36 True Creepy Horror Stories | The Lets Read Podcast Episode 008

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<font color="#CCCCCC">I was almost 30 in female and I have</font> been told I<font color="#CCCCCC"> look 16 to 18</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> depending on</font> the outfit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have an anxiety disorder</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> additionally I have issues picking</font> up social cues<font color="#CCCCCC"> so sometimes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">misunderstand things or get paranoid</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really innocent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> I've learned to question my thoughts <font color="#E5E5E5">I've been working in the food service</font> industry for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few years and in</font> particular<font color="#CCCCCC"> about two years at the Burger</font> King<font color="#CCCCCC"> this happened in this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> instance</font> happened about four years<font color="#CCCCCC"> ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> started working some late night</font> shifts and we hired a<font color="#CCCCCC"> new manager Paul</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a footer so taller than me skinny</font> with dark eyes and<font color="#E5E5E5"> usually wore large</font> glasses<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't physically imposing</font> but still made me<font color="#CCCCCC"> nervous because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> new and<font color="#E5E5E5"> male there are reasons new males</font> put me on edge<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that's for another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day after a few days I noticed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> things whenever I worked the</font> counter<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would stand so close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me that I could feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cloth this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shirt brush my neck because he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over my shoulder</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I worked</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> before he did and had for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> year so</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> bug</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me if I was stuck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drive-through area instead he would</font> stand<font color="#E5E5E5"> in such a way that I was blocked</font> in and<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't get past him and every</font> time I bent over<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I looked up I could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">tell that he was staring right at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> I figured I was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> imagining it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that he wasn't purposefully blocking in</font> I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be just paranoid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again I</font> assumed<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few more weeks of</font> working<font color="#E5E5E5"> there he started buying pizza</font> for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> crew or drinks etc</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a nearby</font> business<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he always was the one to go</font> pick<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and bring it in I wouldn't</font> eat anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> unless the rest of the crew</font> did and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> never drank anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> get for myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> nor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did I leave anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> office just in case because</font> I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was wrong I kept</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling myself it's overreacting you're</font> fine but<font color="#CCCCCC"> it can shake the feeling one</font> nights I was told I<font color="#E5E5E5"> had to do a late</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night shift just me Paul and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jack</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone that has worked there</font> for a long time<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I trust him</font> implicitly before the others left<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> asked Jack to<font color="#E5E5E5"> please keep an eye on Paul</font> because he<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me that night Paul</font> asked me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to clean the bathrooms and I</font> had no<font color="#E5E5E5"> choice but to agree</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> illustrate</font> the layout to the bathrooms of the building in order<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get to the</font> bathrooms from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the main office you go by</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through a</font> door into<font color="#CCCCCC"> an entryway from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the men's room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door in from there</font> there is a back wall stall with the door that's the stall I was in so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> main men's Stalin Jack is in the</font> kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> as far as I know with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Paul in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the office as my back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned I hear</font> the propped open men's room door shut I turn around and blocking my exit to the men's stall<font color="#E5E5E5"> as Paul immediately I panic</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because that means</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's three closed</font> doors between<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and Jack Paul holds up</font> a pair of drive-through<font color="#CCCCCC"> headgear and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">makes a comment like so I found these</font> new ones in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> office want to use them</font> I probably shouldn't give them to you but I like<font color="#CCCCCC"> you so I figured why not I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">declined then honestly I was shaking out</font> of my shoes innocent as the<font color="#CCCCCC"> dialog was</font> he was looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> me up and down the whole</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time and it just felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy he stood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there about a foot away and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just stared</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> not saying anything</font> and after a minutes or so<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jack came in</font> and said<font color="#E5E5E5"> that there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a phone call and</font> Paul had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come get it naturally I</font> booked<font color="#E5E5E5"> it out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom and stuck</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Jack explaining that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> really scared and<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt uncomfortable</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the way Paul looked at me in the</font> odd way he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> behaving well to me it</font> was odd anyway<font color="#E5E5E5"> but again I felt like I</font> was probably being paranoid<font color="#CCCCCC"> he told me</font> he wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me out of his sight the</font> rest of the night and meant he was sorry that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had been distracted he didn't</font> like Paul either and he kept good<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later Paul says he's grabbing pizza and</font> some soda from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> place I mentioned</font> earlier when it<font color="#E5E5E5"> came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back he called me</font> to the back<font color="#CCCCCC"> office and offered me a</font> glass of soda<font color="#CCCCCC"> pre poured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I said no</font> thanks I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> fine</font> thinking to myself to the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> that's</font> I'm being overly stupidly paranoid but then<font color="#CCCCCC"> again why did he always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bring soda</font> we had over<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hundred kinds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> premises<font color="#CCCCCC"> they asked me another two to</font> three<font color="#CCCCCC"> times if I was sure and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I again</font> declined<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jack right beside me then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Paul</font> asked me if I had a boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> I lied<font color="#E5E5E5"> and said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fiance because I figured</font> it may be<font color="#E5E5E5"> dissuaded any potential</font> flirting he says<font color="#CCCCCC"> fiance I do a little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">young for that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know why but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> told him<font color="#E5E5E5"> my age he just kind of sat</font> there and looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> me up and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slow oh I thought you were 16 or 17 from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there he left me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pretty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> much alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">believe it or not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> three days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> arrested because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the place he worked</font> for before<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had inappropriately</font> touched an underage<font color="#E5E5E5"> female co-worker</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">threatened them and told them he was a</font> cop<font color="#CCCCCC"> and so on and would arrest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them if</font> they told eventually he was transferred from there to where I work and we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never told anything till his arrest he</font> comes by twice since<font color="#E5E5E5"> then even though</font> he's<font color="#E5E5E5"> not allowed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the property</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we have minors on site I'm still freaked</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> especially because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the last time he</font> came around he came through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drive-through where I was standing so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> -</font> Paul I hope I never see you again<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> you get<font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what you deserve</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I was in high school at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time that</font> was babysitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> my cousin's one Friday</font> evening<font color="#CCCCCC"> the young</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girls were about three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and five</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Kim was five and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Tammy was three I</font> didn't mind they were<font color="#CCCCCC"> usually pretty easy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to watch</font> and it gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> me extra cash we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> spent most</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> her time in the computer room so that</font> I could do some research for a<font color="#CCCCCC"> project I</font> needed to do for<font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Kim and Tammy</font> were playing with some dolls in the floor but after some time<font color="#CCCCCC"> they began</font> telling<font color="#E5E5E5"> me that they were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hungry</font> I took them into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen placed Abby</font> and her booster seat to wait while<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> cooked<font color="#E5E5E5"> I made them nuggets</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> listen to</font> both<font color="#E5E5E5"> girls talk about silly kid stuff I</font> noticed that tabby kept looking into a room which was across<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the kitchen I</font> shrugged it off at first<font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was just being a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but she just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kept looking she kept staring into a</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it looked as if though she was</font> trying to<font color="#CCCCCC"> look at something I was</font> starting to get a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> turned<font color="#CCCCCC"> off the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> oven and set their plates</font> aside to cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> still watching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tabby</font> carefully<font color="#E5E5E5"> sis</font> what are you looking at<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kim asked and</font> patiently<font color="#E5E5E5"> tabby turned to her that she</font> pointed<font color="#CCCCCC"> into a room and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to</font> follow her gaze<font color="#E5E5E5"> but from where I stood</font> in the kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that far</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a room Kim looked where she pointed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a look of alarm crossed her</font> features<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frowned what is it I asked</font> walking towards them<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kim turned to me</font> there were tears in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there's a</font> man in her<font color="#CCCCCC"> room she said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a whisper</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she burst into tears I didn't hesitate I</font> raced over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and scooped a be out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of her</font> booster chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> and took Kim's hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> glanced at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw shadows slip</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the closet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to panic</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> girls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scare them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">any further but I rushed them to the</font> back bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and locked the door I told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them to stay quiet and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do not say</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything I pulled out my phone and my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first instinct was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to call my aunt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> tell her what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> going on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I knew I</font> better call the<font color="#CCCCCC"> cops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did and</font> they informed<font color="#CCCCCC"> me that someone was on</font> their way <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn around and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> called my aunt than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> she was thoroughly freaked out and said she'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> be coming home soon she thanked me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taking care of her girls</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> very freaked out trying to calm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now crying tabby and Kim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to be quiet but I</font> couldn't blame them<font color="#E5E5E5"> for being scared we</font> waited in the bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> until the police</font> came at one point I thought I<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard a</font> thump<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that could have been my</font> imagination<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police arrived shortly</font> after over the phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had told them</font> where we were hiding<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a knock</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on the bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and an officer</font> called Rachel<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's officer Ray's open</font> the door and one of my buddies will escort you outside what we searched the house you're on is waiting outside <font color="#E5E5E5">relieved</font> I followed the officers outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> tabby and<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kim it turned out the guy in</font> the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> had already left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bedroom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">window was wide open I can't get over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the fact that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the guy had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been so close</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had been so close</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I can't stop</font> imagining<font color="#E5E5E5"> what could have happened to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cousins or me</font> [Music] my best friend growing up was<font color="#E5E5E5"> named</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Sarah from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ages of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 8 to 23 we were</font> inseparable <font color="#E5E5E5">I might as well have lived with her most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my life Sarah her husband dinner her</font> baby<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll call her bug lived in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">small house built in the early</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 1900s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> had two rooms at first<font color="#E5E5E5"> then was sloppily</font> added on to until<font color="#CCCCCC"> the early 70s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> and bathroom had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6 foot ceilings</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Attic was stuffed to the rafters</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with straw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when they first moved in</font> early insulation they replaced it<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fiberglass after finding this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> massive</font> fired hazard<font color="#CCCCCC"> that people had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> living</font> under for a century<font color="#E5E5E5"> one bug was born</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sarah wood often asked me to stay the</font> night for various reasons<font color="#E5E5E5"> I love my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little bug so I had no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> problem sleeping</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the couch and even getting up when</font> she fussed<font color="#E5E5E5"> one bug was around three</font> months<font color="#E5E5E5"> old Sarah started to complain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about sleep paralysis</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this has never</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to her before I asked her if</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> ever saw anything</font> the first was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just pressure on her chest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the second time she said a huge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jack</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Skellington esque figure was standing on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> edge of the bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she described the</font> figure as bony but<font color="#CCCCCC"> colorless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a black</font> mass absorbing all the<font color="#E5E5E5"> light that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surrounded it</font> but clearly dressed in a nice<font color="#E5E5E5"> suit her</font> voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> was shaking when she told me about</font> the third<font color="#CCCCCC"> episode when she woke up it</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> top of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her breathing hot moist</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nastiness into her face she told me its</font> breath smelled<font color="#E5E5E5"> like rotten eggs and an</font> old mildew<font color="#CCCCCC"> washrag I knew this wasn't</font> sleep paralysis then I told her<font color="#E5E5E5"> next</font> time she was alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> she needed to demand</font> the thing to stay out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her room I</font> should<font color="#CCCCCC"> have said house as it took to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Attic where it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to make itself</font> known by scattering straw<font color="#E5E5E5"> along the</font> whole attic floor Sarah's husband made a fuss<font color="#CCCCCC"> about it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and refused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to believe</font> what was going on<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the straw had been</font> removed months prior and someone was playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> a joke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on him</font> one night<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stayed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after Sara begged me</font> even bribed me with<font color="#E5E5E5"> alcohol and</font> breakfast<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sighed and took my place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the couch somewhere between episodes of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Golden Girls I fell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep I woke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> in that<font color="#CCCCCC"> too comfortable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> peace</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">states so I lay there with my eyes</font> closed until<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to go when I opened</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saw what Sara had been talking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about the figure filled the entire top</font> half of the doorway half its head was hidden I could feel it looking at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font> lay still<font color="#CCCCCC"> try not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to blink</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could make</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> the edges of a nice suit it's</font> shoulders were<font color="#E5E5E5"> pointy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's torso was long and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Metz</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a slender</font> hip<font color="#E5E5E5"> its legs seemed to seep into the</font> floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know how long I looked at</font> it or it at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I blinked and the figure</font> was gone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I slowly got up from the couch</font> and tiptoed<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the kitchen I didn't</font> know I was holding my<font color="#CCCCCC"> breath until I</font> sighed in the kitchen when I found nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally was able to relieve</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i unlock the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turn the knob it stopped halfway like</font> someone was<font color="#CCCCCC"> holding the knob on the</font> other side<font color="#CCCCCC"> I panicked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a coyote</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> snare I pulled the door with my whole might<font color="#E5E5E5"> even putting my foot on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doorframe</font> the knob wouldn't budge in either direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> I slumped to the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turning at the knob like a maniac</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> speed still<font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting a half turn</font> I was about to over panic and<font color="#E5E5E5"> start</font> screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> when the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knob finally turned</font> and the door came open against my legs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> laughed nervously and<font color="#E5E5E5"> opened the door no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one was there bug hadn't even budged</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> glad I didn't wake her in my state</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> blind horror</font> I sent Sara Texan<font color="#E5E5E5"> left her house at 3:30</font> a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> I refused to stay in that house</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> come to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> find out it had latched</font> onto<font color="#E5E5E5"> the negative marriage between Sara</font> and her husband<font color="#E5E5E5"> and has now moved to two</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> houses in 2015 some life</font> choices<font color="#CCCCCC"> had led us in separate</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">directions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blame it on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hippie soul</font> and her husband<font color="#CCCCCC"> I still wish bug all the</font> happiness in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I hope she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never has to fight any demons like that</font> on her own<font color="#CCCCCC"> I grew up in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really safe</font> neighborhood my elementary school<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> two blocks<font color="#E5E5E5"> away and another one four</font> blocks away<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the bridge down the</font> street from my house<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could see my</font> middle school<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my house which sat on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> other side of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the Bayou</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a Catholic</font> Methodist Presbyterian<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my Lutheran</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Church all set neatly spaced out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> same<font color="#CCCCCC"> Road</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the Catholic adjacent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my elementary</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Methodists and Presbyterians</font> across from my middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> school and my</font> Lutheran Church<font color="#E5E5E5"> across from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood library it's as middle</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">class and safe as you can get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not rich</font> enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Stepford but think Leave It</font> to Beaver set in the late 90s<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> wasn't a<font color="#CCCCCC"> dump kid but I could be</font> oblivious<font color="#E5E5E5"> and naive all kids whose ages</font> are a<font color="#CCCCCC"> single-digit are because I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> added a</font> tendency to tell my parents I was gonna play<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my friends to the park and</font> then wander the<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood with them</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> we got bored a lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the times my</font> mom would<font color="#CCCCCC"> make my older sister walk me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to and from the elementary school</font> playground<font color="#CCCCCC"> in soccer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fields and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> park</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just to make sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cautious my sister and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">both hated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but now I know it was for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">are walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't even remember a</font> whole<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot of the day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so ordinary</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was summer hot late</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afternoon and I was bickering with my</font> sister and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Sawin that she could boss me</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 11</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 8 and she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was just as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> solemn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that she had to</font> babysit me<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were walking along the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">main road in our neighborhood away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> the school and<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards her house the</font> road usually<font color="#E5E5E5"> had cars parked along it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">especially in front of the school soccer</font> fields and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Park parents Park in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">streets when the school parking lot</font> fills up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and wait for soccer practice to</font> finish or<font color="#E5E5E5"> their kids to see them from</font> the park and<font color="#CCCCCC"> know it's time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sometimes people who cruise slowly down</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where their</font> kids are<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then drive off when they're</font> sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> little Jimmy isn't there not weird</font> and not creepy when<font color="#CCCCCC"> you live and Leave</font> It to Beaver town my sister and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had passed the soccer</font> fields<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we're starting to pass by the</font> park when my sister started<font color="#E5E5E5"> nagging me</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay with her more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than usual I don't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember what I focused on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I had</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> gameboy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or a book with me or</font> something I probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> fallen behind on accident</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> but kept walking slowly just to</font> anger her when she snapped at me to keep up<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was vaguely away from a car</font> slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> driving by us but like I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> figured they were looking for<font color="#E5E5E5"> their kid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at one point my sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turned to the car</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked the driver</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if they needed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I finally looked up from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whatever I was focused on and glanced</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards the driver a middle-aged</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Indian woman was sitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there with her</font> window rolled down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and just staring at</font> us I only remember her<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I thought</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like my friend Gretchen's mom</font> but thinner and a<font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> younger she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asked my sister if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she knew where</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Street was my sister shook her head and</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> no she asked that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lady was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looking for her kid and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lady said no</font> my sister said<font color="#CCCCCC"> ok and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kept walking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">telling me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hurry up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I followed her</font> and went back to<font color="#E5E5E5"> what I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 30 seconds my sister</font> stopped and bent down<font color="#CCCCCC"> to mess with her</font> shoe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked around and noticed the</font> lady was still even with us and had stopped<font color="#CCCCCC"> - she was still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staring at us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was too naive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be scared I just</font> thought the lady was weird but my sister <font color="#E5E5E5">noticed all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of this and grabbed my hand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dragged me off the sidewalk and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the park cutting through it to get away</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lady that wasn't</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> using her gas pedal to roll along</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and kept up with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> children walking</font> home my sister loudly said let's take <font color="#E5E5E5">the shortcut home or we'll be late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really confused and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really dumb and said</font> this wasn't a shortcut it was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer</font> route and we weren't going to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be late</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anyways my sister snapped at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> - shut</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up until we were on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the park when she finally dropped my hand she looked back and pointed out <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lady</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was still there window</font> still rolled down still watching us we were<font color="#E5E5E5"> the only people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> sister told me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lady was being</font> really<font color="#CCCCCC"> weird and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably trying to</font> kidnap<font color="#CCCCCC"> us or something I didn't want to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">admit that</font> sister was being responsible<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I just</font> told her she was<font color="#CCCCCC"> stupid and we went on</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> my sister told my mom as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soon as we</font> got home<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember making</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fun of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared from all</font> those pg-13 and<font color="#E5E5E5"> r-rated movies she and</font> her friends would watch together<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> secret<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought I'd get her in trouble</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mom actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked really scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and caught my dad in and made my sister</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell him everything</font> my dad left<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go call someone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">police probably in the neighborhood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone tree and my mom sat me down and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gave me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thee if you see adults acting</font> weird around you or they try<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to go with them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yellow that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you don't</font> know them<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you need help and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> run away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talk I can remember bits and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pieces of</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was weird but boring thing that</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lady only</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> of how she looked like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> friend's mom and remember bickering with my sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her weird behavior and I</font> remember the reactions of my parents and feeling like I got in trouble<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rest</font> my sister filled in for<font color="#E5E5E5"> me she told me</font> later<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she asked all their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if they had seen the lady that my dad</font> went out and talked to all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbors</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to see if they'd ever seen the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woman and</font> that police cruised the neighborhood <font color="#E5E5E5">every day for a while after that I never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saw the lady again Gretchen and family</font> were out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the country visiting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> no one seemed to know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything about</font> this lady it's a memory<font color="#CCCCCC"> that still</font> scares my sister<font color="#E5E5E5"> especially now that she</font> has her<font color="#CCCCCC"> own kid even though she lives</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> a safe tight-knit community<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her own I</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know what to think about it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd like to think that she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was just lost</font> and needed<font color="#CCCCCC"> help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but didn't know how to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ask two young kids maybe she was hoping</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to follow us until we would lead her</font> someplace<font color="#CCCCCC"> familiar to her maybe she</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kidnap us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at all but</font> then I don't know how to<font color="#E5E5E5"> explain why</font> she'd have her window rolled down in the height of Texas summer heat<font color="#E5E5E5"> and keep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">following us when we didn't know where</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looking to go her car slowly</font> rolling forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> staring at us as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we escaped across</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> park</font> [Music] so this happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> about a year and a half</font> ago when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> around 13</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or 14</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">female and at the time I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in eighth</font> grade<font color="#E5E5E5"> my entire class in middle school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is very small only around 60 to 65 kids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every year so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of us knew each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> very<font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my school is a</font> private school<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm now an upperclassman</font> so I still go there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I live in one of the</font> most dangerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> states in the nation and</font> things tend to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be sketchy all around not</font> excluding the majority of the students who go there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have a lot of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stories</font> about so<font color="#E5E5E5"> many kids in my grade doing</font> sketchy and disturbing things to other <font color="#E5E5E5">people which I may get to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> putting up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sometime in the future</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and of course</font> that's where<font color="#E5E5E5"> the story begins there was</font> this kid<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my class who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always acted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weird on purpose to freak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people out and</font> make them uncomfortable<font color="#CCCCCC"> most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> likely for</font> attention he would say creepy things and make jokes<font color="#E5E5E5"> to all the girls in our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> class</font> and even<font color="#CCCCCC"> threaten to do things to one of</font> my friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll call her Jenny Jenny had</font> told me and all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her friends about how</font> he had harassed<font color="#E5E5E5"> her and threatened to</font> hurt her at her house but then played it off as<font color="#CCCCCC"> a joke and proceeded to talk to</font> her normally as if<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends he</font> got reported for it<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately and was</font> put on behavioral probation<font color="#E5E5E5"> for two</font> weeks which honestly<font color="#E5E5E5"> is enough time for</font> the things he<font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said other</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> to other girls too mostly about</font> things I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> even want to mention that</font> are completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> inappropriate to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about especially in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school environment</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he also tends to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> act as if he's dumb</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like he's a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> child or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something when he</font> has clearly acted his age in the past with teachers and guy friends overall he <font color="#E5E5E5">overstepped boundaries so often that at</font> this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the girls in our</font> grade know to stay away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but on</font> one faithfully unlucky day my worst encounter with him<font color="#CCCCCC"> began I had to be</font> picked up<font color="#CCCCCC"> after school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by my mom who</font> works a<font color="#E5E5E5"> nine-to-five job all over the</font> city she works in<font color="#E5E5E5"> hospice and has patients</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> around so I would never know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly</font> where she be<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pick</font> today she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was coming from a town</font> bordering ours that was over an hour away<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then had to stop at her office</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paperwork so I had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entertain</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> at least until 5:30 when she</font> would come<font color="#CCCCCC"> get me</font> the way our<font color="#E5E5E5"> pickup line works as there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is a sidewalk against the main school</font> building where<font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kids wait for</font> their parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them up there's</font> only one bench and it's near<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door to</font> the building<font color="#E5E5E5"> so most of us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just sit on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sidewalk with our backs against the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wall looking out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> friends which<font color="#CCCCCC"> is where I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since my</font> mom was going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be two hours late</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">picking me up I was practically</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the last</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">person there I'll accept that boy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font> I'll call Nate for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sake of the story</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for around an hour he sat a few meters</font> to my left and generally didn't bug me <font color="#CCCCCC">until we were both alone on the sidewalk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then he started to try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and strike up a</font> conversation with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me at first it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> fine<font color="#E5E5E5"> he started asking me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> questions like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing on my phone and I would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">give him one