a deep stuff god bless you [Applause] you lied Oh God and be refreshed in knowing Oh God and hold our heads up high and go about our business Lord as the daughters God the princesses that we are in Jesus name in Jesus name hug somebody tell them how pretty they are and how much you love them and you may be seated [Music] [Music] [Music] [Music] praise God thank you Lord Jesus when I was talking to you before about how my god was terrible taskmaster hard to please only all A's were good enough for him now that was stupid not the truth and we got jolly Jesus over here who's senile old sin doesn't matter all the stuff that used to matter to him doesn't matter anymore and let's just all love Jesus and baptized however you want speaking tongues or not he doesn't really care all that wacko stuff that some that have left us are saying and truth is somewhere in the middle what I was seeking for I didn't know it in that analogy that I just gave you but what I was seeking for was truth and truth is always in the middle so as I said in that huge auditorium in Memphis Tennessee the first National Youth Congress in 1979 I'm very old and the Lord spoke to me go home and study the life of Prince Charles I knew that I was going to learn he was going to give me a path a pattern I'm a visual learner if you'll give me something I can see I can get it and so God knew that so he was going to give me a structure around which to begin to teach me from Romans from Hebrews from Galatians I Mara ask the Lord one day was crying like dumb dumb here I'm like God keep telling me this great stuff where is it he's like Romans Hebrews and Galatians oh really you know so anyway duh you know and so I did an intensive study of that but still didn't understand a whole lot and so God gave me something around which I could frame the truths of his word and put it together in a way that I could experience Lee and you can hopefully experience Lee and I'm not gonna say anything revelatory you know all this but we're just going to remind ourselves today of who we are because Satan does not want us to know who we are he does not want us to go about our business with our heads held up high and fire in our heart and glory over us and and scaring off the devils that he wants us to scare off Satan doesn't want that so in any way that he can intimidate us or can cause truth which is beautiful but the sweetest graces by the slightest perversion can bear very bitter fruit so we must constantly always early this morning at five o'clock I said Lord I have a pair of binoculars here I'm looking for your word I'm looking for your vision today for my daughter's I'm looking to you Lord Jesus but if in some way because the last week I've been struggling physically whatever it in my sickness and in my weakness of body and my brain not working too well this week Lord in some way if that is skewed a little bit then just fix the binoculars your height is binoculars you're looking for some Eagle out in the wherever and you're on a vacation all of a sudden something us just twist it Wow you know it was there all along you just need a little tweaking that's what I felt in the Holy Ghost that somebody here today maybe just be one body it might be sister Walker you may have to have endured this whole thing so I can get my binoculars fixed today but anyway if it's me I thank God for letting me teach myself because I want to look clearly Donna I want to see him as he really is I want to see myself the way I am I want to see you the way you are I don't want to believe lies about you I want to know the truth about you this is the day of doctrine you heard me preach at Michigan ladies retreat a couple years ago it's a day of doctrines of devils deceiving spirits and the spirit of Antichrist we're not magnifying those demons that's just facts it's where we are but it is also a day of truth it is the day when the truth is shining brighter than it has ever shown and for those who want truth who refuse to walk away from truth God's truth is going to be eliminated to Claudette Walker old lady that I am in a way like I've never seen it before because that's what I want and I know you wanted or you wouldn't have given up a whole week in here to come and seek the Lord with fellow sisters excuse me but in that you can have that proverbial even in your knowledge of God or your knowledge of yourself you can have the emphasis on the wrong syllable one little accent mark emphasis on the wrongs the LOB when you thought I was talking in tongues but if I put the exit emphasis on the right syllable you know what I said we've got to keep the emphasis on the right syllable it's Satan's desire to let me put the emphasis on the wrong syllable and get me all messed up in my head and off on some rabbit trail down some crazy oh whatever and end up in deception I don't want to go there I want the light of truth right in the middle shining bright I want to see and when my binoculars get off God sent a preacher to me to correct me God sent a child to me to correct me if need be I don't care who corrects me as long as somebody's walking and God let him walk it up see you know what sister Walker I really think whatever and I'll get down and humble myself before that child you really think so you think God told you yet honey let me write that down and I'll pray about it if it's just a little kid but I've had God talked to me through the little kids before I want to be corrected I want to see right I want my binoculars to be true and to be right so God good that he is I go home from that convention and the mail cause we've been gone quite a while the mails piled up you know bills advertising for if you love letters in there every now and then but you know so digging through junk so a junk throwaway junk throwaway don't throw away my junk throw away and all of a sudden I start to pitch this one because it's wanting me to buy some books and I've got plenty of books to read and I don't need anymore books to read thank you but I thought well just flip through Wow hello there's a picture of French Charles but the big nose thingy sorry Charles in a book that had just come out HRH the man Charles who will be king by it got it fill out my little deal no computers and no fancy phones and when I fill out my deal comes in the mail a few weeks later I devour that book I read that book I've read that book more I've read any other books I've read other books on Prince Charles whatever I just everything I got and I got it with my Bible on one side of me and the Prince Charles thing in the middle and an empty notebook right in the middle cuz I knew I just signed up for a class to find out how to live right in the middle how to see God how to see myself how God was trying to teach me how to experientially live in the palace of grace and I couldn't wait the first thing I learned about Prince Charles is he's rich duh over 14 million a year in his own pocket probably gone up since read that book his family owns over two hundred and fifty thousand acres of land that is poured water on my notes I baptized my notes they have palaces they have drains he does it ride a train he owns the train they have planes they have limousines they have Mercedes it is insane Queen Elizabeth and her kids are so stinking filthy rich it's just nuts no I got rich they won't guess he got born he went in the minute he did that that very minute he went he had it all it was his now I had to learn how to manage it and he had to grow up and momma had to teach him a lot of stuff and whatever but he didn't have to earn it he didn't have to do one thing he just had the right name he was in the right place at the right time born to the right family I'm talking to a bunch of other people who probably tried to pay your bills every month like I do so I doubt there's anybody in here very rich if you are please see me I need a loan however in the ways that really count sweetheart you are looking at sister so rich oh my goodness I am looking at the wealthiest women in this city I am looking at some of the