27 True Scary Horror Stories | The Lets Read Podcast Episode 033

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during<font color="#E5E5E5"> university I had a slew of creepy</font> encounters this is stuck with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me the</font> most<font color="#E5E5E5"> it started during my first class</font> one day<font color="#CCCCCC"> a group of us were walking</font> together along campus and slowly members began branching off<font color="#E5E5E5"> they ended up is</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> myself from the guy who I was not</font> inclined<font color="#CCCCCC"> to befriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only knew his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> name</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't want to be rude and not</font> keep walking along with him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he asked me</font> where I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> going and I tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him I</font> normally take<font color="#CCCCCC"> a nap between classes and</font> was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dorms</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yes if he can</font> see my<font color="#CCCCCC"> suite normally this would be a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no-brainer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> red flag but my particular</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">building was renowned for being fancy</font> and others frequently asked to see inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> I say sure not wanting to be mean</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and thinking this guy will take a quick</font> look<font color="#CCCCCC"> around and give the typical jealous</font> comments and then leave we go inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I show him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the basics doing so in a way</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that we ended back up at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entrance</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the suite in this whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> time he's not</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> much and I'm only announcing</font> things dryly<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I was confident when I</font> said<font color="#E5E5E5"> a quick it's pretty nice see you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and then he was going to take his leave</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I turned around and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went to my room did</font> not show him<font color="#CCCCCC"> any rooms or say where</font> anyone stayed a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few minutes later as I'm</font> sitting my stuff down<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turn around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he's there in the doorway he's silent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't say<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything because I do not want</font> to invite him in I want him to go I just look at him then start picking up<font color="#E5E5E5"> stuff</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> moving it around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to look busy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he slowly walks a couple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of steps into</font> the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and asks have you done the</font> coursework yet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him no by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> time I assume he is<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to hang out</font> and tell him again<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I'm planning on</font> napping he doesn't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> skip a beat and says</font> that's<font color="#CCCCCC"> okay I can watch you sleep and</font> help you with it after I smile no tone<font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> silence again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately</font> tell him he needs<font color="#E5E5E5"> to leave and follow</font> him until<font color="#CCCCCC"> he actually went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">locking doors and I know he can't follow</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> back in I told a lot of our friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about this and they were heavily creeped</font> out and<font color="#CCCCCC"> made a point not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to leave us</font> alone again ever we finished the<font color="#E5E5E5"> year out and I haven't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guy in a long time I</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> not know anything about him at all</font> still only<font color="#E5E5E5"> knew his name</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flash forward a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year and some change</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the next summer</font> when I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> taking a bus ride home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> part of campus so it is not my</font> normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> route we get to one of the points</font> where the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bus stops and waits until a</font> certain time<font color="#CCCCCC"> before it can leave again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then everyone else that had been on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bus gets off at this stop at this point</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the driver</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> starts talking to me asking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> questions I did not think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything weird at first and answer what</font> I thought were idle chat questions<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> which apartment are<font color="#CCCCCC"> you in and what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">classes are you taking then as more and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more questions just kept coming I</font> started to feel uneasy with his mannerisms and became<font color="#CCCCCC"> extremely vague in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my answers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't know if he</font> always intended<font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell me this but he</font> then stopped peppering me with questions and began spilling a story of how his <font color="#CCCCCC">son was in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> math class the previous</font> year<font color="#CCCCCC"> and he knew all about me and</font> started<font color="#CCCCCC"> giving me a lot of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family</font> details it's at this point<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">realized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his son is the guy who wanted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watch me sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the details fit</font> but I had to know<font color="#CCCCCC"> for sure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> if his son was named what his name</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> he smiles and says yes he then</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> that he would like to start</font> riding<font color="#E5E5E5"> bikes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me and what I ride</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bikes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with him and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his son I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gathering my stuff by this point and had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get off the bus there are two</font> doors<font color="#CCCCCC"> one at the front and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one halfway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which was closest to me the doors stay</font> open while the bus<font color="#CCCCCC"> is at these stops so</font> people can hop off and on and the driver normally gets off and<font color="#E5E5E5"> takes a break as</font> I'm<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting my stuff</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and getting up the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">halfway door shuts I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look again at the</font> driver<font color="#E5E5E5"> an older man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but much</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> larger than</font> my petite frame and build he is now standing facing me but the front<font color="#E5E5E5"> door is still open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yes again will</font> you ride bikes with<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want off the</font> bus and think the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> way is to pacify</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I say yes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and make my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not knowing how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">him he looks pleased but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asked where I'm</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> I try and tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home but he still blocks my way and</font> tries<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm firm and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's I want to walk from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> here but he</font> will<font color="#E5E5E5"> not move I'm standing in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> wishing to move but my body is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">frozen in place slowly he decides give</font> me your number<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> let you go I</font> really really don't want to do this but I also want off this bus immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> first thought is<font color="#CCCCCC"> to give a fake but I'm</font> also glad I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font> dials the number<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was a test</font> seeing my phone ring and watching me save his contact he moves enough that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> slide by and make it off the bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> making it home I go<font color="#E5E5E5"> to block his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> number</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> already have multiple missed calls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> voicemail of just him breathing</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> situation was reported and I did not</font> see him<font color="#E5E5E5"> on route for a long time but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around a year later I was getting on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">another bus and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> notice he was back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> never covered my<font color="#E5E5E5"> face and backed off a</font> public<font color="#E5E5E5"> transit faster</font> [Music] this is from my sophomore year<font color="#CCCCCC"> of high</font> school<font color="#CCCCCC"> take in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind that some of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> reasons why the whole scenario lasted so long was<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> extremely shy and</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> having problems with extreme anxiety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this whole experience has helped me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">learn to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speak up for myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was</font> the beginning<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the school year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> had a gym<font color="#E5E5E5"> class as my first period</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> went<font color="#CCCCCC"> to class normally for a few days</font> but I had noticed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that some girl</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> been staring at me off and on<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> think it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was anything to worry about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> big mistake<font color="#CCCCCC"> on my part one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class started we were all hanging out in</font> one<font color="#CCCCCC"> corner of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the gym listening to our</font> teachers story of how he tripped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> fell in a huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> puddle of mud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> sitting on<font color="#E5E5E5"> a pile of yoga mats staring</font> off into space but still<font color="#E5E5E5"> paying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">attention but then heard a girls voice</font> say teacher<font color="#E5E5E5"> I have a story to tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too I</font> finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> have found my best friend that I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">haven't seen in years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doesn't even</font> recognize me I was snapped out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font> staring spell and looked towards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find that she was pointing</font> directly at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I foolishly said oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no I</font> remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and read off the name that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was written</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> across her gym shirt Ellie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because I didn't want to seem like a</font> jerk<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not remembering her Ellie</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instantly brightened up that day</font> remembered her and then proceeded to lift herself up off the yoga mats and sit uncomfortably close to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me enough</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that our entire bodies were squished</font> together<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't say anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feel it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> necessary to cause a</font> huge<font color="#CCCCCC"> problem out of this because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> was obviously something up with<font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> mentally and I didn't want to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> rude</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about it</font> the class went<font color="#E5E5E5"> on and Ellie and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> not in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the same group so I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> any problem<font color="#CCCCCC"> with her that day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> few days we didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> have any assigned</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">class groups so Ellie was trailing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind me like a dog she was starting to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> extremely protective and forceful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with me</font> I don't get<font color="#E5E5E5"> cold very easily but she</font> insisted<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I wear her jacket and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">would not leave me alone until I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> finally</font> wore it she also started to say things about hurting my actual<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends which</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was the final straw for me and do</font> whatever you want to me but<font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon as</font> you bring my friends into it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> I was finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to bring it up to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our principal putting that whole thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">behind our class today</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had the option of</font> either volleyball or walking around<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> perimeter of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room I decided to just</font> walk around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room and had been doing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that for around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until I sat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on the ground</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by the bleachers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to tie my</font> shoes<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ellie dropped down to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the ground -</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and watched me with extreme interest all</font> of a sudden she grabbed my<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrist and</font> held our forearms<font color="#CCCCCC"> together we have the</font> same veins<font color="#E5E5E5"> you want to know why because</font> we were in the womb together<font color="#CCCCCC"> I used to</font> hug you when you<font color="#CCCCCC"> were scared in the womb</font> she said this line freaked me out<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font> at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> time because one our veins look</font> nothing alike <font color="#E5E5E5">she had one visible vein while mine</font> branch out into<font color="#CCCCCC"> multiple and - we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing like and she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a year older</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> run off to the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bathroom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before I really freaked out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> stayed in<font color="#E5E5E5"> there for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the rest of</font> the class<font color="#CCCCCC"> I returned later for the end</font> of class roll call and<font color="#E5E5E5"> left to go to the</font> locker room<font color="#E5E5E5"> Ellie got dressed quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and was just staring at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> half-naked</font> getting dressed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and made me really</font> uncomfortable<font color="#CCCCCC"> aya lied and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told her that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to leave</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly because I had to</font> meet with<font color="#E5E5E5"> my boss at Olive Garden</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> hightailed it out of there<font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class my next class teacher who I trust</font> dearly had called me<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">privately in her class and she said that</font> Ellie has been talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> about me non-stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the class that she has her in she</font> recommended me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go to the police as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">soon as possible and she'll talk to the</font> principal<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was scared the life out of</font> me what in the absolute<font color="#CCCCCC"> god did my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">teacher know about Ellie that she would</font> tell me<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police of all people</font> I called my mom and skipped the rest of the day I stayed home the next<font color="#CCCCCC"> day and</font> went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> station</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with my mom</font> they brought us into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room and I</font> started off with<font color="#CCCCCC"> just telling them the</font> basic story<font color="#E5E5E5"> of what was going on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't even say her name<font color="#CCCCCC"> the guy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to us said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Ellie Smith I was</font> dumbfounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> how did he know exactly who</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> talking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he went on talking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about how she's in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> police station</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> lot but couldn't go into specifics because<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was a minor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and this didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">help with my anxiety</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she do to</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the police station multiple times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the police couldn't really do anything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so the only thing I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could do was switch</font> my class<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was angry because I hadn't</font> made<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that gym</font> class and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to restart with a whole</font> new class<font color="#E5E5E5"> but at least I was away from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Ali</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the new class went fine but over the</font> course<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the year I would always run</font> into Ellie in the halls<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friend even</font> saw her turn around and look<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me with</font> one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most terrifying faces she had</font> ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen in real</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life she would always</font> yell things along the<font color="#E5E5E5"> lines of I'm going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to get you which was extremely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unnerving</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't want her near me or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> friends so I began stepping up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">telling the vice principal himself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whenever one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these instances occurred</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this kept happening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the course of</font> my sophomore year<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was hoping that she</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forget</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about me because I had</font> figured out<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we had never actually</font> met before<font color="#E5E5E5"> that gym class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I never hung</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> with anyone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than my friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Paige in the time Ellie said we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">best friends and I even checked all my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yearbooks not one thing even mentioned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Ellie Smith the morning of the first day</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> junior year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I ran into her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> I even started my first class<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried</font> not to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye contact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the principal called me in and told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> that Ellie said I flipped her off<font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't even look at her this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whole game with threats and random</font> incoherence<font color="#E5E5E5"> screeches continued on</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> my junior year as well and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> feel like part<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole high</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font> experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> was taken from me because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> spent a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the time trying to figure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out how</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to avoid her</font> she graduated<font color="#CCCCCC"> in thankfully was gone</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> my senior year this whole</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">experience has honestly both traumatized</font> me and<font color="#E5E5E5"> helped me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grow as a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> learned how to assert myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> more than I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ever had done before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I still swear I</font> see her<font color="#CCCCCC"> out of the corner of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eye it's</font> caused some paranoia that<font color="#E5E5E5"> still hasn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gone completely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font> [Music] there was a girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been stalking</font> and harassing me since October<font color="#CCCCCC"> of 2018</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were in the same class at high school</font> six years ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was super shy in her</font> spoken class and barely had any<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I can't remember speaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to her more</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> once or twice through all of high</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me she didn't even exist then</font> all of a sudden many months<font color="#E5E5E5"> ago I woke</font> up to a message in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my facebook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inbox</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> read F white people</font> she is Asian from what<font color="#E5E5E5"> country I do not</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> I thought this was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I replied back what's going on she</font> had blocked my<font color="#E5E5E5"> messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> ignore it and go on with my life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> month had passed and I woke up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to yet another message in my inbox she</font> had sent me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> screenshot of an Instagram</font> account in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> name no posts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> followers<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> empty account with my</font> name<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kind of freaked out a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little and</font> tried<font color="#E5E5E5"> to reply but yet again she had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blocked my messages</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">account on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Instagram but couldn't my</font> name is very uncommon so the possibilities that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guy's account was very slim it certainly</font> wasn't my account<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was very confused</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and kind of scared that she had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> created</font> an<font color="#E5E5E5"> account with my name and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would post</font> things pretending to be me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I contacted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of her high school friends</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and asked</font> if<font color="#CCCCCC"> she could deliver</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a message for me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since I had no way of reaching her to my</font> surprise they weren't friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and hadn't spoken in months</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my</font> closest friends about what<font color="#CCCCCC"> had been</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and they told me that they had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">received some strange messages too</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> seriously<font color="#CCCCCC"> confused by this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point this</font> one girl who<font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody talked to or had any</font> kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> of relationship with was sending</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pictures of Instagram accounts weird</font> memes and three words sentences<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">made zero sense to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and many of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friends</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of why she did</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> and had we treated her badly at</font> some point but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't think of</font> anything that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had done I remember</font> giving<font color="#E5E5E5"> her a piece</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of gum one day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's about as close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as any</font> communication happened between<font color="#CCCCCC"> us I</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would just try to ignore</font> her and hope she wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> send me any</font> more<font color="#CCCCCC"> messages but then around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Christmastime I woke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook</font> exploding with<font color="#CCCCCC"> notifications and</font> messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> I think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a good</font> hundred<font color="#E5E5E5"> plus notifications she had been</font> sharing<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my profile pictures and</font> posts I'm seriously freaking out at<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point and opened my messages I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">received 50 to 60 messages that all read</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and your life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to message her</font> again but surprise surprise she had blocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> my messages I was becoming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really angry at this point I clicked on</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> Facebook profile to block her and</font> get rid of her<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good before I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> block her I<font color="#E5E5E5"> scrolled down her wall she</font> had been<font color="#E5E5E5"> sharing literally hundreds of</font> posts<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pictures</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of me my friends and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some other people had no idea who they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did some detective</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work and found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sisters Facebook profile</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and decided</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> send her a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> message</font> I took screenshots<font color="#CCCCCC"> of everything she had</font> done and<font color="#E5E5E5"> sent it to her asking why she</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing this she freaked out when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> what her crazy stalker sister had</font> done and the stalker had deleted<font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font> sister on Facebook<font color="#E5E5E5"> because of an</font> argument<font color="#E5E5E5"> they had had around October</font> when this all started<font color="#CCCCCC"> so she hadn't seen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything she had done she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> promised</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> she would talk<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her crazy stalker</font> sister and make her stop<font color="#CCCCCC"> I received a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">message from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her sister a few hours</font> later that<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the stalker</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and promised she would stop and she</font> apologized<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so happy this finally</font> would be over and I thanked her another few months passes and we are now<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">February</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of 2019</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hadn't received any messages since I</font> talked<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her sister and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had honestly</font> forgot about everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> that had</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> two days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago I was playing some</font> games with my<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends on my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> PC and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talking on discord my phone was on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">table and I saw it light up once and I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> received</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> notification I wouldn't</font> bother<font color="#E5E5E5"> to check it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before the game was</font> done<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few seconds after I get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font> one<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another one I could see my phone</font> in the corner of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my eye</font> notifications came swarming in then I remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> the crazy stalker girl</font> and got<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really awful feeling of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stomach</font> praying this wasn't her again I stopped playing and picked up my phone notifications still coming in the stalker<font color="#E5E5E5"> was sharing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my pictures and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">posts yet again and all had a caption</font> like and your life and I<font color="#E5E5E5"> hope you die</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> instantly blocked her<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few minutes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later it happened again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> someone with</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> username was sharing my pictures</font> I blocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> that account instantly she had</font> created<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 accounts and I was</font> desperately blocking all of<font color="#CCCCCC"> them as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fast</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could as soon as I saw a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">notification I sent her sister a message</font> again and<font color="#CCCCCC"> told her I was going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to report</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the police if she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she told me she would talk to her angry</font> confused<font color="#E5E5E5"> and kind of scared I went back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the gaming session talking to my</font> friends about<font color="#E5E5E5"> it went to sleep a few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later I woke up late the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hard to sleep after thinking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about all that was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happening my cousin</font> had received some messages<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my crazy</font> stalker<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him that I owed her</font> money<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept my calm and told him about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and said that he should just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">go with it I wanted to see where this</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> going she thought my cousin was my</font> father<font color="#E5E5E5"> he is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot older than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> see why</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she would think that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font> had a long conversation where she claimed that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had both stolen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> hacked her phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> and lent money from her</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I was the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason she lost her</font> scholarship<font color="#E5E5E5"> and had to move she said I</font> owed her<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten thousand dollars which</font> later became<font color="#E5E5E5"> fifty thousand and then</font> again she raised the amount<font color="#E5E5E5"> to a hundred</font> thousand later in the conversation<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of this of course is some crazy lie</font> I'm so confused as to why she is<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing</font> this to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have no idea what I've done</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> report this to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tomorrow I'm really scared of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what she might accuse me up next or as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she is going to show up on my door six</font> years after<font color="#CCCCCC"> the last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw her so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">update</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just came back home after</font> talking<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police they told me I</font> had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> straw</font> case<font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could press</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> charges if I wanted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to I decided not to do it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make it harder than it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> has</font> to be and<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'll give her one last</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it we'll call her today and tell</font> her to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop or face charges</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">further contact with me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or my family</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">will cause her to see consequences</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">either way I'm pretty much guaranteed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> her restraining order if she doesn't</font> comply<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would also like to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> add that I</font> do not<font color="#E5E5E5"> think she's a violent person</font> she's<font color="#E5E5E5"> never threatened my life directly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nor have I ever feared for my life this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">plays a huge part of why I didn't press</font> charges<font color="#CCCCCC"> I firmly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> believe that something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrible has happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her within the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">last year and that she is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really sick</font> and in need<font color="#CCCCCC"> of help her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family knows</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> the situation and it's up to them</font> or the authorities to make<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure she gets</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> help that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needs it what bothered</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about this whole situation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was the false accusations and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not the</font> sharing<font color="#E5E5E5"> of pictures and messages itself</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm happy with my decision</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I hope I</font> made the<font color="#CCCCCC"> right call</font> [Music] this is my mom and<font color="#CCCCCC"> dad's story it was</font> their honeymoon they married<font color="#E5E5E5"> in August</font> 1980 in Australia<font color="#E5E5E5"> and they were driving</font> along the Bruce<font color="#CCCCCC"> Highway into a city</font> called<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rockhampton</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Queensland it was</font> late at night<font color="#E5E5E5"> around 8:00 p.m. ish and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they had been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driving most of the day</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a very long stretch of road</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> you come into the city that is</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> Bush kilometers of it at night the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bush can be very scary</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they had not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">passed cars for some time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an</font> hour<font color="#CCCCCC"> or two out of nowhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> headlights</font> appeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> a long way behind them in their</font> rearview mirror and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's fine whatever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they keep driving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as normal then the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">headlights start getting closer and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closer dad is driving and says something</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like what a bloody turkey how fast he's</font> driving the car comes right up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to them</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> their high beams on and follows him</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes like that mum and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dad have a conversation about why can't</font> the person<font color="#CCCCCC"> just overtake them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then the</font> car<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely backs off like slows</font> right down<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost to a complete stop</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hangs back about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one to two kilometres</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away for a good 10 to 15 minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mum</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dad both think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was super weird and</font> creepy<font color="#CCCCCC"> but whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just keep</font> driving<font color="#CCCCCC"> and then the car speeds up again</font> tailgating<font color="#E5E5E5"> high beams and sort of</font> swerving into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lane as if to</font> overtake them<font color="#E5E5E5"> this goes on for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">five ish minutes mum</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> both</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared now remember this is the</font> days before<font color="#E5E5E5"> mobiles and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> phones and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">besides there would have been no</font> reception<font color="#E5E5E5"> in that area to call for help</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if they had them it's not over yet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the car backs off again but as far as</font> before the car hangs back there for about<font color="#E5E5E5"> a minute before hitting the gas</font> and absolutely<font color="#E5E5E5"> flying past mum and dad</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally overtaking them</font> there appeared to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> person in the</font> car but<font color="#E5E5E5"> they couldn't really see what</font> they look like<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was also no number</font> plate<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the car to identify it and I</font> know dad had<font color="#E5E5E5"> told me heaps of times</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I actually can't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remember what</font> sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of car was now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel like it was a</font> sort of<font color="#E5E5E5"> sedan thing definitely white and</font> the car disappears up the road as if it were<font color="#E5E5E5"> never there mum and dad are shaken</font> to their core but pleased it was seemingly over<font color="#E5E5E5"> not done yet the road now</font> becomes a bit more windy previously was almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> straight mum and dad come round</font> the corner in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> cars parked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> middle<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the road</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> facing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font> beams on both the driver and passenger doors wide<font color="#CCCCCC"> open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the man they could</font> now see it was a man standing in front of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the car with his arms spread wide</font> spread as if to make them stop the car mum was screaming at dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> just hit him</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just hit him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my dad being</font> the bloody hero that he is did not<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop</font> and drove<font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the man's car on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">right-hand side of it which be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">passenger's side as it was parked facing</font> them the man tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get in front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> dad<font color="#E5E5E5"> I assumed to stop him from driving</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he made this maneuver but</font> couldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> quite get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there in time he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very close to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the car and dad nearly hit</font> him that<font color="#E5E5E5"> absolutely floored it he said</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was doing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around 130 to 140</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> km/h</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get away from the man and they aren't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sure how long they drove like that for</font> but they didn't slow back to the speed limit<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> till they started to come into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the city limits they made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to their</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hotel and parked the car at the back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hotel so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that you couldn't see it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the road because it was on the side</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> highway and passing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> traffic could</font> see the cars parked<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> mum was quite hysterical<font color="#E5E5E5"> and told the</font> reception lady what had happened they called the<font color="#E5E5E5"> police and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reported it but</font> they<font color="#E5E5E5"> never found the car or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the driver</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fast forward many years later mum was</font> watching the<font color="#CCCCCC"> news</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and Ivan Milat</font> had just been<font color="#CCCCCC"> arrested mum screamed and</font> called dad into the lounge<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> they both agreed<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was the man they saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were absolutely adamant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I can't</font> find<font color="#CCCCCC"> evidence to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> suggest Ivan Milat was</font> active in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Queensland during that time</font> but I certainly<font color="#E5E5E5"> won't call mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Liars because of what they saw I imagine</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> another creepy hillbilly who</font> looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> very similar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> backpack</font> murderer<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few years ago I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watching</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a movie at my mom's place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">though at the time she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> staying on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">site at an animal rescue the rescue was</font> a house on a couple of<font color="#E5E5E5"> acres</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that have</font> been converted<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a rescue the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">itself more or less functioned as a</font> normal home<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the exception of a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rooms that have been converted it into</font> kitten nurseries or to keep<font color="#CCCCCC"> hutches in</font> but the<font color="#CCCCCC"> backyard criss-crossed with pens</font> for the rescue animals<font color="#E5E5E5"> that were</font> surrounding properties but it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kilometres away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the nearest station</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and very difficult</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reach without</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> car it was about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 9:00 p.