word answers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all with my</font> earbuds in<font color="#E5E5E5"> but with every question he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would come a little closer to me until</font> we full-on moved all his<font color="#E5E5E5"> belongings next</font> to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was touching me at multiple</font> occasions I asked him to leave each time him being childish and annoying<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking</font> why and when I would tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly</font> why I wanted to believe he would divert the<font color="#CCCCCC"> conversation to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something perverted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he started asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more personal</font> questions and<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting creepier as he</font> went along<font color="#E5E5E5"> things like do you know what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's like to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time congrats</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to it when they're on that time of the</font> month<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point I determined to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely ignore his gross questions</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ask him to go away more firmly but</font> he wouldn't budge<font color="#E5E5E5"> he started getting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closer and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close to me looking over my</font> shoulder<font color="#E5E5E5"> to look at my phone and putting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his face close to mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pressing his</font> body into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my leg</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I contemplating getting</font> up to<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave but my phone was about to</font> die and I needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> get there that and I knew that</font> Nate<font color="#E5E5E5"> would follow me wherever I went he</font> started to put his hand on my knees and shoulders<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even when I asked him to</font> stop he would just play dumb<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ask why</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I pushed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">multiple times not to touch me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> would do<font color="#E5E5E5"> that same stupid game where</font> he would hover his finger next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my leg</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and say I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not touching you</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> extremely annoyed and he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> continued</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to get more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invasive as he kept getting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closer to me his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> question started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">escalating more and more do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you know</font> what assault is go<font color="#E5E5E5"> away Nate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font> want to talk to you do you do you know what it<font color="#E5E5E5"> is bus off Nate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hitting him where he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was touching my</font> knee<font color="#E5E5E5"> do you know that Jenny forced</font> herself on<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forced me to do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I look at him dumbfounded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at that</font> point I was done<font color="#E5E5E5"> his hand was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> knee so I hit his arm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not as hard as</font> I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> have but hard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> touching me I turned my body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> look at him and screamed at him pointing <font color="#E5E5E5">at him and slapping his arm stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">touching me Nate I'm sick of you if you</font> touch me<font color="#CCCCCC"> again I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna punch you and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'll tell the Dean all the things you've</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now go away he looks shaken</font> for only<font color="#CCCCCC"> a second before he fake frowned</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> looked at me as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if though</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was the</font> one who'd started it he started<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font> in a baby<font color="#E5E5E5"> voice mocking me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm gonna</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell the Dean</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was acting as if</font> though he did nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make me mad or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">uncomfortable and that really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> push my</font> buttons he kept talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and</font> looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> over my shoulder for the next</font> five minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> until his mom showed up and</font> then got up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hovered around me for a</font> few seconds then as he was leaving<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said goodbye to me and waved as if</font> though nothing even happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was so shaken and angry that</font> I couldn't react anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt like</font> crying and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt so violated and</font> disgusted<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I couldn't do anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but sit there I did not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell anyone but</font> my friends about<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened and to</font> this day I regret not<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing anything I</font> have this intense fear of<font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> assaulted<font color="#E5E5E5"> as any woman does with this</font> kid who<font color="#CCCCCC"> was younger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me had just</font> invaded my safety<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I didn't try hard</font> enough to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> him to stop I sent all the</font> signals<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I didn't want to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I didn't want to talk or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">interact at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all and the whole encounter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost sent me to tears it's a shame</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> half</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this story to tell or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even had try harder than a</font> we'll go<font color="#E5E5E5"> way to get him to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave sadly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Nate still goes to my school and after</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> experience I began hating him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> left out a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the other things he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because I can't remember</font> specifics<font color="#E5E5E5"> then they have lots of trouble</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> long-term</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> memory in general but</font> they're still stuck in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this goes</font> out as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> warning and a message to all my</font> fellow girls and guys out there<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doing something that is</font> making<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uncomfortable do not hesitate</font> to do what<font color="#CCCCCC"> you can to get them to stop I</font> regret not doing<font color="#CCCCCC"> more and not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> telling</font> the authorities<font color="#E5E5E5"> at my school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because he</font> has continued<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do these types of</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> throughout the years luckily he</font> has gotten<font color="#E5E5E5"> in deeper trouble for</font> different things and has stopped doing such intense things to other<font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> many more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stories about people from</font> my school<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I said before but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for now I</font> hope no<font color="#CCCCCC"> other girl at my school has to</font> experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> the same thing I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did I'm</font> telling<font color="#CCCCCC"> you this story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three years after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the incident</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took place at the time I</font> was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boy and was home alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for the night with my dog which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> beagle named<font color="#E5E5E5"> Dodger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> with my dog and<font color="#CCCCCC"> was playing some games</font> with my<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends like teenage boys do my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parents had gone out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the night to go</font> to my father's friend's birthday<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">used to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being home alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I am an only child and my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">parents go out a lot during the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and day it was about 11 p.m. when I</font> decided I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was gonna take a break and</font> shower and<font color="#E5E5E5"> watch TV for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm quite the active person after all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I got out of the shower</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font> downstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> to make some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> popcorn and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">watch the office when I heard a large</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">group of people sort of yell talking to</font> each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it lived just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down the street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from a bar and it</font> happens almost every<font color="#E5E5E5"> night when they</font> walked in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of my house my dog</font> started barking at them like<font color="#E5E5E5"> dogs do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was silence outside and I</font> was a little startled for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a second then</font> I looked out the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eyeing my house down and looking right</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my dog I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know what to</font> do at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this point so I turned off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> TV and ran in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> room with my dog</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I go</font> to look<font color="#E5E5E5"> out the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see</font> that they had gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was relieved for a</font> moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> until I heard a shattering coming</font> from downstairs I left my dog in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room and grabbed my</font> baseball bat since I played when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> younger<font color="#E5E5E5"> I crept down my stairs just</font> enough to see the<font color="#E5E5E5"> living room and I saw</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the men peering through the</font> window<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they had broken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I yelled</font> down at him that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had my father's gun</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he doesn't own one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had to try</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> and to my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> surprise they yelled</font> back that they had a gun<font color="#CCCCCC"> two of their</font> own<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was frozen at this point and</font> didn't know what to do yet again I ran <font color="#E5E5E5">back to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my room and called the police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably something I should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> done</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">long before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that two minutes passed and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I hear nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> downstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I go to</font> investigate<font color="#CCCCCC"> I see the glass of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">window was now completely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of frame</font> leading me to believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they had</font> climbed through luckily the police showed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> within the next 45 or so</font> seconds<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when they searched my home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they said they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found nothing had been</font> taken<font color="#CCCCCC"> they searched the surrounding area</font> and they were not found anywhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font> since gone to<font color="#CCCCCC"> college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and moved out but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I will never forget that night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I</font> should consider<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself lucky but I don't</font> know what would have<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened if I</font> hadn't called the police [Music] my name is<font color="#E5E5E5"> Tatiana and my story takes</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> during my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> freshman year of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school while I was on winter break</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before I begin my story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let me clarify</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my living situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was younger</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother and father separated so my</font> father moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> in with his parents and</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mother passed away when I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was around the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> age of six and my little</font> brother was four<font color="#E5E5E5"> this caused me to move</font> in with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my grandparents and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> father</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> forward</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to December 2017 my aunt</font> and uncle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and two younger cousins live</font> in another state<font color="#CCCCCC"> and every year they</font> visit my grandma during summer vacation <font color="#CCCCCC">and Christmas</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my uncle only visits in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> winter however because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we don't have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> AC anyways the trip</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started out</font> normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we were all excited</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see</font> each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the same goes on</font> for a few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> then on about the fourth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day I got a weird vibe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my uncle</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> my older cousin told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me that my</font> uncle went up to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> and said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's</font> looking hot<font color="#E5E5E5"> today babe not pretty not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">beautiful hot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she told me that she felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sort of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uncomfortable around him but I</font> thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> that maybe she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just</font> exaggerating that later believes her when it was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> uncle home</font> alone while<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting in the living</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room on my phone when he laid his arm on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my shoulder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of pushing it down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leaned in and whispered in my ear you</font> look<font color="#CCCCCC"> very beautiful today the statement</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">alone didn't bother me it was just the</font> way he expressed it and made me<font color="#CCCCCC"> realise</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cousin had told me was true for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the rest of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the week I didn't want to be</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> around him anymore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I always tried</font> to have someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> else in the room but he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would still do little things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> shoulders her touch me in areas near</font> my chest even<font color="#E5E5E5"> with others around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> sometimes felt afraid<font color="#E5E5E5"> to fall asleep</font> with him in the room because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he my</font> grandmother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were sleeping</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">downstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> together while the others</font> took the upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> one day I was upstairs</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my room collecting my little cousins</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pajamas because I would help take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> care</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of them while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were over my uncle</font> came into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> room to thank me for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">helping out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't bothered by this</font> until he<font color="#E5E5E5"> slid a five-dollar bill</font> up my sleeve<font color="#CCCCCC"> and accidentally touch my</font> chest and<font color="#E5E5E5"> just walked away I felt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">disgusted but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the same time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> able<font color="#E5E5E5"> to laugh it off telling myself that</font> he acted<font color="#CCCCCC"> like I was some sort of dancer</font> by putting money in my clothes <font color="#E5E5E5">that aside I was still disturbed the</font> last<font color="#E5E5E5"> incident I recall occurred while my</font> grandma<font color="#E5E5E5"> aunt uncle and cousins were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was opening a kitchen door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to move past me</font> they could have excused himself so I would let<font color="#E5E5E5"> him through but instead he</font> grabbed me by the hips and thrust it into me<font color="#E5E5E5"> from behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and stayed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> a good<font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 seconds and said excuse me</font> babe<font color="#E5E5E5"> the day they left could not have</font> come sooner we said our<font color="#CCCCCC"> good-byes I got</font> an uncomfortable hug for my uncle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> they were off<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's currently the end of</font> August and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> starts school soon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> means before<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my cousin and I</font> will have to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> through another visit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with him if he's willing to do all of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I'm afraid to know what else he's</font> capable<font color="#E5E5E5"> of or having to find out the</font> hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> way this happened when I was a kid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say about six years old because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that happened so long ago parts of the</font> story<font color="#E5E5E5"> are from my mom's experience as</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> as my own because I can't fully</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so the way my house</font> is set up our front door leads into the gaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we use</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the back door because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> furniture blocking the front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door my house is also located on a</font> dead-end<font color="#CCCCCC"> Road so when someone knocks at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> front door automatically</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it sets off</font> red flags as neighbors friends and family know to knock on the back door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember it was a Saturday<font color="#CCCCCC"> around 10:00</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a.m. so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't have to go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spending my morning playing</font> with my Barbie dolls in the living room which is right next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the gaming room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> kept playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> until I heard a knock at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the front door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being the naive little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">six-year-old girl I was I figured it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a friend of my mom's as I had previously</font> mentioned we kept furniture in the gaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a minute</font> blocked off the front door<font color="#E5E5E5"> because of</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> I ran upstairs to the balcony in</font> which you could see the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front door I</font> leaned over the balcony <font color="#CCCCCC">Rayland saw man he was wearing an orange</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">t-shirt and dirty baggy jeans all</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he didn't look very clean his</font> hair<font color="#E5E5E5"> was as dirty as well as his face he</font> looked up at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and smiled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hi doll</font> he yelled at<font color="#CCCCCC"> me all the while waving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hi</font> I said<font color="#E5E5E5"> smiling back for getting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">completely about the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stranger-danger</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rule he looked around my yard noticing</font> that there were no cars<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess</font> because of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this he assumed that was home</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> but my mom was actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> bathroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a shower doll</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">parents home he had a wide grin on his</font> face<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost like how a kid looks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> they get<font color="#E5E5E5"> a new toy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the grin was filled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with excitement</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mommy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is these</font> word made his excited face drop into a frown<font color="#E5E5E5"> can you go get your mommy for me</font> his tone was<font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more angry I</font> nodded and ran into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom my mom</font> was brushing her wet<font color="#CCCCCC"> hair and smiled at</font> me mommy<font color="#CCCCCC"> there's a man in our yard he</font> wants to talk<font color="#CCCCCC"> to you</font> her smile went away and she<font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to go to the room while she</font> handled it<font color="#E5E5E5"> she went outside and came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back in about 20 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked</font> her a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later whatever happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that day then she told me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rest of</font> the story<font color="#E5E5E5"> according</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went outside and greeted the man see my</font> mother is easily set on edge because<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this she immediately asked why he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bothering us he responded by explaining</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a part of a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> construction</font> company<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom couldn't remember the</font> name but she knew she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard of</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> while he said this he pointed to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nametag which was written in cran which</font> said the company's<font color="#E5E5E5"> name he explained</font> there was construction<font color="#E5E5E5"> going on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> County and wanted to let us know</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> County was two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours away so there</font> was no need<font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he then began</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to come in the house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> course she said no<font color="#CCCCCC"> hmmm that there was</font> no point for<font color="#E5E5E5"> him to come in but he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wouldn't drop it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it kept asking her</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> he only wanted to see the</font> interior design<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the house as it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> so beautiful from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the front he then</font> began<font color="#CCCCCC"> the push past her trying to get to</font> the back<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the house for</font> way to enter my mom pulled him back and told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he needed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave right</font> then and there<font color="#E5E5E5"> with that he got in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">truck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and left and that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was the last we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saw of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him until my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mom got a phone call</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night she answered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but all that</font> could be<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard was heavy breathing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> we don't know if<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> person that called</font> was him<font color="#E5E5E5"> with it honestly was really</font> creepy [Music] during my elementary years<font color="#E5E5E5"> I went to a</font> school that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was situated on top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> hill<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's the only building there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it is a covenant for nuns who</font> run the school and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cemetery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the location is very secluded we heard</font> lots of tailless about possible<font color="#E5E5E5"> souls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the cemetery passing by the school</font> grounds when I was in the fifth<font color="#CCCCCC"> grade my</font> class starts at<font color="#CCCCCC"> 7:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I usually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come in and around 6:00 a.m. because I</font> share a ride with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> cousins who went to</font> a different<font color="#E5E5E5"> school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but we'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take the</font> same around<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one day my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cousins</font> have to leave early so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I came to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 5:00 a.m. it was still dark</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> that time the guard already left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the school's gate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me as he</font> knows that I<font color="#CCCCCC"> always come early when you</font> enter the<font color="#CCCCCC"> school gate you will see a</font> basketball courts and<font color="#E5E5E5"> rows of classroom</font> is facing the court on the side of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> classrooms is<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> corridor leading up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> level of classrooms</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you go</font> further down<font color="#CCCCCC"> and you get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the school's</font> auditorium<font color="#E5E5E5"> my classroom is in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">basement area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you'll have to pass the</font> auditorium<font color="#CCCCCC"> for you to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the</font> stairway down to the basement<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's weird while I was on the stairway</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my way down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the auditorium</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> there I<font color="#E5E5E5"> can see the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty stage and the</font> big empty<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one is around I'm the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the school aside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> guard at that<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I continued walking</font> and as soon as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stepped into the</font> auditorium<font color="#E5E5E5"> I can hear a girl singing at</font> first it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soft</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can barely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the words I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked around but I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">can't see anyone</font> the girls singing became louder and louder<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it gets louder the notes go</font> higher and<font color="#E5E5E5"> higher she's now singing as</font> if though she's holding a microphone <font color="#CCCCCC">I was stunned I didn't know what to do I</font> was so scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> impossible</font> there's no mic on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stage and the</font> guard confirmed that I'm the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not even the teachers are in</font> the school yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> as the scene gets louder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and higher</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I see a white light in front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of me it slowly moves towards me like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> train<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's ready</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hit me I couldn't</font> move<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was mesmerised by the white light</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone calling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the light is gone the singing is gone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> can see that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm now standing in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">middle of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> auditorium I look back at</font> the stairway<font color="#E5E5E5"> and there I see my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">classmates looking at me they told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that they've been calling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me several</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">times but I am not responding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the Sun is</font> already up and it's already<font color="#CCCCCC"> 6:00 I've</font> been standing there<font color="#CCCCCC"> for an hour I asked</font> my classmates if they had<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard anyone</font> singing and they said no<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few</font> hours I did some research on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> experience and<font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened to me in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fifth grade</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I read that if you see a</font> light<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it means that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spirit is trying to take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over your</font> body<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm glad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my classmates came in on</font> time to prevent that from happening as I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> mentioned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in previous posts I tend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to be verbally aggressive</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">confrontational and basically I don't</font> shy<font color="#CCCCCC"> away from a fight if I feel the</font> person<font color="#E5E5E5"> is wrongly somehow I have yet to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get into an actual</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> physical situation so</font> I digress<font color="#CCCCCC"> I doubt I'd do well in an</font> actual<font color="#CCCCCC"> fight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my bravado usually seems to</font> scare people<font color="#E5E5E5"> off I've also mentioned in</font> passing my sexuality<font color="#E5E5E5"> which is garnered</font> towards the same<font color="#CCCCCC"> sex female if you have</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> know dating hasn't always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in fact I've gone on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the most dates this</font> last year out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two short decades of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">existence I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> met this one girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on OkCupid</font> and before you<font color="#E5E5E5"> start thinking no it</font> doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> go awry we actually hit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on our first date and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up spending</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> extra</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours together before I went</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">home and then we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ended up going on two</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> so needless to say I am no longer a</font> fish<font color="#E5E5E5"> available to catch</font> for a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> more context</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I get</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't live in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city where</font> this takes<font color="#CCCCCC"> place</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well I do live there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for eight months at a time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">university student and and some Facebook</font> photos I have<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's evidence of my</font> school logo<font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> M for the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">story had a daughter with her boyfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but he's no longer in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> relationship</font> with her<font color="#E5E5E5"> so she's a single mom living in</font> an<font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment complex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> middle of</font> the city<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it's where we're going to</font> establish<font color="#E5E5E5"> and while the story affected</font> her the most it's now<font color="#E5E5E5"> affecting me too</font> nutty is who the<font color="#E5E5E5"> story's about my</font> nickname for her and overall<font color="#CCCCCC"> description</font> of this girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see nutty and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> M worked</font> together at a<font color="#CCCCCC"> Wendy's years prior to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">meeting me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> M always had a thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girls who were quirky and a little</font> alternative<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's also got a big heart</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so when nutty asked her out she couldn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">turn her down M</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and nutty dated for four</font> months<font color="#CCCCCC"> but it wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long of course</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before the warning signs appeared nutty</font> is mentally<font color="#E5E5E5"> unstable well I get that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hey</font> I know where she's<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's not an excuse for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the actions I'm</font> about to describe <font color="#E5E5E5">she's also refused any sort of therapy</font> or assistance and her family has<font color="#CCCCCC"> decided</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not to help her so you've got a non</font> medicated undiagnosed ball of mania that you're dating essentially now what could possibly go<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong with that warning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sign</font> number one nutty mentions that she wishes<font color="#CCCCCC"> m's ex-boyfriend was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dead it's</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of those well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay then thing you</font> can<font color="#CCCCCC"> normally brush aside or you can't as</font> when someone starts saying it over<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over MSX wasn't abusive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's actually a</font> really great guy by conversation the <font color="#E5E5E5">whole reason they broke up was because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she figured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out she liked girls</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so nutty</font> continuously says I want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> kill him and</font> things revolving around<font color="#E5E5E5"> that train</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> warning sign number two nutty is</font> pushy and aggressive<font color="#E5E5E5"> where I'm</font> aggressive<font color="#E5E5E5"> is that if I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think someone</font> has done myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> for another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> person</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">injustice I'm quick to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> respond verbally</font> or<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a short charge at them</font> we're nutty is aggressive is that she got very<font color="#E5E5E5"> upset</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't get her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was quick</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to become threatening of a</font> person<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> continuously pushed em to</font> hang out<font color="#E5E5E5"> to come over to go on a date</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even go further than that she</font> wouldn't stop until<font color="#E5E5E5"> she got her way not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that her girlfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want to do those things or hang out with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which brings me to warning sign</font> number<font color="#E5E5E5"> three nutty is clingy</font> she would call em<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours to do one</font> or more message her on<font color="#E5E5E5"> Facebook and</font> basically stalked her social medias to see what she<font color="#E5E5E5"> was up to she didn't like</font> em going to things without<font color="#E5E5E5"> her getting</font> mad<font color="#E5E5E5"> and insulting Em's friends and</font> family the two major events<font color="#E5E5E5"> that led up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their breakup that shows also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">messed up and nutty is nutty tricked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Em's daughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into telling her when her</font> mother was home this one time<font color="#E5E5E5"> she called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and was in the shower</font> her daughter answered it then because <font color="#E5E5E5">she knew nutty she told the stalker</font> exactly where her<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom was so nutty shows</font> up comes<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> m's apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lying and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saying she forgot something there when</font> she and em we're alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> nutty proceeded</font> to attack em and she didn't beat her if you catch my drift<font color="#CCCCCC"> of course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cops in</font> our city don't get it yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> that assault</font> arbitrated<font color="#CCCCCC"> by a woman against a woman is</font> actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> feasible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so guess what nothing</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> done the boneheaded morons decided</font> to discharge<font color="#CCCCCC"> Noddy for trespassing and</font> she<font color="#E5E5E5"> got a fine I for one no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> longer trust</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the police after learning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this event</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two occurred after when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> M of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">course broke up with her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Nettie went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ballistic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she threatened to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end herself</font> and that it would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> m's fault</font> she took a video<font color="#E5E5E5"> of herself swallowing a</font> ton of sleeping pills<font color="#E5E5E5"> and sent it to M</font> claiming it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> her fault she was doing</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> and of course called the cops but</font> yes you guessed it nothing they honestly didn't take that<font color="#CCCCCC"> seriously either</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> appalling what law enforcement thinks is necessary around there<font color="#E5E5E5"> in all honesty I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were mostly corrupted</font> nonetheless<font color="#CCCCCC"> none</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> II didn't under self</font> she threw up the pills apparently<font color="#CCCCCC"> after</font> taking the<font color="#CCCCCC"> video and then waited until</font> the next<font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she then contacted M</font> pretending to be her<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother and told em</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that she was to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blame for her daughter's</font> death well needless to say<font color="#E5E5E5"> M didn't buy</font> it for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute</font> she called out nutty's<font color="#E5E5E5"> bullcrap and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nutty came clean promptly afterwards and</font> blocked her on everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> why she hadn't</font> earlier I<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and quit her job at</font> Wendy's<font color="#CCCCCC"> six months later after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a new</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">position at a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Starbucks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and