5 | Scott Shelton | Friday Morning | M.E.A.T. Houston 2021

we'll go a little while here and see whatever the lord will do and say and then bishops come in but uh give honor to brother born thank him for making his church available to us to his dad the bishop thank the lord for him give on to him honor bishop wright spiritual authority is uh irreplaceable you can't i don't know how people survive without somebody being in a position to have executive authority in their life and to veto what they're doing i get nervous when people say they have a consortium or a group of men that are over them basically that's putting yourself in a position where you can ask if you've got five guys that are your um covering you can go down the line until one of them tells you what you want to hear and then you can legitimately say well i'm i'm covered i had i had permission uh i don't know how people function i don't know how anybody thinks they can be apostolic and not have apostolic authority over them and so i i am very thankful for these men and the role they play in the kingdom one of my um one of the places of scripture that for a while now maybe two or three years i keep feeling myself drawn back to is the scripture gives indicators as to what the sons of god are and one of the primary indicators of sonship for as many as are led by the spirit of god they are the sons of god years ago the lord spoke to me and he said one of the things that hinders me the most in my own house is good guys and i said lord i don't understand that he said apostolic authority has willingly submitted itself to good guys and i know what i sound like already but just hang on a minute i'm not an anarchist and i'm not talking about having a coup but i am talking about change that's coming we have somewhere along the way we replaced spiritual authority with structural authority and i do believe that if we're going to do something scripture says do it decently and in order and if you're going to have an organization of people a group of people a club whatever it is you're going to have to have some parameters there's got to be some some structure to it so i'm not anti-structure but we're not going to be able to do what god wants us to do in the end time and and be led only by structural authority there has to be the government of spiritual authority in the church and um one one time my wife and i were driving home from we'd been in indiana and the kids were asleep and we're driving along and talking and the phone rings and i looked down and it's bishop on the dash i see the id and it was bishop and i started laughing and she said what's so funny i said he's fixing to cancel six weeks of stuff we've got scheduled are you serious i said yeah you watched me so i answered the phone i said hello he said hey man what are you doing i said i'm headed home where are you coming from i said brother nichols in new albany how'd it go good where you going next well and i told him i muted the phone and i told her i said get your calendar out and start and it's going to be six weeks he said where are you going next and i told him when are you going i told him where are you going after that i told him when you go this went on until he had at six weeks he stopped asking and then he said cancel every bit of that i said yes sir and then he said okay now this one here you're not going till i tell you to go this one here you will never preach for him again ever he did not explain to me why and quite frankly i didn't need to know why all i needed to know was my bishop said i can't go there and that was good enough for me there was a certain peace that came to me because to have that kind of a covering in your life is priceless to know that you can pick a phone up and call someone again i was in new albany with brother nichols prior to going it was in tornado season and the weather guy in our region was telling us that fort smith and alma were fixing to be hit with worse tornadoes than we'd had in 20 years and when you looked at all the weather maps he was he apparently was telling the truth well for two days i prayed and waited and prayed and waited and listened and prayed and waited and asked god please let me stay home with my family because as a man as a husband a dad you feel like that's where your place is supposed to be in time of trouble you need to be with your family and the lord wouldn't he wouldn't relinquish that at all and he kept saying to me you take care of my business i'll take care of yours you go minister to my family and i'll minister to yours so finally late the night before i was to leave i called bishop and i told him what was going on and i said i this is what i keep feeling to do but i said it goes against everything that i think i as a man ought to be doing he said what do you want god to do i said i want those storms as they track up from the southwest from dallas and come up into the river valley here i want those storms to split apart just about poto oklahoma on the south side of fort smith i want them to split apart and go around fort smith north and south and i want fort smith and now i'm a left alone he said it's done in jesus name well lightning didn't fall in my house i didn't have goosebumps i did i had i had a spiritual authority my bishop said it's done in jesus name my job at that point was to trust that believe that and go on to new albany i'm sitting on the platform there are services going on and i'm sitting there with my phone out i don't know what everybody thought i was doing i wasn't looking at scripture i was watching the radar not out of fear either but i i you know when you've got a heads up that god's gonna do a miracle my personal opinion is open your eyes and watch it happen be a part of it don't don't hear about it later from somebody else that was watching there seems to have always been two groups of people in scripture there were those who followed with him and those that came after him there were those that were there when the miracle was done and those that were there to clean up after the miracle i don't want to be there to see the aftermath i won't be there when it happens and so i'm watching the weather and those storms started and i kid you not they split they'd get the poteau and they just split one part of it would go north the other part would go south and they'd reconvene out on interstate 40 east of fort smith somewhere around i don't know sometimes it'd be a dire sometimes it'd be past ozark russellville somewhere through there well this particular storm uh was the one that when the when the southern uh cell of it broke loose and came up the north and the southern pieces joined back together in mayflower and that's the tornado that just wiped mayflower out well that authority is so powerful the holy ghost the power of god is such that from that day to this all the storms that come from dallas southwest of us when they get to poteau they split there'll be it may rain coming across fort smith and alma but the the red and the yellow markers that show all the horrible stuff going on they're north and south they never come through there anymore and it's so bad that people now are saying to me brother shelton could you please get bishop right to pray and at least let it snow snowstorms will come through and it'll go north and it'll go south but we don't ever get anything where i live ever i don't know how people live in the kingdom without spiritual authority in their life i don't i don't know why anybody would even want to try however some people do i have a problem uh really opening my spirit up to entrusting people that are not submitted to someone and when someone is submitted to authority um people call me and want to talk to me and and they've got to wear now even people i don't know they'll tell me i've already heard and i've got my pastor's permission to call you if you don't i'm not talking to you and um because i believe in being submitted i think everybody's going to have to have two things in your life going forward one is a hammer one is an anvil the hammer is the man of god in your life and that anvil is whatever situation is going on in your life at the time and god uses that and the man of god to shape us and mold us brother barnes told me before he died that there now you've heard me say this but he said there will come a point where men and women of god are going to step back into the dimension of the true working of miracles he said i'm not talking about praying for the sick where the gift of healing does the work i'm talking about the working of miracles uh and i mentioned this briefly last night that they'll speak a word of faith they will prophesy and the weather is going to respond to them droughts are going to come floods are going to come winds are going to come fires are going to come earthquakes are going to come and i i learned a lot from him he he had a unique position on stuff i remember when y2k was going on you know everybody thought that every plane