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> post dinner</font> and all manner of creatures<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> sleeping soundly in their beds<font color="#E5E5E5"> most</font> notably<font color="#CCCCCC"> two dingo</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> healer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crossbreeds</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">these two dogs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> belonged to the owner and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had the run of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the property sleeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> kennels on the veranda they were little darlings once he got<font color="#CCCCCC"> to know them but</font> quite intimidating when he first<font color="#E5E5E5"> met</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Grouse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and all opening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto the same</font> veranda was<font color="#E5E5E5"> laundry that functioned as a</font> second<font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as this laundry opened</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backyard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rescue staff</font> kept the food<font color="#E5E5E5"> dishes and utensils for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the animals meals in the laundry rather</font> than tracking muck through the house on <font color="#E5E5E5">their way to the kitchen we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">watching the movie on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my laptop about 15</font> to 20<font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> someone knocked at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front door my mom</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> told me not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to answer it but</font> when I asked why she had no explanation <font color="#CCCCCC">my mum</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> has pretty great intuition but</font> since the dogs<font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't going off I</font> answered anyways I swung<font color="#E5E5E5"> open the wood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paneled door but left the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flyscreen</font> locked as a concession<font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font> a soft male voice came<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the porch lights apparently needed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">replacing I could make out his height</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">five</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nine body shape thin as heck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> beard<font color="#E5E5E5"> and not much else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he asked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whose name I had</font> never heard when I told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him there was no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one here by that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">waiting for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a taxi</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but then he said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> needed a taxi and asked to<font color="#E5E5E5"> come inside</font> to call one<font color="#E5E5E5"> his speech was meandering</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this time my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom had joined me by the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> pointing at the window the door was</font> one of those single panels with glass windows<font color="#E5E5E5"> from door to ceiling beside it</font> as we had the lights on inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> pitch-black night outside we</font> couldn't see<font color="#E5E5E5"> the caller but he had had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the world</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see us</font> worried<font color="#E5E5E5"> she gave the caller directions</font> to a payphone down the street<font color="#E5E5E5"> the caller</font> insisted he needed to come inside to call a taxi<font color="#CCCCCC"> I insisted he used the pay</font> phone instead<font color="#E5E5E5"> it became quite angry and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">demanded we let him in afraid about</font> being the only<font color="#CCCCCC"> ones home that evening my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mom finally snapped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and told him she'd</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the police if he didn't go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font> already<font color="#E5E5E5"> dialing triple zero on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mobile eventually he stopped arguing in</font> the prolonged silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> suggested he was</font> gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> not wanting to return to the couch</font> which was in full view of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> doors</font> glass windows as well<font color="#CCCCCC"> as from the</font> veranda<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back wall was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">floor-to-ceiling glass panels we</font> occupied<font color="#CCCCCC"> our time in the kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we heard another knock on the door</font> nervous<font color="#E5E5E5"> we peered through the glass</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until we could make out blue and red</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">flashing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lights we opened the door to</font> two officers and started relaying the story suddenly<font color="#E5E5E5"> the officer closest to</font> the door asked is this yours<font color="#E5E5E5"> we peered</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorframe a knife lay on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">windowsill a knife my mother immediately</font> recognized as being<font color="#E5E5E5"> used for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rescue</font> animals meal prep the officers said the description reminded them of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a local</font> homeless<font color="#E5E5E5"> man who was known</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for drinking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">far too much and sleeping it off in</font> people's sheds<font color="#E5E5E5"> as such they were quick</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to dismiss it as a serious threat but</font> afterwards my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother and I kept</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> making</font> creepy realizations<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knife came from</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> laundry in the backyard how did the</font> stranger get it<font color="#E5E5E5"> without setting off the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dogs without setting off any of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rescue animals how long had even hanging</font> around the<font color="#CCCCCC"> backyard at getting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to know</font> the animals<font color="#E5E5E5"> had he been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> watching us -</font> what exactly did<font color="#CCCCCC"> he plan to do with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> knife if we had opened the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door</font> [Music] I've encountered a<font color="#CCCCCC"> person that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll call</font> window man<font color="#E5E5E5"> but has really messed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this happened in the summer of 2018 so</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> eight months ago some background</font> story to help better understand the situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the layout</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mom and I moved into this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">one-room apartment with one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of my mom's</font> colleagues all females<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a short</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">period</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of time about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three months to be</font> able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to save up some money</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> that we currently live in so</font> the apartment had a small bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> shower<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kitchen merged with the living</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> a small room separated by a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sliding</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a window balcony</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we lived on</font> the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor and even I being the</font> short five foot<font color="#E5E5E5"> four girl managed to</font> climb up into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the window when I forgot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my keys at home since the colleague</font> needed some privacy she chose to<font color="#E5E5E5"> live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> small room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom would sleep on the</font> couch in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> living room and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the balcony on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a mattress</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now when I</font> would lay<font color="#CCCCCC"> on my mattress</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my point</font> of view<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd see the living room and the</font> couch on my<font color="#E5E5E5"> right and the windows on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> left though there were some behind me that I wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> really able to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see now the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">actual story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we moved in and everything</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going great the first month or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font> felt quite<font color="#E5E5E5"> safe even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> though I was very</font> suspicious from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the very start of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">windows since we lived on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">floor and I should mention that I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never experienced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything paranormal</font> nor have I had sleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> paralysis before so</font> one night I wake up or at<font color="#E5E5E5"> least I think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I can't move I can only blink my eyes</font> and move<font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I look over to the</font> windows and<font color="#CCCCCC"> see what looks like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a third</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of a man's head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and a hand peeking</font> through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I tried to scream and</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> up but I couldn't move or do</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so terrified I saw the</font> man slowly closing the window as<font color="#CCCCCC"> if he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> make any</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sound and</font> lower his head<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if he were leaving I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> freaking out but still couldn't move</font> I saw my mom on my right sleeping on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> couch and<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my left my hand was hanging</font> off the mattress<font color="#CCCCCC"> and Mike</font> was head-butting it<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if he was trying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wake me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up I tried to scream again a</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> times but it doesn't work I'm</font> hysterical<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point and I feel</font> tears welling up in my eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> suddenly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> wake<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I shoot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up from my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cat</font> still next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the mattress and my mom</font> still in the couch<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleeping in the same</font> position<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've seen her in I look out the</font> window<font color="#CCCCCC"> panicking and it's locked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> the inside just like I<font color="#E5E5E5"> left it before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I unlocked it and opened it making</font> sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there's nobody outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closed and locked the window and lay</font> back down<font color="#CCCCCC"> sobbing I just cried myself to</font> sleep that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font> a few days<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I've decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell my</font> mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> about the dream I didn't want to at</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> because I thought that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> wouldn't pay much<font color="#E5E5E5"> attention to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it but</font> since it had me so on edge<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told her</font> and just as I expected <font color="#E5E5E5">she told me that I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> listening to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">too many horror stories and didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> me too seriously<font color="#CCCCCC"> after maybe a week I</font> forgot about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dream and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moved on and</font> then one evening everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> was going</font> fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was preparing myself for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> day since I had to do a big<font color="#E5E5E5"> presentation</font> in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the whole</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> class and I wanted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to look my best</font> it was about half past<font color="#CCCCCC"> midnight I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took a</font> shower<font color="#E5E5E5"> brush my teeth and went to sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as usual my mom was still up on her</font> phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> but about to go to sleep I doze</font> off peacefully<font color="#E5E5E5"> but suddenly I wake up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason and have the massive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> urge</font> to look behind me at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> windows to my</font> horror<font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw a tall man in my window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway in with one leg</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> floor I panicked and thought that I</font> was dreaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> again but quickly realized</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I can move</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so no I wasn't dreaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still being in a state</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fear and</font> confusion I whispered<font color="#E5E5E5"> oh my god and did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my complete horror the man looked up all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dark but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes shining</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the moonlight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">put on the creepiest ear-to-ear grin</font> but a finger<font color="#CCCCCC"> to his lips and said Shh in</font> the most menacing way ever<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no idea</font> what to do so I said louder<font color="#CCCCCC"> oh my god</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and then I jumped and screamed and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screaming like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a banshee the guy</font> got startled and almost fell back so I took<font color="#E5E5E5"> the opportunity enclosed and locked</font> the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as he was about to try</font> to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> back in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screaming woke my mom</font> up and she ran up asking what had happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started nervously explaining</font> all that<font color="#CCCCCC"> had happened and then we saw</font> the dude climb up to our window<font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but the one right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next to me trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">open it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I saw that I screamed even</font> louder and as he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> opening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it I pushed</font> him and<font color="#CCCCCC"> he fell down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> calling me every</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">name under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Sun he then tried to make</font> up some terrible excuse but in my panic state I started yelling<font color="#E5E5E5"> at him at the</font> top<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my lungs to get out I kept on</font> yelling<font color="#E5E5E5"> for about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 5 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a total</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crazy person until the guy finally said</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> along</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lines of fine then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as if I was obliged to let him in</font> and started<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking away I slammed all</font> the windows<font color="#CCCCCC"> shut and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> locked them sat</font> down on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mattress</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and proceeded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sob</font> loudly as my mom was next to me<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> calm me down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought that was it</font> but a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later I saw him again</font> climbing<font color="#E5E5E5"> up our balcony and I started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">screaming again open one of the windows</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yelled so loud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost lost my</font> voice<font color="#CCCCCC"> I closed and locked the windows</font> and my mom and I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the guard to</font> tell him what had happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I described</font> the man to him as<font color="#E5E5E5"> best that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could but</font> since it was dark I<font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't say much</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about his appearance he told us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to just</font> go home and stay calm that he'll handle <font color="#CCCCCC">the situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when we were going back we</font> saw about<font color="#CCCCCC"> eight neighbors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of ours</font> standing outside wondering what had happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> they all gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us sympathetic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look says we went back home my mom gave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> medicine to help me calm down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I was crying and shaking vigorously</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about an hour</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until I was finally so</font> exhausted that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep with</font> her since I didn't want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep on the</font> balcony anymore the next day I showed up to school <font color="#CCCCCC">looking like trash</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and when I told</font> someone what<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the other</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> didn't</font> believe me or would brush<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off saying</font> it's fine<font color="#CCCCCC"> you're all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right now after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">few days my mom confronted me about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said she was sorry that she didn't</font> take<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dream seriously though I wasn't</font> mad at<font color="#E5E5E5"> all just shocked she said that</font> she was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to fall asleep but</font> woke up to me screaming<font color="#E5E5E5"> she told me that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screams were the most blood-curdling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one she had ever heard in her life but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the scariest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part is that I woke up for</font> no reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just had the massive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> urge to</font> look back there was absolutely no noise when the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> opened the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and was</font> climbing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in I even asked my mother if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she had heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything and she said that</font> no it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was absolutely silent who knows</font> what the man would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have done if I hadn't</font> have woken<font color="#E5E5E5"> up though I'm glad I didn't</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find out the fact that also</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really shook me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is that I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dream of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something similar happening about three</font> weeks before<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> actually happened in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">real life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">though sadly I don't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to that man if he was arrested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or not we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but either way I'm</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> glad that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moved out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment soon later</font> [Music] so one<font color="#E5E5E5"> day about six years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ago on a</font> youtube comment<font color="#CCCCCC"> section</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which I am</font> convinced comprises the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bowels of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Internet there was some guy posting full</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> bravado and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> self praise about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everything under</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Sun while putting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other people down in the fashion that I</font> found<font color="#CCCCCC"> unacceptable even though he did</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> excellent grammatical and</font> linguistic skills<font color="#E5E5E5"> in particular he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">singing his praises about his chess</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">playing abilities which he clearly took</font> much pride in being the<font color="#E5E5E5"> snarky booger</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I called him out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was definitely over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the top and it</font> sounded<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a load of garbage</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean</font> the guy stated that he was one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> top chess players in the world and went on and on about<font color="#CCCCCC"> it which I highly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doubt</font> was true really it was nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> more than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the typical</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> playful banner of noise and</font> nastiness that<font color="#CCCCCC"> his youtube comment</font> sections<font color="#CCCCCC"> this guy however</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font> narcissistic personality disorder<font color="#CCCCCC"> during</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the few comments we exchanged he</font> admitted as<font color="#CCCCCC"> much but thought it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his biggest strengths rather than</font> weaknesses and saw no<font color="#CCCCCC"> reason to get help</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from my understanding of NPD's</font> this is not uncommon anyways having angered this guy he made it his mission<font color="#E5E5E5"> for about four weeks to</font> research me extensively by extensively I mean that he probably made me his <font color="#CCCCCC">full-time job I try</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my social</font> media<font color="#E5E5E5"> accounts quite separate by using</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different usernames and posting few</font> details about<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself but within the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">first week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guy managed to locate</font> most of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> accounts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and spent hours and</font> hours posting insulting nasty comments in<font color="#CCCCCC"> response to my YouTube videos</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> tweets<font color="#E5E5E5"> my comments at Facebook comments</font> etc<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doxed me finding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my PhD math</font> thesis posting it online repeatedly in criticizing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my methodology which was</font> ridiculous my<font color="#E5E5E5"> PhD thesis</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nominated</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> awards and laid out the foundation</font> of a new<font color="#E5E5E5"> area of combinatorics</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this means that the dude read my PhD</font> thesis<font color="#E5E5E5"> several hundred pages just to</font> criticize me given<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it's in math</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that alone is incredibly creepy</font> he responded<font color="#CCCCCC"> to every YouTube video I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> posted taunting me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with nasty</font> comments and replied<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hundreds of my</font> posts even<font color="#CCCCCC"> 5 plus years old</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attacking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Lynn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every detail of anything I said we</font> were talking small typos<font color="#E5E5E5"> to some</font> unintentional grammatical errors and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> few bursts of outrage<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a gay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man on</font> many LGBT<font color="#E5E5E5"> rights websites it's hard to</font> sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> not be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> frustrated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> guy must have<font color="#E5E5E5"> spent hundreds of hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">researching me and posting in response</font> to me from fairly old posts while nobody else seemed to<font color="#E5E5E5"> care it was terrifying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me to get daily notifications from him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">posting my full name everywhere with</font> detailed<font color="#CCCCCC"> information about my location</font> and life<font color="#E5E5E5"> fortunately I live in a</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> continent than he did even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">though he made some threats to come</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">visit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me I figured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to ignore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him but they went on for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I said about</font> four weeks<font color="#E5E5E5"> until some woman</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online and a</font> very talented chess player<font color="#E5E5E5"> made the</font> mistake of insulting him about his grandiose<font color="#E5E5E5"> delusions of being a master</font> chess<font color="#E5E5E5"> player at which point he</font> thankfully shifted<font color="#CCCCCC"> sites to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> messaged her privately<font color="#E5E5E5"> and warned her</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> this unstable guy but he still</font> stalked her for<font color="#CCCCCC"> several months daxing</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> end demanding that she play him</font> games of chess online at the threat of <font color="#E5E5E5">more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> daxing telling her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that she would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">play him on such a server at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">such-and-such a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time or else she would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forfeit and be scorned much of the time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never heard of the</font> obscure servers he mentioned but he demanded that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she comply I finally lost</font> track of him but his<font color="#E5E5E5"> posts remained</font> online<font color="#CCCCCC"> containing all my personal</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">information which is disturbing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seeing</font> as I try<font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep my social media</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accounts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my real</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life as separate as</font> I can manage<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not ashamed of anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I say online but I want the division and</font> some reasonable level<font color="#E5E5E5"> of anonymity all</font> the same so to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the crazy dude proud of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his narcissistic personality disorder</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> hope we never meet<font color="#CCCCCC"> again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I hope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> others remain safe<font color="#E5E5E5"> from you I have since</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">learned to be much more careful</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">online interactions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to not push</font> buttons just<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the sake of doing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> because sometimes it just<font color="#E5E5E5"> isn't safe</font> [Music] this happened in 2006<font color="#E5E5E5"> in Provo Utah</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">childhood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had just moved</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from a small town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to start college there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">are two colleges in the area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one in</font> Brigham Young University<font color="#CCCCCC"> predominantly</font> Mormon<font color="#CCCCCC"> population and the other was a</font> small<font color="#CCCCCC"> state college at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time it's now</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> University of course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us non-mormon</font> boys end up<font color="#E5E5E5"> finding an amazing old house</font> for rent<font color="#CCCCCC"> rights in the epicenter of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">zoobi Ville a term used by non BYU kids</font> referring to students<font color="#E5E5E5"> at BYU</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it's</font> loosely<font color="#E5E5E5"> based on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> premise that at one</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> the students weren't allowed to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the campus</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> therefore they were</font> trapped there like zoo animals<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that we are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> technically</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the territory</font> for approval housing for BYU standards we figured we were in a pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> alright</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">area</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bazaar area but nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crazy we</font> literally were the only<font color="#E5E5E5"> party house I</font> knew of within<font color="#E5E5E5"> a few square miles one</font> day<font color="#E5E5E5"> during our first weekend at the</font> house we hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone speak loudly in</font> front of her house so naturally we investigate<font color="#E5E5E5"> we find a man I'd say in his</font> early 40s<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing pull-ups from a limb of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">her tree he sees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us looking out the open</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">door and yells for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us to come introduce</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ourselves</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> since we were his new</font> neighbors<font color="#E5E5E5"> this guy was ripped not just</font> for a 40-something<font color="#E5E5E5"> year old I'm saying</font> you can see every fiber<font color="#E5E5E5"> of his muscles</font> as we<font color="#E5E5E5"> approach I reach out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> introduce<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself</font> he quickly smacks my hand away and <font color="#CCCCCC">firmly says never touch a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> black man's</font> hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gave a short-lived giggle as I</font> realized he was dead<font color="#CCCCCC"> serious to clarify</font> he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> african-american</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he then</font> introduces himself as Sherrod<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gatekeeper of heaven but his real name</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is Allen I've been sent there by God</font> himself to keep<font color="#E5E5E5"> anyone but the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almighty</font> white man out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heaven he tells us he</font> is in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jesus's original body but he has</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">adapted it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be fit for defending</font> heaven that his arms are his rifle stocks<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> asked him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lives</font> sure enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> he points to the very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> great I never felt threatened by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the guy but also always kept my wits</font> about me when he was around<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> know the volatility<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his mental state</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeks go by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with small interactions</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> doing push-ups in our<font color="#E5E5E5"> grass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pull-ups</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from our tree while sharing ridiculous</font> stories about his past<font color="#CCCCCC"> he explained to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that you must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> put your heart against</font> Mother Earth<font color="#CCCCCC"> to live</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a long healthy life</font> and that if he doesn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> do it bad things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">will happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this leads to when things</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">starts going from comical to creepy we</font> hadn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> noticed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that we hadn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seen him</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> our yard for a few days so when we</font> saw him walking out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of his house my</font> buddy yelled at him I haven't<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen you</font> working<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you better get on it or bad</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> will start to happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sherrod</font> visibly starts limping over<font color="#E5E5E5"> explains</font> that he was riding<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bike</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shooting pool Jesus also taught him how</font> to play<font color="#E5E5E5"> pool and helped him fight off a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">motorcycle gang while he was there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> woman the Antichrist had seen him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coming and stuck her foot into his</font> spokes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and sent him flying and he landed</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his heart so he needs to give it time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to heal and the way he told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story</font> was hilarious<font color="#CCCCCC"> he didn't mean it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it took everything we had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not to</font> bust<font color="#E5E5E5"> up laughing well as bad random</font> fortune would have it Steve Irwin the Crocodile Hunter died of a freak accident the following day my buddy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> I were<font color="#CCCCCC"> getting home from work right at</font> the same time the<font color="#E5E5E5"> following day when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sherrod comes running over you knew</font> pointing right at<font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend you knew</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I wasn't putting my heart to the</font> ground<font color="#E5E5E5"> that something bad was going to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happen</font> we didn't know about Irwin's death<font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> we're<font color="#E5E5E5"> both thinking how what happened</font> what<font color="#E5E5E5"> has he done</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mother earth couldn't feel my heartbeat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so she had to take a person of nature to</font> remind me that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never stop she</font> took<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> crocodile hunter the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Crocodile</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Hunter this is when he decided we were</font> more<font color="#CCCCCC"> than just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neighbors</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were</font> prophets he named my friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> peep sight</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because he can see the future</font> he named me honcho<font color="#CCCCCC"> he said I was very</font> special<font color="#E5E5E5"> and him the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> equivalent of God on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">earth and that everyone including him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and peep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sites must worship</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weird</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but this guy clearly is mentally</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unstable</font> I have an aunt<font color="#E5E5E5"> with paranoid</font> schizophrenia<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I'm thinking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with super</font> qualified<font color="#E5E5E5"> medical knowledge that he</font> suffers from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the same thing this is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exactly something she would say but</font> instead<font color="#CCCCCC"> of me being God</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it would be Axl</font> Rose as weird as things are<font color="#E5E5E5"> getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> the guy we have no<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fear him he</font> is always<font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> energetic and happy to</font> see us<font color="#E5E5E5"> I mean he would never do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> God or prophet right but he did</font> get weirder by the day the day after Sherrod gave us our new titles I hear peep<font color="#E5E5E5"> sites yell for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous tone</font> to come to the back door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and there they</font> stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sherrod is opening a bottle of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">olive oil and telling my buddy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take</font> his shirt off he's telling us he needs to anoint<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bless those wings</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he said at this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point I'm thinking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> whole<font color="#E5E5E5"> thing has run its</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course and is</font> now just<font color="#E5E5E5"> plain annoying we both tell him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">no one absolutely not not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taking our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shirts off so you