deciding to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">try dating one more time we met which</font> brings me full circle<font color="#CCCCCC"> to recent events</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> city in the small town</font> I'm originally from working my butt<font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can at least afford</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> groceries for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next eight months I'll be an</font> unemployed student<font color="#CCCCCC"> Emma and I have been</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> contact the last four chatting and</font> planning out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to big date for the weekend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I get back</font> Emma<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I have been in contact chatting</font> and planning out a big date for the weekend I get back<font color="#CCCCCC"> M contacted me out of</font> the blue<font color="#CCCCCC"> after a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple of days of radio</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">silence she told me that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nutty had come</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into her work when she wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">asking another employee about her she</font> figured<font color="#E5E5E5"> out where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> m was working and</font> claimed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be an old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font> the idiot blabbed<font color="#CCCCCC"> telling nutty all</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> M and yep me so nutty is angry she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gives a new number and account</font> contacting<font color="#E5E5E5"> M and threatened to cut me if</font> she sees me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that he also found my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've since switched it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> private<font color="#E5E5E5"> and now knows where I'm going to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">university due to me also</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being an idiot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and leaving the photos with my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uni's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">logo up</font> I got a threatening message from her a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks ago saying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that when I'm found</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm going to pay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> messing with what's</font> hers<font color="#E5E5E5"> the silver lining in all of this is</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> she thankfully doesn't know where I</font> live I've actually kept that off my profile<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> also don't link any of my other social <font color="#E5E5E5">media platforms to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> facebook so she</font> has no<font color="#CCCCCC"> way of cyber stalking me I just</font> blocked her on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after getting</font> that message<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bad news is that she</font> knows where I'm going to school on that <font color="#CCCCCC">so I live</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the dormitories and was</font> worried about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> isn't sure if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nutty</font> would actually be bold<font color="#E5E5E5"> enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to come</font> onto<font color="#CCCCCC"> the campus to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try and find me</font> reading all of<font color="#CCCCCC"> your stories</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> listening to narrations of<font color="#E5E5E5"> them has</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inspired me to take the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> steps as</font> soon as move-in day arrives and I'm back <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the city</font> I'll tell the<font color="#E5E5E5"> University what's going on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'll make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my new dormitory mates</font> know who nutty and to not<font color="#CCCCCC"> answer our security door for</font> any reason or whoever<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked for me since</font> concealed weapons like pepper spray guns and tasers and<font color="#E5E5E5"> knives aren't allowed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'll keep my alarm box on me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> also</font> taking precautions which I will only say involves<font color="#E5E5E5"> keeping one of the above</font> concealed weapons illegally<font color="#CCCCCC"> so to wrap</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this up two weeks ago I get a message</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from an unlisted account and it was you</font> guessed it a nutty herself<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said some</font> pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> violent threatening stuff that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">don't think anyone wants to read</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> reported and blocked her not responding with anything and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've informed my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> r/c</font> of the situation and the campus is now on<font color="#CCCCCC"> Lookout in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> case she pops up still I</font> have a<font color="#E5E5E5"> couple of weeks left so for now</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm in no real danger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I may</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be but</font> I'm not<font color="#CCCCCC"> pressing my luck pretending</font> nothing might happen<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will update if</font> there's any more developments [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I awoke my vision blurry the room around</font> me was dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only source of light</font> seemed to be alone candle upon the dark mahogany table in front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> strapped<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my seat and couldn't move</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was one other chair to my left</font> with no<font color="#CCCCCC"> one in it there was no light</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> simply one door across from me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yelled for help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but received no response</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I shuffled in my chair hoping it might</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">move or a better yet topple over it</font> stood fast and I realized I was stuck there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I called out again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with panic</font> growing in my voice hello<font color="#E5E5E5"> is anyone here</font> after a few minutes I heard a muffled voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally respond just a moment my</font> dear<font color="#E5E5E5"> dinner is almost ready the person</font> said the voice sounded male but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font> tell little else about<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> only sit and wonder what he</font> meant<font color="#E5E5E5"> by dinner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also could not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recall</font> how I came to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be here all I knew was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> head was pounding<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the last thing</font> that I remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having drinks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> my friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> for girls night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had not</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the house since my mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">passed away last month and they all</font> agreed I needed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of my head</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for a little while at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> particular</font> moment<font color="#E5E5E5"> all I wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> chair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried moving again in the</font> pain<font color="#E5E5E5"> post from one of my legs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cringed</font> as it shot up<font color="#CCCCCC"> my thigh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I tried to lean</font> back and see what<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cause of my</font> suffering could be but it was no use<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bound to tightly to my seat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I cried</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> for help again but my pleas were cut</font> short<font color="#CCCCCC"> as the door swung open and light</font> filled the room<font color="#CCCCCC"> a tall pale</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stepped</font> out from what appears to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fluorescents behind him blinded me</font> from his<font color="#E5E5E5"> appearance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to begin with but he</font> soon stepped in to<font color="#E5E5E5"> allow the door to</font> close<font color="#CCCCCC"> ah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you're awake</font> good<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll bring you some wine the man</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> his black hair had been slicked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back and he wore a white double-breasted</font> jacket with an apron wrapped around his <font color="#CCCCCC">waist it appeared I would be the</font> unwilling guest<font color="#E5E5E5"> of chef crazy he</font> disappeared again<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the kitchen only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> return a few moments later with the</font> bottle of wine<font color="#E5E5E5"> and two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> glasses</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they set</font> them adjacent to one<font color="#CCCCCC"> another and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> filled</font> them carefully then he lifted<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bottle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slightly and</font> turned the label toward me<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is Pinot</font> Noir<font color="#E5E5E5"> 1956 it will bear well with our</font> meal<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I hope you enjoy them both</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> smile curled behind his words he looking down at my secured frame then he tapped <font color="#E5E5E5">his palm against his head as if he could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have forgotten before stating silly me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> will need help with your drink he</font> picked up the glass and<font color="#CCCCCC"> brought it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> lips<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned my face away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and stared</font> intently at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my peripheral I</font> grounded him<font color="#E5E5E5"> what is this</font> he set the glass down and wiped his hands on a small black and white hand towel that rested at his hip he gave a disappointed sigh while leaning down<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> felt his fingers brush against<font color="#CCCCCC"> my cheek</font> but I quickly pulled away you see<font color="#E5E5E5"> I do</font> enjoy<font color="#E5E5E5"> cooking I always have but I am</font> told I<font color="#CCCCCC"> am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at it he said</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Wow emoting with his hands I usually</font> stick<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the simple recipes and I am</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">working on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perfecting them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know you</font> want to<font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what we are having but you</font> have to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> patient</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really hate</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> ruin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the surprise the words fell from</font> his lips<font color="#E5E5E5"> easily and as soon as they were</font> done he turned<font color="#E5E5E5"> to walk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away the whole</font> thing unnerved<font color="#E5E5E5"> me he sounded too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">comfortable and must have done this all</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> before I could speak again he had</font> faded<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the kitchen I began looking</font> around the room<font color="#CCCCCC"> for any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> possible means</font> of escape<font color="#CCCCCC"> but all I could see was the</font> table<font color="#E5E5E5"> set in the candle there were two</font> windows but large crimson curtains covered them and<font color="#CCCCCC"> let no light through I</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> move the chair once more and</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt pain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulsed through my</font> lower body<font color="#E5E5E5"> the chair wasn't moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> stand trying to make it my</font> chest became tight and I felt as though I might hyperventilate I could barely contain the feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> desperation<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could feel the warmth of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">teardrops cascading down my cheeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font> been with my friends all night<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never</font> took a<font color="#E5E5E5"> drink from a stranger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I must have</font> been drugged but I have no idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> how or</font> when it have occurred<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had only had two</font> Cosmopolitan's that I could remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> internal conversation was interrupted<font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> a smell wafting through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> air it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">familiar but I couldn't quite put my</font> finger on it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my captor arrived again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pushing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a service cart with a silver</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tray that was covered he moved the tray</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the car to the table before pushing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the car to the side his hand reached for</font> the covering lifting it quickly<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> shouting in a fake Italian accent<font color="#E5E5E5"> voila</font> the sudden noise made me jump<font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes</font> shifted to the dish that<font color="#E5E5E5"> revealed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pail</font> winding noodles<font color="#E5E5E5"> nodded into a pile with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">red chunky sauce that included ground</font> meat<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had been abducted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have a</font> spaghetti dinner with the psycho I looked at him my eyes furrowed and narrowed he was giving me<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cheesiest</font> grin I had ever seen <font color="#CCCCCC">it truly looked pleased with himself I</font> hope you<font color="#E5E5E5"> like it</font> he beamed<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's my best dish I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font> what made<font color="#E5E5E5"> this man think I would be</font> putting<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything he brought me into my</font> mouth but<font color="#E5E5E5"> within moments he was wrapping</font> strands of pasta around a fork and <font color="#E5E5E5">guiding it toward me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned away again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before speaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not eating that</font> I quickly closed my lips together<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cut my eyes at him he lowered the fork</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and a smile faded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think you would like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it if you tried he murmured it's good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">promise if you don't believe me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> paused and pushed the fork<font color="#E5E5E5"> into his</font> mouth they chewed for a moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> speaking again see delicious he scooped more onto the fork and twisted the strings<font color="#E5E5E5"> around again and leaned toward</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I yelled just get me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her this</font> chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> and get me out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this place</font> the fork was set upon the plate<font color="#E5E5E5"> and his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hands rested on his hips</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how about this</font> he mused<font color="#E5E5E5"> if you would take a few bites</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my pasta</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I will let</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you up from the</font> chair his<font color="#E5E5E5"> tongue raised to signify a</font> question along<font color="#E5E5E5"> with his eyebrows I</font> thought for a<font color="#CCCCCC"> moment as my eyes</font> toward him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no real way to make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> let<font color="#CCCCCC"> me go and maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this was my only way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I just wasn't sure if I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> should</font> because he ate it it doesn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> mean</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something might not be wrong with it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even something as simple as him now</font> washing his hands could make me sick<font color="#E5E5E5"> how</font> well was the meat cooked<font color="#E5E5E5"> I could get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> E</font> coli<font color="#E5E5E5"> or salmonella he had said earlier</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a bad cook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could be allergic to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't even know what</font> was in it well he<font color="#CCCCCC"> interrupted my thought</font> process his voice growing more annoyed fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said with a sigh of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> defeat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> given in and I could only hope that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> be my last meal he clapped his</font> hands<font color="#E5E5E5"> together and gave a little giggle</font> before turning to<font color="#E5E5E5"> grab the fork</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font> the sauce dribbled from the thin strands of pasta as it came closer just the sight of it<font color="#CCCCCC"> tuned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his hands made my</font> stomach turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little I opened my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mouth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slightly and he placed the portion</font> within<font color="#E5E5E5"> I closed my mouth and eyes at the</font> same time and prayed to myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> it rolled</font> about between<font color="#E5E5E5"> my teeth for a moment and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I opened my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes he was giving me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> stupid grin again surprisingly the</font> food was good<font color="#E5E5E5"> really good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as a matter of</font> fact I chewed every<font color="#E5E5E5"> bit and gave a</font> gulping swallow my eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably gave</font> away my enjoyment<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he went for</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> fork fall he brought it quickly</font> and pressed it toward my face<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> hesitated but this honestly was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> best</font> spaghetti I'd ever eaten after I had consumed half the plates I finally remembered that the whole point was<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taste it in order to be set free</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay it</font> was good but I<font color="#CCCCCC"> really liked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be out of</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> chair now I gave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him a stern tone</font> he frowned a little bit but set the fork <font color="#E5E5E5">back down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alright a deal is a deal</font> his voice sounding disappointed he approached and removed the straps holding<font color="#E5E5E5"> my upper body to the back of the</font> chair then knelt down to<font color="#E5E5E5"> release my legs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a sound of metal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clanking was heard I</font> could<font color="#CCCCCC"> only assume he was unfastening</font> whatever held the chair in place first then I could feel his hand brush against <font color="#E5E5E5">my thigh as</font> the binding across my legs was loosened and<font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed to fall to the side as soon</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as I was free I attempted to stand up</font> hot searing pain<font color="#E5E5E5"> echoed up from my legs</font> to my spine and now that I was loose<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> can move back enough to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see why long</font> strips of skin muscle had been removed <font color="#E5E5E5">from my thigh region and been covered</font> slightly with bandages<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cloth had</font> been soaked through<font color="#CCCCCC"> with my blood but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> could tell that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this wound was deep I'm</font> sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> he frowned the numbness will wear</font> off in<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few hours I accidentally used</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">too much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anesthetic I have always been</font> bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> with measurements my body shook and</font> tears rolled down<font color="#CCCCCC"> my face I touched at</font> the bandages<font color="#CCCCCC"> my legs not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanting to move</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I found myself spouting anything that</font> came to my mind<font color="#CCCCCC"> why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what is this who are</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God my legs the man simply dried his</font> hands<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the towel again and watched me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his face expressionless when I noticed</font> him staring at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I leaned forward and</font> the words<font color="#E5E5E5"> came out what have you done to</font> me he stepped forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> and picked up the</font> plate<font color="#E5E5E5"> they began taking bites of it I</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> perfect my</font> cooking the words were slightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> garbled</font> since he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> spurting them through</font> mouthfuls of pasta<font color="#E5E5E5"> then a thought crept</font> into my<font color="#E5E5E5"> head</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I had been devouring the</font> delicacy I had not<font color="#CCCCCC"> even let myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">consider that it hadn't smelled like any</font> spaghetti<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had ever had and definitely</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> taste the same my eyes slowly</font> widened and I could feel vomit rising up my throat<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hunched over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the rancid</font> dinner splattered across the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> man jumped back from the mess quickly and sat the plate on the cart did my spaghetti not agree<font color="#CCCCCC"> with your stomach</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> asked as<font color="#CCCCCC"> he rushed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to wipe the remnants</font> off my face don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> worry there is plenty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more on since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he won't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anywhere</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anytime</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> soon why not have a few more</font> bites the question came with that<font color="#E5E5E5"> same</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sick smile I spat at him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tumbled on</font> the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> my body screamed at me as I</font> slammed hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the wooden floor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> cried out before yelling no I'm getting <font color="#CCCCCC">out of here</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I going home and you're done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he smiled</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he picked up the</font> chair and placed it at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> table</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> leaned over to try to<font color="#E5E5E5"> help me up but I</font> refused he shook his head<font color="#CCCCCC"> and leaned</font> closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> the deal was I would let you out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the chair I never said anything about</font> letting you go<font color="#E5E5E5"> I leaned back and turned</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kitchen my breath held tight in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my mouth at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the thought of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trapped</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this man as he passed through</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the kitchen door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I began to crawl toward</font> it after him<font color="#E5E5E5"> the wood splintered into my</font> knees and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my muscles cried for me to</font> stop the door<font color="#E5E5E5"> shut in front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of me and</font> when I reached out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to press upon it I</font> heard the distinctive sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> of metal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sliding upon metal he had engaged the</font> lock and when I touched the wooden entry it didn't budge<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was trapped again and</font> when I turned back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the window</font> I heard the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> speak once again don't</font> bother<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the windows they have been</font> barred shut he<font color="#E5E5E5"> might've zooss sit back down at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> table and finish<font color="#E5E5E5"> your food that was a</font> week ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I finished my story the</font> detective sat scribbling notes in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a pad</font> as he sat next to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital bed I lay</font> there covered from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the neck down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bandages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the pen stopped moving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long</font> enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> for him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to ask so how did you</font> escape he took a little from me each night<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I thought it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to die</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I lost consciousness and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I woke up</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> had been dropped off here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my hand when speaking but it hurt</font> too much he asked if I<font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember</font> where<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was and I simply shook my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> had been<font color="#CCCCCC"> unconscious both</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coming and</font> going from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the place nothing about the</font> room or<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked familiar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> know I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't being much help why do you</font> think he let you go<font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> he looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> down and started writing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font> as he questioned<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself for</font> a moment<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said the only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing I could</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possibly think of he needed fresh meat</font> [Music] many places have what's called<font color="#CCCCCC"> a ghost</font> tour<font color="#E5E5E5"> where you go around a town and stop</font> at locations that<font color="#CCCCCC"> are supposedly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> haunted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of course being around Halloween I was</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> excited to go on a tour of a city</font> I didn't know much about the<font color="#E5E5E5"> city has</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the nickname</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Halloween capital of</font> the world which I thought was<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a</font> title<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what happened during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> tour we started out at<font color="#CCCCCC"> about 10:00 p.m.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">over the first couple of places nothing</font> really happened and till we<font color="#E5E5E5"> got to a</font> house where a doorbell<font color="#E5E5E5"> had been known</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> ring by<font color="#CCCCCC"> itself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this house is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very old</font> and you have to really work<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ring the</font> bell and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there is no way the wind could</font> press the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Bell when we were done at the</font> house and<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to walk away the</font> doorbell rang<font color="#E5E5E5"> no one was near the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as we were all walking away and we're</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door a while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later the tour was close to an end when</font> we stopped at this cement coin in the middle of the sidewalk<font color="#E5E5E5"> the tour guide</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was talking about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the history of it when</font> all of a sudden my hair is pulled so <font color="#E5E5E5">hard that my head tilted backwards and</font> my eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to tear up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because it</font> hurts<font color="#E5E5E5"> so bad on the way home my family</font> and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> are talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about the tour one I</font> asked if<font color="#CCCCCC"> anyone else had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their hair</font> pulled or experienced anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> else but</font> I was the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> one the let's read</font> podcast is<font color="#CCCCCC"> brought to you by care of</font> care<font color="#E5E5E5"> of is a monthly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> subscription</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">vitamin service that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> delivers completely</font> personalized vitamin and supplement <font color="#E5E5E5">packs right to your door care of fun</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">online quiz asks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you about your diet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">health goals and lifestyle choices and</font> takes only<font color="#CCCCCC"> five minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to find out what</font> vitamins and supplements you specifically need utilizing the<font color="#E5E5E5"> free</font> online quiz I realized as a night owl<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> haven't been getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite 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take care of calm and</font> enter promo code<font color="#CCCCCC"> lrp that's 25% off your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first month</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the personalized care of</font> vitamins at<font color="#E5E5E5"> take care of calm promo code</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">LRP</font> [Music] this happened to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last night and</font> I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> still a little shaken up by it where</font> I live it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> winter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meaning it's still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark outside when I leave for work in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> morning and gets dark again while</font> I'm on my way<font color="#E5E5E5"> home last night's I'm on</font> my way<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and considering</font> it's my friend's<font color="#E5E5E5"> birthday the sign will</font> get off the train and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few stations</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">early in swing pass a local shopping</font> center to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pick up a gift and some</font> groceries for<font color="#CCCCCC"> dinner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this suburb is</font> generally known for<font color="#E5E5E5"> being a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bit</font> sketchy after dark when<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cooked units</font> come out to play<font color="#E5E5E5"> but is close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the city to have very accessible public</font> transport<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've never seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything too</font> awful<font color="#E5E5E5"> mainly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just your garden-variety</font> street harassment<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few brazenly public</font> narcotic dealings<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a couple of</font> arrests now and then I<font color="#CCCCCC"> spent a while</font> trying on clothes and grabbing my <font color="#E5E5E5">shopping and a bottle of wine for later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">by the time I head outside it's probably</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark and I make my way to the closest</font> bus stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I'm walking there I realize</font> it's not<font color="#CCCCCC"> as populated</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well-lit as I</font> anticipated<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's in front of a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">number of closed cafes and shops unlike</font> my usual stop near the probably police <font color="#CCCCCC">patrolled train station</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the bus drives</font> past as I'm walking there and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I figure</font> I'll check the<font color="#E5E5E5"> timetable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and walk back</font> to the other stop just to be safe<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> context<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm a five-six</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 135 pound woman</font> and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> generally tend to avoid being out</font> alone at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> especially</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> since there</font> have been a<font color="#CCCCCC"> number of public crimes</font> against<font color="#CCCCCC"> women in my city that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> received</font> widespread<font color="#E5E5E5"> media attention it's only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next bus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when a dark car pulls up at the bus stop</font> I assume it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone there to pick up a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend or a family</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> member</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> considering</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this is after all a bus stop and you're</font> not legally<font color="#CCCCCC"> allowed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> park there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> realized the passenger side window<font color="#CCCCCC"> is</font> rolled down odd considering that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> freezing outside out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of nowhere the older man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> driver seat<font color="#CCCCCC"> yells out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is the ride</font> you ordered get in assume he's<font color="#E5E5E5"> talking</font> to someone perhaps<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is some</font> waiting at a<font color="#CCCCCC"> bus stop not for an uber I</font> look<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and there's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm startled because when</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as a legitimate uber driver yelled out</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> a random woman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the street to get</font> in this car<font color="#E5E5E5"> or had someone else in the</font> car<font color="#CCCCCC"> with them I responded with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no mainly</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a surprise get in the car he demands</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">okay</font> now I'm freaked out<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's no way I'm</font> willingly getting into that<font color="#CCCCCC"> vehicle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> remain at the bus stop for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few seconds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tossing up my options this is until both</font> men exit the car which<font color="#CCCCCC"> is still running</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and begin walking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my direction nope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> dropped my cigarettes and start walking frantically<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards the shopping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> center</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">praying the lights will</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> change before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they get there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't care if they have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">non ulterior motives my potential safety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">matters more than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Naya offending them I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">duck behind another bus shelter looking</font> back as I do the younger<font color="#CCCCCC"> man is still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">side of the road waiting for the traffic</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">depart</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the driver out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretending</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hail an oncoming bus I'd</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">duck until the shopping center I take a</font> few seconds<font color="#CCCCCC"> to compose myself</font> Don my scarf and hat obscuring my distinctive red hair and<font color="#CCCCCC"> removed my</font> jacket switching it<font color="#E5E5E5"> for one I just purchased</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while still inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I order an actual</font> uber glancing constantly between<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> phone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the entrance the minutes until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the driver arrives pass excruciating ly</font> slow until<font color="#CCCCCC"> I make my way back outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maneuver myself between a group</font> people waiting out front<font color="#CCCCCC"> a million</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thoughts are passing through my mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> always like<font color="#CCCCCC"> to think I could handle</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> well and potentially stressful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">situations and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not let my emotions get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the better of me but now I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> regretting</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> checking the dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> car's license</font> plate<font color="#E5E5E5"> or getting a better look at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">men in the vehicle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just in case</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> practically fly into the uber<font color="#E5E5E5"> barreling</font> my bags<font color="#E5E5E5"> and before me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> scanning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cars</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what fun being followed by</font> just being paranoid<font color="#E5E5E5"> either way my head</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is turned backwards the entire way home</font> watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> ferny dark cars with two men in</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front by the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> arrive at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">end of my street I'm confident there's</font> no one tailing us but still<font color="#CCCCCC"> nervous and</font> shaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> nonetheless</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> I run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the car to the front</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">door fumbling with keys and shaking all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the while before slamming the door</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind me and bursting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into tears I'm</font> met by<font color="#E5E5E5"> my startled partner whose face</font> turns from excited to see me<font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font> incredibly concerned despite being<font color="#E5E5E5"> home with doors locked</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind me I continued to panic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">adrenaline is overwhelming and my brain</font> seems<font color="#E5E5E5"> to think now is a good time to</font> remind me of an<font color="#CCCCCC"> article</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I read in the</font> local paper<font color="#E5E5E5"> recently about two offenders</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who escaped from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> prison who I recall</font> were known<font color="#CCCCCC"> to frequent the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suburban</font> those surrounding the one in which I just fled from<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a paranoid frenzy I</font> feel sick to<font color="#CCCCCC"> my stomach</font> tears streamed<font color="#CCCCCC"> down my face I managed to</font> recount<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> events of the past 15 or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> frantically searching the</font> internet<font color="#E5E5E5"> for any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> information regarding</font> the convicted creeps<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the while</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">considering calling the police</font> I only managed to calm down<font color="#CCCCCC"> after I fail</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> find any recent news stories the men</font> were both apprehended a month earlier<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know who these men were nor their</font> intentions but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I can only assume it was</font> something sinister<font color="#CCCCCC"> I continued to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font> myself it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just a coincidence then</font> find a logical<font color="#E5E5E5"> explanation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for what</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I have to wake up the next</font> morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> for work and walk the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 20-minute</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">route to the train station alone</font> [Music] so this happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was eight or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my parents had just given</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the house keys so I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from school on my own this was a normal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">day I was getting back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from school with</font> my friend who lived in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my neighborhood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we passed by a lady who looked pretty</font> normal<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just ignored