38 True Scary Horror Stories from Reddit // Lets Not Meet (Theme Stories Vol. 3)

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<font color="#CCCCCC">I moved to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> South Korea for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> University</font> when I turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> 18</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm now 21 and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> happened over two years ago <font color="#E5E5E5">Wasser has definitely been unwanted</font> attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> from some guys in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">most of them get the message that I'm</font> not interested<font color="#CCCCCC"> this however was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little</font> more unsettling the<font color="#CCCCCC"> University I go to</font> has an<font color="#CCCCCC"> Institute for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> language which is</font> where<font color="#CCCCCC"> all of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> classes were at the time</font> and it's pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> common knowledge that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">most foreigners in this part of Korea</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> know uh for study at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Institute</font> it's not abnormal<font color="#E5E5E5"> for me to receive</font> random<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook requests from guys</font> wanting to learn English<font color="#E5E5E5"> or make foreign</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> and most of the time I just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ignore them unless we have a few mutual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends or I've met them before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got a</font> friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> request</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from this guy named</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Neko</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and we had quite a handful of mutual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he'd messaged me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was sorry for the randomness of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> request<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make</font> as many foreign friends as<font color="#CCCCCC"> he could I</font> thought what<font color="#CCCCCC"> the heck and I accepted</font> then messaged him back saying it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was no</font> bother<font color="#CCCCCC"> from what I could tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">facebook photos he was heavily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pierced</font> and tattooed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stated he was Japanese</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had studied in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Canada and could</font> speak good English and<font color="#CCCCCC"> also a foreigner</font> studying at my<font color="#CCCCCC"> university</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few</font> days he messaged me again and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> replied</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and it was casual</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> conversation and he</font> would often<font color="#E5E5E5"> bring up maybe meeting for</font> coffee<font color="#CCCCCC"> or a movie which I declined until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> aggressive for</font> no reason every time I'd make<font color="#CCCCCC"> a comment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he'd find some way to turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it into an</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">argument which grew tiring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> super fast so</font> I just ignored him he'd often<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked if I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> a boyfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to which I'd reply</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he bluntly say that we should be</font> together<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">decided I didn't really want anything to</font> do with him<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I politely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> declined on</font> the basis I didn't know him we'd never meet<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we hadn't even known</font> each<font color="#CCCCCC"> other a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they didn't take my</font> refusal<font color="#E5E5E5"> well and began throwing insults</font> at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> based on my looks and saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">overly graphic things that he'd do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> if he<font color="#CCCCCC"> ever saw me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stupid not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take him up on the offer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I'd never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do better than him and</font> he'd make<font color="#CCCCCC"> me see that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it creeped me out</font> beyond belief<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I just blocked and</font> deleted him on Facebook and tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> forget<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mentioned it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> friend of mine and she immediately knew exactly who I was talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apparently I was not the first girl he</font> added on<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to bully</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into meeting him and being his</font> girlfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> after asking a few more of my</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> who we'd had as mutual friends</font> on Facebook<font color="#E5E5E5"> they don't describe pretty</font> similar situations involving this<font color="#CCCCCC"> Nico</font> one girl even told me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she'd given</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him the benefit of the doubt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> met</font> with him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it turned out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he</font> didn't even go to our University would <font color="#E5E5E5">actually lived over an hour away and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would travel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there daily</font> probably to watch an obsessive a<font color="#E5E5E5"> witch</font> girl he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> find on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook next hait</font> told<font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was born in America and had</font> never been<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Japan yet he told me he</font> was Japanese and<font color="#E5E5E5"> studied in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Canada</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> who knows how much<font color="#E5E5E5"> of what he said to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anyone was actually true</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found a bit</font> freaked out by this<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tried not to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it bother me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never see him around</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd blocked him so I forgot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and that was until about a week or two</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">later I received a message</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from him on</font> Facebook on another account<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying how</font> he'd see<font color="#CCCCCC"> me that day at school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> shook me up a bit since<font color="#E5E5E5"> I hadn't even</font> considered<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he might actually be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">watching me at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ignore the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">message and block the account</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font> later I<font color="#E5E5E5"> got numerous messages from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> accounts claiming to be Nico's</font> friends saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> how he had his account</font> hacked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and could I please</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unblock him so</font> he could<font color="#CCCCCC"> explain and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we could talk it</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> I ignored these messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too but I</font> kept perceiving more all<font color="#E5E5E5"> of which I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> am</font> pretty sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me kill himself</font> trying to reach out to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> to get my attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> the more I ignored</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the more violent and aggressive the</font> messages became and I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">most of the time when he said he'd seen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was lying he'd say things like I</font> saw you today<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the library all day you</font> fucking slut you're a<font color="#E5E5E5"> fucking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boride slut</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who can't</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> laid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> messages to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> extent<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clutching at straws</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never used the school's</font> library<font color="#CCCCCC"> to study</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wear</font> glasses I never wear them<font color="#CCCCCC"> in public so I</font> just kept<font color="#CCCCCC"> blocking the accounts and</font> tried not to let it<font color="#CCCCCC"> bother me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> figuring</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was just some desperate idiot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> figured to get bored of me soon enough <font color="#CCCCCC">and let it go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until one day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> classes<font color="#E5E5E5"> had finished and I was browsing</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> small convenience store in the</font> building to grab a<font color="#E5E5E5"> drink on my way home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I opened up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fridge to get a bottle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of water when I closed the door he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> standing right beside me it</font> didn't say anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was just staring</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't seen him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in person before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I had never agreed to meet him</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew straight away it was him and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I freaked out I dropped the bottle and I</font> just left the store<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't walk home</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was afraid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he'd follow me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find out where I live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I just went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back into school and stayed around areas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">where there were lots of people until a</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> of mine came to meet me after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I saw him a handful of times</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> I'd leave class they'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> just be standing</font> there doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing in particular</font> watching people<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they walked past</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">needs stare at me intently I'd made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to always be with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends when I went to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and from class and didn't go anywhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a while but after a week or so</font> the messages stopped and I didn't see him again<font color="#E5E5E5"> the last time I heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a year ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he messaged me on</font> yet a new Facebook account<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking if we</font> could be<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends again</font> because he'd change and it was all<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a joke needless to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">say I ignored the message blocked the</font> account<font color="#E5E5E5"> and will not be taking up his</font> offer<font color="#E5E5E5"> on being friends I did in my last</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">serious boyfriend for around six years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and throughout the whole of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those six</font> years<font color="#CCCCCC"> I always received pokes off of a</font> fellow on Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too</font> much<font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we had like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 30</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends in</font> common<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I figured maybe I had met him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">somewhere along the way besides was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">muscley and quite attractive so having</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> additional attention</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was fun I guess</font> a couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of weeks after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my axe and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> split<font color="#E5E5E5"> he private messaged me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asking me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if we could meet we chatted for a while</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I eventually agreed to go for a meal</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> him on first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> date</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terms</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a</font> pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> lovely one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nice meal walk under</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> stars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blah blah blah</font> after a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of seeing him I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">noticed little traits in his behavior</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I found to be particularly strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he would never let me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his house and</font> would leave me standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside one day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I stood outside of his house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 45</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes at 10:30 p.m. as we had walked</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't know where the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hell I was</font> and he decided that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had given him the</font> hump<font color="#E5E5E5"> for no apparent reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> where I<font color="#CCCCCC"> should have bailed out the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Friday I figured I would give</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> the benefit of the doubt and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invited</font> him round<font color="#E5E5E5"> he stayed for nine days I had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> text a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her to pick me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and not invite him just to get him</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave it now until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he turned up on my doorstep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I told him it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well and that</font> I had a pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> serious urinary tract</font> infection which was met with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> accusations<font color="#CCCCCC"> of cheating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and even being a</font> slag this was the final<font color="#E5E5E5"> straw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actually the leave and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to bother</font> contacting me every day I<font color="#E5E5E5"> received text</font> after text<font color="#E5E5E5"> missed call after missed call</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm blocked on Facebook so he messaged</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all of my friends begging them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> convince me to<font color="#CCCCCC"> take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hell no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that after some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> he would back away<font color="#E5E5E5"> things went quiet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was bliss until I</font> received a call off a number<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> know it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking me who the man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> who had just walked in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of my door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was my father by the way this happen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every time someone walked in front of my</font> flat<font color="#CCCCCC"> male/female</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it didn't matter</font> turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> out he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knew someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who lived</font> across<font color="#E5E5E5"> the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and had him</font> and his lovely girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> watching my</font> every move<font color="#E5E5E5"> things calm down again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> speaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple and explaining</font> the grief that<font color="#CCCCCC"> had caused me he told</font> them that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> together with me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he was concerned for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my safety and I</font> thought he had got the<font color="#E5E5E5"> message until one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day when I finished work and caught the</font> bus home<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perfectly timed so</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would always be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulling up to my</font> estate at<font color="#E5E5E5"> 6:00 p.m. as I strolled down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the hill to my estate ready to cut</font> through the alley towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the garages</font> I noticed a<font color="#CCCCCC"> figure tucked away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> shadows in the corner it was him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up and marched onwards to my</font> front door<font color="#CCCCCC"> they followed the distance</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> until I reached the door and ran</font> after me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and chased me up the stairs and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the block of flats I lived in I told him</font> I wasn't interested<font color="#CCCCCC"> but he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was scaring</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that he needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and this is</font> where he thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> that maybe a hug would</font> change my<font color="#CCCCCC"> mind in this situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> letting<font color="#E5E5E5"> out a massive scream for my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbor he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> escorted out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">building and was told that if he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">returned it probably would be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the last</font> thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had ever done at least</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font> learned now not to date<font color="#E5E5E5"> people off of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Facebook and at least run a background</font> check on any future partners <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm a 22 year old female and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> finishing up<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first college degree</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this summer</font> so I take mainly<font color="#CCCCCC"> online classes as I</font> work in volunteer a lot however<font color="#E5E5E5"> this semester I only had two</font> science classes<font color="#E5E5E5"> left in order</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">graduate and one of the classes I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed</font> was only<font color="#E5E5E5"> offered on campus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ah it's a</font> twice a<font color="#E5E5E5"> week class and each class runs</font> roughly<font color="#CCCCCC"> two hours but the teacher</font> usually<font color="#CCCCCC"> lets us go after about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 45 to 60</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes a little kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> campus so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> usually walk in about 15</font> minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> late and therefore never get</font> called for attendance the teacher knows my situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I just have to let them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I'm there before I leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> class</font> and we're good<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know this may not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seem</font> important<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I promise it is so my</font> class has a test on this<font color="#CCCCCC"> upcoming week</font> the teacher gives us study guides that <font color="#CCCCCC">are pretty similar to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actual test</font> questions but they aren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> like required</font> to pass<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> test or anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of it</font> is common<font color="#CCCCCC"> sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so today I am hanging</font> out at<font color="#CCCCCC"> my co-workers house when my phone</font> goes off<font color="#CCCCCC"> I checked it and saw I had a</font> Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> message from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> person I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">recognize so I opened a message it was</font> not a name I had ever heard a remember hearing it's a pretty unique name<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sort of confused the message read</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hey I am in your intro to science class</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I really need a study guide and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> drive to<font color="#CCCCCC"> your house of it meant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accessing it so immediately I'm a little</font> weirded out because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I literally have no</font> idea<font color="#E5E5E5"> who this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy is I don't recognize</font> him from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> class and I certainly don't</font> recognize his<font color="#CCCCCC"> name</font> not to mention<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I said earlier I am</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literally never there for attendance so</font> it couldn't be easily explained as like he saw me answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my name or anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm thinking maybe he looked at</font> the class roster online and messaged a bunch of people so I texted<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few my</font> classmates to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see if they had heard from</font> this guy and they all said<font color="#CCCCCC"> no and asked</font> why I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to know I explained the</font> situation to<font color="#E5E5E5"> them and they verified that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't wreck</font> nice the<font color="#E5E5E5"> guys name or face and they're</font> good students who actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> show up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> class on time<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I didn't message the</font> guy back<font color="#CCCCCC"> obviously and he messaged me</font> again a few hours later<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying come on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> know you read this and now I am even <font color="#CCCCCC">more creeped out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the teacher has</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> offering<font color="#E5E5E5"> the study guide for like two</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weeks in class</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I really don't</font> understand why he wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have a copy</font> not to mention they could have<font color="#E5E5E5"> contacted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the teacher for a copy as we still have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">several days until the test if he looked</font> at the roster online why would he have only messaged me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> not my other</font> classmates<font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe I'm overreacting but I</font> feel like it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> super creepy I'm a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">twenty-something woman American and a</font> Francophile<font color="#E5E5E5"> fluent but not native in</font> French since 2011<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've been in</font> correspondence<font color="#E5E5E5"> with an eccentric</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> French</font> guy I met because<font color="#CCCCCC"> he posted a clip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">super-rare telefilm on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> YouTube we had a</font> bunch of mutual interests<font color="#E5E5E5"> and eventually</font> met in real life<font color="#E5E5E5"> so he could give</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me the</font> movie on a flash<font color="#E5E5E5"> drive</font> he also<font color="#E5E5E5"> gifted me a book from his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">personal library that he thought I would</font> like we stayed in contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I recently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">returned the favor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by buying him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a DVD</font> off<font color="#CCCCCC"> Amazon it's been good</font> our conversations are<font color="#E5E5E5"> enriching and he's</font> a sweet guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ah as a mine</font> he sort of switches between identities online<font color="#E5E5E5"> his real name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> John and then an</font> Italian surname<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a fictional</font> character<font color="#CCCCCC"> from Gothic literature</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is very</font> into dark<font color="#CCCCCC"> Romanticism I knew him on</font> Facebook under<font color="#E5E5E5"> the name of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> character</font> and for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> while that was his email</font> address<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> although last summer he</font> started using<font color="#E5E5E5"> an address based off his</font> real name so it was kind of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a mix of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it can be hard to keep tabs on</font> because he often disappears from <font color="#CCCCCC">Facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> without warning and then</font> reappears as soon as he came he's gone through two or three<font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accounts all using the fictional</font> characters<font color="#E5E5E5"> name it wasn't a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> surprise</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> he vanished</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometime last fall and</font> I just<font color="#CCCCCC"> kept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes peeled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">occasionally I do a search and one day I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found an account with his real name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">although not one with the fictional</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">character there was no face pic but that</font> was typical since he sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> uses his</font> real name<font color="#E5E5E5"> online as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> added that</font> person figuring if he wasn't the right person he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> just decline my request</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">/ send me a message asking how we knew</font> each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other when he accepted my request</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">without asking me who I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I figured it</font> was him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the soon to be confirmed when I</font> first started<font color="#E5E5E5"> messaging him in late</font> February between then and now we've exchanged just over<font color="#E5E5E5"> 900 messages</font> I started things where they had left off saying out was good to see<font color="#CCCCCC"> him back I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> just been thinking of him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> gonna<font color="#E5E5E5"> email him something but now I</font> could do it over<font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook chat etc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> greeted<font color="#E5E5E5"> me warmly and then when I sent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> YouTube video I thought he'd like</font> he proceeded to discuss it with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little less articulate than I</font> remembered<font color="#E5E5E5"> but not so much that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> became noticeable<font color="#E5E5E5"> except in hindsight I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> the incoherence isn't quite as</font> glaring to me in French<font color="#E5E5E5"> as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> since</font> it's not<font color="#E5E5E5"> my native language</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he was</font> odd<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that was normal in April</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> to Facebook under the fictional</font> characters name we added each other and started Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> chatting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and would chat</font> with the two accounts<font color="#E5E5E5"> indiscriminately</font> they were never online at the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would just talk to whichever one</font> was on again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> John he would say things</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that didn't make sense and then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> refused</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to explain when I said I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> confused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> would use flirtatious terms of endearment<font color="#CCCCCC"> which made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me uncomfortable</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and made a lot of typos that made it</font> hard to<font color="#CCCCCC"> follow him - it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was only later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I noticed all the typos</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font> cryptic statements and<font color="#E5E5E5"> non sequiturs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">while the flirtation happened when I was</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to John and not when I was</font> talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the account with the name of</font> the fictional character likewise<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the most legit stuff</font> happened with the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fictional</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> character</font> account<font color="#E5E5E5"> like me getting his address to</font> send him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> DVD</font> he was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> straight-up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nicer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on that</font> account<font color="#CCCCCC"> too I had some unpleasant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arguments with real name John and only</font> him I didn't notice that<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time</font> though<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there otherwise seem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> be a<font color="#CCCCCC"> continuity between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the two accounts</font> we discussed the same topics on both and while the speech<font color="#E5E5E5"> patterns were somewhat</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> like I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said more lucid and</font> friendly on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fictional character</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">account there were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> also notable</font> similarities the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> Italian</font> expressions got used for instance real name<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jean called me Bella ragazza</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> flirtatious gesture<font color="#CCCCCC"> that made me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slightly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uncomfortable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fictional</font> characters Jean while making fun<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font> Roberto<font color="#CCCCCC"> Alanya album cover called him</font> bail or<font color="#CCCCCC"> yomo</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they both used the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">expression</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no problemo at various points</font> they both complained about the French bar right it seems seamless until it wasn't on Saturday I saw real name Jean online and started chatting with him<font color="#CCCCCC"> asked him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard about all the stuff that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> that week in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the US when I</font> brought<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> marriage equality he became</font> very homophobic<font color="#CCCCCC"> which surprised me</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had known him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a decent</font> guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd argued</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about non-binary gender</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> straight-up vicious</font> homophobia slurs etc<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it came as a</font> shock to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fight with him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he became very hostile sing</font> nonsensical and paranoid things like if I come<font color="#CCCCCC"> to your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city you'll hide with</font> your<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not to show your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> face</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the supermarket and telling me to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stop talking to him none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this made</font> any sense to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me given our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> four-year</font> history his<font color="#CCCCCC"> passive section at behavior etc</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I asked him so we're not<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> figure out what the hell was</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> on they responded that friendship</font> means nothing on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Internet</font> which I found bizarre<font color="#E5E5E5"> because we met in</font> real life in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the summer of 2011 and</font> been planning<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again last year</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except that he had been out of town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> while<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that fictional</font> character Jean had liked and commented on one of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> photos another thing I only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realised in hindsight was that all the</font> likes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and comments were from fictional</font> character Jean<font color="#E5E5E5"> not real name Jean</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook chat only real name Jean was</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked him why I was liking my stuff</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when he told me to stop talking to him</font> various he responded that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he hadn't</font> liked anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> where do you see my name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I said well not your real name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fictional character</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said so and told</font> me the fuck off<font color="#CCCCCC"> at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reeling in confusion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what the fuck was</font> happening was he having<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dissociative</font> episode<font color="#E5E5E5"> I resolved to talk to real name</font> Jean<font color="#E5E5E5"> when he came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online to see how he</font> acted towards me and if<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was civil to</font> confront him with<font color="#E5E5E5"> his behavior under his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other account it came on early in the</font> morning and I rushed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to talk to him</font> both<font color="#E5E5E5"> deeply unsettled and dying of</font> curiosity<font color="#CCCCCC"> hi</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can I talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's kind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of urgent I said him urgent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure what's</font> up so when I was talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> to real name</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jean you're the only one I'm talking to</font> right this man is you and I linked to <font color="#E5E5E5">the Facebook page to which</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he responded</font> not as a<font color="#CCCCCC"> hall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in fact I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have a</font> Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> account under my real name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> simply homonymous he confirmed</font> that he<font color="#E5E5E5"> only been back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook since</font> April the time in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fictional</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">character account reappeared he was</font> pretty distressed to learn I've been talking to this guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> for four months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking it was him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and even more</font> distressed to know that the guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a</font> dick<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I thought even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a moment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he also was a dick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they're probably</font> wondering<font color="#E5E5E5"> how it took me so long to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figure it out and all I can say is that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I took for granted the real name</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jean and fictional character</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as Jean</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were the same person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> occurred to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they might not be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">them being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the same person was the null</font> hypothesis<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the idea that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they might</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> be that real name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jean might be</font> pretending<font color="#E5E5E5"> was so incredibly crackers</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> had never crossed my mind not once</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they really still wondering how I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">simply have taken for granted that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Brill</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">named Jean was my friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when he gave so many hints that he</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I have to remind you the</font> degree to<font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he simply went along</font> with everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said I would talk</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff specific to my friend stuff</font> that must not<font color="#E5E5E5"> have made any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> man I will<font color="#CCCCCC"> now call fake Sean and he</font> would act like<font color="#E5E5E5"> he knew what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> talking about the<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">baking or delusional</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was unthinkably</font> bizarre today after I walked home<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school I changed into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> PJs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and brows</font> let's not<font color="#CCCCCC"> meet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just like I do every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">single other day well about an hour</font> later I get<font color="#CCCCCC"> a message</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on facebook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from a</font> weird account<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 we need to go outside</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> investigating I realized he</font> messaged me before only<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying hi so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">half-asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stupid me figures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why not</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone nothing will happen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">right wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I go outside and see a tall</font> guy with long<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> bodom shirt on<font color="#CCCCCC"> I love</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> children of bodom</font> so I figured he used to go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font> but graduated since he didn't look that much older<font color="#E5E5E5"> than me</font> it looked really<font color="#E5E5E5"> happy to see me so I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">figured I didn't know him but I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember him I have very bad memory</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quick hug but he hugged me a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> expected ok I said to</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of weird but not really oh</font> my god you're so beautiful <font color="#E5E5E5">Thanks I was scared your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook</font> pictures were<font color="#CCCCCC"> going to be filtered</font> what the fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there I realized I</font> hadn't no idea who this guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> was but he</font> kept a firm grip on my hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> come to my</font> car<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's over there he pointed to a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> broken-down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> red car at the end of</font> my block<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I have to take care of my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sister's I said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was completely alone</font> come on just<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he started</font> pulling my<font color="#E5E5E5"> arm and my LARM bells were</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have to go I pulled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three</font> and quickly turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my house when he</font> grabbed my wrist<font color="#CCCCCC"> they mumble</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> then<font color="#CCCCCC"> grabbed my ass in a very tight grip</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> five three and he was like six</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> so he was hovering over me let</font> me lick your asshole<font color="#E5E5E5"> what the fuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> guess it was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fight-or-flight</font> response that kicked in and I just squirmed<font color="#E5E5E5"> until I broke loose he grabbed</font> my face<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to kiss me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> lightly punched his shoulder and<font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get the fuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> thankfully my neighbor from across the street<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw everything and started</font> screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> at him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hey let me go and bolt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it to his car and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sped off my neighbor</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> over to me and asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay and walked to my house and got me</font> water<font color="#E5E5E5"> and called the police</font> all we could provide<font color="#CCCCCC"> is a small red</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Honda with a tall male with a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> co B shirt</font> and long<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair they told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they'd call</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> if they found him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to let me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they haven't called I'm still</font> scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm still grateful my</font> neighbor was home early<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I still have</font> my sanity<font color="#E5E5E5"> I haven't had a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of creepy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things happen to me but reading a few</font> stories here<font color="#E5E5E5"> reminds me of this event</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that happened just over a month ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> sometimes receive<font color="#E5E5E5"> random Facebook</font> requests and my general rule is<font color="#CCCCCC"> to never</font> accept<font color="#E5E5E5"> a request</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from a stranger anyway</font> this random guy sends me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> request and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">already know we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have never met</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> curiosity got the better of me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decide to skim over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his profile no big</font> deal<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I'm scrolling down his main feed</font> I see my name<font color="#CCCCCC"> pop up in a seemingly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">normal status in that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was quite</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> aback it was my full name and</font> although it's rather<font color="#CCCCCC"> average I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> one with it<font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy yes but maybe it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just a coincidence so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continued</font> eventually I come across<font color="#CCCCCC"> another status</font> describing how he'd like<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be with a</font> girl with my exact features<font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> include<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes hair color and skin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> colour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I find a fabricated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> text message</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">conversation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that made it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> involved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with this guy</font> I also found a<font color="#CCCCCC"> few statuses about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">romantic activities we shared that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of course I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> note the</font> fuck out of there but not<font color="#E5E5E5"> before taking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a few screenshots and blocking them this</font> person does live a few states<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> me in another large<font color="#E5E5E5"> city but I keep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> social profiles too private so<font color="#E5E5E5"> hopefully he doesn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> contact me again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I realize</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now that I probably should</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> also reported the guy but I</font> honestly<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't want to provoke any kind</font> of responses from<font color="#E5E5E5"> him whatsoever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> little background this guy added me on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook at the Blu</font> when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was like 13</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm 16 now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> him who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was he told me he saw</font> my profile picture<font color="#CCCCCC"> and thought I was</font> beautiful<font color="#CCCCCC"> and all that bullshit fast</font> forward a year after we've<font color="#CCCCCC"> been talking</font> and he tries hooking me up with one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because you're so beautiful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he just has to have you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> declined</font> several times because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a boyfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I posted a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> picture of us later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> and his<font color="#CCCCCC"> friend started saying so many</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">awful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the comment</font> section after blocking<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of them is</font> when things got<font color="#E5E5E5"> really creepy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they sent google map photos of my house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had never given them my address and</font> kept the location thing off at all times and the guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> I originally met threatened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to cut