can rub oil on us we</font> settle on letting him rub a drop on our foreheads hoping that<font color="#E5E5E5"> will make him</font> leave us alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> he gave me the bottle of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">olive oil and said I can now start</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blessing those who deserve it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and told</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my friend that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needs to protect the</font> house and to make everyone who<font color="#E5E5E5"> comes</font> over say<font color="#E5E5E5"> praise Jesus if they can't or</font> won't say it it's because they're demons <font color="#E5E5E5">they knocked on our door the very next</font> day and<font color="#CCCCCC"> nassif he could come in</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> yelled let me hear you say praise</font> Jesus he swore and walked away<font color="#E5E5E5"> guess that</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeks go by with the average</font> interactions we've all<font color="#E5E5E5"> been pretty</font> disengaging with him as like I said the hilarity<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the situation is worn off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one afternoon while loading my suitcase</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into my car when he pops up out of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nowhere</font> where are you going and this<font color="#CCCCCC"> is where</font> the weirdest stuff happened was<font color="#CCCCCC"> Sherrod</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and the only time I felt nervous that</font> something might go<font color="#E5E5E5"> down he pulls out a</font> bag of<font color="#E5E5E5"> razor blades and asked if I can</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">do him a favor</font> he tells me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Jesus ordered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> save all his razors he uses the shave his head<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that one day someone</font> important will come along<font color="#CCCCCC"> that can take</font> them and dump them<font color="#CCCCCC"> into the ocean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him yeah not gonna happen</font> I tell him<font color="#E5E5E5"> there's no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way I will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> getting a bag of razors past<font color="#E5E5E5"> security</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I would never dump anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the</font> ocean<font color="#E5E5E5"> let alone razor blades he tells me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that Jesus will make sure security won't</font> find the bag and nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad will happen</font> if they are in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ocean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm adamant</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is not going to happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> with every<font color="#E5E5E5"> no I can see him get a little</font> angrier<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little more intense</font> this was the anger from<font color="#E5E5E5"> desperation and</font> you know the saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> desperate times call</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> desperate measures</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so this put</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me on high alert I mean he</font> literally has hundreds of razor blades <font color="#CCCCCC">in his hand God knows what kind of</font> disease you<font color="#CCCCCC"> could get if one of those</font> cut you he truly believed this<font color="#CCCCCC"> is how</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> story was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> supposed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go after what</font> seemed<font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour-long discussion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> /</font> argument it was probably<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 minutes in</font> reality<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was defeated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he stormed off</font> muttering beneath his breath<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> make out turned and screamed</font> obscenities at me multiple<font color="#E5E5E5"> times</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was the end of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the conversation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after spending a week in Hawaii</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week</font> without<font color="#E5E5E5"> dealing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the crazy neighbor</font> anxiety of<font color="#E5E5E5"> having to deal with him hit</font> while on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my way home</font> however luck was on my side<font color="#E5E5E5"> while I was</font> gone<font color="#CCCCCC"> sherrod was arrested I can't</font> remember the exact charges<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it was</font> bad<font color="#CCCCCC"> I want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to say some form of assault</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and various drug charges as well</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we also</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> out this wasn't the first time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that the house next door was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a halfway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house so this happened about six months</font> ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm originally from a town in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> north of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the UK</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now was living in a</font> different<font color="#CCCCCC"> part of the country at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> university I was just going</font> into my second year<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I had moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> student accommodations like halls to a house share with four other<font color="#CCCCCC"> girls we</font> were in a pretty nice house in<font color="#E5E5E5"> a small</font> dead-end street and all the shops and <font color="#E5E5E5">bars were at the end of our street</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom that was on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bottom</font> floor and<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the front of the house it</font> had originally<font color="#CCCCCC"> been a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> living room but</font> had been changed<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a bedroom for</font> student housing<font color="#E5E5E5"> because it used to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room the window was a huge bay</font> window<font color="#CCCCCC"> that took up the entire length of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wall the house had a big</font> driveway in a front garden<font color="#CCCCCC"> both with</font> fences around<font color="#E5E5E5"> this meant that you</font> couldn't walk past the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> without intending</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be there you</font> would have<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk up the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> driveway I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have been living in the house for about</font> two<font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks when this happened on this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">particular night there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only two of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us and as our other three roommates had</font> gone home for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the weekend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the other girl</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had a second-floor bedroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the front of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house it was</font> around 2:00<font color="#CCCCCC"> a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was sat in bed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">watching Netflix</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't usually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stay</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> this late but I was talking to a new</font> boy at the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I would often stay</font> up late<font color="#CCCCCC"> just to talk to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sad I know</font> but new relationships are exciting<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> remember wanting to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep at about</font> 12:30 and deciding<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for a bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to talk to him and now I'm so</font> glad that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I did at this time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was quite</font> naive<font color="#E5E5E5"> and didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really think much about</font> the dangers<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not locking doors and</font> leaving windows open<font color="#CCCCCC"> I grew up in a very</font> nice<font color="#E5E5E5"> area where we didn't even really</font> to lock our doors and so I still wasn't out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this mindset this experience has</font> definitely changed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that because of this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had one of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> windows slightly open</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and my curtains were open the curtains</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> matter too much because the way</font> the house<font color="#CCCCCC"> was built</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the garden and trees</font> were right in<font color="#E5E5E5"> front of my window meaning</font> no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one could see in unless they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stood</font> directly<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of it being naive I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think there was a possibility</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that anyone would try to I was half</font> lying down half sitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> up in bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my laptop in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> front of me I didn't have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my laptop on too high</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of volume as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">although she was upstairs there was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another girl in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house and I wanted</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be respectful all of a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sudden I saw</font> shadow go past my window<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a person</font> walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> past</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I immediately froze</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> earlier there was no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone could just walk past and unless</font> they<font color="#CCCCCC"> walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down my driveway and were</font> specifically<font color="#E5E5E5"> coming to my house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> thought maybe someone had walked down the wrong driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> or was possibly</font> cutting through and was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to jump</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> fence to another house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> didn't sit right<font color="#E5E5E5"> about this at all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however so I left my laptop running and</font> just looked at the window<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a second I</font> couldn't see out the window at all since <font color="#E5E5E5">it was so dark outside but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out shadows on the wall just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a second there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was nothing then a</font> shadow of a man<font color="#CCCCCC"> went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> past in the shadow</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> another man about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two seconds</font> afterwards<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this point</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew</font> something was<font color="#E5E5E5"> wrong</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I shut my laptop</font> immediately in the hope<font color="#CCCCCC"> that if they</font> looked in the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> they wouldn't see</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit of time went past maybe like a</font> minute or two and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just sat in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pitch-black</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting to see if I saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything else after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this bit of time</font> went by<font color="#CCCCCC"> another shadow of a man went</font> past my<font color="#CCCCCC"> window in the opposite direction</font> as if they had both walked in front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> my window into the back<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the house but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only one came back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was certain at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they were doing something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong but for some reason I could not</font> move<font color="#CCCCCC"> my brain was trying to process a</font> million things at once<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scared that I froze</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt like if I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moved then they would know I was there</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had no idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whether this was a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> thing or a bad thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all I knew</font> they<font color="#E5E5E5"> could have been hoping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a young</font> 19<font color="#CCCCCC"> year old girl</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be inside and I</font> didn't want to run<font color="#CCCCCC"> the risk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of letting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was I was also</font> completely<font color="#E5E5E5"> naked under my covers and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">definitely crossed my mind that if I got</font> up and they could see in the windows they would see me after what felt like <font color="#E5E5E5">an eternity of just sitting waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> heard a loud<font color="#E5E5E5"> bang on my window it</font> sounded like someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> had hit something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">such as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a rock off the window with force</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I assumed they were trying to break the</font> window and panicked hugely but still couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> move I can't explain what was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but it was almost</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> waiting for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a completely</font> definitive thing to<font color="#CCCCCC"> happen before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got</font> up<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if I was being overdramatic or</font> something after the<font color="#E5E5E5"> loud noise I would</font> say maybe<font color="#CCCCCC"> thirty Seconds when passed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> then all of a sudden<font color="#CCCCCC"> my curtain started</font> moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I see a hand come</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> round the</font> side<font color="#E5E5E5"> of them to get them out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the way</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they were big curtains and my open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Abul</font> windows were on either side of the big window<font color="#E5E5E5"> meaning they were slightly</font> blocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by the open curtains I then</font> looked over to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the curtains and see a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figure of a man climbing through my</font> window he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my window</font> with the top half<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inside my</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is when my mind finally</font> decided<font color="#CCCCCC"> that this was a fight or flight</font> situation<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I shot up and ran towards</font> my door on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> other side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the room it</font> was locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I had to fumble</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font> key<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn it and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then open the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the while making</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a huge amount</font> of noise I ran up the<font color="#E5E5E5"> stairs and knocked</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my roommates room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still completely</font> naked<font color="#E5E5E5"> I should add so the image she must</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> gotten when she opened the door is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">quite amusing to think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about she opened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately which I</font> found odd for it being<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. but I was</font> thankful nonetheless <font color="#CCCCCC">I told her what had happened and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> locked her door and started panicking <font color="#E5E5E5">neither</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us knew what to do as we had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never been in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> situation like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> being stupid and young I decided</font> to ring my mum completely not helpful<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the situation</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking straight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she</font> told me<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ring the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> police immediately</font> so we rang<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and because we</font> didn't know if the men<font color="#CCCCCC"> were in the house</font> or not<font color="#E5E5E5"> they arrived within two minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and as if it may have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an act of</font> burglary<font color="#CCCCCC"> I left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my laptop and all my</font> possessions<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other than my</font> phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> because it happened to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my</font> hand when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I ran so if they were in my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">room and they would have plenty to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> arrived and we threw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> some<font color="#CCCCCC"> keys from the top</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window to them so</font> they could<font color="#E5E5E5"> let themselves in they</font> searched the whole house<font color="#E5E5E5"> top to bottom</font> and found no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one I went down when they</font> assured us it was safe and checked<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> room and<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing had been taken</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew</font> for sure they mustn't have<font color="#E5E5E5"> even come</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room at all as my laptop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> clear as day on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bed and would have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the first thing they had seen if</font> they had the police agreed that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I must</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have scared them off by getting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up as</font> they mustn't have<font color="#CCCCCC"> been expecting anyone</font> to be in they must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have thought the room</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a living room as it made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sense for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be and have been expecting to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rob</font> the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> why everyone was to sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had this crazy thought</font> process through all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this where I</font> started wondering if I had seen what I thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had and started doubting</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> and wondering if I was just</font> insane but when I went down to<font color="#CCCCCC"> check my</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> my window had been completely open</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to his fullest extent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had opened it</font> only<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crack at most and this just</font> confirmed<font color="#E5E5E5"> that what I had seen was</font> completely real<font color="#CCCCCC"> I learned a valuable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lesson about leaving windows open that</font> day for sure<font color="#E5E5E5"> while the police were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> they actually<font color="#CCCCCC"> got radioed about an</font> attempted robbery just<font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple of</font> streets<font color="#E5E5E5"> along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for mine and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> suspected<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was the same two men</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing ever came back about that dough</font> so they<font color="#E5E5E5"> mustn't have caught them</font> unfortunately<font color="#E5E5E5"> they told us that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if they</font> did catch<font color="#E5E5E5"> anybody engaging in any</font> similar crime they would get back<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> touch but to this day they<font color="#E5E5E5"> haven't so</font> either they had been caught and not connected<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my case or they</font> and caught<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all CSI came the next day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and actually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> managed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a</font> fingerprint from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window but they</font> said the<font color="#CCCCCC"> person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> must have been sweating</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or something as the fingerprint was too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">smudged to get anything from I'm so glad</font> I decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up later as if I</font> hadn't been awake for<font color="#CCCCCC"> this they would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have physically been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my room by the</font> time<font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed that they were there or</font> they noticed<font color="#E5E5E5"> me the thought of waking up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the two men in my room is terrifying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> I'm not sure what they would<font color="#CCCCCC"> have done</font> if<font color="#CCCCCC"> they had got into the room before</font> realizing as there was then no<font color="#E5E5E5"> easy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">escape for them that would have had to</font> have climb out<font color="#CCCCCC"> the tiny window again or</font> unlock my bedroom door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then the</font> front door to get out this might<font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> led to<font color="#E5E5E5"> a violent and nasty situation and</font> if they had<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized they were stuck in</font> a room<font color="#CCCCCC"> with an eyewitness and it doesn't</font> bear thinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> about also my roommate</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">told me after the police left that she</font> had actually woken up for some reason <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five minutes before I came flying</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stairs and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she said she heard the</font> loud bang on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my window when she was</font> already awake<font color="#E5E5E5"> she started to get a bad</font> feeling after that<font color="#CCCCCC"> dan had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waited up for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a bit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting on the end of her bed next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just in case</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up it's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very interesting that she woke</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this as the men were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">allowed at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any point other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than when</font> they hit the window<font color="#E5E5E5"> maybe that says a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lot about the body's ability to detect</font> danger<font color="#CCCCCC"> I unfortunately ended up not</font> being<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in that room after</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> without</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having all the lights on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and soon after decided to move</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> University because I felt so uneasy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">living down there</font> I have so many experiences that<font color="#CCCCCC"> belong</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> now this happened when I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> turned 18<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> five years ago so some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">details are hazy but most are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still</font> extremely clear it was my<font color="#E5E5E5"> first job just</font> as a convenience<font color="#CCCCCC"> store cashier</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in a</font> pretty low traffic<font color="#E5E5E5"> Plaza within walking</font> distance<font color="#E5E5E5"> from my house and I was pretty</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> at working there my managers liked</font> me because I followed the<font color="#E5E5E5"> rules due to a</font> fear I've always had<font color="#E5E5E5"> about getting in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">trouble</font> unfortunately my managers<font color="#CCCCCC"> also did not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">do anything when I was harassed which</font> happened pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> much three or more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> times</font> a week<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 18 but I looked about</font> 14 and<font color="#CCCCCC"> I constantly got asked and still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">five years later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enough to be working so when I got hit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by much much older men it wasn't just</font> creepy it was bordering on predatory behavior<font color="#E5E5E5"> a 30 year old man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> charmed me</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> giving him my number once send when</font> I told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him how old I was he said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wow</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> you were a lot younger</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> huh</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's good</font> so he thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was younger than 18 and</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted to date</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me and the</font> conversation ended<font color="#E5E5E5"> there at this point</font> though<font color="#CCCCCC"> besides the weekly guys hitting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I was threatened</font> by an old guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> on what had to have been</font> hardcore meth to kill me with his chicken<font color="#E5E5E5"> wing bone while eating it</font> nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> really crazy had happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> hoped it wouldn't because again no one ever did anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> even when I complained</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">9:57 one night before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 10:00 a</font> younger looking kid comes in<font color="#E5E5E5"> probably</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mid-20s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> patchy beard that looks like</font> when a 15 year<font color="#E5E5E5"> old tries to grow on</font> looks<font color="#E5E5E5"> like he still lives in mommy's</font> basement playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> video games you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font> that kind of guy he comes in alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> gets a drink</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> messes around<font color="#CCCCCC"> the store until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> announcement that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were closing in</font> one minute<font color="#E5E5E5"> then he comes up to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">counter gives me a really creepy grin</font> and starts chatting from the get-go<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> had this weirdly bad vibe about<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> dude<font color="#E5E5E5"> and my managers in the office doing</font> closing stuff so I'm checking him out but by<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself he's just being really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">creepy when the register opens to give</font> him his change he starts chuckling and saying well that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> a lot walk and can I have some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and leaning over the counter I actually</font> thought he was<font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna rob me but I'm a</font> nervous person with anxiety so I was <font color="#CCCCCC">stammering and laughing nervously and</font> pretending it was normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he leans</font> even closer and says huh you<font color="#E5E5E5"> just want to go home don't you you</font> just want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go home right you really</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> want to go home and the creepiest</font> voice that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> imagine a kidnapper would</font> use to taunt his victim that's literally what it sounded like it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was terrifying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then he leaves and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we close I was scared</font> to drive<font color="#E5E5E5"> home and felt like I was being</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">followed or watched I don't see him for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days and then he comes in again</font> pretty close to closing<font color="#E5E5E5"> time with his</font> girlfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> who later I realized always</font> had this<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird look on her face</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">maybe deep inside she didn't want to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> there or<font color="#E5E5E5"> around him but was still</font> affectionate to him<font color="#E5E5E5"> all that so I said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">oh thank god</font> maybe he won't be creepy to<font color="#CCCCCC"> me and sure</font> in that time it was a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> bit better</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was still incredibly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weird but she</font> was nice<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it was easier to talk then</font> there was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> third time about a week or</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> later he came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in with the girlfriend</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> but she walked out as he came to</font> pay again it was close<font color="#E5E5E5"> to closing and there</font> was really no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one there again a manager</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> around and this is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the part that</font> isn't hazy at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> because it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> creepy<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the conversation went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this so I talked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> likes you<font color="#E5E5E5"> if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you wanted to you know get</font> together with us<font color="#E5E5E5"> she'd be down after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">staring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at him for about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 15 seconds</font> straight what him smiling creepily<font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah</font> would you be down<font color="#E5E5E5"> hmm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I literally can't</font> believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is happening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm like nervously laughing and shaking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my head and saying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no no thank you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Thanks no and then he gets all close and</font> looks me dead in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the eye with the smile</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and lowers his voice and says you could</font> be my girl just<font color="#E5E5E5"> like her how does that</font> sound <font color="#E5E5E5">he could be so happy with us with me you</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> quit this job</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> won't have to</font> work at all<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pay the rent for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> clothes everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything she wants I</font> get anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> you want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I get you too what</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mm-hmm</font> it'll be so<font color="#E5E5E5"> good and as he's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saying this</font> he keeps leaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> further over the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">counter and I just said no like no no</font> then he grabbed his stuff<font color="#E5E5E5"> because during</font> all of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Simon awkwardly checking out</font> his stuff and winks at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and says if</font> you ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> change your mind</font> and walks out<font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time I see him</font> come in some checking<font color="#E5E5E5"> out another guy</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I mutters something along the lines</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> God this guy again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turns out I was</font> checking out his brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and apparently</font> they were also<font color="#E5E5E5"> with their mother who</font> proceeds to tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> this creep I said that</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and creep comes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> course creepily says do you not like me I heard he didn't want<font color="#E5E5E5"> to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font> hurt my<font color="#E5E5E5"> feelings why are you saying is</font> that stuff about<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> nervously brushing it off and didn't know what<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do and then he left and I</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw him or his girlfriend again my</font> manager and didn't do anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laughed about it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and said what what what</font> the heck and<font color="#CCCCCC"> went about her business</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">only one newer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> supervisor said that was</font> unacceptable <font color="#E5E5E5">and she would tell him to leave if he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ever came in again but thankfully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> didn't [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">growing up in a Boston suburb</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> during the</font> 80s<font color="#E5E5E5"> was rough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I came up in a</font> neighborhood<font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rife with shady</font> activity it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place that</font> changed when<font color="#E5E5E5"> the Sun went down</font> sketchy streets and arterial alleyways that look sinister when shrouded in darkness my dad was an introverted workaholic and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> subsequent loneliness driving my mom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bottle I was rebellious</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> angry and</font> without<font color="#E5E5E5"> income it was the perfect storm</font> naturally<font color="#E5E5E5"> I fell into petty crime school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was a joke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a glorified daycare for</font> hopeless kids with no future in anything but prison<font color="#E5E5E5"> or the morgue</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we were extremely disrespectful to the</font> faculty<font color="#CCCCCC"> on more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than one occasion a</font> member of the teaching<font color="#CCCCCC"> staff</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> assaulted<font color="#CCCCCC"> by a student</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but there was one</font> teacher<font color="#CCCCCC"> who seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be an exception he</font> was someone who<font color="#CCCCCC"> the kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never talked</font> back to someone who had<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> natural</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air</font> of authority about<font color="#E5E5E5"> him his name was mr.</font> Metzger <font color="#E5E5E5">a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teachers at her school were a mess</font> fresh college graduates<font color="#CCCCCC"> who were only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe a year older than the kids in our</font> class<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple of functioning alcoholics</font> who smelled like<font color="#CCCCCC"> vodka</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at 8:30 each</font> morning shirt buttons undone with loose <font color="#E5E5E5">tacky</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walmart ties complete with 5-day</font> stubble but not<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Metzger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was always clean-shaven his thinning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gray hair combed over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bald patch on</font> the crown<font color="#CCCCCC"> of his head he commanded</font> respect<font color="#CCCCCC"> when Friday</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> evening my buddies</font> and I were smoking cigarettes<font color="#CCCCCC"> cruising</font> in a battered<font color="#E5E5E5"> old Ford when the subject</font> of mr. Metzger came up you know<font color="#CCCCCC"> he's a</font> war veteran right dude was marine or some crap got a Silver<font color="#CCCCCC"> Star for killing</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten enemy soldiers in the ambush or</font> something once said I called BS<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> other retorted not everyone who served <font color="#E5E5E5">with some stone-cold killer</font> my uncle was<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> army motor pool said</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> never fired a shot nah man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">massacres hardcore I heard he broke</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> kid's jaw breaking up a fight<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font> years back<font color="#CCCCCC"> that kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jaw was already</font> broken<font color="#CCCCCC"> and if mr. Metzger was in the</font> Marines he certainly<font color="#E5E5E5"> never talked about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it later that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we pulled up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to a</font> small stucco house on the outskirts<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> Jamaica Plain it was pretty unassuming<font color="#E5E5E5"> not the usual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">middle-class housing we targeted for</font> burglaries but my buddy in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> backseat</font> insisted<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure this is the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> dude for the last time yes the guy</font> buys and sells auto parts is always a buttload<font color="#E5E5E5"> of cash stashed inside I'm</font> telling you this<font color="#E5E5E5"> would be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a huge score</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for us we parked around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the block</font> scanning<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> area before we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> approach the</font> house pulling<font color="#CCCCCC"> out bandanas and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">balaclavas we used them to obscure our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">faces from any potential</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> witnesses</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was quiet out almost<font color="#CCCCCC"> pitch-black if it</font> wasn't for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dim fluorescent glow</font> orange street lamps breaking into the garage<font color="#E5E5E5"> was easy the rotting wood of a</font> side door gave way from around the old rusty<font color="#E5E5E5"> lock and just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font> inside<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the interior of the damp dark</font> garage held no car parts<font color="#E5E5E5"> no sign of any</font> mechanical work at all I shot our<font color="#E5E5E5"> insistent friend a scornful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">look we should have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left right then</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but we were young</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> foolish and</font> arrogant we didn't want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> walk away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">empty-handed at the door to the main</font> house we listened for any sign<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> activity<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside and it was silent I</font> gulped<font color="#E5E5E5"> took hold of the door handle and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pulled a short corridor led to a side</font> room which was<font color="#E5E5E5"> evidently serving as a</font> kind of office space with books and paperwork piled on an old desk<font color="#CCCCCC"> I crept</font> inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> while my buddies searched the</font> rest of the<font color="#CCCCCC"> ground-floor for valuables</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was searching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> office that I began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and notice a few things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the person</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who lived here despite being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time-worn</font> and dilapidated<font color="#CCCCCC"> the room was incredibly</font> orderly in neat the contents of shelves were immaculately arranged with one wall displaying a ragged looking flag<font color="#E5E5E5"> red and</font> blue with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the yellow star in the center</font> I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea what country it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I did get a feeling I'd seen it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">before somewhere a section of wall was</font> decorated with<font color="#CCCCCC"> frame newspaper clippings</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and they were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost impossible to read</font> in the darkness<font color="#E5E5E5"> but a shaft of pale</font> moonlight creeping in through a grimy window drew my<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd one word in</font> particular<font color="#E5E5E5"> Vietnam our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> late night</font> burglaries were always<font color="#E5E5E5"> heart-pounding</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">affairs but an unfamiliar terror began</font> to claw<font color="#CCCCCC"> at my guts as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> quietly slid</font> open<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the desk drawers there sat</font> next to the doll<font color="#CCCCCC"> metal of a colt 45</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> some kind of necklace<font color="#E5E5E5"> bumpy wrinkled</font> shapes<font color="#E5E5E5"> haphazardly strung together with</font> a piece<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cord</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I squinted in the</font> darkness reaching<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside to run</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fingertip along one of the furrowed</font> clumps<font color="#E5E5E5"> they felt textured desiccated I</font> had a solid<font color="#E5E5E5"> lump of fear in my throat</font> the hairs on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my neck</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">standing on end by the time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I