23 True Scary Horror Stories | The Lets Read Podcast Episode 028

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my name is<font color="#E5E5E5"> Lindsay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and at the time this</font> whole debacle unfolded I was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> graduate</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">student at a prominent national</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">university the story I'm about to relay</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to you happened over the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> course of a</font> couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of months in 2005 and become a</font> very<font color="#E5E5E5"> transformative occurrence in my</font> life<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> five plus years of sharing</font> apartments and houses with all sorts of folk<font color="#E5E5E5"> be it students who are</font> professionals<font color="#CCCCCC"> male and female I found</font> myself with a huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment but no one</font> share it with I'm not<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure how this</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> it seemed to have simply ended</font> up that way<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hurriedly made posts on</font> Craigslist<font color="#E5E5E5"> the local papers classified</font> section<font color="#E5E5E5"> and any other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> online place I</font> could then I printed up<font color="#CCCCCC"> some flyers and</font> pinned those up everywhere<font color="#E5E5E5"> be at the</font> board at school<font color="#CCCCCC"> the one at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laundromat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or the community board at</font> Barnes<font color="#CCCCCC"> &</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Nobles</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I did my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> level best to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paper the city with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> flyers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the way I</font> figured it I would need<font color="#E5E5E5"> two more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to make the rent and live comfortably in</font> the present apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> that left us with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a room to make whatever we wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of it</font> library<font color="#E5E5E5"> group meeting room whatever we</font> could all agree<font color="#E5E5E5"> to although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my name was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the one on the lease I tried to be fair</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with my other roommates I didn't want to</font> come across<font color="#E5E5E5"> as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tyrant</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to others I'd</font> lived in situations like<font color="#CCCCCC"> that in the</font> past and<font color="#CCCCCC"> it made the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> living conditions</font> uncomfortable and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I got out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> them as</font> fast<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I could</font> thankfully it wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font> my<font color="#E5E5E5"> first call the guy callings name was</font> Franklin<font color="#E5E5E5"> or Frank for short and he had a</font> pleasant<font color="#E5E5E5"> voice and seemed truly</font> interested in seeing the place so<font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> agreed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> meet at the complexes</font> community room the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning my</font> reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing this was twofold</font> to ensure my safety in<font color="#CCCCCC"> case he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ended up</font> being a<font color="#E5E5E5"> wacko he wouldn't know the exact</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">apartment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and would be less likely</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> assault me in a public<font color="#CCCCCC"> place I'm pleased</font> to say that<font color="#CCCCCC"> these</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> precautions turned out</font> to be unnecessary<font color="#E5E5E5"> at this time after</font> completing college out west he decided <font color="#E5E5E5">to move here</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because of the area's large</font> number of publishing<font color="#E5E5E5"> houses taking up</font> writing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in high school his dream became</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be the next F</font> Fitzgerald<font color="#E5E5E5"> he'd always loved the free</font> bohemian lifestyle that<font color="#CCCCCC"> Scott</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Zelda and</font> their friends got to live after<font color="#E5E5E5"> they had</font> become published authors fortunately<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was financially well off because</font> of a check he receives<font color="#E5E5E5"> yearly from his</font> grandfather's estate<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a few minutes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talking I felt fairly confident this</font> guy wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to victimize me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the next</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">step was to show him the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> place and see</font> if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was still interested I took him on</font> a walk<font color="#CCCCCC"> through the apartment and then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> sat down to discuss money<font color="#E5E5E5"> my least</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">favorite</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part of the whole thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when I</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his part would be he</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> even flinch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I followed up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by</font> assuring<font color="#E5E5E5"> him the amount will be less</font> once we<font color="#E5E5E5"> found another roommate and he</font> seemed to still be unconcerned<font color="#CCCCCC"> he went</font> as far<font color="#CCCCCC"> as to tell me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that he would</font> happily<font color="#E5E5E5"> pay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the rent of two of this</font> would make things<font color="#E5E5E5"> easier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> seemed more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a kind offer but I let</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> know that all the roommates would</font> only be<font color="#E5E5E5"> expected to pay their part and</font> any extra would be absorbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> by me he</font> said that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was fine with him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> going<font color="#E5E5E5"> over things for another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> half hour</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he told me he was still interested</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than</font> handed over his deposit and<font color="#CCCCCC"> first</font> month's rent<font color="#E5E5E5"> it had all</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gone so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> smoothly</font> I was shocked we shook hands and<font color="#E5E5E5"> made</font> plans<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the day in time he could move</font> in and that was it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only hope the</font> second roommate was as easy<font color="#E5E5E5"> to please</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">not everyone was independently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wealthy</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> so easygoing of course I went</font> through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> motions of calling his</font> references<font color="#E5E5E5"> those on the other side of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone all gave him glowing</font> recommendations<font color="#E5E5E5"> so glowing they made him</font> sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> like mr.</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Rogers I couldn't be more</font> pleased<font color="#E5E5E5"> they had made me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">confident in my choice when the day came</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he arrived at the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door with only two</font> duffel bags<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a laptop I asked when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> would be bringing<font color="#CCCCCC"> the rest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of his</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> but he said that<font color="#E5E5E5"> was it my only thought</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> man he's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really taking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this bohemian</font> lifestyle thing to heart<font color="#E5E5E5"> since there</font> were still<font color="#CCCCCC"> no other roommates I'd told</font> him he<font color="#CCCCCC"> was free to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> choose any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> three<font color="#E5E5E5"> remaining rooms he pondered his</font> choice<font color="#CCCCCC"> for a moment and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took the one</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across from mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought nothing of</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the time it was the second</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">biggest after all and truthfully it's</font> the one I<font color="#E5E5E5"> would have</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chosen most likely</font> life with my new roommate was far easier than<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd experienced in the past</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font> trip to the market<font color="#CCCCCC"> he insisted on paying</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for everything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> despite my half-hearted</font> attempts to refuse he wouldn't take no <font color="#CCCCCC">for an answer his reasoning was that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> deserve to<font color="#E5E5E5"> eat well because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we both</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">worked so hard</font> besides since<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just the two</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us</font> it wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> that much anyways the sentence</font> gave me pause he made<font color="#E5E5E5"> it sound like we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">were a couple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought for a moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> given</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him a reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think this that</font> I flirted or said something<font color="#CCCCCC"> in passing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing came to mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I must have just</font> misunderstood his meaning<font color="#E5E5E5"> he'd never</font> attempted<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get physical with me and</font> surely<font color="#E5E5E5"> he had to know</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girls I quickly put it out of my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mind</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and went on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day I never really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">understood how men thought anyways I'm</font> at a month in we<font color="#CCCCCC"> decided to have</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a small</font> get to know people housewarming party for<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I invited a few friends from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">work and people I knew from the complex</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it wasn't a massive undertaking only</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about 15 people were</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invited and not of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that only</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eight showed up Frank made</font> sure we brought<font color="#CCCCCC"> plenty</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of alcohol and</font> food the night turned out to be a roaring success<font color="#E5E5E5"> and everyone seemed to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">be having a good</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Frank ordained</font> himself the official bartender and<font color="#E5E5E5"> wowed</font> me with his extensive<font color="#E5E5E5"> knowledge of mixed</font> drinks<font color="#E5E5E5"> the show started to wind down</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 1:00 a.m.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and we spent the next</font> hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> cleaning up empties and other</font> assorted<font color="#E5E5E5"> party refuse when we were done</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I fired up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dishwasher</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and sat down</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the couch to rest soon after Frank</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">joined me on the couch</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could tell he</font> was still<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty out of it we sat and</font> discussed how<font color="#E5E5E5"> while the party had went</font> and he mentioned how cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> the people he</font> met were I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure what I was about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to say but before I could</font> Frank leaned over and kissed me on the lips<font color="#E5E5E5"> since it wasn't something I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">expected I was understandably very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shocked</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wasn't really sure what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">should say to him he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just sat there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">staring at me with a crooked smile</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> realized this was something<font color="#CCCCCC"> I would have</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> nip in the bud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before it went any</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">further this by drinking he likely</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> did</font> have some sort<font color="#E5E5E5"> of feelings for me and</font> considering we had to live together<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be addressed right</font> now my goal was to<font color="#CCCCCC"> make it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clear that I</font> liked him as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend but we could never</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">have more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a friendship because I</font> wasn't into men me turning<font color="#CCCCCC"> down his</font> advances was nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> personal it was a</font> good guy<font color="#CCCCCC"> good-looking but I just wasn't</font> attracted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to men I said I was sorry if</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he was embarrassed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't mean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hurt</font> his<font color="#CCCCCC"> feelings</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he said and did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font> except look down and say yeah<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure after</font> he did that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he trumped off to his room</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> angry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little kid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still</font> buzzing myself a bit and very tired so I decided to call him<font color="#CCCCCC"> tonight hopefully</font> Frank would pout in his room<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a while</font> and then pass<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd be able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">talk about the whole thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> morning when we<font color="#E5E5E5"> both had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> clearer heads</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I couldn't have been sleeping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long</font> for some reason I woke up choking<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> was unable to<font color="#E5E5E5"> breathe my first thought</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> choking on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> vomit</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I</font> knew that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> unlikely I hadn't had that</font> much to drink<font color="#E5E5E5"> once I opened my eyes I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">realized Frank was sitting on top of me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to choke me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because of my</font> nightlight next to my bed I could see his face<font color="#CCCCCC"> there was no expression</font> whatsoever <font color="#E5E5E5">no anger no sadness nothing if I</font> instinct my body began<font color="#CCCCCC"> to fight to get</font> free but<font color="#E5E5E5"> regardless of my kicking and</font> slapping he continued to choke me<font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font> as it began<font color="#CCCCCC"> to lose hope I remembered a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">thing my father told me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as a girl you go</font> for a man's eyes like poke them out or something like<font color="#CCCCCC"> that nobody's gonna</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to hold on to you he's gonna grab</font> for his<font color="#CCCCCC"> eye</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it's just human nature</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> can cut some<font color="#CCCCCC"> sob Ziya with those claws</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">yet I realize I had nothing to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> lose so I</font> did it<font color="#CCCCCC"> I reached for his right eye</font> socket<font color="#E5E5E5"> and jam</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my thumb into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it it</font> didn't take long<font color="#CCCCCC"> before I felt the</font> eyeball pop out and sure enough<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> grabbed for<font color="#CCCCCC"> it and that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was my chance</font> he stood up next to the bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> screaming</font> with his right hand over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the socket</font> holding in his blood<font color="#E5E5E5"> poured down his</font> face<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't help but cough over and</font> over but I knew the eye<font color="#CCCCCC"> thing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going to keep his attention forever so I</font> grabbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my nightstand and</font> ran<font color="#E5E5E5"> into my bathroom</font> slamming and locking the door<font color="#CCCCCC"> i</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dialed</font> 9-1-1<font color="#E5E5E5"> and hit enter</font> he began<font color="#E5E5E5"> beating on the door and</font> attempting to<font color="#CCCCCC"> get in almost before I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> lock the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> knob</font> I guess he heard me yelling<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the 9-1-1</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">operator because the beating</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> screaming quickly stopped the operator kept me on with her until the cops arrived<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm glad she did</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help me</font> keep<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind off my agonizing throat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> officers had me relay a description of Frank to them they had a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of more</font> units searching the<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I assured them he would be hard to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> miss</font> odds were against them<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they'd</font> encounter another guy with his right<font color="#CCCCCC"> eye</font> hanging<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't long before I</font> heard the<font color="#CCCCCC"> call</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and their radios saying</font> Frank had been<font color="#E5E5E5"> found the car carrying</font> him brought him back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the complex for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">me to give them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> visual confirmation</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> of course they had the right guy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Frank</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wouldn't look at me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was looking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">down still holding his hand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dangling eyeball once I'd confirmed they</font> took him<font color="#E5E5E5"> away to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hospital and I</font> would soon follow in the back of an <font color="#E5E5E5">ambulance fortunately they weren't able</font> to save the<font color="#E5E5E5"> eye I've done too much</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">damage to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it not only had I pulled it</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> my long nails had managed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to slice</font> it up he hadn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> been able to do a whole</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lot to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my eyes look like the whites</font> were full of blood which I guess they were<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> addition to the bloodshot eyes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was hard to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> talk for a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my</font> neck had<font color="#CCCCCC"> hand-shaped bruises on it my</font> voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> sounded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> old woman that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had smoked camel straights for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> thousand years<font color="#CCCCCC"> but overall</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I got out</font> relatively<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay physically in the long</font> run but mentally<font color="#E5E5E5"> things weren't so</font> peachy<font color="#E5E5E5"> my path down the road to peace</font> had been<font color="#CCCCCC"> a long one and I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> don't see</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">things ever going back to the way they</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">used to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be when it comes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the case</font> Frank took a plea<font color="#CCCCCC"> and in all likelihood</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">won't be out until</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he's 50 his lawyer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shirred him he would certainly get a</font> much harsher sentence from a jury considering his prior<font color="#E5E5E5"> record and</font> reputation<font color="#CCCCCC"> and yeah about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that his whole</font> nice<font color="#E5E5E5"> guy aspiring writer and loved by</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> things was a giant fraud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back where</font> he's from he was an equal parts feared and hated <font color="#E5E5E5">he'd been in and out of trouble</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">law since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was 12 the only reason he</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> received such glowing references</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from everyone was he had threatened them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and their families they had been more</font> than<font color="#CCCCCC"> happy to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get him out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> their City and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from them basically</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was the town</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bully the craziest thing out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> super crazy story was that<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> did</font> receive yearly checks from<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> grandfather's estate<font color="#E5E5E5"> the old man had</font> invented<font color="#CCCCCC"> paperclip sir something crazy</font> like that<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole family was drowning</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> money</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the problem while he turned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into such a psychopath</font> he grew up<font color="#CCCCCC"> thinking he owned everyone in</font> the small<font color="#E5E5E5"> town he lived in as for me it</font> took<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost being killed to realize I</font> didn't need<font color="#CCCCCC"> to live with a group</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strangers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to meet people I finally got</font> rid<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that big</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment and moved into</font> a cozy<font color="#E5E5E5"> one-bedroom if I felt the need to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">socialize my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> neighbours were happy to</font> visit<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me a while and talk one of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">neighbours turned out to be a wonderful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">guy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and we actually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got married five</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">years ago and are</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> than happy</font> sharing a modest three-bedroom house with our son<font color="#E5E5E5"> when it comes to the</font> long-term effects of the attack<font color="#E5E5E5"> my voice</font> is a tad gruffer than it used to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be in</font> therapy<font color="#CCCCCC"> is still a big</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> part of my life</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">however</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I try</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not to let those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things</font> get me down<font color="#E5E5E5"> it could have all ended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night with Frank's hands wrapped around</font> my throat [Music] since<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is a recent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> story</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the pain</font> stemming from it is still very strong <font color="#E5E5E5">after reading this you'll understand why</font> being a poor person<font color="#E5E5E5"> without insurance my</font> boyfriend and I of<font color="#E5E5E5"> course are unable to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">afford counseling and besides I doubt he</font> would be<font color="#E5E5E5"> willing to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it anyway despite</font> the fact that is constant the sod<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> strength often<font color="#E5E5E5"> gets in my nerves at this</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I realized one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us has</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to be the</font> strong one<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the relationship</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and that</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> certainly not me following a</font> discussion with my sister I decided committing this<font color="#E5E5E5"> story to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> paper may serve</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as some form of therapy before I get to</font> the heart of my story I must tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">how we got there my boyfriend Mike and I</font> had only<font color="#E5E5E5"> recently moved to Arkansas</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because of a transfer he'd received at</font> work this transfer also<font color="#E5E5E5"> came with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> raise and promotion<font color="#CCCCCC"> I came at a perfect</font> time considering I had also<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> discovered I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> pregnant I got a</font> part-time<font color="#CCCCCC"> job at a bookstore so we could</font> have a little<font color="#E5E5E5"> extra</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> pocket money</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it also</font> gave<font color="#CCCCCC"> me an excuse to get out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the</font> house once<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a while having no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends</font> I'd go crazy sitting at home all day <font color="#E5E5E5">while Mike was at work when it came time</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> quit because of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the impending birth</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they assured</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me if I wanted to come back</font> in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> future there would be a job</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> me I<font color="#CCCCCC"> thank</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no intention of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">working another job</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> until our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> son</font> started school at least maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> longer the</font> big day came and<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 hours of sheer</font> exhausting pain<font color="#E5E5E5"> our beautiful boy was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">born by the time Mike jr. and I got to</font> go<font color="#E5E5E5"> home Big Mike had to go back to work</font> since<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was a supervisor he was free to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">make</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his hours and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> take off for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font> as<font color="#CCCCCC"> long as he was no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> longer needed he</font> would<font color="#CCCCCC"> often come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> home for lunch and take</font> an hour off to<font color="#E5E5E5"> spend time with his</font> newborn son<font color="#E5E5E5"> and help me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out if I needed</font> it life in our home was<font color="#E5E5E5"> darn near</font> idealistic for your own a year<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was</font> until the<font color="#E5E5E5"> company laid Mike off although</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> receiving unemployment it came</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nowhere near to making up for what we</font> had lost<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moment I considered</font> returning<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the bookstore but since</font> Mike and I had always disagreed with <font color="#CCCCCC">childcare</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we decided against it</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> following weeks were a trying time</font> until we<font color="#E5E5E5"> realized a sure steady source</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> income was looking us right in the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">eye</font> we remembered<font color="#CCCCCC"> we had a guesthouse this</font> wasn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> your stereotypical guest</font> house full of lavish furnishings and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> like it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was actually a converted pool</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> / shed that the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> landlord's had</font> converted<font color="#E5E5E5"> for their teenage son</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> live</font> in not a palace<font color="#E5E5E5"> by far but nice enough</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> single young person</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we've been</font> using it for a storage<font color="#E5E5E5"> place for old</font> baby things and we'd<font color="#E5E5E5"> find another place</font> for<font color="#E5E5E5"> that stuff if it meant we could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">create another source of income</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> just what we did we sat down the</font> brainstorm what the wording<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the ad</font> would be and<font color="#E5E5E5"> after three hours of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">back-and-forth</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this is what we came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> young friendly couple with newborn</font> son looking for a single female<font color="#E5E5E5"> under 30</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to rent</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> guest house $300 a month</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> may</font> need to babysit on occasion call with <font color="#E5E5E5">our number</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 7:00 a.m. to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 9 p.m.