wealthiest women in the world not in natural things which won't matter the minute the rapture takes place anyway but in things that are account for eternity let me just name a few don't get me going I could teach two hours on all this I'm just gonna try to skim over number one the gifts of the spirit we have access to nine incredible gifts of the Spirit we have supernatural gifts like discerning of spirit a word of wisdom a word of knowledge there are billionaires that pay all kinds of money to go to psychics and try to find what in the world's gonna happen in their life and inside of you resides the power of the Holy Ghost and at any moment in time God can just meet you just know something there's no way you can know it and you just know it you can discern this spirit you can get for it you can speak you walk in realms at this world which is so bad they can walk in you've got supernatural things like faith gifts of healing working of miracles it is not just safe release tonking and God bless him I love him to death but it's not just the same for Leake was his other name Klinedinst he's my friend it is not just safe these powerful prophets and God bless them and all they do if I read my book write it said you shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover that's what I choose to believe that in my hands there's feeling in my hands there's power in my hands in your hands there buddy look at your hands say these are holy hands these are healing hands I need to use them you need to go into hospitals you need to go in the gas station if somebody looks like they thought they had a headache last year now I asked him if they're feeling bad I'm just waiting on him to frown because I'm trying to get a prayer in there are you feeling okay well who feels okay all the time if you're over 40 nobody so you know I just ask them and they're like well you know I do have this ache in the back of my leg and I said well you know what we believe in divine healing would you just let me right now lay my hands on you and pray I believe God wants to touch you and just pray right there in the gas station pray in the parking lot probably everywhere lay hands on everything you never know what's going to happen we got to get Jesus out of the church you got to take him out where we go because we have powerful rich gifts of healing inside of us I've got those speaking gifts the tongue stuff that sounds weird to the world at any moment we can break forth tongues and then we can hear the interpretations you understand the interpretation of the divine tongue coming from Almighty God a message from heaven to earth that my ears and my spirit can hear people you talk about rich oh my goodness presidents of nations would give up half of their wealth if they could just have contact with something like that it'd be involved in something so powerful as that you can prophesy everybody wants to know what's going to happen in the future we can go in meetings then someone can stand up and just begin to give forth a word of utterance and we can write it down and put it down in your book it will happen it may not happen in my lifetime I told him on my tombstone I want you to put she still believed it it may happen after I'm dead it doesn't matter when it happens I'm gonna die believing the promises of God I don't have to see them to make them true they're gonna happen Donna I hope we get to see in our lifetime baby but if we don't I want to go out and fight saying this world is going to have the greatest revival that it's ever had more people are going to be saved and I never been saying the church is going to shine brighter in this evil day than it has ever shown before we're gonna say more signs more wonders more miracles you don't want to check out now you don't want to back up now you don't want to drink some kool-aid version this thing don't put any poison in the kool-aid I got to hurry see I told you I get in this and get excited and I don't get the other four pages none number two we got the fruit of the Spirit Oh Lord if I had time to tell you my people know they could tell you more than their kind so they won't it's a pastor appreciation they wrote is the sweetest cards they're so precious I'm like oh my gosh you helped me live up to that Jesus I surely don't think that's who I am because you and I both know my god I'm German I'm choleric and melancholy I'm a mess don't tell me to sit down so are you the Bible says in our flesh dwelleth no good thing there's nobody good in here if there's any good in anybody it's Jesus but I don't just have that stupid old German choleric stubborn to get an inning and got let stuff have to fast away all the time that's not just all who caught it Walker is inside of me I have fruit of an incredible powerful spirit like love joy peace longsuffering Jim goodness faith meekness and temperance any given day you meet me I can let them me out of me and if I let them me out of me you better get out of the way because you don't want to meet the me that is in me but ah I can choose through fasting and prayer and obedience to the word to let the fruit of his spirit come out of me and I can literally be God's personality to this world I can let God out of me I can let the personality of the Lord Jesus Christ you walked among this earth if people can so want to be with me because when they're with me they feel like oh my god what is this well it ain't this but they're feeling Jesus and they're hearing Jesus they should be the goal of every Christian that I want to talk for you I want to speak for you I want them to hear you and they see me that's just not for preachers it's the goal of every one of us every day of our lives anybody feeling richer you got the gifts you got the fruit furthermore we're in war but we have powerful armor I've got the helmet of salvation I've got the breastplate of righteousness my loins are Gertrud truth my feet are shod with the gospel of peace I have a shield of faith wherewith I can quench every fiery darts of the wicked one in this hand I've got the sword of the Spirit which is the word of God and it'll cut through every bastion of hell it is true and nobody believes it's true and it's true in the whole world turns away it is true and it is my sword and I've got seven powerful weapons when I'm under attack of the enemy I've got the blood of Jesus the word of Jesus the name of Jesus the Spirit of Jesus I've got angels up here around me today and so do you I've got the word in my testimony I've got prayer with price my counted right that's 32 that's just 32 things I named right there that we have that we are so incredibly rich Don I don't think I've had a chance to tell you since this happened last year I had to go to the bathroom I was into blood visiting our folks and I went in the nearest bathroom which turned out to be the Elvis Presley Memorial what everything so the ladies trying to get me take the tour and I'm like yeah I grew up here I don't I'm not into Elvis and I got to go get my folks and she said so what do you do I see my pastor's wife she said well you might want to visit the church that Elvis went to when he was a little boy they've moved it now here on campus mi no kiddin cuz I knew what it was it's a tongue talking Church Trinity Church of God tongue talk like how long is this tour takes just 15 minutes so they even show a film they reenact a service of what it would have been like when the Elvis was something like sign me up and I go sit down there's only one couple in the back seats about 60 people only one couple in the back the lady's waiting all the time I'm like huh can I play the piano I can't really play the piano but anyway the lady goes yeah thank you I go up and I'm just sitting there Donna I cannot tell you what came over me honey thinking how did this because you heard my story my 14 15 16 year old and which I could cut my hair but little of rebellion phase and I'm sitting there and I'm remembering I went to school with Presley's went to school with a lot of his cousins I'm talking about how