realized</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were there were human ears I</font> started to back out of the room<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the raw palms sweating terror</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coursing</font> through me as my mind began to race we <font color="#E5E5E5">need to get out of here we need</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of here right now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hear the</font> creak of old<font color="#E5E5E5"> floorboards growing closer</font> to me by the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rush</font> past<font color="#E5E5E5"> the window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I stopped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> peering into</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> streets outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in time to see</font> another shape<font color="#E5E5E5"> hurtling past the grubby</font> pane of glass at full sprint it was my buddies I was alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> alone with</font> whoever was creeping up<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">corridor behind I turned in time to see</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> standing in a threshold blocking my</font> escape<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'll never forget the sound of</font> the rhythmic inhale and exhale of air through his nostrils<font color="#CCCCCC"> the breath sound</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">'add ragged almost shaky</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> relying the</font> absolute fury and contempt<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the</font> figure felt for me<font color="#E5E5E5"> he stepped forward</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his face momentarily bathed in the dim</font> moonlight<font color="#E5E5E5"> features that were twisted by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Wrath pale blue eyes that seethe with a</font> predatory glare it was mr. Metzger<font color="#CCCCCC"> he lunched I was fast</font> but he was faster stronger<font color="#E5E5E5"> and possibly</font> so we struggled grunting and growling as his rough calloused hands tried to wrap themselves around my neck<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">practiced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maneuver</font> it seemed instinctual to him to my absolute<font color="#CCCCCC"> horror the black bandana that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disguised me began to loosen slipping</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little as we fought if he sees my</font> face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm dead blind panic set in I threw</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> forward in my forehead smashing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into one of his eye sockets his grip</font> loosened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thrashed and kicked as he</font> cried<font color="#CCCCCC"> out in pain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> freeing myself just</font> enough to be<font color="#CCCCCC"> able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to pull myself away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and make a dash for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> garage</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I burst out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the house tearing down</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> streets as fast as my legs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">carry me any second now any second now</font> he's<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to aim</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that Colt 45 and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blow</font> my head off<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't bring myself to</font> look back<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't want to see him fire</font> the shot that<font color="#E5E5E5"> would end me dude was a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">marine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> killed 10 people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm gonna be the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eleventh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> oh god help me I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eleventh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shot never came somehow I</font> managed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to reach</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the end of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the street</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ducking into one of the garbage strewn</font> alleys that meandered through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> neighborhood like rat runts<font color="#CCCCCC"> I almost</font> punched my cowardly friends when I <font color="#CCCCCC">finally caught up with them they left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> with that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> maniac left me alone to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">die are you kidding me you saw was</font> inside the house we got<font color="#E5E5E5"> out at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">moment we saw what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was in there one said</font> attempting to defend<font color="#E5E5E5"> himself he could</font> have warned me man<font color="#E5E5E5"> you just up and left</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> alone thing in the TV room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was made of hair human<font color="#CCCCCC"> hair</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my other</font> buddy finally spoke up his cigarette <font color="#E5E5E5">burned until the hanging ash</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed to</font> defy<font color="#E5E5E5"> gravity shut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up that was not human</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hair we don't know what it was then tell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him about the other thing dude go ahead</font> tell him my other buddies sounded almost distraught at this point I don't want to talk<font color="#CCCCCC"> about that it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost sounded childlike his cynicism</font> and bravado<font color="#CCCCCC"> stripped away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they never did talk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about what they saw</font> the botched burglary was never mentioned <font color="#E5E5E5">again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I dropped out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shortly after following my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> buddies</font> deeper into a<font color="#E5E5E5"> life of criminality until</font> an arrest for<font color="#CCCCCC"> grand theft so got me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> six</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">months in prison after my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> release I</font> turned my life<font color="#CCCCCC"> around I got a job earn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my GED and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> attended a local community</font> college<font color="#CCCCCC"> to study home improvement I led</font> a quiet life now<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm a father and a</font> husband<font color="#CCCCCC"> I eat my wife's cooking I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watch</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Red Sox I go to bed at 11:00 I'm a</font> different person now<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">weekend the Home Depot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over near Southie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought it recognized an elderly man</font> shuffling among the aisles I followed curiously for a minute or two <font color="#CCCCCC">keeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my distance until the man turned</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> locked eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me uh-uh</font> I know you<font color="#E5E5E5"> he said unsmiling you won my</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> high school students</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yeah JB</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">class 86 he taught history right</font> I felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> that old familiar dread</font> permeating<font color="#CCCCCC"> my guts</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that's right he said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his cold blue eyes studying me intently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you look like you landed on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not bad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a dropout yeah</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I've got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">myself together in the end teenagers</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> I forced a weak smile right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> solemn look on his face as his tone dropped a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone deserves a</font> second chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they did bad</font> things in<font color="#E5E5E5"> their youth there was a weight</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> his words my palms grew damp</font> against the<font color="#E5E5E5"> plastic push bar of the cart</font> well I<font color="#E5E5E5"> see you again mr. Metzger I'm</font> kind<font color="#CCCCCC"> of amazed even recognize me</font> I said beginning<font color="#CCCCCC"> to wheel my cart away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to hide my anxiety</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he replied</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and almost wolfish grin on his withered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old face as I saw the same predatory</font> glare in his<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I did 30</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font> ago<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never forget a face the education</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">system here in the UK</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is a little</font> different than<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> US you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see we don't</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> middle school and we don't have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of social buffer that</font> separates children from young adults so <font color="#E5E5E5">when you're 11 years old you're suddenly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dropped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into a campus</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that includes</font> larger intimidating teenagers as bad<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> it sounds leaving the nurturing environment of primary school and entering the unforgiving<font color="#E5E5E5"> hormone</font> saturated world<font color="#E5E5E5"> of secondary school is</font> daunting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say the least</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">granted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was quite a shy child but</font> seeing all these spotty faced <font color="#E5E5E5">deep-voiced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hairy miscreants dragging</font> their<font color="#CCCCCC"> knuckles to the corridors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> terrifying <font color="#E5E5E5">they were like monsters</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font> understand<font color="#E5E5E5"> things they did nor the</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> they said I remember just trying</font> to keep<font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> down try not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get</font> noticed by any potential bullies<font color="#E5E5E5"> and so</font> that's where<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> story begins with</font> myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> as a frightened quiet boy in a</font> place<font color="#CCCCCC"> that made me dread having</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to wake</font> up in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the morning homework being popular</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">avoiding trouble I thought that was as</font> bad as<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get for me I was</font> wrong the headmaster<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the school was named</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dr. Sylvester he wasn't a medical</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doctor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he had earned the title in some lesser</font> field but he went by doctor nonetheless <font color="#E5E5E5">he struck me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as a cold man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his welcoming</font> speech to the Year 7s made secondary schools seem like an ordeal we had to <font color="#E5E5E5">endure than an experience that would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enrich us the speech was emotionless</font> with subordinate teachers lining the old school<font color="#E5E5E5"> hall like prison camp guards</font> the man was somewhat of a mystery<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> then everything at the tender age of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eleven is mystery</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> every little aspect of</font> life threatens and frightens I remember <font color="#CCCCCC">feeling an immense pressure at the time</font> pressure to succeed<font color="#CCCCCC"> pressure to conform</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was told</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to question things that</font> adults always<font color="#E5E5E5"> had her best interests at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heart</font> if only<font color="#CCCCCC"> that were true I recall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it being</font> a brisk autumn morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> leafless skeletal</font> trees and piles of rotting leaf litter lined the pavements we had French class at first period<font color="#E5E5E5"> by far the most loath of</font> the subjects I took not because I dislike<font color="#E5E5E5"> the language and I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was actually</font> pretty<font color="#CCCCCC"> good at it the problem was the</font> woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> who taught</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the class at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> the notion</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> simply disliked</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I had offended</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her in some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> way</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was in my interest to correct</font> but in<font color="#CCCCCC"> retrospect</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clear she hated</font> her job<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dreadful scenario of having</font> broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> free</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from an institution like</font> school only<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find herself right back</font> in one trapped<font color="#CCCCCC"> I understand why she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so contemptuous maybe she had a dream</font> once<font color="#E5E5E5"> something she longed for only to</font> find that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was late that she was too</font> busy<font color="#E5E5E5"> just another one of life's little</font> tragedies<font color="#E5E5E5"> during the middle of the</font> period as I watched the hands of the classroom clock moving painfully slowly <font color="#E5E5E5">the dull silence of the room was</font> interrupted by a shrill piercing sound it was the fire<font color="#CCCCCC"> Bell</font> some of the children jumped nervously whispering to each<font color="#E5E5E5"> other as they awaited</font> the instruction<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the teacher fire</font> drill<font color="#E5E5E5"> the French teachers voice was a</font> flat drone everybody line up outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> building there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a touch of excitement</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air by then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fire drill broke</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up the monotony of the long boring</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school day we gathered our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> belongings</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">filing out of the classroom as the</font> teacher to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> monotone murmur of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> single file as you can imagine<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> classes were also<font color="#E5E5E5"> doing the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> same so</font> before long there was quite a number<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> children<font color="#E5E5E5"> all walking down one long</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">locker</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lined corridor</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had been in fire</font> drills<font color="#CCCCCC"> before obviously</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stranger to the actual</font> but there was something<font color="#CCCCCC"> different about</font> this<font color="#CCCCCC"> one something which wafted through</font> the corridors towards and washed over <font color="#CCCCCC">the already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous children we could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">smell smoke</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">burning the most</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terrifying memory of</font> the event wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> the fire itself</font> it wasn't the ominous smell of burning <font color="#E5E5E5">plastic or the cries of frightened</font> students who were<font color="#CCCCCC"> beginning to panic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was the look on the presiding teachers <font color="#E5E5E5">faces when they realized the very real</font> danger we were in at that age adults seemed invincible<font color="#E5E5E5"> like they can solve</font> every problem and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had never</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my short life seen a look of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> terror</font> so pure on a<font color="#CCCCCC"> grownups face it chilled me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the bone</font> with anxious voices the teachers herded us to the nearest exit<font color="#E5E5E5"> the intensity of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the smoke increases as we moved pouring</font> out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the building we could see the far</font> wing of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> school building as it burned</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wild</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fires dancing among thick black</font> smoke<font color="#CCCCCC"> then the screams began children</font> turned in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> direction of the buildings</font> burning section pointing<font color="#CCCCCC"> and screeching</font> as a figure emerge from the conflagration<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was engulfed in flame a</font> walking<font color="#E5E5E5"> inferno whose cries of pains</font> were burned<font color="#E5E5E5"> up before they could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> leave</font> charred lips<font color="#CCCCCC"> then there were sirens</font> flashing blue lights and<font color="#E5E5E5"> men that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wore</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fluorescent uniforms paramedics tried to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stifle the blaze on the Burning Man the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">site of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> charge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smoking corpse had</font> children and tears as teachers barked at <font color="#CCCCCC">them to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look away we're looking away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't help even when I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> close my eyes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and put my fingers in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ears I could</font> still smell<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could still smell the</font> burning flesh<font color="#E5E5E5"> the school actually closed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down for a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while the damage could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be assessed</font> local<font color="#E5E5E5"> authorities offered to pay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> trauma counseling for the<font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font> teaching<font color="#CCCCCC"> staff and student body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> class along with<font color="#CCCCCC"> our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> respective</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font> attended<font color="#E5E5E5"> a group session</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at a nearby a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">community center</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't understand any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of it I didn't understand why we would</font> want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to all sit around and talk about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something so terrible why we all weren't</font> just at<font color="#E5E5E5"> home trying to be happy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to forget it's terrible to say so but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I considered the time off as a sort</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> special</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed to play video games for as</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">long as I wanted my parents even bought</font> me a new game<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could tell they thought</font> I was upset<font color="#CCCCCC"> that they were trying to be</font> good<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents I just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't question any</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> it like I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought it was</font> better<font color="#CCCCCC"> to try to forget</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> why would I want</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember the sight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that burning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">man climbing from the debris</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what would</font> anyone want to remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> that after a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font> days the school sent a letter out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> families involved the cause of the</font> fire was said to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be an electrical fault</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a freak surge that shorted a kitchen</font> power outlet<font color="#CCCCCC"> and set fire to a broken</font> refrigerator<font color="#E5E5E5"> however I did notice</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something about my parents around that</font> time when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font> hear them talking in hushed tones<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> were<font color="#CCCCCC"> discussing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something they didn't</font> want<font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hear something secret</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a</font> curious<font color="#E5E5E5"> kid sure but I had no desire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> eavesdrop<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was acutely aware that there</font> were things<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the world I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really didn't</font> want<font color="#CCCCCC"> to know about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some things are</font> better left<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Secrets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it took 10</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the truth</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to come out one evening</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whilst</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting down for a home-cooked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">family meal we started to discuss my</font> school days<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was nothing in particular</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at first but somehow the subject</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> fire came up<font color="#CCCCCC"> just a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> passing comment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing shocking or abrasive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yet my</font> parents reacted rather<font color="#E5E5E5"> strangely my dad</font> put down his cutlery<font color="#CCCCCC"> and cleared his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">throat giving my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom a long serious look</font> she did the same sign<font color="#E5E5E5"> before she turned</font> to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and spoke Alex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you remember that</font> fire at<font color="#E5E5E5"> your school right I nodded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> course I did the school held a service<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the burn</font> janitor when he passed over from his injuries well we didn't tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> you the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">truth back then about the fire</font> we're sorry<font color="#CCCCCC"> we hope you understand that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we did what we thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">time I stayed silent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes darting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">between my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> simply waiting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> whatever<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was they had to say the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing is son my dad took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over taking my</font> mom's hand in his<font color="#E5E5E5"> and giving it a loving</font> squeeze that fire was no accident <font color="#CCCCCC">someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> set fire</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the school tried to</font> burn<font color="#CCCCCC"> it down with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all the children</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inside mom interjected she brought her</font> hand to her mouth<font color="#CCCCCC"> and her voice began to</font> crack fresh tears twinkling in the <font color="#E5E5E5">corner of her eyes</font> my dad just hushed her<font color="#E5E5E5"> comforting her</font> softly before he continued<font color="#CCCCCC"> you see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mr.</font> Sylvester<font color="#CCCCCC"> the head teacher that wasn't</font> his name at all<font color="#E5E5E5"> before then he never</font> held<font color="#E5E5E5"> the teaching position</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">his name was Bernard Lee Bernard Lee</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">began an affair with a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> woman and wanted</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to escape</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his family he wanted a new</font> life he wanted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to clean slate</font> so one night while<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and children</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were sleeping he doused their home in</font> petrol<font color="#CCCCCC"> and set</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it ablaze my mom was</font> sobbing at this point tears rolling down her<font color="#CCCCCC"> cheeks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which he still managed a few</font> final words<font color="#E5E5E5"> but unlike you son who was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so lucky</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have those children</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> escaped<font color="#E5E5E5"> they never escaped</font> we all broke<font color="#E5E5E5"> down at this point</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">embracing as a family counting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> blessings that my class was able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> escape<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a similar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as those poor</font> unwanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> children of Bernard Lee later</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on in life shortly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to commit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this piece of memory</font> to paper<font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought back to that time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life when I was young and frightened</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when everything was so big</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and scary</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when the vast possibility of life</font> terrified instead of inspired when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thought I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walking among monsters how</font> could I have<font color="#CCCCCC"> possibly known back then</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that it was right</font> [Music] it's been a long time<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I graduated</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">high school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so long that it feels says</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if it's all an event that occurred in</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> person's life it feels</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> something that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I read about or imagined</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something in losery that I've inserted</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> into they say the human body</font> replaces<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> its living cells every</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">seven years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I suppose</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that physically</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> am a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> different person than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> existed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a decade ago but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the final</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">conversation I had with an old history</font> teacher<font color="#CCCCCC"> mr. Cole is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one that feels</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> it occurred just<font color="#E5E5E5"> yesterday for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> almost 15</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">years I had replayed the interaction in</font> my mind over<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over again it's</font> something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't think I'll ever forget</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was standing on a site from the main</font> crowd<font color="#E5E5E5"> around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a corner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the main school</font> building<font color="#E5E5E5"> he wore a sandy brown hair in a</font> rough ponytail facial<font color="#E5E5E5"> hair raggedly</font> fashioned into a handlebar<font color="#E5E5E5"> mustache</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> cigarette<font color="#E5E5E5"> burned between his fingers</font> adding to the brown nicotine stains that colored the<font color="#E5E5E5"> tips something struck</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the way he looked at me as I took</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> own pack of smokes and asked him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for a light he didn't see me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as a</font> student<font color="#E5E5E5"> anymore</font> there was a coldness in his gaze something else<font color="#E5E5E5"> too a kind of pity or</font> disgust in his eyes half of me expected him to scold me<font color="#E5E5E5"> for feeding such a</font> filthy habit<font color="#CCCCCC"> but he didn't he didn't say</font> a word<font color="#E5E5E5"> as he reached into the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pocket of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">his worn faded jeans and pulled out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> Zippo we talked about growing up</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how I was ready to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out into the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">world and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find myself as a person I</font> asked him how long<font color="#CCCCCC"> it took for him to do</font> the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> I used to think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he said looking off into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the near</font> distance will you reach a certain age <font color="#CCCCCC">and you know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who you are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I live in a</font> little condo near<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bar</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the edge</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> town work 9:00 to 5:00 then in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">between</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I drink</font> and there<font color="#E5E5E5"> ain't nobody there to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know who I am</font> and after all these<font color="#E5E5E5"> years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there's a kind</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> victory in that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never heard him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talk this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way before never in this tone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he wasn't the mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Kaul that kept his</font> history class gripped<font color="#CCCCCC"> with tales of your</font> passionate speeches<font color="#E5E5E5"> about life and</font> liberty<font color="#CCCCCC"> that had him greatly respected</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around campus</font> he seemed defeated he seemed broken<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Cole wore a wedding band but it occurred</font> to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never mentioned anything</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> a family</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I chose</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to ask we</font> talked about what I had learned at my time attending the<font color="#E5E5E5"> school he listened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nodded but I got the impression</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">uninterested somehow unimpressed this</font> irritated me a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little sure my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> answer was</font> full of cliches and platitudes but to dismiss my experience in<font color="#E5E5E5"> just a glance</font> graded against me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked him what he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> learned in his time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teaching there</font> some days<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wish I didn't ask some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">people in this town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> act like they're not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">even aware that the outside</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> world exists</font> and might as well be<font color="#CCCCCC"> living in a cave</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this place is a gutter when giant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trailer park just floating</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> through the</font> universe somehow apart from it but that doesn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can't be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happy it</font> doesn't mean they don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have value</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> mean there's no shame in<font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">consciously happy while being</font> unconsciously ignorant let's just<font color="#CCCCCC"> it kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they're consciously</font> ignorant he replied crushing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the burned</font> up remnants of his cigarettes<font color="#E5E5E5"> under his</font> boot before<font color="#CCCCCC"> are lighting up another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> think<font color="#CCCCCC"> human consciousness</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a tragic</font> mistake in the history<font color="#CCCCCC"> of our evolution</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he let the thoughts sink in and he took</font> in a lung full of<font color="#E5E5E5"> smoke exhaling lazily</font> as his gaze remained pinned to the distant horizon<font color="#E5E5E5"> we became</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too sentient</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">too self-aware whatever drives the</font> universe forced the creation of an <font color="#E5E5E5">element separation from itself</font> we humans<font color="#E5E5E5"> are creatures that have no</font> right to<font color="#CCCCCC"> exist by natural</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> law we are</font> things<font color="#CCCCCC"> that operate under the false</font> pretenses of<font color="#E5E5E5"> having a self this chaotic</font> mess of senses<font color="#CCCCCC"> and feelings all somehow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">totally assured that we are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font> somebody<font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in fact we're all just</font> nobody so I'm guessing you're not a religious<font color="#CCCCCC"> man I said feeling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rather</font> accomplished as he chuckled at my response religion man now there's a thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a faint smile on his</font> face<font color="#E5E5E5"> as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the very thought of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> its</font> amused him a transfer of fear and <font color="#E5E5E5">self-loathing to a figure of divine</font> authority<font color="#CCCCCC"> I can understand the catharsis</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">God soaks up their doubts and pain with</font> his perfect<font color="#CCCCCC"> Star</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Wars narrative I don't</font> know sir sounds like you could<font color="#E5E5E5"> do with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> little old-time religion<font color="#CCCCCC"> I replied to</font> finishing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my own cigarette but not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hearty enough to immediately begin</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">another unlike mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Cole if it's good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enough for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Grandma</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right he smiled again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at least I'm not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rushing towards a</font> cosmic stop sign it was about this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font> that I<font color="#CCCCCC"> confessed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to mr. Cole that I was</font> shocked to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear him talk this way that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing about his classes indicated he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had such a pessimistic worldview</font> I was building<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the question but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gave me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a look which said that he knew</font> well<font color="#E5E5E5"> what I was about to ask do you want</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to know what made me this way right he</font> asked with that same faint smile on his withered lips<font color="#CCCCCC"> a lot of people want</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I'm mostly telling the buzz</font> off but you he cut himself for a moment <font color="#CCCCCC">shaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> head with that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> look of pity</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> disgust in his eyes my wife god rest</font> her soul<font color="#CCCCCC"> she and I well we lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> daughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she was real young all the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">emotion seemed to drain out of him while</font> he spoke he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> clinical in his</font> confession<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think about her every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> often<font color="#CCCCCC"> my daughter and what she was</font> spared during the better moments I feel sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> grateful for it<font color="#E5E5E5"> doctor said she didn't</font> feel<font color="#CCCCCC"> a thing that the drunk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver sent</font> her straight<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a coma and after a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of sleepless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tear-stained nights</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">somewhere in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room she was</font> locked in she slipped off into<font color="#CCCCCC"> another</font> deeper kind of sleep I'm sorry it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> all I could think to say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he heard</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> voice quiver with sadness</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no don't be</font> it's a beautiful way to go<font color="#CCCCCC"> out painless</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happy innocent trouble with dying later</font> is that<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's too late the damage is done</font> he had an odd way of reassuring me<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> want kids he asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> I shrugged</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had never really</font> given<font color="#E5E5E5"> it any thought</font> don't he responded almost contemptuously <font color="#CCCCCC">I think of how arrogant and cruel it is</font> to force a soul<font color="#CCCCCC"> out from the ether into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sack of rotting flesh to condemn a</font> life to walk<font color="#E5E5E5"> blindly in this meat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grinder sometimes I think I should go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thank that drunk for getting behind the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wheel after one too many they spared me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the sin of being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a father I confided in</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> believed there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was more to</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> than just soul-crushing pain and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">grinding worthlessness that now more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than ever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people can act in ways</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">can change the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> world for the better he</font> disagreed<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see this is what I'm</font> talking about <font color="#CCCCCC">he said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> evidently growing a little</font> frustrated as he threw down<font color="#E5E5E5"> his second</font> cigarette<font color="#E5E5E5"> and repeated the action of</font> stamping it out sure there<font color="#E5E5E5"> are broader</font> ideas in play mainly<font color="#E5E5E5"> what is shared</font> between us as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> species</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for our mutual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">illusions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> never seen a dead body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> asked me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I nodded slowly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he'll know</font> you look in their eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> even in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">picture</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can still read them you know</font> what I see<font color="#CCCCCC"> I see that they welcomed it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when it finally came not at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first but</font> right there in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> final moment its</font> relief they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> afraid and now they see for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the very first time how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> easy it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> let it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and those</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last few</font> seconds of life they saw what they<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> they had always been you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this whole comic tragedy was never more</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">than</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thrown together presumptions and</font> stupid blind will and what you need to do is just<font color="#E5E5E5"> let go to finally know that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you didn't have to hold on so tight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> realize<font color="#E5E5E5"> that all your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life all your love</font> all your<font color="#CCCCCC"> hate all your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> memories all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font> heartache<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was all just the same thing</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> all the same dream a dream</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you had inside a locked room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a dream</font> about being<font color="#E5E5E5"> person mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Cole started to</font> walk away<font color="#E5E5E5"> the keys to his truck jangling</font> as he pulled them<font color="#CCCCCC"> from his pocket good</font> luck kid you're gonna need it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I moved</font> out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> town now to a coastal city where</font> the people<font color="#E5E5E5"> aren't like those stuck in</font> small Arizona towns sometimes<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think</font> mr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cole was wrong but there is a</font> brighter side to existence that he neglected<font color="#CCCCCC"> a touch upon but sometimes in</font> darker<font color="#CCCCCC"> moments</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I'm lying in bed after</font> long days spent<font color="#CCCCCC"> working in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cramped</font> sterile office space mr. Cole's words run through my mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bounced off the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walls of my skull refusing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to relinquish</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> fierce</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beating for my doubts it's in</font> those<font color="#E5E5E5"> moments</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Cole was</font> right [Music] mr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> Shenko was the toughest teacher in</font> her high school<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">six-foot-something bear of a man who</font> marched around campus with<font color="#CCCCCC"> a look on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> face that<font color="#E5E5E5"> even the most unruly of</font> students found daunting<font color="#E5E5E5"> having emigrated</font> from Eastern<font color="#CCCCCC"> Europe after the collapse</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Soviet Union he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spoke with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heavy accent but his English was perfect</font> he taught physics in an emotionless stereo manner<font color="#E5E5E5"> on his bad days his tone</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> his voice could be described as a</font> bark<font color="#E5E5E5"> one day during an unusually</font> interesting class mr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cervenka was going</font> over the different<font color="#CCCCCC"> types</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of radiation</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that existed a studious pupil in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front row raised a hand to ask him how</font> he knew so much<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> subject</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I did</font> some work<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a power plant on my home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">country he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> replied dryly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turning to the</font> chalkboard<font color="#E5E5E5"> and beginning a crudely drawn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">diagram</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the jocks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who was known</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for being somewhat of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a bully made a</font> comment about<font color="#E5E5E5"> how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> probably the</font> one that blew<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mr. shebang cows chalk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sticks snapped</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hand that gripped the broken piece</font> trembled as he<font color="#E5E5E5"> lowered it to a side with</font> an audible<font color="#E5E5E5"> sigh the teacher turned back</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> his eyes fixed on the</font> disrespectful<font color="#E5E5E5"> bully have you ever seen</font> your friends die<font color="#CCCCCC"> mister Schwank</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> OS</font> softly it was the first time any<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever heard him talk in a way that</font> didn't make<font color="#E5E5E5"> us flinch but somehow his</font> tone was<font color="#E5E5E5"> even more frightening than</font> before the jock didn't respond<font color="#E5E5E5"> I asked</font> you a question<font color="#E5E5E5"> boy the jock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remained</font> silent<font color="#E5E5E5"> his cheeks turned a shade of</font> crimson as<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. shengo's beady brown eyes</font> bore into him with the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same flat facial</font> expression<font color="#CCCCCC"> the furious teacher walked</font> towards the classrooms door the room shifted as he locked it new lesson today <font color="#E5E5E5">close your books um mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Schwank</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Oh sir</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nervous looking girl and glasses raised</font> her hand<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was unable to hide the raw</font> fear in her voice I don't feel comfortable<font color="#E5E5E5"> you thank the</font> boy with big mouth later<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is a</font> collective punishment<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> spank Oh hist</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taking a seat at his desk</font> we waited<font color="#E5E5E5"> the tension thick in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> air</font> as we<font color="#E5E5E5"> dreaded to think when mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shuang</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Co had in store for us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd never seen</font> him as angry as he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was now some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> people</font> even said they'd smelled alcohol on<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> breath some days<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt a knot of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fear</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my guts as I pictured the morbid</font> newspaper headlines that might follow the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> day the most important time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> life happened before any of you<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> born mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shenker began it was the</font> 25th<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> April 1986 the day the entire</font> world<font color="#E5E5E5"> ended for my town</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had recently</font> returned from Moscow after studying nuclear<font color="#E5E5E5"> physics at the University there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was glad to be home it was the start</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a new</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life for me I had a girlfriend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hope to marry one say I found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">prypiat was a beautiful place forests</font> nearby streams for fishing<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happy</font> there that evening was warm with a clear cloudless sky above prypiat was a ceiling<font color="#CCCCCC"> of stars a blanket</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of celestial</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bodies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that you could lose yourself in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for hours but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> same night an</font> accident that occurred near our town changed my life forever<font color="#E5E5E5"> an accident that</font> occurred at I knew what he was going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">say before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said it the words were my</font> lips before<font color="#CCCCCC"> he even uttered them the</font> Chernobyl nuclear power plant<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was</font> a saying in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my homeland we pretend to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">work and the government pretends to pay</font> us the class could see the sadness<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> teachers eyes as he spoke it was</font> like that back<font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> communism<font color="#E5E5E5"> had destroyed people's desire</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> better themselves leaders of</font> incompetence and corruption<font color="#CCCCCC"> meant that</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a design flaw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the</font> new reactors when the<font color="#CCCCCC"> safety test began</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the reactor was like a loaded gun just</font> waiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go off</font> so when the control rods were removed<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> raise power again<font color="#CCCCCC"> he calmly looked over</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the disrespectful</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jock narrowing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> eyes as he<font color="#E5E5E5"> leaned into his desk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bull mr.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Shuang cows roar sent the jock</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reeling</font> in a seat<font color="#E5E5E5"> the rest of our class didn't</font> fare too<font color="#CCCCCC"> well either</font> we were gripped hanging<font color="#E5E5E5"> on to our</font> teachers every word but what no<font color="#E5E5E5"> one knew</font> thanks to years<font color="#CCCCCC"> of error and coverup</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> that there was a fatal flaw in the reactor<font color="#E5E5E5"> design that made it unstable at</font> low power levels<font color="#E5E5E5"> as power levels were</font> lowered in preparation for the test<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> dropped<font color="#CCCCCC"> to low and the reactor ground to</font> a halt<font color="#E5E5E5"> meanwhile unseen a dangerous hot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spot was built in deep in the reactor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two huge explosions that shook the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> earth</font> beneath our feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> every man woman and</font> child in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Pripet heard the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> banks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would we</font> had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was some of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the off</font> duty workers feared the worst but none of<font color="#E5E5E5"> us could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have fathomed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what was</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> to unfold</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was the worst nuclear</font> disaster in history<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt the shock</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wave as I looked towards at the power</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">station</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a pillar of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smoke rose up in the</font> clear night<font color="#E5E5E5"> sky</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and though the inky</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blackness of the night I made out</font> twinkles of flame<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the distance some</font> of the<font color="#E5E5E5"> people in my apartment block</font> thought war had broken out then myself <font color="#E5E5E5">and the people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of prypiat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watched in awe</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in terror as the huge stream of ionizing</font> radiation shot into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> heavens lighting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with a hideous blue glow</font> without the world<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ending for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us it</font> certainly was people were terrified beyond belief but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I must admit I found</font> myself smiling<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I looked out into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">night</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> Titanic like looking at the face</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of God a gargantuan mass of pure energy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was it was beautiful the melancholic</font> look never left mr. Franco's eyes even if a small nostalgic grin<font color="#E5E5E5"> did curl his</font> lips<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that it was only the start of</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> what came after both as a result of</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> accident and of the government's</font> mishandling of it was much more horrific the teacher never took his eyes off<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> jock<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if every</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> single word was</font> directed at him<font color="#E5E5E5"> it must have been</font> torturous<font color="#E5E5E5"> it certainly was for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rest</font> of us we were forced to<font color="#CCCCCC"> listen and we</font> had no escape<font color="#E5E5E5"> did you know that they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bust a troupe of entertainers to keep</font> some of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the nearer villagers calm as</font> they died of<font color="#E5E5E5"> radiation poisoning let me</font> describe<font color="#CCCCCC"> to you one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> such performance mr.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Shenker began relishing the disturbed</font> looks on our<font color="#E5E5E5"> faces</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a beautiful ballerina</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dancing her final dance strands of her</font> blonde hair floated to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the floor as she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">twirled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw blood leaking from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nostrils down her cheeks as it seeped</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from her ears</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when she finished the</font> children ran to<font color="#E5E5E5"> her with flowers the</font> hair and teeth already<font color="#E5E5E5"> starting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to fall</font> out the generator stalled and for several months<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were plunged into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">darkness</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to my complete</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and utter horror</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I saw the flowers and the children</font> glowing in the dark there were a<font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">gasp around the room one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the girls in</font> the back row was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sobbing quietly into a</font> sleeve<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her sweater</font> the cleanup involved the work of 30,000 people continued the teacher<font color="#E5E5E5"> there are</font> less<font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in this town think of that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">30,000 people they called them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Liquidators a disgusting euphemism</font> coined by a man too cowardly to<font color="#E5E5E5"> call</font> them what they<font color="#CCCCCC"> were the condemned</font> do you know what it's<font color="#CCCCCC"> like boy have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> had to look<font color="#E5E5E5"> a friend in the eye and tell</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to walk towards his own</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> painful</font> death<font color="#E5E5E5"> mm-hmm</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">banco ground towards the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jock he looked</font> at me<font color="#CCCCCC"> like you would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> problem as</font> long<font color="#CCCCCC"> as it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would have saved your own</font> skin four million people suffered today <font color="#E5E5E5">from something that happened 30 years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> four million they stood up</font> walking slowly<font color="#CCCCCC"> towards the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> desk that's</font> at the now<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified jock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and do you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">think this is funny yes the jock shook</font> his head violently<font color="#E5E5E5"> still too terrified</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> speak his eyes begged for mercy yes</font> you left<font color="#E5E5E5"> you think that seeing children</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being burned from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the inside out dying</font> the most painful death imaginable<font color="#CCCCCC"> never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">knowing why or how they were being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">murdered by something they couldn't even</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see you think this is a joke don't you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">no sir mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Schwank Oh towered over the</font> boys desk<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes wide and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> full of fury</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> waited for<font color="#E5E5E5"> him to snap for him to beat</font> the life out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this kid but he just</font> turned walked towards the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> unlocked it <font color="#E5E5E5">class dismissed he murmured sinking back</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> a seat I've never seen a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> classroom</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of kids move so quickly in my life not</font> even<font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last day of school did we</font> tear out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the building like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that but</font> on the way out<font color="#CCCCCC"> I slowed stopping near</font> mr. Franco's desk and feeling the anxiety build mr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> Schwank oh he looked</font> up at<font color="#E5E5E5"> me but same sadness filling his</font> eyes as I spoke I'm sorry<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just nodded</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and without another word</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I departed</font> I went to a good high school<font color="#E5E5E5"> one nestled</font> in a leafy green<font color="#E5E5E5"> suburb</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> selectively exclusive and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">rarely had any trouble among the</font> students the PTAs idea of drama<font color="#E5E5E5"> was if</font> two moms brought the same cake to a bake sale<font color="#E5E5E5"> scandal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just wasn't a word in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lexicon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I do remember one event that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caused shockwaves among the parents and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">teachers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one that had terrified parents</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up in arms about the house such a</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> and worrying occurrence was even</font> allowed to<font color="#CCCCCC"> unfold</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> good morning class</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> strange silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> fell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the classroom</font> the man who<font color="#E5E5E5"> just walked in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> our regular teacher in fact none</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> us had ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> laid eyes on him in our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lives you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can call me mr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wits bold</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I am</font> to be<font color="#E5E5E5"> your substitute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> teacher for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> next two hours <font color="#E5E5E5">mr. wits bold said writing his name and</font> big block capitals in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the chalkboard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> well-groomed but there was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> off about him like<font color="#E5E5E5"> he possessed only an</font> appearance of<font color="#E5E5E5"> dapper Ness like there was</font> something deeply wrong below the surface <font color="#E5E5E5">today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we'll be studying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little biology</font> perhaps the most<font color="#E5E5E5"> fascinating of all the</font> sciences<font color="#CCCCCC"> uh mister wits boat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sir</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> studious looking boy in the front<font color="#CCCCCC"> row</font> raised his hand this is English<font color="#E5E5E5"> class shouldn't we the</font> boy cut himself off<font color="#CCCCCC"> and lowering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> hand nervously as the teacher stared unblinkingly at him he didn't say a word <font color="#CCCCCC">but we all felt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the weight of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stare</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">crushed the talkative</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> young student as I</font> was saying the teacher continued today <font color="#E5E5E5">will be studying biology and I promise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not a single one of you will find</font> today's lesson boring the respiratory system<font color="#E5E5E5"> is perhaps one of the most</font> complex the<font color="#E5E5E5"> body possesses mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Witt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">spoke began drawing a rough diagram of</font> some lungs on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the chalkboard</font> its function is<font color="#CCCCCC"> to transfer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> extraneous</font> oxygen to the body cells via<font color="#E5E5E5"> hemoglobin</font> in the blood<font color="#CCCCCC"> can a new student tell me</font> how<font color="#CCCCCC"> long the body can survive without</font> oxygen in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> substitute teacher</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turn</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> face the class now the smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">face</font> somehow<font color="#CCCCCC"> too wide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we shifted silently</font> in our seats<font color="#E5E5E5"> three minutes continue mr.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">wits bold it takes just three</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the body to experience what is known</font> as hypoxia<font color="#E5E5E5"> should oxygen delivery</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> cells become insufficient over a prolonged<font color="#CCCCCC"> period</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time the subjects</font> brain shuts down<font color="#E5E5E5"> into a comatose state</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in order</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to preserve oxygen if a ready</font> supply is not returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> well complete</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">self shutdown occurs however time until</font> expirations is even less in the vacuum of space<font color="#E5E5E5"> back in 1971 the Soviet</font> cosmonauts died when a<font color="#CCCCCC"> system's fault</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caused their spacecraft to depressurize</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shortly before re-entry into the Earth's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">atmosphere the crew died within</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 to 40</font> seconds<font color="#E5E5E5"> as air pressure is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> required to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">deliver oxygen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the brain isn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> fascinating it wasn't the morbidly academic descriptions that disturbed us it was mr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> wits bolds delivery he seemed</font> fascinated<font color="#CCCCCC"> by such murrow's information</font> like<font color="#CCCCCC"> it gave him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> great</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> joy to educate us</font> on it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I find the human</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> body to be</font> enthralling<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see the thin sickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looking teacher wandered back and forth</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> the class as he spoke so durable</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it's so fragile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our spirits can leave an</font> indelible mark upon the<font color="#E5E5E5"> world yet our</font> bodies are mere<font color="#CCCCCC"> shadows and dust</font> for example mankind has mastered every terrain planet Earth<font color="#E5E5E5"> has to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> offer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">take the hardy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bedouins of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Arabian</font> deserts or the resilient Eskimo of the Arctic Circle<font color="#E5E5E5"> yet can anyone here tell</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me how much body temperature is required</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to drop before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ill-effects</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or felt again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the class was silent some fidgeted</font> nervously in their seats feeling the tension hanging in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> air is mr. wits</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bold stopped the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rows of deaths just two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">degrees</font> if core temperatures<font color="#E5E5E5"> falls by a trivial</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two degrees hypothermia begins to set in</font> low temperatures change the speed of different chemical<font color="#CCCCCC"> reactions that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> body<font color="#E5E5E5"> needs to continue functioning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowing them throws delicate systems out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of balance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the person will start to lose</font> consciousness<font color="#CCCCCC"> the heart will then lose</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">its rhythm secession of vital signs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">follows at about 24</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> degrees when the</font> heart stops the mousy girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> who sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> front<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> visibly shuddered a similar</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">miniscule rise in body temperature can</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">also be catastrophic to a person's</font> health at temperatures<font color="#CCCCCC"> higher than forty</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">1.5 degrees</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a person may begin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to suffer from</font> cambodians irreversible brain damage can <font color="#E5E5E5">occur at temperatures above forty two</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> five degrees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blood thickens</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> slows<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kidneys stopped working the</font> heart muscle<font color="#CCCCCC"> can be damaged</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and skeletal</font> muscles start breaking down<font color="#E5E5E5"> essentially</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is what we call and described as</font> a multi-organ failure<font color="#E5E5E5"> but more</font> specifically<font color="#E5E5E5"> it's when the brain begins</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to cook you stand mr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wits bold pointed</font> towards the<font color="#E5E5E5"> shy mousy girl sitting in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me she sat up in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chair</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">horrified</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being selected</font> for anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> by such an eerie individual</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wits bolt</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slid the chair from behind</font> the teacher's desk<font color="#CCCCCC"> and placed it at the</font> head of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the class</font> sit he commanded his tone still warm<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> friendly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stole far too wide</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">slowly the shy girl rose from her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> seat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">treading carefully up the aisle of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> desks</font> with the terrified look in her eyes she was practically<font color="#E5E5E5"> catatonic by the time</font> she sat down<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> teacher's chair</font> beyond mortified<font color="#E5E5E5"> no despite being so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">incredibly fragile the human body is in</font> many ways<font color="#CCCCCC"> immensely durable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. wits</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bold was standing behind the shy girl</font> now standing perhaps just a<font color="#CCCCCC"> little too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">close for example if I were to take a</font> large<font color="#E5E5E5"> sharpened implement and remove</font> this promising young woman's head the nervous system would<font color="#CCCCCC"> actually continue</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to function</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a short while</font> electrical energy trapped between synapses<font color="#E5E5E5"> might swell cause her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">decapitated body to stand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and take a few</font> panic steps before crumpling<font color="#E5E5E5"> while the</font> eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> continue to send images to the</font> visual<font color="#CCCCCC"> cortex</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in all likelihood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> would be able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> watch the entire</font> fascinating performance unfold isn't <font color="#E5E5E5">that something the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shy mousy girl</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hoping</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. wits boats from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> McCobb</font> demonstration was over<font color="#E5E5E5"> began to rise</font> from the teacher's<font color="#CCCCCC"> desk</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to her absolute</font> horror she found his hands on her <font color="#E5E5E5">shoulders forcing her back down into the</font> chair<font color="#E5E5E5"> where do you think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're going my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dear</font> he asked with a wolfish grin I'm not done with<font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> yet</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">now those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you that think decapitation</font> to be a particularly grim form of demise I must inform<font color="#CCCCCC"> you that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you're sadly</font> mistaken there are many many worse ways<font color="#CCCCCC"> to expire</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wits bold kept his hands on the shy</font> girls shoulders<font color="#E5E5E5"> scoff ISM sometimes</font> known as<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> boats was a method</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">execution designed by the ancient</font> Persians to cause as<font color="#CCCCCC"> much suffering as</font> possible before death<font color="#E5E5E5"> he began the class</font> was on tender hooks<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hanging</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on to</font> his every word<font color="#E5E5E5"> the only accurate</font> descriptions that<font color="#E5E5E5"> we have are from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">person's oldest rivals and mortal</font> enemies the<font color="#E5E5E5"> Greeks the victim would be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trapped inside a bath or hollowed-out</font> tree<font color="#CCCCCC"> trunk with just their head hands</font> and feet protruding the subject would be force-fed milk and honey to the point at which they developed horrendous<font color="#E5E5E5"> diarrhea</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at this point more milk and honey would</font> be poured all over<font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> particularly the</font> hands and<font color="#E5E5E5"> face the class was utterly</font> dumbstruck<font color="#E5E5E5"> unable to quite believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font> they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> hearing the idea was that as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the boats</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> filled with the aforementioned</font> milk and honey<font color="#E5E5E5"> budding and burrowing</font> insects would<font color="#CCCCCC"> overwhelm the subject</font> inflicting a horrendous kind of torture the swarm would simply drive the victim mad as this combined<font color="#E5E5E5"> with whatever</font> injuries were inflicted<font color="#E5E5E5"> the torture was</font> dragged out for as<font color="#E5E5E5"> long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> death would eventually come as a result <font color="#CCCCCC">of dehydration starvation exhaustion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> septic shock<font color="#E5E5E5"> just as mr. wits</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bowled was</font> launching into another horrific description of<font color="#E5E5E5"> expiration the period</font> bell sounded at first some of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the class</font> was too scared to move we normally rushed out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as soon as the</font> period was over<font color="#E5E5E5"> but this was different</font> we were rendered almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> immobile by the</font> torturous words of the substitute <font color="#CCCCCC">teacher</font> complaints were made<font color="#E5E5E5"> and an inquiry was</font> held<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents wanted to know just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how</font> such a man<font color="#CCCCCC"> could slip through the system</font> some<font color="#E5E5E5"> took their children</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">school citing trauma and stress</font> disorders<font color="#CCCCCC"> brown tone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the experience</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I know I never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ever saw the shine now</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">see girl at school again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as a matter of</font> fact<font color="#E5E5E5"> I never saw or heard of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mister wits</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bolt again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but that's something I find</font> myself thanking God for every<font color="#E5E5E5"> single day</font> [Music] Scotland is an old and wild place it's there that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the unstoppable expansion of</font> the mighty Roman Empire was halted firmly in<font color="#E5E5E5"> its tracks Legionnaire</font> veterans<font color="#E5E5E5"> hardened by years of armed</font> conflict on these savage fringes of the Imperium<font color="#E5E5E5"> were turned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back once they</font> reached the land that they called <font color="#E5E5E5">caldonia</font> it had always<font color="#CCCCCC"> been somewhat of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a mystery</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to my high school history teacher as to</font> why such a powerful<font color="#E5E5E5"> organized force</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stopped in its tracks</font> some scholars note the lack<font color="#CCCCCC"> of Natural</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Resources explaining that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the Empire had</font> nothing to gain from<font color="#E5E5E5"> conquering Scotland</font> but thick ancient forests would have yielded millions of tons of<font color="#E5E5E5"> lumber</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> fuel the Empire's war machine not<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mention the abundant red iron ore buried</font> in Scotland's vast rolling hills regardless<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Lennon believed that the</font> answer<font color="#CCCCCC"> to the age-old question</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actually</font> did reside in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> land</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seemingly</font> infinite<font color="#E5E5E5"> impenetrable forests for there</font> is something<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> exists in the dark</font> damp woodlands<font color="#E5E5E5"> of old Caledonia</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something that was once</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worshiped</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> it slipped into<font color="#CCCCCC"> rumour and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> legend</font> something that was here long before <font color="#E5E5E5">humanity and will be here long after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we're gone we were excited when mr.</font> Lennon informed us that<font color="#CCCCCC"> our class would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be eligible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the week-long field trip</font> to Edinburgh<font color="#E5E5E5"> in hindsight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe we</font> shouldn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> have been</font> as Americans<font color="#E5E5E5"> abroad we were often</font> objects of curiosity<font color="#E5E5E5"> viewed as</font> practically<font color="#CCCCCC"> exotics by many of the local</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">populace two of my buddies and I formed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a kind of homesick Americans Club who</font> saw themselves as<font color="#E5E5E5"> a trio of Marauders</font> from the old colonies pillaging the lands<font color="#E5E5E5"> of their ancestors it'll do us a</font> world of good<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> break from city</font> living<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Lennon said with a wide smile</font> stepping off onto the railway<font color="#E5E5E5"> platform</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the small Scottish town some of you</font> kids are<font color="#CCCCCC"> unaware that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there's a world</font> outside of<font color="#CCCCCC"> your cellphone's we were</font> headed for a place known as maybe<font color="#CCCCCC"> forest</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a few hundred square miles of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lakes</font> hills and woodland with<font color="#E5E5E5"> only a handful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of trails to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> divide it up it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a chill</font> October morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> as our group</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of twenty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or so students made the short hike out</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> town paying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no mind to the locals who</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eyed us suspiciously from grubby</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">windowpanes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not even a half hour had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">passed but already I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> regretting</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">having packed so much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my backpack the</font> straps dug into my<font color="#CCCCCC"> shoulders so hard at</font> felt like they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> cutting off</font> circulation <font color="#CCCCCC">I had to rest my thumb's under them just</font> to keep the ache at bay naturally<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a great relief</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when mr. Lennon called a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">5-minute break I had never been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> relieved to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> off my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feet the autumn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sun was an afternoon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> decline as we</font> continued to trudge along the narrow country<font color="#E5E5E5"> lanes the strain</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of lugging my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heavy pack had beads of sweat forming on</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> brow a dull ache now present in my</font> shoulders and feet<font color="#E5E5E5"> it had been hours</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">since we've seen any cars for people and</font> it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> beginning to show in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> environment foliage at the sides of the road grew progressively untamed<font color="#E5E5E5"> dry</font> stone walls crumbling as twisting vines began to reclaim what<font color="#CCCCCC"> was once mankind's</font> we were getting pretty<font color="#E5E5E5"> tired at this</font> point we've<font color="#E5E5E5"> been walking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> along all</font> morning and it didn't seem like we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were</font> getting any closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the actual</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forest</font> the narrow country<font color="#E5E5E5"> lanes flanked on each</font> side by wildly overgrown hedgerows were beginning to<font color="#E5E5E5"> look all identical as</font> frustration grew some of the students <font color="#CCCCCC">began to argue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over which route</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> should<font color="#E5E5E5"> have taken</font> after an entire days worth<font color="#CCCCCC"> of walking we</font> had finally<font color="#CCCCCC"> reached the end of the road</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the tarmac was cracked and weathered</font> grass<font color="#E5E5E5"> sprouted through the tiny fissures</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the surface it was here that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the road</font> literally and physically ended swallowed up by nature as the vast sprawling forest opened up ahead<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font> it struck<font color="#CCCCCC"> me as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deeply unnerving seeing</font> the road so inexplicably abandoned it was primeval millions of huge dense <font color="#CCCCCC">Pines that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> spread up a forest like an</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ocean of dark green I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never seen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything quite like it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font> this point the Sun was beginning to sink towards the horizon<font color="#CCCCCC"> transforming</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> skies deep blue into magnificent shades of pink and<font color="#E5E5E5"> orange</font> despite being<font color="#CCCCCC"> hungry thirsty and</font> disgustingly sweat soaked from our exertions<font color="#CCCCCC"> we decided to push on we had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all darkness</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was drawing near</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moving through the forest itself was</font> hard work<font color="#E5E5E5"> pine needles dug into exposed</font> flesh<font color="#CCCCCC"> while small biting insects feasted</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on us causing huge itchy welts walking</font> behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> someone meant that thin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> spiky</font> branches would whip back into your face sometimes we would find a little <font color="#CCCCCC">clearing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhere the trees opened up a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little and we would get a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> good look at</font> just where we were it<font color="#CCCCCC"> was an ancient</font> ethereal forest<font color="#E5E5E5"> beds of moss spreading</font> out before<font color="#CCCCCC"> us mr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Lennon remarked that</font> we must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been 15 to 20 miles away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nearest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> piece of farmland even</font> further from the nearest village<font color="#CCCCCC"> and it</font> was agonizing<font color="#E5E5E5"> even the country boys were</font> beginning<font color="#E5E5E5"> to complain so upon reaching</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the first real clearing and the thick</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pines we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> began to set up camp the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gorgeous golden sunset had become a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ceiling of twinkling stars we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> organized</font> our camp<font color="#E5E5E5"> opting for a meager dinner of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">packed sandwiches we were worn out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hacking our way through the pines had</font> left us well and truly fatigued but<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> place was beautiful it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was untouched</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so we thought</font> it started<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a thunderous noise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">echoed through the trees around us</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> that broke the ominous</font> stillness of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the death saturated</font> clearing<font color="#E5E5E5"> a deep otherworldly how unlike</font> anything I had ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since assaulted my ears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt nauseous</font> with fear<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I might regurgitate my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">measly breakfast all over the forest</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">floor as the roar died down and that</font> horrible silence returned once<font color="#E5E5E5"> again we</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear the rustling of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Pines</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">crunching of dry twigs and pine needles</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in the near distance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coming for us students screamed and</font> cried hiding away<font color="#CCCCCC"> in their sleeping bags</font> are<font color="#E5E5E5"> just plain panicking a buddy of mine</font> came rushing up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> a look of<font color="#E5E5E5"> pure terror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his eyes mr.