in the world was just going to drop right out of the sky at y2k and he called me on a tuesday and he said be here thursday morning at nine o'clock so i showed up never met him any other day for 13 years but thursday mornings at nine o'clock i don't know why i got there and i looked around his office and i said brother barnes are you preparing it's like i don't know the week before christmas i said are you preparing for y2k he said no i'm not i said well do you do you want me to go get you some water some cases of water some bologna i mean i was being serious i mean i he said no boy i won't be needing any of that i said you're not he said no i've been looking in the book i can't find y2k in there anywhere he said if it's not in that book it's not going to happen and when he said that something changed in me i'd i'd never and he was a very simple man he didn't over uh complicate things he just he just lived by a very simple code it's either in the book or it's not in the book if it's in the book i'm going to do it if it's not in the book i'm not even going to think about it he said me and lucille will be eating steak on new year's day the rest y'all can eat all the bologna you want and he said no planes are going to drop out of the sky and none of this stuff they're talking about the utilities are not going to go down and he said boy this this is not in the book and he said people get hung up with stuff that's not in the book and don't pay attention to what is in the book and i watched him over all those years live by the word of god and that only he didn't live by the news he didn't live by headlines he didn't live by what they said what she said what he said what somebody told me or i heard this and i heard that he didn't live by any of that in fact he didn't give himself to even talking about it when he talked he talked to you um some of the conversations i had with him if he had and it wasn't just me there were others that he talked to that if if he had told publicly things that he would share privately people would have thought this this man needs to be locked up somewhere but how how often do you walk in someone's office and you now i will tell you if you ever go see a prophet take them a peace offering i always took him an ice cold dr pepper he loved dr pepper and so i'd take the man of god ice cold dr pepper because i wanted him to know i was bringing a piece off and whatever was coming be gentle but there were times that i'd walk in his office and we'd we'd sit down and he'd start sipping on that dr pepper and i had my coffee and uh we'd get the small talk out of the way and then all of a sudden he'd say something like well oh michael came through took me went to israel michael michael came through and took me and we went to israel well i have to admit to you i i grew up in a very traditional church and even at that point in my life i mean i was starting to become aware of what apostolic stuff was but i realized right then as he would say i was ned in the first primer i didn't know come here from sikkim what i thought i knew about spiritual matters and i said what do you mean michael michael who well the angel boy and to him it was as a matter of fact as me taking a drink of coffee and he told me he said there were many times throughout his life that michael the archangel would come and would take him in the spirit and they would go to israel and he said i can't tell you how many times that we have stood over israel and prayed her enemies back that time and time again he said we saw her enemies amassing their armies getting ready to invade her in the cover of night and michael would take me and tell me what to pray and begin to release things into the earth realm and he said angels would come and push them back in the cover of darkness and nobody in the world ever had a clue that they were trying to invade do a military invasion of israel we we have lost men now there sets a seer right there if you ever want to see a seer that man is not just a prophet but he's a seer we have lost from among us a generation of people that learned how to walk in the spirit out of necessity there were those who prayed in the beginning of brother wright was talking about azusa street here in this country they prayed and lived by the leading of the spirit because it was the only way they were going to survive if they didn't have that supernatural provision from god they were not going to make it there was a story brother barnes told me of a preacher that was traveling through louisiana years and years ago and he was right around the pineville louisiana area and brother barnes said that this man had his wife and two kids i think two boys you know had two children were with him and he was going wherever it was the lord had told him to go and it was late in the evening they hadn't eaten in a day or two no money car was almost out of gas they pulled off the side of this dirt road at a pine thicket there and he went out and cleared a spot in the pine straw and made a fire and he told his wife he said if you would just get some feed go to the creek got some cold water he said if you would just get some coffee and i'm gonna go out here a little ways and pray and um they got out and and were sitting around the fire and the preacher went out into the pine trees and began to pray and he told the lord he said i'll fast for weeks if that's what i have to do to answer the call but my family needs to eat my my wife and my children need food so if you would i need you to send provisions for them to have supper and he felt like the lord spoke to him and said it's done he got up from prayer and went back and sat down and hadn't been sitting there very long drinking coffee and no german shepherd dog come trotting in out of the dark with a brown paper sack from the butcher shop and walked up to the edge of the fire brother barnes said and set that sack down turned around and loped off back into the darkness and then that sack were four big fresh-cut steaks there was a generation that lived by the leading of the spirit and and prophet matt holland and others that this man that could tell us stories while phil angel's moving in that could tell us stories for for weeks and months about supernatural things things that god did supernaturally to sustain them you've got your stories but i think for for a large part of it we have lived on and we have built ministries on stories of people that have come before us and that generation lived in the place of the miraculous because if they didn't if it wasn't there if they didn't have it they weren't going to make it there's a story of old sister lafleur down in oakdale louisiana that on a sunday afternoon i was there preaching one time the pastor at the time told me the story that the lafleurs live two or three miles from the church and on a sunday afternoon she woke up late from her nap he had already gone she had told him she was going to walk to church and she sat down at her dressing table trying to get her hair fixed and was praying lord i've got to be playing the piano in five or 10 minutes there's no way i can get there on my own you're going to have to do a miracle and just as she finished fixing her hair the pastor told me that the next minute she was sitting on the piano bench playing the piano at church and that generation that was that much like biblical times what else did they have if god didn't do it it wasn't going to get done if god didn't come through it wasn't going to get done and so they learned how to pray and to intercede and travail and stay in the spirit not not get in the spirit but stay there they live there they walk there they live their life there as opposed to the way we do it we come in and out of the presence of god just vicariously when we need something we press our way in when we're not in need we drift back out they they had to live there because if they did not every single hour of every single day they were they were going to be in jeopardy and so then the next generation learned how to pray like their parents prayed but now they had everything they needed times were better so then they continued that measure of praying but now they're praying for the things they wanted the extra stuff well then another generation comes and that generation has everything they need because of the prayers of grandparents now they've got pretty much everything they wanted because of the prayers of parents so why pray and there arose then a generation which knew not god but now there's a generation of young adults among us that are hungrier for god than previous generations have been at least one or two back and that hunger is colliding with the timing of god and there is going to be a resurgence of young adults and and i'm going to tell you i'll be 53 in may and and i would like to think i'm still young enough to be a part of that group i'm planning on that being the case that are going to live by the leading of the spirit like we have never lived by