they used to have a service to midnight and he would talk in tongues a bit lost in a spirit house if mom was a holy woman and a picture of her there with her long dress than her long hair holy woman of God until he was 13 he was raised in that holy atmosphere and so I'm singing turn your eyes upon Jesus look full is wonderful face and the things of this earth will grow strangely dim in the light of his glory and grace that I'm sobbing by now I'm just crying of ladies like excuse me it's time to start the film I start going the back and I sit down and I watch this service of these old-time Pentecostals and I watch them with their long hair and I watch them with their long whatever and I talk about how they prophesied and having had tongues interpretation in this weird stuff happen and how this boy from the time he was born till he was thirteen and his greatest desire was to be a gospel singer until for a job they moved to Memphis and then the bright lights begin to draw and pull away thinking why why me why why did I get it and he lost it why and I'm so overwhelmed with his gratitude to God for saving me from the love of this world and I walked outside and I walked right into a statue was this high it was the teenage Elvis and he had guitar slung over he was 13 and he was walking toward Memphis which is where his fame began I'm standing there and saying from statute I'm crying oh god man taps me on the shoulder said I know you know excuse me I said oh I'm Claudia Walker do I know you he said no I don't know your name he said huh I know you in the spirit you have the Holy Ghost don't you I said yes I do he said so do I need tears in his eyes we're both the stand there looking at the statue he said one of my dearest friends was very very close to Elvis and over summons him to his house just a few weeks before he died him this man's friend and this drug-induced State said to him you know what I would give every penny of this fortune and every bit of my fame if just one more time I could go back to that little church and feel what I used to feel in Tupelo Mississippi [Applause] I was packing to fly to London England to do the British House ladies conference my husband came upstairs and said honey I just heard on the radio princess died was just killed in a car wreck I'm flying to London Wow it's been to pray for the family did the conference in London went up to Scotland to minister of sister Kelly and then I had a day it was by now a good five days probably after the funeral by the time I got back to London but I'd say to an extra day just so I could go visit her palace I just felt drawn and when to go there I went to see what all the papers were showing no line I'm tall we're talking her front yard it's like a park you could barely see the mansion it is huge flowers to my shoulder to my shoulder and five days after a funeral these upper British who are not too moved by matcha looked old women little children teenagers are standing there after the funeral five days weeping looking at wereld I used to live had a paper I bought on this side of the street I was just flipping through it I came across a story where one of her servants had written that the last few months died was alive often she would awaken this servant in the middle of the night and say you know she was already divorced by the end from Charles I know it's late and then I of awakened you several times this week but I really need somebody to talk to I am so lonely would you please come and just sit in my room and let's talk and I would just pour her heart out this princess was beautiful that the world adored died so lonely we are so rich we are rich in the fellowship of God we are rich we are not alone we have the body we have each other we have people who truly love us I see some of you once here Oh sister Walker so good to see you it that connection in the spirit that connection in the spirit is what this world is longing for we are so rich in fellowship we are so rich in love we are so rich in camaraderie and we need to cherish that and not let the enemy do anything to destroy the unity of the church it is a priceless treasure second thing I learned about Prince Charles is that you know my idea that I was hoping I'd be on that chaise lounge and they'd pop the grapes in and fan me that's what I really hope the princess meant cuz I was tired I'm like hell they'd be good I just sing and sweat and get fanned no the book says by virtue of his birth Prince Charles enjoys colossal advantages and privileges scarcely dreamed of by any ordinary mortal but from his birth this prince has worn shackles which most people would never endure privileges beyond advantage but he had to have such a restrained life because of who he is this is not me out hoeing in the field to earn favor and food but sitting with the king in the throne room every day under daily instruction Charles isn't in contact to this day with his mother every single day of his life if they're out of country anywhere he has to be caught up because any minute mama may die now Charles has been in this training I believe he's my husband's age I thank you 67 now he's a few years older than me he has been doing all this rigorous training of how to be the King of England but it's all such an iffy proposition if mama dies he might reign over one nation in one small world in one of God's many universes for just a few years because he's got one foot on the grave and the other on a banana peel at this time by himself he's done all this his entire life for such an iffy kind of future me you revelation 22:5 and there shall be no night there for the Lord God giveth the light and they say me and you are gonna reign forever and forever if Charles had to go through an entire lifetime of training to maybe sort of he might do something if he dies first you'll never get to do it then Who am I to think my training should not be a little rigorous but I shouldn't have to walk a little different than this world that I shouldn't have to have instruction from God that he should not train me and teach me and jerk my neck when I'm wrong because this is not iffy Claudette Walker princess Claudette is most definitely any minute from now along with you going to begin to rule and reign with Jesus Christ King of Kings Lord of lords forever and forever forever and forever we're not just gonna sit around eating grapes honey you know what we're gonna be doing we're gonna be judging angels your God I don't even know what that means but that's what the word says I take it that we're gonna be doing such big stuff whoa and we're brother Norris is right he taught me that we can just be up there in the New Jerusalem and we can just flip Lincoln I have to be back down here on the righteous new earth that sounds cool to me I hope he's right it sounds fun anyway but I do know that we're gonna have a body like unto his own glorious body and that we are going to be counselors with him that we're gonna help rule this earth and then millennium don't look at me like I'm crazy it could start this afternoon so don't let anybody tell you this training is just so loosey-goosey Gunn don't care about much oh yes he cares about his kingdom and he cares about how it's gonna be right and he cares about who's gonna reign with him so we can't be lazy we gotta be very disciplined we gotta go to school you gotta learn we gotta study we got it memorized we got it incorporated we gotta live it we got to eat it we got to sleep it we got to know it not just preachers everybody this is our training manual number three I found out that his lifestyle was very highly prescribed we talked about his teenage years other princes that said have sometimes seemed to disdain the idea of service but Charles has a genuine sense of noblesse oblige that's French which means an obligation of honorable generous responsible behavior that's fitting to one of such high rank or birth let me read it again he feels like he has an obligation of honorable generous and responsible behavior that's fitting to one of his high rank