my heart out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I blocked him and</font> reported him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> year he admits his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">undying love</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me he refuses to leave</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just got rid of my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">facebook and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> plan on making a new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one so</font> creepy guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> from India</font> let's not mean I'm an interesting man<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> my late 20s<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a staple job and happy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family being so I never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even entertained</font> the thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> might one day be the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">target of a stalker</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so here's my story</font> is a<font color="#E5E5E5"> warning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to everyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you don't have</font> to be a typical<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty young lady to</font> catch the eye of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a stalker I don't know</font> if this makes sense<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I am a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> habitual</font> yet very casual Facebook user<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font> post a lot but I do check<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> newsfeed</font> often<font color="#CCCCCC"> 179 I was doing a quick round on</font> Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> before I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bed when I</font> received a friend request<font color="#CCCCCC"> I accepted it</font> without hesitation<font color="#CCCCCC"> just about every</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> request I received gets accepted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I don't ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> post anything very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">personal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I said I have a very casual</font> approach<font color="#E5E5E5"> to social networking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I do a</font> quick<font color="#E5E5E5"> glance on the profile that had</font> friend me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and saw that it was an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">obviously fake account not thinking much</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> it I put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my computer away and fell</font> asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> the next day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lunch</font> at a friend's house having<font color="#CCCCCC"> completely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forgotten about the friend request from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone buzzed and I</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had gotten a message</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from a</font> co-worker<font color="#CCCCCC"> of mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Maya although my and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worked together and had a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mutual</font> friends outside of<font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we didn't</font> communicate much other than<font color="#E5E5E5"> when it was</font> about work I checked it assuming<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> work-related<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back he can</font> say it was to get the gist of it the Facebook<font color="#CCCCCC"> account that friended me also</font> friended Maya and had bombarded her with insults and accusations of<font color="#E5E5E5"> being a whore</font> slut<font color="#E5E5E5"> and every name in the book</font> the person took<font color="#E5E5E5"> it a step further by</font> messaging Maya's husband<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying that she</font> was cheating<font color="#CCCCCC"> on him with a co-worker</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Maya wanted to know if I knew who the</font> person was<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the only other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that accepted the friend request</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I explained</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to her how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I accept every</font> request and have no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea who it was I</font> then proceeded to unfriend the profile in question<font color="#CCCCCC"> I explained</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">already had suspicions on who it was but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just wanted to see if I could confirm it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she believed it was Carrie let's rewind</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks earlier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had received a</font> friend request<font color="#CCCCCC"> from Carrie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it struck me</font> as<font color="#CCCCCC"> odd because although we worked at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">same place we had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> met never spoken</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nor had we ever made eye contact or been</font> within<font color="#E5E5E5"> 20 feet of each other we worked</font> in different<font color="#CCCCCC"> departments</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I walked</font> past<font color="#E5E5E5"> her every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day because I had to walk</font> through her<font color="#E5E5E5"> department</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get to our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lounge that was the furthest extent of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our interactions I only learned her name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she friended me on Facebook</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I recognized her picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm not</font> sure how she found out my name<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kerry</font> also friended my wife's profile and subsequently began<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sift through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my wife's posts and pictures liking</font> and commenting on several<font color="#E5E5E5"> of them she</font> began interacting with my post<font color="#CCCCCC"> too as</font> though she knew us as well<font color="#CCCCCC"> and worked</font> though I'd walked by like<font color="#E5E5E5"> usual and</font> still no interaction<font color="#CCCCCC"> I found it odd but</font> it didn't look too<font color="#E5E5E5"> far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into it so back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the present the mysterious Facebook</font> account continued to harass Maya<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> told her that she knew it was Carrie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and was going to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> thought that was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end of that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but boy</font> was I wrong over several<font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks I began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting more friend requests from girls</font> looking to hook up<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me obviously I</font> knew they were all<font color="#E5E5E5"> fake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and for the most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">part</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ignored them I also began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">notifications from Google and Facebook</font> accounts about suspicious activity on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> profile<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the time in Warren me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> failed login<font color="#E5E5E5"> attempts</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I specifically remember said my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Facebook account was actually logged in</font> from somewhere unusual<font color="#E5E5E5"> and asked whether</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it wasn't me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I should have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been more concerned but for some reason</font> I didn't care at the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was stupid</font> and even after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I didn't bother to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">change my password</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I viewed</font> all of these happenings as random isolated incidents I know<font color="#E5E5E5"> valuable stuff on my account and</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have any private secretive</font> messages would<font color="#CCCCCC"> harm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could they do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font> a few months<font color="#CCCCCC"> past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when one day my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife</font> gets a message<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Carrie stating that</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had bought a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high-end video camera</font> and was looking to start some amateur filming she wanted to know if<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font> help her by letting<font color="#E5E5E5"> her film our family</font> for a day remembering<font color="#CCCCCC"> what Maya had said</font> a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> months ago I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reluctant but</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> give Carrie the benefit of the</font> doubt<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we agreed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell her that we'd</font> schedule a time for<font color="#CCCCCC"> her whenever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> weren't busy<font color="#CCCCCC"> and left it at that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> once</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again I have yet to actually meet Carrie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more weeks passed by and we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> completely</font> forget about scheduling the film shoot when Carrie messages me about it<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> turned her down<font color="#E5E5E5"> then things got weird</font> she sent several<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jif vials of stick</font> figures<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing sexually suggestive</font> motions and gyrations<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't respond</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so she asked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> funny isn't it immediately</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">texted my wife to log</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into my facebook</font> profile to observe the messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> wanting to be rude<font color="#CCCCCC"> I agreed with Carrie</font> as of the humor and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gifs she sent</font> and carried on the conversation she proceeded to send me old photos from my abandoned<font color="#CCCCCC"> in myspace account that I had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely forgotten about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when myspace had been</font> revamped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and people lost a lot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cherished memories somehow she dug mine</font> up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to share them with me it</font> was creepy to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me things escalated</font> quickly from there she began<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about her body and how she wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attractive trying to bait</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me into</font> complimenting her looks<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was not</font> beautiful<font color="#E5E5E5"> but she was an attractive</font> I didn't bite though<font color="#E5E5E5"> then she hit me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the blue she asked me</font> about my penis<font color="#E5E5E5"> calling it my cock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> suggesting that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty</font> big I decided that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> stopped responding<font color="#CCCCCC"> of course my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wife was</font> reading the whole time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">texting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about how funny</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird this all was I continued</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> to work and still<font color="#E5E5E5"> awkwardly never</font> actually met<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kari</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I especially didn't</font> want to strike up any conversations after that Kari messaged me one final <font color="#E5E5E5">time asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a favor my had blocked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her profile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and Kari suspected that Maya</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> saying bad stuff about her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so she</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to check her profile to</font> confirm<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told her that I wasn't going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to stock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Maya for her and that was that</font> just between us though<font color="#E5E5E5"> I did check and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my couldn't care less to waste her</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking about carry around this</font> time my<font color="#E5E5E5"> wife got a text from an unknown</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">number</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the person knew her name but was</font> trying to remain anonymous and was <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to flirt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with her we were with a</font> bunch of<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends at the time and we all</font> thought it'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> be fun if we all Tex</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">flirted with this person at the same</font> time to annoy them once<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never</font> thought to connect any<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the incidents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Kari eventually quit work and I never</font> saw her again but I continued to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get suspicious</font> activity<font color="#E5E5E5"> and friend requests that I</font> stupidly<font color="#E5E5E5"> continue to write off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had all</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> forgotten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about Kari</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd say</font> over a year<font color="#CCCCCC"> later I get a bomb</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for my</font> wife<font color="#E5E5E5"> a good friend of ours texted her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I was sending her very</font> inappropriate messages on<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been busy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> errands all day and</font> hadn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> really checked my facebook at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> time I found<font color="#E5E5E5"> that my password had been</font> changed when I finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> logged back on</font> all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my messages had also been cleared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea the extent of what</font> happened until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I started hearing from</font> people<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was being very suggestive</font> and nasty<font color="#CCCCCC"> to them</font> the thing was<font color="#E5E5E5"> these weren't random women</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on my friends list</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that were targeted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> women that were close to me</font> good friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> my wife's sisters my</font> friends wives<font color="#E5E5E5"> these messages weren't</font> holding<font color="#E5E5E5"> back either</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they went all out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> graphic detail<font color="#CCCCCC"> about what I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font> to them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt completely violated and</font> humiliated<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> imagine how the</font> women<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt my wife and I were really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> families</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends and</font> every other week or so all of<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends would get together and drink BB</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Q</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watch movies or sports and hang out</font> we'd seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> several families over and</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a problem all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of them said</font> they<font color="#CCCCCC"> understood what happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they know it wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me deep inside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">though I could see that they felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> possibly potentially</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">name over time more and more of them</font> stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming over to the point where</font> my home started to feel<font color="#E5E5E5"> empty I can find</font> it in my wife how I felt that<font color="#CCCCCC"> they think</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and she rebutted that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> being paranoid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she argued that our</font> friends were just<font color="#CCCCCC"> busy with their lives</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that they'd eventually come over and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when they were free again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I then learned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that someone had created a Facebook</font> account<font color="#CCCCCC"> using my name and picture</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> had continued harassing the same women one of them<font color="#E5E5E5"> posted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a picture of the</font> conversation with this false me on Facebook<font color="#E5E5E5"> she commented that it could</font> really be me because<font color="#E5E5E5"> that mystery person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">has used some words that I typically</font> would she also stated that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the person</font> knew my friends and family<font color="#E5E5E5"> extensively</font> my heart instantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> shattered reading</font> that I could checking my facebook<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> longest time and I guess I fell into</font> a mild depression<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt miserable I</font> told my wife that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wanted to disappear</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> strongly considered quitting my job</font> of seven years<font color="#E5E5E5"> and moving away to start</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and now know that I was being quite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">irrational</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and thankfully my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife stayed</font> strong for me through it all <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to defend my honor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and started gathering alibis</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of times</font> people in<font color="#E5E5E5"> places I was around during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> time of<font color="#E5E5E5"> many of those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> messages</font> my wife brutally told me that she couldn't believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was weak enough to</font> let a<font color="#E5E5E5"> no-life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dumb ass on Facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> put</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me down and make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me feel that way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> is true<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am and always have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> mentally strong person<font color="#E5E5E5"> I always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look for</font> the best<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a bad situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but for some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reason this affected me differently I</font> can't explain why<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I felt extreme</font> shame and guilt<font color="#E5E5E5"> for something I didn't</font> even do without my wife's support knocking me back to reality<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know</font> what would have<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened we advised her</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> just to ignore the person and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually everything stopped from time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to time I still get a random friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">request but I don't accept them anymore</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't have any proof that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was all</font> the work of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Carrie it just all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> a time when she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> injected herself</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> my life and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually stopped</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> she left my friends have started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">coming over again but it hasn't felt the</font> same ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> since then I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know it's</font> them or<font color="#CCCCCC"> just in my head</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">came to the conclusion that Gary reveled</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the misery of others after tormenting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Maya she moved on and targeted me trying</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> ruin my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> marriage and distance me from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends for no other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason than the</font> fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoyed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm sure</font> she hasn't stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and only left me</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> because she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> found a new victim to</font> harass it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the night of prom and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> five other girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> all around the ages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seventeen to eighteen pretty much all</font> black had left the venue<font color="#E5E5E5"> and were</font> driving<font color="#E5E5E5"> around aimlessly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hoping to catch</font> a party to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ended up being a bust or getting busted</font> by<font color="#E5E5E5"> cops</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we were headed to go hang out</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends around 2:00 to 3:00</font> a.m. it's important<font color="#E5E5E5"> note that none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us</font> were inebriated<font color="#CCCCCC"> in any manner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so by this</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night the roads were almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty we live in rural</font> suburban Northern Virginia<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it's</font> incredibly dark as the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cars broken high</font> beams the driver<font color="#CCCCCC"> key made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a turn down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> road and<font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing as it was incredibly</font> dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> briefly drove in the wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lane</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> divider it only lasted around<font color="#CCCCCC"> five</font> seconds or so and absolutely no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one was</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so she just calmly</font> corrected<font color="#CCCCCC"> herself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Retta</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she makes it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the correct</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> car about<font color="#E5E5E5"> fifty to a hundred feet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> turns on his headlights and lays on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the horn it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed like this guy</font> appeared out of nowhere and I found it incredibly<font color="#CCCCCC"> strange he didn't have his</font> headlights on as it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> new moon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> almost completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> dark so she waves her</font> hand out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and says sorry but</font> the guy was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having it he</font> immediately sped up riding on<font color="#E5E5E5"> our tail</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> honking almost constantly to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point we were going around 60 in a 30</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">zone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was in a huge black truck waving</font> a confederate flag out of the back and we were in a tiny<font color="#E5E5E5"> green Kia so we were</font> understandably terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> he even ended</font> up actually ramming our bumper a few times<font color="#CCCCCC"> although not enough to death the</font> car move it thankfully<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were debating</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to do whether</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we should call the</font> cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> or not when he takes a few sharp</font> turns and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ends up losing the guy to stop</font> in a parking lot we wait super quietly under<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shady tree ready to drive off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or call the police or both for a few</font> minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> when my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend suddenly notices</font> his truck<font color="#E5E5E5"> parked in a few parking lots</font> away separated by a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> trees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a way</font> that we can see him<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we were hoping</font> he couldn't see us<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't have the best</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eyesight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but even I could see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him jump</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the car this guy was massive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wide</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and tall holding something in his arms</font> and waving<font color="#E5E5E5"> it around another friend with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more gun experience than I points out it</font> looks like<font color="#CCCCCC"> it could be a shotgun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> watched for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few seconds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paralyzed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> fear<font color="#CCCCCC"> as he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yells something along the</font> lines of y'all<font color="#E5E5E5"> Negros need to come out</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all wizened up he put the car</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> drive and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sped out of that parking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lot as fast as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were visibly</font> shaken and immediately went home<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> safely freak the fuck out making</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see if he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> following us the</font> whole<font color="#CCCCCC"> way home</font> [Music] at 14 I moved in with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my estranged</font> father in a rural town<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the USA I</font> found myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> a former city kid living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a farmhouse on a plot of land that was a</font> half a mile from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the main road</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surrounded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> acres of forest on all</font> sides<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was lonely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and isolated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font> handy men who I assumed were buddies of my father's or something were working on various projects<font color="#E5E5E5"> around the property one</font> guy named<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dan was being paid a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hundred dollars to dig a very large hole</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for some kind of plumbing issue behind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the house one evening while my father</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was away on a business</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trip to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Dan rolled up in his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> truck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's a bit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on but he probably made a scheduling</font> error<font color="#CCCCCC"> I met him at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door to tell him</font> that my dad wasn't home and to<font color="#CCCCCC"> trim'</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> tomorrow my father had a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> strict rule<font color="#CCCCCC"> that guys who worked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> property<font color="#E5E5E5"> had to call him first before</font> coming<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> they were never supposed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> show up</font> unannounced<font color="#CCCCCC"> then I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told him my father</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wasn't home I was sure he would leave</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead the expression on</font> his face changed suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> he perked up</font> and smiled<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had very dark brown eyes</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> were set close together and he</font> stared with purpose in hindsight<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd say</font> his stare was predatory<font color="#E5E5E5"> also looking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back I'm fairly embarrassed by how naive</font> and silly my answers to<font color="#CCCCCC"> his questions</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess at 14 I was still trying</font> hard to<font color="#CCCCCC"> fit in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and was excessively</font> polite<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a screen door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> between us</font> and he reached out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and opened it so that</font> he was holding<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in one hand</font> while<font color="#E5E5E5"> he talked to me they started</font> asking<font color="#CCCCCC"> how I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> liked living in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the area</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he asked how I liked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school I politely told him that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything was going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well so far</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are you</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the prom</font> he asked I'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> nursed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around this time why</font> his smile<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dark stare was starting to</font> bother me there was something<font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deliberate almost practiced about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> questions as if it were<font color="#E5E5E5"> just all part of</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> memorized script the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wide smirk on</font> his face<font color="#E5E5E5"> never went away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm sure someone has asked you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">prom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said uh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't think so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm just a sophomore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I'm allowed to</font> go if I go with an older student<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told</font> him I bet you have lots<font color="#E5E5E5"> of boyfriends</font> right no I<font color="#E5E5E5"> just moved here he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't</font> pick<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the obvious</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> social cues I was</font> sending<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave me alone I thought</font> that sickness<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my stomach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> nauseating an overwhelming sensation of terror despite keeping my cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spin crazy theories at me what would I</font> do if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> planned on raping me that was</font> so far<font color="#E5E5E5"> away from civilization</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no one</font> would hear me if I screamed at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the top</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my lungs my mind raced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through all</font> the angles<font color="#E5E5E5"> the possibilities the skills</font> I should employ in<font color="#CCCCCC"> this situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I can</font> be your boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said still smirking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then again I'd like to take you to prom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I laughed a bit um no thanks he took a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">step closer as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">step right over me and inside the house</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> are you about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sixteen he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was now</font> looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I'm looking me over</font> his eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> chased me up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and down it felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if his gaze had left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a slime trail</font> across<font color="#E5E5E5"> my body not yet I'm turning 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> answered<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point hoping he'd go</font> away<font color="#E5E5E5"> when he found out how young I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really was oh that's okay he assures me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unlike younger girls I've had a lot of</font> girlfriends who were your age<font color="#E5E5E5"> are you</font> sure you're<font color="#CCCCCC"> not 16</font> you look really mature for<font color="#CCCCCC"> your age</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said still laughing office</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Commons won't be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> absolutely trapped look</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> think should go because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad could</font> come home at any<font color="#E5E5E5"> minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and you know he</font> hates<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people show up unannounced</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he especially</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> visitors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after he's been on the road</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all day you</font> know how pissed<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gets about it he's</font> shrunk<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I talked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yesterday</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told him I'd be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming by to</font> finish up the job<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he said he'd be</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little late we can wait for him</font> together<font color="#E5E5E5"> talk some more well I never</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he wanted me to invite him in</font> the house<font color="#CCCCCC"> everything about his body</font> language<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gaze indicated that he</font> expected me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ask him to step inside he</font> was practically leaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> right through</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> doorframe</font> there was no way<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was going to let</font> him in even though looking back that <font color="#E5E5E5">wouldn't really matter it didn't</font> immediately hit me what he<font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just said</font> and what<font color="#CCCCCC"> it implied</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said that he had</font> talked to my father<font color="#CCCCCC"> and known he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wouldn't be home so late so what the</font> fuck was he doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> here he went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about how he would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the prom</font> and how we would pay for<font color="#E5E5E5"> it and treat me</font> nice<font color="#E5E5E5"> what a nice girl I was how</font> beautiful<font color="#CCCCCC"> young girls like me are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> this age<font color="#E5E5E5"> and there was no lock on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screen door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the wooden</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door was</font> warped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and had a clunky lock that took a</font> while<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a bit of a shoving to engage</font> so I just stood there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and listened to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this pervert</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> presses again do you want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a boyfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no look I don't date</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guys</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who are older</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> high school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boys it would be really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weird if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> someone your age went to the</font> prom I should explain<font color="#CCCCCC"> he looked about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 45 he</font> shouldn't say that he smiles<font color="#CCCCCC"> age doesn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> matter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've been</font> with lots of<font color="#E5E5E5"> teenagers some girls are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very experienced sexually before they're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">16 you seem like you've already had a</font> lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of experiences to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you're one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">those types who is a grown woman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> younger<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman's body</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't quite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">remember all of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dumb responses to him</font> but I remember very<font color="#CCCCCC"> clearly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his pressing</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> point that age is just a number</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and that young girls were sexual</font> goddesses<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> older women were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bitter</font> and angry<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he loved how happy and</font> self-assured young teen girls were<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> clearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember he said you don't have</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> decide whether you want to go to the</font> prom<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let's hang out a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> first and get to know each other I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally said something to the effect</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> going back inside now have a good</font> night I'm probably going to call my dad <font color="#CCCCCC">to find out when he's coming home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> was no way that was possible this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> cellphones were very common</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> had no<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea where my father was at that</font> moment he took my<font color="#E5E5E5"> hand and kissed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> right between<font color="#E5E5E5"> my first and second</font> knuckles<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to vomit he said okay</font> I'll be going<font color="#E5E5E5"> I hope to see you soon</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">princess</font> princess I withdrew inside the house <font color="#E5E5E5">relieved he was going I watched him walk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his truck in the driveway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started up and back out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of our driveway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I didn't bother trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lock the</font> door instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room on the</font> second<font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my window looked out upon a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">small stretch of dirt road that led to</font> the main road the truck<font color="#CCCCCC"> a white pickup exited the</font> driveway were pulled<font color="#E5E5E5"> over for the back</font> on the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see the tail end of</font> it and remain parked there<font color="#E5E5E5"> without the</font> lights on I was confused<font color="#CCCCCC"> he had pulled</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> then pulled to the side of the dirt</font> road<font color="#E5E5E5"> beside some bushes but from that</font> second-floor window<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could clearly see</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had gone no more than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fifty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feet</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the driveway the truck remained</font> there for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about twenty minutes I'd like</font> to think<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he wasn't trying to hide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">struck from me but I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first floor it would have appeared that</font> he had<font color="#E5E5E5"> driven away when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my father came</font> home later that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him about</font> Dan's visit my father wasn't outraged on my behalf perhaps sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of bemused he was</font> more pissed<font color="#CCCCCC"> about Dan being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around the</font> house at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I fired him last</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">week he knows better than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be around</font> here<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he should be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> calling first so</font> my father called up<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dan and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cursed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">amount for coming to the house when he</font> had been specifically told not<font color="#CCCCCC"> to return</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">threatens him with physical violence if</font> he ever showed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his property again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he added and don't talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my daughter</font> while she's<font color="#E5E5E5"> here alone he scared her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> learned later<font color="#CCCCCC"> while my father had a rule</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about the guys</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who worked on the</font> property<font color="#CCCCCC"> and why they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always had to call</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coming over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was mainly</font> worried that they'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> robbed him because</font> the guys he'd hire were all ex-cons who charged a discounted under-the-table rate most of them including<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dan were on</font> parole for violent crimes and had very few job prospects elsewhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dan had</font> recently been<font color="#E5E5E5"> released</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from prison and</font> my father didn't trust him<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what his crimes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were but I can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take a</font> guess <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard he returned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to prison</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about a</font> year<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my senior</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> year I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was the</font> battalion commander of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> AJ</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ROTC unit</font> listens I pretty much knew every single cadet whether I wanted to or not<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> class<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was one individual who was a</font> sophomore in<font color="#CCCCCC"> 18</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years old he never</font> bathed<font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he smelled awful so needless</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> say I never got close enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a conversation about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a month before</font> senior prom I was without<font color="#CCCCCC"> a date and</font> very angry<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother's friend had a son</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in my grade level</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and although</font> we hated<font color="#E5E5E5"> each other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ended up taking</font> him to prom that night as soon as we <font color="#E5E5E5">stepped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he ditched me which</font> was fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I worked the room and danced</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> some friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but when slow dances</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was all alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started moving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back to the lobby area where I bumped</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> this cadet from my class John</font> John's in a very nice tuxedo<font color="#E5E5E5"> smelled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like a flower bed and had a very cute</font> smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him that he looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> great</font> and we started talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we had really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never had a conversation before the</font> second slow dance was starting and he asked me to dance<font color="#E5E5E5"> but my date was</font> anxious<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I gave John my number</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> in front of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my date and told him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to text me in the weeks that followed</font> John<font color="#E5E5E5"> did text me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot at first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he would</font> tell me<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was pretty and all that I</font> hated<font color="#CCCCCC"> ah but then it started getting</font> weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> John would ask me very invasive</font> questions about my sex<font color="#E5E5E5"> life when sexual</font> partners when I<font color="#CCCCCC"> told him that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was a</font> virgin<font color="#E5E5E5"> he told me that that made him so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happy I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting the creepy vibes</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> him so I told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> needed to back</font> off a little he didn't so the next day in class<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him directly in the</font> eyes and told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to back off he looks</font> sad<font color="#CCCCCC"> said he understood and that asks for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a hug I just walked away fast-forward a</font> few<font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to text me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continue to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ignore him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one night after graduation I'm laying on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my bed playing a game I get a text</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see</font> that it's him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and after reading it so I</font> wouldn't keep getting notifications<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> ignored it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get another text from him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shortly after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> says hey I can see</font> your house<font color="#CCCCCC"> which window is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yours</font> I immediately bolt up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> close my</font> blinds<font color="#E5E5E5"> I call him and scream at him that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't gone in five minutes I will</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call the cops</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he didn't leave and after that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I blocked</font> his number<font color="#CCCCCC"> and told him that any further</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">contact would be reported to an</font> authority figure immediately thankfully that was the end of<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he