</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Lenin's gone I tried looking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for him but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I can't find him anywhere</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we need to</font> find<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Lennon we ran blindly through</font> the pines<font color="#E5E5E5"> as straight branches and</font> bramble thorns scratched and sliced<font color="#CCCCCC"> any</font> exposed flesh exhaustion didn't seem to be a factor<font color="#CCCCCC"> anymore</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> neither was the</font> weight of our backpacks<font color="#E5E5E5"> we tore through</font> the forest at breakneck speeds<font color="#E5E5E5"> fear and</font> adrenaline providing strength<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> stamina that<font color="#E5E5E5"> seemed almost impossible</font> eventually<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw something through the</font> inky<font color="#CCCCCC"> blackness of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font> something illuminated by a shaft a pale moonlight there were huge pine trees <font color="#E5E5E5">twisted and deformed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the roots and limbs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whining together in a kind of arcing</font> cradle beneath them a large shallow pit <font color="#E5E5E5">that had been cut</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> earth</font> every inch was<font color="#E5E5E5"> filled with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bones entire</font> rib cages jutted out from the soil like animal traps<font color="#E5E5E5"> long femurs yellowed and</font> broken with age were arranged into intricate patterns in the earth beneath us<font color="#E5E5E5"> centipedes and lice crawled out from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the open eye sockets of cracked skulls</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">their jaws hanging open a silent scream</font> of death there must have been hundreds if not thousands<font color="#E5E5E5"> of human remains half</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">buried in the earth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before us</font> as my<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> return to the twisted mass of</font> branches<font color="#CCCCCC"> and roots</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> above us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doll glittering among the network of</font> woven tree limbs<font color="#E5E5E5"> withered steel helmets</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still with a few slivers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> red plumage</font> brass<font color="#E5E5E5"> jewelry that had been intricately</font> stitched<font color="#E5E5E5"> into the patchwork of dry bones</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Roman coins</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> more than a thousand years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old were pressed so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hard into the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dying</font> timber<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the trees</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were growing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> around them half consuming the small</font> pieces of<font color="#E5E5E5"> bronze kneeling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before it all</font> was a shirtless<font color="#E5E5E5"> hunched</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> figure its torso</font> tattooed with strange ethereal designs <font color="#E5E5E5">they were roughly inked not the word of</font> a professional artist<font color="#E5E5E5"> no they were crude</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ritualistic images the figure was</font> whispering<font color="#CCCCCC"> something soft but rabid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">repeating the same few sentences over</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and over in a guttural ancient sounding</font> language the howls were louder now closer to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the camp</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the thing was</font> circling<font color="#E5E5E5"> the students like hunters</font> surrounding their quarry iron-willed <font color="#CCCCCC">patience the only thing preventing them</font> from commencing the slaughter an absolute terror<font color="#CCCCCC"> I crept closer towards</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the prostrate figure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> instantly</font> recognizing who it was when they saw their face it was mr. Lennon<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> praying mr. Lennon<font color="#CCCCCC"> I roared taking him</font> by the<font color="#CCCCCC"> bare shoulder and trying to shake</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his trance</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Lennon sir we</font> need<font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm begging you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">please</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just help us I was so scared that</font> I could feel<font color="#E5E5E5"> tears forming in my eyes my</font> voice cracking with the<font color="#CCCCCC"> insanity of the</font> situation unfolding around<font color="#E5E5E5"> us sir wake</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> smacked mr. Lennon around the side</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of his head finally freeing him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from his</font> days<font color="#E5E5E5"> he flinched violently coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> looking around as if he'd forgotten where<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was as he did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so the house</font> subsided<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there the silence</font> descending back around us still panting <font color="#E5E5E5">from our terrified exertions no one ever</font> talked<font color="#CCCCCC"> about the incident in the woods</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or how it was that such a terrifying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">experience ended</font> as quickly as<font color="#CCCCCC"> it began</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some of the</font> students who returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Scotland</font> trip were treated<font color="#E5E5E5"> for symptoms of</font> post-traumatic stress<font color="#CCCCCC"> but they can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> bring themselves to<font color="#E5E5E5"> talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about the knife</font> that had them<font color="#E5E5E5"> suffering so terribly nor</font> did anyone discuss how mr. Lennon's mysterious actions<font color="#E5E5E5"> that night had</font> undoubtedly<font color="#E5E5E5"> saved us from a fate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worse</font> than death <font color="#CCCCCC">what I hadn't forgotten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'll never</font> forget mr. Lennon saved our souls<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> night and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> can never never repay him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for it my secondary school was old when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">you're a kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everything</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was around</font> before<font color="#CCCCCC"> you were born is old but the Blue</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Coat school for boys was practically</font> ancient founded in 1708 by the<font color="#CCCCCC"> reverend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">robert Steiff he envisioned the school</font> as a institution for teaching poor children to read write and<font color="#E5E5E5"> cast accounts</font> constructed<font color="#CCCCCC"> from huge sandstone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> blocks</font> with neoclassical<font color="#E5E5E5"> georgy and masonry the</font> school stands in stark contrast<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> modern cityscape that sprung<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around</font> it passing the<font color="#E5E5E5"> entrance exam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> attending<font color="#CCCCCC"> the school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was as exhilarating</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was intimidating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> discipline was</font> harsh<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the benefits were many the</font> feeling I got<font color="#E5E5E5"> whenever I walked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into the</font> old gothic looking library building was magical<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a place at a time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> smell of old<font color="#E5E5E5"> books and Wood varnish made</font> me feel like<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was privy to all kinds of</font> ancient secrets forbidden knowledge fits only<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the eyes of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the intellectually</font> elite it was perusing<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time-worn</font> shelves that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came across</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the book</font> known as<font color="#E5E5E5"> the king in yellow it stood out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">among the dusty leather bindings thanks</font> to its mustard<font color="#E5E5E5"> yellow cover sliding the</font> old tome<font color="#E5E5E5"> out from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> its Snug space on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Shelf</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I opened it to be greeted by a</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> pale yellow symbol on the inside</font> I had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> squint at first straining my</font> eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just what the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> odds sign</font> was turning the page as my head began<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hurt the printed text</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leaf was tiny</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">so small that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could barely read it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this made my headache even worse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> closed the book<font color="#CCCCCC"> rub my eyes then placed</font> it inside<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bag for later perusal the</font> next day as my<font color="#E5E5E5"> English literature class</font> was coming to an<font color="#E5E5E5"> end and the pupils were</font> filing<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the room I approached the</font> teacher's desk<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Brady was younger</font> than<font color="#CCCCCC"> most</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the teaching</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> staff and had</font> always cut an approachable figure sir have<font color="#E5E5E5"> you ever heard of a book called the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">king in yellow</font> I asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> picking my fingernails nervously</font> as his demeanor<font color="#CCCCCC"> changed dramatically</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mr. Brady froze slowly looking up from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the paper he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> marking why do you ask</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Martin he tried to sound calm and</font> collected<font color="#CCCCCC"> I sensed he was anything but</font> well I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking online at a few</font> Martin he interrupted sternly<font color="#E5E5E5"> have you</font> found a copy of this book<font color="#E5E5E5"> no sir</font> I lied<font color="#E5E5E5"> sensing there was some kind of</font> trouble afoot<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taken the book from</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> library</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> without permission after all</font> Martin listen<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me carefully</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> find a copy of this<font color="#E5E5E5"> book</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> must inform</font> me immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> is that clear</font> sir<font color="#CCCCCC"> I I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just immediately he replied</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">give me a look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that chills my spine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to this day I kept the book a secret for</font> the next week occasionally opening it and attempting<font color="#E5E5E5"> to read the tiny cryptic</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">text each time the same dull headache</font> would return<font color="#E5E5E5"> forcing me to cease reading</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I decided to stay late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> night<font color="#E5E5E5"> devoting time to properly trying</font> to decipher<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> book's contents</font> in an<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty library</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I found</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> sheltered corner closed off by</font> huge oaken bookshelves<font color="#CCCCCC"> with trepidation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took out the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mustard-yellow tome</font> opening it<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a random page before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">straining my eyes to read the text it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> laid out like poetry strange stanzas</font> that made my skull feel like it might rupture<font color="#E5E5E5"> at any moment strange is the</font> night where black stars rise and strange moons<font color="#E5E5E5"> circle through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the skies</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> stranger still<font color="#E5E5E5"> is lost Carcosa</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> trembling my eyes felt swollen in their sockets<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't just reading</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the book</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> book felt like it was reading me I</font> got up leaving the book on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> table and</font> stumbling<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the library so clumsily</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I drew the ire of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bespectacled</font> librarian<font color="#CCCCCC"> I rushed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a nearby bathroom</font> locking myself in a stall and with my hands gripping<font color="#E5E5E5"> the filthy porcelain bowl</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> vomited so hard it made my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nose bleed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shuddering and spitting out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> foul</font> taste on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth I finally managed to</font> rise myself up clean myself off and <font color="#CCCCCC">return</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the library</font> yet as I turned the<font color="#CCCCCC"> corner into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little nook I had previously occupied my</font> blood turned to ice<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the book was</font> gone and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was July of 2004 just a</font> few weeks later on<font color="#CCCCCC"> July 25th a Bluecoat</font> pupil named<font color="#CCCCCC"> mark blackwell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> arrived home</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> spending time alone in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a nearby</font> park his father was sitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> family TV room relaxing after dinner <font color="#CCCCCC">mark went to the family's garage took a</font> claw hammer from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> toolkit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that his</font> father owned then walked into the TV <font color="#E5E5E5">room Mark's father didn't even look up</font> before he was struck<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the back of the</font> head with the blunt end<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the hammer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the son he raised for 18 years proceeded</font> to bludgeon<font color="#E5E5E5"> and stab his own father so</font> heavily<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the police</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> originally</font> thought that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the wounds were caused by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gunshots as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mark finished mutilating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> father his mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> returned home and</font> walked in on the grisly scene mark was waiting for her she would need to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">identified by her dental</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> records</font> there was<font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one other people in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">library the night I lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the king in</font> yellow<font color="#CCCCCC"> that pupil was Mark blackwell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following year I completed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school exams attending a celebratory</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">event</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that signaled the end of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> formal<font color="#E5E5E5"> education it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a happy time</font> the tragic<font color="#E5E5E5"> incidents involving mark</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">blackwell had slipped into the back of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">everyone's mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as the celebrations</font> subsided<font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pupils began to</font> depart school grounds<font color="#CCCCCC"> I too approached</font> the school<font color="#E5E5E5"> gates only to be greeted by</font> the figure of<font color="#E5E5E5"> mr. Brady smoking a</font> cigarette as he stared off into<font color="#E5E5E5"> space</font> mr. Brady sir<font color="#CCCCCC"> I approached him ready to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unburden myself of the truth I I wanted</font> to talk to you about<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the book you</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he replied solemnly I</font> just I had no<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea that I know no one</font> does<font color="#E5E5E5"> he took a deep drag of the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">cigarette not once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> making eye contact</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I pause for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lost for</font> words in the grim silence<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> surrounded us what will you do now I asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> continue to do what I've spent my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">life doing search for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that book and when</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you find it he didn't reply he simply</font> stamped out the<font color="#E5E5E5"> smoldering tobacco after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dropping the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> button to the Darton</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Blue</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Coat school for boys</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">forever I've never ever told anyone the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">story I've never felt the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> need to but</font> earlier<font color="#E5E5E5"> this month I received some news</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that brought the memories of these</font> terrible<font color="#CCCCCC"> events rushing back to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me my</font> old<font color="#E5E5E5"> English teacher</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mr. Brady</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had died</font> upon learning that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his own</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> life</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> contacted the police investigators</font> charged with inquiring into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> circumstances of<font color="#CCCCCC"> his departure</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although</font> they<font color="#E5E5E5"> were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not entirely at liberty to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">disclose information</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inquiry a</font> kindly female detective was generous <font color="#E5E5E5">with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what she had learned when I</font> informed<font color="#E5E5E5"> her that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a former student</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mr. 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to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">begin with from what I can remember all</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this started happening to me when I</font> was stationed at<font color="#CCCCCC"> Fort Sill Oklahoma for</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> military job training late one night</font> I was sleeping<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my bunk when I</font> suddenly woke up to<font color="#E5E5E5"> what looked like a</font> black<font color="#E5E5E5"> figure walking into my room with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep out of my eyes and sat up</font> thinking that<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the guys on</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fire guard that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taking head counts</font> for the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sergeant on CQ fire guard is</font> just one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the guys</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that watches over</font> the barracks<font color="#E5E5E5"> during the night to make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sure no funny business happens just as</font> soon as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sat up to greet the guy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">walking in it dissipated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> nothingness<font color="#E5E5E5"> really confused I looked at</font> the top bunk in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that my bunk</font> mates was up from his phone screen lighting up the ceiling<font color="#CCCCCC"> I spoke up and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">said hey long did you see someone walk</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> our room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just now he paused and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked down from the top of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this bunk at</font> me and said nah man fire guard<font color="#E5E5E5"> came in</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an hour ago</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knocked out</font> for the night this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time I simply</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> brushed the encounter off and a really strange occurrence and nothing else fast forward<font color="#E5E5E5"> to January of 2018 I</font> started college<font color="#CCCCCC"> at the University of</font> North Dakota<font color="#CCCCCC"> und</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this is when the</font> encounter has<font color="#CCCCCC"> gotten really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bad to the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point where I was too afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleep some nights</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I lived in a really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">old dorm building called Squires</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Hall</font> built way<font color="#CCCCCC"> back in the day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by myself the</font> encounters I had didn't all have these shadow<font color="#E5E5E5"> people while I was there so I'll</font> share everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> of note one night I</font> went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and woke up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a tall shadow</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">person standing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> my room with crimson eyes that seemed to stare right<font color="#CCCCCC"> through me</font> i sat up<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my bed and freaked out</font> sidenote I don't consider myself a very <font color="#CCCCCC">religious person at all</font> more like agnostic to clear everything up so you can imagine my<font color="#E5E5E5"> fear seeing these</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what felt like an eternity</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">having a staring contest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with this</font> entity<font color="#E5E5E5"> I shouted at it what do you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> want</font> with me it took one<font color="#E5E5E5"> big step towards me shook</font> its head and<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a feminine voice said</font> hell with that<font color="#E5E5E5"> it vanished into the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">darkness in the room another time that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">really stands</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out was when it was the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">end of the spring semester the last week</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> school I had most of my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enclose</font> packed up and ready<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after my finals are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> done I had a couple</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of cans of coke in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the back of my mini</font> fridge by the door in<font color="#E5E5E5"> my room one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">during that week I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went to bed and woke</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a loud</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bang</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in my bed and</font> look towards where the<font color="#E5E5E5"> noise came from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in my room towards the door there</font> standing in front of my door was a black figure that took one<font color="#E5E5E5"> step towards me</font> next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the fridge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and pointed down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> it and disappeared<font color="#E5E5E5"> I turned on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the lamp</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on my bed and walked over to my fridge</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">opened it and looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into it there in</font> the back<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the fridge a can of coke</font> exploded<font color="#CCCCCC"> an example of the non shadow</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> things I see while I was at UND I</font> had a long-distance<font color="#CCCCCC"> girlfriend for over</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> year he started dating in high school</font> and when I enlisted<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> military she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">started school in the College of st.</font> Scholastica<font color="#CCCCCC"> a private</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> college in Duluth</font> Minnesota<font color="#CCCCCC"> so at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the story we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">had been dating for over a year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> everything was great<font color="#CCCCCC"> although she had a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">grand father at the time who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was very</font> sick one night I woke<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at the foot</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bed I saw three figures standing</font> at the foot of<font color="#E5E5E5"> my bed in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dorm room on</font> the right there stood my girlfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> the past<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little girl with a silly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bob</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">haircut and a pink dress from a photo</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I once saw of her in the middle was</font> my girlfriend from the present long <font color="#CCCCCC">blonde</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hair leggings and a sweatshirt</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then on the left was my girlfriend from</font> the future<font color="#E5E5E5"> she wore a long black</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dress</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as dark as the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night with long black</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hair</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where her face should have been</font> was just a black<font color="#CCCCCC"> messy blur unlike the</font> other figures beside her brushing off <font color="#CCCCCC">the incident I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think anything of</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell her about what I saw</font> that night<font color="#E5E5E5"> two days later I got a phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from her crying she told me that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the grandfather that she was so close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> had passed away<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then she wanted to</font> take a break from our relationship<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> try and figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything out</font> after the call<font color="#E5E5E5"> and as I thought back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> what I saw that night<font color="#CCCCCC"> and analyze what</font> that third figure might have been trying <font color="#E5E5E5">to tell me the black dress symbolizes</font> death<font color="#CCCCCC"> like the clothes you wear to a</font> funeral and the blurry black face meaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> she would break up our</font> relationship to deal with her grandfather's death somehow I had a <font color="#CCCCCC">clairvoyant vision</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the near future</font> other times I hear people<font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> while I'm trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to fall asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> how the</font> people<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to speak</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to me or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone else in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> most of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> time I'll hear people whisper my<font color="#CCCCCC"> name in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my ear while I'm laying in bed trying to</font> fall asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> that summer I went to a</font> psychiatrist<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make sure that I wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going crazy from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the sessions I had and</font> the stories I told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mine wasn't</font> schizophrenic<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was diagnosed with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of sleeping disorder called</font> hypnagogic<font color="#E5E5E5"> falling asleep and</font> hypnopompic<font color="#CCCCCC"> waking up hallucinations</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">basically as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> am</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> either falling asleep or</font> coming out of sleep certain parts<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my</font> brain either go to sleep or come out<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> a sleeping<font color="#CCCCCC"> State slower and faster than</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> parts making me have visual and</font> auditory hallucinations<font color="#CCCCCC"> hearing all of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this I still have my doubts</font> I don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> doubt his credibility or</font> anything but I<font color="#E5E5E5"> think that there's more</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> this than I'm just hallucinating</font> [Music] this one is an unexplained encounter and <font color="#E5E5E5">a bit long about six years ago over the</font> summer<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my junior year going into my</font> senior year of<font color="#CCCCCC"> high school I experienced</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something I can't quite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shake off to</font> this day my<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents were going</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> town</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for the weekend so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and three others including Matt planned</font> a sleepover<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we could all hang</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out be</font> as loud as<font color="#E5E5E5"> we wanted we slept over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friend's Matt's house his house</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">located on the east side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of town where</font> that small wooded area was located I mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> this area in a previous post</font> about the scream I<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard in my house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> all mentioned how we should sleep on</font> his trampoline since it was warm that night and none<font color="#CCCCCC"> of us had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> done it before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Matt was a little concerned with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> because he had mentioned that</font> homeless<font color="#CCCCCC"> people and sometimes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> deer</font> wander in and out of the little<font color="#E5E5E5"> forest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next to his house and there was no fence</font> separating us from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods so anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could go in and out of the yard into the</font> forest and vice versa<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him we were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">gonna be fine and that there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> worry about</font> boy<font color="#CCCCCC"> did I wish I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> statement<font color="#E5E5E5"> back we started setting up our</font> spots on the trampoline getting cozy and just<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at our phones</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about an hour into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> hear twigs snapping and leaves crunching that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was the only one who wasn't on the</font> trampoline<font color="#CCCCCC"> but sitting on a small River</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">donut on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deck next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the trampoline</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was sitting on this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> due to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an injury</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> happened to him a few weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> prior</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to these</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> events I was looking at mats</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while all of this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was happening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking into the woods he didn't say</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anything other than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a quiet I told you</font> this was a bad<font color="#E5E5E5"> idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I kept listening for</font> a few minutes and that had stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> friends were<font color="#E5E5E5"> all listening</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to but they</font> didn't seem concerned<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was really</font> quiet after it stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us said a</font> thing we all look<font color="#E5E5E5"> back on our phones and</font> then that's when I saw it<font color="#CCCCCC"> the second my</font> eyes met my phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw from my</font> peripheral vision this<font color="#CCCCCC"> seven to eight</font> foot<font color="#E5E5E5"> tall</font> run out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the backyard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and darted to the side of the house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> oh</font> we saw was the silhouette or<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatever it</font> was it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost as if it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was ghostly</font> it was extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> thin and bipedal here's</font> the kicker though we saw it run but we didn't hear<font color="#CCCCCC"> it run it made zero sound</font> when it was moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it made the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">motion of someone running when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we saw</font> this we<font color="#CCCCCC"> all did the exact same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">screamed and ran off the trampoline Matt</font> was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> first one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inside and I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surprised he was even able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walk let</font> alone run<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of his injury we left</font> some blankets and<font color="#E5E5E5"> pillows outside</font> because we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> such a hurry</font> we shot and locked the sliding door<font color="#E5E5E5"> all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the windows and doors we could find</font> we kept looking<font color="#E5E5E5"> out some of the windows</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see if we could see anything but</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was nothing because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we were so</font> startled<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we stood up until sunrise</font> to finally go to<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think about</font> what happened on an<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost daily basis</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">everyone I have told has a theory that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it has scaped from the mountains</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next to</font> the forest for a little<font color="#CCCCCC"> backstory</font> I live in magna Utah<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mountains on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> east side that separate us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from -</font> Ella<font color="#E5E5E5"> are said to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have some sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> secret<font color="#CCCCCC"> military base where</font> experimentation and other things are done on<font color="#E5E5E5"> who knows who or what</font> [Music] the story was relayed to me by a colleague<font color="#E5E5E5"> and friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> joining our</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">organization this colleague worked as a</font> tour<font color="#CCCCCC"> guide</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at this time the story</font> happened he worked for a tour<font color="#E5E5E5"> company</font> that specialized in Japanese and Korean tourists and he was assigned to<font color="#CCCCCC"> work the</font> trips going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the east coast of</font> Peninsular Malaysia<font color="#CCCCCC"> it should be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> noted</font> that there now<font color="#E5E5E5"> is a major highway that</font> links the<font color="#CCCCCC"> east coast and west coast but</font> at the time the<font color="#E5E5E5"> highway was in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">process of being built and while most of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the highway was intact</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was still stretches where you</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> need to take the trunk roads</font> through towns and villages before <font color="#E5E5E5">rejoining the highway some miles ahead</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was supposed to meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a small group</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> Japanese tourists at the airport didn't escort them on their small bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Kuantan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a major tourist town in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> East</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Coast</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which was more than four</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away at the time and the weather was bad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the plane was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> delayed by</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> time they go on their way it was</font> already<font color="#E5E5E5"> 9:00 p.m. a little more than an</font> hour out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kuala Lumpur Malaysia s</font> capital<font color="#E5E5E5"> a member of the tour group asked</font> my friend if there was somewhere that <font color="#E5E5E5">they could stop to get something to eat</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because some of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the tourist members were</font> famished<font color="#E5E5E5"> my friends said he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would do</font> what he could he<font color="#CCCCCC"> then asked the same to</font> the driver this was not their regular driver<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was standing in for the</font> regular<font color="#E5E5E5"> driver who unfortunately had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">taken ill so the driver said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he did not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">know but he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would look for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an all-night</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> along the way by that time they</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> reached</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the section of the highway</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was under construction</font> thus they had to take the parallel<font color="#E5E5E5"> road</font> they drove a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> further when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> driver and my<font color="#E5E5E5"> friends saw an open-air</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">restaurant which seemed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be quite</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lively just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a small town they had</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed so they stopped there the</font> tour group<font color="#E5E5E5"> exited and went about getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">their refreshments my friend helped them</font> with translations and he also<font color="#E5E5E5"> got some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">food</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for himself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the driver less</font> than an hour later they were back<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> bus and heading to<font color="#CCCCCC"> Kuantan</font> the tourists were very happy<font color="#E5E5E5"> with their</font> stop because they said the food<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> excellent<font color="#CCCCCC"> a few days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later they were on</font> their way<font color="#E5E5E5"> back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the west coast for the</font> same tour group but it was daytime and this time the regular<font color="#E5E5E5"> driver was driving</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a tour member asked my friend if they</font> could stop at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> place where they had</font> stopped on their first day again my friend said<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he would do what he</font> could he told<font color="#CCCCCC"> this to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">driver</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> asked him to describe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the place</font> which she did the<font color="#E5E5E5"> drivers face went a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">little pale</font> a little later they came<font color="#E5E5E5"> to a place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> seemed<font color="#CCCCCC"> familiar to my friend and the</font> driver asked him is that the place<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> mean pointing<font color="#CCCCCC"> to a patch of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> land</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">run-down building stood surrounded by</font> what was once a clearing with a few tables and broken chairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was also</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tall grass everywhere my friend</font> recognized the place it was indeed the <font color="#E5E5E5">place</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> where they had stopped a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few days</font> earlier he turned to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the tour group and</font> informed them<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they would not be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to stop at the place they went to</font> earlier because<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> night they sighed<font color="#E5E5E5"> but left it at that</font> later when they could talk in<font color="#CCCCCC"> private my</font> friend asked the driver<font color="#CCCCCC"> about the place</font> the driver informed him that the<font color="#E5E5E5"> place</font> had indeed been<font color="#E5E5E5"> a restaurant with an</font> outdoor eating area around it<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been abandoned for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a year since</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible happened there