it before a year ago the lord spoke to me he said i need you to talk to this particular preacher i said lord i don't know this particular preacher he said i'm aware of that but i need you to prepare yourself because i need you to meet him and then spend time with him later okay i told a friend of mine about it and um i was flying home from somewhere i can't remember where i was coming from recently well it was back in the late early fall well it was in november and uh i flew into atlanta and i had about a two and a half three hour layover and i thought well i'll just go down here to the sky lounge and drink coffee and and just sit and be still and the lord said no go to pf chains you know there's sometimes the lord tells you to do stuff you argue with him there's other times he tells you to do stuff and before he can finish saying that you're in an obedience mode well i was in that obedience mode and i headed to terminal a and went right on up to the great pf chains i ate and when i got through i thought well let me i'll just go and head to my gate and wait there and the lord said no sit right here okay and i waited another 30 minutes and i thought okay now i'm going to head to my gate the lord said no not yet so i just kept sitting there and the waiter kept coming by sir to unity and think nope i'm fine and uh finally after about an hour and a half the lord said get up and leave now so i got up went down got on the train went to terminal no he told me to walk i got i got downstairs and walked through all that and went to terminal d walked up and i hadn't been off the escalator long and headed down toward d8 and the lord said stop and look to your right and when i stopped and looked to my right there that preacher stood and when he looked up at me he said do i know you i said not yet but we're about to get acquainted why are you wanting to talk to me i said well the lord told me a year ago i was supposed to come spend time talking to you one day but that i was going to meet you first so here it is we talked for maybe 10 minutes and he his plane started boarding and off he went i don't understand the full scope of that i don't know why the lord did it that away and he told me to call him and and set it up after the first of the year so at some point in time we'll when the lord says do it we're going to do it. the point is i missed a flight that day and had to sit in that airport an additional five hours for a divine appointment we're going to have to learn how to put our carnal appointments on hold and start being tuned into divine appointments it's it's not just enough to say the right thing to the right people in the right place but we've got to do it in the right timing the scripture talks about a word being fitly spoken and i think that for a long time we have been willing to make waves in a puddle when god wants to set loose tsunamis in an ocean those can't happen in the spirit there are things that need to be released in the spirit a word spoken at the right time to the right person that sends a shock wave through the spirit world that topples a stronghold somewhere in a land you've never been to which is why we can't take one word that comes out of our mouth for granted we've got to learn not to pray asking amiss and let god begin to pray through us like we've never let that happen before because he's trying to speak his word his word has never gone out from him and come back empty-handed and if we're going to begin to move things in the spirit the way god wants us to and walk in the spirit and be people that are led by the spirit there are some things that are going to have to get lined up and re-prioritized in our life one of those things is we are as humans we are geared towards certainty nobody in this room if you had a million dollars and that was all you had to your name would want to invest in something that you didn't feel had some certainty attached to it if this was your life savings and and you invest it right and you're set forever or you invest it wrong and you're going back to work you're not going to invest that money or let somebody invested for you into something that you don't feel comfortable with and that comfortability is based on predictability we are people humanity is drove driven and and toward something that's predictable we want to be able to look at a graph a chart and say well this stock has done this it's trending this away it's trending now the last time it did this it jumped 50 points and uh you know if if we could have all predicted that amazon was going to be what 30 something hundred dollars a share bishop if we knew in the beginning when we could have bought it for a hundred dollars a share that it was if we could have predicted that everybody that had a dollar would have bought amazon stock and but if we can't predict it if we don't feel sure about it we don't invest in it we don't give ourselves to it people who do we call them risk takers humanity needs to be able to predict what's coming next and i think i think that that's understandable um i'll be honest with you my personality type i i like to know what's next i really kind of like a schedule i like an agenda i don't like not knowing two years in advance and i know some of these guys that travel they can tell you they can open their calendar and tell you literally everywhere they're going to be for the next three years and and and i know one man that buys his plane tickets eight and ten months in advance sometimes in january he buys all of his tickets for the year because he's got all of his stuff scheduled out and he knows where he's gonna be what he's to be doing well i understand that but there's no room to be led by god you get somewhere and the lord begins to speak and something breaks and and you you end up you thought you were going to be there for a weekend or a month and a year later you're still sitting there because we don't understand revivals in america we used to used to i'm i'm young enough but i'm old enough to remember when we had revival seven days a week and then you took a rest night every now and then and it really wasn't a rest night i think that was just code far you all stink stay home and do laundry because he worked all day went to school all day and went to church all night every night and and there was occasionally once every two weeks or so we'd have rest night we saw stuff during those meetings that we don't see anymore nowadays if we have revival it's friday through sunday or saturday through monday or sunday through tuesday or whatever and we do that every you know let's do this twice a month and see and we go into stuff like that with no real expectations of something breaking in the spirit in a church not just having a series of services but being different when it's over with and we've we have learned to go through the motions and the routines of what we do with no expectations of anything supernatural ever taking place we look at our calendars and we say well we've got this this this and this scheduled let's try to let's see if we can have a summer revival right here well whatever the lord intended to do in that meeting our expectations of that meeting are going to limit what he's really able to do and so we have we have found ourselves now at a place where we are we are given over to following god to the degree we can predict the outcome of what we're about to do obedience is better than sacrifice because obedience is the threshold to the supernatural obedience is the threshold in the doorway into that being led by the spirit of god he didn't say be obedient to everything that you can understand be obedient to everything that makes sense quite honestly if you can make sense of what god's telling you to do it's probably not god telling you to do it it's probably us having a good idea um and a lot of times when god does start to speak i've got a friend that built a church recently and he was he called me and we went to eat supper one night and he's got all these blueprints laid out on the table and he said i i'm just at my wit's end because this is what this is where we're at on the blueprints and this and but i i don't know how we're going to pay for this and so i was eating um a little bit of an appetizer there and and i uh swallowed my mouth full of food i said why are you building this he said well we're outgrowing our building and i took a drink of coffee and i said no why are you building this building he had another reason and i asked him like six times and finally he hit the top of the table and he yelled he said i don't know what you're asking i said why are you building the building and then he finally answered it he said because god told me to i said okay did he tell you to build the building or pay for the building well he told me to build it i said then you do your job and let god do his job you don't worry about how he's going your job is to build the building let god figure out how to pay for it well in that moment you could see his