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Mike wasted no time in posting it it was</font> put in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the usual places</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like our local</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">newspaper and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Craigslist once it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> we had to<font color="#CCCCCC"> do the hard part and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wait</font> fortunately<font color="#CCCCCC"> for us it didn't take long</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the first few calls came from stupid</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">little boys pretending to be girls</font> I guess<font color="#CCCCCC"> because they thought</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was</font> funny<font color="#E5E5E5"> but the next morning was when</font> Charlie called<font color="#E5E5E5"> Charlie was a 23 year old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girl from Fayetteville that worked at</font> Golden Corral<font color="#CCCCCC"> lucky for her the location</font> she worked<font color="#CCCCCC"> at was only about a 15-minute</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">drive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our place so far so good</font> she went<font color="#E5E5E5"> on to say she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had been single</font> for<font color="#CCCCCC"> almost a year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and had no intention</font> of changing<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> anytime soon</font> her father was a preacher in Fayetteville and<font color="#CCCCCC"> her mother had been a</font> nurse before<font color="#E5E5E5"> she passed away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> breast</font> cancer<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten years ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from what I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the phone she seemed to be a</font> quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> and down-to-earth girl after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">speaking the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mic we decided to invite</font> her to see the place<font color="#E5E5E5"> she showed up the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next afternoon after her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and lunch shift</font> at work<font color="#E5E5E5"> we all sat at the dining</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">table and discussed exactly what we</font> expected of her and she seemed pleased with<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything</font> after we showed her<font color="#CCCCCC"> around the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">guesthouse we left her alone for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to make up her mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute</font> later<font color="#CCCCCC"> she returned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tellus she wanted</font> to rent the place<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we all shook hands</font> to seal the deal<font color="#CCCCCC"> in order to ensure her</font> spots she gave us<font color="#E5E5E5"> one hundred</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and fifty</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dollars for a deposit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when we all found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the day we were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all free</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we set the</font> Friday up for her to move<font color="#CCCCCC"> her stuff</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> we took her into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the nursery and</font> introduced her<font color="#CCCCCC"> to Mike jr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they took to</font> each other right<font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things look</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> be on their way<font color="#CCCCCC"> up and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was able to</font> relax<font color="#E5E5E5"> a bit for the first time in quite</font> some time Friday afternoon came and<font color="#CCCCCC"> Charley</font> arrived at<font color="#CCCCCC"> 2:00</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Mike and I helped her</font> mood for a few pieces of<font color="#E5E5E5"> furniture Ann's</font> at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> guesthouse when we were done by</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">4:00 to celebrate I cooked a big dinner</font> of spaghetti<font color="#E5E5E5"> and garlic bread</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we all ate</font> well and<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mike and I decided to call it</font> an early<font color="#CCCCCC"> night and turned in around</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 9:00</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">p.m. the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> next few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weeks carried on as</font> normal<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Charlie would join us</font> sporadically for<font color="#E5E5E5"> dinner she even offered</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to babysit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for us one evening so we</font> could go see a<font color="#E5E5E5"> movie together from all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">appearances</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was a model renter and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we all got along well about a month</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a half after moving in I asked Charlie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">if she was free to babysit that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> evening</font> so Mike<font color="#CCCCCC"> and I could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> visit a family</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">member</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the hospital in</font> Fayetteville she said she was more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">happy to do it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so we left that day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around 5:00</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m. when he took our time</font> visiting<font color="#E5E5E5"> our loved one and decided to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stop off and get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> takeout while we</font> were at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> restaurant we picked up some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">food for Charlie also as a way to say</font> thanks when Mike pulled into the driveway we noticed that Charlie's<font color="#E5E5E5"> Subaru was</font> gone<font color="#E5E5E5"> the struck me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is strained since it</font> was there when we<font color="#CCCCCC"> left and she was</font> supposed<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be home watching Mike jr.</font> was some bit<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trepidation I entered</font> the house<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soon realized one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font> darkest fears<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a 30 minute frantic</font> search we were forced<font color="#E5E5E5"> to finally</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">acknowledge</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the truth</font> Charlie had kidnapped our son<font color="#CCCCCC"> I must</font> have called her phone<font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 times but never</font> got an answer<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mike did most of the</font> talking to the police<font color="#E5E5E5"> every time I</font> started to say anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd lose control</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself and yell please find my baby</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">breakdown crying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he gave the authorities</font> every bit<font color="#CCCCCC"> of information we had on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Charlie</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> unfortunately most of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was a lie</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it wasn't until the next morning the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> discovered Charlie's real</font> identity apparently her real name was<font color="#E5E5E5"> rose and</font> she had<font color="#E5E5E5"> only been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in Fayetteville for a</font> few months<font color="#CCCCCC"> she had moved there from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Missouri where she was living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">boyfriend and their newborn son</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> whole situation gave me the chills <font color="#E5E5E5">because of its similarity to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Mike's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> my life<font color="#E5E5E5"> sadly for her their son died</font> soon after coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from unknown</font> causes<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the medical examiner thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it was most likely SIDS or sudden infant</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">death syndrome I had a brief pang of</font> sympathy for her but my<font color="#E5E5E5"> anger quickly</font> drowned it out the police had brought in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the FBI soon</font> after they discovered the true identity of Charlie the prevailing theory<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> she would either return to Missouri</font> or head to Kansas<font color="#E5E5E5"> where her mother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> currently living<font color="#E5E5E5"> more than likely she</font> would head to Kansas her mother had a history of<font color="#CCCCCC"> helping her daughter</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jams with the law and the feds hoped</font> they could convince her to give Charlie <font color="#E5E5E5">up if she contacted her there had been a</font> couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of reported</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sightings of her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mikey but they had been in two</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> directions</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a week into</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> search I was beginning to lose<font color="#CCCCCC"> hope and</font> as a result my grasp on my own sanity was slipping<font color="#E5E5E5"> many times a day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found</font> myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> begging God to bring my baby home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I had never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been a very religious person</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but he put in circumstances like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> learned how easy it has become connected to<font color="#E5E5E5"> him and how much belief has to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do</font> with comforting oneself in trying times thankfully<font color="#E5E5E5"> that following</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> week the feds</font> called us and said<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Charlie had</font> contacted her mother and she was making <font color="#E5E5E5">her way to her Charlie told her that she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had been moving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very slowly</font> staying in various places for days at a time<font color="#E5E5E5"> and driving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at night when her</font> mother asked her if Mike jr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> was okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">charlie assured her that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was fine and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would never</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> harm him when the cops</font> told<font color="#E5E5E5"> us this part particularly I felt</font> relieved<font color="#CCCCCC"> a small part of me was afraid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> done something terrible to Mike</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jr. out of spite</font> spite against all of us women<font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> healthy<font color="#E5E5E5"> living</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> children</font> in order to<font color="#CCCCCC"> gain her trust Charlie's</font> mother had told<font color="#E5E5E5"> her to stay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away from</font> her house<font color="#E5E5E5"> the police were watching her</font> place<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead she had rented a motel</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> for her on the outskirts of town</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and when she was able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to get away she'd</font> come see her Charlie bought<font color="#E5E5E5"> the story</font> and once she had checked into<font color="#E5E5E5"> the motel</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the cops waited for their opportunity to</font> strike<font color="#E5E5E5"> later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night they saw their</font> chance<font color="#E5E5E5"> and took it around 11:00</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m. she</font> stepped away from<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room to get some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ice Mike jr. was alone in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so they had no fear of harming him</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">during the arrest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when returning from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the ice machine the cops approached her</font> from<font color="#CCCCCC"> all directions and arrested her</font> with no problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> the moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the FBI</font> called us and<font color="#CCCCCC"> told us their plan</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> local detective volunteered to drive<font color="#CCCCCC"> us</font> up to Kansas<font color="#CCCCCC"> so we could be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there when</font> Mike jr.<font color="#CCCCCC"> was saved</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we had been waiting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">at another motel just a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> miles away</font> waiting to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> OK to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pick him up and</font> and 11:15 that night we were<font color="#CCCCCC"> finally</font> reunited<font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our beautiful baby boy the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">paramedics were on the scene to check</font> him<font color="#CCCCCC"> for any injuries and as we'd hope</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> was fine I could see Charlie sitting in the back <font color="#E5E5E5">of a cop car the urge to scream at her</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ask her why almost overwhelmed me</font> but in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end I guess we already</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew</font> why once the trial<font color="#E5E5E5"> finally began nearly</font> a year later<font color="#CCCCCC"> the true extent of</font> Charlie's or<font color="#CCCCCC"> Rosas whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her you want</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to call her plan was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brought to light</font> she claimed<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had no intention of</font> kidnapping anyone's child<font color="#E5E5E5"> when she came</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> Arkansas</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only desire was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to start</font> her life<font color="#CCCCCC"> over and move on from her son's</font> death but when she saw the ad the idea taking<font color="#CCCCCC"> Mike jr.</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started to form when she</font> saw him she<font color="#CCCCCC"> fell in love</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that was it</font> of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said she felt bad about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">doing it to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us because we had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> become</font> like her friends but her love for Mike jr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her grief over her own loss</font> overruled her mind despite her multiple attempts to get<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> jury's sympathy she was found<font color="#E5E5E5"> guilty in</font> order<font color="#E5E5E5"> to ensure she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> receive the</font> harshest sentence<font color="#E5E5E5"> the local da chose to</font> let<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feds try her and as a result of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this she was given 20 years you better</font> believe that<font color="#CCCCCC"> Mike and I will be at every</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one of</font> parole hearings to make<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure she serves</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">every day of that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 20</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> years well that</font> brings<font color="#E5E5E5"> us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to the present I'm sorry</font> if at the beginning<font color="#CCCCCC"> of this I may have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">given you</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the impression</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that my child</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> passed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that was not my intent</font> well I recognize that<font color="#E5E5E5"> losing a child</font> permanently is a far worse thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope</font> at<font color="#CCCCCC"> least a few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you out there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">understand the constant fear that I live</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> every day and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if it's something you</font> can<font color="#E5E5E5"> carry with you too long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you can</font> become unhinged<font color="#E5E5E5"> well I may not be the</font> happy-go-lucky girl I once was sharing <font color="#CCCCCC">my story with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all of you has lifted a</font> small weight<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my heart</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my greatest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hope is that Mike</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> jr. was far too young</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to be harmed by this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> painful episode and</font> he can grow up<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> well-rounded and</font> happy man<font color="#E5E5E5"> Mike and I have done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our best</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to carry on as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before dealing with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our</font> pain and<font color="#E5E5E5"> fears the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only way we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">if not for the good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of ourselves</font> certainly for the good of our son [Music] in the story I'm about<font color="#CCCCCC"> to tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as</font> scary<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it is sad but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> don't be fooled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there were many moments during</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this time</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I was scared</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out of my mind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">although I'm here</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to put some fear into</font> readers it's also a great<font color="#CCCCCC"> opportunity to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">educate everyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the dangers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> related</font> to a common<font color="#CCCCCC"> m'lady</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so turn out the</font> lights<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get comfortable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> here comes my</font> scary tale of the nicest<font color="#CCCCCC"> the creepiest</font> roommate I've ever had<font color="#E5E5E5"> upon graduating</font> high<font color="#CCCCCC"> school my parents hit me with the</font> ultimatum<font color="#CCCCCC"> you're a man now it's time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> start paying us rent or move out and get <font color="#E5E5E5">your own place heck and I wasn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to pay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my folks to live with them so the</font> hunt for an<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment started</font> immediately<font color="#E5E5E5"> fortunately I had a job for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple of years so I had some money</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saved up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I think my parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thought I</font> would choose<font color="#CCCCCC"> to stay at home and they'd</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a piece of it but I've</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been looking for an excuse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to get away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from them and they gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't long</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> found a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> place with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a friend of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> riding his couch this</font> wasn't my long-term<font color="#E5E5E5"> plan of course but</font> it gave<font color="#E5E5E5"> me a chance to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get away from my</font> parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> within that month</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I found a guy</font> from work who had just been forced to kick his roommate out of their place for not paying<font color="#E5E5E5"> as part of the rent the</font> students<font color="#CCCCCC"> really cool and possibly the</font> kindest guy I'd ever<font color="#E5E5E5"> met but he wasn't a</font> pushover<font color="#E5E5E5"> we talked about each of our</font> predicaments and decided I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font> his former roomies place and it's where I would stay<font color="#CCCCCC"> until just recently</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">along great</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably because we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were a lot alike and</font> it also helped we work different shifts <font color="#E5E5E5">our days off were spent on the couch</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">playing Halo and throwing down many</font> bottles<font color="#E5E5E5"> of beer drug tests at work</font> prevented us from<font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoying things of an</font> herbal variety<font color="#E5E5E5"> but we managed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">good time anyway nothing out of the</font> ordinary happened for the first<font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font> months<font color="#E5E5E5"> but one night I got a shock of a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lifetime</font> I'd<font color="#CCCCCC"> crashed out early one night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> working a 12-hour<font color="#CCCCCC"> shift</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> third of that week I'm not sure what</font> the time<font color="#CCCCCC"> was but at some point</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> allowed</font> banging at my door drew me from my sleep <font color="#CCCCCC">in a slow and groggy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> States I rolled</font> over to see what had caused it that's when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I came I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I with my</font> roommate<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was so shocked I could have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">jumped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my skin after taking a second</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> catch my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> breath I yelled at him dude</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">what but the reaction I expected never</font> came turning on my overhead<font color="#E5E5E5"> lamp I still</font> received no feedback<font color="#E5E5E5"> utterly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> confused I</font> walked up to<font color="#CCCCCC"> him and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> stared directly at</font> his face<font color="#E5E5E5"> he just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looked ahead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">like a statue</font> saying nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is when I realized</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> must be sleepwalking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> although I</font> considered waking him up<font color="#CCCCCC"> I seem to have</font> remembered that<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't supposed to</font> do it so I slowly turned him<font color="#CCCCCC"> around and</font> walked<font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back to his room when we got</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed and</font> believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> it or not he did very pleased</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself and still horribly tired I</font> went back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my room and locked the door</font> the rest of the night was happily <font color="#E5E5E5">uneventful the next time I saw him which</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I timidly</font> mentioned it to him<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was unsure if he</font> was even<font color="#E5E5E5"> aware he did it and I didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">want to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> embarrass him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my relief</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he</font> was well aware<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his condition</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> yeah man</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it's something I've been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was a<font color="#E5E5E5"> kid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like most things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in his life</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was able</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to laugh it off he did</font> however apologize for<font color="#E5E5E5"> scaring me and</font> assured me<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I handled it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the right</font> way I'm more<font color="#E5E5E5"> than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> likely wouldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">been able to wake him up anyway in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">future</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he would be sure to lock his</font> bedroom door<font color="#E5E5E5"> and suggest that I do the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same there was no guarantee it wouldn't</font> keep him<font color="#E5E5E5"> in or out but it was worth a</font> shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no other run-ins with my</font> zombie roomie for another<font color="#E5E5E5"> four months</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and when I did I handled it the same way</font> as I had before<font color="#E5E5E5"> after thinking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">for a while would seem</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> stupid to get mad</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> the situation it wasn't something</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he could control besides there were</font> certain protocols I could take<font color="#E5E5E5"> to keep</font> him<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of my room at night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and once I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">did</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I never received another nocturnal</font> visit again sadly<font color="#CCCCCC"> by the end</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of that</font> year it would cease to be a worry in either of<font color="#CCCCCC"> our lives on December 3rd I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had only just returned from a three-day</font> vacation a vacation my <font color="#CCCCCC">that forced me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to take because I was</font> grossly over accrued<font color="#E5E5E5"> on my vacation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I didn't tell him but I was hoping to</font> combine that time with the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> three</font> days I had coming so I could drink all the way through the holidays till January<font color="#E5E5E5"> third</font> since my plans<font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been ruined</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my mood</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was on the bad side</font> I was vegging out on the couch when I got a<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone call from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the moment I</font> saw the number on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> phone it put me in</font> an even worse mood but I decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">answer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it in case</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it was my roommate</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the one calling is your</font> roommate there<font color="#E5E5E5"> he hasn't shown up for</font> work<font color="#E5E5E5"> today unfortunately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was my boss</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was quick to remind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him in the kindest</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">way possible of course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was not</font> his mother and I had not<font color="#E5E5E5"> seen him in a</font> few<font color="#CCCCCC"> days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my boss asked me to check his</font> room<font color="#E5E5E5"> and see if he was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleeping</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I did because he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was my boss but he</font> was nowhere to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be seen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his bed was still</font> messed up which was strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> his anal</font> retentive nature would never let him leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house without making it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">promised my boss I'd call if I heard</font> from him and I hung up<font color="#E5E5E5"> as soon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hung</font> up I<font color="#E5E5E5"> called my roomie but got no answer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dealing the only thing I could I left a</font> message and went on with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> day there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was still</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no return calls that evening</font> it really was unlike him<font color="#CCCCCC"> to drop off the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">map like this but he must have had his</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">reasons the next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> morning I checked in on</font> his room to see<font color="#E5E5E5"> what time he'd</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> finally</font> came back<font color="#E5E5E5"> but everything still looked as</font> it had the day<font color="#E5E5E5"> before it was definitely</font> a head scratcher<font color="#CCCCCC"> this type of behavior</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was very unlike him you never know</font> though I'd only known him a<font color="#E5E5E5"> couple of</font> years<font color="#CCCCCC"> maybe he had a dark side I'd never</font> seen shortly before I left the<font color="#CCCCCC"> apartment</font> for work my phone rang<font color="#CCCCCC"> I checked the</font> caller ID<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a number I didn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">recognize but then an idea hit me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> must<font color="#CCCCCC"> have lost</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his phone and I answered</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> try not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to laugh at him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is this</font> Anthony Curtis the voice on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other</font> end<font color="#E5E5E5"> was not who I expected</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I said yes</font> and his next<font color="#E5E5E5"> question was if I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was a</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my roommate</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> answered</font> yes<font color="#E5E5E5"> once again before he could ask me</font> another<font color="#CCCCCC"> question I asked</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Tim one who are you and what he want</font> his answer threw me for a loop I'm sorry mr.