or his high birth his lifestyle is highly prescribed number one he dresses weird he has one valet when he goes out in his his royal duties just to make sure that one of his twenty two or three uniforms is pressed exactly right has the right braids at the right place has the right button at the right place has the right eppela at the right place has the like medal at the right price I mean nobody else has to dress that weird just Charles but there's a reason he dresses so weird and stands out in the crowd he's gonna be the king I'm sure he doesn't resent having to do that because he's got all the benefits that go with it he walks in a room a baby they know who he is number two his hair his boyfriend's back in the 60s had ponytails because it was the drug generation a lot of had ponytails to their waist he never had a ponytail his mama told him sorry Charles I know that's what all your buddies do I know that's what's cool in your world but you are not like any other boy on this island you alone are gonna be the King of England and go get a haircut Charles his speech he was not allowed to hang out at the local pub and cuss like everybody else places he goes were highly prescribed by his mom when he was a teenager reminds me of something in second Corinthians 6 verses 16 through 71 and what agreement had the temple of God with idols for year the Temple of the Living God here by saying the Temple of the Living God whoa that still just blows my mind I went fifty nine years on December the sixth I would have had Holy Ghost and it just blows my mind that he's still in there I would have left me so long ago but I am still the Temple of the Living God why he wants to stay in here I'm like oh I would be I'm out of here I'm gonna go find somebody else is doing a little better than Claudia but I'm still the Temple of the Living God I will dwell in them and I will walk with them I will be their God and they will be my people wherefore since he gave us all these promises in verse 16 come out from among them and be ye separate saith the LORD touch not the unclean thing and I will receive you and I'll be a father to you and you'll be my sons and my daughter says God Almighty verse 7 which we know there was no delineation of verses and whatever when this was written it was just a long letter he wrote to the Corinthians but chapter 7 verse 1 says having then therefore these promises from the last three or four verses dearly beloved let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and of the spirit if I say enter the spirit perfecting holiness in the eyes of God God's people have always been set apart they've always been peculiar they've always been consecrated in thought inward in attitude in deed in action and yes and resse you could just always pick them out it was God's plan and I for one I'm glad to hold my head up high I was going to play not well several years ago going down south and I sat down and in this guy you know you can always recognize them necessarily unless some weird things you know other going on but if they're just normally dressed and so I hide him sat down got my Bible begin to study to preach in Texas he looks at me he goes hi hello he said you're apostolic aren't you and I put my biggest smile on and I said yes I am and how did you know cuz I knew he was an ex he had to have been an ex well my my pastor's wife used to dress like you that's that's why I know when he said used to a sword went through my gut and I said young man I am so glad that I have been called and said apart from this world and I'm glad you could recognize me not just to be weird and different but I'm gonna be a bright light shining for the Lord in this world thank you for saying I'm apostolic yes I am I'm full of the Holy Ghost on my tongue Tucker we baptized in Jesus name and we don't look like the world we don't act like the world we don't think like the world we are not a part of the world we're something different going on here and I got to witness to him the whole rest of the flight all the way down to Dallas lifestyle is highly prescribed we study missing and early this morning I used to so many Gideon Bible Stunner and I always go off and forget my little Bible always carry my big travel Bible but then I don't want to bring it because it's falling apart so I mark up Gideon Bible so whoever gets the room after me they want some key verses they just look for the yellow I just I just yellow it up I'm like if you don't know what's important on that page at least to me Titus 2 verse 11 for the grace of God that's what we're talking about Amazing Grace remember for the grace of God that bringeth salvation hath appeared to all men teaching us that denying ungodliness and worldly lusts we should live soberly and righteously and godly in the New Jerusalem yeah but first in this present world so the grace of God is a teacher it's gonna teach me something people who told me Jesus was a jolly grandpa didn't care about anything anymore it's gonna teach me to deny my stuff to deny ungodliness to deny worldly lusts it's gonna teach me how to live soberly and righteously and godly in this present world and I am so thankful for the balance of in truth which is right down the middle of two very angry ideas number four I found out that Charles is obedient he gives very strict adherence to all of his queens order they're in communication every day he is in a perpetual state of readiness to rain everybody say that with me a perpetual state of readiness to rain touch your ears and say give me ears to hear lord jesus said to his disciples not long before he left I have so much more to tell you but you can't bear it now imagine that he'd spent three and a half years with him visibly they could see him and interacted with him and talked with him and after all the teaching and everything an example he had done he said I've still got hope boy so you don't believe how much work but to tell you better I've got to go now and you can't bear it right now anyway but keep listening everybody keep listening keep listening keep listening did you know every day God is trying to speak to us through his word God is trying to speak to us through his spirit it's not a problem that God is not talking the problem is caught in I'm not always listening Christi he's always talking he's always if you're a good mama you're always trying to talk to your darlings and teach them and train them and the problem is they don't always listen I want to be the type of daughter I'm gonna be the type of princess who is sitting on the throne the Bible doesn't say someday I'll be raised up to heavenly places with Christ now physically new jerusalem understand all that but in my spirit he gave me this little song a couple years ago it's to the tune of a Christmas song my people know I don't write songs I'm not a songwriter so I borrow other people's songs and changed the words so this is a Christmas song when you're handicapped you do the best you can he had this is Noel Christmas um he is ray he's me up together with you you have made me sit down together with you you had given to me joint seating with you I'm in training to rule and to reign with you Holly now I now I now I now sit right beside you king of Israel arrogant sister Walker no it's Scripture he has raised this up together with him and made us sit down together with him and has given us joint seating with him in the heavenlies when I get up now and I do my Palace thing sister Laurie I don't always think about eating at the table I do that every day I try to do it every day of my life in one way or another eat at the table I don't always think about being on the chaise lounge with all my little instruments and singing and doing whatever to God and I love to do that too but you know what I do after I do all that stuff I'm marched boldly into that throne room and I don't ask him can have an audience today I just walk up as how the throne and take my little sea right beside him and say what is it I need to learn today dad because we're going to be ruling and