whole face everything just relaxed now there was some trying moments throughout the process of it all but in that moment he realized my job is not to figure out how to pay this my job is to do exactly what god told me to do and and obedience then has put them in a position where one financial miracle after the next has started happening and the stuff that he looks at you and he says i i don't even know how to explain it to you i i can't understand this with my carnal thinking i can't explain this with my carnal tongue all i can tell you is god's doing it which is the point god wants all this stuff to happen in the end time but not for the church to get credit and praise and glory for it that when people look at it they see your good works and glorify your father which is in heaven and i think for a long time our churches have been things that the world looked at but didn't see any reason to glorify god for it paul asked a question at one point and he says did not even god himself come behind us with signs and wonders confirming that which we preached so i asked the lord about it i said lord i don't i don't really know that i understand that why would you do that for paul but you're not doing that for us paul didn't say that occasionally we had a move of god he didn't say it happened on sunday night he said did not even god himself come behind us with signs and wonders confirming what we've preached well i bet you that just pretty much everybody in this building at some point in time in your ministry we've all been frustrated and wondered what am i even do i'd rather be selling crickets to fishermen what am i i'd rather run a bait shop than do what i'm doing i don't know what we're even doing here why am i here what in the world is the purpose of all this where are the signs and the wonders where is the miraculous where is all this supernatural stuff and i asked the lord i said why would you do that for paul but you're not doing it for us at least not on that scale yeah it's occasionally and yes we have our moments and we shine bright every now and then but i'm talking about paul's implication was he seemed to indicate that it happened all the time if i'm preaching god is confirming well where is that at and the lord spoke to me and he said the problem with you is if i confirm what you're preaching i'll have to confirm every church in town whether they believe truth or not because you're getting what you're preaching off the internet and off of their websites and offer their tape ministries and everything they're preaching you're regurgitating it preach something that requires me to confirm it preach a message that requires me to step up and validate not you the man but my word we've gotten to the place that we've perfected the art of preaching to the point we can preach so good that we can move people and god never needs to get involved one of the most asinine things we have ever said in the pulpit is let's invite god into this place tonight are you kidding me we're going to how audacious do we have to believe to say we're inviting god that's like when my kids have a birthday party we send out invitations to all the little children to come and be a part of the party but if they don't show up we're not canceling the party we got bounce houses ready we got food ready we got a swimming pool we're going to do all that we're going to have a party with or without you i'm sending you the invitation so you can come be a part of it if you want to but if you don't show up we still going to party anyway well when we do that nest to god we tell him we're inviting you to be a part of what we're doing in other words we're going to go ahead with our program whether you show up or not we're going to go ahead with what we've got planned rather than lord we will not move from this place until you tell us what to do next and if we're going to be the apostolic church we are going to have to divorce ourselves from asking god to be a part of what we're doing and join ourselves to being a part of what he's doing we think it's our job to generate the flow of the spirit it is not our job to generate a flow from the spirit it's our job to find the flow of the spirit and not just be in it but be a part of it don't just get in the flow be a part of the flow let god use you not just move around you but and we've been comfortable for decades with god moving all around us and we let certain people be the ones he uses i'm done with that i don't want i mean it's not that i don't want you to be used but i don't want to sit by knowing that i'm in a place in a time where god is using people to do the miraculous and to see people born again and the new birth be manifested and limbs straightened out and lengthened and blind eyes opened and deaf ears unstopped and the dead being raised if god's going to do that stuff i'm not comfortable or willing to just be an observer of it i want to be a participator in it but i can't be a participator in it if all i'm doing is occasionally taking a foray into the presence of god and then living my life somewhere else we have got to get back to the place that living brother wright says it this way there's a difference between having a prayer life and living a life of prayer and i think the people that have prayer lives are the ones that occasionally feel the presence of god the people that have lives of prayer are the ones who live in the presence of god brother barnes talked to me a lot about that he said the flesh is the veil he said you you don't fast to get a word from god and he said i've heard people say all my life well i'm fasting for this or you know what are you fasting for well i'm fasting for my unsaved loved ones he said boy you can't fast for other people all you're doing is being hungry he said fasting is for you fasting is you know how when you're driving we were talking about it the other night one of the worst fog i have ever seen was that last year bishop a year before we we were leaving his house and he was taking me back to the hotel and the fog was so bad i don't know how he was driving with the gps that's how he was watching the map on the gps in this truck and that was the only way we could see where we were going i've never seen fog like that well brother barnes said the flesh is the fog and fasting is what the sun is to fog or the wind is to fog when you're driving in the fog and it's early morning you need the sun to get on up and get the ground heated up and start pushing that fog out of the way or you need a good wind to come through and blow that mess out of there and he said fasting is designed by god to cause the veil between the conscious man and the spirit to become thin enough that you are able to hear and see and know what the leading of the spirit is at all times and he said i walked into his office on this one particular day and i was on day 14 of a 21 day fast he did not know i had not told him and um well he i did not tell him he knew and i walked in his office i took him my little piece offering and and i sat in my little chair over there beside his desk we're always set and he leaned back in his chair he had his shoes off and he put the little sock feet up crossed his ankles sipped that dr pepper because it was ice it was so cold that when he cracked that lid on it it did ice up in the neck of that bottle and he's so happy and he'd just giggle and drink that and when he put that down he said all right boy we're gonna go eat lunch today and i thought man how'd i tell him i said uh now brother barnes yeah i know it what day are you on said i'm on day 14. now you're breaking it today going to eat chinese down at the buffet well i felt a strong witness in the holy ghost and i felt like michael may very well have come in among us and was going to take us to the buffet and i said now brother barnes he said that fasting hadn't done you any good am i your elder i said yes are you submitted yes no you're not i told you you're breaking that fast and you're arguing with me if that fasting had done the job it was supposed to have done you ought to be submitted enough at this point to say yes sir all you've done has been on a hunger strike and then he said i can do more in one day than you can in 21 well he had my attention he said you and he named off a couple of friends of mine he said you three boys are competition pastors you fast in competition to one another and you tell each other how long you've been fasting and when he started talking i at first my flesh was highly wounded but then i had in about 10 seconds i was yes sir you're right we didn't fast to get rid of flesh in fact the fasting we were doing was building flesh up instead of breaking it down we were idolizing ourselves we were making ourselves out to be super spiritual because we could go 21 days 30 days and i never went beyond 30. i just couldn't see the sense in it if the lord wasn't in it i was way too hungry and but when you've got the wrong motive you don't want to fast three