still</font> occasionally<font color="#E5E5E5"> tries to friend me on</font> Facebook<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never accept it</font> [Music] so in 2013<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> annual prom night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the levers day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a big thing</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> our school the UK has now become a</font> mini version<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the USA all was good</font> no drinking but we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> having a great</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time and me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my five friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're</font> looking forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the free house and</font> loved the idea<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the freedom that night</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> bring after prom</font> we brought booze<font color="#E5E5E5"> played FIFA and just</font> had a good<font color="#E5E5E5"> time up until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around 2:00</font> a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point I'm beginning to feel</font> the effects of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> alcohol and it's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tradition we would always go for a late</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> / early morning walk just to catch</font> a breath<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fresh air and explore creepy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">places we always did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing seemed</font> odd<font color="#CCCCCC"> but this one time it didn't feel</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> my good friend suggested we go for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> famous walk and everyone agreed</font> except for me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we were the most drunk and felt like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sleeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but after being peer pressured</font> in the gun<font color="#E5E5E5"> hit the streets laughing and</font> being teens now<font color="#CCCCCC"> where we lived was an ex</font> mining town that hit a huge<font color="#CCCCCC"> recession</font> during<font color="#CCCCCC"> the time the mines were shut down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but when the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> economy crashed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around 2008</font> many people became jobless<font color="#E5E5E5"> so it wasn't</font> uncommon to see derelict houses and junkies wandering around the back alleys <font color="#E5E5E5">for some reason though it didn't feel</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had this feeling that shit was</font> going to hit the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we walked to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">outskirts for around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> with a being summer the air was humid yet slightly breezy<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and my friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Mark were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lagging behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> barely seeing</font> straight when a black car drove past <font color="#E5E5E5">again not uncommon estates</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> except a</font> bunch<font color="#E5E5E5"> of clearly stoned angry looking</font> men<font color="#E5E5E5"> began screaming at us</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and carried on but they came</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> so me being the confident brainless</font> idiot I was when under the<font color="#E5E5E5"> influence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> flipped them off and shouted fuck you<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> which everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> laughed and followed suit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next thing we were all swearing at them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to look cool</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and looking back on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it we were giving them the reaction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> clearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted as the car continued down</font> the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kid you not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car did a</font> full<font color="#E5E5E5"> 80 handbrake skid and began racing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">towards us we bricked it and hightailed</font> it out of there<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a Council of State</font> as we ducked behind some cars<font color="#E5E5E5"> discussing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our plan of action by this point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> being circled when the car stops dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front of the parked car we were behind</font> we were all pretty big lads for early<font color="#CCCCCC"> 16</font> year olds and we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> reaching the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">6-foot barrier but even I'll admit we</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> got frightfully teary-eyed in a</font> heart sank<font color="#E5E5E5"> as a chilling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boy shouted</font> you better run if you want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see</font> tomorrow<font color="#CCCCCC"> of course we did and in the</font> moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> of panic you tend to look for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> nearest escape<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I did and followed</font> running as<font color="#E5E5E5"> fast as I could still keeping</font> pace<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though I'm so drunk I'm seeing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">double before managing to split up in</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> directions</font> I followed<font color="#E5E5E5"> two others into an alley and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the others darted towards the road which</font> led to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next town Dover not the best</font> place to go since<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's mostly wooded</font> areas in an old reservoir<font color="#E5E5E5"> my other buddy</font> then after some time<font color="#E5E5E5"> to calm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> bravely went out onto<font color="#CCCCCC"> the street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> acting</font> drunk and confused<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told them he had</font> seen some lads<font color="#E5E5E5"> running towards the</font> subway further down the road and no sooner had they pulled off in pursuit<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> shouted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to us</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> two wait</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lected back to my</font> place to get help<font color="#CCCCCC"> only to realize no one</font> was in<font color="#E5E5E5"> because all her parents had gone</font> out together<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was the oldest so we</font> trusted him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the most and he instead</font> began to give us courage<font color="#CCCCCC"> calm us down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and guide us to safer places</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> phone while me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my other friend</font> ducked in an alley<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we were circled by</font> a car full<font color="#E5E5E5"> of lag banging on the door</font> chanting screaming shit like when we find you were<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to stab you by at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point</font> feared for my life<font color="#CCCCCC"> imagine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being in an</font> alleyway while some<font color="#CCCCCC"> Adnan Circle you in</font> their car<font color="#E5E5E5"> clearly wanting to cause</font> damage<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were surrounded by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> houses so</font> why we didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> just knock on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know but we knew no one would help</font> us at 2:30<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the morning and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt</font> incredibly<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began throwing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> no sooner had I puked my friend grabbed me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> literally picked me up over his</font> shoulder<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dope into the bush behind</font> us as we watched the<font color="#E5E5E5"> car roll by slowly</font> the passenger hanging out the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door with</font> a knife<font color="#CCCCCC"> clutched</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scariest moment of my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but thank God my friend who risked</font> himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> from me and didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just leave me</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take the shit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still owe him for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that after meeting up with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font> friend across<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> street</font> we tracked ourselves like militants <font color="#CCCCCC">across the town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until I received a phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call from my friend who we had lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> all alone on the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and told me in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sobbing voice that they</font> were right in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of him and that</font> although they couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> see him he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">concerned and explained that they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> about how they were going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hunt us down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we sent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Kyle the friend we</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> just met up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with again to go and</font> find him<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and Mac all alone</font> again thank<font color="#E5E5E5"> God Kyle found him and both made</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it out and back to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mark where they would</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> waiting anxiously</font> but of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and my friend Mac were</font> still a good 15<font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes from home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> although the town was small<font color="#E5E5E5"> home is a</font> long way when you're<font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hunted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fully grown men for the next hour we hit</font> on tennis courts<font color="#E5E5E5"> commando crawled</font> through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> undergrowth while staying on</font> the phone to my<font color="#CCCCCC"> already safe friends but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what showed me the most was the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound of</font> a constant echo of a wheel spinning<font color="#E5E5E5"> car</font> running at high revs<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it circled</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> us on the surrounding roads and</font> streets<font color="#E5E5E5"> for almost two hours two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours</font> they were looking for<font color="#E5E5E5"> us which indicates</font> they had bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> intentions</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> step our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> couraged and ran as fast</font> as we could home and finally we made<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> and were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> greeted by the rest of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the gang</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who had calmly waited in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backyard and as corny as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it sounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> all just hugged it<font color="#E5E5E5"> out and breathe a</font> sigh of relief as we made sense of what had just happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> and how we could have</font> died have<font color="#CCCCCC"> been seriously injured we</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep at all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead discussed our individual</font> thoughts and point of views on what had happened we still<font color="#E5E5E5"> talked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it today</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but a few days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> incident it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">evening and I was walking back with my</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark the one who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually tricked</font> them into<font color="#E5E5E5"> going so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he could escape</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were just walking back to his house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drinking Mountain Dew discussing life in</font> the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eerily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drives past full of</font> three scruffy looking guys staring at us <font color="#CCCCCC">a dark side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind a supermarket</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the same car happens to rule by</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> but double-check the plates and it</font> confirmed it was the car<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have a good</font> memory<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the plates were a very</font> distinctive custom plates we stared back and they<font color="#CCCCCC"> just smiled and pulled off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">needless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say we got out of there and</font> got back home but<font color="#CCCCCC"> even now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I hear a</font> car wheel spinning<font color="#E5E5E5"> or a sports engine</font> revving in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> distance it brings back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">memories</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that night</font> [Music] this goes back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to 2002 I was a senior in</font> high<font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and proms right around the</font> corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> single at the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but kind</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> on off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again with a gal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">asked if I'd like to take her to the</font> prom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why not</font> the week before of<font color="#CCCCCC"> course she cancelled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she wasn't going and didn't want to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to mess</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with it all</font> whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of my friends except</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> going and one wasn't even from the</font> same<font color="#E5E5E5"> School District in fact comes that</font> day and I was kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> of bummed out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even if</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> initially so I meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with these</font> two guys Dave and Jake that evening<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jake</font> somehow managed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a 12-pack of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bush</font> in a bottle of vodka despite being<font color="#E5E5E5"> a teen the plan was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take Dave's car and go cruising find a</font> party to crash after the<font color="#E5E5E5"> prom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and get</font> tore<font color="#CCCCCC"> up I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really drink heavily</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and still don't but was feeling pretty</font> shitty and didn't even care we<font color="#E5E5E5"> stopped</font> by Dave's sister's house to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> a CD</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">misfits CD</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jake and I wait in the car</font> while Dave's rummaging through the house <font color="#E5E5E5">while in the car shooting the shit Jake</font> gets a call on his phone from our buddy <font color="#CCCCCC">Mark from school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently some guy or</font> guys have been trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to put the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moves</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the galley was taking the prom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they stepped in to say something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a punch to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the I</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark is a nice guy he's pretty</font> passive but looks<font color="#CCCCCC"> like trouble</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was short in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mohawk and looked almost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just like heroin Bob from SLC punk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> isn't the type of<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing that usually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">goes on in his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and was however in</font> mine<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got into a lot of pretty stupid</font> fights in high school apparently<font color="#CCCCCC"> these</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guys</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told him if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talk about it further to meet them</font> behind the school so he's calling us<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> doesn't want to look<font color="#CCCCCC"> like a pussy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> front of this girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> and needs a hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we've got nothing better</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font> make the decision for<font color="#E5E5E5"> day before he has</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> chance to agree or object they</font> didn't seem to<font color="#CCCCCC"> mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one way or another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we all kind of honestly thought if we</font> showed up outnumbering<font color="#E5E5E5"> them but just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down anyway</font> so we get<font color="#E5E5E5"> there meet up with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mark who's</font> pacing around<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside smoking a</font> cigarette<font color="#CCCCCC"> rather</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than waste time we just</font> agree<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get this over with and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the school unsurprisingly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">given the event it's crowded as hell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the school people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font> standing around smoking making out puking etc after<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left across the</font> parking<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot is a fairly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> narrow alley</font> leading behind an office building in a church <font color="#E5E5E5">mark suggests</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they're</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still here at all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we agree and</font> casually stroll<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the alley Mark's</font> leading the way<font color="#E5E5E5"> all decked out for prom</font> in a<font color="#E5E5E5"> goddamn tuxedo even not a frameless</font> part here even more accurately<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> alley<font color="#E5E5E5"> is narrow enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all four of</font> us can't stand shoulder-to-shoulder in it<font color="#E5E5E5"> only three of us can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fit at once so</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> had Dave behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mark waste no time</font> in yells hey assholes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm back as we're</font> entering<font color="#E5E5E5"> the alley it didn't need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> though there was no way in hell they wouldn't have<font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed us coming in it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doesn't take long</font> there's no squaring up<font color="#E5E5E5"> no shit being</font> flung it just starts a scuffle it's dark in the alley with<font color="#E5E5E5"> only the light from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the parking lot behind us spilling in</font> it's a tight fit<font color="#E5E5E5"> with even three people</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in here and there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are a total</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of seven</font> of us<font color="#E5E5E5"> all together swinging at each</font> other <font color="#E5E5E5">cussing all the way in a bottle break</font> somewhere along the way<font color="#CCCCCC"> that at the time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking one of them threw at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us and short it's utter chaos in the</font> alley<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's hard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cern friend</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> foe it didn't last long though not</font> only<font color="#CCCCCC"> were the guys outnumbered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> apparently drunk<font color="#CCCCCC"> to boot which was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all started to begin</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with</font> two of them ended<font color="#CCCCCC"> up pushing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past us</font> after a pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> good beating and bolted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">across the parking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lot one even tripped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and fell straight in his face on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">concrete</font> but scrambled back up and kept<font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font> that got Jake to start laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> his ass</font> off<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was trying to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tend to some swollen</font> probably broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> knuckles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and Marcus</font> cussing up a storm<font color="#E5E5E5"> because he ripped the</font> sleeve off his rented tux wearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> that madness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one of the guys</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font> knocked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold and I mean he's out</font> snoring deeply<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you've ever seen</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> get knocked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you'll know what</font> I'm talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's not normal</font> snoring but like loud deep<font color="#E5E5E5"> snoring he's</font> just laid out cold on<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucking suit laying amongst trash and</font> dirt<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked if we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> should drag him out</font> in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> parking lot so someone can find</font> them or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> but Dave just says nah</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fucking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we start the pile out of the</font> alleyway with<font color="#CCCCCC"> mark singing hold on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> give</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> a minute he'll catch up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">well here is zipper and turn around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him with his back to us and he's</font> literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> pissing on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sky</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at which</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point Jake is almost doubled over</font> laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> so hard he's wheezing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> markets</font> done<font color="#E5E5E5"> zips up and comes back outside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still cussing about his sleeve</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thanks</font> us and tells us<font color="#CCCCCC"> to meet him back at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> place afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of</font> us at the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> that lived on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own in</font> a studio apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> split off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> Jake<font color="#E5E5E5"> barely able to control himself the</font> whole time randomly bursting back into fits of laughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> it catches on and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I follow him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and laughter it honestly was pretty</font> funny<font color="#E5E5E5"> mark pissing on the guy snoring so</font> loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> he could have set off a car alarm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only one not laughing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his Dave it</font> took a<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty good blast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the head and</font> his complaining of a headache<font color="#CCCCCC"> we take</font> off in his car though and<font color="#E5E5E5"> intends to go</font> back to his<font color="#E5E5E5"> place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and hang</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after prom along the way he stops at</font> McDonald's and<font color="#E5E5E5"> buys a few burgers asking</font> if we want<font color="#E5E5E5"> any the night drags by from</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> we do end up going to Mark's place</font> after the prom but<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't stay too long</font> as he<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of politely shoes us out so</font> he can spend some alone time with<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> date we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> call it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a night but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Dave says we haven't even touched the</font> booze in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his trunk but there's no way we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">can even take it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drink it</font> near his place<font color="#E5E5E5"> because his dad will beat</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> dicks mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even know he's</font> gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hates Dave anyway from a</font> previous<font color="#CCCCCC"> incident involving booze</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> house isn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work either</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so Dave</font> decides we'll just drive to this abandoned move <font color="#CCCCCC">Theatre a few blocks over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and stand</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we agree and that's</font> exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what we do the idea that the</font> police could<font color="#CCCCCC"> find us here drinking</font> becomes clear<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Dave decides to park</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the block behind the movie theater</font> with us<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small little</font> clearing of woods leading up behind the building we've been standing<font color="#E5E5E5"> near the</font> side of the front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the building</font> cracking jokes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laughing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mark pissing on the guy in the alley I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't drinking much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> beer<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I just had a few pulls from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> vodka<font color="#CCCCCC"> bottom Jake was already getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wobbly legged though and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Dave had</font> already stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling a bit</font> lightheaded suddenly bright lights<font color="#CCCCCC"> pour into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> parking lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a car comes rolling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowly in it's about 20 feet away and</font> turned with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a passenger door to us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Dave</font> says he<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinks it's the police and to be</font> ready<font color="#E5E5E5"> to bolt back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's probably not going to</font> be real<font color="#CCCCCC"> easy for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jake it's not the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> though it's a sedan some sort and</font> a guy leans out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the window and yells</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what the fuck are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> faggots</font> doing here on my lot Jake ever the <font color="#E5E5E5">badass of course yells back telling them</font> to fuck<font color="#E5E5E5"> off the guy starts to slide back</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the car and then opens</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door to</font> let himself<font color="#E5E5E5"> out then the driver turns</font> off the engine the guy getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> out yells</font> back the fuck did you<font color="#CCCCCC"> just say to me</font> Jake<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of wobbles for a second and</font> pushes past me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and yells at the top of</font> his lungs <font color="#CCCCCC">I said go fuck yourself and launches a</font> half-full bottle<font color="#E5E5E5"> of vodka at the car it</font> falls short<font color="#E5E5E5"> and smashes several feet in</font> front of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy then all the doors open</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the driver and three</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more guys from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the backseat come pouring out one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them has a baseball back without</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hesitating I just grabbed Jake's collar</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> slapped Dave on the shoulder and say</font> it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go now and we take off</font> towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods we hear them start</font> running<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind us as we come crashing</font> through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bushes leading into the</font> woods <font color="#E5E5E5">Jake is stumbling all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the place to</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> point where I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having to hold onto</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a shirt sleeve to ensure he doesn't take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a dive we get to the car which is</font> luckily unlocked <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've inside as we kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of half-assed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">toss Jake into the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> backseat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who's</font> laughing<font color="#E5E5E5"> like an asshole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as he tumbles</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dave starting up the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we all turn</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> realize they didn't follow us all</font> the way at least if they did we can't see them<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the woods aren't thick</font> enough to<font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hide too well in them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it is pretty dark at this point it's</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> after midnight there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are only</font> two ways out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the block were parked in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one goes all the way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood and the others</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind us</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> goes back around the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of the</font> movie theater<font color="#CCCCCC"> we decide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to just go back</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> way as fast as we can we probably</font> should have<font color="#E5E5E5"> went the long way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">none of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were completely thinking</font> straight<font color="#CCCCCC"> or even really sober at that</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around the bend leading</font> in front of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> movie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> theater the sedan</font> is coming out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the lot not even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three</font> feet from Dave's<font color="#CCCCCC"> car as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he passes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by I'm</font> sitting in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> passenger seat and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make</font> eye contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a passenger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> sedan he's got a shaved<font color="#CCCCCC"> head and is</font> shirtless<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it just flashes me this</font> evil grin as he pointed us and sent something<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the driver they pull out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right behind us in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rain on Dave's ass</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> passenger is leaning out of his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window and yelling something that I</font> can't hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> over the misfit CD in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> car</font> and then he<font color="#E5E5E5"> throws something that clunks</font> off the roof<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the car and goes</font> skittering over the hood<font color="#CCCCCC"> a tallboy beer</font> can we're coming up on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> three lane</font> highway that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> dead empty and these guys</font> start to<font color="#E5E5E5"> speed up and try to pull up</font> alongside<font color="#E5E5E5"> my side of the car and sorb</font> into us<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dave panics and hits the brakes</font> which causes them to slightly clip his front bumper<font color="#CCCCCC"> and bold ahead of us it</font> then starts forward again and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tries</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> slip behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> them into the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lane</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they cut him off and start to pull up</font> against us again this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time on the</font> driver's side the<font color="#CCCCCC"> passengers hanging out the window</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time one was sitting on the</font> door and rears back and<font color="#CCCCCC"> swings something</font> towards the car it's the baseball<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he misses and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the car swerves for a</font> moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dave is wide-eyed and muttering</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">oh shit oh fuck</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shit</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jake has quit laughing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at this</font> point the car swerves back and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to move to the far end of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lane the passenger swings again and</font> connects sort of with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the driver door it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Clips the rearview mirror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knocks it back</font> Dave rolls down his window<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> desperation<font color="#E5E5E5"> throws the only thing he has</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at hand back at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy first the CD</font> case which misses the passenger and shatters against the top rim of the door and then a handful<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his much loose</font> change as he<font color="#E5E5E5"> can grab from his console</font> quarters nickels dimes and pennies go flying<font color="#E5E5E5"> some of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it hits the passenger in</font> the face and on and some sails into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> some missing entirely that seems to</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> some sort of effect as the</font> passenger pulls<font color="#E5E5E5"> back into the car and</font> Dave floors it<font color="#E5E5E5"> another minute or two go</font> like this<font color="#CCCCCC"> and as were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming to an</font> intersection<font color="#E5E5E5"> with another car at the</font> light<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dave begins to slow down and turns</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his signal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to turn into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a parking lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a quick trip gas station as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soon as</font> the car stops<font color="#E5E5E5"> just get out calmly and</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we go inside this is a</font> police<font color="#CCCCCC"> substation safe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just take a leak</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">buy a soda or something don't act like</font> anything's up<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dave says as he pulls in</font> front of the store<font color="#E5E5E5"> we get out and dart</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in side Jake goes into the bathroom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is in there for a while Dave and I buy a</font> soda and some<font color="#CCCCCC"> Bob water the clerk asks</font> us if<font color="#E5E5E5"> we went to prom how it was etc we</font> keep small talk with him hoping Jake didn't pass out<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the toilet he finally</font> comes stumbling out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the bathroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grinning the clerk observes looks like</font> he had fun Dave nervously forces out a chuckle and says he's not<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well it's kind</font> of hot outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> which it was our friends</font> have pulled into the back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parking</font> lot behind the gas pumps and<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting</font> there idling Dave notices and<font color="#CCCCCC"> not-so</font> them for me to notice<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to try</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and stall some time and ask for</font> directions to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a Taco Bell that I knew</font> full<font color="#E5E5E5"> well is on the other side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying we were trying to meet some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends there the clerk is thinking on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moment and starts to give</font> pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> deep</font> directions<font color="#CCCCCC"> there as we noticed the sedan</font> apparently give up<font color="#CCCCCC"> after having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font> there for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few moments we wait for the</font> guy to finish<font color="#E5E5E5"> thank him and then pick up</font> a pack of wintermint gum that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we forgot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to make sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pass another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minute of time or so after getting back</font> into the car<font color="#CCCCCC"> dave says he's going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drop me off and then sneak Jake in</font> through his<font color="#E5E5E5"> back door to sleep it off</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> the morning and that's that we</font> luckily didn't run into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the crazy guys</font> in the sedan again<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that end of the</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> that even 13 years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll</font> never forget<font color="#CCCCCC"> my significant other Kyle</font> and I went to an absolutely fantastic concert for New Year's<font color="#E5E5E5"> Eve we met up</font> with a few friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> but they all left</font> right after<font color="#E5E5E5"> midnight the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bands were</font> great so we wanted to stay<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the rest</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the show Kyle got a call from a good</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nathan around 1:00</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Nathan</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was at the same barn to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> what we were still there<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were stoked</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nathan never gets out of the</font> house he's a super cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy and we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> loved</font> hanging<font color="#CCCCCC"> out with him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girlfriend with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him who I like a lock</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his friend Derek</font> unlike Derek at all<font color="#CCCCCC"> they're just gives</font> off a creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> vibe he talks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> low and</font> monotone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> he stands for too long and</font> leans in<font color="#E5E5E5"> too</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is Nathan's pity</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were best friends for a long</font> time and Derek's family did a lot for <font color="#E5E5E5">Nathan during a rough time Nathan will</font> bring him along every now and then <font color="#E5E5E5">because he feels obligated at this point</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> he has no trust</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in him whatsoever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Derek is also a drug addict anyways we</font> all hang out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have some laughs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">except</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ring breeki as usual just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at everyone and he would speak</font> it would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be something off the wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> completely unrelated to anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font> talking about<font color="#E5E5E5"> once he looked at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Donn and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I and said</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I think it'd be really weird if you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> made out<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yeah it would be weird</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> ignored him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and kept having fun the bar</font> closed down in Kyle<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked him if they</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to come to our house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drinks and play foosball and</font> Tekken<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was little annoyed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> didn't okay this with me first<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> ready for<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't that upset though</font> I know<font color="#E5E5E5"> that Kyle likes to have his</font> company<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told Kyle that I wouldn't mind</font> if it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was just Nathan and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Dawn but I</font> don't want<font color="#CCCCCC"> Derek in our house I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trust him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Kyle brushes it off and says</font> what's the worst that<font color="#E5E5E5"> can happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it'll</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be fine</font> he's just weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman we're all leaving</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we had to wait for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Derek in the parking</font> lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the longest time turns out he</font> was waiting outside the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door of the bar</font> and trying to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to any girl to come</font> with him bribing them with<font color="#E5E5E5"> free pills</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> got mad and<font color="#CCCCCC"> said what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> makes you think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's okay to invite random people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font> house he<font color="#E5E5E5"> just laughed we get to my house</font> and he sits on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the couch beside me he</font> keeps poking and when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> ask him what he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wants he just stares at me for about 10</font> seconds<font color="#CCCCCC"> before saying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what's up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> started<font color="#CCCCCC"> ignoring him it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continued to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">poke and even tried to tickle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my feet I</font> wouldn't even look over then he starts getting phone calls from<font color="#E5E5E5"> people asking</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> pills</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to the bathroom and he</font> tried to<font color="#CCCCCC"> follow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me in there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pushed him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out and locked the door and</font> he continued<font color="#E5E5E5"> to knock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this he</font> starts trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get Nathan and Dawn to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take him home which was about 45 minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away and it's now already</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 4:00 a.m. they</font> tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> him no way and they agree</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was staying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with them they actually only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">live about 10 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away and they both</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep in their own</font> bed he didn't want to<font color="#CCCCCC"> go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he either wanted to go home or stay at</font> my house <font color="#E5E5E5">they started whining and telling me that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had to convince</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them to stay and I</font> told him no he<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the Don</font> had drank too much to drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> the girl had</font> one beer the entire night<font color="#E5E5E5"> when they were</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Derek comes back in and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">says</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it needs to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> use the bathroom Kyle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is overly trusting of people and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't</font> pay attention to weird behavior<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am the</font> opposite so I was keeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> an eye on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there</font> I caught him<font color="#CCCCCC"> going through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> prescription bottles they were nothing but antibiotics<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it pissed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me off</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was trying to steal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from us</font> anyways<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him he needed to leave</font> immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> he then stood in our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">refusing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave just staring at us I</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting on him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> need to go with them<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately he kept</font> staring<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said don't remember that</font> time I gave<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guys a ride well make it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> new other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> convince him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay or I</font> stay here<font color="#E5E5E5"> and y'all take me home no way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he gave us a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ride home when we had a</font> flat once and we lived two blocks<font color="#CCCCCC"> apart</font> at the time we<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not going 45 minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away to take a weird a home that's</font> refusing<font color="#E5E5E5"> to leave for reasons unknown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kept saying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Don was drunk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Kyle speaks up and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> says if you get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a</font> roadblock<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll come get you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he says well</font> are you<font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna post the bail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too because</font> were your responsibility now<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm beyond</font> frustrated<font color="#CCCCCC"> at this point and told Kyle</font> you invited them now get rid<font color="#E5E5E5"> of him</font> I wouldn't sell him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the couch dare</font> continued to stand there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> stare at</font> Kyle Kyle normally<font color="#CCCCCC"> passive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is getting angry and</font> telling him it's time for him