<font color="#E5E5E5"> Curtis my name is</font> detective<font color="#CCCCCC"> Jones with Littleton Police</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Department I'm afraid your roommate</font> Daniel grant has<font color="#CCCCCC"> been in an auto</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">accident and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I regret to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> inform you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> passed away<font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the hospital</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> early</font> hours<font color="#CCCCCC"> of December 3rd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all I could say</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him was what Shaw cannot begin</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> describe what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> felt that moment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> guess I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone silent because at some</font> point<font color="#E5E5E5"> I heard insane hello are you still</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I took a deep jagged breath</font> I was finally<font color="#E5E5E5"> ready</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to answer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him yeah</font> I'm here<font color="#E5E5E5"> what happened where did this</font> occur<font color="#E5E5E5"> that was full</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> questions he</font> should<font color="#CCCCCC"> have been in his room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at that</font> time sleeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> not in public</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I continued</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to ask</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the cop questions all we know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">this time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sir was that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he was involved</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in a single car crash</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he collided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with a</font> power pole as he ran off the road<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> next series<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> questions would begin to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unravel the mystery are you aware of any</font> reason<font color="#CCCCCC"> why mr. grant should have been on</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> road that time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at night I told him</font> that's the<font color="#E5E5E5"> strange thing he should</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">been home sleeping</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he had work that</font> afternoon<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had never went out at night</font> regardless well it was strange that he <font color="#E5E5E5">was driving</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wearing his boxers</font> that's when the<font color="#E5E5E5"> whole thing clicked into</font> place<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think I understand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> now detective</font> he was a sleepwalker<font color="#E5E5E5"> he must have been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">driving</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and asleep our discussion</font> continued for a few<font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes longer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">then I made the terrible call to his</font> parents to notify them of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the accident</font> they drove into<font color="#CCCCCC"> town from Pueblo the</font> next day the arrangements were<font color="#CCCCCC"> made to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">return his body</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to Pueblo</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the date</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> time of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> funeral was set for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">three days later just to show how loved</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was by everyone who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew him our</font> supervisors halted all work for that day <font color="#E5E5E5">to allow everyone to attend the funeral</font> I'm not a fan of funerals<font color="#E5E5E5"> overall but</font> this was one I would never have dreamed of missing sending my best friend off right was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> least I could do</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the complete</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> facts of the story were</font> soon released<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it seemed to have</font> played out just<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feared</font> Danny had<font color="#CCCCCC"> sleepwalked his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> locked<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom door out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to his car</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> down the road<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had no</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea sleepwalking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">could go this far but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after a discussion</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with my doctor I learned how serious the</font> condition<font color="#E5E5E5"> could become despite the fact</font> neither of us had any<font color="#CCCCCC"> idea of how</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">dangerous his sleepwalking could be I</font> can't help but feel a small<font color="#E5E5E5"> amount of</font> guilt in relation to<font color="#E5E5E5"> his death maybe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> had done some research we could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> put some safeguards into place but honestly<font color="#E5E5E5"> how safe would a pair of two 20</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">year olds really a been one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of us</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably would have passed out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after a</font> long night<font color="#E5E5E5"> of video games and drinking</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and left the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doors unlocked</font> the fact is Danny's death was a freak accident<font color="#CCCCCC"> plain and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> simple I stayed in</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a couple of years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> recently decided</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to let it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">once my girlfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I found a house</font> to rent<font color="#E5E5E5"> together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I guess I stayed around</font> so long without<font color="#E5E5E5"> finding another roommate</font> because it would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> made his death</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> real my girlfriend and I would</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">often do the same things Danny and I did</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my days off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was almost as fun</font> as the old days but in the end I realized<font color="#E5E5E5"> as long as I stayed in that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">apartment</font> I would never<font color="#CCCCCC"> truly be able</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to accept he</font> was gone<font color="#CCCCCC"> so last month</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the decision was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">made to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pass the place on to another</font> pair<font color="#CCCCCC"> of young</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> guys from work they had</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> having a hard time finding a place</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to rent and since I've been in their</font> position<font color="#CCCCCC"> not that long ago it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was the</font> right thing<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do</font> I truly hope they have as<font color="#E5E5E5"> much fun in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that place as Danny and I did and at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> friendship doesn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> end in such a tragic</font> way<font color="#E5E5E5"> as ours my younger years I had a bit</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> substance problem and most my</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> did too</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">once I'd started it wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents kicked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me out of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house</font> and I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> blaming them if my kids were</font> stealing<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything that wasn't nailed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down to sell for dope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd have done</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">same</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I started out on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the streets but I</font> was soon helped out by a<font color="#E5E5E5"> couple of</font> friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that had a place in a</font> trailer park<font color="#CCCCCC"> Larry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and Shonda had been</font> together<font color="#E5E5E5"> for at least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 years and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> whole time their relationship had been more volatile than a meth lab<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> brief time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I stayed with them I must</font> have seen them beat the crap out of each <font color="#E5E5E5">other at least once a week</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I could never</font> figure out<font color="#E5E5E5"> if the fights were caused by</font> the dope or if it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was just the way their</font> friendship<font color="#E5E5E5"> was everyone who knew them</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">chose not to get involved because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> one time somebody<font color="#E5E5E5"> did they were attacked</font> by<font color="#E5E5E5"> both of them well I'm kill each other</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> don't care what was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the attitude of</font> most but no one<font color="#CCCCCC"> truly meant it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unfortunately they almost did many times</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but the last fight proved to go farther</font> than<font color="#CCCCCC"> he had before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> much farther I'd</font> lived on the couch for<font color="#CCCCCC"> about two months</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">when it happened we spent most of our</font> days<font color="#E5E5E5"> separate or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> together trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">figure out ways</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to hustle up some money</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> score I've been working odd jobs with</font> another friend<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> ours for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> weeks whether it was removing window air conditioning units from windows for old folks<font color="#E5E5E5"> or painting people's mailboxes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> did it<font color="#E5E5E5"> when recycling days I'd still</font> grocery cart can go around<font color="#E5E5E5"> neighborhoods</font> picking up bottles and cans to cash in <font color="#CCCCCC">for money I did all right</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I only had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to work for a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hours</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> each morning to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">do it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shanda and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Larry usually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worked</font> together as a<font color="#E5E5E5"> team their hustles were</font> usually illegal but on occasion they'd lower themselves and beg<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> street corners<font color="#CCCCCC"> or downtown however</font> though<font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> usually steal things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font> stores and and so those same<font color="#E5E5E5"> things to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">certain people</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wanted them kind of</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> ordering things from a friend</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">selling</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things to you for</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">half-price</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sometimes less it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">definitely a prolific deal but the</font> dangers<font color="#CCCCCC"> of getting arrested were too</font> high for me kicking is terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> any time but in jail</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it's the worse</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd prefer my freedom</font> thank you all three<font color="#CCCCCC"> of us had an</font> exceptionally good<font color="#E5E5E5"> day so we scored more</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">than usual</font> I just taken a handful<font color="#E5E5E5"> of pills about an</font> hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> before and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sprawled out</font> across the couch and<font color="#E5E5E5"> joined my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hi Shonda</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and Larry had gone in the room at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font> point to do who knows what I've<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font> nodding<font color="#E5E5E5"> in and out for god knows how</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">long when I was slapped back into</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">reality by</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blood-curdling series of</font> screams<font color="#E5E5E5"> not the usual kind like when</font> they fought but<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kind you hear in a</font> horror movie I was so whacked out I wasn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure what</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> going on all I know is I was scared</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">out of my mind the screams lasted for a</font> good 20 seconds before<font color="#E5E5E5"> everything went</font> quiet<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute later</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shonda and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Larry's bedroom door flew open so hard</font> the knob banged into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the wall I could</font> hear Shonda crying and mumbling<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> herself at the other end of the hall <font color="#E5E5E5">since I had zero idea of what had</font> happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only thing I could figure</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> to do was pretend I was asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font> that's just what I did<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never got</font> involved in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drama</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before and this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">probably wasn't the right time to start</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I picked up a blanket from the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> end of</font> the couch<font color="#CCCCCC"> pulled it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over me and closed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes the sounds of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her footsteps came</font> echoing down<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hall my only fear was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she would attack me in my sleep</font> but I kept playing possum as she got closer finally her steps stopped and I could hear her heavy breathing behind<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> wait was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> agonizing but I didn't move</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> what seemed like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> an eternity</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> steps started again and continued</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard the front door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closed I exhaled so loudly I was afraid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for a moment that Shonda would hear me</font> through<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and come back in but</font> she didn't her<font color="#CCCCCC"> leaving in no way</font> relieved my fear<font color="#E5E5E5"> i sat up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking through what I believed it</font> happened<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had originally thought those</font> screams were<font color="#CCCCCC"> coming from Shonda but the</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> analyzed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it in my head it may have</font> come<font color="#CCCCCC"> from Larry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so with the large</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> amount</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> hesitation I headed down the hall</font> I stopped almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately because</font> what appeared to be bloody footprints were laid out<font color="#E5E5E5"> before me and despite the</font> blood<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> what I had to</font> see to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see what was up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> continuing down</font> the hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> avoid the blood I</font> finally arrived at the<font color="#E5E5E5"> open bedroom door</font> slowly raising my eyes<font color="#CCCCCC"> to I reached the</font> bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> his blood-covered body laid</font> completely still on the bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> as it got</font> closer I realized his nude upper body was riddled<font color="#E5E5E5"> with wounds try not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to yell</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I put</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my hand over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my mouth to let</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out a muffled whine regardless of how</font> dirty my<font color="#E5E5E5"> life had been I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never seen</font> anything close<font color="#CCCCCC"> to his awful as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">larry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was beyond help now his eyes wide</font> open<font color="#CCCCCC"> and mouth stuck in a spasm of</font> screams it was definitely<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone I quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">turned around and walked back into the</font> hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't sure at first what to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I knew I couldn't let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that crazy</font> Tweaker get away with this<font color="#E5E5E5"> so against my</font> instincts<font color="#CCCCCC"> I called 9-1-1</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> even before the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">five-o showed up I knew what they would</font> do once they had ransacked<font color="#CCCCCC"> the trailer</font> to their<font color="#E5E5E5"> satisfaction they finally</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">decided to find out who had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> done this to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Larry they wasted a large amount of time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to pin it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me but once it</font> became<font color="#CCCCCC"> clear I hadn't any reason to do</font> it they started<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for Shonda three</font> hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> later I knew I shouldn't say I was</font> shocked but the cops<font color="#E5E5E5"> found her</font> relatively quickly it helps she continued to<font color="#E5E5E5"> walk the</font> streets for<font color="#CCCCCC"> hours in broad daylight</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">holding the weapon while being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> coated in</font> blood but<font color="#E5E5E5"> hey even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bro clock is Right</font> twice a day she was so warped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and out of it she</font> asked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> Larry for at least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hours</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after they brought her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in since I didn't</font> have<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on me except for the ones</font> my system of course they let me go <font color="#E5E5E5">obviously I had no place to go</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> made</font> a decision<font color="#CCCCCC"> I should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have made years</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> I took a cab to my parents place</font> at first they were far<font color="#E5E5E5"> from happy to see</font> me<font color="#E5E5E5"> but once I told them I was ready to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">get clean and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what the final straw had</font> been we had a big hug and<font color="#E5E5E5"> a cry</font> they found a place they could<font color="#CCCCCC"> omit me</font> that evening and<font color="#E5E5E5"> that's why I stayed for</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> next 90</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> days</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the first few weeks</font> were terrible<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I thought about</font> quitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> more than once but each time I</font> remembered<font color="#CCCCCC"> Larry's screams of agony it</font> made my agony<font color="#CCCCCC"> week in comparison when I</font> was released<font color="#CCCCCC"> three</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> months later I was</font> welcomed back<font color="#CCCCCC"> into my family</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I'm</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">proud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I've been a welcome</font> part<font color="#E5E5E5"> of it ever since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no I'm not going</font> to say there<font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't a couple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of trip</font> ups but once I began<font color="#CCCCCC"> counselling I was</font> finally able to deal with<font color="#CCCCCC"> my guilt</font> related to Larry's death among other things<font color="#CCCCCC"> 12 years on I'm a family man and</font> a drug counselor<font color="#CCCCCC"> at a County Jail</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I once</font> spent some time in<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the year doesn't</font> go by that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tell this story to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">each group</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I counsel when it comes to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Shonda she took the plea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> deal offered</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> her and ended<font color="#E5E5E5"> up with a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 40-year sentence</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> what I understand if she keeps her</font> nose clean and<font color="#E5E5E5"> gets good time she may be</font> out in<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 25 I hope she thinks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> Larry<font color="#E5E5E5"> every day for those 40 years and</font> it motivates her to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay clean</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't</font> necessarily<font color="#E5E5E5"> hold a grudge against her</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Larry was far from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the saint</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and gave</font> out as much as<font color="#E5E5E5"> he got for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all I know</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they did something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to cause a woman</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> was well aware of was mentally</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unstable</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to end him she never really</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said why she did what she did but the</font> reason is ultimately unimportant<font color="#E5E5E5"> a man</font> died and did so<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a horrifying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> way so</font> keep<font color="#E5E5E5"> that in mind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the next time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you take</font> the hit or snort that<font color="#CCCCCC"> rail not everyone</font> around you may treasure your life as much as<font color="#CCCCCC"> you do and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just because you may</font> call someone a<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend they might not be</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> for you when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you most need them</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">I've spent</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a large amount</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my free</font> time lurking in the sub and<font color="#E5E5E5"> have noticed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">how many of those here have been</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> able to</font> help other posters who have asked for<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> well it looks like my<font color="#CCCCCC"> Turner's come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> ask and I really hope<font color="#E5E5E5"> you guys can do</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> same for me because I've got</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself</font> into a bad spot and<font color="#E5E5E5"> don't have a clue</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> the final week of<font color="#E5E5E5"> December</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a waiter at</font> work offered me the spare bedroom in<font color="#E5E5E5"> his</font> apartment he'd initially used it for <font color="#CCCCCC">storage but since</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his girlfriend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> moved out<font color="#E5E5E5"> he saw no reason to let it set</font> empty that night<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother and I sat</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> talked about it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'd never</font> considered<font color="#E5E5E5"> moving out before my mom and</font> I had<font color="#CCCCCC"> always got along</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I saw no</font> reason<font color="#E5E5E5"> to take on the expense besides I</font> was a big introvert and didn't do well with others that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> why I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> took the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> job as</font> a prep cook<font color="#CCCCCC"> Ament I spent the majority</font> of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> shift alone</font> I'm not autistic or anything like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my personality most likely spawned from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being an only child with few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> friends I</font> guess<font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> gotten used</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to being alone</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my decision</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was to turn down the offer</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until my mom suggested it may be a good</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">way to drop myself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhat from my</font> shell despite my reluctance my mother's advice had always<font color="#E5E5E5"> served me well so when</font> I saw the waiter<font color="#E5E5E5"> at worked the following</font> day<font color="#CCCCCC"> I accepted his offer and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we shook</font> hands to seal the deal by the<font color="#E5E5E5"> end of</font> that weekend I'd finished moving<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> things into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my new room the waiter whose</font> name is<font color="#E5E5E5"> Devin seemed a little shocked I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had moved in so quickly but I guess he</font> thought I would<font color="#E5E5E5"> wait until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after the new</font> year<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw no reason</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to wait since</font> Christmas had already passed<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I never</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">celebrated the New Year's holiday he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">invited</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me to a party but like I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> never<font color="#E5E5E5"> saw the point in the whole thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anyway so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I turned down the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> offer and</font> wished<font color="#E5E5E5"> him a good evening in a safe</font> return<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> evening we had a nice</font> dinner and<font color="#CCCCCC"> took the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> opportunity to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other better</font> following dinner<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned in at some</font> point<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was awakened by a</font> light banging noise on the wall above<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> head <font color="#E5E5E5">I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> laid still for some time and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> waited</font> for the noise to occur<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but it</font> didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> just before I could close my eyes</font> a long ray of light stretched across my wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> they looked like a flashlight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at</font> first but when<font color="#E5E5E5"> I sat up in my bed and</font> took a peek out of the blinds I saw a car with its headlights<font color="#E5E5E5"> on</font> reversing<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of a parking spot directly</font> facing my window it seemed obvious to<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> this was the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> source of light so I</font> laid<font color="#CCCCCC"> back down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and fell asleep soon</font> after when I saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> Devon</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at work the next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">day I mentioned the banging noise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> passing and he<font color="#CCCCCC"> said he hadn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> heard it</font> he did bring up the light<font color="#CCCCCC"> however and</font> explained that<font color="#CCCCCC"> car's headlights from the</font> road<font color="#E5E5E5"> often reflected off of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something in</font> our bedroom windows and it wasn't <font color="#CCCCCC">anything to worry about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it did seem</font> strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> that he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brought this up</font> considering I hadn't mentioned it to him <font color="#CCCCCC">I just nodded and went about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my work but</font> soon after<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> remember that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> devan's</font> bedroom window faced the outer wall<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment block how light could</font> enter his window from that side left<font color="#E5E5E5"> me</font> a tad perplexed<font color="#E5E5E5"> but it wasn't an</font> important thing to worry about<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I</font> soon forgot<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it once my work was</font> done<font color="#CCCCCC"> I drove back to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> apartment</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> item</font> dressed and<font color="#E5E5E5"> was heading to the shower</font> like I did every day after<font color="#E5E5E5"> work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and when</font> I opened my<font color="#CCCCCC"> closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I noticed a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shirts had fallen off their hangers and</font> onto the floor<font color="#E5E5E5"> this wasn't a big thing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to concern myself with and until I saw</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">what appeared to be a shoe print on one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of the shirts like someone had knocked</font> it off<font color="#CCCCCC"> the hanger and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then stepped on it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the shoot was much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> larger</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> than mine and</font> besides<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I didn't wear</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> shoes in the</font> apartment<font color="#E5E5E5"> the carpets had just been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">steam-cleaned and I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> keep them</font> clean as long as possible<font color="#E5E5E5"> now I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">starting to get anxious I began</font> searching my room<font color="#CCCCCC"> to see if any a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> more</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of my things looked out of place nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">else appeared to have been moved so I</font> wrote it<font color="#E5E5E5"> off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as the result</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">overactive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> mind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and went about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my day</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the event that's motivated me to write</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this post happened this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> afternoon I'd</font> finished my<font color="#E5E5E5"> prep work early and headed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">home when I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> came in the door and turned</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down the hall to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my room Devon came out</font> of my room although I'm not good at reading others body language it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was obvious I had</font> surprised him he asked me what I was <font color="#E5E5E5">doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> home so early and I told him I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have much prep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> because the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">previous night had been slow he'd</font> fumbled for his words and before he could say anything<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked him what he</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> doing in my room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his answer was this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">oh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I misplaced something and I was</font> checking if maybe<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was in your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room</font> maybe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked what he had lost and after</font> a few seconds of<font color="#E5E5E5"> thought he said it was</font> a lighter but it's not in there I guess so I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> gonna go in my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room some more</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before</font> I leave for<font color="#CCCCCC"> work honestly confused at</font> the whole way the situation<font color="#E5E5E5"> unfolded</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> just said<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay before I could get the</font> whole word out<font color="#CCCCCC"> Deven shot into his room</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> slammed the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> immediately went<font color="#CCCCCC"> into my room to check</font> and see<font color="#CCCCCC"> if anything was missing or moved</font> once I'd searched everything<font color="#E5E5E5"> else my</font> dresser<font color="#E5E5E5"> and even under my bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I headed</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closet since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd replaced</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> shirts<font color="#E5E5E5"> that had fallen off their hangers</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'd know if they've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been knocked off</font> again and believe it or<font color="#E5E5E5"> not one had</font> indeed fallen<font color="#CCCCCC"> onto the floor of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closet much like a head</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before however</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this time there was a white powder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">similar to plaster</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dusted on the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">shoulders of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the few other shirts and on</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> closet</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this motivated</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">search around the closet under the</font> carpet<font color="#CCCCCC"> the back wall but nothing caught</font> my eye<font color="#CCCCCC"> until I looked up and noticed a</font> square frame door in the ceiling I'm still unsure<font color="#E5E5E5"> what it is but I thought if</font> I<font color="#CCCCCC"> could stand</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on something like a</font> footstool<font color="#CCCCCC"> I may be able to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open it and</font> see what<font color="#E5E5E5"> purpose it serves at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the foot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my bed I had a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> wooden chair I uses in</font> my desk so I grabbed it<font color="#E5E5E5"> to stand on I</font> first checked it to make sure<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> sturdy enough to<font color="#E5E5E5"> hold my bodyweight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be I carried it to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">closet and stood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> upon it as my face got</font> within<font color="#E5E5E5"> roughly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 1 foot</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the door my</font> nose picked up a foul and nasty smell I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> never detected</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> push<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the square board that served</font> as a door but something in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the back of</font> my mind<font color="#E5E5E5"> my instincts perhaps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> told me to</font> stop so I did <font color="#E5E5E5">i sat down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> chair and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">make sense</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of it all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and realized I had</font> no idea<font color="#E5E5E5"> what was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that's why</font> I'm here <font color="#E5E5E5">hosting the story I'm at a loss at what</font> I should do or<font color="#CCCCCC"> how I should handle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">entire situation</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm very aware of how</font> odd this all is<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I honestly lack the</font> life experience to understand and <font color="#CCCCCC">resolve this problem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I'm putting this</font> question to you all<font color="#E5E5E5"> what do I do</font> [Music] <font color="#CCCCCC">about a week</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my 21st birthday I</font> moved into a house with my brother and <font color="#E5E5E5">his childhood friend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Devin we were all</font> old enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> drink</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> legally so we spent</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the majority of our time off from school</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">getting blasted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had always been the</font> lover