her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> while we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were talking</font> someone stepped in between<font color="#CCCCCC"> us it was the</font> lady and it<font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't even an a-hole move</font> when you want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to pass by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font> walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> together so you go in between</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them and walk away she was walking along</font> with us as if though she was part of the <font color="#CCCCCC">conversation from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the beginning we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started to walk faster but she just kept</font> up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> us finally I was across the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> goodbye to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend who went to his house and the</font> lady just walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> away in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font> direction<font color="#CCCCCC"> I opened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the gate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> steps</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font> our front<font color="#E5E5E5"> yard and closed the gate when</font> he opened the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door to go inside my house</font> my dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just going out to see what</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going on because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he saw everything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my parents</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened and when we looked out the</font> window<font color="#CCCCCC"> that lady was trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to open our</font> gate<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad rushed out to get her out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> here he asked her why<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my friend and why she was trying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into our yard</font> she said<font color="#E5E5E5"> my little child</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Barbara went</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> your yard and accidentally locked</font> herself in here<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm here to get her back</font> my name is Alex not Barbara<font color="#E5E5E5"> this lady</font> thought I was her kid or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> she decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to attempt to break into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> house my dad explained to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> that her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">child is not here and I'm just his</font> daughter going<font color="#E5E5E5"> back from school he got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her to get away from our house and she</font> was still<font color="#CCCCCC"> standing on the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the road I looked out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window</font> she looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> directly at me dad called his</font> friend who apparently was<font color="#E5E5E5"> this lady's</font> landlord<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friend said that she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">always messed up and apparently</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a case when she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was running down the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">street with a knife his friend called</font> the police to come when the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police came</font> my parents were not to explain what happened they wanted me to stay in the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> because they didn't want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> too close<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lady so I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watching</font> everything through the <font color="#E5E5E5">windows</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the last time I saw her she was</font> getting<font color="#E5E5E5"> put</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into an ambulance</font> [Music] this started towards the end of my <font color="#CCCCCC">eighth-grade</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> year basically my friend</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy who was following her on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Instagram and he would comment on all of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her posts telling her how pretty she is</font> no that wasn't super weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of creepy because this dude was</font> obviously<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his late 50s and she was 13</font> and then he also started messaging<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">everyday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing overtly creepy just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mainly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> small talk at first eventually he</font> finds<font color="#E5E5E5"> my page and starts commenting but</font> I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> post pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online</font> much and basically all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> doodles and pictures<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my dog now this</font> guy's account<font color="#E5E5E5"> also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mainly consisted of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">arts and most of it was actually pretty</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I didn't mind him commenting on</font> my art at first eventually<font color="#CCCCCC"> though he</font> also started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to message</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> try</font> talking to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me now I have pretty bad</font> anxiety<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I hate coming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across his</font> means so I wouldn't really respond with words<font color="#CCCCCC"> unless he asked me a direct</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">question</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mainly what I did was send just</font> a heart or<font color="#E5E5E5"> a smiley face stupid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font> so this continues<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a few weeks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> learned that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can randomly blow</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I learned this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I had</font> responded<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a message from him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking</font> my age<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him I was 13 and then put</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone down because I had to help do</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dishes when I came back to my phone I</font> had like<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten messages from him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking</font> why I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't responding and also telling</font> me he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just joking</font> that was super confused at first<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> what he could<font color="#CCCCCC"> have sent that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would have</font> made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> mad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and basically he had</font> responded<font color="#CCCCCC"> about how both me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friends look like<font color="#CCCCCC"> we were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 18</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I didn't</font> want to confront him<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font> him it was fine and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chores and the conversation</font> moved on and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> made an excuse to stop</font> messaging<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the day one really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">creepy thing he did was when I posted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my grandma's dog which</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> a Corgi and put in the caption how much I<font color="#CCCCCC"> love that dog he liked that photo and</font> then a day<font color="#E5E5E5"> or so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's</font> me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a corgi</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he drew for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me I</font> thanked him<font color="#E5E5E5"> for it and then he asked me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to tell him my address so he could send</font> it to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I refused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but he kept asking me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling me that it was a gift and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted me to have it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to send</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> message explaining<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it was a family</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ruled that I was not allowed to tell him</font> my address<font color="#E5E5E5"> and for him to drop it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eventually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after a bunch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of little</font> creepy things my friend blocked him so he started ranting about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it to me saying</font> how she shouldn't be creeped out by him <font color="#E5E5E5">and he was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be nice and</font> and that if she<font color="#CCCCCC"> had a problem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saying how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she should</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told him he basically</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">continued on like that for the next few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">days and then he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pointed out how he was</font> following<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backup account</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and now he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna start talking to her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one so I immediately told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about all of this and she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blocked him on</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> backup as well</font> it's amazing to what extent these weirdos will go<font color="#CCCCCC"> to when I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kindergarten I met this woman I'll call</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Mary</font> apparently I actually knew her for a while<font color="#CCCCCC"> before my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first memories of her</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> she helped out in my Sunday</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">School class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't really remember</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that it's just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what was told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> her and my mother the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first time I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">remember meeting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary was when I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walking through the hall of our church I</font> knew a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> adults there and</font> generally felt safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walking down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> hallway when this<font color="#E5E5E5"> woman stuck her head</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a supply</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closet and started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talking to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to come over and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> give</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me the whole do you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were a</font> good kid<font color="#CCCCCC"> why don't you help me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> something sort of spiel<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she knew my</font> name<font color="#CCCCCC"> without me telling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her that was</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> fiver</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">particularly aware of stranger danger</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't decide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if I should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> creeped out<font color="#CCCCCC"> or not there was this</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> lady's seemingly hiding in a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to come over to her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what was that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not sketchy but this was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">church and church was supposed to be</font> safe somehow<font color="#E5E5E5"> she managed to coax me over</font> to the closet<font color="#E5E5E5"> it turned out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to fill</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the birthdays of the</font> kids in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> class so that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they could be</font> given little gifts when it was their birthday<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she assumed that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> know all<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">face for some reason when she found out</font> I didn't she settled for<font color="#CCCCCC"> asking me when</font> my birthday<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got kind of cagey</font> because I knew better than<font color="#CCCCCC"> to give out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">information about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> myself and that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the specific things my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> me not to divulge to strangers but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then she claimed to already know that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">birthday was in April wrong</font> in fact<font color="#CCCCCC"> that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about six months off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> told her she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong but didn't feel</font> right<font color="#CCCCCC"> about telling her the truth</font> partly because I felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> like her false</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guests and offers the future birthday</font> gifts was some kind of<font color="#E5E5E5"> ploy but when I</font> wouldn't divulge my real birthday she called me a liar<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then she threatened</font> to tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> all my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teachers what a liar I</font> was if I didn't tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> her when my real</font> birthday was that was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> point when I</font> ran to go find my mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and explain to her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was this strange woman in the</font> supply<font color="#E5E5E5"> closet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who was asking me for</font> personal<font color="#CCCCCC"> information and threatened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get me in trouble if I didn't tell her</font> she came<font color="#E5E5E5"> to confront this weirdo only to</font> realize<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already knew each</font> other the woman Mary was someone who helped <font color="#E5E5E5">around the church and basically everyone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knew her Mary laughed off my claims and</font> assured my mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I was exaggerating</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and of course she would never threaten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> kid with something like that<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mother believed her</font> my mom explained the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that my</font> birthday<font color="#E5E5E5"> was indeed not in April but</font> came away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the conversation with the</font> idea that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was paranoid and just</font> overreacting to someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> asking me for my</font> birth month either right<font color="#CCCCCC"> before that or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after that I had another incident</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> this woman but didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> realize at the</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was the same person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">similar to before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only not in a closet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this woman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary came up and struck up a</font> conversation with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me saying that she</font> knew how much<font color="#CCCCCC"> I love to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help out my</font> teachers and wouldn't I like<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be able</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to help out even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the obvious answer</font> was yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> long story short she was</font> organizing some<font color="#CCCCCC"> kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of teachers</font> conference in this cabin way out in the <font color="#E5E5E5">woods they weren't allowed to have al</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">its ein but she was worried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that a</font> normal cardboard sign wouldn't be <font color="#CCCCCC">visible at night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so she had decided that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the best solution would be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to take one</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little kids from the church</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dress</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them up in an aim</font> costume<font color="#CCCCCC"> and have them stand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next to the</font> sign<font color="#E5E5E5"> for hours using a small switch to</font> turn a<font color="#E5E5E5"> lit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in when cars approached and</font> then turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> it off again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so that it wasn't</font> by definition a continuously lit sign this woman should<font color="#CCCCCC"> have worked in sales I</font> did not see anything wrong with<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">scenario</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and excitedly went to tell my</font> mother<font color="#CCCCCC"> about this fantastic opportunity</font> I just been given to<font color="#E5E5E5"> help someone she</font> was much less enthused<font color="#CCCCCC"> pointing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out that</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> will be outside in October when the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">average temperature at night is under 55</font> degrees Fahrenheit I would be standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font> freezing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my butt off and getting eaten</font> alive<font color="#CCCCCC"> by mosquitoes just to flip a</font> switch so<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she could bend the rules</font> about not<font color="#E5E5E5"> having an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> electric sign there</font> would apparently be<font color="#E5E5E5"> no one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there to make</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sure I was safe from wild animals or any</font> human<font color="#E5E5E5"> predator who happened to drive</font> along and spot a random kid out by <font color="#E5E5E5">themselves in the middle of the night my</font> mom tracked<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Marion gave her a</font> pretty thorough overview<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her opinion</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing Mary said</font> something like well fine I<font color="#E5E5E5"> can</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just who</font> get some other kid to do it then<font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> prompted<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom to go to the pastor and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell him what this lady was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying to do</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a nice</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three girls of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his own and put a stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the whole plan</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">immediately</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could tell Mary was upset</font> with me afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> for having supposedly</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> on her and putting an end to this</font> weird scheme of hers but since I didn't <font color="#E5E5E5">really know her I didn't care of course</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">after those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two incidents</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of my</font> teachers<font color="#E5E5E5"> became a lot more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chili toward</font> me and one especially tactless woman <font color="#E5E5E5">flat-out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told me that she had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been warned about</font> me come to find out<font color="#E5E5E5"> that Mary</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had gotten</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> revenge on me for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> effectively</font> embarrassing her twice<font color="#E5E5E5"> by making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her threat to tell everyone I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a</font> troublemaker<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a liar even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though by</font> that point<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother had already told</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been telling her the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> truth</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> my birthday not being in April</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what a witch I'd like to say it ended</font> there but<font color="#E5E5E5"> of course didn't my family</font> stayed in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> area and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she continued</font> helping with various social functions so inevitably we ran into<font color="#E5E5E5"> each other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">several more times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one of the most outrageous things she</font> ever did<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 12</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother had</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to enroll me in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of VBS</font> summer school sort of thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> surprise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surprise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Mary was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the main</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coordinator this place</font> was so screwed up<font color="#E5E5E5"> not perverted or</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> but just the sheer magnitude of</font> poor planning<font color="#CCCCCC"> was incredible</font> lunches were provided but it was weird <font color="#E5E5E5">stuff like go-gurt and slimy pears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> had a texture<font color="#CCCCCC"> like raw fish basically</font> all the kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> hated everything they</font> served us<font color="#E5E5E5"> on one occasion I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was served</font> SpaghettiOs and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to make the best</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of it because at least it was better</font> than the<font color="#E5E5E5"> pears only to find out that</font> Mary<font color="#CCCCCC"> had slipped gummy worms in before</font> microwaving them and they had melted into the SpaghettiOs<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she found out</font> I hadn't liked her prank she ridiculed me for not<font color="#E5E5E5"> being able to</font> take a joke<font color="#CCCCCC"> in insisted that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I eat it</font> anyways at some point it had also<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided that the schedule could not be</font> flexible to<font color="#E5E5E5"> any degree all age groups</font> were expected<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get something like half</font> an hour outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> every day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bear in mind</font> the state where this took<font color="#E5E5E5"> place has</font> unpredictable sometimes<font color="#E5E5E5"> extreme weather</font> so this included days when it was <font color="#E5E5E5">pouring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out and our breath was</font> fogging<font color="#E5E5E5"> up in front of our faces they</font> ditch one of those<font color="#E5E5E5"> little event canopy</font> tents<font color="#E5E5E5"> and force us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sit outside under</font> it in a little plastic chair and so our <font color="#CCCCCC">half-hour of outdoor play was up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> this one girl whose father had told the teachers beforehand not to make her go outside because<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had a fever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">naturally she got worse they called him</font> to come<font color="#CCCCCC"> pick her up and he chewed the</font> teachers<font color="#E5E5E5"> out before taking her home</font> it also included days where the temperatures exceeded a hundred<font color="#E5E5E5"> degrees</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Fahrenheit we'd be forced to line up</font> alongside the<font color="#CCCCCC"> buildings so that we could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stand in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shade of the eaves of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> roof because<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was physically too hot</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be in the Sun and none of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us had</font> access<font color="#CCCCCC"> to water sunscreen I wish I was</font> joking about<font color="#E5E5E5"> this we had three kids</font> dropped from heatstroke<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the same day</font> and have to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taken by ambulance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> hospital<font color="#CCCCCC"> the sheriff personally came out</font> and gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> the teachers a massive tongue</font> lashing threatening<font color="#CCCCCC"> the shut the place</font> down if any other kids came<font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> hospital<font color="#E5E5E5"> from there</font> of course then they<font color="#CCCCCC"> decided it was okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to bend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their rolls and keep everyone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">indoors instead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of forcing them outside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there is a point to me mentioning all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> this and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so that you understand</font> the context<font color="#E5E5E5"> behind what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> mother was working<font color="#E5E5E5"> overtime and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mary had</font> volunteered to drive<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to this summer</font> camp<font color="#E5E5E5"> since she was there every</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this day she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had her niece and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nephews</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back seat with me where this</font> place<font color="#CCCCCC"> was it was out near the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> edge of</font> town and<font color="#E5E5E5"> mostly surrounded by crop</font> fields which weren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> in use the area had</font> a decent<font color="#CCCCCC"> amount</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of traffic but there</font> weren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> many buildings close by on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">left-hand side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the building there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> nothing but<font color="#E5E5E5"> fields maybe two or three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">acres on the right-hand side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a tiny</font> farmhouse and beyond that<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a pawn shop</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and then a gas station so I was in the</font> back<font color="#E5E5E5"> of Mary's van with these other kids</font> and we haven't look out as we're<font color="#CCCCCC"> passing</font> the pawn shop which hasn't open yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> there's this scraggly bearded man <font color="#E5E5E5">stalking around outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with a rifle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> shotgun in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his hands</font> not like gee I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wonder if it's open so I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">can sell my gun but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like he was out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the owner and thought an intruder had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">broken in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or he was the intruder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and was</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> process of breaking in we all</font> started telling her<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a panic about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this guy and she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just tells us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quiet and then tells me that she knows I</font> put them up<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it and that when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we get</font> there she's gonna tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the teachers</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> to listen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font> inexplicably<font color="#E5E5E5"> the schedule that was never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">changed unless the sheriff threatened</font> the teachers was randomly<font color="#E5E5E5"> changed that</font> my class was sent outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead of later in the afternoon and</font> the doors to the building<font color="#CCCCCC"> were locked so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that we couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go back inside even to</font> use<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> restroom</font> I spent<font color="#E5E5E5"> like an hour fearing for my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life</font> because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew that if that guy robbed</font> the pawn shop and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to escape by</font> foot<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was nowhere for him to run to</font> the head cover except our building I even<font color="#CCCCCC"> beg</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to call my mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and Mary refused</font> to let<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anywhere near the phone saying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that my mom had better things to do to</font> be bothered<font color="#CCCCCC"> by my stories</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so yeah</font> basically the coordinator of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the summer</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> changed the whole schedule for</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> day and locked a bunch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of kids</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> just to get back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at me for</font> truthfully reporting seeing a creepy man with a gun<font color="#E5E5E5"> nearby and also forbade me</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> contacting my parents what she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never supposed to do</font> my mom was ticked when<font color="#E5E5E5"> she picked me up</font> and learned that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been forbidden</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from calling her when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt I needed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">although she didn't realize the full</font> context of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until later</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> chance to explain it better</font> it doesn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> even end there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wish it did because the last part<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> the worst series events that had ever happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me I guess it was kind of a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">perfect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> storm from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six to ten years old</font> I had been best<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with this boy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whom I'll call Michael not</font> boyfriend/girlfriend but real true best friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think we ever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font> argued about<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything except maybe his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">father who seemed nice but always seemed</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> try to spin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whatever I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said into some</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of innuendo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so that he could</font> complain about me to my parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> getting on my case<font color="#CCCCCC"> about having</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> the term pussy-willow once or</font> claiming<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pooter was</font> grossly offensive when he knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> the alternative my parents made me<font color="#E5E5E5"> use</font> instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> of fart</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got some weird vibes</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> him but not enough to warrant his</font> own post Michael and I were<font color="#E5E5E5"> inseparable</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to move three states</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">away after which they only occasionally</font> dropped in to visit<font color="#CCCCCC"> every couple years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when I was 14 they dropped in a visit</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> and so on Saturday I was invited</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stay over at the house where they</font> were staying while they were in town to catch up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also had been</font> friends with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a girl I'll call Julie who</font> was my age<font color="#CCCCCC"> and Michael had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been friends</font> with Julie's younger brother Nate who was his age so Julian Nate and their parents were<font color="#E5E5E5"> also there visiting with</font> Michael and his family<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had grown apart</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from Julie due to other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reasons but</font> having everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> back together was</font> fantastic<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was on cloud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all day</font> Julie's younger brother had been a bit of a handful when<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was little he had</font> temper tantrums <font color="#E5E5E5">kicked small animals randomly screamed</font> at me multiple<font color="#CCCCCC"> times</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sometimes</font> cry for no reason while<font color="#E5E5E5"> claiming that</font> somebody else had hurt him he was severely<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my opinion bullied by his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sisters so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I never took any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">personally are really considered it as</font> fault<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I hadn't seen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much of him or his sister in years by</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point I had no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> idea how he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but because he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more grown-up four plus years had passed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I assumed he'd just grown out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afternoon we were all playing tag in the</font> front yard which was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sort of a u-shape</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and surrounded by hedges at some point I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lost sight of the others I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guess they</font> had gone inside or<font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was at</font> the end of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> you that was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> near</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> garage<font color="#E5E5E5"> door playing fetch with Michaels</font> dog in this big walking<font color="#CCCCCC"> stick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> heard Julie's mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> call my name from the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other end of the U which was near the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">houses front door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I took the stick</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because I thought leaving it lying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around would be rude and started running</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> this you apparently when Julie's</font> mom had opened the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door and called my</font> name<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nate had darted out the door and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come running around the you to come find</font> me only<font color="#E5E5E5"> he didn't say anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> didn't know he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were both</font> closer to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside of the bend and</font> when we reached the middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was no</font> chance to stop we ran straight<font color="#CCCCCC"> into each</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> he landed flat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on his back and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nearly fell over to his chin hit me hard</font> in the collar though we<font color="#E5E5E5"> just stared at</font> each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a second</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally I reached a hand forward to help</font> him up and<font color="#CCCCCC"> asked if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was okay</font> immediately his eyes filled<font color="#E5E5E5"> with tears</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started screaming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemingly in pain</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then absolute terror and turned</font> around and bolted back the<font color="#CCCCCC"> weight come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> knew he had to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> bruised at least as</font> badly as<font color="#E5E5E5"> me but was also totally</font> confused<font color="#E5E5E5"> the way he was crying now is</font> afraid he<font color="#E5E5E5"> might have broken an arm or a</font> leg or something<font color="#E5E5E5"> but if he was hurt that</font> bad then how could he run so<font color="#E5E5E5"> fast</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or if</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was afraid what was he afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of I</font> ran after him feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> like there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">axe murderer behind me or something I</font> reached the door but nobody<font color="#E5E5E5"> was there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it was closed and locked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knocked</font> and Michael's mother answered it she<font color="#CCCCCC"> saw</font> me still holding the walking stick<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> confused but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let me inside I</font> could hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nate screaming and crying in</font> the kitchen<font color="#CCCCCC"> his mother had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him up on the</font> counter was looking at him trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out what was wrong with him she</font> seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as confused and scared about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the whole thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I was and then he saw</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediate</font> pointed and scream she beat<font color="#CCCCCC"> me with a</font> stick<font color="#CCCCCC"> he just screamed the same thing</font> over<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know what to do</font> but seeing me<font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed to make him</font> hysterical so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I left him with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen I wanted to go find</font> Michael<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the others</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael's mom</font> refused to let me<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> downstairs where he</font> and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> others</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I just stood by</font> myself in the foyer next to the door and try not<font color="#E5E5E5"> to panic maybe Nate hadn't grown</font> out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> crying wolf about other people</font> hurting<font color="#E5E5E5"> him but this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font> from what he'd been like when he did <font color="#E5E5E5">that as a little kid this time he seemed</font> hysterical<font color="#E5E5E5"> he seemed like he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">legitimately believed what he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was saying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> holding the stick when we ran</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into each other even though I certainly</font> didn't hit him with<font color="#E5E5E5"> it maybe he didn't</font> understand what had really happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> tried to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> back into the kitchen</font> thinking I should try<font color="#E5E5E5"> to explain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to his</font> mom what had happened but<font color="#CCCCCC"> Michaels</font> father stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I don't even know</font> where he came from<font color="#CCCCCC"> I must have been</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaked out because from my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">perspective it seemed like he just</font> appeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my way he told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me not to go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into the kitchen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> I needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Nate's mother and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">explained very shakily</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that Nate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> telling her I'd attacked him so<font color="#E5E5E5"> Michaels</font> father asked did<font color="#CCCCCC"> you I told him no of</font> course not<font color="#CCCCCC"> he pointed out that I didn't</font> seem to be hurt at all which I refuted telling him I got in my own<font color="#E5E5E5"> bruises from</font> running into Nate<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked for me to</font> show him<font color="#E5E5E5"> I said no he asked why I</font> pointed out<font color="#E5E5E5"> unnecessarily I think that I</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 14 year old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girl and so I couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just take my shirt off the way a 12 year</font> old<font color="#CCCCCC"> boy could he asked me why again and</font> persisted in stating that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> show him and that if I didn't he couldn't help<font color="#E5E5E5"> me because I refused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> give him any<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason to think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">innocent this miserable sod who had</font> known me<font color="#CCCCCC"> growing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and had allegedly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been a close friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my family for</font> years<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew that I had never hit</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> kid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was essentially</font> trying<font color="#CCCCCC"> to blackmail me into undressing</font> in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of them I still feel angry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> thinking about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because the