reigning in this role pretty soon anything you need to tell me this morning how do I use this scepter again god sister Walker don't have time to go here work on pray for me I'm working on lesson working on a message the Lord spoke to me when I was studying I was recently he said you cannot hold the scepter of Dominion as long as you are wielding the whip of self chastisement it's a message against the demonic spirit of guilt which has far too many Christians including sister Walker often with my t'v nature bound it cannot hold the scepter of Dominion if you've got the whip of self chastisement and you are beating yourself up and when I got done with that he said and furthermore it's quite insulting to me you would beat yourself up when I took quite a beating on my back so you wouldn't have to deal with that demonic spirit so help me pray about that one Hannah let's just pray a minute who lavaca shunned Olivia Calabria Australia let us see ourselves Lord as we are this is always push this all too far off in the future of God we are today in training to rule and reign with you today you're giving us a little bit of authority at a time today you're giving us a little bit of God of leeway at a time today you're saying okay now you go down and do this for me you're sending us as diplomats ambassador so God throughout this nation and you're saying okay now you speak you distantly something to speak of the United Nations to the entire leaders of the world about the Holy Ghost God you are raising us up god you're giving us favor you're giving us favor in this world he alibi belly under your corset al-abadi aha somebody is a whole net whip right now lay it down in the name of Jesus quit beating yourself up I don't fast enough I don't pray enough I'm not good enough God's mad at me I'm blah blah blah blah all the junk the devil says throw it down in the name of Jesus get up and do the best you can hold your dominion hold your scepter Dominion sit beside your father realize who you are you have a velvet garment on there was custom made you have a sceptre in your hand that was purchased at Calvary you have a crown on your head and the side a crown of thorns it's a princess crown we have four I believe with all of my heart if all of the Apostolic Christians worldwide one God episodic Christians worldwide and I'm pointing to myself the most of all if I could ever truly experience Li understand who I really am and all of us could together we could turn this world upside down in no time I believe that but it's the enemy's job to keep us sort of foggy well we're gonna rule the rain whenever oh no no no no you're sitting there beside him now he's raised us up together with him and made us sit down together with him and given us joint seating in the heavenlies within that scripture we need to realize that's who we are number five he has authority it said when he visited Yugoslavia they gave him a guestbook to sign he could have signed chosen from any one of 12 titles that he has stuff in the Navy he could he could have just put a little comma and a little tiny P which stands for princeps in Latin but he didn't they were eager to see what he put in the guest book and you know wondering if he'd put all 12 titles Charles you know principally but it didn't take him long to sign so they couldn't wait to leave it away to see what he put open it up guess how I signed the guestbook not even Prince Charles Charles duh they knew who he was he knew who he was when I sign my checks I don't write very many we Marvin pays most the stuff online but every now an innocent check somebody forgive for money or something so when I sign that check I don't do it but I could I could put Claude it okay Walker comma big caps Jesus Christ then they send the people from the EU and they bring the straitjacket and I would be witnessing the mental institution and I don't want to go there yet forever except to visit people who are bound so I don't do it but I know who I am I know what my last name is and you know who else knows what's that was there some ad about something when somebody when somebody talks somebody shakes or if Hutton was it somebody help me I don't know anyways something yeah okay whatever it they deal being that you know in the world who their title of their big company makes everybody tremble well I know who I am God knows who I am you know who I believe is just my pit thing okay look up person whatever later if you don't find it come correct me and I'll say okay that was just fanciful thinking but I really believe it's when I sign my name the world does not tremble I tremble praying the check won't bounce sister Lehman don't let it bounce God not really we try to keep good books but but you know who trembles every time I believe that every time you write your name hell and all of his inch medical oh there's another one what are we going to do if these people ever realize the power of the name that's been put over their life what if they don't using it oh my goodness and the devil gets an excedrin pm headache because he said all power Jesus said in heaven and earth is given unto me and I have now given you my name and I'm telling you go use it it's your name to go use it heal the sick raise the dead pray for the sick pray for the finances touch people like demons awful people's lives speak the name that is over your life in Hell yellow behold Rock ha ha a laboratory under a horse shall I sleep praise praise praise haleluya NIC al-abadi I stopped a yellow thank you for your name thank you for his name thank you for the day you were baptized in his name thank you that all power in heaven and earth is given under the name that he gave you don't you ever say I'm a nobody Rochard Rose Shahi a LaBrie under Leo Coelho Bria's the tire hmm heil Abajo Tonya the King promised Esther Oh what do you want just tell me what you want please don't cry just tell me what you want I'll give you up to half of the kingdom half of the then-known kingdom is sounding pretty good deal but you know what Jesus is saying to you and I today it's my good pleasure to give you the kingdom wait have it the kingdom of God is righteousness peace and joy in the Holy Ghost the kingdom is within I have power to rule and reign for demonic spirits I have power to rule and reign over Claudette's stinking spirit when it gets out of control and I have power furthermore darlin if you get out of control to put my finger your face and preach you a pastor's wife message and declare bondage that has been over your life broken and I've seen demons leave off of young people so have you Donna so you sister Lee you've seen demons League of people start to think right and whatever we need now if you love your devil I will never be able to get rid of it somebody's gonna make a conscious decision I want this thing off of me but if you want your devil off of you everybody at your table can pray and say in the name of Jesus spirit of depression spirit of fear spirit of torment spirit itself pity be gone in Jesus name and it has to go it has to go it has to go number six have found out that Charles serves his motto is if Dean I don't know if he still wears that I have a picture of several years back of him with a small finger on a little finger of his left hand and on there it says if Dean it's been the motto of the Prince of Wales for thousands of years it's on a gold signet ring Charles wears on the little finger of his left hand and it means I serve Charles I said I don't want just to be a prince I want to serve my people to his credit it's not lazy I mean to me I don't see how much it's good good it does to grow and cutting all those ribbons and whatever and you know but you know when he shows up it means a lot to that foundation or that charity and so so he works really hard he doesn't just sit in his palace he works he serves his people he does what he can to help with the environment and whatever in his world of what he understands his service I said to the Lord because it always worked hard for God meeting in the palace I'm following