to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go and</font> that we aren't<font color="#CCCCCC"> taking him home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> convincing anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> XS</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving so he has to do one or the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other</font> Kyle<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally went outside and got Nathan</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to come and literally drag Derek to his</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nathan</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had apologized profusely and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">says</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he isn't bringing Derek around</font> anymore which I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> thankful for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and thankful that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we didn't allow him to spend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the night</font> because who knows what he<font color="#E5E5E5"> would have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we fell asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was invited to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a party on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> New Year's Eve</font> and a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">invited</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since the guy knew the way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the party and I didn't and they live</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about 20 minutes from me driving I gave</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">him a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ride it was a nice party with 15</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he spent the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ok</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> morning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though that our friend</font> had told us we could sleep at his house and<font color="#E5E5E5"> drive home when we woke up we still</font> decided it was time<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go home this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> around 5:30 a.m. I drink<font color="#E5E5E5"> only a bit of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">champagne so I could drive and both my</font> friends from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the couple drank almost</font> nothing since they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> spending the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next day with the girl's family and</font> didn't want to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hung</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we were</font> sober<font color="#E5E5E5"> when this happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we said our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good-byes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and got out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the house you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know that the area is known for having</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty sketchy characters but the car</font> was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> two minute walk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> expect to get in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trouble we</font> were wrong so as we got<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the house</font> there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> this one guy just standing in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the middle of the parking lot smoking</font> what smelled like weed we walk on the opposite side of the road of this guy but<font color="#E5E5E5"> he starts messing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my girlfriend</font> she's<font color="#E5E5E5"> really pretty so guys usually</font> stare and she's used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy</font> starts making<font color="#E5E5E5"> in felicitous comments to</font> her or<font color="#E5E5E5"> their obvious boyfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that has his arm around her right there</font> we look at him but say nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> since we</font> are right next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when he starts</font> walking towards<font color="#CCCCCC"> us so we get in and I</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> lock the doors and drive away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fast before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can catch up to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> since that town was unknown</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and big we had to stop and turn the GPS</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on after we do this we get on the road</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to stop at a red</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a car stops right next to us which</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if it wasn't like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 5:45 a.m. we</font> look at it and that creepy<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at us at this time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">commenting that he probably saw our car</font> stopped and was waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> for us to ride</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but we didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to freak out so</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> just kept looking forward and kept</font> driving<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably</font> overreacting and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going the same</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as us</font> but as the drive continues<font color="#CCCCCC"> we get on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">highway so does the guy and he is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">obviously stalking us when I speed up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> speeds up<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I slow down he slows down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I even pretended</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was going to leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the highway in one exit and quickly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">return to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> main highway road and he</font> copied<font color="#E5E5E5"> that exact same move we start</font> freaking out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but keep driving as mean</font> the girl's boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> try to calm her</font> down saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> there are two of us and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of him who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very lightly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hi</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that huge I'm like five nine hundred</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> forty<font color="#CCCCCC"> pounds and her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boyfriend is like</font> 510 154 pounds and the guy besides being <font color="#E5E5E5">tall was really skinny</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too and we were</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid of how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was crazy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">enough to stalk us 40 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> stalking later we get<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the highway</font> so I can take them home<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I stopped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two streets away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my girlfriend's</font> house and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the car stops behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us making</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her boyfriend jump out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car and me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following him I wouldn't let him be</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> we don't know how crazy that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy</font> is and I have a really heavy bat in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> car which I take with me it's forbidden <font color="#E5E5E5">to have this kind of thing in cars in my</font> country<font color="#CCCCCC"> whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have it anyway for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">protection as we start</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> approaching the</font> car he quickly speeds up making<font color="#E5E5E5"> a u-turn</font> and driving<font color="#E5E5E5"> away back for the highway or</font> so we thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends take their</font> stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> and say they can make the walk</font> home it's about three minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font> between<font color="#CCCCCC"> the buildings and avoiding the</font> roads<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we say our goodbyes and I get</font> back to the car<font color="#E5E5E5"> and start driving to the</font> highway to get home as I make the<font color="#CCCCCC"> u-turn</font> to get close<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the highway</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I see that</font> creepy nice car waiting there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he starts</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking my</font> girlfriend is still<font color="#E5E5E5"> there now it freaked</font> out a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> bit more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm alone and even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if I have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bat in the car I don't</font> know what<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy has in his so we get</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the highway and I start driving</font> normally<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretending I didn't see him and</font> the second I see two<font color="#E5E5E5"> huge trucks in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front of me I speed up and pass between</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I'm driving around 87</font> miles per<font color="#E5E5E5"> hour looking at my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rearview</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mirror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if I'm losing the guy my</font> exit appears and I take it I get off the main road<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a side road from where I</font> can see the highway<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stop there I</font> turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> off the car lights and look at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">highway and see that guy's card</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get off</font> of the highway<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly getting back</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> I guess I really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lost him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he just</font> got<font color="#CCCCCC"> out and reentered because the place</font> where<font color="#CCCCCC"> I live is the last exit where the</font> highway<font color="#CCCCCC"> is free of charge</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> calm down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and drive home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the way</font> looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind my shoulder nothing</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened but my greatest fear was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for my friend and for me after I was</font> alone <font color="#E5E5E5">a few years ago I was 19</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm a female</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I was coming home from watching the</font> fireworks<font color="#E5E5E5"> display</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on New Year's Eve</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I reached my safe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">family-friendly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing ever happened</font> neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm from Sydney Australia</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live in a posh sure and wealthier</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood my friends wanted to call a</font> taxi<font color="#CCCCCC"> because we didn't want to wake our</font> poor parents at this hour to drive us <font color="#E5E5E5">back home because of my stubbornness and</font> insistence<font color="#E5E5E5"> we ended up taking the very</font> long walk home<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Aidan was</font> complaining most of the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> guess you</font> can't blame<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> Rowan was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> silent and compliant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was cheerful<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we reached almost my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street we split ways the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guys continued</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> their very long way home much longer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than mine</font> and I continued on mine when I passed a <font color="#E5E5E5">little cake shop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed a guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> street I only looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at him briefly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but something the way he quickly looked</font> up at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost an interest caught my</font> attention I hurried on anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> I'm usually paranoid<font color="#E5E5E5"> about things and</font> 99%<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's just me being</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">paranoid I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my Street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was much darker than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anticipated</font> this was about 3:15 a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deal as I</font> passed the bowling club in the oval<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> kept looking behind me just<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make sure</font> it was getting quite cold and<font color="#CCCCCC"> dark</font> so I started feeling creeped out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> there was no one behind<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one</font> anywhere as far<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I could see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> halfway<font color="#E5E5E5"> down my street where the road</font> dips down when I noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> something in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> path in front of me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and at the last moment I</font> stepped off<font color="#E5E5E5"> the path onto the road to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">avoid it because it looked like it might</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be a dead animal and as I stepped onto</font> the road I turned slightly and saw that there<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't</font> too close but<font color="#E5E5E5"> they weren't too far away</font> either<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I remember my heart</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left into</font> my throat because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't seen them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and for them to have gotten</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> close<font color="#E5E5E5"> in that short space of time</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> about it didn't sit well with</font> me I couldn't see who it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was nor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could I</font> tell if<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or female because it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a black figure to me it was a</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> brief glimpse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was scared though</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I whipped out my phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started to</font> call<font color="#CCCCCC"> Aidan I kept calling him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but silly</font> Vodafone wouldn't connect me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font> so I tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> call</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Rowan but he</font> wouldn't pick<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept this up at least</font> five times<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting increasingly anxious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but not daring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look behind me to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see</font> if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was still there I'm glad I didn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actually I think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would have really</font> freaked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I'd confirmed it by that</font> time I reached my driveway and I hurried up it thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was safe but as I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">half</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way up I looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over my shoulder</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> just really quickly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw the</font> figure there the way I explained this next bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> is really confused and muddled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hand a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> name looked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like it was merely passing my driveway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but on the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hand I'm much more</font> certain<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> to step onto the driveway as if</font> the walk up and at that precise<font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it occurred to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be my brother Jonathan</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because no one else would bother walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up my driveway even if some guy was</font> following<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it never occurred to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really go to the lengths</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of going up the driveway as well I</font> thought it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely safe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because I</font> had the advantage<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my house close by</font> when he started following<font color="#E5E5E5"> me however</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something about the build of this figure</font> didn't seem like Jonathan to me so I <font color="#E5E5E5">hurried on in anyways my beautiful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wonderful amazing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother had stayed up</font> to wait for me and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so glad because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she opened the door for me as soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">knocked I hate to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> imagine what would</font> have happened if I had to wait<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> while<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went inside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left the</font> second door open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the outside light</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Jonathan might be</font> coming in in a second<font color="#CCCCCC"> now but Mum was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like you can turn them off your brother</font> came<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours ago</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I did get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little creeped out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that but</font> I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> dismissed the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thought because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> are so quick this thing we were always so sane<font color="#E5E5E5"> close the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shut the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> light</font> and went to get a drink<font color="#CCCCCC"> of water numb</font> what did<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I went to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to grab</font> my clothes and then<font color="#E5E5E5"> went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the bathroom</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> take a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shower</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I switched off the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living room lights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is sort of funny</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I think about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it before I took</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a shower I replied back to a message</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> Aydin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking if I was home</font> safe yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I demanded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to know why he</font> hadn't picked<font color="#E5E5E5"> up his phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and then told</font> him that I was creeped out for a few <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes but I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay now then as I</font> showered<font color="#CCCCCC"> I actually thought about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't convinced that it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following me but my mind did Teeter into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wondering this or that in any case I</font> remember thinking it was okay because I was safe now<font color="#E5E5E5"> then near the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end of my</font> shower<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard something at my window it</font> didn't sound like the usual creaking or bumping of an old house the way I described it to<font color="#E5E5E5"> other people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sound of someone resting their hands</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">against the window to steady themselves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it sounded really unnatural</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it got my attention straight</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I immediately jumped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> possibility that<font color="#E5E5E5"> there might be someone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I know that only a really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strange sound would make me do what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> next which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the turn off the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">water and crouched under the window</font> hiding and waiting I<font color="#E5E5E5"> waited for quite some time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too scared</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> move for a few minutes but there was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i gingerly crawled out still</font> too scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stand up properly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> switched<font color="#E5E5E5"> off the bathroom lights but</font> then it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> impossible for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to dry</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dress</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself so I turned on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the heater light which is much smaller</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and dimmer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but as I did that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed</font> that the window<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> small blue lights there but<font color="#E5E5E5"> certainly</font> never belong there the way I can describe<font color="#E5E5E5"> it now it was almost like a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">keypad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a phone lit up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared but I switched off the</font> heater light as well and backed into the corner<font color="#CCCCCC"> my towel wrapped around me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> waited it seemed like a long time<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waited too scared to unlock the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> move<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I knew would make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waited</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in pitch darkness</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">several blue lights came on outside the</font> window like a few it became<font color="#E5E5E5"> very bright</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they were moving it trying to shine</font> it through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now that I think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it wasn't a phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there were a few lights but that did it</font> I practically bolted for<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> unlocked the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> parents room<font color="#E5E5E5"> trembling like a leaf and</font> gibbering<font color="#E5E5E5"> that there was someone outside</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was clearly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> upset<font color="#CCCCCC"> some monk assured me around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to find a safe room for me to change</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apparently heard the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">footsteps hurrying back down the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">driveway and I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> glad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because the</font> situation feels so<font color="#E5E5E5"> surreal to me now but</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that really</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe I imagined it all but</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is confirmation that it wasn't just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my imagination</font> I was so shaky<font color="#CCCCCC"> I slid into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed and</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until it</font> was morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even when it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> still terrified</font> especially when I heard dad leave the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> and gone to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back yard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> that's my<font color="#E5E5E5"> lesson learned never walking</font> home at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> again I'm even a bit</font> worried during<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> daytime we never did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find out who it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people wonder if it</font> was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same person I'd passed earlier</font> but I don't know my brother doesn't <font color="#E5E5E5">think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> either</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he says it may have been someone lurking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the Oval who came out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of a little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hole as I was walking past the supposed</font> dead animal on the path<font color="#E5E5E5"> because of how</font> suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> they appeared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind me</font> please don't walk home at night<font color="#CCCCCC"> alone</font> girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> it only takes one moment for you</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be in the wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place at the wrong</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it can go very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong this is by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">far the most creepy thing that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to date</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> usually feel</font> fairly safe in my town but this one incident<font color="#E5E5E5"> had certainly awakened me to</font> the fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> that no place is perfectly safe</font> it was New Year's<font color="#E5E5E5"> Eve when my friend</font> called me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and asked if I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go to</font> the New Year's Eve<font color="#CCCCCC"> festival at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beach</font> with her friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the kind of person who normally just</font> stays at home<font color="#CCCCCC"> and does nothing special</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this particular</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> holiday I of course</font> agreed every<font color="#E5E5E5"> New Year's Eve my town</font> holds a festival at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> beach and</font> celebration rides and games are<font color="#E5E5E5"> set up</font> bands play live music<font color="#E5E5E5"> clubs old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">late-night fancy dress parties and at</font> midnight<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the dot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a series of firework</font> displays are put on for the public normally thousands of people show<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> the beach<font color="#E5E5E5"> can get quite loud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and crowded</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it still Pleasant atmosphere all</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> before hanging up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but friend Jess</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asked me if I will pick her up and her</font> boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> Tyler on the way to the beach</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she also lets me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of her</font> other close<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming along and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we should go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> straight to her unit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so that we can all walk down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> festival together<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tell just no problem</font> and then get ready to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go and about half</font> an hour I'm ready<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't yet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have my</font> license<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I asked my dad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if he would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pick up my friends and drop us all off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he agreed it only takes about three</font> minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> to drive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my friend's place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and then further ten minutes to drive to</font> my other<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends unit my other friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Hayley lives in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small two-bedroom unit</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> their mother the unit is right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the beach normally takes around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes to walk down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to where the</font> festival<font color="#CCCCCC"> takes place when we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> arrived she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> outside waiting for us</font> on the balcony<font color="#CCCCCC"> and enjoying the sunset</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we all file out of the car making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to thank my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dad for dropping us off and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then head upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to greet Haley we all</font> hug and begin to catch up as we hadn't seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> each other for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">graduation work and life got in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the way</font> we all headed<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside for about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to grab a drink and catch up a</font> bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> more Haley's mother came out and</font> talked to<font color="#E5E5E5"> us for a bit as well and this</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> the son had almost well and truly</font> disappeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> and so we decided this was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perfect time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to head down to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">festival the walk down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the beach was</font> pleasant it was a warm<font color="#CCCCCC"> summer night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there was a cool breeze the ward off the</font> heat<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the whole area smelled of cotton</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">candy buttered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> corn and warm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doughnuts</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we spent the first few hours going on</font> rides together<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then we went out and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some food</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and sat on the sand to</font> eat so<font color="#CCCCCC"> far the night was amazing as</font> usually whenever<font color="#E5E5E5"> I went out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was always a parent with us no</font> parents this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it felt great it's not</font> like freedom after<font color="#CCCCCC"> eating we went up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the stage with the live bands were</font> playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and danced for about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there were plenty of classics being</font> played such as YMCA <font color="#CCCCCC">Time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Warp and various hits from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grease</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Owen Hall was a really fun time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after an</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hour of dancing to the music the four of</font> us decided to head back<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Haley's unit</font> for a drink of<font color="#E5E5E5"> water</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as we had spent all</font> of our money<font color="#CCCCCC"> at this one it was well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> truly<font color="#E5E5E5"> dark around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eleven o'clock and the</font> heat of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> day had subsided to a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pleasant warmth we walked along the path</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">merrily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saying happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> new year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to every</font> passing group<font color="#CCCCCC"> or cop a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> partygoers on</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fourth floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of an apartment complex</font> shouted hope you have an epic<font color="#E5E5E5"> new year</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drunkenly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at us we laughed and wish them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the same as we walked further away from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the crowds and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the noise the light grew</font> less<font color="#CCCCCC"> and less</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> many street lights</font> near my<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends unit and we were soon</font> engulfed in a soothing darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> was only</font> the moon<font color="#E5E5E5"> to light our way it was at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point that I for some reason began</font> feel uneasy<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was too quiet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taste you know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that feeling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you get when</font> you're<font color="#E5E5E5"> being watched</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or at least think</font> you're being watched <font color="#CCCCCC">then exact feeling washed over me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> subconsciously moved to walk in between <font color="#CCCCCC">Hailey and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Tyler instead of walking on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the outside of the group</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I shrugged off</font> that feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> after that attributing it</font> to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> perhaps my ears were</font> just used to the loud noises of the festival they were after<font color="#CCCCCC"> all ringing a</font> bit we ran into another<font color="#E5E5E5"> group of people</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we knew from school along the way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> was completely forgotten I</font> had missed<font color="#E5E5E5"> these people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after graduation</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately struck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up friendly</font> light-hearted conversation we parted ways as we made it to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Haley's unit block</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and climb the stairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unit Haley's</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the mother's boyfriend</font> greeted us upon arrival<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we all got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> drink of water from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> refrigerator</font> before relaxing together<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the couch we</font> were all the tad worn out at this point <font color="#E5E5E5">and the fireworks warrant for another</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hour so we decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to chill at the unit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and head down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the beach at around a</font> quarter to<font color="#E5E5E5"> twelve we all joked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> and had a snack and then<font color="#CCCCCC"> Haley asked if</font> she can<font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my place I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ring my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">folks check if it's okay with them and</font> they give me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the okay my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parents loved</font> having Haley over she's a very <font color="#CCCCCC">well-mannered person and likes to help</font> out where she can and a quarter to <font color="#CCCCCC">twelve we all leave the unit and begin</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heading down toward the beach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font> get a minute down the road before Haley says that she has<font color="#E5E5E5"> forgotten her pain</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">medication for her bad knee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which she is</font> supposed to take before<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed that this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just seems to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little annoyed but</font> reluctantly agrees<font color="#CCCCCC"> that we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> should go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back so that we don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to make</font> another<font color="#CCCCCC"> trip back to her place at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the night we head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hallway just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seems a little distant like</font> her mind isn't on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the conversation at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hand and she's focused on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm the most quiet and observant one of</font> the group so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> noticed her silence</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty quickly since usually she's a big</font> chatterbox<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ask</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if she's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alright</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she replies with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of course and so I</font> simply<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave her to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thoughts</font> after retrieving<font color="#CCCCCC"> Haley's pain medication</font> we head back out<font color="#CCCCCC"> again this time Jess</font> suggests we walk on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other side of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the road where it is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more well lit and</font> there are parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> with their children on</font> the playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> we think nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> and agree<font color="#E5E5E5"> as both Haley and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have poor</font> night sight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a bit more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> light would</font> be rather welcome when we are<font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway</font> across<font color="#E5E5E5"> the road just mutters to us don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look behind us my first thought is that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe there is a drunk with their pants</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking a piss against the wall or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something but then just ads walk faster</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I begin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to feel uneasy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it immediately</font> obey her request<font color="#CCCCCC"> knowing that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whenever</font> Jess seriously tells us to do something <font color="#E5E5E5">it's usually for a good reason none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> us look back<font color="#E5E5E5"> despite that nagging human</font> instinct<font color="#CCCCCC"> - look I trust Jess when we are</font> across<font color="#CCCCCC"> the road I asked Jess what is</font> wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what has her so on edge she</font> replies to me there's<font color="#E5E5E5"> three guys in</font> black hoodies following us<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recognized</font> them from earlier earlier<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think to</font> myself puzzled<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then just explains</font> that she saw those same three men they had to be men<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were tall and bulky</font> when we came<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the unit for water</font> earlier<font color="#E5E5E5"> a chill runs down my spine at</font> this and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sense of</font> being watched probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> came from those</font> men what made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> even more creeped out</font> was the fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waited all</font> that time<font color="#E5E5E5"> for us to come out unable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">resist I glanced sideways out of my</font> peripheral<font color="#CCCCCC"> vision</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my heart hammers</font> in my chest<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I noticed the three men</font> they<font color="#CCCCCC"> are indeed rather pointedly</font> following us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had their hood</font> zipped up<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the way to their chins</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this would not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be so unusual if not for</font> the fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> that it was a hot night there</font> was no<font color="#CCCCCC"> need for a hoodie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or any kind of</font> jacket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they were wearing bandanas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">over the mouths and noses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font> make out either<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their facial features</font> and this scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jess prompts us not to look and suggest</font> we walk even faster<font color="#E5E5E5"> we do so despite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fact that Hey</font> Tyler and I are<font color="#E5E5E5"> all tall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and strongly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">built people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I should mention now that</font> I'm an<font color="#CCCCCC"> 18</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> year old female and despite my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">build and reasonable strength</font> understandably didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> want to tangle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with three big unknown men dressed in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all black with bandanas covering their</font> features across my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mind that they</font> probably thought we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> good targets</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jess was short and thin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they most likely</font> heard that<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hayley meets pain medication</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I walked with an obvious limp as I have</font> arthritis<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knee and Tyler had</font> his hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> full</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being the pack mule as they call it</font> despite Jess's instruction I can't help but<font color="#E5E5E5"> give the occasional glance of three</font> men<font color="#CCCCCC"> and of course they continued to</font> follow<font color="#E5E5E5"> us and they had even increased</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> paced and nearly match ours and</font> kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over at us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> meant to intimidate<font color="#CCCCCC"> us as they made it</font> quite obvious<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they were staring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I ceased</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look after realizing they</font> could probably tell I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> keeping an eye</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and instead opted to use my keen</font> hearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make sure they stayed across</font> the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't fond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of this as they</font> could have<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a knife</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gun</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if they had suddenly sprinted us and I</font> wouldn't be prepared<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I didn't want</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to provoke them by staring I'm not a</font> fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> runner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my stannum a leaves much</font> to be desired<font color="#CCCCCC"> at this point the path</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ends and gives way to bushes and shrubs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the bushland is quite easy to go around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but doing so would mean moving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closer to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the unknown men following us none of us</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do that so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all make an</font> unspoken agreement to take<font color="#CCCCCC"> a shortcut</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through the bushes the bushland doesn't</font> go on for<font color="#CCCCCC"> very long and would take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> straight<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the festival where we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font> quite possibly lose these men we head <font color="#E5E5E5">into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bushes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> care to stay</font> together and watch for snakes<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">summer's the season when snakes like to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out most especially at the Beast</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it's snake city about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> halfway through we</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> recognize the sound of dry grass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> leaves crunching underfoot<font color="#E5E5E5"> then we hear</font> rapid and heavy footsteps<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all broke</font> into a sprint now daring to<font color="#CCCCCC"> look back at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point we</font> didn't have to look to know<font color="#E5E5E5"> these men</font> were<font color="#CCCCCC"> chasing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us and their confidence</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that going after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four fully grown</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">teenagers pretty much assured me that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were armed with weapons of some</font> sort we were not armed with anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> quite<font color="#CCCCCC"> frankly we were also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spooked that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we couldn't think straight</font> our<font color="#E5E5E5"> only instinct was to run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as fast as</font> possible we made it<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the bushland together</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">raced across the carpark and slowed to a</font> jog when we reached the crowds<font color="#E5E5E5"> we didn't</font> stop but<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we steadily slowed to a</font> hurried walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shoulder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and recognized the three unknown men</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lurking across</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the carpark moonlight</font> glinted off the surface of a<font color="#E5E5E5"> metallic</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">object in the taller ones hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> immediately fell ill we hurried down to <font color="#CCCCCC">where the biggest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crowd was gathered on</font> the sand<font color="#CCCCCC"> in preparation for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> fireworks<font color="#E5E5E5"> picking a spot between two</font> large<font color="#E5E5E5"> groups we settled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down and caught</font> our breaths funnily enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> all four of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us have</font> asthma<font color="#E5E5E5"> which we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> often joke about saying</font> that we found each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other and bonded</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we were all panting</font> quite heavily Tyler and I have<font color="#CCCCCC"> it a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit</font> worse than<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hayley</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and Jess and you could</font> hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> us wheezing as we panted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soon the</font> fireworks started and we had all calmed enough to somewhat enjoy them although <font color="#E5E5E5">the unknown men were still in the