entire</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time my family had known this</font> he had always<font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> perfect</font> kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> and caring father</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he always</font> found things to nitpick<font color="#E5E5E5"> and whatever I</font> said even as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> first grader who didn't know</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what anything was somehow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> allegedly spouting all kinds<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> innuendos all the time and now this<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> learned as an adult that people who</font> talk excessively<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a topic generally</font> do so because<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> occupies their own mind</font> too frequently<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it makes me wonder if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> problem all along</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't know how to explain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything all I know is that night it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like everyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew had gone insane at</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same time but I did say no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font> and went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the kitchen more to get away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from him than anything else</font> Nate's mother was still frazzled but was starting to<font color="#CCCCCC"> seem more exacerbated than</font> anything else <font color="#E5E5E5">somehow he still hadn't stopped crying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> asked her<font color="#CCCCCC"> to please call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom to come</font> pick<font color="#CCCCCC"> me up that hadn't been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the plan the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">plan that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was to stay until after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dinner but I couldn't handle the</font> situation anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> she could see that I</font> was shaking and agreed I asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael's</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I could say goodbye to any of</font> the others<font color="#E5E5E5"> but she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't want me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anywhere near them my mother was tense</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and quiet all the way home and I was</font> afraid of what she might<font color="#CCCCCC"> have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she asked me once if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was anything I wanted to tell her</font> I panicked and said no the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next day was</font> Sunday<font color="#CCCCCC"> I habitually stayed with the</font> adults<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead of going to the teens</font> class because the teacher who was coincidentally Mary's husband picked on me sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> retrospect I should have</font> spoken up<font color="#CCCCCC"> about that but I was an</font> insecure teen and thought I might be oversensitive<font color="#CCCCCC"> and wasn't really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure how</font> much<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be considered</font> harmless ribbing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the end result</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was that</font> I didn't see Julie so I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea how</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> situation with Nate had resolved</font> until<font color="#E5E5E5"> after church was over the phrase</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">news spreads like wildfire doesn't even</font> begin to<font color="#E5E5E5"> fit the bill it was like</font> everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> had developed telepathy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> overheard part of the story from Nate's mother while<font color="#CCCCCC"> she was telling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it to Mary</font> Nate had continued to<font color="#E5E5E5"> insist even after</font> I left<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I had savagely attacked and</font> beat him for no reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had some</font> pretty nice green bruises that<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed to</font> back up his claims<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did too right on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">collar bone and shaped exactly like a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Chinn Nate's mother was completely</font> unnerved by<font color="#E5E5E5"> how sincere he seemed and</font> was torn<font color="#CCCCCC"> between</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> believing him because</font> he was so<font color="#CCCCCC"> grown-up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now because there</font> were those<font color="#E5E5E5"> bruises because he had been</font> legitimately too scared to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">church in case he saw me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">believing him because I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed so scared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">too because she had their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decency to</font> remember what kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of kid I had been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">growing up well he hadn't been there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Juli</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had told all the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girls in my class</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I attacked her brother Michael</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told</font> me that he didn't know<font color="#CCCCCC"> if he believed</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it or not and his</font> parents refused to let him stay<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> contact<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me because they were both</font> certain I was guilty <font color="#CCCCCC">Julian Nate's parents said wanted to</font> talk to my mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> to try to resolve</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whatever had happened because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">willing to give me the benefit of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> doubt<font color="#E5E5E5"> but they couldn't find my mom and</font> didn't want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take the time looking for</font> her because<font color="#E5E5E5"> they had left Nate home</font> alone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> were eager to get back to him</font> so instead they told<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole story</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> what had happened to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary trusting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that she would convey the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whole</font> situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not what</font> happened Mary changed the story<font color="#E5E5E5"> now it</font> was Nate's parents herself and Michael's <font color="#CCCCCC">parents who all knew beyond a shadow of</font> a doubt<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was guilty with the added</font> insinuation that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it might not have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just an assault</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because apparently</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't good enough for her yeah she</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to play that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> card just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sheer fun<font color="#E5E5E5"> of it but the time I just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">started to realize that the issue with</font> Nate was still an issue<font color="#CCCCCC"> half the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font> in the church had already been told what an awful despicable person<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was the</font> head of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the youth ministry personally</font> sat me down to tell me how unacceptable my behavior was<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had former teachers I</font> hadn't seen since<font color="#CCCCCC"> first grade coming out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the woodwork</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell me how</font> disappointed they<font color="#E5E5E5"> were and me everyone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">flat-out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> refused to hear my side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> story<font color="#E5E5E5"> they already knew everything they</font> said nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could make up for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Marian</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> already told them that</font> I was a rebellious<font color="#E5E5E5"> lying kid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a troubled</font> child and had stuck to<font color="#CCCCCC"> that story over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> including</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> during the pawnshop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">incident so it seemed like there was</font> precedence she'd been building off<font color="#CCCCCC"> the same claims</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me for eight years by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this point</font> why would<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone believe in a lying</font> rebellious troubled teenager<font color="#CCCCCC"> over a</font> charismatic adult<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was always doing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her part to help the community Mary was</font> so disgusted with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me her words that she</font> refused<font color="#E5E5E5"> to speak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me she specifically</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">told her yarn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to everyone but my mother</font> having<font color="#E5E5E5"> learned earlier on that my mom</font> was not<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to stand for baseless</font> rumors and accusations about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> Mary was of the opinion<font color="#CCCCCC"> that my mom was</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> denial</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about what an awful kid I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really was Mary's husband my current</font> youth teacher<font color="#E5E5E5"> somehow snowed me into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking that my mom knew</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">everything and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I shouldn't try to</font> talk<font color="#CCCCCC"> to her about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> angry<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> basically</font> explode on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I spent the next two and a</font> half years despised by almost everyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> knew all the adults I knew were against me<font color="#E5E5E5"> except</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the pastor who refused to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take sides</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my mother</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary's husband</font> continued to make snide remarks and <font color="#E5E5E5">insinuations whenever he thought they</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> vague enough that other adults</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what he was talking about</font> all the kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> I knew who were in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> age</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">range shunned me even when new kids came</font> in who didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know any better</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they were</font> quickly told to stay away<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ruining any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chance I had of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> making new</font> friends to replace the ones I'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> lost</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> random strangers in the grocery</font> store would glare daggers at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> sneer at</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just watch me with creepy</font> disapproval<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shyness I always had</font> became<font color="#CCCCCC"> full-fledged social anxiety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">complete with what I suspect was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">selective mutism</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because I was afraid of</font> virtually<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the adults I knew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid</font> of the little jabs they'd make at me afraid because I didn't know<font color="#E5E5E5"> if my mom</font> knew or not<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was afraid to find out</font> if she knew if it was true<font color="#CCCCCC"> that she was</font> just so<font color="#E5E5E5"> indifferent in reality that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font> though I knew she loved me for some <font color="#E5E5E5">reason she still let everyone pick on me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it seems so stupid now that I was afraid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her about it if there were</font> any one thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my life</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would choose</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to change</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have told her</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that isn't what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font> so I lived with<font color="#E5E5E5"> it by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> there were some<font color="#CCCCCC"> mornings where I would</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> spend an hour</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the shower crying</font> my eyes out because<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out and deal with it all over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again I don't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if you'll know what I</font> mean<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I say that having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">expect you to feel guilty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is oppressive</font> in and of itself<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laugh or smile</font> or<font color="#CCCCCC"> just feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> normal but they believe you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">should be ashamed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of something and don't</font> like that you aren't for a while<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> just not remembering what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> it is possible to make yourself</font> forget something but<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't ever do that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to yourself once you have a memory</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> can't really destroy it the best you can <font color="#E5E5E5">do is bury it part of your mind will</font> still always<font color="#E5E5E5"> know it's there I still got</font> all the same judgmental looks and hurtful remarks<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just no longer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">understood why people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were acting that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">way and I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all kinds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> awful</font> nightmares until I finally dug those memories back<font color="#CCCCCC"> up and face them again I</font> got<font color="#E5E5E5"> over it</font> but slowly<font color="#E5E5E5"> so many people who had known</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me the entire time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was growing up had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">immediately assumed the worst</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> because some gossip had been told<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> them<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never knew who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had been told and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">who hadn't every time I thought people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had forgotten Mary's husband would make</font> some new cutting remark or someone else would and I'd lose<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever sense of</font> security<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd started to scrape together</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was only in my early 20s a few years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after we moved out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of state that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> finally<font color="#CCCCCC"> found the courage to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bring up</font> the subject<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my mother which led to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> interesting revelations it turned</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> that Nate's mother hadn't divulged</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything about what had happened over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the phone my mom had been tense on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drive home because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> totally</font> unrelated<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me and had asked if I</font> wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk not because she thought I</font> was guilty<font color="#E5E5E5"> about anything but because</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she could tell I was under stress of</font> some kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mary's husband had lied</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> his teeth about turn knowing</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going on or being angry</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> she had never known this was why</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Mary's husband always tiptoed around the</font> subject in her presence<font color="#E5E5E5"> because he knew</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she didn't know and wanted to keep it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was practically a conspiracy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my mom the one person who had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually</font> had a right to<font color="#CCCCCC"> know what had happened</font> had been denied the<font color="#CCCCCC"> opportunity to try</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone</font> else<font color="#E5E5E5"> was so busy judging</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">themselves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and Nate's parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the two</font> people who had<font color="#CCCCCC"> actually had a semi</font> balanced view of<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night had no idea</font> how bad<font color="#E5E5E5"> things had gotten after they</font> left<font color="#E5E5E5"> that day because they didn't live</font> in our area<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore and weren't there to</font> see<font color="#E5E5E5"> it if they had I'd like to think</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> they would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have put a stop to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they were good people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's the end I</font> guess<font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nightmares anymore</font> and I feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> more or less and different to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> situation now it's over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a decade</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me at this point but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> marry end</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your husband holy crap I never want to</font> meet<font color="#E5E5E5"> either of you again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for as long as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I live all of the stress and fear and</font> heartache I've mentioned here and that's still not<font color="#CCCCCC"> even mentioning how much you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bad enough my mom behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gushed</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> her cancer scared</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because it gave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you something to gossip over and</font> generally treated<font color="#E5E5E5"> us both like dirt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> never want to meet<font color="#E5E5E5"> Michael's father</font> again either because whether he is just some sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of deviant or just too dense</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> realize how wildly inappropriate he</font> was being doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really matter at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> point <font color="#E5E5E5">either way it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was still beyond</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font> and wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> never meeting Mike who again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is still kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of painful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to think about</font> but I<font color="#CCCCCC"> guess it can't really be helped</font> I even tried contacting him on Facebook a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> years ago but to no avail</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> already know Julie and Nate never want</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to meet me again I guess that makes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> sort of a round robin<font color="#CCCCCC"> let's not meet</font> when I was 16 I got<font color="#CCCCCC"> a job working</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as a</font> barista<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the local Caribou Coffee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was in high<font color="#E5E5E5"> school so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I work closing</font> shifts my first job was at<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hospitals</font> so I was used to nights and I thought that<font color="#E5E5E5"> caribou would be less crazy than a</font> hospital<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my very first shift</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at 9:00</font> at night<font color="#CCCCCC"> the store</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was completely empty</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the girl who was training</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me decided to</font> go in the back and<font color="#CCCCCC"> do the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dishes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">went outside and smoked by the trash</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leaving me alone to run the store we</font> closed at 9:30 and there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> Tuesday's</font> so she didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think anyone would come in</font> well a few minutes after she<font color="#CCCCCC"> left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sky comes in is a giant I'm six six he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> taller than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like Hagrid</font> scruffy beard<font color="#E5E5E5"> curly hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> built</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a</font> barrel<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he had a ring of either</font> psoriasis or acne around his face he's got those eyes that<font color="#E5E5E5"> shook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to the core</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crazy</font> Charles Manson eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> he's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> completely</font> drenched in sweat<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he can hardly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">breathe he comes to the counter and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grabs a ginger ale right out of the</font> cooler<font color="#E5E5E5"> opens it and pounds</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the whole</font> thing in<font color="#CCCCCC"> one go he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> takes another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">opens it looks me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dead in the eyes and</font> says I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> feel so hot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">BAM collapses to the ground</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept</font> trying to call my coworker over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">headset but she was out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> range</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared I was gonna call 911 was shut</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store phone was in the back room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but I wanted to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that this guy</font> was alive<font color="#E5E5E5"> first so I run around the</font> counter to try to help him<font color="#E5E5E5"> I kept asking</font> him are<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do you</font> want<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to call an ambulance</font> but he just kept shaking his head<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> started to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to go get the phone to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and like he read my mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he grabbed me by the arm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pulled me down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to his face and said they couldn't help</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me no one could help me</font> I'm fighting<font color="#CCCCCC"> a spiritual battle and I'm</font> losing well<font color="#E5E5E5"> my idiot self decides</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ok let's just</font> hear this guy out<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I get him off the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ground and sit him in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a chair and ask</font> him what's<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font> he starts rambling on<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on about his</font> mom and<font color="#CCCCCC"> his stepdad I kind of</font> disassociated so I didn't get everything <font color="#E5E5E5">my heart was pounding because I had a</font> feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> that this guy was not only crazy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he would hurt me in a heartbeat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so after he tells me his tale I just</font> shrugged and said you do you man<font color="#E5E5E5"> you got</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do what you got to do he lit up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> me a big</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hug and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said you're right</font> thanks for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the help and he left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well a</font> week later<font color="#CCCCCC"> while in my current</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> events</font> class<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pulled up the local paper and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guess who's on the front page</font> this guy's mug shot with a headline<font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">strangles stepfather to death in the</font> street this happened about 15 years<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it feels</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just like yesterday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's</font> crazy how fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> time goes by once you</font> become an<font color="#CCCCCC"> adult</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and start paying monthly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bills</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had moved into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a really scary</font> part<font color="#E5E5E5"> of town in KCMO my father being</font> from an even worse part of<font color="#E5E5E5"> town in New</font> York would always justify living in our neighborhood and<font color="#E5E5E5"> made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure everyone knew</font> how<font color="#E5E5E5"> much worse his old neighborhood was</font> as if that made this neighborhood a good one typical New Yorker anyways when we <font color="#E5E5E5">first moved</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this area</font> I just finished middle<font color="#E5E5E5"> school and</font> started high<font color="#CCCCCC"> school now if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone here</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Casey they should be able to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">agree</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that Casey MOS D is just crap it's</font> known all<font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the state</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as being pretty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the worst</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> district available the</font> district isn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> just bad because of their</font> academic failures but<font color="#E5E5E5"> because they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">honestly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mostly the students in their safety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school started really early</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so in order</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get there in time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for free breakfast which every one of</font> the students took part<font color="#E5E5E5"> in our buses got</font> there so early<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> two months it was still dark out when we would<font color="#CCCCCC"> walk to our bus stops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I got</font> my bus assignments<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't believe</font> how far<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bus stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was especially</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was the only student that caught the</font> bus at that stop so it's not like they couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have given me a stop closer to</font> my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom tried to ask them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to move it they refused so for the four</font> years I attended my school I walked five and a half<font color="#CCCCCC"> blocks in the dark to catch</font> the school bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I have to mention</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> across the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> street from us there are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no houses</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in fact in my neighborhood</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a ton of blocks that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> are just</font> empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> lots where old mansions used to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">set from before blockbusting and white</font> flight<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaving the area to lower-income</font> residents who were mostly <font color="#E5E5E5">african-american so on my side of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">street there's a row</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old run-down</font> houses and then across the street nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the block before mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> were houses<font color="#E5E5E5"> on both sides of the street</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and in one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the terrible houses a</font> block away but facing my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived my</font> creepy disgusting neighbor this<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy was</font> most likely<font color="#E5E5E5"> in his late 20s or early 30s</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and without a doubt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had some sort of</font> learning<font color="#E5E5E5"> disability</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in fact I heard at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one point he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quite normal but took</font> so<font color="#E5E5E5"> many drugs that he ended up with</font> seizures and completely fried his brain <font color="#E5E5E5">I also caught him gross because he was</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> never showered he was always dirty</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dripping with sweat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> let</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one paid</font> him any<font color="#CCCCCC"> attention due to him looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> acting<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as weird as the homeless</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people and addicts that frequently hung</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around the block for a long time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anytime</font> I would pass his block he would be standing outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when he saw me he</font> would wave<font color="#CCCCCC"> often times running up to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get me to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to him but</font> I'll ignore him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and go home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knew that he had a thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brushed it off as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being harmless due to</font> his mental<font color="#CCCCCC"> illness this often angered me</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> even though he wasn't all there</font> in the head that didn't give him<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">right to make me feel so weirded out all</font> the time and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was only 12 or 13 so</font> he shouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talking to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> or asking me to give him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a hug</font> every time he saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> me who I wouldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">touch him if you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hey Denis</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this behavior</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened so</font> often<font color="#E5E5E5"> that people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighborhood would joke about it and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just laugh when he would say something</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's my girlfriend or I'm gonna</font> marry her one day even my<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents would</font> laugh about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it rather than listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> me when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would tell them how</font> uncomfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> he made me and how the</font> behavior<font color="#E5E5E5"> was actually getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worse the</font> older<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got fast forward to a few years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one summer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning I was woken</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> by<font color="#CCCCCC"> my stepmom they wanted me to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and give the creepy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy some</font> loose cigarettes I guess he woke her up by banging<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> front door<font color="#CCCCCC"> for 15 minutes and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when she</font> answered he asked her who was home<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wouldn't tell him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then he asked if</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in she told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him no and he</font> tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inside so she pushed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> out he didn't asked if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> could just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have a hug and she told him no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that</font> he needed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> leave he finally agreed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leave if she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> give him a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cigarettes</font> so she decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to make me give them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> him because<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the fact that he creeped</font> her out<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure thanks Mommy Dearest</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I gave him the cigarettes quick and</font> slammed<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door and locked it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> behavior<font color="#CCCCCC"> continues but not as often as</font> it's summer<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I'm not riding the bus</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school started I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to ride</font> the bus<font color="#CCCCCC"> and almost every morning in an</font> evening<font color="#E5E5E5"> there he was then one morning it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was really dark and for some reason I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">decided to walk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bus in a</font> direction that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I normally didn't it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind my house which would make the bus</font> stop a straight shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> after that except</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of him just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting for me at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> follow me he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">must have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watching me</font> the worst part about my decision was <font color="#E5E5E5">that the block I was walking towards was</font> one of those empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> blocks one side was a</font> gigantic<font color="#CCCCCC"> Church that someone had</font> attempted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to build but never finished</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was abandoned the other side was an</font> empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was walking further and</font> further towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle of the block</font> where<font color="#CCCCCC"> we would be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> completely alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't run<font color="#E5E5E5"> back home because he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was in</font> that direction and could catch me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> run further into the block</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably catch me and</font> we would be in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of an empty</font> city block<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to freak out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm</font> scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just knew that this was it this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> opportunity this is what he had</font> been<font color="#CCCCCC"> waiting for all these</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting closer and closer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so much closer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I lost my mind I flipped out I went off</font> I freaked<font color="#CCCCCC"> all of the anger and all of</font> the fear that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had harbored through the</font> years came<font color="#E5E5E5"> spilling out of my mouth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> actions<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of it I pulled my hair</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jumped up and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down I spit I cussed I</font> threw my shoe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted him to be so</font> scared of me that he never mess with me again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> circles</font> around him as he cowered literally in fear of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my sudden behavior that made him</font> feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> the way he made me feel since I was</font> 13 years<font color="#E5E5E5"> old get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from me I'm crazy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I howled don't you understand I'll end</font> you if you like need to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay away from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> stop talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me for</font> hugs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't stand you and if you don't</font> stop you'll<font color="#E5E5E5"> regret it he stood stunned</font> shocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> and honestly scared of me he</font> suddenly began walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> backwards towards</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the way he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> followed me Jesus girl</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> not<font color="#CCCCCC"> following you</font> I'm bi he ran away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and honestly</font> never bothered<font color="#CCCCCC"> me or my family again</font> later<font color="#E5E5E5"> on I told everyone the story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> no one really understood how scary he <font color="#E5E5E5">was they all figured he learned his</font> lesson but<font color="#E5E5E5"> then I was fine the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whole</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> jerks</font> [Music] so this took<font color="#E5E5E5"> place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that live about a block</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away from a park</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as a path that leads through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it and</font> comes to a<font color="#CCCCCC"> tea</font> left leads down to a lake<font color="#E5E5E5"> right leads</font> across<font color="#CCCCCC"> a wooden boardwalk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around a</font> swampy area<font color="#CCCCCC"> and back to a main road I</font> was at this park one Saturday<font color="#CCCCCC"> night with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friend Charles and he was about 13</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably midnight Charles</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> just crossed the parking lot and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were walking through the baseball fields</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that leads to the park when we hear a</font> car pull<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the lot we thought it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a car full of stoners or</font> something of the sort<font color="#CCCCCC"> and kept walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the driver turned on his brights for a</font> few seconds and then someone rolled down a window the people in the car began <font color="#E5E5E5">shouting at us asking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what we were doing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if we wanted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hang out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with them and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">go to a party we all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kind</font> of shrugged it off as the car was turned off at<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point we're about 3/4 of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">way across the field when we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heard all</font> four doors<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> slam</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shut then</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> more indistinct</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shouting Charlie</font> and I were a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaked out and I</font> remember<font color="#CCCCCC"> joking with him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saying things</font> like wouldn't it<font color="#CCCCCC"> be crazy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they came</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> us the four from the car began</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">crossing the field as well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we could hear</font> them on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> gravel of the baseball field</font> at this point<font color="#E5E5E5"> Charles and I were walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back which to the park watching the</font> group the<font color="#CCCCCC"> kept</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shouting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in us to wait up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for them and that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just wanted to</font> hang out<font color="#E5E5E5"> with us they all began jogging</font> towards us now<font color="#CCCCCC"> this wasn't the first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time I'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been in a situation like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> so I told Charles<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we needed to book</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we did we took off towards the</font> t-junction before surrounding us blocking more<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> more of the light<font color="#E5E5E5"> the group behind us</font> however<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided we couldn't just leave</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like that</font> so they chased us<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they were fast as</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> reached junction and took a right we</font> slowed down to cross the<font color="#E5E5E5"> boardwalk</font> quietly when we got