through on what he's teaching me over this next course of five or six years study that pastor and I were on and learning but I said to the Lord one day what what about the field had this sort of attachment you know to the field my identity was out there I heard in the field I worked in the field I earn my keep it made me feel good about myself I did this and I did that and I did the other and bless god I'm so borne out everybody feel sorry for me a little self twisted in there every now and then but you know that wonder work for God I don't know if you remember this sweetheart sorry these things must be a Donna and Claudie thing somewhere my brain when I say you put up comes another memory but we said these sleepover things you know made life and play alright we'd be silly you know all you have to do is be with Donna and you're gonna have fun even when she was a kid but one night I mean we started talking we were like 1516 started talking about the future and the things a guy was sitting on my little attic bedroom there at the mansion property I'm amber Donna we just looked at each other's side I don't know I don't know what God wants me to do but I just wanted to use me Donna she started crying I don't - Claudia I don't care what he doesn't just we're sitting there in the floor of my bedroom welds together singing to be used of God to speak to sing to pray to be used of God to show someone that way I longed so much to feel the touch of his consuming power to be used of God it's my desire and sometimes gonna go back to pallone think of what the deal cot you heard the cry of two crazy little oh girls just trying to find their way if you want to be used of God God will use you but he will not abuse you and what Satan wants to do is take it us being used of God twisted once again put the emphasis on the wrong syllable and make you think the only way you're pleasing to God is if you are living on the edge of burnout that is a lie that is not what God said so I asked the Lord I had to know about the field because my identity was back there I said Lord what about the field I live there's so many years I've always worked there he said I want you to go back to the field okay get my hug ready to go he said no no no I want you to go back to that field all throughout your life you'll be sharing this vision and I want you to walk back to the field and what you'd extend invitations to others to come and live in my palace of grace and tell them that they too are princesses that they do not have to earn my favor they don't have to earn their keep that is had to listen to my voice and follow me do what I say when I say how I do it that is how a servant is pleasing to his master if you think about it if I want to hear him say well done thou good and faithful servant but I've got to do what he says to do when he says to do it how he is to do it for as long as he says to do it and all with a good attitude but he's a good master and he will not abuse us number seven last thing I'm going to share with you about Charles I found out he is so rare are a re a real crown prince is a rare breed there are fewer crown princes than whooping cranes or Bengal tigers one of this crowd I call it the jolly Jesus Church said to me you know Claudia if we are so right or if you're so right then why are we so small in number I didn't say it's a bit disrespectful cuz she's older than I just kept my mouth shut but my brain was going I don't know you might want to talk to Noah and his seven family members as they're closing the door to the Ark who are the only people saved and the entire earth I really don't know I'm sure they were hoping the ark was more full but there were only seven of them eight count Noah you might want to ask Gideon who had plenty of soldiers to fight the battle but God said I've got to reduce this crowd I got to get it now the people who are Phillips eight so people who will not when the victory is won say we did it two people are gonna say it's not my mind it's not my power it's by my spirit and God paired it down paired it down paired it down till they had three hundred that were pure of spirit a remnant glory a pure of spirit and ready to go that he could trust with his power because they would know I'm cuz it's all to him it's all him it's all of him through him by him and for him I don't know you might want to talk to Jesus lady who said in Matthew 7:14 Strait is the gate and narrow is the way which leads into life and few there be who find it I'm not up here applauding and her buying small numbers we're all praying for revival we do all we can to reach everybody but you got to read the book as it is the entire world is not going to be saved and not everybody is willing to pay the price and this watered-down Christianity where carnality rules where the Word of God is no longer the inherent Word of God where we just come to church to watch a show and just to be made to feel good and whatever and go back home and pet our carnal selves on the back that is so against the Word of God that is so against everything in this holy book and we need to know and understand and realize that an apostolic Christian is a rare breed in this world and you need to hold your head up high not in oh god there's just a few of us thank God I'm one of them and I'm trying to get everybody else to be one of them I am so rare I am so precious to God I am so loved of God I am so favourite of God why me out of billions in the world why would I know this truth why would God bless us in such a powerful way hila bokor I saw in prayer one day a beautiful picture of the grace of God it was in a huge red box bright red foil and a big gold bow and there's still a price tag on it dollar sign I knew the gift was the grace of God so I went to see what it costs because I couldn't read from there and I got it closer in the vision there's the sign which I knew meant the cost and it said nothing and everything that's what this Amazing Grace will cost you initially absolutely nothing not enough days you could fast I could fast myself so skinny I could get those clothes in my closet that I think that someday I'm gonna be able to wear again I could pray I could pray so many hours I could invite everybody in my town to church I could do so many good works and good deeds would that have earned one drop of his pure and precious blood that He shed for me no a thousand times no however if I perceive love like that if I perceive the grace of God like that and realize that the definition of grace is this I'll say this a couple times because the Lord dictated this to me and it took me a year or so to swallow it so I'll say it for you a couple times grace is the process if I say process through which his righteousness is accrued or given assigned a crude to me because of his shed blood I'll say it again if you're taking notes grace is the process through which his righteousness is accrued to me because of his shed blood it'd be easy for you to do it now if God is pulling on your heart there's somebody here like I said it may be the only one person that God is wanting somebody to get this in your spirit if you know God is talking to you and you've been a little wacked like sister Walker rose maybe I'm I just totally whacked but on one side or the other you're you're not exactly in that middle where everything is clear and true when the Lord gave me that definition I went and I got my Bible and I got a green notebook still got it I looked up every verse on Grace and wrote him out by hand every verse unrighteousness loaded out by hand every verse on the blood of Jesus at the blood of Bullock's and all that the Old Testament but the blood of Jesus wrote it out by hand took me over a year because I didn't just write it I would intensively study it and pray for it and ask God to get into my spirit when I got done with that study be so easy for you now you can go to computer and stuff come flying out of the thing and whatever took me a long time to write that by hand but I would suggest some of it that you would write