instead of the fighter when it came to my behavior when drunk and my brother was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> same I know from</font> experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> that some are instead the</font> fighter and when you run into<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them it's the best policy to attempt to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">de-escalate the situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before it</font> becomes an<font color="#E5E5E5"> actual fight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">following story I discovered to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my own</font> detriment but sometimes regardless of how you act toward one<font color="#CCCCCC"> of them they only become even</font> more<font color="#CCCCCC"> angry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and this puts you in a no-win</font> situation<font color="#E5E5E5"> Devin had known my brother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since he was about five and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> myself since</font> I was about<font color="#E5E5E5"> three the two of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> us had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never been closer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you and friends for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that matter for my part I didn't hate</font> the guy he just<font color="#E5E5E5"> gave me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bad feeling</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">despite that we were always able to get</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">along with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> other perhaps</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sake of my brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> we'd avoided getting</font> into a fight once or twice but that was just<font color="#CCCCCC"> because of kid drama crap nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">serious in any way he had always been a</font> stocky guy<font color="#E5E5E5"> naturally muscular you could</font> say once he<font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his teens he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shot up to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feet and at that point I think</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">he realized most people were scared of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him this fact seemed to make him even</font> more<font color="#E5E5E5"> rude and pushy towards others and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> attitude even extended</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> everyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> but my brother</font> him being a pushy idiot was just something I<font color="#E5E5E5"> had come to accept and it</font> hadn't entered<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mind since high school</font> therefore when my older brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> Sean</font> asked<font color="#E5E5E5"> me to move in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with he and Devon I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">accepted right away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had</font> always looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> out for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each other and I</font> enjoyed hanging out<font color="#E5E5E5"> with him he never</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">got on my nerves</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and as far as I know I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> get on his so this sounded like</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> cool<font color="#E5E5E5"> living arrangement we had a giant</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">house party the first weekend</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after we</font> mom moved in and it was a blast<font color="#CCCCCC"> Devon</font> was a bit of an idiot once he got drunk <font color="#CCCCCC">they made a few demeaning jokes at my</font> expense but most<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the people present</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">at the time kind of blew him off like I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said everyone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knew how he was the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">possibility that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was going to be a</font> problem<font color="#E5E5E5"> started to show up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I'm not talking about the jokes towards</font> me and those<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was much</font> worse<font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little preppy kid with an</font> attitude bigger than Devon had made some remark<font color="#E5E5E5"> about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my brother and Devon got up</font> in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> kid's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> face instantly the preppy</font> kid must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have known he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was in a bad spot</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he made a quick back step and</font> apologized to Sean despite that Devon continued to talk crap to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the kid until</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was forced to leave after watching</font> this whole mess I mentioned my concern to Sean but Sean could only tell<font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font> stop<font color="#E5E5E5"> being such a wuss even making</font> excuses for<font color="#E5E5E5"> Devon our whole life and I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">should</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have expected this reaction but</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a different situation as far as</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I could tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we had to live with a guy</font> what is normal my words were ignored happily<font color="#E5E5E5"> no other problems reared their</font> heads that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night and much fun was had by</font> all<font color="#E5E5E5"> waking up on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom floor is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a sign of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> great party isn't it</font> life went back<font color="#E5E5E5"> to normal pretty quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">long days of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> classes and short weekends</font> of drinking<font color="#CCCCCC"> sometime in the middle</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">April Devon</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had our</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> first incident</font> Sean was out that<font color="#CCCCCC"> night with his</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girlfriend so Devon and I were the only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ones at home</font> we've been playing games on<font color="#E5E5E5"> our new ps3</font> and getting loaded<font color="#E5E5E5"> when he decided to</font> start calling<font color="#CCCCCC"> me a wuss</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> because I didn't</font> want to take a shot<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> jäger with him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> really like the taste of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> crap and it made me sick but that<font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font> good enough for<font color="#E5E5E5"> him he began</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saying the</font> word over and<font color="#CCCCCC"> over again until I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> got</font> sick of hearing<font color="#CCCCCC"> it and told</font> shut up<font color="#E5E5E5"> this is the worst thing you</font> could say<font color="#CCCCCC"> to him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he reached over and</font> grabbed me<font color="#E5E5E5"> with his right hand and</font> pinned me to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the floor now I know I've</font> mentioned how big<font color="#CCCCCC"> Davin was but I left</font> out the<font color="#E5E5E5"> fact that he was also</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> powerlifting team at<font color="#CCCCCC"> school and was</font> strong as a bull<font color="#CCCCCC"> I on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the other</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hand was</font> a 140 pound<font color="#CCCCCC"> 5 feet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 inch stick figure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">as he held me there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it clear</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that I'll call you wuss as long as I</font> want<font color="#E5E5E5"> you can't stop me right from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">position I was in I could only agree</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ruff and a strangled voice sure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Devin you're the boss he let out a</font> self-satisfied<font color="#E5E5E5"> arrogant laugh and let go</font> of my<font color="#E5E5E5"> throat once I got free I had no</font> interest<font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hanging</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out with King idiot</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anymore I walked into the kitchen and</font> grabbed my<font color="#E5E5E5"> 12 pack</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of stones from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">fridge watching the whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time and Casey</font> decided he wanted<font color="#CCCCCC"> to pound</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me into the</font> carpet<font color="#CCCCCC"> I took what</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left of my beer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and when it's my room and locked the</font> door<font color="#CCCCCC"> I could hear a mountain living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Sam come on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idiot come back out here you</font> little<font color="#E5E5E5"> wussy ignoring him I put</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on my</font> headphones and<font color="#E5E5E5"> watched YouTube for the</font> rest<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sean</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and I had to talk</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about what he had done to me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning actually saying Sean told</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me to</font> stop being a whiny baby it would be more accurate<font color="#E5E5E5"> judging</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from how he reacted</font> toward me before when<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> came to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Devon I</font> shouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been surprised but since</font> we were brothers<font color="#E5E5E5"> we were supposed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> stand up<font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> each other</font> we always had I made the decision that I wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> drink alone with Devon again he</font> surely<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> do that sort of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> crap to</font> me in front of Sean but I was wrong<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> next time I had a run-in with Devon was <font color="#CCCCCC">also the last</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it had been several months</font> since<font color="#E5E5E5"> our last episode and I'd done my</font> best<font color="#E5E5E5"> to put it behind me but if I'm</font> honest<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was still a tad nervous</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> was around<font color="#E5E5E5"> him but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt safe as long</font> as<font color="#E5E5E5"> Sean was with us like normal we had</font> been<font color="#E5E5E5"> out drinking that afternoon and had</font> continued<font color="#E5E5E5"> a party back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at home</font> if I remember<font color="#CCCCCC"> right we were playing a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">game of drunk Scrabble and the thing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that set it off was my correcting of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Devon spelling</font> he<font color="#CCCCCC"> had spelled the word subtle as su</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> TT</font> le and I made the grand faux pas pointing it out like I said<font color="#CCCCCC"> we've been drinking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> all day</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> my guard was well and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> truly down I</font> don't want anyone to think<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font> being<font color="#E5E5E5"> and know-it-all but my intent was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> follow the rules that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> but when I pointed it<font color="#CCCCCC"> out Shawn emitted</font> a short burst of laughter<font color="#E5E5E5"> and this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">angered Evan naturally he couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font> mad at the guy who'd laughed at him <font color="#E5E5E5">instead he sat up and reached across</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">table and knocked me on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> backside I</font> felt back so<font color="#E5E5E5"> hard I hit my head on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">floor so hard I ended up with a mild</font> concussion<font color="#CCCCCC"> when I stood up I looked over</font> at Shawn but he acted<font color="#CCCCCC"> as if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> though I had</font> fallen myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> instead of getting knocked</font> over by<font color="#E5E5E5"> his best friend this made me mad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I confronted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him but his only words</font> for me were it's your fault man you asked for it<font color="#E5E5E5"> should have kept that crap</font> to yourself<font color="#CCCCCC"> indignant about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what Shawn</font> just said I looked across the table<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Devin and he just gave</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me as usual smug</font> grin this was the last straw<font color="#E5E5E5"> any guy who</font> wouldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> stand up for his brother isn't</font> worth crap the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning I started</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">moving my things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back into my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at my</font> parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> house of course Shawn tried to</font> talk me out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> times but I had</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to say and he knew it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> only a temporary measure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> until my</font> girl and I could get our<font color="#CCCCCC"> own place we</font> did a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and other</font> than a handful of<font color="#E5E5E5"> times at school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never spoke to Devin or Shawn again some</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> you may criticize me for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cutting my</font> brother out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my life for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> something</font> such as<font color="#E5E5E5"> this but think very hard isn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the job of an older</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brother to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> protect</font> his little<font color="#E5E5E5"> brother from other people</font> especially bullies regardless of their age if you witnessed another man<font color="#CCCCCC"> a much</font> bigger man at<font color="#E5E5E5"> that strike your little</font> brother<font color="#E5E5E5"> wouldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you at least</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that bully well folks this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">happened to me multiple times and my</font> much larger brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> let the bully strike</font> me and did absolutely<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actually</font> you may say that<font color="#CCCCCC"> he openly encouraged it</font> so my<font color="#CCCCCC"> view is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that if your family aren't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">willing to help you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and freely choose an</font> outsider over their brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> a person who</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">they grew up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and share blood with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you owe them nothing this tale I've</font> shared with you occurred<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost 12</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> years</font> ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> and Shawn and I still have not</font> spoken my family my<font color="#CCCCCC"> wife and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> three sons</font> spent holidays<font color="#E5E5E5"> with my mother the day</font> after he does I told my mother to<font color="#E5E5E5"> tell</font> if he wants<font color="#CCCCCC"> to renew</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> our relationship</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">all he has to do is cut that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cancer</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Devin out of his life we could put her</font> past where<font color="#E5E5E5"> it belongs but he apparently</font> feels his friendship with Devin is more important than<font color="#CCCCCC"> knowing his nephews</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that's his choice and I refuse</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to let it</font> hold me<font color="#E5E5E5"> back this misfortune</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> managed to separate two brothers who once loved each other has been<font color="#E5E5E5"> an</font> important lesson to me and one I have been determined<font color="#E5E5E5"> to teach my son's be it</font> son<font color="#E5E5E5"> brother a dad no one should ever</font> choose someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> who is in the wrong over</font> their<font color="#E5E5E5"> own blood</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the names and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> locations</font> in<font color="#E5E5E5"> this post will be changed in order to</font> preserve the privacy<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> those involved</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> to avoid</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any further pain associated</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the incident some will believe this</font> is a<font color="#E5E5E5"> cop-out but unless you were there</font> when<font color="#CCCCCC"> it happened you'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never be able to</font> understand how<font color="#CCCCCC"> something like this can</font> destroy<font color="#CCCCCC"> a person's ability to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> move on</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> their life and have a meaningful</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">future when the time came</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to go</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">off to college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mother insisted I live</font> in the dorms for at<font color="#E5E5E5"> least my first two</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> she said this was an essential</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">part</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> experience in the</font> friendships I<font color="#CCCCCC"> made would last forever I</font> didn't bother to remind her that<font color="#E5E5E5"> none</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> her<font color="#CCCCCC"> friends from school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still contacted</font> her it was more<font color="#CCCCCC"> likely one of those</font> greatest days<font color="#E5E5E5"> of our lives</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sentiments</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> you see in movies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> st. Elmo's</font> fire<font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all she was about that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> age</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> attempted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get the idea across that it</font> was not like<font color="#CCCCCC"> her and didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get along</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> other girls but she quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">poo-pooed the idea</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and accused me of</font> being a<font color="#E5E5E5"> prima donna like usual her</font> desire<font color="#CCCCCC"> to relive her sorority days</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">through me left me with no say in my</font> living<font color="#CCCCCC"> situation and I found myself</font> living<font color="#E5E5E5"> in a musty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> old building with a</font> bunch of hyperactive brain-dead girls<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> first day at the<font color="#CCCCCC"> dorm signed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that my</font> roommate for<font color="#E5E5E5"> the sake of the story</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'll</font> call her Sybil<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was a quiet shy and</font> cute<font color="#E5E5E5"> little girl that said very little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">so thankfully she wasn't as bad as I</font> feared<font color="#CCCCCC"> I made it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> clear to her from the</font> start that I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was here to learn and get</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> degree so I</font> start living<font color="#E5E5E5"> my real life and was in no</font> way interested in partying and chasing frat boys<font color="#E5E5E5"> she simply said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> okay</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that simple one-word answer I knew we</font> were going<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> along just fine school</font> was almost<font color="#E5E5E5"> exactly what I expected it to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">be juiced up pretty boys an overly</font> aggressive feminists complaining about everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> under the Sun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I did my best</font> to block<font color="#E5E5E5"> out all this chaos</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and focus on</font> my studies<font color="#E5E5E5"> as far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as I could tell Cybil</font> was trying to do the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> she did voice</font> her concerns<font color="#E5E5E5"> the first week of classes</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">saying they were harder than she</font> expected<font color="#CCCCCC"> but didn't say anything else</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about the subject again other than</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when</font> I returned<font color="#E5E5E5"> to our room at night to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep</font> I saw very little<font color="#E5E5E5"> of her the first month</font> or<font color="#E5E5E5"> so the loud cheer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> enos of the other</font> girls drove me to do my studies<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> library a place<font color="#E5E5E5"> I soon fell in love with</font> when semester<font color="#E5E5E5"> tests ended I was free</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> spend more<font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in our room and talk to</font> Sybil about her school experience so far the girl I had met a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of months</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ago was very different from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the one</font> sitting across from me<font color="#CCCCCC"> been a stress of</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> was obviously affecting her</font> psychologically as I talked to her<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> would mindlessly twirl and pull her hair <font color="#CCCCCC">out from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the root every other sentence</font> lacked any sense and as she spoke<font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> grew more<font color="#CCCCCC"> and more uneasy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I mentioned my</font> concern for her but she<font color="#CCCCCC"> acted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as if she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't hear and continued her agitated</font> rambling tomorrow<font color="#E5E5E5"> everyone would be</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going home for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the Christmas break and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">convinced myself when she returned home</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her health</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would improve or at least her</font> parents would get<font color="#E5E5E5"> her the help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> needed despite feeling guilty<font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> leaving<font color="#E5E5E5"> her alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a few things I</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> to get done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> before I flew home in</font> the morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> returning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room an</font> hour later I<font color="#CCCCCC"> was relieved to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see Sybil</font> asleep in<font color="#CCCCCC"> bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> doing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the best I could not</font> to wake her I finished packing<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> luggage<font color="#E5E5E5"> and soon turned in myself I'm</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> sure how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> long I'd been asleep when I</font> was awakened<font color="#CCCCCC"> by a banging noise across</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the room for me once I was able to open</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes and comprehend what was</font> happening<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw a dark figure on Sybil's</font> side of the room<font color="#CCCCCC"> picking up suitcases</font> and folding clothes<font color="#E5E5E5"> turning on my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bedside lamp</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I quietly asked her what</font> she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was doing</font> I'm packing<font color="#CCCCCC"> for my trip honey go back to</font> sleep sorry I<font color="#E5E5E5"> woke you this made no sense</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me we had plenty</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of time to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get ready in</font> the morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> before we had to be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the dorms</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I initially thought I had</font> overslept<font color="#E5E5E5"> or something but the time on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my clock said 3:23 I am are you having a</font> hard time sleeping<font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> something you can</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">do that crap in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> morning once</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font> she ignored what I said and<font color="#E5E5E5"> continued to</font> pack picking up her large suitcase she <font color="#E5E5E5">placed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> her bed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and took her</font> smaller one from the floor by her feet <font color="#E5E5E5">and stacked on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> top of the other and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">saw this and became more confused</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sitting up in bed I started to ask her</font> again<font color="#E5E5E5"> what she was doing but before I</font> said a<font color="#E5E5E5"> single word she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> turned to face</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window raised her hand and swiped in</font> one quick smooth motion<font color="#E5E5E5"> across her</font> throat<font color="#CCCCCC"> she let out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a loud gurgle and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dropped to the floor next to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bed it</font> wasn't into her body hit<font color="#CCCCCC"> the floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> then</font> I realized what she had<font color="#CCCCCC"> done</font> blood bubbled from her throat and mouth <font color="#CCCCCC">I couldn't do anything</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but scream loudly</font> and over and over<font color="#CCCCCC"> I watched as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the color</font> drained from her face<font color="#E5E5E5"> her hands slowly</font> opened and that's when I saw the small piece<font color="#CCCCCC"> of razor that she had cut herself</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with I'm not sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when the other girls</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">entered the room I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> entranced by the</font> lifeless look in her face<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the scream</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of another girl in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the room snapped me</font> out of it<font color="#CCCCCC"> any one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the girls living at</font> the end of the hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> ran in with a towel</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> pressed it to her throat but it was</font> no use<font color="#E5E5E5"> when the paramedics arrived about</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">10 minutes later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they pronounced her</font> dead at some point a couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> girls</font> in the dorm<font color="#E5E5E5"> walked me out of our room</font> and set me down on<font color="#CCCCCC"> a chair in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the hall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the rest of the night and into the next</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">morning I remained in a state</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shock</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the school brought in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> grief counselors</font> that morning to talk<font color="#E5E5E5"> to everyone many of</font> the girls did but I stayed in a stupor until my parents<font color="#E5E5E5"> flew out to escort me</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> that afternoon I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thankful to all</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the girls on our floor that helped me</font> and contact my family<font color="#E5E5E5"> and explained the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">circumstances to them</font> and grossly misjudged many of them and for<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I'll</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sorry</font> my mother had proved<font color="#CCCCCC"> correct</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> this case I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> being a prima donna the</font> afternoon<font color="#CCCCCC"> before my parents and I flew</font> home I had to<font color="#E5E5E5"> speak with the detectives</font> investigating this<font color="#CCCCCC"> I did my best</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">describe what had happened despite how</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hard it was they did want me to know</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I shouldn't feel responsible for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents had told them that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Sybil had</font> said many times<font color="#E5E5E5"> and phone calls that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> was<font color="#CCCCCC"> home sick and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having a hard time</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> her studies</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was from a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">town in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Missouri and going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up to school</font> had<font color="#CCCCCC"> been a massive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dose of culture shock</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">add</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that to the fact that she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">failing most of her classes the pressure</font> must<font color="#E5E5E5"> have all boiled over</font> regardless of what the detectives and my parents were<font color="#CCCCCC"> telling me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't help</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> feel a large amount of complicity in</font> her death<font color="#CCCCCC"> I had spent so much time</font> worrying about myself and<font color="#E5E5E5"> ignoring the</font> actions of other<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I missed her slow</font> descent into illness I'm not sure if she had<font color="#E5E5E5"> needed someone to talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to I would</font> have been the right<font color="#E5E5E5"> person my smug</font> attitude towards the others I shared the campus with had made me a miserable<font color="#E5E5E5"> bore</font> when the time came I chose not to attend <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> funeral</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sure the last person</font> her parents would want there was the roommate that ignored their daughter's illness<font color="#CCCCCC"> it had not even bothered to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mention her strange behavior to anyone</font> I made the excuse to<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents that</font> Missouri was too far away<font color="#CCCCCC"> but that was</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> truth of wide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and go the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> idea of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">returning to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that particular school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">beyond</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> possible</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the thought of all the</font> accusatory looks and glares was too much to handle<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> take some</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> time</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> and deal with what had happened the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">next six months was spent in counseling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in group and solo this helped me deal</font> with my guilt surrounding the event and overall<font color="#E5E5E5"> improved my attitude towards</font> others<font color="#E5E5E5"> three years later I'm in my final</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">year of college</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at a small local</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">university just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a short drive from my</font> parents house all this time later my mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> has begun to accept it on my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> own</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I have come to the</font> realization<font color="#CCCCCC"> that I was far too immature</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> move across the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> country and go to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> huge<font color="#CCCCCC"> college filled with strangers</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> bad attitude<font color="#E5E5E5"> I had towards others was a</font> self-defense<font color="#E5E5E5"> mechanism</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">nezam to hide my insecurity and fear of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being so far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from home and those I</font> loved<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had been the way I handled it</font> Tim unfortunately<font color="#CCCCCC"> civil dealt with hers</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> her