days and he told me he said i have learned to live a life of consistent discipline he said now those are the two most important words we're going to talk about today consistent discipline i thought i was in trouble it's happened before thank you sir he said um i tell myself no about something every day if it's a second plate of food if it's dessert if it's i want a pocket knife and it costs three dollars i find something to tell myself know about every single day so this flesh i live in never gets to thinking it's in charge of anything he said but you don't teach your flesh that you binge fast you fast in competition with your friends and then you fast to soothe your guilty conscience but he said your fasting doesn't change your lifestyle it doesn't change your eating habits it doesn't change your behavior it doesn't change anything all you're thinking about he said on a 21 day fast the first seven days you're mad at god because you're fasting the last seven days all you can think about is what you are going to absolutely destroy the yoke of fasting with when you come off of this fast and he said those middle seven days are about the only time about three days in the middle of that is all god's got to really talk to you so what good has it done if it hadn't changed you we have learned how to live with pentecostal behavior that doesn't change us the principle of the school in our town uh we met them and we were up there one of those little meeting deals yeah all the parents go to when our kids were still in public school and they're not now and he he said to us he said i don't even know how the subject came up maybe i was talking about how funny it was when i was a kid my mom wrote a letter every year to helen johnson the school counselor and to mr rodney strickland the principal giving them the express permission of betty and doug shelton too forevermore lay the thunder to her three children any and every time they felt like it was necessary and he said i was telling him that we were kind of laughing he said well he said actually in arkansas we still paddle in in the schools i'm like do you really he said yes but he said our guideline here in this school with me is the principle is we only do that if we believe it will change the behavior we're not going to just paddle them forever if it's not changing anything and i think we have we have learned how to do things and go through the motion with stuff that don't change us at all it affects us it impacts us it moves us for the moment but when that moment's over our lives aren't changed our behavior has changed our conduct our pursuits are not changed and one of the things that i really gleaned from brother barnes was he never left that place of walking in the spirit thinking in the spirit being led by the spirit of god i sat in the sanctuary more than once i'd get there early for our meetings and i'd i'd look up and the door would open and somebody would when you went in the old building at minden when you walked in there was two sets of double doors one left one right when you went in the right hand set of doors his office was immediately to the right well if he was praying if that door was shut you could hear him praying the best thing you could do is just keep right on walking do not even look at that door and so if i got there early and he was praying i just went on in the sanctuary and sat down and on more than one occasion i watched people come in and and they needed to talk to him and it'd be preachers that were coming through and they had a minute they wanted to speak to the prophet and i understood that but i would i'd look at him and say i'm trying to don't knock on that door he's praying and they'd do it anyway and he wouldn't answer sometimes the first time or two they knocked and i can't tell you how many times i watched that man get up come to that door open the door just wide enough to see the humanity standing there and let them know he didn't ask them what they wanted nothing but let them know i'm praying right now i'm with the lord you'll wait and shut the door on and went back into that place he was in with god it became in all of the elders in that generation that i've had the privilege to know one of the things that has struck me as unique that they all seem to have in common is their pursuit of god was second to nothing else they were in the pursuit of god they wanted to be where he was doing what he was doing knowing what he was thinking be a part of whatever it was he was involved with at that moment their pursuit of god was their primary reason for drawing a breath in their body everything and i mean everything came after that and when we tell stories about all the things that have gone on nobody has ever told a miraculous story of supernatural things that happened to somebody that was carnal twice dead and plucked up by the root all of the stories we tell where man's life and the will of god intersected and there was such a collision of things that supernatural things were birthed out of it people were saved people were delivered people were set free demonic spirits were cast out legs growing all of these things none of that happened to people who came to church once or twice a year those things seem to be reserved for the people who press their way into the presence of god and that being with him is even more important than being used by him while i want to be used by god what i want more than anything is to be where he's at and so as a result of that you can't live in that place with god and live in that place of the flesh too paul makes a statement at one point in one of his writings and he was teaching he says what know ye not that your body is not your own but it's the temple of god he's talking about the body but who is he talking to about the body when he says that body you live in is not yours who's he's addressing the spirit of that person the spirit man that body is not yours to do with as you want to that body belongs to god present yourselves therefore unto god a reasonable sacrifice a living sacrifice which is your reasonable service that's what we're required to do with this body we live in this body we live in we can exercise we can do all these things to keep it in the best shape possible but the reason we're doing that should not be so we can look the best possible it should be so that this body is available to him for him to do with it through it anything he wants to anytime he wants to anywhere he wants to the struggle has always been the spirit warring against the flesh the flesh likes predictability the flesh likes the explainable things i don't i don't personally and i submit this to these brethren but i don't all of you i don't personally believe that sometimes not not this is not 100 but i think sometimes maybe the majority of the time the biggest thing we fight in flesh is not pride of life lust of the flesh lust of the eye even though those are major issues that we deal with i think one of the biggest elements of flesh that we contend with that impedes the flow of the spirit and the operation of the spirit of god through us is our need for comfort and comfort that's derived from being able to predict what's next i woke up early this morning this just kind of bounced around in my head and i began to realize you know we planned everything okay well what time are we leaving uh we're gonna leave at uh 6 a.m well why are we leaving that early because we've got to be at our destination by 3 p.m okay well uh where we're going is not the issue the issue is now what time we're going to get there and i think that's that's the part of us that is driven by our need for comfort our need for comfort is okay god you want us to build a building that's fine but i'll i'll start building when you tell me how you're gonna pay for it well if you're gonna walk if we are gonna walk in the spirit and be led by the spirit there's a couple of things that we've got to die out to and just accept one of which is god is never going to turn all the lights in the room on number one and number two he is never going to answer all of our questions because if we can see our way clearly and if we have all the answers we then cater to the flesh and begin to take in ourself the right to make decisions a friend of mine was moving from the west coast and he called me and he said i need you to pray with me uh this big decision coming up and he said i need you to pray that i make the right decision so that was late one night so the next morning i'm mowing my grass and i'm out there and i began to pray and i'm i'm praying out loud and i said lord i need you to i'm asking you to give my friend wisdom and discretion and give him insight to know what what is the right decision to make and i'm i'm telling you before god just is sure he he thundered down into my yard am i not god well i don't know how you respond to those things but i just stopped mowing i turned the whole rig off and i sat there and i said yes you are god he