back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of our minds our original plan had been</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> leave before the fireworks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> finished<font color="#E5E5E5"> so that we could avoid the big</font> crowds would instantly opted to leave <font color="#E5E5E5">with the crowds we walked down the road</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bigger car park where</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad was</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to pick us up</font> making<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around people when</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> reached the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> carpark I called my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said that it would be there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> pick us up in around<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hanging</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up I sat on the side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the path</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends and waited five minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">passed and bored I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around as there were still many bustling</font> crowds<font color="#E5E5E5"> making their way to their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cars</font> there was a bit of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a traffic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too as</font> many cars were trying to leave at the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across the road and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized with a jolt that three men in</font> the black hoodies were there <font color="#CCCCCC">happening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind a tree where there was</font> no light even though I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> their eyes I could tell they were <font color="#CCCCCC">staring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right back they knew I'd spotted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them the taller one discreetly showed</font> his knife<font color="#E5E5E5"> waving it a little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as if to</font> taunt me then he raised it<font color="#E5E5E5"> to his throat</font> and made a slow mock slicing motion<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> quickly told<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends and we moved to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a different spot making sure to stay in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the light and stay in sight of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people my</font> dad<font color="#CCCCCC"> arrives soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after and we all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quickly climbed into the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> none of us</font> spoke a word of<font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened and since</font> then I haven't<font color="#E5E5E5"> had any issues</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> following me or my friends it</font> still gives<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the creeps though</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whoever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">those men were their</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> intentions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font> not have been<font color="#E5E5E5"> good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I went to a college in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Los Angeles and</font> joined a sorority in my first year<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> in my second<font color="#CCCCCC"> year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I moved into the</font> sorority because it was cheap and fun the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cerrone had two stories</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">basement</font> other than storage we used the basement for initiation<font color="#E5E5E5"> and other ceremonies the</font> first floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> had a kitchen dining room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">study room living room guest bedroom in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> house mother's room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the guest room</font> in the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother's room were in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front of the house facing the street the</font> second floor was<font color="#E5E5E5"> full of bedrooms with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six girls in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each room it also</font> had all of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the showers except for one in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> guest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room that was never used about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fifty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girls lived in the house together</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it was a ton of fun with parties</font> almost every night<font color="#CCCCCC"> of course with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> many<font color="#E5E5E5"> girls sharing one space people got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on each other's nerves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every now and</font> then one<font color="#E5E5E5"> big point of contention</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> food<font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were provided with</font> three square<font color="#E5E5E5"> meals Monday through Friday</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">many girls kept their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> own provisions in</font> a small kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind the main kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one girl named Megan loved to bake and</font> would always be<font color="#CCCCCC"> happy to share her</font> creations once they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> perfectly</font> frosted whatever right after winter break Megan baked<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tray of brownies and left</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> to cool</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> overnight while she went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bed when I woke up the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning a</font> group of girls were sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> table<font color="#CCCCCC"> drinking coffee and bitching about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Kristen who apparently came home drunk</font> the night before<font color="#E5E5E5"> and dug into Megan's</font> brownies with her bare hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> big<font color="#E5E5E5"> messy chunk missing from the middle</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pan with fingernail marks along</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bottom I agreed that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was pretty</font> fucked up Kristen of course denied that she had anything to do with it<font color="#E5E5E5"> however things</font> started being eaten in the middle of the night with some regularity<font color="#CCCCCC"> the suspects</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were always the ladies who came home</font> late after<font color="#E5E5E5"> party one night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was a</font> formal event that required all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the sorority</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the only</font> person left home was<font color="#E5E5E5"> Miss Betty or house</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was a sweet woman in her 70s</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much let us get away with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and everything on this</font> particular<font color="#E5E5E5"> evening</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Betty heard the shower</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running in the</font> guest room<font color="#E5E5E5"> she knocked on the guest room</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> nobody answered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she cracked the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw a pile of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clothes with the</font> sorority's letters sorority t-shirt <font color="#E5E5E5">sorority sweatshirts sweatpants and hat</font> miss Betty entered the guest room and said something<font color="#CCCCCC"> along the lines of are</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> ok dear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was so odd for</font> someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be using the guest room</font> shower the shower<font color="#E5E5E5"> room turned off and</font> there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a grunting thud against the</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the bathroom door very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> large</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">miss Betty tried to force her way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking if the person inside</font> needed help to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> dismay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a low male</font> voice grunted back go away <font color="#E5E5E5">miss Betty told him to get dressed and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that she was calling the police the</font> unwanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> houseguest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stayed in the</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> until the police arrived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> determined<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he snuck into the</font> sorority during winter break<font color="#E5E5E5"> picking out</font> clothes<font color="#E5E5E5"> from different rooms he made</font> himself a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little home in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the basement</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and had apparently lived there for</font> almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> a month</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we had at least one</font> ceremony in the basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> during the</font> period of<font color="#E5E5E5"> time he would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been living</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I guess he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watching</font> [Music] as of now<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a junior in college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> story took place<font color="#E5E5E5"> the spring semester of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my freshman year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend Jane and I</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do spring rush at our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> college</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for those of you that aren't familiar</font> with the Greek system<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> college had</font> traditional fall rushing for sororities <font color="#E5E5E5">you go through the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> application process</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">do certain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sororities etc then they had spring rush</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for the girls that didn't get in during</font> the fall or if they changed their mind throughout<font color="#E5E5E5"> the year June was my roommate</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> she kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of dragged me into it it</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a if I have to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suffer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and so do you</font> type of<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">having never even thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about being in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a sorority before the process went</font> smoothly<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we got to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">second-to-last phase</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before big day the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day you find out if you got into the</font> sorority<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the missions that the</font> sorority sisters had us do<font color="#CCCCCC"> was to house</font> it for them while they<font color="#E5E5E5"> went out and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely shit-faced on a Friday night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no big deal I had Jane to keep me</font> company anyway we were given a strict list<font color="#E5E5E5"> of who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was and wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the house all Jane and I had to do was</font> order our weight in pizza watch One Tree Hill<font color="#CCCCCC"> and just a little bit of homework</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to do while we waited it wasn't until</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 1:00 again did the shift start</font> someone rang the doorbell<font color="#CCCCCC"> I answered it</font> was a guy older<font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe 25 or so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked</font> past<font color="#CCCCCC"> college-age he asked me if it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> certain address<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I told him no then</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> if he needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to speak to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he said no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he thanked me then walked</font> away<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really didn't think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything of</font> it it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> College</font> Friday / Saturday morning rather and it was nighttime<font color="#CCCCCC"> and people get drunk so</font> shit<font color="#E5E5E5"> happens one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sorority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girls</font> calls and says<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll be back to the</font> house in<font color="#CCCCCC"> about an hour so around to the</font> 2:30 a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's great</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then the doorbell</font> rings<font color="#CCCCCC"> again Jane and I both answered at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the same time</font> it's the same guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looks at Jane</font> seemingly shocked to see her<font color="#E5E5E5"> let me just</font> describe his<font color="#CCCCCC"> space to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you now that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> thinking about it was wrinkled<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had</font> deep last lines for such a young guy <font color="#E5E5E5">hazel eyes they were speckled with dark</font> colors black<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair a bit of stubble</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">plainly attractive but no catch very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tall and lean an average Joe again he</font> asked me if it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a certain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> address</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ginge straightens up and tells him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> quote suck my dick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> in his face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we laughed about the</font> poor drunken frat guy that didn't remember where<font color="#E5E5E5"> he lived that's all we</font> thought it was but what we could get <font color="#E5E5E5">back into the living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> area the guy</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> pounding on the door and</font> screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Kayla he said her name</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over and over again I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even have</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be scared because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the front door</font> shattered<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fucker crawled inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fell</font> to the floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> having lost his balance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> looks directly at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me my name isn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fucking Kayla but he was looking at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Joon flipped her shit and</font> ran upstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> how classic right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just stood there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">baffled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at what happened I was paralyzed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the man kept asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for Kayla he got up</font> and looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me like he was about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> charge<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I was a piece</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of meat and he</font> was a starving<font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just shook my head</font> I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jane on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the phone somewhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upstairs and then she called my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came running downstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when we</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> something so so unexpected as Jane</font> ran down the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man actually</font> floored it to meet her <font color="#E5E5E5">they started growling and screaming and</font> howling<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can't explain it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he sounded</font> deranged<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jing was so startled that she</font> fell coming down the stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> sprained her</font> ankle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laid there screaming</font> the guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walked past me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just casually climb back out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> window campus police showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up about</font> five minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> later then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sisters did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turns out that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kayla was a sister that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was kicked out a few weeks prior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she had</font> a boyfriend who<font color="#CCCCCC"> was abusive addicted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> map<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the above that broke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> their house before<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they fucking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">failed to mention that small little</font> detail he was arrested<font color="#CCCCCC"> later that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night sobered</font> up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> was released the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next day the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> day was actually big day Jeannie</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got bids but I declined</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jane accepted were still friends and it</font> always makes for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story to tell</font> the incoming<font color="#CCCCCC"> freshmen girls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who plan on</font> rushing this happened to a friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font> friend's mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the 70s and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font> in a<font color="#E5E5E5"> sorority in college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a bar and started</font> chatting with some<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> her he was normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> cute and friendly she</font> thought nothing out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the girls had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to hit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before going to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> party<font color="#CCCCCC"> so it came time for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go the</font> guy asked her if she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was sure she</font> wouldn't rather go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a party at his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">house and she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said no thanks and left</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> her friends later after she's</font> arrived home and is in her room<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ready for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed she hears a noise outside</font> her door she<font color="#CCCCCC"> opens her bedroom door on</font> the second floor and sees a man missing one from the bar<font color="#E5E5E5"> stealthily walking up</font> her stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> she lived in a duplex and the</font> dog from next door<font color="#E5E5E5"> had started barking</font> which scares him and he<font color="#E5E5E5"> runs a year so</font> later she's watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> the news and sees</font> the man's face from the bar it's Ted Bundy two years<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life was</font> completely<font color="#CCCCCC"> different I was in a sorority</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had lots of friends and I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> outgoing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was until the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Halloween grab a date for those who have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never been in the Greek system it's a</font> party where<font color="#CCCCCC"> you invite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only one person</font> as a date<font color="#CCCCCC"> I recently met a gorgeous guy</font> who was on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> college football team</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> invited<font color="#E5E5E5"> him and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said yes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but that his</font> friend from<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of town had to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to I</font> convinced<font color="#E5E5E5"> a naive freshman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the afternoon of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the big day that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> a football<font color="#E5E5E5"> game so unlike the majority</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> girls and their dates I had to wait</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my date and instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of getting drunk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the game</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ended with just enough time to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">take a shot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of vodka with my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dates and</font> the two guys before<font color="#CCCCCC"> we had to rush to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the bus to meet the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> freshmen and go to</font> the boat<font color="#CCCCCC"> where the party would be held I</font> ended up<font color="#E5E5E5"> finding my date and his friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rather creepy while on the boat and</font> ignored him for most of the night and <font color="#CCCCCC">just dance with my friends instead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately my keys were at his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so after we got off the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boat</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> back to the Greek system</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to</font> return to<font color="#E5E5E5"> his place this is when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> went<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I quickly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went to his place</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and grabbed my keys but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by the time I</font> found them he poured a shot for<font color="#E5E5E5"> each of</font> us it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his friend and himself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I first declined but they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> insisted I</font> take<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I leave I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't remember</font> anything after<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shock</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> grabba date was on October 30th</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Halloween morning I woke up to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beeping I was extremely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> confused and had</font> no idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> where I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was terrified</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt too weak to move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then after a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes realized that the beeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> coming from the<font color="#CCCCCC"> machine that I was</font> attached to even<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I didn't realize</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">where I was I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just started yelling after</font> what seemed like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an eternity a grumpy</font> nurse walked in I asked her for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a phone</font> which she gave me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and left and my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">confusion I couldn't figure out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I had to yell for her to come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back eventually and I figured it out and</font> called my dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this is the scariest</font> Halloween for my father<font color="#CCCCCC"> waking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> early</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> an unknown caller that ended up</font> being your daughter<font color="#CCCCCC"> two hours away in</font> the ER after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> call I fell</font> asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> and woke up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad in the room</font> crying<font color="#E5E5E5"> it turned out that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had stopped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">breathing a few times that night the</font> first time was<font color="#CCCCCC"> within a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> half-hour of</font> taking that shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> a later found out that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rather than calling for help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he left my</font> body on the footsteps of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my sorority</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">where thankfully another girl was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coming</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> while he was walking away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the one who called the ambulance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately I did not get tested and</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> confusion I refused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be drug</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tested</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that morning and kept insisting that I</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go home too weak to walk I had</font> to be wheel-chaired<font color="#CCCCCC"> out then carried to</font> my dad's car my dad's partner works in the ER and said that it sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> like I</font> had an allergic reaction<font color="#E5E5E5"> to roofies one</font> of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom's friends from a hospital</font> suggested that as well<font color="#E5E5E5"> but by the time I</font> wanted to be checked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hospital</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said it would have been out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my system</font> by then later that<font color="#CCCCCC"> day I looked in my</font> cell phone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> found I had texted a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was creeped</font> out and that I was scared<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had also</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">received a text</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from him saying he</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to go to the bathroom and give</font> him head <font color="#CCCCCC">a decided reply to his texts and asked</font> him what had happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that I had</font> woken up in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hospital he replied that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sucks as if this ordeal wasn't enough</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after a few days when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I returned to the</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sorority a rumor had started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I had had alcohol</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> poisoning when I</font> tried claiming<font color="#E5E5E5"> that wasn't what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just too</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">embarrassed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> admit it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was even sent</font> to standards<font color="#CCCCCC"> sorority</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Court for when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> get punished<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told I wasn't allowed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to go on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grab a date that</font> quarter very few girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked if I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay I wasn't I love camping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anytime my</font> friends and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> came home from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would load up our cooler with beer grab</font> some gear<font color="#CCCCCC"> and go screw around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unfortunately when I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actually at</font> school none of my sorority sisters or other<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends ever wanted to go with me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so I would often suffer withdrawals from</font> camping one day the weather was way too nice to waste<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I grabbed some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font> gear hopped in the car<font color="#CCCCCC"> I borrowed from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> buddy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and drove to a spot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">secluded yet within a safe distance to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">civilization that I could run and get</font> help if need be camping also creeps me out sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that creepy feeling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> also somewhat<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a plus for me it's the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reason that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people read these kind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of scary stories it's fun to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I make a little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> camp and get a fire</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't brought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all that much to</font> eat<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was enjoying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reading</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking around the area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that sort of</font> thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I suddenly got the feeling that I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> being watched</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I stopped dead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my tracks I hear a twig crunch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over to</font> my right then see a doe bolt from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> hundred<font color="#E5E5E5"> feet or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> laughed at<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went back to the</font> camp with<font color="#E5E5E5"> an armful of wood I had</font> gathered<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept freaking myself out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hearing sounds just outside of the ring</font> of light cast by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fire</font> I always<font color="#E5E5E5"> get inside my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> shrugged it off and kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> whittling at a</font> stick I had been messing with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a round</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go into my tent and</font> snuff out the lantern<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had been</font> slamming beers<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the most unladylike</font> fashion<font color="#E5E5E5"> and smoking cheap cigars another</font> reason I<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> camping</font> I can act<font color="#CCCCCC"> however I want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I passed out</font> relatively quick about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 2:00 in the</font> morning I start hearing<font color="#CCCCCC"> footsteps</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> they sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty light and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> timid<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think to myself it's a deer or</font> another animal<font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> likely a raccoon</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I probably left some food out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in guard though about 30</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes of sleeping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with one eye open I</font> hear a rubbing noise and the tent fabric is being pushed<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a bit I don't know</font> how I didn't shit my sleeping bag<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just sat there paralyzed with my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cob our</font> and hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> I desperately wanted to thrust</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> knife through the tent fabric</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> still holding out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hope that it was</font> some of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my buddies from a frat joking</font> with me and then as suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">begun it all stopped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was starting to</font> feel slightly more<font color="#E5E5E5"> secure because</font> daylight would be coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> in about two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I sure shit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't going</font> to go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to sleep all of a sudden</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">4</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> o'clock I realized I should put my</font> boots<font color="#E5E5E5"> on so that anything did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> would be ready<font color="#E5E5E5"> after having stayed up</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> keeping alert a little while longer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my friend's car alarm goes blaring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">freaked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out and run out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> tent<font color="#CCCCCC"> I go about two steps before</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> grabs me around the mouth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> the mouth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to scream but instead the</font> person's<font color="#CCCCCC"> pinky finger slips between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> teeth<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've heard that people can perform</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">superhuman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feats when they have huge</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">adrenaline rushes in my case I just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">clamped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down and there's no way to say</font> this without<font color="#CCCCCC"> sounding ridiculous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> finger<font color="#E5E5E5"> popped off he screamed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pulled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> hand away with the missing digit<font color="#E5E5E5"> falling</font> to the ground<font color="#CCCCCC"> he took off running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hill I was camping on and I took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right quick in the opposite direction</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I must have looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ridiculous to the</font> people whose house I ran to a little sorority<font color="#E5E5E5"> girl in a wife-beater boxers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and steel toe boots</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also had some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that had boozed out of my lip not</font> from the finger but because I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> also</font> managed to take a pretty good chunk out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my lip as well I told them what had</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> they call the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> some real clothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the man at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house made me a whiskey and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> coke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> the cops got<font color="#CCCCCC"> there they checked it out</font> the cops went to check it<font color="#CCCCCC"> out and when</font> they came<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was light out liberal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back so I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend's car and</font> what I saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> just made me even more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrified right next to the tent was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rent gas can he could have just lit me</font> on fire<font color="#E5E5E5"> earlier the finger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was also gone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suggesting he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had come back for it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> kicker is<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they never caught</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the guy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so somewhere out there was a man sitting</font> down to dinner maybe alone maybe with a wife and a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of kids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he's missing his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right pinky</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I were 12 and 13 we decided</font> to walk to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the playground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to play</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it of course we were too old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but we did like to go there and have her</font> own little<font color="#E5E5E5"> privacy we could talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> boys<font color="#CCCCCC"> in school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or whatever it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sanson Virginia next to a tiny marine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">museum that was closed most of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so we would also climb on the miniscule</font> ship and torpedo replicas<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we spent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about a good hour so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chillin on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> we moved around a lot</font> floating<font color="#E5E5E5"> from island to island what got</font> her attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> was that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was an</font> older man walking towards us<font color="#E5E5E5"> he sat down</font> on the bench<font color="#E5E5E5"> closest to the slides that</font> we were on<font color="#E5E5E5"> top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of many opened a book I</font> still<font color="#CCCCCC"> remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the book</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> - it was white</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge boat on the cover so he was</font> sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> there we didn't pay him any mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was pretty much time for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us to leave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dark so we slid down and</font> that's when we<font color="#E5E5E5"> noticed something strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about the old guy shorts the guy wasn't</font> so close to<font color="#CCCCCC"> us that we could see exactly</font> well there was something<font color="#E5E5E5"> dark in the</font> crotch<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe he shit himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was my</font> cousin suggestion I laughed incredibly loud and I remember he looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and</font> smiled and then resumed reading we had to walk<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his direction to walk back</font> home when we got closer to<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I elbowed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my cousin extremely hard because I could</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> make out what it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> holy</font> shit there's a slit in his pants<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's</font> a fucking slit in his pants the dark area we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> singing this old</font> man's penis<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had his legs open in his</font> khaki pants were split open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and his junk</font> was hanging out we pretended not to see <font color="#CCCCCC">it and continued walking faster</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would still never forget it</font> when we got<font color="#E5E5E5"> home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we told my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cousin's</font> older sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> who then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gotten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her bike</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and rode over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there but the man was gone</font> shit was creepy and I guess it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> pedophile<font color="#E5E5E5"> or someone who likes to show</font> their junk<font color="#E5E5E5"> to unsuspecting by standards</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was 12 or 13 at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">developed early I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staying the night</font> at<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosa's house and her mom</font> left us to care for<font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little sister</font> while<font color="#CCCCCC"> she went out for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours</font> being the good<font color="#E5E5E5"> babysitter's we decided</font> to head over to<font color="#E5E5E5"> a local park with a</font> playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> to just hang out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while and let her sister play we had</font> been there<font color="#CCCCCC"> about 30 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just hanging out pushing her little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cysts on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the swings when two guys showed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up and sat at a picnic table close to</font> the playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first guys looked to</font> be in<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> late teens probably 510 short</font> dark brown hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> brown eyes and medium</font> build but the other guy had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in his early 30s he was a very large guy</font> at probably 6:1<font color="#CCCCCC"> 250</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pounds and had a</font> full beard and<font color="#CCCCCC"> shoulder-length curly</font> brown hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> and green eyes we knew this</font> when they sat<font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but didn't really</font> give them a second thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> as apart from</font> their obvious<font color="#E5E5E5"> age and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> physical</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">appearance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> differences there was nothing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that really stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about them till</font> Chris<font color="#E5E5E5"> the older guy decided to start a</font> conversation with<font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asked us our names and gave us theirs</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked us what we were up to still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being the polite kid I was raised to be</font> I answered him look at my answers short and continued playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> with Rosa and her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister on the swings he kept asking</font> questions<font color="#CCCCCC"> like where we were headed</font> later<font color="#CCCCCC"> and whether we wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hang out</font> with him<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his nephew the younger guy</font> whose name<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember all the</font> while getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> closer and closer to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us as</font> he was talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> we told him that we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go home after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Rosa's</font> sister was done playing<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we weren't</font> allowed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> anywhere else he then offered me some</font> beer that he<font color="#E5E5E5"> had with him and asked me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if I smoked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never drank any kind of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">alcohol at that point and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to start then</font> so I declined his offer<font color="#E5E5E5"> he then told me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">how pretty I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was and asked me if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had a</font> boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> and without skipping a beat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told me he had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just recently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gotten out</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> jail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and was looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a girlfriend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I told him I didn't have a boyfriend</font> and I wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> interested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in having one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">either</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the so interaction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> would occasionally address his attention to<font color="#E5E5E5"> his nephew and from the conversations</font> they had I quickly gauged that<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font> part of again which is when I actually started<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting</font> nervous<font color="#CCCCCC"> as even I knew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that you didn't</font> mess with<font color="#E5E5E5"> people in the local gangs and</font> knew we had to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> careful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about what we</font> said and did<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was quiet for a bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I figured they were going</font> to move on to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go bug someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> was wrong he asked me again what we were going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and whether we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to go hang out with them telling us how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much fun we would have and how they were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to buy US beer and whatever we</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him again that we couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go anywhere and we had to watch roses</font> little sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he went quiet again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know we should have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just picked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> right then but I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had just really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started getting into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my rebellious stage</font> and thought we could<font color="#E5E5E5"> handle these guys</font> no problem<font color="#CCCCCC"> and they weren't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really a</font> threat<font color="#E5E5E5"> we weren't ready to go back to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Rosa's house yet so we went and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> another picnic table thinking that if we <font color="#E5E5E5">ignored them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they'd get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the hint and go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away</font> of course not<font color="#E5E5E5"> one minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Cristina's nephew came and sat with us</font> his nephew stayed at one end<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> table<font color="#E5E5E5"> but Chris decided to come sit</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me and start telling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> how pretty I was and how he could</font> be my<font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just go</font> hang<font color="#E5E5E5"> out at his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wherever I</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had this one his nephew</font> started looking kind of nervous he was very casually chatting<font color="#E5E5E5"> with Rosa</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I could tell he realized how young</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> were and that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his uncle was really</font> starting to cross the line<font color="#E5E5E5"> he told him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should go do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something else</font> cuz Rosen I couldn't go anywhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> Chris wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> having any of that I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember what he said next as he was</font> still sitting next to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next thing</font> I know he put his arm around my shoulders and<font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled me into a side I</font> was completely caught off guard<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> didn't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> know how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to react I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> had an older<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy that close to me let</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> touch me like that and I had</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> grown up quite sheltered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font> I should at least<font color="#E5E5E5"> pushed