own way</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sadly her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> weigh costs far</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more than mine I teach in a school that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> built in the 1940s</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the same</font> property<font color="#CCCCCC"> as the old one room schoolhouse</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">still standing and used in a town that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">is now and was historically home to a</font> Native American<font color="#E5E5E5"> population the school is</font> a typical mid-century building heavy <font color="#CCCCCC">wooden doors</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brass fixtures tile etc my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">classroom had one main door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> two</font> closets<font color="#CCCCCC"> one of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> closets is directly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind were the main door opens so when</font> I open the main door the whole way<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> hits the clothes closet<font color="#CCCCCC"> door this closet</font> is the<font color="#E5E5E5"> epicenter of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the haunting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> experiences we have had my first year <font color="#E5E5E5">teaching there I would hear some knocks</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> banging coming</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from the closet area</font> but always chalked it up the hallway noises or<font color="#CCCCCC"> sounds coming from the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> pipes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the halls again</font> an old<font color="#E5E5E5"> building there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> would occasionally</font> be papers on the<font color="#CCCCCC"> floor when I arrived in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning but nothing that raised any</font> red<font color="#E5E5E5"> flags</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about three months into the</font> school<font color="#E5E5E5"> year one of my students in sixth</font> grade<font color="#E5E5E5"> came</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me with no background</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">on the noises or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> context</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and said just</font> so you<font color="#CCCCCC"> know I'm sensitive to these types</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> things and there's a little girl</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ghosts near that closet</font> have a good day super<font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> it made<font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> think about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it and again I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">just sort of let it go over the</font> subsequent years<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bangs continued a</font> couple of times it was a<font color="#CCCCCC"> knocking so</font> distinct the students would hear it<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">ask if someone was at the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> once I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> open the closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see if</font> someone was<font color="#CCCCCC"> inside of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> playing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a trick</font> on us<font color="#E5E5E5"> it should be noted</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I used</font> this closet for my coat<font color="#CCCCCC"> and bag</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school supplies in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the first aid</font> so I'm in there daily the knocking prompted a few students to get those silly phone apps that<font color="#E5E5E5"> ghost track</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> can</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pick up on words being said four of them</font> stayed after<font color="#CCCCCC"> school one day and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> used the</font> same app at the same<font color="#CCCCCC"> time to see if they</font> gave consistent results<font color="#E5E5E5"> and immediately</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a giant red splotch appeared on all of</font> the apps in the location of the closet <font color="#E5E5E5">they asked some questions to no avail</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">until</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they asked for a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> name and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> phone showed the word</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Bronwen some research showed that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was a typical female name popular in the</font> 19th century<font color="#CCCCCC"> fast forward the school</font> year after<font color="#CCCCCC"> hearing the knocking and</font> papers being strewn about pretty consistently<font color="#E5E5E5"> the teacher who</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> across</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> hall from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me big dude from Brooklyn</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in his 50s no-nonsense type of guy comes</font> into<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> room one morning and says I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know</font> cigar sound insane<font color="#CCCCCC"> but I was here</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">working late</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last night and I heard kids</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">laughing in the hall I came out to see</font> who was up here<font color="#CCCCCC"> when they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> weren't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">supposed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be in there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was no one would</font> I realized the<font color="#CCCCCC"> laughing was coming from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">your room the door was opened and the</font> lights were<font color="#CCCCCC"> off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was definitely</font> laughter coming<font color="#E5E5E5"> from your room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> there was no one</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">closet was opened I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> went back into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> hall<font color="#CCCCCC"> and heard</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whisper and start in the</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> I snuck over to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door heard</font> whisper<font color="#E5E5E5"> and followed by giggles and</font> quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> went in and snapped in the</font> lights to see<font color="#CCCCCC"> if there were kids</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hiding</font> in there there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was no one he then said</font> he got his things and left<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the night</font> the following week when I arrived the school in two separate days I opened the main door only<font color="#CCCCCC"> to hit the closet door</font> that was opened<font color="#E5E5E5"> I attributed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just not closing it the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> whole way the</font> night before and it just<font color="#E5E5E5"> creeping more</font> open as doors tend to do<font color="#E5E5E5"> then yesterday</font> happened two days ago<font color="#E5E5E5"> I went to open the closet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in' it was locked</font> this closet<font color="#E5E5E5"> has never been locked there</font> was no way to lock the closet<font color="#CCCCCC"> without a</font> key which I have never<font color="#CCCCCC"> seen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> no</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> one has</font> this key<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's been lost to the ages I</font> called the custodians in and they came in<font color="#E5E5E5"> with their giant ring of a billion</font> keys and tried every<font color="#E5E5E5"> single one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to no</font> avail<font color="#CCCCCC"> the door wouldn't budge they tried</font> to pick<font color="#CCCCCC"> the lock</font> nothing<font color="#E5E5E5"> they said they would try more</font> after<font color="#CCCCCC"> school but if they couldn't get</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> open<font color="#E5E5E5"> they would either take the door</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> or call a locksmith to open it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> put my bag and<font color="#E5E5E5"> coat near my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> desk and</font> went about<font color="#E5E5E5"> my day yesterday I got to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">school and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the closet to</font> see if they had gotten it open<font color="#E5E5E5"> after I</font> had left<font color="#E5E5E5"> for the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and it wouldn't</font> budge<font color="#E5E5E5"> still very locked locked to the</font> point where the knob barely<font color="#CCCCCC"> even moved</font> when you try to<font color="#CCCCCC"> open it here's when my</font> heart starts to beat<font color="#CCCCCC"> faster</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fifth period</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was teaching a class that had been</font> there when<font color="#E5E5E5"> the custodians were in the</font> day before<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was quiet in the room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">literally out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of nowhere with no one</font> near<font color="#CCCCCC"> the closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the door softly clicked</font> and slowly opened about<font color="#CCCCCC"> four</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> inches my</font> heart almost stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> the students were</font> justifiably shaken and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I have absolutely</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">zero</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explanation for this nothing was</font> moved in the closet<font color="#E5E5E5"> it just simply</font> opened on<font color="#E5E5E5"> its own after being completely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">locked so that's where I'm at I'm</font> planning on trying to set up the webcam on<font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> computer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> at work</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see if I can</font> capture<font color="#E5E5E5"> anything in the near future</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think their malicious ghosts but</font> let me tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> you it's a bit</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> unsettling to</font> be in there alone in 2005 I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brother was 14</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">that was a month or so into my senior</font> year of<font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> having skipped the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">eighth grade he was a freshman who had</font> been<font color="#CCCCCC"> going</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through an emotional rough</font> patch and was<font color="#E5E5E5"> growing very close to his</font> first<font color="#E5E5E5"> girlfriend and her</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> family we later</font> learned<font color="#E5E5E5"> that part of the rough patch was</font> that he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> beginning to realize</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was</font> more attracted to<font color="#E5E5E5"> boys than said first</font> girlfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am happy to report before</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> get through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this story that he is now</font> coming up on 28 married to a<font color="#E5E5E5"> man he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">odorous and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> successful EMT as troubled</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">as he was at the time</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and that might</font> have something<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this this</font> story does have a happy ending<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> often went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> his girlfriend's</font> house after<font color="#E5E5E5"> school today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her mom had</font> picked him in an<font color="#E5E5E5"> assortment of friends</font> up and driven<font color="#CCCCCC"> them</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out to the local mall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which was in another</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> town about half an</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hour away it was about 5:30 p.m. in</font> California late<font color="#E5E5E5"> August</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> still bright</font> outside<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom had called me ahead</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time to ask what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I wanted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from a local</font> chain restaurant that<font color="#E5E5E5"> did takeout tend</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> double-check that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my brother</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font> home and set the table<font color="#CCCCCC"> for two</font> about 15 minutes<font color="#CCCCCC"> into dinner we heard</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that sounded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like someone</font> walking on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the roof we lived in a</font> split-level home so the lower level where the dining<font color="#CCCCCC"> room was was easily</font> accessible of someone wanted the climate my mom and I stopped eating and listened <font color="#E5E5E5">then came the sounds of multiple small</font> something's hitting<font color="#E5E5E5"> the roof like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hailstones the sound seemed to sweep</font> over<font color="#E5E5E5"> the whole lower level of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the house</font> in the stomping grew louder<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mom threw</font> down<font color="#CCCCCC"> our fork and shouted</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for me to get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">into my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room the least</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> accessible from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside the house due to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the split-level</font> design my room sat<font color="#E5E5E5"> over the garage with</font> no ledges or<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything that someone could</font> use<font color="#E5E5E5"> to climb as I ran through the living</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">room I looked at the living</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room window</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there were rocks falling on the lawn my</font> mom grabbed her<font color="#CCCCCC"> cell phone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and followed</font> me it's my room where we shut the door and barricaded<font color="#E5E5E5"> it my mom called 9-1-1</font> she didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> know what else to do whatever</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the roof managed to climb up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> onto</font> the roof of the second<font color="#CCCCCC"> storey</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> which</font> would have been difficult<font color="#E5E5E5"> without a</font> ladder but not necessarily<font color="#E5E5E5"> impossible we</font> could hear someone stomping around<font color="#CCCCCC"> above</font> us as my mom frantically whispered to the dispatcher<font color="#E5E5E5"> down the hall something</font> shattered we went silent as the sound<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">footsteps came pacing deliberately down</font> the hall<font color="#E5E5E5"> growing closer to my room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> leaned on the barricade as silently as<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> could<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was in tears</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> now and I think my</font> mom<font color="#CCCCCC"> was trying hard not to be whatever</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was on the other side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> door slowly</font> scratched it then turned around and could be<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard going back down the hall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there inside the house my mom told the</font> dispatcher<font color="#E5E5E5"> the dispatcher gave my mom a</font> code word<font color="#CCCCCC"> that the police would use to</font> identify themselves<font color="#E5E5E5"> so she would open</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I don't remember what it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">only that the house was silent after the</font> person on the other<font color="#CCCCCC"> side of the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> walked away about<font color="#E5E5E5"> 15 minutes past with</font> us just<font color="#E5E5E5"> waiting in the room and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dread I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">suggested it was a prank</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> when my brother</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and his friends my mom agreed that was</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> best-case scenario eventually we</font> heard the<font color="#E5E5E5"> sound on our front door being</font> forced open<font color="#E5E5E5"> and a fresh set of heavy</font> footsteps<font color="#CCCCCC"> which turned</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out to be the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">local police they came upstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> gave the</font> code word and quickly escorted us onto our<font color="#E5E5E5"> front lawn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> could check the</font> house<font color="#CCCCCC"> when we got there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the lawn was</font> full of rocks<font color="#E5E5E5"> not piled not even so full</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> the grass was hidden but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there were</font> rocks nonetheless<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lightweight</font> gravelly kind some people use in landscaping<font color="#E5E5E5"> according</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to the police the</font> roof of the lower level was similarly covered when we were cleared to<font color="#E5E5E5"> go back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">inside one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the officers called my mom</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">up to the bathroom and I followed the</font> bathroom window<font color="#CCCCCC"> was broken from the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">outside but the mesh screen behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was intact<font color="#CCCCCC"> an area about the size of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> fist had seemingly been<font color="#E5E5E5"> punched into</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with the shards landing in the tub below</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the plumbing in that tub was damaged so</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">we had all been using the shower in my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mom's bathroom for a while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the floor</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the unused tub was dusty this made it</font> very clear<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there were two bare</font> footprints<font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dust</font> nothing could<font color="#CCCCCC"> have come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> through that</font> window nothing should<font color="#E5E5E5"> have been able to</font> break in<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the outside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even without</font> damaging the screen<font color="#E5E5E5"> we still wanted it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to be a prank by my brother but that was</font> seeming less and less<font color="#E5E5E5"> likely the police</font> called my brother's cell phone he it turned out was still at<font color="#CCCCCC"> the mall our</font> food<font color="#E5E5E5"> was untouched my mom thankfully had</font> a spare deadbolt to remount on the front door<font color="#E5E5E5"> we returned to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> our dinner to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> shaken</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to talk and waited for my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> brother to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">get home nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like this ever happened</font> again<font color="#CCCCCC"> unless</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you count the sticky</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> child</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">sized handprint that showed up on my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bedroom window a couple of years</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> later</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my best friend now as an adult thinks it</font> was some kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of poltergeist incident</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">citing the fact</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that as I entered my own</font> rough patch unrelated to my<font color="#CCCCCC"> brothers I</font> was run-of-the-mill depressed and anxious and aimless feeling after I had to abandon<font color="#E5E5E5"> my initial college plans by</font> being too squeamish to participate in human cadaver dissections<font color="#E5E5E5"> in my first</font> anatomy class I could tell<font color="#E5E5E5"> touch activated lamps to</font> turn off and on on my<font color="#E5E5E5"> own personally I</font> think<font color="#E5E5E5"> my voice just vibrated enough but</font> at the time this happened<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> content</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my brother was the one going through a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hard time and his was bad enough</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that in</font> about nine months<font color="#E5E5E5"> time he would try</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> end himself by jumping<font color="#CCCCCC"> off the roof I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't home when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> according<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my mom he had jumped from</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the upper level over my room she didn't</font> know how he had gotten up there <font color="#E5E5E5">thankfully he had only succeeded in</font> snapping his ankle<font color="#E5E5E5"> which ended up</font> requiring surgery to heal<font color="#E5E5E5"> properly he</font> spent a few<font color="#E5E5E5"> months in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the youth home</font> where<font color="#E5E5E5"> my mother would drive</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out and</font> visit him<font color="#E5E5E5"> ultimately by this time he</font> came out a<font color="#E5E5E5"> year and a half or so later</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he was well on his way to wellness again</font> and has grown<font color="#E5E5E5"> up to be a successful</font> happy<font color="#CCCCCC"> adult</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I feel like on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> some level my</font> brother's turmoil had to have caused would happen<font color="#E5E5E5"> that day but there are</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">times I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wonder whether or</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not that's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just a more comforting</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> easy explanation</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for something</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really weird and</font> unknowable [Music] it was<font color="#CCCCCC"> August</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 26th 2018 and I suddenly</font> woke up with a strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something bad happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down at</font> my phone to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see the time 136 a.m. once</font> in my news app to see a shooting in Jacksonville I see<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's at Jacksonville Landing which</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">is close to her my friend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had just moved</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I immediately call him but he doesn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">answer I text</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him saying I saw the news</font> about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shooting at Jacksonville</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Landing wanted to make sure you're</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I felt at peace</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> afterwards and fell back</font> asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> he calls around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10 a.m. to ask</font> where I got my news<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the shooting</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> he couldn't find any news online</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about it he had to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> meet up with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> some</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends from his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> new IT job to watch</font> these gamers<font color="#E5E5E5"> at the landing but I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">adamant that there was no gaming</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">tournament because the shooting happened</font> during<font color="#E5E5E5"> it I freaked him out enough for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">him and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> his</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> friends to find something</font> else to<font color="#E5E5E5"> do almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> exactly 12 hours after</font> I sent him that text at 1:30 p.m. on <font color="#E5E5E5">August 26</font> David Katz walked into the same<font color="#E5E5E5"> gaming</font> tournament and shot<font color="#E5E5E5"> 12 people killing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two before shooting himself the news</font> articles<font color="#CCCCCC"> posted looked identical to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> ones I read early that morning<font color="#CCCCCC"> I look</font> back at my phone's text to find<font color="#E5E5E5"> my text</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I sent him at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 1 a.m. missing</font> needless to<font color="#CCCCCC"> say we were both a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little</font> freaked out [Music] when I was a kid<font color="#CCCCCC"> growing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up in rural</font> South Carolina<font color="#CCCCCC"> I lived in a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> broken</font> home<font color="#E5E5E5"> my grandfather raised me until I</font> was old<font color="#CCCCCC"> enough to start school and then</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> went to live with my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> parents</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">brother who was a year older my dad was</font> a truck<font color="#CCCCCC"> driver</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my mom worked at the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">local truck stop</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents were very</font> abusive to<font color="#E5E5E5"> each other and to my brother</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and I my mom was extra mean towards me</font> anyways there was this man<font color="#CCCCCC"> that stayed</font> around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the house that in the past year</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I've learned as the entity described as</font> the hat man<font color="#E5E5E5"> the hat man would make</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">itself seen during all hours of the day</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both in the home and around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the property</font> everyone who spent any time around<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> home had seen it one night<font color="#CCCCCC"> when my</font> mother<font color="#E5E5E5"> and her co-worker friend got off</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> work they decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> grab some food</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and hang out at the house</font> middle of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mom's friends had</font> her<font color="#E5E5E5"> boyfriend tag along with them the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">boyfriend saw the entity in the house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and it scared him so bad he ran out and</font> refused to enter the house again at one point my parents had a preacher come pray over the property even<font color="#CCCCCC"> though</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> weren't religious people<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing changed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the strange thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> is that I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font> afraid<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the entity</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I actually found</font> comfort in knowing it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> around and</font> would get slightly<font color="#E5E5E5"> excited when I would</font> see it<font color="#CCCCCC"> my home life was really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bad at</font> the time<font color="#E5E5E5"> my parents beat each other</font> routinely<font color="#E5E5E5"> and when they got along they</font> would be violent<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my brother and I</font> looking back I wonder<font color="#CCCCCC"> if</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things being so</font> terrible was the<font color="#E5E5E5"> reason I wasn't afraid</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because it couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be much worse than</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my reality</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we continue to see the sense</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> you until a few things</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened and</font> they happen quickly so I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sure what</font> the break was we<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> another home</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">across town about the time we got moved</font> in my father got a DUI resulting in him losing<font color="#CCCCCC"> his truck</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> driver's license</font> and needing to<font color="#E5E5E5"> change his life in a</font> hurry to keep from<font color="#E5E5E5"> losing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> everything</font> right after he got his<font color="#CCCCCC"> DUI</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> within two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">weeks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he and my mother went to church</font> and thankfully changed their lives forever<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never went back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that old</font> lifestyle<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that eventually became a</font> preacher<font color="#CCCCCC"> years later</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I never saw</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> entity again after the move [Music] I'm<font color="#E5E5E5"> 30 years old and I work in a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> bakery</font> on<font color="#E5E5E5"> night shifts because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> open on</font> weekend nights<font color="#CCCCCC"> it's quite close to a big</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">club and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lots of people stop by before</font> going home I'm a girl so my boss tries to never let<font color="#E5E5E5"> me alone at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night but last</font> Friday his wife called him<font color="#E5E5E5"> for an</font> emergency<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I found myself on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my own</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">around</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 3 a.m. it was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> very quiet</font> I guess that the club was closed<font color="#CCCCCC"> so very</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> people walked in so far</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I was in</font> the back<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the shop working on a cake</font> we would be delivering in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the morning</font> when I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorbell ring</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I quickly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">went to the shop but nobody was there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the door doesn't close</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> properly if he</font> don't push<font color="#CCCCCC"> it hard and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it looks slightly</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">moved like someone just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> centred</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but even</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">looking out through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the big glass on the</font> street nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> was in sight</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there's a</font> parking<font color="#CCCCCC"> lot and a bar closed at night in</font> front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the shop</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a car was</font> there<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling a bit uneasy but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I thought maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> someone was pranking me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to scare me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">working</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on the cake and after a half an</font> hour or so I heard<font color="#E5E5E5"> the doorbell ring</font> again this time I looked on the<font color="#E5E5E5"> videos</font> of the shops cameras and nobody<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there so I run to the back door trying</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to reach the parking lot from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the right</font> side to<font color="#CCCCCC"> see</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if someone was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hiding</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> trying to<font color="#E5E5E5"> prank me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> no one I walked the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">whole parking lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked at the bar</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">behind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the shop everywhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> decided to have a smoke just to calm my nerves and I suddenly noticed the silence no dogs barking<font color="#E5E5E5"> no cars passing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">by the street</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and in front of the shop</font> no sounds at<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font> everything was<font color="#CCCCCC"> just too quiet there was</font> a light mist in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> air and it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was quite</font> dark because just one of<font color="#CCCCCC"> the streets</font> lights was working at this point I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kind of freaking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> out I felt like I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in a totally detached reality or a</font> different dimension<font color="#E5E5E5"> with someone</font> watching me<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not really sure how</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">explain it I forgot about the cigarettes</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I went back inside</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I closed all the</font> doors<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the shop</font> I didn't care<font color="#CCCCCC"> what my boss would think I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was too scared and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to finish</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> cake<font color="#E5E5E5"> nothing more happened but at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 6</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m.