roughly<font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through it the people behind this were</font> at the junction as it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> dark and they couldn't hear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> see us<font color="#E5E5E5"> they pulled the classic stop and</font> split<font color="#E5E5E5"> up except it didn't take very long</font> we broke<font color="#E5E5E5"> free of the trees and moon</font> provided<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough light for them to</font> see<font color="#CCCCCC"> us a few shouts of over here and all</font> four of them were<font color="#E5E5E5"> hustling after us we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">took a right turn after the boardwalk to</font> circle back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my house when we realized</font> our<font color="#E5E5E5"> pursuers were just about to finish</font> crossing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the swampy area I mentioned</font> earlier plays a part here<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's just off</font> the right of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the sidewalk we're on</font> Charles and I knew we couldn't outrun them if we just went<font color="#E5E5E5"> straight so we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">descended to dive off the path in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bushes trees and murky swamp water</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we ended up somewhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> between knee and</font> waist deep and<font color="#E5E5E5"> muck breathing heavily</font> covering our mouths and noses to try to be as quiet as possible<font color="#CCCCCC"> the group</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> us started<font color="#CCCCCC"> pacing up and down the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sidewalk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shouting for us saying we could</font> talk it out<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that they were cool</font> people and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we could be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the</font> while they began<font color="#E5E5E5"> poking around in the</font> bushes above us after what felt like an hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> but was probably five minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> guess they got<font color="#E5E5E5"> bored</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because they went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> across the boardwalk Charles and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">waited a little longer just to be sure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">then crept out and started the jog back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home as we got onto</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> streets I live</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">off of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> their car was still in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parking lot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not wanting to risk</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> encounter we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took off running as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fast so we could after finally</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> getting</font> back to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the house we saw a car</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with its</font> brights on<font color="#E5E5E5"> speeding down the street</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Charles and I both took showers to clean</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> and never spoke of it again</font> [Music] <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm a 20 year old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girl two years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ago I</font> started<font color="#CCCCCC"> studying at my chosen university</font> thanks to which I had to move<font color="#CCCCCC"> to one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> the biggest<font color="#E5E5E5"> cities in my country</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> rented a flat in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> residential block</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> I learned the area was calm and quiet <font color="#E5E5E5">but definitely not fancy I got used to</font> living there pretty quickly and<font color="#E5E5E5"> made a</font> lot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font> not long ago I<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided to go to a party</font> with my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> event was taking<font color="#E5E5E5"> place quite far away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from the flat but seemed fun enough to</font> give<font color="#CCCCCC"> it a shot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we danced a bit talked</font> and laughed<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually we got tired and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go home they were going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was going alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> too concerned since I've done<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> times before<font color="#CCCCCC"> not to mention it was</font> Friday and<font color="#E5E5E5"> even if it was around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00</font> a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was still a large</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> number of</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was walking and</font> listening to<font color="#E5E5E5"> music</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> headphones</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> air outside felt quite<font color="#E5E5E5"> refreshing after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hours of partying eventually I got</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the front</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door my block at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> felt completely safe since I was</font> pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> much at home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was looking for</font> the keys in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my purse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> however I had some</font> troubles with<font color="#CCCCCC"> it since it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suddenly I heard footsteps behind me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> looked there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately fell</font> paralyzed<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a few steps away from me</font> there was a man who was<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font> completely naked<font color="#E5E5E5"> the only thing he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wearing were boots</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> past me very slowly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> kept his eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> on me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I'm</font> not quite sure if<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because the</font> panic but I especially remembered his expression it seemed calm and<font color="#E5E5E5"> collected</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but there was some creepy wilderness in</font> his eyes I<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember them as very dark he</font> kept them focused on<font color="#E5E5E5"> me which made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> even more unsettled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this man seemed</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be in his mid to late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 20s maybe even</font> around 30 I'm a girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a very petite</font> build<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm only about 5 feet 2 inches and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that could never</font> overpower him <font color="#CCCCCC">I looked away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from him pretending</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> bothered and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to focus</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> finding<font color="#E5E5E5"> the keys</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I simply couldn't do it</font> though which made my eyes fill with tears<font color="#CCCCCC"> of frustration I felt like I was</font> in danger<font color="#E5E5E5"> but at the same time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so</font> close to<font color="#E5E5E5"> safety meanwhile this man</font> walked a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> metres</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> look at him but I felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he kept on</font> observing me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my desperate attempts</font> on finding my keys something told me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">check if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my feeling was right and I</font> looked in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his direction quickly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> course he kept his focus<font color="#E5E5E5"> on me all that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time once he saw that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at him he</font> turned back and<font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walking towards</font> me again<font color="#E5E5E5"> my heart starts to pound</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font> faster as I tried to<font color="#E5E5E5"> find the keys even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more desperately knowing he's pretty</font> much attacked the doors with it and jumped right<font color="#E5E5E5"> in when I turned back this</font> guy was just standing there<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me through the window the thought of how</font> close he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting to me before I</font> jumped through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door seemed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">absolutely terrifying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each other through the window</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a few more seconds</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then he</font> turned right<font color="#E5E5E5"> and left</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally felt</font> safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the time I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">almost 4:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. and I had no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> idea what</font> to do<font color="#E5E5E5"> with myself</font> I called my boyfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> who insisted that</font> I should<font color="#CCCCCC"> call the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was too</font> scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tired to do this at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I kept on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about the what-ifs</font> and how lucky<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walking by myself at night and if I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">absolutely have to do this I call</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">somebody and talk with them till I'm in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my flat this whole situation taught me</font> that danger can<font color="#CCCCCC"> be found in any place</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> the one you feel safe in</font> [Music] I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> 18</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my ex-boyfriend is 23 we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dated for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about three months and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">two months ago I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decided we weren't</font> compatible for various reasons<font color="#E5E5E5"> a major</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of which was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he didn't respect</font> my religious beliefs<font color="#E5E5E5"> our relationship</font> seemed good although<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was my first</font> relationship<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I don't know a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">base it off of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he always seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> a good person<font color="#E5E5E5"> our breakup was amicable</font> enough and he wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay friends</font> which pretty much<font color="#CCCCCC"> consisted of texting</font> each other<font color="#CCCCCC"> small talk meaning up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">occasionally more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like acquaintances</font> than real friends I<font color="#CCCCCC"> suppose but the</font> point is we didn't fall out and there <font color="#E5E5E5">weren't any particular red flags before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about two weeks ago when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we had a bit of</font> an argument it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sunday so I went to church as</font> usual<font color="#CCCCCC"> into my surprise he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came to meet</font> me afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> we set off walking back to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my house and he rolled his eyes at me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along the lines of I</font> can't believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> someone like you would buy</font> into rubbish like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that honestly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even if</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> joking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the fact that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> making an effort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to tolerate my</font> beliefs<font color="#E5E5E5"> he could have just said nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about them I didn't bring it up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bug me a</font> little<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I told him so his response</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yeah well I'm not gonna like it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's the reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> haven't had my way</font> with you yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't at all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> prepared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for him to say that and I was just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shocked and disgusted that he was being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like that after we had tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">normal friendship so I just walked away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from him I couldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of anything to</font> say<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I sped up and walked away he</font> caught up<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to put his</font> arm around<font color="#E5E5E5"> me telling me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be honest</font> because he knew I wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> I pretty much shoved him off and ran the rest of the way back home almost straight afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> he texted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me an</font> apology<font color="#E5E5E5"> which I ignored for a while</font> while I tried to calm<font color="#CCCCCC"> down then replied</font> with fine just please<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't say things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like that in the future and I genuinely</font> believed he wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little dumb I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but he had always seemed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pleasant</font> before his apology seemed genuine and I'll confess<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit soft</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> touch where he was</font> concerned<font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing as I still cared about</font> him and had regretted breaking up with him a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we broke up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> settled back<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to normal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for about</font> three days<font color="#CCCCCC"> then he messaged me again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying he still wanted me before I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reply he sent an apology and I</font> reaffirmed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I only wanted to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with him now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to flip the crazy switch on me</font> I received a string of<font color="#CCCCCC"> texts telling me</font> that a platonic relationship wasn't <font color="#CCCCCC">going to work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">benefits</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because he had to have me at</font> some point<font color="#CCCCCC"> promptly followed by a</font> request to meet up<font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought the best</font> response<font color="#E5E5E5"> to that level of sudden</font> weirdness<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had caught me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off guard</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> response at all which is usually</font> a pretty clear no if everything I had said<font color="#CCCCCC"> before hadn't been he didn't stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even after about an hour silence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in fact</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he got creepier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he accused me of</font> teasing him and then said that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do it whether I was playing his</font> game<font color="#CCCCCC"> or not at this point</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I became</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pretty panicky because he started to</font> sound like he might<font color="#CCCCCC"> dassault me or do</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> worse but I tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to calmly</font> respond in case<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was getting things out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of hand in my head and reading it wrong</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> case he was generally thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> just playing hard-to-get so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font> off chance it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> misunderstanding</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spelled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it out for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him telling him</font> clearly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was ignoring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">interested his follow-up to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that chilled</font> me to the bone<font color="#E5E5E5"> he accused me of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> some terrible things<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was mad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Sunday still then told me if I</font> didn't want to go meet him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was gonna</font> come around when you're home<font color="#CCCCCC"> alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> get what I want <font color="#CCCCCC">quote-unquote at this point I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt like</font> I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know him at all anymore and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> couldn't predict if he was serious<font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> not so I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared and decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I should</font> get the<font color="#CCCCCC"> police involved I told him as</font> much<font color="#CCCCCC"> and hope he would back off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he didn't he just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to find it</font> funny and told me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> quote by the time</font> they managed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> do anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> mine<font color="#E5E5E5"> end quote</font> at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point I thought I wasn't safe in</font> my own<font color="#CCCCCC"> home and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got out</font> well I put the post online<font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> I wanted some evidence if I really didn't make it to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then pack</font> some emergency things and drove to my parents house and<font color="#E5E5E5"> address my ex was</font> thankfully unaware of<font color="#E5E5E5"> once I was there I</font> showed my father<font color="#E5E5E5"> the messages I'd been</font> sent and he took me to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">station for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moral support</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> very angry at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font> did drive-bys to my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were concerned about</font> break-ins after threats to come and get <font color="#E5E5E5">me and happily no one tried to break in</font> even so they took my accent for <font color="#E5E5E5">questioning in the morning a police</font> officer handling<font color="#E5E5E5"> this gotten touched</font> much later<font color="#E5E5E5"> that day and told me that he</font> had adequate evidence<font color="#E5E5E5"> for me and</font> detaining and questioning him I gather he basically<font color="#CCCCCC"> admitted it wasn't very</font> repentant about it for me to press charges<font color="#CCCCCC"> currently planning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to charge him</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> harassment and threatening behavior</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after that he was released on bail with</font> conditions not to<font color="#E5E5E5"> contact me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish I</font> could say<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> end of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it but I'm</font> suspicious<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he has contacted me two</font> days<font color="#E5E5E5"> after the original texts were sent</font> I worked the breakfast shift at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the cafe</font> I work in and not long<font color="#CCCCCC"> after I arrived</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some flowers with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a card were delivered</font> the delivery<font color="#CCCCCC"> person had clearly been</font> given my<font color="#CCCCCC"> name since he asked for me by</font> name<font color="#CCCCCC"> the card was the creepy part</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> though</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> written to order thing and</font> probably<font color="#E5E5E5"> tone down quite a bit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> comparison to what he might have<font color="#E5E5E5"> written</font> personally it made my skin crawl first off it started<font color="#E5E5E5"> by calling me love</font> referred to this incident<font color="#CCCCCC"> just as</font> falling out<font color="#CCCCCC"> apologized like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">make me feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> better then said that I</font> should apologize<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too because we</font> both took it too far<font color="#CCCCCC"> then said I'd be</font> happier if<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got together again it</font> wasn't signed<font color="#E5E5E5"> by name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and but it isn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hard to tell who it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is but I don't have</font> a hard evidence so<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know if I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can</font> say<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he's violated his bail</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">conditions I did report</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it to the police</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but they didn't have much they could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> do</font> either<font color="#CCCCCC"> given the lack of proof it was</font> his<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've also had similar issues with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">social media some weird Facebook friend</font> requests I've deleted<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> think we're from him but<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing serious</font> thankfully<font color="#E5E5E5"> all I can really say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> finish<font color="#E5E5E5"> this or at least hopefully finish</font> this since I'm praying<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is not an</font> ongoing story is<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my creepy ex I've</font> got my pepper spray<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm staying with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where I can reach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dad's</font> gun<font color="#E5E5E5"> so it's probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in both our</font> interests<font color="#E5E5E5"> to not meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again until I take</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> to court that is so this happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was 14 I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">befriended a girl named Rebecca now</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Rebecca came from a terrible home her</font> clothes were always dirty<font color="#E5E5E5"> she never had</font> lunch and she<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure did have a mouth on</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though and</font> everything was sweet<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom had a bad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upbringing was well so she didn't mind</font> Rebecca coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> over to have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dinner with</font> us every<font color="#E5E5E5"> night on more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> occasion</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom bought clothes and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> underwear for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her I cannot stress this enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> treated her like family<font color="#CCCCCC"> which makes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> all the more messed up Rebecca</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I ended up having a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> falling-out she</font> dropped out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> school and I didn't see</font> her for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a while fast forward a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I'm waiting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bus depot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to go to a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mate's house I see Rebecca</font> and she's hanging<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> group of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girls</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who come from a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> well-known violent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family in a small town</font> these girls were and are always<font color="#E5E5E5"> picking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fights intimidating others and just</font> generally terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> people the kind of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">people who start a fight if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you looked</font> at them<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a second too long I didn't</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> look at them but I could see in</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> periphery that they were all looking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> direction</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pointing and laughing I</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> to walk to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bay where my bus</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was supposed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be and they followed</font> just before my bus pulled up the leader of the pack came up to me and said something<font color="#CCCCCC"> about her knowing that I</font> called her something terrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was</font> gonna get what's coming to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never said a word</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about her in my</font> life it was obvious Rebecca was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">feeding her these lines</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this went on for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a while I</font> be hanging at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the local shopping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> center</font> or<font color="#E5E5E5"> be at the bus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> depot and see them in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> distance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> causing me to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hide or run</font> sometimes they would see me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and run</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after me other times they would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> yell stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't know what it was at</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my anxiety</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was crippling I</font> was constantly terrified<font color="#E5E5E5"> so one day I'm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jewelry store</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my friend I look</font> up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> see Rebecca and one of the girls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walking past the shop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately turn</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> in hopes that they wouldn't</font> recognize<font color="#E5E5E5"> me but it was too late Rebecca</font> comes in and starts<font color="#E5E5E5"> letting out this</font> stream<font color="#CCCCCC"> of abuse at me telling me she's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gonna beat the crap</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of me and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> I'm all these terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> names my friend</font> ran away<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm looking at the shop</font> workers with pure terror on my face but all they are<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing is telling me to get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they don't want us to break</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so alone Rebecca's</font> friend is egging her on <font color="#E5E5E5">telling her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to give it to me before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">security comes I can see that Rebecca is</font> hesitant but she also wants to<font color="#E5E5E5"> seem</font> tough in<font color="#CCCCCC"> front of her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends now I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know if it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the adrenaline</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or she just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> threw a</font> terrible punch<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I managed to grab her</font> fists before hit my face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think it</font> surprised<font color="#E5E5E5"> us both Rebecca and her friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ran away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm crying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the shop people were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yelling at me to leave but the girls</font> might still be in the shopping<font color="#E5E5E5"> center</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I'm so scared to run into them again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I end up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> believing and calling my mom on</font> a payphone<font color="#CCCCCC"> she knew what had been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happening so instead of me catching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> bus home<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said she picked me up our</font> house is a<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10-minute Drive from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> shops but<font color="#E5E5E5"> mums didn't show up until 15</font> or so minutes<font color="#E5E5E5"> later when I got in the</font> car<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was frantic asking my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> took so long<font color="#E5E5E5"> she informs me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that as she</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> driving she saw</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Rebecca and the</font> other girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking she pulled up and</font> yelled out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Rebecca to leave me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone</font> Rebecca tells my mom to buzz<font color="#E5E5E5"> off so my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mom grabs her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by the shirt poles are</font> closed and says it again<font color="#E5E5E5"> while also</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">adding that shall personally flog</font> Rebecca if she tries to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hurt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> my mom is an incredibly<font color="#E5E5E5"> kind and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> patient</font> woman<font color="#E5E5E5"> but she will not tolerate things</font> like that towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> her children</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I constantly see all the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girls but</font> I haven't<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen Rebecca in years and I</font> hope I never do probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">years ago I had gotten a job at a</font> certain<font color="#CCCCCC"> Australian ripoff Steakhouse in</font> my hometown<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was really excited to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">start this job because it had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first time I'd had a job while in school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that year due to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how busy I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> nice healthy distraction from constant <font color="#E5E5E5">schoolwork and extracurriculars plus I</font> was getting paid<font color="#CCCCCC"> me meal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Deford food was</font> a fun thought I don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been so excited to buy hamburger meat my</font> days there were a lot of fun<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we had</font> this one horribly<font color="#CCCCCC"> main manager named</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Steven that would get super upset and</font> angry at other employees but he would never get<font color="#E5E5E5"> upset at me</font> Steven was probably in his<font color="#CCCCCC"> mid-60s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> was the kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of guy you could just tell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hadn't been happy with how his life had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">turned out now I was a super hard worker</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> liked my job but there were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">definitely some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times that I deserved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> get yelled at<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he never would like he</font> never raised his voice at me all of my co-workers<font color="#E5E5E5"> started making</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Josa that was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Stevens favorite it got to a point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where</font> I would be on shifts with some other girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he would rip into them for</font> stuff that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was definitely wrong on both</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would never touch me</font> eventually<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't capable of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> putting</font> up with the poor treatment<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">co-workers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore and pulled another</font> manager<font color="#CCCCCC"> Elliott's aside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see how I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> file a complaint and get justice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my fellow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> servers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Elliott and I had</font> become super close since I started working<font color="#CCCCCC"> there and when he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me he held me as I cried over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> uncertainty<font color="#E5E5E5"> this job meant the world to</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to lose it he</font> reassured me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right and</font> that he would<font color="#E5E5E5"> handle it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the next</font> few weeks<font color="#CCCCCC"> he would make me feel better</font> whenever something happened and<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">constantly reassured me that action from</font> corporate was coming about two months after the<font color="#CCCCCC"> original complaint I had</font> taking a<font color="#CCCCCC"> vacation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to Texas to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> visit my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mother I said bye to everyone at work</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> a whole two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks and had so much</font> fun hanging<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom</font> easily the<font color="#E5E5E5"> break I needed from the work</font> environment<font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after I get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my vacation I come back to</font> work<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just after a few shifts I</font> realized that<font color="#CCCCCC"> Elliot isn't there anymore</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I figured</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Steven</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had fired him for</font> standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> up and I was livid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my anger</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I started talking to my co-workers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font> the crap<font color="#CCCCCC"> and they all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look confused and</font> baffled by what I was saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stopping mid-sentence and asking them</font> why they were looking at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> like that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> co-worker corrected me and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's not why he got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fired</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Elliot had been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cocked keeping to eight</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year old boys in his basement Elliot was</font> arrested<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that's why he was fired</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apparently he also had been caught</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the past for publicly urinating on a <font color="#E5E5E5">seven-year-old and beating his own</font> children<font color="#CCCCCC"> who had gotten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taken away from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him permanently when he went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to prison</font> the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> time both boys were safely</font> returned to their parents but<font color="#CCCCCC"> they'd</font> been there<font color="#E5E5E5"> for at least two months from</font> what I<font color="#CCCCCC"> remember</font> [Music] so when I was around seven<font color="#CCCCCC"> years old we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moved into this big house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was split</font> into three different apartments<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a</font> light blue shade so everyone called it <font color="#E5E5E5">the big blue house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a sister a year</font> younger<font color="#E5E5E5"> as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we lived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upstairs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there were two apartments on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> ground floor in the front apartment</font> lived a<font color="#E5E5E5"> couple with their teenage son</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and my parents knew them very well and</font> had actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> known them most of their</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> they lived in the apartment for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> long time but the third apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> where people<font color="#CCCCCC"> seem to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> come and go I still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">remember a certain tenant who was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lady</font> in her 40s that had a daughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font> the age of<font color="#CCCCCC"> four</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scream at her daughter that it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font> her fault <font color="#E5E5E5">her father decided to go be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">woman so even at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the age of seven I knew</font> that this was very odd<font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell such a</font> young kid that<font color="#CCCCCC"> her father</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was dating</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible the little girl would</font> even tell me sometimes my dad is with <font color="#E5E5E5">that woman again but the stories about</font> the tenant who moved in after<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left</font> he was just a single<font color="#CCCCCC"> guy in his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 40s as</font> well he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was very friendly now my mom was</font> an addict<font color="#E5E5E5"> and would take off for weeks</font> at a time<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my dad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had to work</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">full-time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to care for us so we were left</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> often if not with the teenaged son</font> of the couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> who lived</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the front</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he would babysit us sometimes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but half the time we took care of</font> ourselves<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember hanging</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out inside</font> the apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the couple with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> teenager<font color="#E5E5E5"> often my parents</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> loved them and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were good people and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hung out</font> inside their apartment a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> well</font> sometimes when all of us kids<font color="#E5E5E5"> and adults</font> were there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> they would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> invite the man</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> door to come over and hang out this</font> man carried a camera with him at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">times he loved taking our photos and</font> since we were young<font color="#CCCCCC"> girls we love having</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our photos taken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so he would take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a ton</font> of pictures<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us in full view of the</font> adults<font color="#E5E5E5"> and tell us he would print them</font> and give them<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us when they were ready</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't recall this men</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never asking us</font> to enter his apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> or take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> photos</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> but he was overly friendly and</font> seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to enjoy taking our photos a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> too much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he would also photograph her older</font> cousin who was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16 year old girl at the</font> time if I remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> correctly this lasted</font> about a month<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next thing I know my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dad is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> telling me to never go into that</font> guy's<font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment or speak to him at all</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> listening in on the adults talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> find out that someone entered his apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> though I don't know if it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a landlord or friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and discovered that</font> he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> developing our photos and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cutting</font> our faces from them<font color="#E5E5E5"> and pasting our</font> faces<font color="#E5E5E5"> onto the bodies of models on other</font> pictures he had them plastered all over his<font color="#CCCCCC"> walls seven year old girl faces on</font> these model bodies he moved out within <font color="#E5E5E5">days I'll never forget hearing about</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I have no idea if the cops</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were called or will happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the guy