[ 𝐓𝐖 ] 𝐍𝐚𝐦 𝐇𝐚 𝐍𝐞𝐮𝐥 ✘ 𝐘𝐨𝐨 𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐨𝐨 | 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐈 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 [𝐃𝐨𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫 𝐒𝐥𝐮𝐦𝐩 +𝟏𝐱𝟖] • 𝐅𝐌𝐕

I have depression. I pushed myself too hard, and couldn’t rest when I was tired, so it became an illness of the mind. Everyone's always had high expectations for me since I was young. I always felt the pressure to satisfy those expectations. And that pressure, Continued into my adulthood. Developing PTSD after going through a big accident, is quite common. They still can't move on from those incidents. I asked you whose fault it was? I believe it's my fault, sir. Despite working harder than anyone else for 17 hours a day. Did you just sigh? I was still treated like a sinner, and an idiot. But it was still okay. Sure, let's just die. That would be the better option. "I don't think good things happen to me." I kept postponing everything and worked like a dog. And only ended up with depression. Why did I live such a foolish life? You just worked hard. Every moment... It feels like I'm struggling with guilt, anxiety and unease in every single moment of my life. I don’t know if I’m resting or falling apart. I think I forgot for a moment, I’m someone who struggles to even take care of herself. I'm sorry.

Channel: fullmoon

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Length: 2min 10sec (130 seconds)

Published: Sat Feb 24 2024