said then you don't make decisions for your life i make them for you i won't give your friend wisdom to know what decision to make but i'll give him direction how to get his flesh dead enough to hear me tell him the choices i've made for him along the way in front of us there are provisions laid out in strategic places everything we're going to need is laid out ahead of us the problem is we're here and we're comfortable right here but we say to god i know that you're the provider of all things i know that you own the cattle of a thousand heels and but lord would you just bring those provisions here and the lord said this was my will for you but my will has changed now i need you to move to the next place and when that's done i need you to move to the next place and i've i've stationed these provisions everywhere i've called you to be at the right time so if you just get up and follow my spirit and my leading when you get where i need you to be everything you're going to need to do my will there is waiting for you there but we say but lord i'm comfortable here so would you just go ahead and move those provisions to where i'm at rather than me moving to where you're at well the lord then said to me he said what did i have before i had a boat i've told this story here before many times i said i i don't know i thought i knew but you know sometimes the lord's asking you questions you just don't know and i said lord i don't know what you had before you had a boat he said i had a man noah yeah you did he said what did i have before i had a man i'm sitting on my lawnmower out there i said lord i don't know he said i had a plan i didn't choose noah because of what he could do i chose noah because of what he would do and in these times it's always been this way but in these times ahead of us our being used of god and chosen by god to do things is not predicated on what we are able to do it is going to be predicated on what we are willing to do but if we don't figure out how to get the flesh out of the way our willingness to be led by the spirit of god is going to be diminished to the point that we are going to be flapping around in the kiddie pool rather than diving into the deep end of this thing and being in that flow of the spirit and as i told you last night you just as well make your mind up if you hadn't already we better make our minds up right now that when look people that are people that are spirit-minded people are weird to everybody else well why are you doing that uh the lord said to well how do you know it was the lord did he speak to you in an audible voice i know what the voice of god sounds like the lord said don't do that the lord said do that yeah but i mean how do you really know and that's where we've gotten to as a movement we've gotten to the place that we have raised up a generation that don't know god they know how to go through our pentecostal catechisms and pray a little bit but they don't know how to pray till they get into the place that god is at they don't know how to play pray until they get beyond the flesh they don't know how to pray until everything they let the steps of a righteous man are ordered of the lord not some steps not some decisions every step god wants to lead you in every step you take now i know that our our our way of thinking is uh that's only in things that are involving ministry no if you are a child of god if you're a man or woman of god every breath you take is involving ministry everything you do affects god's ability to flow through you and to use you and so somehow or another we've we've got to be able to get that we do paul said mortify the deeds of the flesh we're never guilty of the sin of commission until first we're guilty of the sin of omission you will never do you will never cuss somebody out while you're down here praying somebody through you won't rob a bank while you lay it on your face travailing in a prayer room but in that place of prayer you'll see angels that'll come into that prayer room with you you won't be in there very long by yourself heaven will descend into that place with you and all of a sudden you'll begin to realize i can live in this place right here this is a place i never have to leave this place of the spirit i can work a job i can have a family i can be a husband a wife a mother a dad and still walk with god i can hear the voice of god in everything i do god's there angels are with me the presence of god is with me but i i i not the preacher not somebody telling me not somebody making me i have got to separate myself from this flesh i'm not willing to go through my life and never feel the presence of god anywhere i'm at if the only place we can feel him is here we're in trouble a few weeks ago i was supposed to be in conway on a sunday morning and i woke up and i was dressed and just i don't know five or ten minutes from leaving my house and uh had my coffee ready and it's about an hour and 40 minute drive over there now that they've up the speed limit in arkansas to 75 bless his name and uh i walked into my office to get my watch and the holy ghost spoke to me and he said do not go to conway and i just stopped turned around and went to my closet took my suit and whatever off and and changed clothes and while i walked to the closet the lord said as a matter of fact do not leave this house this morning okay i didn't ask why i'm trying to live my life not asking why even though i don't think god minds us asking i'm trying to discipline myself enough to where that when he says something i just do it don't ask him for wise i said okay and then he showed me it was like a little vision and there i stood on the side of that hillside about a mile from the exit off of 40 coming to your place and i was about a mile back and i'm up on the side of this hill looking down and i see that blue truck as a car comes across the interstate and hit it in the left front headlight and mangled it to the point flipped it over in the ditch and i could see myself laying in that truck hanging in that truck and the lord said if you leave this house and go to conway the enemy has laid a trap and you'll be killed do not leave this house my brain kicks in and said you can go god will keep you alive and the holy ghost spoke to me and he said i'm keeping you alive now don't go okay i didn't go i called brother shock and uh thank god for people that are like-minded and i told him what i've told you he was at the church they're getting ready they weren't set up for that that morning they have the ability to do it but that wasn't the plan and i said now brother shock that's what the lord told me to do he said well ah you're not coming here then you stay home thank the lord for people that won't put pressure on you to do something that you know god told you not to do and he said well i said so whatever you just go ahead he said no uh i said i'm willing to to do it online if that's what yeah that's fine we'll we'll set it up and we'll get with you so i went and put on a i had a pair of work khakis and i just went and changed and put on a shirt to match them and of course nobody knows if it's untucked or not if you sit behind a desk or whatever thank god for online ministry but i i didn't have time to decide okay now look you know is this just me not wanting to make the trip is it no there are three things and i've said this all of you probably heard me say it but we've got to learn his voice you can't do that unless you spend time in the word learn his voice learn his nature learn his character learn the voice of god number one number two listen for the voice of god and thirdly if you're gonna master three things these are the three things i would say master learn his voice listen to his voice and thirdly obey his voice period end of story don't need an explanation god said do it god said don't do it i'm going to be obedient as a result of that i started out telling you earlier about the six weeks of time off that the lord gave me and your carnal brain says okay well what about income well the lord taught me a long time ago to live within my means and live on a salary and live on a budget so that wasn't a big issue but the pro the point is when the lord said cancel everything for six weeks and i said okay all of a sudden people started sending me checks that had no idea what had happened in that car that day on the phone with the bishop they did not know that god had told me but they just said god spoke to me and told me to send you a paycheck this week and it was okay fine and we and the next week there would be another check with a note in it god said to send you this this week and there was not one week in that six week span that god didn't take care of it and come through the point i'm making is obedience is a threshold over which we step into that dimension of the spirit where now god can lead and guide into all truth and you don't ever have to wonder you don't pray prayers one day i was headed to do some teaching at a ladies meeting