and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the business went under</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the driver</font> didn't know what that<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> incident</font> was but it led<font color="#CCCCCC"> to more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one death</font> that stretch of highway has since been completed then the<font color="#E5E5E5"> parallel</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> road is only</font> rarely<font color="#E5E5E5"> used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that road once</font> to see if I could<font color="#CCCCCC"> find the place I</font> followed<font color="#CCCCCC"> my friend's description and I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> I found the place but there were</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only the remains of an old building</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there with tall grass all around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> perhaps<font color="#CCCCCC"> I should try going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there at</font> night if only<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if the food was</font> really<font color="#CCCCCC"> that good</font> [Music] this is a personal story<font color="#CCCCCC"> of mine</font> it happened around my freshman year of <font color="#CCCCCC">high school in 2011 I was around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 13 or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">14 years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sister was four</font> school grades younger than me every day I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> come home on the bus arriving at</font> my house around 2:20 p.m. about a 10 maybe 15 minute<font color="#E5E5E5"> ride from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font> school<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my house I lived in the</font> countryside<font color="#E5E5E5"> so my stop was ways away</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the other neighborhoods that kids</font> lived in my house was directly<font color="#E5E5E5"> next to a</font> farm and we<font color="#CCCCCC"> only had a few neighbors all</font> older folk who stuck to themselves<font color="#E5E5E5"> due</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to living in a rural area</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and having an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">extremely long dirt driveway when I got</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> school I had to walk for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font> minutes down<font color="#CCCCCC"> the driveway</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before I got</font> to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> back slider door I would enter my</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> lock</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> behind me and put my</font> things down<font color="#E5E5E5"> every day the same routine</font> when I got home I would check on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> dog's<font color="#E5E5E5"> food and water and watch TV in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">living room for a little</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> while my living</font> room window had a perfect<font color="#CCCCCC"> view of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">front yard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my house as well</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">driveway and where the bus would stop at</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end of our driveway here is where</font> things<font color="#E5E5E5"> start</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get interesting while I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">watch TV</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the living room I would keep</font> an eye out the window to watch<font color="#E5E5E5"> for my</font> sister to arrive home<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> middle school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure she got off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bus and up</font> the driveway safely she would get<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> around 2:30 and arrived at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> house closer to 3:00<font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m. I would keep</font> the door locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> until I knew she would</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> home in a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minutes and then I'm</font> with unlock it so she can get in the house when<font color="#CCCCCC"> she gets</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the back door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did</font> that same<font color="#CCCCCC"> thing this day just like every</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">other day while</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the living room I saw</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sister's bus pull up to the end of</font> the driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> stop and I watched her get</font> off the bus<font color="#CCCCCC"> I remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was wearing a</font> North Face jacket<font color="#CCCCCC"> a scarf</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she had</font> her fairly<font color="#E5E5E5"> large teal backpack on jeans</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and boots she was walking up to the</font> driveway<font color="#E5E5E5"> and went out of my view</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> heard the backslider door open close and <font color="#CCCCCC">lock as she came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the house</font> from where I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was sitting in the living</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room I could see her walk past a doorway</font> down the hallway to a room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I yelled out</font> her name and<font color="#CCCCCC"> pastor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> how school was but</font> got no answer<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up to follow her and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">repeat my question</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I walked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the</font> hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> the very same hallway I had just</font> seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> her walk down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I noticed there were</font> no lights on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hallway was dark</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> her room at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hallway was</font> also dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> I said her name again then</font> heard nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned the light on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> went into<font color="#E5E5E5"> her room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she wasn't there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">either</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I figured maybe she went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into another</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house but I could not find</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her anywhere I went back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to check</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the back door and to my surprise</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> still unlocked and<font color="#CCCCCC"> slightly open which</font> didn't make any sense<font color="#CCCCCC"> because I had just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heard my sister closed and locked the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> when she got home confused I closed</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door and locked it and went</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> living room to grab my phone as I</font> entered<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room the strangest thing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> window</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister's bus pull up stop and I watched</font> her get off the bus and walk up my <font color="#E5E5E5">driveway again when she came in the</font> house I<font color="#CCCCCC"> told her the weirdest thing just</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw you get off your bus and</font> come<font color="#E5E5E5"> inside and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> locked the door but you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weren't anywhere in the house then I</font> looked outside<font color="#CCCCCC"> and saw you get off the</font> bus<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when I checked the door</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was unlocked and open she responded by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saying that's really weird</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because the</font> door<font color="#E5E5E5"> was locked when I came inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> usually leave it<font color="#E5E5E5"> open for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> I explained how I locked it because I thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was in the house and thought</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> strange that the door was</font> opened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and unlocked without either of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> manipulating<font color="#E5E5E5"> it might I add my sister</font> was wearing a<font color="#E5E5E5"> t-shirt</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a scarf</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leggings</font> and boots<font color="#CCCCCC"> totally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> different outfit than</font> I saw the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> time I didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing or what had just happened</font> I had paranormal experiences<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the past</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stories that I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would be happy to share</font> but this one<font color="#E5E5E5"> really took the cake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't know if this<font color="#CCCCCC"> was some kind of</font> entity mimicking my sister and trying to get my attention<font color="#CCCCCC"> or if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this was some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kind of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> glitch in reality but I would</font> love<font color="#E5E5E5"> to hear some theories and stories</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that are similar</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to mine</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 17 in 1992 when due to financial</font> difficulties<font color="#CCCCCC"> my family and I were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> forced</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to move into my grandmother's</font> condominium in Claremont<font color="#CCCCCC"> California</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> had come into some hard times and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> mother could no longer<font color="#E5E5E5"> afford the house</font> my two brothers<font color="#CCCCCC"> and sisters and I grew</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my grandmother shared this condo</font> with my aunt Rosie <font color="#E5E5E5">my grandmother had just turned 90 while</font> my aunt was somewhere in<font color="#E5E5E5"> her late 80s</font> this was not enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all of us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my brothers and I would take turns</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sleeping either on one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two couches or</font> on the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> my aunt had two rooms that</font> were considered her own one was her bedroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the other was a room with a</font> couch and a<font color="#CCCCCC"> TV on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one particular night I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the lucky one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got to sleep in</font> this room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was always</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more than happy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep on a couch rather than the</font> floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all were</font> as I was readying myself<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep there</font> was an overwhelming<font color="#E5E5E5"> eerie sense of</font> darkness<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I could not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deny this was</font> a<font color="#E5E5E5"> different kind of darkness one that I</font> didn't understand then but do now this <font color="#E5E5E5">darkness was not physical but spiritual</font> a blackness<font color="#CCCCCC"> that could be felt I tried</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not to trip out about this because I</font> knew that<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I awake this feeling</font> would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I would feel silly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> began to drift I heard a deep</font> guttural growl of what could only<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inch from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my left ear I jumped off the</font> couch and flipped on the light<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was</font> alone instantly I knew<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was an evil spirit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if this thing were to have manifested</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">flesh and blood its lips would have</font> practically been<font color="#CCCCCC"> touching my ear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when it</font> ground naturally<font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scared me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but as a</font> Christian<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> taught that through</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Jesus Christ I have authority over such</font> evil spirits<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided that it was time</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> exercise this Authority</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I prayed and</font> rebuked to<font color="#CCCCCC"> rebuke in a Christian senses</font> to command and Jesus's<font color="#CCCCCC"> name the demonic</font> spirit to leave the Bible says that if you resist<font color="#CCCCCC"> the devil</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he will flee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font> you<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> rebuke this thing a countless</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">amount</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of times before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I felt that maybe</font> it was safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> to try to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep once again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as I lay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the verge of crossing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font> and asleep for a second time again an inch from<font color="#CCCCCC"> my ear I heard something</font> otherworldly<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time it wasn't a deep</font> guttural growl but<font color="#E5E5E5"> a wicked hissing</font> screeching like<font color="#CCCCCC"> Angry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whisper what stood</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of these voices is</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">its scornful hatred for me this hatred</font> was not<font color="#E5E5E5"> based on anything I did this</font> thing hated me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for merely existing this</font> time my knee-jerk reaction was to throw my fists when you can feel and<font color="#CCCCCC"> hear a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">presence right next to you and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ninety-nine percent of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you're flailing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fists about you're</font> going<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something but once again</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there was nothing there now I'm confused</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I commanded this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing to leave and not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave but I think I</font> angered it I did not<font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until the Sun</font> came<font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> recognized this as a test of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my faith</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about a week later it was once</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> my turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> aunt</font> Rosie's room was<font color="#E5E5E5"> I concerned he better</font> believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> it but I hate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being afraid and I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> determined to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> conquer this fear</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> mustered up all my faith<font color="#E5E5E5"> prayed and</font> began to drift<font color="#CCCCCC"> this time there was no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guttural growl nor was there any demonic</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">windy hissing I heard what sounded like</font> a dungeon<font color="#E5E5E5"> door slam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shut</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately</font> followed by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the mystifying tormented</font> scream of women the screen was<font color="#E5E5E5"> not like one who was</font> quickly spooked and quickly brushes off her fright but this expression<font color="#CCCCCC"> of terror</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">endured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd say it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a good 20 seconds</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of an enduring scream loud and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> intense</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> like someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> failing to</font> endure the flames of<font color="#E5E5E5"> hell just like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> previous week in this room<font color="#E5E5E5"> I sprung from</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> couch but this time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm bolted</font> directly to the living<font color="#CCCCCC"> room where my</font> mother typically slept on a pull-out bed she was still asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> but how is that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">possible I wondered the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> screen was so</font> loud I remember thinking<font color="#E5E5E5"> that the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entire</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">condo complex should have heard it with</font> yet<font color="#E5E5E5"> here's my mother sleeping</font> undisturbed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I woke her mom what was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> honestly didn't know what I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">talking about I was soon to find</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard this but me completely dumbfounded</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">i sat on a chair in the living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> trying<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make sense of these</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my head the chair I sat upon was</font> adjacent<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the den where my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brother's</font> slept<font color="#CCCCCC"> I happened to look</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up into the</font> darkness of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the den and I saw at knee</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">level</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two beaming eyes of red staring back it</font> was too dark<font color="#E5E5E5"> to make out any form of the</font> body but if there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was enough light to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">see more I am sure I would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this being and crawling</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> position at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point that was so tired of being scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I simply stared it down for god</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knows</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">how long</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> finally vanished</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> night I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep until the Sun had</font> risen the fact that<font color="#E5E5E5"> this being continued</font> to pester me and not respond to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> rebukes bothered me<font color="#CCCCCC"> for some time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all these years it had become</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me why that was there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> boldly</font> engaging in spiritual warfare<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I was</font> rebuking the symptoms of this oppression rather than the heart of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this attack I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">believe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I had confronted my aunt</font> Rosie<font color="#CCCCCC"> and commanded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this evil spirit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> leave her I would have gotten<font color="#CCCCCC"> results I</font> was seeking I don't believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> aunt was possessed</font> although she may have been<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was</font> certainly oppressed my mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> occasion would catch my aunt when she <font color="#CCCCCC">thought she was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone looking at</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and speaking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to this something that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could not be</font> audibly heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> I told you to leave me</font> alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of here Rosie would say my</font> mother would ask her I'm Rosie who are you talking to<font color="#E5E5E5"> realizing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was caught</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in this recourse like a child with her</font> hand caught<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a cookie jar she would</font> become sheepish and avoid giving<font color="#E5E5E5"> a real</font> answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> by saying oh there was nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhat relieved when one nights it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> my brother Brian's turn to sleep in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on Rosie's room and he not yet knowing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my experiences in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shared in</font> a lot of<font color="#CCCCCC"> what I did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he did not hear any</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">demonic voices in his ear but did hear</font> what sounded<font color="#CCCCCC"> like a dungeon door slams</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">shut followed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by a woman's scream there</font> was a strange comfort in knowing<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> was not alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my sister</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Michelle</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went on to have her own experiences even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point where she saw a full-on</font> apparition appear before her this <font color="#E5E5E5">activity stopped one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than we realized</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that it all</font> stopped once aunt Rosie<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved out of my</font> grandmother's condo to live with her son evidently<font color="#CCCCCC"> she took this spirit or</font> spirits<font color="#CCCCCC"> with her a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years later it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came to be that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had adopted a party</font> lifestyle<font color="#CCCCCC"> a group of fellow party</font> buddies and I like to<font color="#E5E5E5"> gather in remote</font> locations<font color="#CCCCCC"> and hopes of not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> running</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> into</font> an authority figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were all drinking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and smoking and many of us were underage</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and remember hearing rumors about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Satanists that would get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> together</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> location and perform their rituals</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that might be I didn't think</font> much of it<font color="#E5E5E5"> my buddies and I were in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">midst of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having a great time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing on</font> and how<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> play slab of cement getting</font> thoroughly loaded<font color="#CCCCCC"> I happened to glance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind me and I saw something moving</font> fast out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eye</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a spirit of</font> light<font color="#E5E5E5"> and moved at will and ran as if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> were running<font color="#E5E5E5"> in an incalculable speed it</font> happened so<font color="#CCCCCC"> fast I wasn't able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get a</font> good<font color="#E5E5E5"> look at it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and shock I turned to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend known as redheaded Dave standing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next to me to see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if he saw what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he had the same look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of bewildered fear</font> about his face<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was wearing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> asked me did<font color="#CCCCCC"> you see that</font> he saw it longer<font color="#CCCCCC"> and better than I did</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and said there was what looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like a</font> scrawny<font color="#CCCCCC"> old man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in light we had no idea</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font> our fellow friends missed it entirely as they were looking<font color="#CCCCCC"> in another</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> direction</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later that same night and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dave was with</font> me when<font color="#CCCCCC"> I returned to my grandmother's</font> condo complex<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were walking around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> area discussing how weird our earlier experience was<font color="#E5E5E5"> when we came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> across</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> condo<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lemon tree in the</font> backyard<font color="#CCCCCC"> its</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> branches were hanging over</font> a wall over<font color="#CCCCCC"> the street we were walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we jumped in both grabbed a lemon we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a contest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see who can</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">throw their lemon the furthest down the</font> parking<font color="#E5E5E5"> lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Street I realized as I'm</font> writing<font color="#E5E5E5"> this that this could</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very well</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had to be there a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> you won't<font color="#E5E5E5"> fully appreciate otherwise but</font> regardless I'm going to write it<font color="#CCCCCC"> out</font> exactly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it happened</font> we both chucked our lemons as far as we could it felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I threw mine too far</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the left and that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> likely hit</font> someone's condo or<font color="#E5E5E5"> something we thought</font> he threw his too far to<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> right likely</font> over a fence into<font color="#CCCCCC"> a field</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too</font> dark to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see either way from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our distance</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we walked down the street thinking we</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to confirm the lemons didn't</font> make it onto the street as we walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the street we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found our lemons in the</font> middle of the street perfectly lined up side<font color="#CCCCCC"> by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> side we were mesmerised how is</font> that possible our first thoughts were <font color="#CCCCCC">that these lemons must have rolled down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">an incline or slope and settled that way</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> thoroughly inspected the streets and</font> could not find<font color="#E5E5E5"> any such thing this</font> street was completely flat how they ended up so diametrically<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> mathematically perfect<font color="#E5E5E5"> right next to</font> each other with less<font color="#CCCCCC"> than an inch of</font> separation really tripped us out<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> contemplated<font color="#E5E5E5"> on what the odds were that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that should happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we knew the odds</font> must have been astronomical<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> night Dave and I were out once again gallivanting around the<font color="#E5E5E5"> condo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> having had</font> a few to drink<font color="#E5E5E5"> we came across the lemon</font> tree with plans of repeating<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> contest<font color="#E5E5E5"> we laughed and talked about how</font> weird the previous night was and we<font color="#E5E5E5"> knew</font> beyond a shadow of a doubt<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> results<font color="#E5E5E5"> would be different this time we</font> chucked our lemons as far as we possibly <font color="#CCCCCC">could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time we were even more</font> certain<font color="#CCCCCC"> we would never see those lemons</font> again having thrown them too far to the <font color="#CCCCCC">left or right as we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> walked down the</font> street we joked about how we were going to completely trip out if we saw the exact same results but we knew that <font color="#CCCCCC">would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not happen it was impossible</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">when we came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upon the lemons only to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">find them exactly as they were the</font> previous<font color="#CCCCCC"> night in the exact same spot</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> no logical</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explanation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> said nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was like the wind got</font> knocked right<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of our lungs and we</font> simply<font color="#E5E5E5"> forgot to breathe we just stared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at the lemons as if somehow they would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">reveal their secrets but they did not I</font> pondered in my head and still do how <font color="#CCCCCC">long it would take for this to happen by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">chance if you took two random people and</font> had them do this contest<font color="#E5E5E5"> how long would</font> it take<font color="#CCCCCC"> before they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would get the same</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">results me and Dave did maybe eternity</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> do not doubt<font color="#E5E5E5"> that it had something to do</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the spirit we saw but why would it</font> behave this way<font color="#E5E5E5"> I will never know maybe</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just to blow our minds a few years later</font> me<font color="#CCCCCC"> and a couple of buddies were out late</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on a quiet still night my friend Pete</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to lead us to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> where a house once</font> stood while walking there he gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> us the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">backstory of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this location</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he said there</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a man who owned this house that</font> somehow<font color="#E5E5E5"> managed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lose his mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">slaughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his family and burned the</font> house down along with<font color="#E5E5E5"> him inside</font> I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell the story was true or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">not because it sounded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a bit cliche as</font> far as horror stories go but we went there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second we got to where we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were standing in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of where</font> this house once stood<font color="#E5E5E5"> an intense wind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">came out of nowhere not thinking much of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it I started messing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> around trying to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sound McCobb and said the spirits are</font> telling<font color="#CCCCCC"> us to get out and flying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> wind was proof of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this I didn't really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">believe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was just trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to be</font> funny <font color="#CCCCCC">but what really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tripped me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out was the</font> insane wind<font color="#E5E5E5"> completely stopped the</font> second we left a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of feet from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">where</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the house once stood there was no</font> wind at all that day except<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the five</font> to ten minutes of us<font color="#E5E5E5"> being at that space</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it a coincidence</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it sure</font> was weird my final<font color="#CCCCCC"> encounter with a supernatural</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> ill-repute happened in 2005</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time I had left my partying days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font> me and was happily<font color="#CCCCCC"> married</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and my</font> wife decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to go out and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> see a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> movie</font> we weren't<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure what we wanted to see</font> but we ended<font color="#E5E5E5"> up settling for white noise</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this movie starred Michael Keaton and</font> had to do with electronic voice phenomena<font color="#E5E5E5"> Keaton's character wife dies</font> and he comes<font color="#E5E5E5"> to find that by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> putting his</font> TV on a frequency<font color="#CCCCCC"> of white static that</font> by 3:30 every<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning he is able to make</font> out voices in the static<font color="#CCCCCC"> that tell him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">things primarily from his recently</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">deceased</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife the movie was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no that good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in fact</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have seen far scarier movies</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my life done far better albeit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I will</font> admit there<font color="#CCCCCC"> was a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of scenes that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were a bit eerie but this is what were</font> supposed to expect from<font color="#E5E5E5"> a movie of this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">genre done properly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing out of the</font> ordinary<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nights being a night out I</font> was watching television<font color="#CCCCCC"> women exactly at</font> 3:30 the TV switched from what I was watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> and went to pure white noise</font> that didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> just happen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought I</font> turned<font color="#CCCCCC"> the TV off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woke up my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife who</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleeping in our bedroom and told her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what had happened and I asked her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> pray<font color="#E5E5E5"> she pretty much rolled her eyes and</font> said what she thought I wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">but I could tell she thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all the</font> movie did was spark my imagination and that it will<font color="#E5E5E5"> pass</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the following</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night I</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> asleep in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife</font> was watching<font color="#CCCCCC"> TV</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> roles completely</font> reversed<font color="#E5E5E5"> this time she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wakes me up at</font> 3:30<font color="#CCCCCC"> scared out of her mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to tell me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the TV again went to white noise</font> she left the white noise<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> too scared</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be in the living room long enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> turn<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> TV</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> walking down the</font> hallway I was looking at this white noise remembering that in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> movie this</font> was a way<font color="#CCCCCC"> for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dead to communicate</font> with the living<font color="#E5E5E5"> no way I was going to</font> speak to the noise<font color="#CCCCCC"> God condemns</font> necromancy in the Bible with the<font color="#CCCCCC"> dead</font> truly wanted to connect<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me they can</font> wait until<font color="#E5E5E5"> I die</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned the TV off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this began some investigation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had to</font> know<font color="#E5E5E5"> if there was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a way that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of us</font> accidentally set the<font color="#E5E5E5"> TV to do this we</font> came to find<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was possible to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sent our cable to change channels at</font> specific times the thing is<font color="#E5E5E5"> neither of</font> us knew how to do this<font color="#CCCCCC"> and what are the</font> odds one of us<font color="#E5E5E5"> accidentally setting our</font> cable to do<font color="#E5E5E5"> this at 3:30 a.m. on the</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> night we saw that movie odds are so</font> astronomical that one can<font color="#E5E5E5"> call it</font> impossible<font color="#E5E5E5"> next time around we made</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that the TV was turned off and were both</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in bed by the time 3:30 rolled around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> was certain this<font color="#E5E5E5"> would take care of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> issue<font color="#E5E5E5"> it did not at exactly that time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> the sound of static coming from</font> the living<font color="#E5E5E5"> room I go out there to find</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> TV had managed to turn itself on and</font> went right into white noise scary<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> pretty much at a loss at what else to do <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> following</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night except</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unplug the TV</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if spirits are using my TV to mess with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe if I unplug their power source all</font> will<font color="#E5E5E5"> return to normal</font> it did<font color="#E5E5E5"> and what a strange experience</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was to this day I wonder how it</font> came to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be that this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paranormal</font> incidents<font color="#CCCCCC"> came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be I wasn't the least</font> bit connected with the white noise<font color="#E5E5E5"> movie</font> I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think much of it again I've</font> seen scarier movies so why of all<font color="#E5E5E5"> movies</font> was this one<font color="#CCCCCC"> chosen by some otherworldly</font> entity<font color="#CCCCCC"> I wonder</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if a demon from my past</font> encounters has attached<font color="#CCCCCC"> itself to me</font> with the goal<font color="#CCCCCC"> to oppress and believe I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">will never know the answers has been 14</font> years since<font color="#CCCCCC"> my last experience</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> must say<font color="#E5E5E5"> I do prefer it this way</font> [Music] I've had a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of experiences ever since</font> I was a kid in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my house every single</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> could be put down<font color="#CCCCCC"> to coincidence</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> explained in some other way forgetfulness<font color="#CCCCCC"> older sister playing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> prank etc but the sheer volume of experiences make me feel as<font color="#E5E5E5"> if it's something more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't know what I hope<font color="#CCCCCC"> to get in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> posting</font> this since it'll probably be drowned<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> other stories</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I just like talking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about my boy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had an imaginary</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kid as a</font> child<font color="#E5E5E5"> his name was Andy that was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> also a</font> mild sleepwalker and<font color="#E5E5E5"> terribly afraid of</font> the dark<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told my parents that Andy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">usually lived in the Attic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would come</font> down on<font color="#CCCCCC"> a night to make sure I was safe</font> and I didn't leave my room<font color="#E5E5E5"> if I got out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also believed that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a</font> monster that only Andy would keep me safe<font color="#CCCCCC"> from now I was a kid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just put it down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> an overactive</font> imagination which is fair<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> one<font color="#E5E5E5"> day when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little older and we</font> had a letter come to the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> intended</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they</font> hadn't realized he didn't anymore<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">name was Andrew and as I now know he was</font> dead<font color="#E5E5E5"> this could mean nothing Andy is a</font> common name I have<font color="#CCCCCC"> uncles called Andy and I watched</font> Andy's on TV but it was enough of a creepy coincidence that it stuck with<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> here are some of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> experiences</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I can think of off the top of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">head I had dolls when I was very little</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had this sort</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of jet ski thing that</font> came with one doll that<font color="#E5E5E5"> you could strap</font> the legs into<font color="#E5E5E5"> but with my little grubby</font> fingers I could never manage it I got so frustrated once that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stormed</font> downstairs to fetch my mom she was<font color="#E5E5E5"> too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">busy to help and I came back upstairs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mine doll was sitting upright in its</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little ski all done up</font> the kitchen scissors went missing once and no one could<font color="#E5E5E5"> find them</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> mom joked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's that ghost again</font> so I also jokingly said<font color="#E5E5E5"> Andy we need</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">those can</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you please have them back</font> I found them<font color="#E5E5E5"> laying out in the middle of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my bedroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor a minute later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font> thanks<font color="#E5E5E5"> and left it at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one time the</font> Christmas decorations<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Attic</font> mysteriously organized themselves<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> often leave them a tiny bit messy when we put them<font color="#E5E5E5"> up there after Christmas no</font> one ever goes into<font color="#E5E5E5"> that attic but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't know how they<font color="#E5E5E5"> ended up all neat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> tried to hold<font color="#E5E5E5"> a seance once because I</font> have dumb<font color="#CCCCCC"> idiots syndrome and I can</font> remember this creepy feeling that made <font color="#E5E5E5">me need to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stop I know it's not the most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">exciting thing ever but it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">definitely a sensation that I had never</font> felt<font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> one time when<font color="#E5E5E5"> something else went</font> missing I called him terrible names and he knocked<font color="#CCCCCC"> over things on my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> desk this</font> probably isn't convincing evidence but <font color="#CCCCCC">nyjah's feel a presence in this house</font> it's not threatening<font color="#CCCCCC"> or anything it just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feels like someone's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there doing his own</font> thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> living his best afterlife it's</font> entirely possible<font color="#CCCCCC"> that maybe I'm just</font> crazy [Music] this was back<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in high school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> used to say she heard and saw</font> stuff but I always<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought that she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> just exaggerating and being annoying<font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> day I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> home alone playing video games</font> in my room I had my headset on<font color="#E5E5E5"> this was when modern</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">warfare 2 was saw the hype so I had my</font> volume up high and through the headphones I hear someone yelled<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jacob</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coming from the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen I'm playing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">online so I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pause it so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yelled</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back what didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get a response</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figured my mom needed help with the</font> groceries<font color="#CCCCCC"> or something but I had four</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">minutes left in the match I'll finish up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I heard my name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again Jacob</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I yelled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm about to be done I'll be there</font> in a minute I yelled<font color="#E5E5E5"> so the game</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finishes and I go to the kitchen and</font> nobody is<font color="#E5E5E5"> there go to my parents room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and nobody in there looked in the</font> driveway no car<font color="#E5E5E5"> I call my mom and ask</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her where</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she's at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and she says that</font> she's at<font color="#CCCCCC"> Walmart</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and she'll be home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in a</font> bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feel the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blood draining from</font> my face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never told my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom cuz she</font> would just freak herself out more but that was<font color="#E5E5E5"> scary does anybody have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something similar happened to them I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">not sure how this group works but I have</font> other stuff<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it happened and I don't</font> want to<font color="#E5E5E5"> cram it into one post update</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just gotten out of the shower</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nobody was</font> home I had my towel on around<font color="#E5E5E5"> my waist</font> and I had opened the<font color="#E5E5E5"> door to let the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">steam out as I brush my teeth I started</font> to hear the sound of<font color="#CCCCCC"> plastic bags</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being</font> moved around<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I heard the</font> refrigerator door closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> I figured my</font> parents were home so I shut the door <font color="#E5E5E5">when I finished brushing my teeth I went</font> into my room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and as I walked in there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> could still<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear the rustling of plastic</font> bags I kept thinking man they bought a lot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">groceries as it was changing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finished</font> putting<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my clothes and went to the</font> kitchen<font color="#E5E5E5"> to help put up groceries I</font> stopped hearing the rustling at that point I didn't see any bags<font color="#CCCCCC"> or anything</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it looked in the refrigerator and it</font> didn't look like groceries had been put in<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happened again</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I went</font> and sat<font color="#E5E5E5"> outside for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a while I finally</font> took off to a friend's house my bike can call my parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">enough they had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at my sister's</font> house the<font color="#CCCCCC"> whole time</font> I wanted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> convince myself that I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hearing things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again but I remember it</font> to this day how clear I heard it and<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> still<font color="#E5E5E5"> gives me chills</font> my sister is<font color="#E5E5E5"> quite a bit older so my</font> house was always<font color="#E5E5E5"> just my dad mom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> so I<font color="#E5E5E5"> always had my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own room my mom</font> always liked the antique<font color="#CCCCCC"> look of the</font> house so for some<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason when I needed a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">computer chair she got me this big red</font> and leather computer chair it's real comfy but it was huge I hated how much room it took up but I kept it anyways cuz I liked how it<font color="#CCCCCC"> made</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> look like a villain sometimes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd</font> spin around and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's when people came</font> in my room<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretended I was wearing</font> an<font color="#E5E5E5"> eyepatch and petting a cat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> facing my<font color="#E5E5E5"> window away from my computer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">area where the chair was sitting when I</font> woke up one night to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the sound of</font> squeaking<font color="#E5E5E5"> like a long squeak like it</font> always made when I would turn<font color="#E5E5E5"> around in</font> it and<font color="#E5E5E5"> then it stopped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was awake but</font> not had my eyes closed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew it was the</font> chair but I didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cuz I</font> guess the fear froze me up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I heard it</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this time I opened my eyes but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still didn't turn around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hear it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> heard it<font color="#E5E5E5"> one more time but it was in</font> sections such<font color="#CCCCCC"> as multiple squeaks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I just</font> closed my eyes after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that and eventually</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">fell asleep I didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to turn</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple of months</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> passed after</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I was sitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the edge of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">putting on my shoes to go to the gym the</font> edge of my<font color="#CCCCCC"> bed is directly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the bedroom door and in front of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's a very small one more</font> like a small hallway<font color="#E5E5E5"> with a fridge and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sink in counters and stove when I looked</font> up I saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> six fingers which looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> two hands were<font color="#CCCCCC"> holding the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> at eye level so it had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have been</font> a child's hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I saw the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very top of</font> what looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> like black</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hair</font> the way the hands and<font color="#E5E5E5"> top of the head</font> were made it look<font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was holding</font> itself up horizontally<font color="#CCCCCC"> now before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> ask<font color="#CCCCCC"> no way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did not do a double-take</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was not something I kind of just</font> glanced<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stared at a Farragut three</font> seconds<font color="#CCCCCC"> I kicked the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as hard</font> as I could<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took off running to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend's house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was a six</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> foot to 295</font> pound<font color="#E5E5E5"> defensive end for my school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't scare easily but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was scared</font> that day I left<font color="#E5E5E5"> for college after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> graduated<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it didn't experience</font> anything there but<font color="#E5E5E5"> that my dad</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> started</font> calling me<font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad's an old school</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">construction worker very serious and</font> always rolled his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> when he heard my</font> mom was seeing stuff I did too till they started<font color="#E5E5E5"> happening to me so my dad called</font> me one<font color="#CCCCCC"> nights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and told me he was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">experiencing things I knew I wasn't</font> crazy<font color="#E5E5E5"> so when I left for college it was</font> just my dad<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom at the house he</font> tells me that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he woke up at 5:00 a.m.</font> like he always does<font color="#E5E5E5"> started his pot of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">coffee and got dressed for work when he</font> got back<font color="#E5E5E5"> the coffee pot was off the</font> coffee<font color="#E5E5E5"> maker and didn't think much of it</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he figured he had just forgotten</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to put it on the machines since he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">probably still groggy from waking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up a</font> couple of days later<font color="#E5E5E5"> same thing happened</font> except the pot was closer<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the sink</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't one to believe in stuff</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that so he just shrugged it off as</font> him doing it and blaming it on being<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> automatic mode in the morning it happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> again a third time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the coffeepot was on the floor when</font> he saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he ran to my mom's room to</font> see<font color="#CCCCCC"> if she wasn't playing some trick on</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stoned asleep he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drained the</font> coffee and in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the coffee pot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was some</font> change<font color="#E5E5E5"> 37 cents</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think he said he was</font> freaked out I don't have any little brothers or kids <font color="#E5E5E5">who might be playing tricks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">currently it's just my mom and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> couple of years<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed by I have a</font> daughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> she's about three years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> just gotten divorced so I moved in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents till I got back on my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">feet and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got my own place</font> my daughter was<font color="#E5E5E5"> playing with her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little</font> kitchen playsets and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">making her some food</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I hear her talking in her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> baby voice</font> mine it's mine my toy<font color="#E5E5E5"> I think she has an</font> imaginary friends so I don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font> anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> of it a couple of minutes pass</font> and she let<font color="#CCCCCC"> out a Yelp and starts crying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so I run</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking she had smashed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a finger on a door or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something and I</font> pick her up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> hug her and ask her</font> what's<font color="#CCCCCC"> wrong and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> says he's scary and</font> I said<font color="#CCCCCC"> who and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she points towards the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kitchen so I asked her simple questions</font> is he tall or<font color="#E5E5E5"> short using my hands as a</font> measuring<font color="#CCCCCC"> stick</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she points at the tall</font> gesture I asked her what color pointed <font color="#E5E5E5">at white she said no I pointed at red</font> she said no again<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pointed at black and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she said yes I asked her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if it was</font> pretty or ugly and she said ugly a couple of weeks<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed by again and my</font> daughter is sleeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me in my old</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her sliding down towards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> bottom<font color="#E5E5E5"> part of the bed my initial</font> reaction is that she is<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but it was a smooth feeling like she was</font> being pulled by her feet<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I sit up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font> soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I realized it and she was fast</font> asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> I get up turn on the lights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">start looking around the room and found</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't know if my mind was</font> playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> tricks on me because I had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">woken up out of nowhere but it felt real</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me maybe I was dreaming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but after</font> everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> that had happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> I didn't think it was logically</font> explainable anymore<font color="#CCCCCC"> i moved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out shortly</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i never saw or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard anything</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">again where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> i live</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> my parents still live<font color="#CCCCCC"> there and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom</font> says she hears things every<font color="#CCCCCC"> now and then</font> but nothing huge like what<font color="#E5E5E5"> I've seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">heard my people</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Malays sir</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Javanese have this belief that there are</font> seven<font color="#CCCCCC"> people in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the world who look</font> exactly<font color="#CCCCCC"> like you some also believe that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if you meet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of them you will</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> die</font> personally I do not<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe this however</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my family members and I and my close</font> friends<font color="#E5E5E5"> have experienced seeing these</font> doppelgangers numerous<font color="#E5E5E5"> times the first</font> time it happened to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me albeit indirectly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was when my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brothers saw my daughter</font> and I in London<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was walking towards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> tube station<font color="#CCCCCC"> near Hyde Park when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">heard a child's voice behind him he</font> turned and saw a girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> walking towards</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was pleasantly surprised because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he thought the girl was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my daughter and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind her he saw someone who he thought</font> was me<font color="#E5E5E5"> according to him both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> daughter and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the man looked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly like</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> daughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I it was not until they</font> got<font color="#CCCCCC"> within a few feet away when they all</font> realized<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they were not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who they</font> thought they were apparently<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dad</font> said my brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> looked exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like his</font> own brother which was why his daughter thought he was her uncle<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brother told</font> him that he too thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> that they were</font> almost identical<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my daughter and me</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> showed them our pictures</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the</font> man<font color="#E5E5E5"> was extremely surprised the second</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> this happened was at a shopping</font> complex near my place<font color="#E5E5E5"> my wife and her</font> best friends were<font color="#E5E5E5"> having lunch together</font> at a Nando's<font color="#CCCCCC"> a roast chicken place my</font> wife's friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> then said she saw me</font> coming down an escalator<font color="#CCCCCC"> and walking</font> towards<font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> great my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wife snickered</font> let's get him to pay<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lunch so they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">waited for me to come nearer but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> got<font color="#CCCCCC"> within a few feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they both realized</font> that it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> not me and was very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">surprised at how the man closely</font> resembled me the third time was<font color="#E5E5E5"> also at</font> a shopping<font color="#E5E5E5"> complex near my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place but a</font> different complex a close friend who<font color="#E5E5E5"> was also a former</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">student was having a drink at a cafe</font> when she saw me a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of tables away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she wanted to join me but before</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font> up<font color="#E5E5E5"> from her place she picked up on</font> something that<font color="#E5E5E5"> made her sit back down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she decided to scrutinize</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the man a</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> more and realized</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was not</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in fact me she said there were minor</font> differences he was slightly<font color="#CCCCCC"> smaller</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> his glasses<font color="#E5E5E5"> were different</font> she remembered this because the last time<font color="#E5E5E5"> we met which was not long before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> incident</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had just come back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the optician and I was telling her about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the good deal that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I got from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> optician for my new pair of glasses<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> also showed her the glasses<font color="#CCCCCC"> she took a</font> photo<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> man and sent it to me I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sure I have the photo still somewhere in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> external hard drive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the fourth time</font> happened in<font color="#E5E5E5"> Malacca</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a town in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> states</font> south of<font color="#E5E5E5"> Kuala Lumpur</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the town in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">States shared the same name I was at a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hotel for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a conference it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was in the</font> afternoon<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was making my way back</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my hotel room when a man stopped me</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> addressed me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> by a name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that I did not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">recognize and he acted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like we were old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends he asked why he had not seen me</font> at Zilker ages<font color="#CCCCCC"> zookas club and Kuala</font> Lumpur<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had me</font> mistaken for someone else<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to Zook</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even though it is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">actually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not far from my place it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">silent as he scrutinized me up and down</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for quite some time before exclaiming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Jesus</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Christ</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you're not man's name which</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> had forgotten</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time he was</font> embarrassed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very apologetic which I</font> said he had no reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> to be he then</font> excused himself and went down the <font color="#CCCCCC">corridor still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shaking his head and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">perhaps are</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not so related incident my</font> father was at an<font color="#E5E5E5"> airport in Delhi when a</font> man dressed in military<font color="#E5E5E5"> uniform came up</font> to him snapped to attention<font color="#E5E5E5"> and saluted</font> him and the man said major Abajo do sir my father was surprised<font color="#E5E5E5"> he then told the</font> man<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he was not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> major bahador</font> the man told him that the major was his former commanding officer and had<font color="#E5E5E5"> since</font> retired<font color="#E5E5E5"> moreover he informed my father</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he looked exactly like the retired</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">major so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have had for indirect</font> encounters with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> doppelganger</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">according</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the superstition</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if I have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three more indirect encounters or if I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">encounter this man</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> directly I'm a goner</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sooo if you guys don't hear from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> anymore <font color="#E5E5E5">you know what happened if others had</font> told me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that there is a man who looks</font> exactly like<font color="#E5E5E5"> me I might</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> not have</font> believed them but the people<font color="#CCCCCC"> who have</font> seen<font color="#E5E5E5"> my doppelganger are my own brother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my wife her best friend and a close</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">friend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I trust that they would not have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> fooled by what they saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> so easily</font> [Music] throughout my childhood<font color="#CCCCCC"> I've had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> few</font> minor experiences which I believe<font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> been paranormal by sharing I'm looking for advice<font color="#E5E5E5"> answers people with mutual</font> encounters when I was little about<font color="#E5E5E5"> three</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">or four I distinctly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> remember being</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">terrified of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the shadow which was on my</font> bedroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> wall</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> every night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was too</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scared to sleep without a lamp on and I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> always wake</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up to see the shadow</font> on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> wall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was never there when I</font> went<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I woke up</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">feeling scared in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> middle of the</font> night the shadow was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a profile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of a</font> woman's<font color="#E5E5E5"> neck and head and the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">distinguishing feature was a big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ponytail exactly like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Polly Pocket I</font> would always wake<font color="#CCCCCC"> up my mom</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but she</font> would has a non-believer<font color="#E5E5E5"> explained to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that it was just a shadow of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one of my</font> toys and dolls and tell me to go back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we moved house I never saw</font> the shadow of her again and after <font color="#E5E5E5">recently asking my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mum</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she said</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that she vaguely remembered it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a few</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">years later when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about five or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> six</font> I had terrifying nightmares specifically revolving around religion to example as I remember<font color="#E5E5E5"> are as follows the first</font> dream I remember in vivid<font color="#E5E5E5"> detail</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> about angels<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">backyard with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> class from school when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we looked up over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the hill and we saw</font> angels<font color="#E5E5E5"> flying around in a circle making</font> a weird type of music the teacher asked us what are they doing<font color="#E5E5E5"> as though she was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">teaching a lesson</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and one of the girls</font> in my<font color="#E5E5E5"> class said they're laughing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I</font> woke up<font color="#E5E5E5"> in terror the next dream was</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> Jesus I remember it so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clearly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of how scared I was when I woke</font> up I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> holding a crucifix with a gold</font> Jesus figure on it the<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jesus</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started talking to me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> scared so I threw<font color="#E5E5E5"> it in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the garden I was</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> again then I remember it's</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> no Emma pick me up</font> I picked it<font color="#E5E5E5"> up and the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next thing I</font> remember<font color="#CCCCCC"> from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dream was I was in the</font> mall<font color="#E5E5E5"> with the crucifix</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and everything</font> was blurring around us it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> talking to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me but I can't remember what it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> next thing I recall was waking up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">crying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after a while I stopped having</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">these dreams and now if I'm in a</font> nightmare I can literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> wake myself up</font> by<font color="#E5E5E5"> telling myself I'm dreaming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a</font> pretty normal childhood<font color="#E5E5E5"> after that until</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was about nine or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if once</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> again we</font> had moved house and that was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a happy</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">child small things happen in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this house</font> but thinking back<font color="#CCCCCC"> on them now I feel</font> uneasy<font color="#CCCCCC"> I used to take a bottle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of drink</font> with me to bed at night and<font color="#E5E5E5"> still slept</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with a lamp on and a blanket I called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blanky I did this until I was about 15 I</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> wake up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the night</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sand my bottle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of drink would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">middle of my floor and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blanky was folded</font> into a neat pile next<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my head on my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">pillow I asked both my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if they</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were doing this and they both said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was probably</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing it in my</font> sleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> Yeah right my sister also</font> complained of feeling<font color="#E5E5E5"> scared of the</font> house and had to go to therapy<font color="#E5E5E5"> because</font> she honestly believed that there was<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> man<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the roof I have spoken to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> since<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she says that she was just a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">kid with a vivid imagination</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I also had</font> an experience of<font color="#CCCCCC"> falling asleep to be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">woken up by a distinct whisper in my ear</font> of someone saying Emma I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> also afraid of my parents room in</font> this house they had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> built-in wardrobe with</font> mirrored doors and I hated their whole room<font color="#E5E5E5"> we moved again when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in year</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ten</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to a house that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was undoubtedly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">haunted or possessed really negative</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">energy I witnessed a door closing by</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">itself which I told myself was just</font> because of<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> draft and I was mentally at</font> my worst<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was extremely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> depressed and</font> remember contemplating ending my life<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even wrote my family a</font> goodbye<font color="#E5E5E5"> letter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> moved I was fine</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I never thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> about that again and was</font> mentally doing well and so much<font color="#CCCCCC"> better</font> in this house however<font color="#E5E5E5"> I did feel scared</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being by</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and once experienced an</font> object in the kitchen a metal object that could not have<font color="#E5E5E5"> been carried by the</font> wind fallen to the floor<font color="#CCCCCC"> by itself nothing</font> other than<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really happened I just</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">felt uneasy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I always have before we</font> moved out of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this house I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> shower<font color="#CCCCCC"> home</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone at about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 8:00 p.m. my</font> family was at her new house unboxing our kitchen stuff so I was alone except for <font color="#E5E5E5">my puppy who was in his playpen in the</font> kitchen when I was under the<font color="#CCCCCC"> water I</font> heard our<font color="#E5E5E5"> door open and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> closed it was a</font> loud door so I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> hear its trademark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">squeak and slam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I assumed it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was my dad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">picking up more boxes so I continued my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shower</font> normally when I got out<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom and</font> sister got home about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 5 minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> later I</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> them what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Dad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had come back for</font> and they said they had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house with them all night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I told them</font> what had happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we searched the</font> house and<font color="#CCCCCC"> found</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing needless</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to say</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> were all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty shaken up but I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only heard the door open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and closed once</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so either if it was a person they had</font> been in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> house for a while and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">leaving or coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in but there was no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one in her house</font> I still feel uneasy sometimes in my home I see<font color="#CCCCCC"> shadows out of the corner of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and hear noises before I go to sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I usually sleep with a fan on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I can't</font> hear<font color="#E5E5E5"> the random clicks or knocks around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room I have spoken to one of my more</font> spiritual friends about my experiences <font color="#E5E5E5">and she believes I may be a little</font> psychic<font color="#E5E5E5"> honestly I feel like I'm</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just</font> paranoid<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I'd love</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hear your</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thoughts maybe it was the house</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font> haunted but whatever reason I saw my husband's doppelganger at least twice while we lived there the first<font color="#E5E5E5"> time was</font> after<font color="#E5E5E5"> I drove him to work he was a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">45-minute Drive each way and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting back home when I pulled up in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">front</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the house there he was standing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> porch smoking a cigarette same</font> black hat and<font color="#E5E5E5"> red shirt he had on when I</font> dropped him<font color="#E5E5E5"> off I looked away for a</font> second to put the car in<font color="#CCCCCC"> park and when I</font> looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> back he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was gone I hopped out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and looked on either side of the</font> house for him<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was so confused</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> called and asked him where he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">obviously he was still miles away at</font> work I thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was going crazy</font> the second time my was not alone<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had</font> a friend of ours<font color="#E5E5E5"> over at the house who</font> I'll refer to<font color="#CCCCCC"> as Debbie au</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> w and I</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> hanging out in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the kitchen eating</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Munchie food and my husband was outside</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for whatever reason I forget before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">continued the house was set</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up like this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the kitchen is the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first room you walk</font> into from the<font color="#E5E5E5"> front door and front porch</font> it's the only room<font color="#E5E5E5"> on the bottom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font> there's a set<font color="#E5E5E5"> of wooden stairs in the</font> kitchen that<font color="#CCCCCC"> leads upstairs</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to the rest</font> of the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> in front of the house is</font> the main road<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you have to walk off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the porch onto the sidewalk and around</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the side of the house to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the</font> yard so we're both in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kitchen but I'm</font> leaning over the counter<font color="#CCCCCC"> eating leftover</font> halal keys and<font color="#CCCCCC"> w's at the kitchen table</font> facing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door</font> my husband burst through the door and runs<font color="#CCCCCC"> through the kitchen slamming the</font> door shut<font color="#CCCCCC"> behind him I only see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him mad</font> at my periphery after a second<font color="#E5E5E5"> W says to</font> me where did he just go and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the chill</font> goes down my spine<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turn around and</font> he's<font color="#CCCCCC"> not there I don't even</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bother</font> checking<font color="#E5E5E5"> the stairs because they're very</font> loud then I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> have heard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him I knew</font> what it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> I say to W</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that wasn't him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and go towards</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the door to check outside</font> and prove to<font color="#CCCCCC"> both of us he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was still out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is where it gets</font> hilarious<font color="#E5E5E5"> w grabs a hold of the back of</font> my shirt<font color="#E5E5E5"> terrified and yells don't open</font> that door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I bravely opened the door and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yelled</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> husband who responds yeah</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and comes walking around the house from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the side yard our simple friend then</font> says<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him dude someone just ran into</font> your house causing<font color="#CCCCCC"> my husband</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go into</font> attack<font color="#E5E5E5"> mode</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> running</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the house</font> searching for the intruder<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know this</font> is ridiculous<font color="#E5E5E5"> because W didn't act as if</font> a stranger ran into the house when<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">were in the kitchen in fact I think he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even said something to him before asking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me where he went I stopped them both and</font> say wait a<font color="#CCCCCC"> minute wait a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute w what</font> did<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see and he looks at my husband</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> says I saw you at that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment we all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized what happened we saw something</font> supernatural<font color="#CCCCCC"> and we were thoroughly</font> freaked out and W refuses to talk<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> it to this day hey friends thanks for <font color="#E5E5E5">listening be sure to subscribe and click</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that notification bell to be alerted of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all future narrations if you got a story</font> be<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> submit them to my subreddit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">our let's read 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Length: 206min 9sec (12369 seconds)
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