by hand because there's something about when you're bearing down with that pen and you're putting something in your spirit get it on your refrigerator get it on your steering wheel get it in your heart the ones that really mean a lot to you memorize it we were blessed to go to China three times in the last few years and minister to the underground church there we may not always have this I did a ladies meeting in a skyrise in Shanghai like 30-something stories up in the air and these women had come some of them two and three hours walked and rode buses and rode trains to come and hear the word of God and most of them did not have their own Bible they would have a few pages and share with each other and whatever we I hope we'll all and I hope brother Norris is right I hope we're out of here before the tribulation but I don't know what's gonna happen and you better love enough of this that you get some of it in your heart you better start memorizing some of it you better get it so down deep in your heart that when the trials come out of your mouth starts coming the Word of God where you decide to flip and try to find it oh my god where was that it's right here it's right here it's in my mind it's in my heart it's coming out of my mouth because when the trials come and when they hit we've got to have the word very very close the word of faith the Bible says is nice even in her mouth and even in her heart I don't know why the Lord is just tell me to quote this verse I will suppose that Isaiah I would be a terrible Bible Quiz there because I don't know where things are I do know this is in Isaiah but don't ask me where you can look it up later my husband led Quisling for twenty years and his wife can't remember anything but Psalms 23 one as far as reference system I tell the quizzers you can do it you kids are smart you could do it go for it kids they can do it but I can't but anyway I can memorize some of it here's one of them from Isaiah who art thou that fearest a man that shall die or the son of a man it's gonna be made like grass and as forgetteth the Lord thy maker who is stretched forth the heavens and laid the foundation of the earth and you have feared continually every day because of the fury of the oppressor as if he were ready to destroy and where is the fury of the oppressor now that's a good one to memorize when the Devils coming after you you can speak to those spirits of fear and say back who do you think you are I know the God is Treach toward the heavens I know God who laid the foundation of the earth this little problem I'm having right now is that even a mountain it's a molehill in the name of Jesus be gone and I tell the mountain moves just sing dance wait in faith wait and hope don't let Satan steal your joy don't let him steal your victory don't let him steal your praise and if he has and he gets mine for a few days every now and then I always tell him when I get up and get my voice and my song and my praise back on you're gonna be sorry hallelujah let's clap I got one more story and I'm out of here I told you the Lord dictated that definition to me if grace is the process that which his righteousness is accrued to me because of his shed but it took me about a year and a half to chew that there steak up it was a good steak changed my life literally changed my life the Lord ripped up foundations in me they were wrong sister Lehman he planted his word inside the foundation of my life but once again he does know how I learn best give me a picture I'm a visual learner so he did was two years for the vision and I had been studying intensively the Word of God Romans Galatians Hebrews in particular all the books on Prince Charles I was getting it but it wasn't really sealed in my steering the spirit was still a work in progress the Doug Davis trio used to travel back then and they had come to our church in Cincinnati and he was the best man at my husband's wedding there dear friends so they were staying at our house so I had been cleaning cooking washing ironing you know what you do for company feeding them and uh we had to come to church early they were doing soundcheck in the auditorium so the first time literally in a couple days I was able to sit down Oh catching my breath so sit down in the church office and look down at the counter didn't had no idea what day it was look down and the date said December the 6th 1980 like December the 6th Wow oh my goodness I said Rocky he was one of the pastors on staff he's my Rocky's it was what I'm like today's my birthday he said well sister Walker I'm sorry we missed it happy birthday I said no no no not my natural birthday it's my spiritual birthday brother rocky he's like really I'm like yeah I said okay the Holy Ghost 24 years today I got it when I was six and I'm 30 24 years ago he goes he goes well happy birthday man thank you so I'm like thank you Lord for the Holy Ghost Jim somewhat I get in church I'm really happy because you know it's my spiritual birthday it's cool and in the church we ran at that time they had carpet down the aisles and up front but underneath the seats they had linoleum the kind the squares like that you it's on concrete and you can glue them down cheap so anyways it's all we could afford at the time we kept it clean they're singing their hot new song Doug had just written it and if I singing it my little two-year-old boy my miracle boys they're playing on the floor they're singing he's coming back he's coming back he's coming back for me dude he's coming back he's coming back he's coming back for me the Holy Ghost interrupted my worship than my singing instead Claudia yes floor something out getting your nose in this book hours a day everybody wants to hear the voice of God you fall in love with this book and learn how he thinks in these 60 letters and what he feels and whatever that channel you're wanting to hear from cut it begin to be more open he's like yes Lord heard him who do you understand what you're singing he's coming back for me yeah so sorts some songs right really deep you know you got a get out your dictionary and you got a travail to get the revelation but this one is just sort of out there you know he's coming back he's coming back to come back from he's come back coming back for me yeah I get it you said no you don't you never have in studying working my god look at your boy it's my two-year-old boy he had a hypoplastic one should never have had a child carried him three weeks past the due date written up in Jewish hospital as a miracle risked my life to have him was told at any time the wound would burst I would die and he would die walk the floors in travail at night believe him for a miracle said if your boy there he's out in the backyard and he got all muddy and you and Marvin were going on a trip a vacation say if you went out and looked and he was all messed up would you clean him up and take him with you in a vacation or would you just leave him there I'm thinking you don't say it I think the questions are getting dumber you would never insult the intelligence of God so I said no I wouldn't leave him God know people beg me to abort this child no that's my flesh of my flesh bone of my mouth and that's the miracle part that's my baby belongs may I would never ever leave him in the backyard I would clean him up and I would take him with me put him on my hip we would go he said now do you understand the song I am he said real loud coming back for you you thought all your life you were just hoping you were barely gonna make it in sweetheart by the hair you're no Pentecostal chinny-chin-chin you thought you were the aggressive part of the equation but you have no idea how much I love you you have no idea what a treasure you are to me I gave my life for you you are bone of my bone you are flesh of my flesh and when I come back for it you are gonna make the rapture and I went crazy I started dancing and screaming and jumping and bucking and snorting I absolutely had a Holy Ghost fit for a long time after nobody was moved about anything the whole