</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my boss came back and I explained to him</font> why I kept the shop closed<font color="#E5E5E5"> he told me</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> something similar happened to a</font> girl<font color="#CCCCCC"> that did the nightshift</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> before I</font> worked there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and that this is the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">why</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't work there anymore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">totally understand her I always loved</font> working<font color="#E5E5E5"> at night but I felt uneasy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thinking to stay alone there again last</font> Saturday and yesterday everything<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> but I wasn't alone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I hope</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never be again I'm a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> twenty year old</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">girl and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> throughout my whole</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life I feel</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like I've always been pretty in tune</font> with the paranormal<font color="#E5E5E5"> admittedly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font> become slightly obsessed<font color="#E5E5E5"> not in the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">summoning of demons way but more</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">too much research and spending my free</font> time and all day at<font color="#CCCCCC"> work listening</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> podcasts<font color="#CCCCCC"> like this one I have many</font> stories<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tell but I figured I'd start</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with one that's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had been weighing on me</font> for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> while I moved into a new place in</font> December<font color="#E5E5E5"> of 2017 with my roommate we'll</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">call her Nikki when we moved in I felt</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> huge weight off my shoulders because</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for the first</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time ever</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't feel</font> any presence in my home<font color="#E5E5E5"> skip forward to</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> nine</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things have been going pretty</font> well<font color="#CCCCCC"> when we find out a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> family friend</font> who was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 16 we'll call her Morgan didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">have a place to live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> invited her</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> stay with us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had known</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this kid for</font> roughly 15<font color="#CCCCCC"> years and known she came from</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a really messed-up family she told us</font> her dad was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Satanists and had cast a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">curse on her and now she was being</font> followed by what she described as a shadow creature with my pastor the paranormal I believed her but thought <font color="#CCCCCC">nothing of it a few weeks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> passed and</font> little inconveniences<font color="#CCCCCC"> had been happening</font> such as<font color="#E5E5E5"> our coffee table being moved or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mail being scattered across the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> floor</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> have cats so I didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> much of it</font> but was pretty annoyed<font color="#E5E5E5"> this kept</font> happening<font color="#E5E5E5"> and then gradually started</font> getting weirder<font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> our entire bottle of laundry detergent being poured<font color="#E5E5E5"> out under the dining room</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">table</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> empty bottle being</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> set</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the middle of the puddle<font color="#E5E5E5"> at around the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">same</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time both Morgan and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Nikki started</font> having<font color="#CCCCCC"> issues with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep paralysis</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Nikki</font> used to get it all<font color="#CCCCCC"> the time when she was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a kid but hadn't in years the strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">thing was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> even though they were separate</font> experiences<font color="#E5E5E5"> both girls claimed to see</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the same thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a child-size black figure</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the body was small but the head was way</font> too big and the<font color="#E5E5E5"> hands were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> very</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> long but</font> they couldn't see any other features <font color="#E5E5E5">just a black outline luckily I didn't</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep paralysis and I never have in</font> my life so<font color="#E5E5E5"> I mistakenly thought</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> was safe<font color="#E5E5E5"> one night I was home alone and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was in a deep depressing mood</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> everything</font> in the house felt so heavy so I decided <font color="#E5E5E5">to take a nap on the couch when I woke</font> up I couldn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> breathe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it felt like</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone was pushing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my chest so I sat</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">up and the pressure was gone it was then</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that I noticed the room was dark</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">unnaturally dark my TV was on and the</font> hall light was<font color="#E5E5E5"> on so there was no reason</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">my little portion</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of the living room</font> would<font color="#E5E5E5"> be so dark</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided not to think</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it and turn the tv up then started</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scrolling through my phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a moment</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later I heard heavy footsteps coming out</font> of the kitchen directly up behind me it sounded like a<font color="#CCCCCC"> full-grown man I thought</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">someone had come into</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> house while it</font> was asleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> because we always left</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> sliding<font color="#E5E5E5"> glass door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the kitchen</font> unlocked<font color="#E5E5E5"> too afraid</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turn around and</font> look I<font color="#E5E5E5"> took up my phone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and one of my</font> snapchat<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned the flash and when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> switched to the<font color="#CCCCCC"> front-facing camera my</font> screen went completely black<font color="#CCCCCC"> and my</font> flash wouldn't work<font color="#CCCCCC"> so I drew the</font> courage to<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around I saw nothing and</font> instantly<font color="#E5E5E5"> the room was light again I</font> grabbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my keys and got out of there</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">until my roommate</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was off of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> work a</font> couple<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> days had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> passed and my</font> roommate and I burn sage oiled all the entrances<font color="#CCCCCC"> and told whatever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was in the</font> house that<font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was not welcome and it had</font> to leave I thought that was the<font color="#CCCCCC"> end of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it we didn't have any more things move</font> we're gonna move in with<font color="#E5E5E5"> her brother and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the house seem lighter except</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Nikki was still experiencing sleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">paralysis almost every night skip</font> forward a couple of<font color="#E5E5E5"> weeks and I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lying in bed with my two cats it was</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> 3:00 a.m. and I heard pots and</font> pans being moved in the kitchen my<font color="#CCCCCC"> cats</font> woke up and were growling so I grabbed <font color="#E5E5E5">my gun and checked every corner of the</font> house<font color="#E5E5E5"> Nikki was still sleeping</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so I went</font> back<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my room</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thinking could have been</font> her cat that likes<font color="#E5E5E5"> to hide</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the</font> cupboards<font color="#E5E5E5"> the second I shut the door</font> there were three loud bangs on it that made me jump so high<font color="#CCCCCC"> I fell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back onto my</font> bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I yelled for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thing to go away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> didn't want it there<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it had to leave</font> what felt like minutes later I opened <font color="#CCCCCC">the door</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and my older cat ran out and</font> turned into the kitchen and<font color="#E5E5E5"> screamed</font> like she was hurt<font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked for her for</font> an hour<font color="#E5E5E5"> and couldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> find her I went to</font> bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> crying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the next morning I woke up</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> my cat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was asleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to me</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">unharmed</font> and I went to wake<font color="#E5E5E5"> up my roommates and</font> told her<font color="#E5E5E5"> about the night before she</font> explained<font color="#E5E5E5"> that she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had been awake when I</font> got up and also<font color="#E5E5E5"> heard three banks but</font> was too afraid to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of bed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we old again and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> brought in her mother</font> who worked at the church and<font color="#CCCCCC"> she blessed</font> the house<font color="#E5E5E5"> not too long after Morgan's</font> little brother moved in<font color="#E5E5E5"> with me and we</font> didn't have anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> happen after that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it makes me wonder if Morgan's dad</font> really did curse her<font color="#E5E5E5"> he used to always</font> tell his three<font color="#CCCCCC"> daughters that they were</font> mistakes<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he only intended</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have</font> his two sons<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would explain why</font> after she moved in with the older brother<font color="#CCCCCC"> it didn't bother her anymore and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">why when the younger brother came to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stay with me the problem went away all I</font> know is that whatever it was was so negative<font color="#E5E5E5"> my depression</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had never been</font> worse and we were always arguing<font color="#E5E5E5"> in the</font> house I'm just glad it's over [Music] my dad runs<font color="#E5E5E5"> a church camp for the</font> mentally disabled<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was four he</font> brought me<font color="#CCCCCC"> along and I had a great time</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a different</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> reason I loved</font> catching and collecting all<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> different insects there I always released them on the last<font color="#E5E5E5"> day</font> of camp<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever since then I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">with him to help out and look for bugs</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in 2011 we stayed in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cabin since the</font> year before we stayed in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> tent and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">mosquitos almost ate us alive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the cabin</font> had a hallway with four rooms<font color="#CCCCCC"> two on</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">each</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> side</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so my dad and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I used the first</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">two on the second day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of camp I was</font> alone in the cabin while my dad went off to set up stuff I decided to play with my<font color="#E5E5E5"> lego Indiana Jones minifigures while</font> I kept the insects<font color="#E5E5E5"> I collected near me</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten minutes pass and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> begin to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hear shaking and scratching noise coming</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> somewhere in the cabin</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I chalked it</font> up to<font color="#CCCCCC"> being my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bug scratching the little</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">habitat windows</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have put them in but</font> when I checked<font color="#CCCCCC"> on them a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> little bit</font> later<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were completely silent I</font> still heard that noise<font color="#E5E5E5"> so I went to</font> inspect<font color="#E5E5E5"> the cabin while</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going through</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the hallway I checked every door when I</font> got to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> third door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I found what that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">noise</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was the third doorknob was shaking</font> by itself being around<font color="#CCCCCC"> seven I</font> immediately ran out<font color="#E5E5E5"> and found a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">counselor nearby the counselor thinking</font> it was an animal<font color="#E5E5E5"> open the door which</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't shaking anymore</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and started to</font> try and<font color="#E5E5E5"> scare it out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of course</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't anything and before leaving he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">said must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the wind</font> years pass<font color="#CCCCCC"> and McDonald's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was some of</font> the staff I told him the short version <font color="#CCCCCC">of my story and they said they've all</font> had paranormal experiences<font color="#CCCCCC"> at</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the camp</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">one of them even said that one day she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">was alone in the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> manor there and heard</font> footsteps<font color="#CCCCCC"> but when she went to check and</font> see<font color="#CCCCCC"> who</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was there no one was to be seen</font> [Music] I'm now<font color="#CCCCCC"> nineteen but when I was younger</font> I<font color="#E5E5E5"> believe I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> haunted by a little</font> ghost girl<font color="#E5E5E5"> or something because</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a</font> few<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird things happen to me it's</font> mostly<font color="#E5E5E5"> mild stuff and it's hard to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really remember</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> occurrences</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> happened since it has been<font color="#CCCCCC"> ten years</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the thing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I do remember</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> still creeps me</font> out to this<font color="#E5E5E5"> day and maybe someone will</font> be<font color="#E5E5E5"> able to explain it it all started</font> when my<font color="#E5E5E5"> mother and father divorced</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> we moved into a three-bedroom in two bath townhome in a new<font color="#E5E5E5"> area but old city</font> one night when I<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to sleep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> my<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom I all of a sudden heard what</font> sounded like<font color="#E5E5E5"> footsteps walking above me</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> was no attic just the roof and it</font> was the strangest<font color="#CCCCCC"> thing I told my dad</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but he didn't care as he</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">doesn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really listen to what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I say most</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the time there were multiple nights</font> where I would hear the footsteps<font color="#CCCCCC"> too but</font> I really didn't<font color="#E5E5E5"> think much</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> another</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I was sitting in my dad's room on</font> his bed watching a movie during a quiet part<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the film I heard what</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sounded</font> like<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> little girl laughing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my dad's</font> closet <font color="#CCCCCC">I remember panicking almost and thinking</font> if I<font color="#E5E5E5"> just heard it in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> head or but it</font> didn't<font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">explain it the movie didn't have any</font> young actresses her actors in it as the show was ironically<font color="#E5E5E5"> ghost hunters and it</font> was during<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ghost hunting time I</font> replayed the part where I heard the laugh and nothing there was no<font color="#E5E5E5"> laughing</font> young girl in the episode mind you I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font> the only girl living in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the town home at</font> the time maybe<font color="#CCCCCC"> a couple</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of months later</font> I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dad's computer chair</font> playing<font color="#E5E5E5"> brats or something on his</font> desktop<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was something I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always would</font> do if I<font color="#E5E5E5"> wasn't playing outside with the</font> neighborhood girls<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was really digging</font> the game I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> playing when I felt this</font> cold rush of air on my neck and<font color="#CCCCCC"> a loud</font> gasping noise<font color="#E5E5E5"> I freaked out and ran</font> downstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> to my dad almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in tears</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my</font> dad let this woman<font color="#CCCCCC"> and her two daughters</font> move into the<font color="#E5E5E5"> townhome I moved my bed</font> into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the Masters closet while the two</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">girls stayed in the master bedroom which</font> used<font color="#E5E5E5"> to be my dad's room</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really shy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and had issues with</font> privacy<font color="#E5E5E5"> when I was 10</font> mostly because<font color="#E5E5E5"> I grew up with my dad</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">instead of my mother every night I</font> stayed in<font color="#CCCCCC"> that closet</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that creeped</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I almost felt like I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being watched</font> and sometimes I would<font color="#CCCCCC"> even jokingly talk</font> to the ghost girl when I<font color="#E5E5E5"> was trying to</font> make<font color="#E5E5E5"> myself</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> comfortable in there and</font> never<font color="#CCCCCC"> barely worked and one of the girls</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> cried once when we were played</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">hide-and-seek in there because she</font> thought she<font color="#CCCCCC"> saw a face in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> corner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> never even told her about the ghost girl <font color="#E5E5E5">but I don't really believe her at the</font> same time maybe<font color="#CCCCCC"> a year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> passes</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was some</font> minor things<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad my brothers and</font> I moved into the other apartment<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> assignments a<font color="#CCCCCC"> two-bedroom in one-bath</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">all on the second floor of the two</font> apartment duplex<font color="#E5E5E5"> since I was the only</font> girl I got the small second<font color="#CCCCCC"> bedroom that</font> was by<font color="#E5E5E5"> the living room while my dad and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">brothers shared the master bedroom down</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> hall I had</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> these porcelain dolls</font> from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the previous home that I really</font> loved I had<font color="#E5E5E5"> them sitting on top of my TV</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">next</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to my radio</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I needed to sleep</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> music<font color="#E5E5E5"> on when I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 11 as it would help</font> me relax<font color="#E5E5E5"> better and soon drift off to</font> sleep<font color="#CCCCCC"> even to this day I need to listen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in order</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to sleep and</font> that's why I listen to<font color="#E5E5E5"> these podcasts</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but anyway every night's my routine</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn my radio on say good</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> night</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> dolls and then shut my light off one</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turned</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the radio on and jumped</font> into my<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> light switch</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was a pull</font> string so I tied a long string on the end so I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> turn my light off from my</font> bed<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was just about to pull</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the string</font> when my radio just<font color="#E5E5E5"> stops playing music</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the button was still pushed in meaning</font> it was on and this was a station<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> never had any issues<font color="#CCCCCC"> with frequencies</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> I looked over to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> dolls next</font> to it and awkwardly said good night<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">them immediately</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> after the radio turned</font> back on<font color="#E5E5E5"> a little freaked out in paranoid</font> I just tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to sleep cue another year</font> of more hearing things and feeling watched we moved into another<font color="#E5E5E5"> place this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">time it was a house two bedrooms</font> upstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> mine and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my dad's elderly</font> friend<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bathroom right next</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to our</font> rooms<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was getting ready</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> one</font> morning<font color="#E5E5E5"> which was maybe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> around 5:00</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> am it was my normal</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> morning</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Shinde</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">again I was just about to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> get</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dressed</font> when out of<font color="#CCCCCC"> nowhere I heard this girl's</font> voice say hello to me<font color="#CCCCCC"> in a loud and very</font> clear tone this time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I know I didn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">imagine it and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I ran so fast the</font> bathroom<font color="#E5E5E5"> that I just froze and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sat in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a while before the voice said</font> do you<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember feeling like I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> being</font> watched and even after I went<font color="#E5E5E5"> back to my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">room it just constantly felt like</font> someone<font color="#CCCCCC"> was staring</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> at me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I always was</font> so scared to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> alone always</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> feeling</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">like someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there and maybe</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I did</font> just imagine all<font color="#CCCCCC"> of these</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but it's just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">too weird not to think about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sometimes</font> nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> new</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> has happened ever since</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">morning have been the casual not liking</font> to<font color="#CCCCCC"> be alone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing some other minor</font> shadows here and there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> even having</font> the most<font color="#E5E5E5"> vivid dreams about some ghosts</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room</font> there was a time where I had a<font color="#E5E5E5"> friend</font> sleeping over and we were taking<font color="#E5E5E5"> photos</font> before<font color="#E5E5E5"> going to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> sleep she thought she</font> saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> a shadow leaning over the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> edge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">bed near our feet she didn't tell me</font> until the next<font color="#E5E5E5"> morning so I didn't</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">really know at the moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it happened</font> [Music] so about March of last<font color="#CCCCCC"> year I had a very</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> and kind</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of creepy encounter</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while I was sleeping</font> there was a school<font color="#CCCCCC"> night and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had gone</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> bed like the usual also I had</font> extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> bad sleep paralysis and would</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">often wake up the figures a lot at night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> point of having to alert my</font> parents<font color="#CCCCCC"> I went to bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that nights like</font> usual in the middle of the night<font color="#CCCCCC"> however</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was awoken but it was something so</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">different from what usually occurred the</font> way I<font color="#E5E5E5"> remember it</font> the lights were miraculously<font color="#E5E5E5"> on but that</font> is<font color="#CCCCCC"> the least worrying part I woke to</font> what appeared to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a wounded</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> soldier</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about late 20s to early 30s</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> climb into</font> my bed<font color="#E5E5E5"> beside me now let's also put into</font> account I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a 14 year old girl</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wasn't thrown off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or scared by</font> the<font color="#CCCCCC"> saw her I looked at him as</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wheezed</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in pain and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I calmly asked him</font> if he<font color="#E5E5E5"> needed water he didn't respond but</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I took that as a yes and got up I</font> remember so vividly that's when I got <font color="#E5E5E5">out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of bed I delicately closed the door</font> so nobody<font color="#E5E5E5"> would bother him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">upstairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and grabbed him a bottle of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">water out of the fridge and headed</font> downstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> I got back in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room and he</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> gone but again I wasn't thrown off I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> put the water on my nightstand</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">climb back in the bed and went to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> never seen him again but never</font> since that day my<font color="#E5E5E5"> sleep paralysis has</font> completely stopped<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I've slept</font> soundly ever since<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking back on it</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">now it gives me chills and questions</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about if it was all a dream were some</font> real angelic paranormal experience<font color="#CCCCCC"> I may</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">never know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I won't ever forget</font> I would consider this post more substantial than my last<font color="#E5E5E5"> two but let me</font> start by saying<font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I've always been</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">interested in things that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can't be</font> explained by<font color="#E5E5E5"> science or logic</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whether</font> it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> ghosts</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> poltergeist</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> aliens or</font> whatever<font color="#CCCCCC"> I definitely see myself as a</font> skeptic<font color="#CCCCCC"> but still I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> find</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> subject</font> fascinating<font color="#CCCCCC"> I love watching ghost</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sighting videos or those top</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> scary</font> thing compilations<font color="#CCCCCC"> me and my girlfriend</font> have been living<font color="#E5E5E5"> together</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for almost six</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> in this one house although</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we are</font> planning on giving<font color="#E5E5E5"> our tenancy notice</font> and next month as a couple we've experienced a lot<font color="#E5E5E5"> of ups and downs while</font> living<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loss of family members my</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">granddad being the most recent last</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">September bouts of depression and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">anxiety from both of us and lethargy</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">mainly from myself during the last three</font> years<font color="#E5E5E5"> we are usually</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> happy</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bubbly people</font> but for a long time now<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> both</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been fed</font> up and generally a bit down in<font color="#CCCCCC"> the dumps</font> and for a long time we've been<font color="#E5E5E5"> so</font> desperate to<font color="#E5E5E5"> get out of this house</font> because<font color="#E5E5E5"> it just seems to be draining us</font> whether that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> because of a sort of</font> cabin<font color="#CCCCCC"> fever being a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> small house or</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something else</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we don't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> know it's a bit</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of background on us and now for the</font> parts<font color="#E5E5E5"> you're here for about six months</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ago we were watching YouTube in bed my</font> girlfriend falls asleep first<font color="#E5E5E5"> she can</font> literally fall asleep mid conversation <font color="#E5E5E5">which I find strange but hey I got up to</font> use<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bathroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then got into bed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> fell<font color="#CCCCCC"> asleep I woke up suddenly at an</font> unknown<font color="#E5E5E5"> time freezing cold with