him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away or</font> done<font color="#E5E5E5"> something but I froze</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he kept</font> singing<font color="#E5E5E5"> again and again how he could be</font> my boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it would take good care</font> of me and asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go</font> somewhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him I told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to slowly get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out from</font> under his<font color="#E5E5E5"> arm without making a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> big deal</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment I started</font> getting scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> as he was getting pretty</font> pushy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I really didn't want to piss</font> him off<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it was just us in the park</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I couldn't see or hear anyone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> he wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having that though he</font> pulled me close to<font color="#E5E5E5"> him again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and this</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> he kissed me</font> it wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a quick little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pact it</font> was a forceful lingering kiss that <font color="#E5E5E5">completely threw me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">racing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't believe what had just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happened and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even Rosa was just sitting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with a look of complete shock on</font> her face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided I had enough of this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and we had to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of there I pulled</font> away one last time<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me again</font> we should<font color="#E5E5E5"> go somewhere to have some fun</font> he wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> very creative and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just kept</font> saying the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same things over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again just wording them slightly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different it was now very obvious what</font> he had on<font color="#CCCCCC"> his mind I told him that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting late and we had to get to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Rosa's little sister's home as her mom</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to be home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he didn't seem</font> very<font color="#CCCCCC"> happy with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing that so I told</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had to take her sister home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but maybe we could come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and hang</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with them some more</font> it was obviously didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to let me</font> go<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I kept telling him we had to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I promised we would come back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally I guess he either believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to let me get up so I grabbed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">roses little sister to carry her home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had just turned around and was getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ready to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell Rosa that we had to leave</font> now<font color="#E5E5E5"> and suddenly he seemed to change his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mind and stood up and came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over to me I</font> just put<font color="#CCCCCC"> rose and little sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down for</font> a moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was getting kind of</font> heavy<font color="#CCCCCC"> for me and I knew we had a ways to</font> walk so I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to give my arms a break</font> for a second<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he took the opportunity</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from behind and pull me into</font> him kind of<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bear hug with his</font> whole body<font color="#CCCCCC"> pressed up against mine a</font> whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> blood of emotions ran through me</font> at that moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> fear confusion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and still</font> a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> of denial</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he really would do</font> something to hurt me but I knew it was wrong either<font color="#E5E5E5"> way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from him I was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a kind of</font> state<font color="#CCCCCC"> of shock at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time but I knew I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep my wits about me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> play along that I liked him and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> try</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to work out a way for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him to let us</font> leave without<font color="#E5E5E5"> making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him mad or think I</font> was lying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> him I told him again that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we had to go and that Rose's mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> mad and come looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for us but I</font> promised him<font color="#CCCCCC"> that we would just drop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> sister off and come<font color="#E5E5E5"> back he let me go</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> still didn't seem convinced I told</font> him again as convincingly as I could that we had to take Rosa's sister home and I promised him<font color="#E5E5E5"> we would come back</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to just wait for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to have bought it so he</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> started walking back to Rosa's</font> house while he<font color="#E5E5E5"> and his nephew were now</font> set at the table<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we started walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> glanced<font color="#E5E5E5"> back and saw his nephew trying</font> to get him to<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I thought</font> great<font color="#E5E5E5"> they're leaving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there's no way</font> they're gonna see where we<font color="#CCCCCC"> are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">follow us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was wrong just as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought they were leaving in the</font> opposite direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> Chris decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> follow us we had a bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a head start</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but he was really big guy and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gaining on us quickly we heard as fast</font> as we could<font color="#CCCCCC"> because we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't want him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to see where she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lived</font> so once we got on her<font color="#CCCCCC"> Street we took off</font> running we finally got back to<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosa's</font> apartment and thought we were in the clear I could hear Chris<font color="#E5E5E5"> calling me but I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> see him so I thought they</font> couldn't see us<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we went inside as</font> quickly and<font color="#E5E5E5"> quietly as we could once</font> inside we<font color="#E5E5E5"> went over to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> window</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> still hear Chris calling my name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really close so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to stay quiet and carefully watch from</font> the window to see<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they had seen where</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> went or not</font> luckily they kept on walking right past <font color="#E5E5E5">Rosa's apartment</font> we both<font color="#E5E5E5"> breathed a huge sigh of relief</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then started freaking out because</font> neither<font color="#E5E5E5"> of us had ever had anything like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that happened before but we were so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> glad</font> it was over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the clear</font> shortly<font color="#E5E5E5"> after that Rosa's mom got home</font> and we<font color="#CCCCCC"> went out to meet her in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parking area neither</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us had any</font> intentions of telling her what had happened as<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rose's mom wasn't the nicest</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and we were sure we would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get in trouble</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even though we hadn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> done anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong we all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would back upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> just chatting with Rosa's mom and</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> brother and then he heard a knock</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at the door my heart stopped as I could</font> swear I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> Chris's voice on the other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">side of the door we both went back into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rose's mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went to answer</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> door it was Chris and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his nephew</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again somehow they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> must have seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> when we went<font color="#CCCCCC"> out to meet her mom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seen which apartment we went into they</font> asked<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rose's mom if we were there but</font> luckily<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were smart enough to give</font> them fake names<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosa's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom</font> was having<font color="#E5E5E5"> none of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that and told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get the hell out of there and slam the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their face of course Rosa's mom</font> knew something was up<font color="#CCCCCC"> and asked if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> knew them but we weren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> admit</font> we did so we<font color="#E5E5E5"> just told her we had no</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">idea what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on or who they were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't think she really bought it but</font> left<font color="#CCCCCC"> it at that and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told us not to</font> answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later that evening her mom was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> but this time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have to</font> watch her little sister so it was just <font color="#E5E5E5">Rosie and I in the apartment we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just hanging out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm talking about how crazy that</font> afternoon<font color="#CCCCCC"> turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out to be and how glad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we were that we didn't get into trouble</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then we hear it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two voices</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> very familiar just outside the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was terrified to even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move and</font> then came the knock at the door there <font color="#E5E5E5">was no way we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> answering it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just kept as quiet as possible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> prayed<font color="#CCCCCC"> they just go away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they called on</font> her names and tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> knocking again and</font> then one of them tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> turning the</font> doorknob<font color="#E5E5E5"> thankfully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> roses mom had locked</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they tried knocking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one more time and then all you could</font> hear is their<font color="#E5E5E5"> footsteps walking away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we never saw either of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and didn't go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again for quite some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time it was an</font> incredibly surreal experience<font color="#E5E5E5"> however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> will never forget his<font color="#CCCCCC"> face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the feel of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his body against mine for what he tasted</font> like cigarettes and beer<font color="#E5E5E5"> I have no idea</font> what triggered<font color="#E5E5E5"> this memory from when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was 11<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sitting in the living room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking or watching TV</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> few years back maybe 2009<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it suddenly just popped</font> into my memory<font color="#E5E5E5"> I live half of my life in</font> Northern Virginia<font color="#CCCCCC"> my old elementary</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school where my younger siblings still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">attended had an open playground after</font> all school functions were over<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> weekends and during<font color="#E5E5E5"> the summer there was</font> also a nearby rec center which was closer<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the old playground than the</font> new playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the summer after my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fifth grade year 1999 is when this</font> happened my mother worked on the garden in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a big</font> summer probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> early summer she had a</font> decent<font color="#CCCCCC"> amount</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of work to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we live</font> pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we would go with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> play on the playground and I would</font> ride my<font color="#E5E5E5"> bike around my brother would</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> just finished</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> third grade</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so he</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> play with the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kids since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearby and my youngest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just finished with kindergarten thus</font> staying with my older sister on the playground<font color="#CCCCCC"> or with my mom while she</font> worked in the garden<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I'm riding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> bike around<font color="#E5E5E5"> staying on the sidewalk</font> closer to the school because<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was one</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> those older bikes that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you had to</font> pedal<font color="#E5E5E5"> backwards to stop so it wasn't</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> good on grass or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dirt anyway</font> I'm in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of a section of the school</font> where there was a set of<font color="#E5E5E5"> double doors</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the doors are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> set a ways into the</font> wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that if you're right in front of</font> them<font color="#E5E5E5"> there is a short wall on either</font> side<font color="#CCCCCC"> before you turn a corner and can</font> walk down<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rest of the building</font> note that<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom is close to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">entrance of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and while she can</font> see the playground in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> length of the</font> side of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the building</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she can't see the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">area I'm speaking of and I'm pretty sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there's more than one set of doors on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've just gotten to this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> area</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">where I'm pretty sure there is a water</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fountain on one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the walls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because I</font> can't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think of another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason I would be</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this man walks up he starts</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look at him</font> noticing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the large dark sunglasses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> realize he has his penis out<font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> embarrassed that I'm seeing this man <font color="#E5E5E5">peeing I turn away but I can see his</font> reflection<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the windows on the doors I</font> don't really understand why he is <font color="#E5E5E5">shaking himself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I do now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or wise voice</font> is sounding<font color="#E5E5E5"> funny but I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of it I'm extremely</font> uncomfortable <font color="#CCCCCC">with still answering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his questions what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are you doing out here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> today do you go</font> to school here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm pretty sure he asked</font> about members<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because he's</font> an adult and I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> want to be rude I</font> finally gathered the courage<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hop on</font> my bike and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ride away as he is not that</font> close<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I don't say anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> extremely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">embarrassed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I leave my bike near the car</font> and go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the playground trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forget this unfortunate experience and</font> then<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> encounter a boy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> met during the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school year named Ronnie he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lived nearby</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so I would see him every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now and then</font> we're<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out near where the other</font> kids are<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had a crush on him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> not to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> so close to the younger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ones</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were obviously much cooler</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and he asked me if I'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seen the weird</font> guy that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was peeing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him I had and</font> we talked about how weird it was as far <font color="#CCCCCC">as I know he never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mentioned this to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> either</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for some reason we both</font> thought he was peeing despite Ronnie being a year older than<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was considering<font color="#E5E5E5"> our comprehensive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sex ed</font> class and the fact that<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ronnie was at</font> the age when most boys are discovering themselves<font color="#CCCCCC"> we really should have known</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">better but as far as I know no one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on a</font> playground got hurt there weren't many kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> around and none of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my siblings</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saw</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I didn't see any pee</font> should have<font color="#CCCCCC"> also been an indicator but I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> embarrassed about it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> just push it out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my memory</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fast-forward to around 2009 and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly and inexplicably recall this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">occurrence I tell my mother about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it and</font> being older and<font color="#E5E5E5"> much less naive now I</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly what he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing still</font> remembering exactly<font color="#CCCCCC"> how he stood and</font> everything my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother was shocked and</font> expressed a wish that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have told</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> what doesn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember anything in</font> the news about a man being caught there or any children disappearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> reporting<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything so we assume that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nothing beyond him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> masturbating in</font> public happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recall ever</font> seeing him<font color="#E5E5E5"> again though I'm sure seeing</font> him peeing in a playground more than once would make me tell someone this happened about<font color="#E5E5E5"> nine years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> middle school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had totally forgotten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about it so my friend brought it up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yesterday and seventh grade my best</font> friend and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would walk down to her</font> family's restaurant<font color="#E5E5E5"> after school it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about four blocks from the school not a</font> long walk at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> between the school and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">restaurant there was a public park with</font> a playground only kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the school would hang out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there sometimes when the weather was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nice we would hang out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if we</font> were there for more<font color="#CCCCCC"> than an hour usually</font> her uncle would<font color="#E5E5E5"> come check on us we did</font> this for<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the school year around</font> March a strange man started showing up around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the park trying to talk to girls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking about the school or things they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to do he did this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeks then disappeared we never really</font> thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> much of it</font> then one day<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend and I</font> at the park<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he shows up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he starts</font> talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to get him</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go with her she keeps telling him no</font> he grabs her arm<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tries to pull her</font> along we both scream for him to let her go<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> uncle<font color="#E5E5E5"> was on the way to check on us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> he heard a scream<font color="#CCCCCC"> we can see him running</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">towards us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he tackles the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy and tells</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> to run to the restaurant we go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> tell her mom what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happen her mom calls</font> the cops<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a guy hit her uncle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> got away<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the cops never found him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and told us of anything else seemed</font> suspicious<font color="#E5E5E5"> to call them my husband</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> with our<font color="#E5E5E5"> kids</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 4 years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in tow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">recently moved to a new city it wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely new to me as I had grown up</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the surrounding areas</font> the move was held with two toddlers<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I knew they must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been having a</font> difficult<font color="#CCCCCC"> time however my husband and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unpacked</font> in the new house before anything else<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> made sure to unpack the kids toys first after<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the unpacking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kids were</font> beyond<font color="#E5E5E5"> Restless</font> we had<font color="#CCCCCC"> ahead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the time just keeping</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them from breaking some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the stuff</font> during unpacking you know because kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't want their</font> toys they<font color="#E5E5E5"> want boxes and anything that</font> isn't theirs<font color="#E5E5E5"> needless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say we were all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little restless and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a bit agitated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> immediately thought we should<font color="#E5E5E5"> take them</font> to the park<font color="#CCCCCC"> meet some other kids from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font> area etc<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember when I was a kid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a park in town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just amazing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in memory</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it looked like a giant castle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the same size as a two-story house and</font> had all sorts of<font color="#CCCCCC"> extra swings tire</font> tunnels etc<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my husband and I look</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> directions and we get in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car and</font> head off<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the closer we get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> started to<font color="#CCCCCC"> notice how the neighbors were</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> some state of disrepair this area had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been hit hard by hurricanes in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> early</font> 2000s<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it seemed quite</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few had not</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to repair their houses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">led the Cline of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighborhoods I</font> felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad to see such a nice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> area becomes</font> so broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and so we had to stop at</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> red light</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before the park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an older</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">woman was standing at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bus stop on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other side of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver's side her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">clothing was a bit ragged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and at first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that pulled my heartstrings enough to</font> ask my husband let down the driver window<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I could ask if she needed some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">water or something it's hot as hell down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">here even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in spring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I've worked with</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> homeless before my husband was</font> resisting<font color="#E5E5E5"> while I was thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I should</font> tell her<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get free water</font> at most fast food<font color="#E5E5E5"> joints when she starts</font> screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pointing directly at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and saying something about stupid cunt</font> it was a bit unintelligible<font color="#E5E5E5"> because my</font> husband never actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> rolled down the</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> well of course I'm uncomfortable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I know a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of homeless people are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mentally unstable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if not worse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and with</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> family and my husband decides that</font> now is not<font color="#CCCCCC"> the time and place for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> soft heart<font color="#CCCCCC"> to help someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I agree</font> looking back at<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kids who completely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ignored the scene and we're excited</font> about the park they could see we get<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the park<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just like the neighborhood</font> surrounding<font color="#CCCCCC"> it it was crap</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my husband</font> and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> aren't stupid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we take turns</font> when going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to parks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to check the</font> playground<font color="#CCCCCC"> equipment and surround and</font> play area<font color="#CCCCCC"> for anything harmful</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needles</font> etc it might sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> like we're paranoid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I can't tell you how many times we</font> have actually found<font color="#CCCCCC"> stuff like crack</font> surprisingly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and thankfully my husband</font> came across nothing so I start <font color="#CCCCCC">explaining the rules to my kids before</font> we get outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> we are too overprotective</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we want them to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Independence with an eye shot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but they</font> are<font color="#E5E5E5"> only two and four my husband also</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">checked to see if he could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see the woman</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bus had stopped and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after it</font> left she was no<font color="#CCCCCC"> longer there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we get out</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we decide we're going to shadow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sounds creepy but just means follow</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kids today to keep an eye</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">close on them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well my son loves the</font> swings<font color="#E5E5E5"> so after a quick game</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of chase we</font> head for the swings<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were there for a</font> few minutes counting talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the sky and such</font> I look around the sea where my husband <font color="#E5E5E5">and daughter were when suddenly through</font> one of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnels comes that older</font> woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> well it scared the shit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> she crawled out in a weird way<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she</font> was talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> raspy voice the entire</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decide it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and get</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> son</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out to find my daughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> husband about this playground<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> interior<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the castle has all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> towers<font color="#CCCCCC"> and swing sets will the wooden</font> castle<font color="#CCCCCC"> gates</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> surrounding it safety for</font> kids<font color="#CCCCCC"> since there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is a major street right</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next to the park</font> so as you guess we<font color="#CCCCCC"> are blocked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by this</font> woman who is<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming towards the swings</font> with her head bent down still mumbling<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> put myself between my son<font color="#CCCCCC"> and her before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we pass and just as we're about to pass</font> she jerks her head up and begins<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> scream<font color="#E5E5E5"> at us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scoop my son up still</font> blocking<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from her I start to run</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">towards the exit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I shot for my husband</font> feel my shirt being<font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled back luckily</font> my husband was<font color="#E5E5E5"> already coming towards us</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my daughter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after hearing the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scream out of instinct I jerk away and</font> reach for my pocket<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> has my small</font> pepper spray can<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hold it up until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> can all get<font color="#E5E5E5"> away safely my husband takes</font> the kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> he knows I know what to do and</font> how to<font color="#E5E5E5"> protect myself</font> I'm facing the parking lot and<font color="#CCCCCC"> see my</font> husband has gotten the kids in the car <font color="#E5E5E5">luckily she decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to wait for some</font> reason until<font color="#CCCCCC"> my kids were out of earshot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to threaten my family</font> she seemed<font color="#CCCCCC"> particularly keen on</font> threatening to kill my kids it was pretty grotesque<font color="#CCCCCC"> which in turn</font> makes me want to do horrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> her however I<font color="#E5E5E5"> stayed neutral refusing to</font> give a reaction<font color="#CCCCCC"> this woman is obviously</font> hostile from gently talking to her <font color="#E5E5E5">explaining I'm not going to hurt her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ask if she has any family or if she</font> lives around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the area she completely</font> ignores it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and continues on with her</font> incoherent rambling threats intermingled <font color="#CCCCCC">I refused to pepper-spray</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her because</font> she hasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> actually physically hurt me</font> and she is keeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> her distance now my</font> husband apparently<font color="#E5E5E5"> called the police</font> because as we were at a standstill<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> few minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> two cruisers pull up they</font> pull next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my husband who points them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> direction they come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over and take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> she doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> even struggle my husband had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point so the woman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wouldn't be able to see our car as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> being arrested so I wait while they</font> get her in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> car before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she gets in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> see her glanced to her left and squint<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> come<font color="#E5E5E5"> up the playground with another</font> officer<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the other Cruiser</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and see</font> she's<font color="#CCCCCC"> looking at her car which is parked</font> by some trees<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked back as they are</font> putting<font color="#E5E5E5"> her in and see her mumbling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quietly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to get another view</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our car as I'm giving a statement I let</font> the officer know my fears about her <font color="#E5E5E5">getting too</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good of a glimpse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of her car</font> he shrugged<font color="#E5E5E5"> as what can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you do you know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and let me know they keep an eye on this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">park they reassured me she'd probably be</font> in custody<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a while forget everything</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> month later the incident wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forgotten but not fresh either we never</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore just in case</font> one day I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of her house with</font> the kids<font color="#CCCCCC"> showing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to pull weeds</font> from the garden<font color="#E5E5E5"> we're having a good time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dirty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woman</font> shouting angrily about a block away<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> stand<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and staying calm</font> tell the kids we need<font color="#CCCCCC"> a water</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break we</font> brush off<font color="#CCCCCC"> and as we're going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inside the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yelling gets closer I turn and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> crossroad on her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Street and sure</font> enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's that woman her head is</font> shaved now that's not terribly important <font color="#CCCCCC">but I can't shake that part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I get the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kids inside and she comes to stand by</font> her house in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> road she screams and I</font> barely make<font color="#E5E5E5"> out anything however I do</font> hear her say she found<font color="#E5E5E5"> us now she won</font> and now<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's her turn I obviously call</font> the police but as I'm on the phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> Sprint's off<font color="#CCCCCC"> I let the dispatcher know</font> which way she was heading but refused<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> go outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and keep watch an officer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arrives to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> safe and</font> stays in<font color="#CCCCCC"> our neighborhood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until the end</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shift</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to make sure everything is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or so passes without</font> incident<font color="#CCCCCC"> I still refuse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to bring the</font> kids out front<font color="#E5E5E5"> just in case</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our backyard</font> is fenced so that feels safe enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> weekend we are all outside just</font> relaxing<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hear banging on her</font> front<font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was so loud we could hear</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> from our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back yard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my husband takes</font> over at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this point goes inside the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grabbed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his gun and check the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> gather the kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> close but don't go</font> inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> just in case there is an</font> altercation<font color="#E5E5E5"> the knocking stops and I</font> figured my husband is<font color="#E5E5E5"> dealing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with it I</font> keep a hold<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the kids by telling them</font> a story<font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly I see hands above</font> our wooden fence<font color="#E5E5E5"> it appears to be</font> someone jumping up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to grab on I get all</font> of us inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and let my husband</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font> what is going on I call the cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> heads out front to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the fence my husband</font> comes in and says she ran off<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew</font> immediately it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was that woman I asked my</font> husband<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it and he confirmed what I</font> thought he also told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> there was thin scratch<font color="#E5E5E5"> marks on the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and a puddle of piss on the welcome mat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lovely the cops</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> arrive and we give</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> we know even telling them of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the piss puddle nak it's been a month</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">without incident now hopefully she's</font> gone for good this story is 100%<font color="#E5E5E5"> true even though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> only eight years old at the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> can recollect every chilling detail<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> moved to a new<font color="#CCCCCC"> town this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> town was much</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nicer cleaner and quieter than the one I</font> lived at before<font color="#E5E5E5"> not the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sort of town you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would expect to have things wrong with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was a very big public park</font> right in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> centre it housed two rows</font> upon rows of swings slides infested with snake-like tunnels that weaved<font color="#E5E5E5"> in and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around the playground providing a maze</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> children to lose themselves in their</font> games<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was even a functioning</font> merry-go-round which seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to always be</font> slightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> turning inviting the children</font> to hitch a ride<font color="#E5E5E5"> on its platform of</font> twirls<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have to emphasize on the fact</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a quiet peaceful town the</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of town where kids could leave</font> their house on their<font color="#E5E5E5"> own and take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> short journey to the park<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have been</font> given strict<font color="#CCCCCC"> instructions by my parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I should come home the second it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started turning dark my life was</font> wonderful<font color="#E5E5E5"> or so it seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a</font> Friday I knew the day because I remember coming <font color="#E5E5E5">home with a big smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my face as I</font> knew I had the luxury of non-stop playing for the next two whole days<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> did what I always did<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chucked my</font> school bag on my bed changed my clothes <font color="#CCCCCC">and in a matter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was ready</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> descend into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a world of fun nothing</font> could<font color="#CCCCCC"> stop me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the tunnels were my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">favourite it was so easy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get lost in</font> them which made great fun<font color="#CCCCCC"> for playing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hide-and-seek</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with my only two friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Billie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and Tom they were both in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">class and we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like many eight-year-olds</font> loved<font color="#E5E5E5"> games that filled</font> with pure adrenaline<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were going to</font> play<font color="#E5E5E5"> murderer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't expect anyone to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">know this game we made it up</font> the rules were very similar<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hide-and-seek except when the one</font> seeking found<font color="#CCCCCC"> you they had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to murder you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was only pretend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> obviously it was</font> nearing winter as I remember being slightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold as I wormed my way around</font> the tunnels furiously trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to find a</font> perfect<font color="#E5E5E5"> hiding spot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Billie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was the</font> seeker<font color="#E5E5E5"> Tom had hidden behind the</font> merry-go-round<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was alone it must have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been maybe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes which for an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eight-year-old felt like a year when I</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do what all kids do when they</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> bored I give up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I shouted my voice</font> echoing through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the tunnels</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm in the</font> tunnels<font color="#CCCCCC"> I give up I then heard shuffling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from one end of the tunnel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know</font> why but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I feel still I didn't call out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waited something wasn't</font> right <font color="#CCCCCC">Billie would always say something before</font> coming in after someone in the tunnel he would always congratulate them<font color="#CCCCCC"> on being</font> the last to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or for cheating by</font> hiding in the endless maze of tunnels<font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> I stood frozen the shuffling grew louder <font color="#CCCCCC">I could tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was starting to get dark</font> outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> as the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnels began to slowly</font> but surely<font color="#CCCCCC"> drop into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> darkness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to</font> slowly shuffle backwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shuffling</font> ahead of me grew louder<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if someone or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something way too big for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the tunnel was</font> trying to navigate through them<font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font> it's time<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font> voice echoed through the tunnels<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> like when a grown man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talks to</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> children talking slightly higher</font> pitched<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> definitely wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> probably would<font color="#CCCCCC"> have came out if the</font> voice was outside but<font color="#CCCCCC"> it wasn't it was</font> coming from<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside the tunnels why would</font> an<font