and they wanted me to teach on intercession and warfarin prayer and i'm driving down the road the lord said pull over i pull over and he said write down everything that you think a person ought to intercede for so i started making a list and it was two lists on the front and two on the back of an eight and a half by eleven sheet of paper and the lord said then what do all of these things have in common i said i have no idea he said these are things that any good dad would do for their children anyway but you don't trust me enough to be the father that i promised i would be so the time you could spend changing the world in prayer you're begging me because you don't trust me and you don't believe me you're begging me to be the good dad that i told you i was gonna be anyway i won't leave you on the side of the road i won't leave you hungry i won't forsake you if i let you go through a hard time it's for your benefit don't charge me foolishly trust me i i have faith and i believe we can't get through this life without faith but somewhere along the way we're going to have to learn to trust god too we're going to have to have enough trust in god that when they say don't pray daniel you're going to throw the door open and pray anyway when they say you got to do this the little hebrew boy said whether god does anything on our behalf or not in the issue we know he's able but we're going to do what he told us to do last and that was to have no other god before him and i'm not going to do that i'm going to obey god i'm going to trust god and my faith is that should it be his will he'll make a way out of this hardship i find myself in we we have faith for god to deliver us from stuff but we don't oftentimes have trust for god to take us through some other things if tophit didn't do anything for some people it taught some people to trust god i just don't believe people ought to be sick well then we shouldn't bleed when we get cut either we're not gods we are humans and this body started decaying the moment it was conceived in the womb it didn't start to live alone it also started a dying process and there are going to be times you're going to get sick you're going to have covet you're going to have this you're going to have that but if you are chosen by god and trusted by god sometimes god trusts us a whole lot more than we trust him god says you know what i could heal your body right here but i'm going to let you go through this because somebody thank god job went through what he went through thank god job was willing to endure it even though he fussed and griped about it because here all these years later we're still telling the story about how god brought job through and on the other side of that valley god increased what he had had when he started now i'm going to multiply that i'm going to add to you i'm going to some of us would see some increase in our life if we'd be willing to just trust god through the junk that we've got to go through instead of griping every step of the way get out of the flesh quit talking about the uncomfortable ability of it quit talking about the inability to predict an outcome and just trust god we don't have to have an answer for every detailed moment of every detailed trial other than to say god's in control god's got it well i believe i have a right to ask questions you do but those questions if persisting long enough will anchor you to the flesh and the carnal mind the point i'm simply trying to make is for as many as are led by the spirit of god post new birth this is one of the most accurate descriptions of sonship that i found for me personally for as many as are led by the spirit of god they are the sons of god and it seems extremely difficult in my mind for me to believe and claim sonship when i don't know come here from sicum about the leading of the holy ghost if i don't know what the voice of god sounds like my sheep hear my voice my sheep the implication here is if you can't hear my voice you're not my sheep my sheep hear my voice and another they know my voice and another they will not follow that's the reason we've got people that are drawn off by every wind of doctrine and go into all kind of nonsense because somewhere along the way they never learned how to know the voice of god and when you know that voice and you see that voice come to fruition in your life and you see god keep you and watch over you and you feel the love of god that flows through that you'll never stray after something else the voice of god obedience to that voice the threshold to the supernatural there will come a day there will come a day where we are going to have to be led by the spirit of god to know what street to turn down and what street not to turn down they're already having to do that in some places vietnam china other countries where christianity is so oppressed the day will come i don't care if you pre-med or post uh tribulation the day will come in this country where our ability to be led by the spirit of god will be what saves us our ability to trust god when you get up in the middle of the night and you go to the kitchen thinking about the fact your children are going to wake up in the morning morning breakfast and you look in the cabinets and you look in the refrigerator and there is absolutely nothing there to eat you're going to have to have the ability to see beyond the empty cupboard when the little prophet is out there in the wilderness and his little servant boy comes in he's like uh boss we got a problem what is it son we are hemmed in on every side oh that's not good is it no we we've finally been caught we've been had now and he could probably no doubt feel the noose or the blade around his neck what are we going to do and the prophet in that moment i think demonstrated a couple of things but one of the things i think was demonstrated was he could have asked god for anything because the one thing he asked for god did it and if god would have done that i personally believe it wouldn't matter what he had asked god for god would have done it but in that moment he didn't ask god to deliver them he didn't ask god to translate him and his little servant and all the tent and everything the muse and the camels he didn't ask god to deliver them out of that location all he asked god to do was give this boy the ability to see beyond the natural eye change his perception let him see in the spirit let him see what i see let him know what i know and you know the story he goes back out flips the tent flap open runs out and looks and there those angels are filling the hills around them fear has always made the sheep stampede you can be out and heard a sheep and they think they smell a coyote on the wind a lion on the wind a wolf and the whole herd will stampede and just be destroyed i read an article a few years ago i think it was like 1500 sheep went over a cliff because they smelled something and one took off running and before the herdsmen could get around there and stop them over 1500 sheep had gone over the side of a cliff and died the enemy knows that about us and he knows if i can get them to stampede and the best way to do that is with fear well what do we fear the most not jezebel that trashy thing not not some devil that'll manifest itself i'm going to tell you this it's been my opinion and and if i'm wrong y'all correct me but it seems to me like when devils start revealing themselves to you that's that's your indicator that they're more afraid right then they've been all the time they've been dealing with you if a devil starts acting up it's because it's afraid and it knows its time's up and it's about to have to vacate the premise and it's his last attempt to intimidate you and put on a big oh my god they'll put on a show i've had them i've told you some of them stories they just dig fingernails into solid oak boards and are just crazy stuff and and it's like it's like their last gasp attempt to intimidate whoever's about to cast them out and get you to think that it really does it'll showboat for an hour make you if you let it and make you think i've got the ability to stay here and all it all it's going to take and that devil knows it is for you to speak a word and it's gone that's intimidating i guess to some people and that's whatever but i think the thing that we fight the most that keeps us from stepping into that dimension of the supernatural is the ability to trust god and the inability to trust god is produced because we can't see what's beyond what we can see we don't see in the spirit we don't hear in the spirit we don't know what the voice of god's saying we don't know the direction god's taken we don't have any pulse any recognition any awareness of anything to do with god all we can see is what's on the table in front of us all we can see oh i'm facing the decision no you're not you don't have to make a decision god's already made it our job is to get into the flow hear him he'll tell you what his choice is exactly when you need to