in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the photos afterwards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even to this</font> day I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> even know if this creep may</font> still have my childhood photographs <font color="#E5E5E5">somewhere</font> my family moved<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a small house in</font> Northeast Ohio when I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> five</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">years old I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bedroom on the first</font> floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few years everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> went</font> fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> the entire upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was my</font> parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> bedrooms since it was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> giant<font color="#E5E5E5"> room when I was about 12 I switch</font> rooms with<font color="#E5E5E5"> them so I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could have the big</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> the addict always gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me a strange</font> feeling but nothing horribly off-putting sometimes I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would be sitting at my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> desk</font> alone and I would manage<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spook myself</font> out with<font color="#CCCCCC"> what I thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was just my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wild</font> imagination<font color="#E5E5E5"> I just never felt completely</font> alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> for some reason a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months after</font> staying in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Attic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a young boy started</font> to appear<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my dreams</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> probably about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">six years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost blue in</font> color<font color="#E5E5E5"> had short dark hair and he wore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little shorts and a button-down shirt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">almost like a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 1960s type school uniform</font> he always had an initial<font color="#E5E5E5"> expression on</font> his face<font color="#CCCCCC"> he never spoke to me in my</font> dreams<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just there he would</font> occasionally point<font color="#E5E5E5"> to things or just</font> stare at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt like he</font> was evil or malicious I think he just <font color="#E5E5E5">wanted to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be seen by me I would always</font> wake up<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling like I was being watched</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing him in my dreams</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one night</font> I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> a dream</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by my</font> bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> staring at me and when I woke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up I</font> felt an overwhelming<font color="#E5E5E5"> presence close to</font> my bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt sick like something was</font> horribly<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feel</font> like the boy was evil<font color="#E5E5E5"> just sad and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lonely maybe like maybe he was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having</font> nightmares and<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> BEA by me I</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recognize his presence</font> whenever I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would feel like I wasn't</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my room fast forward to when I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hadn't seen the boy in my</font> dreams<font color="#CCCCCC"> for quite some time until my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandmother passed away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell asleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through the night before her awake and</font> saw the boy in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my dream I was in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> field and he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> standing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> top of</font> the hill with<font color="#E5E5E5"> his back turned toward me</font> keep in mind I've<font color="#CCCCCC"> been dreaming about</font> him for about<font color="#CCCCCC"> four years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he has</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never spoke to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he turns around</font> and looks<font color="#E5E5E5"> at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a soft slow voice he</font> says you know her feet are cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then I</font> woke<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt strange because he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literally has never spoken to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then he randomly tells me that</font> someone's feet are cold<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I went to my</font> grandma's<font color="#CCCCCC"> open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> casket wake that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day and</font> my mom<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to throw a fit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font> along with my grandma's favorite belongings that<font color="#E5E5E5"> were placed on her body</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the casket</font> there was a pair<font color="#CCCCCC"> of her favorite</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slippers on top my mom one of the</font> slippers put on my<font color="#E5E5E5"> grandma's feet</font> because her feet<font color="#E5E5E5"> were always cold when</font> she was alive<font color="#CCCCCC"> she wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grandma's feet would be warm in the</font> afterlife<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom even</font> asked the funeral home to<font color="#E5E5E5"> put the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slippers on her I realized that the boy</font> who often visited me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my dreams was</font> letting me know that<font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandma's feet</font> were cold<font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> saw him in my</font> dreams and<font color="#E5E5E5"> felt his presence he never</font> spoke to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this I always</font> felt a special<font color="#CCCCCC"> appreciation for him I</font> felt more<font color="#CCCCCC"> connected and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at ease when he</font> appeared in my dreams<font color="#CCCCCC"> or when I felt his</font> presence<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was like a guardian of some</font> sort<font color="#CCCCCC"> I grew to love him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't live</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my parents anymore and ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since I</font> moved out he stopped appearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my</font> dreams<font color="#CCCCCC"> I miss him every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now and then and</font> I'll go<font color="#CCCCCC"> into my old bedroom and sit on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor just so he can see me so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> knows that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm okay and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font> about him this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is a real experience</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> mine and I've been<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanting to share it</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> people for years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and maybe I'm</font> crazy<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I know what I felt and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what I saw</font> [Music] it was the summer<font color="#E5E5E5"> of 2010 during the</font> World Cup<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> chilling with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my older</font> brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> at home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my uncle calls us</font> and asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep at their</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> for one night because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their door</font> lock was broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my uncle and their</font> family had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to a nearby town for a</font> quick vacation my brother reluctantly agrees and we go to their house<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking the keys even</font> though the locks broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> then begin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font> duty after we finished<font color="#E5E5E5"> our dinner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were sitting on their couch in the</font> living room waiting for World Cup matches and suddenly around midnight<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> hear a quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> footstep closing on us from</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared and I asked my</font> brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he heard that too he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> becomes</font> silent<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we both concentrate on the</font> approaching sound<font color="#CCCCCC"> as we listen to it</font> breathlessly<font color="#E5E5E5"> the footstep made a turn</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into the kitchen and soon we</font> heard some noises<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the cupboard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> if someone was<font color="#CCCCCC"> searching for something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that was frozen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but my brother regains</font> his<font color="#E5E5E5"> mind and suspicious that it might be</font> a burglar<font color="#E5E5E5"> runs into the kitchen however</font> there was no<font color="#CCCCCC"> sign of any trespassers we</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> very freaked out and we continued</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and fear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alarm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after we came back home several other</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> noticed the sound our uncle</font> experienced a lot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep paralysis and</font> eventually decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> move out and</font> contact the previous owner and<font color="#E5E5E5"> asked if</font> they<font color="#CCCCCC"> knew anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> abnormal about the</font> house the previous owner said<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the</font> apartment was<font color="#E5E5E5"> rented by a young couple</font> the husband worked<font color="#CCCCCC"> for long hours and</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> home really late and the wife</font> always prepared his dinner at night <font color="#E5E5E5">presumably during one such night the</font> poor woman slipped<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the kitchen and</font> fell and<font color="#E5E5E5"> hit her head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when the man came</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> he found his wife deceased and</font> moved out<font color="#CCCCCC"> after a while with much grief</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the owner said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that since then the</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> became haunted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and those</font> footsteps<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the noise in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were undoubtedly a repetition</font> happened that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night of her death I don't</font> know how it happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm over 40 and</font> recently had my<font color="#E5E5E5"> tonsils taken out if</font> anyone knows it's a lot harder<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> adults to recover from that<font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly</font> anyway I live with my<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister and in</font> January 2018 my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sister's cat died while she has</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">several cats</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was really torn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> losing this one as it only has</font> three<font color="#CCCCCC"> legs after a car accident</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">February after getting laid off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had my</font> surgery<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stayed with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my girlfriend</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then at my mother's as I recovered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> had to go to the emergency room twice for excessive bleeding<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second time I</font> went<font color="#CCCCCC"> through the emergency room they</font> were able to chemically cauterize it <font color="#E5E5E5">using</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Afrin nasal spray</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ER</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Doc's</font> sprayed tons of it in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my</font> throat<font color="#CCCCCC"> after a few hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was able to</font> come home as the bleeding began to stop <font color="#CCCCCC">I got home at about 2:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and tried</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep</font> about an hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I began spitting up</font> blood again profusely<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom and</font> brothers went to bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to</font> wake<font color="#E5E5E5"> them as I had already put them</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ER in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom mirror</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> noticed that I looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> really pale I</font> started to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid that I might die</font> as I read so many things<font color="#CCCCCC"> about that</font> tonsillectomy experiences<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know it</font> sounds silly<font color="#E5E5E5"> to some but when you've</font> seen so much blood coming out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of you you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">might think that - I got the bottle of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Afrin the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ER doc gave me which the ER</font> bill was<font color="#CCCCCC"> 800 bucks and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm still mad</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I sprayed probably half the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bottle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down my throat and this is where</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> strangeness happens I remember</font> praying to the universe<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd died</font> please just put me in<font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parallel</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">universe close to mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't want to</font> leave yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> I then fell asleep almost</font> automatically<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I woke up near</font> morning I ran<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the bathroom and huge</font> gelatinous<font color="#E5E5E5"> blob of blood clot came out</font> of me it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the size of my palm</font> cupped <font color="#E5E5E5">a few minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after I stopped bleeding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and began to recover very quickly and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything seemed normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to eat noodles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and near</font> normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> food except for crunchy stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> week later I came home and</font> everything seemed<font color="#E5E5E5"> normal</font> I went to the kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> and guess who's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there my sister's dead cat alive again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since then I have noticed things many of</font> which are covered<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the Mandela</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> effect</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">videos and some things with friends and</font> family that are somewhat<font color="#CCCCCC"> different</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">more explicitly I've had several</font> revelations come to me in<font color="#CCCCCC"> regards to</font> this reality<font color="#E5E5E5"> what happens when we die</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> believe that if we<font color="#E5E5E5"> live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a simulation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so like any other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> game we are given a</font> few choices<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our avatar dies</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> extra</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">life we get an extra life and respond in</font> a similar<font color="#E5E5E5"> point in the game start the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">game from the beginning reincarnation</font> and selection<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a new avatar I think</font> the light tunnel<font color="#E5E5E5"> we see at the end is</font> the birth canal<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the game</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heaven and</font> rejoin others that have ended<font color="#E5E5E5"> the game</font> purpose of the simulation<font color="#CCCCCC"> I believe that</font> we might be from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the future</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of great</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Wars and destruction</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the human</font> race<font color="#E5E5E5"> has created a learning machine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">controlled by artificial intelligence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> created as children we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were put into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this matrix so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that we can learn and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hopefully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to live a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> better more</font> fulfilled life<font color="#E5E5E5"> than the baseline reality</font> [Music] so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll start</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with the beginning of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things it started when my mother was</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> 17</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years old she spent a lot of</font> time outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> mostly at night one night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was outside on her front porch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font> she could only describe<font color="#E5E5E5"> distorted</font> galloping she<font color="#CCCCCC"> honestly thought it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> just some horse that<font color="#E5E5E5"> got loose but there</font> was nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the sound it was coming</font> closer<font color="#CCCCCC"> and closer and yet nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> decided to go inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night end</font> for a long time<font color="#E5E5E5"> so she would still spend</font> her time outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> though in the daytime</font> and she<font color="#E5E5E5"> eventually heard it again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> basically the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same thing that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">last time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but now just during the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the third account is more interesting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she was on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way home from work she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">worked late it was around 1:00 in the</font> morning when this happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> she stopped</font> at a stoplight<font color="#E5E5E5"> and she had the windows</font> down for god knows what<font color="#CCCCCC"> reason she heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the noise yet again it was moving</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">towards her car and it went in front of</font> her car<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time she could see it</font> she described it<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be like a very hairy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brown dog that could walk on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two legs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> it wanted to<font color="#CCCCCC"> it ran across the road and</font> disappeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom sped home and</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her car until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> father walked her into the house the final count happened last year<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was on</font> the way home<font color="#CCCCCC"> from school with my mom and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my brothers we were approaching a bridge</font> when in the distance<font color="#E5E5E5"> me and my mother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">both saw it</font> it was exactly like<font color="#E5E5E5"> her description</font> hairy brown dog that looked like<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> could stand<font color="#E5E5E5"> on two legs across the road</font> and disappeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've been spending a lot</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to find out what this is</font> or find it again<font color="#E5E5E5"> with no luck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if anyone</font> knows what<font color="#E5E5E5"> this could be or needs any</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> details let me know and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thank you</font> for taking<font color="#CCCCCC"> the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to read this</font> [Music] I'm 25<font color="#CCCCCC"> now and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've been experiencing a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of stuff that I can't really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explain</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this is going to be a long post since I</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> share as much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> you<font color="#E5E5E5"> not going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to write down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everything</font> now<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple of years ago I lived in</font> an old<font color="#E5E5E5"> house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my family I was at</font> home in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sitting on my bed while</font> reading a book<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sudden I felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> strong presence and that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone was staring at me from a corner</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room I got this super uneasy</font> feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> my whole body was screaming at</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that something wasn't right and that</font> I needed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> uncomfortable feeling and I felt</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't welcomed in my own room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried not to think about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was only my mind playing a</font> trick on<font color="#CCCCCC"> me or something</font> but then out of nowhere<font color="#CCCCCC"> our dog a German</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Shepherd who usually is calm and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friendly ran into my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to that corner</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and suddenly went crazy raging and</font> started<font color="#E5E5E5"> barking like he was super angry</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified and ran out of my room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another day in the same house I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> room watching</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> TV it was on one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> those old TVs thick and heavy you know and I felt this uneasy feeling again then the TV<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to shake and wobble</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like a lot back and forth literally</font> wobbling like<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grabbing it</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of force that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really freaked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 I ran away from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there as fast</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one late evening I was up watching TV</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad in the living room</font> we had this drawer where we kept some old<font color="#E5E5E5"> mobile phones they were all out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> charge since we hadn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> used them for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> long time but<font color="#E5E5E5"> all of a sudden one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> phones<font color="#E5E5E5"> started ringing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we all got kind of surprised</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at</font> the phone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> it said unknown number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> answered but no one was<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">white noise that had just turned off</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> like 30 seconds my grandma had</font> just passed away<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few days prior maybe</font> she tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> to reach out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to us I don't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was weird to say the</font> least later<font color="#E5E5E5"> we move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our current house now I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have this eerie feeling of being</font> watched as frequently anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I feel it but I try to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ignore it one</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I really couldn't ignore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it though</font> and I felt that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my own</font> room usually<font color="#CCCCCC"> not that easily scared but</font> I really had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> run out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my room I</font> tried to stay and ignore it<font color="#E5E5E5"> as long as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I really couldn't stay it</font> was like I was forced to leave that <font color="#E5E5E5">night I've slept on the couch downstairs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">haven't really felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this kind of</font> threatening feeling again after that incident<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I used to have a lot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nightmares</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> why I dream that I'm not</font> welcome<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my own room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that</font> something is<font color="#E5E5E5"> chasing me out of there but</font> one night I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reading</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff</font> on my phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was quiet and everyone</font> was asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> began to play guitar so I</font> had my guitars hanging on my wall on the <font color="#CCCCCC">other side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the room then I hear the</font> strings of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the guitar being played on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">imagine if you swipe your finger across</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all the strings one time that's how it</font> sounded but there was no one in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that didn't feel scary though it just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">felt like someone was visiting and</font> wanted me to know about it [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I live in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> northern</font> Florida<font color="#CCCCCC"> is a place nearby</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that has been</font> a hotbed of strange activity<font color="#CCCCCC"> locals to</font> the area have talked for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a long time</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> many of these things and a friend</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> mine whose family used to occupy the</font> area<font color="#E5E5E5"> has told me a few stories his</font> family passed down to him the<font color="#E5E5E5"> run down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the area there's a creek in the area</font> that a<font color="#CCCCCC"> monster's supposedly inhabits</font> there is a graveyard not far from the creek that<font color="#E5E5E5"> is very active</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with spirit</font> activity<font color="#CCCCCC"> and there is a road that goes</font> for miles through<font color="#CCCCCC"> the woods it's not</font> uncommon for<font color="#E5E5E5"> people to go to this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">particular</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part of the woods to end</font> their own<font color="#E5E5E5"> lives and often people will</font> park their cars on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the road and go into</font> the woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and never return</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> monster<font color="#E5E5E5"> it is just called the name of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> town monster he supposedly inhabits</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> creek primarily but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanders the</font> woods mostly<font color="#E5E5E5"> during the day maybe to</font> hide from people<font color="#E5E5E5"> who live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the area is</font> very tall<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seven feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's similar</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Bigfoot's or maybe Swamp Thing from</font> what people<font color="#E5E5E5"> have said and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">observed my friend told me his</font> grandfather had passed down a story where<font color="#CCCCCC"> he heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about his animals</font> freaking out one night he<font color="#E5E5E5"> went out to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">check it out bringing along his revolver</font> he saw the monster<font color="#CCCCCC"> and yelled at it</font> thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe it was a very large</font> person as it was dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said it</font> came at him<font color="#CCCCCC"> making loud noises</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that were</font> most definitely<font color="#CCCCCC"> not human he shot it</font> once and<font color="#E5E5E5"> it stopped him momentarily</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before proceeding towards him so he shot</font> it twice<font color="#E5E5E5"> more quickly and it turned and</font> ran<font color="#CCCCCC"> I myself have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the creek a</font> few times at night<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one time heard some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very odd noises ranging from animal</font> noises that sounded almost like<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> animals were hurt or afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> to screaming</font> and loud grunting<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat and listened to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these noises with my friends for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> moment before<font color="#E5E5E5"> we went to check out the</font> graveyard<font color="#CCCCCC"> on our way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we stopped on</font> the other side<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the creek this time</font> the noises weren't as loud but<font color="#E5E5E5"> we heard</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it sounded as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font> though it came towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> us staying out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sight then moved away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then we saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something big</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running at us through the</font> creek <font color="#CCCCCC">i alator went back with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom and</font> sister who wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the area after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hearing the story so we stopped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where my</font> friends and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I did and I'm showing my mom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the spot and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recounting the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and we noticed something large lurking</font> in the back of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> creek we decided to</font> leave when we<font color="#E5E5E5"> see it noticed us the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">graveyard this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cemetery had been around</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time some of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the dead have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the late 1800s it</font> contains a grave that somehow glows at night<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if it were emitting a bright</font> light<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend's father and uncle</font> supposedly went in there and touched the glowing grave at<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. and had a flock</font> of crows<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> send on to the cemetery</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well</font> my friends and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> went to check</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> felt very<font color="#E5E5E5"> much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like we were in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">company of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> others I could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see people</font> wandering the area out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the corner of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my eyes as we entered I made note to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deer statue at one of the graves we</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> towards the back until we could</font> spot<font color="#E5E5E5"> the glowing grave as we approached</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends and I all saw the same</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing a large apparition that seemed to</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bright almost fiery orange</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> made us feel<font color="#E5E5E5"> threatened we walked back</font> on her way out<font color="#E5E5E5"> I noticed the deer statue</font> was now at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front fence</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rather than</font> positioned where I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> originally seen</font> it the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the woods</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I said</font> earlier the creepiest thing about this <font color="#CCCCCC">area's people and in their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lives and</font> going missing it's not uncommon to<font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font> an empty<font color="#E5E5E5"> car parked on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the side of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> road<font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> often than not it will be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there a few days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later until the county</font> comes and gets<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these things are the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only objective truths I can put forth in</font> all of this and my experience with<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> road I have noted catching glimpses of <font color="#E5E5E5">odd creatures in the woods as we drove</font> but what really got me<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a sense</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> lost time<font color="#CCCCCC"> it feels</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> though time</font> passes<font color="#CCCCCC"> slowly on this road I recall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friends and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I listening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the radio</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">telling stories</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talking about different</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">experiences we've had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just all in</font> all having a good<font color="#E5E5E5"> time with the part of</font> our<font color="#CCCCCC"> look-see of this area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that didn't</font> involve being<font color="#E5E5E5"> out in a graveyard or a</font> creek at night we heard at least a good <font color="#E5E5E5">seven to ten songs and the radio as we</font> drove but as we neared the end<font color="#E5E5E5"> we noticed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> we had<font color="#CCCCCC"> only driven for 10 minutes we</font> stopped out on the road at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few</font> weeks later and<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's was overall a</font> strange experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noteworthy aside from odd noises and</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> overall weird feeling from the</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's about all I have heard and</font> experienced in<font color="#E5E5E5"> this area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know a lot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it can be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attributed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me seeing things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong my imagination and many other</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things I don't claim any of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it to be</font> objectively<font color="#E5E5E5"> 100% true but I felt the</font> need<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> share my story and I'm curious</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if anybody who knows</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the area may</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> experienced the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing</font> [Music] my sister and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both had very similar</font> unexplained experiences<font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 to 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ago while we were still living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in our</font> parents house<font color="#E5E5E5"> we grew up in a small</font> gated community in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods of New</font> Jersey with only a handful of other <font color="#CCCCCC">residents a few of them were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font> elderly<font color="#E5E5E5"> it first happened to my sister</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was 11 or 12 in the middle of the nights</font> I woke up to the sound of her bedroom <font color="#CCCCCC">door opening she rushed out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went</font> toward our parents room calling<font color="#E5E5E5"> their</font> names<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sat at my bed and tried to</font> listen<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she woke them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up but I</font> couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> make out exactly what they were</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> all I could hear was that my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sister was breathing heavily and very</font> upset<font color="#CCCCCC"> this went on for awhile until I</font> eventually went<font color="#E5E5E5"> back to sleep in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning and went into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen where</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my parents were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting at the table</font> with serious looks on their faces they explained<font color="#E5E5E5"> that in the middle of the</font> night our<font color="#CCCCCC"> next door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbor an elderly</font> man<font color="#CCCCCC"> in his 70s had died in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> can't remember if they explained<font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly</font> what happened but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe it might</font> have been<font color="#E5E5E5"> a heart attack at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I</font> didn't make any connection between<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighbors death and my sister getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that night I wasn't even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened to my sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and didn't</font> ask her about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it directly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few years</font> later<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had what I would eventually find</font> out was an almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> identical experience</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to hers I shot up in my bed around 3:00</font> a.