color="#E5E5E5"> adult</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crawl inside I was shuffling</font> further and further back when the face of an<font color="#E5E5E5"> old man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> appeared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the darkness</font> ahead<font color="#E5E5E5"> of me</font> patches<font color="#CCCCCC"> of hair on his head and a</font> definite look of<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone who hadn't</font> showered<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the last week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't see</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wearing but I knew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tattered old clothes he had a scraggly</font> beard<font color="#E5E5E5"> which was peppered with dirt the</font> second we made eye contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just</font> smiled at me revealing his filthy on brushed teeth<font color="#E5E5E5"> which had blotches</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> brown and<font color="#E5E5E5"> black covering them entirely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> panicked I turned around and<font color="#E5E5E5"> began</font> shuffling on all fours as fast as I could<font color="#CCCCCC"> the shuffling behind me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> growing</font> even louder and quicker<font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> chasing</font> me I sped through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maze for what felt</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eternity I only stopped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when my</font> legs refused<font color="#E5E5E5"> to move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore I had taken</font> so many twists and<font color="#E5E5E5"> turns</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that even I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lost I don't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hurt you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> want to talk the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> voice echoed</font> through the tunnels<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could tell he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nearby I pressed my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body against the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bottom of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small narrow tunnel and</font> listened he continued to make soft cooing<font color="#E5E5E5"> noises begging me to come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> present<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself to him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I lay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> tunnel<font color="#E5E5E5"> for hours no exaggeration even</font> after I heard him curse to himself and angrily forces<font color="#E5E5E5"> a way out of the tunnel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> continued<font color="#CCCCCC"> to wait</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thoughts raced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of me coming out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the tunnel</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be met by the same smile that</font> once greeted me<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the darkness of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tunnel I can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make out blue flashing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lights on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frantic</font> voices<font color="#E5E5E5"> calling three names repeatedly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Billy Tom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Michael</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I heard my name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heart slowly began to calm my parents</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> come I easily shuffled out of my</font> hiding<font color="#E5E5E5"> spot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guided by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the wet dirt</font> scrapings along the walls of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> tunnel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the way the man must have gone outside I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> greeted by several police cars</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> lights flashing<font color="#E5E5E5"> there were groups of</font> adults with concerned looks on their faces I recognized two of them my<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents mom</font> dad<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wailed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crying as I ran toward them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> began crying and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ran towards me</font> lifting me<font color="#CCCCCC"> off the ground</font> hugging me<font color="#CCCCCC"> so tight it felt as though I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was being crushed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Billie and Tom were</font> taken<font color="#E5E5E5"> that evening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their bodies were</font> later found hidden<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearby mutilated they</font> had been brutally<font color="#CCCCCC"> massacred and their</font> skulls<font color="#CCCCCC"> had been caved in with a large</font> iron bar and<font color="#E5E5E5"> their bodies had deep cuts</font> everywhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> large pieces of glass found</font> buried<font color="#E5E5E5"> in their backs</font> what chills me to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the fucking bone is</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the wet dirt I saw in the tunnels</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't entirely dirt some of it was</font> Billy<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Tom's blood after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slaughtering</font> my two best friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> and making eye</font> contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me in that tunnel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he just</font> smiled<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had won the game about twenty</font> students myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> included</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">university the study abroad program in</font> France last<font color="#CCCCCC"> summer we were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spending a</font> week in Paris<font color="#E5E5E5"> before going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the town</font> where<font color="#E5E5E5"> the university was located most of</font> the group got a group flight deal to Paris to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> University others flew</font> separately the only requirement was<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> we had to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in Paris by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day we had</font> to leave to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to our University most of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us had arrived by the third day into our</font> Paris trip except for my friend Amanda naturally we were all worried about her because<font color="#CCCCCC"> her phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> working</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> update us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook whenever she</font> could get free Wi-Fi<font color="#E5E5E5"> which wasn't very</font> often<font color="#E5E5E5"> her flight had been delayed about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">six times already another day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> passed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still nothing from Amanda we're all</font> freaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> out at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point since her</font> phone wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> working</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we couldn't even</font> contact her the fifth day rolls around <font color="#E5E5E5">still nothing</font> we all had a scheduled bike tour of the city<font color="#E5E5E5"> that morning and a boat ride on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">river</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that afternoon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we didn't return</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hotel until about 7:00 that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">evening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got in a man who was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asleep in our room we were assigned</font> roommates <font color="#E5E5E5">of course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke her up and asked her</font> where the hell she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had been she told me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got to the airport</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was exhausted</font> broke<font color="#E5E5E5"> she had multiple layover and had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">basically spent all her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on-hand cash on</font> food plus her bank card wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> working</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of you unfamiliar with shall</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Google Airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it is fucking massive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unless you have a map or understand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">French completely you will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she gets there</font> lost broke tired hungry<font color="#E5E5E5"> and carrying</font> like three<font color="#CCCCCC"> big-ass bags</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting inside</font> the terminal<font color="#CCCCCC"> she said this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> good-looking</font> guy walked up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her and started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font> to her in perfect English<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked</font> tired<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting the taxi to your hotel red</font> flag<font color="#CCCCCC"> number one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what taxi driver gets</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out of this cab and walks into the</font> airport to find a rider<font color="#E5E5E5"> not thinking she</font> says yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> thank you so much I'm exhausted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he smiles at her and grabs one of her</font> heavier bags and tells her to follow him <font color="#E5E5E5">she does and he leads her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to this</font> elevator<font color="#E5E5E5"> red flag number two she was</font> already on<font color="#E5E5E5"> street level from where all</font> the taxis<font color="#E5E5E5"> depart</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she gets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inside and he</font> hits the<font color="#CCCCCC"> button</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the basement level</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he gets on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the elevator</font> opens and starts speaking in French which he couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really understand</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because it was slang she starts freaking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out though when the door is open it was</font> a service<font color="#E5E5E5"> deck meant for employees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the airport or<font color="#CCCCCC"> something not for</font> passenger parking or taxi pickup<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> damp and dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> and as she said something</font> literally out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a horror movie the guy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gets out of the elevator first and turns</font> to her smiling<font color="#CCCCCC"> LOC let's go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in French</font> she takes a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> steps and sees in the</font> far corner of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the deck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the trunk of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> green unmarked van with<font color="#CCCCCC"> no license plate</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a huge ugly-ass middle-eastern</font> guy step out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver's seat at</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point she realizes she's in trouble</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but she doesn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to alert the</font> smiling guy that she's about<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get the</font> fuck out of there<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's no one in</font> sight<font color="#E5E5E5"> so screen would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be useless but a</font> lift<font color="#E5E5E5"> doors still open she quickly placed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> bags in the middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the lift</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiley guy that she needed her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wallet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was in the bag that he was</font> carrying<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looks at there sternly for a</font> minute<font color="#E5E5E5"> but walks over to her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and hands</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bag</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she told me that she pushed</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> down onto the ground with the weight</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bag and got back onto the</font> elevator<font color="#E5E5E5"> as fast as she could he got up</font> and was bounding after her she said girl <font color="#CCCCCC">I hit every goddamn button on the</font> elevator panel the doors closed as<font color="#CCCCCC"> soon</font> as he reached her<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she could hear him</font> banging<font color="#E5E5E5"> on them as she was going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back up</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> street level she got to the taxi</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pick up Lane and started balling the</font> police officer approached her<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him what happened and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drove her to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hotel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the way he told her that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> men were likely linked to a sex</font> trafficking ring<font color="#E5E5E5"> and were approaching</font> young women inside the airport<font color="#E5E5E5"> who had</font> tags on their luggage<font color="#E5E5E5"> indicating they</font> had come<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the United States</font> assuming that American women<font color="#E5E5E5"> were more</font> trusting <font color="#CCCCCC">I only good friend of favor back in high</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so he asked me to pick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his mother and little brother from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> airport and drive them to their new house one weekend<font color="#CCCCCC"> they had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> country for several months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we're</font> in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> process of moving again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so they</font> rented<font color="#E5E5E5"> this piece-of-shit house in the</font> middle of a<font color="#E5E5E5"> really bad neighborhood</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">which I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suppose just served as a place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to store their crap I waited the airport</font> for them as their flight gets delayed for<font color="#CCCCCC"> over three hours around the time</font> they land we pack up<font color="#CCCCCC"> their bags and it's</font> almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> 4:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. I'm exhausted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I</font> have to drive them<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the house about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 45</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">minutes away then travel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another hour</font> back home<font color="#E5E5E5"> I mentally brace myself for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> long<font color="#E5E5E5"> trip and drank a Red</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bull to give</font> me a jolt<font color="#E5E5E5"> of energy as I'm pulling out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parking lot a small dark</font> blue car pulls behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> us no big deal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> barely noticed it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it stayed a ways</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> however I notice after I've made</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">several wrong turns none</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of us had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> GPS</font> and they were giving<font color="#E5E5E5"> me directions from</font> memory and corrected my course<font color="#E5E5E5"> that this</font> car is<font color="#E5E5E5"> still cruising slowly but surely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind us I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself it's a weird</font> coincidence<font color="#E5E5E5"> but took a mental note</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get closer to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their</font> neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> and thus closer to a really</font> bad<font color="#E5E5E5"> part of town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we pull up to a red</font> light<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I checked my rearview</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mirror</font> two men one had a bigger silhouette<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the other kept<font color="#E5E5E5"> shaking his head like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> was trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get a crick out of his</font> neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> now they have my full</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attention</font> why the hell are they still behind me <font color="#E5E5E5">for some strange reason I'm hoping that</font> this was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just a stupid coincidence and</font> my sleep-deprived brain is causing<font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font> become paranoid until they followed us <font color="#E5E5E5">into the neighborhood no fucking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font> I say loudly enough to wake my sleeping <font color="#CCCCCC">passengers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fill</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them in and they shrug</font> it off<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'm not taking any chances</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hold on to your butt's I tell them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> pull<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop sign</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I suddenly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gun my SUV</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I begin whipping around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turns</font> and sure enough they are<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to keep</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> i quickly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and repeatedly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> change</font> streets<font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to evade them another</font> oncoming car causes them<font color="#CCCCCC"> to slam the</font> brakes behind me<font color="#E5E5E5"> allowing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to hold a</font> head and lose sight<font color="#CCCCCC"> of them once that</font> happens<font color="#E5E5E5"> I take a few more turns to lose</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a big neighborhood and pull</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a random driveway and kill the</font> engine<font color="#CCCCCC"> a minute later the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> car comes</font> roaring<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the whole</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font> is on edge<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> till we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> need to just head</font> home I tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> them to give</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it a second</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the car</font> comes roaring back<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the street</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">faster</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waited until I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> see their lights or hear their</font> engine before<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn mine back on and</font> continue to our destination many Pat's on the back from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> eventually got to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the house and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brought</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out their bags in with no hassle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> they were dead tired<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I decided to</font> stay<font color="#CCCCCC"> up and watch the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until it was</font> light to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure that those guys</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hadn't somehow found my car again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 8 a.m.</font> ready to be back in my bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font> any more favors just this past<font color="#CCCCCC"> summer my younger sister</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I went to visit family and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out-of-state my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> 16<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm 18</font> just for some reference my sister and I look<font color="#CCCCCC"> very alike</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of the time I</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she looks way older</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like in her 20s she's got a good 5</font> inches on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> both of us are very loud</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and obnoxious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> especially when we're</font> together<font color="#CCCCCC"> we arrive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the local airport</font> and my parents of<font color="#CCCCCC"> course freak</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worry and then send us off we went to</font> our<font color="#E5E5E5"> local</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> airport which is pretty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in comparison to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> size of the city we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">live in my sister and I find</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their gate</font> and we had at<font color="#CCCCCC"> least an hour before</font> because our flight kept getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> delayed</font> due<font color="#CCCCCC"> to an emergency landing our plane</font> had to do for someone on<font color="#E5E5E5"> board we were</font> just sitting around literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> off on our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">own</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the airport really isn't big at all</font> once you<font color="#E5E5E5"> get through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> security you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left to where some gates are on our</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> and to where the other gates are</font> and they have<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few shops and</font> restaurants in between these gates<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> were at the closest gate possible to where all the restaurants were located <font color="#E5E5E5">and there had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like three other</font> gates down past us<font color="#E5E5E5"> Gate B and C and</font> obviously we were at a so we're sitting <font color="#E5E5E5">alone our flight really didn't have many</font> other people and we were extremely<font color="#CCCCCC"> early</font> anyway<font color="#CCCCCC"> and there was like a hundred</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> plus</font> other seats<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I'm sitting on the floor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">charging my phone watching Netflix</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister's on a chair next to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font> the same some weird<font color="#CCCCCC"> older guy just sat</font> right across from<font color="#E5E5E5"> us mind you all the</font> other<font color="#CCCCCC"> fucking seats around the do</font> themself remind me of the murder<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the lovely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bones</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> except way skinnier</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like oddly skinny so me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my sister</font> are<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing small chat in between watching</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our shows and we keep hearing the</font> announcements about<font color="#E5E5E5"> our flight and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">both cracking jokes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> making comments</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like we always do just messing around</font> almost every<font color="#CCCCCC"> single thing we say this</font> guy laughs at I mean<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know when we're</font> together<font color="#E5E5E5"> we're pretty funny and he would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laugh at things like do you want water</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or wow this is taking a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even remotely a joke I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> personally am a</font> very alert person and get paranoid easily<font color="#CCCCCC"> especially since I read these</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stories so often like I'm always aware</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I kept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eye on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> dude as he kept watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sister and I</font> mostly my sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm on the phone</font> watching Netflix when all of a sudden my sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> texts me and says I think this</font> guy is<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures of me I was taken</font> aback<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a little shocked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I texted back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are you sure and she said yes that's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when my full crazy sister mode went out</font> my sister and I are<font color="#E5E5E5"> extremely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close I</font> would give my life<font color="#CCCCCC"> her and I don't put</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any shit neither does she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was very feisty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she was scared as soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I looked up to</font> give this guy a piece of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind he just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">got up and left he looked like it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about the shit a ton of bricks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> my sister asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> her what happened and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said she was on the phone and looked</font> up to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see him with his phone tilted</font> right at her I said well maybe he wasn't taking pictures but<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said she could</font> tell just<font color="#E5E5E5"> based off the way he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">acting like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a teenage girl who's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> secretly take a picture of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a cute</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or something and isn't really being</font> discreet<font color="#CCCCCC"> about it after talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it</font> I was angry<font color="#CCCCCC"> who would be taking pictures</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a 16 year old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got up and</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the gates of the direction</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the guy went in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually I saw him</font> leaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> up against the bathroom door</font> next to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> men</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in women's bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> went into the women's bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to</font> act inconspicuous<font color="#E5E5E5"> as shit you not</font> as I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was entering the bathroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I peeked</font> at a spawn screen and my heart dropped <font color="#E5E5E5">it was a zoomed in picture of my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sister</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">space and was unmistakable he quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked up to make eye contact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stashed his phone in his</font> pocket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and darted into the men's</font> bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> I immediately returned my</font> sister<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> texted our mother who</font> freaked the fuck out<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> inform the employees there and to find a <font color="#E5E5E5">security guard</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> continued to wait for him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> return</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the bathroom but he didn't so we</font> held off<font color="#E5E5E5"> from telling security the</font> weirdest<font color="#CCCCCC"> part besides him taking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pictures was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when me and my sister</font> boarded the flight<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man did not it</font> didn't return to our gate and wasn't <font color="#E5E5E5">even on our flight so he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> sitting across from<font color="#CCCCCC"> us taking pictures</font> of us<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> literally no other reason than</font> being a weirdo and<font color="#CCCCCC"> mania was going on a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trip to</font> Jacksonville<font color="#CCCCCC"> Florida we had to stop in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> twin cities</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so while we my</font> grandparents and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I were waiting for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three hours</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to go and get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pizza and tea no I'm not familiar with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Twin Cities Airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> meaning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> all the times I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> been there I was</font> fairly<font color="#CCCCCC"> young</font> I ordered a tea from<font color="#E5E5E5"> this kiosk looking</font> thing and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a piece of Hawaiian pizza from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front of it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eat and got out my phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> check my email and<font color="#CCCCCC"> go on tumblr</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes afterwards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some guy who sort</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of looked like shaggy from the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">live-action scooby-doo movie comes and</font> sits down<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the seat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in front of me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just staring at me I told him to mind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his own business and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just said I I</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> can't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was so beautiful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I would love to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> show</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> told him that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a miner</font> his response<font color="#E5E5E5"> no one has to find out come</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have a dog you can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> sentence<font color="#E5E5E5"> I ran off into the nearest</font> washroom and thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> about what to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe he realized I ran into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">washroom I thought to myself I can just</font> go tell my grandma<font color="#E5E5E5"> about what happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and she'll ruin him needless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say I</font> thought wrong I walked out of the washroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> only to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> greeted with that</font> nasty<font color="#E5E5E5"> hippie face of his where did you</font> go come<font color="#CCCCCC"> on mom's worried about you I</font> told him I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh don't be silly my</font> darling<font color="#CCCCCC"> little sister mom's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> us<font color="#CCCCCC"> come on I realized what he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided that the best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing to</font> do was scream and say get the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fuck away</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> me he gestured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quiet down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stomped on his foot and ran off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I immediately informed security and they</font> escorted him<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the airport</font> so I'm a<font color="#CCCCCC"> 20</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> year old now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I flew to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">India last November to meet a few family</font> members<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was my first time flying on</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> own to India and this fight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family would tell me wasn't it all</font> worried since I can speak and understand Hindi<font color="#E5E5E5"> although quite badly also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like I could pass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Indian which I</font> thought would help me blend in<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> landed</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and after landing at</font> Mumbai International Airport<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to</font> catch a quick<font color="#CCCCCC"> Airport coach to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take me</font> from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> international to the domestic</font> airport standard<font color="#E5E5E5"> procedure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> although I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the bitstrings for such a busy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Airport to have such a system I managed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to make my way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the coach now I know</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> must be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the coach must</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be fake but it wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the coach I</font> managed to get to the domestic<font color="#E5E5E5"> airport</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just fine and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waiting to</font> disembark<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw some people dressed in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">airport gear checking people's boarding</font> passes<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I held my pass to show the guy</font> and as he looked at it<font color="#CCCCCC"> he gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> perplexed look<font color="#E5E5E5"> he scanned my pass again</font> and stated that<font color="#E5E5E5"> my flight wasn't due to</font> depart for<font color="#CCCCCC"> 4 hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is true but I</font> thought I'd chill at the airport<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyway</font> he said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I'd had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take a taxi</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> back to the International</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Airport</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> they would not<font color="#E5E5E5"> let me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> domestic unless the departure<font color="#CCCCCC"> was less</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> two hours I obviously wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font> to pay<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a taxi</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the airport</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and didn't understand why the airport</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and wouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let me in</font> however after<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about all the</font> weird procedures Indian airports have had so<font color="#E5E5E5"> far such as having to collect my</font> bags of Mumbai Airport<font color="#CCCCCC"> and check them</font> back in the same place <font color="#CCCCCC">disorganized queuing everywhere get a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">damn coach to and from the same</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> airport</font> and the dim lights of the domestic terminal<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought this may be another</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> its</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> irritating quirks I agreed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and walked with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">carpark</font> he was asking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me where I was from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> what I was doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> in India just some</font> friendly banter I thought but I was too <font color="#CCCCCC">tired and shy to even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attempt to speak</font> to him in Hindi<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling him I'm</font> not paying the taxi and they have no<font color="#CCCCCC"> money on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make sure he wasn't going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scam me</font> they kept nodding and took me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> taxi he said I should take now from watching Bollywood films<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know how</font> Mumbai taxis look<font color="#E5E5E5"> they're yellow and</font> black in<font color="#CCCCCC"> our a distinctive model this</font> taxi was a normal silver<font color="#E5E5E5"> colored car not</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> an ounce of credibility to passes a</font> taxi in Mumbai<font color="#E5E5E5"> surrounding the taxi were</font> a bunch of eerie looking guys all looking at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me with a straight face</font> feeling a bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> awry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I backed away a bit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while they were talking to one another</font> thankfully the guy who led me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to them</font> didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know I could speak Hindi and they</font> were saying stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> like he's some sweet</font> goods<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll have fun with him you</font> brother good one<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll be sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not to let</font> him go<font color="#E5E5E5"> aghast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started sweating and</font> shaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> by new people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back home have</font> said I act a bit camp<font color="#E5E5E5"> and apparently</font> unintentionally act flirtatious but I had no<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea that a bunch of indian guys</font> would have any<font color="#CCCCCC"> interest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in me apart from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe getting some money visibly shaken</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> completely speechless and had no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">idea how to get out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the situation the</font> guy had my boarding pass<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the car door</font> was open<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I had an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> idea I said to</font> the guy in English can I just quickly buy a coffee I've been<font color="#E5E5E5"> parched for so long he stated</font> that the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the door the airport</font> wouldn't let me in no matter how much<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> tried and the best thing was to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get into</font> the car<font color="#CCCCCC"> I insisted that I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> get in as I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> really thirsty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my voice started croaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font> beer originally but thankfully it could be passed as thirst<font color="#E5E5E5"> his friends told him</font> to give me my<font color="#CCCCCC"> boarding pass back and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it out he gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and made</font> me promise<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd come back after the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coffee</font> I obviously obliged<font color="#E5E5E5"> and gave him a cute</font> smile as I snatched the pass and<font color="#E5E5E5"> power</font> walked it to the terminal<font color="#CCCCCC"> of course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> didn't want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to act</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to alarm as they</font> could have<font color="#CCCCCC"> easily ran up to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font> tackled me <font color="#E5E5E5">in addition the police could have been</font> in cohorts with them and<font color="#CCCCCC"> refused me access Thank You</font> Indian<font color="#CCCCCC"> news</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I made my way to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terminal and showed the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> policeman my</font> boarding pass<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had a look and I asked</font> him if I was allowed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to enter the</font> terminal<font color="#E5E5E5"> just to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure he said of</font> course<font color="#CCCCCC"> your flight departs from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here and</font> directed<font color="#CCCCCC"> me to the departures lounge</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've never felt so thankful in my life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> breathed the sigh of<font color="#CCCCCC"> relief as I</font> hightailed<font color="#E5E5E5"> it up the escalator and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">passed the security check to make sure</font> the gang wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> be led in it was about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">4 a.m. at this point and all I could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think of was what would have happened if</font> I couldn't understand Hindi<font color="#CCCCCC"> and went</font> into the taxi to this day I shudder at the thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> my only regret is not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">informing the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police when I was led in I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> nerves did get the better of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> distrust towards everyone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">plus Indian police officers wouldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much to help the situation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would have told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep calm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and carry on</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> January went to Washington DC with</font> some very close<font color="#E5E5E5"> family friends coming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from a town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 11,000</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people and</font> never<font color="#CCCCCC"> haven't been to a city</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even close</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> DC's size I was scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd get thick pocketed or mugged or</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> t v-- had led me to believe</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> big cities</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had absolutely</font> packed streets<font color="#E5E5E5"> that were difficult to</font> walk on resulting in regular occurrences such<font color="#E5E5E5"> as these needless to say I was</font> relieved<font color="#E5E5E5"> when the trip ended without any</font> such incident<font color="#CCCCCC"> as a DC Airport our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 6:00</font> a.m. flight was delayed<font color="#CCCCCC"> three or four</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">times due to weather weather time we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">finally got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the Denver</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Colorado</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Airport it was around midnight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">preventing us from driving the rest of</font> the way home<font color="#CCCCCC"> that night as we had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">originally planned I refused to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be on</font> airplanes unless absolutely necessary<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when we landed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to go so I along</font> with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend's mom who also had to go</font> went to the restroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I came out of</font> the stall I knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> this a security</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lady</font> was now standing beside<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door I had</font> heard no other footsteps come in the completely empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> restroom my ears were</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite alert because the empty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">airport freaked me out so this confused</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me a bit but I just smiled at her and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">washed my hands approximately ten</font> seconds<font color="#E5E5E5"> later a toilet flushed instead</font> of my friend's mom a creepy looking man with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a black sweatshirt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on hood up</font> emerged from the stall at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sight of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> employee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he lowered his head</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and quickly walked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the restroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she followed him out saying this is</font> clearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> marked a woman's restroom at the</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> most do two sleep</font> deprivation<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't think much of it</font> but the next<font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it really dawned on me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a man wearing a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> black sweatshirt with</font> the hood up<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a woman's restroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> was marked as such<font color="#E5E5E5"> with quite an</font> enormous sign<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's midnight and the</font> airport is practically deserted<font color="#CCCCCC"> bless he</font> entered the restroom without<font color="#CCCCCC"> a single</font> sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> which for me was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the worst part</font> I don't recall<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing any footsteps or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">extras</font> sounds of urination<font color="#E5E5E5"> or anything like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I honestly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think he even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">used the restroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at all rather just</font> pretended by flushing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> toilet I</font> repeatedly mentally<font color="#E5E5E5"> thanked that</font> security guard for seeing this<font color="#CCCCCC"> I very</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have been kidnapped murdered</font> raped<font color="#E5E5E5"> who knows he easily could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> jumped<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> I hadn't even looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> up until the</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> guard spoke to him but the</font> second I<font color="#CCCCCC"> did I got a very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy vibe</font> from him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he very notably tried to</font> avoid making eye contact [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I have to preface this story by saying I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a really smart kid when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at 18 months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew every word to the</font> bare necessities<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Jungle Book</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and would perform it for my mom's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">co-workers I don't think anyone ever</font> taught me<font color="#E5E5E5"> what to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a situation with</font> a stranger<font color="#CCCCCC"> just not to talk to them I</font> also have to say that<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I was little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 3 to 4 my mom let me cut my hair</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> short like a boys and everyone</font> mistook me for<font color="#E5E5E5"> one because I refused to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wear anything girly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> also like small</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't a good listener for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some reason my grandma took me to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">airport with her one day when she was</font> watching<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember if my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parents had gone out of town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or if we</font> were picking up<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone else and she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> to bring<font color="#E5E5E5"> me because it was her day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> watch me while<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents were at work</font> regardless<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is before security in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> airports were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> super tight so we were</font> headed to a gate to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pick whoever it was</font> up or<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe we were just getting out in</font> the main airport<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it seemed like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were headed to a gate because I was