church is sit there they're all waiting for me to stop so they could do their next song but they don't know what just happened to me I just had a revelation in my spirit that I was gonna make the rapture they don't want to walk with God and he's gonna see to it he's gonna help me there's no way I can miss it if I just keep trying after church for the rocky who had wished me happy birthday and I wasn't beating up the floor came to me he was the janitor - he said mr. Walker we all really appreciate it and we're blessed by your exuberance tonight in worship however I would like you to come with me for of the tiles we're gone I had beat him to death I had loosened the glue from the concrete and they were scattered all over the floor he said now don't get me wrong we're not asking you in any way to quell your worship we just wonder before you start your Indian War dance could you please just move out in the aisle but we feel the carpet would be a lot safer place for you to do that I won't have to glue the carpet back down the way I'm gonna have to glue this floor back down I said Oh Rocky but you don't understand I just got a revelation tonight God just put something in my spirit I'm going to heaven I'm gonna make the rapture Rocky I don't have to wonder anymore I'm gonna be safe His grace is amazing oh my god Rocky it's so amazing stand with me stand with me in closing one last verse and we're gonna praise God I'll turn it over to sister Lehman and now my favorite verse in the New Testament is in the epistles anyway is this huge 24 now unto Him who is able to keep me I personalized it from falling and to present me faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding great joy that image I had of him leaning over the balcony going well should we let her in angel I don't know you know she misses up all the time you taught her that then she blew it again and I should we were showed me I'm not sure we could let her in maybe just let her hang by the pearly gates and if she messes up we'll kick her out I'm not sure don't let her sing in the choir for sure because she'll be an embarrassment you know all those things I thought they used to talk about I realize now that my heavenly father is standing there with exceeding great joy waiting to welcome me in say come on darling you're mine blood of my blood flesh of my flesh bone of my bones I love you my grace that's covered you're a cinch like rice covers your scent if you love you and thank you for that raise your hands and praising we don't have to have a song just take it thank you for is Amazing Grace Ricky or Avishai Oliver DeAndre Oh hiya persuade this down Oh nobody out hi y'all I'm gonna be a hosta tire sister Donna could you humor me as Donna still back there come up you're darn elitist and Amazing Grace just a time or two before sister Lima takes that I love to hear this thing don't get here sing much anymore I just want to lift that anthem I don't know about a lot of songs in heaven I think this is gonna be one of them it's just my personal deal it's just got to be one of them he's just so good Amazing Grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me I once was lost but now I'm found I was blind but now I see but we've been there ten thousand years bright shining as the Sun we've no less days to sing God's praise than when we first begun we're gonna be safe but the amazing amazing amazing grace of God [Applause] [Music] Amazing Grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me I once was lost but now I'm found was blind but I see the stood again armed a synchronous how sweet the sound that's a loss but now I was blind I see when we been there ten thousand years bright shining as we no less days to sing God's praise and where [Laughter] the Lord hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Jesus claudette I was thinking God has kept this for 50 years hallelujah that 15 year-old when we sat down as a god I don't have a clue what tomorrow holds but oh Jesus please and fifty years later he and I both hallelujah hallelujah God's kept you God's kept you hallelujah hallelujah let's thank God hallelujah but for the grace of God hallelujah we've been kept by his power by his glory by his presence hallelujah hallelujah Jesus welcome anybody today all of our ayah in the oh Jesus he's kept us he's kept us hallelujah hallelujah oh we have so much to be thankful for we should have been crazy we should have lost our minds we should have been dead that should have happened that could have happened but by the grace by the love by the mercy of God we're standing here today with the power of the Almighty God hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah let's give God thanks let's thank God for his Pepe keeping power over us hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah well hallelujah Jesus hallelujah Oh hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah Jesus there's something in the spirit just for a moment we don't want to get a reach out to somewhere beside you and touch just pray for let me tell you there's the greatest honor in the world to the kingdom of God is that you're here that you're standing that you're still there when we've owned all this hands ten you're still standing reach out to someone right now oh thank god that's your sister that's your family that you are there beside each other hallelujah God kept them got healed them that's going to keep them hallelujah that's right EF Dona Maria shut down ammonia hallelujah hallelujah and that's right hallelujah Jesus the keeping power of God delivery yesterday other variants and hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Angela Maria Santa Maria Santa Maria de la dia de Oliveira Oh hallelujahs hallelujahs en de la marea Chantal of aha that's right somebody spin somebody spend Hills someone is being oh the power God hallelujah Jesus hallelujah Maria Maria bah-bah-bah that's right hallelujah hallelujah oh yes God is doing it right now bask in his love bask in His grace yet everybody and Sunday ready alibi Oh yeah hilarious today hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Jesus let God do what he wants to do right now hallelujah Jesus he had everybody yesterday all of our various hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah alleluia alleluia yeah al-abadi I shared a Oliver yesterday hallelujah [Music] yes hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah that's right is a la ba ba ba da da ba ba da ba ba da ba da da la vaca honorable guy another variation of a variation al of aha Alleluia [Laughter] [Applause] hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Lord hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah just a few more minutes let God do it finish what he's wanting to do [Music] hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah Jesus [Music] [Music] hallelujah hallelujah Jesus hallelujah hallelujah something sister Walker said Claudette I thought was so good at the very end she said I wrote it down God is the aggressor in the equation that menace all of it all of it was tremendous but that ministered I mean all of us means I was right knows it but he is the aggressor of the equation so many times in our situations we feel like it's it's taking beyond our strength to try to fix what needs to be fixed and then you have an almost like a subpar diminished spirit that I'm the one that's got to lift this I'm the one that's got a I've got to do all of the lifting I've got a breath of fresh air today he's the aggressor of the equation oh thank you you're the one oh good oh thank you lord oh oh thank you Jesus you're it's you that's got it all in control you're the aggressor hallelujah I'm just tagging on my mom that I'm mine I just lift me up and let me just get on your back and you go forward not I'm behind you Alleluia oh oh that meant more to me than anything I'm making a plaque in my office he's the aggressor of the equation oh it's all in him it's all in him he's got it all in could

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