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> one night I remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling</font> confused<font color="#CCCCCC"> wondering what it was that woke</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a moment my heart started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">racing and I turned the light on sitting</font> at the edge<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the bed</font> I started feeling an overwhelming sense of<font color="#E5E5E5"> dread</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like something was very wrong</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> breathing became heavy and I started</font> to sweat in retrospect I think<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's safe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a panic attack</font> I remember feeling<font color="#CCCCCC"> Restless yet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unable</font> to move from my bed eventually I calmed down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and went back</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the morning I went into the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kitchen where my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad was sitting at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">table</font> crying<font color="#E5E5E5"> he explained to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> man</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from our community who he was very close</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with had passed away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the middle of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the night somewhat suddenly he was</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> shaken up about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time I</font> didn't tell anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> what happened to me the night<font color="#CCCCCC"> before but</font> a few days later I remember the <font color="#E5E5E5">experience my sister had that wasn't</font> until a year<font color="#CCCCCC"> or two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actually brought it up to her I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the experience I had waking up in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of the night and how we found</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> about our dad's friend the next</font> morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> she immediately seemed creeped</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told me about what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened to</font> her the<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbor died our</font> experiences were nearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> identical both</font> waking up in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the night with overwhelming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feelings of fear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and panic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that we</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> really spoke about it again but I</font> think<font color="#CCCCCC"> about it frequently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've told the</font> story<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a number of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people who found it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pretty unsettling I've never heard of</font> anyone<font color="#CCCCCC"> having a similar experience to</font> ours<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have a definitive</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">explanation for these events but I</font> really do believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it's more than</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> coincidence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I believe that</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> energy these two</font> people emitted either at the moment or <font color="#CCCCCC">just before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they died</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is what woke me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and my sister up please feel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> free to</font> discuss<font color="#E5E5E5"> and let me know if you or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone you know has</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> similar</font> experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> and thanks for listening</font> [Music] so when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was little maybe six</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my older</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eight at the time would wake me</font> up screaming<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot in the middle of the</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> this continued until she was in</font> high<font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no one really told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> details<font color="#CCCCCC"> just that she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was having night</font> terrors<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> much of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> well when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 18 I took my</font> sister's old room when she moved out<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> was a big room<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I was excited nothing</font> major really happened to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font> months afterward<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> niece's stay</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe 3 to 4 a.m. my nieces were</font> sleeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my floor</font> we made a bed up for<font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I can't</font> explain the feeling I had or why I didn't freak out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just some</font> dude<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaning against my dresser watching</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> niece's I just laid there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watching</font> him until I fell back asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked</font> very old-timey<font color="#E5E5E5"> but maybe in his 20s</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't feel scared<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I saw him when I</font> woke up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was pretty</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">confused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm positive I saw him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what he looked like</font> everything I mentioned this<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my sister</font> and she<font color="#E5E5E5"> began to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> describe the man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> detail</font> for detail<font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently growing up she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would wake up and see this guy at the</font> foot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> her bed just watching her</font> that's why she'd wake up screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> that was pretty eerie we decided not to mention it<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my parents</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because my</font> father's a pastor<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they usually don't</font> listen to me about<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff they just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to pray it away in being a kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was like<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay fine well about two weeks</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after this instance I was woken up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sound of my dad downstairs praying</font> at about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 4 to 5 a.m. he usually prays in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his room but for some reason he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pacing the whole downstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> praying</font> really loud when I woke up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font> I asked him<font color="#E5E5E5"> what it was all about and he</font> told me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was watching TV he</font> worked thirds as well at this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> he saw some guy looking at him from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said he just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat and</font> watched this guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> very calmly walked down</font> the stairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> past</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the living room and</font> evaporated into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen my dad said</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> there he jumped up and just started</font> praying<font color="#E5E5E5"> blessing the house I asked my</font> dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> looked like and he</font> described the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same man my sister and I</font> saw a few nights later<font color="#E5E5E5"> things got real</font> I had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend over and my older sister</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> upstairs with us as well so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> me my friend my mom and<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister at around 4:00 Sh we</font> were woken<font color="#E5E5E5"> up by what I can only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">describe as something absolutely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">destroying our kitchen we could hear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">plates smashing things breaking it even</font> sounded like they turned over<font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fridge</font> it was terrifying<font color="#CCCCCC"> the scariest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that we could hear our dogs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming</font> and whining like crazy after<font color="#CCCCCC"> a while we</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a wild animal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something so we called my sister's</font> boyfriend to come<font color="#E5E5E5"> over and kill it he</font> had guns so I guess<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our line of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thinking I don't know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is the weird</font> part<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we're still hearing our kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just get ruined and what sounds like our</font> dog dying<font color="#E5E5E5"> but when Kyle got there he</font> said it sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> like the house was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> destroyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> him and his friend grabbed</font> their guns rushed to the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and the second he</font> unlocked the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door silence there was no</font> noise no<font color="#E5E5E5"> smashing nothing everything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just stopped the second we heard the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he waited a few minutes until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he came upstairs to get us and at first</font> he was angry<font color="#CCCCCC"> he thought we were pulling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some stuff on him</font> when we went<font color="#CCCCCC"> downstairs everything was</font> fine<font color="#E5E5E5"> no plates were smashed nothing was</font> out of place<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her dog she was in the</font> corner<font color="#E5E5E5"> crying and peeing herself she</font> wouldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> get out of the corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font> long time<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was terrified and we were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">incredibly confused</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to this day we can't</font> explain<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing has happened</font> ever since<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was my weird paranormal</font> story<font color="#E5E5E5"> I think about that man a lot and</font> sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up feeling watched but</font> nothing's happened since sometimes a light will be<font color="#E5E5E5"> on when I know I just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turned it off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things like that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">has anything like that happened to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anyone else</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt no fear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was</font> watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't feel anything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> does</font> that mean<font color="#E5E5E5"> something maybe it's somehow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">means he's not dangerous</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I don't know I think about it constantly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I just wish I had answers my house</font> isn't even<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old I don't think</font> [Music] skinwalkers are not some mystical <font color="#E5E5E5">fantasy creatures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they're evil witches</font> who like to<font color="#E5E5E5"> cause pain and misfortune on</font> others and may<font color="#CCCCCC"> even cause death in order</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to get their</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> powers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sacrifice someone they most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> love and the</font> more they sacrificed the more powers they get this is an old<font color="#E5E5E5"> story that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened in the 40s or the 50s</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about a</font> man who<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived alone with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his sheep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his dog in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of nowhere in his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hogan for weeks he heard and saw strange</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> happening around him like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a black</font> shadow running<font color="#E5E5E5"> knocking on his house a</font> man's cough and his sheep missing and later found dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mutilated until he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">found his dog dead tired and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afraid of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this he went to a medicine man they told</font> the medicine man what he was experiencing<font color="#E5E5E5"> he blessed the man and told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">himself to cover himself with ash leave</font> no part uncovered and to sit<font color="#CCCCCC"> outside his</font> house with a rifle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and wait for it to</font> come<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and when you see it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> you'll know<font color="#E5E5E5"> when you see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you shoot at</font> it and it<font color="#E5E5E5"> will leave you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone so the</font> man did as he asked and waited<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> dark for a<font color="#CCCCCC"> long time before he heard it</font> something was coming towards his house <font color="#E5E5E5">when he looked to his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he saw a dog</font> or a<font color="#E5E5E5"> coyote</font> he knew it then for what it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was he</font> slowly raised the rifle<font color="#CCCCCC"> and aimed that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the dog creature and shot at it the</font> scary part<font color="#CCCCCC"> was when the bullet hit</font> instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dog cry</font> the creature let out a scream<font color="#CCCCCC"> of a man</font> who was just<font color="#E5E5E5"> shot and the dog creature</font> immediately turned and ran away<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> that the man didn't see<font color="#CCCCCC"> any strange</font> things again he<font color="#E5E5E5"> even got a new dog he</font> fought<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a skinwalker</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I will start</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my very first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paranormal experience</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three or</font> four<font color="#CCCCCC"> and living in a small village in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">western Germany</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mid-80s my</font> family lived in a quaint little <font color="#E5E5E5">two-story farmhouse while we waited to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> housing on base my dad was in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">military my life was pretty normal I</font> have two<font color="#CCCCCC"> brothers one older and one</font> younger than me but that<font color="#E5E5E5"> really isn't</font> relevant to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I love that house</font> and remember helping the<font color="#E5E5E5"> little old lady</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> lived across the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> street snap peas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">played outside with my brothers and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> a happy<font color="#CCCCCC"> childhood for the most part that</font> was however one<font color="#E5E5E5"> place in the house I</font> refused to go this<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going to sound</font> cliche but<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was the basement the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the basement was in the tiny kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that would be in there helping my mom</font> make cookies or<font color="#CCCCCC"> something and I remember</font> getting an uneasy feeling just from the door to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement my dad would go</font> down the stairs to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the basement without</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a problem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> refuse to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go with him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> mean I would immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> start crying at</font> the thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going down there it</font> wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and creepy in</font> fact it was well<font color="#CCCCCC"> lit and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't have any</font> blind<font color="#E5E5E5"> corners or anything the reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> go down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old man that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it seems only I could see I</font> would tell my mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she would tell me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I don't see anything I would get the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same response</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from all my family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> members</font> but there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was an angry German man down</font> there and he didn't like<font color="#E5E5E5"> me it went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> far<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have nightmares in that</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> vivid and graphic nightmares</font> it is very<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling that I remember these</font> horror visions after 30 plus years like I had them last<font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm getting ahead of myself a little</font> these nightmares were the same every <font color="#CCCCCC">single night now remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that most four</font> years old and have not<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen a scary</font> movie yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> every night I would fall</font> asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> without an issue and have a few</font> happy<font color="#E5E5E5"> dreams and then it would start and</font> my nightmare I would see the stairs that led up to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> top</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> floor of the house</font> where<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bedrooms are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw the stairs</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was at the bottom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of them looking</font> up but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I would see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things through someone</font> else's eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know even in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dreams I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was sleeping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upstairs comfy in my bed</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I started to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go up the stairs I</font> would start to see the plaster on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> walls<font color="#E5E5E5"> crack and the thin boards beneath</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it start to splinter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> further up I go</font> the worse it gets<font color="#CCCCCC"> like the whole house</font> is going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to crumble then I start to see</font> dismembered body parts<font color="#CCCCCC"> come out of the</font> wall the stairs go up they are<font color="#E5E5E5"> decaying</font> and smell horrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can see bone and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">rod darkening meat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around the jagged</font> cuts on<font color="#CCCCCC"> each part first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's the hands</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> feet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than the arms and legs</font> finally the head with half its face bloated<font color="#CCCCCC"> and green</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with the other side</font> sloughing skin so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I can see the empty</font> eye socket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the hole where the nose</font> rotted away these body parts<font color="#CCCCCC"> would hurl</font> themselves at me like<font color="#E5E5E5"> they mean to eat</font> me I<font color="#CCCCCC"> wake up just as a head starts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> talk but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know what it is trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to say to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as it's torn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shrilled lips</font> move<font color="#E5E5E5"> but there was no sound I would wake</font> screaming my mom would comfort me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> get me back to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep I would have normal</font> dreams the rest of the night this <font color="#CCCCCC">happened every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">five</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live in that house and we</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved</font> neither the nightmare or the man ever <font color="#E5E5E5">plagued me again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but I still remember it</font> very vividly<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I grew older and</font> developed a love<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sciences</font> especially<font color="#E5E5E5"> Anatomy I realized that my</font> dream the body parts were anatomically <font color="#E5E5E5">correct</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wish I could actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> draw on</font> then I could sketch a<font color="#E5E5E5"> picture to show</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you how horrifying it was I'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> post</font> another story later<font color="#CCCCCC"> thank you for</font> reading this even if most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of you will</font> believe I made<font color="#CCCCCC"> this up it's nice to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> it off<font color="#CCCCCC"> my chest</font> I've been carrying<font color="#E5E5E5"> this around for 33</font> years <font color="#CCCCCC">I used to live in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a small town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Texas</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was so small that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't so</font> much a town as it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really big</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">neighborhood with one gas station</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> town wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely finished</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of</font> the streets<font color="#E5E5E5"> had empty lots and woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though the town was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 60 years old it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> possible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to walk onto a lot head to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woods and get lost if he didn't know</font> exactly<font color="#CCCCCC"> where you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> were going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and since</font> we had deer and wild animals running <font color="#E5E5E5">around it wasn't a good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> idea to go</font> wandering<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what I mean my house was</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the oldest part of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this town I lived</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on a circle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah a circle my street was</font> an actual circle that you<font color="#CCCCCC"> could drive</font> all the<font color="#CCCCCC"> way around and what was weird</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was that my street had houses</font> on all of the Lots<font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> houses on the</font> inside of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the circle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> including mine were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the perimeter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> - about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two acres of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> free</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was so packed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that you</font> couldn't see through it was just <font color="#E5E5E5">something everyone knew about but didn't</font> talk<font color="#E5E5E5"> about my school had a media class</font> that you could take<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kind where they</font> tell you to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> short</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> films and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> bunch of my friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> from the</font> neighborhood<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I were grouped together</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for one of these short film projects</font> like idiots<font color="#CCCCCC"> we decided to do a short</font> horror film based off the Blair<font color="#CCCCCC"> Witch</font> Project movie it had been out by that time for a couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of years so we thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it would be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a cool idea since found</font> footage films hadn't really become a thing yet and we thought since<font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> neighborhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> known for being creepy at</font> the best of<font color="#CCCCCC"> times</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had a forest in it we</font> could shoot our project<font color="#E5E5E5"> there so my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Genesis</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Hunter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Tyler</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Kass and I</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to try to shoot our short film</font> and one<font color="#E5E5E5"> evening at night and you guessed</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> we decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shoot in the woods</font> right behind my house<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents were</font> cool with<font color="#E5E5E5"> it because they'd be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> hear me yell if something happened and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't have curfews so or like cool</font> we'll shoot it on Saturday saturday rolls around and<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first five hours</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">are fine nothing spooky happens so we go</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eat and decide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to shoot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the last couple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of shots</font> this is when things<font color="#E5E5E5"> go south we come out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jump</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the backyard fence and</font> head back into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the woods</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the second we</font> hit<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> treeline we all feel like</font> something's off<font color="#E5E5E5"> it just doesn't feel</font> right the air is sticky and<font color="#E5E5E5"> heavy</font> yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's Texas and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Texas spring</font> for you but this was different<font color="#CCCCCC"> it felt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> water or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tar or mud</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was hard to just move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> forward but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> feeling goes away<font color="#CCCCCC"> we get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through a</font> couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shots</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then it's time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to shoot the last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scene it's simple get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Genesis walking through the woods</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a clearing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's it like I said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this area's about two acres</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> total we'd</font> been all over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods by this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting different shots but at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that night it felt like the woods we</font> were in wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same woods from that</font> afternoon<font color="#E5E5E5"> the boulders weren't in the</font> right place<font color="#E5E5E5"> the trees weren't in the</font> right place<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a clearing where</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> shouldn't have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been one it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really weird in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind I'm thinking all</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just got turned around happens</font> all the time right<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's a sizable area</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in just because you've been walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around it for five hours doesn't mean</font> you know it like the<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your hand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> can accept that what I can't accept is the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fact that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was now a shed in the middle of</font> the clearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to shoot</font> our last scene in what I mean is when we scouted<font color="#E5E5E5"> the place three</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> days before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shooting when we went in there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to check</font> sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> earlier that day and even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> we went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my house there</font> was no shed in that woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> none zip zilch</font> zero there were no buildings<font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">construction supplies not even a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">football in that woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and yet here was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the shed in the middle of the clearing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were all getting vibes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from this</font> thing like we<font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't supposed to find</font> it or we were unwelcome<font color="#E5E5E5"> in its presence</font> or<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we were somehow intruding on its</font> alone time so the guys tell us<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hang</font> tight<font color="#CCCCCC"> they're gonna go investigate I</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember exactly what happened but</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember them coming back and telling</font> us that we had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to check it out I went up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the shed and I realized that it was</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> very old the wood was warped in the</font> wall <font color="#E5E5E5">bowed inwards the wood from the shed</font> didn't look like<font color="#E5E5E5"> any of the trees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> that part of Texas it wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> mesquite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my best guess would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be maybe maple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was walking around the</font> edge of the shed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were trying to</font> figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> out where this thing came from or</font> if it had always been<font color="#CCCCCC"> there how we</font> managed to miss<font color="#E5E5E5"> it we were close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my house that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could hear my dad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the phone in the backyard in</font> fact all<font color="#CCCCCC"> we had to do was walk forward</font> for a minute or<font color="#CCCCCC"> two and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd hit the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backyard fence that's when I realized</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shed had no windows or doors I</font> told my friends and we looked for trap doors or latches<font color="#CCCCCC"> tightly or even down on</font> the roof<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the shed to check for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a way</font> not that we wanted in but at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> point</font> I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> curious because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it didn't feel</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shed should be there we didn't</font> find any way into the shed<font color="#E5E5E5"> so we tried</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> figure out what to do the shed was in</font> the middle of the shot but none of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to shoot especially not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Genesis</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she wasn't having any of it we were in</font> the middle of deciding to<font color="#E5E5E5"> shoot some</font> other time<font color="#E5E5E5"> because we were all creeped</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> when we hear it a laugh a long low</font> guttural laugh from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the shed and then we</font> heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> thud thud thud we were close</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enough to the shed that we could see the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">walls shake and we booked it out of</font> there it took us less than<font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my backyard at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this point you're</font> probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this silo belongs and</font> no sleep or we were on<font color="#E5E5E5"> something I don't</font> blame you<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wouldn't believe it either</font> if I hadn't been<font color="#E5E5E5"> there but I told my dad</font> when we got back who back<font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">believe in the paranormal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was still</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pretty early</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about 10:00 p.m. so my dad</font> goes into the house gets his shotgun<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> goes to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> our neighbor a cop who also</font> has<font color="#E5E5E5"> his shotgun tells us to get inside</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they go into the woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whose</font> flashlights<font color="#E5E5E5"> and everything he was gone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for 10 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when he got back he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told me that I'm not allowed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font> there anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then we'd had to</font> figure<font color="#CCCCCC"> something else out for the final</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scene it was years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told me</font> what happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the woods but he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally did he and our neighbor found</font> the shed<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't find a door and heard</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> laughing then they heard growling go</font> from inside the shed to outside of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shed then my dad still swears on this</font> they saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> something huge and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> human-like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">come out of the wall the shed go down on</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> fours turned black and growl at them</font> these two grown men<font color="#CCCCCC"> both was significant</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">military experience</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nearly crapped</font> themselves trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get back to the</font> house my dad petitioned the town to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the shed removed and it was knocked down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a week later we never talked about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but here's where it gets weird again my</font> little sister still lives<font color="#CCCCCC"> at home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> moved back<font color="#E5E5E5"> in because she got into med</font> school<font color="#CCCCCC"> and needed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to save money she</font> called me a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> days ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me that</font> one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the dogs got loose</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this afternoon</font> and headed for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods and she went in</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> she saw a dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wood shed the dog</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> too and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> barking and growling</font> then she and the dog heard a growl<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> the dog backed up like<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was scared and</font> went home my little sister didn't know about the shed<font color="#CCCCCC"> unless my dad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her I</font> never told<font color="#E5E5E5"> her about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because she's</font> younger than<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bunch of weird</font> stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> had already happened my sister</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad who went back out to see it</font> he said it was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shed he won't</font> say anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> else but I know he's</font> probably panicking<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know what to</font> think<font color="#CCCCCC"> about all of this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mean it's just</font> one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the many weird things that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happen</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in that neighborhood when I was a kid</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> it always stuck out as being ominous</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is it possible we had collective</font> hysteria<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure we were kids and we were</font> making a short horror film<font color="#CCCCCC"> is it</font> possible that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we just missed the shed</font> absolutely<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods can get confusing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's broad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> daylight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is it possible that a wild animal was</font> closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> to us than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we thought and that's</font> what we heard instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> of a weird scream</font> of course<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's Texas and we were known</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> have big cats running around but what</font> I can't explain<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how the shed my dad</font> had torn down<font color="#CCCCCC"> years ago</font> shows back up<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and my sister's the one to find it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's what I'm having</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trouble with my</font> dad had the fire department come to take the<font color="#E5E5E5"> shut down they said it was a fire</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hazard so they got rid of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sister's</font> safe my<font color="#E5E5E5"> family's safe and I'm happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> hear that<font color="#E5E5E5"> but why a shed with no windows</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or doors I posted this on another</font> subreddit but it wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> helpful so I'm</font> here<font color="#E5E5E5"> now hoping someone has had some</font> similar<font color="#CCCCCC"> things happen to them I don't</font> want to be the only one<font color="#E5E5E5"> dealing with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something like this some interesting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things have been going down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> house for<font color="#E5E5E5"> months now</font> at first I chopped it<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to ambien or</font> lunesta<font color="#CCCCCC"> or even lithium or just an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">episode</font> however<font color="#E5E5E5"> after recent conversations with</font> my dad I'm not<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this is the case</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> last<font color="#E5E5E5"> year I started hearing very audible</font> voices it would happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> once or twice</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sometimes it was hard to tell what they</font> were saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> other times they were clear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that would hear a very heavy vibrating</font> sound here and there as well<font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone is</font> always<font color="#CCCCCC"> on silent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents phone is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">always on a loud ring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and would feel</font> like something is there with me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door would even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move on its own so</font> anyways one day I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out loud -</font> screw off<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sort of died</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> cut - this year<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few months earlier</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard a very clear male voice say she's</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my bed had started to</font> shake<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up and I go to sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the couch after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I started having</font> a cat sleep with me for<font color="#CCCCCC"> comfort and the</font> shaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> stopped when we put down one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my cats I would hear her meows sometimes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and the click click click of her claws</font> and just over a<font color="#E5E5E5"> month ago I started to</font> hear the sound of<font color="#E5E5E5"> feet crunching on</font> gravel<font color="#E5E5E5"> at first I brushed it off as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font> animal<font color="#E5E5E5"> could be a coyote</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or a deer but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Adana me that that would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound different</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this sounded like shoes on gravel but</font> whenever<font color="#E5E5E5"> I would go look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outside there</font> was nobody there at<font color="#E5E5E5"> times</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd hear the sound</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my car door opening and closing but I</font> always lock<font color="#CCCCCC"> my doors a month and a half</font> ago one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my cats was outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> heard him audibly<font color="#E5E5E5"> cry out in pain and I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">panicked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out the garage door and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">called for him and he comes dashing in</font> but there's nothing out there<font color="#CCCCCC"> no owls</font> coyotes<font color="#CCCCCC"> other cats or people he was</font> unharmed<font color="#E5E5E5"> last summer he was coming home</font> with injuries<font color="#CCCCCC"> I assumed cats fight but</font> some of these look like someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> hurting<font color="#E5E5E5"> him because they look like burns</font> more than scratches for<font color="#E5E5E5"> some reason now</font> my cats hate being in the garage<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> used to love it but now they're afraid of<font color="#E5E5E5"> it about three weeks ago the part</font> where I put my<font color="#E5E5E5"> key and started to fall</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out turns out the thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that latches in</font> and keeps it in place<font color="#E5E5E5"> somehow broke</font> metal broke<font color="#CCCCCC"> Dan says there's no possible</font> way<font color="#CCCCCC"> that could have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened dad's gun</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">checkbook truck keys coffee cup and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mom's ring have all gone missing within</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the past three</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> months</font> and tonight's when I got up to<font color="#E5E5E5"> let my</font> dog out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw a light shine into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">window I live in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of nowhere</font> back to the lights though I go back into my<font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one cat is out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the room and</font> using<font color="#CCCCCC"> the litter box</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the other is</font> sleeping with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> the third cat is outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> probably</font> torturing my sore something I hear the sound of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a computer starting up but that</font> would be impossible<font color="#CCCCCC"> because my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> parents</font> are fast asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> mom's laptop is dead and</font> dad is out in his little<font color="#CCCCCC"> Hut</font> a few minutes after<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear the startup</font> noise I hear the cat that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">room hiss and then she starts to me out</font> to be let back into my<font color="#E5E5E5"> room I poked my</font> head out<font color="#CCCCCC"> and there's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody in the</font> living room<font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway or laundry room the</font> dog is sleeping peacefully<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the couch</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I need to convince dad to get security</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">cameras</font> hey friends thanks for<font color="#E5E5E5"> listening be sure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to subscribe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and click that notification</font> bow to 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Length: 187min 17sec (11237 seconds)
Published: Mon Oct 22 2018
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