so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much smaller so everything seemed bigger</font> forget<font color="#E5E5E5"> the lack</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of memory</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was little</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> do distinctly remember however<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> grandma scolded me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for running ahead of</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again five</font> minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I'm at it again I ran down</font> a small flight of stairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe three or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">four</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> steps at most and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly</font> swooped up by a<font color="#CCCCCC"> very large man and</font> remembered that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he smelled funny and</font> that he had a really scraggly beard and blond<font color="#CCCCCC"> hair and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really creepy eyes he</font> then starts to rush off with me and I remember being<font color="#CCCCCC"> very calm about the whole</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because in my mind my grandma was</font> right there and she wouldn't let anyone hurt<font color="#CCCCCC"> me well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she came tearing after this</font> guy faster than I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> ever seen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her move</font> and she's yelling at him to<font color="#E5E5E5"> put me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and whacking at him with her purse and</font> he said to her lady chill this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is my son</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the kid you're looking for must have ran</font> off that's when little old me<font color="#CCCCCC"> pipes up</font> and says I am<font color="#CCCCCC"> NOT a boy and you are not</font> my dad now put<font color="#CCCCCC"> me down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy looks shocked</font> out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and slightly repulsed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and promptly put me down and ran off now</font> my whole family<font color="#E5E5E5"> has talked this story to</font> death<font color="#CCCCCC"> is it possible this guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> thought I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> his son was he just</font> someone who made a<font color="#CCCCCC"> mistake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was he a</font> pedophile who<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought he had scooped up</font> a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> boy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as a whole we tend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to lean</font> toward pedophile<font color="#E5E5E5"> mostly because of his</font> behavior he didn't say a<font color="#CCCCCC"> word to me</font> just pick<font color="#E5E5E5"> me up and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hurry off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and then when it became clear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a</font> girl he hightailed it out of there<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fast as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he could if he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just a man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who made a simple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mistake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he probably</font> would have stuck around and apologized to my grandma<font color="#CCCCCC"> for frightening her and</font> for snatching me <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm a 20 year old female on this took</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> back in March</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 19</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years old</font> at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time it was the end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of spring</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">break and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was returning to Texas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> California<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just spent my vacation with</font> my sister who lives<font color="#E5E5E5"> in San Francisco</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">every college kid counts down the days</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> spring break and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my vacation had</font> gone rather well<font color="#E5E5E5"> however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was slightly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">okay with returning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the essays</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> research<font color="#E5E5E5"> papers because I miss my</font> friends my bed and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe not in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that particular order I was flying alone</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like doing for</font> multiple reasons<font color="#CCCCCC"> and had only one</font> layover in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dallas</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't like traveling</font> alone because I've had some bad <font color="#E5E5E5">experiences</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I happened to look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">younger than 20 most often people say I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">look 13 or 14 at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've always</font> hated<font color="#E5E5E5"> this about myself but I'm told</font> I'll be grateful<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I'm older as of</font> now it's just immensely<font color="#E5E5E5"> frustrating the</font> last time I was on a plane<font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">attendants thought I was an</font> unaccompanied minor named Taylor I quickly assured her I was not the <font color="#CCCCCC">miner in question the time before that I</font> was asked<font color="#CCCCCC"> to move away from the</font> emergency<font color="#E5E5E5"> exit because you have to be at</font> least<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16 to sit there anyways my</font> boyfriend was picking me up from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> airport<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> excited I wore the</font> pink Members Only jacket he had bought <font color="#CCCCCC">for me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tried to look my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> best which</font> is<font color="#CCCCCC"> difficult to do when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> traveling when</font> the plane arrived in Dallas<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had some</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible weather and the</font> turbulence<font color="#E5E5E5"> was scary but no matter soon</font> I would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> on another flight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Houston</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I took the train around to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">c-terminal and made my way to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the gate</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> due the torrential</font> rain<font color="#CCCCCC"> and lightning my flight had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">canceled I was crushed but determined I</font> took my ticket<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be exchanged for a</font> later flight it seemed many others had the same grievance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and were opting to do the same</font> as I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was standing in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> line the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friendly</font> looking older man came up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and</font> stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me</font> are you alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me everyone</font> seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be conversing with one another</font> complaining about the weather<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pondering their options to get home it</font> didn't seem<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a big deal because</font> strangers always seem to<font color="#E5E5E5"> connect in</font> situations like<font color="#E5E5E5"> this one we were all</font> frustrated<font color="#CCCCCC"> I also felt safe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from the</font> crowded<font color="#CCCCCC"> airport so I answered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> truthfully and continued to wait in the line<font color="#CCCCCC"> the man behind the counter said I</font> was in luck<font color="#E5E5E5"> that there was only two</font> seats left on another<font color="#E5E5E5"> flight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Houston</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and that I could make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it if I hurried</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> rushed aboard the train to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> terminal to<font color="#CCCCCC"> catch my new flight and upon</font> reaching the<font color="#E5E5E5"> gate was faced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this new flight was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cancelled to the man from before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> followed me to the gate and<font color="#E5E5E5"> was in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">same boat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I exchanged my ticket for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> later flight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and resolutely marched</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">myself to the new gate only to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be told</font> the same as<font color="#CCCCCC"> before this happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literally two or three more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to give up and</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> had no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other options</font> the man<font color="#CCCCCC"> shadowed me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font> ordeal<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really find it</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were just two individuals</font> stranded in an airport the last gate I went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> I noticed he was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> following</font> me he walks over<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me and begins to</font> chat about<font color="#E5E5E5"> what awful luck we were</font> having someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> eavesdropping nearby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suggests that I rent a car I politely</font> tell them that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm not old enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> man smiles and says<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me well I'm old</font> enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> to rent a car how about this I'll</font> rent<font color="#E5E5E5"> us one you can sleep now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drive I</font> look at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the way he is staring at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font> scares<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I finally begin to feel that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something is off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I respond ah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no but</font> thank you<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm going pretty far off his</font> smile falters for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a moment then he</font> suggests that he buy me some food<font color="#E5E5E5"> I am</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">starving</font> I am tempted<font color="#E5E5E5"> I hesitate for a moment but</font> then I remember a book I had read<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> a girl who was stolen from the airport <font color="#CCCCCC">after a</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> drugs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our coffee</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this gives me the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">strength to deny my grumbling stomach</font> and decline him again<font color="#E5E5E5"> he follows me I</font> don't know why<font color="#E5E5E5"> he's already told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going to rent a car and leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he points</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> a Mexican</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> restaurant and says oh how</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> that place he has this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> strange</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing far too</font> close to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shake my head and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said I</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> you I'm really not hungry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lie big</font> lie I can smell<font color="#E5E5E5"> something delicious</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> I almost give in and my face does not <font color="#E5E5E5">betray my hunger and I keep my pace</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ok</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ok what about burgers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then he looks a</font> bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> annoyed</font> this guy doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> give up easy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ignore</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> this causes him to glare at me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">angrily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then stalk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I breathe a</font> sigh of relief<font color="#CCCCCC"> I call my sister</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell</font> her about him<font color="#E5E5E5"> not in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> caddie sort of</font> way just<font color="#CCCCCC"> uh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wow that guy was persistent</font> kind of thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said him to a chair to</font> think about my options I feel pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and worried my</font> latest ticket had me leaving at around midnight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was 9:00 p.m. at this</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the airport since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 5:00</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">p.m.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of this last flight didn't work out</font> I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> clue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what I would do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font> money for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hotel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and didn't fancy</font> sleeping in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> chair the last time I fell</font> asleep in public<font color="#E5E5E5"> on a train</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in France a</font> lady attempted to<font color="#CCCCCC"> steal my backpack</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> that's another story <font color="#CCCCCC">I look up about 30 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later to see</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same man walking towards me I took</font> my legs up in my chair nervously and pretend<font color="#E5E5E5"> to play on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone</font> hey they're<font color="#CCCCCC"> still here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ass he seems</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to have cooled down and just stare</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he clears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his throat and tries again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I was thinking you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could come stay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> my aunt's house for the night with me <font color="#E5E5E5">that's why I'm staying tonight</font> it would be no<font color="#CCCCCC"> problem he didn't want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> be in this<font color="#CCCCCC"> airport all night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all alone I</font> shake my head<font color="#CCCCCC"> and say no I'm fine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> my attention</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> didn't even make eye contact<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> really uncomfortable<font color="#CCCCCC"> he tries</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">convince me and I have to say no firmly</font> several more<font color="#E5E5E5"> times he looks angry really</font> angry<font color="#CCCCCC"> his hands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are clenched and a smile</font> is obviously fake it looks as<font color="#CCCCCC"> if he will</font> shatter his teeth if he clenches<font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Johnny tighter I wonder to myself why he</font> hasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> left the airport yet then I</font> noticed that<font color="#CCCCCC"> his luggage</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is no longer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him he was rolling it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind him</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> now he isn't where would he have put</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> if he hadn't left yet and so much</font> time has passed<font color="#CCCCCC"> why is he back here as</font> I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking all of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this he's just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">standing there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feels</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> forever he storms off again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel</font> so anxious because<font color="#CCCCCC"> of him that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things and moved to a different gate to</font> wait my phone was dying<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want to be without it so to charge it I</font> have to plug<font color="#E5E5E5"> it into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outlet in the</font> floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I curled up in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> aisle between</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the chairs to wait my sister called</font> about an hour later<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was telling</font> her about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how creepy the dark weather</font> looked outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I see him again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around glancing here and there</font> in search of me a hunch down even further<font color="#E5E5E5"> but my pink jacket was like a</font> beacon he locked eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> with me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> down my sister said to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stay on</font> the phone so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did well there you are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> says not even acknowledging<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I am in</font> the middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a phone call I continued</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my sister when it becomes a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pair</font> and that he<font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't leaving and doesn't</font> care that I'm on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally</font> look up so you're still here look you need<font color="#E5E5E5"> to come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me you can stay with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me at my grandparents tonight they would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">love to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have you</font> they don't mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me bringing you at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just come with me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got chills</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but um</font> why but something in his eyes told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me he</font> was lying <font color="#E5E5E5">flying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through those shiny white teeth</font> of his you said you were staying<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your aunt his face dropped it went from</font> cool and collected<font color="#CCCCCC"> to something else not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even anger this time and not defeat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">either almost like amusement something</font> like the cat that<font color="#CCCCCC"> ate the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> canary</font> his shrugs his shoulders<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I tried</font> but we both recognized that he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> caught in<font color="#CCCCCC"> his lie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entire time my</font> sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> is saying hello repeatedly but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was sort<font color="#CCCCCC"> of shocked by how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> indifferent</font> he was to meet catching on<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him I go</font> back to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my conversation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he says if</font> you change your mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> and lets the</font> thought trail off while<font color="#CCCCCC"> walking away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">backwards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes still on me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I call my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">boyfriend and tell him about each</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">exchange</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he tells me to find a</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> guard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell I look around for</font> one but couldn't find<font color="#E5E5E5"> one it was creepy</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've never seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an airport</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> deserted<font color="#CCCCCC"> I end up just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deciding to move</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> and lay down between two different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">aisles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and a view a boy my age walks by</font> an<font color="#E5E5E5"> ass why are you laying on the floor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I responded tad aggressively with</font> because I want to he laughs<font color="#E5E5E5"> and puts</font> hand up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the unspoken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> signed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fur whoa</font> take<font color="#E5E5E5"> it easy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I apologized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for my</font> gruffness<font color="#CCCCCC"> and tell them that a man was</font> making<font color="#CCCCCC"> me nervous</font> he jokingly says he'll protect me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> because he seems harmless and I mentioned my boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> I converse with</font> him for a while he tells<font color="#E5E5E5"> me he saw me</font> and wondered why the<font color="#E5E5E5"> blonde girl looked</font> so sad <font color="#E5E5E5">a little while later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I am thankful I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> brush off the stranger because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> see the man again walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> around we made</font> eye contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he didn't attempt to</font> approach<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because I was no longer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone maybe it was just some middle-aged</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying his luck at getting a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girlfriend or something but scaring</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> isn't the way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to do it even if</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he meant me absolutely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no harm he was</font> too<font color="#CCCCCC"> aggressive and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> angry</font> the fall<font color="#CCCCCC"> semester of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my junior year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> university was spent studying<font color="#E5E5E5"> abroad</font> with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> best friend in Florence we had a</font> blast exploring the city<font color="#E5E5E5"> checking out</font> timeless works of art partying every night<font color="#CCCCCC"> making new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> travelling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the country before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we knew it four</font> months had gone by and<font color="#CCCCCC"> we were on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the airport</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> flight home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the night before saw a huge snowstorm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something that is rare for Italy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> white covered<font color="#CCCCCC"> city</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sparkled divinely as</font> we drove<font color="#CCCCCC"> through and I remember feeling</font> incredibly bummed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be going home even</font> though<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was five days before Christmas</font> and I miss<font color="#CCCCCC"> my family I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more than to stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in Florence forever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that feeling lasted all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of 20</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the airport was complete chaos</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and upon</font> entering<font color="#E5E5E5"> we discovered that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our flight</font> had been<font color="#CCCCCC"> canceled</font> cue the waterworks<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my friend for the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">duration of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> roughly 13 hours yes 7:00</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a.m. to 8:30 p.m. we spent in line to</font> try<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get on another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flight finally we</font> were given<font color="#E5E5E5"> tickets for a new flight but</font> that flight was leaving from Rome<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three days since we handed in our keys</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to our apartment and all of our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> friends had flown home the day before<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were completely stranded my friend was a</font> complete wreck at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at the idea that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we might not make it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for Christmas then was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really no</font> help<font color="#E5E5E5"> in deciding what we should do so I</font> decided the best<font color="#CCCCCC"> course of action would</font> be to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hop on a train to Rome and spend</font> the next couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of nights in the airport</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after seven exhausting hours on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">training we finally made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> Rome Airport<font color="#CCCCCC"> and tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find a corner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to claim and bed down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the coming</font> two nights we found a<font color="#E5E5E5"> small area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> between</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> handicapped ramp in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wall the</font> railing for the ramp created a sort of barrier and it made a nice<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemingly</font> safe nook for<font color="#CCCCCC"> us to squeeze ourselves</font> into exhausted<font color="#E5E5E5"> we pushed our luggage</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the back of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nook and layer</font> backs against them after making sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay I</font> covered myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my jacket</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> promptly<font color="#CCCCCC"> fell asleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I awoke to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">filling of a tug on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> foot and thinking</font> that someone had accidentally kicked my shoe while passing by<font color="#CCCCCC"> I shrugged it off</font> and snuggled deeper into my jacket<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three seconds later I hear a man whisper</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">American American I felt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the tug</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on my</font> foot again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I jumped to my feet and see</font> my best<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend with her jacket on and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her luggage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by her side standing next to</font> a very handsome Italian<font color="#E5E5E5"> man he had</font> salt-and-pepper hair and was<font color="#CCCCCC"> wearing a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark suit with a champagne colored tie</font> his mouth<font color="#E5E5E5"> formed a dazzling smile but</font> his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't smiling with it and</font> looked at<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> quizzical II trying</font> to figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> out what was going on and why</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was standing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with him looking back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he was glancing to</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> sides and at the guard near the exit</font> about 40 feet from<font color="#E5E5E5"> where we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his behavior immediately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> set off alarms</font> in my head<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I grabbed my friends arm</font> to pull her<font color="#CCCCCC"> back away from him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> grabbed her other<font color="#CCCCCC"> arm and started</font> talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> very fast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saying that he worked</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the airport and the flights out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Rome were all going to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> canceled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shortly but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had a car and he could</font> drive us to Naples and we could get<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">flight out of there he said that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> American friend had agreed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to come with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that I should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to American it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> safe with me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I glared at my friend and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told him in Italian that we were not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">interested in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his offer and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that we</font> would wait for our flight<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my hands</font> still firmly gripping my<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend's arm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> grabbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my stuff and made a walk away</font> from the creep he immediately moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> my way blocking us into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nook his</font> eyes with<font color="#CCCCCC"> no semblance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of humanity fixed</font> on the mine as he said American you were coming with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> being cornered is a strange feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> prior<font color="#CCCCCC"> to this instance it had never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my reaction was</font> immediate<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it felt raw animalistic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">full of rage or terror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I lunged</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at this man shoving both of my fists</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> his stomach it definitely surprised</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and definitely knocked the wind out</font> of him because<font color="#CCCCCC"> his knees buckled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he</font> toppled to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bringing my friend</font> down with him as soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> as they hit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ground my friend began screaming and the</font> man scrambled to get up and away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before the security guard by the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door got to him in my adrenaline-filled</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">state I began repeating he's trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take us he's trying to take us as a</font> security guard<font color="#CCCCCC"> knelt on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy's back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">keeping him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other guards</font> could assist him when the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> secured<font color="#E5E5E5"> they left him off of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the ground</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bring him to what I assume was the</font> detainment<font color="#CCCCCC"> room of the airport as they</font> lifted<font color="#E5E5E5"> him he looked directly at me with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his empty eyes and fake smiled and</font> whispered see you soon American as soon as he was out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my sight I broke down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sobbing I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so exhausted and terrified</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and incredibly angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the fact that my</font> friend had agreed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to go with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that she had thought it was a good plan</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to get into a car with this person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she had never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> met and that she had put</font> us in an extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> dangerous situation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when I confronted her about it</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> only excuse was that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">make it home in time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for Christmas</font> if she had gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him I don't think</font> she would have ever made it home for another Christmas <font color="#CCCCCC">I was living in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Austin Texas at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but had flown out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Los Angeles for the</font> weekend<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends put on a yearly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> music</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">festival at a biker bar out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font> Joshua Tree just a<font color="#E5E5E5"> relatively small town</font> thing compared<font color="#E5E5E5"> to Coachella and the like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that is where most of the attendees</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">also musicians and everyone knows each</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we drink heavily for three days</font> or so by the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of it you tend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to need</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at least a week to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recover</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I was</font> flying<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Texas wildly hungover and</font> miserable<font color="#E5E5E5"> and completely drained</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a</font> flight from LA to Dallas<font color="#CCCCCC"> then a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quick</font> hop the Austin from<font color="#E5E5E5"> there I was seated</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by the window on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left side where</font> there were<font color="#E5E5E5"> only two seats seated in the</font> aisle seat<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a middle-aged woman</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">totally unremarkable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> average</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Texan mom we made polite small talk for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a few minutes but I really felt like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but curling up in a ball</font> against<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wall and passing out so</font> shortly<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> takeoff I put in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">headphones and start watching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a movie</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> ipod until I fell asleep throughout</font> the movie I thought I'd noticed her trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> look over my shoulder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> watch the movie - and then mumbling <font color="#E5E5E5">something like how great just ignore me</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened several times but I</font> convinced myself I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> just miss reading</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her eventually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed her furiously</font> scribbling<font color="#E5E5E5"> writing in the margins</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Abita leather-bound book</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept peeking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over to see it seeing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that the entire</font> book was filled with unintelligible <font color="#E5E5E5">chicken scratch and pretty much every</font> bit of available<font color="#E5E5E5"> space in the margins</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> also noticed it was an Alcoholics Anonymous book whatever I thought just someone with some issues<font color="#CCCCCC"> I eventually</font> fell asleep wake up landing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Dallas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people start getting off the plane lady</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">makes zero</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> effort to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> start packing her</font> things up<font color="#E5E5E5"> for getting ready to go</font> she keeps<font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting there scribbling in</font> her book as I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm wildly hungover</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and kind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of cranky and have no patience</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> anything that's prolonged the time I have to<font color="#CCCCCC"> spend on an airplane</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it gets to</font> our row and it's her turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> to move into</font> the aisle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and again she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doesn't move at</font> all the rows behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> I finally say hey I've got a</font> connection<font color="#E5E5E5"> to catch so I have to get</font> moving<font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font> gesturing towards the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Iowans standing up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she laughs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shakes her head looks at me and goes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font> no no you<font color="#E5E5E5"> aren't going anywhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so</font> confused<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mind was now at its sharpest</font> that day<font color="#E5E5E5"> I responded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with I assure you I</font> am going<font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm getting off this</font> plane now<font color="#E5E5E5"> she shook her head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again and</font> said but<font color="#E5E5E5"> you promised me you'd never</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">leave me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no other people who are leaving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the plane are looking at this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exchange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">also baffled and I make eye contact with</font> a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> people giving that can you believe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this look before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> edging shoving my way</font> out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rose saying nope nope I</font> certainly never said that I'm leaving now as I<font color="#CCCCCC"> edged past</font> she sighed and so well<font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go with you then at which point she</font> stands up behind me leaving her purse and book and all her<font color="#CCCCCC"> belongings on the</font> plane<font color="#CCCCCC"> and follows me out all through the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tunnel and through the terminal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and up</font> the escalator this woman follows at my heels<font color="#E5E5E5"> grinning like a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> madwoman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> entire time I'm walking fast<font color="#CCCCCC"> but she is</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> on my heels I didn't say anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first and my mind kept saying why is</font> this happening now<font color="#E5E5E5"> of all days I just</font> did not<font color="#CCCCCC"> want to deal with whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down this woman was having</font> not with the way I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was feeling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting to the waiting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> area</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the monorail to the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terminal</font> where my connecting flight is and she saddles up right next<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> still grinning at this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> I say alright seriously</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">why are you following me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like this her</font> response this<font color="#CCCCCC"> time because I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> love you</font> and you promised<font color="#E5E5E5"> me you would never be</font> apart<font color="#E5E5E5"> from me</font> I laughed nervously<font color="#E5E5E5"> and looked around at</font> the strangers<font color="#E5E5E5"> also waiting for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> train</font> making sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd loudly announced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no I</font> did not promise<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I have no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea who</font> you are the train arrives<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get on she obviously</font> follows<font color="#E5E5E5"> now she's trying to hold my hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm moving around the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> monorail car</font> texting the girl I was seeing at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> about what is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and now I'm</font> actually kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of terrified by this woman</font> my phone was at<font color="#CCCCCC"> 1% oh and died before I</font> could<font color="#CCCCCC"> get a response I was actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting severely creeped out by this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woman her eyes were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> completely vacant</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was just nothing but emptiness and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her stare she didn't blink coupled with</font> her unyielding grin I was becoming sure it was only a matter<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time before she</font> snapped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and proceeded to stab me or</font> shove me<font color="#CCCCCC"> down an escalator or something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she's still grabbing at my hand and</font> following me as I shove<font color="#CCCCCC"> around the tiny</font> train car<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I announced to the other</font> strangers I have no idea who this woman <font color="#E5E5E5">is seriously can anyone get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ahold of</font> security or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> but everyone</font> responded with silence nobody<font color="#E5E5E5"> else</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to deal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with this either</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font> like I was the crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> one now - making</font> random statements<font color="#CCCCCC"> - a train full</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> strangers we<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally get to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font> terminal<font color="#CCCCCC"> I new run to my gate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with her</font> right behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me still still saying</font> things like you can't get<font color="#CCCCCC"> away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I get to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gates and spend a</font> moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> scanning the crowd I see a woman</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what looked like a police uniform</font> waiting and said excuse<font color="#E5E5E5"> me are you</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> or police serve</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see this lady</font> but she<font color="#E5E5E5"> just shakes her head at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everyone in the crowd just does their</font> best<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ignore us you would be amazed at</font> how hard it is<font color="#CCCCCC"> to find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> security</font> or police<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> damned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> airport these days</font> when you really need them<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally I go</font> up to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the desk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and shamelessly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> interrupt</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> agents standing there doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my best</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to maintain composure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put in a half</font> smile and<font color="#CCCCCC"> explain to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them hi there so</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman standing right next to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea who she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">has</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been following</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quite some</font> time both the agents<font color="#E5E5E5"> laugh the male one makes</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> comment like Oh long vacation huh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yep</font> yep seriously<font color="#E5E5E5"> what can I help you with the</font> crazy lady<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughed with them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rolling her</font> eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Maya surd assertion that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't know her<font color="#CCCCCC"> I chuckled shook my head</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> said no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I mean it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have no idea who</font> this woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> is they finally saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> desperation in my eyes and the seriousness of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my tone and their smiles</font> faded<font color="#E5E5E5"> uh can we see your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boarding passes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my hand is in mine she produced hers</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> her pocket as I continued</font> explaining she was on my previous<font color="#E5E5E5"> flight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she even left her purse on that plane</font> all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> way in the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terminal the</font> agents speak with<font color="#E5E5E5"> themselves off to the</font> side for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moment while I completely</font> ignore the<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman just swatting away at</font> her hand as she<font color="#E5E5E5"> tries to hold mine for</font> the hundredth time<font color="#E5E5E5"> the agents make a few</font> quick hush calls<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back over</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> just say come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately whisk me through the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and slamming on my pursuer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then I'm</font> loaded onto the<font color="#E5E5E5"> plane about 10 minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before any other passenger as a stream</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> staff filters by each one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> offering a</font> new apology eventually the rest of the passengers<font color="#CCCCCC"> get on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and they all shoot me</font> glances as they pass my row some of sympathy<font color="#E5E5E5"> some of sheer confusion the man</font> who sits<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me as a man what was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I give him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the brief version</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> tells me she had a complete and<font color="#CCCCCC"> total</font> meltdown the second you got<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the plane</font> screaming tearing her hair<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pounding</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they took her away in handcuffs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you really didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know her nope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to this day I still wonder all the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what the hell was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on with that</font> woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> I barely even have told the story</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to many of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends because it's just</font> so unbelievable<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> received any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> information about the incident</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never learned who she was or why she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought I promised her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything let</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> eternal companionship and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> love</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you</font>
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