know it you don't have to make any decisions i got some things that no you don't no there are some things coming but it's not for me to worry about it's for me to start speaking life over and i'll be through in just a second with this the scripture says that death and life in that sequence are in the power of the tongue which means the tongue and all of its power produces one of two things death or life the reason death is listed first is because it's the natural tendency of humanity and flesh when you hear somebody has been diagnosed with some sickness almost inevitably we ask is it terminal is it fatal have they given them a certain amount of time to live what you know what what are the doctors saying how long do they have and then when we hear that god's done a miracle in that same body the lord did this the lord did that our next response to the spiritual part of it is man that's unbelievable that is incredible are you serious oh my god have mercy man really and and so the lord told me he said don't say unreal unbelievable or incredible anymore don't even use them in your conversations anymore because i realized that when i heard about spiritual stuff that was my go-to response that's unbelievable which literally means i don't believe that you get a negative report our tongue immediately responds from the nature of the flesh oh man that's bad how many times do we the people of god hear somebody was diagnosed with terminal cancer that we say that's a lie but we're not going to do that well we don't want to and then then here's one of our traditional chains we don't want to build their hopes up we don't want to make them we don't want to give them false hope yet the scripture says there's at least two reports out there whose report are you going to believe so just because this person gives me a negative report doesn't mean that i've got to yield to the temptation of the flesh to buy into that there's another report and if i can stay in the spirit long enough to hear what god's trying to say then i'll have something to choose from the facts and i've said this a lot but the facts and the truth are not always the same thing but if you live your life based on the facts you will never walk in the spirit the facts may be that you are so broke and poor you can't even pay attention just hang on a minute that's the facts but the truth is god's about to pour you out a blessing you don't even have the ability to receive your doctor's report may be just terrible those are the facts you've got this you've got it you've got it the facts are coveted really is real the facts are coveted really is in the world but the truth is he who dwelleth in the secret place of the most high shall abide under the shadow of the almighty the truth continues to be a thousand will fall at your side and ten thousand at your right hand and none of it will come nigh unto you none of it bishop was talking about brother whaley that passed away there are others that have passed away from among us with some direct connection to covet or an indirect connection with covet and and we want to say well i just don't know it was their time to go if it wasn't their time to go they wouldn't have gone i know a woman that was told you're dying with cancer and get your house in order every year for 25 years she was dying for 25 years you're not gonna live through the end of the year for 25 years they told her that until god gets ready for you to leave this world there's not a germ a disease or a car wreck that can take you out until god is done unless we remove ourself from that dimension of faith and provision with unbelief and an unwillingness to trust god i just find it hard to have faith that's a lie too if you get on a plane you you're demonstrating faith you don't know if that fell up there in that cockpit actually graduated at the top of his class or not you go in and have surgery we will put on a paper gown just naked as we can be and put on a paper gown and set right up in the middle of some ungodly situation and a doctor you ain't never seen gonna come in there and talk about you and tell you you got a disease you ain't never seen and tell and you may very well be sick and they're going to tell you and you you well they graduated from harvard school of medicine at the bottom of their class maybe they took the test 10 times and finally harvard said i'm tired of looking at them pass them get them out of here but we believe that you're demonstrating faith in that moment you're saying i've got faith in what you're saying i've told the story 100 times a friend of mine called me he had lost like 80 pounds he called me at the end of the year and he said well i know why i've lost all the weight what are you talking about you've been you've been not eating literally he would eat a half a gallon of ice cream every night and during the day he ate a box of twinkies every day on top of various other snacks he had to keep his strength up with he was constantly eating and nibbling he cut all that out lost 80 pounds goes to the doctor for a checkup and the doctor says you are a diabetic you have cancer so he called diabetes he called me and he said well i found out why i've lost all the weight i have diabetes and i hung up on him he called me back he said what happened i said oh you know these phones i said what are you telling me he said i've got diabetes i hung up on him again after the fifth time he said are you hanging up yes why i said because you don't have diabetes but the doctor said i do i said i'm telling you you don't well how can i take your word over a doctor i said well i'm supposed to be at your church preaching this weekend if you ain't got no more faith in me than that i ain't coming maybe i've heard from god well what are you saying i said i'm telling you the honest to god's truth if you're going to be a diabetic i'm not coming so what do you want me to do i said first of all quit claiming something that god didn't i said did you pray about it and ask the lord well no i just left the doctor's office i said you mean to tell me you were converted that quickly so what are you saying i said here's what we're going to do it's tuesday i'll be there friday you just continue eating like you've been eating healthy doing what you're supposed to be doing when i get there we're going to eat healthy meals just like we've been doing and you can test your blood sugar 30 minutes after you eat like you're supposed to and if your blood sugar is not spot-on perfect stab yourself with a needle and take a shot take a pill whatever they told you to do you do it if it is perfect you're not taking that medicine while i'm there and then at the end of the weekend you're going to have to choose whether you want to be diabetic or you want to be healthy well okay fine that's fair enough so that's what we did and he checked his blood sugar every meal 30 minutes after every meal and it was perfect all three days four months later he goes to the doctor and for his checkup and she says oh wow your blood sugar is absolutely spot on perfect i you know i knew the meds would get you close but i didn't my goodness this is awesome well let's get you a refill he said well actually i hadn't been taking my medication you what i hadn't been taking and i was given a choice trust you or trust god i chose to trust god she said well i can't really advocate that but what i will tell you is whatever whatever approach you're taking to being healthy you have i'm going to write you a prescription for medication so you can't say i didn't but uh you just do whatever you feel to do and and whatever you're doing is working now so uh call me if you need me the point is it's just that simple now maybe the lord will say to someone i need you to walk through this valley i need you to go through this i need to i asked the lord one time this little decrepit woman on the front row she just just arthritic and just her health was just she got hammered in her health more than anybody else but when when she walked into the house of god she was first one on her feet she was the last one to sit down she worshiped and one night i asked the lord i said can you tell me something of all the people in this room that i personally would say deserve to be healed if you could just put it that away i said that little sister right there deserves it why won't you heal her he said she will stand in judgment as an indictment against the healthy who wouldn't worship me at all what an awesome thing to know that god can trust you us with any circumstance or situation and that we won't charge him foolishly but that will hold his hand [Music] [Applause] [Music] why don't we lift our hands right now and open our spirit and receive that in jesus name that's a word from god let's receive it

Channel: PàS Apostolic

Views: 1,875

Rating: 5 out of 5

Keywords: Apostolic, Preaching, Jesus, PàS, Conference, God, Holy Ghost, Disciple

Id: ZDWhtxVAcuk

Length: 81min 23sec (4883 seconds)

Published: Thu Feb 11 2021