my</font> girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> having claimed the covers</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was facing<font color="#E5E5E5"> away from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> her pulling the</font> sheets back over to my side and<font color="#E5E5E5"> she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">pulling them back to her side at first</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">it was like subconsciously half-asleep</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sort of thing but then she dragged the</font> covers so<font color="#E5E5E5"> hard that it knocked my fist</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">into my own nose making my eyes water at</font> the same time I heard a deep voice say get off really quickly that was not my<font color="#E5E5E5"> girlfriend's voice so I</font> immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> flipped over</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to see what her</font> problem was<font color="#E5E5E5"> nobody was there</font> not<font color="#E5E5E5"> even my girlfriend</font> my heart nearly<font color="#E5E5E5"> exploded in my stomach</font> dropped<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was frozen in fear for what</font> felt like hours<font color="#CCCCCC"> I knew this was real I</font> was awake and fully aware of<font color="#E5E5E5"> what was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going on my girlfriend came into the</font> room<font color="#CCCCCC"> a minute</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or two later with a coffee</font> and then started to do her makeup <font color="#E5E5E5">routine for work so this must have been</font> around<font color="#CCCCCC"> five to six</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a.m. and I just lay</font> there and<font color="#E5E5E5"> somehow managed to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> fall back</font> asleep<font color="#E5E5E5"> the next day I felt fine almost</font> like it never<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but my nose was</font> killing me so I know it did I found the contrast of feeling intense fear a few hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> earlier</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in an extreme</font> calm upon<font color="#E5E5E5"> waking quite strange</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">considering what had happened nothing</font> was mentioned<font color="#CCCCCC"> to my girlfriend</font> a few strange<font color="#CCCCCC"> things have happened</font> between then and<font color="#CCCCCC"> this incident</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but I'll</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">just tell you this for now as it's one</font> that<font color="#E5E5E5"> I really can't shake three days ago</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I was sleeping and was again woken up</font> but this<font color="#E5E5E5"> time my girlfriend's face was</font> less<font color="#E5E5E5"> than an inch away from mine and she</font> looked angry in fact she looked demented <font color="#E5E5E5">wide-eyed shaking and almost snarling it</font> very nearly soiled myself<font color="#E5E5E5"> and jumped out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of my skin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and shouted what are you</font> doing she slowly moved away from<font color="#E5E5E5"> me but</font> never took her<font color="#CCCCCC"> eyes off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me she climbed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out of the bed walked around the bed and</font> headed<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the room all while staring</font> at me with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the most disturbing angry</font> wide-eyed scary face just as she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">leaving the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> room her face slowly started</font> to<font color="#E5E5E5"> pull</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a sickening grin</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> as if she had</font> accomplished what<font color="#CCCCCC"> she set out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to do and</font> slam the door so hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> that it shook</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> house I didn't dare<font color="#CCCCCC"> go after her no</font> chance<font color="#CCCCCC"> I felt sick to my stomach and</font> I've never<font color="#E5E5E5"> been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so scared in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my life</font> that was not my girlfriend<font color="#E5E5E5"> she came back</font> in minutes later perfectly normal<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> asked if I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> okay</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> speak to</font> her so I went downstairs<font color="#CCCCCC"> and just smoked</font> like a chimney until I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> get ready</font> for work<font color="#E5E5E5"> again</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing has been</font> mentioned<font color="#E5E5E5"> to her the second</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> event here</font> was by far<font color="#CCCCCC"> the scariest</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> despite the</font> first one involving invisible forces<font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> voices<font color="#E5E5E5"> it was just so disturbing her</font> face was so contorted it didn't look like her truly it was horrible and I<font color="#CCCCCC"> even feel</font> sick<font color="#E5E5E5"> writing this now</font> for a<font color="#E5E5E5"> little background the events of</font> the story<font color="#CCCCCC"> took place when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was 21 years</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">old</font> I'm a male and have always<font color="#CCCCCC"> been somewhat</font> awkward<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was never in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> popular crowd</font> and never really found my clique in high school I've also always been<font color="#E5E5E5"> pretty bad</font> at<font color="#CCCCCC"> talking to girls and or asking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">out it's not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I'm really overly</font> nervous<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just never really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> know the</font> right thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> to say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> or carry on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">conversation I have a twin sister who is</font> the exact opposite she was always<font color="#E5E5E5"> popular</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had a ton of</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">friends and was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> usually in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> steady</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">relationship she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a bit of a social</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">butterfly and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we used to joke around</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about how different we were from one</font> another<font color="#E5E5E5"> it never really bothered me and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in fact some of my fondest</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> memories of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my childhood was goofing around and</font> poking fun<font color="#E5E5E5"> at each other with my sister</font> fast forward to when I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> 21 right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">around Valentine's Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not sure if</font> it was<font color="#E5E5E5"> the constant cold weather or the</font> fact that my<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister was hanging out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">her boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was feeling</font> especially lonely I asked my<font color="#CCCCCC"> sister if</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">she would</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> help me set up a dating</font> profile<font color="#CCCCCC"> on one of the thousand dating</font> websites that are<font color="#E5E5E5"> out</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we went</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">through</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the criteria and gave it</font> a few days to<font color="#E5E5E5"> see if I got any responses</font> and received a few messages<font color="#CCCCCC"> but the</font> conversations fizzled after a few exchanges back and forth<font color="#E5E5E5"> the day before</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Valentine's Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I received a message</font> from a girl who was extremely<font color="#E5E5E5"> attractive</font> and who wouldn't give me<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time of day</font> in high school her name was Gwen<font color="#E5E5E5"> which I very much</font> liked because<font color="#E5E5E5"> it reminded me of gwen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stacy from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the spider-man comics she</font> made talking<font color="#E5E5E5"> very easy which was awesome</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">because</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was never good at steering</font> conversations she laughed at my dry sense of humor<font color="#E5E5E5"> and always kept the</font> conversation<font color="#E5E5E5"> going</font> thinking she was<font color="#CCCCCC"> possibly not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> who she</font> said she<font color="#CCCCCC"> was her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> perhaps a catfish I</font> asked her to<font color="#E5E5E5"> video chat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with me and she</font> complied<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was shocked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> really her I mean I couldn't believe<font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we talked about a lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things the</font> things you<font color="#CCCCCC"> ask someone</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when you're</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">getting to know</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> them and clearly</font> interested<font color="#CCCCCC"> in she eventually</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> told me</font> that I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the nicest people she</font> had ever spoken<font color="#E5E5E5"> to and that was</font> different<font color="#E5E5E5"> than the other guys she had</font> talked<font color="#E5E5E5"> to or been with</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the past</font> we<font color="#CCCCCC"> eventually set up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a plan for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">end to meet in person when the day came</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">I picked her up but not from her house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">she said she had to work and I could</font> pick her up downtown<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't think</font> anything of it so it didn't set off any red flags<font color="#E5E5E5"> we had a few drinks and then</font> went<font color="#CCCCCC"> to dinner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we had plans to go to the</font> movies<font color="#CCCCCC"> after dinner but as I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> paying</font> the checks he said let's go on an adventure<font color="#CCCCCC"> confuse what she meant</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> by that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I asked her to clarify she said in the</font> bubbly voice I grew so accustomed and comfortable with<font color="#E5E5E5"> let's go to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> blue lakes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">they have the trails there and the</font> moonlight will be on the lake<font color="#CCCCCC"> he'll be</font> so<font color="#CCCCCC"> romantic and way better than any</font> movie<font color="#E5E5E5"> nervous but excited I said of</font> course<font color="#E5E5E5"> but in my own mind I liked the</font> idea<font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the movies because I didn't have</font> to worry<font color="#E5E5E5"> about what to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> say and carry on</font> a conversation we drove the<font color="#CCCCCC"> blue lakes</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">which is the name of this beautiful park</font> in my<font color="#CCCCCC"> hometown it's not actually called</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">blue lakes but because the lake has a</font> deep blue color everybody<font color="#CCCCCC"> in town calls</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> blue lakes we got there at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> about</font> 10:00 p.m.<font color="#E5E5E5"> and was starting to get</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">nervous and felt like I was somehow</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> mess things up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I texted my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sister and told her why I was and asked</font> her to<font color="#CCCCCC"> give me some kind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of advice on</font> what<font color="#CCCCCC"> to do or what to say</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she didn't</font> respond right away<font color="#E5E5E5"> thanks sis there was</font> a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of cars in the parking lot</font> which was<font color="#E5E5E5"> weird</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for the time of night</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I was trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to have fun</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she said oh</font> don't<font color="#E5E5E5"> be nervous about the cars</font> it's probably just some couples still celebrating Valentine's Day she grabbed my hand<font color="#CCCCCC"> and started walking</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">toward one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the trails</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she could have</font> said<font color="#CCCCCC"> anything at this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> point and I would</font> have<font color="#E5E5E5"> went along with her she let</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> go of</font> my hand and walked on the trail beside <font color="#E5E5E5">the lake she said very loudly Wow look</font> how beautiful this place<font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought it</font> was kind of weird how loud she<font color="#E5E5E5"> said it</font> but<font color="#E5E5E5"> again I didn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> really care while she</font> was<font color="#E5E5E5"> staring at the water I checked my</font> phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see if my sister texts me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> she did it just said get out</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font> there<font color="#E5E5E5"> now thoroughly freaked out and</font> truly<font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure why I looked up from my</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">phone at Gwen</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> who was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> standing right</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there with a smile on her face</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what's</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wrong Andrew she said in a soft</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> voice I</font> tried but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> answer</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I had a</font> hundred things running<font color="#CCCCCC"> through</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my head</font> right<font color="#E5E5E5"> now she said in the flirtatious</font> voice don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want to kiss</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me Andrew I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally had the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> courage to respond and</font> said I need<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave Gwen laughed at me</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> said don't be shy Andrew we just got</font> here<font color="#CCCCCC"> I turned around and tried to walk</font> out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the trail</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and there were two guys</font> standing<font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I was frozen in fear not</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sure why they weren't moving out of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">way when came up</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> behind</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> me and whispered</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">in my ear</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Andrew we're not leaving yet</font> my friends just<font color="#CCCCCC"> got here I tried to run</font> but two<font color="#E5E5E5"> more guys ran from the other</font> side and tackled me I'm a pretty big guy <font color="#CCCCCC">but I couldn't hold my own against</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> four</font> guys they held me down<font color="#CCCCCC"> taking</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> turns</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">punching and kicking me it hurt but the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">adrenaline from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> being scared kept me</font> from being<font color="#CCCCCC"> in intense pain</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they tied me</font> to a tree<font color="#E5E5E5"> stole my wallet took my car</font> keys<font color="#CCCCCC"> and hit me a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couple more times</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">before leaving when</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> took my phone and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">threw it in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a lake</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> within</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes of</font> being<font color="#CCCCCC"> there tied to the tree I saw</font> flashing lights<font color="#CCCCCC"> turn</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> into the park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> screamed for<font color="#E5E5E5"> help</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and the police found</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me tied to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the tree they helped me down</font> and begin<font color="#CCCCCC"> questioning me when my sister</font> arrived apparently as soon<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I texted her she</font> had<font color="#E5E5E5"> called the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> cops</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and rushed over</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">herself</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she was at a party and a group</font> of guys were there<font color="#CCCCCC"> saying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> they were</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going to jump some loser at Blue Lakes</font> they had an entire plan to rob him and <font color="#E5E5E5">beat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> him</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> up and leave him</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there</font> my sister<font color="#CCCCCC"> had exclaimed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to them that</font> they were lame and jerks and walked away not really thinking about it<font color="#CCCCCC"> until a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">couple of hours later when I texted her</font> not taking any chances<font color="#CCCCCC"> she called the</font> police<font color="#E5E5E5"> they were</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able to find one of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> four guys but the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> three they</font> couldn't find and they also couldn't find this<font color="#E5E5E5"> Gwen all of her information</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">online was fake so they</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> couldn't track</font> her my car had some<font color="#E5E5E5"> minor damage and</font> looked<font color="#CCCCCC"> I've</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> been used for drug usage I</font> only had minor<font color="#E5E5E5"> injuries including a</font> concussion<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> badly scraped arm and some</font> soreness<font color="#E5E5E5"> from where</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'd been kicked the</font> thing that still haunts me<font color="#E5E5E5"> and bothers</font> me to this<font color="#CCCCCC"> day is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the motivation for</font> this<font color="#E5E5E5"> event was it really worth all the</font> effort<font color="#E5E5E5"> to beat a broke college</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> kid for</font> his wallet in his car I had maybe a couple<font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hundred bucks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on me and I</font> cancelled<font color="#CCCCCC"> my credit card immediately it</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a lot of time for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> small<font color="#E5E5E5"> payoff four years later I still</font> have nightmares of that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night even</font> though the incident could<font color="#CCCCCC"> have been</font> worse<font color="#CCCCCC"> I still have mental scars from</font> getting attacked by<font color="#CCCCCC"> a group of strangers</font> I'm thankful one of them did eventually <font color="#CCCCCC">come</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to justice but there was a strong</font> honor amongst these thieves because<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> authorities were never able<font color="#CCCCCC"> to gather</font> any further information<font color="#CCCCCC"> out of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> him and</font> all the other<font color="#E5E5E5"> individuals had sort</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> disappeared into obscurity<font color="#CCCCCC"> I have since</font> found<font color="#E5E5E5"> an amazing</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> girlfriend and no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">longer live</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> hometown hopefully</font> since this story happened dating websites have made an effort<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">authenticate their users so things like</font> this don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> happen again</font> I have never been a huge<font color="#E5E5E5"> fan of</font> Valentine's<font color="#E5E5E5"> Day</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I have always found the</font> holiday to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be kind of a drag and a waste</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">kind of like New Year's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Eve at the time</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the story I was 20 years old</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I worked</font> at a small<font color="#E5E5E5"> convenience store that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> was</font> open 24<font color="#CCCCCC"> hours I told them that I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> would</font> work<font color="#CCCCCC"> the overnight shift on Valentine's</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Day because I didn't have any plans</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">night started out just like</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> any</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> other</font> night shifts I<font color="#E5E5E5"> had worked in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the past</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">very slow and boring so I was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> able to</font> get<font color="#E5E5E5"> most of the work</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> done by about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">midnight</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I usually spent the remainder</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of the shift just watching YouTube or</font> Netflix at about 1:30 a.m. the bell rang alerting me<font color="#E5E5E5"> that someone had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> entered the</font> store he was<font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> tall someone handsome man</font> from what I<font color="#CCCCCC"> could tell</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it a quick glance</font> I shouted how are you tonight sir<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he</font> responded almost immediately<font color="#CCCCCC"> Cassie</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> that you I pause for<font color="#CCCCCC"> a moment</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font> disbelief<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he recognized me and then</font> that's<font color="#E5E5E5"> when it hit me it was a guy named</font> Ricky that I went to<font color="#E5E5E5"> high</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> school with we</font> were never really close<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> always very</font> friendly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> immediately greeted him with</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a hug because that's just my personality</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">after a minute or two of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> catching up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> finally asked what are you doing in<font color="#E5E5E5"> here</font> so late he frowned slightly and said well I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> broke up with my girlfriend</font> about<font color="#CCCCCC"> a week ago and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> honestly I've</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> been</font> a bit of an insomniac lately and just <font color="#E5E5E5">wandering around I said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I was sorry</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about the break-up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and nested-if he need</font> anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> and he responded in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a very</font> genuine voice honestly it's<font color="#E5E5E5"> just really</font> great<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> see an old friend and if you</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wouldn't mind if</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you're not</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> too busy</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> would love<font color="#E5E5E5"> to just sit and talk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a</font> while I actually thought<font color="#CCCCCC"> it was kind of sweet</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and felt bad</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> so I told him he could hang</font> and we could<font color="#E5E5E5"> just talk and catch up the</font> first 10 to 15 minutes were normal even enjoyable<font color="#E5E5E5"> we laughed and joked about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">some old high school</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> memories</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes he has to use</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> restroom<font color="#CCCCCC"> and of course I let him this</font> was when I started<font color="#E5E5E5"> to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font> through<font color="#CCCCCC"> a little bit this random guy</font> showed<font color="#CCCCCC"> up in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> middle of the night and</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> happened</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to immediately recognize</font> me and strike up<font color="#CCCCCC"> a conversation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with me</font> I was<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure it was just a coincidence but</font> it<font color="#CCCCCC"> did seem</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a little bit weird while it</font> was in<font color="#E5E5E5"> the bathroom</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for a minute I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">decided to search him on Facebook and</font> notice he had some mutual friends<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> first thing<font color="#E5E5E5"> I noticed was that he</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> had</font> some weird photos pictures<font color="#E5E5E5"> of him with</font> knives and<font color="#E5E5E5"> lots of symbology stuff that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looked like witchcraft or</font> something I don't know I'm not<font color="#CCCCCC"> much of a horror</font> buff but one of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pictures definitely</font> had a pentagram in it he came<font color="#E5E5E5"> out of the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">bathroom a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> few moments later and this</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> is</font> when things<font color="#E5E5E5"> started getting really</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strange</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I threw my phone back down and</font> greeted<font color="#CCCCCC"> him as if everything were normal</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">he said</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a low</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost disturbing voice</font> I'm so happy to see you again I responded in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> confused manner</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ah</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">yeah it's great</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> seeing you too he</font> slammed both hands on<font color="#E5E5E5"> the counter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that I</font> sat behind and said in<font color="#CCCCCC"> an now aggressive</font> voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> you don't understand</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I'm so happy</font> I found<font color="#CCCCCC"> you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I love you Cassie and we</font> were meant to<font color="#E5E5E5"> be together</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">going from semi creeped out to full-on</font> terrified<font color="#CCCCCC"> I just responded nervously not</font> knowing what else<font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> uh</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> thanks Ricky</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">but I'm seeing someone</font> then of course<font color="#E5E5E5"> was a lie but I honestly</font> didn't know<font color="#CCCCCC"> what else to do at this</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">point he tried to grab my arm from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other side of the counter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and I jumped</font> back quickly and<font color="#CCCCCC"> told him he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> needed to</font> leave<font color="#E5E5E5"> he took a step away from the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">counter</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and looked at me with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font> lifeless eyes and a smile that<font color="#E5E5E5"> left my</font> body paralyzed he dropped his coat to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the ground and</font> took a shirt off<font color="#E5E5E5"> he was covered</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with</font> tattoos<font color="#CCCCCC"> really</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> creepy tattoos across his</font> chest was the word<font color="#E5E5E5"> animal and a crazy</font> font<font color="#CCCCCC"> the rest of his torso</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> was covered</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> strange symbols</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not sure</font> actually<font color="#E5E5E5"> what kind of symbols under his</font> left PEC was my name tattooed it literally said<font color="#CCCCCC"> cassy in cursive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> they</font> then pulled<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> knife out of his pocket</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">and pointed to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the tattoo of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my name</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">while he continued his sinister smile</font> and gaze<font color="#CCCCCC"> I know it's easy to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> say what</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">you would do in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this situation but I was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">frozen</font> I felt like headed<font color="#E5E5E5"> like I was in a dream</font> and couldn't wake<font color="#CCCCCC"> up</font> I was scared if I made a move<font color="#CCCCCC"> he would</font> lunge at me<font color="#E5E5E5"> or try to grab me again he</font> started to<font color="#E5E5E5"> scream my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> name</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> loudly Cassie</font> Cassie<font color="#CCCCCC"> I started to cry</font> I couldn't even<font color="#E5E5E5"> catch my breath and</font> that's when it happened the belt from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door ran it was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a big</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">man walking into the store</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Ricky didn't</font> even flinch<font color="#CCCCCC"> he kept his gaze fixed on me</font> and was slowly approaching me once the man saw what was<font color="#CCCCCC"> happening and saw me</font> cowering<font color="#E5E5E5"> in fear he ran over and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> push</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Ricky down Ricky got up and ignored the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">man completely and still kept his crazy</font> gaze on me<font color="#CCCCCC"> I picked up</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my phone to call</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the police and that's when Ricky finally</font> ran and<font color="#E5E5E5"> tried to jump the counter and</font> the man took<font color="#E5E5E5"> him down again this time</font> holding him down until<font color="#E5E5E5"> the authorities</font> showed up Ricky was arrested with<font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> blank<font color="#E5E5E5"> stare across his face the man who</font> saved<font color="#CCCCCC"> me just happened to be a passing</font> truck driver wanting to grab<font color="#CCCCCC"> a hot cup</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of coffee</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I feel like I owe on my life I</font> have no idea what Ricky planned on doing <font color="#E5E5E5">but he was charged and they used video</font> footage from<font color="#E5E5E5"> the store to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> help with the</font> conviction<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm so thankful for that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">truck driver and I will never forget</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that evil dead look and Ricky's eyes as</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> lunged for me</font> and what was that tattoo<font color="#E5E5E5"> was it really</font> my name<font color="#E5E5E5"> or for someone</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> else</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> named Cassie</font> I don't work overnights anymore and<font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> actually moved far<font color="#E5E5E5"> away from this town</font> I'm not<font color="#CCCCCC"> sure if Ricki ever got help</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> still in jail I have no idea when<font color="#CCCCCC"> or</font> where thus obsession he developed for me began<font color="#CCCCCC"> and honestly</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I don't care</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just</font> hope we never meet<font color="#CCCCCC"> again that montañés</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">day is a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> time for love and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> showing</font> emotion and gratitude<font color="#CCCCCC"> to that very</font> special<font color="#CCCCCC"> person in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> your</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> life four years</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ago</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend and I decided to go</font> out<font color="#E5E5E5"> for a Valentine's Day where we live</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> is still fairly warm in February so I</font> decided to<font color="#E5E5E5"> take</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my girlfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on a</font> picnic that<font color="#CCCCCC"> we had been planning</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">about a week or</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> so</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend I</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> love</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">being</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> outdoors and I figured after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> picnic perhaps we<font color="#CCCCCC"> could walk on a trailer</font> perhaps take a quick hike<font color="#E5E5E5"> about a month</font> ago while I was<font color="#E5E5E5"> hiking I found this</font> amazing spot where I thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> we could</font> have the picnic from one<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the main trails that only</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">took about 15</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> minutes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to walk</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that hard of a walk either you</font> did have to go off of<font color="#E5E5E5"> one of the main</font> trails<font color="#E5E5E5"> around the semi narrow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Bend and</font> leading to a small rock formation the area overlooked our home<font color="#E5E5E5"> and it was a</font> beautiful<font color="#CCCCCC"> view and enough flat land</font> where we could sit<font color="#CCCCCC"> and have a</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> nice picnic<font color="#CCCCCC"> I set up an entire</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> area for</font> us<font color="#E5E5E5"> chairs</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> tables and a bunch of her</font> favorite snack<font color="#E5E5E5"> foods on the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> rear side of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">this spot was more woods and even in the</font> daylight<font color="#E5E5E5"> there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> were so many trees back</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">there</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that it seemed dark so when</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">Valentine's day finally came we set off</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">for our</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> adventure thankfully it was a</font> beautiful sunny<font color="#CCCCCC"> day it was warm with a</font> nice breeze<font color="#E5E5E5"> and not a cloud</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in the sky</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">we held hands on the trail until we got</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">to the spot where I went off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the trail I</font> told her<font color="#E5E5E5"> to trust me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> as we went off</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> path<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was hesitant but was down for</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the journey</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just as I expected the short</font> trip was easy for<font color="#E5E5E5"> her we reached the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">spot in no time and she was blown away</font> she just stopped and stared<font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">horizon and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> AH</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when she saw the spread</font> of<font color="#E5E5E5"> food I had she was even more blown</font> away<font color="#E5E5E5"> today</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> could not have gone any</font> better <font color="#E5E5E5">and an almost a blink of an eye</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">changed while we were laughing and</font> staring at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the beautiful view</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she</font> stopped suddenly<font color="#CCCCCC"> I asked her</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> what was</font> wrong<font color="#CCCCCC"> and she said that she had heard</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something in the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> woods</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I looked behind</font> in the dark trees but saw nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I told</font> her she was crazy<font color="#CCCCCC"> just kidding around</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">obviously and tried to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> go back to</font> flirting<font color="#E5E5E5"> with her but she</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> wasn't having</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">it she insisted that I checked out the</font> woods<font color="#E5E5E5"> so annoyed more than anything I</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">told her I would I got right up to where</font> the tree line started and I peeked <font color="#CCCCCC">through some endless amounts of trees I</font> saw<font color="#CCCCCC"> nothing</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> if I'm being honest I had a</font> really<font color="#E5E5E5"> hard time making out anything in</font> there but<font color="#E5E5E5"> I truly didn't see anything</font> she approached after<font color="#CCCCCC"> a minute or two</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> said in a terrified voice right there <font color="#CCCCCC">you don't see that shape it looks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">person I squinted and tried</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to make out</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the shape it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> just looked like a shadow</font> to me babe<font color="#CCCCCC"> I think it's just</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a shadow</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> responded in an almost condescending voice<font color="#E5E5E5"> she was</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> hysterical</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and asked me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> please look<font color="#E5E5E5"> at it so I stepped into the</font> dark forest<font color="#CCCCCC"> then to my absolute fear the</font> dark figure<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved it was very slight</font> almost like a shoulder<font color="#CCCCCC"> shrug but I saw</font> it at this<font color="#E5E5E5"> moment I felt intense anxiety</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and fear but I didn't want to freak out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my girlfriend or even</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> worse alert this</font> potentially<font color="#CCCCCC"> dangerous person that I knew</font> that<font color="#CCCCCC"> they were there</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> after</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> only</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a couple</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of steps I told my girlfriend I needed</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">something and I turned back to where we</font> were<font color="#E5E5E5"> sitting</font> I grabbed<font color="#E5E5E5"> my girlfriend and tried to</font> tell her not to freak out<font color="#E5E5E5"> but that I did</font> in<font color="#CCCCCC"> fact see a person</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in the trees she</font> was crying hysterically<font color="#E5E5E5"> and I was just</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to think</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> of</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the best way to get</font> out fast I looked<font color="#E5E5E5"> down</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> over the lookout and but</font> it<font color="#E5E5E5"> was just too steep</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the only way was</font> the way we<font color="#CCCCCC"> came which was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> fine but I</font> just<font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> want</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> this lunatic</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to follow</font> us<font color="#CCCCCC"> I decided to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> leave all the stuff</font> behind and start walking down the rock formation she went<font color="#CCCCCC"> down first as I</font> stared into<font color="#CCCCCC"> the trees and that's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when I</font> saw it clear as day<font color="#E5E5E5"> the shadow figure</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">was definitely a man</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and he was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">approaching us now</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he was only about 45</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">or 50 feet away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I couldn't make out any</font> specific details<font color="#CCCCCC"> but it looked like he</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had a beard</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I finally</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started going down</font> the rock formation and I told my girl to run<font color="#E5E5E5"> as fast as</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she could</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> made</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it to</font> the trail quickly<font color="#E5E5E5"> as we stopped to catch</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">our breath we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> heard the rustling of</font> trees and<font color="#E5E5E5"> the crack</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of sticks</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this man</font> was chasing<font color="#E5E5E5"> us she pulled out her phone</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">to call the police</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> but apparently she</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">didn't have a signal of course</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">finally reached the parking lot</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the</font> park trails and there were two police <font color="#E5E5E5">cars the police were already</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking for</font> someone<font color="#E5E5E5"> apparently there was a woman</font> jogging<font color="#E5E5E5"> the trails early in the morning</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and found a man laying off to the side</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of one</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of the trails</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> she called the</font> authorities<font color="#E5E5E5"> right</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> away</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and the man</font> reported being mugged and robbed we told the cops<font color="#CCCCCC"> everything but by the</font> time<font color="#E5E5E5"> they got into the woods they</font> couldn't find the man from<font color="#E5E5E5"> what I</font> understand<font color="#E5E5E5"> they never caught this crazy</font> person<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the woods and I'm not sure</font> what he would have<font color="#E5E5E5"> done</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> if he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> actually</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">caught up to us</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I still</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> can't believe my</font> girlfriend spotted him from so far<font color="#E5E5E5"> away</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I'm so thankful she did we both have</font> a really hard<font color="#E5E5E5"> time</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> going on nature</font> trails now and I still<font color="#CCCCCC"> have yet to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">return to that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> specific</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> from now on</font> we<font color="#E5E5E5"> decided it was best</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> just to stay</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">indoors especially for Valentine's Day</font> [Music] this is a short story<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> happened</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> last year</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on Valentine's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Day I</font> recently<font color="#E5E5E5"> bought a house with my</font> soon-to-be husband<font color="#E5E5E5"> it works really hard</font> and<font color="#E5E5E5"> always spoils me when he can while</font> he was at work<font color="#E5E5E5"> I decided</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to run</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> down to</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> local store</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and buy some stuff to</font> make<font color="#CCCCCC"> him a romantic dinner</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the store is</font> literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> 100 yards away</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> from my house</font> at most so I quickly<font color="#CCCCCC"> left around 1 p.m.</font> and did<font color="#E5E5E5"> not lock my door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I live in a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">really safe area with hardly any crime</font> and the<font color="#CCCCCC"> police station right around the</font> block<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going to be back</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> in less</font> than<font color="#E5E5E5"> 10 minutes so I didn't think</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">a big deal to lock my door</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> left and</font> came<font color="#CCCCCC"> back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in just</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> under 15 minutes I</font> waited in line longer than I thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> rest<font color="#E5E5E5"> of my afternoon was normal</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> prepared dinner<font color="#CCCCCC"> and got</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the table set</font> with<font color="#E5E5E5"> candles and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> everything along those</font> lines my afternoon was fairly normal<font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font> just<font color="#E5E5E5"> like any other day at about 4:30</font> p.m. I went to the<font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom and thought</font> I could<font color="#E5E5E5"> smell a funny smell almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like</font> Cologne my boyfriend didn't wear<font color="#E5E5E5"> Cologne</font> but<font color="#CCCCCC"> I didn't think too much about</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">maybe</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it was my body wash from</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> shower or<font color="#E5E5E5"> something along</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> those lines</font> a little after<font color="#E5E5E5"> 7:00 my boyfriend came</font> home from work he<font color="#CCCCCC"> greeted me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> with</font> Valentine's Day<font color="#E5E5E5"> flowers and an amazing</font> piece<font color="#CCCCCC"> of cheesecake that I would be</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">having for dessert I was thrilled he was</font> also<font color="#CCCCCC"> so thankful for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the dinner I had</font> prepared<font color="#E5E5E5"> for him and we had a lovely</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">evening</font> after we ate he said he was going to<font color="#CCCCCC"> go</font> wash up<font color="#E5E5E5"> and meet me</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the couch for</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> a</font> movie and<font color="#CCCCCC"> some</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> cheesecake as he walked</font> upstairs where our bathroom was<font color="#E5E5E5"> he</font> stopped talking mid-sentence and said in <font color="#E5E5E5">a voice that still haunts me what's that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">smell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I came to the bottom of the stairs</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and asked if he smelled the Cologne</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">- he did and immediately mouthed the</font> words call 9-1-1<font color="#E5E5E5"> to me I went into the</font> other<font color="#E5E5E5"> room</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> called I tried to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> whisper</font> as to the not alert<font color="#CCCCCC"> the potential</font> intruder well my boyfriend<font color="#CCCCCC"> didn't tell me until</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">later was that</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> he saw muddy footprints</font> on<font color="#CCCCCC"> the bathroom floor and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the shower</font> curtain was open with two wet dirty <font color="#E5E5E5">footprints inside next to the bathroom</font> is a spare room<font color="#CCCCCC"> that we don't use</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and</font> the door was shut<font color="#CCCCCC"> and that doors never</font> shut<font color="#E5E5E5"> he grabbed the door slowly and</font> tried<font color="#CCCCCC"> to turn the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> handle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but it was</font> being held<font color="#E5E5E5"> from the other side</font> he kicked open<font color="#E5E5E5"> the door and to the</font> horror<font color="#E5E5E5"> of both of us was a small dirty</font> looking man he was dressed in all<font color="#E5E5E5"> black</font> with<font color="#CCCCCC"> brown work boots</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> my boyfriend who</font> is<font color="#E5E5E5"> only an average</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> build</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> slammed him</font> down with ease and pushed him against the wall<font color="#E5E5E5"> after only a few</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> moments the</font> police showed up and<font color="#E5E5E5"> quickly ran</font> upstairs<font color="#E5E5E5"> luckily nobody was hurt</font> and the intentions of<font color="#E5E5E5"> this intruder were</font> unknown I was alone all<font color="#E5E5E5"> afternoon with</font> him and he did nothing<font color="#CCCCCC"> I couldn't sleep</font> well that<font color="#E5E5E5"> night</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I remembered that it was</font> all my<font color="#E5E5E5"> fault</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> always locked the door</font> and<font color="#CCCCCC"> this one time I decided not to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> began to freak out that the man was<font color="#CCCCCC"> in</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> shower right next to me when I was</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">going to the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bathroom I'm just thankful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">my boyfriend didn't get hurt and the</font> police station is literally<font color="#E5E5E5"> right around</font> the block this<font color="#E5E5E5"> year he took off</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Valentine's Day with me and we're still</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">trying to cope</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> with the experience the</font> worst part is we still<font color="#E5E5E5"> never</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> got answers</font> we don't<font color="#CCCCCC"> know why this man broke in and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I'm</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> not sure we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> ever will</font> [Music] so the events of this story happened to me two<font color="#CCCCCC"> years ago on Valentine's Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it</font> was the first<font color="#CCCCCC"> Valentine's</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> Day I had</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">celebrated with my now fiancé D</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> decided<font color="#E5E5E5"> it would</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> be nice to go on a</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">double date with</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a mutual couple we both</font> knew the evening was nice and relaxing <font color="#E5E5E5">we went to their house for a lovely</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">dinner and some games</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> none of us</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> really</font> were the type<font color="#CCCCCC"> that liked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> going out</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">drinking or partying so this was an</font> ideal night for us<font color="#E5E5E5"> after a couple of</font> hours<font color="#E5E5E5"> we decided we were going to go</font> home<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the night and watch some movies</font> in front of our electric fireplace<font color="#E5E5E5"> now</font> the couple whose house we went<font color="#E5E5E5"> to didn't</font> really live too far<font color="#E5E5E5"> away but they did</font> kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> of live in</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the middle of nowhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font> live in a<font color="#CCCCCC"> decent-sized town but once you</font> reach the outskirts<font color="#CCCCCC"> of town it's a lot</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of corn fields</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> farms and huge open</font> fields<font color="#E5E5E5"> so even though it was only about</font> a<font color="#CCCCCC"> 10</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> minute</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> drive</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it feels like you're</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">in the middle</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of nowhere</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> when you leave</font> her friend's house who<font color="#CCCCCC"> travelled down</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font> long<font color="#E5E5E5"> road with no lights</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for about a</font> mile or so<font color="#E5E5E5"> then take a left and travel</font> down<font color="#E5E5E5"> another even longer road in the</font> pitch<font color="#CCCCCC"> black until eventually you</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> reach</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> outskirts of town well about</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> halfway</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">down the road we saw these flashing</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">lights shining through the seemingly</font> endless row of trees until we finally saw it<font color="#E5E5E5"> after we passed all the trees we</font> pulled<font color="#E5E5E5"> over on the side</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the road and</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there hovering</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> over the field it was a</font> massive craft of some kind<font color="#E5E5E5"> I'm not</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> real</font> good with measurements but I would say about the size of<font color="#E5E5E5"> a plane</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but a very</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> shape it was long and kind of</font> flat with<font color="#E5E5E5"> the pointed edge it was</font> clearly hovering over the field<font color="#CCCCCC"> high</font> enough<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it was well above</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> us but not</font> moving there was lights all over<font color="#CCCCCC"> the</font> craft and many of them were flashing in an<font color="#E5E5E5"> erratic pattern my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> then-girlfriend</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">and I sat in amazement</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> and admittedly</font> fear at this huge craft<font color="#E5E5E5"> and the most</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">peculiar thing was that it was quiet he</font> couldn't hear any noise<font color="#E5E5E5"> whatsoever</font> coming from the craft<font color="#E5E5E5"> as I took</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> out my</font> phone<font color="#CCCCCC"> to try and record</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> saw the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">lights went off</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> craft</font> I tried to snap a<font color="#E5E5E5"> picture at this point</font> but it was just too<font color="#E5E5E5"> dark and the picture</font> just looks black<font color="#E5E5E5"> the craft then started</font> to make<font color="#E5E5E5"> a very loud humming noise and</font> even<font color="#E5E5E5"> though we could barely see it it</font> started to slowly approach the<font color="#CCCCCC"> road</font> where we<font color="#E5E5E5"> were parked at this point</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">scared and nervous we decided to drive</font> away when we got<font color="#E5E5E5"> to the end of the road</font> we saw<font color="#E5E5E5"> the lights again poking through</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">the trees once we got home</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> we tried</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">calling our friends</font> several times but they didn't answer <font color="#E5E5E5">finally about an hour later she called</font> back and<font color="#E5E5E5"> said</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> she was sorry</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and didn't</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">even hear a phone ring which we found</font> strange because<font color="#E5E5E5"> her phone was always on</font> high we told her about<font color="#E5E5E5"> the events and</font> she seemed very<font color="#E5E5E5"> skeptical</font> she said living<font color="#E5E5E5"> over</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there her entire</font> life she has<font color="#E5E5E5"> never seen or heard</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">anything like that ever</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we talked about</font> the event for a while and<font color="#CCCCCC"> eventually</font> said goodbye and<font color="#E5E5E5"> enjoyed the rest of</font> Valentine's<font color="#CCCCCC"> Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and really had a great</font> rest of<font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> evening shortly after</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> night we<font color="#CCCCCC"> found out that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> several</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> people</font> in the<font color="#E5E5E5"> area had</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> experienced seeing</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> things</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> like that apparently</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">there is</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a military</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> base nearby and some</font> believe that<font color="#CCCCCC"> they are testing some kind</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">of new military</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> equipment others think</font> it's something<font color="#CCCCCC"> perhaps extraterrestrial</font> I'm not sure what I saw that evening<font color="#E5E5E5"> but</font> I know beyond a shadow of a doubt<font color="#CCCCCC"> I saw</font> something<font color="#E5E5E5"> big and very close to</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me</font> something that<font color="#CCCCCC"> I am unable to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> explain</font> has anyone<font color="#E5E5E5"> ever seen this craft I speak</font> of and just looking for answers<font color="#E5E5E5"> the last</font> two years<font color="#CCCCCC"> on Valentine's Day</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> we</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> have</font> gone back at the same time to see if<font color="#CCCCCC"> we</font> see anything<font color="#E5E5E5"> and we've seen nothing</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">since that night and though this was</font> strange<font color="#E5E5E5"> and terrifying it has given us a</font> Valentine's Day tradition<font color="#E5E5E5"> and an event</font> that we will never<font color="#E5E5E5"> forget</font> [Music] the contents<font color="#E5E5E5"> of the story have caused me</font> to recently<font color="#E5E5E5"> moved back with my parents</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">who live in another state</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> last year</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I</font> was enjoying<font color="#E5E5E5"> my first year of being a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">college grad and living in my own house</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">well the house I rented</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> but my still</font> lived alone<font color="#CCCCCC"> I was focused on my job and</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">wasn't really</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> looking for a boyfriend</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> or</font> anything like<font color="#E5E5E5"> that every morning I go</font> down to the park which is only about a two<font color="#CCCCCC"> minute walk and I jog before</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> getting</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">ready for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work on Valentine's</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> Day my</font> routine was<font color="#E5E5E5"> no different as I was</font> finishing my<font color="#E5E5E5"> jog I was approached by a</font> pretty handsome<font color="#E5E5E5"> looking man he was tall</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">looked in shape styled hair and super</font> white teeth my<font color="#CCCCCC"> creep alarm was not going</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">off at all he said in a calming voice</font> you're very pretty I just thought<font color="#E5E5E5"> I wanted to tell</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> you that</font> and hope you have<font color="#E5E5E5"> a wonderful</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Valentine's Day and then he just jogged</font> off<font color="#E5E5E5"> honestly</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> it</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> kind of made me smile</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">because that kind of stuff</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> doesn't</font> usually happen to me after<font color="#CCCCCC"> all</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> that</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">excitement I just continued</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> on with my</font> day like I would any other day<font color="#E5E5E5"> and about</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">1 p.m. the secretary at my job told me I</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">had a package</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought this was very</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">strange considering I had never gotten</font> packages<font color="#CCCCCC"> before it was a huge</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> beautiful</font> bouquet of roses<font color="#E5E5E5"> there was a note</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> on</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the</font> roses that<font color="#CCCCCC"> said for the</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> lovely lady I</font> saw at<font color="#E5E5E5"> the park</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I hope this makes</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> you</font> smile<font color="#CCCCCC"> no it did make me smile which is</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">stupid but I admittedly realized how</font> weird<font color="#E5E5E5"> and creepy it was that night I was</font> cooking dinner<font color="#CCCCCC"> and was going to do some</font> work from my home<font color="#E5E5E5"> computer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I thought I</font> could hear a<font color="#E5E5E5"> noise outside my window but</font> I just<font color="#E5E5E5"> chalked it up to the wind or</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">something I got up a little after 8:00</font> to clean some<font color="#CCCCCC"> dishes and take</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a break</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">from the computer I looked at my kitchen</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">sink window and saw a car outside my</font> house parked in the<font color="#CCCCCC"> street now I had no</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">other reason</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> be freaked out other</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">than just a bad feeling there was no</font> parking on<font color="#E5E5E5"> my street after 7</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> p.m. and</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> I</font> had never<font color="#CCCCCC"> seen</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> this car before</font> now again<font color="#E5E5E5"> there could have been</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> dozens</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">of explanations but I just didn't feel</font> good<font color="#CCCCCC"> about the entire situation</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> it just</font> felt really off<font color="#CCCCCC"> i sat</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> back down at the</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">computer</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> trying</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> to focus on</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> my</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> work but</font> I had this sickening<font color="#E5E5E5"> feeling in my</font> stomach<font color="#CCCCCC"> as I</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> sat</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> there in dead</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> silence</font> of<font color="#CCCCCC"> my room is when I was sure I could</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">hear something</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> I had a window that's a</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">train next to my</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> computer where I was</font> sitting<font color="#CCCCCC"> I pulled back</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> the curtain and</font> exposed the man<font color="#E5E5E5"> from</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> the park</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> trying to</font> break<font color="#CCCCCC"> into the window we locked</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> eyes and</font> he<font color="#E5E5E5"> just stared at</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> me like a deer in</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">headlights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> he did not have that same</font> smile as before at the park<font color="#E5E5E5"> he looked</font> mean aggressive<font color="#E5E5E5"> after only a couple</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">seconds of eye contact</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> which seemed</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> like</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">an eternity he</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> started to bang on the</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">window and screaming let me</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> in I</font> screamed and ran to<font color="#E5E5E5"> the other room</font> calling<font color="#CCCCCC"> the police he must</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> have heard me</font> because I saw out<font color="#CCCCCC"> of the kitchen window</font> him run to the car in front<font color="#CCCCCC"> of my house</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">I couldn't</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> make out the license</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> all I</font> knew is<font color="#CCCCCC"> that it was a white Chevy of</font> some kind which describes<font color="#CCCCCC"> about a</font> billion<font color="#CCCCCC"> people I never forgot the look</font> in his eyes<font color="#E5E5E5"> almost</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> immediately</font> I moved home<font color="#CCCCCC"> I never stayed in that</font> house again that was advised to stay at a hotel<font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> a</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> couple of nights</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> and then</font> I drove home to my<font color="#E5E5E5"> parents I'll never</font> forget<font color="#CCCCCC"> that</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> almost evil look he had as</font> we locked eyes through the<font color="#E5E5E5"> window no</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">more than inches apart they never found</font> the<font color="#E5E5E5"> man I described and</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> many people</font> think I made this story<font color="#E5E5E5"> up but I'll</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">never forget the horror</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> of that</font> <font color="#E5E5E5">Valentine's Day hey friends thanks</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> for</font> listening<font color="#E5E5E5"> be sure</font><font color="#CCCCCC"> to subscribe and click</font> <font color="#CCCCCC">that notification</font><font color="#E5E5E5"> bell to be alerted of</font> all future narrations<font color="#E5E5E5"> and sometimes you</font> have<font 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Length: 138min 32sec (8312 seconds)
Published: Wed Mar 27 2019
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